/g/ - girl talk

I want to feel the creation of life inside me. I want to feel it grow. I want to feel it move on it's own. I want to give life to a new being. I want to be someone of importance to someone. I want my body to create people who will always share a bond with me, no matter what. I want to be part of something that have a meaning to me. I need more from life.

I know it is associated with pain and a lot of issues but even without that I do not want everything in my life to be an easy A to B journey. Even without that need I would want to push my limits and live more than just being there. I do not feel rewarded when I do something easy and simple.

Sorry I had to vent, I had to tell someone. I don't even have a men.
I don't want to stay alone surrounded by temporary acquaintances. I need more. I want to feel life inside of me.(bait)