Alright I'm going to just put out some stuff that always seems to happen when I'm high (always edibles), maybe someone can give insight or something. I cpuld be talking shit or not considering other factors.
-cats like me more, and when I'm sober they really like me
-I sweat profusely, once I was really sweaty on the train and I thought it was in my head until the stranger across from me offered a tissue for me to wipe my face kek
-people I'm emotionally vulnerable to seem to mainly text me when I'm high
- I am much better at ace attorney when I'm high but outside of that i can't read, like I cant keep paragraphs of text in my head
-all I want to do when high is be left alone. But somehow people make a beeline for me, even with other around. For favours or information. To take a photo of them, give them directions, let them know when the next bus is etc
- people will also, despite me really going out of my way to stay from crowds, manage to physically inconvenience me. Yesterday i was sitting alone (and high) in front of the water, plenty of paths with plenty of access points yet this guy chooses MY path to bring his big ass kayak. He could've walked 30 seconds either way for another path. Maybe with another person there too but anyway. So I stand up to leave because its awkward and I'm pissed he picked my area and he says some stuff in a foreign language blocking my path completely. I'm like huh? Huh?? Then eventually compute he is in fact speaking a foreign language and I'm like oh i speak english then he switches to english talking about how he'll only be a few minutes and I'm like ok??? I want to leave? Bear in mind, he could've stepped to the side no problem at any point. Instead he spoke gibberish to me and i had to articulate what i was very clearly doing. If I was sober I'd be like what the fuck, but high its like these unnecessarily complicated things happen constantly.
-tech shit and routine interactions go haywire. Trams break down and have a replacement but it's at a different atop. Cashiers are unusually chatty, commenting on my items, or having issues with card payment, whatever. Im standing in a corner on the bus and one dog owner is standing to one side of me, the dog oulling across me on their lead so it's kind of blocking me. Another dog owner stands on the other side and the dog does the same leading to me being completely barricaded in and im thinking literally how common even is this situation to be in
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