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No. 425066

Liam aftermath addition. Feel free to post updates from the boys and nostalgiafag to your heart's content.

No. 425067

Statements from the boys so far
>Louis- l am beyond devastated to be writing this but yesterday I lost a brother. Liam was somebody I looked up to everyday, such a positive, funny, and kind soul.

I first met Liam when he was 16 and I was 18, I was instantly amazed by his voice but more importantly as time went on I got a chance to see the kind brother l’d longed all my life for.

Liam was an incredible song writer with a great sense of melody, we often spoke of getting back in the studio together to try and recreate the writing chemistry we had built up in the band.

And for the record, Liam was in my opinion the most vital part of One Direction. His experience from a young age, his perfect pitch, his stage presence, his gift for writing. The list goes on. Thank you for shaping us Liam.
A message to you Liam it you’re listening,
I feel beyond lucky to have had you in my life but I’m really struggling with the idea of saying goodbye. I’m so grateful that we got even closer since the band, speaking on the phone for hours, reminiscing about all the thousands of amazing memories we had together is a luxury I thought l’d have with you for life. I would have loved to share the stage with you again but it wasn’t to be.
I want you to know that if Bear ever needs me I will be the Uncle he needs in his life and tell him stories of how amazing his dad was.
I wish I got chance to say goodbye and tell you one more time how much I loved you.
Payno, my boy, one of my best friends, my brother, I love you mate. Sleep well X

>Zayn- Liam, I have found myself talking out loud to you, hoping you can hear me, I can’t help but think selfishly that there was so many more conversations for us to have in our lives.

I never got to thank you for supporting me through some of the most difficult times in my life.
When I was missing home as a 17 yr old kid you would always be there with a positive outlook and reassuring smile and let me know you were my friend and that I was loved.
Even though you were younger than me you were always more sensible than me, you were headstrong, opinionated, and gave no fucks about telling people when they were wrong. Even though we butted heads because of this a few times, I always secretly respected you for it.
When it came to the music Liam, you were the most qualified in every sense. I knew nothing in comparison, I was a novice child with no experience and you were already a professional.
I was always happy to know, no matter what happened on stage we could always rely on you to know which way to steer the ship next.
I lost a brother when you left us and can’t explain to you what I’d give to just give you a hug one last time and say goodbye to you properly and tell you that I loved and respected you dearly.I will cherish all the memories I have with youin my heart forever, there is no words that justify or explain how I feel right now other than beyond devastated.
I hope that wherever you are right now you are good and are at peace and you know how loved you are.
Love you bro
>Harry- I am truly devastated by Liam’s passing.
His greatest joy was making other people happy, and it was an honour to be alongside him as he did it.
Liam lived wide open, with his heart on his sleeve, he had an energy for life that was infectious. He was warm, supportive, and incredibly loving. The years we spent together will forever remain among the most cherished years of my life. I will miss him always, my lovely friend.
My heart breaks for Karen, Geoff, Nicola and Ruth, his son Bear, and all those around the world who knew and loved him, as I did.

No. 425069

>>425067
The difference between Harry's statement and the other two is kind of insane kek

No. 425070

>>425069
I know it's kind of a pessimistic thought but I would be stunned if he even goes to the funeral tbh. It's no secret that Harry and Liam were never very close even during the 1D days. I think Liam said he doesn't even have Harry's phone number. I think the only one Harry has had any meaningful interaction with post-1D is Niall when he went to his concert.

No. 425072

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i once gifted my friend a liam doll in 7th grade. she took it out of the box, undressed it, and tried to shove it up her ass in the school bathroom during lunch.

No. 425073

>>425072
Was this a special school nonnie? kek

No. 425074

>>425072
Do you think someone hexed these dolls with voodoo magic and that's why Liam spiralled into hard drug addiction?

No. 425075

>>425073
no but it was a catholic school which was basically the same thing.

No. 425078

i swear this video is what got me into self inserting

No. 425079

>>425078
they honestly as a collective peaked visually here I would say for sure this was at least where Zayn peaked.

No. 425085

>>425078
you've just unlocked a memory of me repeating this vid just to look at zayn

No. 425091

Never forget Halseys song she made when she was on 1d Tumblr and had a meltdown over Haylor kek

No. 425092

Only true Directioenrs remember Cristobel Rileygate kek 'If Harry wants booty he has to wait' so ghoulish. I can't believe this never blew up in mainstream more this was an iconic piece of media.

No. 425095

>>425092
Honestly kills me how casual they're all being kek. Why did they pick that name out of all names.

No. 425099

>>425095
Wasn't it the name of one of their managers or something?

No. 425100

Nonas lets talk faves… Who was it for you?
When I first started getting into 1D just a bit after WMYB came out I liked Niall because I felt the other boys were lowkey bullying him and it made me feel defensive over him lol. But then I came to be a Liamfag around the 3rd album because I came to realize he was by far the best singer out of them all and I always felt bad that he would always have foot-in-mouth moments and cause a bunch of drama in the fandom kek. I haven't really kept up with any of them post-hiatus. I vaguely kept up with Liam because he would constantly have controversies that were almost always started by the Harries.
Honestly his whole death feels so surreal. A few weeks ago I was getting a bunch of TikToks about Liam after he caused a scene at Niall's concert and even yesterday morning before the news dropped I was seeing tiktoks of people just bashing him (perhaps rightfully).

No. 425101

>>425074
He started taking drugs cause he "felt like shit for some reason"

No. 425102

>>425067
Harry didnt even try. Someone else wrote that. It feels devoid of any actual emotion.

No. 425103

>>425101
Was he a crackhead before hand cause they were literally only active for like 4 years, what's got him crashing out like that

No. 425104

>>425100
Louis was my fav when they first came out up until around 2012, I thought he had indie vibes" and would leave the group to make Arctic Monkeys type music. but he turned out to be a EDM guy which I actually got way into in college and abandoned indie music for myself lol . After 2012 i only kept up with Zayn a bit during his pillowtalk solo era. He fell off hard in music though, apparently by his own intentions.

I'm not a fan of Harry at all, he's been doing that coy "I hate fame and people prying into my personal life" thing since the very beginning despite literally competing in a competition to become famous. It's sad to me that he's the only one with a career anymore because back in the day I always liked all the other boys more than him .

No. 425109

>>425103
So for the first few years of 1D Liam was pretty straight edge because he thought he had a non-functioning kidney so he had to abstain from alcohol. At some point he got his kidney checked again and it turns out his kidney was fine and so he started drinking (maybe around 2013?). I think once he could start drinking is when things started to take a turn and he could finally party with the boyz. I assume during this time he was leisurely using coke and other uppers to keep up with the alcohol. A bit after the 2015 hiatus, I think is when things took a /darker/ turn. He went to rehab at some point and vaguely mentioned how after the boys went their own ways he didn't know what to do with his life and he admitted he was an alcoholic and dabbled in drugs although he didn't specify what kind. He seemed pretty normal/back to business when he started dating that Maya chick but I guess toward the end of their relationship he fell off the wagon and became a coke and alcohol fiend. A few years back after he broke up with Maya there was a pap pic of him with a bloody nose coming out of a club, probably some rusty pipes from snorting. He said at some point in 2023 that he was 100 days sober. He for sure took another dark turn this summer tho where he was back to partying his way through Latin America.

No. 425110

>>425109
Samefag but I think his drug of choice has always been alcohol and coke. Idk where the crack allegations are coming from kek.

No. 425116

>>425079
I agree. They all seemed so much older to me when I was younger but they were all pretty young here.

No. 425117

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>>425100
>perhaps rightfully
well, yeah..he also met his ex when she was 15

No. 425119

Some things from his prelim autopsy came out
> suggested that he "did not adopt a reflexive posture to protect himself and that he could have fallen in a state of semi or total unconsciousness."
>Forensic experts found a total of 25 injuries "compatible with those produced by a fall from height." The singer's brain and skull (cranioencephalic) injuries in particular were "sufficiently suitable to cause death."
>The internal and external hemorrhages in his skull, chest, abdomen and limbs "contributed to the mechanism of death," according to the release.
https://www.today.com/health/news/liam-payne-autopsy-report-cause-of-death-rcna175959

No. 425121

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>>425110
Nta but some anon said she recognized crack in the photo of drugs from the hotel, but idk

No. 425122

>>425121
>some anon recognized crack in the photo of drugs from the hotel
>obvious white powder
>Payne was known to be a drug user
…You know what I think he was making cake and that's just powdered sugar and slipped on some whip cream to his death

No. 425123


No. 425124

>>425121
looks more like coke or ketamine to me. Does anyone know wtf is up with the dove? kek

No. 425125

>>425100
At first it was just Harry because he was the cutest kek. But I went to a concert on their very last tour, at that point they were clearly over it, and the only one still putting in effort on stage and looking energetic/happy to be there was Louis… so now I have a soft spot for him. And he seems to work hard on his music despite not being very naturally talented so I respect that. I feel especially sorry for him now because he's had a bunch of people die and from what I hear he was still close to Liam.

My 1d phase was pretty short but quite fun I must admit. They really had some bangers.

No. 425131

Didn’t realize what an anachan his gf is jfc and god is he coked up here wtf

No. 425182

I really hate how this will give so much hate to Liam her ex. Everyone knew he was a drug addict, and alcoholic. I remember how everyone flamed him when he went on the Logan Paul podcast. And when you see how he totally trashed his hotel room, it obvious that he had anger issues.

Anyway I was never a really big fan, the only music video i like was one way or another. I thought that was actually sweet.

>>425104
> After 2012 i only kept up with Zayn a bit during his pillowtalk solo era. He fell off hard in music though, apparently by his own intentions.
Sorry for asking to be spoonfed, but did he just not want to be an artist anymore or what?

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No. 425225

>>425182
Zayn is a junkie shut in now. I know after his first album he didn’t tour because he claimed his social anxiety was too severe or something like that kek.

No. 425229

Wasn't Zayn an abuser or some shit? Something happened with Gigi, I think?

No. 425231

>>425229
I remember there being some blind items when he was still dating Gigi that he was a typical aggressive coke fiend so I wouldn’t be surprised if he laid hands on her. He did plead no contest to hitting Yolanda Hadid.
When he was dating Perrie Edwards he was constantly cheating on her. There was always a steady stream of photos and videos of Zayn picking up girls/fans at night clubs. I remember right before he left the group there was a news story with some waitress he hooked up with where he filmed them having sex without her consent and she exposed him online over it but I’m having trouble finding it now. Zayns always been a mess.. I’m pretty sure once he dumped Perrie he also had some drama with her mom where he kicked her mom out of the house she was living in or something. I think she was living at a flat he was paying for.

No. 425234

>>425182
he had a pretty big team backing him with his solo debut, high budget MVs and a tour and media appearances but he obviously hated doing it . the team is gone now. i think he probably does like making music but you can't really cultivate a fanbase for the type of RnB music he was putting out without doing media promotions and going on tour. He is definitely extremely socially avoidant but also has or had drug problems

No. 425236

>>425124
some people say the box of soap was to smuggle in the drugs.

No. 425239

>>425124
>>425236
The soap was to make a makeshift candle by sticking a match in it. He was making crack.

No. 425248

>>425239
I’m seeing a lot of druggies on IG and Reddit say he was smoking freebase coke. There is some confusion on what the black smudges are since that’s a telltale sign of smoking fent or heroine. However apparently those kinds of drugs are super uncommon in Argentina but I guess it’s possible he brought it himself. The theory is that he got too high off the coke he was smoking and then smoked some fent to calm down. I guess we will find out once the toxicology is done.

No. 425250

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Aw Louis

No. 425252

>>425100
Niall was my favourite too. I didn't think he was the cutest because obviously that was Harry, but I thought he looked the nicest and most down to earth one out of all of them. I was only interested in them for maybe 2 years but I was SO obsessed. I had a fangirl tumblr dedicated to them I wonder if any other nonnies did and if we ever interacted back in the day kek, my bedroom was covered in their posters and I got vip tickets to the tmh tour when 5sos was opening for them. God, what a time to be alive.

No. 425253

>>425250
Why does this cover look like it was made in PicsArt?

No. 425266

>>425250
With Liam's death, that is also the death of One Direction, the only remaining members are Louis Niall and Harry (who would never agree to a reunion), so just Louis and Niall. Louis always came across as the one most attached to 1D, there's really no future for the band now.

No. 425268

>>425266
I always figured they'd do a reunion in 10 or 20 years, maybe a member down but now there's just no chance.

No. 425269

>>425266
I'd say there's a slim chance this tragedy will bring them together and maybe they'll drop a single at some point and nothing more. I can't imagine an actual reunion tour I'd rather not have Harry's shrieking ass covering Liam's parts lol. If anything I always assumed there would be an ot4 reunion (minus Harry insert Zayn) since it's obvious Harry hates 1D. Does anyone remember last year when he posted in his IG stories a pic of him wearing a 1D shirt and then he promptly deleted it within a couple of minutes kek.

No. 425272

>>425231
>filmed her having sex without her consent
Scumbag. I hope he's next

No. 425274

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>>425272
I tried to find the article, but all my Google results are clogged up with recent news about Liam. I did find a few old Tumblr posts about it, though. The link to the Australian article itself was broken, unfortunately.

No. 425286

Made a joke about Liam's death and my annoying woke friend started condescending and moralfagging to me, like she wasn't making jokes about Trump getting shot not long ago. Everybody likes some occasional gallows humor, and I don't think a cokehead with a restraining order is the kind of person you want to cape for anyway.

No. 425287

>>425066
Threadpic is so heartbreaking now

No. 425290

>>425286
Autist, this is not the same. 1D was a part of so many women's childhoods especially the wokie zoomer types. These girls were skipping school to bawl their eyes out when zayn left 1d, now one of them died a junkie nonce, of course their feelings about it are going to be more complicated.

No. 425292

I've always felt there was a lot of deep dive tea out there about this band but they must have had insane PR management because it's hard to find info about anything that happened behind the scenes when they were still together. Most scandals I can think of (zayn being a wife beater, Liam being a wife beater and also a washed up crackhead, Louis knocking some lady up, Harry and his manwhoring/queerbating ect) only came out after the peaks of their careers were over but I have a hard time believing a ton of messy stuff didn't happen when they were still big. Liam implied some of it, I can't tell if the boys perceived friendship was just marketing to get the 12 year olds screaming or if they really did like each other.

No. 425295

>>425292
when they were peaking there was literally no time for them to fuck up big time because they were being milked dry 24/7

No. 425296

>>425292
Nona the Harry stuff was discussed constantly on 1D tumblr while the group was still together kek. As well as Zayn being a cheater, most of them being into partying and also there was constant news of them sleeping with fans (in particular Zayn). The Zayn being violent stuff didn't happen until a few years later. When Zayn and Liam confessed to being fucked up alcoholics and victims of pop culture a lot of fans (at least on tumblr and twitter) were not surprised as it was obvious during their 1d days. Liam being a straight-up crackhead seems like a more recent thing.

No. 425298

>>425125
I've been meaning to look more into Louis's solo music. I was stuck at an airport a few months ago and heard a song I kinda liked and shazamed it, learning it was one of his. Ended up going to a mall and the same thing happened with another one of his, so I've been meaning to sit down and listen, but I just haven't gotten around to it yet.

No. 425302

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Maya Henry’s (Liam’s ex TikTok GF) wattpad tier book is something

No. 425303

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No. 425323

>>425303
the wattpad/50 shades tier writing "my pulse is racing" and "if there's one thing oliver's good at, it's convincing me to do what he says, even after chasing me with an axe" intermixed with "my fiance sent a dick pic to my mother" is killing me

No. 425324

>>425302
women who date awful famous men always make stupid ass decisions then expect us to feel bad. you didn’t immediately break up with a guy that was chasing you with an axe? you are fucking stupid

No. 425329

Anyone else feel like this isn't over? I feel like one of the boys is next. The energy feels too dark, nonnas. Anyone else feeling this or am I being retarded?

No. 425330

>>425324
I’m so confused this book came out months ago and no one gave it much attention aside from ‘lol this wattpad tell all’. Like what percentage of this is pure fiction vs tell-all?? Also isn’t she from a family of extremely wealthy lawyers where tf were they in all this aside from receiving dick pics lol

No. 425332

>>425329
I agree. We could just be doomers though. I think at worst Zayn offs himself or becomes a full Bam Margera-esque trainwreck (maybe this is his Ryan Dunn trigger).

No. 425334

>>425329
tbh the news shocked me i wasn't following liam at all and thought everything was fine with him and the other boys besides zayn's issues. didn't know about liam's ex or anything. the celebrities i got dark ominous aaron carter vibes from are bieber and zac efron, not really anyone in 1D

No. 425335

>>425330
yeah, like in that first passage he just casually has an axe right by the bed? the axe thing is something she says he did irl right?

No. 425336

>>425329
I don't think another one will get himself killed anytime soon but I do think we're in for some drama. There's a huge spotlight on them and I don't think that will bode well.

No. 425337

>>425324
i noticed r/fauxmoi type of posters do this a lot maybe as defensiveness against men being supported over women. like in the amber heard case two things can be true, depp being a wifebeater and her being someone who targeted rich high status skidmarks like him and Elon Musk despite them being pieces of shit. It doesn't mean we're condoning abuse to say that.

No. 425338

>>425248
Is fent common in Argentina though? I’m not sure, nonna

No. 425339

>>425337
Nta but in this case Maya met Liam when she was underage, she still should've left but I can see how a teenager might not know better at first.

No. 425340

>>425335
She made a tiktok where she was just addressing hate comments she was getting and then randomly threw in "AND MY BOOK WAS REAL!" which idk what that means lol like what part? it seems people took her saying that and ran with it to mean everything she said is gospel. I do believe her that Liam was probably blowing up her phone in the last few weeks but idk if it's over this book that came out a while ago. I think he was obsessively contacting her because he was on a coke + alcohol binge.

No. 425341

If Louis dies soon know I'm in the hospital. If any of you are my nurses I give you permission to inject me with something to finally end me.

No. 425343

>>425340
TW for Perez Hilton kek but here is the tiktok she posted (this was last week)

No. 425344

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>>425302
the book cover is ominous. "dead end"

No. 425345

At 21:55 she talks about how Liam would send her texts about how he's not in a good way, he thinks he is going to die soon etc.
Bleak this came out literally the day before he did it.

No. 425346

>>425296
Oh sorry I don't have the Tumblr context. I wasn't on Tumblr bc I liked to go outside as a child and not make myself retarded

No. 425347

>>425344
has anyone read this book? i kinda want to.

No. 425348

>>425347
The PDF is on reddit if you search the book title.

No. 425352

>>425290
David Bowie was a big part of my childhood. He died when I was a junior in high school, and yes, I made jokes about it at the time. Death is a part of life, and everyone dies. No one's ghost is going to come back to haunt you because you made a sophomoric joke about him with your friends. Also, my annoying friend is not and was never a 1D fan, so she had no personal basis to be offended. She was just acting morally superior to virtue-signal.

No. 425353

>>425341
I respect that 1D means a lot to you, but come the hell on, anon. You're an adult. They're scrotes. You'll live.

No. 425354

>>425290
>moralfagging over a walled abuser because muh childhood
Sounds like a personal problem

No. 425357

>>425354
>t. hasn't had a genuine social interaction with a normie woman in years, thinks lolcow counts

No. 425360

If any other readers would like to correct my reading feel free to. idc if you don't believe in this stuff.

Looking at a recent paparazzi photo of both Kate and Liam: I'm picking up a black guy he likes to hang around with ego checked Liam and that's what sent him spiraling and led to the smashed laptop. I don't know if that's not how the events turned I'm still getting something from a black guy. That's all I see. Bad enough he was already off the shits so whatever he said it was not a good idea. Liam doesn't like getting told stuff, he's a cabrón. Typical male. This Kate girl, she knew of his habits and literally stuck around for the moolah. That's what I'm getting looking at her. Money, her reputation. She's been getting pushed around by Liam. Half jokingly, other times I'm getting serious XY aggressiveness. They weren't together at all. It was all a lie. This was a very weird relationship, if you want to call it that. If he called though, she'd run to him like a dumbass. A pathetic dog.
Looking At just a recent paparazzi photo of him: I'm also picking up he was having some heart palpitations way before. Again, from being a dumbass and doing shit he wasn't supposed to do. Looking at his forehead it was really dark and heavy, mentally. We all know that of course but it's what is coming to me as I'm going. I started crying really hard because his emotions and energy was just so fucking dark. His family knew a long time ago what he turned into. they watched it in real time, but there was no stopping him, Liamnonitas. They couldn't.

No. 425362

>>425360
lol I can’t tell if you’re serious or not but this was entertaining to read

No. 425391

>>425360
Why are so many 1d fans retarded conspiracy theorists who think all their gfs were fake. Kate was a gold digger, doesn't make their relationship fake. Kate leaving his ass probably contributed to the drug binge, Liam seemed to be the type that needed to be in a relationship at all times.

No. 425392

>>425360
The black guy part …? I haven’t seen a schizpost such as this in a while lol

No. 425413

>>425072
Why her ass?

No. 425423

>>425392
>>425391
>>425362
Not a conspiracy, not schizo, don't label BPD on me either. One of you rats lurking, not posting, is or was apart of his team. I know you're reading. Anyway New Harry photo is out so I'm gonna do him later.

No. 425424

>>425423
Nta but this response is extremely schizo kek

No. 425429

>>425423
Post the pic with your analysis this time schizochan

No. 425430

>>425423
Why the hell would a 1D PR person be on Lolcor of all places? A lot of terminally online people haven't even heard of us.

No. 425453

>>425423
post it in tinfoil thread, nona, i wanna read about it

No. 425455

>>425429
Apparently it's old. I was googling trying to find it and saw another anon saying it's old but I saw annother old set where he's sprinting from the paps. He looks funny from the back with his kiwi head. I can still pick up from those times though. His publicist didn't want him out and about getting caught. He's not listening. I think we are gonna be seeing him a lot more though. Anons above are right about him liking attention.
>>425424
>>425430
Sorry I didn't have time to continue so I tried to type as much as I could earlier so I left off without getting to explain, but I was picking up another source holding their head with both of their hands. Mistake because I was getting more and couldn't stop thinking about it. The girl left way before because his group, poisonous and cancerous, a bunch of bad mouthed men. I think the black guy I picked up was apart of it. Like I said Liam hung around this guy. I'm not being racist. Something is off though. Liam got pushed. This was no accident as much as they are pushing it that it was. From who? I don't know name, age, etc exactly. It's so easy to say the druggie went and offed himself. Someone or PEOPLE know. If I'm wrong feel free to call me retarded but something is going to come out in the news in time either confirming or a completely different story from the one they are originally telling us will be told.


I can't tell who this is, but someone is excited about the royalties right now. Merch is being bought. This could be any of the members or whoever has part in this side of the business, I guess. I'm getting cha-ching, cliche dollar signs in their eyes like a cartoon. I don't think this is the boys? If anyone else would like to help feel free. I'm trying to be as quick as I can while I still have time.

Looking At the recent photo of Niall walking his dog: He wants to quit really bad. Someone is telling him do it for Liam, for 1D. His anxiety is not great.

Zayn crossed my mind and he's going to be in trouble with the law or has he been recently?, I haven't kept up with the boys. I don't know this guy is really playing the part of this wholesome singing dad right now. He has not changed, aggressive.

No one is going to die. I don't feel it I was wrong. that's all I can do for now. Bye nonnas.(extreme tinfoiling)

No. 425483

the logan paul interview is so telling of liam's mindset, you can see how much he wanted to impress these dudebro idiots and how eager he was to be seen as macho to distance himself from being a former boybander.

No. 425501

I have no one to talk about this with so I guess I'll just use this thread that's gonna die in a couple of days to vent kek but i swear I have never been hit by a celebrity death as hard as this before, I usually never care. And it's ironic because even though Liam was my fave member when I was a kid, ever since they disbanded I started to really, really dislike him because his behaviour was just so bad, especially when he started dating Maya when she was freshly 18 (and probably even younger).
But I guess I'm mourning my childhood, the guy I idolised and the band I used to be OBSESSED with at 11?
Normally I would be happy an abuser is dead, but there's so many conflicting feelings inside me. On one part I fucking hate Liam Payne, his personality was so rancid, he was an attention whore, and on top of it all, he treated women like shit. But on the other side I just feel so nostalgic over the image I had of him in 2011.
I feel ridiculous that in my mid 20s I've been sitting here crying and listening to 1D for days. Like I'm also just so mad we're never gonna see the boys reunited again, and all because this man had the need to mix a bunch of hard drugs together and ruin his life.

No. 425510

>>425501
i get how ur feeling i'm having insane 2011-2012 nostalgia too. but i don't think they would have reunited again even without this happening, at the end of the day they started as solo artists and were manufactured to be a group together, they didn't organically become friends and form a band, and by many accounts some of them did not get along at all by the end and stopped talking after the hiatus.

No. 425515

>>425501
Nonny I don’t give a fuck about 1D, despise abusive scrotes, but I’ve been weirdly personally impacted by Liam’s death. He died on the anniversary of my father’s death anyway, but the fact that I was literally watching a video examining his cringe behaviour a few days before and then you see that he literally just threw himself off a building and died after. Like it’s just surreal. I feel so so so sorry for his son. I was probably 9/10 when 1D were becoming big because Liam was exactly 10 years older than me, but just to see how happy and innocent he looked and hopeful for the future as a boy, and to know that he would be so deeply fucked up from the consequences of fame that nothing could stop it. It’s the first celebrity death that has shaken me, like I said I gave 0 fucks about Liam or 1D. Idk how to describe it. Also I don’t give a fuck the edgelords in celebricows who are baiting posting his dead body fucking disgust me.

No. 425527

>>425501
I think it's sad, whether you were a 1D fan or not. I was more in the BSB/NSYNC era of boygroups, but I know how popular 1D was because of my younger cousins. It's a huge deal to some people he died, even if they know his personality. There's nothing wrong with feeling sad or grieving, anon

No. 425533

>>425337
>It doesn't mean we're condoning abuse to say that.
Of course you are. You are basically saying "because you didn't leave right away you deserve the pain" or "because you are bad too (even though you are not aggressive) you deserve to be abused". That's basically what you are saying. If all abused women in the world had normal partners, they wouldn't be abused. It's always the moid's fault, end of story.

No. 425591

someone has posted a full pic of crackhead boy’s corpse in the celebricows thread. nothing gory, there’s just a small pool of blood. he looks peaceful, like he wasn’t in pain at any point.

No. 425592

>>425591
Supposedly he was unconscious as he fell. I'm not cool enough to be an expert on drugs, but that sounds not totally like crack to me.

No. 425594

>>425591
Despite seeing that photo a part of me still refuses to believe he's dead even after I cried over it. I keep flip flopping.

No. 425595

>>425501
Nona I'm in a similar boat. I had a pretty dedicated 1D Tumblr account from about 2011 - 2016 and Liam was my favorite kek. I mostly liked him because of his singing and I always really liked his friendship with Zayn and Niall. I really hated the Harry fans since they for some reason always targeted Liam {I think it was just typical main vocalist vs main vocalist level shit} so I always would get into scraps for him kek. It didn't help that Liam was pretty cowish and pretty much lived in the comment section of his social media accounts, he would constantly be saying stupid shit. I honestly did like his cowish behavior idk how to describe it. I started to sour on him once after Zayn left, and it became a bit clearer that Liam had some alcoholic tendencies.
Once the band split I had the most hope for Liam's career but once his album came out I really fucking hated the genre he decided to go with and it honestly felt like a huge betrayal. I stopped following him too closely to try and hold on to an idealized 2013 version I had of him in my nostalgiabrained mind. I thought his relationship with Cheryl was super fucked and it kind of threw me for a loop that he had a baby with her but I hoped it would at least straighten him out but it didn't.
Once the Logan Paul Podcast shit happened I did briefly go back to running defense for him since it was mostly Harry fans dragging him. I think in the podcast he said something about how 1D was formed around him and a lot of old 1D fans were outraged but like what he said is objectively true. He did say it in a douchey way but its just a fact that Simon originally built the group around Liam lol. Even Louis repeatedly acknowledged this even as recently as this year. Okay I'm gonna try to stop sperging but his death has honestly had a huge impact on him this is honestly my celeb 9/11. I accidentally saw the full pic of him after he jumped when I was scrolling IG and I genuinely almost threw up I had to run to a bin.

No. 425596

>>425595
>I genuinely almost threw up I had to run to a bin.
Ntayrt but I hope you're okay now, anon. I thought I would be okay looking at it, but I got the shakes and a fever. I felt like I was going to die. I'm alright now. I've never acted like that before so I'm a bit embarrassed. My mom had to calm me down.

No. 425597

>>425596
Thank you nona. I am honestly pissed I saw it since I had managed to avoid seeing the cropped images from a few days ago. The full pic was a true jump scare. It's not like I haven't ever seen gore on the internet {I know the full pic wasn't particularly gorey} but I honestly can't get it out of my mind I haven't been able to shake off the icky feeling. Especially right before I ran into the pic I was reading Cheryl's post about Liam and she said something about wanting to protect the little dignity Liam still had for the sake of their son. I feel so retarded for being upset over someone I didn't know but I genuinely know for a fact 1D rotted my brain from a young age I can't fucking help it lol

No. 425598

>>425515
You feel sorry that a scrote's abusive dad died?

No. 425614

>>425598
Are you actually fucking retarded? So you don’t feel sorry for a son who in a few years time will see all of this, will see everyone making fun of his father’s demise, will see the pictures of his father dead, will probably be teased about it when he gets older by peers. God some of you actually don’t think before you speak on this site

No. 425627

>>425598
So true, based nonnie. Why are these pickme cocksuckers worrying about a 7 year old scrotelet who's probably just as bad as his dad kek? Autistic zoomer with pcos btw

No. 425701

>>425595
I could've ghostwritten this comment kek Harry always was my most disliked member because his fans were so annoying plus I never found him that cute.
Liam's music was such a disappointment when it came out. I did stop listening to 1D around late 2013-2014 and went through an edgy phase where I pretended I was too good to listen to boybands and pop music, but when I still kept an eye on them. Strip That Down was just so, so bad and cringy it completely put me off of any future music he had kek I do like Niall and Louis' music though.
I saw the photos someone posted on the celebritycows thread and idk, it didn't look like a violent death. I was expecting it to be more gorey? I don't know, surreal watching them tbh At least it seems like he wasn't conscious when he fell

No. 425730

My favourite was Niall kek. He was so cute back in 2010, 2011. He became ugly as shit by 2015 though. Why do moids age like that..?

No. 425805

>>425730
I feel like Niall actually looks the best he has ever had, which isn't a high bar, lol. The blond hair never worked for me. He was super busted in the early days before he had his teeth fixed and he had a mega baby face.

No. 425914

>>425598
Liam would've continued to be a shit father so it is a blessing in a way that his son can see all these glowing tributes to his dad instead of Liam living another 50 years to become a junkie deadbeat or even worse to his son. A drug addict causes never ending anguish to those around them. It is a relief for the family for a person like that to pass away, to be free from their pain. Bear is the son of a multi-millionaire, there are children worse off.

No. 425934

>>425914
wow, really measured and not at all sociopathic or terminally online brainrot take anon, thank you

No. 425947

>>425934
>terminally online brainrot

You've never had to deal with a drug addict in your life, good for you.

No. 425963

>>425614
>abloobloo think before you speak abloobloo rich retard drug addict died
I love this thread, it's like a microcosm of facebook here

No. 425986

>>425805
Kek, I actually liked his crooked teeth. They were cute. I liked the baby face too.

No. 425993

>>425947
Isn’t Cheryl a massive pill head?

No. 425995

I know a lot of people that are nostalgiafagging and listening to 1D again. I haven’t been able to because it’s just too sad but I was out shopping today and one of the stores I was in started playing the 1D cover of Forever Young from their time on X-Factor and I had to just leave the store sadkek.

No. 426002

>>425995
I'm avoiding their music too. I'm ngl if I hear Night Changes outside in public anytime soon I'll probably start crying.

No. 426004

>>426002
The line right before the final chorus where Zayn sings something like “Her mother doesn’t like that kind of dress, reminds her of a missing piece of innocence she lost” unironically makes me want to kms every time I hear it idky.

No. 426031

>>425995
Why are you sad? Just have fun and reminisce on the old times

No. 426095

>>425193
Was this made with AI? Why does he copy exact word for word what Harry said >>425067 ?
What the fuck lol

No. 426235

I'm surprised there hasn't been more of a push to capitalize on the nostalgia right now. Already in my city there were some 1D Nights at a few bars earlier this year, but now that there's a lot of other people revisiting the music, and many of them wanting to connect with other fans due to having complicated feelings and all, there's nothing.

No. 426472

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so turns out there's at least SOME crack involved

No. 426976

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I know Larry is a tale as old as time by now but do anons think there was ever anything actually gay going on between any of the boys?

No. 427038

>>426976
Everyone jokes about Larry shippers now but honestly it's not out of the realm of possibility. It was later revealed that some members of Spice Girls (who 1D were basically the male equivalent of) had romantic/sexual attraction between each other, so why not the boys?

No. 427104

>>426976
i don't think Larry happened at all, even the Kaylor thing swift fans come up with is more plausible. Mostly because Harry is the only one in the band who seems he could be LGBT (and even then all he dates are female model type women) the others I don't get the impression at all including Louis. I could see Harry doing sexual favors for gay execs to get ahead though and justifying it to himself that he's bisexual kek

No. 427137

>>427104
harry comes across as a huge spicy straight hopping on the "kweer" bandwagon if anything, he's too tryhard and performative with that shit. i could see him possibly doing gay shit to get ahead at most but not actual sincere attraction

No. 427223

>>427137
if he really was ‘kweer’, he’d probably have openly dated at least one dude by now, if only for the attention. spicy straight is right.

No. 427482

>>427137
I think Harry is bi with a heavy preference for the opposite sex. Like most bi people kek

No. 427488

>>427104
Thinking about Harry covering Pink Pony Club by Chappell Roan now and how completely insane people would go over it

No. 437507

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Guess I'll open the discussion up again since Zayn's tour is going on. What do you think of it?

I think the difference between his first show and the latest one is huge. The first one he was extremely stiff, barely talked. Last show he was talking, even dancing and smiling. You can tell he was scared as fuck being the first one to be in the spotlight right after the death combined with his general stage fright/anxiety.

Also, I was surprised he kept the tribute up for longer than the first show. Some Zayn solos are convinced he doesn't even give a fuck and just does it because he has to or he'll be the ass which is for sure an opinion. But what's even worse is the whole "omg he's taking his boy on the tour with him!!!!!" behaviour and absolutely overanalyzing ANYTHING Zayn does/wears/etc and linking it to Liam. Someone said the fucking Nocturnal Animals shirts was about bats/batman. Topkek I hope Zayn keeps himself out of the internet because it has to be frustrating as fuck to not be able to do anything without it being linked to Liam



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