No. 1360123
Basically to sum it up:
People won't let Me live My dang life, they got mad when I decided enough was enough and got pushed way too far, and I mentally snapped. They don't realize their own actions are the reason I snapped, and they don't know when to back off and let someone breathe. They want it their way, when it's not THEIR body, it's not THEIR life, it's MINE and they are CONTROL freaks. Rumors are being spread out without the proper research done, and they are villainizing me without properly letting me defend myself. I don't code the way he thinks I do, and the basic code I know is CSS. What they don't realize, is that CSS hacks aren't really a thing, and should actually GOOGLE basic words I use to realize that I'm not smart AT ALL with the code HE specifically is talking about. I Want My Family to stop medically diagnosing me and accept that I have PROFESSIONAL Doctors , even though I respect your opinion, to just simply back off. Realize, you aren't therapists, and you have not LICENSED DOCTORS EITHER. Please realize you are putting people in harm's way because you refuse to properly even see Depression signs, and don't realize that that's what was going on. I have PEOPLE now, I am NOT your burden to take care of anymore. They CONSISTENTLY treat me like I'm a Criminal, when I have done NOTHING wrong, and don't take their own faults accountable. They keep trying to find ANYTHING and it saddens me. I feel like I'm walking on eggshells consistently trying to be perfect,and I'm never going to be. They need to realize this. NO ONE is perfect. :| Not to mention them chasing off people because they feel their me, and they don't even think to check basic IP Addresses. :|If you have seen these rumors online, the Pedo calling out , realize, that I have GOD KIDS I would like to see again someday, I have PUBLICALLY shared what's on my computer via SCREEN RECORD, and they ARE STILL PARANOID! I JUST WANT TO LIVE MY LIFE! Thank you, so much for your opinion, it's appreciated, but I want to do things the correct way, by going to a professional, instead of someone Online who could be faking it. ( The Social Media link is Youtube, and I can't post that. :| ) Thanks!
PLEASE NOTE: THE PEOPLE OF THE SITE HAVE NO IDEA WHO I AM TALKING ABOUT PROBABLY BECAUSE THIS IS SUCH A SMALL DRAMA ISSUE. I AM NOT YELLING AT YOU I AM YELLING AT THE PEOPLE WHO I KNOW READ THIS SITE, AnD THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE. PLEASE, IF THIS IS NOT SOMETHING YOU ARE INVOLVED IN, DO NOT TAKE MY INSULT OF CONTROL FREAK, ETC, PERSONALLY. I KNOW THIS IS LONG, AND SOME OF YOU WON'T READ IT. BUT SOME OF YOU ARE AWARE OF THIS ISSUE AND DO NOT REALIZE THAT THERE IS ANOTHER SIDE TO THIS. ( WITH EVIDENCE.) I AM JUST TRYING TO CLEAR MY NAME. :)
Yes, you are getting a book.YES, it's NUTS. Yes, these people belong in Snowflakes. They get butthurt over the simplest of things.
I know this site is meant for trolls, anons, but believe me when I say to take this seriously and understand that people have been wrongfully hurt, and just want to clear their name.
The names here are fake names, but most people know them Online, by those names.
Hello all, I am Sam Prater ( FAKE NAME) known by a few other names Online. This is my side of the story that hasn't been told properly, with some proof attached that doesn't give out personal information but adds to this story. I will not be sharing my Youtube, etc, as I will be following the rules, so this thread stays up, do not try. I know I came off retarded, but all I want to do is clear my name.
Let me begin.
Back Three - Four years ago now, I was stuck in a place I didn't want to be in but had to or I'd be homeless. I sat on my computer half the time ( BECAUSE THERE WAS LEGIT NOTHING TO DO BUT WATCH STARTREK AND WATCH HIM BUILD ROBOTS! IF I SEE ANOTHER STARTREK EPISODE WITHOUT WATCHING THE OTHER SERIES PARTS, I AM GOING TO lose IT! I UNDERSTAND YOU ARE LOW BUDGET, BUT COME ON! YOU HAVE A PC, FIND THE EPISODES ONLINE! It was Xena, Startrek, movies. all the time. ) and paid $400 Dollars for a ROOM, not a floor, there. It's a TRAILER, it has ONE bedroom, and a cave-like piece he attached to it, which became my temporary room. I slept on a BLOWUP MATTRESS, which POPPED and so I was on the floor.
Because my Parent has the idea that I need to be babied a lot, and can't do things on my own, she accepted me back into their household. (Yes there is a lot of anger towards them.)I used to live with my Grandfather and moved from his house because I wanted my own place, I even tried having roommates, but that didn't work out. This situation was only met to be temporary until I found a place of my own. You see, the name's aren't to Troll people like they initially said they were, they were to get peace of mind, to HIDE from the people in my Family, WILLING to LIE to people online. In the house, there was consistent yelling and arguing and some days were good. It was a heavily toxic environment, however, and some of my staff noticed this, eventually reporting him, which they blame me for. So I had a Representative Payee ( Person who takes care of your bills.) at the time, and they were paying the bill to him, giving me what was leftover. I eventually left that place, to another part of the state entirely, than to another state. ( Which brings up a good point to me.)
So time went on, and in 2018 I was told about a video Online, MOCKING my very existence, MY WEIGHT, MY EVERYTHING, by HIM, with a picture that I DID NOT GIVE PERMISSION FOR HIM TO USE ONLINE ( PLEASE NOTE THIS.) So I got hurt. I was a walking "Meme." but in a bad sense. I got harassed by people making fun of me, that I didn't even know, and had no clue as to why at first ( This was because the video was found after I had been contacted about it.). How would you feel if your own FAMILY insulted the way you looked? Aren't they supposed to support you? ( I will not post the video here, but it is findable. if you know where to look.) I eventually got very angry.
So, eventually, as time went by, I eventually left the place. It had gotten to the point a domestic violence issue was happening, he had gotten SO angry, that it scared the living daylights out of me, and you can see this in his videos if you pull it up, how he treats his friend L , we'll call him. THIS MAN HAS ANGER MANAGEMENT ISSUES. ON TOP of my Severe Depression, so you KNOW this is going to clash. We were in the hallway, arguing and that's the night I left, We were in the middle of the hallway when my Mother got knocked down, He thinks I shoved her down when I am WIDE HIPPED ( I have Birthing Hips.), a SMALL TRAILER HALLWAY IS THERE, AND HE'S BLOCKING THE ONLY EXIT! I did NOT shove her down.
I was sitting with an inactive account, on a Forum after this time, that is no longer around due to this ( Someone else picked it up.) and they had figured out one of my old screen names, and PURPOSEFULLY contacted me, when clearly I didn't want it. I had not one clue who this Aislinn person was telling me I'm a bully, I had not one clue who half the people are. Except for one of them. I was busy roleplaying on Skype and Discord and having a good time. So I decided to get even, the only way that I knew how, that wasn't illegal, and that could hopefully inform them of where they went wrong.
The forum was heavily inactive, and no mods were acting on this.
My Mother and I, you see, have a strained relationship already, she consistently thinks I'm a dangerous person, without realizing that it's her own fear manifesting because she can't handle a Special Needs Child/ Adult, mainly because she doesn't know-how. I found out during this time, that my MOTHER has been scamming people, and telling them I'm dangerous, I'm a Sociopathicaligical person, without them even getting told what MY name was Online, so they could talk to me and get to know me personally. ( They didn't have the accurate one.) Firstly, I have NEVER been diagnosed Sociopathic, and I'll be MORE than happy to provide medical paperwork, PROVING that is a lie. (Which is attached here.) See, they at least eventually realized something was wrong, despite my OBVIOUS SIGNS OF SEVERE DEPRESSION ( LATER PROPERLY DIAGNOSED!) My Mother and Step-Father, are the type of people to not realize that Schizo People, have NORMAL HUMAN EMOTIONS TOO, and they think that WE ARE ALWAYS NUTS. When we ACTUALLY can control it, if we have the right medications. These people are SO NASTY towards people who have Disorders, SO DISRESPECTFUL, they think ALL WE ARE IS THE DISORDER, and you WONDER where I got it from!?
So anyway, due to being told I'm a bully, I eventually issued a PUBLIC APOLOGY, even though it's not a "Perfect apology.". I got angrier and angrier after being told my "Apology sucks." when really I just wanted to be left alone.
My. Brain. SNAPPED.
I became known as the person who thought Fairytale creatures were real ( Which they aren't ) and I'm related to Hitler ( nope.), which was a Schizo hallucination, WHICH I GOT MENTAL HELP FOR. BUT ARE THEY PLEASED WITH ME GETTING HELP!? NOOO. So anyway, as I learned more about the drama, I had learned that my own Step Father had gotten a hold of .. AHEM videos, I was doing and I near about barfed finding this out. THAT was the last straw. So I continued my trolling. It is UTTERLY CREEPY, that my STEPFATHER, has seen me do ANYTHING * related. IT IS NASTY. I got people thinking I was into him when HE was the one looking at the videos. These people are SO EGOTISTICAL, that they will JOIN IN ON HURTING MY PERSONAL SELF, EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE *FAMILY. I WILL NEVER* BE PERFECT IN THEIR EYES.
See, there's some context I need to add, that'll make this make sense. and why this is a scam. THOSE PEOPLE DON'T EVEN LIVE WITH ME TO SEE MY MEDICAL PAPERS. THE ONLY WAY THEY CAN SEE THEM IS ONLINE. IF I POST THEM. :| WHICH I HAVE COPIES OF EVERYTHING EVER WROTE ABOUT ME AND CAN GET MORE.
My Grandma actually was the one who raised us, kids, we actually got a court case (Which I've posted before.) against my Mother, for Neglect. What she didn't tell people, and won't accept, is how much my Grandmother actually helped her, from paying some of her rent, to taking in the kids she's supposed to raise. My Grandfather STILL helps her, when she's in need, and ALL SHE DOES IS COMPLAIN ABOUT IT TO PEOPLE ONLINE! She has told people she doesn't like her mother, she doesn't explain how much she's helped her, she lets people throw my Grandma under the bus, and doesn't respect her in the slightest for the sacrifices she's made. They were consistently arguing, my Mother ran out when she was young and had me.
How would you feel KNOWING how much your parent got helped, only to find them BAD MOUTHING their parent Online?
Now, I know this is all over the place, but bear with me, yes I've taken my Meds, yes I am fine. No, I am not Suicidal.
I just want people to STOP TELLING PEOPLE MY MEDICAL ISSUES WHEN YOU DON'T EVEN LIVE IN MY STATE TO GO TO THE DOCTORS TO SEE MY MEDICAL PAPERS. I LEGIT HAVE TO POST PAPERS, LIKE THIS ONE, ONLINE. :| THE ONLY way they can do ANYTHING is if they HACK the files, or I post it. BECAUSE OF HIPPA, IT IS ILLEGAL FOR ANYONE BUT MY EMERGENCY CONTACT, WHICH HAS ALREADY BEEN CHOSEN, TO GET MY INFORMATION.
These people are acting like THERAPISTS but aren't even able to post proof they are LEGAL.
I just want my "Family" to recognize SEVERE DEPRESSION and WHY I was nasty, I didn't shower, etc. Do you honestly think I WANT to live like a pig? I NEEDED HELP! I was CRYING for help. I had MENTAL issues that I didn't know how to handle, but did you pay attention? NO, YOU WERE OFF DRINKING YOURSELF STUPID. ENJOYING MUSIC ETC. Seriously, do you think I WANT to live with bugs!? WHO WANTS TO BE NASTY!? "She's just lazy." IT WAS SEVERE DEPRESSION AND YOU SHOULD'VE GOTTEN ME MENTAL HELP A LOT SOONER, YOU WERE TASKED WITH MY CARE! BUT ALL YOU PEOPLE CAN THINK OF IS YOUR OWN GODDANG EGO! ( Yes I am yelling at them.) There was one night, where I tried to LEAVE the house, I didn't care about my stuff, I just wanted out. I was prepared to walk to the Police station in a BAD thunderstorm. I felt like all that mattered was my money, and they didn't care about my well-being.
So I have this phone call recording (It's a true recording.) of him accusing me of Hacking his Defense account, which funnily enough I HAD NO CLUE ABOUT BECAUSE I AM NOT A VETERAN! ALL I KNOW ABOUT IS VETS AFFAIRS! I KNOW JACK ABOUT HOW THEY ARE PAID. And he's up here acting like I know EVERYTHING a Veteran of FIFTY YEARS PLUS SHOULD KNOW WHEN I AINT EVEN BEEN TO ARMY BOOT CAMP! :| WHEN.. here's the kicker. I. DO. NOT. "CODE" the MOST I code is TUMBLR. I had been calling BLACK HAT HACKING, BLACK WEBBING! I AM AN IDIOT WHEN IT COMES TO HIGHER FORMS OF CODE.
Why am I on coders forums if it isn't to LEARN HOW TO CODE?! for crying out loud, I still have to use TEMPLATES, or I'd be skinning my own skins by now! He's also outright accused me of HIRING A HACKER, which DO YOU NOT KNOW HOW EXPENSIVE THEY ARE!? I LIVE ON A BUDGET DO YOU THINK I AM GOING TO SPEND ANY OF MY MONEY THAT I NEED FOR NECESSITIES ON A HACKER JUST BECAUSE YOU UPSET ME?! SERIOUSLY? YOU DO REALIZE THEY GET PAID BY THE HOUR AND IF YOU GOOGLE THIS INFORMATION YOU WOULD KNOW THIS!? I know, you are out right LAUGHING at how insane this is. But think about it, you have people AFRAID of me, to get to know who I actually am, ALL BECAUSE OF A PARANOID MAN WHO REALLY NEEDS A MED ADJUSTMENT! ( And this is coming from "Crazy Sam!" it's BAD when I of all people call you crazy.) I didn't even believe he had a Defense account, I thought it had something to do with the FBI, but does that register in his brain? NOPE.
So, anyways, around this time, when I learned about this, I had learned about another thing they were telling people. They were telling people about the INCORRECT Disorders, which some believe I have DID, which is FALSE. They haven't even seen my paperwork, until I posted it online, with my medical stuff, which reminds me, why would I go out of my way, to learn medical phrases, etc, if I am not a doctor? seriously, all for internet clout? What a sad strange little person I am if that's the case. :| The paper I have posted is the correct actual disorder, and the person in question, my Step-Father, has not been in to see my medical papers, except a few times. If ANYONE is telling you my Medical Conditions, they are LYING. I am my OWN Guardian, they do NOT even have the right to visit the hospital unless I agree. It's this little thing I like to call, HIPPA, which is the privacy act and is followed since I am over the age of Eighteen. My STAFF went with me to the hospital most of the time.
These people are SO bad, they have HARASSED CRISIS ( Our Suicidal Hotline.) into thinking I'm suicidal when I'm actually not. ALL BECAUSE PEOPLE FORGET THAT SCHIZO PEOPLE HAVE NORMAL HUMAN EMOTIONS TOO. I have been FALSELY reported more than I can count.
These people will NOT quit trying to be my boss, and not letting me grow. I hate to copy Britney, but at this point, it's become a "LEAVE SAM ALONE." thing. These people have spread such crazy rumors and lie's that they EXPECT ME TO JUST TAKE IT HAPPILY AND LIE DOWN. I don't WANT to be known as a Sociopathic, because it's not true.
They've accused me of faking things like FULL ON VIDEO RECORDINGS, WHICH ARE HARD TO FAKE, OF MY FACEBOOK LOGS. They even wouldn't accept the website, which my Medical stuff is posted on, as legit because you can remove things, so I'm posting this paper as proof, it is from 2020, as I haven't been to the doctors this year, but I'm going soon. ( Our bridge was out and all appointments had to be pushed. they were re-painting it and adding some things.) These people have to be up my ARSE telling me just how EXACTLY TO LIVE MY LIFE because I'm "RETARDED." and can't do anything for myself seemingly. WOULD YOU JUST LET ME TRY ?!
THEY JUST WON'T LET ME GROW UP. They keep HARPING on me, they don't even pay attention to the fact that I'm a grown Woman now. They treat me like I'm a kid, and when I throw a temper tantrum, they don't realize it's THEM DOING IT. I moved STATES away from those people and what do I get? " Clean your apartment. it's nasty." BRUH. THERE'S HARDLY ANYTHING ON THE FLOOR BUT CAT TOYS, AND IT ISN'T YOUR JOB TO TELL A GROWN ARSE ADULT WHAT TO DO!YOU THINK YOU ARE HELPING ME, BUT WHERE ELSE ARE MY CAT TOYS SUPPOSED TO GO? HE'S GONNA PLAY!
as I know they are reading this.
If you care about me at all, you will STOP assuming you know my Medical needs, and THINKING you are a THERAPIST WHEN YOU CAN'T EVEN PROVIDE A SIMPLE PROOF THAT YOU ARE. I have been given FALSE MEDICAL ADVICE BY PEOPLE I TRUST, WHO WILLINGLY PUT ME IN HARMS WAY, WHEN THEY AREN'T PROFESSIONALS! You will STOP and realize WHY I kept messaging you because I have EVERY right to stand up for myself, and YOU will get Mental help, because if I hear that I need the medical ward when YOU CLEARLY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO HANDLE AN ADULT LET ALONE A CHILD WITH SPECIAL NEEDS, ONE MORE TIME, I am going to LOSE IT. IF THEY WERE PROFESSIONALS THEY WOULD KNOW THE SIGNS OF SEVERE DEPRESSION, AND NOT CALL IT SOCIOPATHIC, WHICH IS AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT PROBLEM!
I am trying to keep this short, but Please. I beg of you. STOP HOLDING ONTO THE PAST, OR YOU WILL MISS THE FUTURE! Ya'll don't even realize just HOW MUCH help I've received in this state. Ya don't ask me MY opinion, ya don't even properly look into the fact that I'm a beginner coder, if you found the old forum, surely you can find my accounts on coder forums!? If you had GOOGLED "Black Webbing." you would know that I had it WRONG and that I'm an IDIOT when it comes to that code.
Please. STOP TRYING TO MAKE ME INTO A VILLAIN! You are legit looking for ANY reason to cause people to be afraid of me, and I don't respond to people who want to boss me around and tell me what to do. I'll take your advice, but there are certain ways to come and tell me this, instead of telling me. "Shut the F up and listen." Rude much? For once in your life, stop thinking of yourselves, and realize the signs of mental issues for crying out loud. I was CRYING OUT FOR HELP, and you did nothing until I threatened to hurt myself. You didn't even raise me and you come in expecting to have this mother-daughter relationship when you WALKED OUT OF MY GRADUATION?! What they don't know, is that SHE is so lazy, she BARELY gets off the couch, she just lays there half the time or is on her phone, until she cooks. They didn't even realize I'm ALLERGIC TO PEANUT BUTTER after I had complained about it nearly swelling my throat, these people are WILLING to put people in danger if it BENEFITS them.
I'm begging you people.
Stop looking for Criminal Activities.
Stop making me feel like I'm a caged animal because that's what you are doing. you are literally CODDLING me too much if you want what's best for me?
stop treating me like I'm an idiot, and tell me what I did wrong. THE CORRECT WAY, don't LIE about a price ( which is what they do.) just to get something out of me. Don't go looking for my * stuff, when you are *RELATED* TO ME AND SHOULD NOT BE SEEING THAT. WTF.
I know this is all over the place, but I had to summarize some of the stuff, to follow the rules.
In short, this is a person asking their Family members, to STOP CARING ABOUT WHAT I DO OR DO NOT DO. AS LONG AS I FOLLOW THE LAW, I AM GOOD.
PLEASE get the hint that I moved STATES away, and DON'T wants you Online either. Don't go PURPOSEFULLY LOOKING FOR MY ACCOUNTS BECAUSE YOU THINK YOU CAN CHANGE ME. Please STOP stalking my Social Media, stop contacting me here, STOP TELLING PEOPLE ABOUT MY MEDICAL NEEDS WHEN YOU AREN'T EVEN IN THE OFFICE, TO BEGIN WITH, AND JUST STOP.
I don't want people to be afraid of me, or to think I'm Sociopathic, when all I want to do Online is Roleplay, tell a good story, and have a good time, make some art.
I get it. I'm Special Needs. I'm someone who doesn't get everything because I have a low IQ. Did you ever think to maybe HELP ME RAISE MY IQ INSTEAD OF CALLING ME STUPID!? Calling me a name won't fix it, or improve it, give me things to read, show me how to spell that word correctly, even if it's embarrassing I got it wrong, I still want to learn, ya'll act like your afraid of me lashing out at you for pointing out something wrong, just how petty do you think I am?! I would've loved to know a lot sooner than I was a complete moron spelling NESSECERY WRONG. or FORMERLY wrong. but those in my former circle, choose to make fun of me behind my back, until they couldn't handle it anymore. and you wonder why I burned your bridges?
Please.
I beg of you.
STOP . IF I AM EVER GOING TO GROW, I NEED TO LEARN WHAT I DID WRONG.
I have A CASE MANAGER, A THERAPIST, and I have PEOPLE for that.
I don't need Mommy or Daddy's hand anymore.
To quote a not-so-liked person, " Why are you so concerned with me?"
I get it, I've not been so nice to certain people, and I deeply am sorry for it, I shouldn't have taken my anger out on them, and I have been working on change.
but think of the way you treat me?
"She's just an idiot with a 77 IQ level,'' telling me that won't fix my IQ. giving me books and things like tutorials will help me improve. All the insult's going to do, is sit there.
These people are so hurtful, that they don't realize the one thing they did wrong, was not pay attention when their daughter was needing them most. They were too busy living in their own egotistical minds, to help the person THEY SIGNED UP TO TAKE CARE OF ( Grandfather was Payee at a time.) and chose to neglect her.
I do not want to follow your rules, because they are WRONG. I choose to follow a better couple's rules because THEY aren't toxic towards each other, they set a better example for me. and I look up to them for it.
Do you not realize that I also have Feelings? You're afraid of making me angry, when you don't realize that what you've already done, is anger me.
People, what's even funnier, is that he's accused me of sending people to his house, to harass them, and I BARELY have any Michigan Friends left.
In short, I just want to live MY life, I know you are going to say " If you keep acting like a kid, we're going to treat you like one."
That's just it.
ABSOLUTELY NOT ONE OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS HAS REALIZED I'M AN ADULT EXCEPT TWO.
They are quick to blame the person who stays on the computer most of the time, without realizing that is most of my pattern. They don't think to ask the other witnesses in the home at the time, they are just simply quick to blame me. I have been the source of EVERY Fault nearly, and you don't understand how that makes me feel. Something goes wrong in that house, it's automatically on the one WHO HARDLY LEFT HER ROOM.
They don't take accountability for THEIR actions, at all.
and I wish they would.
Please, for the sake of your kid, your family, etc,
GET MENTAL HELP!
STOP DIAGNOSING ME YOU ARE NOT A DOCTOR.
AND IF YOU ARE A REAL DOCTOR AND NOT LYING JUST TO TRY AND TICK ME OFF? WHY ARE YOU WORKING OVERTIME?.?
In short, I am tired of people treating me like I'm an idiot, without even bothering to try to expand my knowledge, I'm having to re-learn the basics ON MY OWN if that helps.
I am also tired of being known as a person who harasses people when they don't send the other half the conversation. YOUR THE ONE WHO ACCUSED ME OF ART THEFT, ETC, AND YOU EXPECT ME TO DO NOTHING ABOUT IT!?
JUST.. STOP LOOKING FOR DRAMA! You accuse me of looking for attention, and if I wanted attention, it's not THIS kind of attention I would want.
I want friendship, love, HEALTHY people in my circle, who don't tell me what to do and what not to do every waking minute!
simply put?
BACK. OFF.
GIVE ME SPACE TO BE MYSELF I AM NEVER GOING TO BE WHAT YOU WANT, I AM AN INDIVIDUAL. STOP TRYING TO MAKE ME YOUR PUPPET! I MAKE MISTAKES I'M HUMAN. The sooner you realize just how much PRESSURE you people ( my Family.) have put me under to try to be perfect, to be YOUR way or the high way, the better.
I get it, it's YOUR house, YOUR rules.
but you don't live here.
you aren't in the same state as me.
If something is on the floor, and as long as there isn't TRASH on the floor, it's going to REMAIN on the floor. Certain things, yes I know to pick them up. BUT IF IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE THERE, IT IS GOING TO BE THERE! You complain about EVERY LITTLE DETAIL! have you EVER THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT I WANT FOR ONCE?!
Please. just leave Sam alone, let me grow from my mistakes. STOP calling Crisis.
and seriously to the person who called because they were sure I had Ped stuff on my computer? Seriously? I even show you VIDEO SCREEN RECORDING OF WHAT IS ON MY COMPUTER WILLINGLY* AND YOU DON'T PUT TWO AND TWO TOGETHER? :|
I am also BEGGING you, guys, gals, nonbinary pals to learn what the Dark Web ACTUALLY IS.
Do you know that half the stuff you are accusing me of, requires the use of an ENCRYPTED PASSWORD ETC TO A SPECIFIC SITE? DO YOU NOT REALIZE I AM STILL JUST LEARNING ABOUT THIS AND THIS INFORMATION IS PULLED FROM BOTH YOUTUBE AND GOOGLE?
Seriously, half my Information is from the INTERNET, and you would KNOW this if you SEARCHED IT. :|
Guys.
Seriously.
Stop trying to make me into a Villain. A Scandal Online, because I just want people to TRY to trust that I'll try my best because that's all I can do in the end.
And seriously, stop acting like your in charge of my house, you ain't even my landlord, what the heck ya doing? go live YOUR lives, if you have a problem with something not being YOUR way, realize you have control issues. :|
Just, seriously.
STOOOOP. VILLIANISING . ME.
"Stop acting like one."
Look at your own actions and realize WHY I seem like the villain.
Instead of saying I am dangerous, lazy, etc, just say you can't handle a kid/ adult with special needs, and stop trying at it. There are SPECIALIZED PEOPLE FOR IT. that KNOW how to handle people like me.
it's okay that you can't handle me.
Just stop trying to make me a villain.
I know I ranted, I know the stories are all over the place, but if I could find a way to give you the proof I have, without breaking rules, I would.
I'm serious, if it's not completely clean, these people flip out. even if it's halfway clean. They need to realize they are Control Freaks and need to stop. Are you renting this apartment? no? :|
Attached is a copy of my 2020 disorder list, as stated here it covers my real name, and I just want people to realize those folks don't even go to my appointments to be told what I have.
Please, stop believing just one side of the story, and realize there's more to it than just:"Lazy, Tempermental, Sociopathic child who didn't do what I say." there's a REASON my Mother LOST us kids, NEGLECT.
AND SERIOUSLY. SCHIZO PEOPLE CAN HAVE REGULAR ANGER MOMENTS. THAT AREN'T SCHIZO MOMENTS. :|
Thanks for reading, sorry it's ranty.
I can't share actual names, but if you come across people complaining about me, realize there's more to this story than they give.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)