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our previous thread saw a vomit of tiktok attention-seekers plastered across our screens, each one barely distinguishable from the next.
amid the rabble:
niamh the narcissist can’t stop bodychecking, sucking in and tensing every body part, and was exposed for telling another recovery account “i’m sorry if you feel bad because you eat more than me”.
apology not accepted.
scarlett the skelly “fitness coach” has donated her bedroom to her weightlifting, as real fitness coaches don’t need sleep.
fiona lives a tale of two lives.when she’s not tortured in a freezing cold hospital, she’s happily zooming around supermarkets and cosplaying as dobby the starved christmas elf.
good old porgie is back, getting her brain fried with unnecessary ECT.
nourish is her usual spastic self,
ham is eating herself towards diabetes,
anna’s MCAS has dissipated into thin air
anons miss nik the lizard,
and even eugenia has made an appearance lately.
remember that cows 16+ CAN be posted (as per the rules), so quit WKing.
put sage in the email field.
bring the milk, not the cheese
previous thread: >>1361980
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the meat of shan’s atm is a very jarring contrast to the tensed jaw and strained neck, kek.
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Cece update. She has consumed multiple milk tea bobas, Thai food, fish and chips, pasta with peas and butter, and a full breakfast lately. Here’s her Kate farms supplement because she’s “having trouble getting her nutrients in”
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Purge alert. @emsinrecovery (previously mentioned cow known for the occasional milk, most recently called out niamh on tt) uploaded a tiktok clearly showing her russell’s sign.Letting all her recovery followers know she is still sick and is purging. In the same day, she’s posting recovery challenges where she’s managing to eat chocolate. .. no doubt it was purged immediately after. Either the niamh drama got to her, or we have another n2f on our hands.
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(2) Still bodychecking on her personal account. Ironic she called out Niamh when they’re not so different, kek
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Here's another obese one who's constantly in hospital begging for the tube… Username is @brianna.recovery
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Claims to have been "dying" kek
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In this video she's having a whinge about people calling her fat
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Really loves taking herself to hospital every 2nd day
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She's literally obese dont know why they tube her
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But her eating disorder is so bad guys. She’s an aussie and we know that they just love to tube fatties so nobody is surprised
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Speaking of BPD, wonder if Sharni/Skylar’s still claiming anorexia? I’m not sure “Lego” works as a nickname anymore guys…
(a little late to this, soz)
I was gonna ask about her as well. I remember her from waaay back, but I couldn't find anything recent of her.
She was in a medium secure for ages that’s probably why. She’s moved now I think but not much milk so far
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I feel like these posts are lowkey geared towards ham
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Dropped pic sorry
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niamh has announced shes “at her lowest”, but looks surprisingly non-spoopy?
maybe it’s because she’s not sucking in for once(don't post minors )
The last 3 posts of this girl got redtexted saying "don't post minors" despite the rules clearly stating 16+ is fine and we shit up most of the last thread arguing over it.
Can we PLEASE get a farmhand to clarify the inconsistent application of the rules here?
Not saging because for fuck's sake jannies, make it make sense
What part of (don't post minors )
didn't you understand..?
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Let me present to you:
Two masters of (rather) silent comedy.
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If there is an exception to the global rules, we need a farmhand to announce it properly so the infighting can stop. She meets the criteria for a cow well enough to make the op, so if we're not allowed to discuss her we need more than a redtext that contradicts the global rules so nonnies can stfu already
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I really don't understand people with EDs who buy a blood sugar monitor for home… Like, what's even the point?? If you don't have diabetes, it's not necessary. Most legitimate EDs don't care about their physical health. It's the attention seekers who do this
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Jesus Dora lost weight and fast.
What’s she like now?
What happened to that mackkee girl Hannah who went off to get married/ have a baby - almost in denial of how I’ll she was.
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>>1377057>What happened to that mackkee girl Hannahhttps://www.instagram.com/thatmckeegirl/
Still dressing like a 1980s childrens tv presenter.
Georgie's struggling with food, it seems.
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Why even pretend?
>>1377073>She's aware she is very ill and isnt making changes.
Sure, Jan, she eats all that chocolate she posts. Doesn't mention her anorexia because her selfies say it all. She's a special snowflake >> 1013000, but admirable friend you are.
Great role model for those kiddies she teaches.
This huffing puffing pork chop really adores the "ed life". Tubes, ensures, hospitals.. They're like accessories to her.
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Can't YOU read, I didn't say she said she's making changes. Why post cooking magazines and pretends to eat loads of chocolate. Not making changes makes her pro ana. Old selfie, but this >>1377064
Nice way to say you've been proven wrong without actually saying it, anon.
Now, on to the milk
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heres your daily ootd - body check
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and since no more over night feeds, heres your daily meltodown
‘It may sound silly’. At least she has some insight into how cringe she is, Kek.
Also Fifi, people are ‘so kind’ to you because you pull the bullshit recovery qween larp and have done for so many years they’re probably oblivious to the actual insight you have behind your manipulative behaviour and motivations kek
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It was taken down by tiktok
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N2f looks beautiful
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I know we have collectively moved on from Cece but wow such recovery, filming herself eating tiny bites while you can hear her family having a normal holiday behind her
Aww she does look nice! Good to see tbh as she’s always been one of the least offensive cows to me (at least in terms of personality)>>1377147
Cecelia every holiday/event: how can I make it about ME
Nobody cares, crazy eyes.
Good job, cecelia! You have successfully made your whole family feel uncomfortably aware of your sooper serious ED and you have dampened the holiday spirit for everyone.
So glad our recovery warriors are ensuring the world remains revolving around them, God forbid someone forgets to be thankful for their bravery this thanksgiving.
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Her hair looks so lovely now it is shorter and better cared for. Her transformation has been a pleasant surprise, let’s hope it continues >>1377147
I still love to hate Cece. This was her thanksgiving dinner - of course she had tiny, separated portions because she is such a dainty sick ana. Her WIEIAD on tiktok was unnerving as well because she filmed herself eating for way to long. It was sort of uncanny valley (not quite to the extent of Nik’s though)
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how on earth is this information helpful for anyone to have? what purpose does sharing this serve, Cecelia?
She doesn’t look like she’s put on any weight at all in the three weeks - especially in todays vlog.
The feeds are tiny- look like just one bottle of ensure. A full one would last several hours ( no trips out).
I always felt bad for this one it's such an inspiration to see her graduate. You don't even have to squint through grime to see her. She looks so much happier, I hope she continues to be good to herself.>>1377250
She probably just downed a full bottle or gave an estimate. ODing has a pretty low success rate since it takes so long it leaves a lot of time for someone to find you and bring you to hospital to pump your stomach. Typical cry for help. Cece didn't want the sweet release of death, she just wanted some attention. Oversharing details like a pill count sure is tacky though, not sure what kind of attention she expected for that
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Also can we just admire the fact that her outfit is…nice? Just normal and pretty, not even close to the hot mess we've seen in the past. I'm actually really happy for her.
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Was checking on Eugenia’s sub (pretty much dead) and came across this … it is Niamh. Controversial cow crossover!
(she deleted a post a few days ago because she was getting called out so much but is back to the crazy angles already)
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Low quality pic but all these unnaturally tensed cow selfies be reminding me of the time tomoko tried to look like a popular girl in watamote
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They use models because they're trying to sell you something. It's not necessary, it's just more effective marketing because people like to look at people. Models are not required to show clothing, or sell them for that matter. Plenty of items displayed on a hanger still sell.
You’re probably one of those people who comments ‘she’s in recovery and doing really well! She can post whatever she wants!’
She complains about hate comments but constantly posts literally the only thing that gets her hate comments. Many people are underweight (and very underweight) and don’t post pictures of their body. Pictures of their body in very skimpy clothing with distorted angles designed to show ribs and hips and shoulder and collar bones. She could keep doing the face thing - annoying but not triggering
Posting content that gets hate comments and complaining about hate comments is just dumb. It’s not about the fashion it is literally a body check.
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i feel like she is asking it at this point (1)
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llama everything (2). also why does the pitch of her voices changes throughout the video? one minute is super cute like talking to a 3 month old, next is regular?
i would agree with you, if it weren't for the fact that she regularly poses next to her feed, and there is never more than a few inches in the bottom - also, if she were having actually decent amounts of feed three/four times throughout the day, she wouldn't have time for her endless home leave and supermarket excursions.
i honestly think she's been told that, alongside her porridge and yoghurt and protein bar snacks, she needs to drink a couple of bottles of ensure a day, but sooper sick fi has claimed she can't manage it and demanded a toob - because why even be in hospital if you can't waste resources and post toob selfies to prove how sooper sick you are. I'm not sure why they're agreeing to empty a bottle of ensure into that larger plastic feed container, when it's possible to get far smaller bags of feed to attach to her toob, but i assume fi loves the fact that it makes the situation look far more dramatic. if you only saw a few of her selfies, you'd assume the poor darling was being fed multiple full containers each day - it's only when you watch her vlogs that you notice she's being given less ensure than the amount she drinks in a coffee.
They would do quicker just to put the pitiful amount of ensure in a syringe and put it through the ng - far quicker and less faff.
She moans about being full but those protein bars are pretty filling and dense.
Out of interest which EDUs has she been to?
Which uni is she at?
She was at Glasgow for a longgg time. iirc from following her on insta she was admitted to Glasgow in 2016 after months in general, and sent back to England around Christmas 2018. Then once in England she was transferred to another ED unit and very quickly ended back on NG, then discharged home about 3 months later? More years of intense treatment than anyone else would ever get on the NHS. And surprise surprise, she’s gone full circle kek.
Think she goes to a relatively small uni.
She has said previously that she has never been in an EDU before Glasgow, she’s been ‘threatened’ when she was in CAMHS and being treated for the ED there. She has been in general god knows how many times for a blood transfusion, but mostly for the copious and repetitive overdoses and self harm etc (anyone from tumblr will know
It was every other day at one point)
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anyone know what happened here? and/or what ash (formerly coffee.cats.recovery) is doing these days? she won’t accept me but I’m curious how far she’s gone with the munching kek
I feel like us BPD people get bad names from these twats who act up when in reality, its not really like how it appears in this thread. Many BPD'ers get ASD assessments now because the signs can be very interchangeable and similar, the biggest difference being abandonment issues and how much they do actions for attention.
sorry for my own asd 'tism
I like that there's a bunch of us ex-tumblr people exposing it now. A while back fi was mentioned and it was shot down, some anon said she was genuinely ill and not a cow. But this behaviour stretches back many years. She was a really big influence on tumblr in that specific community. Sage for sperging but I don't get why that website doesn't get mentioned more for how influential, contagious and toxic
it was. I saw so much shit on there
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paige has released her new “book”.
look at the fucking grammar in that last sentence?!
‘Rugrats’ made me inhale my coffee. Thank you nonnie
, I needed that simple but short laugh!
This is the issue with people who constantly get intensive support all their mental lives. Never have to fight for themselves, never have to do anything themselves. All they have to do is sit in a hospital on NG, go to therapy sessions and not use them, and know that whatever happens they can go back to a ward and piss around.
The reason others recover with much less support is because they realise no one will save them (because they’re TOLD no one will save them) and they actually start to do it for themselves.
The most Fi has had to do for herself is eat porridge and make YouTube videos.
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Cmon Fiona, why not take some inspiration from our recovery hero Ham here
>>1377647>love from future you
I fucking hope not
Bloody hell, that must be absolutely awful. ED sisters are bad enough as it is without the competition someone like Fiona must induce. >>1377407
In fairness all the comments who knew it was Niamh were talking about how awful she is.
150 of what? Fucking jelly vitamins?
Sounds like a load of shite.
Private autism tests aren’t recognised/accepted by then nhs.
She hasn’t got autism - she has none of the traits . BPD yes definitely.>>1377667
yes my assessor said she and most others know as soon as they meet you.>>1377640
Not forgetting collecting llama stuff and teaspoons.
Can she even work a washing machine?
Damn bone rattler, is this her job? I thought she was a student. Tiktok doesn't pay its content creators & nobody's talking about her depop. She's not trying to sell the clothes, she just wants attention for how her body looks. The clothes are just an excuse. At least with that "w-well you're just not allowed to be anything but obese anymore!1" cope you admit your attention is on their bodies more than the clothes, because if it were really about the clothes and how the fabric hangs or what have you, the awkward poses to look spookier and focus on bones would distract from what is supposedly a "fashion" post. She could always buy a dress form. If you need to display your body in a non-commercial fashion post, it's not about the clothes, it's about your body. If she doesn't care about triggering
her followers just don't pretend to be better than Eugenia, who actually gets paid for her body checks and is therefore doing her job.
Please learn to
I KNOW I remember I tried to bring that up a few threads ago and anons were like 'iT's CoRrEcT LiKe ThE kiNg aNd i OR Me MySeLf aNd i'
Top kek, it definitely should be 'me' - me is used when you are an object.
Example: ham's meals make other anons and me want to brush our teeth OCD style
If you took out 'other anons and', the sentence would still work. Had you used 'and I' the sentence no longer does.
Do anons care? Probably not but if you're writing a whole fucking book you probably should.
Isn't 150 a kind of weird number though?
I guess I have no idea what tablet she took but assuming they were OTC, they typically come in packs of 16, right? So wouldn't it be more likely to have taken 160 or 144?
Unless she took SSRIs or something, which typically come in packs of 30.
I thought it was fairly well known that paracetamol or ibuprofen overdose typically won't kill you and is easy (as far as ODs go) to treat, and that if you really want to die you take a huge load of SSRIs or anti psychotics. You probably won't die straight away, but you'll die of kidney failure in hospital 2-3 months later.
My mother told me that when she was a student nurse a woman died ODing on less than 30 paracetamol, can’t remember the exact number. Obviously I don’t know if she had other health conditions that would have impacted that but time is the biggest factor in OTC overdoses. If you’re sure nobody will find you and intervene you could absolutely do it. However people like Cece only overdose when they’re sure they’ll be found because it’s first and foremost an attention seeking behaviour.>>1378108
In the UK at least you can get prescriptions for bigger lots of paracetamol, like boxes of 100, if you take the max amount a day. Doctors will sign off on it so you’re not constantly running out to buy it every couple of days. This is usually for elderly patients though, who obviously won’t be using them to fake an overdose - because they’re like 85 with dementia. Still I doubt she had a access to something like that.
Sorry I phrased that badly - I meant under the intention of almost immediately changing your mind and calling for help.
Whereas if you take anti psychotics or anti depressants and call for help the damage has usually already been done.
Sperg incoming, but if we look at promotion in a career context like actors promote the movies they star in, Eugenia promotes very ana content, thus she is proana. At 27 years old, Eugenia earns an income by modeling disordered behavior to girls half her age while saying she's just naturally skinny, using "body shaming" as a red herring defense for her bizarre posing, gestures, camera angles, and weather-inappropriate attire.
She sadposts ad nauseum in Instagram captions about how tragically misunderstood and unique she is between "love and light"-style platitudes, she uses her instagram stories to feed trolls who send dumb hate comments so she can fish for sympathy when she's not reposting every shitty fan edit of her own photos she's ever been tagged on, and she filters youtube comments about her family but never about her body, because she uses triggering
comments as meanspo and so do her anachan audience. I don't use Twitter but I doubt it's any better. Eugenia also denies having an ED despite confessing to Shane that's why she was in rehab for a short time in 2019, going as far as having that portion of their video deleted and saying she was just confused. Eugenia may be a low-yield cow, but she is a cow and she belongs here.
I'd have no pearls to clutch if she made her money off fetishists & adult anas, but people learn by example, so exposing girls too young to be discussed here to eating disordered behavior disguised as normal content makes Eugenia Cooney a real Pro Ana Scumbag in my book. If you had to say you're proana to be
proana, this field of the farm would be barren.
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same anon, but as an examples of things that you can just order from Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Basic-Care-Ibuprofen-Tablets-Count/dp/B074F297T8https://www.amazon.com/Rite-Aid-Acetaminophen-Strength-caplets/dp/B000063WU6
That's probably why she had a ready answer like "150 pills" - she probably just took the entire bottle of something OTC.
AYRT - nah but same energy with wildly impulsive extravagant spending on the side (would be destitute without PIP though apparently). If they didn’t have such a tiny following I’d submit to a munch sub/thread in a heartbeat but alas, they’ll have to remain a personal cow for now>>1378108
It’s a nice round number, duh. Would Cecelia take 150 paracetamol? No she would not. How could her widdle shrunken tummy handle all of them for starters?
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always the way isn’t it
I have such a soft spot for N2F she looks absolutely electric here.
Not what I'd wear makeup or outfit wise but suits her really well. I love her fortnightly appearance on these threads now, she's a far cry from the way she was even Sox months ago. Also glad she's not posting low key porn lolol.
Has anyone considered she might have bipolar? That nude photo absolutely screams 'mania' to me, coupled with exercise addiction after long periods of hiding in bed.
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narcissistic niamh has been booted off tiktok again, you’d think even her level of self obsession would start to dwindle given the constant backlash and negative feedback?!
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Fatty is somehow back in hospital with a toob
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a particularly egregious "no, I totally didn't stretch this picture to make myself look thinner" picture from @lauraingrampoet
her comments are always just fangirls
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I think she thrives off any attention. She must have been banned over 20 times by now so at least she never gives up on her quest for validation. Does anyone think her left (out right) thigh looks shooped here? Only asking because it was brought up a few threads back and it looks wavy to me.
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No, that bulge is just the vastus medialis muscle and a trick of the lighting behind her. She has one foot in front of the other. Bit ironic to acknowledge she laps up any and all attention while validating her thirst for attention on her adolescent body though.
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Oh no! but she had come so far!!
Seriously y'all should watch this video, it's ridiculous she's LARPing a restrictive ED when she clearly loves food & doesn't care about eating it, how else would she be so overweight?https://firstname.lastname@example.org/video/7033695632904801537?is_copy_url=1&is_from_webapp=v1
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Someone PLEASE take this girls phone off of her?
10 hours ago she was discharged, 2 hours ago admitted again (posted self harm on her legs but now deleted) she's been to hospital NINE (9) times this week and hasn't been admitted to psych once. She took an OD I think for the one 10 hours ago, I called it when they sent her home with all those painkillers.
She needs to be on 1:1 in the psych ward more than any of these cows. Also I'm curious about her feeding tube as she's clearly not under a doctor's care right now, I wonder if she's technically outpatient somewhere?
Did you drop a number between ‘hospital’ and ‘times’ fren?>>1378824
She actually isn’t as fat in the lower body as I expected - which means she unfortunately just has a disproportionately fat face. Is she on meds associated with facial bloat or is she just unlucky?
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woe betide the attention not be on our ana kween cece for a moment. cecelia is absolutely infuriating. she's literally 30 and pouting on tiktok bc her parents (who support her like she's a child) wanted to go and work out?? her tiktok is a goldmine of milk, but god, i had about 15 rage aneurysms from seeing her horse face.
also, your displeased expression makes you look like a toddler squeezing out a shit, croce.
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this is tinfoil but I feel like Brianna started out in hospital for completely non-ED reasons & continues to vague-post about specifics because of her poor general health is helping along her LARP.
Can’t believe this is the same woman who preaches she is ‘not responsible for your triggers
’ and happily shares her LW with pictures, describes how sick she was and behaviours in detail and tells her followers how many pills she took
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Cece's Saturday questions are always a goldmine. Complete with a pout
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no no guys, i hate being a victim
… i swear!(racebait)
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first off "i painted"
then, i will never get how these anorexics who refused and were so scared to eat before suddenly admitted to general
hospital and can eat anything without support.
Thats a millionaires bar
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Laura’s poetry is worse than Cecelias
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I've been sitting on this one for a while but her tiktok is pure cream. Has had recovery accounts on and off since 2015 or so, in and out of treatment several times a year, toobed
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Kek also brings her guitar to treatment
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Acts like she's sooper spoopy unsure if I'm desensitized or she doesn't look severely underweight to me
I don't think she knows what a lot of these words and phrases mean.
It seems like she's just used an online thesaurus for everything. As for carbon dating… Jesus
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More milk from her ig
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Kek strain those tendons
Ah cause no body allowed to outshine her. No one allowed to get heathy or go for a walk cause it triggers
there wery swick baby adult child.
They are trying to improve themselves just like she is but no that wrong
I get the sense she a adult tumblr gay book queen snowflake who triggered
at everyone and everything
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Treats every one of her ten thousand ip stays like a slumber party or summer camp
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Blames her relapse on get this her dead rabbit
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Also engages in the most bizarre posing I've ever seen
Nothing like horrible bone rattling poetry to get the bowels moving…
But you say she PUBLISHED this crap?
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Older pic from her recovery account but shows her history of umpteen erc stays
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Last one from tiktok always whinging and moaning about how high her meal plan is
ok wow I obviously haven’t been staying abreast of the cow world enough, kek
Anyone know who she conned into publishing her? The manipulation of anachans knows no limit
and she lives in edinburgh,
where it’s been snowing this week.
she doesn’t wear this shit out, just for strategic, tensed posing in her pigsty of a bedroom.
must be sad though, imagine not having any real friends at all and spending your time swapping in and out of raggy items of clothing, and planning how you can best pose to look thinner for instagram.
Of course, only the best for her! Even when she was in for her constant overdoses every other day she had her own room, if she was on a bay with severely unwell people she’d get a fucking wake up
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She stole fi's look
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this is your daily reminder to stay hydrated, otherwise you'll end up with skin just like Granny-Hands Ganer here…
you'd think being ~sOoOo~ into fitness she'd have gotten over her fear of fluid weight, but here we are.
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This was also pretty lulzy
>every time it's either a bowl of diabetes or she's out eating with hammummy.
Lucky you. The two times she's been on mine, she was flashing her flesh.
Not sure what their living situation is atm. If Hammum is still not at the family home, Ham can barely cook for herself. Could be why she's getting to eat out.
Nobody with anorexia ever pulled recovery that quick. Even those doing the all-in shit like To are going to feel crap about their bodies for a long time until they get used to it. Ham doesn't even acknowledge the struggle of living without their ED when weight restored. Her moronic grinning face dishing out advice when she doesn't even know how it feels. A year after w/r and I'm still awkwardly covering up parts I think look gargantuan, not stripping off for the world to see it's flaws because they're ~uniquely you, big hugs X~ I'm just relieved no company's ever sponsored her.
Is she still at college because she never mentions it.
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It’s ok Ham, we won’t tell if you scoff the lot in one go
Assuming she had any weight to restore…
She’s probably got 5 other calendars squirrelled away because one bit of chocolate is ~~deprivation~~
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And this was her breakfast…
How anyone can start the day with that much chocolate is beyond me. Guess she’s used to it
I mean, just eat cake for breakfast if you’re going to have a sugar bomb
and also nobody needs to see this poopbowl
But normal people lean towards sugar especially when energy levels dip sugar provides a spike in energy, ed or non ed. Other points are valid
, just suprised people are dog piling someone for actually having sugar - not even binge eating ham planet pre-diabetic quantities. Never had too much sugar on your cereal as a kid or too many spoons in your cuppa tea as you've gotten older? or gasp relied on energy drinks to get through a work week? I would worry more if it wasn't so common in non ed fitness communities to eat shit with their oats. It's as if water and oats isn't enough for people. But at least it seems as though she eats fruit with her oats, not just refined sugar.
But anon she needs all the sugar she can get because she’s super unwell and as she reminds everyone at the beginning of her boringly repetitive and predictable videos, every morning she always has really
low blood sugars!! (Sugars and BP are always making sure they’re ffine when galavanting outside and in shops and cafes tho! As is tradition, kek)
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not an established cow but a horrendous shoop, kek. @smoothiebowlmia- this ones just left newbridge house (brum), fully weight restored but using old pictures of herself and photoshopping and stretching her legs out like crazy.
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a more recent photo shows she’s not got those dumb photoshopped pipe cleaner legs
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more recent photos- even her hands are a dead giveaway. does mental illness make the cows blind or stupid, out of interest?
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The most pro-Ana username.
Also not a self post. I just thought the username was funny. She hasn’t posted anything other than outfits. I’m not sure if she has another account, but obviously she has an Ed.
Oh I guess she did have another account.
I follow Little Hungry Devil and she posted a shoutout for this account. I thought the username was ridiculous so I wanted to see who it belonged to.
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not the same anon but Fiona posts on twitter as well? is there any social media she doesnt use?
btw the video is on tiktok as well
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embarrassing at this point
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I don’t frequent this thread but just looked at eugenias Instagram and she’s gotten WAY WORSE. It’s horrifying. Then noticed this on her most recent post. Dfck?
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Wtf is going on around her belly button? Self harm, stretch marks, endometriosis, kicked by a horse, or is she just dirty?
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No shampoo behind day 2 of her advent calendar. I'm going to presume she dropped out of college.
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Lolitaisdead76 wouldn't bother me at all if she didn't insist on vest tops.
Think this is what Ham believes she looked like
when she claimed to be so weak she couldn't wash her own hair and was fainting all the time not to mention that bed with her name on it kek
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llama blanket, llama pj's, llama bowl
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Can we talk about just how BAD her photo editing is. 1st: she looks crippled. 2nd: you can see part of her calf shopped off in a square. 3rd: for legs to be that small there would be a massive thigh gap that there isn’t & she’d have massive muscle loss in her body & face. She’s also usually dressed like a child & surrounded by stuffed animals. I pity her.
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This tiktok calling out Niamh has so many comments - with follow ups responding and more comments. The backlash is growing not just on here.
Honestly think she will be IP soon though - last body check looked very similar to last time she was sent IP
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Laura's ridiculous but she honestly looks pretty deathly to me in general if she stopped stretching pictures I think she'd graduate to cringe vs scumbag
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oh cece found a new platform to cry how sick she was
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probably these are the stuff she watches and educate herself
didn't she something like "I don't have to post pictures of how I looked at the worst"? Well, this hasn't been her worst then, am I right?
And for her chest bones/ribs, at a BMI from 17.5 and without much hydration my bones would look the same, I just have "large" bones. It's not an indicator how underweight/sick you are.>>1382684>xylobones
such a nice word, love it
eh in fairness its pretty hard to tell from that kind of distance/ in a heavily filtered photo (looks like she played around with ig filters over top of whatever the fuck else) about muscle wastage hair quality etc. My issue w her is that she goes ip, leaves while still emaciated to do "harm reduction", rinse and repeat. Most of these ana-chans need fucking jobs. >>1382622
holy pear shape batman kek
There is no way she has autism . I think she just uses it as an excuse to not have the BPD diagnosis, and because it means she can eat limit foods and cry a lot. She is normal with her friends.
Love to know the conditions of her discharge .
Pretty sure i've seen multiple interactions (on tiktok) between this one and Niamh.
She's notorious on Instagram for both shooping, lying about her weight and claiming to be the best at anorexia ever.
Would post screenshots (imageboard- I'm aware) but was blocked a while ago
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i don't need to imagine.
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Cecelia has been on tiktok for 5 minutes and has already learned the lingo and managed to turn it all into an illness brag. Way to go Cece.
She did not fail 4 times to get some cheap attention and IP time.
More like that.
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There's something so infuriating about her. I think it's the incoherence of "Imagine HATING ME" and "I tried to unalive myself :(((" I mean if she really had all the problems and ED she claims to have she could easily imagine hating herself. fake and attention seeking I hope she gets reality checked soon
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the comments are fucking hilarious- hundreds of likes, universal agreement that niamh macdougall is a piece of shit. do you reckon she’ll stop NOW or is the narcissistic need for attention just too much
>>1383272>my arms are barcodes
kek, I'm dying over here. Sure, barcodes and other self harmers have the markings of a zebra. As a self harmer with barcode arms (kek, what bullshit) I can't put in words how much I hate her. She should be old enough to be a better example and not make the life worse for everyone around her, including the ones trying to recover in peace without having to face more prejudices as they already do. Would really love to meet her one day, my scars would trigger
her into another attempt of "unaliving" herself.
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>>1383357>At her age
That's the thing. A lot of the ones we post are younger or/and haven't had any life experience. She's had relationships,been to uni, has a career. She has no excuse to pile on the pity me. At 30, from personal experience (as in not recovered then), there's no fucking way I can imagine saying shit like that. It's embarrassing to pretend she's so in need of help and saying I hate me. The twins are 40 something and okay they're p useless, but they're weird twins, and genuine spoops.
It feels creepy reading what she writes when looking at her face and knowing she's capable of winging it through life if she wasn't an attention whore. Thirty and ED tiktok. Mon dieu!
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She is putting so much focus on her scars which you wouldn't even notice if she wouldn't mention them constantly. Remember the time she warned her Co-Workers because she has scars? They wouldn't have seen them and if they would have, they wouldn't have cared.
She also makes it seem like life won't get better and that's such a bad sign for young people. Seeing her and imagining that your life will be like hers and you still will be suffering in 15+ years and that therapy just won't work? Well, thank you for nothing, she is helping no one except her need for being a whining attention seeking child. >>1383433
having such amount of scars on your arms is really tough, makes life very hard, everyone sees it and everyone will instantly know that you are just a lost cause. She should get herself some skin grafting to be able to wear short sleeves without getting stared at.
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Ohh, you wrote it how it is in that first paragraph. If I was a teen and read what she writes, I wouldn't bother trying to recover because - what's the point? It doesn't work. As much as I hate the recovery accounts all about how recovery's like a cult where you feel amazing and stand on mountains at sunset with your arms open, what Cece does is a lot worse. Doubt the kids are going to take to her, though.
Her arms are too Freddie Kruegered to be fixed. Just like Cecelia, they're unfixable.
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bet they are were doing the same thing the 4 yr olds at school today
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4 year olds aren't self centred and their art is cuter. They know how to thank people for their help.
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Mary always posts the kind of stuff. She can’t be less than a bmi of 18 yet she talks about how skinny and ill she is. Every time people try to give her helpful advice, she’s full of excuses. She regularly gets tellonyms saying she looks completely fine and to stop attention seeking and she always responds she is deathly ill and so skeletal. Then she posts about how fat she looks.
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No chance, she was not-so-subtly flexing her jeans being too big earlier today.
She’s almost 30. If it bothered her that much she could get laser. >>1383430
Many people in their 20s with recovery accounts are embarrassed by their mental health history. It’s out of the ordinary that a woman nearly in her 30s is obsessed with being a drain on the system
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Very barcoded. On another note, I’m still not over the ‘’day in the life of an anorexic’ video she posted on YouTube but deleted -
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IDK if this has been posted yet, but Laura has a new “fashion” account, too. Not exactly posting about her ED, but chock full of body checks, shopped pics (obviously), and clothing choices that intentionally make her look like a child. Weird and sad. Also yikes.
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kek she looks like this.
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Cece on tiktok
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she might be spending more time at home than any other average person her age
she is too beige for the young ones to admire her and I really hope no one will care for her recovery advice, as much as I hate those positive unrealistic recovery accounts, after all they give you some feeling of hope.
> too Freddie Kruegered to be fixed
kek, love that>>1383669
you can get laser treatment for such intense scars? No way she could get help, who would she be if she was cured?>>1383900
that's also one feeling I get from her, she doesn't hate herself, she just does everything for attention. Everything she posts is like an idea she had in her mind, nothing to be too embarrassing, nothing to show how ugly she is, how bad she is, if she would hate herself she wouldn't care for anything of that.
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Cecelia continuing with her Judaism LARP.
Pretty lazy that she can't even bother to buy sufganiyot when she lives in a major city so it's not like they might literally not be sold anywhere.
Also kek at her making such a big deal out of what's actually a pretty minor holiday.
tbh I've always thought she just wants another "persecuted" identity to feed her victim
complex / make her feel special
Ayrt, I was trying to see if others felt the same way without racebaiting but I agree it seems like she wants more points in the oppression Olympics. Reminds me of the meme about the white girl who thinks she is Native American because she is 1/16th Cherokee. >>1384003
Yeah, if you were just ‘trying a bite’ you’d tear or cut some off, you wouldn’t be deepthroating it
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The dog is such a mood, kek. Honestly the same facial expression I have whilst enduring her repetitive, FB and Insta posts & YouTube videos of ~pretending to suddenly be scared of porridge complete with rubbing face every now and again, then the super big feed, stupid spoon and yogurt time, protein bar time again acting scared, arsing around outside with friends after a cheeky little OOTD aka body check, back to the hotel for chickpeas and spoon followed by a big feed again and patronising inspirational quote~ rinse, repeat tomorrow.
Kek, whilst the hospitals hit the annual winter crisis point with added pandemic bonus(!!) and people are literally
dying outside hospitals lying in the back of ambulances because of the wait to get admitted to a bed, then you have people like this who have their bed kept warm for when they come back from their daily shopping sprees and cafe trips.
(…will see myself out now)>>1384171
what’s stopping you from bringing the milk yourself?
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Not really anything of interest there. Just another ugly neopronoun user who LARPs as a skinny waif queen, and kisses the ass of any perceived-as-cis man on EDtwitter.
Neither do I understand- either she’s the high risk medical at deaths door she makes out, or she’s well enough to go shopping numerous times…
At least she buys most of her own food.
Personally I've experienced 2 BPD & 1 'autistic'/ADHD girls irl who have tried to convert to Judaism for the oppression, alternative & attention points. One of my personal lolcows is an ex-witch now LARPing as a Jew. One of the other girls I know started becoming obsessed with judaism during a psychotic episode & messaged our local Rabbi some really fucked up, disrespectful rants about how Judaism is going to save her.
I think it's an easy LARP because of the loud minority on social media that encourages non-traditional conversion because 'ableism' or something.
samefag, just like self-diagnosed autistics & DID folks like to say shit like "accessibility to professional diagnosis is gatekept by racism/sexism/transphobia! self diagnosis is valid
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do you have a source for it being a pay to pub press nonnie
bc I did some digging on it the other day and it seems like there's a reading fee but that's pretty standard. Doesn't mean she's Mary Oliver, but I couldn't find anything about it not being legit.
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Saged for mild litfag sperging but this is the founder/showrunner I was actually really surprised to see she got an acceptance from kelsay. It's amazing who these ana chans can fool
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Kek cece did you try a bite or did you eat the donut guess it depends on what gets more asspats
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Yeah Georgia, you're "really struggling with food"… What's the bet that after this she went back to the clinic and cried to the nurses that she hadn't eaten so that she can get her precious toob?
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I bet it's the same mod that called out someone via redtext for literal shitposts
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Found this potential new cow. Obese and tubed, claims anorexia is teaching her things kek
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And then there's this girl I find even milkier as she's supposedly recovered but looks exactly the same as she did 4 years ago at her 'worst'. Lots of spoop pics, 41k on tiktok where she just talks about her ED, generally just a cow.
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did Fiona got sponsored/gifted or did she spend crazy amounts on chickpeas?
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kek her new tiktok about doing autist stuff in hospital with her ‘stimming’
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This will be the only post about edtwt from me because they all act and talk in the same Regina George wannabe manners, but i came across this girl's tweets that get up to 2k likes and no one could tell they're photoshopped. Now I'm just sure every girl on edtwt is brain rot level of stupid
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Just wtf is this kek
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Fiona has been lurking so much she's obsessed with addressing her lolcow followers - in this video she addressed our questions of whether llamas are her new spastic interest, and just WHY she wears hats indoors. it's all cuz she's autistic!
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you autists are ao desperate for milk you're just spouting bullshit. It's not shopped, and >>1378968
it's not a vanity press. Making shit up just gives the cows an excuse to whinge about boollies. If it's not true, it's not milk.
Her special interest is anorexia.
Can’t believe she’s stopping feeds and going home.
She’s approaching the irritation level of smorven.
sage for more litfag sperging– kelsay books is like finishing line press—not explicitly "vanity" but she said in an interview (http://katiehoerth.blogspot.com/2012/09/a-conversation-about-publishing-with.html
) that she prefers manuscripts that are basically ready to print b/c she wants to publish as much shit as possible. so it's like her own vanity project and she does little to support the authors she works with
also, the pub house page has a "testimonials" page which i've only ever seen in vanity press sites like atmosphere press(learn2sage)
Watch out, she’ll start calling them Lama Glamas soon (kek HOW is that their Latin name).
She is exactly like the kids on tiktok who watch a shit video on the symptoms of BPD and decide they have it because they cried AND laughed yesterday.
Wait until the sloth obsession comes back and that will be her special interest again.
She must really piss off the actually autistic kids.
Sage for upcoming blog post but I can confirm. As someone who followed her since around 2014 on various platforms and met her in real life, and someone who was diagnosed with Aspergers as a child (ASD it would be now, also if Asperger was still a diagnosis in the UK that’s exactly what she’d get on that piece of paper) YEARS before any ED diagnosis, I agree with your statement regarding special interest being very intense. Often it’s around having above ‘normal knowledge and time committed to interests, being hard to move onto other things or priorities etc’ (which is the fucking point) she pisses me off. As you said, it’s the massive increase in TikTok videos practically giving these cows symptoms to choose from and imitate. Iirc another anon mentioned an actual child psych talking about the increase in kids displaying atypical symptoms bc of TikTok.
Maybe Fi should malinger the not so quirky, stereotypes that aren’t shown on TikTok. Buying shit with llamas on and dressing like a child isn’t a cute autistic trait , it’s something my 8 year old sister and her friends do. Maybe she should dig her special interest into what it can actually be like living with ASD in pure reality, then she might stop being a pretentious, histrionic cunt.
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Ham got the hats indoors = frail waif memo
Maybe she’ll start larping autism soon too
! I did sage but often do swerve from the blog posting, but it slipped my mind with this cow. She infuriates me more than the others with her larping and her ‘oh woe is me’ attitude when she’s had everything done for her and everything handed to her on a freshly painted Christmas plate and still acts like the world owes her something
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how very jewish of you, cecelia!
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Jewish when it’s eating doughnuts, not Jewish if it’s missing out on Christmas.
She has a ‘higher powers’. I want to know what a rabbi thinks about that before accepting her into the faith… she doesn’t even believe in a God/g-d.
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normal things to whine about as a 30 year old woman. I pity her parents who probably thought they would finally get to live their lives again being done tending to toddlers
Problems of people half her age. That would be teenagers.
When will this woman grow up..?
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shan has gone round the twist. no, pouting and putting your forgeas close to the camera doesn’t make your ugly face look skinny.
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Sophie was at the hospital earlier today (she plans on self-harming and returning), she got stitches out and the nurse told her she needs to stop self-harming in a certain spot or she could lose a limb, and if she comes back with S/H in the same spot there's nothing they can do for her… Soph disagrees and is scared for when she goes back later today after she's self-harmed again and the nurse being mad kek
Again, HOW is she out in the community? WHY has nobody taken her phone, or admitted her at least, when she admits for S/H literally every day
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Did she steal Christmas?
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dare i say she’s looking fuller in the face?
I think it would help for her to be away from sharp objects and her phone for a while, i k now lots of BPD cows don't do well in wards but man…… she needs some
kind of intervention
I don't feel sorry for her, I genuinely think she needs medical intervention on her mental issues - like sedation & 1:1. She's tubed, which I hardly understand how as she's outpatient & refuses other help, it only makes sense for her to be away from the public & her phone. She's doing these things not for medical attention specifically imo, it would not hurt to have her in a psych ward for some time - give her a break from literally every day self-harm.>>1385499
I think it would be a wake up call, but I'm not sure it would be enough. Why I suggest inpatient isn't because I think she'll get better, it's cuz I think without a break she's going to die, impulsively cutting anywhere she wishes.
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i dont understand how in every video is “hopefully her last feed” yet is never?
Was thinking the same nonnie
. She said in a video about a week or so ago that the mouthful worth of ‘feed’ she was having was ‘going to hopefully be the very last one!!!’ Also love how she says she’s never going back to it again, never heard that before. We all know after your break from anorexia to enjoy Christmas at home the tube will make a reappearance.
Someone needs to dedicate a thread to Rachael Farrokh and her husband/“full-time caregiver” Rod Edmondson. She raised $260,000 for recovery in 2015, yet seems to have only gotten worse as the years have past. Something is going on.
Yeah, it seems she’s been mostly forgotten or thought to have been recovered. Hell, there’s dozens of articles showing her “SHOCKING!1!1” recovery that use old pictures.
Most of their Facebook photos of her now are years old, before the *heavy fentanyl abuse, with the occasional news article or television appearance update showing how she really looks.
*fentanyl hasn’t been confirmed, but there’s several accusations of that being the reason behind her failed recoveryhttps://m.facebook.com/rod.edmondson
What the hell, saw her YT channel.
Why is she using mAd cApS aLl tHe tImE??
Rod seems like a nice enough guy, but it’s shitty that they’re using the same tactics as real “___’s Road To Recovery” accounts.
I just hope more exposure to the lack of improvement will help to start actual improvements.
He’s alright at art:https://www.facebook.com/winmypainting
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Hammum is in Sheffield out with friends. Ham tagged along or is she alone doing this? Idk which would be saddest.
"Road to Recovery"
My ass. She's still a skelly.
I mean, all those pictures are definitely from painting classes or YouTube tutorials. Not bad for a copy.
He definitely has some shame towards the situation, he only posts old pictures of her on his personal accounts, but he’s genuinely affectionate in videos. So, idk, she was pretty thin in their wedding photos, though.
There seems to be DDLG thing going on, honestly. Well, that’s how I read her decor and aesthetic.
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Sophie's back in the ER yet AGAIN. She INFURIATES me!! Biggest waste of time and resources, all she's doing is attention seeking. How is she not embarrassed to present multiple times a day???
On another note, she looks like she's gained a fair bit of weight
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do you think that she might be doing something to drop her blood sugars each morning (if shes not lying)? like taking something
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Okay, I'll never be ~creepy~ again and never offend you and your love for Ham. You might want to head over to the alt thread and report this, minimod. Mental note to self - do not engage with yawnanons
sometimes people can take in tons of calories but not enough actual micronutrients
there are low calorie tube feeds and TPN for those people
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She’s blown up like a pig
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Sophie Venting doesn't have BPD anymore
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Couple updates on Eugenia, saged for skim milk:
Smartly dressed for her latest youtube video, actually focused on makeup instead of using every opportunity to body check. She looks nice. It seems the negative comments are getting removed for a change too, but idk if she's doing that herself or outsourcing the task as she should. I don't know if she's ever cleaned up her shithole comment section before but we know anachans have been using it as meanspo so it's nice to see her acting unusually responsible.
She did some interview recently and may be on her best behavior as a result, but I hope these changes stick. Sorry I can't offer a summary, I didn't have the patience to sit through an hour of Eugenia martyring herself, but at least it's an interview with a woman and not another moid whiteknight villainizing other women to rescue poor Eugenia. Linking in case anyone's autism runs deeper than mine on this.https://youtu.be/oRuJXXxNOYI
Instagram's another story. She's playing nice for youtube but still lending her platform to be a voice for insane trolls in passive aggressive instagram stories. Can't cut your fans off that meanspo fix too fast I guess. I dont see an end to the spoopy full length body checks on twitter/insta anytime soon either, but the youtube changes are good. I probably shouldn't get my hopes up
no, whoever posted her is stupid as fuck tho.
her face is still utterly unchanged, no weight gain, but it’s clearly deformed and swollen around her jawline (im guessing dental surgery…? or similar.)
that’s not weight gain, so no, OP, sarah hadnt “blown up like a pig” because she’s not anywhere near recovering. she’s begging for money online and making zero progress.
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Eugenia Cooney loves to flash her scrote followers it’s so disgusting.
Don’t give her any ideas. Any one of the BPD ED larpers here would love to be on TPN. All that would do would make them feel justified that they’re soooper sick as well as give them an extremely easy way to actually make themselves ill via fucking with whatever picc or central line is placed to deliver TPN. Plus Porgie’s already a munchie and TPN is a munchie’s wet dream and usually used to create more and more complications by that crowd.
Really she doesn’t need any sort of nutritional support, but New Farm continues to indulge Porgie’s delusions and guarantee themselves an income.
Whales have always been profitable.
I got caregiver PTSD from this, reminds me of grandma asses
Why doesn't she just make an onlyfans at this point?
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Reminds me of Moses from South Park's Jew Camp, which would fit in with CeCe's Hanukkah celebrations also.
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Congratulations on graduating to the sick fucks of VK groups. 500 dirty old men pulling their dicks over your 16 year old body.
This is why it isn't all about being popular with ana chans. It honestly makes me retch.
(Cut her face off, but you know who it is).
Am I the only one who's suspicious of her mother? I don't feel sorry for her because of how transparent her fishing for sympathy is. Both daughters deal with eating disorders which are commonly related to mommy issues, she airs out the family's dirty laundry on Facebook, and all I really see is her complaining about how hard it is for her
to deal with mentally ill daughters with no consideration for how hard mental illness is for her daughters to deal with themselves or why they developed those maladaptive coping mechanisms in the first place. Even if the BPD daughter sides with mom it's common for there to be a scapegoat and a golden child in fucked up family dynamics. She's the parent. It is at least partially her fault they're like this.>>1358022>>1358090
Idk I don't mean to wk I just get bad vibes off the mom. She's the one controlling the narrative so I can't help wondering what she's left out of the story.
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Has anyone mentioned this person before? I just stumbled across their account today and it shocked me. No way it's real. She's also been given $350 just in the last 3 days for nothing?!?! Disgusting!! Claims she has DID and one of her alters has anorexia. Uh what
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This is just so gross
that said, KEK
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Not much to go on really, claims she has DID, one of her alters has anorexia, one is a 52 yr old man who tries to kill her, about 2 days ago she made a gofundme to try and move out and get assistance. The entire gofundme is a trauma dump with graphic details of back to back S/A apparently she was real desirable to men and women all the way until she turned 18, now she's constantly in and out of hospital and begging people to give her money or she will remove you from following her, talks all the time about how she poses 2-3kg a week even with a NG
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She's not spoopy or anything. Maybe desensitized but looks average to me
Some Gen-Z won't know.
It's the Master Control Program from the movie "Tron".
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Fiona still flexing autism
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Ham is so proud of her amazing warriors for also eating chocolate with their breakfast
im 95% sure this is all self-posting with the pfp included in >>1386347
as a distraction/red herring.
This bitch is on private, has only 89 followers & seems super picky with those who she allows to follow her.
Add that to the fact she has only 11 posts, is a fuckhead aussie, and a psychopath who keeps their phone fully charged ( >>1386347
. 95% self poster!
but whatever, milk is dry af right now, bring it on…
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The hospital has finally given up on Sophie
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Does Anna still irritate the shit out of anyone else?
She really thinks she is the first med student to ever exist and that using a few big words puts her on a higher plane than anyone else
(and before anyone comes for me I am a medfag and know exactly what she’s talking about)
It's also just bizarre because … no shit, dude, if you've been learning about ECGs/EKGs and X-rays then they'll probably ask you to interpret some. Wow, how rare, you might have to say something about how you shouldn't prescribe antibiotics willy-nilly. Nobody could possibly know that unless they were first in their class or whatever the fuck she's claiming now.
I also swear that her spelling has only gotten worse.
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Oh my God this is sickening… Making her followers PAY TO FOLLOW HER and then getting shitty at the community for not donating… Does she not have a brain? Most people in that community have their own expenses!!! I just had a look at her Go Fund Me and these are the medical equipment she’s claiming she needs… SERIOUSLY!? I think there’s some munching going on here… Why would she need a Hospital bed at home!? It’s absolutely absurd
What was the point of her post? The quote is silly.
What’s her instagram name?
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Nourish drunk on her story, not particularly milky just quite funny, I think it was a video of her very drunk talking to her friend telling that she'll drink more tomorrow and tell her about it. Shes so Northern though I was surprised, wish I could attach a video.
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Interesting enough once she got mentioned on here she changed her posy captions on Instagram. Maybe she's realizing how sickening she is
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Money theif,wannarexic has a tiktok too and if you think her gram is bad you should see this
exactly, if it doesnt stop bleeding for 10 minutes solid (with pressure applied) or you have genuine signs of sepsis, those are usually the 2 main reasons for A+E sh visits
If not, GP will almost always see you on the day or the day after, and they can do stitches and sutures there.
Sage for 'tism
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If Scarlett uses the word watery one more time I swear to God I'm going to scream. WTF is that bitch? I thought she was meant to be sooper scientific expert PT of the year. If you don't want to retain fluid and you can't deal with inflammation, dial your damn training back a bit and fight your exercise bulimia or STFU.
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Fiona got her face back (1)
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and she showed us the whole process (2)
Why does everyone insist on showing the entire taking out process these days? It is frankly disgusting having to see the removal of a tube covered in slime and stomach juice. Do a before and after pic, I will still believe you had a tube and now don’t.
I also wonder how many of these videos are covertly filmed - a lot of healthcare professionals I know refuse point blank to be filmed and they all look at awkward angles. It’s just a fucking weird thing to film. It’s literally your internal juices on screen.
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Does anyone follow this woman?
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Idk hannah how many body checks can we fit into one account
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what a flex came to my fyp
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All Hannah's clothes are disgusting, but the only people I see wearing Christmas outfits are children and anas. These cows are wasteful though, so buying something they wear twice then throw isn't something they think about. Becky the dog has a really OTT thing about Christmas.
I do wear a paper crown out of a cracker eating Xmas dinner tho.
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Not milk but I was creeping ofherbsandalters Instagram and noticed she does just as much spoopy bodychecking as the other cows, even though she's so adamant that she doesn't. Maybe I'm reaching but to me poses like this always scream "look how tiny my waistline is!!"
Are you in the wrong thread or something?>>1387965
I know. She's pro ana but apparently that's okay because she isn't pretending to be in recovery.
I think just because she's in the alt cows thread people can be a bit against posting here, but I'd like to see more of her>>1387967
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>>1387974>idk what integrate means
Holy fucking shit
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why is she back on the toob?
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hospital finally taking action about Sophie filming hospital staff and police
Yeah all of the comments on the video are saying it's a bad take, I'm only about 15 minutes in but so far it doesn't seem very controversial. Is the drama just because ED twitter is upset she called the entire community toxic
? That seems to be what the comments are bitching about.
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did she actually wore the questionable llama badge around?
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Fiona thinks she's a comedian
I think that anon came from the past in a time machine. Who the fuck calls black people "coloureds" in 2021? Or she was over 80 years of age.>>1388199
Why is that ironic though. Doesn't she scoff protein bars? Whatever, if you want to pretend it's sad you can't eat snacks, then go ahead.
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Just incase anybody forgot she was in hospital despite the daily photos and videos!! Also is it super-sick anorexia tier etiquette to get a photo beside a sign outside a general hospital, not just a sign outside a psychiatric hospital/EDU now? Kek
I think this anon is maybe using English as their second or third language, judging by their poor spelling upthread (see: 'theif'), outdated language (see: 'coloured') and lack of understanding of basic words, syntax, and sentence structure.
Please go and look at the lolcow rules (at the top left corner you can find these, by clicking on the word [Rules] ), read a book and understand that you have Google available to answer all of your questions immediately, instead of waiting for random folks on an (mostly) anonymous imageboard to respond to your every burning question.
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How does this girl need a medical admission she looks so fine what a mega larper(sorcha)
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Another BPD attention seeking Aussie chick. Just like Sophie shes in and out of hospital on the daily. Calls ambulances on herself. Self harms so that she can get surgery. Her and Sophie are very much alike… constantly calling ambulances for non life threatening things, harming themselves for surgery and attention. Definitely a potential cow.
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Constantly says she's going to undergo refeeding but never actually does
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I STG she only self harms so that she can post about going into surgery. If you scroll down her TikTok every 2nd post is about waiting to go into surgery
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Another post about how she was gonna get tubed, but again, it never happened. It's all for the clout. I think she's only been tubed once in her life and it was only for a day. Seems that the doctors wherever she's from catches onto her attention seeking behaviours
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She's another Georgia! Look at the size of her, yet tubed. How was she not embarrassed!?
for anyone who doesn't want to spend 40 minutes watching this (it's not really worth it, dorian repeats the same idea over and over)
- calls everyone on edtwt wannarexic
- thinks it's ridiculous that people would try to "Manifest" being deathly thin (it is, but this is hypocritical coming from a "proana veteran")
- is annoyed that people are using pics of her friends as thinspo/bonespo
- says people are disgusting on edtwt for using recovery photos as fatspo
- says that kids are being influenced to selfharm by looking at pics of it online
- talks about a 13 y/o who allegedly was bullied into suicide by edtwt (as if teenagers don't suibait online all the time)
- randomly tries to justify things that people did "back in her day" on pro ana forums with the same self-righteousness as always, boomer energy tbh
- says edtwt is worse than proana forums because it's public and unfiltered, as if either are a good use of one's time??
- all in all just comes off as a bitter and out-of-touch hypocrite with a superiority complex
also just for clarification I'm not an edtwt user either, i just think this video is stupid coming from dorian kek
They hack up the skin repeatedly and deeply and eventually it’s all just tight scar tissue that never gets to heal up properly. If they’re hacking away near their forearms or shoulders they can fuck with mobility cause the scar tissue is tight and firm and doesn’t allow the movement normal skin does.
Or the wounds become infected and because its like twenty smallish wounds all merging up it can no longer be closed up and needs a graft to replace the sliced up and dead skin.
Bpds are fuckin nasty if they really crave that attention. Hope she gets slapped with tilapia skin and gives it up once she’s just fishy and not special.
as a bpd'er, i hate to be lumped in the same boat as them, they are a different breed of bpd
that shit sounds like a nightmare
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Basically her entire video
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fucking kek at this. the neck straining is totally pathetic, who would post this???
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nvm it got even more embarrassing
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tiktok number 356432166
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Wow, Sophie really has gained a lot of weight, her face has ballooned. Also, why does she ALWAYS smudge her mascara/eyeliner for videos!!
I know Shanny's not a regular cow but there's no where else to post her and I know I'm not the only lurker who finds her milky. She uploaded a video where she ~disassociates~ and discusses her current ED. She starts off by saying she's been in severe pain all throughout her legs, hips, back and ribs. As well as her usual teeth pain. Although the pain still didn't stop her from binging and purging twice this week, which of course made the pain worse. She's considering going to the hospital for pain meds if she can't see her doctor soon enough, great drain on resources there Shanny. About halfway through the video she starts staring off into the distance and blinking rapidly, darting her eyes back and forth like a lizard. I've seen many videos and livestreams where she pretends to dissociate and her eyes have never done that before, so I guess she's trying to make it look more convincing now. She sits there for a minute closing her eyes and shaking her head. Taking deep breaths, pinching the bridge of her nose and rubbing her face. She starts rocking back and forth at one point while hugging her chest, never seen her do that before either, perhaps an autism self diagnosis is coming. She starts whispering to herself at one point saying "I'll probably just edit this out," which she doesn't do, and never does when she catches an "episode" on camera. She narrates through the whole thing saying "I'm dissociating hold on" and "I'm only half here guys I'm just trying to bring myself back." She finishes the video humming to herself while hugging her knees to her chest. Sorry for the long ass sperg but this shit really gets to me, she's a class one munchie and has been from the start of her channel. She's obviously not dissociated, just like she wasn't really anorexic, and didn't really have gastroparesis and DID and BPD and OCD and EDS and every other diagnosis she's given herself.
you can also get that if you want to "remove" your scars, even though no sane doctor would treat you if you are still self harming. >>1388884
don't have bpd, but self harmed for many years and I know how you feel. I just don't want to hide my scars forever because such stupid people are a bad example and ruin a normal life for people like us.
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a p.o box? she really things she is an influencer
that's depersonalization fyi
dissociation is a trauma response where ur essentially blocking out ur reality
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Imagine taking a photo with someone like this
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whats all the L’s? im confused
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the irony. we all know inpatient IS a holiday to you cecelia
loving that she asked that questions not be triggering
and then low-key used them to brag about being the sickest ana ever
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Is it just me or do those glands look swole
Dirty fingernails >>1389529
And long toenails
These people make me feel sick someone send them nail clippers for god sake
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Is anyone else seeing the drama between niamh & other previously mentioned cows she was in IP with? Am finding this hilariously entertaining tbh. The Bethany girl has been posted on here before and while she’s not Niamh level of triggering she’s definitely cow status
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the video has been deleted?
this ones still up tho
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I find it interesting that Zara regularly posts stuff like this whilst also often fairly openly defending Niamh
Cba to find this evidence but I have definitely read that coffee has a net hydrating effect so really, drinking coffee lots counts as your daily water intake anyway.
outside of a cow context definitely not good for your MH/physical health but for Cecelia haven’t we seen many times a claim that ‘no I wasn’t eating/drinking I swear!’ Whilst posting food/fluids… then some excuse ‘well only coffee/chai/turmeric tea/posting things I was lying about eating and drinking’
She has not made direct posts maybe in a while, but I think every time there is a resurgence of posts she has shared stories about not bullying people, about what is not a body check, has answered tells publically about her opinion on Niamh (‘lovely girl, her IG is not Ed related and gets unfair hate because people think she is a recovery blog’), made I think a pointed post about what is pro ana basically saying Niamh isn’t pro ana.
Niamh often posts things that go very against Zara’s principles (and the real rapunzel’s) but they both make a lot of posts essentially calling people out whilst both defending her.
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Have you guys ever heard of 50shadesofchestpains? He has been making videos demystifying anorexia and this person who I remember as "anonymously thin" (in a video where she just bitched about "anorexics not feeling like they can post anywhere on the internet because people may say they're not sick enough") is trying to retaliate and say he's just capitalizing off of ed just as much as eugenia
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She posted that she's a year self harm free, and she's gone all Ham by posting herself eating an advent chocolate. The rest is the same as always.
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N2F starts going down the alcoholic route
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when she starts adding rum to her fkn breakfast, you can tell shes heading downhill fast…
umhiimzara’s posts regularly call NIAMH out in my opinion. not directly but things like her post about “you’re not a fashion icon”, her most recent one about “you’re not responsible for triggers
BUT”…. etc etc. plus her post about posing/ using angles strategically.
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aaand we transition from beanies to santa hats
From what we've seen of n2f, I don't think you'd know if she was drunk or not.
She's raiding her parent's crimbo booze.
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She's like a drug addict warning people not to do drugs and pointing out tells of drug use. Being a hypocrite doesn't invalidate her insight. I find that self-awareness less aggravating than the delusional toxic
positivity like pic related.
"Ignore the pain" take your hand off the stove idiot, pain serves a purpose
Is that all of her hair in that braid? Starting to understand why she prefers wearing hats, malnutrition is just ruining her looks
Just imagine what the scalp would look like
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all complete with bells
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just in case you were wondering, heres what she wore today - or in general terms body checking