/snow/ - flakes & mistakes

https://vocaroo.com/i/s0G6jz3Ru9Nm
I almost crapped my pants from laughing so hard. This mom is horrible if she knew that her son raped someone and had CP

do you have her email address?

>>734471

eve@eveflix.stream

>>734471
Why? I added it.

Isn’t she a cam girl named Allison Hunter?

Stills from cam shows

Nessa looks exactly like Melody Maine too.
https://mobile.twitter.com/MelodyMaineTS

Nessa’s (?) Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/melody.maine/
Ryan’s Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/chairforce.one

>>734509
ok but who the fuck is Ryan?

>>734471
>>734502
>she
>her
kek

did no one tell him that you have to be effeminate to be a trap? he makes hontra look pretty

My first partner was a trans woman who knew I wasn’t comfortable with my front hole from the start. She disregarded my boundaries and didn’t respect me overall so I decided to stop talking to her since she always put her sexual benefit above my well-being. She also had 2 other friends, both transwoman without bottom dysphoria who also either did sexually disturbing things to me or violated me.
My ex also didn’t have bottom dysphoria herself and she didn’t understand why I was upset when certain things like that would happen because she couldn’t “relate” to having bottom dysphoria.
I wanted to get over my bottom dysphoria too so it’s partly my fault. There were three instances that started out nonconsensual but she pulled out when I cried the first time (from just a finger) but the second time it was her dick and she pulled out and masterbated to MtF porn when I told her to stop (she woke me up from sleeping with a ass slap because I decided to have a nap after we weren’t going to fuck. )She watched porn of MtF people despite my insecurities of not having a dick and told me afterwards. It did bother me but I said it was okay instead so I should have been more honest. I felt like a double hole fleshlight but with the front hole as the only preference despite my dysphoria. Even still I wish she hadn’t done these things in the first place but that feels selfish of me. I do feel like it’s still my fault even though she influenced me and never convinced me to not hurt myself despite going through several dysphoria episodes during the relationship.
I read that “wait” means no. When I was telling her to wait one time, because it hurt and I needed more lube she said I was really wet down there and kept going anyways. I checked later on the toilet and I was bleeding a lot in my front hole and I started to sob. Within the hour she kicked me out to go bra shopping with a friend who had rubbed her butt on my (silicone) dick without consent. Two doctors said what her friend did was a sexual assault because I was a transmasculine person with severe bottom dysphoria and it was the only realistic dick I owned. She still defended her friend. Mocked what the doctors said. I broke up with her then. She also misgendered me twice as a joke, calling me “babygirl” even though she knew it had upset me. She sometimes referred to me as “girl” in text messages early in the relationship despite happily calling me her boyfriend.
I preferred being dominant but noticed how she treated a partner of her’s who was submissive a lot sweeter / motherly than me. I became more submissive with her to receive the same kindness which actually started to work… She did still yell at me a lot though. When I broke up with her I cried about how she always berated me, etc. She called my spiritual / religious beliefs stupid even though so couldn’t disprove them. I’m okay with people not believing or likening the same things with me since it makes life more flavourful but she always said things I liked were stupid unless she liked it too… She would berate things until googling it if she didn’t believe me.
She was a shut in, I was as well but before meeting her so she often wouldn’t want to leave her place so I wouldn’t either. Eventually she became uncomfortable with me talking to my mom about my relationship with her and didn’t want me talking about it to my sister either. She knew I had no one else but my family but berated me for talking to them at the same time as saying I should at times? But I became scared because I didn’t know when she would want me to hang up in case a boner suddenly popped up.
She was an alcoholic which I didn’t know at first since I never hung out with people who drank before. I stayed in the hospital with her 24/7 when she became sick and I took care of her. I was the first person to see her sober in 6 years. She wouldn’t listen to me when I told her I didn’t want to keep having sex anymore, she would touch me first and then ask if it was okay for example. She knew I was considering phalloplasty after what her friend did to me and she still wanted only front hole sex.
I still feel guilty for what happened even though she was heartless to my situation looking back. If I was upset she’d often ignore me or blame me for “fucking up her sobriety”.
That is how I felt. I thought I was crazy for not being enough, it kept feeling like I was so close to being perfect for her if I had just pushed myself a little more. I didn’t have a real dick which she always talked about how awesome dicks were in front of me despite knowing how I felt. She said I had a dick but knew I didn’t feel like it was the same. She’d still talk about dicks in front of me all of the time. I did have two different kind of holes for her though! it was ideal for her. She tried to say when I picked her nose it felt good to her sexually when I tried to compare it to the time she put a finger in my front hole. Moments like that made me realize how much she wanted to do it, so I pushed myself. She knew the whole time but never told me to do otherwise, she just encouraged it and said there wasn’t anything wrong with using what I had. That she liked what I had even though she knew I didn’t like it. I felt like I had to do so many different things just to keep her satisfied and it still wasn’t enough for her. She had to fuck me from behind only because of the angle even when I hated it and she knew that. All of that is little in comparison and forgivable to me but I don’t know if that’s right or not? She taught me all of my sexual experiences. I don’t want to become like her at all.
My ex hasn’t actually spoken to me since I was originally asking her why she did certain things (I wasn’t angry or hurt, just confused). My dad thinks I developed Stockholm syndrome from my relationship with my ex. My doctor who’s a gay man that helped me transition knows about the situation (one of the ones she berated) and has put me on a list for counselling. My ex has ptsd from the police because she had a history of drug dealing and running a pornography site while underage. She green lit the phrase “cuntboys” way back when for her site. I don’t know if I could contact the police. I decided not to when her friend did something to me because of it.
I wish I was making this up. She was my first kiss though. I met her on an app. She said the first time she had sex it slipped in a girl’s vagina in grade 2. In my experience nothing just slips in without a lot of pain and/or blood…?(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

>>735126
>>735128

Woah woah. How does the girly Kaulitz twin have anything to do with a tranny pedo?? I'm kind of face blind.