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No. 1192746

who gives a fuck.

previous thread:
>>>/ot/1182273

No. 1192783

After 7 years of active farming, it's getting too much. Others have brought it up but there's been a weird shift in the vibe of this place recently, for around the past half a year anons have been increasingly aggressive and vindictive. I used to enjoy reading the threads in /ot/ because they often had very good commentary that made me look at things from various angles and learn something new but now? It's just sperging, in every meaning of the word. Every thread has anons just vomiting out their rage in a very immature, polarized manner. Naturally it existed before but there was a healthy amount of levelheaded anons who are able to argue like adults to balance it out so it wasn't as distracting. Before the usual tards were catty e-girls and anachans but now it's this new breed of conservatards and edgy zoomers who racebait like their lives depended on it, ree about le evil degenerate gays all day long, write cringe manifestos just regurgitating old LC screenshots with no thought of their own and cry about being bullied and brainwashed by "wokies" everywhere. Every time I come to /ot/ it's again people bitching about "twitterfags" like it was a 2014 Gamergate subreddit.

I have a feeling that it's because the Coronavirus and Russo-Ukrainian war threads attracted a ton of male /pol/faggots that made themselves comfortable here but a lot of it has to be unhinged regulars like Romanianon and Paki-chan and other terminally online, mentally ill young women (coincidentally the amount of WKing for BPD has also skyrocketed) who found this place and are riding the high of being able to say that men suck. Whichever the case, it's getting too exhausting for me. God bless the anons who still protect the fortress.

No. 1192785

>>1192783
he got da diaper on

No. 1192787

>>1192783
You’re right. Been here full seven, took a hiatus because stopped caring, came back to this shit. They think we’re asherahs garden.

No. 1192792

>>1192783
the fag hag anon that got mad

No. 1192794

>>1192783
The homos are gay they aint gonna fuck you

No. 1192796

>>1192783
You're right don't let the other nonnas tell you you're not

No. 1192798

>>1192783
I suspect that a lot of newfags are underage.

No. 1192801

>>1192783
>degenerate gays
Nonnas come here to "ree" about degenerate gay men because you can't do this anywhere else or else you get a bunch of twinks ripping you apart for being homophobic when you point out that gay men are just as misogynistic as straight men.

No. 1192802

>>1192783
i do think its sad that this site is morphing into (a edgy version of) pull when it comes to the catty, mean and spergy behavior.

Pull was retard central filled with users who are losers and want to live out their fantasies of being a mean girl online by being bitchy and mean, and this sites intelligence and infighting level is becoming similar to the obese wannabe regina goerge bitches at pull.

No. 1192803

My parents are already thinking and talking about getting a future dog after our dog passes. God, she's not even dead yet and they're already talking about it. We got her because I was the one who wanted her in the first place, now I'm the only one who doesn't want another dog after her. Part of her is I want time to properly grieve for her, but another part (and the majority of the reason) is that we will not be able to do right by this future dog. Over the years our apartment has been filled with more and more shit, there's like paths carved out of my parents shit for us to walk in. My dog is small and old so it's fine, but for a younger, more energetic dog? A nightmare.

My parents barely play or even acknowledge our dog right now! They walked and played with her more often when she was younger in place of me (since I had school and shit) but now I'm the only one who tends to her. Sure, she doesn't really want to play now, but if she's awake I'll sit with her and pet her and just talk to her.

I just don't have the time for another dog, and I can't deal with the thought of not being able to do right by this future dog. I'm already racked with so much guilt about how our current dog was raised (dad always uses fear to control her and she was not properly socialized). I do plan on getting another dog, but very, very, very far in the future. Even if I might still be working a 9-5, I at least want to be in a place where I'm more financially stable so I can afford classes. Not just for socialization, but fun and cool things like agility classes or something! Something for us to do together!

I love and cherish my current dog so much. I've had her since I was a kid, and now I'm an adult. She has been such a big part of my life and I've been alive longer with a dog than without one, and I know that I'm going to be a fucking mess when she is gone. Throughout all the years of love and fun, I have so many regrets. It makes getting a future dog so much more complicated for me. I know my parents will be sad too. Our dog isn't "my" dog even though we got her because of me, I'm not her "mom", I'm her big sister. She is my parents second daughter. I know they don't mean harm when they say they want another dog, and that they don't mean to replace her, it's just that we will be left with a big hole in our family when she is gone. But I really do not think it would be appropriate for us to get another dog.

It's like my parents and I have switched kek. I know a dog is a huge responsibility, but my parents want one no matter what. Also a cat is out of the question because my parents aren't fond of them and holy shit we do not have the space for a cat tree or anything similar for a cat.

No. 1192806

>>1192801
That's the only thing you got out of all that? Anons here constantly complain about literally every other personification of homosexuality except asexual femme lesbians practically indistinguishable from straight girls.

>>1192802
It really is like a terrible mashup of PULL, choachan and asherah's garden taking the worst parts of all of those communities and putting them together.

No. 1192812

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I will never understand how psychologists and social workers miss munchie shit, especially when it involves children.

It's the most obvious set of behaviors in the world.

No. 1192814

I feel like cutting myself as a form of self-harm but the sight of blood would make me even more sick.

No. 1192820

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im genuinely so tired of school holy shit 1 more week left i dont think i can take it anymore nonas

No. 1192823

>>1192818
i want off this planet

No. 1192826

>>1192812
I think they're generally afraid of mislabelling someone or being hit with major consequences if they can't back up their suspicion.

No. 1192827

>>1192818
Ew oh my god I don’t want to a log but she literally deserves to be stoned to death

No. 1192829

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I know I'm partly at fault for the topic I wrote about, but tumblr gendies found my post and now I'm upset… It's like picrel, just the other way round…

No. 1192843

dad thinks my mother stole his weed despite her having enough to buy her own. i'm like 100% sure he just misplaced it somewhere. "oh well durr actually nona i put my weed in the same place every single day!" okay dude. your memory is totally infallible; people are never wrong about what they think.
hope he finds it just because i don't feel like watching him sulk and mope around the house, which isn't that large in the first place.

No. 1192844

>>1192843
having enough *money. also want to note that i spent a half hour rooting through his dressers for it, and checking on his bed-side table, and they're all junky as fuck. i'm not mr. clean myself but at least when i lose things i make an effort to straighten up and search before i leap to assuming people stole my weed. i'm living here rent free tho so i don't have much room to whine or correct, whatever

No. 1192845

>>1192829
semi-unrelated but i love taking those uquizz quizzes with the name "terf mcterf" or "xx lady"

No. 1192870

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Debating on leading a moid "friend" on for money and free shit again and breaking it off before he does some stupid shit like pat me on the fucking head again, or he decides to try to kiss me. Him sending me creepy sexual texts and girlfriend-zoning me after showing absolutely zero interest outside of playing videogames together is what peaked me to moid behavior years ago. Though it seems he's gotten more outgoing the past year I don't think anyone genuinely likes him romantically, he's a typical early 20's porn-obsessed moid. I'll probably be too scared to go through with my revenge scheme after really planning it out but it's a very tempting idea.

No. 1192875

>>1192870
>porn obsessed
not even worth it. he won't think you're using him, he'll probably enjoy the attention u give him and he will happily pay for it.

No. 1192885

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I'm so fucking sick of being an insecure person, I'm sick of comparing myself to other women, I'm sick of feeling jealous and competitive, I'm sick of not having any friends, I just want to like women and have them like me, I'm trying to be aware of the jealous thoughts and shoot them down when they occur but it's so hard and realizing how much I instantly compare myself to other women is discouraging. I'm so fucking sick of nitpicking my body and worrying that I don't look pretty or cute or feminine or whatever fucking word I woke up deciding it was the most important thing to be that day. I just want to be fucking happy and not see myself as a defective product.

No. 1192904

I'm so lonely. I've only ever been in bad/empty/abusive relationships, single for a year+, and I'm craving affection so so badly, even if it's just short lived lovebombing. I know that I'm hardly a catch myself. I'm ugly and unaccomplished, and the fact that I'm so desperate for external validation means I have no business inflicting myself on another person until I sort myself out. But I'm so lonely. I want to e-date for 2 weeks and then ghost. I feel like such a narcissist for even thinking about that. Maybe I just need friends.

No. 1192964

>Just X more hours
>Just X more days
>Every monday, this cycle starts all over again
Since I got a job, this is how I spend my miserable days.

No. 1192966

>>1192783
the whole point of the 'things you hate thread' was to talk about things you hate, which can include fags yes. not seeing the problem.

No. 1192990

>>1192783
Even the jannies have gotten more bitchy. It's almost rare to see a regular "user has been put out to pasture" or "infighting/derailing" (basically any redtext that lists the ban reason/rule) redtext these days. It's always something snarky. It was funny at first, but now it just makes jannies look kinda biased sometimes.
I think a lot of the problems this site has had has a lot to do with Admin.

No. 1192993

I really do wonder what nitpickers like IRL. What perfect lives are they living to criticise people other the smallest things?

No. 1193017

My plans got fucked up. I feel like I've wasted so much time planning and stressed out all for nothing. Guess I get wasted at home for the long weekend.

No. 1193020

>>1192885
It's going to be okay nonita, it's going to get better eventually. wanting to change so bad means you are already changing so much. reading this reminded me of how I kinda used to feel and it has faded more and more over time. what personally helped me a lot was always keeping a tab open of something that reminded me of my values, like a tumblr blog that personally helped me with my specific features and insecurities that also reblogged a lot of anti-beauty industry stuff. whenever I started to get those feelings, I would look at an example of why i hate where those feelings have come from. whatever features are trendy are just a way to try to sell plastic surgery, thats why its always about the right nose and not overall facial balance or whatever, so self-nitpicking is cringe even when you want to be "attractive." either way, a body is just a body and anyone is capable of being loved (romantically and platonically) and desired as long as their personality isn't awful. it also helps me to imagine what it would be like if i was someone who loved me watching me instead of the internal judgmental male gaze, I never want to see anyone I care about trying to perform the right "feminine" mannerisms or constantly adjust their appearance to impress me so I try not to do it myself. I hope you find the friendship you need, the right person will help you embrace who you are when you forget you are being looked at and grow those feelings of comfort

No. 1193044

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>>1192964
sorry anon. I feel you

>>1192551
AYRT; I actually majored in & got a career doing something that I find relatively enjoyable (fashion), but the industry is so oversaturated with braindead/entitled people & desperate young women and generally has poor work/life balance. I definitely enjoy the financial stability, but that enjoyment doesn't obfuscate the soul sucking parts of my job enough to make me happy

>>1192624
>Anon, is there anything else you'd like to do for work? Any side hobbies? Maybe move somewhere else?
This is the anxious thought I keep churning in my brain all day every day and haven't gotten closer to answering. I'm not currently ready to move because my boyfriend couldn't easily relocate. I have been playing with the idea of learning UX design or some kind of software development just because the idea of an entirely remote job feels really appealing, but I'm also worried I'll just end up hating that too. I want to dedicate fewer hours of my life to my job and I think having a job where I'm not having to commute would help. I no longer really believe in the idea of making your passion/hobby your job, I just want something not-soul-sucking that gives me a good work-life balance and stability. :'-) Thanks for listening anons(:'-) )

No. 1193050

I wish I could stop using this site but it’s become a habit at this point kek

No. 1193052

>>1192818
spoiler this disgusting pedo shit

No. 1193055

>>1192904
>even if its short lived lovebombing
I’m in the same place.. please don’t… the afterwards of it is horrible i feel sick and i want to die

No. 1193061

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>>1192870
>>1192875
i want to wean off my friendship with a dude that is scary because he knows my address and seems obsessive. we send each other weebshit from time to time. we are only friends online but he comments on everything i post everywhere and has blocked me multiple times after confessing his love to me. then he comes back after apologizing. i don't trust that he is not obsessed with me. and while i know he isn't violent like that, he is still a guy, so it's a gamble. i don't like some memes he keeps sending that are retarded to a t. this is an overweight adult male who falls in love with girls who laugh react his memes on discord. some that he sends are jokes about bodily secretions, and porn. shows how brainrotted he is from porn use and the internet. that always reminds me how wildly different we are. if i were not an edgy autist with an internet addiction during my teens, we would have never interacted.

No. 1193068

>>1192904
I'll e-date you for 2 weeks, I'm great at lovebombing.

No. 1193070

>>1192829
I'm curious, what post?

No. 1193072

The shay threads ruined mayochup for me.

No. 1193074

>>1193072
Wtf is mayochup

No. 1193095

>>1192783
I’ve been using lol cow for 3 or 4 years now and I hard agree. Forever based Nona.

No. 1193099

I just found out I’ve been having seizures for years due to my malabsorption disorder and it’s inherent malnutrition. I never considered the possibility of them being seizures since I never had compulsions, and yet here I am. Fuck.

No. 1193103

>>1193095
>lol cow

No. 1193105

>>1192802
the pull migration has been gradually happening since the sites shutdown in 2020. all the discord servers for pull failed spectacularly too, they've gone through at least 2-3 iterations

No. 1193117

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>>1193074
Mayonnaise and ketchup.

No. 1193121

>>1192792
Cope, seethe, whatever she’s completely correct you’re all autists whose special interests is radical feminism and you’re almost entirely incapable of discussing anything without it as a frame

No. 1193129

>>1193121
It's almost as if this is one of the very few sites to discuss topics like that…

No. 1193133

>>1193103
My bad, my phone autocorrected it to two separate words

No. 1193135

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met a girl at work and my friends and I both feel like we’ve been mutually flirting with one another for a few weeks. yesterday we hung out with other coworkers to say goodbye to them because I’m moving away for the rest of the year.
she made it clear in conversation she was not straight and the day felt like green light after green light. but right at the end she asked how long I’m going to be gone for and my answer was for sure more than she was expecting. We texted a bit afterwards but the mood was different and she hasn’t replied to me since.
idk why I’m feeling insane over this especially because it’s the weekend and i went into it not really expecting anything and it wouldn’t be fair for me to make a bigger move on her because I knew I’d be gone for a while but I guess I like her more than I realized and ngl todays been kinda rough.

No. 1193151

>>1193135
You already posted this?

No. 1193158

>>1193121
This comment sounds underage kek

No. 1193160

>>1192783
>I have a feeling that it's because the Coronavirus and Russo-Ukrainian war threads attracted a ton of male /pol/faggots that made themselves comfortable here but a lot of it has to be unhinged regulars like Romanianon and Paki-chan and other terminally online, mentally ill young women (coincidentally the amount of WKing for BPD has also skyrocketed) who found this place and are riding the high of being able to say that men suck. Whichever the case, it's getting too exhausting for me. God bless the anons who still protect the fortress.

This is the thing I mostly agree on your post tbh.

No. 1193161

>>1193121
kek, this comment is based

No. 1193166

>>1193161
>>1193121
>HAHAHA BASED COMMENT COPE SEETHE XD
you must be 18+ to be here, /pol/tards

No. 1193168

>>1192783
honestly you're completely right and it is frustrating. I miss the old site, I feel embarrassed to log on now but I'm in too deep

No. 1193169

>>1193166
I'm not underage, go take your meds.

No. 1193170

>>1193161
*naive

No. 1193171

>>1192792
>faghag anon got mad
Kek. Right what I was thinking. These retarded bitches never talk about the lesbophobic anons we have but when someone says something bad about faggots, they get so personally offended I sometimes think we have larping gay dudes.

No. 1193172

>>1193171
Possible, with anons saying 'I am an old fag, you can't say bad things about men ree', since LC used to allow male posters.

No. 1193173

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>>1192746
>Somehow managed to feel better after a long sickness
>A week before a trip my health decides to get UTIs
>Periods start right at the same time
I can't refund flight tickets nor anything, I'm going to explode if I won't heal myself. I am going to a doctor after two weeks of wait (they are free doctors, but tried shilling me "pay 50€ to get in a queue quickly) tomorrow. I am tired. I want to explode. But I am still a stubborn person so idgaf. I'm just salty and tired, is all.

No. 1193175

>>1193172
There's a new breed of retards that says they're oldfags but it's so clear they just found the website. I'm not that old but the few old threads I checked were absolutely cancerous, men weren't banned until they got out of hand and and mention of anything pro-women got shut down. R9k incels were roaming freely and its just a mess.
Also kind of unrelated but an anon on /ot/ said there was a gay dude constantly posting in /g/ so I really do believe the offended anons might just be fags. They're never angry about women or lesbianism getting made fun off but they'd die for men.

No. 1193177

>>1193175
Nayrt, I miss the the time when GC and PP threads were allowed on /ot/.

No. 1193180

>>1193177
I still don't understand why they're not allowed, not too long ago some anons were banned from /ot/ and got told to go on /2x/ because they said they didn't want trannies.
Was the removal of Manhate threads caused by the brown Muslim lesbian mod? Maybe jannies are scared they'd be scrote magnets to the site since there are always lurking scrotes and a few topics trigger them to spam gore and other stuff.

No. 1193193

>>1193180
Then why not ban the war thread if it attracts scrotes kek

No. 1193194

>>1193171
This. Oh no I'm offending some gay man feefees. Who the fuck cares

No. 1193195

I hate remembering retarded shit. Also I want corndogs so fucking bad.

No. 1193198

We have this "LOLCOW USED TO BE BETTER LOL" discussion every damn week

No. 1193199

>>1193171
>>1193172
>>1193194
Jesus christ, you're proving the point right just by having another projection fit. "The gays" includes lesbians and you constantly have anons hating butches but framing it as flimsy tranny hate by talking about "Aidens" when it's obvious what you're supposed to read between the lines. People here sperg about "faggots" more than they do about straight men and it's always, always crickets when butches are actually talking about being ostracized and demonized. Like said, the only type of gay person the polilez accept here is the femme lesbian because it's easier to pretend that she's straight.

No. 1193201

>lolcow used to be better when men were allowed uwu poor males!! Where will they go nitpick women now??
>lolcow used to be better when women didn't realize gay men are mysogynistic and womanhaters too uwu we're all friends here!!

No. 1193202

>>1193193
Girll… There are literal retards in /meta/ saying covid, war, celebrity, court, etc. threads should be banned. They fr making shit up just because someone disagreed with them in the threads. I wish they'd bring back those threads and just moderate better, banning women but letting faggots and trannies thrive is super stupid. There's this one dyke-chan that keeps seething about lesbian women being evil in every threaded but she doesn't get as much shit as misandrist anons.

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No. 1193205

>>1193199
Aidens are Aidens, Butches are Butches. Don't compare the two. Not all butches are self hating fatties with rainbow hair and he/him pronouns kek

No. 1193206

>>1193199
>the gays include lesbians totes and umm butches cause I only mentioned men in my original text but butches are almost men so lol!
>literally only complains about homophobia towards gay men and doesn't care about misogyny against women and lesbophobia
Fucking kek. Go back to Crystal Cafe, faghag. Also see what this anon wrote >>1193201

No. 1193207

>>1193205
Most Aidens are painfully hyper feminine and straight as they only date men. Don't see why anon brought up straight mentally ill women when talking about lesbophobia.

No. 1193209

Can mods please ban the discussion on how "lolcow used to be better" that we have every fucking week? It's annoying, boring, repetitive. Autistic too.

No. 1193210

>>1193180
The Pinkpill threads were banned exactly because they caused huge amounts of low quality posting. One reason, besides the obvious scrote raids, was because they attracted radblr people who weren't interested in integrating with the site and because the threads were filled to the brim with severe infighting and especially racebait. It got so bad that you could've just called them racebait general and if you don't believe me, go check the old threads out. Anons of different ethnicities made it into a contest of who has it worst and it constantly got heated to the point mods had to interfere. I remember how disappointed I was when the GC thread was merged with PP threads because I didn't want to associate with the nutjob regulars posting there.

No. 1193211

>>1193199
This is an image board. If you don't like how the majority of posters act, leave, or start your own imageboard. Don't stay just to complain at other anons.

No. 1193213

Some anons get really offended when this site or userbase is criticized at all and this discussion proves it lol

No. 1193217

>>1193199
>People here sperg about "faggots" more than they do about straight men
This is blatantly untrue, anon. Even if there are a few posters with a chip on their shoulder about gay men and the pedestal that handmaidens have put them on, the vast majority of manhate on lolcow is against regular straight men and transbians. Plus most ‘Aidens’ are Gaydens aka straight women with a short haircut.

No. 1193218

>>1193210
Screencaps now

No. 1193220

>>1193209
This. Please bring it up in meta. Also report the complaints as they're in the wrong thread.

No. 1193221

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>>1193199
Never4get kek. Anons who complain about 'manhate/radfems, etc' are usually the ones being spoken about, or that one fujo anon who rees about anti-fujos and thinks radfem = anti-fujo because they recognise gay men can hate women too.

No. 1193222

>>1193210
How is that any different to Pakianon and Romania on then? Doesn't that mean this website was even worse then than now? Because now only them do this shit.

No. 1193223

>>1193217
The only type of lesbians woman that anon will cape for is… Hyperfeminine and straight. Kek. She's projecting when she sayd we only like polilezzies.

No. 1193225

>>1193221
This is the most hilarious screencap. It's obvious scrotes are the ones who are trying to get us to shut down topics because they don't like women talking about politics or feminism without their input.

No. 1193227

>>1193213
It's not being offended to think you're retarded if you complain about the userbase of a site you choose to go on and seethe that the users don't conform to your desires. That's just called being Tsundere-chan kek.

No. 1193231

>>1193227
It's really not bad to say that you notice negative changes in a site that you frequent. It's not even a new observation, I don't know why everyone is making this a big deal.

No. 1193232

>>1193199
Can you elaborate more on this post here? I'm trying to understand what you mean or what your point of view is but it only reads as "don't talk about gays", I think you bring some fair points in your other post here
>>1192783

No. 1193233

>>1193231
You made it into a big deal yourself though

No. 1193234

>>1192783
Idk I see nice anons here all the time. Maybe it's time to quit this website? I've been thinking about it too tbh.

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No. 1193236

>>1193231
Ok tsundere-chan.

No. 1193237

>>1193235
Nta but you've been crying about poor gays and men for 30 minutes. Why don't you go to Crystal Cafe if you want to praise men and fags?

No. 1193238

>>1193232
She was pretty clear.

No. 1193239

>>1193227
We have the same discussion about "lolcow used to be nicer" every week and then on the odd days we get a "lolcow is too nice nowadays" discussion too. People are dumb.

No. 1193240

Being a weird autist from south america with weird interests and having veganism be so important to me… I’m doomed to be alone forever wohoo

No. 1193241

>>1193237
This shit is so cringe. I know you think you sound like a super tough and empowered edgy girlbaws but it’s just so autistic.

No. 1193242

>>1193237
That's a completely different anon. I don't even really talk about gay men here because I don't care about them.

No. 1193243

>>1193238
No? That's why I'm asking, I want to listen and try to understand instead of just blaming everyone

No. 1193244

>>1193231
because we have this conversation every week. you'd think they'd leave by now if they hate it that much (and ironically enough they're acting repetitive themselves)

No. 1193245

>>1193223
Who the hell is “we”? The same four anons trying to rule /ot like asherahs garden?

No. 1193246

>>1193241
NTA, but
>You think you're empowered.
Male.

No. 1193247

>>1193241
If it's dumb and autistic why do you engage?

No. 1193248

>>1193246
I was on stamina rose, I was on PULL, I was on here until 2021. Don’t cut yourself on all that edge.

No. 1193249

>>1193245
Why do you seethe over ashers garden?

No. 1193250

>>1193245
What four anons and why do you write /ot/ wrong? Kek

No. 1193251

>>1193247
This underage ass logic.
>why reply ignore me reee

No. 1193252

>>1193248
>Don't be edgy
>I was on PULL
Holy shit kek.

No. 1193253

>>1193249
You can’t even spell it girl

No. 1193254

>>1193248
>I was on stamina rose, I was on PULL, I was on here until 2021
Kekkkkk that's even edgier anon

No. 1193255

>>1193252
You can lurk and not post. There were hundreds of users. I mean the original pull of 2013. Not the new one.

No. 1193256

>>1193253
You can't spell /ot/

No. 1193257

>>1193255
Implying the old one was better kek

No. 1193258

>>1193254
>comparing black and white constant a logging and accusatory screeching at anyone who doesn’t align with your exact morale to browsing forums and image boards at their inception
Are you sure youre old enough to post here?

No. 1193259

>>1193248
>I was on stamina rose, I was on PULL, I was on here until 2021
Larp

No. 1193260

>>1193241
>>1193248
That post isn't even edgy.

No. 1193261

>>1193253
You still haven't explained why you hate it so much. Are you a fujo?

No. 1193262

>>1193242
Samefag, but I also feel like immediately assuming every anon you disagree with is the same person also kinda proves OPs point.

No. 1193263

>>1193256
Your comebacks even reek of barely germinated egg kek

No. 1193264

>>1193261
You’re a psycho lol what do fujos have to do with asherahs garden? Brainrot

No. 1193265

>>1193261
You can be a fujo and hate real scrotes imo nta

No. 1193266

>>1193262
Isn't that inherent to being anonymous though?

No. 1193267

>>1193265
I know.
>>1193264
There's just this one meta poster who constantly rees about radfems and how better the site was in ot a few complaint threads ago because they don't like anti-fujo posters.

No. 1193268

>>1193260
No, it’s the constant barrage of caping for a barely-formed manifesto that any and all anons who think you are boring, lame, and incapable of speaking of multiple topics without steering them toward femcel levels of delusion must be >mmmmmaaaaaAaaAaaAAlllEeeeee XYXY

No. 1193269

>>1193248
So do you want lolcow people to be nicer or meaner?

No. 1193270

>>1193268
>Femcels reee
Good god Kaitlyn Tiffany what have you done to us bringing this sperg kek.

No. 1193271

>>1193241
Telling you to stop defending men and fags isn't edgy. I'm not telling them to die or anything because neither are other anons, because we're not nearly as mental as an average scrote.
Anyways, why don't you go to Crystal Cafe again? It's filled with men and gay males just the way you'd like.

No. 1193272

>>1193266
No? Being anonymous should make you realize that you don't know always know which anons are which and it's dumb to try to act like you do. Usually anons only do it with people who they disagree with.

No. 1193273

>>1193268
You ree about women pointing out men are shit. Must be from the reddit thread.

No. 1193274

>>1193268
>Femcel levels
There's no femcels here

No. 1193275

>>1193269
I am not even OP I was just agreeing with her sentiment, it’s getting embarrassing.

No. 1193276

>>1193272
Idk it happens to me even when no one is fighting

No. 1193277

>>1193275
>OP
Fuck of reddit fag. Thanks Kaitlyn Tiffany.

No. 1193278

>>1193273
You embody autism

No. 1193279

>>1193245
What did that garden do to you? Why are you so obsessed? Also you're a newfag enough to write /ot/ wrong but expect us to bow down to you? Why?

No. 1193280

>>1193278
>You're autistic because you disagree with me when I ree about femcels.
Male.

No. 1193281


No. 1193283

>>1193277
Never used Reddit, don’t have an account, anons say OP all the time. You stink like summer.

No. 1193284

>>1193276
It probably does honestly, that's just usually when I notice it.

No. 1193285

>>1193232
Unlike the "seethe and cope faghag kek" shitposters think, it's way more than just about gay men. If you open up the front page, chances are that you'll see multiple threads centering around complaining about "wokies" and even the general talk threads constantly have this topic being brought up. And it's usually that very suspicious shuwu tier "ew blue haired feminist twitterfags this is why I don't associate with the lgbt despite totally being lgbt myself" gobblety goob. I've seen an increasing amount of anons simply excuse any sort of homophobia because they dishonestly (and probably purposefully) think it's "only" about those dangerhaired themlets. Sometimes the mask slips off in full and they start seething about "dykes who think they're better than us straight girls even though we have it harder" when the lesbians aren't just acting as based girlclub handmaiden cheerleaders for their nigelhate purposes. It happens all the time. And as for the butch hate, just keep an eye out and you'll start noticing how many times the a-logging ragefits about "Aidens" are just a thinly veiled excuse to seethe about GNC women. I know I'm not alone on this opinion because I've seen multiple other anons complain about it.

Anyway, I'm not even trying to change anyone's mind here and wasn't expecting any more than the anons in question having another meltdown. I just wanted to let the anons who share my observations know that they're not alone.

No. 1193286

At this point I think it's all samefaging redditors kek.
>Nooo, you can't say bad things about men or trannies. Fucking femcels reee.
Only men call themselves -cels because they're retarded and edgy.

No. 1193287

>>1193267
>There's just this one meta poster who constantly rees about radfems
Always, it became notorious when /ot/ was down for a few days (this was before the bunker)

No. 1193288

>>1193279
A newfag is calling me a newfag, we have come full circle. You have to be zoomies, it’s the only explanation that makes sense. That far-swinging conviction and blind confidence that every single thing you regurgitate is correct when you support your argument like you’re missing a chromosome—unmistakable.

No. 1193289

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I hope everyone ITT except me catches monkeypox.

No. 1193290

>>1193285
Didn't the only one posting cope and seethe agree with you?

No. 1193291

>>1193285
But the one who said seethe and cope was on your side
>>1193121

No. 1193292

>anyone who disagrees with me is male
>anyone who disagrees with me is a redditor
>anyone who disagrees with me or insults my superior intellect in any way or show any sign of critical thinking skills that don’t completely skew into one extreme is a newfag

No. 1193293

>>1193278
Your only comeback is diagnosing anons with autism for not being handmaidens even though most men you cape for are aspies. Kek.

No. 1193294

>>1193291
The “seethe and cope” comment was obviously sarcastic. Are we going to have to start using tone indicators now?

No. 1193295

>>1193285
most aidens are heterosexual and feminine, what do they have to do with butch women?

No. 1193296

>>1193293
>most men you cape for
I don’t cape for men, now you’re just being schizo

No. 1193297

>>1193292
Anyone who calls themselves a femcel IS a newfag or male.

No. 1193298

>>1192783
Idk the fact this was the first post on this thread makes it suspiciously on purpose to rile as many anons as possible. Also this post is 10hrs old but this infight is happening now? Lol

No. 1193299

>>1193288
Why do you hate that garden site? Why are you larping as a PULL meangirl only to tell anons they're too mean?

No. 1193300

>>1193297
This, there's no other way to put it.

No. 1193302

>>1193292
>anyone who disagrees with me or insults my superior intellect
Sorry Rick & Morty watcher

No. 1193303

>>1193296
The first post was literally about anon being mad users don't like men or gays. Then it starts to call anons femcels for not praising males. Kek. See this >>1193268 does it sound sane and normal reaction to seeing someone complain about a man?

No. 1193304

>>1193292
>anyone who disagrees with me or insults my superior intellect
Narc

No. 1193305

>>1193299
I never larped as a pull mean girl, there you go again doing that zoomer thing where you jump to wild conclusions in order to create an argument no matter how innocuous the comment is. I was just pointing out that I’m an oldfag because I agree with that anon—there has been an obvious shift in the sites content and it’s boring. You don’t even know what asherahs garden is, yet you’re trying to posture like you aren’t new. I just don’t get it really.

No. 1193306

>>1193292
Anyone who types /ot/ as /ot like you is a newfag.

No. 1193307

>>1193304
I don’t think you know what words mean

No. 1193308

>>1193295
Anon doesn't give a damn about lesbians because they're gay women, it only cares about trannies, straight and gay males.

No. 1193309

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Sometimes I feel bad about myself but then I see spergfests like this on lolcow and realize I'm gonna be alright

No. 1193310

>>1193306
I’m fucking laughing you are so retarded it isn’t even worth engaging at this point. If it makes you feel like you’re a ~tru imageborder topkek lulz~ whatever.

No. 1193311

>>1193293
Lmao this
>You're all autistic! I've been on PULL before! I'm so smart!
It's almost cute

No. 1193312

>>1193306
>femcel reeing
100% poster has been brought by Kaitlyn's shit article kek. The Curse of Kaitlyn Tiffany.

No. 1193313

>>1193305
Didn't you say you were on PULL for ages? You're forgetting about your larp now. You still didn't say why the garden website triggered you so much and now you're trying to act like you're superior because your keeping that info away.

No. 1193314

>>1193307
Patrick Sean Tomlinson? I didn't know you posted on LC!

No. 1193315

>>1193311
See >>1193305
Once again, trying to shift it into something it isn’t, which is what I’ve come to expect from this new lot.

No. 1193316

>>1193310
Edgy and overdramatic

No. 1193317

>>1193310
Inshallah you will learn to integrate.

No. 1193318

>>1193315
>>1193305
This is just going nowhere

No. 1193319

>>1193313
……I literally just said I was on PULL in 2013, again only to iterate that I’m old, and I never posted just lurked. The og PULL was super mild btw. Now you’re really sniffing some strong stuff. Nutter.

No. 1193320

>>1193317
Careful she will ree now for you saying Inshalla

No. 1193321

>>1193317
Inshallah you have maybe been on this site since 2021

No. 1193323

>>1193319
Post hand to complete the thread pls.

No. 1193325

>>1193323
KEKKKKKKK

No. 1193326

>>1193316
Okay zoomer

No. 1193329

>>1193311
I'm quite sure that anon doesn't even know what any of those sites are, they were just using them as a part of their gossip girl larp.

No. 1193330

>>1193321
That's not how you use that phrade, newfag. Lurk moar.

No. 1193333

>>1193326
I'm not the one who said "~tru imageborder topkek lulz~ whatever". So much for wanting level headed anons on this website, lmao.

No. 1193334

>>1193319
Please send a handpic. Please anon. Ill change my ways and be nicer to m*les if you do this.

No. 1193335

>>1192803
Maybe present your parents with an ultimatum. They either get their shit together, clean the house and throw away the hoarding piles, or a new dog is out of question. Wish you luck with your problem nona!

No. 1193337

>>1193330
>pretending inshallah isn’t used heavily on twitter and that’s exactly where you got it
Is your birthdate 2000 or 2001?

No. 1193339


No. 1193340

Are there any actual adults on this board anymore? Any at all? Like, over the age of 22?

No. 1193341

>>1193337
I'm muslim kek. Though it looks like you're enough of a twittwrfag to know their jargon…

No. 1193342


No. 1193343

>>1193341
Then you know lolcow is halal and you should go do something else with your time to spare the rest of us

No. 1193344

>>1193340
26 and love watching this thread burn kek.

No. 1193346

>>1193343
>Lolcow is halal
Kek

No. 1193347

>>1193344
27, exactly this.

No. 1193349

>>1193343
Halal means good. Did you mean haram?? Why do you never get anything right?

No. 1193350

>>1193340
Yes, they just don't get sucked into these kinds of arguments usually. This stuff happens because younger girls with hot blood use lolcow as a place to take out their emotions on others

No. 1193351

>>1192885
Don't worry nona, you are female. That means you are inherently better than 50% of the population. Your body might be ugly, but your sex will always be superior.

No. 1193352

>>1193285
>you'll see multiple threads centering around complaining about "wokies"
that's normal because you can't do it anywhere else on a women only environment.

No. 1193353

>>1193292
Reminds me of the anon in the snow mtf thread who seethed when people called them male when they posted that actually all women are catty bitches who hate each other, and anons obviously disagreed since they don't see themselves as the mean girl stereotype perpetuated by men and media produced/controlled by men.

No. 1193354

>>1193340
25 but I still got sucked into the argument.

No. 1193355

>>1193350
Agreed.

No. 1193357

>>1193350
Nah I love replying with dumb shit to see people react. I like some controlled chaos. It's funny. I don't even care about the argument.

No. 1193359

>>1193352
Oh man this is so true. I'm no conservitard but god help you if you don't toe wokeness %100 on female subreddits for example

No. 1193363

>>1193295
Well, this is the mental gymnastics I'm talking about.
>Ewww why did this girl ruin herself by cutting her hair and dressing up like a MAN?? disgusting!! She was so cute before!!
>I used to be a tomboy but I was like 15, now I love being feminine like a normal woman!
>What do you mean non-straight and GNC girls troon out because the society makes them feel alienated from their gender? thats bullshit lol it's just drag race/tumblr/yaoi/another arbitrary factor brainrot
>actually those "aidens" are just straight girls despite the overwhelming majority of them having girlfriends and they're actually all really femme too because I saw that one girly weeb pretending to be a man so it's completely okay to a-log them since they're ~basically~ genderswapped AGPs

No. 1193365

>>1193359
I have to wonder if this complaint is all because of the thread we have for making fun of pride month virtue signalling/corporation rainbow capitalism bullshit, and the woke encounters thread. Did anon even read it? It's mostly complaining about trannies being predatory hetero coomers and calling themselves lesbians.

No. 1193366

>>1193363
Do you even read the threads?

No. 1193367

>>1193363
No one says this. This is just you taking that as implication. Read the threads before complaining please.

No. 1193368

>>1193363
They were cute because they weren't mutilated, not because they were more feminin. It's the whole 'I'm not a woman because feminine = woman' issue.

No. 1193369

>>1193365
nta but it's also not the first time we had a thread criticizing pride month which makes it even weirder that anon is just now complaining about it

No. 1193370

>>1193363
They're still not lesbians. It's terribly obvious you only care about gay men when you bring up gays and as for aidens, you only care because you probably aren't conventionally attractive and feel personally insulted rather than caring a out their deteriorating mental state.
Most ftm girls also use transition as a way to self harm like how they used to use anorexia in the 2000s. They know they're less attractive afterwards and that's the point because they want to selfharm and also escape male gaze.

No. 1193372

>>1193363
We have both the ftm and detrans thread and anons regularly post in both. We have anons who complain about ftm's ruining themselves with unnecessary mutilation, homophobia, and sexism, and anons in the detrans thread who complain about ftm's like Helena who become full tradfags posting about how girl = feminine. You see what you want to see.

No. 1193373

>>1193369
Maybe they're a newfag and are only now seeing this one, having not checked the catalogue.

No. 1193380

nonnies i have en extremely unconventional life and a business with my parents who were/are former abusers, i'm in my mid 20s and am extremely good at my job despite my issues resulting from years and year and years of severe physical abuse and dysfunction. my parent tries to control me constantly to he point where i can't even hang out with friends or have a few shots with friends without her attempting to paint me out to be an abuser and self harmer for anything and threatening to call the cops on me. i own m home fully outright and i allow her to live with me for the small fee of paying occasional things. she has no other family and nowhere else to go and i am always in her corner but she seeks to turn everything vulnerable against me and exploit my vulnerabilities and business/living arragement. am i unreasonable for wanting to spend time with my friends and relax and have a few shots with my friends after all the manufactured drama my parents create despite my work aiding to lead us all in a positive situation and good fortune?

No. 1193381

>>1193380
Unless you have a drinking problem, she's being unreasonable. Do you know if she has trauma around alcoholics? Maybe you could discuss this with her and explain to her that you're fine, your friends are trustable, etc.
She could also be jealous that you're spending time with your friends. Lonely parents can be like that.

No. 1193386

I'm officially calling it quits and hiding the MtF thread, seeing men being that violent and predictable is worsening my agoraphobia like craaaazy. I have to take breaks between the insanity to not go fully berserk. For similar reasons, I'll never view the anorexic threads. I gotta draw the line somewhere when I'm browsing my favourite Chinese water ox breeding picture forum

No. 1193395

>>1193386
I have the mtf thread hidden for the same reason. I find it legitimately upsetting and grim and depressing to see the content knowing what is being welcomed with open arms by society, it makes me sick

No. 1193397

>>1193394
i already take xanax but it's highly regulated. much of it is brought on by the dysfunction and abuse bcause there is never any stability even when things are situatonally and financially decent and lovely. there's no meaningful distinction between a glass of wine and .5 of xaxax, particularly when i am just as productive, if not more so, when i have a small glass of wine because i can't afford to deplete my xanax script. when i am left to myself without pointless provocation, my parent unnecessarily calling the cops, i am unmedicated entirely and avoid drinking because i do not like drinking

No. 1193399

>>1193397
I'll be honest you sound in denial and I don't trust you when you say you're functional.

No. 1193402

>>1193399
i literally have one glass of wine when needed because of dysfuctional, screaming, abuse in my own home when i don't feel like starting issue with my mom in kicking her out with nowhere to go, and occasionally going out with my friends for fun to have shots and have fun, denial? this isn't even uncommon. how is one glass of wine because xanax is heavily regulated, nor is it even remotely a safe prospect considering the potential for seizure if used long term, "denial" or an indication of dysfunction? are you insistent on ignoring context?

No. 1193404

>>1193402
>I need wine because
This is how. This is the typical addiction mind process. You convince yourself you need something when there is a particular trigger. You don't. Like I said, find something else.

No. 1193405

>>1193386
>>1193395
Same nonnies, some of the stuff I read makes me livid.. and also disturbed and upset.

No. 1193425

>>1193402
Nta but I've known so many men who just had a glass of beer to unwind or women who just had a glass of wine. They always become a more unhinged when drunken because they can't suppress their violent urges, they also almost always ruin family relations and friendships.
You're a very bad person if you think of throwing your mother out. You've never spoken about how she's abusive aside from her trying to stop your xanax and alcohol addiction. You're mentally ill.

No. 1193437

>>1192792
There's a fuckton of fag-hags/fujos shitting up threads, I'm just sticking to the cow threads since then.

No. 1193450

>>1193380
When she starts dogging on you for non-issues like drinking or hanging with friends I would seriously just go "that's nice" and not try to argue with her. Let her say whatever she wants and try to paint you how she wishes at the end of the day she knows she is relying on you. So who gives a fuck what she says

No. 1193456

>>1193425
If she was so dysfunctional she wouldn't own her own house and be supporting her deadbeat mom by her mid 20s kek. And she did mention how her mom was abusive.

No. 1193463

>>1193129
>one of the very few sites to discuss topics like that
What are the others?

No. 1193466

>>1193456
Sge didn't mention aside from the mother trying to stop her alcohol addiction. We don't know if she bought the house or she's renting and wants to kick her mom out. That's not what deadbeat means. Also stop samefagging, alcoholic bitch.

No. 1193467

>>1193463
4chan and fed ran "radfem" sites

No. 1193481

I hate one of my co-workers SO MUCH, she's the most awful person I've ever had the displeasure of knowing. I've had fill-ins tell me they refuse to work in our department any more because they can't stand her. I don't want to quit my job because I love it but I might have to for the sake of my mental health. Fuck that fucking energy vampire, you're an idiot and I hate that you make me feel bad about myself and cause me stress and anxiety even in my free time. I wish she would just disappear.

No. 1193496

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Real, non facetuned, everyday men are so ugly.
I can't get over how unattractive every guy I meet irl is, even if they're pretty and have non threatening features which I like they end up balding and gross once they hit their late 20s
I'm full schizo at this point I'm frustrated everyday I'm getting closer to going volcel

No. 1193499

>>1192746
Me and my boyfriend were hypothetically talking about moving out of state and it would be nice because I’m tired of this city we live in, but the thought of leaving my mom and sister alone makes me so sad. Obviously nothing will happen soon but just makes my heart ache thinking about how much my mom will miss me if I was far away. Anons who live like this does it make you really sad?? I love my mom so much

No. 1193507

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My best friend's fwb moid ruined her birthday because he was so eager to start a fight with me and to keep her all to himself. I fucking hate him and I wish she'd drop this stupid moid already.

I regret ever going, even though my best friend and I were so excited to see each other because it doesn't happen often. I had to beg my boss to give me a day off so I could drive there and be able to go home the next day, drove for twelve hours total to my hometown and back home, got her something she wanted for aaaggeeeeeees and wrote her a super sweet birthday card and she even said it was the most thoughtful one she's ever recieved. Even our other friends pointed out how nice of me it was to still make time for her and drive to my hometown even though I'm busy as hell too.

First we celebrated at her place and then made our way to the club. The moid was already in a bad mood at the party, which put my best friend in a bad mood as well. Everyone was having a good time but we were kinda irritated because she spent most of the time dancing and making out with him instead of talking to the rest of us, which resulted in some people leaving at around 10pm, which was when we were supposed to go to the club. She asked me if I wanted to come too and I was like "eh, I don't know, I'm pretty tired and I have to drive home early tomorrow" which made her a bit upset. The moid saw that at suddenly came at me for being "selfish" and "ruining" my best friend's birthday because "the least" I could do "as her best friend" was to come to the club too …which… EXFUCKINGCUSEME? This gobshite really called ME selfish, after I put all of this fucking effort into seeing her, just so that she ends up spending 90% of the night with him even though he's not even her boyfriend because he doesn't want to claim her??? It took me so much not to completely explode on him. I ended up going to the club but left after around an hour. I'm so disappointed in her too. She's been trying to contact me all day, even though she knows I'm at work and I even told her that I can't talk. I really don't feel like talking to her at all for the next couple of days. How lame of her to choose a fwb over our almost two decades-long friendship.

No. 1193517

>>1193499
Yes 100%. I lived with my family until I was in my mid 20’s, and then moved out with my bf to a state 8 hours away, and my brother wound up moving 12+ hours away for school a couple months after. Honestly it was heartbreaking for all of us, we’re an extremely tight knit family and my parents never gave my brother or I shit for living with them because we all genuinely just enjoy hanging out with each other. I’m not gonna lie for the first few months I cried everyday because I missed them so much. My folks did come to visit me a bunch, that made it a lot easier. The one thing that made it worth it was we all had a plan to move close together again which is going to come to fruition in the fall God willing. I don’t think I could have done it if there wasn’t a plan in place for all of us to live in the same area again, even if it took a few years from the time I made my big move. Family bonds are important, if you’re that close to your mom + sis I would def factor that in if you’re thinking about moving. Maybe look for somewhere that it’d be close enough to make weekend trips or something?

No. 1193564

>>1192783
i feel like we should have never made those nationality and russia vs ukraine threads because it attracted a huge male userbase who is still here and alot of them are integrating here and pretending to be farmers.
But the shift in the community started since middle-late 2021 with the weird obsession's with calling everything twitterfag, hostile attitude, sjws are satann and massive tinfoiling and racebaiting.
the war threads, Ot and M being down etc were just the final blow to the death of the old lolcow audience and a immergence of the new one the conservatard,hostile and tinfoiling one.
Now even oldfags are being accused of being newfags which shows how much this community has changed.
Also you can tell by which threads are at the top at how the community has changed in the past certain threads would always be at page 3 and 4 but now they are at the top of ot…

No. 1193597

>>1193507
Sorry but what did you all expect to happen at a club? It's not a great place to spend time with friends you haven't seen in a while, you can't have conversations over the loud music and all you can basically do is dance and get drunk. Why didn't you have a nice party at her place and watch movies instead? It seems like this night was doomed to fail cause of poor planning.

No. 1193636

My MIL gave me a book of bedtime stories/poems that includes a poem about rapey ducks. It talks about the female ducks quacking loudly while desperately trying to escape and the male ducks being pushy and ‘persistent’ like it’s cute and funny, and ends with a bit about cute little ducklings. I know rape happens in nature but I don’t want to read some cutesy story about it to my toddler, wtf? What if she starts asking why the mommy ducks are trying to run away? She’s way too young for this conversation especially in the context of a poem that makes it sound like a funny happy thing. She loves ducks so every time I browse past the page and she sees the illustration she wants me to read it. I think I’m going to glue the page shut. Am I being crazy about this?

No. 1193641

>>1193597
Did you actually read what anon wrote? They were having a party at her house

No. 1193643

>>1193636
No, you're right. Poems about duck rape in a book for toddlers is extremely creepy. It's basically conditioning for girls to accept the unwanted advances of moids as adults or even worse as children and teens.

No. 1193645

i had a nighttime fling with an ex and he stealthed me for a couple minutes. obviously i stopped the sex after noticing and he didn’t cum but i’m not on birth control and i trusted him to use the condom which clearly was a mistake. even though i was about to get my period i’m still so paranoid that i’m going to get pregnant or some other biological consequence because of this and i can’t chill. i took a plan b and bought a pregnancy test to use in a couple weeks but i just feel so stupid. i shouldn’t have trusted him. i’m always so careful with sex but i was stupid and i did have a few drinks. he thought it was okay because we used to have condomless sex when i was on bc but i told him i wasn’t and he still did it. i’ve always had severe ocd about pregnancy and i used to become delusional about getting pregnant when i so much as touched a penis with my hand. i’ve been feeling normal for the past few days since this happened but i can’t get my mind off of it. i wish i had an older sister or someone i could confide in about this sort of thing.

No. 1193660

>>1193597
As I already wrote,we first partied at her place and only went to the club later on.

No. 1193661

>>1193643
That’s what I thought too. Yeah sure it’s ‘natural’ but so is infanticide in many animal species and we don’t get cutesy stories about daddy bear mauling baby bear to death.
Honestly the poems aren’t very good and the illustrations are pretty ugly so I was planning on phasing this book out anyway. I was originally planning on putting it in the local free library but I don’t want to inflict this weird duck rape stuff on any other unsuspecting moms.

No. 1193662

I swear to god there's a target on my back. Some mod on a forum I frequent has it out for me and I have no idea why. My posts always get edited in some way without my consent or deleted randomly. My threads get deleted and then I get a nitpicking DM about it. Just yesterday I had to double post because my editing time expired only to find my posts combined. Meanwhile I saw three other instances of people double and triple posting that went untouched. I have a lot of schizo tendencies so it's really not good for my mental health but I fucking hate feeling like the odd one out when I'm doing nothing wrong. It's supposed to be a support forum too.

No. 1193701

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I have chickens and one of them has an incurable illness and I'm going to have to mercy kill her. The most humane way is to decapitate her and that's gonna fuck me up. She's a cute little nugget I don't wanna chop her head off but she's suffering and I have to. I thought I was prepared for this but I don't know now.

No. 1193705

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Nonnies, could you please post some funny or cute videos for me ?
I just leared that I didn't get accepted in my dream school today. I feel like I've let down so many people including myself. I'm a huge procrastinator and for once I really tried my best to create the perfect portfolio, I worked so much this year and it hurts so much that I wasn't enough…

No. 1193741

I need to find a new “thing” to occupy my time when I’m bored. Nearly every thread here has gone to shit or is completely dried up. What do I do when I’m bored in the doctor waiting room? It seems like every gossip forum eventually goes up in flames. I try to stay off social media so I stay sane. This is just stupid shit, hardly even qualifies as a vent, I’m just annoyed a bit. I’ve been using lolcow for years so it feels kind of hard to find a new form of entertainment. I don’t want to go back to reading fan fiction…

my stupid adhd brain is a hive that has 10,000 bees inside it and every single one has its own attention span and needs to be entertained individually. I constantly need like 4 things to do or I get really anxious but I’m bored and I think I’m going to throw up!

No. 1193743

>>1193741
>my stupid adhd brain is a hive that has 10,000 bees inside it and every single one has its own attention span and needs to be entertained individually. I constantly need like 4 things to do or I get really anxious but I’m bored and I think I’m going to throw up!
how very relatable nona, I feel the same way

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No. 1193746

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>>1193705
I’m sorry Nona. You not getting in does not mean you didn’t work hard or are not talented. There’s other schools and you will still be able to accomplish your dreams one day. Here is a picture of my bunny wrapped up in a big ole towel. She is sending you bunny kisses and her best wishes.

No. 1193751

>>1193705
Nonna I know how you feel. You are more than enough and the hard work you put in while getting over your procrastination is proof of that! You can try again next year, or try to get a transfer. But even if you don't, I'm sure you can accomplish everything and more even in another environment. A lot of talented and amazing people don't get into dream institutions- but remember the institution missed out on you more than you missed out on them!


I don't have a specific video but I recommend MilkyBokiTan as a channel- it's a family of two cute cats and a super fluffy samoyed. Every video is very cute and warm. I hope you can allow yourself this time to be upset but then remember that you're great and your worth isn't tied to an institution!

No. 1193755

>>1193705
This one always does it for me. I'm sorry anon

No. 1193776

>going on a long road trip with dad
>whenever he drives, he won’t stop picking his nose
>have to slather hand sanitizer all over the steering wheel whenever it’s my turn to drive
>criticizing his disgusting habit will just get him upset and he will never change
sometimes i really fucking hate him

No. 1193777

>>1193705
I'm sorry to hear that nona, it must hurt especially when you put so much effort in your work. Is it possible to apply again next year? Like others said, your worth is not equal to a certain school or workplace, but it is so much more, and I'm sure you will get into a fine school on your next try!

Here is a cute parrot video, they are having a conversation

No. 1193786

>>1193705
Anon, I know how you feel because I got rejected from my dream school recently too. School is just going to be a small part of your overall life story and your worth is well beyond some school's judgment. Plus, if you blow everyone else’s work out of the water in another program, you'll stand even more when you graduate. Just keep working hard.

No. 1193789

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>>1193705
I'm so sorry nonna! Please know that not being accepted does not reflect your effort. You did well, you did as best as you could, sometimes things are just out of our control. It sucks, it really does, but I hope that you might choose to reapply, or choose to go somewhere else. I hope the future is still bright for you, wherever you go. Don't let this disappointment stop you from achieving your dreams, this is just a little roadblock! ♥ Here is one of my favorite reaction pics. I love you nonna!!!

No. 1193806

>>1193746
Pretty color patterns.
>>1193776
Grab clorox wipes at the gas station and try to at least make him glide into the habit of using those. Don't attack or criticize, just hand it to him before he gets out to switch

No. 1193809

>>1193597
You're dumb. Stop siding with the moid.

No. 1193812

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>>1193745
>>1193746
>>1193751
>>1193777
>>1193786
>>1193789
Thank you so much for the kind words nonnies, you guys are so sweet! It's really nice and it helps me a lot to put things into perspective, I finally stopped crying ahah. I can still apply next year fortunately (I still have the possibility to apply two times) so I will try again next year. I'm wishing to all of you the very best for the future and I really wish we could do a group hug right now kek ! I will screencap all of your comments to keep me motivated this next year! Love you nonnies!

No. 1193816

>>1193564
>But the shift in the community started since middle-late 2021
See the thing is we always have this conversation and it's always untrue. In 2021 people said the community shifted in 2020 and in that year people blamed the year before and so on. I do see a lot of racebaiters but they always get bans. Also, hating gay moids doesn't mean you're conservative, it means you're aware they're men.

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>>1193812
you can do it nona!!!

No. 1193827

>>1193507
>inviting your fwb to your birthday
>making out with a man you're not even dating in front of everyone you know
Your friend needs help. I hope sue gets an actual boyfriend and drops this bare minimum faggot.

No. 1193832

>>1193701
Just hold and pet her while you close her beak and nose. Beheading is some gruesome shit.

No. 1193833

>>1192783
No one is ever gonna read this post but the reason why this place is getting even more unbearable to post here is because everyone is angry and everyone needs an outlet to express their rage. I think it kind of sucks that other women have to be aggressive and nasty towards other women but in real life, how would I be able to express myself like I would here? It’s nearly impossible since relationships including friendships are strictly transactional now and if you confine in anger/sadness with other people you’re suddenly “trauma dumping” or not recognizing other people’s boundaries even though you’re just venting about general stuff. Maybe I’m going way too deep into this shit but to tl;dr zoomers, twitterfags, anyone on mainstream social media that is so used to virtue-signaling are probably the most wrathful people on the internet. They can’t be edgy on their user-friendly apps and websites but here they can be whatever tf they want

No. 1193834

>>1193812
Best of luck! I’m glad to hear you’re feeling better and I’m sure you can get in next year.

No. 1193841

>>1193833
I get what you mean. Everywhere on the internet has been shit up pretty bad though. It would be amazing if we didn't have to walk on eggshells even in places where we're supposed to be able to unwind and shitpost because of unhinged asshurt that knows no self control.

No. 1193847

>>1193832
I know but sadly her past boyfriends crushed her self-esteem so she's a sucker for every moid who gives her the tiniest bit of attention. I've tried to help her in the past, but there's nothing I can do for her anymore. She's aware that he's toying with her but she's "too in love". Eugh. She's gonna have to learn the hard way, over and over again and I'm losing my patience with her too.

No. 1193856

>>1193833
I'll admit I'm an autistic retard who doesn't understand boundaries very well but I agree with you completely on relationships being transactional now. I understand being overwhelmed if a friend or SO dumps on you constantly but it seems people just run if anything negative arises. I don't get it. What's the point of friendships now? I also hate the idea of not owing anyone anything that seems to be so common now, especially using it to justify treating someone like shit and then blaming them for getting upset over it. I find it to be self-serving and it just makes people hate each other even more.
I saw an anon in some thread ask if was ok to tell her husband about her problems, because Tiktok told her she shouldn't. For fucks sake. It's so bleak.

No. 1193859

>>1193847
Girl did you reply to the wrong post? You're replying to the beheading of a chick.
Anyways if you're replying to the fwb best friend situation, your best not telling her anything aside from telling her she deserves better. Don't try to break them up but tell her she deserves a man who's willing to commit and actually care for her, etc.

No. 1193861

>>1193859
Yes my bad, I wanted to reply to the post above that one. I tell her that stuff every time she talks to me about him but eh, this has been going on since December.

No. 1193862

>>1193833
I think a big part of it is the fact that algorithmically-boosted outrage porn exposes people to anger constantly and conditions people to be quick to anger. Songrel

No. 1193863

>>1193861
I'm the chicken nonnie and that reply made me imagine you wanting to mercy kill your friend for being pathetic and it made me kek so thanks for that

No. 1193864

My boyfriend's workplace outright told him that because he's the only technician who isn't married with kids, they made him on-call for every long weekend and holiday. Meanwhile, their wives all hate them and two of the other techs have cheated and/or outright ditched their children. I can say this with absolute confidence; my boyfriend is the only guy at the company who loves his family. And he is being punished for it by waiting to have children! He got called in twice this weekend. I'm pissed! This is MY TIME!
Like okay, one of the techs beat his firstborn son SO badly that the child was immediately removed from both parents custody (since the mom can't stop chasing the techs cock) that now the child is shitting himself at school on purpose. That is who his workplace prioritizes "quality family weekend time" for. That's who is home for the weekend, unbothered and pajama'd up! Unfair. I'd go and take a shit on their workplace front lawn, except they'd probably find some reason to make my boyfriend clean it up kek

No. 1193865

>>1193864
Pretty sure this is illegal treatment and you could take it to the labor board. Have your husband get it in writing.

No. 1193868

>>1193863
Kek, you're welcome. Especially the "she's gonna have to learn the hard way" part seems fitting.

No. 1193872

>>1193863
Kek. I'm the other anon she meant to reply and I thought she was talking about how the chickens boyfriend made it sad or something

No. 1193877

>>1193812
Never give up on your dreams! We support you Nona, I hope all goes well!!!

No. 1193882

Thought I was doing right by my friends by getting them work at my second job. It's not customer facing plus the work is pretty self-paced and chill, but it does require showing up and putting in the effort. We at least pay them weekly and on time unlike the jobs my friends have held and it's above their typical pay rate.
I'm a pretty flexible super in that idc about people taking breaks, running late, or being a hard ass about a callouts. Yet one friend is seriously taking advantage of our friendship. It isn't unusual for her to be calling out a minimum of once a week now, it's gonna be her second month of working and I think she's been out a collective two weeks so far. She always claims she has explosive shits. She's pretty much building her own schedule at this point and it's taking a toll on me.
No, I don't think she'd be pulling this bs if I were a male boss and not her friend, then again she wouldn't have gotten employed here to begin with. I haven't had my full team on a single shift in over three weeks–the job would be so easy if everyone would come. So on top of my super duties I constantly have to pick up what she's dropped for the day since budget won't allow me to hire more people.
Last week I believe was her first full week there, but she complained about having worked 30 hours since we're only contracted for 20. I understand but we all knew that week was going to be complicated and I thought she wanted hours to make up for prior work missed hence her showing up needlessly early? If she worked 30 hours, then between my first job and this one, I worked 70.
I am tired.
I don't have a husband or family who will pay my way if I don't feel like working. If I fail then I lose everything that I've worked so hard for. If I so much as report half hour late at my jobs I'm harangued as if I'm avocado toast lazy millennial incarnate. I'm just so sick of being expected to be useful, can't I just be enabled to burn out like seemingly all these people who don't need to work for a living??

No. 1193887

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I'm so agitated today, nonnas. I'm supposed to have my period, but it feels like it won't start properly so I'm constantly dealing with dry tampons and swampy pads. I usually have a menstraul cup, but I threw my old one away since I was going to get a new one delivered, but the delivery has been delayed. Everything annoys me today and minor inconveniences have me on the verge of wanting to destroy something. I'm craving a chocolate milkshake and a bag of chips, but I live with my partner who is a health nut and watches over our diets like a hawk. If I lived alone I would probably be elbow deep in pizza, fries and milkshake by now.

No. 1193890

>>1193887
> but I live with my partner who is a health nut and watches over our diets like a hawk.
anon!! i understand being healthy and stuff, but he shouldn't control your diet completely. plus our periods are a good excuse to eat bad foods.

No. 1193905

The only tea I have to drink is hibiscus herbal tea because everything else is packed up to move. I hate tart things. Why did I do this to myself.

No. 1193908

>>1193890
He wouldn't stop me from eating junkfood if I brought it home. I've done it in the past, but it results in me feeling guilty and him being resentful, which takes any pleasure out of the meal anyway. Drives me mad on days like these. I agree, though, anyone who wants to eat junkfood and get comfy while on their period should be able to do so with no shame at all.

No. 1193909

>>1193882
Stand up for.yourself and kick her out.

No. 1193912

>>1193887
Fuck it eat your pizza. I wish I had a
health nut gf who would plan my every meal, keeping myself accountable is exhausting.
>>1193908
Okay well… being resentful for treating yourself sometimes is kinda psycho and disordered. Tell him 80/20 diet is a thing.

No. 1193926

I'M CATCHING FEELINGS NOOONOOOOOOOOOOOOO THIS SUCKS SO MUCH ANONS PLEASE HELPPP

No. 1193929

I sometimes feel like I'm wasting my life by isolating myself from making friends or dating. I find most women I've interacted with to be extremely boring and only can talk about celebrities…the scrotes are even worse because they are usually just empty zombies who can't think of anything other than sex,money and having the hottest girl to impress other scrotes. I feel sad that I'm alone but I guess it beats making myself suffering by interacting with others.

No. 1193959

I am so sorry for being such an autist, everyone. I'm so awkward it makes me cringe internally. Also I try really hard to reply to you all but it still takes me several days. Sometimes even months. Both because I don't know what to say and because I lack the courage to go back and say something. I hate being so socially awkward even on the internet and I hate having ADHD symptoms.

No. 1194020

do shy men exist in the same way shy women exist? As a very shy social awkward agoraphobic woman, who knows she's not attractive or talented, I don't view myself as a femcel. I don't want to go shoot up somewhere or harm men because "I'm ugly and I don't feel I get a good man".
I've never met a shy man that wasn't…weird in some other way. Nonnies, do they exist? Like you know men my age being neets still at home always have other issues. Like personality issues or incel issues. I just want a shy awkward man or someone to talk to irl. I think i'm extremely boring but at the same time the way I've lived my life is "interesting" which is not living much at all.
and not having a 100% reason why besides low self-esteem, worth and feeling like an ugly terrible weird person.

No. 1194022

>>1193887
Resentful over something like this? Eat your pizza, fries and have a milkshake. You're an adult and eating/drinking that won't make you drop dead or whatever his concern is. He can still watch his diet. Treat yourself nonna, periods suck.

No. 1194047

>>1193887
im going to eat a greasy pizza and fries and mozz sticks you better join me, your bf is an asshole if he acts resentful over you having a cheat meal. you're more likely to relapse on your healthy habits if you know you can't EVER have it

No. 1194049

>>1194020
I knew one genuinely cute shy guy but he had 3 sisters and probably that a was why he was shy and softspoken. Most shy men are mentally ill.

No. 1194057

>>1193887
About to have a super sugary lunch in solidarity with you. Fuck your partner, they have no right to control what you eat.

No. 1194087

Starting to hate my friend. He's not waking up to his alarms or phone calls even though it's a workday and our routine is talking on his way to work.
His cat is also in heat, again. This cat is nearly 15 years old and was never spayed so she goes into heat every few months and is miserable every time. She's too old for surgery now but I've never forgiven him for not spaying her when he was able to a few years back. Sorry gonna sperg about this cat real quick. She's so smart and responds to me through the phone, I've asked her things in plain english and she'll usually do what I ask. She's emotionally intelligent and the clearest communicator I've ever seen in an animal, and is entirely too good for my friend. I wish I lived nearby so I could go feed her right now because his lazy ass apparently isn't awake to do it and I would take her away in a heartbeat.
I don't care when he fails himself and his boss, I can deal when he fails me, but I'm eternal mad he fails that poor perfect creature in so many ways. Hoping she scratches his face a bunch until he wakes up. Thanks for letting me vent, gonna go shitpost now
>>1193959
ilu nonnatella!
>>1193887
Nonna go get that tasty milkshake and chips, you deserve it! Your partner can suck kale if he doesn't like it

No. 1194120

>>1193912
>>1194022
>>1194047
>>1194057
>>1194087
Kek, thank you for the kind words, nonnas! It's late so I'm going to sleep already, but if tomorrow is equally bad for me I shall treat myself to something nice. I haven't had mozzarella sticks in years!

No. 1194139

>>1192843
Most heavy weed smokers have some form of brainrot and memory loss. Your dad sounds like he's suffering from it

No. 1194183

>>1194020
I think that depends on what you mean by shy. Shy and socially awkward but still functional? I’m sure some men like that exist. NEETs who still live with their parents? Men like that are pretty much guaranteed to have personality issues. Remember that men tend to externalise their issues whereas women tend to internalise them so where a woman feels insecure and anxious and blames herself, a man will feel angry and resentful and blames others.

No. 1194199

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I can't find my fucking rat tail comb, and I need more than ever right now. Picrel is my room after tearing it up trying to find the damn thing.
O rat tail comb, wherefore art thou?

No. 1194202

I feel insane. I keep clenching and unclenching my forearms. They feel almost like a numbed tingling, I've got the same feeling in my chest and behind my eyes. Like my muscles just want to push there way out of my body and transform or some shit, it doesn't hurt. I've got a itchy feeling behind my eyes. this happens every few months, it used to happen a lot more. Only at night. I keep getting obsessive thoughts about falling in love so deeping you think about them from the moment you wake up until you fall asleep at night, I've never even been in love. I want to be completely consumed by them and for them to be completely consumed by me.I think I might have an undiagnosed mental condition.

No. 1194209

>>1194206
What cartoon. Why’d u delete ur post anon

No. 1194219

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Not a vent but a mini annoyance. I ended up signing upto DK because after googling a certain cartoon from my childhood I found some cute stuff i was planning to buy. For the past week however I have been getting "check out our xxx collection" as they are now pushing their hustler stuff and i feel super skeevy given what I know about hustler and i get this isnt the first time a female focused fashion brand has been pushing some sort of porn empire i find it odd they are trying to revive this old fossil. Cant they just be skeevy on their own terms?

>>1194209
sorry I posted wrong image thats why.

No. 1194223

>>1194202
Anon, don't ignore symptoms like that. Get a panel pulled to check for vitamin deficiencies.

No. 1194224

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I just quit my job and I feel bad, because my manager is overworked and I just walked out. He's pissed at me, but the owner is a fucking creep and a piece of shit, I couldn't take it anymore. Did I really fuck my manager over that bad?
> work in kitchen at a small cafe
> only the manager and me are cooks
> getting 40 hours a week, doing alright financially
> owner is 52yo coomer moid
> literally has hentai stickers on the fridges in BOH
> clearly has a fetish for alt girls
> I'm in the punk scene
> owner flirts with me
> tell him I'm married
> quits talking to me, thank god
> talks about his dick and problems with women to my 17yo co-worker
> suddenly my hours get cut to barely 15/week
> stick it out while I try to find another job
> manager works around 60-70hrs/week
> doesn't get paid for most of them, because he's on salary
> promise I'll give my two weeks when I get another job
> fast forward to today
> pissed off because I only work two days this week
> 17yo coworker tells me that owner talks about how he hates me
> like actually says to my coworkers, "I hate anon"
> says I'm lazy and don't do anything around the kitchen
> I constantly came in early and on days off when I was getting full time hours
> I walk out while my manager is on break
> manager messages me on ig
> I can't afford service on my phone anymore so he has to message me there
> he's pissed and defends the owner
> "he's looking at it from a business perspective"
> "he always saw you on break"
> "I let you take breaks, because I know you're going through a lot"
> yeah, like my little brother committing suicide and I'm only a year sober from heroin
> I literally only smoke every 2-3 hours if there's no one ordering food and I don't have anything to prep
> this was always normal at every other job i've had

Oh and my manager helped me get into my current apartment with my husband and shit, so I feel like I owe him. But fucking really? Cutting my hours by over half and talking about me behind my back? Because I'm married? I don't fucking know. I'm so conflicted. My car is on the verge of being repossessed. My credit is shit. I can barely afford to eat. Thank God for my husband working a good job or we'd be on the streets. I don't know, nonnies, does life ever get better after getting sober? Because right now I really want to kms.

No. 1194226

>>1194223
Wait for real? I had assumed it was purely mental because my brain always feels funny when it happens. How do I even explain that to my doctor…

No. 1194233

Have you ever given up good, pure, true love to chase some stupid fantasy? Like when a scrote becomes famous and gives up his devoted, loving wife for some younger bimbo, since he always dreamed of a woman like that. I feel like I am in a similar situation, where I am having a hard time with temptation of fantasy. I love my boyfriend and our love is so pure, but he does not fit into my ideas of how my life should be ideally, and I am being tempted by the possibility of attaining that ideal life, but it cannot contain him. He is so different from how I always imagined my love to be. I feel stupid and scrote-like to even consider throwing away something I KNOW to be good for some fantasy. I am not sure where to go from this, however. My intuition is telling me NOT to give up what I have with him, which is good, because my intuition is always right and I don't want to break up with him. But THEN what do I do? How do I heal from these scrotelike tendencies?

No. 1194234

>>1194226
Those are neurological symptoms. You describe them exactly like you described them on here. Do you have bouts of diarrhea or anything around that time?

No. 1194235

>>1194234
Not that I've noticed. Thanks anon, that's opened up possible solutions I wouldn't have even thought of otherwise. Muah

No. 1194244

>>1194235
Good luck nonna!

No. 1194268

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I need to just accept my mother will always be an unhinged brain rotted jerk. Can't have a conversation with her without her inserting her unhinged online cult opinions on something or spin a conversation to be able to insert them. Took a couple of supplements to help with migraine and literally tells me not to take 3 of one of them because it'd make it 66 mg so obviously the devil. Then goes into a full blown rant which I tuned out. I think she has always been unhinged, I just didn't notice as a child because I was outgoing and independent.

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Im >>1193701
and here to say I have killed my chicken. I did not chop her little head off, I did cervical dislocation and it was very quick and presumably painless for her but I feel weird now

nonas pls pour one out for my little lady

No. 1194288

>>1194233
Do you have a therapist you can talk to about this? Or maybe you can find a way to bring up to him ways you wish your life could be different? If he is genuinely a really good guy then I don't think you should let him go without being 1000% sure, but you also deserve a fulfilling life and maybe you know you are missing out on that right now. Trust yourself, maybe you are just feeling this way because you have an urge to self sabotage and it will pass, but also its important to find ways to become more satisfied with your life. without knowing the specifics idk if I can say anything that helpful but I hope it is possible to still achieve some of what you want while balancing it with maintaining the love you want as well. I think balance is where you find happiness

No. 1194295

>>1194277
She was a lovely little lady. Maybe take a bath. It can help relax you. My brother felt the same way when he put his rat down. Hope you feel better.

No. 1194330

my dad acts like i don't love him because i don't want to listen to his music. he's like "oh this is my favorite song … :)" then he'll play the worst song i've ever heard. i've told him i don't care for his taste multiple times but he makes up some nonsense about music soothing the soul or whatever. also he'll insist that i don't care about him even while i'm making him food or cleaning the house or something. i used to feel about just ignoring him when he plays his music but i don't care anymore, i feel exhausted from how busy i was today and i am STILL making you dinner. please

No. 1194333

>>1194277
Wishing you the best anon, I'm sure she is thinking of you in chicken heaven

No. 1194336

A few months ago, my sister told me something fucked up my dad did years ago. When I was a teenager, I lived with my dad and she lived with my mom in the countryside. She decides to move to my dad for a while cause I lived next to the big city. My step mom is a true evil step mom. She pretended to like us until she got her grip on my dad. She then started being a real bitch. Always made mean comments about my mom, calling her a fat cow that stays on her ass all day when she has been caring for my other sister whom is disabled since she was born. She made disgusting comment on my sister huge breast, telling her she dresses like a harlot for wearing tank tops that shows cleavage (which is impossible to not do when you are like a 38G) and things like that. She called my disabled sister a dog cause she had to crawl on the floor cause she was not allowed to use her wheelchair in her house, cause oh god the wheels could mark the floors. These are just a few examples.
So when my sister moved in, obviousy it ended badly. They got in a very bad argument over my sister eating a bag of chip outside of the kitchen and next thing I know my sister is moving back to mom's house. She did not speak to my dad for a few years and she didn't tell me why until recently. Well turns out my dad told her to not make him choose between her andhis girlfriend cause he would choose his girlfriend. How can you think like that and tell that to your daughter? It breaks my heart.
I hate my dad for that. I have been resentful all my life for how he has been treating us like a second family as soon as they got married and she got pregnant. We don't even know our half sibings. My nephews do not have the right to go to his house and they often cry about it. Despise all this, my dad is the one with whom I have the best relationship with, he's the one I call when I feel sad or need help with something.
Whenever I watch a movie about a husband leaving his family for another woman and ignores his first family I just cry and cry. I know it's dumb, but it just reflects my life. I have never told my dad how I feel about the way he has been treating us. Every time I want to I just can't. My sister has spoken to him about this many times and nothing changes. He fucking lies and says he's working whenever there's a holiday cause he's gone with his family on vacation. We have been asking him to go camping for like 15 years and it never happens. He can't even give us a single weekend. The only thing he knows how to do is give me money when I need it.
I hope one day I have the courage to tell him everything. My sister and I just want to start all over again and become a family again. We want to know our half siblings and have a relationship with them. My half sister is around 10 yo now and she apprently started asking questions about us and wants to know us. I feel bad for these kids cause they are stuck in that situation cause of their fucked up mom. She looks exactly like my sister when she was her age. My dad said that my step mom should never know that just in case she starts hating her own daughter for looking just like my sister. I am not exaggerating, she would truly ressent her if she saw it.
So fuck you step mom, you evil bitch and fuc you dad for never standing up for us and never having the balls to put your foot down and tell her to fuck off.
I hope this made some sense, I am esl and my English sucks when I get emotional.

No. 1194354

Being around well adjusted, socialized people makes me want to crawl into a hole and never see a living person again. Every conversation is a fucking struggle I can't handle being the autismo anymore I'd rather be dead

No. 1194379

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I want something I can't have and it hurts. I want to be extremely and disgustingly selfish but I will not. I will be good. But I will be mad about it.

No. 1194392

the silent rage building inside of me while my male coworker stood here ridiculing another coworker for the money it cost to have his dog put down at home, talking about "he shoulda called me, i got ways of doing it for free"
dis.gus.tang. unfunny male-brained cruelty. i told him it wasnt funny, but i said it in a neutral tone so he didnt fucking get it enough to STOP joking about it. I fucking hate when men you are forced to associate with show their true colors

luckily the horrible conversation segued into him asking me and my other coworker if we could ever shoot anything/anyone so i point blank told him i could never shoot another person… UNLESS it was a man

No. 1194395

My boyfriend is the most boring person ever, and the day he started working harder was the day he finally had an excuse to be so boring and have a reason for taking it easy every weekend. He won't even take furniture out of the car that's been in there since long before Spring. In every other way, it's like he was hand-picked for me so I feel stupid for complaining about this but I know it's what I'm gonna cite when I feel like we inevitably split down the line. When he works, he can't have evening plans because he's too tired from work. On the weekends, the max he'll do is drive around or go for a walk. I have foot arthritis so more often than not, our weekends are driving or sitting at home doing nothing. He's too tired from the work week now to do much else. We have no friends, we have no outsider group activities. Just feels like groundhog day

No. 1194397

>>1194219
What’s the cartoon though

No. 1194401

My great aunt broke her hip and she's in the hospital, she needs to have surgery. The thing is she's not 100% right in the head so if she's left alone she tries to remove the horror movie contraption that is screwed to her leg, someone needs to stay with her 24/7. My stupid uncles are being stupid as always, one of them has bpd and he's throwing fits and being aggressive, the other says he has work and shows up once in a while so my mom has to step up. She's 62 nonas, this is the second night in a row she stays up all night making sure my aunt doesn't accidentally amputate her leg or something. And this is like the third time she needs surgery this year, plus a big surgery and a shit ton of consults my grandma needed.
My mom has fibromyalgia on top of everything, she's exhausted and I'm fucking terrified of losing her to this. She wants to put my aunt and grandma in a home but my dickhead uncles refuse. I try to take over for her as much as possible but as a hispanic mom she accepts only sometimes and begrudgingly. She's been accepting more and more but it's a work in progress.
I love my grandma and my aunt but they're 90 years old, they have dementia, their bodies are falling apart, I feel like shit for thinking it but I wish they'd just die so my mom could finally retire and enjoy her life before she herself is too old. Barely 3 years ago my mom and I went on a very active hiking vacation and now I can't imagine us doing the same because of how tired and weak she feels. She's in pain all the time and takes ibuprofen almost every day.
We had such a shitty relationship when I was a kid/teenager and now that we're finally close I feel like she's being stolen from me.

No. 1194407

>>1194401
My aunt went through something similar with my grandma, human euthanasia really should be a thing

No. 1194421

>>1194407
nta, I think people need to recognize that going to extreme measures to save elderly isn't always as humane as we think. Where I am they're working on a law that allows euthanasia for seniors 75+ who don't necerssarily suffer or are terminally ill. It'll be interesting to see if the law makes it through.

No. 1194435

>>1194421
im gonna euthanize myself if i ever start developing dementia like both my grandparents. me & my car straight into a lake

No. 1194443

Put in dating profile that don’t want kids nor do I want kids from a pre ious relationship, but of course damaged scrotes must see that ass a “I can change her mind” challenge because that’s all I ever get. Like I clearly say I despise kids. I don’t want your ex wife’s/gfs coochie critters gdi. Find a nanny if you want someone to replace the mother figure.

No. 1194444

>>1194401
>She's in pain all the time and takes ibuprofen almost every day.
get her on something else, too much ibuprofen use can have negative health effects. and beat your uncles for their bullshit please, for not seeing how your mother is suffering.

No. 1194446

>>1194443
Dont put it in your profile, mention it to them on the date. That way you’ll avoid scrotes wasting your time and preaching to you

No. 1194448

>>1194443
Just lie to men and put "unable to have kids due to health reasons" if you must and just never disclose what they are. Men aren't real so it's perfectly okay to lie to them to save face or to have something over on them.

No. 1194456

i am so tired of being sexualized literally no matter what i do. i hope every man in the world dies.

No. 1194458

>>1194446
But then she would just be wasting more time by actually having to go out with people and get all dressed up for someone with entirely different goals. Better to filter them out at the start, just insta-block if they're retarded.

No. 1194465

reeeeeeeee i didnt know that my husband would be working overnight so i didnt feed our animals before leaving for work and i wont be home until after 11pm i feel so BAAAAAAD!
im just imagining my dogs so hungry and sad in their crate thinking something is wrong since it got dark out and no one ever came home to let them out/feed them. i feel so guilty even tho id say its only 50% my fault. i just wish you could explain to them that they didn't do anything wrong and theyre not being caged this long for any reason other than we slipped up tonight

No. 1194472

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People are such leeches. Suddenly people who I haven't talked to in ten years keep messaging me, asking if they can crash at my place when they visit my city. Uh,no? I'm not a fucking motel nor did I ever offer my place to anyone. So rude.

No. 1194475

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I need to get this out it's been plaguing me:

A few months ago I posted on a vent thread about going on a date with a C list actor and how great it was, only for him to have to fly out of state to deal with family issues the week after. It's been months since then and I've still not been able to get him out of my mind. He's messaged me twice since then, the first time apologising for going quiet and that things have gone off the rails for him, and again a few days ago saying he won't be away for too much longer and explained a bit more why he's been away. He's basically looking after a parent and struggling with some heavy mental health issues.
I haven't been able to seriously date anyone since him. No one interests me, appeals to me. Our views just aligned so perfectly and we got along so well. He even planned the second date with me on the first one, and really seemed to like me. I appreciate that he's dropped a couple messages since then, it makes me sure he felt a connection like I did.
But god, this is torture. I can't find anyone else remotely as interesting. He really has all the qualities I was looking for, and now knowing that exists but it's out of my reach right now is insanely frustrating. I've been on some dates since then and even slept with someone but there's just something missing.
I've been good about not texting him, only responding when he's messaged me but otherwise just letting it be and getting on with my life. But the most annoying part is because he's an actor I can look up interviews he's been in, I watched a film he was in about a month ago. Given he's not very well known there's only a small handful of interviews online (kek) and his filmography isn't very extensive. But I can look him up, hear his voice and the way he's just dorky and endearing and I feel like that makes it all the more worse for me. I'd pretty much given up before he texted me again the other day, which is why I've started thinking about him again, and why I'm posting on here.
I know he'll be back at some point, and I'm sure he wants to see me again, but for now I just have to pretend like I didn't meet someone fantastic that I had a great connection with, get on with my day to day and be glad if/when he does get back.

No. 1194479

>>1194475
this story is cute and I'm glad you updated us. i hope you get the guy nona

No. 1194490

>>1194475
Awww nonny. I hope it works out for the both of you!

No. 1194491

>>1194475
Considering he's an actor it's less likely that you guys really had real connection, more likely that he's just hot and charismatic/charming. You'll feel better if you can remember he's a person with flaws too

No. 1194493

it makes me so upset when my boyfriend pulls all nighters or doesn't sleep because it's so bad for him and he never goes to bed on time or listens to me and it really stresses me out

No. 1194495

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My hands and feet are becoming rapidly deformed and doctors "can't figure it out" aka it isn't rheumatoid arthritis so we're throwing in the towel. I am in so much pain despite not walking more than maybe 250-300 steps. Only that many because I did laundry. The pain is keeping me up at this point and I'm just letting myself cry. I'm going through a stomach-bleedingly high amount of voltaren extra strength because my retard doctor said the only meds they can give me are apparently gabapentinoids- which have been proven in several large studies to do nothing for pain that isn't neuropathic. The doctor literally suggested a neuropathic pain med for nociceptive pain. Like you stupid retard monkey chimp butt doctor, one glance at my stupid retard monkey chimp claw hands and you'd damnwell see it's boneitis and not a pinched nerve or some shit. Holy fuck if it wasn't so exposing, I'd show a picture of my own hands just so you'd all grasp how flabbergasted his suggestion made me. Also I have already spent two years on gabapentin (which he should have known) but had titrated off it over a year ago because it did FUCK ALL! At this point I give up. Tomorrow I am going to the supermarket to buy poppyseeds and going true traditional on this stupid pain. I am a simple rice farmer with no fucking doctor I guess. Going 460 B.C. in this bitch. I recognize the risks
At least I stopped crying.

No. 1194497

>>1194491
you say that but he's quite awkward, I'm stressing the dorkiness. He definitely would have flaws but I don't know enough about him yet, the frustration comes from the fact things were cut off so soon when i was excited to get to know him

>>1194490
>>1194479
Thank you nonnies ily

No. 1194510

Kinda stressed and dont wana do anything, but i have to. What a draaag im doing my best though!

No. 1194518

>>1194475
why do all the actorfuckers on lc never tell us who it is come ON tell us already

No. 1194527

Fuck my misogynistic mother. Yells at me for talking slightly louder or laughing a little loud yet when douchebag neighbor comes over, he can talk several decibels louder as well as laugh like a loud hyena at 11 pm-12 am. Fucking hate her pickme ass.

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>>1194224
First of all nona that owner can go fuck himself, what a nasty asshole! Also, while the situation might suck for the manager, it’s not your problem (also he sucks too for guilting you in this situation wtf). At any rate, it’ll get better! It’s good that you left that awful place.

No. 1194539

>>1194495
I hope your pain is relieved soon

No. 1194543

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overwhelming urge to off myself

No. 1194547


No. 1194565

My commission work fucking SUCKS and I feel bad for anyone who's wasting their money on my shitty drawings fuck fuck fuckkk

No. 1194573

>>1194543
May I ask why?

No. 1194576

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I missed my appointment because of a bus and now they won't let me in. I was waiting for it for 2 weeks and now I have to wait 3. I've been sick from God knows what for a whole year now and no one gives a fuck. I want to die. I am so unhappy. I am so tired. All of these people around me crying about shit that doesn't matter in the long run such as a breakup and I am living in physical pain for a year with doctors always shrugging everything off or trying to milk the money out of my broke ass. Fuck everything I don't deserve to live. So funny how I would always survive so many situations, down to my own birth but now I am just giving up. Is that because I'm alone here, in a foergin country with no family? Will I ever have my own family? Everything is so bleak and tiring. I hate my partner for panicking and making me take the pill because all I cared about was his apologies and anxiety attack, but instead I should have thought about myself. I never think about myself. I am supposed to travel soon but how the fuck am I going to travel now? I want to die. Just let me die already.

No. 1194579

>>1194576
Anon I'm so sorry. I wish I could pay for your cab

No. 1194580

>>1194543
>>1194547
I'm with you, nonnas, but perhaps a milkshake and some fries will keep you around until tomorrow at least (thank you, nonnas upthread).

>>1194565
If people are willing to pay for it, I'm sure it doesn't suck even half as much as you think, anon. And if by any means it actually does suck, it's not your fault that people are wasting their money on it, right?

No. 1194583

>>1194579
I think the worst part is how my health reached such bad state that I can't even work. I am lucky to be a "content creator" but now I can't even sit in front of a PC for too long and commissions that I am working on are slower than ever… Its fun watching yourself drown into irrelevancy. I hope you are having a good day or night yourself nonnie, take good care of your health, don't be me.

No. 1194584

I’m not sure where to post this. It seems a little heavy for the stupid questions thread.

Is the idea of repressed memories always bullshit? I have very few memories from before I was ~10 years old but my mother used to have this family friend who I distinctly remember absolutely loathing and one clear memory I do have of him is how he’d burst in on me while I was on the toilet (I was claustrophobic and didn’t like to lock the door) to scare me as a prank. At one point he even took a photo of me crying on the toilet after he’d scared me, but I destroyed that evidence (along with other pictures of him
and his family) long ago because of how uncomfortable it made me. He pretty abruptly stopped hanging out with us when I entered my teens. I haven’t seen him in almost two decades now but as far as I know he’s still alive.
I also remember having weird rape fantasies as a very young child and I have no idea where I would have learned about sex at that age. This was many years before we had internet in our home and I don’t think I’ve ever come across porn anywhere else. I would continue to have fantasies throughout most of my teens but suddenly became sex-repulsed in my twenties.
I’m not about to accuse this guy of anything but I’m not sure what I should do. Seek out a therapist to try and work through whatever memories I do still have, or ignore them and hope they fade? With the exception of the toilet stuff I don’t even know if any of those memories were really real.

No. 1194602

>>1194580
Mmm milkshake and fries sounds nice, maybe ill order that tonight. Thanks nonna

No. 1194604

>>1194584
I think you probably have repressed memories, and that dude sounds creepy for sure for taking pictures of you. Even if nothing happened, things like unpleasant fantasies can manifest from exposure to anything really, when you’re that young. It could be something as innocent as watching a movie and a scene comes on with a male dominating a woman even if its not outwardly sexual. Forgive yourself and go to therapy if it bothers you. Why not? Don’t just get stuck in this cycle

No. 1194605

Ate too much sugar yesterday and now there's this disgusting taste in my mouth uughh

No. 1194616

I’m forced to stay at an airbnb until repairs are done in my house and there’s a guy here who creeps me the fuck out. He’s a gross slob for one, leaves dishes dirty and barely flushes after shitting, plus he’s always going around shirtless and I’m pretty sure I heard him watch porn at a high volume in his room. I also get incredibly aggressive vibes from him. Like I’ve seen him staring at me with a look that feels like pure hatred. I’ve been staying in my room when he’s out just to avoid him.

No. 1194618

>>1194584
I think repressed memories for the most part is kind of bs but honestly kid brains are like sponges, we are so impressionable at that age. As the other reply said, it could've been anything that may have affected you. The world isn't any short of objectifying and degrading women outside of porn, it could've been a news story, some piece of media. It's saddening that so many young girls seem to have rape fantasies.
I think that friend was completely inappropriate, violating a child's privacy like that will give any kid issues, especially because restrooms, toilets are really, really private areas. I'm really sorry he was in your life at all. I hope you can work through any distressing feelings, really sorry anon.

No. 1194623

>>1194584
I'd suggest to be careful with this line of thinking. It's normal to want to find an explanation for why you have the problems you have, but human psychology is more complex than that. repressed memories are extremely rare, but creating false memories is actually really easy, especially if you convince yourself that "it's the only possible explanation". It can have a serious impact on the way you interact with others, on your psyche, and can destroy family relationships.

No. 1194624

I have a really painful sinus infection and nothing I do stops the pain and feeling of tension. I want to drill a whole in my skull.

>>1194584
It could have been something you saw on television. I distinctly remember being exposed to a rape scene when I was about 5 years old. It stayed with me for a long time and I would randomly think about it.

No. 1194626

>>1194623
>>1194584
I was about to say the same, it's a very dangerous subject to approach, so be careful anon. Maybe it's better to work on distancing yourself from these memories than trying to dig there.

No. 1194639

Lmao after procrastinating for months getting an evaluation for ADHD, I finally called a nearby clinic, only to learn that the next available appointment is in a year from now

No. 1194683

>>1194639
Good because ADHD isn't real. What do you need a diagnosis for? You want pills?

No. 1194687

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I cannot help but feel shit over the fact I have basically lost a friend group over the whole johnny/amber thing - I wanted to post it in the correlated thread but this is more of a personal vent.
It's not just something minor like a difference of opinion either, which usually I can brush aside, but it's more the fact they are so hellbent on "siding" with him and acting like he's an innocent smol bean despite me showing and linking bits from the court case where he admits he did certain things, and showing the screenshots of all his derogatory and gross stuff said about her. It honestly felt like no one cared when I said "yeah she might be fucked up, but he did all of this" and then they just brushed it off and resumed to side with him.

I didn't fall out with anyone necessarily but I've stopped communicating and messaging to anyone there because I do not trust them anymore - it would be different if it was "hm yeah both of these people are messed up" but no, it's like they denied anything I sent and it just makes me question how misogynistic they all are because their brains find it more comfortable to side with a man they knew from childhood movies. I just think that thoughts like that never exist in a vaccum and I find it very uncomfortable to be around people like that, and I'm not the type of person to "agree to disagree" when it comes to matters of misogyny or domestic violence.

It still feels shit though, I thought maybe they were smart enough to analyse things properly instead of watching youtube shorts about how this moid is such a victim but apparently not. It just reminds me of when people turn a blind eye to male violence and atrocities every day and I don't want to associate with people like that. It still pains me though, they were my friends but I can't be friends with people who would throw women under a bus and hope they get hurt even after they're shown evidence that destroys their opinion.

No. 1194695

You're retarded

No. 1194697

>>1194687
Are you American? You guys have been losing a lot of friendships lately over issues polarized by social media - like the BLM, the vaccines, this trial etc.
People didn't use to lose friends over current events.

No. 1194698

>>1194687
I wouldn't be surprised if it all will be forgotten once enough time passes, even you will forget, and you'll continue getting along but I 100% understand how you feel. I don't approach this subject with anyone on purpose because I'm too worried to find out they may be siding with Depp despite all the evidence. Sucks that you've tried talking with them and they still ignored it…

No. 1194700

>>1194697
I'm not american nonnie, and I didn't lose friends over the AH/JD thing specifically but I'm more irked about the fact they were all so quick to shit on and wish physical harm upon the woman when the court case isn't even settled yet and after I showed them evidence that puts him in a very bad light.

I'm usually not keen to just end friendships over a difference in opinion but when it comes to stuff about shrugging off violence done to women I have to draw the line even though it makes me sad.

>>1194698
You're right, I don't care about either of them as they are just celebrities but I really care about how easy it is to destroy a woman's image or just accuse her of shit and side with the male abuser. I guess you could say it's the principle of the situation that made me distance myself from them, especially after I sent them things that should have made them rethink the situation and how quick they are to defend males.
I don't bring up the topic either but people have tried it with me and they are shocked when I say I think JD is a piece of shit - it seems like the public opinion is to still stick up for him, so LC is the only place I can even talk about it anymore.

No. 1194702

>>1194700
Keep in mind that ultimately they are against abuse - you just don't agree on the perceived victim. You're all wanting the same thing, no violence and justice. You do have a stable common ground. It's not like your friends are "fuck yeah, violence against women!".

No. 1194706

I'm supposed to get assessed for ADHD but need to make a phonecall to schedule the appointment and have been putting it off for a week now. If that isn't ironic. Also reading about others experiences with meds scares me a bit. A big issue of mine is executive dysfunction and it seems like meds dont even fix that, it's just discipline i guess which is…. great.. I just want to be able to do well in uni and study efficiently and take part in my hobbies properly and stop being a retard.

Im also pissed because Ive showed very obvious signs of adhd throughout my entire childhood but it was either ignored or straight up denied. my mother would rather drive me to a different school every day where no one questioned my behavior instead of acknowledging that her kid has a disorder. In high school teachers were complaining about me drawing in class (while I was still able to answer any question when I was asked) but no one bothered to question my behavior. And now I have to deal with this shit all on my own as an adult, while I was feeling awful about myself during my childhood for being a retard and not knowing why Im different and cant concentrate or do things like the other kids. It wouldve been so fucking easy to just get me checked as a kid. Sorry, rant over.

No. 1194707

>>1194702
Nayrt but if anon showed them evidence of all the horrible shit he’s admitted to have said and done to and they still treat him like an innocent bean then yes, they are saying that. They are excusing violence against women.

No. 1194709

>>1194702
Tbh you have a point but I just don't think it applies to them personally when they just completely shrugged off the links and evidence I provided to them to show them that the entire situation isn't what they think or what they've seen on Youtube…and they just ignored it, they didn't even address it and one person even tried to excuse it by saying "it was probably dark banter" regarding assaulting a woman's corpse.
That pissed me off the most, the fact that they want to dismiss lies or horrible things said about someone because they've already made their mind up that he is just a perfect innocent victim - and that's legit what they think, one of them even called him a "poor soul".

>It's not like your friends are "fuck yeah, violence against women!"

That's true, but it might not be fuck yeah we hate women but the more and more I see them talk about it it's turning into "fuck yeah we ignore violence against women because we like this guy and want him to win." which is literally just as bad.
I just take it personally because I have experiences with people turning a blind eye and ignoring abusive or violent men in my own life because the man just "didn't look that bad" or they had already formed a friendship with the man. I see this as a similar thing even if it is a celebrity, and I don't want to be friends with people like that if I'm honest.

No. 1194710

I'm doing a language exam but I just realized that I'm nowhere near that level I thought I was. I'll fail for sure and it's going to be humiliating

No. 1194711

>>1194702
NTA but she said her friends were literally wishing harm on AH, so it seems that they are saying that.

No. 1194712

>>1194683
It literally does though: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2894421/
And yes, I would like to try pills and see if they help

No. 1194731

>>1194712
Don't bother, anon, the handful of /ot/ farmers who believe every mental illness is fake won't be swayed so you're just wasting your energy

No. 1194771

I’m 26 years old and in trade school, culinary school.
I mind my own business
I get bullied, well they try to.
I attended an excursion for school.
I attended it to no longer ignore my class’ immaturity and to be more confident. I’m fucking 26.
And on the way to home i decided to sit with the group i kinda talked with. They didn’t leave me out at least. It’s another class, they’re not the same people I’m in class with. So all went well until 2 scrotes from my class sought some attention to the girl that sat next to me. And he didn’t wanna say something about it because I was in their presence. I mean I cared, only because he said stuff like “she’s basically one of the unwanted ones in class” “the nutheads” and he said “so if you wanna know what the class thinks of you…so much negativity” and I was tired of ignoring or responding calmly throughout the year. And i went full ham on him. I said “who do you think you are to even think this? Look at you etc…”
And the girls laughed. But idk at me or with me. I felt awkward. I’ll forever be a bullied retard. And to make matters worse this bystander said “you guys are weird” and the girl said “yeah we’re just tradeschool students haha”
I hate my life. But if I hadn’t said anything I would have felt even worse. All my life I get bullied and let them. And now I stand up and it’s still wrong. Please analyse the situation and tell me I did nothing wrong.

No. 1194775

>>1194683
I wish I could be an adhd denier like you anon. But it’s definitely there and I wish it would stop. Im a different anon, I can’t afford pills so I have to learn how to manage on my own and it’s so difficult sometimes.

No. 1194780

>>1194771
The scrote obviously deserved it. I’m glad you gave him shit. People are so immature in your class I hope some got a clue that you’re being bullied.

No. 1194782

>>1194771
I can't imagine being so pathetic that I'm bullying people in my fucking 20s. Anon, you are not the loser in this situation, I promise you. Those people are the actual freaks. No stable adult acts like that, they are stuck in Jr High and it's embarrassing. Their shitty attitudes are only going to lead to shitty lives. Any opportunities they take will be ruined by their inability to act like an adult and work with others. Playing popularity when you're over 16 is so embarrassingly cringe, if I had been there with you I'd happily let those people know just how childish and pathetic they are. You go to college to learn, not to circle jerk and pretend that you're "cool" in a place where people of all ages are coming to get an education. Ugh, I just can't comprehend what has to be going on in a person's mind that they would think that way and say stupid shit like that out loud as ADULTS, sounding like some after-school-special bullies. Please don't be hard on yourself, you aren't the issue.

No. 1194785

>>1194771
What the fuck. From now on, if they want to bully you, just take out your phone and record them without saying anything. They'll either quickly realize that what they're doing is pathetic, or you'll post it online with their full name attached for other people to make fun of him for trying to be an adult bully.

No. 1194787

>>1194782
Wow you idealize adults way too much. People just don't become magically rational and socially enlightened with age. There's plenty of shitheads in any life stage.

No. 1194788

>>1194771
From what you’ve explained, he deserved it and had it coming.
> And to make matters worse this bystander said “you guys are weird” and the girl said “yeah we’re just tradeschool students haha”
What does that even mean? How are you weird for standing up for yourself? And what did that girl imply? Why does it matter you’re trade school students? How old are these people? I know you said you weee 26, are they your peers?

No. 1194791

Ever since my ex moved out, older scrote neighbors keep harassing me. Two of them in particular live on either side of me, and they are both alcoholics. One of them has attempted to break in to my apartment before (the police were called, they showed up and didn’t confront the guy at all, property manager is aware of the situation and doesn’t do shit about it), and the other one left me a graduation card with an Amazon gift card and chocolate truffles at my door very late last night. I’ve had multiple run ins and issues with both of them. I haven’t been able to sleep cos it scared me so much, he has been trying to talk to me more and get me to go out to dinner with him for the past couple of weeks now.

I’ve denied their advances, I’ve stood up for myself as well when I’ve needed to. Neither of them acted this way when my ex was here, they actually got along really well with him and would leave me alone. Both of these men are significantly older than me and scare the hell out of me. I’m gonna be working my ass off to get out of her in the next month, I don’t care what it takes. Please send me good luck/prayers/vibes/anything, I need to make it through this.

No. 1194792

I wish all the conservatives using this site would just die

No. 1194797

>>1194787
I don't "idealize" adults, I'm an adult living in the real world with a job and a school I attend, and no one fucking acts like this unless there is something wrong with them. Who would put up with this shit in a professional setting? If these sorts of people are a normal occurrence to you, I'm worried for you.

No. 1194800

>>1194788
nta but people are retarded on average, especially when they butt in during a situation without any context. A friend of mine got her phone stolen in the subway, run after the theif and harassed him until he gave up and gave her phone back (she somehow managed to block a subway door through the power of rage kek do the subway couldn't leave the station) and everyone told HER to fuck off and give up because they thought they were a trashy couple just having banter and fooling around despite my friend using formal speech in our 1st language when yelling at the theif. The passerbys only apologized when my friend got her phone back by herself. I had health issues and passed out in the middle of the street a few times too and instead of helping, people called me weird, laughed at me and looked at me like a was a nuisance while I was waking up disoriented and very weak. You could probably even get stabbed and bleed to death or projectile vomit and people will just point and laugh.

No. 1194804

>>1194792
Did you parents kick you out for being a lesbian, or what?

No. 1194806

>>1194800
Holy shit anon, where do you live?

No. 1194807

>>1194782
He is a teen i think. 18. It’s culinary school. I’m only there for the bucks and because I Want to learn to cook lol. And I need to recover mentally before I go back to uni and pick up where I’ve left.
>>1194785
They’re 18-20. I think one is 17? Or maybe now 18. Yeah basically. I’m 26 however. So I feel retarded. Really retarded. I kind of raised my voice and said “you guys are so ugly” “autistic” “and the fat one next to you, he needs to learn to walk”. I wanna facepalm.
>>1194782
Well you’ve answered my question.
Sorry I’m just feeling so terrible right now. My stomach hurts and I’ll still enjoy yhe rest of my day. But tomorrow I have school and I’m afraid the bullying will continue, but by those girls. And question, since I’m really embarrassed by the situation, from the lady that said “you guys are weird” (why didn’t she stand up for me or say nothing?) to those giggling girls…would you guys have said the same if those scrotes were pickmeishas/girls? Because I’m so insecure I can crush.
>>1194785
They just talk behind my back apparently and don’t want my ickies. The oldest guy after me, 24, does bully me but says stuff like “this guy is in love with you” and so on.
I wish somebody could tell me I’m okay. I only get bullied by classmates and by people on the workplace, but even the latter I’ve learned to regularly overcome it. However dealing with classmates in highschool-ish settings is so difficult. I need to grow a brain and enter university ASAP.

No. 1194809

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>reading infighting from a day ago
>getting kinda repetitive
>start to scroll faster
>man wtf it never ends
>realise i still have half a thread to go
god why do you punish us like this

No. 1194810

>>1194807
I think any bully is pathetic regardless of gender nonny

No. 1194815

A lady at work was saying how people my age are growing up so fast. She says everyone is having kids so I just go “haha yeah there’s plenty of time” (I absolutely have no plans to have kids). She asks for my age, I say 23. She says, “Oh yeah you have time, 25 is a good age to have kids.” What??? 2 years isn’t “plenty of time”.
I have hundreds of reasons for not wanting kids, but even if I did want to have them, I am in no position to raise a child. I don’t have my own home, I barely make enough to support myself and pay bills. How the hell am I supposed to have a kid?
The whole interaction annoyed me and she was very aggressive. I’m noticing more old women asking me about when I will have kids. Not an if, a WHEN. It makes me just feel like a baby-maker. Is that all you see me as? I usually play along because when I answer honestly, it’s a whole other can of words usually leading to “you’ll change your mind someday”. I’m not. I think more young women are choosing not to have children (because freedom of choice), but some people still don’t get that.

No. 1194816

>>1194797
These sorts of people are indeed a normal occurrence, and workplace bullying and mobbing are a real thing. You don't have to experience it yourself to be aware of it.

No. 1194819

People who play shit from their phone out loud on the train should be dead. Including kids. Also where are their parents?

No. 1194825

>>1194816
Well I'm sorry for every anon who has to deal with these sorts of people, it's disgusting. It might be that I myself am a very assertive person that people just don't even bother trying that shit with me. I had all the bullying I could take in jr high and I refuse to let people make me feel like an outsider anymore. I just want to emphasize to the anon being bullied and other anons who face the same kind of retards in life, you are not the problem, there is nothing inherently wrong with you and the bullies are the true losers.

No. 1194826

>>1194788
They are not my peers. I just go there for money as i said before and i need to do something with my life. I never had a HS diploma and i’m busy on getting one with good grades so i can chase my dreams. My life however is shit as always. I just sat next to them in the train because i talked to them and i think (before the drama) that we were on friendly-ish terms. Also I listened to my mom’s advice and the teacher’s and to be more part of the class instead of keeping a distance to myself from them, so I’m gonna cry. I fucking hate everything and myself.

No. 1194828

>>1194806
Sounds like anywhere in europe.

No. 1194831

>>1194804
No, I put them in a nursing home far from anything they love for being republicans though.

No. 1194836

>>1194825
But I don’t get it? Why would they even bully me? I still stand by what I said. They’re hideous and autistic scrotes. You’d think they are the ones who get bullied. I proudly am sitting alone on my laptop in the cafetaria doing graphic design - something I get paid for. However I have a feeling this time I’ll get mocked. My stomach hurts and I don’t get why I’m so prone to getting bullied. Even as a child. Jesus lord.

No. 1194839

>>1194819
Children having an electronic device with more capability than to make an emergency call to family and/or emergency services if they are in trouble is just terrible in general. The one good reason for a kid to have a device is safety/emergencies, beyond that it becomes an active danger to them and opens them up to an entire internet of groomers. The fact that younger and younger kids are getting personal smartphones from their parents these days is disturbing and sad.

No. 1194841

>>1194828
That's awful, I feel like a privileged bitch over here "people don't act like that" ugh maybe in my miniscule corner of the planet

No. 1194842

>>1194831
Kekk nonny

No. 1194843

>>1194806
In a big French city that's not Paris. I won't say more. I don't count on anyone there, in other cities it seems like people are way more polite. A friend was in Sweden in a supermarket once and told me she nearly passed out because she barely ate and everyone around her help her, made her sit down, got her a glass of water, wanted to call emergency services. Meanwhile once my first reflex before losing consciousness at an empty bus stop was to hug my bag so nobody could steal my laptop and debit card. I think I woke up on the bench like 5 minutes later and my bag was still there so that means nobody saw me at all.

No. 1194844

>>1194836
Just keep standing up for yourself anon, the "ignore it" shit doesn't work and you shouldn't force yourself to interact with people so much younger than you anyway regardless of them being in your class. There is a big cultural gap in those 8-10 years you have with those girls and no scrote deserves your time. If they bother you, tell them to grow up and move on to a new target because you're there to fucking accomplish something.

No. 1194845

>>1194491
Sounds like she's in LA. People there are incredibly fake, I don't know what kind of connection she's hoping for but if it's a real one, she's not gonna get it - especially from an actor. I'm willing to bet he's dating other women on the side.

No. 1194846

>>1194843
This makes me want to cry

No. 1194847

>>1194841
Even the first world countries in europe are pretty third worldy when it comes to socializing with others.

No. 1194848

>>1194791
Good luck anon, I had a neighbor harass me too. He would go outside on a walk anytime I took my dog out or leave notes on my door in a little gift bag with unhinged rambling. His apartment also stinks so bad that it lingers by my door. I hope you get out fast and move somewhere with better neighbors. Thankfully I have had more single women move near me so I feel a little better since one I them installed a ring doorbell camera too.

No. 1194849

>>1194792
100% agree with you nonna, they need to be chased out asap

No. 1194854

>>1194836
Samefag, but don't look for reasons why they treat you the way they do, because there is no real reason. They've arbitrarily decided to treat you this way, and it's based mostly on their own issues than it is anything to do with you.

No. 1194862

I wish it was the 90s or very early 2000s again. Everything today sucks and feels like a void.

No. 1194863

>>1194862
same nonny, I can't same hard enough

No. 1194864

>>1194800
>>1194843
i only have experience in central and southern europe but yeah, people are like that. It's fucked up, I know. Ironically there's a french essay about how humans will laugh at people who get hurt because they think that's how you stop someone from being weird.

No. 1194871

>>1194844
Thing is, I don’t even know the names of the girls. I just sat next to them because I was tired of ignoring them just because of my age and their stupidity. And it’s a one time thing. Should have sat alone. I hung out with one 19 y.o. but she’s finished the year so I can’t sit with her. But i just feel shit that the scrote has embarrassed me in front of girls that aren’t even from my class. And the bystander that commented on this was an ugly woman yikes. Why are all bullies so ugly. I don’t want friends, I want respect.

No. 1194873

>>1194826
>I just go there for money
Genuine question. How? You get paid instead of the other way around?

No. 1194874

>>1194873
Yes. Student grants. deletes the vent I’m witholding and I fill it with freelancing.
Sorry I’m just feeling fragile rn.

No. 1194881

There is this suuuper fit and muscular woman at my gym and I really want to talk to her but what if she is straight

No. 1194883

>>1194881
When she bends she’s no longer straight badum tsss

No. 1194888

>>1194687
>>1194709
I'm in the same boat anon. I ranted about it in the last thread but it was disappointing seeing people's reaction to this case. Even my friend, who calls herself a feminist and is biased against men, would side with Depp. After watching the Matt Orchard video she basically ranted to me how AH is insane and talked shit about people who can possibly side with her. There are DV victims who do believe her side of the story and relate to her, and calling her insane when she's the one being sued for telling her side of the story and it's like, you might as well just call her hysterical while you're at it. I know she didn't mean it that way but it just rubbed me the wrong way how inconsiderate and sexist it was. Plus, that Matt Orchard video was biased against Amber so of course she'd side with Depp anyways. I brought up Depp's disgusting misogynistic texts of raping Amber's corpse and she basically flipped out on me, saying I'm defending an abuser (AH) and was like "well if the situation was reversed and the woman is saying the same thing about her male abuser wouldn't you be more understanding anon??? wouldn't you consider that the abuse lead to this behaviour!??" so I basically conceded because I didn't want her to be even more upset with me but deep down I disagreed. I think those kind of violent texts are indefensible even if it came from a woman. I feel like I'm the only one among my friends who understands how serious and threatening male physical violence is.

Ultimately, I do not care about either AH or JD but I do care about the impact of this case with regards to feminism and other DV and SA victims. I'm sad that everyone else treats this like the fucking superbowl. And yeah, LC is really the only place I can discuss this because the whole world hates woman.

No. 1194898

>>1194864
Yeah I'm not surprised. I saw some news report about that too, with some secretly filmed examples comparing how people reacted with a woman passing out in front of them in a tramway station or bus stop. Both times it was the same actress, when she was dressed all fancy and shit everyone worried about her, but she was completely ignored when she was dressed normally, in a neutral, comfortable way. I felt seen when I saw that on tv kek. I should have worn some Chanel dress on my way to uni to get help from fellow students when passing out on my way to my finals I guess.

No. 1194901

I'm so insecure about all of my posts on social media holy shit this is why I go AWOL. I'm always trying to present myself as something I'm not. I would delete everything but it's my only attachment to "normality" and speaking to people besides imageboards which are mainly negative and niche hubs.

No. 1194912

>>1194836
Ok sorry for bringing it up again, my mind is spiraling. The scrote’s scrotekick, said “remember, when he wanted to beat you up?” In public. How sick is that? And another thing I’m anxious about is, why didn’t one of the teens say bye to me when she left. Is it because of what I’ve done? Jfc

No. 1194914

>>1194888
>I think those kind of violent texts are indefensible even if it came from a woman. I feel like I'm the only one among my friends who understands how serious and threatening male physical violence is.
>I do care about the impact of this case with regards to feminism and other DV and SA victims. I'm sad that everyone else treats this like the fucking superbowl.

You put it into words perfectly where I couldn't nonna, it really does feel like everyone is treating it like a drama tv show or just entertainment akin to "AH gets owned compilations" on Youtube. It's actually not even a laughing matter especially because this shit doesn't exist in a vacuum - it teaches men that they can say and do the most disgusting obscene shit against women and get away with it as long as they're famous and/or likeable.
I brought up the indefensible texts point too and they were like "well he said it ages ago and it was probably dark banter" okay then how would you feel if it was said about your sister or your mum? Just because it's a woman you don't know and a woman that the public is telling you not to like doesn't mean it's acceptable.

They're so fucking braindead and susceptible to any shit the media flings at them and it's depressing because like you said, it will negatively impact the way society handles feminism and DV/SA from here on. We already don't have great footing and this is just going to make shit way worse, I fear.

No. 1194926

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My moid said something hurtful last night right before bed, and I'm trying not to let it ruin my new day (look how that's going!) It was that kind of mean where he said it and then immediately realized he hurt me and started backpedaling. Fucking stupid men.

No. 1194929

>>1194926
> immediately realized he hurt me and started backpedaling
at least he realized in the end? that's a good thing. nobody is perfect nonna

No. 1194932

POSTED IN THE CONFESSIONS THREAD AT FIRST, MY BAD! Might be a long post but whatever. I'm really fed up with this one guy in particular. I'm like genuinely bored of this dude. It makes me feel a little guilty because we would tell each other that we loved each other and that we were each other's best friends and all of that stupid shit. But the truth is that he bores me now and I hope he doesn't reach out to me anymore. He's short and has a really weird attitude about his mom (it's clear he hates her) and I can clearly see that it affects his relationships with women to a crazy degree. He's just your run-of-the-mill twitter leftist manlet misogynist that thinks he's really funny. I was thinking about it and the way I feel about our friendship is like I'm his girlfriend without the girlfriend stuff (in retrospect I'm very glad it never developed further) and I don't know why I'm sticking around. We have nothing in common and I think he's a pathetic coward. I know that maybe once we were on the same level, but now I can really tell that I've been designated to "weirdo alt girl who is the designated sole female of the group" like I know that's how it is. I feel trapped in this shitty friend group full of males. Why did I choose this. I made a fucking mistake. I kind of feel sick about it. You cannot connect with males, it's like against their nature or something. I can also tell there's been a growing animosity between us and I can't help but think it's because I'm starting to dress better and I'm becoming more confident in myself and more outgoing and he sees that as a threat or something on his end. I can tell that this friendship only works its best when one of us is fucking miserable and it's just too much and I'm over it

No. 1194934

>>1194929
Yeah, good point. It definitely prevented me from throwing a shitfit last night kek

No. 1194938

>>1194888
Ah and Jd case is push back to #metoo. Men in holywood got scared they could no longer get away with abusing and hurting women so now they're using this case to turn the narrative and make us all views victims as hysterical women again. Women who support this and let themselves get manipulates are vile.

No. 1194944

>>1194354
Just keep at it anon, socialising is a skill that can be learned.

No. 1194949

>>1194944
Social skills are kind of a meme on a Sidenote. They vary heavily based on the environment and people. It’s why a lot of non autismos get to adulthood and can’t make friends. They don’t have real social skills that adept.

No. 1194952

>>1194932
Can you ghost him?

No. 1194994

>>1194616
update, he was rude to me one time too many so i stole his razor, shaved my legs and pits with it and put it back kek

No. 1195011

>>1194952
I'm really thinking about it. I feel kind of weak because I love any attempt at friendship, I love when people go out of their way to talk to me or initiate friendship and I will reciprocate 100% of the time almost always. If he tries to reach out I feel like I'll reciprocate and this stupid cycle will repeat. I feel like an idiot about it boohoo I know but it is the vent thread lol. I wrote out all my nasty feelings about it but I feel like even that won't deter me. Sunk cost fallacy in HIGH gear.

No. 1195021

>>1194825
Hey anon what do you do that project the aura of assertiveness? Do you confront them when someone makes you feel slighted?

No. 1195024

i am an unapologetic typologyfag. socionics is fun and accurately reflects a lot of the relationships in my life

No. 1195032

>>1195024
same but with MBTI

No. 1195036

>>1195024
same but with harry potter houses

No. 1195038

>>1195024
Same but with "Which Pokémon Type Are You?"

No. 1195054

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I hate my body. My body is a constant reminder of my rape cause it got me pregnant. I looked so different before I was pregnant. Like a different person. I was smaller and proportional. I looked my age. Now I look like I'm 30 with two kids and I'm not even 25. I want to kill myself over it constantly. I can't afford surgeries to fix my body and get me back to how I was a few years ago. I really didn't think it would change my body like this I thought after the abortion and restraining order it would be done with but now I have an eternal reminder. My body is ruined, sagging, contorted, stretched and thinning. The scars and discoloration. Everything. I was so pretty before. Why did he do this to me? Why do I have to hurt like this? I'm thankful my body still works and my pelvis isn't crushed but … I can't stand myself to see myself or anything. I just want to hide. I hate this body. I hate it. Why. Why can't I fix this.

No. 1195062

>>1195054
I'm sorry, nonnie. I can't imagine how hard it must've been to go through that

No. 1195066

>>1195054
Start lifting weights. It's good for post pregnancy recovery, it will build you're self esteem, improve your mental health and being stronger will make you feel more secure in yourself again. If you don't want to go to a gym, an adjustable dumbbell set is a good investment and you can add more weights as you get stronger. To get started look up full body dumbbell routines.

No. 1195070

I've been stoned every day since the start of the pandemic and I'm not going to smoke anything today (or hopefully ever but I'm starting with today) and I hate myself for getting into this position. Weed isn't even addictive I could've done like 1 t-break a week or 1 t-break a month but nope I let myself become completely dependent on it.

I also hate my employer and government for the I was treated during the pandemic. Then I hate myself for hating them because hurrdurr personal responsibility. But how tf am I supposed to cope with a shitty retail job without getting stoned every night? I couldn't sleep because I would have nightmares about work so I smoked every night, so I guess I'm a horrible retard who deserves my current situation! All the shitty white-collar customers who would come in just to scream at me about toilet paper and product shortages got nice comfy CERB vacations and I got mental illness and 2 years of drugged up dissociation. I'm just so fucking angry at everything and I haven't even gotten through the first day yet.

No. 1195072

Im fucking tired of feeling like I'm stuck I don't know how to get unstuck but I am fucking sick and tired of feeling like this when everyone around me seems to have their shit together fuck

No. 1195074

>>1195054
Tbh people are mentally unwell or exaggerating if they seriously believe a 20s body looks anything like a middle-aged mom bod.
Quit being so mean to yourself anon.

No. 1195091

>>1195070
Noni. You’re not stupid and anything that alters your state of consciousness can be addictive from an emotional dependency stance. It means your human. On top of that weed does have physical effects and withdrawal does tank your dopamine (I think it’s that one) so it’s normal to feel more negative, stressed, and hard on yourself right now. Breathe and know. No one is perfect and you got this.

No. 1195094

I'm literally crying right now. I feel like I have fucking brain damage. I keep losing and misplacing stuff. I have been looking for my charger everywhere for the last 2 hours

No. 1195105

>>1195094
I'm sorry, anon. The same thing has been happening to me and it's so overwhelming.

No. 1195106

My fucking new phone has stopped charging properly

No. 1195111

>>1195094
It might sound weird, but if this is a constant thing then go get your blood tested to see if you have any deficiencies.

No. 1195123

Mistakenly blew all my money on resin bandages instead of plaster bandages like the retard that I am. I'm going to hang myself.

No. 1195124

different anon but on the charger note, I also cried this morning because my phone wasn't fully plugged into the wall and didn't charge + I needed it to find my destination for work today hnhj not a good day technons

No. 1195143

The circle I've found in uni to hang out with is so nice, everyone is kind and caring and looks after eachother without it becoming annoying or overbearing. It's fun to spend time with them and yet I can't help but feel that it's only temporary. They are all close friends, have been for a while and I am a stranger that they were for some reason generous enough to include. I can sometimes feel that I don't belong, but it's still nice. It makes me think about how I must have never met a single kind person in my life. The few people I've been able to call friends got bored of me quickly and seemingly forgot to contact me at some point because they all had other people they were closer to. The ones I was closest to were always girls with narcissistic tendencies that loved to make fun of me for various things and would put me down in a passive aggressive way, presumably to make themselves feel better. I'm scared that this new group will also start to get bored or become annoyed with me soon, but there's not much I can do to change. I know that it's good right now and yet I'm certain that I'm truly meant to be alone until I die. I don't deserve to be around good people and I don't think there's anyone in this world who could like me for the person that I am. I'm scared that this thinking will become a self-fulfilling prophecy if I don't stop, but I can't help it

No. 1195165

Why do they make glasses frames so fucking hideous and giant? I couldn’t find a single pair I actually liked. Nearly all of the women’s glasses are ugly, weird shaped, or flashy. What the fuck grown ass woman wants a bedazzled glasses? Like sure fancy frame for fancy occasion but I gotta wear that shit every day to work and be taken seriously. And with differently colored clothing! They had more decent-ish styles in men’s glasses but they refuse to carry any woman-wearable sizes for them, shit even 3/4 of the women’s glasses were only carried in fatty sizes so I in the end I had like 3 frames to choose from. Starting to think it’s a conspiracy to get people to spend hundreds on buying contacts. That’s what I ended up doing, buying contacts along with my glasses so that I won’t have to look like an ugly doofus at least some of the time. Even the models wearing glasses in the ads that are supposed to make you want to buy them looked dumb. Women in glasses can look so hot but they won’t let us!! I hate how I look without glasses but I can’t reuse my old frames because they’re 10 years old and broken.

No. 1195193

>age 15-25
don't give a fuck about guys my age
>age 25+
teenage boys are starting to look kinda cute

I Will Indulge

No. 1195195

>>1195111
Tbh this has literally always been a thing, I just always become so disappointed in myself. I ended up asking my neighbour for a charger so it's good now

No. 1195227

For the first time in my life I am apartment hunting all by myself and it is SO STRESSFUL. Where I live in Europe right now the market is absolutely crazy due to the refugee crisis and now the Ukrainian crisis as well, there are like 100 applicants to every apartment and even tho I have been picked out of the bunch to be invited to view places a couple of times they always decided to go with someone else in the end. It is so frustrating and tiring and I have so much social anxiety interacting with all these strangers, it's like a job interview every time and they want you to basically lay bare your entire financial history just to get a chance and you have to hand in a stack of paperwork detailing your life and finances. It's so insane I want to die. I don't want to be an adult anymore.

No. 1195228

I’m not a scrote but why does drinking pink milkshake tompouce ale beer make me feel fuzzy and happy after a horrible day of bullying? Wouldnt have this with scrote’s beer. I shouldn’t check the calories content.

No. 1195229

I'm such an autist and I hate it
Why do I say stupid cringy shit all the time
I never know what to say, it's like I'm a fucking robot or an alien or something, I'm bilingual yet I can't find the right words in either language
When did my social skills get this bad?

No. 1195234

>>1194949
So we're doomed?

No. 1195239

>>1195227
I'm from Poland and it's the same, just crazy. Our rent prices are the same as in fucking Berlin (with salaries being 4 times lower…), a place that's famous for absurdly high rent. We also got over 2 million refugees from Ukraine, all im dire need of housing. My friend who is trying to find a room to rent has to send out personalized CVs just to get a reply.

No. 1195248

>>1195239
The most frustrating thing is that I have more than enough money and still can't get a place because I am self employed and landlords don't like that despite the fact that I could pay the rent for a year right now. They would rather have a wagie who gets a regular paycheck and makes half what I make.

No. 1195264

>>1195228
Because frooty girly “bitch beer” is delicious. Scrotes can stay drinking pisswater.

No. 1195266

I miss the ana lifestyle more than looking ana. I miss counting calories, only caring about food, not worrying about all the other shit I worry about now that I'm "healed". I just wish life was as easy as it was.

No. 1195273

>>1194395
How long have you two been together? Could you not encourage shared activities or try new hobbies together maybe?

No. 1195300

It should be a fucking crime to not flush the toilet until shit is completely gone while not leaving the fan running. Literally assaulting my sensories by disgusting shit stenches

No. 1195304

>>1195264
It really is. If I drink that beer every day, am I an alcoholist? i have found my new love

No. 1195313

>>1195300
Wtf? Did that person walk in and out? The shit smell should be gone right away after the first flush. And if there's shit stains at the bottom of the toilet, that means they barely fucking wiped. I unfortunately see this happen all the time. Idk WHO the fuck is flushing once and just walking out.

No. 1195321

Idk where else to post this vent besides here Nonnies. The JD/AH trial being publicly discussed, the constant promotion of #justiceforjohnny posts on all social media platforms, etc. is soooo fucking triggering to me. When I was 25 I was in a REALLY fucked up controlling and abusive relationship with a alcoholic man 9 years older than me that erupted in violence many times and I DID fight back, and all of this nearly drove me to take my own life. I still don’t know if that was due to a “nervous breakdown” or if the man drove me to this point with his abusive behavior. Regardless, I pulled together what little strength I had to leave this person despite the control he had over many aspects of my life, quit drinking and went full no contact. It has been nearly 4 years since this relationship ended, but as this case has been constantly discussed I am bombarded with intrusive thoughts and fears that this man will turn up in my life motivated by this fucked up and manipulated public civil case. And lo and behold, he started showing up to my work multiple weekends in a row these past few weeks, until my manager 86d him. I am now afraid that he is stalking me. Despite the fact that I am living a healthy life with people who love me and respect my boundaries, am sober and in college, I feel like I will never be able to escape the feeling that I will always be living in fear and need to hide under a rock for the rest of my life.

No. 1195332

>>1195248
What's your job anon? Self-employed and balling sounds amazing

No. 1195338

I find anons who say “my boyfriend has peaked” “X scrote is tervy” “based scrote that hates trans people!” Literally just stop already, just because he hates is trans people doesn’t mean he’s going to be some radical feminist who understands the underworkings of the patriarchy and oppression of women in non-western countries. He is still and will always be a male and will never understand, he is still a man. Pathetic as fuck

No. 1195353

FIRST FUCKING TIME I BUY FISH ONLINE; just some guppy girls so I can see how it works.
I got them all while pregnant apparently…. I meant to breed my own male guppy. Such beautiful light blue markings.
Now I got a shit ton of baby fish that aren't what I ever wanted. Pretty sure they also ate all my tiny shrimp. Aquariums are a pain and why do I do this to myself. Got a betta in it too, so I hope he just ears them all.

No. 1195361

>>1195338
Yeahhhh most men hate trannies because they trick their dicks or are ugly. They don't care about how it impacts women lmao.

No. 1195365

I am bothered by my husbands non response to his brother who is 37 sleeping with a 23 yr old . meanwhile his wife and mother to his only daughter is battling with stomach issues and hospital bills . and fucked up surgeries they keep having to redo. meanwhile he is sleeping around and purposefully trying to impregnate younger women (cause he wants a boy). he spoke to my husband in a very jovial manner as if it was something to be patted on the back for. my husband only told him well its okay do what you want its your life. see i would agree with him if my husband wasn't the one sending him money for his wife and daughter when he asks for help because he cant even afford the privilege of a family. He constantly asks for brand name clothes and shoes …and dog food for his dog. I don't know how to make my husband see that his brother is a POS. Like that man straight up hates women .

No. 1195368

>>1195365
Your husband is the same as him, that's why he's supporting him.

No. 1195370

>>1195365
I would be very worried to know my husband sees disgusting behavior like this and has no problem with it

No. 1195376

>>1195365
Ot but before this I read about how men are more likely to cheat or leave their sick wife's and now i see this…

No. 1195379

>>1195365
>I am bothered by my husbands non response to his brother who is 37 sleeping with a 23 yr old
You should be.
>well its okay do what you want its your life.
"Cool, go ahead and manipulate barely legal girls in the attempt to ruin their lives and tie them to you for the next 18 years through an innocent child that will inevitably have a fucked up life."
>Like that man straight up hates women .
Your husband does too, or at the least, doesn't give a fuck about them being preyed on one way or another. I would hate being legally and romantically tied to a man like that as well.

No. 1195380

>>1195368
I think so too which makes me feel sick Hes been good to me. but part of me wonders for how long will he be good? I am tired . I just wanna sleep of my rage or something . I cant explain it to him or he thinks its a direct attack to him or soemthing.

No. 1195387

>>1195379
>barely legal girls
>23 years old
Fucking absurd

No. 1195388

i feel so bad, i feel myself getting into a psychotic episode because of constant stress. i've been getting harassed by an ex for months, it's exhausting and i have to do everything in my power not to think about it and wonder what he'll do next. he thinks i ruined his life by breaking up with him so he's trying to teach me a lesson and show me how shitty i am. he's almost 10 years older. i've been ignoring him so he moved onto harassing my friends and ranting about me or sharing details about me. i don't know what to do.

No. 1195389

>>1195380
I don't know whats a good path from now on. Always be careful and don't let him tie your down like his brother did to his wife by getting her pregnant. Don't get pregnant.

No. 1195391

>>1195387
Nta but a man is cheating on his seriously ill wife with a woman almost half his age, ruining his daughter's life trying to get the woman pregnant so he can ruin her life too. That's what you're nitpicking?

No. 1195392

I need to take out my favorite piercing (lip labret) so my teeth don't fall out because of gum recession. I always hated my chin and that godforsaken piercing made my face look proportional (it's pierced very low, makes my chin look smaller). I know this is a retarded complaint but I was seriously considering taking out all my other piercings and leaving this only because I love it so much. Sucks.

No. 1195393

>>1195380
I think you should talk to him openly telling him exactly how this situation makes you feel and why. You gain nothing by bottling it up, and his reaction will definitely tell you something

No. 1195412

>>1195389
I already spoke about not wanting kids at all very openly to everyone. In fact maybe next year I am getting my tubes tied and this reaction makes my decision solid.

>>1195393
I already did infact I struggled so much trying to find the least aggressive wording . because he was acting as if I was attacking all men including him . so yeah . I'll sprinkle my arguments throughout all week. if he doesnt see the wrong then I will seriously be questioning his moral compass.

No. 1195425

I'm so tired of the misogyny in this site. It feels like the 'feminism' has gone full circle into some weird fucked up sexism again. I've never felt more of a "failed woman" as in here.

No. 1195430

>>1195425
It's weird to be accused of being male or trying to be NLOG for not acting like a caricature of performative femininity

No. 1195432

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no longer fooling myself into
>just be confident
when it's more than not about looks and money
especially when it comes to city people and scrotes
i can be as confident as i can, and it is nearly impossible not to dwindle when i see their microaggressions of surprise and disgust.
yeah i am confident but
>have foreign accent
not the cool sexy kind but the poor country kind
>have blemishes not even makeup covers
people notice and assume i am unhygenic
>look older than my age
expected to have more money and shit as a result
>no longer anorexic and thin
having a healthy bmi on my short & wide torso is not cute enough for scrotes to view me as human
>new to the city
they either want to abuse this or think it's a nuisance
>foreign
seen as an alienating difference rather than a cool exotic fact

but i should just be confident right

No. 1195433

I miss him I miss him I miss him I wish we could've had each other just once I miss him so much I wish I could lay with him and caress his face and kiss him but I know it couldn't and shouldn't happen but it would've been so beautiful

No. 1195437

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>>1195433
>I miss him I miss him I miss him
No, you don't. Let that man go.

No. 1195439

>>1195432
Love yourself

No. 1195448

I think I just might be allergic to sugar. I do not get any breakouts from fruits and maintained a very healthy lifestyle till a few days ago but then my boyfriend gave me a nutella pancake and I also ate 4 cookies and now I have a huge fucking cyst growing on my chin that is the size of my eye or even bigger and it hurts so fucking much that I just want to scream. It is so deep under the skin. Does sugar allergies exist?

No. 1195450

My first therapy session is tomorrow and i’m so nervous. It’s really setting in how strange the whole concept is. It’s so nerve wracking talking about your issues to a stranger face to face how the hell do you do that

No. 1195455

>>1195448
look up lactose intolerance and dairy allergy
nutella always gives me the shits and huge acnes

No. 1195456

>>1195448
If it was an allergy your gut would feel it. Sugar affects hormones, especially androgen levels, which is probably the real issue

No. 1195461

>>1195313
>And if there's shit stains at the bottom of the toilet, that means they barely fucking wiped.
First thing I thought of. Like there's no other logical explanation how you can leave feces in the toilet bowl.

>Idk WHO the fuck is flushing once and just walking out.

The answer is moids. They're the only ones who are capable of this disgusting and unashamed behaviour. My old boss did this all the time in the employee washroom even though he has his own washroom by his office.

No. 1195463

>>1195461
I know moids definitely don't wipe and I've witnessed that so many times but my mother and my bf's mother are also guilty of this. People are plain lazy or use being too cheap too use more toilet paper as an excuse. Fuck these disgusting pigs.

No. 1195465

my fucking shoulders are starting to fail. I have shitty legs but now it's getting worst for my university studies and career. I already have the autism that make me unable to project or understand school subject. I'm getting help for everything but I'm really feeling that my wholeass body is screwing me over. Idk if I have to listen to the shit boomer teacher at my uni who told me that I could never work in what I love. Idk if I should just finish my year and do a litteral tard job and go to some monitored assisted living since my childhood dream seems getting further and further and it was the last thing holding me together to not off myself. I'm so sorry to my parents who love me and help me and where told I would suceed in what I'm interested in.

No. 1195466

>>1195313
>And if there's shit stains at the bottom of the toilet, that means they barely fucking wiped.
Sorry to be dumb, but how? Does it just mean there wasn't any TP to stop it from staining?

No. 1195468

The texas shooting is disheartening. It feels like nothing will change.

No. 1195470

>>1195468
it never will

No. 1195471

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>>1195437
okay I move on

No. 1195472

>>1195439
thanks, it has to be, despite the failures

No. 1195480

>>1195466
It means they only flushed once after shitting. That's definitely not enough wiping usually.

No. 1195483

>>1195480
Wait, what? I think your toilet is just weak if you need to flush more than once to get everything down

No. 1195493

i really cannot take this shit anymore. every week it’s a tragedy that fucks me up. nothing is going to change so i wish that i could at least be desensitized to it all. it feels like the only thing we can do at this point is to just be numb

No. 1195522

I honestly think muslim women are the most retarded and evil women in the world and I wish them nothing but the worst in life.

Damn it feels good to say it, that's all.

No. 1195525

>>1195466
There is no correlation anon is just retarded

No. 1195529

>>1195525
That's pretty gross that you don't wipe well. Have fun with your skid marks in your underwear and at the bottom of the toilet, retard.

No. 1195540

>>1195529
The shit drops before you wipe dawg do you not know how physics work

No. 1195552

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>>1195493
I know anon, remember how we thought the 2010’s were bad? Wish we could go back.

No. 1195586

I went to the dollar store earlier and they rose the prices on so many things I often buy. It's not even worth getting them there now. I am sick of the inflation. I now spend around 80-100$ a week on food, it's crazy. There's also still so many shortages, unless I go grocery shopping in the morning the first day of the sale, there's many things I can't get on sale. They also stopped giving rainchecks at a few places ugh.

No. 1195588

>>1195529
Get back with me on this >>1195540
I’d love to hear your counterargument because I’ve got questions about how dumb you have to be to have came to that conclusion

No. 1195589

My rage is eating me alive. At first it was nice finally getting mad at how badly I was treated as a kid, it felt like standing up for myself, but now it's like a constant anger. What that fucking whore did to me was evil and I never deserved it, but she's never going to pay in a way that matters. Or at all. And it makes me so angry I could kill her with my bare hands. It's like I finally broke free from the brainwashing just so she could hurt me over and over in a whole new way. It ain't fair.

No. 1195601

>>1195589
Are you me anon? I have to live with them and everyday i fight the urge to just shoot them one by one like its an execution

No. 1195603

>>1195589
I had this rage for a long time. I don’t know what you went through and I wouldn’t dare compare my situation to yours in any way, but all the input I can really over is that my abuse started when I was four years old and didn’t end until 15 or 16. I carried around that rage for a long time, and would have these scenarios in my head where I would confront my mom. She’s like an entirely different person now and just pretends it never happens but I wonder all the time how a person could be okay with treating kids like that and just move on like everything is normal. I don’t hate her anymore, which is something I’d never thought I could say. There was no grand closure, and honestly really no closure at all. She got to run away and start over and I became an adult with an infinite amount of issues that were neglected my entire childhood. I don’t even know what I’m trying to say, just that I hope you find a healthier outlet and don’t let the resentment eat you alive. Mine almost did and I wish I could say “it gets better” but I don’t know if it does, especially carrying all of that with you. It’s very hard. Really all I can say is that I wasted a very long time and let a childhood of not seeking help or having any resources poison my adulthood as well. Trying to do it alone is very tempting but I’m not sure it’s really possible when you’ve been through certain tragedies and traumas. I’ve been sick and delusional for years and it’s very tiring. I wish you all the best in the world and if I could hug you I would. No child deserves to fall through the cracks like that.

No. 1195627

i hate being a woman and being used by moids as either an object or a substitute, you can't even be friends with them as their misdirected internal vitriol will eventually spew out and you will be to blame. they'll blame you and gaslight you because for them a woman who is an individual with nuance is a woman intolerable. they'll force you into a small enclave where you are only allowed to be an archetype and when you do not perpetuate this behaviour they will devalue you completely. all integrity you have to a moid will be completely denigrated eventually, unless you resign to complete non sentience

No. 1195655

>>1195627
Stop trying to befriend them dumbass stop interacting with them. You will go insane

No. 1195656

my bf's response to why he routinely steamrolls my boundaries? "i dunno maybe i have undiagnosed adhd" somehow ignoring that he's a millennial man from a first world country it's hard for those freaks to make it to adulthood without some bullshit dx.
lord give me patience because moids make me tard rage and i'm this close to yeeting furniture at the next one i lay eyes on.

No. 1195661

I feel terrible. While at work I was talking to my boyfriend (coworker) and said a certain department has gone to shit since the last manager for it left and that they don’t do anything anymore without realizing that the one person who does do shit in said department was standing right behind me. He was clearly upset and put on a smile. I apologized and tried to explain that I thought he worked hard and the department only functioned well when he was there, but he was still obviously pissed and thought I was just kissing his ass to make it better. I don’t know what to do to show him that I’m genuinely sorry and I don’t want drama to arise from it. We were in a secluded area that his department rarely goes to and I thought we were alone. It was more of a personal vent to my boyfriend than workplace drama but now it’s definitely become workplace drama, which I don’t want. Plus I genuinely feel bad making him think I don’t appreciate or see his hard work. What do I do to apologize without seeming like I’m just trying to save face? I need to just keep my stupid mouth closed

No. 1195663

>>1195655
well your assumptive nature is certainly reminiscent of a moid. at least be realistic when with your responses, "you are a dumbass for interacting with specimens you are forced to co inhabit with". you choose to reply this to me when there are countless anons complaining about their actual boyfriends they CHOOSE to be around? anything real to say? sounds like you're just as npc as they want you to be, youre not edgy or anything, you're just a regurgitating fool

No. 1195671

>>1195661
I gave it some time and went back to apologize to said coworker again. He said he genuinely appreciated it since a lot of people talk bad about their department and no one actually apologizes. He ranted to me a bit and told me I need to keep it professional and stuff and honestly, yeah, he’s right. I’m not sure where exactly we stand, I didn’t get a chance to emphasize that I really do think of him as a hard worker, but I think I got my point across. We aren’t friends but I think of him as a cool guy and someone I wouldn’t mind being friends with. Doubtful it will happen now. I’m glad I apologized again but I still feel awful.

No. 1195672

My shitty third world country had an election saturday and we still dont have the definitive results.

No. 1195674

>>1195663
Lmao i’m sorry anon, your vent struck a nerve because it reminded me of my own feelings which is why i chose to reply to you

No. 1195682


No. 1195683

>>1195674
LOL i apologise too anon, glad we can come out the other side victorious (something scrotes will never be able to do as they will never waver, nor compromise)

No. 1195691

>>1194845
I'm OP and I'm not even in the US. You anons make the weirdest assumptions sometimes.

No. 1195719

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I'm going to an hero if I have to watch another episode of a firefighter, police or doctor show that tries to talk about cUrReNt EvEnTs.

No. 1195723

>>1195719
Nta but that pic is sending me. Kek.

No. 1195725

>>1195691
since you're back can you finally tell us who the celebrity is? i will claw my hair out if you don't it's driving me mad

No. 1195740

>>1195725
kek i don't even think it's worth it because he's not very famous at all, but I'll give you a hint and say
he was in the dynasty reboot

No. 1195743

I hate my dumb retard brother for keeping me up every fucking night playing his video games and talking to his teammates after he bought his 1000 quid telly knowing we live in a tiny council house and that we have a perfectly good tv downstairs, imagine being 21 years old and still playing video games until 6am in which he starts finally getting ready for bed, I knocked on his door 12 times during the night to tell him to be quiet yet he still carries on "urr dur this is the only time I get to play games" no it isn't, your a jobless faggot play it during the day. Even during the day his fucking tv is playing Linus or some other fucking canadian retard with horn rimmed glasses talking about video games, I hate him and I hate young men like this and how it's accepted like a normal thing to do. I do love my brother even though its hard to, but I'm starting to think he's just completely hopeless

No. 1195744

I hate when people try to tell you things about your sexuality just because of some perceived femininity or masculinity deficit. Being armchair diagnosed as liking a sex that I do not like by some pretentious moids is nauseating. Go die in a war.

No. 1195760

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a dude just had to compare bossa nova with sex

No. 1195763

>>1195760
KEK I fucking hate how males have to always make everything about sex.

No. 1195768

>>1195760
>the rarer [the climax] is, the better the overall experience
he's really telling on himself there kek

No. 1195771

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Nonas, I am getting so depressed. I am going full fucking doomer. Society is collapsing. Major food scarcity and civil upheaval is coming soon. I'm prepping in little ways that I can, but honestly part of my prep hoard is gonna be some way to kill myself in case it gets too bad. I'm so scared and sorrowful. All my friends and family think I am totally overreacting, but they are just naive normies.

No. 1195788

>>1195760
>nurettin beksaç
Kek, of course he's turkish.

No. 1195792

does anyone here have a parent that tries to alienate you from your friends and turn them against you because they're jealous? my mom wants my friends to hate me and also wants me to believe my friends (who help me and watch out for me), aren't my real friends, no one likes me, etc, etc. gotten to the point where she calls my friends (who have no relationship with her) in an attempt to shittalk me so she sabotages my friendships so i have no one because she wants me to feel alone and emotionally weak and unsupported. anyone experience this?

No. 1195802

I'm on my way to the hospital to get some ultrasoubds in case my begnin tumor in my left breast got bigger, and it's so annoying and disturbing to be able to feel it when I take a shower or change my clothes I might actually get surgery to remove it. It's so annoying.

No. 1195858

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>>1195771
I've just given up a long time ago, here for the ride for as long as I can last kek

No. 1195865

Really tired of some people belonging to certain groups acting like their own experiences are universal and inherent to said groups just because their own situations happen to be more common. Particularly talking about half black people with black dads, or bisexual women who mostly or only date men, but this can apply to many other groups.

No. 1195880

>>1195858
Same for me. I don't want to think too much about huge problems like this, I just do my best to prepare myself for the worst just in case and I move on with my life.

No. 1195887

>>1195771
>Society is collapsing. Major food scarcity and civil upheaval is coming soon
While this is true, you shouldn't become depressed about it. Take small steps like buying a small amount of extra food each week and learn how to store it correctly. Anyone that is aware of what is about to happen is already ahead of those that are still unaware. This isn't the first time that it's happened and it won't be the last. Humans have survived each time and what awaits the survivors will probably be better than the current clown world hellscape.

No. 1195888

There is a stupid moid in my circle of friends who was extremely sympathetic and nice at the beginning and over time turned out to be an incel. The only thing he talks about is how woman don't like him and how he never gets 'bitches'. He is literally 187cm and rich as fuck and takes that as a criteria why woman should like him. It's so fucking annoying being around him since every topic transforms into him being a manchild and not understanding why he is single. He is this retarded Johnny Depp looking downgrade with teeth as horrible as him, typical incel fashion, horrific skin as well as disgusting oily long unkept hair and just looks like a fucking idiot. He constantly shits on woman and how 'there are no pure girls left' and 'how woman these days don't want deep relationships' like shut the FUCK up you stupid retarded pornsick sped. The only character trait left of him is talking about how he cannot get 'bitches' and that he cannot understand how woman dont want him since he is a 'respectful and nice man'. I absolutely cant stand this motherfucker anymore since he turns every fucking topic into his weird fucking whining. I fucking hate men.

No. 1195892

I need to organize my craft shit and seriously redo the organization of my kitchen because im sick of seeing things out. my organization is good enough to know where everything is but not well enough in function that i easily place shit back after use. maybe i should become more minimalist. idk what to do i just hate myself for leaving supplies on the floor or my only living room table where i want to place food and tea at lunch.

No. 1195896

My fiancé has stints in his brain from cancer and hes having trouble with one so he’s probably going to have to have surgery on it again. he’s in remission so things are supposed to be better and every time something bad happens I’m immediately sick because I can remember so vividly how I felt when he was going through cancer and his surgeries. We’re getting married this summer and I keep thinking about how much it would devastate me to lose him. He’s the best person I’ve ever met and I’m so fucking scared and sick about it but I don’t want to freak him out. I fucking hate this please if there’s a god don’t take him from me

No. 1195903

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I posted in the previous thread about my sick bird, we went to the vet yesterday and results were rather good! He does not have tumours, which is brilliant, it is most likely infection caused by a protozoan. For exact results he would have to be sedated and sample would have to be taken, but he is rather old so sedation is very dangerous, I chose to go with treatment for the most probable cause.

We got medicine, which I have to give him two times a day for a week, he hates it poor birdy. It must be bitter since he sneezed immediately the medicine went to his mouth. I want to thank nonas in the previous thread for kind words, sorry I didn't reply earlier. We're not completely out of danger yet, but it seems much much better. The bird is in good spirits, still a bit sick but much better than when his illness started.

No. 1195925

My abuser taunting me with the debt trial after 2 years of sparing me the sight of him

No. 1195936

I think I'm getting stalked again, a couple years ago I had weird coomer keychains (i asked on here and it was a messed up anime with loli shit) and love notes left outside my house, I thought they just got bored and stopped but now I'm having trinkets and notes left outside again. I feel relatively safe with 4 dogs in the house, but i can't shake the feeling of dread.

No. 1195941

>>1195903
I remember you!!! I hope your bird feels better soon!! I'm happy he's doing a bit better now.

No. 1195942

>>1195936
Post the keychains? And the trinkets, and the notes.

No. 1195943

>>1195936
That's really scary, do you have pictures of the stuff? Any idea who could be? Why are they targeting you with anime keychains?

No. 1195944

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My subconscious is so ruthless to me sometimes.
I've been getting back into art after a long hiatus, and today I had a dream where it made me think I woke up and heard my family trashtalk me from the other room. Among other things they laughed at me for calling myself an artist and talking about how my art is fucking terrible. I know there's probably no way to change that but I sometimes get very rude dreams about the things that bother me most. I don't understand how I can make the effort to stop thinking so negative, and succeed, but then my subconscious vomits out the most depressing pessimistic shit imaginable

No. 1195946

>>1195944
I'm in the same, exact same situation as you. I haven't drawn in years, and my dreams can be pretty mean to me as well. The good thing is, dreams are dreams, and I believe in you nonny. We can do it and achieve our artist dreams!

No. 1195947

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>>1195943
the others are on my old phone and i'll have to dig for them but I put this one on my pc to post it to lolcow before.
idk why they're targeting me, one weird thing is last week an ex I haven't spoken to for 3 years turning up at my house saying he was in the area and wanted to check in on me. I didn't answer the door, just yelled out "who is it?" then told him to leave. I'm hoping it's not him, he's unhinged and when we broke up he got into sissy stuff and discord. He was a well known WoW streamer for a while after we broke up that got cancelled for raping another streamer.
Worried this sounds crazy but otherwise I don't socialise enough to know who else it could be, there's nobody else who I can think of doing it.

No. 1195950

>>1195947
>raping another streamer
>sissy
>discord
>unhinged
Yeah… probably the ex anon. I’m praying for your safety. Is it possible to notify the police of your concerns?

No. 1195951

>>1195947
That could be him indeed, he sounds suspicious. What anime is he into? The anime you posted is Made in Abyss. Another theory: did anyone know you were dating him when he was a popular streamer?
You should take pictures of the other stuff and post it.

No. 1195952

>cut out gluten for the hell of it because i've been dealing with constant pain/exhaustion for the past few years despite eating healthy, taking vitamins, exercising etc
>helped with all of that with the added bonus of making me feel less insane
>went from always being angry and having breakdowns several times a day to being calmer, still depressed but able to manage it better
>eat some wheat pasta for dinner last night since i was low on groceries and didn't feel like going out thinking it'd be fine
>immediately feel like i'm going to vomit, have spent the entire night alternating between being curled up in bed in pain and having to run to the toilet so i don't shit myself
>full of rage again
well this fucking sucks kek i was so comfortable and energetic for the first time in years only for a single bowl of pasta to fuck it up. i already have a doctor's appointment scheduled to see what's going on and i've learned my lesson about being lazy

No. 1195953

>>1195947
I actually remember your original post, it has been a big big while. You should post the other stuff he has left on your door as well. Do you keep it or throw it into the trash? It could serve as evidence.

No. 1195956

>>1195951
I don't think he's even really into anime, afaik he's just into the discord aesthetic (idk how else to word) of anime rather than a watcher of it. Nobody local or who would know me personally could know I was dating him, I don't use social media or play social games or anything either. He talked about me alot on disc/his stream but not by name.
>>1195950
I'm worried the police won't do anything about it even though having a record will be helpful. I'm wall to wall with my next door neighbour, so I'm going to talk to him about it incase he sees anyone hanging around outside.
>>1195953
Most things I threw in the trash after last time, and also because they were such tiny useless trinkets half of the time, like christmas ornaments and those little goth fairy ornaments. The most recent thing was a flag of our country, I picked it up with gloves and put it in a ziplock bag. At the end last time I was so frustrated I just kept yeeting them over my fence to get rid of them.

No. 1195964

I had a language exam today, went in, wrote the written text then left when my oral exam would have started. I just know I couldn't have done it. A part of me feels bad for not trying but the other part is grateful for not having to go through the humiliation

No. 1195965

>>1195956
>i’m worried the police wont do anything about it
Report it regardless, And don’t throw these things out take them to the authorities. Just in case.

No. 1195967

I got face wash in my eye AAAAAHHH

No. 1195973

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>>1195946
Thank you nonna! It sucks, but it's good to see I'm not the only one in this boat. I believe that if I keep at it and start seeing improvements in my art, my dreams will start being kinder because the insecurities will be disproven. If we give up it's a self fulfilling prophecy! I wish you all the best with your goals, anon!

No. 1195989

>>1195967
AAAHHHH

No. 1195990

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Moids are a fucking waste of space, air and resources. I'm sure everyone has heard about the shooting in Uvalde by now but nothing's ever safe with moids. They ruin every bit of progress we make on this earth and we're slowly reverting back to the middle ages. Those poor children and their families. I can't even imagine having to worry about your child/sibling/whatever safely returning home everyday just because of dumb moid who might shoot up the place for whatever stupid reason. I hope the killer suffered a slow and painful death when he was shot by the police

No. 1196014

>>1192885
Don't shoot down the jealousy - lean into it but change how you're reacting. Jealousy is part of life and experiencing it is ugly but realistic. If you see a woman whom you feel jealous of, compliment her instead of trying to bring her or yourself down. Then ask yourself what you're really jealous of and let yourself be inspired instead. Are you really jealous of her body shape (for example) or are you jealous that she has a confidence in her femininity that you don't feel you have? What are some things that you could do to feel more confident in your femininity? (eg dancing in your room, watching a movie from your girlhood, baking something ott sweet, changing up your hair, etc) Start complimenting yourself too, because you have qualities that other people like too (maybe you're really funny and smart maybe you have great legs maybe your skin is really clear, etc). Once you're more comfortable around other women this will come more easily because you will understand that all humans are imperfect and other women are no exception

No. 1196022

>>1195990
this and the other shooting where that monster killed all those black people have me really worried about this fucking country too. I'm starting to fall back into the same constant feeling of anxiety and dread because there are people out there who could kill me or my family just because of our race or just because they fucking feel like it. I don't even want my little siblings or cousins to go to in person school anymore.

I wish there was a way to go on all the sites these fucks frequent and find out where they live so they can be shot in the back of the fucking head.

No. 1196037

>>1195990
We've had like 4 shootings in the last 2 weeks. What the hell is happening? I just looked up what happened and I'm horrified, it's Sandy Hook all over again. This country is fucking doomed

No. 1196039

>>1196022
Yeah, ever since I read about it, the thought of someone possibly shooting me because they had a bad day or whatever hasn't left my mind. I know I'll forget about it eventually but it makes me wonder how often I've passed a future killer or something like that. Being male truly is a birth defect. Women's rights are violated constantly, we're also victims of bullying and whatever else but we still don't take revenge on innocent people even though society is doing us so dirty but all it takes for moids is as much as not getting laid. I hate the times we live in, where people try to argue "bohoo but what if he was a victim of bullying reeee" yes and? Still doesn't make someone who's not completely fucked in the head to commit such a crime, no matter if they were bullied or not.

No. 1196055

We need female separatism NOW scrotes proved again that they are worthless garbage and literal evil demons that will ruin everything and spread pain and suffering everywhere

No. 1196056

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A few years ago, I met my favorite musician. I've liked her music for a long time and finally got to meet her in person after a show. I bought a CD to get her autograph and waited in line. Once I got to her I was telling her about the last show I saw her at, how I really liked x album, how I played her music (I worked in radio) and she just looked at me with disgust/boredom. I felt so ashamed because she was talking with some indie musician guys in front of me for a while, whereas I just felt like a stupid girl. Maybe I fangirled a bit but I wasn't being a crazed fan, just excited to meet her. I can't listen to her music now without remembering that moment and I started to like the music less. Never meet your idols is real

No. 1196060

>>1196056
Out with it nonnie, who was it?

No. 1196062

>>1196056
Drop her name anon

No. 1196065

>>1196056
She probably does this to everyone so you won’t be recognized, drop the name

No. 1196072

>>1196056
tell us anon please !

No. 1196074

>>1196060
>>1196062
>>1196065
>>1196072
Laetitia Sadier from Stereolab

No. 1196078

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>>1195956
Oh I remember you nonnie! I posted once about you in the stupid question thread to ask how you were doing because I was scared for you! I'm really sorry to hear that you still have to deal with this. I don't know how well you are doing financially but I think it would be worth it to buy some of those cheap hunting camera like picrel. The police would be more encline to believe you if you had some photos with you. Your ex sound really supicious though. I hope everything will go ok and that you will be able to catch this psycho

No. 1196080

>>1196039
the fucked up thing is that a lot of the times they were never bullied. They either isolated themselves and somehow deluded themselves into thinking everyone hates them when people don't even think of them, they said some off the wall shit and people avoided them out of fear, or they were fucking bullies themselves.

Men are OBSESSED with going on and on about how nobody cares about them or their mental health but fail to fucking get a therapist or something if they need someone to talk to and then turn around and frequent the most vile parts of the internet. The amount of women I've seen be able to work through trauma themselves without anyone and still become a better person without feeling the need to fucking kill everyone compared to men is insane. It's pathetic how much they need to be babied and cared for so they don't harm people.

No. 1196103

>>1196074
>>1196056
I'm sorry that happened, anon. She seems pretentious and pick-meish as fuck. You didn't do anything wrong. Praying some manufactured zoomer pop star steals her entire aesthetic/sound and completely ignores her when she seethes, fuck her

No. 1196112

friends are working, i finished school, bf is producer today so he's busy, car needs repair, bike needs repair, period cramps hurting, i still struggle to make friends online. i failed at making them on campus! missed the train so theres none till way later.

No. 1196113

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No. 1196136

>>1195947
Sidenote if for some reason it gets there you can get a protection order pretty easily in burgerland if he knows where you live or work and is threatening to you. It’s much easier than a restraining order. Just keep a record with dates of shit your ex did in case you need to file a report. With a protection order if he showed up at your house he would be removed by police and served for violating it.

No. 1196137

My dogz in Petz 4 just had the ugliest puppy, I'm so upset. And it inherited dad's ugly light brown eyes instead of mom's heterochromia. Pissed.

No. 1196150

>>1195743
He'll hopefully grow out of it. Especially when his gamer buds start spending real cash on loot boxes and he has nothing then he'll look for a job to keep up with them. I hate their damn gaming rages. It dampens my chill contempt mood.

No. 1196164

Seeing men sit on their computer chair browsing social media or playing video games on Steam is the lamest, grossest shit ever. Everytime I have dated when I was younger and saw this, it was such a huge turn off. I can't describe it, but maybe some of you know what I'm talking about. Something about it just literally feels so disgusting and it's boring. They look stupid and pathetic.
So glad my boyfriend and I aren't into video games except a few retro classics and one rare underground medieval fantasy game.

No. 1196190

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my ex has a cuckquean fetish. lol. lmao. roflmao

No. 1196191

I’m a programmer and yesterday the vendor took my work when I was 98% done with it and kicked me off my own project. So I’m laying in bed pretending to be sick (tbf I have a killer headache from crying) and licking my wounds. I hate working.

No. 1196197

>>1195903
I was wondering how your bird was doing! Glad to hear things seem to be looking up, I hope the medicine ends up helping and he gets well soon

No. 1196199

My nephew is the same age as most of the kids that died and I feel so sick about the whole thing. The thought that he could go to school and be killed for no fucking reason breaks my heart. He’s the sweetest kid and I worry for him so much

No. 1196236

>>1196190
kek wtf I had to google that

No. 1196249

i don't fucking care if it has salmonella in it sell me the fucking JIF peanut butter it's the only consistent source of protein i get in my diet because of my ARFID and im too autistic to eat another kind GIVE ME THE FUCKING PEANUT BUTTER NOW im so fucking upset

No. 1196263

>>1196190
how do you know?

No. 1196270

>>1196263
through some searching

No. 1196272

>>1196270
searching what

No. 1196276

>>1196249
Write here again when you're finished vomiting and shitting yourself at the same time anon!

No. 1196281

>>1195480
Nona not everyone is a burger with constant runny diarrhea shits.

No. 1196284

>>1196276
i just looked up the symptoms and i've resigned to being able to go without it for a few weeks. i just wish i wasn't so autistic and could stomach another kind of peanut butter or better yet just eat like a normal human being. i've made a lot of progress in the past year trying new things but i feel like im taking ten steps backwards when i have a spergout over the wrong brand of peanut butter
>>1194495
one of my professors had something very similar to this and was able to get experimental hand surgery that stopped (or at least slowed) the deformation. i hope you can find a good doctor that can give you a real diagnosis soon.

No. 1196286

>>1196164
Seeing men scroll through social media is such a turn off. What the hell do men need social media for?

No. 1196290

My crush tried talking to me about the Depp/Heard case and it turned me off for weeks. A man trying to gossip about celebrities is so disgusting. He claimed ''it's not gossip, it's news'' um no it's not.

No. 1196296

>>1196249
>>1196284
sending love nona! losing a large component of your diet is a hard change so please go easy on yourself if you can

No. 1196303

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I have a mental break down every time I have to go shopping for bras. Like, it makes my self consciousness even worse. I’m small, my tits are small, so there’s never any size in a store that fits right. I’ve tried the “sister sizes” method, but those still fit me weird anyway because of how wide set and shallow my breasts are. I hate them so much. They’re a bit bigger than what could be considered totally flat chested, but not by much. My life would be easier if they were smaller (wouldn’t have to wear a bra at all) or bigger (so I could find a size that fits.) Instead, it feels like i have weird inbetween tits. It makes me sad to see such a huge bra section in a store with absolutely nothing that will fit me and that honestly makes me hate my body.

No. 1196308

>>1196303
fuck it just go bra less

No. 1196312

>>1196303
Bra sister size is a scam to sell more bras cause most major store don't carry every size.
I still remember that lady that convinced me that as a 36DD the 38D would fit me fine. Next day at school, my boobs kept falling under the band, it was so shameful.

No. 1196314

>>1196303
What about bralettes? Comfy and cute and lots of wiggle room since it's just fabric. I go braless most days but if I'm wearing something where my nipples are really visible, I just throw on a bralette.

No. 1196315

>>1196303
Small boobs are great too. Enjoy your life and go braless. Of, if you're shy, do a comfortable camisole. You could even crop it to appear more bra-like.

No. 1196321

>>1196303
I have the breasts that legitimately look like male gynecomastia tits i.e. small and wide set so I feel this, but in the end it's just breasts. There are bras that can give you a great cleavage if you wish, I recommend looking into either bralettes or bras with heavy push up padding depending on which look you're going for.

No. 1196323

My phone is dry as fuck even when I try to contact people, they don't give a damn, it makes me feel like shit tbh

No. 1196330

>>1196303
Why do you go straight to hating yourself for something you can't change rather than hating the stores and manufacturers who are just going the easy way with majority sizing.

No. 1196339

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Why did I have to pick literature of all careers? I should’ve picked something that would give me money even if I sucked at it, maybe all I should’ve done was kill myself when I was 13, maybe I wouldn’t be stuck here, fat, hating the idea of even touching a book and feeling like I’m doing nothing with my life.
Nobody gives a fuck about literature, nobody needs someone to teach them how to read or write, what for? It’s not like people like to read anyways, it’s not like books are being sold or like editing houses need translators or editors, they already have their 50 years old but healthy translators that has been working for them for 20 years straight without any issues, why hire useless humans translators when google has all of the answers? And it’s not like people care about whether a translation is good or bad anyways, it’s just me being autistic about it because I’m a fucking retard and I wish I could just fucking kill myself already, I wish I was dead I’m so fucking useless I’m sick of this shit, I don’t want to like languages or reading or art or writing, I don’t want this, I want to be an autistic faggot into maths and programming like any other person in this world, I will never get a job, I’ve been trying to find a job in translations of editing for YEARS, YEARS and nothing comes out, even if I graduated I would never get a job, I will always stay at home being my brother’s maid for the rest of my life or until I kill myself, maybe until some fucking stupid illness finally kills me, since I get sick even if I don’t go out, I should just let my bronchitis finish developing into a pneumonia and let it kill me, nothing of value will be lost, I already wasted my youth being fucking stubborn and studying a useless career that nobody gives a fuck in my country about, I should’ve studied computer science or some autistic shit like that.

No. 1196346

>>1196339
Write a book noni! There are still people out there who like reading good books.

No. 1196350

>>1196330
Truthfully? It’s something my mother instilled in me from a very young age. All my life I’ve heard comments like “I hope you don’t become flat chested like me” “small boobs are ugly and disgusting” “small boobs look horrible in clothes no matter what you wear” “women who are flat chested look like a man” etc. etc. etc. And though I’m self aware enough to realize I only hate myself because I was raised to, it doesn’t help or change the way I feel innately. It’s too late at this point to deprogram, I guess.

>>1196321
Kek that’s more or less how mine look too. When people here make fun of troon tits, it makes me feel bad because mine look pretty similar, albeit they match my body more naturally as I am a “small boned” woman.

>>1196308
>>1196315
I would like to go braless for the comfort factor, but it doesn’t look good at all. T shirt fabric, for example, rides up over my tits, around my neck and looks weird af.

>>1196312
> sister size is a scam to sell more bras
How did I not realize this until just now since you pointed it out? It makes so much sense.

No. 1196352

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To preface this vent, I'm quite a blunt person, I'm overall very kind with women more than men but I would definitely not say I'm mean or just a snappy horrible person. I guess I just say things bluntly and I don't sugarcoat things so some people get offended easily, sorry if that sounds cringe but it's also how I was raised. I also just prefer people to be blunt with me too.

My bf opened a letter this morning that was addressed to him regarding a small but stupid debt that he could have easily paid off/avoided or just contacted the people about months ago. It's not even a huge sum of money, but I remember telling and reminding him to just ring these people up regarding the debt as it's entirely possible it could have been an error and they are kind enough to listen to your situation anyway. I reminded him of this multiple times and lo and behold, because he's irresponsible and seemingly retarded, he forgot. This morning, he got a reminder letter saying it will be taken from his wages.
He flips and starts saying "i'll take these people to court!!"
I'm mid-work (WFH) and just sigh and say maybe if he actually paid attention to his finances and simply rang the office up, he wouldn't be in this situation. I also say it's irresponsible and he has no one else to blame for himself, plus that if he took it to court he'd have absolutely no footing because he was retarded and just didn't settle a debt sooner. I said that if he had actually spent 20 minutes on the phone to discuss it, all of this could have been avoided, so the only fault is his own. I'll be honest and say I said this in a really annoyed agitated tone, but I didn't shout or yell at him about it…it was just blunt and agitated because he has had all the time in the world for this shit and still didn't do it.

He said I had a horrible tone and expected me to apologise but I didn't kek because fuck that, what for? You do dumb shit, you do irresponsible shit, don't be surprised if people judge you as irresponsible or get annoyed by it. I hate those people that expect people to have a perfectly nice tone with them ALL the time even if they do retarded annoying shit that could have been avoided. Nah, sorry, that's now how life works and you're a retard for thinking I would hold your hand or support you through something that could have been so easily solved if you listened to my advice in the first place.
Luckily the debt is not in my name and has nothing to do with me, mainly because whenever I've had financial issues it has been a main priority to get that shit sorted. You'd think he'd learn after my disciplined attitude with this shit but apparently not.

No. 1196355

>>1196323
I'm feeling like shit specially cause my crush doesn't really try to contact me even though we use to talk a whole lot irl. He probably doesn't feel like this towards me, but I do wonder what is he thinking about sometimes he's a pretty mysterious guy but I'm too shy to approach him first, god wish I wasn't so fucking autistic and love deprived, I'm so alone and bored is starting to fuck up with my mind, my daily life is rather monochromatic and moderately miserable

No. 1196375

>>1196352
Your bf is such a baby. Youre right to not apologize, you didn’t do anything wrong. You didn’t even misuse your tone, you said it like it is. Fuck the coddling shit.

No. 1196381

I attended a seminar at my uni on violence against women. during the q&a, one woman who I assume is the same age as me (early 20s) asked why victims of domestic violence dont leave and whether they lack "survival instinct". Then a moid asked the same about sex trafficking victims since prostitutes dont have an emotional bond with their pimp so makes no sense they dont leave.
The absolute state of these mfs. I dont know how you can be that retarded but i genuinely wish i were too. theres been a media circus around femicide for like 15 years now and awareness about this shit was added to school curricula, and i genuinely wonder whom it has helped. Surely not dv victims cuz it made me feel like shit as a kid to be subjected to it at home and then hear about it in class, and pretend it's not something that happens to you but a thing we talk about for virtue signalling.
I envy my retarded fellow students. I wish i had the same autistic questions they ask at seminars and no empathy or understanding whatsoever of vaw.
But i dont understand how they can be so clueless when society is hyperaware of it. They literally teach you about it in school.
The problem is i havent grown up at all and the same things that made me miserable as a kid still make me miserable now. i fucking hate people my age for being ignorant, but the truth is they're more emotionally mature than i am.

No. 1196386

>>1196352
>He said I had a horrible tone and expected me to apologise
Tell him to take you to court for damages

No. 1196392

I'm watching this old woman play a video game, and am having a goddamned spergfest over how pathetic the player character is. I want to watch this badass woman deadpan in the face of zombies but her nonchalance is sullied by this simpering moid's heavy fear breathing. I don't know if I've ever hated a character this fast before. Sincerely hope he either gets devoured by zombies or actually shows an ounce of personality, but not gonna hold my breath.
It's annoying I cannot summon this sort of anger in my personal life, but apparently can rage at a character from a game I've never played.

No. 1196433

I was walking out of the washroom and a woman walked in at the same time I was just about to grab the door opened. I was close enough to her face that I can see that I scared the living daylights out of her. She physically recoiled and the look on her face was so dramatic. Am I really so ugly that I caused that kind of reaction kek

No. 1196436

>>1196381
Your post reads like a moral pingpong between "fuck them ignorant normies" and "actually they're based and mature if you think about it"

No. 1196442

>>1196433
try not to take it personally, it's just a bit of a shock. no one expects someone behind the door

I did this at work and the manlet who opened the door let out a girly shriek, which made everyone else turn around in surprise and was very embarrassing for us both.

No. 1196450

We got our water heater tank fixed and it has a slight weird taste and smell. I thought it was ok at first and drank a lot of water but now I'm worried I ingested something bad from the water.

No. 1196452

>>1196381
I've heard these kinds of questions so many times and I guess I've come to accept it's something people who have never experienced abuse just can't wrap their heads around. I admit it sometimes seems contradictory and senseless not to "just leave" (sometimes to the victim most of all) but only people who have felt the immense anxiety, danger and destruction of their self worth are going to fully get it. Hopefully the presenter had a good response and the people asking were doing it out of ignorance and will respond kindly if they ever actually meet a victim now that they know better. What makes me way angrier are people who have experienced abuse themselves who still turn on other victims. Like all the supposedly abused women supporting Depp and saying Amber hasn't been acting the right way. Thoughts on the trial aside, policing how others "should" react to abuse as if there's a single proper way is vile.

No. 1196463

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I can't stand my cousin's best friend. We went to a Lebanese place for lunch today and my cousin and I were talking about how we wish that we could recreate some of the recipes but it's hard to get some of the ingredients where we're from and it's never going to taste as good as from the people who've cooked these things for years and years. Anyway, her bf is a ultra SJW and said that it's for the best if white people don't start recreating or even selling these things at their own restaurants (some restaurants here often offer a variety of dishes from different countries, like let's say German and Italian) because that's "colonizing" and "appropriating", since a lot of these foreign restaurants are obviously dependent on their customers to make their money. Cooking these things at home for yourself apparently isn't okay either because you should rather support these restaurants and order food there. Ffs everything always has to turn into a discussion. Can't appreciate anything without some idiot accusing you of appropriation.

No. 1196471

>>1196463
Someone people need to be told to their face that they're fucking retarded

No. 1196474

I really, really just want to die.

No. 1196476

>>1196450
Why are you drinking warm water from the tap anon? Cold water does not pass through the water heater so reparing it should not change the taste.

No. 1196477

>>1196463
These kinds of people are literally racist, they're implying non-whites are so pitiful they need donations from us to survive.

No. 1196482

>>1196474
Same, but please don’t die

No. 1196485

PMDD is kicking my ass again and I’m a useless, psychotic fat bitch for another week.

I also realized this morning that I’m full of hatred toward God in regards to his silence and I’m gonna have to confront that if I want to keep being Christian.

I just don’t want to be happy and content ok? I’m angry as fuck all the time. And I’m right to be. The whole premise of life is fucking bullshit and we’re all supposed to act like we’re in denial and living in a fucking Tide Ad.

Well I’m not in a Tide Ad. I’m fucking cursed, and so is everyone I love! When I’m like this, the situation seems so serious and so dire that I can’t be around people at ALL who want to laugh or have fun. I WILL fucking wreck it like the tempest that I am.

Oh and I’m a stay at home parent. That’s why you guys are suffering me right now so I don’t go all bull in a china shop on my kids emotions.

In about two days when I finally bleed I’ll be a different person. I’ll be laughing with them. I’ll be ok with God again. But for now, shit is dark, dark, dark.

No. 1196486

My dad has stage 4 throat cancer. He went to the ER last night because his blood pressure was high and his oxygen was low, now he's in the ICU awaiting a tracheostomy. The tumor is strangling him, it's like it knows we're planning to get rid of it and doesn't want to let go. He should have started chemo a month ago but there are so many hoops to jump through. I can handle the delays with appointments, the money draining from my bank account to pay for insanely priced prescriptions, the added stress of helping to care for him, I can even to manage to care for myself somehow. Our whole family is putting on a brave face, and doctors have commented on how unusually well we seem to be handling it. But for some reason, what I struggle with the most is people texting me about it. My dad and I have been a dynamic duo at work, he taught me everything I know and we make a great team. Our coworkers haven't seen either of us in a while, and not a lot of them know specifically what's going on aside from that it's bad. They keep texting me the same thing. "Hey, are you okay? Let me know if you need anything." I do appreciate it, I know it comes from a good place. But I hate being reminded of the fact that I'm not actually okay and there's a very real chance that I will lose him. That we'll never get back to work together. That he'll never meet his grandkids. I hate knowing that other people know that's a real possibility. Everything else I can rationalize, I can obsessively research symptoms and percentages of survival and treatment options. I can make him his favorite meals and make him laugh so his anxiety subsides. There are problems I can solve. But others expressing their sympathy for us is what bothers me, because they make me acknowledge the sense of dread I've been trying desperately to ignore. I'm going to go see him now.

No. 1196491

>>1196381
I didn't grow up with the most obvious abuse in the household.. but then my mom got diagnosed with terminal cancer and while she was faced with her death and he was her caretaker… I became very aware. She cried to me about how he'd always treated her and I felt foolish for not fully seeing it sooner. She died. I did my best to not leave her alone with him much towards the end. She deserved better but she stayed and she never got to live that better life she deserved. My dad still pats himself on the back for always being an upstanding husband so I cut all contact with him.

Moving on from that I was determined to never date someone who held power over me. Being male does not win you that right. My first serious relationship was fine in that regard. I was in my late twenties when I entered my second serious relationship and I don't know what went wrong. It happened so slowly.. I found myself walking on eggshells, suffering with my nerves from how bad it was. He cheated and dumped me before I could ever get out myself. I wasn't even super young. I never saw myself ending up enduring years of emotional, sexual, physical, financial abuse but I did. I lived in misery and I stayed, scared of him… scared of leaving.

I would love it if my naive 20 year old self had been right "I'll never be abused because I'm vigilant about that kind of thing" I don't know whether to laugh or cry.

No. 1196494

I hate seeing twitter blue checks run up in to make a clever remark about tragedies on twitter. It comes off so fake and phoney, you can tell they are trying to phrase it, so it sounds so badass, Clever and so retweetable. I can't explain it.
Like that "Ratio" troon made a post about the shooting and mentioned troons for some reason. You can tell he doesn't give a shit. It annoys me and I wish I could explain it better.
It just comes off so off from certain people.

No. 1196497

>>1196491
It's so scary how abuse can creep up on you like that.

No. 1196506

>>1196494
That's so typical for troons. They did the same with Roe v. Wade, claiming they're even more affected by the abortion ban than women.

No. 1196511

>>1196491
I'm so sorry anon, both for what your mom and you went through. It really is insidious and abuse can happen to even the most confident, successful people. That's what so many don't understand. I'd say we should train people (especially women) more about the warning signs but even then it's like training a fire drill and then actually being in a burning room. So much of your foresight just goes flying out the window when you're subjected to the fear and pain for real.

No. 1196522

>>1196303
Go on r/abrathatfits and use their beginner fitting and sizing guide, and their size calculator and method of measuring. It will give you your true size, and then their fitting guides can help you understand your breast shape and what style suits them best. Also, you do not NEED to wear bras, especially if your breasts are on the smaller side. Do what is comfortable to you, and don’t get scammed into buying “sister sizes” or thinking you need 30 different types of bras

No. 1196546

>>1196494
I get what you mean anon. It's just so performative and fake. I see this a lot from leftist streamers and YouTubers, too. I don't need someone to tell me how doomed we are even if it's in a clever, quirky way. Like, just shut up lol

No. 1196563

people in my niche hobbies (roleplay especially) are getting older and getting busier, so it makes sense that sites dedicated to them are growing slower and slower. still sucks though.

also my replacement card still hasn't arrived. not entirely sure if it's even going to go to the right place, because of address issues. not everywhere accepts google pay, also. head hurts

No. 1196566

>>1196303
I like her fashion videos, for wide set bras she suggests front clasp or balconette bras.

No. 1196572

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I wish I could stop feeling jealous about the professional success of my friends. I am genuinely happy for them but I'm bitter at the same time. Rationally, I know that this isn't a zero-sum game and that their success doesn't mean I'm a failure. I know that jealousy is only going to make me feel like trash. But I can't help but seethe.

No. 1196574

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>>1195941
>>1196197
Aw thank you so much, I'll tell your greetings to him! He was so brave at the vet, he even bit the stethoscope, luckily he's small so it didn't break kek

No. 1196590

I've been exposed to way too much pedo(pandering) pornography when I was 11/12/13 through grooming and I hate how it has still messed me up. On a conscious level I have moved on completely and recovered as well, but I still sometimes find myself disliking my body, especially my vagina. It doesn't look like a cute, bald, puffy, pink innie, as one would call it, but just a regular vagina, with pubic hair and all. It makes me insecure, and sick to think I still have this porno/pedo brainwashing. I despise how so many "normal" things in society encourage this type of grooming too. It's so difficult to escape as a young girl, but it really messes up your perspective in inconspicuous ways. I even become offended when someone says my breasts look large or plump! I will defend myself in a way that is honestly weird. Who cares that much? Sadly, I do.

No. 1196594

i want to write stories but i’m too literally autistic and neet-ish to write natural sounding dialogue. my characters sound like spergs and i don’t WANT them to ugh

No. 1196598

I love this place. The socialization here is great. We're all on the same wavelength. I don't try to put on an act to get by or act. I wish there were something like it in real life, though. These days I'm not able to be on here as much so I'm really feeling the lack.

No. 1196602

>>1196572
I'm the same anon. I've gotten better about it over the years, after really thinking about and figuring out my values and what is important to me. Here's an excerpt from the book "The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck" that really helped reframe my thinking

>The third level is our personal values: Why do I consider this to be success/failure? How am I choosing to measure myself? By what standard am I judging myself and everyone around me?

>This level, which takes constant questioning and effort, is incredibly difficult to reach. But it’s the most important, because our values determine the nature of our problems, and the nature of our problems determines the quality of our lives.
>Values underlie everything we are and do. If what we value is unhelpful, if what we consider success/failure is poorly chosen, then everything based upon those values—the thoughts, the emotions, the day-to-day feelings—will all be out of whack. Everything we think and feel about a situation ultimately comes back to how valuable we perceive it to be.

I know it's not helpful but it's like a whole chapter out of the book (it's chapter 4 if you get your hands on a copy, there's plenty on libgen if you're interested). I don't know how it clicked but I just became less jealous of people over time as I started focusing more on myself. You've already got one thing down, and it's that their success doesn't mean you're a failure! Something that really helps me is thinking "would I actually want to be in their shoes? Do I want their responsibilities, is what they get to do important to me? Or do I just want the prestige to show off?" Usually I don't want to do what they have to do, I'm usually just jealous of their title or how fancy they get to come off. I've become a lot more focused on myself and have worked a lot on moving away from external sources of approval, and that's helped me a lot in not feeling jealous of others (I usually just wanted the praise others got). I'm really bad at explaining but I hope the book might help you in moving past feeling jealous!

No. 1196622

My semester ends this week which means… four whole months until i even have a chance of seeing a person again. This past quarter has been completely online as well, and any friends I made in the past quarters have stopped talking to me even though I thought we were doing well. I try not to think about it and just get by because I'm not gonna waste time wallowing when I could be doing anything else but it sucks all the same, I go months without contact and then get one day to go out with friends and then three more months of silence. I hated my classes but at least they gave me something to do. Community college kinda sucks nonnas.

No. 1196645

Shout out to my stupid normally tame small dog who decided to randomly bark at someone today during our morning walk (from a distance) and shout out to that someone who decided that warranted picking up a huge thick ass stick and start swinging it around and yelling curses at me about how disgusting I was for keeping an “aggressive dog off leash” (despite me profusely apologizing the whole time and telling her this was the first time he barked at someone) and about how she was gonna hit him.

I hate my stupid dog for having barked and I hate this stupid raised by gorillas woman. That walk was supposed to calm me down and now I’ve been just choking up tears. I hope she gets run over.

No. 1196659

>>1196594
lean into it, try writing sci-fi or fantasy stories. readers would get used to your writing style and voice, so just focus on trying to evoke different emotions or reactions in readers in ways you would.

No. 1196662

Fuck every single shitty internet pundit and loser "journalist" who are using dead children as a gotcha in their personal scores with each other. The shitty media and all these tools are a big part of the reason things have gotten so out of hand in the first place, and they continue to have zero respect for the people actually suffering as long as they can use it to "dunk" on someone. They take no accountability and have no ethics.

No. 1196676

Just found out that the man that lives above my apartment is one the handymen that my landlord hires. I heard him tell the other men that have been renovating my complex for the past two weeks how he loves hearing me having sex with my boyfriend. I am so disgusted. I don't want to have sex anymore here, not even masturbate in case he can hear my vibrator. They are coming in my apartment tomorrow to do some reparations and I don't want to be there.

No. 1196681

>>1196676
Ew wtf?! What a creep, hope he learns not to be so gross

No. 1196687

I asked for one friend to not send me any of her hilarious period pain memes as I’m recovering from a gynecological surgery, can’t ever have a period now and am in immense pain. I asked nicely because I genuinely think she’s on some fucking spectrum and she is trying to get that looked at but why the fuck can’t she listen to my one goddamn request? I’m not saying never ever talk to me about period pains, muh trigger, just that not right fucking now because I can assure you, I already feel like shit in every way. All I’m asking is not to be reminded of that shit for the next few weeks, shouldn’t be that hard? NO, the next few hours I get like two of them and she apologizes in the shittiest way of lol i forgot, bitch let me be traumatized for like two fucking days before I have to start acting like I’m fine again. I know I’m sensitive right now but my mind, body and hormones are all beyond fucked up, don’t send me stupid shit.

No. 1196699

>>1196687
Are period pain memes that important to her daily routine what the

No. 1196701

>>1196645
Ok but like why not just have your dog on a leash? There’s a million reasons you should. It’s not that hard.

No. 1196711

>>1196645
It sounds like you were raised by gorillas. Who the fuck walks a dog off leash in a public place? I'd like to vent about dog owners who don't take the bare minimum of care of their animal.

No. 1196717

>>1196645
Yeah that woman was overreacting for sure but keep your dog on a leash for his safety as well, even though he's small people scared of dogs will still be frightened and might react by harming your dog or he might get distracted and run off.

No. 1196731

>>1196645
Put a god damn leash on your dog dumbass, you’re the one in the wrong here

No. 1196733

>>1196645
That lady was rude, but you should really keep your dog on a leash for many reasons

No. 1196747

>>1196699
I swear to god, everytime she has hers or has just had them, she has to send thousands of memes. I think it’s because I’ve been open about my health struggles, she thinks I’m some open pussy therapist. It’s weird, but I know she was raised in a religious household and I’m the only one she can really talk about that shit but I am so tired, nona.

No. 1196749

As someone with no dad, I hate when I see people praising men for doing the bare minimum. It's kinda sad, especially in my community, that even RICH men get a pat on the back for actually being active fathers or in their children's life. For me, someone having both parents or no mom, was seen as "Odd" to me. I grew up around a lot of kids who had single mothers, grandparents or floating from family member to family member.
If they had a dad, they weren't married, or they saw their dad bi/every week or not at all. Or they had good stepdads and no dad, or a dad they saw plus a step dad.
The only thing that was common was them having a mother or some kind of caregiver. Not a dad. Being married was seen as something crazy to me. Even know it's crazy to me to think of people in my community being married, with children from each other only. My dad who was an abuser to every woman around him, married my step mom but I stopped seeing him years ago.
I had a friend who had a mom and a dad, but they weren't togeather. A mom who had other kids and a dad who had a good job and spoiled her when he saw her. However, for some reason she was just sleeping where ever she wanted. I often wondered what was up with her. Like did her mom just not care? Did her dad know she was staying everywhere? It was like she had no supervision but having both parents in her life. I knew another girl whose mother was a drug addict, we'd literally see around our neighborhood. She basically lived with her "best friends" family, even though she was in her grandma's care. It was all so odd to me. I was never able to do much, without sneaking. My mom just wanted me in the house, I assume just not to worry about me but also because my past.

No. 1196769

>>1196676
Check your apartment for hidden cameras after they leave

No. 1196791

I hate when people yell at me. I specially hate how he yells at me all the time for doing things wrong. Walking, taking money out of my purse,driving or sometimes even my mood isn't the right one. I'm tired, why is he still with me if he hates how I do every fucking mundane thing? Do I deserve punishment for not being a giggly ray of sunshine all the time? I'm so sad

No. 1196814

>>1196791
Nonnie, I know this is going to be the typical response, but he sounds shitty and this seems somewhat abusive and harmful to you. Maybe he's depressed about something and is taking it out on you.
I hope you feel better Nonnie and being a happy person isn't a BAD thing. Don't be sad, I hope you figure it out. Seriously. I admire balls of sunshine like you.

No. 1196816

Someone from a discord server I'm in posted an art collab between her and her gf, It's so stupid but I'm feeling sad over a dumb anime drawing… I really wish I could have someone to doodle silly stuff with too.

No. 1196817

Am I doomed to be alone? I find like 95% of men unattractive, and hardly if ever get crushes on people. I can count the number of times on one hand that I’ve seen a man I’m attracted to in public. It feels so hopeless, and I try to convince myself that maybe I could grow to be attracted to someone if they had an amazing personality and we got on really well, but sadly every guy I talk to has the depth and personality of a brick wall - no interesting conversation or effort. Im so SO bitter about it.

No. 1196827

i keep hearing fucking 18/19 yos talking about their clearly useless bfs as if they were soul bound or something and they keep putting up with shit they certainly shouldn’t have to as if there was no other option. i’ve certainly been there and maybe it’s part of the process of growing up or whatever, but i find myself crossed for them idk what is it. like, bitch, why are you prolonging your suffering???? you know damn well the probability of you finding a lifelong partner at that age is close to zero, so why are you doing this to yourself??? let go of these deadweights!!

No. 1196829

maybe not fit for thread because it’s kind of funny but also a little depressing, i got this skirt from the thrift store that’s made out of a fuzzy blanket and it’s super comfortable and I love it, but for some reason when I wear it moids will always come up to me and be extra retarded, like I’ve had 3 separate scrotes smile at me and say ‘I love your dress’ and it blows my mind every time because I’ll be wearing a top that’s a completely different material and color, are men really that retarded and self-absorbed that they don’t know the difference between two obvious articles of clothing? Worst was when this dude I hate it on my campus said he liked it and then proceeded to fucking grab the fabric and lift it up a little to feel it, it’s a mini skirt so i was super uncomfortable and worried he was going to touch me or flash my underwear to the class and the worst part is he probably didn’t even notice that it was creepy.

No. 1196835

I’m really unhappy
Wish to die

No. 1196837

>>1196817
Not that I recommend doing these things with the sole purpose of finding a man, but you could go to places where you think more attractive men would be. Rock climbing gyms, normal gyms, hiking groups, sports and martial arts groups, some dance clubs. Some of them might be butterfaces with good bodies but just statistically speaking there's likely to be at least some who are cute both above and below. Also college campuses for some reason (it seems like both young and older guys there tend to be attractive). If you're not a student there are still usually events and presentations that go on where you could meet people.

No. 1196844

>>1196829
I wasn't expecting to hear an anon with the same weird complaint but this has happened to me too! Men are dense because you're right, I get my outfits called "dresses" all the time even when they're blatantly different pieces. I think their dumb brains just shortcircuit and they spew out whatever comes to mind in order to get your attention. The guy who actually touched your clothing was way out of line though, males do not give a single shit about fashion so it was entirely an excuse to get close to you and he knew what he was doing. He should've been screamed at and smacked, I'm sorry you had to deal with that

No. 1196847

>Friends get a new bf they are now ignoring me
>"I try to ask them anything or spark up a conversation"
>"lol sorry anon, forgot to respond"
>barely talks to me only vents
>ask if they can sleep over because their bf's roommate hate when people are over
rinse and repeat, i keep venting about this shit, but i'm trying so hard to make friends, especially female ones, i value them and they intimidate men, men, i throw out and disregard easy but with women it's different.
I also refuse to befriend anymore males, 2 is too many.

No. 1196851

>>1196844
ty nonna males are truly low iq, honestly i was kind of upset about the touching thing especially because he asked me out the first week of class and i was like no im a lesbian but also he’s just weird and annoying as well, but luckily I brought it up to some other female classmates that I sit with at lunch and they saw the whole thing happen and agreed it was super weird and creepy so I felt somewhat vindicated LOL, I always say I’m going to react/speak out when stuff like that happens but honestly I’m a little slow and usually don’t even realize what’s going on until the moment is over

No. 1196856

>>1195947
sage for wow sperg but the community is disgusting??? ive played for so many years and noticed a huge MALE discord contributer has she/her pronouns and goes by the name bigtitwaifu or bigtitgothgf??? i never have been so compelled to say ywnbaw in my life. no woman would ever, ever use names like that, fucking coomer, just yuck, ur not one of us, and you never will be

No. 1196861

>>1196851
That just makes it even more blatantly creepy that he tried and failed to ask you out. He's not even the right sex, take a hint bro. Your mental response was totally reasonable and I get freezing up, scrotes have a way of catching you off guard. It sucks that it's even an issue in the first place where they ignore boundaries. Your fuzzy skirt sounds super cute though and I hope you keep enjoying it!

No. 1196862

>>1194139
yeah man to top it all off he's also a heavy drinker and was drunk off his ass the night before. who knows where the weed is.
so tired of hearing them fight

No. 1196863

I find it oddly insulting that women are now being referred to as "people who have periods" or "period havers" like it's a bad thing to use the word woman. It's supposed to be inclusive but seems at the same time misogynistic. Or maybe I'm just a special triggered snowflake. Just sick of people acting like "woman" is a bad word.

No. 1196870

>>1196863
It feels wrong because you never see it done the other way around, "person with prostate" or whatever. Men don't care about accommodating FtM, but women are expected to care about MtFs feelings.

No. 1196871

Signed up for 3 free days at a local gym. Got there and it turns out they can’t let me work out because “uhh duhh uhhhh, our manager’s not here.” Then the fucking zoomer scrote was like “I can give you a tour and then a guest pass, but it’s $20.” Then what was the fucking point of offering a 3 day FREE guest pass on the website?! Why do you need your manager’s permission to honor a promotion listed on the company-wide website?!

No. 1196873

>>1196863
This shows up in the weirdest places too! Like this one guy I know will call male people and characters he and refer to them as men, but call female people and characters they and won't refer to them as women. It's pretty noticeable too.

No. 1196877

>>1196863
Because we're reduced to parts again just like men talking about or ass and tits. We're expected to bend over backwards for men in dresses with a sissy fetish but godforbid we actually went around calling men scrotes, penis owners, prostate havers rather than their big 'manly' title of man. I feel like us being called women brings a sense of unity and understanding that we're actually a human being and not even some competition of who is the most womanly like men do with all their shit. I'll continue to say pregnant woman, women with periods, whatever because I don't give a shit for this erasure.

No. 1196895

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Wich I hadn't open /ot/ 1 minute ago, now I can't unsee

No. 1196896

>>1196895
>TERFs lesbians are misogynistic!!
>Makes a misogynistic and phallocentric meme about it
Literally 2 brain cells

No. 1196897

>>1196895
wait what’s on it im scared

No. 1196899

>>1196895
What was it?

No. 1196907

>>1196899
nta but it was a meme featuring a woman sucking on a dick and it was captioned "White lesbian TERFs" on the woman and "misogyny" on the dick

No. 1196909

I'm going off a medication and one of the side effects is "unexplainable or worsening fear" and holy FUCK I am so jumpy and can't control the volume of my voice when I'm spooked, and things that startle me are so vague and retarded. Like someone talking "too" close to me, which is anywhere in like a twenty-foot radius it seems. I also keep forgetting that I'm going off it, so I feel this wave of anxiety that feels like I just narily escaped a dog chase. Just absolutely freaky and unhinged right now, and to anyone watching too closely I look like someone who juuuuust started abusing meth or something. Like I feel like people can tell I'm fucked right now. I'll hopefully be over these side effects by this time next week. Fingers crossed, anyway.

No. 1196910

>>119671
Dog anon here!

I live in a gated community that advertises itself as okay to have animals off leash. I get that in America and other countries it’s a no-no to keep dogs off leash any time, but culturally in my South American country if you have dogs on a leash inside a gated community, people will accuse of animal abuse “because dogs are supposed to be able to run free.”

Thanks for the salt in the wound girls!

No. 1196920

>>1196910
are you venezuelan? i’d get scolded by old women for not letting my dog loose when i lived there too. had to try and convince everyone that my dog didn’t have a good recall and having him off leash was a terrible idea (and theyd still get annoying about it) pretty much every walk.

No. 1196940

>>1196920
Nta, but really? In my neighborhood I have to keep my dog with the leash held tightly or everyone will sperg and say that my dog bit them when he doesn’t bite. It’s so annoying, I’ve also had people sperging because i was standing by the entrance with my dog and a kid across the lobby started shouting like my dog was mauling him when my dog wasn’t even barking or anything.

No. 1196950

My whole body hurts and I have no idea why. I have a toothache ever since I went to the dentist 2 days ago, but now my limbs hurt too and I had unbearable stomach pain the days before. What the fuck is this? I didn't do anything out of the usual. I hate this, everything hurts. It feels like my bones are expanding and trying to get out of my body. I keep hearing voices too, whispers when there's no one around and moving shadows sometimes. What the fuck is happening to me? I'm thinking (because they told me some scary shit at the dentist) that all the pain and hallucinations is because of me being a bit stressed about it. I'm never going to any doctor again, if I die I die.

No. 1196992

>>1196056
Oh nonny, do I feel you. I went to a nevershoutnever concert 5-6 years ago, even though I was past the age of my scene kid music phase I went for the nostalgia of hearing all my favourite songs played live. But if you know anything about the state of Chris drew, it was not a great concert. I knew his brain was a little cooked from all the acid but it was baaaaaad. At one point the crowd was yelling songs they wanted him to play, and I was towards the front and yelled "this shit gets old!" which is one of my favourite songs of his, and no joke, he looked me directly in the eye and said "yeah, it does."
Killed me. Why the fuck would you travel across continents to play in my country only to do a half ass job and insult your audience? He's not really even a comfort listen now, because when I do listen to him I just think about that.

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>>1195038
this but for real

No. 1197011

I am in so much pain I want to die

No. 1197035

>>1197011
Hey nonnie, don’t die, I need you.

No. 1197082

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My dad will go under surgery tomorrow and I'm worried about it, even though it seems like it's a fairly standard procedure. He's overweight, diabetic, high blood pressure and is over 60. And even if nothing happens (which I'm praying), it has a chance that he'll need to do some stent insertion/angioplasty. I genuinely believe he'll be okay, but there's always this little voice in my head… And it grows louder whenever I'm alone. I don't even know how well I'll be able to sleep tonight.

No. 1197094

Im one of those people who doesnt believe they can ever get pregnant. I cant imagine myself incubating a baby inside of me for 9 months. Surely I could get pregnant, but at the same time its impossible. My kids would be so cool though.

No. 1197106

>>1197082
Good luck on your dad’s surgery nona, I’ll pray with you. Hopefully everything will go well and you can get some good sleep again in no time.

No. 1197118

>>1197106
Thanks anon, this means a lot to me, truly

No. 1197137

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I low-key consider myself a TERF, but I tend to mostly nod along with my friends that seem very pro-trans because I don't want to get into any arguments, nor am I good enough at expressing myself to not cause any avoidable drifts between us if I show my terf-y side, however I have realized a lot of them are just as performative as I am when it comes to the subject. Catch them drunk enough or on a bad day and the mask starts slipping, and they sound borderline similar to a lolcow poster, though with more carefully chosen words. Makes me wonder how many of these loud-ass activists are just over-performing because of some sort of guilt they're carrying, because they want to be as correct as possible or simply because they are scared of being cancelled and losing a lot of friends due to today's political climate? Like how many people ACTUALLY wants to support troons and aren't just doing it because not doing it is social suicide on a lot of platforms/circles?

No. 1197141

Called a suicide hotline for the first time and it felt completely useless. I talked about my inability to keep a job and how I feel hopeless about it and what the woman understood from it was that I 'project things into the future'. Is it really unreasonable to to expect to be fired after a short time if I also couldn't stay at my previous workplaces for long?? Like I don't think so. She also told me to believe in myself. Okay.

No. 1197149

>>1197141
What caused you to be fired previously?

No. 1197153

>>1196392
Which game?

No. 1197156

>>1197137
Anon I’m actually in the exact same situation! I thought I had to keep my feelings secret from everyone I know, but a few weeks ago I was having a conversation with my boyfriend and he slipped, accidentally saying “tranny”. I didn’t think it would have slipped unless he said it regularly, so shortly after the matter I was honest about my feelings on it. He basically said he’d respect people but agreed that trans women would never be real women and vice versa and that trannies are in desperate need of therapy. If you want to try to start a dialogue on it with someone you suspect may agree, here’s how I opened: I basically wondered out loud if transgenderism only exists as a result of toxic gender roles. Like trannies transition basically because they want to be feminine/masculine or they like feminine/masculine things. Blah blah blah if we remove gender roles and expectations then they can do whatever they want without feeling pressure to transition and transitioning reinforces gender roles that in the end negatively impact both sexes.

I think it’s easy to pick up on their feelings with this opener and you can easily steer the conversation to either be more “woke” or more honest on how you feel. Plus since you’re just wondering in the scenario, if they disagree then you can just go “oh, that’s a good point, I didn’t think of that! You’re completely right!” And avoid the topic in the future.

No. 1197157

A homeless woman came into my work and peed on the floor. Again.

No. 1197163

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I hate men, especially the violent one that recently went on a shooting spree.
Stop being defective monkeys you retards

No. 1197168

>>1197156
That's a good tactic! My current one is bringing up a guy in our circles that recently made a huge dramatic coming out video as "polygender" (as in you can call him pretty much any pronoun in the book). I casually bring up hearing about it and ask what the difference between before and now - since he will still respond to male pronouns - and how it differs from simply being a gnc straight man doing makeup. The conversations tend to go in very interesting directions, especially when you see how the gears in people's heads start turning when they try to figure out arguments how he actually fits in with the LGBT crowd and come up with nothing.

No. 1197170

>>1197157
God this reminds me of how fucking glad I am to have quit my job lol. Every goddamn day I had to deal with the nastiest rank shit.

No. 1197180

>>1197137
>>1197156
You know, I've noticed this too, but with people in my life who identify as enby or trans. I'm not necessarily peaked hence why I have gender-special friends but I do look at how lefties perceive gender with a critical eye. These people have told me when they think really deeply about it, their argument as to why they identify the way they do collapses in itself, and they start to wonder if any of it is worth it. I think many people are starting to open up to the idea that simply validating "gender" isn't enough, and actually harm gender roles as a result. The best way to awaken people's minds is through open discussion and communication, and I'm grateful that I'm able to talk to them without pushback.

No. 1197214

i cant talk to my bf about anything now..feels like the spark is gone. like he cant even say a simple ILY unprompted & i might as well not even exist to him. i just wish i had the sense to know if its really over or not or if its something we can work thru.. i dont want to put all my effort in a man just to quickly be disappointed.

No. 1197217

I feel so pathetic and fake. I know everyone puts on a mask according to their company but I don't think I have ever actually expressed my true thoughts and opinions to anyone. I am not close to anyone and I like it this way but I just feel cowardly. In real life, I am polite and do whatever other people want me to, I let other people take decisions for me so I don't have to think about it. Even now I let my mom pick my clothes in her choice even though it doesn't reflect what I enjoy at all, just so I don't have to think about it. Nothing I express in real life is me. And yet I still have such an exaggerated sense of self. I embody everything I dislike in a person and I still have the self-esteem of a near-perfect human. I am just so unlikeable. It's not that wish bad things for people around me, quite the opposite. I like helping people to feel useful, for myself, I don't help people to make their tasks easier. I don't know what I'm trying to get at. I wish I was better at introspection at least.

No. 1197223

My sister treats me like trash and always brings me down with mean comments and actions. She is also desperate for others (mainly non relatives) to like her, so she sucks up to them and never treats anyone else like she does to me.

Does she just see me as a punching bag where she can let out her meanness because she doesn’t care about my validation? She would be a fool to lose me, someone who loves her unconditionally, to try to chase others who aren’t even that close with her. I’ve just turned around and stopped hanging out with her whenever she doesn’t treat me well.

No. 1197230

>>1197214
Just tell him he needs to do more effort, imho this kind of situation can be fixed. There's a chance if both parties are willing and if you talk about it the worse that can happen is breakup, which is inevitable in case you don't talk at all.

No. 1197235

Why the FUCK are high top converses so fucking expensive now?? I just wanted to get a cheapo 2nd hand pair to kick around with

No. 1197237

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I'm going for a little trip abroad with my friend and my retarded brain can't stop thinking that the city where we're going is where my fiance told me he hooked up with some woman sometime before we met, it makes me upset for some goddamn reason. How do I make it stop, it's so dumb and ruins my happiness for the upcoming vacation yes, bpd

No. 1197255

>>1197237
Anon have fun and replace the bad memory out of spite, bpd spite is a super power I know it

No. 1197266

>>1197255
Thanks, it gives me hope I can enjoy the trip, will do!

No. 1197267

>>1197237
I would salty too, he really can't take you somewhere else? If it was my girlfriend I'd prefer to explore somewhere new for her than go back to the last place she had a fuckcation

No. 1197273

>>1197267
I'm not going with him (thankfully, that would definitely be shit) but with my best friend, and part of the trip is attending a specific event that is only there so I can't avoid it; if I could I'd definitely pick somewhere else though

No. 1197300

>>1197149
Making a series of careless mistakes and never quite grasping the processes and the softwares that we were to use

No. 1197302

In the hospital. About to find out if I have yet another thrombosis. Please wish me luck nonnies. A bit scared, but more annoyed at the fucking pain..

No. 1197305

>>1197302
Thinking of you nonna, stay strong

No. 1197306

>>1197157
I hate homeless people
Not all of them of course but so many of them hang around just to piss and shit everywhere

No. 1197307

>>1197302
I hope you’re ok anon!

No. 1197310

>>1196486 i was in your exact situation about 5 years ago nonna and i really felt the same way so your post hit me. you do have to face it but not all at once, but its ok to turn off your phone and forget for a while. all the best to you.

No. 1197328

I wish I could grab every Shein hauler and zoomer who thinks shopping is a personality trait and be like "let's go on a trip to visit Vietnam, Bangladesh and other state-imposed slavery countries! We're gonna visit all your favourite clothing designers and creators."

No. 1197331

>>1197305
>>1197307
Apparently it isn't.. So no idea where the fucking pain comes from. Male doctor of course with a fucking attitude that even quieted the nurse I'd gotten along great with.. Wouldn't be the first time I got send home with one. Ah well. Thank you for the good luck!!

No. 1197334

I hate /k/ommando larping moids so much who don't show an ounce of empathy for shooting victims. They are the epitome of fragile masculinity. They act all tough despite them never serving a day in their damn lives. I don't wanna start a gun control debate here but burgerland is so fucked and I don't see it improving because muh guns is ingrained into our culture. Australia did away with guns so easily but we're just stuck in this bullshit for the long haul. I hate their nonsensical arguments of "if u say i don't need assault rifles then why u need a car that goes 120 mph". Those are two separate things, one is designed to kill, one isn't. Use your fucking brain instead of your emotional arguments.
I'd understand if they gave the argument of gun control not stopping the sale of guns, but they don't. They just act like immature children and show their sociopathy. Wonder if they'd sing the same tune if one of their loved ones died in a mass shooting, or if they'd just say they should have carried a gun on them otherwise this wouldn't happen. Fucking idiots.

No. 1197335

>>1197328
There was an old UK show on YouTube that did just that. Rich kids sent to India to work in a garment factory. Unfortunately they got babied when they whined but it was a good show

No. 1197359

>>1197157
Are you a bank teller, anon? Because when I became one I was surprised to find out how common this was. Bodily functions in the lobby all the time.

No. 1197372

>>1197334
>me coming to this thread to seethe about the scrotes in the tinfoil thread talking about how the recent shooting was a CIA inside job to frame MRA communities as terrorists and seeing this on top of it
Lord help me I'm going to a-log an entire human sex, the Y chromosome should be classified as mental illness

No. 1197382

Why do I make myself feel bad all the time? I was feeling fine until I saw one random message that made me spiral into negative thoughts. It probably wasn't meant to be negative, but I can't help but interpret it that way. I need to stop trying to talk to anyone, I'll never be more than an outsider

No. 1197474

>>1197359
Sadly, no. I work at a target in the bad part of town.

No. 1197478

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In the last thread I vented that I was worried about an abnormal pap I never addressed from the past, and what the results my new one would be as a result. It came back completely fine! ty to the nona who told me about her experience, I hope your cervix is good too

No. 1197492

Why is it so damn hard to become an american citizen? I'm sick of this shit

No. 1197501

>>1197478
I'm happy for you anon! I keep getting abnormal ones whenever I do it and just never send in my reference for a colposcopy. I am scared of cervical cancer. I don't know why I keep reporting it. All my friends that have done it told me how painful it was, but in the end it's better than treating a cancer I guess.

No. 1197573

>>1196511
That reminds me of that African woman who was in some kind of helping-women-out-of-abuse organisation who got together with a moid who was a walking bundle of red flags and he of course started to be abusive and beat her and what not. She complained to her friends and family who all told her to leave his ass, but she always went back to him and he eventually killed her. There's so many cases like that where a woman stays with an abusive man even though she is independent from him, has social support, and everyone tells her to stop but she just can't bring herself to just break up for some reason.

I also don't understand why anyone would act that way. That's some deep mental illness. I've been into true crime and psychology for years and I was abused as a child, but I still don't understand it at all. It's such an alien mindset to me.

No. 1197599

FUCK YOU MENSTRUATION PAIN, I WANT TO SCREAM IT HURTS. I HAVE DR APP AND WANT TO NAP IT OFF. PLS DR COME SO I CAN SLEEP

No. 1197600

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I keep seeing all of these mass shootings everywhere and even if a man seems like a “good” guy who cares for others he will stick go out, grab a gun and take your life. There is no such thing as a good man, they all need to be fucking castrated, punished or exiled from society. I’m tired of the rehabilitation argument that oversimplifies the causes of crime because it’s always men. I live in a house with a sociopathic autistic family member who I think would go out and shoot people because of the things he’s said online, his antisocial behavior, and the coddling and lack of understanding for my fear being in the same house. If he was not in the same house my life and my other relatives lives would be 15x better than it is now. If I end up dead and my family’s likeness is on the news, I called it a few years ago when me and my sister constantly brought it up but no one cares because “he was just mad!” I don’t care, no one says they would rape people or massacre people on Twitter if they were mad but hehe rehabilitate bring him back into society so it’s practically my fault if his defective Y-chromosome decides to snap and kill me. It almost makes me so mad it doesn’t matter if I get stabbed or whatever I just want to punch the lights out of him

No. 1197601

>>1196910
Well sorry anon. It's weird that lady acted like that then, maybe she wasn't from your community or something

No. 1197602

>>1197573
trauma bonding is very real. it's "irrational", but you can't easily act rational for many people when actively undergoing abuse or trauma. that's the whole thing. you're in a situation that completely destabilizes your emotions and your thought processes.

No. 1197604

>>1196749
I was in my thirties before I finally got sick of hearing my dad pat himself on the back for 'always being a good husband and father' and I cut contact. My parents were together til my mom died so we all lived together but he might as well of not been there… then at the same time though he was overbearing with rules. He'd get home from work and once he was served his meal he expected everyone to leave him alone. He never engaged with us. He'd spend his spare time in the living room watching sports… nobody else was allowed in the living room if he was home, never. We had to super quiet while he was home. It didn't feel comfortable.

The highlights of my childhood were during the summer, my dad would vacation alone (nobody else was entitled to a holiday) so me and my mom could watch TV in our own living room. We'd eat snacks, make normal amounts of noise and just not walk on eggshells for a few days. I had no idea att how abnormal it is to spend all year looking forward to a few days without your dad in the home.

No. 1197607

Men
>tbh I can see how this guy was driven to his murder his entire family, I went through a similar type of stress once and sure its an extreme reaction but I can put myself in his shoes and empathise, everyone has a breaking point
Also men
>if a woman is being harassed and terrorised she should just think logically and do x, y and z, don't be so emotional, there's no excuse for acting irrationally, ever

No. 1197611

>>1197607
"Rules for thee, but not for me!"

No. 1197614

>>1197600
WHY CAN’T I DELETE THIS LMAO IT KEEPS SAYING WRONG PASSWORD anons help

No. 1197615

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>>1197614
YOUR FATE IS SEALED

No. 1197618

>>1197614
Aww, don’t sweat it nonny, I’m sorry you have to deal with that hope you’ll be ok

No. 1197621

>>1197615
rules be like:
>you can delete within 30 mins!

I didn’t even make a custom password like wtf is it even talking about? This website is so broken and you can’t even prove that it’s not working to get it manually deleted and they really wonder why we hate the mods? Like this isn’t /snow/ they can’t even be courteous on /ot/, literally no better than men

No. 1197648

Today my coworkers had a lunch gathering for fun and some people brought their significant others, including my work crush who brought his very pregnant wife. She was so cool and pretty and sweet and I couldn't help feeling jealous seeing them so happy and in love. I wasn't mean to her or anything, in fact I tried to be super nice so that she wouldn't get any "I want to fuck your husband" vibes from me. It feels juvenvile but I really do wish it was me. He's my dream guy, my other coworkers even joke about how he & I should be together and it hurts knowing he's so close yet completely off limits. I hope they're happy forever but holy shit seeing them makes me emotional…I just keep having this feeling like I'm never gonna meet someone and will probably die alone. I don't have any resentment for her, she did nothing wrong, I just felt a bit pathetic having to actually witness their marriage in person.

No. 1197664

>>1197621
If it’s within 30 minutes, I never put anything in the password section. I would just hit delete and it would go away for me.

Lolcow is so broken, I honestly wish there was a log in function. It would make the boards easier to moderate if we had accounts and would help prevent raids as well

No. 1197693

>>1197664
That would just be a forum and kinda defeats the purpose of being anon.

No. 1197695

>>1197648
ugh I'm sorry anon, I know exactly how that feels

No. 1197698

im trying to not be paranoid by everyone's intentions but also it's like..why are you being nice all of a sudden for

No. 1197706

>>1197648
I literally want to kms seeing these types of thoughts, I'm sure many other women feel this way about my husband and it makes me want to die even though it's totally harmless they feel this way. I am pretty, but bpd as fuck, no idea why he is staying with me.

No. 1197723

>>1197648
>my other coworkers even joke about how he & I should be together
You can't help having a crush but your coworkers saying this… she's pregnant. They need to stop that.

No. 1197726

>>1197664
But it's an imageboard, it's supposed to be anonymous. If we got a log-in option we'd become the next PULL.

No. 1197729

>>1197706
I've never even considered the fact someone right now could be having a work crush on my partner but I'm really grossed out by that concept too. Especially the other coworkers joking that the two of them are meant to be together. If I was the wife I would feel incredibly disrespected.

No. 1197739

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>rereading Doraemon manga because childhood nostalgia
>realizing they show Shizuka’s panties constantly
>realizing how often the barging into Shizuka showering gag happens
>realizing the first naked anime girl I ever saw was Shizuka, the fifth grader
>mfw
Truly nothing is sacred

No. 1197746

The topic of bullying being brought up in unpopular opinions made me think of when I was bullied. People just picked on me for my appearance, in eighth grade on top of having shitty parents. I had the lowest of self esteem. I moved around high school and I had guys come to me and tell me I was so pretty so I indeed got with them and fucked some. Biggest mistake ever because they would “brag” about it and then tease me and then they would discuss it out loud with their friends and they’d be like “eww” and oh my god I was venting to my current boyfriend about it and he said “ I don’t know what to say” I’m just so sad because it made me really shy and insecure and feel like shit. I would never shoot up a school but I feel like I would kill myself or something because how am I supposed to love myself in these conditions? I feel dehumanized just because of my ugly face. And being a slut. It fucked me up and this was years ago, sometimes I think about it still how am I supposed to just “get over it” and now I have no friends because I am scared to talk to people and I’m weary because oh I don’t know some dudes who I thought were in love with me went and humiliated me in my formative years and yeah I was easy but if I were a man I would’ve never been teased like that

No. 1197753

>>1197729
Yeah, I can't help how anon feels, but it's pretty gross other coworkers encourage it. I feel like I'd never do that because it feels so disrespectful. I was afraid anons would lash out at me and tell me I'm wrong to feel bothered by it, kek.

No. 1197755

I hate when people insist on sitting in the living room and demand quiet when they have separate specialised rooms where they could do the thing they’re doing instead. Go work in your home office! Go nap in your bedroom! If you need to sleep or concentrate why would you go to the one room in the house where everyone else is doing other stuff and making noise?
>hurr it’s my living room too
Yes it belongs to all of us. Your office/studio/bedroom are your private spaces though so you have multiple places to go nap or work whereas we only have this room to run around in. Unless you’d like me to let the toddler loose in your office while you have your Zoom meeting in the living room? You’d hardly hear us!

No. 1197757

>>1197739
we can reclaim her from coomers, the author is dead to us now, therefore Shizuka is free

No. 1197767

>>1197723
>>1197753
oh i totally agree, I've even mentioned that I think the jokes were inappropriate but my coworkers are assholes. i should clarify the jokes are never made in his presence, only when he's not around. they mostly just do it to tease me but i don't think they realize how shitty it is to say stuff like that. ever since he told us about the pregnancy I get really irritated whenever they try to entertain the idea of us together, even if it's in jest. i do feel that it is very disrespectful.

>>1197706
>>1197729

I totally get why it makes you uncomfortable, honestly i hate myself for feeling this way. if it makes you nonnies feel better, it really is just an innocent crush that I had/have absolutely no intentions of acting on. he's new at my job and i just thought he was cute and sweet at first, but when i later found out he was married (he doesn't wear a ring so it took me a while to find out) I immediately buried any feelings I had away. the idea of us being together in reality repulses me especially knowing they're having a baby. Seeing his wife in person for the first time just brought up old feelings and made me a little envious, which is very silly.

No. 1197794

>>1197767
You can't help the way you feel, anon. As long as you don't act on it and nobody finds out you have these feelings, you don't really need to hate yourself. It makes sense to feel that way because you are a normal person and considering their feelings, definitely been there, but beating yourself up won't change anything and just makes the heartbreak worse. Eventually these feelings will pass, even if it doesn't seem like it right now.

No. 1197798

I masturbated earlier and now the area is sore please don't be an infection please don't be and infection PLEASE

No. 1197804

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i feel so alone. no one cares about me anymore. my novelty has worn off. not even my boyfriend cares. he never gives me any attention anymore. it all goes to our friends or something. im so tired. i just want someone who will listen to me and conversate with me and care enough to get to know me. im no one anymore. i have no motivation to be alive.

No. 1197805

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I'm so fucking sick of men. I'm so fucking sick of wanting to wear a cute skirt but needing to be mentally prepared to deal with men inevitably trying to touch me, take creepshots, or follow me around and harass me. I used to just go about naively wearing skirts or dresses or crop tops but the amount of scary encounters I've had makes me feel unsafe wearing anything even slightly revealing. Now I wear baggy clothes, looking like a fridge and feeling disgusting but at least men aren't always "accidentally" bumping into me. I hate having to choose between wearing what I like and feeling safe in public. I don't get why all the fast fashion brands are selling nothing but sheer crop tops and minidresses when there's not a chance of wearing that shit without scrotes misbehaving. I think I'm going to get back into lolita and vintage fashion, I'll still have people taking pictures of me and staring but at least it'll be because of my weird clothes and not my body kek. I wish men didn't exist!! I hate them!!

No. 1197806

Just threw up some peanut and almond butter now I’m thinking about how much I hate my body and want to lose 6 pounds

No. 1197814

>>1197804
Sometimes I feel this way in my relationship. My boyfriend certainly still makes me feel loved and supported but sometimes I’ll have a moment where I feel like I’m not as interesting for him anymore?

No. 1197821

>>1197746
Gossip about me and my boyfriend having sex was spread around my high school and being slut shamed that young really affected me. I felt like such a bad person even though looking back now it really isn't a big deal that I had sex at 15, but I all my friends saw me as just "the one who lost her virginity first" and it made me hyper-aware all the time of how I dressed and did my makeup and acted around people. Even my older sister told me I was gross and wrong for having sexual thoughts at that age. Ugh.

No. 1197828

>>1196747
>everytime she has hers or has just had them
she done already done had hearses

No. 1197837

>>1197821
I feel like a girl being sexually active to the point of having full sex by 15 is kind of a big deal but more so out of just concern and not bitchy judgement. Maybe I'm showing my own age right now but that shit worries me. That's a kid.

Back when I was 15 I think more kids were lying about experience (adding experience on) than there was doing the opposite. It's like you get shamed no matter what you do.

No. 1197846

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I ate alnost all of a small pepperoni pizza and now I wish I could throw it back up. But I've never been able to force myself to puke before. I'll just take this as a sign to never eat pizza again. I didn't even really enjoy it, just mechanically put it into my face until it was all gone. I'd been exercising and eating right the last two days and then I do this shit. I'm not going to eat anything else, but still.

No. 1197852

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I had a weird encounter with some homeless-looking scrote today, and I am overall extremely tired of men. I wish they would disappear.
I was, as always just minding my business walking to the gym but there is a bus stop I need to walk past. Usually it's not an issue but today there was a creepy scruffy scrote muttering to himself. It was a rainy day so I had my big waterproof coat on and gym leggings, trainers etc with my hood up and headphones on, and I felt this disgusting moid's gaze FOLLOW me as I walked past him. I could see his mouth moving but because I had headphones on I couldn't hear what he was saying, but he slowly turned his entire body to (what I presume) look at my ass as I walked past him. I looked behind and glared at him and then just carried on with my day but I hope he fucking dies honestly - I don't care if I am wearing something interesting to you, don't stare at me like I am a piece of meat. I was not and will never be dressed for your attention or pleasure, I was wearing a big fucking coat and also covered in acne and rain, kill yourself.

This reminds me, 2 days ago I walked past a bus stop again on my way home and there was some other scrote taking up the entire pavement as it's quite narrow. I said out loud "excuse me" and he did absolutely nothing, I had to squeeze past him and even then he didn't even try to move. I turned around briefly and said "Or not, cunt?" and this man looked like a fucking zombie and just stared straight through me. What the fuck is wrong with men? They are literally mindless creatures with no social skills or politeness, I hope he dies too tbf. I almost had to step on to a busy road with cars coming because this fat ugly twat couldn't move out of the way for 2 seconds. I honestly hope they all fucking die, the least you can do is say "oh sorry" or just NOT stare at me at all you fucking degenerate creeps.

No. 1197856

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I'm ready for a relationship, I've been way more stable emotionally, studies and career are going great, I'm looking good but I just can't find anyone I could share my love with. I'm getting this close to contacting a shitty ex who told me I'm a horrible person when I dumped him. At least we had so much in common! Aside from his hobby of negging.
Tinder has been more shit lately. I still use the same photos so it can't be that I've gotten uglier but man, scrotes available there this summer are way worse than the winter catalogue. I'm barely getting proper convos now and they're just not attractive to me. Yeah I get it, you like sports, politics, travelling and positive attitude and your hair is short on the sides.
I'm getting older and I feel like I'm gonna die alone. But better alone than with an average scrote who I'm not attracted to and have nothing in common with.

No. 1197861

>>1197852
>I hope he fucking dies honestly
>covered in acne and rain
>"Or not, cunt?"
>this fat ugly twat
I'm sorry about the gross experiences nonny but your writing style actually made me laugh out loud so thanks for that. I appreciate your rage against nasty scrotes

No. 1197870

>>1197846
If you are otherwise healthy or are on a journey to become healthy, having a pizza, even a large one, isn't going to matter in the long run. I have several friends who gladly have a day or two a month where they enjoy junk food and candy without it having any impact on their routine. Sucks that you didn't enjoy it, though, but it's probably better for your overall health and teeth that you didn't throw it back up.

No. 1197878

I just received a letter informing me that I owe 2000$ for excess CERB benefits. I was off for three months and got 6000$, so I don't see how I can owe money. None of my old coworkers received a letter yet. Now I have to call and argue with them. And if I did owe 2000$, they won't pay back the tax return and benefits I lost because it changed my tax bracket. I am currently unemployed and have a lot of bills stacking up, I don't need this.

No. 1197888

I'm so tired. I really need a break but I never get the chance to truly rest. Today is a holiday and I asked for a day off for yesterday so you'd think I would have been able to rest for two days in a row right before the weekend but nope, yesterday I had an appointment at the hospital to check if myleft breast's tumor grew bigger and it did so I'm thinking about getting surgery to remove it because it's so huge it's hard to fully determine if it could become cancerous later, then I had to go to a restaurant with friends because one of them came to visit us because she lives abroad now but she brought her moid friend that everyone fucking hates with her and he ruined every discussion we had. Today we visited another friend who lives at the very opposite side of our fairly big city so I spent more time in public transport than at her place. A bunch of places were closed and I couldn't go grocery shopping so I bought a shitty mcdonalds set. It's 10pm and I haven't finished eating that trash and I need to take a shower and sleep asap. Kill me, on Saturday I'll visit another friend at her place and I love her but she also lives at the other side of the city and public transport at my place are fucking trash.

No. 1197890

>>1197852
How I hate that men can just get away with horrible behavior with no repercussions, I was standing out in the park one day and a middle aged man almost bumps into me (it was not crowded) and says sorry after lingering a bit. I keep standing there and there were two younger girls maybe first or second year in highschool talking, I didn't exactly hear what he said to them but I heard him say "if I was a little younger" and they laughed nervously and went away so it couldn't have been anything nice. I wanted to beat his stupid fucking face in so much. Why does he think he can even speak to such young girls he doesn't know, much less tell them weird shit. It's like they literally exist to ruin people's days.
I think every woman has at least one horrible creep story. Here's one from me I just remembered and I am angry so I have to write it. I am lucky because nothing bad happened to me. I think I was 13 or 14. I was at a gallery with my parents and this man sits next to me and starts talking to me, I didn't even think he was talking to me because I don't know him so I didn't listen to what he was saying. My parents tell me he's asking me something, so I listen and answer him, he was asking shit like what grade I'm in, how's school. He keeps talking to my dad, we go outside and now his mother is talking to us too, the man was middle aged and his mother was a grandma, they are both insufferable people who keep talking and talking to the first stranger who will listen to them. We manage to get away from them and we go to my aunt's place and my parents joke that I caught a boy's attention and my aunt was happy and wanted to hear more god I wanted to die why did they have to say that. And then the man kept calling us on the phone and he wanted to talk to me, I don't know how he got our phone number but my father would talk to him and he kept asking to talk to me and then my mom took the phone and told him to stop calling us because they are never going to let him talk to me. I love my mom. But the man kept sending me facebook friend requests, from lots of profiles because of course I wouldn't accept his request so he kept making new profiles to send new requests kek retard. I haven't counted how many he made but more than a dozen definitely. Fuck it I hate men

No. 1197892

I think the lockdowns activated my autism/decayed my social skills severely. Maybe I'm just using it as a copout but I can't bring myself to talk to anyone anymore. I have a few guy friends (much to my boyfriend's chagrin) but we barely speak and I think they're probably just horny which makes them willing to deal with my sporadic weird interactions. I have a few female friends from school but I feel like I've changed too much. I'm scared of talking to them because I havent been talking to them. I'm not sure if I've made a new friend on my own since I was seven. Whatever. I love being lonely forever

No. 1197899

>>1197890
>went to the library alone when I was in middle school, grown man followed me around trying to chat and asking for my phone number until I went to the front desk and got him kicked out
>followed by a bunch of men in a car honking and yelling at me when I was on a walk
>caught a guy taking an upskirt photo of me at the mall, was too stunned to react and he ran away
I hate men. I hate men. They should all be castrated

No. 1197903

I have avoidant attachment type, I know I am avoidant but I don't know how to stop being like this. Whenever a relationship or friendship starts going well I pull back. I'm wasting my time and life online in bed not even interacting with ppl on social media because I'm scared to build friendships and have to keep them up

No. 1197935

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What annoys me about tragedies is how everyone acts like they know how the situation could've been avoided. Like wow, I wasn't aware we have so many experts who are experienced in crime, phsychology and whatnot all at once. I also hate how people shit on the girl who was contacted by the Uvalde shooter. "Well she should've done xyz, it's obvious" shut the fuck up. I doubt the police would've given a fuck if she reported it because moids threatening stupid shit on social media is a daily occurence and people just chalk it up to them being autistic as usual. The girl is fifteen and lives in Germany and people absolutely overestimate what she should've done. Like what? Call up US police about a moid who owns a gun and rambles about vague shit? I hate people.

No. 1197956

I wonder why did I learn all the things that I did if I am unable to capitalize off them. I just cannot make money although I know so many things. I just cannot apply myself in the work industry. I can speak three languages fluently but I just cannot work under someone or meet expectations and I am continously tired and exhausted. I think I will kill myself soon. What is all this struggle for? Nothing. Better end it now. No, meds don't work. Nothing works.

No. 1197968

>work as server
>person comes in for a to-go order
>give him the heads up it will be about a 20 minute wait
> he storms out because he “cant wait”
>immediately calls to complain
> i answer.
>”this dumb bitch” , hangs up

Sir, I know your wife. Shes gonna find out real quick.

No. 1197971

>>1197805
I want you to go out wearing your cute outfits and I’ll follow behind to take out the creeps

No. 1197972

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No. 1197994

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My bf accepted nudes from one of his female friends, I know it goes without saying that he's a piece of shit for this but I hate that this woman I don't know at all would happily fuck me over like this. She was urging him to break up with me and come over so they could fuck after never showing interest in him prior because she broke up with her own bf and needed a rebound. I just can't understand it. I feel so hurt and betrayed.

No. 1198000

>>1197994
>my bf
>not 'ex bf'
??

No. 1198004

>>1197994
I know it hurts, but she did you a favor.

No. 1198023

>>1197994
This can't be real. What kind of boyfriend is that? Where did you meet this cheating retard?

No. 1198025

I hate when someone replies ''cringe'' to my posts I just can't take it. Any other insult is fine but cringe really hurts my feelings not gonna lie.

No. 1198038

>>1198025
Cringe I'm sorry

No. 1198042

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No. 1198056

>>1197861
Kek thanks nonna I'm glad I made you have a chuckle

No. 1198063

>>1198025
grinch

No. 1198071

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>>1197994
I'm sorry you had to find out this way that he's a piece of trash, nonny. I know you're very hurt, but I hope that the fact that he's a shitty moid who doesn't care about your feelings will make it easier for you to move on from him.

No. 1198083

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Literally what is even the point of living everything is shit and I have to live with the fact that i’m in a world dominated by males who just want to rape and kill everything and there is absolutely nothing I can do about it how can I be happy knowing that women and children are suffering with every second that passes at the hands of psychopathic moids what a pointless existence. I can’t imagine myself being happy in a world where men exist.

No. 1198085

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>I get another follower on my art account
>it’s yet another fucking “transmasc he/him” fujo
Please, God, what am I doing wrong, I’m so fucking tired

No. 1198095

>>1198085
Watch out or you'll get a whole pack of them liking and commenting on your art and trying to talk to you and then you'll watch as the people in that circle tear down other artists and even each other for the slightest wrongthink social faux pas but they haven't caught onto the fact that you commit thought crimes which makes you so nervous you baleet everything and avoid uploading art on social media. Or just say fuck it and get canceled early if you actually have a backbone unlike me kek

No. 1198102

>on lolcow earlier
>multiple threads suddenly discussing hollywood pizzagate shit, elites being secret trannies, and sperging out about getting the vaccine
Truly hope you get medicated soon for your own good as well as for the sake of those forced to handle you

No. 1198109

>>1198083
Same. Every day I confront these thoughts and have to somehow find it in me to keep living. It's probably spite.

No. 1198111

>>1198102
Kek just don't spend time in the tinfoil thread anon, they really be crazy out there

No. 1198127

I REALLY don't want to hang out with my friend. But it's been 3 months and she really wants to. I have literally no urge and all I want to do is relax at home if Im not working. I feel like I'm going to lose her as a friend because of this but maybe that's fine

No. 1198133

My mental state is getting worse. My mother is into conspiracy theories and won't shut up. Every and any thing sets her off on her psychotic rants. She loves saying "this actress is really male because you can see the laryngeal prominence, too tall, ugly therefore male, deeper voice therefore male, etc." My mother who cannot use a computer/search engine properly to save herself and overall intimated by computers thinking she'll break them tells me that certain events (yes it is what you are thinking) are planned to wake up the normies. It's all good nonnies because some supposed savior is currently doing god's will and soon we will be free and able to time travel. It's all just a movie. I kid you not. She's always been hard headed about how she thinks things should go. Couldn't question her as a teen (got yelled at and told either I'm immature or you're fine there's nothing wrong with you) and still can't (upgraded to rage filled "you just watch" and "it's really happening" with full blown rants). I feel like I'm watching a cult. It's very taxing. I feel more depressed and dead inside. I don't have anywhere I can go and since prices keep going up, there's nothing I can do. I hate everything.

No. 1198142

>>1197805
>feel unsafe wearing anything even slightly revealing. Now I wear baggy clothes, looking like a fridge and feeling disgusting
I get this so much, I wore a skirt I love today and almost doubled back to my place to put on pants and a huge shirt. I feel so unkempt wearing huge baggy clothes but I fucking hate street harassment

No. 1198143

>>1198133
Based transvestigator mom

No. 1198147

>>1198133
I'm sorry anon, but reading stuff like this does make me grateful that most of my family aren't conspiracy nuts or hoteps, except for my uncle a teeny tiny bit. Whenever I see people sperging about that kind of stuff I just think "They have a family that has to put up with this". I feel especially bad for young kids that are being raised around that.
Your mother is completely entitled to her opinions, but I hope she at least develops the sense to stop badgering you about it. It's not fair that she completely ignores how this stuff may effect your mental state. I hope your entire situation can change for the better soon.

No. 1198155

>>1198143
Kek. Her mom sounds insane but also a little based.

No. 1198163

>>1198133
meta tinfoil: your mom is the anon who's ranting in the tinfoil thread

No. 1198170

>>1198147
>Your mother is completely entitled to her opinions, but I hope she at least develops the sense to stop badgering you about it.
Exactly. All I want is for her to stop inserting her opinions all the time. She knows it bothers me, but the fact she continues hurts when she'll tell me to shut up about what I'm talking about or tell me what I'm talking about is stupid.
>I feel especially bad for young kids that are being raised around that.
My mom had a friend into the same stuff before they both got mad at each other. Her friend has a 13 and an 11 year old daughter. Both have major anthropophobia. This can't be good for them. I worry about them. I got to spend some time around them and they loved the baking show I was watching (thankfully liked me so that helped). It was cute how excited they got. I just hope they haven't regressed further (almost been a year).

No. 1198174

>>1198163
Her mom sounds like someone who browsed here too much and then had a kid. And now her kid goes on lolcow too.

No. 1198180

had to deal with pro-choice protestors blocking traffic today for over half an hour. it was an utterly infuriating experience. like for fuck's sake, stop making people who hold those views look bad. traffic obstruction protests like this one seem more like a narcissistic move from the protestors than anything and just piss everyone off.

No. 1198181

>>1198111
It wasn’t just the tinfoil thread. Notice other threads when that thread is particularly active, just full of crazy

No. 1198187

>>1198143
Yes it is absolutely based to have a parent that is so mentally ill that she has to theorize that normal women are men and let it bleed into her parenting, potentially putting her own children in danger as she spirals deeper into insanity

No. 1198201

>>1198147
My mother was really into conspiracies and niche internet forums on dial up internet, one time when I was a kid she randomly told me she was into the Planet X thing back when and about how one of the women who was into it killed all her animals because she thought the world was about to end and then the planet never came.

No. 1198204

>>1198174
is her mom regina

No. 1198228

>>1198204
Nah her mom's Ian.

No. 1198235

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Never in the history of cancerous internet comment sections have I seen so much butthurt as this article of AOC calling out scrotes

No. 1198241

I'm not sure where to put this, but I'm a little jaded about my work next month. I work at a library, and while my town is near a more liberal city the majority of people here are conservative. We're going to have a display of kids books for pride up front and honestly as an LGB person myself I don't exactly give a shit. The couple books we have on trans stuff and gender nonsense aren't something I agree with, but I have no desire to ban books for reasons like that (at least not without going through the proper challenge process). It's cool, different voices are allowed to be read and as a parent you can just not let your kids read them.

What I'm not looking forward to is potentially having conservative or religious folks constantly ask me why we have that filth and "pornography" on our shelves/them getting ornery about removing it. But we'll see.

No. 1198242

never thought I would be this type of person, but: zoomers. I hate them so much. Every week on twitter I have to see a 16 y/o with "they/he/vamp" pronouns making a thread ""educating"" their fellow retarded zoomers on shit that's existed YEARS and YEARS before they were born. I hope they all lose their internet connection and are forced outside to read books. Stupid little snot-nosed ZOOMIES. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

No. 1198250

>>1198235
it's fine when men point out the wrongs of other men, it's no longer fine when women do. congrats, sexism! in! action!

No. 1198255

>>1198235
It's funny I keep seeing libtard men blame "misogynistic" men and "incel, alt-right" men; ignoring the fact that the commonality shooters share is that they're all men and all men are inherently misogynistic. It's like they're almost there and it's frustrating, like watching a retarded animal.

No. 1198257

I have schizo and I keep on going homeless and I cannot work a normal job and I might end up doing online sw to survive. Meds don't help me but thank God I'm not addicted to any drugs anymore and I don't have gaps in my consciousness or personality shifts and I'm feeling some peace finally. I have mild delusions, disorganized thinking, aphasia. I'm fairly intelligent but the mental illness gives me constant brain fog and literally makes me almost unable to do organized tasks.

No. 1198259

>>1198255
>>1198250
The comments usually go something like "b-but who will protect you if men didn't!" As if the entire police force wasn't too chicken shit to go inside the school for over an hour. Or that the reason we need protection is from y chromos 99% of the time, not sabertooth tigers as they wanna imply with their heroic retorts

No. 1198272

>>1198235
There is literally no fucking point to men, where is the “paternal instinct” to correct other men and protect women and children. Two woman teachers died to protect children, and they’ve done more than any of those men ever have. A real man is supposed to protect their community and more vulnerable people, what the fuck is this shit. The suicide rates involving guns among men that same age are so fucking high, just fucking maybe they could stop being so self centered and figure their shit out instead of abusing everyone around them that has progressed beyond the ridiculous thought that impulsive violence is an answer. These same people will rape, stalk, harass, etc. women and children for fun and to feel the falsest sense of power, force everyone around them to adapt just to feel safe walking literally anywhere, and working with other men through their insecurities is somehow impossible. How are they “pro life” and “pro automatic weapons”, I’ll say it again those elementary school teachers were harder than any of those men, where the hell have they been to enact laws so that Ms Frizzle doesn’t have to use her body as a fucking shield.

No. 1198300

God why am i struggling so much to lose the pandemic weight. I hate being a fatty

No. 1198302

>>1198085
>what am i doing wrong
my beloved nonnie you are on twitter that’s what you are doing wrong

No. 1198327

I keep dreaming about my retarded ex and us handing out. The whole time I'm pissed at him because of what he did to me and I call him out on it but of course nothing happens because it's a fucking dream.

No. 1198343

I hate it when passive friends talk big shit when I know they’re meek af. “I was ready to throw hands,” “I almost told him to fuck off,” you had a panic attack at a crowded McDonalds and you expect me to believe that

No. 1198347

>>1198235
she's right, I love her tbh

No. 1198348

>>1198083
Come on over to /2X/ please

No. 1198359

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people only say good things about my body when i’m anachan. every time i attempt recovery i become invisible again, then i get congratulated when i inevitably relapse

No. 1198363

I had a long to do list of shit I needed to do today and I got through one thing that doesn’t even take that long. I just constantly get distracted by shit and it adds up to be hours of distractions. I’m so fucking annoyed with myself for wasting the day away like this. Why does this always happen? It just makes my do too list longer and longer

No. 1198364

>>1197118
Nonnie, any updates? I hope you’re doing well!

No. 1198366

>>1198359
Yup that’s life. Our bodies will always be commodified and viewed only as a product and this will likely not change as a whole for the entirety of our lives. Only when we age and expire like milk will we be invisible.

No. 1198367

>>1198359
Same, invisible. I think I look better around BMI 21 but everyone else prefers me at 17-18.

No. 1198373

>>1198367
Same here.

No. 1198421

>>1198363
This!! I dont like wasting my days at all but trying to hard to not doing it is sooo tiring. I feel so much anxiety when I do nothing to the point that I can't enjoy my free time that much anymore. There's always something to do. So many distractions, so little time :((:()

No. 1198439

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I'm pretty sure I've have undiagnosed pmdd for the past decade and every month for 1-2 weeks I get locked away into silent hill until I go crazy and I would simply like to pass away.

No. 1198452

>>1198255
I’ve noticed more and more men I know trying to distance themselves from incels and blaming incels for all misogyny, insisting that any openly misogynistic man must be a virgin incel who’s never had a girlfriend. It’s convenient for them to act like only incels hate and harm women because 1) it lets them, normal men who get laid, off the hook and 2) it indirectly puts the blame on women. If only women would fuck these guys they wouldn’t be incels and then they wouldn’t kill people!
Meanwhile, many of the most virulently misogynistic men I’ve known had girlfriends and wives. Obviously domestic abusers and family annihilators have female partners. Many terrorists are married. Having a girlfriend does not make men hate women any less, it just gives them an easier target.

No. 1198453

>>1198366
>Only when we age and expire like milk will we be invisible.
you retarded or something? this is a male meme. older women are hit on all the time and are still heavily desired.

No. 1198470

>>1198453
If you didn’t sense the obvious sarcasm and reference to moids that’s your problem, not mine

No. 1198520

I think my new bf is a furry. He draws comics and is obsessed with racisng horses. Fine, I thought it's just a hobby. We used his computer to watch a movie and his screensaver was furry art.I asked him if they were animals, and he was like "yeah, they're cats". Uh ok. Aren't furries gay? I didn't say anything. During the whole movie I was panicking because one of the comics he drew was joking about beastiality with racing horses. Furries arent all this way but still… He also does noises whenever I get "whiny" and I just now figured out that it sounds like a cat roaring. This man is in his 30's. A grown ass man. Why do attract these weirdos, I'm so fucking upset. What the fuckkkkk

No. 1198525

I hate not knowing whether or not it'd be worth it to go to the ER. My stomach pain is bad, but not as bad as last time, which based on bloodtests was barely considered pancreatitis anyway. Plus I mean if I can type this out, it's not an emergency situation I guess. I just wish someone could stop the pain when that happens, fuck

No. 1198530

>>1198452
They want to seem blameless. I'm sure many of these men are in denial because they're decent and only know men who seem decent so they only hear about cases of violence against women on the news and can't imagine how that shit plays out or how a "normal" guy could possibly be so sexist he'd commit violent crimes. Then you have men who are just straight up in denial and think their own wrongdoings aren't ~that~ bad compared to what's on the news, kind of like when people say people with PTSD because of war should be pitied but the ones who have PTSD from physical abuse or sexual assault don't have it nearly as bad as veterans.

No. 1198555

For the past week or so I've been waking up in the middle of the night and having trouble falling back asleep. It happens anywhere between 1-4am and it's driving me crazy. Nothing about my bedtime routine has changed so I don't know wtf is going on. I need to start taking melatonin I guess but that doesn't solve whatever is making me wake up

No. 1198562

It always fascinates me when the same anons that are in other threads spewing absolute vitriol suddenly have an iron-tight code of ethics when they’re challenged in any way in /ot/, even jokingly. Since when is an imageboard a safe space, and why is it only suddenly supposed to be a safe space when you’re suddenly the subject rather than the aggressor? Don’t back down, at the very least.

No. 1198564

I just slept from 7pm to 7am and I'm still fucking tired. My gf went to work already so I don't even get morning cuddles.

No. 1198565

>>1198562
how do you know they're the same people?

No. 1198570

>>1198565
Because it’s what the entire board is for, it’s also very slow, and particularly hateful or pissy anons make themselves easily known because their aggressive typing style bumps and replies to multiple threads in the same timeframe. I don’t care to connect dots or tinfoil or anything because it’s not important to me, it’s just blatant. For example like okay, you’re allowed to call people retarded and accuse 1/5 anons of being a man but the moment you are getting any sort of negative feedback you seethe with unadulterated rage and cry about how we should be supporting eachother. What.

No. 1198571

>>1198565
Because they have the same name. Anonymous.

No. 1198572

>>1198571
Yes this. I hate that bitch.

No. 1198579

>>1198520
He sounds like a freak and a degenerate anon get out now

No. 1198583

Petty vent, but I just got rejected in a recrutation process first time in my 8years long career life lmao and it kinda hurts even though I didn't like doing the assignment for them and was thinking to potentially reject them myself if they didn't offer me anything mindblowing in the interview. I'm glad to not have to do so, but still, my poor ego

No. 1198585

Why the fuck is this period so much worse than usual, it started a day early, the cramps are insane and even my vagina is getting cramps! How am I supposed to be a functional human being when not having a hot water bottle on my stomach for one second makes me feel like I'm dying? What the fuck am I going to do when my period happens on days I have school/work? I'm already on hormonal birth control and it made my period symptoms worse, not better. I used to bleed tons and have a super unregular period that would purposefully start when I had important, stressful things to do (what a bitch), but it barely hurt. Now it's regular but I'm still bleeding insane amounts and both my uterus and vagina hurt!

No. 1198587

>office nearly empty because most coworkers took a day off because yesterday was a holiday
>I go to the office today because I need to do stuff nearby later
>only coworker who is at the office arrives soon after me
>for some reason he decides to stay in the same room as mine which is fucking annoying because we both need to make phone calls and I can hear him chewing gum like a cow eating grass
>mfw just wanted to be in peace and quiet in a room alone, do my job fast and slack off

No. 1198611

how are timtams 91 calories each god what the fuck kill me

No. 1198620

>>1198585
Feel your pain!! Are you taking both paracetamol and ibuprofein and as soon as you feel the pain coming, Ive noticed that if I take them early enough it helps the pain

No. 1198623

>>1198618
What the fuck. Yes its unhinged think about something like that. Just stop giving giving giving

No. 1198626

>>1198611
The double choc ones are like 120 and taste even better fuuuck

No. 1198627

why does anyone take birth control? why would you do that to yourself and your body? just abstain from sex if you're taking it to avoid pregnancy, holy fuck.

No. 1198629

>>1198623
Nta but its not unhinged at all.

No. 1198640

>>1198520
Girl run

No. 1198645

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>>1198520
Anon you know what to do.

No. 1198646

I had to take an unpaid day off today because it was the first day of my period. As soon as I woke up I was having the worst cramps of my life where the pain was bad enough that I was starting to lose consciousness in the shower. I seriously fucking hate having a uterus

No. 1198647

>>1198627
Abstaining from sex isn't realistically happening if you want to be in a relationship, which most women want, nor is it always desireable.

No. 1198652

>>1198647
nta but I can’t understand women wanting to be in relationships literally all your scrote is gonna do is at best disappoint you and at worst abuse you.

No. 1198653

>>1198627
I experience really mad mood swings and wanted to try something other than an antidepressant, so I'm giving birth control a go

No. 1198655

Sigh, I shoud just give up and wear cat fur instead of clothes. It won't look much different.

No. 1198658

>>1198647
personally i think a lack of sex for a time is more desirable than ruining my body with hormonal birth control that can cause irreversible body and mental damage. either you want kids or you don't, figure it out and act accordingly. taking birth control isn't healthy for you. also it is realistically happening if you're in a mature and healthy relationship with someone who can respect boundaries and your health. i'd never date a man who expects me to take birth control just so he can get his dick wet (i also have a latex allergy and am not interested in alternative condom options for the sake of not inserting foreign objects into my vagina) so it's abstain from penetration or nothing. i don't care and if he does then i care even less!

No. 1198659

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I hate that there's this culture in my country of men (who for whatever reason just don't work) and who hang out at the pub at like 11am in the morning. There's a few pubs on the main street of my lil town and none of them have a garden style smoking area or anything like that so people just smoke out on the mainstreet at the entrances. I don't care about walking through smoke.. it's the fact that the grossest men you could ever picture are just stood there taking in eye candy all day essentially. The last men on earth who you want eyeing you up as you run errands or head to your job. How can you just drink and smoke and gawk at people all day every day? And they make no effort to hide it either.

Overweight, underwashed, wearing clothes that look stretched out and faded from the fact they've never seen water or detergent before. Have you thought about being a productive and well groomed person if you're so sex deprived that no fully dressed woman can pass by without you taking in the view for way too long? I promise you it'll get you laid faster than what you're currently wasting your life doing. Stop the fucking staring. Go home, I mean drinking at home is cheaper and it's obvious you're living on a social welfare payment. Put the savings toward a can of deoderant.

No. 1198661

>>1198653
therapy? behaviour control? smoking a joint? hello?

No. 1198670

>>1198658
I admire your willpower and values but like, men who's OK with a sexless relationship are few and far in between and most women want to be in a relationship. Not to mention there's women who enjoy and actively want sex. Again I admire your values but like I don't think it's beyond comprehension that women will choose some form of BC over staying sexless.

No. 1198671

>>1198627
I take birth control because without it my period is 8 days long, sometimes with additional spotting before and after and never fully predictable, up to 7 days +/-. The comfort of 3 days long, perfectly predictable periods is a blessing, it may not sound like much but it really was messing up a lot in my life how it was before.

No. 1198675

>>1198658
Not to mention that there are other ways to be intimate aside from penetration. Realistically, penetration isn't even that good for most women (something like only 30% can orgasm from it alone) so it's not even something worth risking your health and quality of life for…

No. 1198680

>>1198661
Yep, tried all of these, been in therapy, also an inpatient at a psychiatric hospital, took antidepressants, also tried to rely on friends & family and also suicide hotlines in those times but it's just literally tiring for everyone, since it is a recurring thing

No. 1198684

>>1198627
A great perk of being a lesbian is not needing to take birth control. But I like having sex and I would probably take it if I was straight tbh

No. 1198687

>>1198658
>for the sake of not inserting foreign objects in my vag
>but raw dick is fine when its ‘safe’ (lol)

I will never understand that thought process. An alternative to latex is the optimal option over going raw cause excluding children a dick is a dick and you are welcoming bacteria cultures into ur vag that no STI check can detect or bodywash can kill kekw.

No. 1198688

>>1198646
Same. I just finished a ''cramp attack'' and I still feel clammy and dizzy. It lasted for 90 minutes. Laying on the carpet curled up with a hot water bottle, grunting like a fucking cow while punching my ovaries with a remote control. Gagging because I thought I was gonna throw up and saw black spots on and off because I was so dizzy. When this shit happens I usually pray to die.

Anyway feeling really grateful now. When the pain goes away, you realize how lucky you are to be healthy and pain free most of the time. I'm sat here enjoying the cold ass meal I made right before the cramps set in. Really just appreciating having generally good health right now, I can't imagine what people with chronic pain and other diseases go through. Ahh I feel so relieved. a little woozy

No. 1198693

>>1198670
idk, i think having to take a pill to "be in a relationship" is a little sad. they aren't few and far in between, like the other anon said there are many more ways to be intimate and not all men are sex driven maniacs who will expect you to have sex with them just to date them. it's not like you're marrying them lol. thank you though.
>>1198675
completely agree! penetration is sort of the least enjoyable aspect of sex especially when you aren't prepared for a pregnancy or even then it's just uncomfy and there's (imo) a lot more ways to be enjoyably sexually intimate with men than just letting them penetrate you
>>1198687
yeah surprisingly i'd much prefer a raw dick than whatever bullshit makes up the plastics or rubber they'd prefer me to use, i'd also rather not expose my partners genitals to weird products either because i intend to be around those and don't want to deal with funky smells or lingering chemicals. sorry u don't understand but personally! i'll always happily take the "bacteria cultures" throwing my vagina off above scented crap and plastics that will harm me long term. i'm also one of those free bleeding freaks that isn't interested in tampons or pads or menstrual cups. none of those things belong anywhere near or in your vagina.

No. 1198695

>>1198693
>free bleeding
so what do you bleed into? do you sit on a towel? genuinely curious

No. 1198699

>>1198695
my underwear and i wear full cotton when i have my period. idk if it's just because i have a fairly light one but i never bleed into anything else, like my underwear soaks it as i'm bleeding? i change them maybe twice a day at most on my period and normally take a shower when i do if i can and it seems completely manageable to me.

No. 1198700

>>1198627
I took the pill for a week back in high school just to deal with my acne because my dermatologist prescribed it to me and it made it way worse very fast, I don't even want to imagine how shit it would have made me feel long term.

No. 1198705

>>1198695
NTA, I do that with special period underwear. I've given up on shoving anything up there and don't want to use disposable shit.

No. 1198709

>>1198693
they make period underwear, disposable organic cotton pads and reusable cloth ones jsyk.. also out of curiosity are you also against taking birth control for dysmenorrhea? is taking painkillers ok?

No. 1198715

>>1198709
yeah i know thank you!! i've considered the reusable cloth ones but i've found the way i'm doing it so manageable i couldn't find a reasonable excuse for spending the extra money!! but it's definitely something i'll continue to consider.
as for dysmenorrhea i'm really not sure since it isn't something i've experienced personally i don't think i could comment on how to manage it. i think that birth control in almost all circumstances is damaging to your health… but if that outweighs the effects of having constant/monthly severe life effecting pain? i think that's reasonable. taking painkillers also is sort of just required at some points in life. personally i try avoid it as much as possible but there are women who are performing physically all day or don't have the privilege of managing pain without medical pain relief. all in moderation and all in perspective of your quality of life imo. taking birth control to have sex with men isn't necessary which is where i find an issue with it.

No. 1198724

I'm reading a discussion where men are trying to claim that 'women are just as bad' The topic… a guy who watched insanely violent porn and stalked his neighbour, broke into her home for months to steal her undies and then he killed her one night and did all that violent porno shit to her dead body. Ah yes women are just as bad… women do that all the time too… yes the rates are definitely equal. Men are scared of women doing that to them.. men are afraid to even be freindly to strange women in case that all ends up happening to them.

That's enough internet for today

No. 1198732

This coomer who lives on the same floor as me literally jerks off ALL DAY, loudly and grossly too. He's bariatric treatment level fat and disgusting. I can hear him from my room and he'll do it like 4 times a day starting from 8 AM to 9 PM. I wanna puke everytime I hear his groans

No. 1198737

Sorry for BC blog post but it’s absolutely mental that the medical industrial complex has convinced 15/16 yr old girls that the only way to avoid getting pregnant is to take synthetic hormone pills for the rest of your life.

It’s definitely not healthy, and probably of the most complicated ways to avoid what is easily avoidable. Why take a pill everyday of your life when your fertile window only lasts for 18 hrs. Just don’t have sex for a couple days a month

No. 1198739

>>1198732
that is so digusting!!!!! i am so so sorry you have to deal with that.. are you renting? like is there not a landlord you could complain to? idk could it be classed as a noise complaint?

No. 1198741

>>1198737
>Just don’t have sex for a couple days a month
anon…
I don't like birth control but this advice is ridiculous and actually ended up getting me pregnant when I had sex a day after my period. Condoms are the way to go and they protect from STDs and they also reduce the risk of other infections if your scrote has a gross dick

No. 1198742

>>1198737
But that's the thing, it's not just for avoiding pregnancy, it's also used for treating PMDD, acne and endometriosis

No. 1198745

>>1198737
we really need better sex education so people stop writing things like this

No. 1198749

>>1198739
I am renting and noise complaints here aren't taken seriously, I have a daughter who's luckily too young to understand and you can only hear it from my bedroom and not living room or her room, and am saving up for land and a trailer or something. Coomers ruin everything

No. 1198750

>>1198737
>your fertile window only lasts for 18 hrs. Just don’t have sex for a couple days a month
This is the type of shit I see scrotes on KF posting and it's retarded enough when men say it… tell me you're joking?

No. 1198758

>>1198741
Sperm can live for days in you, if you had unprotected sex where he ejaculated in you before your
ovulated no wonder you got pregant.

If he doesn't jizz in you and you avoid the days before your ovulation and the day of ovulation, its as safe pregancy wise as condoms. Too bad no one actually does it correctly or reaerch how to do it properly. I did it for 4 years and no pregancy, because we weren't retarded about it.

No. 1198760

>>1198758
Love your anecdotal evidence anon, too bad not everyone is you so it doesn't apply

No. 1198763

Keep booing me idgaf, go buy yourselves some ovulation test strips, a thermometer and keep track of your cycle for a few months. Avoid having sex for a week around the time you will ovulate. It is absolutely possible to know exactly when you are fertile.

No. 1198766

I would rather never have sex with a scrote again than take hormonal BC. Why will so many women willingly wreck their body just so some ugly scrote can fuck them without a condom?

No. 1198767

>>1198758
sperm lives in you for 5 days, my "fertile window" certainly wasn't 1-5 days after my period ended. Just wrap it ffs

No. 1198769

My country won't cover ondansetron unless I get cancer, but I have been vomiting for almost 7 years now. They're like $10/pill, and I'm at that point where taking one sublingually does fuckall. My facial volume is lost forever and so are a few teeth. I feel hideous and disgusting, and like this will actually never get better. Today I'm just letting myself cry as I vomit instead of pretending to be "brave". If there was a gun in this house I would be gone already

No. 1198772

>>1198760
Too bad most people are retarded and can't grasp simple concepts.

Rythm method is used by a ton of people with no accidents.

No. 1198773

>>1198766
I wonder the same thing. I took the pill for a few days and had to immediately stop because it gave me constant diarrhea and major stomach pains from a small dose. Seriously, what the fuck?

No. 1198775

>>1198767
Apparently you ovulated early, sperm cant fertilize an egg that doesn't exist. Or how would that magic happen?

Also letting a guy jizz in you if you don't want to get pregnant is retarded what did you expect?

No. 1198776

>>1198767
Will all due respect nonna, it coulda been. My period just ended on cycle day 10, Currently on day 13 and will be ovulating in the next 2-3 days. Sorry you got pregnant but it’s not a mystery, you just need to know what your doing

No. 1198778

>>1198767
>>1198775
This. You must have ovulated early, you literally couldn't get pregnant otherwise. I ovulate early so I don't let my bf finish inside until my ovulation day is over. Also usually when you start tracking, you at least look at cervical mucus, track body temperature, and could even use ovulation kits. Then you will know how early you usually ovulate and over time you really learn to feel when it's safe and when it's not safe. It's annoying that women are not supposed to be aware of their own body and fertility and just take man made pills because they're "too dumb to understand" it.

No. 1198780

>>1198772
And it fails more people than any other method does; it can be as safe as condoms when you you never ever have any irregularities and are very responsible (meticulous about all the details, never get sick or take any kind of illness, never change your lifestyle (like travel, irregular sleep, a lot of alcohol etc), because all of these can influence your cycle), but a lot of women don't fit these criteria, so while one totally should be educated about it, it should always come with a warning that for many women this is the most risky method. Calling other women retards for not doing it just makes you seem very ignorant.

No. 1198781

>>1198775
He didn't jizz in me. how the hell would I know exactly when I ovulate outside of keeping constant ovulation tests around? that just seems like way too much work over wearing a condom

No. 1198787

>>1198773
I find it really sad. It just shows how much women have been brainwashed by men. Any woman I know who takes BC doesn't even consider the health effects of it. Everything has to center around the scrote's sexual satisfaction.

No. 1198792

>>1198766
My first bf was good with just enjoying other forms of sex and skipping piv. My next bf got a vasectomy and that allowed me to relax for the first time. Ive never had the fallback option of abortion in my country so that's why even a one or two percent failure rate for other methods was still too much for me. I've seen too many friends trapped in a life they didn't want because of shit failing. No idea what to do now if I meet another guy. The vasectomy was pretty fucking sweet but I wouldn't push.

No. 1198794

>>1198787
I knew girls in high school who didn't even have sex but begged their parents to put them on birth control for bigger boobs. It's ridiculous how many women are willing to put themselves at risk for scrotes pleasure. religiously tracking down the moment you ovulate to the point of buying ovulation trackers every month and putting in that much effort just so a scrote can fuck you raw is ridiculous and not practical for busy women either

No. 1198802

Idk why it bothers me so much when people call my handwriting ugly or manly…. I'm really sad about it actually. Today a coworker passed by my desk and said they expected me to be the type of person with pretty handwriting. It just feels like yet another thing I'm mediocre at on top of my general stupidity

No. 1198807

I got rejected again.

At this point I’ve been rejected by anyone I’ve genuinely been interested in. Men and women. I haven’t had a real positive relationship where I actually like the person I’m dating and didn’t just pity say yes because “maybe this is how it’s supposed to work”. I haven’t had a sexual experience that isn’t being sexually assaulted. It’s so depressing. I think I’m desired, it’s at least enough to get me drinks at bars and scrotes confessing their love to me when they’ve only known me for a month max. I get compliments on my outfits and makeup when I go out. I’m not obese or a skelly. I don’t hate my friends or talk shit about them, anyone I keep in my life is someone I love. I stopped dating people I didn’t love for years now, but as a result I’ve been single for years. I don’t understand why I’m apparently so awful that I’m only worth being with romantically/sexually if they don’t know me or care about me. I try really, really hard. I pick out my outfits well enough. I try softer looks, more intense looks, dark colors, bright colors. I go to the gym with my personal trainer. I work on my makeup skills always. When I look in the mirror, I do feel confident and I do feel like I’ve pleased myself. I’m not always a downer, and I never am in public. I don’t know. This sucks.

No. 1198811

There are literal false actors around me sent to test my reactions. Surveillance Cars that stop near our house when they don’t need too. I literally heard their whispering coming from under the floorboards the other day. They are causing me to feel people poking me and the ground sinking.

Why me? I just want to live in peace. I’m not interesting, please stop following me.

No. 1198812

>>1198811
Sorry, it's good money.

No. 1198817

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>>1198775
You can ovulate late as well, and a lot of women have irregular cycles that completely throw everything off, and a lot of women miss periods too. Why even promote a method that simply won't work for a lot of women and has a ton of room for mistakes? Acknowledging the method isn't practical isn't saying hormonal birth control is the best option

No. 1198825

>>1198811
You are textbook schizo, get help.

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No. 1198834

>>1198817
Rates for the rhythm method
> The rhythm method is a form of natural family planning. It can be done by tracking a woman's menstrual cycle, monitoring basal body temperature and watching for changes to cervical mucus. This method is about 76 percent effective at preventing pregnancy.
Personally… not a chance I'd risk it.

No. 1198837

>>1198807
Did they say why they rejected you?

No. 1198838

>>1198817
Nta but with typical use, fertility awareness method is about 75% effective. With perfect use it's over 95%. So it isn't far off any of the methods you are posting in picrel. It's a good method to combine with another non-hormonal method. I wouldn't advocate anyone using it on its own because as the typical use vs perfect use suggests, people are too stupid to manage it.

No. 1198839

>>1198811
Anon if you're being serious…I'd like to let you know that you do not seem to be thinking clearly? Have you ever seen a psychiatrist or a neurologist? Please see one

No. 1198842

>>1198811
I am in your walls

No. 1198846

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Just wanted to take a nap after a 12hr night shift and just as I was about to drift off my bfs parents decided to make a unplanned visit. Trying to fall back asleep but they are so fucking loud reeeeeee.

No. 1198853

>>1192783
It feels like the place is overrun by scrotes for sure

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>>1198846
I hate that shit

No. 1198855

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PMS is kicking my ass and it kicks my ass every single month holy shit. just devoured a 20 mcnugget box because salt cravings then 15 minutes later started crying because I couldn't find a glass for a drink of water. I am living in hell. My nipples are sore as fuck and I am extremely exhausted, I feel like curling up in bed and just crying until I sleep but I can't even do that because I need to catch up to my job. Why must I go through this every single fucking month

No. 1198859

>>1198837
Not really, just the usual “I love you, platonically.”
Normally I’d think this just translates to being unattractive to them but they were all over me before I confessed. Hand holding, hugging, leaning onto each other. We had times we were just together, grabbing drinks and talking. It’s all stuff I don’t think I personally would do with someone who is offensive to look at or who I don’t mesh well with personality wise. And I don’t see them at least spend time with anyone outside of our friend group and the alone times with me.

My previous crushes I asked and was rejected by had similar experiences with me. They’re platonically very close to me but no one is interested further.

No. 1198866

>>1198855
>just devoured a 20 mcnugget box because salt cravings
Help I just inhaled 4 large mcfries drowned in salt and I'm bleeding so much I can feel it coming out of my pussy everytime I stand up fuck everything

No. 1198869

My coworker’s out and requested a fill-in, so now there’s some moid in the office that’s literally done nothing besides hide in the bathroom and look at his phone for three hours. I told him to go ask for documents to print, and one of the people he should be working for came in so I know he’s not doing that either.

No. 1198871

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I have gotten so much stupider and lazier since graduating high school. I went to a state college which is known for partying just because it was cheap and I had no idea what else to do. One of my childhood friends went to an ivy league and is extremely smart obviously. she has ambitions and goals and seems genuinely curious about the world. Meanwhile I have no ambitions, stuck in a dead end data entry job, live with my parents, no friends, mental health issues, etc it's just sad when I compare myself to her. We were at the same academic level in high school so I feel like if I tried harder I could have been like her but now it's too late for me. I tried learning to code but my brain is genuinely not wired for that.

No. 1198877

>>1198709
I really could never go back to regular pads after another farmer convinced me to try reusable cloth ones. They are so comfy, you hardly even notice you're wearing them and they don't get the weird smell that the chemical pads do.

No. 1198878

Turns out my parents threw out half of my first aid kit the last time they visited. It's almost like they think people don't use medical supplies just because they have the rudest goddamned health. Compulsive cleaners can go suck a whole raw egg.

No. 1198885

>>1198859
Is it after sex that they suddenly grow cold? Or you mentioned that you try hard, could it be that you come off as desperate for love and this scares people away?

No. 1198897

Can men just please, not perceive me? For some reason it disgusts me when they try to fraternize with me, even when they're just trying to be friendly. It's obviously much better than sexual harassment or whatever else fucked up shit men put women through. But no, I don't want to be your friend, no I don't share your obsession. Just because I know a thing or two about cars or buy 1 brand clothing item, doesn't mean I want to sperg with you.

No. 1198917

>>1198885
I’ve never had sex or really touched anyone sexually, consensually, beyond over clothes (if that even counts?). All their physical affection kind of maxes out at kisses. I honestly really just have being the victim of sexual assault under my belt.

And I don’t think I come off desperate? We’re usually friends for a while before I start feeling like I’d be willing to date them. I basically just start adding a bit of like mild touchiness if they’re okay with it and try to talk to them one on one more. Maybe it does come off as desperate, I used to be when I was not in my 20s. But I figured I would know what that is and isn’t nowadays.

No. 1198922

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Just absolutely love it when a friend goes on a tangent about how ugly they think a physical aspect of themselves is and it’s something you also have and can’t change. If you bring it up about how you have it too they’ll be like “omg no but it’s beautiful on you it’s different” like yeah ok

No. 1198925

>>1198866
I don’t know what substances you’re on but girl you need to stop

No. 1198926

>>1198807
I think telling people you love or like them scares them off and feels too intense, like you want to move too fast or will become very clingy. It's retarded to have to hide your feelings, but that's the name of the game. Nowadays people will basically date for ages without calling it dating.
>>1198917
>>1198885
The bar of coming across as "desperate" or "too much" are extremely low nowadays.

No. 1198973

>>1198925
do you not get pms or period cravings? if so you are truly blessed

No. 1198980

>>1198807
You focus a lot on your external attributes. What are some internal attributes that are positives that you possess? What are some hobbies you have? Do you have good conversations? If you are looking for a long term relationship, people want a person they can enjoy their time around. Being attractive alone won't cut it.

You also say you are going to bars - that isn't usually a good place to cultivate long term romantic relationships. Most of the people there are not looking for something serious and they are looking for anything shiny and new to them. Perhaps try to find groups in your area of people who have similar hobbies to you.

No. 1199012

>>1198421
Nonnie you sound like you just described my life. Let’s cry together.

No. 1199036

>>1198980
I’m a cosplayer. I have a few thousand followers, but I only follow like 400 people if that’s any reference. I prefer to work on props and I have a lot of nearby friends who are helping me learn to sew. When I’m not working I usually play games or go out for drinks with friends. That’s what I mean by going to bars. I don’t think I’d find a meaningful connection at bars but when I go out with friends usually I get noticed. I play rhythm games but I’m also really content watching people do stuff, so I feel I have a balance of being interesting and I’m always willing to watch and listen. My friends say I’m funny and confident. I usually am the one to bring ideas and solutions to the table. When I’m gone from my friends for a while I usually get messages about how I’m missed, without my prompting. I think platonically I’m extremely confident that I am loved. It’s just I’m crashing and burning with anything romantic or sexual.

I didn’t bring up my own personality only because I’m just decently confident in it. I used to not be and was an easy target for negging but when my confidence grew my tolerance for a bunch of negative behavior dropped. I feel I’m at my best self but I was more “desired” when I was less confident and vulnerable, but I guess that’s a man thing probably.

No. 1199049

My laptop won't boot up, it did this a few weeks ago and I fixed it, it would just show "press Esc key to whatever" forever, so I took out the battery for half an hour and then when I tried to turn it on again it said something about a problem with the CMOS and that settings will be reset, and then it booted up normally. Well I did everything the same again but it's not booting up this time, no text, I took out the battery and tried booting without it, still the same thing the buttons are glowing, the fans are whirring, the screen is on but black and nothing is happening. What do I do it worked perfectly fine a few hours ago. I need it to study and do homework. What do I do. I don't want to go to the repair shop because they're gonna just ignore it for months.

No. 1199070

I’m a small streamer and I don’t know how some people do it. Almost every single one of my mods, viewers, and discord members are coomer men. I don’t even play inappropriate games and my streams don’t get very smutty, although I may make a joke here and there. I have a few women in my community and the difference between them is night and day. The women talk about games, my jokes, actually give me compliments related to my content and how hard I work, and I can talk to them like normal people. All the guys do is simp for me every other message and all of their compliments are about my appearance. I’m a pretty average looking girl, I don’t think I have a bunch of guys wrapped around my finger. They just have the “I’ll fuck anything” male mindset, you know?

I started streaming so I could discuss games with people in real time and enjoy them together without having a bunch of people crammed into my apartment. I genuinely do love streaming and have so much fun, but sometimes the men make me feel so dirty. They make me feel like I’m just a body for them to enjoy and like I’m a commodity for them. It makes me feel like a whore when the most I do is make an ironic “I fucked your mom” joke every once in a while. I actually have a small, private chat in my discord where the few girls and I can talk to each other in private. Sometimes it’s what keeps me sane, I love them so much.

No. 1199100

>>1199049
Did you take out the big laptop battery, or the small mainboard battery?
IDK whether laptops have that, but on desktop computers there's a small battery that powers the mainboard memory. If your laptop said your BIOS settings were reset after you took out the big battery then maybe there's an issue with that. Maybe replacing the small battery would help. Maybe your BIOS got corrupted somehow.

No. 1199120

I hate seeing friends get out of abusive relationships, picking themselves up, rebuilding a life again and then when they think they've finally found a good one… it ultimately is the same old shit.

And I'm not talking about dumb women who seek out toxicity or drama. I'm not talking about bfs who roll up with red flags hanging out of them right off the bat. It's the slow decline Men playing the long game or being on their best behaviour til you're in too deep. Men who impress everyone they meet and then go home and treat their live in gf like the one person they no longer need to charm or put on the act for. Street angels, house devils, as my mom used to call em.

No. 1199132

>>1199070
That will be the case for a little bit anon. Men are drawn to small streamers because it gives them more personal interaction. Right off the bat, you HAVE to procure a good chat culture. Have zero tolerance of anyone stepping out of line. This might feel bad because you don’t want to lose the few viewers you have. But it will pay off so much later on. When you have a core group of viewers who know what the vibe is and what your boundaries are, they will be the ones maintaining such atmosphere in your chat as you grow. Always look out for good female mods. Sometimes you can’t help needing help from males but employ some eyes and ears here and there. I’ve heard many stories of women find out years later that their mods were tyrant creepy groomers praying on her own community.

No. 1199143

>>1199070
sorry anon, you cannot make it in this industry without it becoming degrading. It's because of what the internet has turned it into and what pick me's have made of the internet. Most female streamers are pick me camwhores that flirt with their viewers or straight up have sex with them for money. You cannot do anything genuine as a woman on the internet anymore and if you attempt doing something genuine you will find yourself giving out your soul for some coomers that no matter how much effort you put into your content see you as a sexual object or a woman they are trying to pursue to turn into their girlfriend. You cannot do anything genuine on the internet anymore… you can only approach the internet in an attempt to make money from retarded mentally ill coomers or men deluded into thinking that they might have a chance with you if they give you money. Very sad if you ask me.

No. 1199144

>>1199049
You need to replace the CMOS battery (it’s a small round thing inside the laptop, you’ll need a screwdriver to get to it) there’s a lot of tutorials online for how to find it/do it for your type of laptop!

No. 1199149

>>1199143
Anon do you exclusively watch titty streams because you sound dumb and clueless

No. 1199152

>>1199149
No, I don't. Even smaller streamers or non sexual streamers like traveling streamers flirt with their moid viewers or literally have sex with viewers that give them big donations. I've seen a handful of non sexual streamers actually do that. Women have also ruined the internet if you ask me and they encourage other women to whore out through example because they normalize that sort of behavior into society. Fuck this shit if you ask me.

No. 1199156

>>1199152
Don't reply anons, please

No. 1199159

>>1199156
truth hurts, I know. The internet is filled with pick me's that do degrading shit for money and attention and make moids believe women are commodities to be bought with money and ingrain this sort of thing into society

No. 1199160

>>1199152
>Women have also ruined the internet if you ask me

Lol so you are a defect XY huh.

No. 1199163

>>1199160
report and ignore anon

No. 1199164

>>1199143
>>1199152
Nigga I know exactly what kind of women you look at on twitch don’t lie. Many women just play games and be attractive, some are even average in looks and/or are publicly married or dating, no sexual conduct necessary. They still get a following. Some with large female fan base.
>women ruin the internet
Smelly smell. Sure, a few whores here and there must mean that all of us should either also become whores or quit the internet because women can’t possibly be successful without showing tits.

No. 1199169

>>1199070
>They make me feel like I’m just a body for them to enjoy and like I’m a commodity for them
Yup this is how all men are. Men remarry faster and more frequently after divorce or being widowed because all they want is a female body, they don’t care at all about the person it’s attached to. Men do not care about women, they see us as subhuman, I wish it were feasible for all women to just stop interacting with men.

No. 1199174

>>1199159
>it’s those dang whores’ fault that men treat women like commodities, loose women ruined society
Enemy spotted

No. 1199178

>>1199174
The tell tale sign of a male is his inability to hold men accountable for their own actions and to instead blame women. Hope the useless scrote kills himself very soon

No. 1199186

It's fucking rude to tell someone they'd look better with a different hair color. If you've ever said this to someone unprompted you should check yourself

No. 1199188

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>>1199156
stop pretending like a handful of women aren't pathetic pick me's that ruin the internet for other women. It's not always men's fault. Women are also conditioning society into being the way it is for other women simply because they accept to be treated and degraded by moids for a quick buck. Things get normalized and ingrained into society by example.

>>1199164
don't lie anon, most women on the internet whore themselves out even the "normal" ones and they are setting this example for other young women. That's why so many barely 18 year old's get onlyfans or act like "waifus" on Twitch, if you're so defensive about this then you're also probably to be accused of the same thing. Men cannot relate to women on the internet normally anymore, the dynamic is screwed up. They just see you as an object they can throw their money at but this is also a result of other women normalizing this sort of behavior into society. If most women would set their foot down and not accept being sexualized for money or "simped" for money this wouldn't happen anymore.

>>1199174
stop acting like women aren't at fault, you're missing my point. A lot of women simply normalize this behavior or allow for it so they perpetuate the problem, if most women didn't allow this, men would know their fucking place. This is why you have so many 18 year old girls whoring out because other women are setting the example and normalizing it into society. If we completely absolve women of responsibility we cannot improve society for women because we can only improve society for women if we put our foot down and stop engaging in certain behaviors which perpetuate misogyny. I've watched even "average" female streamers, not the titty streamers and they accept huge donations from thirsty moids that sexualize them or see them as a trophy they can reach with capital. If we as women don't stop perpetuating certain behaviors or beliefs about women then it won't improve and we will stay victimized forever and because of the behaviors and beliefs we perpetuate as individuals we will have innocent women be victimized because of what we normalize in society. We are also responsible.

No. 1199190

>>1199178
Nta but inshallah

No. 1199192

>>1199143
To clarify, I stream as a hobby and just for fun. I’ve made decent money from time to time but I usually don’t make anything. And what I’ve made is definitely not livable. I wouldn’t mind becoming a big streamer, but for now it’s just a hobby and that’s not a goal of mine.

I have never hidden the fact that I have a boyfriend, I just don’t talk about it because it doesn’t come up and because I don’t think my personal life is a bunch of strangers business. It’s more of an ‘if you ask me, I’ll talk about it’ thing but I won’t bring it up out of the blue. But my friend who is also a streamer told me that her chat calmed down a lot when she became very open about having a boyfriend, so I’ll probably do that. Fingers crossed.

No. 1199196

>>1199188
no ones reading your trash scrote, how about you go back to 4chan/reddit you faggot.

No. 1199200

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>>1199156
yes, I wish you good luck anon and by the way I am not trying to blame you, I just think women are also responsible for perpetuating misogyny in society because they accept being degraded for money or they just perpetuate this idea that women are commodities or "waifus". I'm sorry you cannot pursue your hobby peacefully because of the way our society works. I do think that they might calm down if you tell everyone you have a boyfriend. Just make it clear you're not there to be anyone's fantasy, that you're there simply because you enjoy playing the game that you're playing.

>>1199195

I didn't say I am different but honestly if you cannot see how other women also perpetuate misogyny and accept moids treating them like trash for money or favors then you are either also responsible of this or stupid. It's impossible to change society for women if we don't change our behaviors and blame it all on men.

No. 1199202

stop replying to him you retards

No. 1199207

>>1199192
sorry >>1199200 it was meant for you

No. 1199208

>>1199143
>>1199200
>>1199188
This is romanianon again, isn't it? When will your obsession with camgirls stop?

No. 1199210

>>1199202
agreed but we need to stop blaming the anons for replying, because thats what happens when a moidlet is left unbanned. We need a more active janny team.
>>1199208
its not her.

No. 1199213

>>1199188
Women have been harassed on the internet since its inception
>it’s not always men’s fault
lol yes it is, male sexuality is a disease, they will sexualize and harass women no matter what she’s doing or wearing. Think of the most innocuous show or movie you can and then go see if there’s porn of it it. Rule 34 is the biggest sign of male depravity, they can and do turn everything sexual, they get off on degradation, now go get your lobotomy.

No. 1199214

>>1199210
Nta but we definitely can blame the anons who are desperate to argue with scrotes and encourage them to keep derailing instead of just ignoring

No. 1199216

Why the fuck is this even an argument?

>are there some women that are willing degrade themselves for pennies and male attention on the internet?

Yes there are. Spend five minutes on /snow/ or /pt/.

No. 1199218

>>1199100
Yes I took out the big battery, but there is no small battery on my laptop, I assume that would be the CMOS but I cannot see it, it is not in the diagram of parts I found online either and support forums say on this model the CMOS is integrated with the big battery. I will have to replace the entire battery I guess. Rip
>>1199144
Thank you, your advice is right, but I will to replace the whole battery. Grrr just the CMOS would be way cheaper
Thank you anyway anons I have finally accepted I will need to spend money to fix this kek I wished I could do it for free

No. 1199220

>>1199210
How do you know that? She also posted almost verbatim the same statement as the first quoted post, and seethes about scrotes not watching her actual streams but tiddy streamers instead. She also used to spam pictures of random female steamers on her more unhinged posts.

No. 1199225

>>1199208
No its that male that made thread of camgirls on ot asking anons why they weren't cute, he then sent illegal content when he didnt get attention.

No. 1199227

File: 1653676261620.jpg (28.36 KB, 500x494, missrage.jpg)

>>1199213
yes, but that's because most women accept being degraded and objectified by men in exchange of money so they ingrain this idea into society that women are just commodities. If most women wouldn't allow that, then men would know their place. You can all cope as much as you want but most women aren't like us, most women are pick me's that make society a worse place for all women. Because most women normalize sexualization into society, women that are innocent also become a victim of it. Either way, I'm just ending this now because you all seem too dumb to understand what I am saying. You think that women are always to be absolved of any responsibility when society is the way that it is because most women accept being fetishized or objectified by men for a quick buck or for simply climbing the social ladder. If most women wouldn't allow this then society wouldn't be the way it is for ALL women. The average women is a pick me. Sorry, I just don't think we can get rid of misogyny if we don't change our behaviors or convince other women to change theirs.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 1199232

>>1199227
Your brain is fried from excessive internet usage and/or you are schizophrenic. Next.

No. 1199233

Anons please dont reply to it. If you suspect its a troll or a moid report and move on, either way getting ignored annoys them the most.

No. 1199237

>>1199188
>If most women would set their foot down and not accept being sexualized for money or "simped" for money this wouldn't happen anymore.
Noooo don’t make money playing video games, reeee. Men will never stop sexualizing women whether she is working at McDonald’s or playing Animal Crossing in sweatpants. Tell those male simps to stop giving money to “unworthy” women then, or are men low IQ subhumans who are incapable of independent thoughts so they are literally getting robbed by evil succubus against their will?
Also stop posting porn peddlers, claiming they are the average woman, as an argument against those who want to make money on the internet without being sexual. No one is fooled.

No. 1199239

>>1199227
>most women accept being degraded and objectified by men in exchange of money
It's not so much an acceptance, children and teenagers are groomed into thinking that it isn't harmful before they have the opportunity or mental maturity to know otherwise.

No. 1199241

>>1198693
>none of those things belong anywhere near or in your vagina.
Well maybe they don't in your vagina, anon. What women should use to take care of their periods is not a one size fits all thing. If you don't want to use cups, tampons or pads that's fine, but it's not wrong for other women to take care of their body that way. Sorry if I come off as rude, but I honestly get annoyed seeing this kind of stuff.

No. 1199245

>>1199213
the women that play videogames don't just play videogames. They turn themselves into objects of desire for men and willingfully pander to men. Most women compete for men's attention and money and they facilitate and normalize sexualization of other women. If most women didn't pander to men or weren't huge pick me's society wouldn't be as bad as it is for women today

No. 1199246

>>1199227
Not personally fond of camwhores or whatever, but if there's someone willing to buy eventually there will be market out of it, men will never stop buying sex, if you don't like these type of women you should directly blame the ones (men) giving them money, nobody would be a titty streamer if it wasn't profitable

No. 1199248

>>1199227
>most women accept being degraded and objectified by men in exchange of money
Gotta agree with >>1199232 .The VAST majority of women aren’t twitch streamers, instagram thots, prostitutes, sugar babies or whatever. Most women are just living their lives

No. 1199251

>>1199237
>>1199239
Stop replying to the bait. Please anons, stop. Youll get banned too.

No. 1199253

>>1199245
>women only play videos for male attention
Babe this take is soooo 2009.

No. 1199257

>>1199207
You’re fine.

Sorry my vent kind of triggered a bunch of infighting, I was just frustrated and wanting to yell into the void

No. 1199261

>>1199246
even the non titty streamers are making money off being sexualized. You don't have to be sexualized in order to pander to men. You can fetishize yourself or sexualize yourself for men without even showing your body. Most women enjoy getting empty attention or getting favors for men for simply existing. You may cope bla bla bla but this is the truth. So, if you partake in this behaviors don't call other women pick me's. If you refuse to change society for women and find yourself in the same behaviors that perpetuate mysoginy for women. Most lolcow posters love calling other women pick me's but from what I've seen most posters accept favors from men in exchange of being fetishized or sexualized or stay at home wives. The average women is a pick me… sorry to break it for you and again if we as individuals don't stop certain behaviors then we cannot improve society. Women cannot be taken seriously anymore because of the damage other women have done. Pick me's and moids have ruined society and for some reason the average woman is a pick me. Which is very sad to me.

No. 1199264

>>1198732
Do you have a speaker to play audio anon?

No. 1199265

>>1199261
Kill yourself already

No. 1199266

>>1199257
Nta but i understand your frustration, i still think men are the actual cause of this issue but seeing some women humiliating themselves like that with zero hesitation does enrage me, i just don't get it

No. 1199276

>>1199265
Stop replying to bait, please.

No. 1199278

>>1199186
Also telling women with big foreheads they'd totally look soooo good with bangs (I see this a lot online). Like why? Or telling curly haired women they'd look so cute with straightened hair. Leave people alone, damn.

No. 1199288

>>1199278
>telling women with big foreheads they'd totally look soooo good with bangs
>telling curly haired women they'd look so cute with straightened hair
Feels bad man, t. girl with curly hair AND a big forehead

No. 1199299

>>1199186
I wouldn't say this to someone I'm not close to but like I'd like to be told if something looks bad on me. Doesn't mean I'd change my choices out of insecurity immediately, but I'd reassess sure.
I'd prefer that over being insincerely gassed up while you actually look bad, that's sinister and sabotaging.

No. 1199310

>>1198838
>people are too stupid to manage it.
Not really, you can miss a period due to weight changes, stress, etc and still ovulate, irregular periods are quite common especially for young women, not to mention ovulation irregularities and it can often take a while to know exactly when you're ovulating. It's a high maintenance method that could easily fuck up if your body isn't adjusted to a perfect cycle, which most women aren't. Not sure why you're being so hostile over the fact it simply won't work for a lot of people

No. 1199316

>>1198878
sounds like my inlaws, throwing away expensive stuff they brought just because it's "in their way" or whatever. Can't be bothered getting a new water filter though after a professional told them to replace it because they have dirty hard water and they haven't replaced their filter in decades. Clean freaks make no sense

No. 1199318

>>1198878
Wtf? That's insane, what makes someone think to just go into a first aid kit to see if anything needs to be thrown away

No. 1199336

>>1198878
I've never let my dad inside my (already very tidy, uncluttered) house because I'll never trust him not to throw my belongings out or just rummage through my personal belongings. When I was a kid and a teen he would do it while I was at school. It was almost like he handpicked the most sentimental items he could find. Oh a dead relative gave you this teddy…. that's still clutter! I'd arrive home to that surprise and one time I weeped over that fucking teddy because he even planned it out and threw it away on bin day. My mom cried too. It wasn't big. What did he care so much that I owned a teddy? Apparently 10 or 11 is too old for a toy.

He was such a snooper that as a teen I started collecting sex toys and I just sucked up the fact that no hiding place would be safe with him around. Maybe stumbling across dildos and harnesses taught him to stop. He never said anything

No. 1199346

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It Friday. Where the FUCK my paycheck?!

No. 1199387

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I can't see the meaning on life if I can't be young and pretty anymore. I still look younger than my actual age but at 27 I already see some signs of aging, I always had this baby fat in my cheeks but now they're sagging more than before, the oval of my face is not as prominent as before, the shadows under my eyes are bigger than before, I can't just magically put more fat under my eyes and I know it will get worse with age. I try to eat healthy, drink water, moisturize my skin, do face yoga, but there are still things that are out of my control, like insomnia and enormous stress and anxiety that I can't help, and I know those factors also play a role. I can't imagine looking old. I want to die when I think about being old and watching my face covered in wrinkles and not being able to do anything about it. I never even lived like an average young person, I've been a neet for years, no parties, no friends, no trips, no first kisses, no sex, only now I started catching up, I got a job, I have a few colleagues; not friends, but that's always better than nothing. I had a few guys showing signs of interest in me, although I never knew how to behave around them. I feel like it's just not fair, I could never enjoy wearing cute clothes and going out and have fun, and now when I'm approaching my 30s I feel like I'm too old for that. I don't even know how to behave, how to dress. I tried to copy other people, the way they talk and dress, but it always ends up with me just jumping to another thing. Where did my youth go? I neet'ed it away…

No. 1199393

>>1199387
KEK who cares what age you look nonnie? Some pedophile scrotes? Well OK if you wanna base your life purpose on some absolute retard freak wanting to fuck you.

No. 1199402

>>1199387
You're stupid. You're only 27, you're young, you've got the money; this is a great time to be partying and wearing cute clothes. 27 is too old to wear cute clothes? are you fucking stupid? You're not an old lady kek.

No. 1199404

>>1199393
This anon is a wise one, listen to her

No. 1199407

>>1199402
>You're stupid
Yes

No. 1199415

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My bf? ex? just asked for a break after lovebombing me for months because suddenly he "sees me as a friend or like a sister". In the span of a week… he says he's having a rough week and needs to figure out how he feels about me. The week before he wanted to get engaged kek. Im destroyed as much as I am mind fucked, what the hell is wrong with moids?

No. 1199417

>>1199415
slip that mofo some lithium

No. 1199419

>>1199415
If you're both not like 15 years old then block him.

No. 1199423

>>1199415
that's a red flag the size of china

No. 1199427

>>1199419
lol this
>>1199415
I didn't even have to read the full post to know a manipulator when I see it. Just block him, he's trying to manipulate you into chasing him. Stop letting moids act like this

No. 1199428

>>1199402
I hate this mindset that as soon as you're late 20s or turn 30 you are too old for anything. Beside what some women on lolcow might say, nobody cares if you want to dress cute in your 30s or 60s, as long as it looks great on you. I had this 70 yo old coworker that would sport pink short hair and would wear these colorful cute outfits all the time and it looked great and fun. Everyone loved it and she would always get compliments. Age is just a number at this point in your life, do whatever the fuck you wanna do.

No. 1199430

>>1199415
>The week before he wanted to get engaged
My ex wanted us to get a mortgage together and one week later he suddenly dumped me… he'd been seeing someone behind my back for god knows how long. Males.. the logical sex.

No. 1199441

>>1199430
yep. Moids who ask for a break are just cheaters who want an excuse to cheat more. Never seen a single circumstance where a moid asks their long term gf for a break where he didn't immediately go fuck around and try to fuck any hog that would give him attention. Imagine the moid panic if it was common for women to do this

No. 1199446

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This fucking little shit sings beautifully every morning in my yard. At fucking 4:30 am. Little shit shut up in the morning for the love of fucking god

No. 1199451

>>1199446
okay go outside and stop her then pussy

No. 1199542

>>1199387
lol i've had no fat on my cheeks since i was 15 (not remotely anachan either, just thin face naturally) yet it really doesn't make me look older. but then again maybe i'm just so used to having a small face with no real chub that that is why i never really "look older", just the exact same.

but also i'm a neet too with no life, relatable

No. 1199562

>>1199446
I'm surprised you wake up from a bird's song but you could just wear earplugs if it disrupts your sleep that much

No. 1199567

COPS ARE SO FUCKING WORTHLESS

No. 1199571

My family is imploding, my grandma has dementia and had a big operation, everything is chaos. I was venting a bit with a scrote friend, not even doing an emotional dump, just saying how I'm worried about how (if) we'll manage, and he starts talking about how he's worried his grandma will maybe get dementia and he worries each time she oversleeps, like he was seeking reassurance, like bro what in the fuck? You're expecting me to comfort you over your grandma potentially, maybe, perhaps, getting dementia in the future, two minutes after I told you my grandma literally tried to bite and hit my mom??? Wtf is wrong with moids?

No. 1199572

>>1199446
You won’t pull up though

No. 1199578

>>1199415
He wants to test out the seggs with the discord kitten he’s been talking to behind your back for the last four months and see if she’s worth dumping you for and if not he will come back and lovebomb you again to take him back

No. 1199580

>>1198732
fuck obese men
disgusting slime bags

No. 1199584

>>1199567
What happened?

No. 1199585

I just have to express my feelings since I have been trying to constantly make them out to be something positive. But beneath it I still feel sad and defeated. I am sure of an eventual positive outcome and still busy myself with the things I love in the meantime, which does more than just keep me afloat. But I feel very sad that I have been rejected from every university I applied to. In the past, it would have never been a question. In the past, every university would be wanting ME. I was top top top student, advanced two classes, participated in all of the extracurricular programs, competed in international competitions, did sports and arts, involved in my community, and did it all because I LOVED it and would get bored otherwise. It was just a natural thing. I come from a poor household with little education, and yet I achieved these things. But then my mental health caught up to me and the situation changed entirely. I had nothing anymore, I couldn't do anything. The passion and ability never disappeared, but I no longer knew how to just do basic things. I was overcome with trauma and severe depression, so I had to redo a year and focus on my mental health, as such barely passing some of my final exams. My grades dropped, many of them becoming average or just above it, with one or two far below average. Just a few years prior, my grades were consistently excellent. I never scored anything other than an A. And I was happy. I loved school, I loved reading, I did things in my free time that were related to literature, science, art, history, and I still have this passion. I still possess this zest and talent. Yet I have been rejected from every single university I applied to. I don't know why, because they all have different standards, but it is crushing. I am staying strong and not letting it get me down, but a part of me feels gutted by it. How is it possible? Most of all, what do I do? Will I ever go to university again? I already took a gap year. I don't want another gap year. I love school, I am capable, I am the perfect fit for an academic environment. So why am I being excluded? I can do it, how can I prove this? Every single university… Such a different reality from what I lived before. I am so much better now, I can do it again. How can I let the universities know that it's me again? In fact, it is more than that: I am better now than I ever was before. They would be so happy to have me as a student, truly. I could contribute so much, and I want to. I am itching to go back to university, to start anew. This is just a vent, so now that I am finished, I'll return to the mindset of patience, acceptance and perseverance. I'll simply keep living my life, doing the things I love and taking the opportunities that come my way. I won't fret about my circumstances. All is well.

No. 1199595

>>1199584
i was reading about how the cops just stood outside that texas elementary school for 40 minutes because they "were afraid of getting shot"… absolutely worthless and i hope it haunts those scrotes for the rest of their lives

No. 1199603

>>1199595
same deal with useless moid police during that insane dog attack a couple months back. they were fully armed yet did not enter a girl's house for i think it was 20 minutes? while she had her face ripped off by two dogs. cops are useless fucking pussies.

No. 1199606

>>1199595
I could not imagine waiting on standby with that much manpower from one 18 year old killing actual children. It has nothing to do with any sort of hero complex, either. It’s just upsetting. I cannot imagine what those parents have gone through.

No. 1199607

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I feel fucking insane for not wanting my bf to look at other women. I hate being in the leftie circles because the other side is conservative and homophobic assholes. I hate being perceived as insane for simply not wanting my significant other to cuck me with random internet women. Is this normal? Am I insane? I feel insane because despite my high libido I simply don't want to look at random sexy naked men. I want to fucking kill myself for being such an autist.

No. 1199608

>>1199218
>>1199144
>>1199100
Anons I fixed it, I took out and put back in the RAM. I still need to look how to fix that CMOS thing so it doesn't happen again but for now I am very relieved

No. 1199609

>>1199607
samefag, but I meant in the context of porn or reddit nudes etc.

No. 1199611

>>1199607
You're not insane nor autistic, nonna. Others are insane for trying to make everyone believe that it's perfectly fine for moids to jerk off to other women despite being in a relationship.

No. 1199614

>>1199607
Nothing normal about oogling other women when in relationship. You're the reasonable one here anon.

No. 1199622

>>1199607
“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.”

No. 1199630

Ugh I don't have to go to work tomorrow so it's a treat sleep where I shouldn't have to wear ear plugs but there's these annoying bastards having a cocaine party and I'd rather not listen to their shit banter they're obnoxiously shouting because they think they're gods gift to the universe and so fucking interesting but they're dumb as fuck and stupid thick regional accents that give a tell tale sign they're not only inbred but ignorant

No. 1199633

>>1198693
>and don't want to deal with funky smells or lingering chemicals. sorry u don't understand but personally! i'll always happily take the "bacteria cultures" throwing my vagina off above scented crap and plastics that will harm me long term.
the bacteria from dicks will have a bigger long term effect than whatever condoms are made out of wtf are you talking about. you can end up with UTIs and other infections, diseases, and even funky smells from raw dick too.

No. 1199637

>>1199607
another L for the libtards
enjoy your cuck bf cucking you and himself by watching some random guy fuck the girls he can't get

No. 1199651

>>1199451
DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT

No. 1199652

>>1199580
Samefag but fuck obese men so fucking much.

Nothing adds more to the world's ugliness than some neckbeard meme-coded fat fuggo.

No. 1199658

>>1199607
Jealousy is hardwired into humans. Feeling jealous is normal and if someone doesn’t feel it with their significant others (in reasonable situations) then they don’t actually care about you, they have a hormone imbalance, or they are lying. You are valid nonie.

No. 1199662

>>1199652
There is no reason for moids to be fat, at all. They have faster metabolisms than most women, retain less fat and gain muscle easier. Fat men (especially with fat gunts and manboobs) disgust me so much.

No. 1199666

>>1199658
Honestly, this. A bit of jealousy (not the psycho kind of scrotes) is absolutely normal and there is a reason why humans feel jealousy. It's a way for them to be defensive of or protect something.

No. 1199674

I'm jealous of people who always get free help because they have a large social circle. I have no one to help me with anything, if there's stuff I can't do I have to hire professionals.

I'm trying to get my drivers license and it's depressing how no one can help me. Everyone I know had their parents or family give them free lessons. I have to pay $60+ per lesson and I need so much practice. I'm trying to move as well and there's literally no one to help me move any furniture or carry or unpack or anything. I have to do everything myself, always. Being alone is so expensive sometimes.

No. 1199687

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I feel bad for feeling this way but my best friend is putting her fwb moid above our relationship and I can't wait for him to break it off, so that she sees what an idiot she was for running after him and I'm gonna tell her that I won't be her shoulder to cry on this time. I've been through this with her so, so, so many times and I'm over it. I genuinely don't want to see her hurt but when will she finally learn? We barely see each other, she always texts me how she misses me when I'm busy at work and how she can't wait to talk to me in the evening, but she can't call me for five minutes when that moid is at her place, even though they see each other pretty much every day?

No. 1199690

>>1199611
>>1199614
>>1199622
>>1199658
>>1199666

Thank you nonnies. I vented about this to my female friends and they all acted like I'm being controlling and abusive. It hurt me because I didn't feel like I was being unreasonable. I really don't get it, if I love someone a lot I don't look at other people even to get myself off when I'm away. I hate that I live in a 3rd world country where it is either this shit or men who physically abuse women. I wish there was a cure for heterosexual women.

No. 1199692

I hate when my boyfriend falls asleep IMMEDIATELY after sex. The other day, as soon as he pulled out I asked him "can you pass me the tissue" and he didn't respond. He was asleep literally instantly. Usually it will be like 3 minutes after, but this time it was a few seconds. I think he had actually fallen asleep inside me. The worst is when I do something selfless like give a hand/blow job and he just falls asleep right after. Even if we had great sex, it just ruins the whole experience for me, because it reminds me of like, Homer Simpson.

No. 1199720

>>1199692
>not liking when he shuts down like an unplugged computer
This is the perfect chance for you to put thumbtacks in his shoes or strategically misplace his objects or rotate things ever so slightly to fuck with his equilibrium or something and you’re fumbling

No. 1199724

>>1199692
Ah, nona, my struggle is the exact same opposite. I just want to sleep and he wants to do it again.

No. 1199729

>>1199692
this is cute. use it as a chance to pinch his cheeks or steal some money from his wallet

No. 1199735

>>1199692
I have the exact problem as your bf, I pass out almost instantly after I orgasm. Because of this I have to make my gf come first every single time we have sex unless she's on her period or something. He really should do something for you to make up for it if he passes out after a handjob/blowjob

No. 1199749

my normie but also woke coworker was asking me questions about nonbinary shit like what the different between ze/zir and they/them is (literally nothing) and i had to pretend not to fucking hate all of it, i am going to snap one day, i just wanted to scream IT'S ALL BULLSHIT

No. 1199751

>>1199692
my bf gets up, goes to his computer and starts playing league of legends with his friends

No. 1199759

>>1199662
And these obese fucks all look fucking unkempt too, with shit hair and beard. Fuck them.

No. 1199763

>>1199749
Why are you answering it? I mean.. technically through terf memes and generally being terminally online i know a lot of these terms unfortunately but i’d pretend not to know. Just say you don’t know next time

No. 1199764

>>1199692
Don’t let him finish before you
>>1199751
I do the same thing I also ask for a snack

No. 1199777

My scrotal brother yelled to my almost disabled mom again.

No. 1199787

>>1199777
Tell him that you hope he dies young and that you will ask for him to get buried in a mass grave.

No. 1199791

>>1199607
If I ever had a boyfriend that watched porn I would casually mention a few well endowed porn stars I liked and then purchase a realistic, very large dildo and ask my bf to fuck me with it. Seems only fair.

No. 1199797

>>1198737
Why are we just talking about the pill here? There's much more effective forms of birth control with way less side effects (IUD, diaphragm, copper iud) if anything, it's annoying that women feel the pill is the only option when it carries the worst side effects, and a good percentage of women often forget or skip pills and end up pregnant as a result.

No. 1199801

>>1199607
Does he have trouble staying hard during sex? The next time he goes soft, ask him if he’s been watching porn again and give him a look of disgust

No. 1199810

>>1199607
I remember you shitting on other women in another thread months ago. You deserve whatever your garbage cheating scrote gives you. Obtain some self confidence and learn how to respect other women just because you're not as pretty as them. You have problems.

No. 1199818

>>1199607
You can find guys who don't look at porn in relationships. My bf actually asked me what I thought about porn usage and when I told him I hated it, he vowed to stop and he deleted all his porn. I know nonnies will tell me I'm being naive and that he's jerking off behind my back, but I trust him. He doesn't have any of the usual pornsick signs. He always puts my pleasure first, doesn't have any weird fixations or kinks, is constantly hard and horny for me, is always romantic and sensual, always makes eye contact and tells me he loves me when he makes me orgasm or when he orgasms. If he is watching porn behind my back I'd be surprised, you can usually tell subtly when they are.

No. 1199828

>>1199818
>deleted his porn
>deleted
No offense but any man who goes the length to download and keep porn in his files is creepy as fuck and trash, before, during, or after. And you're wrong to trust him. Sounds like he was very deep into it. Like…he couldn't just google some softcore stuff and then forget about it? He took the time to download it and stow it away. Let that sink in.
Go find a man who doesn't act pornsick whether he's single or not. They do exist.

No. 1199830

>>1199818
I'm calling it now you're moid is lying to you

No. 1199832

My fucking dumbass shithead brother stopped taking his meds again so he's having a very public meltdown and my parents are eating it up as usual. funny how this only happens when i have something going on that'll take their attention away. you've been doing good for 3+ years but you just randomly decided to stop taking your meds the week before i get married? convenient. if he shows up to my wedding out of his mind like he did my sisters i swear to god ill castrate him myself

No. 1199837

>>1199818
I hope he’s not lying anon. I talk a lot of shit but I do believe in the very few and very rare good ones because I have one. I believe you know your moid and you’re not naive. Listen to your guts and keep an eye on him. No sense in being paranoid to the point of it ruining the relationship.

No. 1199843

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>>1199818
>he vowed to stop and he deleted all his porn

No. 1199846

>>1199828
Downloading porn was actually very common until it became so accessible to stream, and I think a man picking a few he likes to keep is better than a man with say, a pornhub subscription that is actively jerking off multiple times a day or whatever.

No. 1199858

>>1199846
A man who consumes/looks at/keeps any kind of porn whether downloaded or not is absolute scum.

No. 1199887

>>1199858
You’re nuts lol

No. 1199890

The only reason that i'm not going to buy right now a lock for my door is because what i found was a mother-son porn and not father-daughter porn, nonnies. Still i'm disgusted & sickened about it but i least i don't feel unsafe, seeing the good side i guess.

No. 1199895

I want an irl bf but I do not find the majority of men attractive at all. (At least the men near me) I dont want to date an anime, capeshit, coomer but that is next to impossible to find. Not that I NEED to be in a relationship because I'm perfectly fine living a life without romance. It has been over rated for a very long time. It would just be fun to have an active crush on someone but unfortunately I find most moids disgusting. How I wish I was gay and attracted to women. I want to go on casual dates for fun and it would be nice to have some attraction to my date but everyone around me just doesn't cut it. How is there an endless amount of beautiful women but ugly scrotes. I have accepted never actually being with a good looking s/o irl. I wish my hobbies at least brought me a semblance of happiness but that seems to have faded too.
The lack of attraction to anyone has made me question if I am asexual.

No. 1199903

I really want to stop vaping. I think. I quit cold turkey a few months ago but started doing again because I immediately began to put on weight. I’m so scared to gain weight, I’m already on the bigger side at my usual weight. I’m thinking of waiting two or three months to quit. I take adderall for my adhd and it also helps me eat regular portions, not snack constantly, and not binge. I only take it during the school year since I’m not huge on it, but it’s the only adhd treatment that has worked for me. So I think I want to wait to quit until I start taking my medication again (in the fall) so the weight gain isn’t as much of an issue. I just want to do it now, but I think it’s the only option that doesn’t force me to start my medication early or have me gain weight. I hate being in this situation.

No. 1199908

I hate snowflake retards who say they’re demisexual. Yes, sex drive is a spectrum (no I am not a gender spectrum autist) that spans from no sex drive (asexual) to extreme sex drive (hyper sexual). Demisexual is just NORMAL. Most people do not have one night stands or are constantly fucking. Just because it’s what’s constantly shown to us on TV does not mean it’s what’s actually true about people. MOST PEOPLE want to know someone before sleeping with them (save most men but idk if those are people) you are not special for being “demi”!!! Why did you have to make up a title for normal people. And why do people who identify as demi think they’re so special and different from other normal people who don’t identify as demi but are the exact same? Why do they insist these people are demi and pressure them into using retarded labels?

No. 1199919

I’m too depressed to fall asleep and my boyfriend also rejected sex with me because he’s “tired”. I shaved 2 days ago and he hasn’t noticed at all. I guess it’s over huh

No. 1199923

I am so, so very tired of feeling unwanted and unloved. Like I'm just a burdensome nuisance to every person I come across, even if it's just for a moment. My parents or anyone else in my family never gave a shit about me or what I wanted in life, my bf is basically a robot that I have to go out of my way to force some kind of feeling out of, I've always been the "dumb one" in friend groups and easiest to make fun of. The older I get the more I feel like it's better if I just stay far away from anyone.

No. 1199926

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My psycho fucking commie ex is going to be released from jail next week. I’m armed this time and living in a different state so I don’t feel as scared as I would have been before

No. 1199927

>>1199926
Leave me alone about the uncropped pic I am under a lot of distress

No. 1199931

I like beeeeeer

No. 1199941

I know this is dumb, but my pinky toe is so fucking retarded. There's always been a little callous next to the nail, and no matter how much I file it down it just grows back. It wouldn't bother me if it didn't actually hurt. I know for a fact that it's not even from shoes.

No. 1199942

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It fucking happened
They fucking told me it wouldnt happen and people on the internet told me they don’t exists IRL but I fucking saw one. In the flesh.
Inside of a shitty black Mini Cooper. It was driving it. Long black stingy hair. Chipped nail polish. Long face and chin. I second guessed myself for a minute because I thought hey, maybe I’m just paranoid. Maybe I’ve been browsing lolcow for too long. And the name it gave was unisex but then when it drove away, I saw it. It confirmed it.
Pic related was on the back of the car.

They’re fucking out there nonnies. They exist and they’re real. No matter what anyone tells you.

No. 1199943

>>1199942
And no he didn’t pass. Like at all.

No. 1199949

>>1199942
I had one (two?) in my class at uni. Long, extremely faded pink hair and somehow managed to only wear shirts that showed the outline of a bra underneath, even though dude was as flat as could be. I actually wanted to approach him and get to know the guy. I wanted to be proven wrong about what I read online. Even though he looked like the wind could blow him away, though, he had this awfully scary looking expression 98% of the time and his genderspecial orbiter friends acted like fucking assholes to everyone but each other, so I never had the courage.

No. 1199950

>>1199942
Inshallah he doesn't end up shooting someplace up.

No. 1199960

>>1199942
I'm so sorry for you nonnie… I'm praying he kills himself asap

No. 1199969

>>1199942
Where you from? I see them all the time in Los Angeles. I moved hours away and I have only seen one since. They always wear the sluttiest clothes and look so obvious.

No. 1199999

>>1199674
Anon you get to be born alone and you get to die alone. You need no one else. Stay strong. Hope we get our drivers license asap with no one else’s help.

No. 1200001

>>1199949
Omg they ALWAYS have the stringy greasy faded pink hair!!

No. 1200007

>>1199729
> pinch his cheeks or steal some money from his wallet

Kek chaotic neutral vibes

No. 1200017

I hate it when my mother tries to make me feel better by blatantly lying to me. Sometimes I mess something up and it’s much better to acknowledge it than pretend you can’t tell. Thank goodness I was born a female autist and not a male autist because I probably would’ve grown up to be one of those insufferable shits who thinks he can do no wrong.

>>1199942
You’ve never seen one before? I used to work in a hospital and would see at least one greasy man in a micro-mini skirt every week. Most had the stringy hair but a good few of them wore cheap plastic cosplay wigs, too.

No. 1200023

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Is anyone elses emotionally exhausted of the news on social media, but especially the toxicity from others? I am so tired of these "justice for Johnny" crap being everywhere, it breaks my heart how much violent and disgusting shit people talk about another woman."But hey, calling her a psycho and wishing he actually killed her instead is totez normal in this situation!!" It really isn't. This idiotic case even started surrounding my friend circle, and all of them don't even really look at anything other than tiny biased clips from memes, etc. But there is also this person who is a huge Johnny fan and she keeps degrading Amber on VC. The only thing that breaks my heart is when I have to encounter a woman talking shit about another. I wish I could at least explain her my point of view, but it will be shut down and extremely biased. I am just tired, nonnies. From my homecountry deciding to declare a war (I couldn't sleep for two months because of that) to experiencing food shortage in my current country to witnessing everyone I love being mysogonists…and don't even get me started with my family situation, where i cannot help them but I wished I did. And my own health problems that doctors don't want to solve feels like the least of the problems. I am just so tired, everyone. I feel like I need a good break, a good escapism. Maybe I could become some vidya-addicted person…

No. 1200028

>>1200023
Not in my beloved vent thread, please. If it makes you feel better, I side with neither, I feel disgusted with both, but a couple of days ago when I mentioned my anger issues to my therapist she asked what I did and gave examples “throwing with stuff?” I said “no i’m not johnny depp”. Hope it makes you feel better and stop talking about them outside the containment thread pls. Ignore your friend.

No. 1200029

>>1199942
Where i live they only exist in our uni's area thank god. I STILL remember seeing a man who could've been the "its ma'ma" gamestop's twin when i was going through a thrift store near the uni town. Really wanted to ask him why a man was in the women's section just to piss him off while all the old conservative volunteers watch him implode.

No. 1200037

>>1199942
Kek just yesterday I saw one too, fake plastic ass that stood out in and shitty wig, hulking with a long gaunt face. I did a big double take, it's becoming so common it's unsettling.

No. 1200040

I think that men don’t think women have a teenage phase in their life. Like they think a woman’s life is child then immediately grown responsible woman. I’ve seen weirdos on media and online think this way but dismissed them but hearing the moids in my life including my brother talk just now opened my eyes to this
>girl is cringe for acting like a teenager how could she at 16 act like a retard!!? What??
>oh he’s 20? No big deal its a kid
Insane.

No. 1200042

My worst nightmare came true.

I was winding down from a long day and decided to treat myself before bed. I went to the kitchen to make myself tea and I saw a fucking cockroach on the ground!!! I freaked out and doused it, along with my entire kitchen food, in raid. I sprayed it until it died and watched it for a good 10 minutes after to be sure. I’m so paranoid now. I have a huge phobia of bugs and am so on top of cleanliness specifically in order to prevent them. When I first moved to this city, I spoke to my new coworkers about the life and several warned me that bugs were pretty inevitable due to us living in both a filthy city and most it being along a river. Sometimes I saw cockroaches outside my apartment on the ground and I guess maybe one came in my accident while the door was open? I regularly pour bleach down all my drains and tape them over when I see a bug come out/near them. So how did a full sized grown ass cockroach get into my fucking kitchen? And now I have to check the seals on all my ducking food and too what they may have gotten into, too. It’s probably my fucking upstairs neighbors fault for attracting them. They’ve gotten in trouble for drugs multiple times but no one does anything and, as two grody men who look like they’re in their 20s, probably live in a pigsty. Im deep cleaning the apartment tomorrow, I’m fucking exhausted now. I’m sick of this filthy shit and this dogshit apartment complex. My lease is up in august and I’m moving into a house with some roommates that I KNOW are clean. I fucking hate this. All this work for NOTHING.

No. 1200043

>>1200040
I once read a theory that the "girls mature sooner than boys" meme is because people want to be able to sexualize teenage girls and thus justify it with how "grown up" they are and it really made sense. But on top girls are also raised to be super responsible mommies from a young age, literally 3-year olds are given baby dolls to nurse and take care of. We're really never allowed to live out our childhood and adolescence like men are.

No. 1200052

>>1199908
kek same. I think that labelling sexuality kinda collapses in itself when you introduce demisexuality as "legitimate" because as you said, it's just describing regular sex drive. Not everyone wants to bone someone's brains out the second they see them, that's not what attraction is for a large part.
Plus I've met some self identified "demisexual" women who were more than happy to hook up on the first date, so what does that say? That the brief exchanges we had over drinks was enough to know each other for you to feel attracted? I'd argue you don't know shit about a person from the first date, not enough to count demisexuality as a real form of sexuality.
I do think asexuals exist, and that drive is a spectrum too, but that's where it becomes grey and someone who labels themselves "demisexual, heteroromantic" is just a spicy straight begging to be invited into the special LGBTQ+ club

No. 1200054

>>1200042
those bait traps really work. get them and they will be gone. i had a few roaches once because my neighbors did, despite my clean house. bait traps killed them in a week.

No. 1200055

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No. 1200056

>>1200043
>literally 3-year olds are given baby dolls to nurse and take care of. We're really never allowed to live out our childhood and adolescence like men are.
This is really true, it hurts just reading it.

No. 1200060

>>1200043
>the "girls mature sooner than boys" meme
This reminds me of the phrase "you're so mature for your age, you're not like the other girls" that gets used to groom teenagers into having sex with adult men.

No. 1200069

>>1200056
I have zero resentment of being a fantastic mother to my baby born. I was also a vet, a doctor, a teacher and a politician. I was an extremely busy child, but baby born aka Charlotte never suffered. Meeting u with my friends so our baby dolls could socialise was fun too and our tea parties. Baby born even had a baby seat on my bike and me and that doll would get fat air off the ramps we would build for bike jumps. It's just in our nature to be caring and cool

No. 1200072

>>1199887
Defending pornsick men is nuts. She's right, a man needing porn for any reason is trash, you just live in a society that is built around the male sex drive so you've been taught porn is normal. It isn't.

No. 1200073

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Nonnies this made me feel so shitty…
I went out with a guy friend (who we fooled around a bit in winter, just kiss and stuff, we never took it seriously though him being 7 years younger - were in 20s). He went silent suddenly for months and I eventually stopped following him. Few weeks ago he wanted to meet up. I said okay, why not. Just a friendly meetup, chat and have fun. We went to a game bar, had okay time, said goodbye. He sometimes awkwardly touched my side. This morning I see stories of him in the same bar with a female friend. Apparently after we said goodbye he went and invited out a (taken, but still) coworker and went to the same bar… I feel like, am I that bad of a company? If he wanted to stay more, he could've asked… Or he could've let her join us.
I asked him about it, told him I thought he said he wanted to study in the morning and that this is a bit awkward but ok. He responded like 'ooh I thought you were the one that wanted to study!'. I asked him then if they played some more games to be less salty and more friendly but he hasn't responded.
Why are scrotes like this?
I would be hurt if a female friend said goodbye and then invited another friend out to the same exact bar and put fun stories with her but not me on insta. He's pretty cute and even though I can't date him because the age gap is too much, this stings. Am I crazy or is this something that just isn't normal to do? Even to a friend, much less to a girl you flirt with. Is this a fuckboy thing? Or are young guys generally like this? Or are good looking men generally like this? I am losing faith in humanity, honestly at this point I'd rather stay home than be humiliated like this again.

No. 1200077

>>1200073
I had a group of girls do this to me once. I had moved into my first apartment and was having a house warming party and they all left together and fucked off to a park together and posted it all over Facebook. A male mutual friend who wasn't with any of us saw it in real time and sent me a message and came over to play Mario kart. It's shitty I think, my friend that came over said as much too.

No. 1200078

>>1200073
*few weeks ago he said he wanted to meetup but we met last night

No. 1200084

>>1200043
This makes me sad because my mom wanted a kid ever since she was one herself (like 10, 11?) I know she genuinely loves me but she also has a habit of putting herself second to everyone in existence and I just wonder how different her life would've been if she'd been able to prioritize herself instead of fixating on becoming a mom. Not to mention this >>1200060 happened to her to where my dad was much older and a shitty person even though she was the "ideal parent" and never badmouthed him to my face, I learned from other people in the family. I try to do nice things for her but it's like pulling teeth getting her to stop trying to take care of everyone else. I hate it.

No. 1200088

>>1200069
>i was also a vet, a doctor, a teacher and a politician
So like any kid, you were playing roles and having fun. But we’re criticizing the tools and the message. Read the convo

No. 1200092

>>1200069
>I was also a vet, a doctor, a teacher and a politician.
I was an aeroplane. I didn't like playing with other kids, they always wanted to play something like you.

No. 1200095

>>1200069
Yes and I did this with my animal plushies, along with playing with toy guns and action figures. Congrats on completely missing the point.
>It's just in our nature to be caring and cool
Along with wearing heels and makeup I guess? Damn I might as well troon out for not being a proper lady

No. 1200098

>>1200088
I understand that but I genuinely believe there's an innate empathetic and caring nature in little girls. We're wired differently to be more compassionate. It was a natural inclination to be caring. A vet was caring for animals, a doctor for people, teachers to teach and politician to manage it all. I hav nieces and nephews and the girls are more developed mentally. They speak quicker, they have more varied interests, at this age they're also keeping up with boys in physical activities. The boys are more clingy and dependent.

Not to say there's people that groom kids, but I do think there's different development paces between genders

No. 1200099

>>1200023
I relate so much to this. Even the people in my life who I share many common views with, took the "Johnny is a sweet and innocent angel uwu" bait and they keep throwing misogynistic stuff at Amber, even the self-proclaimed "wokies", talking about how crying is a manipulative FEMALE tactic. I hate it and I can't wait for the trial to be over.

No. 1200100

>>1200098
Airplane here, I'm not of a caring nature. You're just projecting your own personality onto every woman.

No. 1200102

>>1200098
>>1200100
I agree with this anon. While I believe that girls are more compassionate than boys, it's, dare I say, misogynistic to believe that most girls are inherently so, because it's what men always wanted us to believe, so that they could guilt us into caring for everyone around us but ourselves and put other's needs first. That's why they shame women who don't want kids or don't want to take care of elderly family members or things like that, while people don't bat an eye if moids don't do it, because it's expected of women to be compassionate, even if it drains them.

No. 1200104

>>1200073
100% a shitty thing to do and the weird attempt at gaslighting you with the study thing is also a red flag.

No. 1200105

>>1200098
There's absolutely no scientific proof to back your ladybrain claim up. While it's a fact that on average girls' neural networks connect at an earlier age than boys, there's no proof for it being something we're biologically born with and it's most likely a cognitive effect because girls are expected to take responsibility for others and their own actions way sooner than men are. Girls being encouraged to do constructive activities like nursing a doll, playing cooking et cetera is bound to make them mature at an earlier age compared to boys just fucking around doing nothing intelligent. But this causes girls to be susceptible to abuse and grooming since they don't get a chance to develop their own identity and self-esteem due to having to self-sacrifice from a young age.

No. 1200106

>>1200098
But we’re not talking about being empathetic or caring, i don’t know why you’re circling back to that. but there are literally parents who put so much responsibility on little girls STARTING with baby dolls and then later on helping around the house or baby sat if they had younger siblings. It’s unfair. Some girls like myself as a child would ask for a gun toy or a video game console and get outright told no because i was a girl. In middle school and high school i and i’m assuming many other girls were pressured to stop any type of play at once. And focus on being pretty and attracting boys. That’s not right

No. 1200110

>>1200106
Well that sucks, I was second born to an older brother and I was given all his old clothes and toys. Nothing was ever pushed on me. I even asked for horse lessons and got them to the detriment of my parents wallets. Although yeah when I was 10 I was taught how to iron and ended up having to do me and my brothers clothes. I do think I asked though I had a victorian period obsession. I guess it is nurture vs nature but I thought I had read girls brains are wired to optimise communication and speech at a more advanced rate.

No. 1200128

>>1200098
I beat up boys and chased them with weapons. I had one obsession at a time. I let spiders fight each other. I would scam kids by buying a bag of candy and making them pay 5 cents a piece at the playground. I would play as a witch and pretend I was cursing the whole town.
>>1200106
>Some girls like myself as a child would ask for a gun toy or a video game console and get outright told no because i was a girl
I was given all the toys my father wanted when he was growing up, because he probably wanted a son or he was too retarded idk. If he wouldn't play with it as a kid, I wouldn't get it. So I played with actionman, lego from the 70's, science sets, the video game consoles he wanted when he was growing up etc. He even curated with movies and tv shows I was allowed to watch. I wanted to help my grandma with cooking and cleaning, but I wasn't allowed to. Instead I was told to take the trash out, rake the leaves, mow the lawn. At some point other girls weren't allowed to play outside anymore, meanwhile I was never told to stop. I just ended up stopping because there was nobody left to play with and I didn't want to play with the boys, except when they had fancy toys or a Gamecube or something like that. Well it worked, I don't feel like I have much of a ladybrain. My verbal intelligence is pretty high according to the sperg tests and I do have those things which are probably nature, but that's about it.

No. 1200142

i'm starting to doubt whether my therapist is good, he made me feel so uncomfortable in my last session and wants to talk about the weirdest things

fuck i was so hopeful at first

No. 1200157

Whyyy are muh feet so sensitive, they're supposedly made for walking, but touch the ground with them and they blister.
I need footwear made of clouds

No. 1200259

>>1199942
I usually see them around but I had an encounter with one not too long ago. I was around the uni area just hanging out and feeling the city around since I’m new here. A skinny fat man with stringy pinkish purple hair and a tight fitting pastel purple dress rolls up to me on a scooter and he asked me to pick a number between 1-10. I stupidly say “ummm 7?” Instead of walking away and he pulls out this black jar from his Fanny pack. It looked like a prescription bottle that was painted black and he ask “can I throw glitter on you now” and I just say “fuck no!” And got the fuck out and got on the train to get to another station. Not sure if he was really planning on throwing glitter at me, could of been something worse.

No. 1200295

>>1200128
Cool, your dad groomed you into being a boy. Who cares? This is such a common trope.

No. 1200317

>>1200295
>I understand that but I genuinely believe there's an innate empathetic and caring nature in little girls. We're wired differently to be more compassionate. It was a natural inclination to be caring.
>Cool, your dad groomed you into being a boy. Who cares? This is such a common trope.
So what is it? Everyone born female automatically becomes super duper caring and empathetic and it's all nature? Or can it be acknowledged that nurture plays a role? He can do whatever he wants, but I can't become a boy or man, do you actually think that makes me a man now? How if that any different from TRA logic? Also how is this common? I have never met another woman who went through what I did. What is common, is girls being groomed into becoming submissive tradwives or libfems who have endless empathy for men, but not so much for other women. Also I'm not a trope, I'm a person of flesh and blood.

No. 1200324

>>1200259
Glad you got away nonna, could have been acid or anything. What a weirdo

No. 1200325

>>1199692
Kim Anami is a meme in a lot of ways but some of her podcasts on how sex should be really opened my eyes and helped me understand that sex shouldn't leave you exhausted. I'd encourage you to check some of her work out and just give it a shot, ignoring some of her cringeworthy marketing things. That's what I did, and it inspired me to start a conversation on the topic with my boyfriend. I'm blessed to have an understanding boyfriend who appreciates communication, so that certainly helped the process. But me sharing my thoughts on what sex should be (energising as opposed to exhausting), what is possible (controlling ejaculation, orgasming without ejaculating, orgasming multiple times, orgasming from penetration) and how this is possible (practise, deep breathing, patience, relaxation, communication, eye contact, sensuality) really created a wonderful space for us to explore each other intimately. My boyfriend can go multiple rounds now and controls when he ejaculates extremely well. Most of the time after sex, we are both beaming and laughing, although sometimes I'm trembling. It's an amazing experience and it's possible. I also don't believe sex is an isolated part of a relationship. Sex is an expression of love too. Humans were made to have sex, so it makes little sense for this to be difficult for us. When two people have a real connection, good sex 100% can and probably will follow. Don't settle for little. You deserve a love involving great, energising sex, and you CAN attain it.

No. 1200329

>>1200142
Avoid male therapists at all costs fr. They can never understand what it's like to be a woman, so what's the point? Our experiences are unique, especially our traumas and qualms. For healing, an all-female community is preferable

No. 1200332

>>1200325
NTA but plently of women fall asleep when they have sex or masturbate too. The exhaustion doesn't have to be the result of a strenuous sex act. Melatonin is one of the hormones that's released during orgasm, which is why some people fall asleep.

No. 1200335

>>1199942
I live in a very metropolitan European city and I feel like they've been around my entire life. First it was just "transvestite" or "a man who dresses up as a woman", though. Unsurprisingly, we're a country known for allowing sexual degeneracy, prostitution and being the number one host of CP in the world– >70% of all content produced worldwide! Oh, and we're also one of the most progressive and wealthy first world countries!

No. 1200336

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My sister's bf just brought up completely unprompted that men made civilization and that women fail at maintaining a civilization. He gave the examples of Catherine the Great and Nefertiti(???) this man teaches history and he doesn't even know that Nefertiti wasn't a ruler. Also these were male dominated societies led by women in rare circumstances, not suddenly female dominant societies because the head was female. He said that they all failed after a generation. Yeah they died, nobody can rule forever. Also Catherine the Great and Maria Theresa (his examples) were effective leaders that encouraged The Enlightenment and were patrons of the arts. Those two make for a weird example of failed female leaders given they are known as some of the best leaders of their respective peoples, period.
He is seething because all men do is go to war, send each other to war, rape kids, and die.

No. 1200338

I've had a sore throat for the past three days and I have no idea where it came from (it's been really warm here for weeks now) nor what it means for me now. It hurts to swallow. I hope it's not rona, but I doubt it, because I don't have any other symptoms.

No. 1200348

>>1200142
>wants to talk about the weirdest things
I know it's generally just hard finding a therapist that's a good match but I've heard some of the weirdest or the worst stories when it comes to women having male therapists. That they either concentrate on the most random topics for too long or worst case they're perving out on hearing details about your abuse or your love life

No. 1200352

>>1200329
i feel so torn rn
at first i was so happy with him but now he grosses me out/makes me angry

my sister has anorexia, which stresses my family a lot, and whenever we talk about her, he always asks "but doesn't she want boobs and a butt?" "have you ever asked her why she doesn't want to look feminine?" and i don't want an old man talking about the body of my underage sister like that.
my brother is a priest and he also doesn't understand why he isn't attracted to women and thinks it's wrong.
it feels like he cares too much about sexuality (of my siblings?) which in my situation atm is impossible, i have bigger more important problems to tackle. the last time we also argued about having children. i didn't even tell him that i never want to have any but he nevertheless didn't let go.
fuck, i have no idea what to do now… finding any therapist was so difficult and longwinded

No. 1200355

>>1200335
Gotta be Amsterdam or Berlin lol

No. 1200357

>>1200352
I'm sorry nonna but please seek another therapist as soon as you can. He's creepy and I doubt he's gonna help you sort out the things you came to therapy for. It'll be a waste of time and money in the long run and as you said, he grosses you out and makes you angry. And a good therapist should do neither of that.

No. 1200359

>>1200352
okay that's really fucking weird. I think you should find another therapist

No. 1200360

>>1200336
That sounds like a red flag. Maybe you should warn your sister of this retard
It's also insane he should say that given that so many women are written out of history. We probably have more women leaders and inventors, but you never hear of them. Women get shit done, and without violence. Men ruin everything they touch. History is written by men because they're violent by nature.

No. 1200362

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this moid who used to be one of my closest friends is trooning out and i feel disgusted. at least we don't talk anymore.

No. 1200368

>>1200335
>>1200355
It is 100% Amsterdam because the Netherlands is well known for hosting CP.
>Oh, and we're also one of the most progressive and wealthy first world countries!
"Progressive" and "wealthy", but it's not exactly distributed properly. Areas like Amsterdam are overly progressive, but then you have areas in the biblebelt which are on the other end of the extreme. They love to deny it, but they're literally on a watchlist of the WHO for being a hotbed of infectious diseases and have created genetic mutations which only exist in some villages (like Urk) due to all the inbreeding. Same thing with wealth, technically a wealthy country, so the amount of homeless people is inexcusable.

No. 1200369

I'm so lonely, this is my life now, being alone and feeling sad about it.

No. 1200370

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My skin is so shitty is starting to seriously piss me off: severe acne, black dots everywhere, black heads, pain…its so frustrating. I have nice features but nobody notices cause my skin is so fucking oily and deteriorated, i feel so unattractive and gross, i wish i could show my face without feeling intense anxiety cause it does not only look gross, but people assume is my fault (bad hygiene, shitty diet, etc) when is directly correlated to hormonal changes, at least for me. I think i will just fucking kill myself the moment mask mandates are finally lifted, i almost had a breakdown a week ago cause someone forced me to take my mask off and just know i looked like shit, as always, they surely though i was maskfishing

I don't even know how my face looks like without acne, its been decades since i had a clear skin and my self-perception is very distorted, puberty really fucked me up, i just want to have a healthy skin again

No. 1200372

>>1200336
moids always have an agenda, they're so two-dimensional. I hope your sister has enough self worth to rethink her dating choices.

No. 1200377

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People are so fucking fragile. I commented on a different board how a certain celeb with bad cheek implants reminded me of a certain horror movie character and people jumped me for being "rude" and "comparing" said person to a FICTIONAL killer. Anyway, an admin replied in long ass paragraph how "disrespectful" and how hurtful my comment towards that celebrity was. A fucking celebrity, that most likely will never see my comment nor care if they ever do. I'm an adult and I don't need to be ~educated~ about how I choose to word things.

No. 1200382

>>1200377
kek that's so ridiculous

No. 1200385

>>1200377
> I'm an adult and I don't need to be ~educated~ about how I choose to word things
It's a new pet peeve of mine when people online say 'let me educate you' Like I don't even care who is in the right or the wrong.. as soon as someone uses that phrase or similar.. they're the tard.

No. 1200387

I randomly remembered this occasion when a couple of college classmates out of the blue recommended me to check out a bar because they thought 'I would like it'. Later I Googled it and found out it was a gay/lesbian bar. I am straight, I was just completely uninterested in their relationship talk and it just feels intrusive to talk about relationships in general, it's noone's business. It's so annoying that if you don't talk about sucking dick or drooling over guys in public, then everyone immediately assumes you must be gay. Like why is 'I just want to be alone' or 'I just don't want to talk about these topics in public' not a fucking option??

No. 1200391

>>1200387
I feel your pain, nonna. People assume the same thing about me. Either they think I'm a lesbian or asexual, since I never comment on relationship stuff, unless it's telling my friends that their moids/moids in gerneal are stupid. And they think they know better what I am than me, like, "Are you REALLY sure you're not a lesbian or asexual, nonny?????". So annoying.

No. 1200393

>>1200336
Ok but what civilization has he run? It's always ugly skinnyfat mouthbreathing moids who arent in anything that resembles a position of power who talk like this

No. 1200400

>>1200370
I'm sorry you're going through this nonnie. People don't realize how much acne can fuck you up psychologically.

No. 1200401

>>1200360
She doesn't like when he says certain things but his common excuse is the typical moid "le devil's advocate" but I don't even think that excuse can work here because the argument was a non-sequitur to begin with.
>>1200393
At least he's like, tall and fit and doesn't breathe out of his mouth and has a decent job. Ironically his ancestors were all enslaved by invaders and being mixed were probably raped too, but whatever at least some Y chromoid somewhere did something for a far away civilization he'll never have any connection towards.

No. 1200431

>>1200336
>this man teaches history
To who? The fuck

No. 1200433

>>1200393
Bottom tier men are always touting the greatness of males, like they are personally taking credit for men who actually got shit done centuries ago. It’s weird and annoying and shows they’re not capable of deep thinking and introspection.

No. 1200439

>>1200431
You know, to kids. High school I think.

No. 1200457

>>1200385
lmao it's like the new "educate yourself"

No. 1200462

>>1200332
You can influence more than you think. The body isn't foreign

No. 1200466

First day of my period and i feel emotionally so messy. I want to shop like crazy!! It takes all my willpower to not give in because i know I’m gonna regret it

No. 1200480

>>1200466
I feel you nona! I always get the worst urges from useless shopping to cravings for food and it sucks kek.

No. 1200485

>>1200480
Im also craving snacks kek but i tried to substitute it for a bit more healthy stuff. Tough shit.

No. 1200565

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I wish Amy was still alive and that she'd still make music. I hate the scrote she was with, who also introduced her to hard drugs, sabotaged her recovery and contributed to her addictions. I love her voice and it makes me so sad when I remember how people treated her like a circus monkey in the last years of her life.

No. 1200578

This isn't a looming threat for me right now but I am just wondering f I continue on with my preference for no romance or relationships, what will I do when I am older? When all my friends and family are too busy with their lives and SOs to meet up or even talk to me on the regular? I am fine with my situation right now because all my friends have all the time in the world to talk and hang out but I know it won't be this way forever. I will get so lonely… it scares me to think about it. Waking up, working, coming home, eing myself, sleeping. No one to talk to. I hope this is just an exaggeration but it really scares me. I don't want that.

No. 1200583

>>1200565
Both the scrote she dated and her own father sabotaged her recovery. She was trying to get better in her own way, but her father was determined to make money off her and keep her in the spotlight when she needed a break so badly. Hope they both rot in hell.

No. 1200584

>>1200578
I'm friends with a lot of older people and even visit others grandparent(s) with them. The happiest old people are those that kept up hobbies and have weekly meet ups to discuss interests. Some are in their 80s and still play music or sing in chores a couple of times a week. At least where I live there's plenty of events targeted for older people. I'll probably age out of being a mother before I find someone who I think would make decent father lol so I think about this stuff too. I think a good way to battle loneliness is just being like family to those you're close with or see often. Looking out for one another etc

No. 1200589

>>1200584
Thank you for sharing this anon, really thank you. I've been in an emotional mood today thinking up sad things and crying. I hope those oldies are doing good. This gave me some hope, I'd love to go to painting classes and talk with people there even as an old girl, just fun stuff. If I find good friends and good people, I'll make sure to treat them with kindness and keep a connection, it takes effort but I am willing to do it. Thanks again anon. I wish you the best, these intrusive thoughts get the best of us sometimes.

No. 1200597

Everything that's happening in Texas makes me want to die and I hate living here. I have lost all faith I have in this smoldering pustule when I invested none to begin with. They hate me as a young woman for existing, and I'm trying not to die already. The fact that these disgusting pricks are completely complicit with the killing of innocents and robbing women of their rights makes me wish they were the ones shot in the face instead of those poor elementary kids. Combined with all the trauma I'm dealing with personally the news is making me not want to leave my house. I wish I had gotten out of this hellhole years ago and now I'm paying for it holy fuck I'm paying for it

No. 1200598

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Seeing posts obviously male made and some fresh banned threads. Here we go.

No. 1200608

>>1200598
Don't give up just keep making them feel unwelcome. Got to say it's funny when I'm just posting normally and one of them has a mantrum like in the twitter thread

No. 1200611

I know being obese is a bad thing, but I hate how some nonnies talk about fatter women or people in general. I'm constantly made to feel like because I'm fat nobody will truly love me or want to be with me. That all people are basically treating me less then they would someone attractive. I can't really explain but being a fat woman makes me feel sick, i'm trying to lose weight. It's just that fat men don't get the kinda hate that fat girls get and it's like it's beat into us that we deserve less or will always get less.
Even by other women.

No. 1200612

>>1200597
Retirement home shooters when? We really need them to the rescue.

No. 1200620

>>1200611
Gaining weight was the first time men have ever left me alone it feels wonderful. That said implementing change to lose weight is very simple and if you truly feel like nobody will live you all you have to do is update your diet and do some very basic, not even strenuous daily activity. There’s no reason to make yourself miserable over an imageboard.

No. 1200626

>>1200611
Reminds me of the retard from the unpopular opinions thread gleefully talking about a woman that died from weight loss surgery. It's a moral failing and also their worst imaginable fate and that anon was scandalized by the notion of a fatty/lower class trying to "cheat" her way to a healthy weight. I have been out with people that will say the most disgusting shit like elbowing me "ayyy look at THAT" like I'm supposed to laugh at a fat person existing. Like grow up.

No. 1200627

I fear what will happen to me in the future. I managed to get a job - that I can get fired from at any moment, since I'm incompetent at it -, and I spend my free time doing nothing but mindless browsing the internet. I'm not interested in studying. I've been e procrastinating and being useless for years, no way I can make a career that way. I fear the inevitable day that my actions will come back to bite me in the ass, but I just can't change.

No. 1200641

>>1200611
>It's just that fat men don't get the kinda hate that fat girls get
I'm not overweight but I hate the double standard where women are considered fat the moment they've got any type of belly pooch at all.. meanwhile men have to be significantly overweight before it really registers as not just being a big manly 'build' that he has. I've met men who have several stone of excess weight to lose and they don't even know they're overweight yet. But they'll spot a 5 pound gain on a woman and comment on it.

A woman with a healthy bmi can enter what some people start to class as fat just for having her monthly bloat. Men somehow have a few stone to play with where that judgement doesn't even start to reach them yet. It's bullshit that the bars are set so differently and then on top of that men can still pat their bellies playfully because nobody truly judges that them harshly even when they are seen as fat.

No. 1200646

>>1200073
Men who do the bare minimum to keep on a string in their life are literally just trying to keep you in case you’ll have sex with them. If you aren’t actively good friends that do things together regularly, you’re just being baited along in case you’ll put out. He probably has several other women he attempts this with. Being seen with multiple women at one event makes him look more desirable than he likely is. Not all men do this kind of loser behavior to flex obvs but when they do it’s pretty obvious what it is. You’re just being strung along.

No. 1200648

Right wing men are pro amber and against johnny. Right wing men are against porn. Right wing men are against prostitution.

Left wing men call themselves feminist.

The world is upside down, horseshoe theory is real.

No. 1200651

>>1200400
It seriously does, I'm extroverted and bold with my mask on, but the moment I take it off I just want to disappear, it actually ruins my life and I'm so self-conscious about my skin I barely enjoy going out or talking, let along making eye contact

No. 1200656

>>1200370
I have the same problem except it actually is all my fault. I had extremely poor hygiene as a child because of depression + neglect and accrued decades worth of acne scars. I could have been normal looking, maybe even cute, but instead I'm actually hideous. I swear other adults all look decent and have nice skin which just makes me feel totally alien in my ugliness, like not only am I mentally retarded but my face is also stuck in teenagehood too. I'm sorry I don't have anything hopeful or inspiring to say but your post did make me feel less alone.

No. 1200666

>>1200648
>Right wing men are against porn
Yet they still watch it
>Right wing men are against prostitution
Yet they still pay for it
Right wing men pretend to be against these things because they consider women who engage in these activities as dirty sluts, not because they care about women's well being

No. 1200670

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>TFW you realize four years have passed since you've finished high school and you haven't done anything meaningful in your life
What the fuck, time is passing by too quickly

No. 1200675

>>1200648
right wing men are not pro amber wtf are you talking about? just because trump mocked johnny about it? it's because he's extremely experienced with defamation suits and he even knows that's a pathetic case that even he wouldn't bring, which says something. that has nothing to do with his morals or political alignment, just his particular experience with attempted defamation claims

No. 1200676

>>1200670
same except 8 years

No. 1200677

Watching this video irritated me. I kept watching hoping it'd get better, but it didn't. Tl;dw: Scrote cucks his girlfriend with a RealDoll, whines that it's her fault for not doing what he wants in bed, victimizes himself and calls her "controlling" for 30 minutes because she didn't agree to lying down and letting him fuck her the way he likes every month.
He keeps making up shit for her to say that he claims he would've accepted, says it's "not his responsibility" to care for her emotions, then blames her for being upset and accuses her of "pressuring" him and "making people think he's abusive". Because she's crying. He laughs at her for it. Some people in the comments are defending him, too. Shit like this almost makes me glad I'm not in a relationship, I would've ripped his dick off

No. 1200679

>>1200677
Moids like this should be forced into hard labour, humiliated, starved, and ultimately killed. How devoid of empathy do you have to be to treat the woman who loves you like such garbage?

No. 1200682

>>1200675
Almost all of 4chan that I've seen have been pro amber and mocked Johnny, calling her their sigma queen

No. 1200694

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>Be a uni student
>Professor gives us homework, tells us to answer questions regarding some of the topics we've covered
>Tells us that we'll have to do research beyond what's written in our scrips
>NOTHING useful about these topics is covered in the scripts and our professors are picky with the sources

Just.Great. Yeah yeah, I know that research is part of uni life but these scripts don't even contain enough info to even cover one third of the questions. And how are we supposed to know what's a fact when everyone has different answers based on the things they looked up on the internet??

No. 1200696

>>1200682
where? please link threads or something

No. 1200698

>>1200677
lol isn't that the guy that did the cuties review?
Honestly just based on that I don't know what anyone expected.

No. 1200719

>>1200677
holy shit this is disgusting. even if he's trying to do some sort of performance art to some degree this literally made me physically ill. im fighting demons trying not to a-log.

No. 1200734

>>1200719
Same. He doesn't deserve her or any human to have sex with him. Let him have his dolls and deteriorate.

No. 1200740

>>1200646
You're very right. I unfollowed him again and won't meet up anymore. It's just really tactless but then again he's very young… I'm not interested in talking to him anymore though, he's hot and cold and it doesn't feel good. Gonna ghost. He does seem to orbit a lot of women but doesn't seem to be able to keep a gf. Wonder why lmao.
It made me so mad and sad this morning though. My lonely ass actually really thought from the messages that he wanted to be friends, not fwbs or whatever. I wish for once I had a man in my life who wasn't utter disappointment.

No. 1200746

>>1200696
there are no threads, that anon is either a tradthot or a moid shilling alt-right scroties with fake scenarios.

No. 1200753

>>1200656
nah don't worry anon is okay, at least you didn't lie to me out of pity saying shit like "real ones don't care about that" or "just buy this incredibly expensive product and you will be ok"
>not only am I mentally retarded but my face is also stuck in teenagehood too
i felt this, waking up and seeing the same old scars and puberty acne makes me feel stunted to some extent, like my body is not really changing at all

No. 1200757

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I feel like my life is just unending string of cringy shit I did and cringy interactions I had. Why am I so retarded? Every time I remember someone or some event I just feel cringe for something I've said or done in front of them. I'm either way too formal or way too informal. When does it end.

No. 1200761

I have an ex who broke up with me because he met someone else and 'couldn't help his feelings' so wanted to get with her. We had been living together for several years and were just starting to make bigger plans.. and it was him leading that talk about our future plans too. We weren't having issues as far as I knew. One week was the difference between that talk about our future and him living with his new gf.

Best part was, after he was already with this new woman and fb official and moved in and all that.. he's helping me move my stuff out of our old place. I'm keeping it civil despite everything because I don't have family to help and I figured he owes me… so he helped with my move as one last token before would go our seperate ways. I've got a whole new plan and it's happening on the opposite end of the country to where he's going to be. Ideal, I'm looking ahead. He says to me on moving day
> maybe we'll see each other again a few years in the future and we'll end up back together and it'll all work out
Whaat? Why would anyone say such a thing to their ex who they just dumped for someone else. Why when he's so smitten with her would those words even enter his mind? I'm not a believer in getting back with exes anyway never mind someone like that. I ignored his texts when he started texting me wanting general life updates afterwards. He's still with her and still keeping up a fb display of being happy so?

No. 1200765

>>1200761
He's trying to have you as a backup.

No. 1200770

>>1200765
I get it's something like that but I moved so fucking far away (and bought a house so I'm rooted here) It's nuts to me if he has plans to someday fall back on me and even follow me this far. Someone who is willing to move that far for you usually isnt the same person dumping you lol. Scrote logic.

No. 1200773

>>1200325
A scrote that can both last long/multiple rounds AND knows what he's doing is a rare, useful breed.

No. 1200819

You hate when people openly stare at you and even when you glance back they don't stop? Just stare at you, look you up and down? You know they are thinking something negative, but because they don't care about you, and you aren't important, they just say fuck it?
God I hate being ugly. It's like i'm being violated by people's eyes, and their eyes are violated by my looks and me existing.
Also, am I the only one who finds dating and being attracted to someone "Cringe?" . Why do I feel cringy and embarrassed to be a woman, who wants love and attention?

No. 1200820

My mom wanted to walk my puppy really badly because I dont really let her as he is usually too tired when she wants to walk him. Now he seemed to have some spunk so I thought why not, you can take him for a quick walk around the block before bedtime.

She took my 6 month old puppy for an hour plus long walk at 11 in the evening. He was has been panting for half an hour now, and is still panting. I am so fucking enraged, its not fucking ok. One to not listen to me about MY DOG and to walk a puppy for that long. "I was walking in his tempo" yeah you don't let a puppy push himself that much, you don't take a puppy out for an hour long walk right before bedtime. I could tell he was not ok and fucking exhaused, his whole demeanour screamed overtired pup. He cant even fall asleep now because he is panting too hard.

And she wonders why I won't let her take him on walks. This is why. Because she has no understanding of other beings limits. Same as pushing me so hard I cried and acted out when I was 5 years old, and not realising I was a small child with different limitations than an adult. I thought she might have learned, or at least if she was too retarded to understand that, that she would respect MY RULES ABOUT MY DOG. Apparantly not.

No. 1200821

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No. 1200946

>>1200819
Maybe you need an internet cleanse if you feel “cringe” for wanting genuine human love and attention, one of the most normal base wishes of people um

No. 1203375

>>1198749
The second you mention that you can hear him cooming and that you have a young daughter, it'll be taken seriously. Mention it again and again, and barring that, mention it to the police.

No. 1208934

G>>1200627
Wow, someone else is going through this too. I don’t know that I can stop either, but somehow it hasn’t caught up to me. Yet.



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