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No. 1351685

Back to more venting. I am tired.
Previous thread >>>/ot/1342270

No. 1351689

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>>1351685
i'm so tired too nonny. i take care of myself, eat well, sleep enough, walk more, drink less coffee and yet i'm so tired on a sunday. i wanted to draw but my eyes can't keep open and i just keep lazily dragging the pencil across the screen so instead i abuse myself by staring at the screen some more. i should take a nap

No. 1351692

>>1351689
Aw, I hope you can get some nice rest on this blessed Sunday. It's raining over here, so I should sleep some more myself. Art can wait for later.

No. 1351695

>>1351692
oh you too! i hope the sounds of rain soothe you into a most pleasant slumber

No. 1351709

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My mother physically assaulted me and over powered me by climbing over me (ever since I got covid I became weak as a twig) and it has triggered all the trauma I tried to forget . I feel sick in my own body
It feels disgusting. I don't know if this counts as sexual abuse… I feel disgusting

No. 1351717

>>1351709
This is awful nonna. Can you move out, cut/limit contact? Do you have someone IRL to talk about it?

No. 1351723

We had a general sex chat with my bf recently and talked about if it's true that men think about it every 7 seconds. He said that it's not true but men definitely think about it more often than women and when I asked him in what context does he think about sex he mentioned 'thinking about girls he'd like to have sex with' and when I looked visibly upset he went 'why? You fantasize about other guys too'. Which I KNOW I do but it still felt hurtful to say it like that

No. 1351728

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>mfw the youtuber I am parasocially obsessed with revealed his gf on stream and she talked about how they used to do onlyfans and shared her instagram which has pics of them together
Serves me right I know but damn

No. 1351730

>>1351728
which youtuber

No. 1351734

>>1351728
why so many women do onlyfans? so disappointing.

No. 1351735

i'm bleeding from my ass again.
if I'm gonna die, it was nice to meet you anons. rip me.

No. 1351737

>>1351723
Am I the only person who only fantasizes about the one I love?

No. 1351739

>>1351723
Is he socially retarded? Lie like normal people do, and say you fantasize about your partner only wtf. No one wants to hear that their partner dreams about fucking other people ew.

No. 1351740

>>1351735
Why is it bleeding? Anon go to a doctor

No. 1351742

>>1351739
Ikr?? At first I felt like I might have been overreacting, but in retrospect it was a really asshole thing to say what he did

No. 1351744

>>1351740
idk, it's second or third time I'm bleeding. probably hemorrhoids as it's common in my family. but idk and I'm too lazy to go to the doctor. I will go if it will get worse though.

No. 1351745

>>1351744
Take care anon and be sure to eat a lot of fibers

No. 1351746

One week ago I bought myself some clothes, a few sweaters, pants and one hat. When I was going outside the alarm started to beep and one of the employees quickly checked my stuff and the receipt and said I can go because the cashier probably just forgot to take the security tag out and I can do it at home and I was free to go. I wasn't in need for a hat this week so I didn't even check it until now, and indeed there's a tag in the hat. Then my schizo turned on and I thought, what if the cashier actually forgot to scan the hat? So I checked the receipt myself, and indeed… there's 6 things scanned, and I had 7 including the hat. I fucking saw her taking the hat and the gloves first so I was sure she scanned them all. I'm surprised the guy who was checking me didn't notice either. Now I don't know what should I do, go there again and explain the situation? It's not my fault but technically it's an item I didn't pay for so it's as if I stole it. I'm scared they will think I actually stole it

No. 1351749

>>1351746
It's been a week, they checked you, they let you go. There's 0 reason for them to think you stole it, in fact they've forgotten you and what you bought a week ago. Just keep it and enjoy a free hat, that fault is on them.

No. 1351750

>>1351723
>fantasizing about other people while in a relationship
lol, lmao even

No. 1351751

>>1351746
just go there and buy a second hat. now you have a hat with no tag on it and you paid for it.

No. 1351754

>>1351735

like just a tiny bit or soaking a sheet of toilet paper? bright red or dark? I know this kind of thing is very easy to dismiss, especially if you are younger and a woman and extra especially if you're without insurance, but please get it checked out if it's more than just a few tiny red streaks or dots. I don't want to freak you out and you're not immediately dying obviously, but for long term health this could be important

No. 1351756

In my next realtionship I will focus on trying to find a woman that fulfills me that is emotionally available and mature. I have to destroy this oneitus I feel because why would I stay with a cheater? There is no point in working on the relationship now that the trust is broken…im so dissapointed

No. 1351758

>>13511717
Sadly no . The friends I told ghosted me after I confined in them,my country has shit laws concerning abuse . Called the police once they blamed it on me…

No. 1351760

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My area is getting this 1984 type shit where people who live in flats have to check in using an app to park their cars. Even though they live there and own the apartment. Check in using the app every goddamn time or else you get a fine. For parking by your own fucking home! Fuck this gay earth fuck youuuuuu I'm moving to the woods. Someone I know called me an "extremist" for being openly against it and said that I'm being a contrarian just for the sake of it. FUCK YOU!!! Fuck you

No. 1351762

>>1351754
>like just a tiny bit or soaking a sheet of toilet paper?
between I would say
>bright red or dark?
bright red
I had this happen year ago and I'm still alive so I guess it's not that bad. Also, I have constipation. I will eat fiber as that other anon said and drink water.
If it will get worse I will go to the doctor.

No. 1351763

I organized a surprise for my friends birthday, invited people, coordinated everything but her car broke down so she can't come. It's so hard getting our friend grouo together and who knows when we will have time again. Feeling like pure shit xx

No. 1351764

>>1351760
holy shit, that is abominable

No. 1351766

>>1351763
Could someone pick her up?

No. 1351767

>>1351766
It's a long drive so no. I wouldn't be here venting if the solution was simple

No. 1351768

>>1351760
Is this your HOA rules? I can't imagine a situation otherwise where you could be forced to use an app

No. 1351773

Every true crime documentary be like: shaky campfire male voice and yet another man..I mean killer.. murders an innocent woman for no reason other than because of his y chromosome. What could possibly be making them do this?! It is such a mystery and so mysteriously evil! And yet I am profiting off this woman's murder case with zero empathy over the pain she felt as she was violently murdered. Next case, a man violently murders another woman, BUT this time he eats her too! Everyone in his family said he was a nice and quiet. He was only 20. Okay aside from the cringe sarcasm, we should bring back the guillotine to punish men for their chimp behavior including their defenders. Im tired of men not being afraid anymore.

No. 1351776

>>1351767
Oh, well that sucks then, I'm sorry nona

No. 1351779

That Tell Me Lies show is too fucking real to dating a toxic cheating moid. I need a tell me lies support group. Also to stop fucking watching it. It’s like “let’s take the trauma of being an 18 year old girl being cheated on lied to manipulated gaslit but some crusty nobody worthless bad-in-bed already balding moid, now let’s pornify it.”

No. 1351819

i'm tired of this constant brain fog. i want my mind back

No. 1351829

Yesterday my period came early while I was with my boyfriend and a little blood accidentally got on him. Not only he berated me for it but also today when we met up with some of his friends he told them about it right in front of me and they all mocked me and pitied him. One time when I went to sit down the host went "ewww, no, you'll get blood on it", everyone else laughed and when I protested I was accused of being too sensitive and not able to take a joke, complete with "yeah we can tell you're on your period!" I kept receiving mean spirited jokes about my period the whole time and not even my own boyfriend ever told them to finally knock it off. When we went home I told him how much it all upset me and he just shrugged it off because "we make fun of each other all the time, why should you be the exception, it's your fault you don't take care of yourself anyway". It's true that he and his friends dunk on each other all the time for various reasons, but I don't want to be part of it, am I oversensitive?

No. 1351832

>>1351829
I don't want to say dump him but dump him, also are your friends 14?

No. 1351833

>>1351829
You have to be 18 to post here

No. 1351835

>>1351833
>>1351832
We're all around 18-20.

No. 1351837

>>1351835
Nta but take it from an oldfag there's not that much difference maturity wise in a boy that's 14 and one that's 18 and even 20. It also sounds like they're teasing you the way they tease other guys so that might be a positive, but I would tell your bf to keep that kind of stuff private in the future if it's bothering you. Damn I miss my youth lol

No. 1351838

>>1351728
Spill the streamer's name anon

No. 1351841

>>1351835
Samefag but I missed the part where you said he berated you for it and then accused you of not taking care of yourself so maybe this Nona here >>1351832 was right, he sounds like a prick.

No. 1351842

>>1351829
People who actually know how to tease their friends do so with people they have strong bonds with and also know when not to cross the line. Your boyfriend sounds like a child and mature people know a little period blood is a stupid thing to chimp out about.

No. 1351853

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>>1351773
I wish the true crime community a very die for this reason. Murderer moids should die in obscurity, with only blank headstones to adorn their graves

No. 1351856

I always laugh when people say that an indication of a decent moid is if he has younger sisters or grew up in a single mother household. Meanwhile the sister used for access to pussy is washing his laundry on Sundays.

No. 1351858

>>1351837
Meh, I wouldn't say that because that line of thinking encourages women to go for older men believing they will be more mature when that isn't the case. Let's just say men of all ages have the potential to act like manchildren.

No. 1351859

>>1351829
This honestly filled me with fucking rage. Dump his ass or poison his food. Or, if you think it's worth saving, state CLEARLY and EXPLICITLY, no smiles, straight faced as fuck, flat and serious voice, that you do not want him to share intimate details about you with his scrote friends. Tell him that you do not appreciate being humiliated like that. Tell him you wouldn't think to do something like that so you can't understand why he would think something like that would be acceptable or okay. I mean really mean mug the fuck out of him and drive the point home. If he puts up a fight or tries to resist or says some shit like T WAS A JOKE!!!! Just walk away quietly and leave. Don't talk to him til he says sorry and it sounds like he means it. If the relationship ends it ends. Cmon girl you are better than that moid. I'm trying not to a-log but seriously. Fucking KAM.

No. 1351860

>>1351829
Ohhh my fucking god. My heart literally breaks for women who are cursed with being attracted to men. He sounds awful.

No. 1351861

>>1351856
People who imply that a man is good if he has a little sister never had an actual relationship with a man. at the end of the day it all goes to his parents raising him like a decent person while being decent people aswell.

No. 1351869

>>1351773
holy fuck yes its disgusting that the moids who make crime videos fucking smile. i would say show some god damn respect for the victim but since its probably 95%+ a woman they dont care, especially since they're already using the story for money. im still not over the case where a girl was dropping her friend off in an old car and a gang of men targeted the car, gang raped her, stabbed her throat, then smashed her head with a giant rock. all for being in the wrong place at a wrong time. the moid friend she dropped off lived and got his college funded.

No. 1351871

I know my family loves me buf I wish I grew up in a different family. My family is 1. Old, 2. Physically disabled, 3. Mentally disabled. So growing up as a young able-bodied kid was a fucking nightmare. They don't give a fuck about their health, don't give a fuck about a lot of things. Around a year or so ago I had a breakdown thinking about how I might be seeing my dad die in the next 10 or so years, and then my mom will be going a little after that, and I will be left with the responsibility of my mentally challenged sister. And then what tipped me over is that they will never get better. They won't get younger, they won't become less disabled. They're going to stay that way forever and I am the only person in my household capable of change. I just can't fucking stand it. Why have a kid if you're in your forties. Why have a kid if you have mutated genes. Now if I ever want to have a kid I'll have to get gene testing done on me and my partner because like fuck am I gonna be stuck caring for a poor disabled child. Like fuck am I gonna bring a suffering child into the world. It honestly almost makes me sick how little thought people put into having kids. I love them but it's fucking exhausting to be surrounded by pain and reminders of death and all of that. It is quite honestly fucking haunting. I never want to stay at home. What for? To hear my dad in pain? To hear my mom in pain? To see my sister sit in front of the television 24/7 and do literally nothing else with no plans for any sort of future? And then I have the fucking gall to wonder why I'm weird and don't fit in with other people. Fuck. It's not fun.

No. 1351875

>>1351829
>boyfriend
>not ex-boyfriend
Anon, would you ever do this to someone else? If your friend came up and told you this happened to her would you accept this shit? Have some self-respect and date someone who doesn’t humiliate you and disregards your feelings.

No. 1351878

>>1351856
One of my older brothers molested me, so it means nothing. We also had a male-centric family despite the amount of girl kids outnumbering the boys. My mom was a major pickme so we all just wanted to be our brothers and they learned they were kings. It's pretty awful and doesn't mean shit if a guy has sisters.

No. 1351882

Financially supporting my family as student feels so bad. I just want to live normal life, go to cafes, buy nice clothes. But I have to help them. And I want to cry because they go to cafes more often than me and after sending money and paying rent I am left with only 400 euros. My stipend is not even that big. I need new laptop, I need new shoes but I can't afford them.

No. 1351886

>>1351829
Your boyfriend's retarded friends making jokes is one thing but your bf berating you over period blood should have consquences. Wanna have sex with a woman? Then you accept she has a natural, healthy bodily function that makes her bleed regularly. Your boyfriend is an ass who has blatantly disrespected you and your womanhood.

No. 1351889

>>1351882
Stop sending them money they don't need to survive. Make up a lie about being cut on hours at your sidejob or something if you have to.

No. 1351890

My boyfriend is happy to eat me out. The only thing that does kind of make me feel bad is that he always uses lube because he doesn't like the taste (he's never said that out loud). He's said I keep myself very clean down there, so it's not an issue of hygiene and I don't have yeast infections or BV or anything like that. But he clearly does not want to do it without flavored lube. This kind of burns because my exes even said they liked the taste and I love guys who are into the smell because I myself am very, very into the smells and tastes of male genitalia. It's a bit of a turn off, to be honest, for me that he doesn't like the taste of fresh vulva. But I feel like a dick because I can tell he likes doing it for me. He also eats my ass happily. I feel like I'm just being picky and I wish I could not be bothered. He has invited me to use flavored lube on his penis when I give blowjobs and sometimes I do, but I like it as it is. It comes off like he doesn't understand WHY I like these strong scents, he feels bad for me, except I do like them.

This is just one of those dumb gripes I have that isn't really important, but eh. I think he is traumatized a bit because he would tell me how his ex would not clean herself well down there and she had the depo shot. Well, something happened in relation to the depo shot, so she permanently was on her period for pretty much the whole time he was with her so he basically was always giving oral with blood. I can imagine why he would be averse with that experience behind him.

No. 1351894

>>1351877
What makes me upset is seeing my mom amd dad steadily get in worse shape and die early in my life and then sending my sister to a care home and then never visiting her. Because I know I would probably stop visiting her. We barely talk. You cannot have a conversation with her, all she does is ramble almost incoherently about her current obsessions. And I love her and I want her to have a fulfilling life, which is why it makes me sad to see her always sat in front of the tv with no one outside the home to talk to. I know we all have different needs but it's a sad life to me. And the care home thing too. And my parents dying. It's just fucking stressful.

No. 1351897

>>1351894
sigh I wish my fat stupid brother would be placed in a care home far, far away from us…

No. 1351937

>>1351894
>>1351897
nonnies i feel you, sending you hugs. i have a stupid addict brother that my parents keep like a pet so they can save him when he ODs. i have to ask for a key if i want a box of tissues because it's in the same place they keep alcohol. one of them is always at home and i'm afraid they'll die early

No. 1351954

It feels like there's a tiny needle inside me, and every time I move the needle pokes two areas at once. It hurts, but I'm pretty sure it's my period even if I've stopped bleeding.

No. 1351978

Cut my arm. I can see my bicep muscle bare and flexing. I can’t feel anything when I touch it and it involuntarily flinched when I tried to cut into it. Reminded me of a scared animal and now I feel disgusting for torturing my body.
I just hate myself so much. I’m ugly. I’m boring. I’m getting old. I’m a failure. I don’t have a future. I’m really lonely. I’m stunted and hopelessly behind my peers and I know logically that this is all a cocktail of childhood abuse and my bipolar and it isn’t something I chose but it still feels like it must be my fault.
I’m intrinsically repellent and wrong. A freak but not even in the interesting edgy way. I feel like I’m always trying too hard to hide that I am just a cardboard cutout of a person. People can sense that I’m something less than human.

No. 1352014

Looked up specializations for programmers and they're all so fucking soulless and boring. "Software developer!" "Database Administrator!" "Computer Systems Analyst!." How the hell will I ever stop being a NEET when every job I think of is so boring.

No. 1352031

>>1352014
Jobs aren't fun nonna. No work is ever going to be fun or exciting. Jobs are for earning money to live, not fulfilling you as a person. Just find one that doesn't make you want to kill yourself and do it. That's what the rest of us have to do if we don't want to starve to death on the streets.

No. 1352034

>>1352014
Jobs aren't really meant to be fun but meant to earn us shelter and food. The modern replacement of hunting and gathering. Very few people are lucky enough to make a living in a field they genuinely enjoy and are passionate about.

No. 1352035

>>1352014
>How the hell will I ever stop being a NEET when every job I think of is so boring.
I'll never understand why if people are able to sustain a NEET lifestyle they want to escape it. Maybe I'm autistic but I genuinely don't get why people would want to work by choice

No. 1352036

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my right eye now folds in a way it has never done before. like there's a new fold on it for no reason and it has changed completely in shape. i feel so disturbed right now i feel like i am going to have an aneurysm, on top of this my parents are telling me that i look fine and that im just hallucinating again when i have literally taken pictures/screenshots and made before and afters. this cant be happening to me. are these wrinkles ? im seriously going to destroy my eyelid from frustration and disgust, no matter how i try to realign it to how it used to be the fold reappears. im only 18 for god's sake why me. i dont have a problem with wrinkles or aging at all in fact i hate to put crap on my face no matter what it is a lot more if its chemical.
its not those outer corner wrinkles its the eyelid folds. ive genuinely never seen this happening to anybody else, my mother's asymmetrical eyelids she's had since birth, why would i get them now ? at least hers look nice i look absolutely repulsive i cant stand looking at myself anymore i just feel so hideous. i know i am being ridiculous as some people dont even have AN eye or worse yet here i am complaining about an eyelid not folding properly, but its just that in the 18 years ive lived its looked the same and not asymmetrical with video and picture evidence and now it decides to change things up a little ?
i feel physically ill. i feel like i have a stranger's body part on me and i feel crazy because my parents are telling me that its all in my head when i can see it in any reflective surface and on camera. i cant stand myself anymore i cant. i dont understand. it says when i look it up loss of fat or skin elasticity and although yes i am very underweight i dont think it would happen to just ONE of my eyes surely ? no other wrinkles just that one new way to fold. it seriously looks hideous, usually i like eye asymmetry like on my mother but i look ugly as sin and even more alienlike and "wrong" than i already do. this is just what i needed
is this permanent ? i hope not. im freaking out internally but even so i still feel like a huge crybaby because its not like i lost an arm or anything. i just feel so ugly i dont deserve to live, like i already wasnt pleasant on the eye at all now this. i just cant handle change already and now a negative one that i dont know if its permanent or not. even if it was i would never be able to fix it as i am poor as hell and cant even afford a bedframe much less surgery.
i feel so much despair right now over something minor and i know i sound like a huge crybaby sorry. i just dont know what to do or think. i dont know. i cant even cry because i feel so ridiculous that it makes me laugh from embarrassment. just posting this here as i have nobody but nonnies to listen to me.
im hideous AND retarded

No. 1352038

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I fucking hate how I can't call my friends out for being flaky. Whenever I try to make plans with them they're ALWAYS messaging me at the last minute like "ohhh sorry I'm tired today haha I stubbed my toe and got into a fight with my bf sorryyyy". My life isn't perfect, I'm in pain and tired a lot but I still want to see my friends. What's the point of even having friends if you can't ever spend time with them? I'm so lonely, but if I were to tell them how I feel I'd be the bitch. Instead I have to say "ohhhhh that's fine I don't care haha hope you get some rest lol no worries xoxoxo" it's driving me insane! I'm done with these people, I'm always the one trying to make plans and they never reach out to me. I'm doing 99% of the work but they can't even show up. They aren't real friends. I'm better off by myself, that's how I'll always end up anyway

No. 1352039

>>1352035
>if people are able to sustain a NEET lifestyle they want to escape it
Maybe because both working and being a NEET suck? Working 40 hours a week sucks but being stuck in your room 24/7 with no money or carreer to fall back on to sucks too. Living sucks. idk.

Also could be wrong but I'm pretty sure a lot of NEETs rely on their parents and they're not going to be around forever you know. That must raise a whole lot of anxiety. At least with a partner you can pray and hope they'll be around until you're 80.

No. 1352047

>>1352036
This reads like a pasta

No. 1352048

>>1352038
>Never ask to hang out with you
>When you ask to hang out with them they make excuses on why they can’t this time
Anon, they straight-up aren’t interested in being friends with you. It’s not that they’re bad friends, it’s that they’re not friends. Time for you to move on.

No. 1352051

>>1352036
Jesus Christ anon you probably just have an allergy to something that touches your eye. Just go to the dermatologist. you'll live

No. 1352052

>>1351890
Of course it's a turn-off, he's acting like a little bitch.

No. 1352054

>>1352034
Whenever I go gathering (nuts, berries, rocks, shells) I really enjoy myself. The older I get the more I realize that a lot of traits of industrialized western society are antithetical to human nature and lead to mass misery.

No. 1352062

>>1352039
Nta but I feel like 20-35 hours of work a week is the real good deal. Too bad unless the job you work is really high per hour or commission based it's not liveable on your own. It's like the perfect in between of social interaction and being able to enjoy your actual life.

No. 1352070

>>1352048
In my heart I know this is true. Whenever I see them at work we always have a good time, but I feel like it's so superficial. I don't know how to meet people who are actually interested in being around me by choice. I try really hard to be a good person and friend. Some people are just sort of meant to be loners, I guess. I appreciate your comment though

No. 1352072

My dad is driving us (mom and i) to a city that’s two hours away and he is feeling sleepy/drowsy but refuses to pull over and let mom drive (i can’t drive.) he got mad for stupid reason and said this morning that he wasn’t going but he never lets mom go out by herself even if i go with her, it’s not just this he does so much stupid shit and im fucking tired but im a 28 yo useless pos i dont know what to do nonnas,

No. 1352073

>>1352072
seriously consideri g caling the cops or something to pull us over

No. 1352074

>>1352072
1. Learn to drive you're almost 30
2. Don't get in a car with a driver who's impaired, your actual life is at stake
3. Go low/no contact with your controlling asshole father

No. 1352075

>>1352072
You could start by getting driving lessons. You gotta start your independency somewhere someday, getting a driver's license is a relatively easy first step.

No. 1352080

>>1352074
I couldn’t leave mom alone with him, we have to go to this city, it’s important
>>1352075
it’s hard to explain since a lot of people ask but i’m a terrible driver, i get distracted easily and ive got bad spatial awareness, people don’t inderstand how much of a danger i could be to others on the road

No. 1352086

>>1352080
Public transportation wasn't an option? Leaving without your father even? Idk this seems stupidly dangerous.

No. 1352087

>>1351829
That's ridiculous. Men that get disgusted at periods are not worth dating. They're still little immature children. I am so sorry nona.

No. 1352088

>>1352054
NTA, but I wish I could move away from society. I don't get how people can convince themselves they're happy with this shit. I was made to do gathering and bonk scrotes on the head with a club, not pretend that I'm working while doing bullshit jobs. I'm fine with doing shit, I don't want to sit on my ass all day, but I also don't want a job. I want to do stuff for my own survival, grow food, gather, build stuff and voluntarily do stuff for other people, instead of first having to do bullshit jobs all day and then volunteer in the little free time left over. Besides stuff like healthcare, I just see very little benefit to the situation we're in and we should mostly just go back to monke. Like this shit is fucked. So fucking fucked. When you do gathering, you get instant brain reward. I also feel satisfaction from my strawberries popping up every summer. There is a clear connection between the labor and benefits. You don't get that from a lot of jobs. No you have to wait until you get the money, while doing menial meaningless tasks, then spend most of it on necessities and then just trying to get a tiny little bit of dopamine in a capitalistic hellscape, through one of the many addictive overstimulating or toxic ways to entertain yourself. Volunteering is great too, but you have to do it in your free time and slowly that is whittled away through price hikes while not getting a raise and you end up with very little energy, time or motivation.

No. 1352090

>>1352086
We did want to leave just us two but he insisted, this has happened many times before and though we insist on just going us alone he gets in the car (we only have one) and we’re sorta forced to go with him. We live out in the country so there’s no public transportation

No. 1352103

My niw-ex-boyfriend literally just waited until I was going home for a week to watch my parents dog to text message dump me.
He has all of my belongings, the house is an hour away, and I have no car.
I'm just alone at my parents house getting to criss my fingers he doesn't destroy my computer literal childhood toys and shit in the time it'll take me to get a uhaul and for my parents to get back so someone can help me pack
What a fucking coward. What an asshole.
Man I am seriously lonely now.

No. 1352107

>>1352103
Do you have a friend who can come get your stuff? Send him a notes of everything you expect to get back safely. Make it clear you’re not scared to take his ass to court over damaged property.

No. 1352109

>>1352107
Nope, he literally made sure to wait until I had zero options
But good idea, that much I can do

No. 1352119

>>1352080
Do you have actual brain damage that makes you literally unfit to drive? Or do you just have a lot of anxiety and low self esteem? I can easily be described as distracted with bad spatial awareness, mild psychosis, and giga astigmatism, but I drive fine, like yeah it did take work. There are more retards on the road that you can imagine but most can manage to not kill each other. Even if you don’t plan on driving regularly, it is essential that you can confidently drive your most necessary routes (home to work/school/a safe place). Especially for someone in an abusive situation.

No. 1352120

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loool just walked past my brother and mom talking and heard my brother mockingly say "oooh we gotta protect the poor kids from the evil transwomen!" and I know because he obsessively keeps up with the news that he's talking about the giant fake titty teacher. I can't fucking believe this shit, I don't even want to hear what he has to say on the matter because I'll probably just burst out laughing in his face from the absurdity of it all. My own mother has called me a terf for saying transwomen aren't real women, when not 5 years ago she was saying the same thing. I've argued my points with her and I know she's just falling in line because she's normally good at debating but on the trans issue she can't think of a thing to say except "people should be nice". I want to tell my family that just because you're lifelong liberals doesn't mean you have to agree with every "leftist" idea the media tells you to. At least I know my dad agrees that this is bullshit because he stays silent whenever it comes up and we've joked about it before. This shit is wack I never would have thought my family would be calling me a bigot because I support women over trannies.

No. 1352121

>>1352109
Rent a car and take the dog with you? Renting a car for a day isn't that expensive.

No. 1352135

>>1352119
>>1352121
I legally can't drive because I have large blind spots in both eyes from diabetic nerve damage. I guess more accurately I should have said "I don't have access to someone who can drive for me"

No. 1352137

>>1352135
I mean it's going to have to a uhaul anyway because he literally has everything I own, furniture included

No. 1352138

>>1352135
Huh, you're the same anon as the one who's letting her father drive her and her mom to a city 2 hrs away but you're home alone dogsitting?

No. 1352140

>>1352138
I'm sorry, what's wrong with my mom and dad going on a trip together? Yes, I'm mostly blind, but I can feed a dog for a week, what's the issue with that?

No. 1352141

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>jobs aren’t meant to be fun!!!

you’re there for 8 hours, either cut the amount of work hours or add things to it that make it enjoyable if you’re going to waste the rest of your non-laborious hours after the actual 2-4 hours of productivity pretending to be productive. people cling on to the current system because it’s safe to do so, I get it, we all are sheeple and are obedient and do what we must be told because we like to delegate hard tasks to other people, but this entire life is becoming unsustainable. how much longer do people become so individualistic and independent before the rest of society combusts? you’re able to be an individual because of the collective actions of society, hearing self-care and hustle bullshit makes me roll my eyes so much, you get to do the things you do because of the convenience of other people doing things you wouldn’t even want to do. i don’t see any fucking farmers or construction workers on this website, you work a boring, BS career because you are also a soulless BS person. you get to trace because another sap in society got their license and will risk their life and health to fly you and tons of people around the globe, you get to go to these countries because other people were fighting for your rights, you get to learn and seek comfort at the expense of the third world and their freedom. perspective will always matter. fuck you. fuck all of you who say this shit, sometimes people DO matter

No. 1352142

>>1352140
That's not what I'm saying.

No. 1352143

>>1352142
Okay, then I don't understand what you're saying

No. 1352145

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welp looks like I will have some major problems with the tax authorities because my mom lied to me (and them) about something and now she refuses to tell me everything I have to know bc she is scared to get into trouble for lying and I do not have the energy for this bs reeeeeeeeeeeeee…..

No. 1352150

>>1352141
Is the job worth it, for you, if the work isn't so fun but you are so happy with the people around you? (your colleagues)

No. 1352152

>>1352141
>muh bullshit jobs, only hard physical labor is real honest work!!!!
next you're going to rant about smartphones aren't you

No. 1352155

>>1352141
Most people don't have the luxury of an alternative to a soulless job you retard. Also farmers? My country is actively trying to get rid of farmers right now because of climate regulations. Beind a farmer is incredibly taxing, it's hard work and it's bowing under big corporations and it's fighting your local government everyday. I swear a lot of anons are delusional about the realities of being a farmer, it's not the cottage core lifestyle you think it is.

No. 1352168

>>1352155
>I swear a lot of anons are delusional about the realities of being a farmer, it's not the cottage core lifestyle you think it is.
Kek for real. I live near a lot of farmers and they're all underpaid. Some don't even have a regular job contract and spend 8 hours a day lifting and smelling shit or breaking their backs under the blistering sun while moving dirt. Believe me they all fucking hate it and eventually seek some other job if they can. Some farmers here really believe that being a farmer (pun) is about strolling around pretty plants and gathering vegetables while in reality you have shit and worms squished under your nails and half of your plants haven't grown or are rotten and you don't know what to do to pay bills.

No. 1352176

I don't remember where or when it was, but some anon once posted a study on how people have more sympathy for ugly men than they do for ugly women. I really need it to shut some incel who cries how bad ugly men have it damnnnn

No. 1352179

I was wearing a skirt today and I caught a man taking an upskirt picture of me. I was alone, he was huge, I just kinda stared in shock and he quickly walked away. I went home crying and terrified. I wonder if those pics are gonna end up online somewhere. I hate men so fucking much, I know it wasn't because of the skirt and the same could have happened in leggings or jeans or anything but I'm still mad at myself because it feels like I set myself up for that one. The skirt wasn't even that short

No. 1352182

>>1351737
>>1351750
This, it's strange that this is apparently not a common thing. Are most people just not that into their partner? Back when I was in a relationship all my sexual fantasies involved my partner and the feeling was even mutual. I was unable to think about anyone else.

No. 1352184

>>1352143
haha, anon got confused, i’m the anon with the dad driving, not the stuck with parents dogsitting that just got dumped (sorry that happened to you, hope you get your stuff back somehow)
But yeah i guess adhd and easily distracted isnt a good excuse to not drive, but problem is we only have one car, and i work a low paid job (im a retard) so i cant really find a way to get my own car

No. 1352185

>>1352179
Jesus Christ, I'm so sorry anon. I wish I was there so I could have punched that creep, steal his phone, and throw it in a river. Moids are just so fucking vile and disrespectful, you weren't at fault at all.

No. 1352186

>>1351723
Wtf I’ve never fantasised about other people while in a relationship (other than weird ass dreams where I’m fucking a guy I knew from school and he has a pigeon head or something) if my bf told me he did he would be punched into space

No. 1352188

>>1352179
fucking hate men. Disgusting. I’ve gotten more paranoid after seeing posts on reddit about men literally sneaking behind women in stores and fucking sniffing them, fuck. And the comments were making jokes about it. Fucking christ i wish death to all men.

No. 1352197

>>1352179
Call the police??? File a fucking report?

No. 1352204

>>1352088
I feel this so much, I feel like my brain wasn't made for this current world and the way jobs and human relations are. Almost every job available to me is selling stuff to people, even if I get lucky enough to follow my passion I'd have to sell my talent and my work anyway. I just want to help people and do work that matters, where I can see the things I do with my hands come to fruition or see how it helps people. We should go back to more interconnected community living while using the tools at our disposal to make physical jobs easier and healthcare better and our lives more comfortable. It would be much more fulfilling to work with the people around you to survive than to work thankless jobs where you answer to the capitalist overlords and their greedy plans. If I got to grow and make food for my family friends and neighbours every day, maybe knit sweaters and bake the bread in the morning and know all the herbal remedies and tell stories to children I'd be much happier than in any job I can get right now.

No. 1352214

>>1352179
I'm sorry this happened to you nona. It's the reason I stopped wearing skirts, I got harassed so much wearing them and constantly had to look around trying to make sure nobody was taking upskirt shots. I genuinely hate scrotes and how because of their retarded monkey brains we can't wear normal cute clothes since they're not necessarily inviting harassment but making it easier for them.

No. 1352219

Sick of boomers, holy shit. Hate dealing with their consoom habits and their piles of hoarded crap everywhere I hate the trend of undiagnosed mental illness and lack of self awareness with this generation. I swear every boomer has some sort of OCD or autism or actual NPD (not the buzzword kind). They can shit on the floor and tell you to deal with it but if you so much as close a cabinet the wrong way they'll scream and have a meltdown and act like the world is ending. But if you challenge them on their toxic behavior you'll still be wrong because they're older and therefore know better

No. 1352221

>>1352155
>>1352168

It’s like the entire point of my vent went right over your heads. Does anyone here actually know how to read and comprehend things or no? Do I have to put it in caveman language for you? Ok. Grug work hard. Grug works many jobs. Grug works the jobs other grugs don’t want. Grug’s job stinky and messy. Grug job is not pretty.

No. 1352225

The guy who raped me when I was 15 has two kids from different women and a beautiful ass gf (his age) karma is absolutely not real. He’s all handsome and well liked. I’m a loser with no friends and when it was found out what happened between us nobody believed that he took my virginity because I was a “slut” .

No. 1352232

>>1352225
some people don’t give a fuck if men are rapists. anon you have to go anonymous and try to ruin his life. stalk his pages, take note of everything, get his contact information and personal information, if only you had evidence to send to these people… gaslight and girlboss nonna

No. 1352253

>>1352225
Maybe karma is real and one day he'll lose it all, it would break him much more than never getting it

No. 1352264

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My anxiety is bad today. My whole body hurts, my chest feels heavy, a lot of intrusive thoughts, and I feel like throwing up. I got a microwaveable lavender scent neck warmer and curled up in bed. I feel pathetic.

No. 1352306

>>1352264
Hope you can relax and don't blame yourself nonna, you're not pathetic, it's just like that sometimes.

No. 1352323

>>1352264
me too nona. my chest still feels heavy and it feels like i'm losing the battle with my own brain today, but telling the reason to other people makes it sound so stupid. i always think i should be able to handle it but i can't. hope we can feel better tomorrow

No. 1352328

i hate when i try to follow a wholesome page on sm for memes or animal videos and suddenly there's some "inspirational" story about a ftm having her tits removed/an old man discovering his fetish/a child being forced to transition. the literal opposite of wholesome

No. 1352334

>>1352225
This is going to sound insane, there's no way I can fix that, but you should know that hell is real and all rapists go there. I died and went to girls' heaven before, and in order for there to be peace for us for all of eternity, there in turn must be suffering for those men for all of time. No matter how good his time on earth is, he will eventually go on to suffer eternally. No matter how bad your time on earth is, one day all things wrong will be made right. I am so sorry that this is happening to you, you deserve so much better. Just please know that eventually, no matter what else happens in your life, one day will be the beginning of all of your time forever being right and good and made only for you.

No. 1352352

>>1352182
>Are most people just not that into their partner?
Pretty much. Most people stay with each other out of convenience, not because they're deeply in love. Plus, a lot of people are shallow and are obsessed with novelty over someone familiar.

No. 1352358

i need to receive incredibly specific instructions on how to do a task otherwise i start getting irationally angry and sperg on everyone but if i receive very speicific instructions on obvious shit i still fume and lose my shit how do i become less insufferable

No. 1352370

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>find a channel focused on antinatalism and gnosticism
>*oh nice finally something that combines my interests! Let's check out some video's…!"
>the videos
Men are so fucking pathetic oh my god, he has like four different videos about penis size and how men kill themselves bc they can't have sex bc of saw palmetto supplements kek

No. 1352374

i was turning my life around a month ago, started getting in shape doing semi daily walks and light workouts, actually lost some weight. i was making okay stuff art wise and making some gains on the guitar. then something very stressful happened and now the past few weeks i have been binge eating constantly and havent done anything productive in any field of interest today i have spent majority of my day doomscrolling yt shorts i hated every single video i came across and yet i do it every day for hours even though i know theres nothing interesting. how do i break out and like my hobbies again

No. 1352383

im going to report my rapist to the police,he found out about me and is now telling people fucked up sexual things about me.. why ? to degrade me? humiliate me ? i do feel degraded and humiliated, i feel disgusting and powerless and why why why does he get to hurt me sexually again?

No. 1352385

help me help me help me i just want to be held

No. 1352391

>>1352374
Start by going for walks again. The world is beautiful outside.

No. 1352393

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I always assume people are disgusted and uncomfortable around me and so I never get close to anyone, I just try to spare them my presence.
I feel cursed. I want to be put down out of mercy, like a suffering animal. Keeping somebody like me alive against my will is cruel.

No. 1352397

>>1352393
Why is that

No. 1352406

A while ago, my friends had been ghosted by this Aiden for at least a year. They were heartbroken because they were the last few people who spoke to her before she mysteriously vanished. One friend even blamed herself because she started deleting her servers and Twitter's after talking to her. It was a shitty experience all around. I used to be friends with said Aiden before I left the social scene and metaphorically touched grass lmao.

Recently, a game came out and the Aiden came back so quick, asking if my friends wanted to play games with her. At first my friends were furious because the Aiden refused to explain herself. She hadn't even contacted her friends until days after making her new Twitter. Of course, I sat down to comfort my friends because the Aidan was being such a shitheel.

Anyways, I just found out today that suddenly everyone forgave Aiden because they need more property to play on their game team. I can't help but feel angry and disappointed in my friends, but I'm not going to say anything. Am I feeling crazy here? This weirdo left my friends mourning their relationship only to act like everything is fine over a Nintendo game?

No. 1352411

>>1352393
I know how that pic feels

No. 1352412

>>1352397
I don’t know. Ever since I can remember, peers and caregivers automatically disliked me. I was the only person in the class who didn’t get invited to parties. I got beat up at primary school a lot and in high school people I didn’t even know threw food and stones at me regularly.
My mum didn’t really like me either. I was a literal punching bag when she was going through a depressive episode.
I think I grew up weird and stilted because the pattern of being instinctively disliked, though less overt, has continued into my adult life.

I never knew what it was that started it. Was I ugly? Did I try too hard? Was I dirty? Am I just a bad person? Am I fundamentally unloveable? It’s like people can smell it on me; that I’m human garbage. I’m the common denominator in every situation, even when I kept moving schools and jobs it kept happening.
I live my life like Quasimodo now: apologetically, and alone.

No. 1352416

>>1352412
I feel the same way nonnie
won't ever say it gets better but I think there is a way of learning to live with yourself within the loneliness
"some are born to sweet delight, and some are born to endless night"

No. 1352439

bump

No. 1352451

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bump for gorespam
scroll with caution, anons.

No. 1352453

>>1352451
saged out of habit, sorry. proper bump

No. 1352522

yesterday i was bored and wanted to talk, so i went on some random website to talk to strangers. initially, I wasn't planning on entertaining the horny moids but I was kinda desperate to talk to someone. Dumb, I fucking know but im so fucking lonely, and this guy was nice and sweet talked me in the beginning of the convo. (yeah dumb) anyways, he kept going and I got attached because I get attached to anyone who shows affection to me, and started getting too comfortable. Eventually, he made the convo sexual, but I wasn't horny, so I just used some porn lines on him to make him nut. He tried to get my socials, but he didn't have any of the stuff i had, and didn't want to give his IG (dumb of me), and he kept saying he loves me and shit. anyways, I got disappointed, and left because he was being wishy washy. And goddamn, after all that, I felt so angry at myself ,depressed, and violated too. I just wish i had some friends to talk to so i didn't have to do this type of shit.

No. 1352544

>>1352522
What site?

No. 1352564

I’ve been noticing that the more stable I become the less I make people laugh effortlessly. How do I bring the funny back? Trigger a mental episode?

No. 1352571

>>1352544
talkwithastranger.com (or something like that)

No. 1352592

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Might actually kill myself if I don't get accepted into this college transfer program. I'm trying to get out of a difficult living situation in the least conflictive way possible. This shit is due on Saturday and none of my fucking recommenders have finished their letters.

No. 1352605

>>1352522
Idk why but this made me sad

No. 1352608

>>1352564
Stephen's Galaxy was right when Gary said that all comedy is derived from fear.

No. 1352655

there was a school shooter prank call made to my little sister's high school, but before anyone knew it was a prank, the school went into full lockdown and the FBI showed up. my sister texted me saying she loved me and that she was sorry for not being a better little sister. i've not been able to calm down and im so distressed thinking that she seriously spent what she thought could be her last moments on earth apologizing to me. I'm gonna try to take her on a girls trip next month. i fucking hate this country.

No. 1352662

Maybe I'm hanging out in seedier places these days but I'm seeing more men online advocating for a return to arranged marriage and it's pretty disgusting, I think it's an incel thing and I hope (just let me, ok) it's just a very vocal but insignificant minority. It is not at all a solution to violence/degeneracy/porn, which is how I often see it presented, yall just lonely.

>>1352655
Oh that hurts, I hope you two can have a very good trip soon and she can open up about it. It's gotten out of control.

No. 1352684

I hate how terminally online being pregnant has made me. Some days all I can manage with the nausea is reading/responding to the dumb shit strangers post on the internet.

No. 1352692

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I leant my classic gaming system and a couple games to a friend, and I don't think I'm gonna get it back. Goddammit why do I trust people at all ever for any reason, I never learn my lesson

No. 1352693

>>1352692
Also I looked it up and apparently the correct word is "lent" so I'm also retarded on top of that

No. 1352696

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I hate how much of an absentminded retard I am sigh I lose shit all the time even when there's literally nowhere for it to go and if I don't have my favorite pen or pencil or whatever the fuck I don't want to do anything it's infuriating I've always been like this and it makes me feel insane I;m serious where rhe fuck did it goooooo holy shitt

No. 1352781

I feel another panic attack coming on and I was just starting to feel better. Fuck this shit so much.

No. 1352807

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using this image to manifest a good day for me. yesterday i was so anxious and angry at myself and tired. i'm tired of this never-ending cycle of anxiety, decision paralysis, procrastination and shame.

No. 1352810

>>1352807
I’m going to manifest a pleasant and productive for the both of us with this pic today! We can do it!

No. 1352811

>>1352807
Good luck on your day nona!

No. 1352812

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>>1352696
Protip: make yourself a specific surface to leave things on as a surface of object permanence

No. 1352814

>>1352662
i see these sorts of slut shaming ramblings in relation to this under normie social media memes and posts which include girls, sometimes not in a funny but sexualizing way. they need to understand that they are whores for two reasons, one is coersion and demand, the second is more rare which is past abuse and personality disorders. thinking all of this would be solved if they just got government mandated girlfriends, while they are morbidly obese, never washed their ass or smegmoid dicks, still live like teenagers if they even have jobs and at most have manchild hobbies. arranged marriage would be fine IF both families from generations to generations ensured that their children will be moral, hard working and share the same values. problem is with scrotes is they are unexpectedly violent, which i wouldn't wish on any wife.

No. 1352815

>>1352564
i guess this is the good karma for us sufferers

No. 1352822

>>1352374
put your phone into phone jail. i broke mine on accident and did not have it for 2 weeks. i was calmer during this time and could focus better on productivity. the second tip is drink more water.

No. 1352832

>>1351871
it's fucked up to grow up in a disabled/poor/ill family. they are stupid and don't teach you basic things, then wonder (if they care at all) why you are not normal. i grew up almost never seeing my family because they were too autistic and narcissistic to focus on anything besides work until i got kidnapped and nearly killed. my idiot grandmother let the kidnapper into her house because "he was a friendly young man who always gave me candy". literally retarded. plus she smoked and smelt like it all the time. then my mother started spending more time with me but she could not stand that i was crying (because of legitimate reasons like having stab wounds where she did not look, unchanged diapers). literally too autistic of a mother to properly clean and feed a baby and make it stop crying. i could never ask any of them for advice growing up because they would either get mad, or be unable to come up with anything. she has no opinions. my dad only likes to talk about money, and whatever he is in the mood for, but is a boomer that expects you to read his mind and moods. huge raging fits whenever you even exist in the same airspace. disabled and mental people are bad parental figures. they are unreliable and put innocent children into danger, and set them up to a life of having to correct unstable childhoods. being a little awkward as an autistic, or being poor but not spending all your money on vices is okay, but more than that will fuck up a child and should not reproduce. if i can not fix my crippling anxiety, i am not going to put through another human being through this.

No. 1352840

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This is long, sorry anons.
Not sure where else to post this, I'm really troubled by this but it's so trivial it feels embarrassing.
I'm in my early 20s and for the last 5-7 years I have been really interested in fashion, made a lot of my clothes, dropped out of fashion school, experimented a lot. It was always a big part of my identity because I used to be severely bullied for dressing differently as a kid and so I decided to embrace it and experiment a lot. I always advocated against the plastic fast fashion garbage and it meant a lot to me. My wardrobe is very feminine with a lot of vintage/handmade stuff, lots of victorian-esqe and grandma-ish stuff. I spent a lot of time and money cultivating that interest, most of my friends I met either through fashion meets or was approached by them because of how I looked.
Thing is, I've been thinking more and more about going masc. I read a lot of second wave feminism books and essays and that was the first thing that sparked it. I started to notice how much men just don't care about how they're dressed. I stopped shaving, I cut my hair short. I started to wear baggy, skater clothes sometimes. I realy like it. I wish I could dress like that everyday and not care about putting outfits together. I just can't get myself to do it. I still have the same tastes, I still like frills and lace and velvet and I'm still very interested in fashion. It's just that I feel very guilty about it. Like it was a waste of time. I've become more relaxed and outgoing recently and lot changed in my life and I guess I feel like this interest is holding me back. I wish I spent my teenage years having fun outside with other people instead of doing embroidery alone in my room.
And yeah I know I'm being way too dramatic and serious about this, sorry ig.

No. 1352852

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I just went on a day trip out of state and there is nothing more triggering than pulling off the highway after seeing a FOOD: MCDONALDS EXIT X sign on the side of the interstate, only to get to the window to be told, "sorry ma'am we are only serving online orders currently!" I say "okay thanks anyway" and drive off because I understand they are probably understaffed because nobody wants to work at the fucking McDonalds off the interstate right now, but it still makes me so angry! I have been driving for hours and I want a hot meal pls I just want some chicken nuggies or literally anything hot, it's 2 am and I can't wait for some fucking diner upstate to open.

No. 1352854

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i can't make myself talk sometime i am too tired to form words. i have been ignored and abandoned a lot in my life so i am comfortable and neutral about it. sometimes i wished to be ignored over getting shouted at and physically abused. but i keep unintentionally pissing off 1-2 coworkers at every place because i don't say hi how are you good thanks every single time they greet me. i understand how this can offend them, but i don't give a fuck that such a small slight is so deathly offensive to them. if i was crazier i would shout at them just like my abusers have, and then they wish i ignored them too. saying this useless fucking greeting is not a measure of my work efforts or my liking you. i am not comfortable pretend talking when i have to do that for 8+ hours a day to pissed off dirty bastards here. at least give me a fucking break. oh nour anon did not say hi! that bitch! cunt i could beat you to death and make you beg for me to simply "not say hi" i wish that was my biggest problem in life. take a look at yourselves…

No. 1352860

>>1352840
I'm not sure I'm understanding you correctly nonna, but does it come down to that you still love fashion but not for yourself? Why don't you pursue it as an art form, have your own store maybe, make custom things for people, or just make something nice and if it sells it sell, if it doesnt it will just wait for its own turn… that would be the way to keep what was an important part of your life without sacrificing the way your self expression has evolved.
Don't worry about not having spent your teenage years having fun, you're very young still, just have fun now instead regretting things you can't change.

No. 1352865

Mundane shit but got asked to come in to cover a shift and said now and feel like guilt will ruin my day off. I hate hate hate last minute changes unless I'm already at work and only like to cover shifts if I can sleep on it first but fuck I feel so bad for my nice manager

No. 1352901

Do you think it’s possible to find love and happiness with C-PTSD and bipolar? I don’t have any hope for the future anymore

No. 1352905

I know some people love the fall/winter because they're like "ooh cosy sweaters and hot chocolate" but I hate it. I'm stressed about the cost of even heating my home. I can't drive (seizures) so I freeze and get rained on every single day going to and from work. I don't have a clothes dryer or anywhere to install one in my home so I struggle with drying my clothes. Drying them on the radiators adds moisture to my house and makes heating it harder. It's not this cool cosy thing for me and whenever I hear people talk about how cosy winter is I just feel broke and sad and stressed by comparison. Its all extra cost. Warm clothes cost more, decent boots cost alot, drying clothes costs money, drying heavier winter clothing indoors sucks. It all sucks and costs too much.

No. 1352911

>>1352901
Of course, with therapy and self care there's no reason you wouldnt be able to experience life normally

No. 1352932

I don't want to trauma gatekeep, or even belittle someone's experiences.. but to keep me from getting a sperg ban in the pixielocks thread.. GODDAMNIT I want to punch her fat face. Like some of us were literally raped as little children. Sexually assulted, beaten, burned, starved then thrown into DCFS and forgotten about. You know what we did? Coped on our own. We didn't have parents or mental health help, foster care cut you out of group homes after you graduated high school/ged or turned 18 which ever was first. Fuck this coddled bitch.
She doesn't flinch at getting touched when unaware it's going to happen? She likes loud noises and crowds?
As to her angel baby enabler therapist.. what coping mechanism did he give Jill? Smoke weed erry day? The fuck?

No. 1352939

>people think I've experienced trauma during childhood
>or they think I'm autistic
>either way, they know I'm not normal
I'm pretty sure I didn't experience any abuse during childhood (can't really remember it all that well kek) and I'm not autistic. I don't know if this is something I could maybe unlearn or change. I don't even know the first thing to do. What is it about me that makes people think this stuff. Starting to wonder if there is something wrong. I know that there most likely isn't. I think I'm just like this naturally.

No. 1352942

>>1352901
It is nonnie, I too have bipolar and crippling cptsd. My boyfriend and I have been together for a few years, He's very patient and medication/therapy helped a lot in growing.

No. 1352943

Last night I told my boyfriend I wanted him to come along with me to see my family next summer for my cousin's graduation party. A few minutes ago I realized I'm putting myself and him into a situation where we're likely going to be approached by my narcissistic mother who I haven't talked to in over 4 years. I'm already dreading that scenario. If anything, I'll make plans for us to see my cousin before the event, but I still want him to see the rest of my family.
I recently came to the conclusion my mom's so disgusting with me because my own conception was a fucking lie she kept to herself until I got a DNA test in my mid 20s. I can't imagine being someone keeping in something like that for decades, it really is no wonder the way she is. Fucking deranged. I talked to my boyfriend about my mom's secret and even he can't fathom it. Either way, with that knowledge, him meeting my family is going to be a hoot.
However, I get to meet his family in a few months for his cousin's quinceañera, and his family history he's told me isn't sunshine and rainbows either, so it evens out.

No. 1352945

any florida anons here? I’m so scared about hurricane ian i’m obsessively checking the projections

No. 1352963

I feel like I always attract crazy people even online I can't mind my own business without some freak replying to me with rumplestiltskin shit. Fuck off!

No. 1352970

>>1352945
it’s gonna be ok nonna. if you’re in the direct path like me just know the worst would be a cat 3 and that’s not earth shattering, just a real good storm. check your local flood maps so you know if where you stay will be evacuated immediately or if your neighborhood is good. find a public shelter if you’re in a mobile home. get sandbags, candles, non-perishables and water. don’t worry. worst that happens is the power goes out for a few days (also fill huge bucket with tap water so you can keep flushing the toilet if utilities get knocked out)

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i hate writing essays so fucking much they are the most boring things ever why did I let my advisor talk me into retaking english to raise my gpa I can get into the program I want to get in with my current one

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>>1352980
Essays are easy nonnie. Here's a hack: take the topic of your essay (i.e. a general subject) and make it your title for now. Then apply deductive reasoning to the general subject that is your title, and make a list of all the particular aspects of your general subject. Write these down.

You now have a title and skeletal structure for an essay composed of a list of all the things you need to talk about. So just go over each of these things and write about each of them. Once you've done so you have a full essay. Then just change your title to something snappy

No. 1352990

I have a huge anatomy exam soon and the sheer amount of information I need to remember is just overwhelming. HELP

No. 1352995

>>1352990
Flash cards nonnie. Study with these every day whenever you have a moment; if you've got free time, take a second to shuffle through your deck and answer all them

No. 1352999

>>1352995
Started doing that with the muscles at least. Fuck muscles and remembering their origins, insertions, actions, innervation, AND blood supply. I only got a day left though. I need to prepare better next time.

No. 1353004

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Turns out my illness is chronic. The pills don't work on me either, and i changed them twice by now. The doctors don't care about advising me on what to do about it, or even checking what triggers it. I have no idea how to tell that to my grandmother, a woman who had 2 heart attacks and has a lot of things to worry about. I have not seen her in 3 years, and now that inflation is destroying me, I don't know when I will meet her.
I can't find a job, and now finding out its chronicle makes it 99 likely i will never find a job.
i am tired and i want to just end it all. i got nothing. my only accomplishment is leaving the dictatorship-driven country, just to end up becoming a wife taking care of everything but herself. i don't even have a kid and i always wanted one, yet i am the only one who seems to care about it. i am really done. i am so young but here i am, sick all the time and in pain.

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Literally just want an online friend who is weird enough to be entertaining but not a cunt and not creepy and unfortunately it looks like that will not be happening for me this year

No. 1353008

>>1353004
Are you Turkish? Çok geçmiş olsun noni

No. 1353019

>>1353005
>talk to the nonas on here from the friend finder thread and always end up carrying the conversation
It's tough. Good luck finding friends wherever you go, nonnie.

No. 1353048

>>1353019
I feel like the anons who visit this site can be so different in their interests and their personality that it's difficult to make friends here. You all (for the most part) are great to converse with anonymously but I doubt I will ever find friends here sadly. Making good friends really isn't easy..

No. 1353051

I HATE MEN!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID FUCKER IS ALWAYS WAKING UP WITH ATTITUDE! GO BACK TO SLEEP AND GET YOUR SHIT BEHAVIOR AWAY FROM ME

No. 1353053

Being poor in the UK is an absolute joke. It feels like I'm being told "tough luck" every day. Why does getting an education cost me almost 10k? Why do I have to pay this twice FIRST before I'm allowed on the course? I TOLD you my circumstances and why I suffered the first time I entered university and there's been zero support. It's always 'help the mentally ill and underprivileged' until it's time to actually help them. You're only ACTUALLY struggling if you documented and timestamped every single event during a time when you could barely remember your own name and have 3 people to back your claims. Student loans are a fucking scam. Daylight robbery. Every day I feel like I'm barely making ends meet just to get a degree and become another cog in this society. I can't even focus on getting the degree when I'm stressing about even being allowed to study.

No. 1353066

>caught boyfriend lying about more things
why the fuck do men do this. all this effort. isn't it easier to just be a decent person and have a good relationship rather than keep self-sabotagueing and then running relay races to cover their tracks? how can an entire gender be nothing but trash. if i dump this guy i'm just giving up and getting married to God. i've dated so many men and literally all of them are some kind of abusive or liar or incompetent.

turns out men and women cannot have a relationship without men needing to enslave women. as soon as it comes to a matter of needing to prove themselves worthy of holding a relationship it turns out none of them can manage to be equal to a woman. turns out without a woman wiping their ass for them, none of them is even a functional adult. women's liberation really was the death of humanity because men cannot be a deserving partner without forcing women into dependency on them.

i just want to work on achieving my goals and instead i have to drag along a manchild who can't even keep his room clean. if i dump this manchild it doesn't even matter, all men are pathetic dysfunctional manchildren.

No. 1353074

I feel very silly for still getting upset thinking about my ex-best friend from high school. I was her therapist for a good while. She would always end our sessions with “oh sorry I’m so annoying, you can tell me if I’m annoying you” girl no I couldn’t because you’d absolutely lose it. She made it my problem when I wasn’t into her the way she was into me and for years tried to justify her feelings. “So I know last week I said I loved you but I’m realising now it’s just a platonic crush! Like I love you as a friend! Actually no I never got over you since I first confessed 4 years ago!” She wouldn’t stop inserting herself and prying into my dumb puppy love relationship I had with another girl. She would flash me her self harm scars in the hallways unprompted. She never respected my physical boundaries. She bitched about me to all our friends, and despite all that I stayed friends with her through high school. Thinking back, all my shit memories from then involved her in some way. I didn’t realise until too long afterwards that it wasn’t normal feeling anxious on the drive to your friend’s house. She’s on the outskirts of some of the circles I hang out with now but I’m so glad and so much happier without her in my life. I’m extremely grateful for the friends I have now and cherish every moment I spend with them.

No. 1353077

There's a person I met in the friend finder thread who literally has the exact same interests and hobbies as me, but I'm just so afraid of forming friendship for fear of getting hurt again. So I will just wait for a few months before I silently remove her from my friend list.

No. 1353102

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NONNIES IM MORTIFIED… my 25 year old male coworker who is fat, balding and is just very not my type asked me out as we were leaving work… i am 19 and he’s known me since i was 15(which is when i started working) I feel so grossed out that he even thought i reciprocated. All i could do was say no and immediately walk away bc i was so shocked, I could feel him being more flirty recently but tried ignoring it, assuming he would never go after me because of the age difference… i fucking hate men

No. 1353106

>>1353102
Wow men are disgusting!!!! If he continues to cross lines you better handle your shit. Dont let him ruin work for you.

No. 1353108

>>1353053
Is there anything I can help with nonnie? I’m uk based and currently in uni. Had to repeat a semester this year and the stress of dealing with student finance sucked. Jokes on them tho because I’m never paying it back

No. 1353135

it's kind of pathetic how often I still look around in a crowd of people hoping that I might see your face somewhere even though we don't really have that much in common anymore and I'm pretty sure you don't care about me anymore lol

No. 1353143

I'm pissed off a newer plant infected my favorite plant I've had for 3 months with SPIDER MITES FUCK. I already threw the new one out and am treating all my other plants with neem oil and washing their leaves with soapy water but it's so fucking annoying. I've gone through about every insect at this place. Gnats, roaches, crickets, fruit flys, spider mites, earwig, and occasional spider or scorpion. So so sick of insects. My favorite breed of a plant died due to the spider mites before I realised what it was. The plants make me so happy watching them grow over time I dont want to give it up just because of some pests.

No. 1353145

Holy shit, I wish I would just drop dead already. Fuck life, why did I have to be born

No. 1353146

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It's disgusting to me the way men all have anger problems, but are afraid of honest confrontation. They always want to fight and kick and scream and act like badasses but are scared shitless of making an actual decision. How did they get to be in charge, I can't believe this shit

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>>1353146
HOW THE FUCK CAN THEY FIX IT. I am so tired of this!! It's either testosterone or what? I don't understand how my s/o cannot be angry at something as stupid as a videogame, after all even after each loss you can still understand that it's okay to lose, you can try again and learn more, but no…wtf!!!

No. 1353152

>>1353146
Lol literally me yesterday when my husband got mad at me for missing a turn to the gas station. We drove to another one and he calmed down asap. Just roll your eyes and tell them to stop sweating the small stuff.

No. 1353154

>>1353148
"RRRRRRGHHGGHHH I AM A MAN!! I WILL PUNCH A HOLE IN THE DRYWALL, I'M A LONE WOLF WHO FEARS NOTHING!!"

"Hey can we sit down and talk about this like adults?"

"N-No I can't I'm scawed uwu"

Every scrote is like this I swear lmao

No. 1353156

>>1353152
Valerie was right, men really project their worst traits onto women. Every time I hear "women are over-emotional, men bottle up their feelings!" I want to roll my eyes so fucking hard back into my skull that the ocular muscles snap like guitar strings

No. 1353160

I dream of carbon monoxide

No. 1353161

>>1353154
KEK THIS IS SO TRUE

No. 1353198

I wanna buy a house (condo/townhome) but they're too fucking expensive
I cannot physically save enough money from my job to pad my savings enough to reach unattainable $80k down payment figures. Idk who except trustfund kids can. Cost of living went up like 40% and my job pays the same…how the fuck am I supposed to save up money like this? i would have to work 2 fucking jobs at once.

I was going to think my bf could help me in 1-2 years if we go 50/50 but his stupid broke ass wastes his money on mcdonalds and taco bell in his late 20s. why are men so irresponsible why is the market so clownishly inflated why do jobs pay so little RRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I hate landlords!

No. 1353232

>>1353146
actually in a lot of those cases they are trying to get a specific reaction/re-establish control with a tantrum–which is why a lot of men only do such things when they know they can get away with it with it and rarely where it'd actually wreck their life (i.e., in a professional setting at other mens' expense).
It's tied into the dumb weaponized incompetence stuff. It isn't that they aren't dumb - they often are, like >>1353148 's weirdo sperging out from being denied what he felt entitled to which obviously won't lead to anything - but that a lot are doing it because they've grown accustomed to getting their way.

No. 1353234

idk what's wrong with me but lately I've been terrified of leaving the house. I'm skipping all my college classes, doing all the assignments since they're online but I'm probably going to fail anyways because of the attendance requirements. Idk how to get my shit together

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Just found out the man I've been crushing on for a month now is married. I feel pathetic for being genuinely heartbroken about it since he and I have only interacted twice.

But I know the underlying issue is that ever since I failed at developing a relationship with someone I deeply loved, I'm starting to believe I'm unworthy of the kind of love and person that I desire/wish for.

It might not be unworthy in a physical sense (being unattractive), but unworthy in a sense that the cards I'm dealt with in life curses me to never get the love I always hope for.

No. 1353244

>>1353102
Good job anon, men are pests and should be treated as such.

No. 1353246

>>1352655
Sheesh. And lemme guess, it was a scrote who called in the prank, right?

No. 1353248

>>1352385
same anon lets hold eachther

No. 1353250

>>1352840
if u feel like the interest is hindering your ability to have a good time, then that's as good as any reason to let it go.

however, sometimes i get squicked out on certain second wave feminist arguments that wraps itself up in worshipping masculine aesthetics as being the equivalent of freedom. Not shaving/cutting your hair aren't inherently masculine things, it's just your body existing.

Anti-adornment sentiments in general are far more related to WASP/general protestant values, rather than masculinity. Catholics go off with adornment and details, almost to what we consider a "feminine" extent for men. Protestant/stoic masculinity is a vehement reaction to that. This is why men in catholic cultures are considered "metro" to men from protestant faiths. they care about details.

I just feel like hyperfemininity (when done in a girl centered, non-sexy/male gazey way) can be just as liberating. Lolita as a fashion reminds me of this. but again, that is a lot of work so i get it.

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Found out this morning my big sister, whose always been like a mother to me has breast cancer. Don't know the stage or what kind yet, she didn't want to talk about it, she wants to be alone, but It's been confirmed. Two noticable lumps. She'd been suffering from reoccuring pain in her breast for a few months but didn't think it was anything important, until it became more and more noticeably painful. Initially she wasn't even in any hurry to see a doctor until our mother insisted she see one. I always had this terrible sinking feeling it was cancer, even though they both her laughing and trying to shrug it off as being something else. But I had this sense of unease coming that it was cancer, so the confirmation wasn't that big of a shock. But I'm definitely feeling kind of emotionally numb about it right now, my thinking & feelings are all scattered. It all just feels so ominous, like a story I've heard happening to so many other people and now It's happening in mine, to someone I know. More than anything I feel overcome with so much dread.

No. 1353284

>>1352840
This seems to come from a realization that men don't dress nice etc. but does that matter if you dressing nice came from a genuine heart for fashion and not from a desire to attract male attention or whatever? Also I think you can have both. I think you can dress baggy and not give a shit some days and put effort in dressing up other days. Every day's a new day to decide how much time and effort you feel like putting into your clothes you know, you're not chained to one way or another. Maybe I'm reading/understanding your post wrong.

No. 1353285

>>1353250
I seriously hate that so many people consider "feminine" aesthetics, hobbies, etc, inferior to masculine ones. You can like fashion, "girly" things and still be a feminist, goddamn.

No. 1353319

I've been decluttering my closet but it's taken so much energy out of me. What would have been a 3 hours worth of work has taken me a span of weeks to complete. I'm not even halfway done. I have to learn how to use eBay because there's some anime figures I need to sell that I accumulated during my weeb consoomer days and it's been collecting dust for years now. I just want to Marie Kondo everything but this is so mentally draining.

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I've been binge eating like a beetus goblin and my only comfort is knowing I might not have consumed all the calories cause I feed some to my fat bf and dog.
Yesterday
>Waffle House for breakfast hash brown bowl with onions, steak, and bacon, waffle with butter and syrup, fed the leftovers to fat bf
>go to Japanese store and consume a whole bottle of grape ramune
>buy matcha dango and inari pouches
>consume three dango sticks
>free snacks with purchase including 4 inari rice balls and two slices of futomaki
>eat half the futomaki and give rice to dog, eat inari and give rice to dog
>later go to mall, buy mochi snacks and drop $80 at the candy store on gummies and chocolate
>eat a giant Violet crumble bar, some gummies, pop a few pieces of the boba mochi
>go to Buffalo Wild Wings for dinner
>order 15 wings and eat 9 of them
>late at night chomp on the gummies and some of bf's chocolates
I'm horrified, I used to be on one meal a day and never hungry. Now I'm scared to even step on the scale to see how much I've fucked myself this past month. Fat bf is like "You really don't eat that much.." WELL OF COURSE YOU WOULDN'T THINK SO YOU FATSO. He probably wants me huge too so I won't get hot and leave. Fuck.

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>>1352860
I do 'love myself' if you mean my self esteem. I think I just realized how much more comfortable (mostly physically) I feel when I dress like picrel kek I noticed a shift in my attitude, it's like I'm suddenly so carefree I guess? I think I need time to figure it out
>>1353250
I do actually wear lolita on the side and aren't planning on abandoning it as it ties with my other interests (mainly dolls). I definitely don't think feminine interests are inferior, I grew up with both stereotypically feminine and masculine interests. I guess I feel like I spent too much time being consumed by appearances, although I do enjoy the way things like picrel look.
>>1353284
Yeah, that is probably the simplest and most obvious way out of it, I'm taking it too seriously kek I actually always complain about how ugly and unkept moids are but I kind of get it now that I got the taste of it

No. 1353357

>>1353346
fred durst? for real?
omegakek

No. 1353366

>>1353346
What you wrote about all the stuff you made and experimenting with fashion has made me curious, any chance you could post some pictures of stuff you made or whatever in the fashion thread? I think it's really cool when people make their own things

No. 1353375

Of course the day I finally take time off work to go to the doctors about the chesty cough that hasn’t gone away after two weeks is the day that I wake up and all my symptoms are magically gone.

No. 1353378

>>1352840

Tbh I get it. I also love to look at girly things and had a interest in lolita as a teen (but did not have the money or the balls to go wear it), I got obsessed with makeup and being a Instagram baddie in 2014, and now… I'm 26 and my uniform is either work clothes or men's lounge wear. It's just easier. Personally I don't like the attention I get from males when I'm dressed feminine, and I also like the mobility and pockets men's clothes allow me. I also for some reason feel safer, but it's probably because the scrotes that would otherwise be harassing me or something think I'm a dyke.

No. 1353384

>>1353364
Fred Durst made witch house music before it became mainstream… there's a possibility he's an anon here…

No. 1353393

>>1351853
Why waste money on a headstone? They should be made into manure, but I wouldn't want to consume any product a dead murder moid helped produce.

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>>1353357
Listen, you don't get it how good it feels to go out looking like that with my hairy legs showing making every moid in sight act like someone just puked on their shoes ESPECIALLY right after wearing lolita and being complimented left and right by old ladies
>>1353364
He will be once I start skinwalking him
>>1353366
Thanks anon! I'll think about it

No. 1353412

fuck fuck fuck i think i just had an ovarian cyst rupture. i had one last year and thought it was my literal appendix bursting so i went to the ER but it was just a cyst and they said take advil.
feels like the exact same thing right now, but it’s weird because i’m on my period now. last time i wasn’t on it. ever since i got the vaccine my periods been so fucking errratic and strange, and hurts so much worse than it used to.

it feels like my health is falling apart, and this country could give a shit about healthcare so i’m screwed

No. 1353428

>>1353398
Fred Durst-chan you are impeccable.
I used to be in a lot of fashion circles and could never find a style i liked that also looked good on me, until i just started not caring and being confident in my t-shirt wearing, beaten up sneaker, baggy jean bumminess, and that particular style looked great on me, or at least I felt great. So yeah, I get where you're coming from.

No. 1353433

>>1353319
when i marie kondo my place i set things aside in bags and leave them for a few months. if i come back and still dont want any of that crap it goes off. the shit is that mostly reselling isn't worth the money for the time and effort it takes. but what really gets me into problems is new-ish shoes i bought that just sort of dont fit right, in the kind of way you would have to wear them a mile or two to find out. you cant return them and like, who wants to buy secondhand shoes? but it feels so wasteful to toss $100 shoes to goodwill, but i also cant wear them for health reasons. total shit.

i also have a bunch of belongings that i don't particularly like but they're good enough. at some point you do have to wear SOMETHING. then i have pants that fit me 10 lbs ago and i'm trying to lose the weight but the pants sit there mocking me.

No. 1353436

>>1353320
i'm jealous you can eat that much. one time i binged at the indian buffet and spontaneously projectile vomited everything back out in their parking lot. i've never even been bulimic, but if i overeat even slightly i spontaneously puke out some off the top.

but seriously nonnie get your shit in order, that's a huge waste of money and you don't deserve to do that to your own bank account. how the fuck do fat people afford to be so fucking fat. i eat out like once a month. if i ate like that every day i'd be broke.

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>close longterm friends with benefits/ex-bf got admitted to psychward, very serious situation
>had broken up with him shortly before because he admitted to seeing a prostitute while we were together (not sure if true because he was very delusional) amongst other things
>stayed at his apartment which he shares with his bestfriend for a few weeks
>started talking with bestfriend, realised that I liked him (not in a deep way)
>ended up really obviously flirting with him by accident (I think?) which the bestfriend obviously caught on to
I said he looked “very cute” in a photo to which he just gave me a look, I also changed into a skirt before talking to him which I pray he didn’t notice. I know he picked up on it because he kind of alluded to the flirting in a very roundabout ironic way during our conversation. This happened four months ago and I’m still agonising over it. I’m so so ashamed, it’s actually killing me. I don’t even know what the fuck I was doing, I wasn’t looking for a sexual opportunity, just wanted to feel what it was like to have a male like me again. Feel free to shame me.

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>>1353148
i fucking hate ragers. i've had gamer moid roommates in the past that have gotten a bit testerical upon losing their pubg or whatever but it's nothing compared to my current roommate, which is my nigel's dearest childhood friend, so i can't rly call him out. he SCREAMS so loud and says stupid shit constantly so i once said to him something like "hey why don't you play single player games? they're rewarding and fun. i only play like 2 multiplayer games. single player can still frustrate me sometimes when i lose to an npc but at least it's not a real person going out of their way to flex on you and teabag and taunt when they beat you" and this smooth brain says "i don't like single player games, i lose interest".

i told my bf later that his raging is kinda concerning, and i said "man if i was his gf i would be afraid if he freaks out so hard at fuckin rocket league i'd be afraid of him getting physical if something actually serious came up." and he flipped on me saying nooo my heckin frienderino could never do that and then hit me with "do you WANT to be his gf?!" no retard i couldn't touch your 400 lb buddy without throwing up, i just wanted to raise a concern i had if he gets a gf AND TARD NEEDS TO SHUT UP OR CLOSE HIS DOOR WHEN PLAYING TOY CAR SOCCER HE HAS A DOOR I DON'T

>>1353412
yes my period ended up all sorts of fucked up after i got the vaccine and i always feel like an antivaxxer when i get side eyed for saying "there's some effects of the vaccine that aren't talked about by official sources online like a bunch of women having messed up periods" and i get looked at as if i was just like "YEEHAW FUCK THE VAXX AND ZUCKERBERG I'M EATIN HORSE PASTE" motherfucker i'm pro vax i took it i'm an at risk person! i heard the vax made women that haven't had periods in years like aidens on T and women that have hit menopause get their periods out of nowhere. that's not normal!

i also have ovarian cysts too nona so i know how you feel. i got them recently, from my iud (which i didn't know was even possible till i saw an ad for an iud that said "may cause ovarian cysts" and i was like oh.) which pisses me off i go through all this pain to let my moid jizz in me and for what??? it's worth it to know i won't get pregnant and my bc can't exactly get tampered with there but fuck. i hope you feel better and that one didn't actually burst nona

No. 1353454

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>>1353320
Oh good, I'm glad you're dragging your dog into this shit, too.

No. 1353455

>>1353320
You need some self control kek, I'm also currently struggling with an ED though so I won't judge you. Do you eat like that every day? Don't try to diet or go back to your former OMAD plan because that makes binges worse, just try to cook whatever you're craving at home and it'll likely end up being less calories. Also not to be the stereotypical "break up with your fat bf" but there's a reason fats tend to date other fats and it's the same reason gym rats or health nuts tend to date each other too. Don't let him drag you down with his shit lifestyle

No. 1353462

>>1353452
Your boyfriend is being a cunt. Gamer rage is a huge red flag and you were just making a very logical observation. Accusing you of being interested is high schooler mentality at best and controlling weirdo at worst.

No. 1353476

>>1353452
You should have told your failed bf that if he is willing to fight with you to defend his frienderino, he can go fuck his ass next time he's horny. Men really are willing to defend each other even over the most retarded shit (like gamer rage, there's no way a male who breaks things because he lost at a stupid videogame isn't retarded or at least autistic) they might as well fuck each other and leave women alone.

No. 1353479

>>1353452
my narc father used to wake me up at 4 am every morning screaming in rage at video games. one of many reasons i don't speak to him and he will die alone.

men are 6'0 toddlers

No. 1353498

>>1353492
you're gonna get banned anon for suicide baiting

No. 1353504

>>1353498
My bad, I'll take this somewhere. It's just getting real difficult and I have nowhere or nobody I can take this too.

No. 1353506

I want to cut myself. I want to buy scalpels and cut myself with them. I want scalpels delivered to my front door so I can take them inside and wash off the factory smell with soap and water and then roll up my sleeves and cut myself.

No. 1353509

>>1353504
I was in the same situation year ago, if you will just wait for these emotions to pass, you'll feel better anon

No. 1353518

>>1353509
Thanks Anon.

No. 1353520

>>1353498
Do jannies ban for suicide baiting? I see suicide baiting itt regularly but it never geta red texted afaik

No. 1353525

>>1353520
I got banned year ago.
>>1353518
I really hope you will feel better, for now try to watch dumb shit on yt for example, so you won't go deeper into dark thoughts. It will pass anon, sending love and hugs, you're great and you're doing wonderful.

No. 1353532

>>1353506
don't do it nonnie

No. 1353538

I miss my ex so much. It's easy to get over someone you hate but I still love her so much and I still fantasize about being together again. If she doesn't want me back then I don't know how I'll ever get over her.

No. 1353540

>>1353538
Same. It’s been 3 years and I have a new partner but the hurt and nightmares never stop.

No. 1353541

>>1353506
buy a pop it

No. 1353546

>>1353538
You have a chance unless you cheated on her. I'm on the same boat.
>>1353540
How come you are with another partner if you still love the other one?

No. 1353547

>>1353504
Anon I need u here posting in our stupid threads

No. 1353568

My ex keeps texting my long paragraphs about how he loves the old me (ye knew me for 3 months, he didn't like when I called him out and dumped me via fb like a little faggot) and if I just did blah blah he would still love me and just too much has been said for us to work again and I don't fucking remember asking him for it to work again I wanted to know the real reason he dumped me. In fact the fucking next weekend after he dumped me I went out to the bars and met a guy and I've been texting him since. I don't care to read your shit anymore fuck off!!

No. 1353572

>>1353546
I would never cheat on someone but I did let my insecurity and emotional immaturity destroy the relationship. Relationships are based on trust and respect but I failed the latter in that I disrespected her feelings and her boundaries. Wish I wasn't so retarded, wish I could have presented the best version of myself to her. She deserves to be happy and I wish I could have been the person to make that happen.

No. 1353595

>>1353572
Anon I wish you the best of luck..are you sure you can't do much to remedy the situations?

No. 1353598

Just found out a moid youtuber that was attractive in my head turned out to be a very ugly fat balding russian. He carries all the weight on his torso like an apple. Disappointed.

No. 1353615

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>>1352592
>>1353504

please don't kill yourself nonnies

No. 1353640

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How the fuck do people live in places with bad public transport? I've been carless for about 4-5 months now and It's the most miserable I've been. I am limited to where and when I can work, I get to my destination sometimes hours in advance because if I take the bus next I'm 20 minutes late.
It's currently pouring and I finished work and I don't even get to go home. I'm going to be home at 8:00pm for a stinking job that sucks so bad. It sucks, I hate it. I'm so upset, I'm crying. I'm trying to save money by not taking uber/taxi but that shit costs me 3 out of 5 hrs of the hours I work on that day. I'm working for a total of 25$ a day profit. Wtf is this shit. I'm in a shitty fucking bus terminal waiting for my fucking bus and I'm trying my best not to cry. I want to kill myself so badly. I cannot believe I'm in this spot.

No. 1353650

>>1353640
> How the fuck do people live in places with bad public transport?
They own a car.

No. 1353652

There was once this cartoon reviewer that I'd been obsessed with since 6th grade (11yo). He introduced me to a lot of obscure media, and he even came from the same town as me. I had a crush on him, but I got over it by 8th grade. He had a girlfriend (29), and I thought they were really good for each other, but they eventually broke up.
I've stopped watching his content because I had been busy with school, but I still check in on him every once and a while. Just recently, I discovered that 30 y/o man is dating some 22 y/o TIF, and I've never felt so disgusted. I know for a fact that this isn't a jealousy thing because I was extremely supportive of his previous relationship. The worse thing is that this kid is around the same age as me, and who knows if she was on the same boat as me?
Sorry for sperging out, but this is the first time an internet personality has deeply disappointed me. People don't really like him because he acts like a creep, but I always thought it was a bit. I guess I was wrong.
Am I overreacting? I know they're both legal adults, but something just doesn't sit right with me.

No. 1353655

>>1353652
>he acts like a creep, but I always thought it was a bit
It's literally never a bit.

No. 1353661

>>1353652
Is it Panpizza?

No. 1353664

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still haven't gone to the disability office or talked to the professor

I think I'm just going to read my school library book, return it and then drop the semester so I don't fail out… I've never been so hopeless

No. 1353665

>>1353661
…yes

No. 1353667

Guys can get fucked being pissed off that women get annoyed if they lie about their height. I am 5'7 with long legs I prefer a guy with a few more inches than me so when we're fucking I can enjoy it better. I've been with men that claim they're 5'10 or 5'11 then they're my height or an inch taller. I've fucked enough men my height or just a bit taller to know I hate it. All my best sexual partners have been over 6ft and we just fit together in all positions with ease. I just prefer a bigger man. I meet guys online and I just hate when they've lied about their height because yeah actually it is a big deal to me. Am I suppose to be dazzled by your personality gtfo

No. 1353669

>>1353640
I've been there nona. I remember as a country girl riding the bus to work in the city for the first time and it felt so interesting and fun sometimes, then it lost it's luster when it was mid January and I was freezing my ass off and the bus wouldn't even show up kek. I got sick of the city life and moved back home. I'm manifesting you get a car or start making enough money to take an uber to work every day.

No. 1353677

Feeling so lonely. I wish I had someone who could lie down near me when I go to bed and just stay there. Just exist.

No. 1353685

I need to remind myself I was not in a normal relationship 4 weeks ago and that guy was an emotional mess and I need to stop being impatient with this cool guy I meet a week later. I need to calm down and be patient I get so anxious without having concrete plans but I don't want to be pushy. God I'm annoying

No. 1353687

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Because of dental issues I've started to develop a lisp. I only realized it today after hearing my voice after it was recorded without me knowing. Everybody has been listening to me slowly developing a lisp and no one has mentioned it to me. Fml.

No. 1353698

All men are disgusting eye sores. I tried to go up to my buildings roof to enjoy the beautiful blue sky and a little joint while my mama is working in the house and what the fuck do I see when I get up there? A big disgusting (literally) mouth breathing man, hunched over his little Lenovo laptop drooling onto the keyboard typing about God knows what. Obviously I’m not gonna let some tiny little scrote stop me from doing what I came up here to do, but seriously what the fuck. Why is it okay for men to look, smell, and sound like absolute human SHIT whereas if women have a single hair out of place it’s means for a whole cover story?

No. 1353699

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Randomly seeing a couple interacting genuinely, truly in love on a youtube channel I follow, made me realise that I will never, ever, be able to be like this with a moid. I would never have that amount of trust and comfortability around men, no matter what, never. Just damn. But I guess at least that settles that het question once and for all.

No. 1353700

Men always create this fictitious character in the place of actual women and refuse to accept that all the things they decide about people in their heads are usually very wrong. Like they will hold on to this idea that women are evil and want them to be whatever paraphilia they decide to suit their narrative and refuuuse to except the reality. They want women to be villains in their life soooo bad I wonder if it’s because it makes them feel better about their own gender.

No. 1353702

>>1353699
anon, please don't think being publicly affectionate on a YT channel means they have a good relationship. i've never seen a man and woman have a good relationship, like a truly good one. there's a lot of pretending, a lot of bullshit that women have to pretend doesn't exist, a lot of nonsense…

No. 1353706

>>1353699
Don't worry anon, your instinct is correct. Youtube couples usually have tons of drama behind the scenes.

No. 1353707

>>1353699
I agree with what >>1353702 had to say! A lot of youtube moms/wives are definitely not treated as well as the image they try to sell in their videos. I don’t remember who it was but I have a memory of some couple/family vlogging channel being outed for domestic abuse and infidelity but I’m not gonna lie there’s no way it’s not common, unfortunately.

No. 1353713

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never posted before but longtime lurker so lmk if i fuck up and ill delete it. lol.

anyways. never had a place to vent abt this but here we go:

last year a transfem coworker skinwalked me and made my eating disorder severely worse. she cut her hair like mine, dyed it the same color, started using the exact same mannerisms as me when speaking, etc. she also started identifying as a transbian, and usually idgaf how people id but she only started doing so after i came out to my social circles as a lesbian. before that she id’ed as pan. i was still nice to her and such bc i figured she was just trying to be more femme and i was the only other qbipoc person she interacted with frequently. whatever.

i drew a line when she started saying that people would sometimes “mistake” her for being me. like, girl, what? we genuinely do not look alike unless you’re fucking blind. no one mistook her for me, or vice versa. we have vaguely similar builds in that we’re about the same height (5’4”ish), slim, and tan (bc we’re both SE Asian). the proportional similarities end there (not to mention I’m an alto and she started doing the transfem falsetto thing). unfortunately her comments about this made by body dysmorphia about 8273749577373x worse and i became a full anachan. also didn’t love the fact that her college student male athlete lifestyle and metabolism meant that I’d watch her eat about 5x as much as me while staying slim, when i was anachanning out. she’d also make comments about what I was eating, how much I’d eat, how much I looked like I weighed, and how she “couldn’t believe that she could eat so much and stay slim ~~~”. kms.

i ended up quitting that job and getting a new one bc i couldn’t take the skinwalking and comparisons anymore. don’t see her and according to our mutual friends she looks completely different now. so ig she’s skinwalking some other gal.

tldr; became an anachan after coworker skinwalked me, quit the job, recovered, now she’s skinwalking someone else. don’t miss that era. thanks for listening nonnas.

No. 1353714

>>1353702
Oh yeah, it's better not to take it at face value, since you never know. But like you said
>i've never seen a man and woman have a good relationship, like a truly good one.
Right? Which is exactly why I was so shook, because it seemed like it, they harmonize very well - at least in that short clip.

>>1353706
>>1353707
It wasn't a family vlogger, it was a video by Hannah Lee Duggan but I'm honestly not surprised. It takes really awful money/attention hungry people to display your entire family life, especially the kid's, all over the internet.

No. 1353715

I couldn't just be normal and wait for my soup to cool down before eating the whole thing in 5 minutes flat and now my tongue is burnt. How am I supposed to taste tomorrow's soup like this? I have no foresight for future me

No. 1353717

>>1353664
Dropping is probably the best option. I had accommodations for ADHD and a physical disability and that shit has to be worked out at the disability office before the semester starts. Accommodations can’t do shit for late assignments. I’ve had to drop a semester too and it really is not the end of the world despite how bad it feels. Just get your ducks in a row for spring semester.

No. 1353718

>>1353713
You don't have to respect his delusions here anon. I'm sorry that happened to you.

No. 1353723

There's a fat fly in my bedroom and it won't fucking leave. I'm genuinely going to spergout, I can't do this.

No. 1353726

Just worked up the courage to post a drawing I was proud of, that happened to feature a girl, and I was asked if it had to do with gender identity. Why did I bother

No. 1353727

>>1353713
>she
>her

It's a man. A creepy ass man whose perverted delusions and lqck of boundaries and respect make people miserable enough to change their whole job. No need to hold back

No. 1353729

>>1353713
I'm glad you're recovered nonna, that sounds seriously creepy

No. 1353732

Why do I do this to myself, nonnas? I saw something that reminded me of my ex so I made the classic mistake: I decided to take a look at his social media. Apparently, he's thinking about moving in with his long distance gf and even considering marriage if that is what it takes to stay in her country. This brought back a lot of memories. I felt so sad thinking about our relationship and the good moments we had together. I used to think he was the one who got away, but looking back now, he really wasn't.

After 15 minutes of suffering, I remembered a shit ton of negative traits he has. He's an emotional manchild with severe anger issues and is very unattractive (but I learned to love his personality so his looks didn't matter). So that made me feel a tad better. I also wouldn't take him back even if he begged me, but I feel pathetic for having felt sad/emotional when I realized that he's thinking about moving to be with another person. I'm in a happy relationship with someone who's more emotionally mature, attractive and sane, so that makes me feel even more ridiculous.
I have no romantic feelings towards him anymore, but I guess I just felt nostalgic for a time that's in the past? No idea, but I feel like a loser.

No. 1353734

I hate how my ex ghosted me because they cheated. I thought I had done something wrong in the relationship. I though that I did something to harm us and I thought that they just didn't love me anymore or they grew tired of the issues we had or my grieving process. No, it wasn't me. It was all them. They haven't even broken up with me, I'm going to break up with them in my head. Let guilt eat them.

No. 1353736

I always feel like my friend is making all these stupid little jabs at me

And today I had a really difficult time at work, and some ongoing issue finally came to a head, and I let my friend know and they were like "can you give me a summary?"

no you fucking bitch i won't give you anything anymore. fuck you and your manipulative bullshit. everyone has to accommodate you all the time and then you can't be there for whatever fucking reason

you can't even tolerate a song i want to listen to it has to be your music

like what the fucking fuck

It only hurts because I really did consider them my friend and maybe I'm just bad at making friends

I need to cool off maybe I'll feel different later

No. 1353737

>>1353732
Nonna I feel your pain. I had an ex who literally rebounded and married a girl overseas within a few months of us breaking up and knowing her. It stung so badly even if he was garbage. Sometimes these things just crop back up when you least expect it, and especially if you aren't in the best position, it can hurt to see someone who hurt you be winning in life or knowing they're happy. Even if you are currently with someone way better, which I currently am as well. Emotions suck and I think this sort of thing is natural even if you've long since moved on. Hugs.

No. 1353739

Anyone dealing with anger from being assaulted? I got raped by a disgusting troon and he thought it was consensual. I was black out drunk, he was sober. Drove an hour to see me after I had been crying about the death of one of my parents and spared no gory details, and he thought, hey, this girl is vulnerable. I despise men and I was never “twansphobic” but now I see them for what they are. Sexually deviant rapists who hate women, and their brain rot is so bad they actually think a woman wreaking of alcohol who can’t even stand correctly could consent. I didn’t even have shoes on when I went outside to meet him so we could “talk”, I hadn’t showered yet, I was on my period. I WREAKED of alcohol. What the fuck about that is sexually appealing? Then I remember it’s not about sex, it’s about dominating what you deem to be a the weaker sex. He wanted to continue our relationship afterwards and even tried guilting me into responding to his incessant pity party texts like, “I miss you, I’m having a bad mental health day, I hope you’re okay. I can’t wait to see you again” while I was in the fucking ER to get prescribed PREP antiviral meds to prevent HIV. I didn’t go to the cops because they rarely have sympathy for a drunk woman who has been assaulted. I’m so fucking angry, I wish he would just do the world a favor and rope himself. I told him to do the world a favor and stay away from real women. I hope I’m alive long enough to see his deadname in the obits.

No. 1353743

25 year old woman and woke up first thing in the morning to my mom pretending to spit on me and calling me a donkey without articulating why exactly she felt so much disdain for me. Putting two and two together it's probably because she doesn't think I helped enough around the house lately especially because she caught covid but she could never just communicate that with me. She could never understand that cleaning isn't even on my mind even when I'm happy let alone in the midst of a very severe depressive episode where I've missed work meetings and haven't gone to my masters classes and have been practically mute and locked in my room for months unless absolutely necessary. I don't even care anymore tbh. This is the same woman I spent 6k on to take her on a vacation because she's never been on one in her life and she managed to get mad at me and call me an idiot one day during the trip because I decided I wanted to do one thing that she wasn't interested in and accidentally took the long way walking while following GPS.

No. 1353747

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i'm so nervous whenever i talk to someone. i feel like i'm less than human.

No. 1353753

>>1353737
Thank you, nonna. Reading this helped. Hugs.

No. 1353780

>>1353743
Are you Hispanic? This sounds exactly like what my friends mom used to do to her all the time, we’d laugh but I felt so bad for her sometimes

No. 1353781

>>1353723
Girl just kill it

No. 1353783

>>1353747
I promise you nona that they’re not judging you, they’re probably feeling the same way you do if not totally apathetic towards the situation granted it’s a trivial encounter.

No. 1353786

Just had a complete crying yelling meltdown i think due to the construction site noise going on behind my house right now. Shit starts banging at 7am on the dot and when these dudes finish in the afternoon it starts all over again at 9pm with nightworks. Gentrification sucks so fucking bad

No. 1353788

>>1353786
I feel for you, anon. I’m also easily aggravated by sounds and highly recommended getting a white noise machine. I prefer using that to drown out sound rather than use ear plugs or noise canceling headphones all the time.

No. 1353801

This morning at 7am my boyfriend woke me up to tell me that he was laid off and the company he was working at shut down. Then a few minutes before I had to leave to work my 11 hour shift he chugged a beer, started crying uncontrollably after saying nothing to me for hours and started smacking his head against the wall hard. I had to physically stop him and yell at him to promise he wouldn’t start doing that again after I left. He’s never acted this way before and I haven’t heard from all day. I’m dreading going home

No. 1353802

>>1353786
im with you anon new buildings here at 6-7am until 4pm. they took away the last bit of nature here too. im moving way further out when my contract ends fuck this cute tiny town getting ruined by out of state people. all i wanted this fall was to watch cars go past, stare at the nature scape i had from my window, and drink tea. now i have no view, no cars to watch, nothing except the tea i guess. also soon to be more traffic due to more apartments, condos, houses, whatever people can live in. this place isnt even worth the price tag.

No. 1353806

>>1353801
It's not the end of the world since you are working too, he can just find another job? Why is he acting so crazy, I hate how he timed it to fuck you up right before you went to work. At least save his meltdown for after work when you can deal with it properly. My sympathies, I hope he just drank more and fell asleep after you left.

No. 1353808

>>1353801
That sucks for him, hopefully he can apply for unemployment until he finds something better. How much was he making? It sounds like quite a bit from the reaction to being laid off.

No. 1353845

>>1353808

He makes less than he did at previous places and he would complain about how he didn’t even like it almost every day. And he was given severance to cover the end of this month and the entirety of next month. He has plenty of time and he has connections for other jobs. It’s stressful sure but his reaction was way out of proportion. And I’m still working and offered to help any way I can

No. 1353853

i feel like college isn't going anywhere for me and it's only been a month, every time i sit to try and study or do work i feel like an imposter or that im not smart enough or worthy enough to get an education, not to mention the amount of times ive heard how community college is for stupid poors

No. 1353854

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I constantly have this huge pressure to be spot on and perfect at everything, whether it’s work or friendships, so I can make people happy. And I constantly feel ashamed whenever I actually need help. After all, I’m a coward, or maybe selfish if I dare ask for assistance.

No. 1353873

I wish I was totally alone so I could stop having expectations of people and then getting let down every single time. I'm so tired of setting myself up for failure. Don't wanna feel this way anymore.

No. 1353874

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I wish i was born in the USA. I will never forgive my piece of shit dad for refusing to move to the USA despite my mom having family there. It actually hurts more to know that i COULD have lived there, that perhaps in another universe i am in the USA living my best life or shot in the wallmart parking lot, but instead i am trapped in the worst fucking country with literally the worst of the USA and Venezuala, an actual nightmare.

>inb4 muh shooting, muh medical bills


i literally dont care i still wish i had the amount of opportunities amerifats have, i would proudly be 400lbs and go in my scooter to the wallmart to get my 6 gallon bottle of pepsi then get shot if it means i could still be able to whatever i want with my money and persue the career i want.
Also, the men in my country are so fucking ugly holy shit i am dying a virgin.
God it hurts so much, i have spent so much fucking money on psychological help, started going when i was 8 and dropped out of it when i was 19, and my real problem was beyond my reach. I don't know what to do, it just hurts to exist like i feel from another dimension whenever i try to interact with people, even with my parents. I have tried having friends, getting a job, changed 3 times of school because i could never fit in, YEARS of psychological and psychiatric help and they never found anything wrong with me outside of anxiety/depression. Everyone keeps telling me that i could try to move to the USA, but it's not the same, i am stuck in a limbo of always feeling like an outsider. My stomache hurts just from writting this, i just deleted my Discord and whatsapp i cant stand talking with my friends anymore they are just a cruel reminder that i live in a shitty country and my life is ruined.

No. 1353885

fuck i hate my sideburns i've never seen another woman with ones that are so long and thick and i got made fun of sometimes for them as a kid. i've shaved and waxed them before and it just never looks right, like the last time i did my stupid fucking male cousin asked me if i got an undercut and now i'm mega insecure ever since fml

No. 1353888

>>1353885

samefag, I have pretty thick sideburns for a chick. used to be really insecure about having a lot of body hair but at this point my advice is to try to embrace it. also, getting a nice haircut really helps. learning how your hair falls naturally and working with that can help hide them if you’re worried. ex mine curl a bit and I have short hair so I trim them following the shape of the curl and it blends into the rest of my hair.

No. 1353897

>>1353885
I’m so jealous I wish I had sideburns

No. 1353903

>>1353885
Sideburns on a woman is something I had never noticed until it was pointed out.

No. 1353917

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>>1353874
I mean I gotta ask, are the moids in your country as awful looking as picrel

No. 1353918

my house is right next to the water in an area that a big hurricane is supposed to hit and all I can do is sit in my room freaking out and obsessively checking the hurricanes current location/strength
lately I feel an impending sense of doom every second of the day because of this approaching hurricane

No. 1353922

>>1353781
Totally didn't think of that! Wow anon, what revolutionary advice.

No. 1353928

>>1353888
>>1353897
>>1353903
omg thank you so much kind nonas… just hearing this is making my insecurity about them dissipate lol. i've worried that they make me look less feminine but that's dumb and from now on i'm gonna try to view them as elegant

No. 1353930

>>1353918
how far are you from the beach? is this your first hurricane or something?

No. 1353931

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>>1353917
They are pussy drying for sure

No. 1353936

I'm probably overreacting and just being jealous and whiny, but my boyfriend recently reconnecting with an old female friend of his, and now they hang out on discord every night, for hours and hours, and he recently told me about how glad he is that he connected with her again since he had ghosted her in the past, and how she told him recently that (despite her having a husband, though apparently he's very toxic and my bf and their friends are trying to get her to leave him which also factors into this) back before he ghosted her, she had feelings for him.

It's just upsetting because all night I hear him talking to her, and other friends but now he's just spending a LOT of time with her, playing games with her, helping her with things, the only time we do stuff really is before we sleep when we watch tv together.

I'm just scared. We're going through a tough patch too, and he swears he loves me and will never leave me, but my mental health hasn't been great for while now. I don't want to be 'that' type of girlfriend, but the paranoia grows stronger and stronger every day.

No. 1353940

>>1353936
why do you guys date men who use discord at all?

No. 1353941

>>1353930
I'm like 5-10 minutes from the beach and yes this is my first hurricane, I recently moved here from a mountainous area and never lived near water before

No. 1353946

>>1353941
oh, that explains it. yeah, no one here really cares about hurricanes. for whatever reason, they think nothing bad will ever happen. a lot of people won't even pay for flood insurance because they're really, really dumb. do you have a generator? 10 minutes is kinda far, thank goodness you're not right on the beach. honestly it's likely nothing catastrophic will happen (unless you own your home and are worried about it surviving), but the power might go out and it might be hot as hell. FPL is horrible at restoring power so it could be out for like 2 weeks. get out of this state when you can btw.

No. 1353948

>>1353940
I mean, I use it too. It's just the easiest online chatting program.
>>1353944
Even if I didn't love him too much to just leave, we live together, all my furniture is here, my job is here. Leaving him would mean losing my home, and my job, and a shitton more things in my life.

No. 1353952

>>1353931
at least you don't have to wear beards, they just can't grow beards and yet insist anyway and they always look awful

No. 1353953

I have a brutal migraine coming on and it's so bad it's distorting my vision, I can already feel the pain and it hasn't even set in fully yet. I took 2 tylenol and a gravol but I don't know if it's going to be enough. I really don't want to deal with this shit right now I haven't had one in years. Fuck me I hate this.

No. 1353955

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Why does it always have to be cloudy on interesting astronomical days where I live? Today Jupiter is at it's closest to Earth and I can't see anything.

No. 1353956

>>1353952
Pakichan i share your hatred towards third world moids, can we agree that they all suck ass and are ugly as shit and not try to compare them? I truly dont want to spend time fighting about moids they dont deserve that much attention from us

No. 1353959

>>1353956
cause I have to go out everyday and see how awful they look, I almost vomit from time to time cause of how they smell and how they look, all I'm asking for flat stomachs and some self grooming, is that too much to ask

No. 1353961

>>1353946
yeah it's insane my mom and all my family and neighbors are refusing to evacuate because they keep saying the predictions aren't accurate and that it won't actually hit near us
no I have no generator unfortunately and I'm mostly worried about my car and my other valuables getting water damaged since my house is on a canal that floods easily
I'm too poor to afford rent right now but once I can get a decent job somewhere else I'm definitely moving

No. 1353965

>>1353936
you're not overreacting or being paranoid nona. i would be really upset if my bf was doing that. this is just my random advice but you need to have an honest conversation with him about how this is making you feel and if he refuses to stop or try to understand your point of view then it's ultimatum time. he doesn't need to be saving some woman from her toxic husband or whatever the fuck. it pains me to hear you feel stuck with a man because of a job and some furniture, i'm sure there are many other things but you're not even married yet. just think about his behavior and what it says about him as a person and how he sees you. in my opinion you deserve better

No. 1353975

>>1353936
>I'm probably overreacting and just being jealous and whiny, but my boyfriend recently reconnecting with an old female friend of his
Without even reading the rest, there is no reason for a man to "reconnect" with an old female friend other than wanting to fuck
>and now they hang out on discord every night, for hours and hours, and he recently told me about how glad he is that he connected with her again
Your relationship is over, sorry to say anon

No. 1353977

>>1353948
>all my furniture is here, my job is here.
You can literally move out and take your furniture with you, it's that easy

No. 1353991

>>1353953
I sleep with my face pressed into a heating pad when I have a migraine. I know that violates all heating pad safety precautions, but fuck it.
>>1353961
Stack your furniture up on bricks, and get some of those plastic Walmart bins and duct tape them shut, address them to yourself. Honestly, you should probably drive to a shelter at a higher elevation. But it probably won't be that bad. It's usually not that bad. That's why people just stop caring. I love the way the whole sky seems to breathe like a giant lung before the storm.

No. 1353996

Bawling my eyes out as I listen to a song on repeat that's reminding me of my breakup with my ex. Everytime it gets to a particular line in the lyrics, I tear up, it captures my feelings exactly. I didn't think music can speak to me on a spiritual level, this is really cathartic. Fuck…

No. 1353998

>>1353996
Which song?

No. 1354001

>>1353936
Has he ever said why he ghosted her? Either way this is really disrespectful of him. He's ignorin you to get validation from another woman who is also in a very tough spot. Lay down the law and tell him it's not okay.

No. 1354004

>>1353991
the hurricane wind speeds are like 120mph right now and it's supposed to keep getting stronger until it hits, the highest elevation I can get to here is only slightly above sea level
idk I'll check and see if my area has evacuation orders tomorrow, there's not much I can do except drive somewhere out of the storms expected path

No. 1354030

My obstetrician unironically argued at my partner (a type 1 diabetic) that I have nothing to worry about and that type 1 is not hereditary, it's type 2 that is. I have officially lost all faith in the medical system and the fact that people put doctors on a pedestal is laughable. How am I supposed to trust the information she's providing when she is asserting misinformation that can be cleared up with a cursory google search because of her illustrious title of doctor?

No. 1354031

I miss my ex. I blew it with him. I wish I had been more understanding. I want to shoot myself in the foot for being such an idiotic piece of shit. He had his flaws but he loved me until I became entitled and annoying. He's better off without me but still. I wish I had been a different person.

No. 1354058

>>1353936
God I hate your boyfriend, everything in this post hits close to really painful parts of my own past. Spending every night with that woman who had feelings for him and he knows it (!!!), trying to get her to leave her husband (ALLEGEDLY toxic), neglecting you; and you just sit there confused thinking he still may be a good person that will eventually go back to prioritizing you. He wont. I hope you'll muster the strenght to leave him before he hurts you even more.
also point him out to me I'll beat him up

No. 1354084

You will never be Azealia Banks. Overtly specific insults used to have a funny quality to them but I’ve noticed especially recently that a lot of them are rampant projections. Someone will be like ‘hurhur you are so pathetic and you have a bucket of toenails in your room that you eat like popcorn whenever you’re sad’ and lean back and look really pleased with themselves, all the while it makes no sense to the topic or people at hand and they’re talking about themselves in middle school when they were fat and bullied.

No. 1354091

>>1354084
I have no clue if that's about a specific person or not, please tell me.

No. 1354107

I fucking caught covid again and I really fucking wish this bullshit sickness and all the shit around it dies. I was literally forced out of a clinic today(My school wants a doctor's note). I don't understand why there are so many god damn hoops to jump through with proof of being sick.

No. 1354108

>>1354030
Doctors can be so retarded yet get worshipped because they went to medical school which is super tunnel visioned. Then ofc you can't point out peer reviewed studies said otherwise and doctors are indeed human and make mistakes without NPCs screaming "you don't know more than doctors just because you used Google!!!"

I once had a bunch of people claim I was an anti science Karen that was starving my child for saying it's stupid that my kid was considered "behind on weight gain and needed to go on formula" when doubling birth weight at 3 months which is a month or two early, doc also suggested me feed her an insane amount for her age, such as 4-6 oz at 1-3 months old and 6-9 oz at 3-4 months old

No. 1354117

>>1353853
Stop telling yourself these nasty words that poison your brain, you only believe it because you keep repeating it. You're only there for a temporary time so squeeze as much as you can benefit out of it and get the hell out of there for better things. Believe in yourself nona.

No. 1354120

i have so much work today. i realized i only have 4 and a half hours to finish this, ideally. maybe five but i'd risk being late to something i wanna be early to. sigh

No. 1354121

>>1353936
You're not paranoid, it's completely reasonable to expect your boyfriend to put up healthy boundaries between him and other friends


Also I have a feeling you know damn well he would have a mental breakdown if you were to do the same with a male friend

No. 1354130

>>1353936
>how she told him recently that (despite her having a husband, though apparently he's very toxic and my bf and their friends are trying to get her to leave him which also factors into this) back before he ghosted her, she had feelings for him.
This is a huge red flag and you should make him choose between her and you if he's really this enthralled

No. 1354134

My psychiatric team keeps letting me down. They never get anything done and I don’t trust them at all.
Nobody at work likes me or respects me. My boss likes to humiliate me.
I’m too afraid of rejection to date. I set up profiles and then realise I have nothing to offer anybody.
The only people who care about me are my gran and my mum, and even they are getting tired of me.

No. 1354165

>>1353936
Start doing this with a male friend and see how he reacts.

No. 1354168

So desperate for positive attention that I spend my time complimenting and thanking anons and hope they'll be grateful and feel nice and maybe say something nice to me in turn. I feel so pathetic.

No. 1354179

>>1354168
that is very kind of you, and I hope you can both get the attention you desire and keep being nice too when you get it

No. 1354195

I went to brush my teeth this morning and my toothbrush had already been used.. I assume by my bf before he went to work.. I know he's colorblind (really badly, pink/blue and red/green) but come the fuck on. I just went out and bought two different brands and I'm legit going to write my name on one. I'm so grossed out HOW MANY TIMES HAS HE DONE THIS? AHHHH

No. 1354197

>>1354168
ilu anon keep up the good work we need less sperg out hateful anons and more constructive criticism ones who talk like a sister

No. 1354198

>>1354195
Maybe it's his fetish

No. 1354201

i'm not going to coddle TIMs anymore and i'm not going to let them dictate how i behave anymore. i'm done setting aside my comfort for the sake of a male. if you're male and you're reading this kill yourself for real.

No. 1354202

>>1354195
just put your toothbrush in a complete different spot so he stops "mistaking" it for his. I like using mine in the shower for extra freshness for example.

No. 1354204

My mom is gonna hit 60 and I wont have done a single thing to make her life easier financially. She'll probably retire next year because she has unbearable osteoarthritis and I won't graduate for another 4 years. I want to do something for her and reduce her stress and pain but I don't know what. Her whole life has been difficult after difficulty since being born and I honestly have no idea how she hasn't gone insane, she's the strongest human I know. I only wish she gave birth to better children.

No. 1354205


No. 1354207

>>1354204
>My mom is gonna hit 60 and I wont have done a single thing to make her life easier financially
God I feel you. I'm actually in a very similar spot
>I only wish she gave birth to better children.
You're already a good child because you love your mom and want to take care of her, the intention is there. I'm sure once you graduate you'll do so much for her. Hang in there, please don't do anything rash and concentrate in your studies and your own future. Graduate and eventually when you get a job you will be able to share so much with her.

No. 1354219

>>1354197
>>1354202
You guys are even more paranoid than me. I don't think he has a toothbrush fetish he's just retarded. Also he had to wake up extra early today so was probably tired. Thanks for the shower tip I might do that actually makes sense when you think about it

No. 1354229

I'm so depressed that I cant even browse stuff i like without being negative .. I've stopped drawing and hate being so unproductive but I cant … I like cosplay and anime but I'm a poor weeb and seeing all the rich weebs posting stuff I've wanted for years its making me hate the hobby … even though it never has made me feel this way I don't want to feel this way

No. 1354233

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Being attracted to men is a disability I want cured

No. 1354236

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My dad is so fucking retarded. My brother told me this morning that he got lectured by dad for "healthy eating" and how "it doesn't matter" and he knows because he "had a friend who changed to a healthy diet and then died two months later." He's only saying this because I started cooking healthier for me and my brother, at my brother's request!!! And by "cooking healthier" I mean all I did was switch out the white rice we constantly eat for quinoa. And we eat smaller portions. And he's been opting to eat more oatmeal (I make overnight oats all the time, and he asked me to make some for him too). I already cook relatively healthy meals, so it was just small adjustments so that we could keep this up long term.

Meanwhile my dad will make shrimp tempura every fucking night and expect us to just eat fucking fried shrimp and white rice. Healthy or unhealthy, it's FUCKING BLAND. If I eat unhealthy food, I'm eating it because it tastes good!!! There's at least some reward there!!! Why the fuck am I going to eat something deep fried and bland. I'll just eat plain oatmeal if I feel like having the world's saddest, blandest meal!

Meanwhile my mom and I will cook with lots of vegetables, some form of protein to have some in there, and that will go with rice (now quinoa). It's colorful and it's a variety of flavors, but nooooooo, my bitch ass dad won't eat any of it. If I just opt to make a dish that's only vegetables, he won't eat it at all because there's no meat. He works as a fucking chef but he's somehow got the tastes of a shitty five year old. Also! My mom got told off at their doctors because she has inflammation from eating too many oily foods! Hmmm, yeah, I wonder whose fault that is!

No. 1354238

>>1354233
i really feel you, but is that macaque okay? that looks like a tumor more than just a fat monkey. someone please reassure me that this monkey is obese

No. 1354246

>>1354207
Thanks for your kindness anon, I'll continue trying my best. I hope we can both eventually give our mothers everything they deserve.

No. 1354247

>>1354238
>obese macaque named Uncle Fatty was a tourist attraction in Bangkok
>was the leader of his pack and took all the melons, corn, milkshakes
>was kidnapped and taken to fatcamp at a wildlife rescue and lost 2kg in 2017 then released
>relapsed later that year, got fat again, then they stopped seeing him around
>was 20 years old and they don't know if he died of old age or obesity
>his body has never been found
RIP Uncle Fatty

No. 1354251

>>1354247
>his body has never been found
menacing and eerie

No. 1354269

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I just broke a nail, only a few days after getting them done at a salon two hours away from me by where my parents live. Now I have to spend weeks looking at this broken nail because the color is a niche one and I doubt any salons near me has it. I'm pissed.

No. 1354271

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I'm so tired of having anxiety over a job that doesn't care about my mental well being, shit communication, along with a myriad of other stupid issues, on top of my personal desires of not returning. Some context for the latest bullshit, I've been gone the past 2 weeks for a vacation, last time I checked the schedule, they took me off the last week of Sept. since I was in talks with management about leaving. They offered me the idea of Leave of Absence. I sat on it and then agreed but I was already out of the state by then (which they knew about!). My phone was stolen on my last day of vacation so I come home thinking there's no issue. Apparently I'm back on the schedule again and no one has contacted me about this update up until today. At this point I just want to type up my resignation and leave. I can't do this. Any nonas with sage advice or at least some criticism because anxiety ends up making me sit on my ass and do all of jack-shit.

No. 1354278

Some troon and his handmaiden got upset with me for pointing out that having XY chromosomes makes you a man so they both decided to send me a whole bunch of harassing messages telling me that they’re gonna kill me and no one is gonna mourn me…all while being retarded enough to have the colleges they go to in their bios. I bet Lower Columbia college is really gonna like how their students is making their school look

No. 1354282

>>1354278
Oh, you know what to do, nona.

No. 1354291

>>1354236
Oh my fucking god, your dad radiates the same energy as mine. Stubborn as fuck about shit habits that are easily changed and talks down on the rest of the family if we try to make positive changes for ourselves. It's absolutely infuriating because I still love him and he could be a much healthier person if he just changed even a tiny fucking bit.

No. 1354316

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ok nonnies I’m >>1353102 and want to vent a new frustration related to this… almost all the coworkers Ive talked to about this have said the same thing. “Poor [male]” WHAT ABOUT POOR ME? I’m just getting angrier at the fact that he put me in such an embarrassing situation, and angry at coworkers for sympathising with him. A much older female coworker (65+) even told me I was immature to only say no and walk away.
I also found out he has a pattern of asking girls out, and was so persistent with one to the point she had to ask to not be shifted at the same time as him. He got mad at a 17 year old coworker for saying he probably wasn’t my type. This is so fucking annoying and im pissed that he put me in this situation. Men aren’t human and I’m going to be giving him the cold shoulder on the rare occasions we work together (thank god for different schedules)

No. 1354318

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My ex dumped me a week ago and hasn't reached out wueh

No. 1354319

>>1354316
I'm sorry you're dealing with that nona, the situation would freak me out. You don't have to work alone with him too much, do you?

No. 1354321

>>1353568
I don't think being dumped face to face is any better. I had a guy do that once (6 months) and he seemed to enjoy lecturing me and having the chance to frame everything to his liking while I didn't have recourse against it because he knew where the conversation was headed and I didn't. so i was just sitting there blindsided after a normal day of work while he jabbered on and on with self-aggrandizing talk like he was delivering a nobel prize acceptance speech. he kept talking and talking and i was getting so fucking irritated because it sounded like he was breaking up with me but he wouldn't get to the point, first he had to paint the entire situation to his liking where basically he pushed everything off as being caused by me. "you don't seem happy" (like excuse me but who are you to tell me how i feel?) when it was his issues that caused it (he had an inferiority complex and always seemed scared of me and trying to act pompous to compensate, and also he was grouchy and mean often and would blame "not being a morning person" or some inane normal thing i did as his trigger) and then to clear himself further he went on and on about his ex from 5 years ago he was still in love with, even though she's probably forgotten his name by then and lives 3 states over. it just pissed me off how he went about that. he wouldn't let me get a word in edgewise and i had to sit there and listen to 40 minutes of him verbally sucking himself off. he also made it seem like i was coming to spend a night like normal so i'd gone to the trouble of packing all my things and carrying them all day. it was just so inconsiderate. i would have preferred a text message so i didn't have to waste my time. he seriously expected me to beg for his forgiveness and ask him to take me back, or at least argue and try to defend myself, so when i simply got up and grabbed my things to leave he followed me to the hallway and was like, "wait, is that it?!!?"

in hindsight i'm glad i got out of that relationship because he had major abusive flags and it wouldn't have worked out long term.

men seem to think that breaking up with a woman isn't the end of the relationship, they try to use it as a tool to restack power in their favor, then surprised pikachu face when the woman leaves and doesn't want them back. scrotes are retarded.

No. 1354327

>>1353801
what a pussy. i've been fired from tons of jobs. every time i got a new job that was better and paid more. your bf is a drama queen.
i don't know why scrotes think it's cute to throw these antics. they look like an overgrown toddler and it's disgusting.
>>1353845
pft. i've never been given severance. what problem does he have? he got a free month+ vacation.

No. 1354329

>>1354291
I'm glad I'm not alone in my suffering kek. The chastising attitude is the worst! Aren't parents supposed to give the opposite sort of talk, like "you eat too much junk food eat a carrot once in a while" sort of thing? I hate that sneering "yeah right" attitude when I want to eat something healthier. I tried to be vegetarian as a kid because I wrote a whole essay for school about how awful the fur trade was (and watched videos of poor animals being skinned alive) and other videos about the farming industry, but my parents both made fun of me for it. To this day my dad will bring it up and make fun of me for it. As an adult I haven't returned to trying to be a vegetarian, but I opt for vegetarian options and less meat overall solely out of taste preferences now.

My tiny 10 year old self, horrified at how badly animals can be treated in the name of fur coats and the meat on my plate, just wanted to do some good and go vegetarian but I got made fun of because it was unbelievable that I could make a thought for myself like that. Now my adult self, knowing full well I got the shit end of the stick when it comes to diseases I'm genetically predisposed to (diabetes being a big one) try to exercise and eat healthy to stave that off but I'm still told off for "being silly". The food we eat makes such a huge impact on our bodies!

No. 1354333

>>1354108
Fuck it's so infuriating to have NPCs reee at you for being "anti science" when the basis of your entire critism is science and second opinions. The fact that we aren't allowed to question a person's understanding, let alone humanities continuously evolving grasp on the medical industry is so fucking obnoxious. I'm glad you thought critically in your situation instead of pumping your baby full of unnecessary calories and making them sick.

The way my doctor did the typical "this moid is belligerent I am going to agree but side eye him while I do it" shut down was so uncomfortable when he simply stated a factual sentence about his disease, taught to him by specialist doctors and medical research. I was genuinely dumbfounded a "medical professional" could be both so pretentious and ignorant of her own field. I've seen negligent doctors in my life but never one who so readily made herself look so stupid.

No. 1354336

>>1354329
Burgerfags have the weirdest complex about healthy food. I'm not even vegetarian but try to eat a lot of vegetables and some weirdo always tries to put me down for it. I'm not even lecturing you I'm just minding my own business! They always look like shit too kek

No. 1354338

>>1353961
I mean, the hurricane has to hit somewhere. that said the only piece that is true is that the media always overhypes storms. that doesn't mean you shouldn't have preemptively evacuated though. at least seal your valuables in something waterproof nonna.

No. 1354339

>>1354327
>using "pussy" as an insult
>implying losing a job is not a traumatic life event for majority of people
Come on nonna. Cool for you to be so unbothered and I bet OP's bf is lame but this is a genuinely distressing situation

No. 1354352

>>1354336
My parents aren't even real burgers!! They're immigrants! The food from their home country can be very unhealthy/oil heavy, but there's no lack of perfectly yummy food that doesn't require a costco sized container of canola oil to be used in a single dish. My mom will cook traditional dishes that are very vegetable forward and it's just good, plain food. We even have a dish that's boiled chicken kek but it's boiled in aromatics so it's still so good!

No. 1354374

>>1354336
NTA and not a burger nor in burgerland, but whenever I have health problems, family insist it's caused by the healthy stuff I'm eating. Oats, beans, vegetables, those are apparently sooo horrible. They will legit say that eating pasta, oats and other stuff like that will turn to stone in your intestines kek. Meanwhile they have high blood pressure and high cholesterol, but insist any doctor is talking out of their ass when they're told to tone it down with the oily, fried and salty af food.

No. 1354380

I have a clinical aversion to first and secondhand embarrassment someone just said something so cringe in this meeting that I straight up left and now I’m too embarrassed to go back. This is so awkward I think my only option is to change my name and move to another continent.

No. 1354393

>>1353801
Wasn't he told he'd be fired a few weeks before or did this happen very suddenly? That sounds very stressful. He needs to calm the fuck down though.

No. 1354396

>>1354380
Spill the tea nonnie

No. 1354401

Went out for a run, fell into such a nice pace and the park wasn't even crowded for once, then a huge storm came and I got drenched instantly and now am hoping I won't come down with a cold.

No. 1354410

>>1354380
Um hello well???? What did they say?? Excuse me

No. 1354415

>>1354380
Please tell us. I just had a meeting where one of my coworkers (who will fuck off soon, thank god) just had a long monologue about how speshul and important he is and I just looked at the ground to not laugh at him because the fag couldn't even make a sentence without stuttering and making 3 grammatical mistakes.

No. 1354420

>>1354339
how is it a traumatic event to lose a job. for most people it happens every 2 years or so. at most it's an inconvenience but it's no more "traumatic" than a dental issue or a large car repair bill. when you call everything traumatic, nothing is.

No. 1354422

I work in a call center and just witnessed (heard) domestic abuse on a call. It was literally like something out of a movie. I can't stop shaking. I had to give detailed reports and I think the police are going to be called but I'm fucking terrified for the woman and her baby. I'm so worried that if the police do show up it will cause an even worse reaction from him. Fuck.

No. 1354442

Most of the time I'm fine with being isolated, but sometimes I wish I had someone I could confide in. I'm in my late twenties and I've never had someone like that, not even back when I had a few friends/one friend. Idk I randomly started crying today and now I feel like I'm about to cry again. Need to take my numbing pills (anti-depressants).

No. 1354463

The American scrote at work is getting on my last nerve, he was told to cut back on fragrance because even with masks, some people in the office are very sensitive to scents and there's posters around that tell people to be mindful anyways, YET HE KEEPS STINKING UP THE PLACE. This man is nothing but goddamn trouble.

No. 1354482

Last night I had a dream that featured my friend cosplaying as a character I associate him with. He stole my seat in class. Why. I don't go to school or university anymore, stop.

No. 1354485

>>1354463
I never understood people who are sensitive to smells. and you have a whole office of them? The only smells that bother me are ones that are actually gross.

No. 1354491

>>1354485
Idk nonnie, here it's basic office etiquette to not use a lot of fragrance because it's pretty common for people to have air quality related issues as it is. I feel like I'm kinda telling on myself where I'm from and what type of an office it is, but it's very much expected to not smell like the fragrance section of a department store.

No. 1354493

>>1354485
>This doesn't apply to me so I pretend like I don't get the concept at all
Nonna…

No. 1354495

everytime i wake up my country comes up with a new fucking tax to stop me from doing whatever i want with my money, i am so angry what even is the point of working my ass off if i cant buy fucking shit! god i am going to save to move out of here, fuck this shithole i am tired

No. 1354501

>>1354236
>>1354352
>>1354374
My dad fries bananas and fish all in the same oil and my other members of the family never eat together anymore. I know exactly what you're going through. I'm in burgerland with a Filipino background and all the food they consumed is drowning either in oil, vinegar or soy sauce. He accuses me of whitewashing/race trading whenever I want to eat something healthy and bland. He doesn't understand that we live in a country with office jobs rather than dying out in the heat that burns 1000s of calories.

No. 1354507

It's a shame I woke up today when I prayed I wouldn't wake up.

No. 1354527

I'm so sad I've wanted to cosplay for years but the few friends i have aren't interested in that shit. So I ask my bf if he would go with me to a con because I have nobody else and he just says nah I don't really feel like it. Like wtf why can't you just accompany me to this thing for a few hours, I would and have done the same thing for him. I'd go alone but I've heard about bad things happening to women at cons. Im so fucking sad I just want to get out and do something fun for once and nobody can be there for me even though I'd do the same for them in a heartbeat. I feel so lonely in my interests

No. 1354547

>>1354527
>tfw upload news of Paypal's return service ending screenshot by accident
That is a vent too.
Anyway, it shouldn't stop you from going and enjoying it by yourself. I went alone while my friend and her husband were late and nothing bad happened. Make your own fun. Reminds me of how there's an upcoming con that I went to for years coming up, but I have no desire of going anymore.

No. 1354570

I’ve been sitting on this park bench for less than 5 minutes and the sun has already moved so much. The passage of time really does mock me.

No. 1354581

I am terminally out of the loop with no friends or social media and I don't really watch tv shows so every time I try to talk to people in my classes I just spill spaghetti because social isolation + I don't know what the fuck people are even talking about half the time and I'm getting kind of tired of being the resident autist.

No. 1354591

>>1354321
I would have preferred a conversation at least when I went to get my stuff he dumped it in a bag at the end of his driveway lol. Then keeps texting me bullshit about the fight that he overreacted to that led to him dumping me. Like I drove to his house to get my stuff. Don't wax lyrical about love when you dump me in such petty circumstances and still have the audacity to try and still guilt me over it. I've learnt more ahout him and his queer ego through him just texting me fucking essays that don't require my feedback. He's just fucking talking at me. At least in person he could see my eyes rolling into the back of my skull

No. 1354613

>>1354581
i wish i could meet an autist like you tho. i also don't have social media or use Netflix/video games/whatever the fuck people do. everyone talks in internet references and tiktok lingo now, acting out memes and unable to talk about ANYTHING outside of the frame of reference crafted by the internet (which i dont get because i only use lolcow and dont watch tiktok) it's sooooooo boring!

No. 1354624

>autist friend messages me late at night and seems lonely, chat with them and keep them company even though i'm so tired i can barely keep my eyes open

>message autist friend because i want to talk

>she replies a week later
>"sorry anon i was burnt out and needed to recharge muh autism etc"

Ok maybe think about other people for once? Just a thought. Being friends with autistic people is tiring and they never give anything back. Constant accommodation and tip toeing. I wouldn't even mind if they at least were grateful, just the tiniest little "hey I notice you're really patient with me and I appreciate it" would mean a lot.

No. 1354629

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>makes a cool logo
>entire group likes it
>gets sick and unable to be there
>other peoples new ideas start ripping into what i had in my logo
>the logo chosen for the project is basically a rendition of my logo with an ugly new font and an element that makes no sense
>this person is always chosen for these projects
>put in another group that’s barely interacting with each other and was placed in it because I wasn’t there
I want to scream. I hate this shit so bad. I have to keep it as vague as possible because I’m paranoid that these people browse imageboards I know it’s near impossible and stupid but it’s like either my ideas get ripped to shit or I am placed on the far bottom of actual duties and tasks because I’m not “talkative” or whatever stupid assumptions they come up with in their head. My ego is saying that person sees me as competition

No. 1354662

jesus christ i feel like its fucking impossible to play support in low elo league of legends because there's always 2 lanes that feed hardcore
i just end up trying to go mid or jg instead of having to supp some braindead adc who has a meltdown after they make a dumbass play and is shocked they died

No. 1354667

I'm trying to sell my ticket for a concert tonight but it seems like no one wants it. Fug I just want some of my money back

No. 1354677

>>1354581
unfortunately in order to play the game you need to have some basic points to connect to the with. Tv shows, movies, anything popular enough. You don't have to be on tiktok 24/7 but it's near impossible to make friends irl if you're completely disconnected from pop culture. Surprisingly plenty of "normies" secretly have super cool interests that they're just too shy to talk about because they think they're weird. I'm saying this as a fellow autist, if you can make a normie disguise you'll be able to easier find other people wearing normie disguises. Just be able to recognize Office references and you're halfway there kek

No. 1354678

A couple hours ago a dog got hit by a car and died right in front of me. I tried to call a vet but it started convulsing and it died. It was so fast. I'm still crying. I never saw anything die before. Was it scared? Did it know it was dying? What do I even do with myself now?

No. 1354697

I must remind myself that I don't miss him, what I miss is having a meaningful and close firendship, what I miss is having someone I can call anytime and spend time with, what I miss is being able to talk with someone, what I miss is not feeling lonely. I don't miss him, but I miss what we had, and I feel like I'm constantly trying to replace him with awful results. And I'm scared that I will never have another friendship as close as that one, and that I will never stop feeling lonely.

No. 1354699

>>1354338
I don't really have anything wayerprooof to put them in, if water starts coming into my house I'll move the stuff I want to save up to the highest shelves I have

No. 1354712

>>1354697
Not to pry but why don't you miss him specifically?

No. 1354772

>>1354547
Aww thank you anon, I know I really should just go alone. But I am tiny and try to avoid going anywhere alone especially big events and stuff. Maybe I'll just go with my mom lol

No. 1354802

I was happy all summer but now my intrusive thoughts and self destructive urges are coming back. I am not particularly unhappy about anything specific, but I have no control over my life and I need to do something extreme something again. I would never kill myself but I would like to hurt myself and push myself to the brink just to feel alive and like I have power over my life.

No. 1354867

how can i eat a perfectly healthy, reasonably sized meal and still be so hungry i'm rolling around on the floor in misery, can't focus on anything, and getting angrier and angrier by the minute? FUCK

No. 1354887

Please don't call me a nlog or a pickme because that's not the case. I never dated men and I don't like men, also on the internet I met some girls, including female autists, with similar interests and worldview to mine so I'm perfectly aware there are women I can connect to in this world. Just not where I live. It just so happens that I haven't met any and the only people I socialize irl are my coworkers. And oh boy. The only woman I can connect with is much older than me (she's like 45), we can talk about literature and old movies and weird philosophy shit. But the few women my age who work with me are this painfully stereotypical chatty, gossiping-behind-your-back types. I knew them for over a year and I tried to go out with them and I know some secrets about them so it's not like I didn't have the time to know them better. They are so petty, I can't believe you can be this petty. I can literally see the arousal in their eyes when they can gossip about someone or shit on someone behind their back. Two-faced, all smiley and lovely to someone and then calling that person a cunt when they're gone. Conversations with them revolve around gossip, shitting on others, talking about their (boring) boyfriends, work, sometimes clothes or netflix tv shows and celebrities or maybe some news. Whenever I would try to introduce some other topics, they either had no idea what I'm talking about, or they weren't internested, or both. There are three guys around my age and I can talk to them about many things, and at least sometimes they know what I talk about, or we recommend each other some good books or movies or video games, sometimes they can also tell me something interesting I didn't know about. I wasn't even interested in talking to them at first since I don't feel that comfortable around men, they were the ones starting conversations, but with time I opened up a little bit because I like to talk about my fixations and I need some intellectual stimulation in real life outside of my basement. Also even when I'm not sitting with the guys and just hearing their conversations in the canteen, they never gossping about people and they don't shit on them, they just talk about their interests, the same way they talk to me. I'm not saying they definitely don't gossip, but at least they don't do it at work. It pisses me off bc I would like to have some girls my age to hang out with. Hanging out with my female coworkers is pointless bc in private setting they say the same shit + smoke weed or drink alcohol. I'm going out for dinner with the 45 year old lady tho which I'm happy about

No. 1354888

>>1354867
nonita are you on your period? or close to your period? some days we are hungrier than normal and that's ok

No. 1354899

Today I got carried away in a debate with a libfem and I publicly outed myself as a TERF.

No. 1354904

>>1354899
Storytime? How did people take it?? I hope you're doing alright nona.

No. 1354919

Honestly after years of eating disorder and many more of recovery I'm still trying hard to accept that the point I can maintain weight most comfortably is a mid healthy BMI like 23 or 24. I like how I look so much better and feel more comfortable without the fat jiggling around on 20 and below but my life is so empty and depressing that despite working out and being generally healthy it's just not an option to me to not drink some wine and eat my fave foods ocasionally. Like I'm not gorging on food 24 hours a day but if I want dessert after a healthy chicken breast and broccoli lunch I wanna have it ya know. Like yeah if I consistently not ate those unnecessary calories I'd be more comfortable in my body but its SO HARD to not give in to the little pleasures when my life is so fucking shitty and lonely and its one of my little sources of happiness even if it's momentary. Like if I were skinny again life would be just as joyless. I'd still be a loner with nothing to look forward to but skinny. I've had ED since I was 11 and back then I felt like if I could be super skinny my life would be amazing and have friends (doesn't make sense but I had this fantasy) and somehow I kept thinking it all thought the years and if anything when I was on ED peak I was more alone than ever because either I'd fast to spend calories on alcohol and be passed out after 2 drinks and shit like that. ugh.. I know it's such a first world problem but I have so much trouble being comfortable on my body. One of my main triggers is the feeling of my breasts when they're fuller when I'm on a higher weight, it bothers me so much and feels so uncomfortable even if they're relatively small and flabby

No. 1354922

I know there are things worth living for, but I just don't feel like I'm capable, I feel like a pathetic worm. And pills don't really help me. Yeah, I do feel better when I take them, but it doesn't really change anything or give me enough energy or a new mindset to change something in my life. And I try to build these new philosophies for myself and see things differently but it also doesn't work. It's more like a mood for one day or rather a few hours. I wish I didn't exist from the start and it's always been like that, so could it even be somehow different. And if not, how do I even keep living?

No. 1354924

I regret not taking the first flat when I began searching for one. It was so pretty, it even had a balcony attached to the room and a bathtub. The girl that lives there was also super sweet but for some dumbass reason I said no and I want to go back in time and punch myself.

No. 1354926

>>1354887

Could it be that you just never went to a place where you could meet women your age with similar interests to you? I'm young and have these same interests as well, and I have definitely seen women around my age at the independent movie theater I usually go to, and at book thrift shops. You'll see fewer young people with an interest in older stuff because it's a demographic/generational thing - most likely, an older person who likes Godard's "Alphaville" either was young when the movie came out, or had a parent figure or role model who was.

No. 1354937

my friend is addicted to getting attention from natural disasters. anytime anything happens in her state she lets me know, lets her social media know, live-tweets the storm or whatever it is giving updates like. dude. nothing ever happens you'll be fine lol

No. 1354943

I got into a moids car and I was wearing way too much perfume and he didn't say anything but put on the AC, obviously to air it out, I feel so embarrassed

No. 1354951

i misread a social situation and hung out with a group of girls and i feel like i was so intrusive. we were hanging out casually (aka standing together) and they decided to go to a coffee shop together. they weren't outwardly angry or annoyed but i could tell they were surprised and confused that i walked with them. i'm almost certain they were asking each other why i had gone with them lmao. i'm so pathetic, i was just bored and lonely and wanted to talk to people. i ended up just going on my phone standing apart from them, saying a few things then making an excuse that i needed to leave. i was slowly getting closer to them over the past few months, but i feel like i just ruined it and made them think i'm weird by accidentally forcing myself in there. i hate myself

No. 1354952

I just went to the grocery store and there was a really sketchy looking guy there. It's HOT as hell today and he was wearing a giant puffy black jacket with strange large bulges under it and long black pants, and a bunch of weird edgy accessories like upside down cross earings, it looked like /fa/ describes terror wave. he was acting sketchy too, taking big rounding ways through departments and kept looking around and acting strange. all i could think about was the recent grocery store shootings and i wanted to get out of there as quickly as possible. i can't even go grocery shopping anymore because scrotes won't stop killing innocent people.

No. 1354971

I was trying to pretend I wasn't upset about it but I am. Thanks for ditching me for your game. I'm actually tired of being the one to organize and host everything so I'm going to stop for a while.

No. 1354972

>feel like shit
>fuck it i hate everything i won't excercise today and i'll just stuff my fucking face idc idc idc
>do just that
>feel fucking sick
And the only person I have to blame is myself. Fuck. This does not feel good!

No. 1354988

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Starting to think everyone in that thread dislikes me or something.

No. 1354989

>>1354988
what thread? I love u nonnie

No. 1355000

>>1354988
husbandofag thread? please give us a clue

No. 1355001

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>>1354989
I don't want to say because it's a little embarrassing to even think that people on an anonymous imageboard just do not like you for no discernable reason, y'know? I think I've just been unlucky and maybe haven't been engaging enough with my replies. Also thank u I love u too nonnerton ♥ ♥

No. 1355003

>>1355001
Awww don't worry too much nonna, sometimes people don't reply but that doesn't mean people hate you. Hoping you feel better soon

No. 1355006

>>1354988
unless you are [REDACTED] i doubt someone will hate you

No. 1355010

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Hey idk if anyone is still here who recommended I drop my male gynecologist, but you were 100% right. I had my first appointment with the new doctor today and she was so nice and friendly, and really listened to me. I could tell she understood me on a different level. Thanks for the awesome advice nonnas

No. 1355011

>>1355001
Heheh, I think I know who you are nonnie. You can get a little too rowdy at times but you have a good heart.0

No. 1355013

>>1354988
I’m afraid to post in the /g/ threads and sometimes I have to delete my posts because even in a containment thread about talking about ugly men you find somewhat attractive someone always has to say something about it and ruin it for you

No. 1355017

freaking out I'm losing it the hurricane is headed straight towards me and I couldn't evacuate this is not good this is the worst timeline

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No. 1355019

>>1354904
It wasn't of any real consequence. My friends know I'm GC and they are GC themselves. I got baited by the libfem into revealing I will always prioritize the safety of women and children over a pervert tranny, which isn't exactly an unpopular opinion to anyone that's normal. I did get the libfem to admit that mental illness is why men transition. I'll peak her one day.

No. 1355020

>>1355017
Fuck, do you have a basement? Is it a strong one?

No. 1355021

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This food is too spicy for me but I can't stop eating ittttt

No. 1355024

>>1354712
I really loved him as a friend and I told him I like him, doesn't mean I wanted to date him or anything. We flirted sometimes, and made out, but nothing beyond that. I know that might've been stupid, but I was happy like that.
Then everything crashed down, not because of what I said, but because he felt comfortable enough to tell me a lot of stuff he hadn't told me before. Awful stuff. Like how every other girl was hitting on him, or just generally yelling at his father in front of me. Then came the last time I saw him. We were casually flirting, and he was on top of me. He told me that is ex denounced him for sexual abuse. I laughed it off, but then I pushed him away and ran off his apartment.
Told him I couldn't spoke to him ever again that night.
After that I realized that he used to guiltrip constantly, and that I used to lie to other people to cover for him, not being aware of the kind of person he was.
He was my best friend, and I really appreciate him for that, but after that I couldn't trust any other man to be my friend again. Hadn't been able to have a best friend again neither, trust issues and all that.
That's why I said that I miss what we had, that connection, but I certainly don't miss him.

No. 1355026

>>1355024
Oh yeah, that's understandable. I've gone through something similar with a female friend. Had a very deep connection but was not a good person to be around at all. I hope you can find another close friend soon.

No. 1355031

I HATE BEING ALIVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I HOPE THEY WOULD JUST LET ME KILL MYSELF I HATE EVERYTHING

No. 1355040

>>1355020
there are no basements where I live because they completely flood, it's category 3 right now and supposed to be category 4 when it hits which is like 140mph or more wind speeds and can uproot trees and destroy houses
I live right next to the beach too so there's supposed to be storm surges (which is kind of like a tsunami I think) so yeah I'm absolutely screwed

No. 1355041

>>1355017

how old is your residence/what decade was it built? is this your first hurricane? not intended in a dismissive tone.

No. 1355045

>>1355041
my house was built like 10-15 years ago and this is my first big hurricane, I've been through a few tornados and like category 1/2 ones

No. 1355048

>>1355020
it's a hurricane not a tornado, nonnie. basement would just flood. they dont exist in florida anyway to my knowledge since, you know, they would just flood. florida is a giant swamp, and there is no "higher ground", it's completely flat.
the govt told everyone to evacuate and they didn't. this is going to be katrina all over again.
>>1355040
report back when you can, but please listen to the govt evac warnings next time.
funny enough i was just in tampa 2 weeks ago. feels strange knowing it's all about to be cat 4'd.

No. 1355049

>>1355048
Wasn't Hurricane Katrina as bad as it was because the evacuation order was given too late and the levees around New Orleans failed?

No. 1355052

>>1355048
it wasn't originally supposed to hit here so they waited until the last minute to give evacuation orders and there's apparently no gas left at the stations along evacuation routes near me, I was just watching the news and there's supposed to be unsurvivable storm surges right where I am so I'm fucked

No. 1355058

>>1355045
understandable if you dont want to get into this but are there any evac shelters near you? and gas to get there? schools are built to withstand (well old ones are idk what they do with new ones) so they typically do them there.

No. 1355060

>>1355052
Holy shit Nona I am so sorry, I wish I could say or do something to help, I can't even imagine what you must be feeling right now. Is there any advice the city gave for people that couldn't evacuate? Like any location that might be the safest?

No. 1355066

I miss having an online friend.

No. 1355069

>>1355066
post on the friend finder thread

No. 1355073

>>1355069
I know the friend finder thread exists but I'd rather not make friends from this site.

No. 1355079

>>1355073
I'd rather make friends here than any modern social media. I've personally had great success with it but you have to be patient and don't get discouraged or give up when you get ghosted (most of the time people are just busy and will respond nicely when you send a follow up message after being inactive for a time).

No. 1355081

>>1355058
there is a sports arena near me being used as an evac center but really it's also along canals/water and kinda near the beach plus still in the path of the hurricane, there isn't anywhere safe nearby to go unless I had extra gas cans to take with me so I could drive far away
>>1355060
basically they said if you don't evacuate you're in danger and there's no emergency services until after the hurricane has passed through
everywhere here is at sea level and along beaches/canals, I really should've gotten an extra canister of gas before it was too late and left a lot earlier to head inland
right now I'm shoving all my books and papers onto the highest shelves in my house and packing a suitcase, my mom won't leave until tomorrow morning so I have to wait out the night and head to the arena evac center in the morning

No. 1355087

>>1355081
sounds like you're putting yourself at risk heeding your mother's unreasonable stubbornness, between your posts here and the other thread. just FYI ziplock bags are waterproof-ish depending on the type.

No. 1355102

>>1355073
probably a wise choice because my long term friends from lc were all anachans that talked shit about my looks behind my back

No. 1355104

>>1355087
my posts earlier in this thread? I don't remember talking about this in any other thread unless there's another nona going through the same thing
I definitely am putting myself at risk but I'd never be able to live with myself if I left her behind, she is disabled and cannot be left alone

No. 1355106

>>1355081
Omg Nona that is terrifying, I am so sorry they didn't predict your location getting hit sooner. Please keep us updated on how you and your mom are doing if you can. At least the evac center will (hopefully) have supplies and medical necessities if needed. In a situation like that it's probably best to stay where as many people are as possible. Why does your mom want to wait a night if you don't mind me asking? And is it safe to wait a night? My mom is disabled as well I understand exactly what you mean about her not being able to be left alone

No. 1355110

>>1355087
Nta but not every anon that talks about the same thing is the same anon. Plenty of areas have been effected by the hurricane and plenty of farmers in it's path

No. 1355113

>>1355102
Yeah, that's the kind of thing I'm afraid of happening. I feel like my values of who I am as a person and the kind of people I want to associate with would be inherently incompatible with farmers on this site.

No. 1355116

>>1355102
>>1355113
That has never happened to me, the two servers I'm in are cute and everyone is chill. You just need to find the right person
>>1355066
>>1353005
I still recommend the thread, but you gotta be super patient though.
>>1353019
I hate when this happens too but idk, I've been the ghoster too sometimes. It's just hard to make a conversation these days feels like

No. 1355118

>>1355106
the evac place doesn't have food or water or anything - you're supposed to bring your own supplies there unfortunately
honestly idk the center will even have wifi but the power is definitely going to go out where I live anyways so it won't make much difference
she wants to wait because the hurricane keeps wobbling and may change paths so that it wouldn't directly hit us, also because almost all of our friends and neighbors are staying in their house and not evacuating so she figured since they've been through hurricanes here that she should copy what they do

No. 1355125

as a lifelong coastal resident I want to say it will be fine and that the worst parts will be after the hurricane, but I know that comes off as dismissive or flippant instead of calming and I don't know the condition of each anon's home. I will say in my exp the local news always hypes and loves to worry residents irresponsibly. TWC gets downright deranged. Please don't stay up all night watching them.

No. 1355128

>>1353048
>I feel like the anons who visit this site can be so different in their interests and their personality that it's difficult to make friends here.
I agree. We all share things in common but even like that, not everyone gets along together or meshes well. It's just life. I would put most nonnies in these categories:
>Normie
>Fashionista (includes j-fashion)
>Weaboo (anime/manga/japan fan)
>Webtoons fan
>Kpoppie
>Husbandofag (including 3dpd)
>Yaoifag
>Celebricows poster
>Anachan (or ex anachan)
>Artsy/Crafty
>Artfag (draws anime)
>Artfag (actually into art)
>Fandom fag
>Sportsy health anon
>Finances anon
>Careerwoman
>Housewive
>College student
>Ex-Tumblrite
>Twitterfag
>Lost newfag
>Neet
>4chan reject
>Ex-Pulltard
>Kiwifarm user
>Prude
>Depressive girl
>BPDfag
>NPDfag
>Postive vibes fag
>Memester shitposter
>Toy/Plush/Nostalgia collector
>Gamer
>Pinkpilled anon
>Blackpilled anon
>Actually creepy anon
>Sex worker
>Terminally online anon
>Ex-cow (or cow-ish)
>Inexperienced in life anon
>The chill autistic one
>The completely annoying autistic one
>Schizo tinfoiler
>"Witch"
>Weird Libfem
>Troll Bully / Anger management issues
>Pseudointellectual
>The secretly racist one
Etc. Mix and match and you'll have your typical lolcow user according to the friend finder thread

No. 1355133

>>1355128
Housewives and BPDfags are the worst of them all.

No. 1355138

>>1355128
forgot to add: pickme, nlog and handmaiden kek.

No. 1355142

>>1355128
Tag yourself, I'm the completely annoying autistic one

No. 1355144

>>1355142
positive vibes fag and completely annoying autistic

No. 1355148

>>1355144
Inb4 we are all annoying and autistic

No. 1355151

>>1355128
Depressive and annoying autistic

No. 1355152

>>1355017
Good luck nonnie, come update us again when you get power/internet back.
My coworker’s parents are in Cape Coral and refused to evacuate (they’ve never been in a hurricane before), so my coworker’s been very worked up all day. Hope you all pull through alright.

No. 1355157

>>1355128
Pseudointellectual careerwoman

No. 1355162

>>1354951
This sounds like something I'd also do. I want to give you a hug anon.

No. 1355175

Last guy I dated went from appearing like the best thing to ever happen to me.. to being a shithead. The usual slow decline where the mask slips but very slowly and only after you're already stuck living together. In the end he cheated and by that time I had seen his petty/vindictive side so I was afraid to even get angry. He's the kind of person who would go out of his way to fuck with your life afterwards if he felt like you did him wrong in the slightest way. So I got cheated on and had to still act civil while I was in the proscess of moving out and moving on with my life. I never got to even react or be upset. That fucked me up.

As a result I've held onto this betrayal and hurt for what feels like way too long. He got to just be fine afterwards and I don't. Forgiveness isn't the word I'm looking for but… I really do need to find a way to idk.. heal from this finally. But I dont know how you do that. There's no resolving this in my mind. I met a guy lately but he has damage from an ex and that obvious. It been years for him too but the wound is blatently still there. Meeting him and seeing that was like looking in a mirror. It made me want to move the fuck on from my own shit already. I don't want to waste years still carrying this burden and potentially chasing people off with it. Its offputting

No. 1355178

>>1355125
I was watching the weather channel and they were making this sound like it's going to be total destruction everywhere, I hope they're just fearmongering
>>1355152
thanks nona if my house holds up it'll probably be a few days at least before I get power again, I'll make a post after that

No. 1355183

>>1355128
how could I forget the tech girl and the tech illiterate anons in this list…

No. 1355185

>>1355183
also the "weird or underground music" anon

No. 1355205

Florida people better at least get to a shelter, I don't want you to drown when your house floats off the foundation.

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>>1353717
Gonna try not to kms for wasting 3 weeks of my life. Finally told my dad I went through some mental shit even knowing he's going to leave again and won't care. My friends all know what's going on and they still couldn't stop me.

This mental conniption wasn't even my fault to begin with. What set it off was entirely out of my control. I'm usually strong enough to tough through my schoolwork under duress, not this time. This was supposed to be my graduation semester.

I'll just come up with some BS that implies I need one more credit before I graduate to trick my father and lie my way through early 2023. Didn't want to be here one more semester, but I've missed two quizzes, a test, and a stack of assignments the scrotoid professor probably won't give me any grace on. C'est la vie!

No. 1355242

>>1355175
fwiw nonna, I think your perspective is skewed. By "he got to just be fine afterwards" you actually mean he kept being the same traitorous piece of shit who needs to take time to trick people to be around him and who people need to escape from - and how is that NOT a punishment??
idk how people heal from prolonged contact with assholes either but at least take comfort in the fact that now you know what it felt like, you'll be able to recognize it and put an end to this kind of bullshit if it comes your way again.

No. 1355263

I feel like by dating me I just made him miss his ex more. I don't know how because he said he could see himself falling in love with me. I want to say it was because he was just too scared but I think he's going to go back to her.

No. 1355278

I feel pure disdain towards women who support traditional gender roles and think it's responsible and wise to be 100% financially dependent on a male. I can't respect them. I have way more respect for women who openly call themselves prostitutes, because at least they have the guts to admit what they actually are.

No. 1355291

>>1355278
This is something really stupid to fixate on and you could focus your brainpower toward literally anything else.

No. 1355295

>>1355291
Idk nonnie I think handmaidens are valid subjects of derision

No. 1355297

>>1355291
The only thing you're right about is that it is indeed a really stupid thing (of them) to do and support. I will bash handmaidens who want us to go backwards and be dependent on scrotes whenever I can.

No. 1355301

>>1355295
Nta but how does a woman minding her own business but being financially reliant on her husband hurt anyone really? (other than herself potentially but that's the woman's choice to make)

No. 1355304

>>1355301
Idk, maybe the impact on her children and how they view women's roles?

No. 1355307

>>1355304
Oh my god some of you just search for reasons to be angry at women instead of the society that put this in place and made it so they feel like that’s a necessity. Stupid thing to waste your energy on. Take a pottery class.

No. 1355308

>>1355307
Feminism is about the abolition of patriarchy; not individual choice nona

No. 1355312

>>1355308
Yeah I’m sure wasting all your time whinging about how you don’t respect women for their private choices is totally accomplishing the radical abolishment of the patriarchy.

No. 1355313

>>1355304
Ayrt, what if they don't encourage it for anyone else or don't have children? Or what if they do have kids and she doesn't have time to work and prefers staying home so her and her partner are in agreement about her staying home to work with the kids while he works for finances? I don't know I just think we should let women do what they want if they're not hurting anyone, there's worse things to be mad about and pitting women against each other based on lifestyle choices seems unnecessary.

No. 1355314

>>1355313
It’s just an excuse to bitch and complain about women in circles under the guise of how they’re setting us back

No. 1355336

ive been on and off sick despite going to the store maybe twice in 2 weeks. i might have to find a general dr at this point. semi worried its a health condition i have coming back but its main symptom hasnt appeared so i wasnt worrying. cant afford to sleep in all day or have sick days.

No. 1355339

>>1355307
>le society
Women actively contribute to patriarchy by willingly giving birth to sons and performing traditional gender roles. If you live in the so called "first world country", you have zero excuses. Literally. Unless you want to claim that women have totally no agency on their own. I don't expect anything from men, because they're men. I have some expectations towards women though and women are not immune to criticism. Women are not your friends just because they're women.
>>1355312
>wasting all your time
Nta but makes you think that's all she's doing? Kek
>>1355313
If she doesn't have kids then I don't care (besides the fact she's a handmaiden and I wouldn't want women's resources to be wasted on her). But let's be real, have you ever seen a stay at home woman who never had kids and the scrote being ok with providing for her all the time? Because I haven't. They're all expected to have kids at some point in their lives. And if she has kids, she puts not only herself but also them in danger. Good luck escaping an abusive situation with no money of your own and not being in the workplace for years, or maybe never, even.
>durr there are institutions helping single mothers escape
That's still depending on an institution (that may provide shitty conditions for you, like it often happens in my country), not building independence for women. I won't even mention what example she gives to her daughetrs.
>>1355314
A valid reason is not an excuse.

No. 1355343

>>1355339
none of the anons your replying too but god would you shut the fuck up already? no one cares about your opinion on random women

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>>1351685
>>1355343
Adding because some women were tricked into believing the homemaker lifestyle was ideal, ended being opiate addicts or wine moms

Blah blah blah honestly just bumping because possible post linking child porn (idk im not clicking the link)

No. 1355353

>>1355350
Okay so because it doesn't work for many housewives that means no woman is allowed to be a housewife? Pinhead argument tbh

No. 1355356

oh fuck the hurricane is officially category 4 with 140+mph winds and literally headed directly towards my city/house
it hasn't even made landfall yet and the winds and rain are horrible - they're only going to get worse
I don't know if my house is going to hold up through the worst of it… maybe I should move my pillows to the walk in closet and sleep there since there's no windows, I'm so scared

No. 1355358

>>1355128
I think these categories apply to everyone out there in the world too, not just LC

No. 1355360

I threw out the corsage he gave me. I tried to hide it behind tissues in the bin but hours later I dug it out, put it on, and now I'm just crying. I out it in a dirty discarded boba tea container to keep it away from where I can see it but God I'm in so much pain just thinking about how in love we were the night they gave it to me. I'm completely heartbroken

No. 1355362

>>1355353
tbh i dont think you are smart enough to debate that anon kek

No. 1355363

>>1355356
Why the fuck are you all left alone with this? Genuinely wtf is wrong with the US, you should have real options for safety.

No. 1355366

>>1355343
They claim to be women but the fact they're more concerned with shaming other women for their choices that have literally no relevance to them makes me think otherwise. If it's not bait I genuinely pity them for wasting their time writing manifestos on a Mongolian basket weaving forum.

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>>1355362
Then please, enlighten us all with your superior knowledge on why you know best for all women and housewives everywhere, we're listening oh scholarly one.

No. 1355371

>>1355368
Read one (1) book on radical feminism
>>1355366
Go back

No. 1355375

Being a self-aware high-functioning autist already sucks, but also having autistic friends on top of it can be so infuriating at times. I have no issue pretending to be superinto what they're telling me about their recent obsessions and ask questions because I totally get the bubbly feeling of wanting to talk about it, but they can't even attempt to feign interest when I want to talk about my recent obsession.

No. 1355380

>>1355360
I'm so sorry anon. I hope you'll heal quickly

No. 1355382

>>1355363
idk why there isn't some sort of organized/group evacuations - everyone just clogs up all the highways and buys up all the gas along the way so that nobody leaving after them can properly evacuate
now I may or may not get killed in this hurricane, or have my entire house and all my belongings destroyed, and there is nothing I can do
I'm not even religious but I'm praying anyways since that's all I have left

No. 1355383

>>1355371
Are you retarded? I'm not saying there isn't problems with being a housewife and that it hasn't been used by men to place women in abusive situations before. I'm saying how does that mean all women should not be allowed to be a housewife if they choose too or that they should be looked down upon for making said choice? And you have provided 0 examples as to why and just played pseudo intellectual instead lol.

No. 1355390

I want to apologize to my ex but I'm afraid I'll just end up trying to manipulate him to get back together with me again.

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No. 1355394

>>1355343
Ok scrote

No. 1355396

>>1355382
160mph winds now so much for praying, emergency services said they will not be available until winds go back down to 40mph
it'll probably be declared a category 5 by landfall, I really feel like I'm not gonna make it out of this

No. 1355400

>>1355383
>Are you retarded?
Bold question from someone who thinks that being 100% dependable on scrotes serves women.

No. 1355401

>>1355383
NTA but to me the issue is deducing if the really "chose" being a housewife or not or were coerced into staying at home. It's similar to why teacher and student relationships are dubious, it's hard to prove if the teacher wasn't abusing their position of power to gain control over a student. A woman might claim being a SAHM/SAHW was their own choice they wanted to make but did she really want to be one or was it because her family or the husband himself pressured her into it or because the society has made it disproportionately hard for mothers to have a career compared to fathers? The "it's my choice" is a grey area when we're talking about a situation where a woman is actively sabotaging her own future by isolating herself inside her home and being fully dependent on a man's assumed benevolence.

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>>1355396
Praying for all my nonnies safety in the hurricane. Remember to locate your non-spoilable food and water and stash some near you when you shelter wherever the strongest room in the house is.

No. 1355412

>>1355400
I don't and never said that, and I wouldn't put myself in that position because I don't ever want too. I'm saying it should always be up to the woman to decide if she wants to or not regardless of what anyone else thinks. And that they shouldn't be looked down on for making that choice. But please keep arguing that the less retarded choice is to strip women of the option of being a housewife and shaming the ones that do want it, lol.

>>1355401
Wait what? Shitty comparison, a student is in a position below the authority (teacher) and is often a minor. Women aren't below or inferior to men imo so no it doesn't compare. I'm talking about a conscious decision from both parties, I'm obviously not talking about women in forced or abusive marriages.

Anyway this argument is stupid and I'll always believe the real feminism is letting woman make the choice. I'm done going back and forth this is retarded

No. 1355420

>>1355412
>I'm saying it should always be up to the woman to decide if she wants to or not regardless of what anyone else thinks
Of course, and I'm not denying it. A woman also has the right to jump in front of a train, and there's no difference to me. I also have the right to say what I think about it. Are you now against expressing ideas?

No. 1355422

>>1355412
A student and a teacher can be just a few years apart in age in a college setting and a woman is usually in a subordinate position compared to a man when it comes to marriage and shared assets. "Real feminism" isn't about supporting individual choices women make but liberating women as a class, and encouraging someone to be dependent on a man taking care of his household while he's busy developing a career to secure his finances isn't exactly that. Being a stay at home is a net negative for a woman in every way possible and even you yourself are saying you wouldn't do it, so why would anyone else be handed the opportunity without making them aware of what it means for them and their future? In the end nobody can deny them the right to be a SAHM/SAHW but they should understand the consequences and be made aware of the possible detrimental influences that led them to such choice.

No. 1355428

>>1355420
You're bl**, I'm calling it now, this reeks of shit stirring male autism.

>>1355422
Girl I respect you but I just microwaved a muffin and I wanna eat it while it's hot, and by the looks of your post we pretty much agree on everything like the educated choice aspect so there's nothing more for me to say lol

No. 1355430

>>1355428
You want to fuck your teacher you dumb whore, you don’t deserve a muffin.

No. 1355433

>>1355428
>this reeks of shit stirring male autism
Not wanting women to be dependent on scrotes is what now?

No. 1355435

>>1351685
I really don't care about fantasy or sci fi at this point in my life. These are things that I have zero interest in

No. 1355436

>>1355433
I was talking about this part here:
>A woman also has the right to jump in front of a train, and there's no difference to me. I also have the right to say what I think about it. Are you now against expressing ideas?
It was very shit stirry.

But is no one going to address this one here >>1355430
It made me laugh so hard I nearly inhaled a hot blueberry, is this the tranny? What is going on lol

No. 1355439

I am having PTSD flashbacks from the long nail argument from the things we hate thread that happened a few hours ago.

No. 1355462

>>1355439
Tune in for the next episode, now it's "screaming past each other re:feminism because of poorly defined base arguments"

No. 1355463

It is genuinely hilarious seeing all these men being massive cowards. "W-why aren't waman forced to go too?!" They know why, they just do not want to admit that they are simply more disposable. They're really acting like women and children are not the biggest victims out of any war. Its like no it is not your war to fight, but if it comes to it then you should protect your own country. The same country that gave you the liberty to do basically anything you wanted for being born a man. It is not like you can talk it out with that imp, scrotes only understand violence.

No. 1355472

>>1355435
Same, nona. Especially fantasy. I'm so fucking tired of dragons and magic and shit. Everyone looks so fucking gross and dirty. I just always think about how they must have stunk to high heavens kek it grosses me out.

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I will never belong anywhere

No. 1355485

>>1355463
>take away all of women’s rights for 10 thousand years
>start every single war in history
>stop women from joining said wars
REEE! WHY WOMAN FIGHT NO WAR!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

No. 1355487

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My neighbour doesnt bring in his bin for days after pickup. It pisses me off to no end im not even sure why

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It's so insane to me how I can be a NEET with zero responsibilities, spend most of the day in bed doing leisure activities, yet surviving every day feels like a Herculean fucking task. Other people are literally enslaved or dying of painful illness or homeless or fleeing from crises… and I'm playing Breath of the Wild on Nintendo Switch, trying not to punch myself in the head because I had a sad thought. I don't blame the people in my life (and the world over) who can't fathom that mental illness is real. It truly does look like nothings wrong with me. Even at the absolute worst point of my schizo era, where I was convinced I was an AI being tortured and killed over and over by a group of extra dimensional sadists, I still looked fairly normal. Probably the only physical indication of my insanity was the shawl I insisted on wearing in the house, over my head like a hood, to block out the demons in my peripheral vision.
I'm so ashamed to be this way. I want to be normal, and in recent years I've made pretty decent strides in that direction. But I am also ill. Severely ill. There is something deeply wrong with me that nobody can see, and it's mysterious even in my own head. All I know is that I'm not doing well. I won't go outside. I'm tired. I'm going to play Breath of the Wild.

No. 1355498

Moving to Europe was a mistake. People here are just mentally ill. I hate discussing politics and I hate males. Should've stayed in my shithole and got into a contract army to assist with killing people and to die under heavy shelling or from bullet or whatever.

No. 1355500

>>1355463
not to mention men love to screech about how women are so much weaker than them in every way, so why are they pissing themselves in fear?

No. 1355528

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What if I stop giving a shit? Employment and the government aren't even real. If I get canceled for being transphobic I could end up in refuge on a womyn's land commune or I could become the state's problem by going feral and stealing from peoples' trash in between naps in the woods. Dying of sepsis might unironically be better than coddling the feelings of a society full of people who are somehow even more retarded than I am. It's not like I even set high expectations for people, just that they might listen to a long-time friend that they know was in their exact position before trying to show them how they were both wrong. But somehow admitting "I was wrong and I contributed to the problem, and you are doing the same thing" is grounds for someone to call you unreasonable and ignorant, even if you have endless proof of the problem at hand, even if the proof comes from unbiased sources, even if some of the sources are biased against your view, but still admit that certain things did happen or are real. I'll say it time and time again: Postmodernism is an oppressive male fantasy. Postmodernism is an abortion of a thought.

No. 1355537

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People in my sewing group were tearing into a certain pattern company for not being size inclusive enough so I looked up their size chart and they range from US size 2 to a US size 34 with H cup. The larger range was especially designed to fit ‘plus size’ bodies rather than simply sized up from the smaller range, too. Yet people still say they’re not inclusive? What more do they want? How big do clothing sizes go? Do people bigger than this even have the mobility to sew clothes anymore? I’ve never seen someone that big in real life let alone in this sewing group, so I get the feeling that the people harping on this are just looking for something to attack this company for.

Sometimes I dream about having a small creative business but the thought of having to pander to people like this turns me right off of it. No matter what you do, it’s never good enough.

No. 1355540

>>1355463
I was watching a news clip the other day about how men are fleeing to avoid it, the comment section was full of men supporting that decision and wishing them well. Fair enough but.. how many times have I seen men online using the whole "men get dragged into wars" thing as a reason why "women live life on easy mode" As soon as they're faced with the reality they don't even do it. They book a plane and flee.

I get it but can we at least stop pretending that the average male is going to war and risking his life for us.

No. 1355543

I get depressed thinking about women who still send nudes to their boyfriends. I always think of that nude sharing imageboard(called like anonymous ib search or something, it was going around on Facebook) and men there would upload nudes with full names and addresses and stuff. I’ve heard from a friend of a friend that he said that there’s nothing wrong with keeping nudes since you can use them as blackmail when your girlfriend breaks up or hurts you. It makes me so sad and angry. Men are not worth sending even one pic of your body

No. 1355548

>>1355537
Sounds like you found the perfect niche to launch your business though? Not entirely sure why you are venting.

No. 1355552

>>1355543
You just made me remember that like 15 years ago there was a revenge porn site called "myex-girlfriend" that was pretty much public knowledge amongs even 12-17 teens, that had images, names and even phonenumbers. And it was up for fucking years, even though it wasn't even hiding on an anonymous board, it had it's own domain.

No. 1355555

Just evacuated, hurricane could very well destroy my entire house and city. I’m so scared.

No. 1355558

>>1355555
Can't even imagine how much stress the upcoming hours will be for you nonna, so much unknown. Fingers crossed it will be ok in the end.

No. 1355561

>>1355498
Where are you from and what country you moved to?

No. 1355562

>>1355543
A girl I knew back in 6th grade dated a guy a year older than her, and I overheard that guy showing what were supposedly her nudes to other boys on the bus, and making fun of the image. It starts early with moids, and it's not worth the risk. You don't know what he's doing with the pictures, or what he'll do later on. You have no control over the images once he has them, and you won't know if anything happened with them until it's far too late. And for what? A quick attempt at proving your devotion? Trying to show him you look good? You don't need to reach like that, he already said yes to seeing you. If he thinks you're a prude for not giving him images that could ruin your life, he's not worth your time or love to begin with.

No. 1355571

>>1355543
There were kik messenger groups in my country where men were doing this, sharing their exes nudes and giving details like what college they attend or where they work. It was outed when women were actually being approached by strangers and either mocked or stalked over it. It's not a large country so groups were seperated by area/counties and it quckly became a real life danger for those dragged into it.

No. 1355575

My ex got mad that I called him out for having various women snapchatting him and he follows 100s of plastic women on insta. He called me insecure and said I should not generalise men and I have insecurities because of an ex and he's not that ex. But that had fuck all to do with it. Yeah my other ex talked to his ex on fb and cheated on me when he went to bars with his mates to be a wingman. He emotionally cheated, but physically cheated with randoms. Me bringing up my ex objectifying women was not me being insecure or bringing baggage to this relationship. It looks cringe for a 30 something year old man to have a public insta full of soft porn accounts. I knew him 2 months so I was getting to know him. One of the girls I saw in his Snapchat home screen sent me a friend request and then blocked me after I accepted so I brought it up and he tried to say she didn't even exist and I was paranoid. So nah. That's not me being insecure about an ex and tarring all men as cheaters. That's a specific incident I was asking about. How he reacted told me everything. It's not insecurity to want a 30 something year old man to not be glued to his phone staring at edited and filtered images of women, especially if it causes residual issues like a lack of respect towards women and an entitlement to how they should be perceived. Like sorry I'm not cool with being ignored for a virtual woman that has no intention of ever touching your little dick. Grow up

No. 1355582

>>1355575
You were right to dump his ass. He's a loser and a coomer retard.

No. 1355595

>>1355582
He is a retard. He brought out his dead mum card and said he swears on her that he never chatted with this girl or others. So then I called him out for lying on his dead mother and he tried to turn it round calling me vile and horrible. Then within an hour he admitted to it and that she's an old friend and he's allowed friends and I was like that's semantics. He gaslit me, called me paranoid and used a dead relative as a gotcha moment. Now every weekend when he's not at work he's texting me shit because all his online girls are never going to give him the validation a dumb bitch like me was.

No. 1355596

>>1355555
I hope everything turns out okay nonna, I wish I could help you with money or anything. Please be safe

No. 1355610

>>1355575
>It looks cringe for a 30 something year old man to have a public insta full of soft porn accounts
I met a guy last year and looked through his socials a bit before we even became a thing. Glad I did. 32 year old guy publicly following a bunch of 18 year olds who post nothing but thirst pics. Its bad enough for 22 year old guy but in your 30s.. dude time to grow up. And he's been single for the longest time. I wonder why!

No. 1355614

I hate that social media ever became a thing. I've been seeing this guy for a couple of weeks, he seems nice and we have a lot of things in common and a similar sense of humour but I don't have any social media accounts (and never had any) and I feel like it would be wise these days to snoop around a bit and see who he follows before I consider getting serious with him. Ughhhh I don't want to bother with making any accounts and I already told him that I have none, so idek where and how I'd find him. I also don't have any friends I'm close to who I could ask to snoop for me.

No. 1355616

My neighbor has literally slammed her front door like 20 times in the last 5 minutes. I don't know what she's doing but she better fucking stop. Rattling the fucking pictures on my walls. Retarded bitch

No. 1355622

>>1355614
Look for OSINT people who do freelance work nonnie

No. 1355629

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>give bf opinion criticizing a show we're watching
>he says i'm wrong and it's a good show
>2 weeks later
>bf regurgitates same opinion to me, slightly rephrased, acting like it's his own

No. 1355630

>>1355555
Hang in there nonnie. Are you evacuated out of town or just evacuated to that local shelter?

No. 1355631

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Hey nonnies can someone post these products to Twitter and get this company Holler and Glow canceled for me and any other women sick of the double standards of beauty?
I see picrel whenever I go to target and I’m sick of their stupid masks for “tightening” your butt or boobs when moids can’t let even wipe or wash their asses properly. It makes me want to a-log so fucking bad.

No. 1355632

>>1355629
Multiple men I've known have done this to me. They are incapable of intelligence, kindness, or grace.

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No. 1355637

>>1355629
Non-women have no opinions or convictions of their own. Every time I’ve dated one I look up their ex afterwards to see all of their phrases, likes/dislikes, and quirks copied from the woman that came before me. I don’t know whether to be horrified or amused that I basically have dated a shell of a non-woman with a woman’s personality. Like 90% of what my last ex was word for word copied from his ex’s calligraphy account, i almost had the urge to take a screenshot and tell him to get his own personality jfc.

No. 1355638

>>1355631
Do you have a moisturizer for your face? And a separate one for your hands? And a third to apply to your shaved skin? Speaking of which, have you bought razors or wax kits lately? No? You can always go for laser hair removal. And don't forget your concealer, your toner, your highlighter, your blush, your lipstick, your eyeliner, your mascara, your lipgloss, and your lipliner. While you're at it, apply this product to your breasts, this product to your butt, and this product to your thighs. And a lady can't be naked–put on your pushup bra, maybe a corset, too. Wear this dress, this hosiery, and these heels–but only when they're in season. Dye and style your hair. No, not like that. Not like that, either. Perfect…for now. Don't eat that, don't smile, don't laugh. Do these workouts, take these pills. Get these surgeries–Ah. You're a man? My mistake. Replace the makeup and products with this shot, this cream, this pill. Get this surgery instead of that one. Wear this binder, and these clothes–Oh, you mean you're an actual male? Nevermind, you're fine, just try not to be too fat or unhygienic.

No. 1355641

Do you seriously need to be over 25 to buy fucking Paracetemol in the UK? Annoying bitch made me waste a trip by ID checking me

No. 1355643

>>1355641
They're supposed to ask for your age if you look 25 or younger, but you only have to be 16 to buy it. Your clerk is just retarded.

No. 1355645

>>1355631
>>1355633
This product sounds incredibly retarded, wtf. Sad that there are gullible women falling for this and wasting their money.

No. 1355650

>>1355555
it's amazing you were able to evacuate, the winds and flooding here is too bad to drive anywhere
I hope you get to somewhere safe and that your house makes it through

No. 1355651

>>1355643
I’m 23 but I’m pretty certain I could pass for 25 let alone 16 and she flat out refused to sell them to me. I’m especially pissed because they’re for my mum who’s in a lot pain right now.

No. 1355656

>>1355278
I'm at an age where alot of my friends and peers who had kids and tried to settle into the housewife life.. are now going it alone after a split. I feel for them given they have these several year long gaps in employment, less education than others their age and they had no back up plan. They can't live off of what the courts order the dad to pay towards the kids. They need childcare and by the time they pay that they're working for fuck all profit. Its a rough lesson. I'm childless but I've been blindsided by a break up before and I'm never going to get too comfy like that again. I just wish more women had a back up plan. Some savings. Most women having kids today will end up that same way. Statistically, its most.

No. 1355659

>>1355548
From what I can tell, the niche of women with >1,5 meter waists who want to sew their own clothes is practically nonexistent. People are yelling at this company because they want something to yell about and probably because the company has already shown that it is easy to push around. It’s bullying in the guise of “inclusivity”. That’s what I’m venting about.

No. 1355660

I was having a good day at work until I got scolded by my boss. Which would've been fine if I did something wrong, but I think it was unjustified. So it really soured my mood, although I'm acting regularly.
A client asked me about some tea, if it was tasty. I said that it was, just that it had too much sugar. And that the option next to it was sugar free. The guy thanked me for the warning, grabbed the sugar free tea and then left.
My boss then was mad at me, saying that I shouldn't be sincere like that. That the client would be the one to judge if it was too sweet or not. Which would be fair - but it didn't say it was bad or even overtly sweet in taste, just that it had too much sugar, which it does! It's literally on the label! I was thinking about people that have digestive or metabolic issues with sugar. Like many clients have said before they do. I guess he could've seen that himself as well, but I was trying to help.
Then she kept going about how she thinks that the tea is very good, even though she doesn't like sugary stuff. That my real opinion doesn't matter and that I should think about selling it. That it was one of the best sellers of the store and that we have like 6 boxes full of these tea in the back so I should push it. Okay, so… If it's one of the best sellers and she bought a lot of boxes because it goes by so quickly, why should it matter that I told the guy the other tea had less sugar? Shouldn't this actually be the way to go, since the sugary tea sells itself? Is she mad because the sugar free tea was cheaper? Fuck, these boxes of tea won't expire until next year, why is she so worried? She kept going for such a long time as well. I really liked working here because it was chill and not so much focused on pushing shit to clients, I have no bonus for selling anything. And even if I had, I liked recommending stuff because I sincerely liked them. If this is the way things are gonna be from now on, I'll be happy to look for other jobs, I was feeling a bit guilty before. good thing I am now cleaning the storage, it relaxed me a bit.

No. 1355673

I hate how men can't cover topics like gender neutral bathroom/changing rooms and the risk they bring to women… without simultaneously taking great pleasure in the fact that women get harassed or assaulted because of it. Its all just a game to them. Its not about our safety. Its about them being right.
> Trans shit is bad… but if you're even the slightest but left leaning then I'm glad you almost got raped, your deserve it
Like can we let people get peaked without telling them they deserve rape. Are you concerned about womens safety or no? Because you sound like you actually love rape just as long as it proves your point.

No. 1355674

>>1355616
Me leaving at 3am: sneaks out on tippy toes and gently closes door
Other people leaving at 3am: SLAM SLAM SLAM BANG BANG BANG SLAM

No. 1355700

>>1355673
It made me realize deep down all men are want to be rapists. Some just get off on the idea that they “chose to be better”.

No. 1355707

>>1355651
It sounds like the cashier was told the "check for ID if they look 25 or younger, but if they're 16 or older they can buy it," but was only half paying attention, so all she heart was "check for ID if they look under 25" and assumed that 25 was the age requirement.

No. 1355724

>Woman driven into river by man she met on dating app, police say
What the hell is wrong with men?

No. 1355728

>>1355660
Fuck I was already feeling a bit better but she just had to talk about it with my coworker and tell him how I was acting bad. And again she misunderstood and told him I said the fucking tea tasted too sweet and that everyone's taste buds are different. Fuck this is so annoying. When she lives I'm gonna tell him what I actually said. This shouldn't bother me so much, but it's really leaving a bad taste in my mouth.

No. 1355730

Just got reminded again that it's not only legal for adults in my country to have relationships with fourteen year olds, even when they themselves are 20+, no, a lot of the times it's not even sideyed. You get a "Well, not like I'd do the same, but they have to make this up between themselves" or "I know how immature I was at his age, they're probably at the same level maturity wise lol" at most.

No. 1355758

I use to try to get affection and companionship from men through relationships but most of them are brain dead, make everything a sex joke and unreliable. I tried to find this companionship in friendship with women but most of them are pick mes or judgmental assholes with a stick up their ass who you can’t tell anything and the only reason to hangout with them is if you’re hot and want an excuse to go out, get dressed up and be seen which I am not all that hot. I guess I’m forever alone. I am now just getting in the hang of doing the fun stuff I want to do alone instead of waiting for people.

No. 1355759

>>1355724
Their deformed Y chromosome makes them unstable half-humans

No. 1355764

God, I fucking hate moids so much. Everyday I envison a world without them. I went to the mall to pick up a concealer, went there w/o makeup on and didn't put any effort in my clothes bc of mental health reasons. I've been at home all day and I need the concealer for tomorrow so I said whatever, just go. The security guard followed me to the store, the woman behind the desk was kind and helpful, I knew what I wanted and it took like 1 minute (also, holy shit inflation prices on makeup is unreal..), walked out and this hideous black man flexed his arm and bumped into mine really hard. Usually people squeeze through a tight spot but this ugly fuck refused to move. I'm probably bruised on my arm idk, haven't looked. I might add that UGLY immigrant and muzzlim moids do this, never got treated this way by good looking european men at all.

No. 1355776

When I have too much free time I always start wondering what made me the way I am. Was it the CSA? Is that why even though I can find men attractive I have zero drive or want to even talk to one? Am I actually gay? Bi? Asexual? Are my hormones just out of whack because of my ED? How can I be attracted to women romantically and sexually but make no steps to date, meet people or enter a relationship? What's wrong with me?

No. 1355789

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No. 1355790

You guys are useless and only reply to me when I post about a moid

No. 1355802

>>1355790
seconded, i hate that shit too

No. 1355812

>>1355790
Go to therapy dumbass

No. 1355815

>>1355812
Go wash some boxers retard

No. 1355818

>>1355790
I promise I'll respond to your non-moid related posts the second they become interesting

No. 1355821

>>1355790
I need to train myself not to just say "dump him."

No. 1355825

>>1355790
I post about moids all the time and no one replies to my ass. This site isn't a validation machine kek.

No. 1355841

>>1355790
Theres days where I feel like alot of my posts get ignored (even inlcuding scrote questions) but eh, nobody owes you replies

No. 1355849

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I’m completely out the loop so this is old but I stumbled upon emzotics channel and enjoyed some of her videos, looked her up just to see that she was in the human centipede II where she was graphically raped and mutilated. Why the fuck any woman would want to be involved in stimulating rape in a disgusting horror porn movie is hard to understand. Cropped out the graphic image she shared on twitter years later.

No. 1355866

>>1355849
Imagine being her therapist and trying to comb through her internalized misogyny, only for her to miss the point and get worse.

No. 1355868

>>1355849
>Why the fuck any woman would want to be involved in stimulating rape in a disgusting horror porn movie is hard to understand.

Money and potential clout. People has done worse for these things.

No. 1355877

>>1355849
Honestly I just hope it means that despite how degenerate the movie is, the production was fun and professional.

No. 1355879

>>1355849
Damn I hope she gets picked

No. 1355882

Moddess give me the strength to not say "Yeah, I could tell."

No. 1355888

>>1355790
Sometimes I deliberately post silly/schizo shit to make nonas laugh and distract myself from sad things. It works, but they occasionally think I'm being serious, and either get mad or want to scold me for being cringe. It's all starting to feel kind of empty, even when the second thing doesn't happen. I miss the good times.

No. 1355892

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>>1355888
We are sisters, you and I

No. 1355895

>>1355849
Anon, it's a horror movie. Calm down.

No. 1355901

>>1355849
I watched the human centipede movies with an ex before and later found out he had some type of poop fetish. Makes sense that he wanted to watch em.

No. 1355909

Higher functioning autists don't get it, lower functioning autists really don't get it. Male autists should just kill themselves. Female autists at my level? Based and retardpilled.

No. 1355912

>>1355888
Kek I do the same, specially after the site gets raided by moids and trannies, it helps me get distracted from the shit they post.

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No. 1355915

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Today my supervisor snapped at the Russian ladies at work because they kept being loud as shit and they keep just gossiping instead of doing actual work and it got really tense. I am not saying this alpha lady of the little group of Russian ladies at my work are trying to be slow because most of the products we're making go to ukrainian refugees but I think that's what's going on. This lady usually is fast as shit, a goddamn sewing and packing machine, but this week I haven't seen her actually doing any work at all, it's so obvious and the vibes are so off. Sewing jobs are always such odd people magnets, my work place does other stuff too but that's where I work and sometimes I look longingly at the other parts of the building, lemme do office shit for a few hours, it's so loud.

No. 1355917

>>1355019
your hand in marriage, nona?

No. 1355918

>>1355915
Obliterate her.

No. 1355940

I just posted about how the fact that real women are constantly getting murdered and kidnapped on the street that I live whilst troon males are gliding down the street in sailor fuku’s and miniskirts demanding to be called “ma’am” have the privilege of living their lives uninterrupted and out of danger makes me want to kill the men who are pretending to be women in the MtF thread and somehow it made someone think I’m a moid. Imagine being optimistic enough to think that scrotes give a shit about women being battered and left for dead. Sounds like a nice life.

No. 1355951

>>1355940
and they also make it about themselves when you out them for that, post above is proof

No. 1355957

Some of the posters in the mtf thread are annoying me. There have been multiple instances where trannies have admitted to posting there, shitting on other trannies, and selfposting so they can cry to their twitter followers about how they’re being bullied online and that actual women are dangerous violent monsters!!! We’ve gone multiple threads without anybody a-logging even when discussing a voyeuristic sex pest of a teacher, so why would anybody post about how they want to murder a completely unremarkable twitter tranny? There’s no way it isn’t a selfpost.

No. 1355963

>>1355940
Lmfao I didn’t see this. Sorry for calling you a tranny anon, I’m just suspicious based on the two posts upthread and instances in previous threads. I don’t disagree with what you said, I just hate it when they selfpost and insult themselves to try and make themselves look better.

No. 1355965

My grandmother lives far away from me and had to be admitted to the hospital a few days ago. Yesterday I wasn't able to have a phone call with her because my boss held me back to work till 8pm and wouldn't take no for an answer. After that i couldn't reach her anymore. Now my mom called me and said that she was transferred to a different hospital because the situation got way worse. I will go and drive to the hospital on the weekend but I am terrified of the thing that might happen before that and I feel very guilty for not doing everything in my power to try and talk on the phone with her

No. 1355969

>>1355965
I'm sorry nona your boss is an asshole and that's not your fault

No. 1355984

>>1355918
I should but I will use up her Russian tea tomorrow instead.

No. 1356023

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A couple of friends of mine and I have been noticing that there seem to be a slow switch in the TRA pendulum. Like there seem to be more people questioning it or daring putting their foot down. Not in a mass peaking way or bringing up the possiblity of troons having other underlying issues that is causing their dysphoria, but more in a "okay, the freak show was fun for a while but enough is enough" kind of way. But it could just be confirmation bias.
What do you think nonnies? Please don't say we are just imagining it, I want it to be true even if it's not the mass peaking I've been praying for

No. 1356050

How come when I say no, no one can take that as an answer. It's like I always have to say it multiple times or justify myself.

No. 1356058

>>1355463
I may be a psycho but as a Russian living here I'm finding some peace in the fact that men have something to worry about that women don't. It's almost relieving to have a national crisis and it not affecting you pretty much just because of your gender. Men will have a taste of their own medicine.
This, of course, won't make them any more compassionate to our gendered problems - if anything they have leverage over us to tell us "at least you don't get drafted, what are you worried about, stop bitching!"

No. 1356065

Psych/spiritual nonnas help me pls. Has anyone ever felt like everything that could possibly go wrong is going wrong? Does it ever get better? This has been me for the past 2 years. Everything is just shit. Is it just me imagining things? How should I interpret this? It started happening when I began dating (moids). Before that I was not seeing anyone and just did things.

No. 1356071

Instagram keeps showing me more and more marrige and children crap in my suggested posts and I'm so tired of it. I don't want to see it. No one I follow is getting married or pregnant. Switching my genter to male made it a bit better but now I also get sex workers too or bots. Fucking hell

No. 1356074

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I’ve had a bf for not even 2 months and I’ve never been so attracted to anyone before in my life. He is 4 years younger than me and beautiful. I wanna worship his entire body. He is so attractive to me, anything he does is hot and I would probably gladly lick his toes or buttole if he asked me (something I would never in my life have done to my ex or anyone else for that matter), but alas he has not yet at this point. This guy is so cute I wanna eat him up. He rides a motorcycle and I used to think it’s kind of tacky, but I saw him yesterday in his biking gear and it looked so hot. He took me for a ride on the bike and now I think he’s even cooler. When he fucks me and looks me in the eyes I want to tell him «I love you». I hate this feeling. Heterosexuality is not a choice. I know it’s probably just my hormones running haywire and for all I know he could actually look like a little monkey.

No. 1356087

I'm desperately looking for work, meanwhile money is steadily running out and I'm worried about being able to pay the rent and other bills for the next few months unless I land something very soon. I'm trying not to worry and just hope that things will change. How do I cope mentally in this situation? What should I think and do to be able to fall asleep at night and not stay up worrying?

No. 1356089

>>1356071
I get suggested an awful lot of pregnancy shit on insta. All I like is animal pics.

No. 1356093

>>1356065
Are you happy in your relationship? Do you see it long term?

No. 1356094

>>1356089
>>1356071
I get recommend islam AND pregnancy shit on both insta and tiktok, pls kill me

No. 1356097

>>1356087
same boat the only cope i have is applying like hell and replying to each workplace thats within my town and about the $/hr i need due to living totally alone. im still really down i didnt get a comfy office job not far from here because the benefits, pay, and work were good. it seemed like i hit it off with the boss too. if i dont get the full time needed with the correct hourly im going to need to work two jobs which i really dont want to. theres just no one i can rely on financially.

No. 1356100

>>1356074
I'm jelly…

No. 1356101

>>1356097
I'm so sorry, it really sucks having an opportunity declined just like that. It's awful feeling like you're finally getting in somewhere, and then either get rejected or straight up ghosted by the company. Here's hoping we both land a comfy job in the near future.

No. 1356113

>>1356094
Kek, I always get liberal Islam shit on my instagram I remember one muslim woman ranting that “non-Muslims don’t understand that you can simply sign in your marriage contract that you don’t want your husband to have multiple wives!! It’s not an anti-woman religion!!”

No. 1356119

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>try to reach out to people in the friend finder thread
>talk about all the things we share in common
>no response
I'm just too much of a sperg aren't I? I'm sorry to the nonas I might have scared thanks to my overenthusiasm.

No. 1356122

>>1355537
I bet you anything it's lead by people who are either trying to or failed to launch a rival product. Or some bitch who's running her own miniature sweatshop and mass producing from a single retail pattern.
>>1355543
I'm baffled by the number of women who still get pissy when you tell them it's a dumbass move. What do they gain from it besides temporary scrote validation? Fucking nothing. They act like it's a suppression of their creative spirit or something. It's a shitty naked snapshot in a mirror, that will live on the internet forever, it's not that deep.
>>1355631
I hate this wasteful shit. Just buy a single $1 tube of pure cocoa butter. Anything else is useless and probably just going to give you cancer. And nobody should be worried about their asses unless they have chicken bump skin.

No. 1356133

feeling weirdly sick rn. It’s almost 5, i can pull through! why am i always so tired when all i do is sit on my ass all day

No. 1356134

I'm so unhappy. I feel like in 22 years of my life I have done nothing and it's only going to get worse as I have no qualities or interests that can actually keep me alive. I enjoy my degree but it's a useless one and I'm not even good at it. Everything gets on my nerves, most of my friends don't care about me at all. Only my family does and they're away. I can't wait to go home for a week.

No. 1356148

>>1356093
No, our relationship consists of me hoping it will get better and him avoiding telling me how he really feels. He'd rather me wallow in anxiety confusion than be honest.

No. 1356152

I feel like I'm not doing enough work and it makes me feel guilty to enjoy the free time I have.

No. 1356155

My boyfriend is out smoking with his loser friend and I’m home alone crying. Could u imagine not even caring that your girlfriend is having such a horrible day? I’m in bed thinking of hurting myself wishing I was dead, but he gets to go have fun. Maybe I should really kill myself then he could always go have fun with his friends. I literally don’t mean anything to him and he doesn’t even care about me lmfaoooo.

No. 1356161

>>1355940
to be fair no one wants to rape a tranny, not even rapists

No. 1356162

>>1356119
We should message each other bc this is exactly what i did and never got any response either lmao

No. 1356173

The best time to know his true side is when he is around his friends and he has no idea you're watching or reading

No. 1356174

I have been helping my fiance move and so obviously ive been super sweaty from it. Gave myself a goddamn yeast infection. The pain there in unreal nonnies i want to cry.. but the monistat instructions say i should use it at night so now im just here suffering while i wait half a day for bedtime

No. 1356183

>>1356127
sister play tough, file complaints on any rule infractions she commits. i've had an asshole evicted from my building before because I made enough complaints about them.
i would have keyed her car months ago

No. 1356197

>>1356179
Ayrt, what do you mean? Ive only ever heard it called that, even by my doctor

No. 1356199

>>1356198
nta but no one says this lol

No. 1356202

>>1356198
nta but wtf ive only heard yeast infection, its not scrote related.

No. 1356203

>>1356198
Kek WHAT

No. 1356205

>>1356198
shes not trying to cast spells stop nitpicking

No. 1356210

>>1355776
are you stuck in your routine and afraid of taking risks/making the effort?

No. 1356213

Men should be forced into mandatory mental health treatment or at least forced to be diagnosed with something. The amount of non-self aware moids who shit talk mental health while being clear cases of autism, BPD, NPD etc themselves is astounding. I'm so tired of dealing with toxic retards who think they are god's gift to earth and project the same shit they're guilty of
Think of it this way: Serial killers in the last 100+ years or so may have not been marked as mentally ill ASPDs on paper, because getting treatment or a diagnosis wasn't as common as it is now. That doesn't mean they aren't ASPDs. But moids are too up their own ass to acknowledge this

No. 1356220

>>1355764
European males, especially western, are mental kids with self-esteem of the emperors of the universe. Same shit but in different body.

No. 1356247

>>1356155
Don't do it. If you really want to get back at him, dump his ass and tell him he can date his loser friend. He'll find out real quick what he's lost.

No. 1356254

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No. 1356271

This person with BPD decided that because it was free to contact my place of work, they would harass us endlessly because they don't think we're doing our job. We are doing our job, but this fucking moron wants to call us constantly, bog down the line, call us incompetent, tell us we're "killing people", call our supervisor a rapist, tell us they're going to kill themselves or kill us, and act like a complete fucking unhinged psycho.

Well guess what, bitch, I found your fucking TikTok, and I found all your stupid TERF-bang BLM flag "harm reduction" bullshit and your preachy holier-than-thou clips pretending you give a fuck about people. Meanwhile, you verbally and emotionally abuse my coworkers and me, probably because we can't see your face and you can see ours. They want me to acknowledge all their trauma and take super careful care of them and deescalate them at the drop of a hat and then they'll call us back within 10 minutes and WASTE OUR TIME, lie about the professionals they interact with, and act like a professional fucking victim. And I'm sure it's easy, considering you're an unemployed piece of shit who sits around all day watching liberal news pretending you're woke and verbally harassing us until your poor fucking partner gets home. I feel bad for your dog and your partner but I feel nothing for you.

Why don't you fucking do it then, fucking kill yourself and stop wasting everyone's time with your bullshit. I hope you know I have my own trauma, you stupid bitch, from a person like you I dedicated my life to, and they suicide baited me and brought me into circular arguments and demanded I deescalate them and they WASTED MY TIME! for five years! Fuck you! /rant

No. 1356278

>>1356273

I don't think I'm in the same mindset as the majority of the vocal farmers on this site, but after interacting with this fucking scumbag I get why so many people get so sour against the loudest "woke" "SJW" "enby" types. It enrages me, but that type of hypocrisy is textbook BPD. Karma is already in motion, because they are clearly alone, drive everyone away, and can't function in society. They're stuck being hated by almost everyone that interacts with them, and even the people that are PAID to help them refuse to work with them. FUCK them. The only thing that's going to convince this person to change, I fear, is have everyone in their life ignore them, so they are left with nobody and nothing.

No. 1356282

I realize more and more that even though my mother seems perfectly fluent in my first language she absolutely isn't in ways that are too subtle for people to notice and it ruins a lot of things indirectly and create some crazy misunderstanding. Combine that with her coming from a prudish culture and a country where you need to get a virginity certificate to get married to a guy and it gives some really stupid situations. She and my abusive father would yell at my big sister and I and beat us if we talked to male classmates in primary school and my father would routinely call us sluts, whores, etc. just for not being males. And she wouldn't stop telling us to NEVER have a boyfriend and never date until we're married, which sort of makes sense when she comes from a country where arranged marriage was the norm when she was young and you'd be presented random guys by your friends and family. Last week she yelled at my big sister and I for essentially being christmas cakes and unmarried losers and it turns out that all along she would have allowed us to date but NOT have sex out of wedlock but she was too retarded to talk normally. And that time when she forced my little sister to break up with her bf the first time years ago? It wasn't because she was dating a guy before marriage, it was because he's Asian!

As a teenager she also told my dermatologist that I wouldn't stop "touching myself" instead of saying I wouldn't stop scratching my scalp and picking my skin and she wouldn't even let me describe my symptoms, which resulted in the already incompetent dermatologist to tell me I might have OCD and to see a psychologist for being a deranged pervert and for my potential OCD. Turns out that I just had seborrheic dermatitis and could only get meds for that 15 years later. I want to slap some sense into my mother sometimes.

No. 1356294

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When will I stop feeling physically like complete shit? I vomited again today and I couldn't be bothered to panic anymore about it despite having a phobia of vomiting. Im so tired I have no idea how im going to get through the next 6 weeks like this. How my mom had 5 children will always baffle me. I can't even manage 1 without fully breaking down.

No. 1356296

>>1356288
I agree with you. This actually reminds me of my job and how some of my coworkers are so fucking retarded that they constantly interrupts everyone during important meetings to complain about something simple they didn't get. I hate it some much. Well, now my life is a bit better and my mother is way more open minded because she had to witness the consequences of her actions and I will not stop reminding her of that.

No. 1356301

>>1356294
Aw nonna, I'm sorry. I hope things lighten up on you soon.

No. 1356302

>>1356220
The thing that made my shittiest ex initially so attractive was how confident he was. If only I had known that he was completely delusional as well. I wish all girls could be raised to have real self confidence and self respect. Because if they did, these shitty moids would never seem worthwhile. We get raised without it so we seek it out in men, and then men are literal children in adult bodies. I didn't appreciate how much of a child he was until my cousins had sons, and I could see that same baseless, ignorant bravado in a seven year old. They never grow up.

No. 1356322

>>1355764
Why is there so much Racebait lately.

No. 1356329

>>1356322
it's the same tranny that's currently shitting up the conspiracy thread. he's been dicking around here for a few hours now.

No. 1356338

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not sure if i'm pregnant or if my period's late and i'm just having the worst pms symptoms of my life

No. 1356340

>>1356334
kek i know there's more than one. didn't say he was the only one doing it.

No. 1356351

I keep rereading the DMs of an ex friend and I just feel so ashamed of myself. Will I ever become a good person, will I be capable of demonstrating to people that I do care and respect them
I feel like a broken autist who's incapable of love

No. 1356355

>>1356351
Re-reading DMs is supremely creepy behaviour. Being a friend and being obsessed are different things.

No. 1356356

>>1356353
She cut me off due to recurring arguments and conflicts. Even when I say I'll change, I never really do.

No. 1356358

>>1356351
Don't worry anon, you're only a lost cause if you're a man. If you have two X chromosomes you can still learn from this and be a better friend in the future

No. 1356361

>>1356220
you post that as if scotes of different races aren't just as bad or worse. try living in china or africa sometime. at least in the west we have laws to protect us. thanks for your racism though.

No. 1356366

>>1356361
Nta, but did you even read the OP kek

No. 1356369

>>1356355
NTA but fuck off, seriously. Who says she's obsessed? She's just reflecting on her past actions. Plenty of people re-read DMs. You sound heartless

No. 1356375

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My ex dumped me because I was assaulted and the creep wanted to fight him because "anon wont date me because of you!" My ex blamed me and explained how traumatized he was
That was three months ago

He messaged me a few days ago saying how miserable he is. How he's been crying every day this week, losing weight, and how I was the only one who actually wanted to hang with him.
I left him on read
disgusting and useless

No. 1356378

>>1356355
It's not creepy to re-read DMs. A lot of people do it to reminiscence

No. 1356379

>>1356369
I think it's the tranny. I swear last time an anon called another anon "creepy" and "obsessed" about some innocuous friendship thing, there was a confirmed tranny spamming shortly thereafter. Could be wrong but idk.

No. 1356382

>>1356375
I honestly love you and admire you

No. 1356387

>>1356384
Missed that last bit or? All Y-havers begone.

No. 1356406

>>1356369
>>1356378
>>1356379
Yeah it's definitely the resident tranny spammer. He's always shitted up the vent threads and respond with rude af posts to other anon's posts. I reported the post and you guys should too. Idk if it's because I grew up on imageboard but it's almost like a superpower that I can identify resident anonymous posters based on their typing style lol

No. 1356412

Reading conspiracy theories before bed makes me nervous and now I can't sleep. Idiot idiot idiot.

No. 1356420

>>1355790
Older post but I wanted to say, I think people only reply to the stuff they have advice or comments for and sometimes serious stuff goes unreplied too because we don't know what to say or don't have any advice for the situation. Also there's always different people using this board at different times so sometimes the ones who would reply to something more serious don't see it in time and it gets buried. I see a lot of stuff I wish I had something helpful to say too or advice for but because it's something serious or sad I psyche myself out because I don't want to say the wrong thing. But when it comes to a post about a moid it feels more casual and that's something within the realm of advice I can give without feeling totally out of water.

No. 1356445

>>1356412
I am glad i am not the only one, there is something about uncertainty that makes it scaried than an horror movie

No. 1356447

Loneliness and bad memories…that's my life

No. 1356464

>>1356023
The normies are opening their eyes more yeah. My younger cousins (males included) actually know trannies are freaks with anime fetish shit. They also seem to know about a lot of LC talking points I would not have expected. I'm talking reddit being a shithole, porn has rape and underage, that porn breaks their dicks, furries are pedos, the superstraight supergay trend that happened then shut down, discord mods being fat fuck pedos, mental illness faking for clout, social media sucks that they wish they weren't young gen z, and some conspiracies. It's nothing I've talked about with them so I'm not sure where it all came from.

No. 1356479

I hate how loud my boyfriend's parents are. They have to yawn, burp, and fart with so much force and be as loud as possible. Banging spoons against the pot as forcefully as possible, can never do anything delicately. Boomers have no awareness of their surroundings or how obnoxious they can be

No. 1356526

i think i might be fated to forever be a dorky goober

No. 1356538

I hate that I cant take anyone who calls me skinny seriously because I'm a burger and everyone here is so fat that "skinny" is just an average weight.


I lost 25lbs and went from higher end of healthy (bmi 24) to lower end of healthy (bmi 20) and all my coworkers say how skinny I look but I'm just an average weight!!! They're all so big!! Even my boyfriend says I'm skinny! Like guys what's wrong with being a healthy normal weight and acknowledging that?

No. 1356548

Found out last night that my oldest brother died and idk how to feel about it. We hadn’t talked in about a year because he’s been an addict for as long as I can remember and tore my family apart. He’s stolen from me, lied to me, nearly drove my dad insane, and has been in and out of jail. But I can’t help but think about when we were kids and the games we would play and how fucking funny he was when he was sober.

The last time we talked was an argument after he showed up at my grandmas funeral high as a kite. I yelled at him and said some things I shouldn’t have and I wish I could take it back. He wasn’t a good person but he died thinking I hated him and that really hurts

No. 1356550

>>1356538
that's crazy. i'm 20 BMI and kind of chubby (but still wear a size small?!?!) in reality 90% of americans are just fat as shit and have a warped perspective that anyone who isn't a waddling walrus is "skinny". you have to measure by japanese standards I guess. even europe is getting rather paunchy these days. every day i look outside and see stupendously fat people walking around, i dont know how their knees don't implode. it really makes me rather sick.
>>1356479
that's straight up nasty. boomers have no class at all, they're just loud, fat, rude, and stupid.

No. 1356556

>>1356548
If it’s of any consolation, when he died he likely wasn’t thinking about you at all. He’s now at peace from his addiction. I’d like to think if there’s any sort of sentience after death, he would understand why you were not on good terms and wouldn’t hold it against you in any way.

No. 1356578

>>1356550
ayrt I think people can look chubbier than they really are if they lack muscle, I should probably go to the gym more than once a week..


It's true everyone here is so fucking fat. Many of my female coworkers are around bmi 35-40 and I don't understand how they function. I legitimately get mad when they or my boyfriend call me skinny at this weight, it feels like I'm being mocked almost? I try to remember they're all also burgers and are brainwashed by seeing big fatties constantly, but I usually just get irritated and walk away.

No. 1356581

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I swear to god i am cursed, everything i like perishes
>like videogames
>they become devoid of soul, huge cashgrabs full of bugs and indie game circles get infested by troons and annoying fanbases
>like western animation
>Steven universe happens
>like anime
>it was always trash but now its trash that tries to pander to western sensibilities
>love drawing
>some troon in his basement makes an AI that can draw better than me

whats the point of fucking living anymore, i feel crazy for starting to symphatize with the unabomber

No. 1356584

I'm getting fat again FUCK

No. 1356586

>>1356581
First of all the unabomber was right. Secondly I'm really sorry that you've had to watch the industries related to your interests change in unexpected, disappointing ways. Are you still able to enjoy your hobbies at all? Can you still get some satisfaction and happiness from them?

No. 1356589

>>1356586
>Are you still able to enjoy your hobbies at all? Can you still get some satisfaction and happiness from them?
I still enjoy them, don't get me wrong, but it feels bitter-sweet. I enjoy drawing, but i dont enjoy looking at art anymore, which is shame because it was my biggest source of inspiration. Same for gaming, i have been mostly discovering hidden gems, but i know someday i will run out of them and i am scared to say ''that's it''. Also, i was looking forward to sharing my art and games, now i think i will just keep them to myself or make a webpage that no one is going to access and drop them there.

No. 1356591

>>1356538
burgers have a super warped perception of what is a normal weight, their lifestyles are so unhealthy and it's so normalized none of them even realize it. 20 bmi is healthy and normal but not "skinny". i have the same bmi as you and in singapore i was always considered average then i moved to the american south and people started commenting on my weight as if it was remarkable, one time a literal morbidly obese person told me that i'm too skinny kek

No. 1356600

I can't believe the way retards are gobbling up the new Jeffrey Dahmer Netflix show. I see so many braindead takes on social media singing the praises of this show for not romanticizing Dahmer but I completely disagree. Ryan Murphy tried way too hard to portray Dahmer as a sadboi overcome by his BDP and his dada practiced taxidermy with him and inadvertently fostered his future fucked up tendencies. According to most records, the dad knew nothing of the taxidermy shit until the trial, it was a hobby Jeffrey had on his own. I keep seeing it being gassed up as a seriously accurate series when there's piles and piles of completely fabricated bullshit shoved into every episode. The character of Glenda is a mash-up between the real Glenda who lived in a building next to the Oxford apartments and Jeffrey's actual neighbor Pamela Bass. Glenda is the woman who called the police when she found Konerak, the 14 year old victim who was returned to Jeffrey by the police. Pamela lived next door the Jeffrey in the apartment complex and was seemingly on good terms with him.
>Pamela Bass, Dahmer’s neighbor in the Oxford Apartments, befriended him initially because she felt sorry for this evidently shy and lonely man, and wondered why he had moved into a building full of black people. When police showed up that night in July, she assumed at first that Dahmer had been the victim of a crime, or been set up to take the fall for someone else. Later, she was forced to wonder what had been in the sandwiches he occasionally made her. Her sofa had previously been Dahmer’s, and for a while serial-killer cultists would pay her as much as $50 to come sit on it. [x https://www.salon.com/2013/02/12/the_jeffrey_dahmer_files_that_nice_young_man_in_apt_213/ ]
But what is bothering me the most is the fact that the sister of Errol Lindsey, who was a victim of Dahmer, has spoken out publically against the show.
> When I saw some of the show, it bothered me, especially when I saw myself — when I saw my name come across the screen and this lady saying verbatim exactly what I said.
If I didn't know any better, I would've thought it was me. Her hair was like mine, she had on the same clothes. That's why it felt like reliving it all over again. It brought back all the emotions I was feeling back then. I was never contacted about the show. I feel like Netflix should've asked if we mind or how we felt about making it. They didn't ask me anything. They just did it. I could even understand it if they gave some of the money to the victims' children. Not necessarily their families. I mean, I'm old. I'm very, very comfortable. But the victims have children and grandchildren. If the show benefited them in some way, it wouldn't feel so harsh and careless. It's sad that they're just making money off of this tragedy. That's just greed.

I do not see how people can just defend these fictional shows being made about serial killers. I was reading some responses people had to the victim's family speaking out and the consensus seems to be that the family needs to understand how 'informative' this show was and how much it actually brought a spotlight to the victims.

No. 1356607

>>1356600
Reading this is actually the first time I have genuinely thought about him deliberately moving into an apartment complex because it was full of black people and he would be able to prey on a disadvantaged community much easier and I feel sick

No. 1356608

>>1356600
>Directed by the AHS moid
It was doomed from the start

No. 1356624

>>1356600
The fact that this boy was handed back to the police is just awful. Jeffrey had also molested numerous little boys before hand and kept getting slaps on the wrist on it. The fact that he was an uwu shy white man was his ultimate shield.

No. 1356634

I'm kinda outgrowing my teen hobbies, which is not a big deal i guess. The problem is that i don't have anything, irl or virtual, to replace them. and that accentuates my loneliness. It's "better" to pretend that i'm still a nerdy teenager than a lonely young woman, even if i feel retarded pretending that i still care about anime, kpop, gacha games or stickers.
The problem is that i'm lonely because i'm truly a person that is hard to like. Not in a bpd way thanks god, but still i'm a child of the internet that was so proud to fit nowere. Well, being a teen that doesn't fit anywhere is far easier than being an adult that doesn't fit anywhere. I see lonely, cripped werid adults and it feels that i'm seeing my future after my parents die. A part of me wants to advert this and a part of me things that it's inevitable and i should enjoy my years of security before it's gone forever. And a part of that is still LARPing as a teen to feel justified to feeling that way. To be in this werid limbo that feels like the best i can aspire, my "peak" because the loneliness wouldn't stop. Because werid woman don't become more desirable over time.

No. 1356639

>>1356538
i mean, that's not really wrong? like i would consider a bmi 23.5 chubby. but both 20 and 23.5 are within healthy range and 1.5 bmi points away from underweight/overweight. so it makes sense to call 20 bmi skinny, especially if they're used to seeing you at a higher weight. unless they're saying that you being skinny is a bad thing or that you need to gain weight, then that's stupid

No. 1356650

One of my few remaining middle school friends is a coomer panderer and is in a polycule. Pain. It's like I don't even know her anymore.

No. 1356658

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>>1356591
I can’t believe we keep having this same conversation. No anon, you being bony, pale and sickly is never going to be healthy no matter how much you try to push it, having your bones jutting out is not healthy. There are multiple reasons why Americans are overweight (and it’s reasons you’ll never understand) but you’re never going to make other women feel sorry or stressed or anxious or miserable about the way they look for a moment because you yourself are starving just to look a certain way. Go fuck yourself skeleton bitch

No. 1356662

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Why is every company shoving fags and drag queens down everyone's throat? What does this fugly mugged man have to do with banking and why is it on my screen? I swear I'm not one to complain about seeing troons everywhere but the degradation of society is really showing through media and I'm getting more and more depressed about how the future is going to look. Every commercial I see is just polluted with this garbage, I'm tired.

Spoilered because his face triggers a weird fight or flight response in me

No. 1356665

>>1356658
>25.1 bmi woman looks horrifically worse than 25.7 bmi woman
This is why you should exercise even if you're overweight

No. 1356673

>>1356658
cope harder burgerfat. do you seriously think someone would be emaciated at 20 bmi? sorry you're so obese you think your body being shaped like a human and not a blob makes you a skeleton

No. 1356681

Ahh man do we have to weight sperg in each thread

No. 1356682

>>1356662
Because once they learned they can profit off the lgbt community they ran wild

No. 1356685

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>>1356673
you are a bitch ass bone rattler and no1curr, only trannies assume that women having some sort of fat makes them a massless “blob” that should stick in extreme categories.

No. 1356686

>>1356683
I mean fair but at least with trannies it's just us dunking on men but the weight sperging is just a constant back and forth of arguing about what bmi is too fat and too skinny

No. 1356688

>>1356685
Ew why do you have that? It's so scrotey, a bunch of men staring at and filming a half dead anachan. Men have no fucking respect or decencey

No. 1356689

>>1356658
bmi 20 is well within the healthy weight range and bones generally don't stick out at that weight.

No. 1356691

>>1356688
your priorities are definitely straight if you’re questioning the normietards enjoying their day at the beach looking at a mentally ill woman committing self-harm and making a spectacle out of herself on purpose in typical anachan narcissistic fashion

No. 1356693

>>1356658
someone is angry but a 20 BMI is hardly "bones sticking out." Look at your own imagine.

No. 1356695

>>1356685
i am at a healthy weight and far from anachan, are you retarded? i've never encouraged women to starve themselves or said underweight is better, i literally just made a neutral comment agreeing with another anon that people in america see average in other countries as skinny… you must be a triggered fatty b/c why else are u so mad that i'm not overweight

No. 1356698

>>1356694
Go eat a burger, skelly

No. 1356699

>>1356695
Newfag get off my board

No. 1356704

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>anachans baiting again
>farmers fighting about weight again
Can we all just find something new to talk about

No. 1356712

>>1356658
If you glance back and forth really fast between the woman on the right and the woman on the left it looks like she’s gotten squished down like play dough.

No. 1356713

>>1356704
it's just moid(s). see >>1356708
All the infighting all around this site right now (the last few hours) is him samefagging and infighting due to some sort of emotional meltdown he's suffering. Report and ignore

No. 1356714

I give advice and encouragement in a forum designed for abused (currently or formerly) kids and young adults. I was also abused as a kid and I want to help people going through that because I never had any help. It drives me APOPLECTIC in outrage that abuse victims are invalidated and treated like monsters in 2022. I don't get why everyone else gets special protective group rights from the disabled to certain races, or even depending on what genital they prefer to screw, but there is absolutely no legal protection against discrimination for abuse victims, no social media campaign, no push in literature for greater understanding and representation, nothing. And public ignorance continues to injure abuse victims because they are told it's somehow their fault, or there is "no way that happened" and "they're just being dramatic" because "mothers don't DO that lol mommies all love their children!" Or ridiculous layman's assertions that the only way for them to heal is that they need to "open up and talk about it" which in many cases might make it WORSE, or even worse, that the way to cure their "unresolved trauma" is to reconnect with their abuser and have some heart to heart chats over disney movies. That's a great way to get people killed, these fuckwads can't even understand that saying that is the equivalent of telling a rape victim she should just go talk it out with her rapist. Or that saying people who have past traumas need to "come clean about it" and explain it to their curious dating partner, holy fuck a person's trauma isn't their personal circus freak show put on to amuse them, that's like demanding "answers" from a rape victim about why she's (in 1950s verbage) "such a slut who was asking for it." It's the same thing. And people act like they battle for the rights of rape victims but then go on to invalidate child abuse victims just the same way people used to invalidate rape victims. It makes me so tired and angry and no one who wasn't abused can even understand why.

No. 1356715

>>1356701
>any woman with a bmi less than a healthy 50 is a tranny
>i'm not a jealous fatty

No. 1356716

>>1356662
Brave + uBlock Origin. Just works and you never have to see a online ad ever again.

No. 1356721

…I wish the jannies would enforce the “no infighting “ rule…

No. 1356724

i'm just so fucking sad about everything. having to go to school, get a job, live somewhere where leaders don't give a fuck about me, having no access to nature in the city i live in, no public transportation so everyone relies on cars and i hear about fatal accidents every day. i don't understand how anyone here can be happy i just can't. whenever i try to talk about these problems with people irl they're just like oh it's not that bad we just have to work with what we've been given. like yeah that makes me fucking depressed too, i wish i was born in buttfuck nowhere and got to grow my own food and live in nature but it'll never happen for me. i try to see the positive side of things but it's so hard when it's glaringly obvious people aren't meant to live this way. my friends and family make me think i'm crazy for feeling like this. i fucking hate everything i just want to be happy and free but i'll be stuck in this box forever because i love my family and could never leave them or disappoint them by just throwing everything away. as much as i want to

No. 1356730

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>who cares if children have been abused, what about getting my feminine penis sucked and ego stroked?
and this is why people hate troons. I'm glad you kill yourselves so I don't have to be bothered.

No. 1356737

>>1356691
Calm down. I'm not siding with the anachan or trying to claim what she's doing is not fucked up I'm just pointing out that it is also fucked up for a bunch of strange men to be filming her and posting it online. I don't agree with skellychan's either and I've been called a burgerfat on this site plenty of times before but it's a weird image to have, that's all I was saying. sorry anachans live rent free in your head though lol must be tiring you should try not giving a fuck

No. 1356751

>>1356724
>i wish i was born in buttfuck nowhere and got to grow my own food and live in nature
I sympathize but be careful what you wish for, this is how people in places like rural Cambodia or China live. It's a poor and exhausting lifestyle, it's not that glamarous.

No. 1356762

>>1356729
>>1356751
you all are right and i know i'm lucky to be born here and if i was in the country i'm sure i'd wish for a life elsewhere. but doing these monotonous tasks every day and seeing this filthy grey city makes me feel a shell of a human and wish for anything else. my bad for wanting to return to monke, i'll go feel shitty elsewhere

No. 1356771

>>1356724
same nonna same
living in a city feels so lifeless and seeing the same buildings and concrete all day makes me feel like i am going insane. i wish i could move to the middle of nowhere but i can't uproot my life and anyway i feel like maybe i'd feel trapped in a rural area without the resources of a city. idk what to suggest cuz im in the same boat lol, is there anyway you can break up the monotony somehow? maybe explore different parts of the city, pick up a new hobby?

No. 1356778

is anyone dealing with being assaulted lol i know this probably isn’t the right place for it and i am seeking professional services but being raped by a troon is some next level sub human shit, i want to fucking die. do any nonas wanna talk?

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>>1356778
I fucking know it's you dude, no woman would describe an assault like this. Mad we stopped talking to you in the shitposting thread?

No. 1356800

>>1356797
Lmao I fucking knew it, I could hear your male fingers on the keyboard even through hyperspace

No. 1356801

>>1356794
i’m not a fucking man, the way some of you treat your own kind is just as bad as the moids you bitch about. i was 100% sincere. thx for trivializing my rape tho! appreciate it nona. pig.

No. 1356805

>>1356797
fuck off troon. this isn’t about you. so typical to make a real woman’s rape about you tho!

No. 1356808

>>1356791
I want to talk without being harassed by the cunts worried about the moon vs troon invasion, there really is no place safe for real women.

No. 1356811

>>1356805
ywnbaw lol

No. 1356812

>>1356771
i'm sorry you feel the same way nona. i feel like i'm going insane too lol nobody even understands what i'm saying when i try to vent about it. i'm thinking about learning to play an instrument soon since it's something i've never tried, i hope it'll help me. i hope you have things you enjoy that help you too

No. 1356815

stop being retarded and quit infighting over tranny bait. Must we go over this every day? If you see a reply that is out of left field dumb/mean/nonsensical it is the schizo dude. Just disregard it.

No. 1356817

>>1356811
ok lol except i am and i came here to vent, like the thread title says. keep sucking josh moon’s dick to invalidate other women, cunt. I just wanted to talk about my assault anonymously, thanks for ruining that.

No. 1356819

>>1356813
y w n b a w l o l

No. 1356820

>>1356778
Nona I'm so sorry for what happened, fuck. I wish we could talk right now but as you can tell it's a bad time with the interference taking place which might only make things worse. It's understandable you feel like shit I hope you get a chance to get this off your chest when things are less hectic here

No. 1356822

>>1356794
Nona… maybe not the best post to speculate on… I described childhood sa to my psychologist while laughing because it made me extremely uncomfortable to talk about and that was the reaction that helped me cope. It doesn't mean she's lying or not taking it seriously, it's just a coping mechanism for some people.

>>1356778
I am so sorry and I hope the professional services can offer you help and resources for therapy or anything else you need. And I'm sorry some of the users on this site are the way they are. If you'd like to talk I'm sure there's a lot of us willing to listen, I'll be here all night. If not I understand, and I hope you're okay.

No. 1356823

>>1356820
you are well intentioned but dumb as shit. The slip up of “the way some of you treat your own kind is worse than moids” didn’t clue you into the larp?

No. 1356826

>>1356823
Then don't reply or report for possible troon and let the mods handle it but speculating on the validity of a possible rape victim is probably the shittiest thing to do in that case.

No. 1356827

>>1356822
That totally explains why he appeared instantly after I called him out, and also why "she" is ranting about kiwifarms and calling everyone cunts without saging. I'm sticking by my guns on this one.

>being raped by a troon is some next level sub human shit


You really imagine a woman would call her assault "next level sub human"? Give me a break lmao

No. 1356830

>>1356823
If it's truly an anon talking about her experience then my only message is to try again when the troon infestation dies off. I'd rather offer support just in case but not in this environment

No. 1356832

>>1356823
it’s not a larp you dumb cunt, i genuinely came here to vent and you shut it down because you assume i’m the disgusting moids i accuse of raping me. you’re a fucking moron. reflect on how you treat women before you try to speak on the behalf of one.

No. 1356833

>>1356827
The troon is obviously itt causing more confusion while pretending to be empathetic to the anon who was raped by his own kind and blurring his posts with hers. I thought the kf posts were his but she is separate, maybe I'm wrong. Because of him ruining her chance rn we'd all do best to just drop this

No. 1356836

>>1356827
Shut the fuck up, she described the attacker as a sub human which anyone would do in that situation you fucking psychopath, you're so worried about troons invading but look at you're own behavior. If you're wrong (which I really think you are) you are making a rape victim feel worse, what the fuck kind of person does that? Jfc

No. 1356837

>>1356827
yes retard, any rapist is considered sub human. how would you like i describe my perpetrator? dumb misogynistic bitch.

No. 1356838

>>1356834
no? but I'm leaving now since this is only fueling his fire

No. 1356842

It's troo'nclock

No. 1356844

If the rape victim “anon” was legit she would have taken one look at this dumpster fire a-logging samefagging mess being bumped 3x a minute and not posted her rape story in the middle expecting good results. It’s either the troon or a newfag who doesn’t know how to use this site or navigate its regular autists. Only 2 explanations, and in either case we clearly can’t help right now.

No. 1356845

i can’t fucking believe a vent thread is being invaded by radfems who want a fucking picture of someone’s hand to validate their rape. what a waste of time. you’re just as bad as moids and trannies.

No. 1356846

Anyone ever notice how the schizo guy does his fake-outrage a-logs in the same way with the same language ever time? Kek

No. 1356847

>>1356845
nevermind you're obviously baiting
>>1356844
Sorry anon shouldn't have doubted you.

No. 1356851

>>1356844
yeah totally, it’s definitely not about venting and keeping elitism in mind, people tend to forget that when they’re going over trauma. people who are venting don’t pay attention to the theme of the thread at a certain time, i simply came here to share my experience. no empathy for real women i see

No. 1356854

Why are you guys talking to it

No. 1356857

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>>1356856

No. 1356859

>>1356827
Look at your evidence to accuse her of lying
>She stated the assault in a way "no woman would"
Baseless and incorrect assumption.
>She said "cunt" "your own kind" and "subhuman"
Words on a screen probably half the woman I know use.
>She didn't sage
We're in the vent thread, you don't need too.
>She mentioned kiwifarms
Probably a third or more of farmers have been on kiwifarms
>The tranny appearring around the same time as her
He's here all day everyday and comes when someone mentions him, which you did. Are you brand fucking new or just a retarded cunt? Oops I said cunt guess I'm a male now.

Seriously how about next time you retards just ignore and report like you're supposed to instead of devolving into a shrieking mess while potentially making a rape victim feel like shit.

No. 1356860

Kek the anon upthread getting mad at me for calling a yeast infection a yeast infection turned out to be a troon all along. This is so tiring nonas, why can’t they just leave us alone

No. 1356863

>>1356847
it’s okay anon kek, next time he tries this just pay close attention to the language he fixates on and his common sperg-out points and you’ll learn to clock him quicker too:
>evil kiwifarms
>evil radfems
>trying to convince anons that women are “just as bad” as “trannies and moids” in order to cope (common thing he does)
>a-logging with the same extremely heated and dramatic language as soon as he is doubted, usually samefags a bunch of this to drum up fake outrage
>after anons make posts like this breaking down his strategies he goes nuclear and spams gore & CP (so prepare)

No. 1356864

>>1356860
There's no proof that she was the troon all along, but keep being a proud schizo

No. 1356871

>>1356863
You're taking her words out of context, she didn't say radfems are bad or say woman are just as bad as trannies or moids. You have no proof of samefagging, and we all use dramatic language. Try again

No. 1356872

>>1356863
Thanks nona I will.

No. 1356874

>>1356863
Kek and he’s something out in the replies rn, like clockwork. Seriously though he might start his spams soon so be aware.

No. 1356879

>>1356863
You know he cums his pants over posts like this right? You're just giving him that infamy he's lusting after continuing to post about him and track his behaviors like he's the fucking boogeyman. Some of you are actually so retarded it's like you're trying to get him to hangout here

No. 1356900

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I'm old enough to not really care if my bday isn't made to be a big deal anymore, and this year wasn't a milestone or anything. It's just sad how my family gives the least shit about it.
My boss actually took me and my coworkers out for bday lunch and gave me the rest of the day off–after I already didn't get much shit done that morning. My bf, for as selfishly motivated for food as he is, at least got me a birthday cake with candles when I came home and would have taken me out to dinner we both liked if not for my stepfather inviting me to something (and idk, is he even my stepfather anymore if he and my mom divorced?)
Some of his family were in town for a bluegrass fest and initially sold me the idea of hanging out with them guising it as we would go out for dinner for my bday.

Lmao, one of em didn't even remember it was my birthday–and hoooo boy was she not embarrassed to repeat it like it was a funny joke–and bc nobody actually reserved a dinner spot which were all slammed due to the festival, we wound up dining at some trash restaurant they wanted with shit food that I don't prefer, and bad service to boot.
I took it all with a smile.
Spent the entire evening being a tagalong, cold, doing shit everyone else wanted to do, and I couldn't even enjoy the genre of music at this empty festival. I left early even though I felt obligated to stay since they did buy me a wristband ticket, but my point being: None of these people would have seen me or had ever cared about keeping up appearances of a relationship with me had their precious music festival not given them a reason to be in the area. It's just knowing that your "family" wouldn't even like you or have a relationship with you if not for the title, and their disinterest and indifference makes that fact so obvious? No one owes me shit, but still. It hurt my feelings more than I should perhaps be letting it, cause tbf they pull the same shit with my stepdad i.e. he always has to make the effort to go see them and they only see him when they've got an additional reason to. None of em could even offer me a twenty spot for my once in a lifetime vacation trip next month as I haven't been on a true vacay in years. Not that they asked me questions about it, aside from asking me the process of liquidating my first home with my ex fiance, almost like they revel in hearing about my drama but not my gains like my recent work promotion? Also, not that I care bc my house is being sold like I mentioned, but I suspect one of them gave my narcissist mother I have no contact with my mailing address. So I found a generic bait card from her in my mailbox when I stopped by the house today. Even four years after cutting her out of my life she's still gotta try to control my head by putting her in it on my bday. Bitch can send cash or idgaf about her empty dollar store cards.
I guess it wasn't a horrible birthday, just not swell.

No. 1356901

>nooooo don’t make posts about how to recognize my samefagging i liiiike those posts actually, I like it sooo much pls don’t make them because I love them so don’t make them. Don’t make them. Please don’t make them

No. 1356910

>>1356907
Okay.

No. 1356914

>>1356901
Can you shut up already? You're the one keeping him around by talking about him non stop dumbass

No. 1356922

>>1356900
i'm so sorry that happened nona, fuck em you don't need them. you're a saint for putting up with that shit with a smile like seriously you deserve better. i hope that anons here can help you feel a little better. and happy birthday!!!!! i hope you get a good sleep and enjoyed your cake mwah

No. 1356928

>>1356581
I feel you, especially about video games. I just replay what I already have, wait for a few specific releases and avoid western games like the plague now. Hearing about a game being developed for nearly a decade and being released with glitches, day 1 patches and day 1 DLCs once a year pisses me off so much.

No. 1356939

i have a they/them professor, she’s a woman clearly, but has the whole half shaved haircut thing.
anyway today was the first class and her introduction was immediately telling us she has social anxiety and is now on mediation, and told us that we should take meds if we have social anxiety. first thing outta her mouth no lie. not even any intro about herself

and throughout the class she would go off on tangents about her personal life/career, but like not class appropriate shit imo

all around, weird experience. never had a prof like this before

No. 1356950

Doctors are just absolutely brain broken sometimes. They just think every woman strives to be an anachan and that lots of weightloss = good. I lost muscle you fucking dipshits, not fat. Yeah I still seem pretty healthy despite that and the test results, but I look skinnyfat af in comparison to what I looked like before. This isn't healthy to me, I'm weak af. Stop the stupid jokes and comments on my body.

No. 1356960

>>1356074
Being horny is fun but make sure to be astute while assessing the relationship. Don't overload it too soon with deep emotions and have fun.

No. 1356982

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Emma chamberlain, someone my age, has a bought a million dollar home in LA off the easy career in youtube money
I will never own a house I will never be a home owner I’ll always be stuck paying rent to a shitty landlord like a stupid loser. but hey at least I get too see celebrities & influencers showing off their gazillion dollar homes while going through the third worst recession of the year

No. 1357005

>>1356982
is it worth having no privacy and being constantly scrutinized by millions of people though? i wouldn't want to have her life. you could be swatted if you say the wrong thing, people could show up at your door…

No. 1357009

The website that I buy pizza from only has a “new order” button, you actually need to click new order then accounts in the top right and finally “track my order”.

Let me just ask; WHY the FUCK? Nobody in human history has ever ordered a pizza and then ordered another one 5 minutes later

No. 1357012

>>1356581
>I swear to god i am cursed, everything i like perishes
Say that your interest in anything never evolved past shallow consumption of the most mainstream shit without actually saying it.
There's a lot of genuine passion and amazing work done in all of these industries you listed, you're just too bitter and lazy to actually go deeper into it. Of course it's so much easier to whine, "whats the point of living anymore" boo hoo lmao

No. 1357021

I'm so dog shit ugly and diseased, I'm going to take the most unlattering pics possible of myself for dating profiles so that there is zero possibility of catfishing anyone. I'm gonna reverse catfish them, I'm gonna take pics right in front of my neck looking down, get some side angles while talking unaware and angled on my arm flab. Oh you still wanna date me? Here's me dead on, Walmart lighting, right after waking up, pill bottles in the back so they know just how sick and contagious and disgusting I am. Gonna date me still? Better make it count. Better make it hurt. Better kill yourself in one shot.

No. 1357023

>>1356950
On the opposite end of the spectrum, I have my gastro doctor asking me if I'm comfortable with my weight and not pushing anything in regards to gaining or losing. It feels very weird hearing it. This is just one case in particular, but I notice that there are a lot of doctors like the ones you mentioned.

No. 1357034

I was walking at this one park this morning like I usually do and I saw a cat shivering, wet, and seem to be really weak. It rained really heavy the night before so I thought maybe he's cold and hungry idk, but he didn't move at all. I have work so I went home to get ready for work but I stopped by at the same park to see the cat on my way driving to work. I brought wet food and old clothes but I just realized he broke his legs. I tried to feed him but he doesn't want to eat. There were some older people so I told them that there's a cat and he cannot move and they were oh that's fine cleaners will come later and help and I was like uhhhhhhhhhh and at this point I was getting late for work so I left. I cannot bring myself to go to this park anymore I am a disgusting human and the fact I am writing this to make me feel better about myself when I could have helped the cat. The cat might be dead now and I didn't help it.

No. 1357040

>>1357034
It’s okay nonna you really tried your best helping the cat but work is important and you’ll get scolded for being late so it’s completely understandable you left
Maybe you can go back to the park and check if the cat is there? If not then maybe the cat was picked up by another kind stranger

No. 1357041

>>1357012
This. I can't help but roll my eyes at statements like this. Nevermind there already exists enough great media in these fields to last longer than a lifetime.

No. 1357042

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>>1356581
Nonny I feel that so much…My heart breaks everytime my favorite tv show ends up becoming popular amongst the twitter crowd, after that everything fandom-related turns into xyz pronouns and other bullshit headcanons. I also, weirdly enough, used to be into virtual youtubers (kizuna ai and other ogs most of who don't do anything by now), and ever since the west took over it's been slowly, but rapidly getting worse. Now everyone's mother is a vtuber and it's nothing but e-thots trying to capitalize off parasocial simps with their lewd avatars, pandering, no content, and no soul.
I gave up on anime long time ago, watching only something that I read in the past instead of picking up something new.

No. 1357048

>>1357021
It doesn’t matter if you’re ugly you win me over with this post Id definitely swipe right if this was your bio

No. 1357055

>>1357012
Can anon vent? Like damn.

No. 1357059

Even the sanic totem predicted this. Everything feels so wrong and empty now. I don't know what to do. I can't get him out of my head and the future is so uncertain. I feel so unloved

No. 1357061

>>1357042
>Now everyone's mother is a vtuber and it's nothing but e-thots trying to capitalize off parasocial simps with their lewd avatars, pandering, no content, and no soul.
I feel this. I only watch some clips of hololive or a stream of a "smaller" Japanese vtuber, but I dislike how much scrote pandering there is. Looking at vshojo or whatever their name is.

No. 1357062

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I really want to do something reckless and not helpful and counterproductive right now. I don't want to write this essay, I don't want to go to class tomorrow, I want to pull an all nighter, I want to do some things to myself, I can't concentrate on anything, I hate myself, I love my cat, I hate that i can't commit to anything long term, I hate that i internalise everything, I want to see my friend, I want to cry, I wish i wasn't so aware of everything and had at least some inkling of ignorance towards my thoughts and emotions, I wish i lived alone, I wish I could rot on my own without having to explain why to anyone, I hate that I exist to other people beyond my physical presence in the moment

No. 1357064

>>1357061
I know sex sells, -especially- on twitch, but it's so dishearting watching a weeb hobby turn into a huge male-pandering crap. It's not like i don't watch a japanese female doujin artist with avatar streaming her art progress, but there is a difference between having interest in such things without any shown desperation and pandering for money and e-fame.

No. 1357070

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My mom (and a bunch of other people) is going to be doing an interview about 9/11 survivors and how it affected their lives. She worked on Wall St. at the time and saw the second plane hit firsthand. I'm just worried about what's gonna happen afterwards. Earlier this year she was having a lot of flashbacks relating to it and she got diagnosed with breast cancer (it's apparently linked to 9/11) and I'm fearing the mental toll this'll take on her. She's already been through enough.

No. 1357071

>>1357042
you know you can watch a show and completely detach yourself from the fanbase right?

No. 1357073

>>1357071
kek nonny, of course i know, but i think it's okay to complain about it every now and then. my life obviously does not depend on being in a fandom or a tv show, and i blocked a lot of stupid words in order to not show any of this in my feed, but i think it's fine to complain. my friend did almost got cancelled for drawing a canon couple because hc-chans kept claiming how this character 'is totally gay' while never consuming the media they are in.

No. 1357074

>>1356074

As someone who has been in an almost decade-long relationship with a guy I feel the same way about, I'm rooting for you, nona. Take things slow and enjoy that warm fuzzy feeling. I hope it lasts forever for you, I just think this is so sweet and cute!

No. 1357076

>>1357064
It's nice hearing others feel the same way on the matter. Whatever happened to providing actual content and focusing on a craft? Eh.

No. 1357085

>>1356581
I agree with everything and went through the same things myself, except I'm also a fujo and fujoshit used to bring me joy and now it's being policed like mad and I'm not allowed to like anything but two 40-year old ugly hairy fat fucks because everything else is considered fetishizing and pedophilic and scrotes colonized cute boys with their femboy trap coomerism anyway. It's so hard to find joy in any form of media anymore, what the fuck am I supposed to use as escapism now

No. 1357093

I wish they would have cleared out all the bait posts from last night, looks like some were left up so I don't know if I was right to accuse that anon or just being mean and paranoid. If you were a real nonna all along, I'm really sorry. We were fighting with that guy in another thread and I was sure he was trying to stir things up again here. In the future I just won't engage, it's better for the mods to take care of that stuff. Lesson learned. If you fight monsters you should be careful not to become one yourself

No. 1357098

As soon as a woman starts talking about the problems she has because she’s pretty I zone out. I had this girl telling me she has difficulty making friends because she’s pretty. Every problem in their life they equate it to being pretty….I definitely am not pretty and I have 0 friends and trouble keeping them. There could be 1 million reasons why people don’t like them but it alll boils down to jealousy huh?they forget many ugly or average women don’t have friends as well

No. 1357105

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>Psychologist 5 years ago: Looks like you have BPD
>The BPD unit 2 years ago: Nah doesn't check out, too introverted and self-aware. But you can do DBT here anyway.
>New psychologist now: Yeah you have BPD

WHICH ONE IS IT

No. 1357134

>>1357105
bpd is just ptsd but you're also a woman imo it's just misogyny

No. 1357138

>>1356714
I'm sorry that the internet got ruined. 15 years ago there were lots of well moderated placed to discuss child abuse, and nobody doubted each other, because the storied were oddly all very similar. Now those sites have died, and all that's left are shitty Facebook groups infested with people who are actual child abusers.

No. 1357139

>>1357134
c-ptsd to be specific if you say ptsd to anyone they'll be like "noooo absolutely not". but yeah you're right. i don't believe BPD exists at all except for maybe moids who experience no trauma yet turn out remarkably fucked

No. 1357157

I lashed out at my friend and deflected the blame on them even though it was entirely my fault. They must have felt guilty and felt dismissed of their feelings even though they have a right to feel the way they do. This is like the 2nd time that this happened and both times I sent them long insane angry texts like I'm some kind of narc bpd, justifying why it's all their fault basically and they're the bad person and not me. I feel so ashamed of myself, realizing such an ugly trait of mine. And the worst part is I only realize this is shitty because they were having none of my bullshit so I probably would have been capable of emotionally abusing someone who's more vulnerable, more willing to give up their boundary. Please kill me now, I feel like such a scrote.

No. 1357160

>>1357105
Ridiculous idea that self-awareness cancels out bpd; I guess the second i became aware I'm healed?

No. 1357161

>>1357093
Maybe because some of the "bait" posts, you paranoid schizo, was a fucking rape victim trying to vent. Hope you feel like shit, think before you accuse people of lying just because they use words you don't like or that you automatically associate with the troon. I said it before last night but next time you get schizoid about the validity of someone talking about a rape, report/ignore and let the mods handle it. Because if your wrong the risk is making someone who already probably feels at their lowest feel worse, it's not worth the risk. Hope you have a shitty fucking week anon

No. 1357162

>>1356581
There are still a few decent new videogames and western animations coming out (it's definitely not the majority), but there are literally thousands and thousands of nice soulful video games. Why don't you go play something older?

And anime still doesn't pander to westerners. The most popular normie friendly shows/manga like Chainsaw Man, Spy x Family, Jujutsu Kaisen, etc have no pandering whatsoever (despite some of them being mindless garbage). Even the new Edgerunners anime doesn't have any pandering despite being set in the west. The showrunners aren't responsible for what twittertards say

No. 1357164

I've been eating the same breakfast of 2 blueberry muffins, 2 eggs, 1 coffee and 8oz juice for around 3 days. My chest is warm and breaking out in a rash rn it seems. My legs and arms feel dry then awful if I scratch them. Havent changed anything in my food or bath products. I feel like I'm allergic to this damn planet. I just want to enjoy food like a normal person.

No. 1357168

>>1356771
My family are from rural areas and I'm tired of people romanticising it. Mostly they are NOT self sufficient, most ruralites don't even own chickens or have a garden. their lives are driving back and forth to walmart, being on welfare, and sitting around watching TV. most ruralites are also fat and uneducated (despite the efforts of the school system, they tend to reject education, and after graduation never read a book again.) these are not good places to be.

sometimes i think about moving rural, buying a bunch of land, and doing some gardening while working remote. but it's exhausting and often disappointing. crops just die for no reason sometimes. chickens are always getting sick or injured. you can't go on vacations or travel because you have to tend the chickens, plants etc. and unless you have a large family the economics of it don't work out. things tend to harvest in big bunches. so you end up with a TON of cabbage in autumn. are just you and your husband going to eat all that? you can't sell it in grocery stores due to regulations and the only people driving past to buy from your farmstand are other locals, who probably have their own cabbage. all in all it's just more trouble than it's worth.

No. 1357169

>iilluminaughtii releases a video on Joe Rogan
>Now this sounds interesting
>She goes on a spergout whiteknighting Fallon Fox regarding Rogan's twansphobic opinions on him and claims that "nobody was seriously been injured in a fight with her uwu"
Like this is the shit you bring up about him? It seems like she's always almost giddy about defending troons in her videos whenever the topic comes up and I guess it figures since she used to be in the altright skeptic whatever you call them scene.

No. 1357172

>>1357093
Samefag but one more thing, if you were the one replying with little snarky reply pics you should feel extra fucking terrible. Not only were you "paranoid and mean" you were fucking taking pleasure in accusing that anon of lying about rape and making it into a fun little game for you. You are completely headfucked dude, I hope to god your still under 25 so your brain has time to hopefully develop into an actual human being, you are so terminally online you've lost all common sense and decency. And read up on sexual assault and the reactions victims can have to it because the comments made about her language surrounding it was so fucking braindead. Despite the anonymity you should feel fucking ashamed of yourself based on conscience alone, disgusting.

No. 1357175

>>1356939
i tried reading a post somewhere about someone who had a "they" partner and my brain just crashed. every time i see it i think it's plural and it was fucking me up. honestly i think all nonbinary shit is a bunch of bullshit and inherently misogynistic anyway. "nooo i'm not a woman, i like wearing flannel and have short hair!" women can do that too. you don't need to destroy the language just to posture that you aren't like the other women. god i hate that shit.

that particular teacher sounds like a narcissist. i'm tired of professional standards being thrown in the trash. teaching isn't about validating yourself using a captive group of 10 year olds, it's about getting those dumb 10 year olds to be able to read and do math. teachers really think they're something.

No. 1357179

>>1357161
Stop, stop, she's already dead!

No. 1357186

>>1357179
Shut the fuck up troon

No. 1357187

My dad ruined my life before it even begun by knocking my two front teeth out when I was like 9. Luckily for me they were my adult teeth and I got bullied for it for the rest of my life and have to wear dentures. Ty daddy for the gift!

No. 1357190

>>1357187
I hope he gets all of his teeth removed with a pair of pliers and has to drink his own pee and eat his own shit until he fucking dies. Stay strong Queen. You will get to inflict much greater damage to men like him in the future.

No. 1357192

>>1357034
Anon can you call a shelter or rescue to explain? Maybe they can go look

No. 1357201

>>1356939
She sounds like a fucking joke. Please update with more stories kek

No. 1357203

>>1357187
have hope nonna! regenerative denistry is on the horizon. in the future you might be able to grow teeth back.

No. 1357206

>>1357169
It’s all a front, they have to pretend to defend them because they know what the consequences are if they say it like it is, she’s acting in self-preservation and wanting people to be outward like that is also idiotic and harmful. I’m not saying women should shut their mouths regarding these men trying to colonize our womanhood but there is no benefits to speaking out about it as well unless you want death threats and constant online harassment. Do you seriously think most people support troons? The only thinking they do is “well, let me be nice or just simply ignore even though that person is clearly mentally ill and delusional” and they move on with their day, they operate through the logic of pity. No one is contemplating how much this negatively impacts women, there are just some things you sadly can’t say or do. Expecting a youtuber to dunk on trannies but can no longer do it because they’ll get ostracized off all of the platforms is the most retarded thing ever

No. 1357208

>>1357169
i eyerolled so hard listening to her act like he didn't bash the brains in of a woman much smaller than he is. i wonder if she ever gets tired playing lipservice to mentally ill cumbrained moids. it's honestly exhausting seeing her pop up on my feed when ive unsubscribed months ago. i don't care either way if Joe Rogan is transphobic, he has countless other things to bash him over rather than hurt feelings.

No. 1357215

I wish I could tell my doctors that I don't give a fuuuuck about my confidentiality and that they can totally leave my appointment referral dates over my voicemail. I'm not a celebrity and anyone who might succeed at hacking into my voicemail to see that I have arthritis won't be doing much with the info. It's annoying as fuck to constantly be on hold for forty minutes to hear a sentence no longer than 7 seconds followed by "goodbye." Today alone, I've been on hold for 28 minutes with just one referral clinic. Yesterday it was nearly an hour. Can't they send it by mail? They do that sometimes. I was able to do a full load of laundry and type this all out while on the phone. Like daaaamn just TEXT ME BITCH ITS THE FUHUHUHUCKING FUTURE

No. 1357216

>>1357172
Multiple people were posting this stuff, it wasn't just me. But yeah I do feel bad, thanks. It's easy to lose sight of reality sometimes when you spend a lot of time in an online anonymous setting, I'll keep that in mind going forward. I was wrong for getting involved and I regret it.

No. 1357219

>>1357207
i’m not white anon kek, I’m more of like a sheryl type of woman if you get what I mean

No. 1357222

>>1357186
How about you fuck off, nona. I was putting a silly Simpsons meme. I agreed with that post. Sounds like you're a shizo for calling everyone a troon though.

No. 1357238

>>1356600
I’ve seen people online argue that it’s okay to make these kind of shows/movies about serial killers because it’s all public information. I’ve seen people compare the Dahmer show and movies like Titanic and Schindler’s List that are also about upsetting/horrifying subject matter. Should we not make movies about the Holocaust because it is could be upsetting to those that experienced it? I think this argument is completely retarded. The Titanic sinking and the Holocaust were historical mile markers. Comparing movies about the Holocaust to movies about serial killers and criminals and trying to dub them as similarly important for the sake of “showing what true monsters people are!!” makes me eye roll.

No. 1357242

>>1357224
unironically based, just don’t go pakichan levels of retarded

No. 1357243

>>1357231
Whoa, geez. It's a big jump to accusing me of having CP on my computer, come on. I know it wasn't right for me to accuse someone here of lying about assault. I apologize for being a paranoid ass. CP is a whole different level of psychotic and disgusting though, don't throw that on me.

No. 1357246

>>1357208
Yeah I was expecting her to bring up the fact that Fallon Fox almost crippled his opponents, even in an apologetic way, but no such chance. When he finally lost to someone who used sheer strategy and skill instead of just going ooga booga with ape strength like he does he was an extremely sore loser and threw tantrums about it but people still coddle him because Joe Rogan was mean to him. Imagine if women ever got this amount of sympathy every time some retarded pandering moid took shots at them.

No. 1357254

>>1357248
That wasn't me who posted that, I'm serious. I know you don't believe it but there were multiple anons involved in that whole situation.

No. 1357262

>>1357255
Yeah, I'm a bit new around here and I definitely took a leap without considering the feelings of others here. It made me angry to think that he might be appropriating an experience like that for attention, but even if there was only a .01% chance that it was real, I should have shut the fuck up and I didn't. Doing what I did only discourages women from speaking up about assault and that's reprehensible. I'll do my best to be a better farmer in the future and quietly report instead of engaging.

No. 1357266

Accusing other anons of being a troon or a scrote is the gen z version of “hey cow”

No. 1357270

>>1357266
often times it’s wrong but I empathize because there has been a high string of actual trannies and scrotes that talk about infiltrating this place

No. 1357271

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>>1357267
Oh, you're back. Oops. Well I stand by what I said, I regret my behavior last night. Okay now I'm reporting

No. 1357274


>>1357267

I don’t even know why they waste their time arguing with people they think are scrotes. They might as well go on 4chan if they need attention from scrotes that much at least they will 100% know they are talking to men on there lol

It’s little kids arguing with each other on the play ground and secretly wanna fuck. Gen z I tell kek

No. 1357280

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I've been frustrated about how I had been binge eating and being way hungrier than usual. Then yesterday evening, I came down with a pretty bad UTI and I never get UTIs. Plus for the past couple weeks I've been uncharacteristically tired–as in, getting a normal night's sleep and waking up normally in the am, yet wanting to linger in bed for a few more hours.
My period was a couple days late.

Took a test. I'm pregnant.

I have mixed feelings about this. On one hand, I'm glad I can get pregnant because my infertile ex fiancé tried to gaslight me that our inability to conceive had something to do with my body at fault. Up until the doctors confirmed he had no test and zero sperm. I had an abortion before and the covid jab so I momentarily bought into his narrative that my body was fucked, regardless of the fact that not having a baby with my ex was the best possible outcome.
On the other hand, current bf & I are not ready to have a baby so this is pretty much another guaranteed abortion situation for me. However we have talked about our future together and he is excited for marriage and kids, we're just not there financially yet. I'm telling him the result tonight, he's stated he would want an abortion before too and we're both old enough that the logistics/cost wouldn't be an oppressive factor. Thankfully early abortion isn't illegal in my slice of burgerland, and according to my period calculator at most I'm 4 weeks (since last cycle). I'm glad he isn't another infertile scrote. I'm just weirdly…idk, disappointed. Is it too dumb that at my age I don't want to have to get abortions anymore unless it's medically necessary? Like I have to watch the most financially illiterate, stupid, immature people pop out babies and get support for it meanwhile I have to keep denying myself the family I want to build just because I know deep down it's the "right" thing to do? Idk if that makes sense.

No. 1357290

>>1357280
There is one piece of advice I'm going to share with you that I received when I became pregnant in a similar situation to yours. There is never a perfect time to have children. There will always be too little money, not enough time, not enough space etc. Etc. If you and your boyfriend have a great relationship and a lot of love to give, don't be afraid. You'd be shocked at how much support your family and friends will give once learning you're having a baby. Mine and my Nigel's parents came together in a way that was incredible. There are lots of programs, check into WIC which you can begin while you're pregnant and it includes wellness exams. This is your choice, don't let the fear of not having enough hold you back from having a baby. If you and your support group can feed, clothe and shower that kiddo in abundant love, that's all they need to thrive. However, this is your choice. You do what feels right.

No. 1357292

>>1357290
Then the child grows up a broke welfare baby who has to work two jobs to support themselves through college. Loves it.

No. 1357296

>>1357280
it makes sense nona. often times the right thign to do is also the hardest to decide in the moment.

No. 1357300

>>1357295
Just saying the truth. Yeah it’s all cute and adorable now as babies and they aren’t aware enough to want anything but wait until they turn 13 and there are school trips, extra curricular activities, clothes etc that other kids have and yours don’t then let’s see how much your kids appreciate it and how much relatives and friends are gonna help.

No. 1357305

>>1357300
Nta but you’re basically suggesting life isn’t worth living if you can’t keep up with constantly changing trends.

No. 1357308

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I HATE UGLY ANNOYING MOIDS SO MUCH
ONE IS SITTING NEXT TO ME AND IM TRYING TO KILL HIM WITH MY MIND
AAAAAAGHHHHH I HATE THEM SO MUCH
DEATH TO UGLY MEN

No. 1357318

>>1357309
Tbf interoception is sometimes difficult for autistic people. It sounds like your mom doesn't know how to take care of her own well-being

No. 1357319

>>1357305
life isn’t worth living if you’re to broke to enjoy it and have to go to struggle working shit jobs just like your parents did and have to be stuck in the same section 8 projects with your parents that never traveled anywhere. On top of that you have to look out of date and like shit compared to your peers and they will make your life hell for it.

No. 1357321

My dad just texted me saying he comes home today (travels a shit ton for work) and i had no fucking idea. I have so much shit to clean and I’m so anxious my heart feels like it’s vibrating.

No. 1357322

I hate how I will always be considered a histrionic by my mother.

No. 1357325

I want to buy jewelry but good jewelry is so fucking expensive and I don't want to waste that much money.

No. 1357329

my undergrad TA is the dumbest bitch i've ever met in my entire life. she's a JUNIOR and cannot make basic fucking solutions, do SIMPLE acid base titrations, or even GET SOMETHING OUT OF THE CABINET. i not only have basically no help, but have to constantly redo her work because she lies to me and my lab director about doing tasks, then doesn't do actually do them. we constantly make meetings so i can walk her through these processes, aND SHE NEVER FUCKING SHOWS UP. i have to write my masters thesis and work on research and stay afloat in classes, and somehow it's all taking a backseat to this TA job where my role is supposed to be just supervision of lab prep. my lab director is trying to fix things and get me other help, but we can't just fire her, and i'm fed up.

No. 1357330

I can’t even wear makeup to make me look pretty good because it makes my acne worse. I love you god I giving me no redeeming traits! Broke, shitty family, ugly, bad skin, shitty skin, bad teeth! I’m so grateful

No. 1357351

>>1357329
I feel your pain. I am a phd helping with labs and it's so bizzare to see second years struggling with pipettes, solutions preparation and basic calc.

No. 1357358

Some of you are really weird about the thought that some women are moms and their personality isn't 100% children. It's like all of a sudden she is 10000 years old and no longer can relate to women her own age. God forbid a woman not lose her identity in motherhood.

No. 1357366

>>1357329
Use alchemy to destroy her

No. 1357372

Webex is so fucking annoying!!! I have to use it to join a work seminar nd it's completely blocked out any sound/music from every website so I can't even watch videos in the bg or anything during this dumb seminar.

No. 1357390

>>1357292
I was born into a broke situation and never had any of the complications you're talking about. I work one job, am successful and have a baby of my own. Sure things were hard but the end result was absolutely worth it and I'm happy to be here. Not everything ends up super shitty, Ms. Debbie Downer.

No. 1357400

>>1357280
I really feel for you anon. If you aren't financially stable enough to take care of a child I really wouldn't suggest having one, but I empathize with your desire to have a family. it's a hard choice but whichever one you choose, I wish you luck and good health.

No. 1357402

>>1357390
Nta but I’m glad you’re one of the lucky ones out of the millions of poverty babies. You need to understand you’re the exception.

No. 1357414

I hate my fucking fat-ass round-ass moomin-ass fucking body, it's so pudgy and has no definition, clothes look like shit unless its some impractical porny bodycon dress or some milkmaid peasant shit. I'm not overweight and maintain it well, but i always look like an obese middleschooler. I always look kind of fat. I can never look "cool" and svelte like Terminator 2 Linda Hamilton or Sigourney Weaver. It feels like every inch of my body is either so feminine it hurts (yes, I do realize how misogynistic this sounds), but I can't be arsed to be gender conforming so clothes actually "look good" on me (accentuate my tits which i also dont like in the first place). I just want longer limbs and broader shoulders, please.

No. 1357418

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My ex told me that even though we had been together for a decent amount of time I still made him nervous and it’s killing me inside. I’ve always thought that feeling like that was a major red flag but I don’t feel like I was doing anything to him. I could tell whenever we’d meet up he would be somewhat closed off but later in the dates he would become much more relaxed. We always had a lot of fun and and I really loved being around him. He says he has a very hard time opening up emotionally and I like to have deep emotional conversations. I confronted him a few times because I could tell whenever he would be burying stuff and it would help and then get bad again. I feel terrible and like I did something to ruin the relationship for making him feel that way.

No. 1357435

>>1357390
Good for you but most people born into broke households/poverty stay in poverty, statistics back this up. You're the exception not the rule. Advicing people to have kids when they're financially not ready is incredibly shitty.

No. 1357436

i hate having male dominated interests and hobbies, ffs i can't have fun playing magic or yugioh without running into the most obnoxious perv guys on the planet.

No. 1357446

>>1357390
I was born into a broke situation and every day I wish my mom had an abortion kek

No. 1357463

>>1357292
>tfw my mother who lived with a man earning 1million a month while still having a side job still fed us, the kids nothing but cheap spaghetti with butter
>everytime kids would want anything, as small as a chupa chups her bf would throw a raging fit
>bf always claimed that the second i finish the school i get 2 jobs so they would sit on their ass and do nothing
sigh

No. 1357472

Its so much harder to accept a break up when it had no drama in the lead up to it. No toxic shit, still some love, no abuse. The love just faded enough for him to be willing to let it go. Faded on his end.. and not on yours.

I'm not saying this because I've been freshly dumped or anything but my first break up fucked me up so much harder than the next one ever did. The next one was a slow dying shitshow so I could accept it ending. I knew it was doomed. That's my closure right there. God I hate vague "we're not working" break ups when as far as you knew… you thought you were working out alright. Right up until th last moment.. they let you think that. Can my mind just process this already. Let go of all the what ifs.

What if men are just fickle. What if men just flip a switch and leave in the blink of an eye. What if they secretly always wonder if theres better out there. What if

No. 1357475

>>1357472
There’s a lot of people out there who think love is a consistent blinding thing that once you find it never has to be worked on. Like if you’ve lost the initial intensity it’s somehow a sign that whatever is there doesn’t work anymore. It’s an immature and completely unrealistic view of how relationships work. Everyone goes through ups and downs with many of the other people on their life but can never seem to grant the same thing to their SO’s.

No. 1357480

>>1357463
scrotes only provide for and act decently towards children who are their biological kids, and even then only to preserve you as his fuck trophy to enrich his "legacy". he feels any $ spent on you is a waste because all he wants is to fuck your mother.

scrotes have no decency, empathy, or morals. every thought of a scrote came from the "head" in their pants. their brains are vestigal organs.

No. 1357485

Having a single mom as a who has a mommas boy not only affects the mom but it also affects the sisters. My brother is a bum and he’s 37 and lives off my mom which is fine imo, he came out of her Pussy so she needs to deal with a consequences of how she raised him but what baffles me is he expect me, his sister whom is 7 years younger to also take care of him. He seems totally shocked when I decide to spend my money on dinners, iPhones and clothes and not spend any of my money on him or his business ventures. It’s as if he feels his female relatives should be his little piggy banks and he’s totally shocked and offended when I won’t be. I won’t even let him borrow money because kek He won’t pay it back and not even in the nice avoidant way, he will straight up tell me to fuck off.

No. 1357492

I can't let go of my ex. It's all I think about. I think about everything I did wrong and it's fucking with my brain. Everytime I meet someone new I think I'm gonna be a shitty person to them again. I can't talk normally to people because I have nothing else on my mind other than him. It's exhausting, I'm exhausted and want to stop crying.

No. 1357494

>>1357485
Proud of you for not taking your brother's shit nona.

No. 1357495

>>1357492
You need to start forgiving yourself. It doesn’t do anyone any good to stay like this. I know it’s hard but you need to work on your self esteem in order not to repeat the same mistakes. Please take care of yourself.

No. 1357497

Why do some places make their call prompts so confusing

No. 1357504

>>1357495
Thank you for your kind words anon. I don't know if I can do it right now but I'll try to be more forgiving

No. 1357520

>>1357517
Hey, at least you have a story to tell!

No. 1357535

i feel absolutely embarrassed about my desire of approval from my father. I've gone no contact with him for 2 years now, but tbh it's more like he's gone no contact with me. i just stopped trying.

he stopped caring about me when I decided to not go into the career choices he selected for me. he had no clue that my focus of study is actually a branch of engineering (he's a fucking idiot) and now that I landed a job with an engineering firm, my mom is telling me he wants to speak.

he has my FUCKING number, if he wanted to talk to me, he could do it on his own.

I'm so mad. I'm so mad at myself because I wish we had a good relationship. I want to have kids who have a relationship with their grandpa. I feel deeply ashamed at being a girl with a shitty dad, the stigma is annoying.

No. 1357552

>>1357535
sorry to hear you feel such shame over a very normal wish. take up your mom on his number go for it and see how it goes. he is retarded but keep your expectations low and boundaries high. is it really all about your job choice or is there more at play here, because that's what it sounds like. if things go bad or he is really disrespectful, you can brush it off and grey rock and continue to minimize contact.

No. 1357565

>>1352197
literally what is that gonna do besides stress her out even more. sexual predators and rapists don't face consequences 99% of the time and sure as hell not for a creepshot

No. 1357575

Why do landlords have to put carpets everywhere. Multiple tenants have lived in my room and there’s a sink in here which they’ve mentioned has overflown sewer water before and now the carpet smells musty and disgusting. Glad to be leaving this place soon. Nasty ass, and they never replace it even after 10+ years because then they can’t charge you for wear and tear

No. 1357585

>>1357552
i know it sounds crazy but yes, job choice is mostly it. he's from a family where status is really important, he was bragging to people that i was going to law school before i even applied (which I didn't, went the engineering route).

it's a lot about control, but mostly about how easily he can brag.

thanks for the response nonna, im just happy i have a gr8 mom.

No. 1357627

>>1357535
is he a narc? if he is, do not get back in touch. he doesn't respect your choices for them being YOUR choices - he respects them for how they make HIM feel and appear to his peers. i'm the only kid of a narc mother and i know how deeply you'll always want their approval and just how far you'll go to get it. it ruins you as a person to realise you will never, ever, ever be what they want and that you'll never get what you want from THEM, but it's so much better to rip off that bandage and begin the healing process instead of dipping your toes back into the water just to be disappointed time and time again. it hurts so desperately and it's so deeply embarrassing to know you'll never be normal and that your relationship doesn't have the foundations it needs to be functional or healthy for you, but please look out for yourself first. i'm sorry for the pain that this must be causing though. i hope you can deal with it in a way that benefits and helps you the most. love you nona, i hope you're okay

No. 1357647

You're too good to be true
I know you will get someone better in the future
I need someone to hit me in the face on the ground instead
That's all I ever needed

No. 1357675

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Why do I keep attracting men who at first seem to be totally obsessed with me and they put me on a pedestal but the moment I reciprocate their interest, they stop treating me like this amazing otherwordly thing, they turn out to be sexual freaks or lazy slobs with no aspirations and they just expect me to accept every shitty thing they do and want from me? And when I don't accept it, they ghost me and don't even write to me. Why can't I just attract normal people? I'm very quiet and shy and maybe I only attract guys who think they can do literally everything they want with me and when they see I'm not actually submissive they lose interest? I'm so tired of this. I've had 3 men doing this shit to me this year. I'm happy I didn't fuck them and we were still in the dating + kissing phase.

No. 1357682

>>1357675
That’s just how men are like tbh

No. 1357684

>>1357682
I guess, but I see some happy relationships among my coworkers, so I wonder why can't I get a normal guy

No. 1357698

Who is this fucking anon who keeps tying everything into race? I'll admit it's like clicking a link and getting Rick rolled and I chuckle a bit because you wouldn't expect it to come up, but it does.

No. 1357700

>>1357675
You might have some blinders on in terms of red flags. This used to happen to me a lot and it’s because my standards were hilariously low. I had convinced myself at the time that I would only accept the best but in hindsight I realized I had meme’d myself into being attracted to dorks and losers because I was the “cool girl who saw more in them”. Do some reflecting and try and identify patterns in the guys you dated as well as yourself.

No. 1357705

>>1357698
its a male baiting anons i'm p sure

No. 1357707

I don't want to hang out at your fucking sister's house with her fucking toddler. Yes I am a bitch. I'm TIRED. I don't want to hear you sperg about sonic. I think I'd rather kill myself.
I fucking hate moids. Even the ones you think are alright turn out to be massive fucking retards that drain the life from you by talking your ear off about the most boring and retarded things. They think you love it. Everyone says I'm such a great listener. Maybe I should be more outwardly a cunt.

No. 1357708

>>1357675
Samefag but you’d be surprised at just how many people in happy relationships are actually tolerating some pretty abhorrent behavior. It’d tempting but don’t compare yourself to them. Keep trusting your gut and cutting these guys off instead of chasing them forever.

No. 1357710

>I'll admit it's like clicking a link and getting Rick rolled and I chuckle a bit because you wouldn't expect it to come up, but it does.
I think that is the point of the one posting about the french and the italians, it's a unique take.

No. 1357713

>>1357698
That one vent post yesterday about real woman anon who was going to the makeup counter and got evilly harassed by some black and brown men but ‘European men would never!1!1!’ was such obvious bait but nonnas fell for it

No. 1357719

>>1357698
Schizotroon is here.

No. 1357723

>>1357719
>Schizotroon
Idk if we get to say that after calling so many people one person really, maybe that's just be being rational.
Inb4 scrote, etc, I'll just say back oh what women can't be rational so it'll go nowhere and you know it.

No. 1357726

>>1357492
I'm in the same situation anon. I was the horrible person in the relationship and I can't stop thinking about all the times I've hurt her, and all the times I wished I could have done better. It's all I can think about. I guess the only thing we can really do is reflect on our actions and swear to do better for the next person who comes in our lives.

No. 1357731

>>1357723
Hello schizotroon. Did you fish out the hairballs out of your stinkditch today?

No. 1357733

>>1357726
I’ve done it before too and forgiving yourself is the best thing to do. People tend to repent those patterns because they believe they are somehow inherently bad, say fuck it, and continue to do the same shit over and over and feel worse and worse over time. I still wish I hadn’t treated him that way but I know he doesn’t hate me and I’ve learned not to repeat those patterns. It gets better

No. 1357737

>>1357731
Who hurt you?

No. 1357738

>>1357737
I see the hairball is making you moody.

No. 1357741

>>1357733
Do you wish he'd take you back?

No. 1357742

>>1357738
No that was a genuine question.

No. 1357777

>>1357726
Thank you for sharing anons. I guess you're right but it's a hard thing to break out of. I've calmed down a bit but I still feel like shit and like I am undeserving of love. I also think about talking to him and apologizing but I don't think it'll make things better as long as I'm still trapped in my old ways. I just wish I hadn't fucked things up and I wish he was still here but that's not possible and the only way now is forwards. But you inspire me to do better and just hope that next time I'll do things right. Also to >>1357733 I feel your pain and I hope it'll get better for you soon too. Idk I feel paralyzed sometimes and just replay certain events over and over, spacing out of conversations and viewing myself and others in a very negative light but it won't make anything better. It's really not a good place to be in. Not for you and not for the people around you who just want their friend back.

No. 1357778

Took 2 edibles and watched Avatar in 3D last night.. big mistake. Had a headache the whole time and my bf was making fun of me for being high. Stayed night at his house and have just laid in his bed all day while he’s been at work. I watched lots of “walking around japan” videos and I wonder if just looking at footage of more beautiful places can change my mood so I’m less of a loser who just lounges around. While I was high last night he just kept asking me if I was good at anything, like arts and crafts or accounting, and on the way to the movie/at the movie he just kept sexually teasing me and talking about doing dirty things to me. Between feeling sad about being a hobbyless spineless foid, and sexually frustrated to the brink of tears, I just laid in bed when we got home from the movie. Then we cuddled and kept chirping about how much we love each other. I hate drugs and I hate myself for feeling insecure and having nothing going on in my life other than a secure relationship.

No. 1357782

took a direct hit from hurricane ian and almost fucking died
I had to lay against the door to hold it shut so the wind wouldn't blow it off for 8 hours, and a tree fell on my roof
my house is less than 5 miles from the gulf idk how the storm surge didn't get us but the city next to us was completely underwater
no power or water either and my streets are flooded plus I'm running out of food but at least I'm still alive

No. 1357796

>>1357741
No but I dated him almost a decade ago at this point. He was a nice and genuine guy but there were a lot of issues on both sides that were just ignored rather than ever addressed. We were both fairly young too, 18 and 19. I really wish I hadn’t acted out on him though and had actually done the mature thing and thoughtfully communicate my concerns. I was also hung up on other guys who objectively were much worse people but I thought that pain=passion and other maladaptive shit like that. At this point we’ve both moved on and I spent many years beating myself up over it and never really moved on. Once I started working on my deep rooted self esteem issues IE the shit that actually had nothing to do with my relationships, I started improving quite a bit. If you’ve got a lot of mental health problems the bad relationships are really more of a consequence rather than a root cause of the unhappiness. Tackle the real problems first and you’ll be amazed how many other problems evaporate, including in relationships.

No. 1357820

Demons are real. I’m glad you don’t have to see them yourselves. May you never have their sight or feel them around you.

No. 1357822

>>1357782
wtf nonny I'm glad you're alive. please stay hydrated and safe

No. 1357825

>>1357820
To /x/ with you nonna, to /x/ lol

No. 1357831

It's a miracle i still can walk. It's a miracle that i'm not past the point of no return. And i have so little time for fixing it. Nobody would take care of me, ever. So i need to take care of myself right now.

No. 1357846

>>1357782
stay strong nonna. are you the same one with the disabled mother? i swear everyone should have evacuated when the govt asked them to.

No. 1357858

>>1357782
That's fucking insane. I hope things are calming down now for you Florida anons.

No. 1357861

I've been living almost without furniture for 18 months and I'm about ready to go insane. I could buy the furniture I want. It's not even expensive and I have plenty in my account. Why does it give me so much anxiety to spend like $600 on some furniture to increase my quality of life. I'm trawling craigslist and offerup trying to scavenge cheap shitty used furniture I dont even like rather than just pay for what I want. Why am I like this

No. 1357863

>>1357831
You can do it nonna! I believe in you!

No. 1357864

>>1357861
I am also a jew. On the real though, growing up poor sucks and I am guessing that is the cause.

No. 1357865

>>1357825
I just don’t want to be alone with it. They keep changing words around me to give me bad messages and taking or saying weird things to me. I don’t feel real. I’m scared I’ll do something bad again

No. 1357868

>>1357865
Yeah and I'll be here, even if I get deleted or something, it don't matter, I for one will at least be there and I think another nonna will too at least one. So just make the thread or bump one and let's be candid and open where it's more appropriate.

No. 1357871

>>1357865
Anon I really think you should speak to a professional. A medical one preferably, but maybe you could also find someone who also does witchcraft (?) to banish the demons for you.

No. 1357873

>>1357871
That's my plan, banishment online requires a lot more back and forth in my experience.

No. 1357875

>>1357873
>>1357868
My posts to be clear, and yes she said she was on medication so we may as well give it a shot.

No. 1357876

>>1357822
thank you nona some nice guys dropped water off for us earlier today so at least I have stuff to drink
>>1357858
thank you nona the national guard is here rescuing stranded people and crews are out fixing power and clearing roads so once the flood water starts going back down things should slowly get better
>>1357846
yes the disabled mother that I couldn't leave behind, we would've died for sure if the storm surge made it into my area because there is nowhere here over 2 stories for us to swim to safety
she is traumatized and regrets not evacuating so at least she now knows if we get another hurricane she needs to evacuate with me

No. 1357877

>>1357875
She? Wait now I'm confused

No. 1357881

>>1357876
samefag phone is at 40% and I've no way to charge it so I'm turning it off now, I hope the other nonas who also got hit by the hurricane are safe as well

No. 1357884

>>1357877
Why are you confused by the word she on this website?

No. 1357885

>>1357884
No I'm confused because is OP speaking in third person or am I mistaken?

No. 1357892

>>1357885
You're mistaken I am not her lol, I am an occultist sure but not really under the control of anything besides myself, never have been really besides maybe the church kek.

No. 1357893

>>1357820
>>1357865
Inshallah, I hope things get better for you as well as me.

No. 1357896

>>1357893
Bless you nonna, maybe I should light candles for you both tonight.

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>>1356162
wait for real for real?

No. 1357904

>>1357864
Oh shit, I did grow up poor.
Maybe I should get instagram or something, i have been watching youtube vids of apt tours and they're not that helpful. I don't even know how to furnish an apartment, like, what my options are. I've always had curbside sourced furniture. I just want my place to be comfy and less depressing.

No. 1357905

>>1357896
Much appreciated. I'll pray to Archangel Gabriel for you tonight.

No. 1357912

>>1357904
Yeah it's the being poor thing. I only have furniture right now because my bed is a japanese futon, and my friend was the previous tenant so she gave me all the stuff she didn't move with. I'm missing a dining table, chairs, bedroom furniture and even clothes hangers, but I know I'm pinching my pennies so hard because I was homeless the beginning of this year. I'm still going to pay her back for all of it because I feel anxious if I don't. What helps is just keeping the items I'd like in an amazon wishlist. Watching interior design youtubers helps me too. I like to watch multiple channels to get a good idea of what is universally bad interior design.

No. 1357925

I just cooked such an amazing shrimp rice boil. Had peppers and tomato’s and fish stock and it was sew good

No. 1357986

it's amazing that everything i say i don't want to happen in my life, ends up happening in my life.
i said: i don't want to go to college for this certain degree. 2 years later i succumbed to family pressure and ended up getting the degree. i said: fine i'm going to college but i won't work in this field. and then what happened? 3 unhappy years in this damn profession. i said i don't want to date a moid and i don't want to get married or have kids. fast forward and then i'm dating a moid who desperately wants to marry me and have 2 kids. seriously wtf, what's next? living until 80?

No. 1357990

I’m sorry but why is it that women who used to be overweight, not even really like morbid but obese and then lose weight are often trying so hard to live out their lost mean girls fantasy. Not only are they too dorky for it to mean anything but you can just tell they’re repeating everything their bullies said to them back at everyone else. It’s so—

No. 1357992

>>1357990
>It’s so—
Weight sperged and candlejack gotcha huh?

No. 1357997

>>1357222
I don't watch the Simpsons and sorry if I didn't feel like being "silly" about some cunt chasing off a possible rape victim. I called one person a troon, you, because that seemed like something he would say. Usually women don't crack jokes when talking about rape. Maybe try being less scrotey next time and you won't come across as a moid.

No. 1357998

>>1357997
Nta but this post suddenly made it click why /ot/ was so full of goofy fun today, you were gone.

No. 1358004

>>1357986
dear god dont have kids if you dont want to anon you'll be like breaking mom and possibly kermit. also this economy is so shit i cant believe people really believe their little shit would be good enough to keep up with a high paying job to just sustain life.

No. 1358011

>>1357992
Wow blast from the past

No. 1358020

>>1358011
Legit thinking of bringing him back for when I capture a weightsperg slapfight in progress just to try and confuse nonnies into shutting that kind of thing naturally.

No. 1358025

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Very interesting the way abusive people are very, very desperate to socially engineer a network of people to isolate you and do their best to be over you and in control of your life at all times. They’re terrified of people liking you, of you making friends, of you living a normal life. They try to drag as many people as possible into their histrionic theater and do so in such a calculating and manipulative way. I would like to know why the people they get in board help them carry out some form of emotional abuse. Surely these people have to realize they’re pawns, right? That the abuser is only using them for personal gain and doesn’t actually view them as anything above a stepping stone, fabricating and forcing a camaraderie so they get what they want? Why are they so desperate to gaslight their victims and try so hard to make others believe they’re some sort of threat? The whole thing is so ridiculous and obvious, so why do these people that go along with it do so? Do they want to be nlogs so bad, or to feel like they’re on some shitty sitcom? Life so empty they crave the drama they create? I will never understand the driving force behind it.

No. 1358030

>>1357992
It’s just interesting to me that when skinny people get fat they usually become humbled or whatever and when fat people get skinny they decide to unleash all their rage and terrorism onto people who want nothing to do with them

No. 1358031

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>>1358025
Hurt people hurt people.

No. 1358044

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Just finished talking to a friend and we were talking about things that were stressful in our lives. I joked "so I guess basically what we're saying is that being in your 20s sucks" and she said "well actually I think I'm doing really well right now." And she started talking about her life and how well she was doing and I was really happy for her, especially because I know in college her mental health was really bad. I just couldn't help comparing my life to hers while she described it and feeling so shitty about myself. It's not that I wish she was doing worse, but I just thought everyone was struggling in their 20s and it wasn't just me. She has friends in her city that participate in all her interests with her, a boyfriend, and just quit her job and is looking for a remote one where she can be flexible with her hours. Meanwhile I one friend where I live and the only thing we have in common is that we work in the same field so I can't do much else with her besides get dinner and talk about work (and sometimes I really don't want to talk about that), work a 40-hour job that is killing my mental health and doesn't offer me a lot of flexibility to travel, and I'm so tired that I barely have time to socialize. She said, "I really admire people like you who can work really stressful, scary jobs because you're really passionate about something" but I don't even know if I'm passionate about my job anymore- I just can't back out since I sunk two years and a ton of money in grad school for it.

I keep telling myself it's temporary and I just need to weather through it. I haven't been working for very long. But what if it isn't temporary? I've reached a point where everyday I say "I want to die" at least once lol and it feels like a waste to be this miserable all the time when I could be enjoying life. Aren't your 20s when you're supposed to be doing fun shit? I know she put in a lot of effort to make friends, so then I feel that's my issue. It feels like I'm this miserable because I'm just not trying hard enough.

No. 1358046

I'm so lonely. So immensely and painfully lonely. It's unending. I've never been able to break this fucking curse. I'll be alone until the day I die, which is soon, hopefully. I hope I have some genetic defect in my heart that takes me suddenly, or that a vein in my brain pops and I just go. I hate having been born. I hate that I have lived this long. Please god just let me die. I'm too old to change now, but even when I wasn't, all I wanted was to not be lonely, but I couldn't. I barely exist now. I'm almost not real. Death can't come soon enough.

No. 1358047

>>1358030
Nah ya have a good point there actually, it's so weird that people will just regurgitate their own trauma onto others and then act like they can talk down about anyone else. Repeating your own source of pain is just weak, it's just the sign of a person who can't cope any other way and needs to feel in control. If it makes it any better, even if those types seem to have good lives they don't. They will find ways to make themselves miserable 24/7 instead of seeking out happiness.
>>1358044
>It feels like I'm this miserable because I'm just not trying hard enough.
Not trying in the right places, I know you've probably heard this a thousand times by now but hobbies with groups is the best way to find friends.
>>1358046
> I'm too old to change now
LIAR you are not, you stop that kind of doomposting in your own head. Anyone and everyone can change! Think of all the funny internet pictures you would miss if you died now, but yeah I am lonely too hence why I offer support in the vent thread kek.

No. 1358048

>>1358030
Observation/confirmation bias. I've seen people say the opposite. It isn't that consistent.

No. 1358050

I want to alog the concept of confirmation bias but I don't know how so I am going to go mope instead.

No. 1358055

>>1358047
I go to the vent thread when I feel alone too. I really wish I had good female friends IRL. At least, I have my parents and my online LDR boyfriend. I really do feel that anon though and relate to that feeling of not really existing.

No. 1358059

>>1358055
I'm at a period in my life where I have few friends, I know how that goes. I'm just very picky now in my old age is all.

No. 1358064

>>1358047
Yeah I’ve heard the hobby group idea a lot. And I do think it’s valid. I just don’t even know what hobby group I’d want to join. And honestly I think I just try so hard at my job and at trying to keep my mental health from tanking that I don’t have the energy to make friends right now. I guess that’s a sign that I shouldn’t be so worried about friends right now anyway. It would only stress me out more probably. It sounds like I’m making a lot of excuses and maybe I am. Just had to vent a little about how shitty I was feeling about myself. Thanks for listening.

No. 1358065

>>1358064
Sometimes all ya need is someone to listen.

No. 1358067

I have no friends. I really wish I had friends. People seem to enjoy my company enough, but it never seems to evolve into a real bond. I'm sure it's a problem with my own lack of initiative but people don't often feel like they respond well enough when I try to take that step. I never feel a sense of relief or accomplishment for having done it. I have too much fear for rejection that I convince myself everything is rejection. I really hate myself in those moments because I know this fear is very easy to read on my face and it feels like my insecurity is physically seeping out of my pores. Alcohol is the only thing I've found that helps, but that's no way to live and it's not like I can get drunk in every social setting. I'm going to spend my entire life without any human companionship because of my own immaturity and shortcomings.

No. 1358069

>>1358031
Yes that’s totally exactly what causes someone to be an abusive sociopath thank you for your riveting contribution about male behavior.

No. 1358070

>>1358046
Anyone can pull themselves out of the trenches

No. 1358072

>>1358065
Your ‘ya’ing is so annoying I feel like you’re a namefag whenever I read your posts

No. 1358083

>>1357912
I'm going to do it, I'm going to spend like $600 on furniture. Part of it is winterization though so it actually saves money and will keep me from freezing to death, which pleases my inner jew.
It's kind of crazy but used furniture isn't even much cheaper than new. People are assholes on these apps. And god knows what they did to it.

No. 1358095

I've witnessed so much mental illness today that it's exhausted me, but also made me more self aware of my own toxic habits so I hope I can be a better person just from this encounter alone. Hard to look at yourself in the mirror sometimes, but it's worth it

No. 1358101

I'm seeing this moid who's bad in bed, doesn't share my interests, is kinda distant, is an uptight over achiever and thinks I should be one too, etc. But he's 10/10 hot, like the second hottest guy I've ever been with, so I have a gigantic crush on him despite all of his bad qualities. I'm so superficial. The hottest guy I've been with was the same, an absolute shitbag of a person but I dated him for 5 months just because of his looks. My ex gf was the same too, an absolute cardboard cutout of a person but I dated her for 8 months. Why am I like this. Logically I know this guy is not compatible with me in any way shape or form but my monkey brain sees him and goes unga bunga yes good. I try to hyperfocus on his bad qualities to make myself like him less but it hasn't helped yet. I hate myself.

No. 1358113

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I am thinking of selling myself out. Feeling like i am being pressured into it now that all of my streamer/ content creator friends and mutuals end up having lewd content as a clickbait or roleplaying as viewers girlfriend in order to lure them. I am so tired of it all. My friend went from a cute, chatty japanese girl into a '' streaming asmr-only where i pretend to be your gf '' and making this content her entire personality, but because of that she has high viewership and is getting donations and all of the crap off her wishlist. I really joined the twitch crowd for the wrong reasons, huh, after all you seem to be able to 'make it' only by doing things above. All i do is draw and talk to my viewers while playing niche games. I don't even see them as numbers but as my replacement for friends.

No. 1358117

i just wish i could hang out with all you lovely anons

No. 1358118

>>1358113
if this is just a hobby and way to socialize then big numbers aren't the goal. if this is how you make a living… maybe it's time for a more traditional job and for this to be a hobby, it's sad you feel like you need to sell out your body for views if I'm reading this right. I hope you don't feel this way long.

No. 1358119

It's at times kinda aggravating to have social circles overlapping with cows discussed here so you have a lot of milk and can confirm rumors but since you don't have any direct proof you can't add anything to the thread, or when you do you're called a liar and people rather believe the unhinged schizo poster.

No. 1358120

>>1351685
I wish my parents would learn to communicate without yelling. Like, come downstairs and talk to me; don't just scream into the basement and expect I'll respond

No. 1358121

>>1358117
Misguided

No. 1358123

I feel so panicked and doomed. It just clicked that on top of my depression and social anxiety that are both diagnosed, that I basically have OCD. The hair pulling (trich) and my binge eating disorder are both so severe and it just clicked that they both fall under OCD. I really can't handle having all these issues. Took me years to get to a normal place with my SA only to develop these new issues. Medicines have never helped either. The bad days outweigh the good by a long shot and I am spiraling out of control. Feeling like I'll never find love, get married, have kids. Feeling like I will never feel secure financially or in my career no matter what goals I manage to achieve. I feel like I'm just going to get worse mentally with age and probably become a paranoid schizo who also went from skinny to obese because I couldn't control my BED and I'll have no eyebrows because I picked them to the point of them never growing back. I have so much fear and sadness that I carry with me daily and most people don't see it and think I'm happy , successful, and fairly normal. The ones who know how severely depressed I am like my parents don't fully understand and could never understand the mental gymnastics I have to deal with. All of this on top of the crippling urge to die because despite my introvertedness, I am severely depressed over being friendless and basically nonexistent. The only thing stopping me from ending my life is because my parents already lost one child and I don't want my dad to find my dead body because for some reason he loves me. And I for some reason believe in God and I've been told my whole life killing myself will destine me to hell. My medicine won't even let me cry this shit out of me.

No. 1358124

I wish i didnt had the attention span of a goldfish, i dont know if its ADHD or anxiety but it came to the point where i cant sit and read a book anymore.

No. 1358130

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Bodyshaming doesn’t really bother me personally although I obviously hate to see people dehumanizing women. Like any sort of dysmorphia directed at me does not hurt me in the way people want it to stick. After years of anorexia and orthorexia, I just don’t care. I’m getting too old to care. I think once you reach your late or mid-20s if you don’t find compassion or empathy and get your head out of your ass you’re doomed to shuffle around the earth an empty husk repeating your casual cruelties and projections over and over like you’re in middle school. I am embarrassed for people my age and older than me that still tether themselves to being a bully. If I want to go back to restricted and obsessing over fitness I can, at any time. I just think it’s funny that people try soo hard to chip away at what they perceive as your insecurities because that’s all they have going for them.

No. 1358131

I have a close relative who is trying to get into the sovereign citizens movement. It's crazy. My relative acts like David Straight is a fucking genius. I hate this. Same shit different fucking packaging.

No. 1358137

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I asked a question in the stupid question thread (how to hang out with a moid only as a friend), anons told me it's impossible. Unsurprisingly, you were all right. He literally only wanted to fuck me. I'm just glad nothing bad happened to me and I got home after setting the record straight, but I'm disappointed. I really thought we were friends, I knew him for years, but oh fucking well. I wish I had female friends here.

No. 1358140

>>1358137
I told you bitch but nooo you had to argue

No. 1358144

>>1358137
If they don't get it after being told you're not sexually interested in them, you should drop them as a friend because they don't respect you as a person

No. 1358146

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>>1358137
didn't read that thread but i am sorry for you, nonny. sometimes you have to learn it the hard way. men will always hide their ways of wanting to hook up with you or date you, in fact even online moids do that, they instantly start throwing pages of their love confessions to you the second you break up with someone, after all they need nudes from you.
it happened to me too, during a hangout with my childhood friend we were passing by his apartament, he told he needs to grab a book really quick, inviting if i would like to wait for him there just to end up getting assaluted. the thing that saved me was that i told him i am on periods. next time, be careful and aware around moid 'friends'. even the ones who lean towards men more than women are toxic, in fact, every bi/gay men i talked to always were the worst drama-obsessed magnets, and it's not even about any celeb drama, they would always want to gossip about our own or their own friends and make shit up. even the most 'wholesome and nice men' always feel the need to fuck you or date you.

No. 1358147

>>1358121
i said lovely anons, bitch

No. 1358153


No. 1358158

>>1358147
Friends on lolcow would never be a good idea

No. 1358168

>>1358137
Sorry, nona. I've dropped and ghosted guys over the years because of this type of shit. I hate how they pretend to be your friend just to try to fuck you. Glad nothing bad happen. Drink some water and let it all out, you'll feel better.
>>1358146
>even the most 'wholesome and nice men' always feel the need to fuck you or date you.
They act like just because you smiled at them equals a written invitation.

No. 1358190

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Holy kek. I commented on a youtube video in which a guy said that women who don't like genuine compliments from random men are insecure and low quality and they should not project their shitty experiences with men onto other "good quality, actually attractive" women who definitely like getting compliments from randos on the street. He claims all "biologically healthy" women should appreciate these compliments. I said it's hypocritical to say women can't assume how other women feel about random compliments and then in the same breath say how the women actually feel or should feel according to him. I said I don't like compliments from ugly men because I feel biologically repulsed by them kek. I also said he sounds like a typical normie man despite being an autist and he's no special. And that made him fucking fuming, he wrote a response in which he calls me a bitch like two times
Now he uploaded a new video about my comment. This is getting fun although I almost feel guilty for triggering the autist so hard lmao

No. 1358192

>>1358190
Forgot to add
>Its a fact, not a story
This is my favourite part

No. 1358193

>>1358190
>I said I don't like compliments from ugly men because I feel biologically repulsed by them kek.
Based lmao men always seethe when you use their evopsych against them.

No. 1358200

>>1358190
I wonder how do such men feel about unattractive women being attracted to them. I'm fortunate I live in an area where I've never seen this happen because it's considered inappropriate to just hit up random strangers on the street without a good reason.

No. 1358201

>>1358190
Something I realized recently is this emphasis on biological determinism which extremely online moids love allows them to disregard any sense of agency/responsibility

No. 1358203

>>1358190
The only compliments I appreciate from randos are from women and physiotherapists commenting on my posture.

No. 1358204

>>1358190
someone should make accounts with ugly gay scrotes as pfp and start cattcalling him on the comments to see how he will feel

No. 1358218

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>>1357012
bitch i literally make my own videogames/art, you truly dont know how bad the videogame and art community is until you actually have to interact with them, good luck trying to find programmers for a small project that arent either troons or incels.
>>1356928
at this point it's worthless to be hyped for a big release, and i mostly just pirate them because i am not giving my money to greedy companies anymore.
>>1357042
twitter crowd discovering Moral Orel hit me like a train, specially how they tried to transwash some characters and how some underage Tifs fell in love with the dad, peak zoomie behaviour to take something serious and turn it into meme shit for massive consumption.
>>1357085
i didnt add this because i didnt wanna sound like a coomer but i agree, when i was younger i used to be deeply involved in the yaoi culture(had a radio show about yaoi and several blogs) but i started to distance myself from it when it got infested with moralists, it's so annoying we can't have anything good.
> scrotes colonized cute boys with their femboy trap coomerism anyway
this one is the one that i hate the most, i swear every male character thats not a hairy bara or is slightly nerdy/cute gets called a femboy nowadays.
>>1357162
i play a bunch of older stuff, i recently started playing the PS2 GTA games, i was waiting for the remake to play all of them but you know what happened…. I just wish i could look forward newer games, i swear everything is either multiplayer, some generic AAA sci-fi crap, some western visual novel with a dumb gimmick and a rougue like.

No. 1358225

>>1358190
>has no control over
kek how can he not control his mouth, like just close your lips

No. 1358234

>>1358200
gay scrotes should start doing us a favour and start catcalling straight men

No. 1358237

>>1358234
This would end up with them being hate crimed probably but I also agree with you nona

No. 1358243

>>1358137
I remember your post nonna, it's always really hard to wrap your head around the fact someone you enjoy spending time with only does that to eventually have sex with you. So dehumanizing.

No. 1358244

There's a woman I've met recently. Her mannerisms are very gentle and she's very soft-spoken and she seems very sweet. Anyway, I've noticed just now that she has a condition which I also have. Basically she's balding. The area around her part is thinning and at certain angle where the light strikes her head directly it looks like she has a bald spot on her crown. I'm sure it's Androgena Alopecia. It makes sense now why she styles her hair in a way where she parts her hair to the side so it's not so noticeable. It made me feel very bad for staring, and I started to feel sorry for her because I can also relate. On top of that she is obese. I really hope she doesn't feel too insecure about her overall appearance and has found ways of coping with it. Yeah maybe I'm assuming shit and maybe she doesn't care about all these things but what if she doesn't? I can't help but feel pity and she reminded me of myself.

No. 1358257

>>1358218
I feel bad for you. Btw it’s not hard to find a dev if your art is good

No. 1358259

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I wish I could be friends with my therapist in real life. It's really retarded and will never happen and I'll probably just get stuck into paying her forever just to have that one hour in a week with someone I feel comfortable with. She sometimes mentions little things about her own life that we have in common, I guess to make me feel less alienated and alone in how I feel but it makes me feel so much closer to her. She said recently that she could see our work together ending soon-ish because of the progress I've made and just the very idea of that made me cry. Part of me that seems like the reasonable one thinks that I really should discuss that with her so I don't get stuck in this weird one sided dependency but I'm terrified that if I do so, she will stop ever sharing anything about herself and it will become uncomfortable. IDK what to do… has any other anon been in similar situation?

No. 1358268

>>1358158
ayrt i have a few friends from here irl.

No. 1358270

>>1358257
>i feel bad for you
Why?

No. 1358271

>>1358270
Nta but probably because you seem nuts

No. 1358272

>>1358218
kek well, for the most of my professional career I've been in the gaming industry and yeah there are some retards in both art and programming but it's a small minority IRL. But if you get to know some genderspecials and incels then of course through them you can only get to know more genderspecials and more incels, it's tough to leave that bubble, it's still just a bubble though. In gamedev thread on /m/ someone mentioned gamejams, I've met a lot of normal and very driven people in this environment; honestly anything that would take you out certain very specific internet wanna-be-dev bubble would show you real world is not like this. If you live in a city that has a technical university, you could look at any open workshops or meet-ups with professionals they organize, these are an amazing opportunity to do some networking. Additionally, if you have a strong working concept that will show others that you're serious about your project, you'll be that much more likely to attract other people that are serious and professional. I get it why you're disilusioned but it's nowhere as bleak as you seem to be seeing it.

No. 1358275

There is some mentally ill guy on the train that constantly screams about immigrants, fighting and some religious shit and everyone is scared and wants him to shut tf up i wish i din't have to take the train to work because there is always those garbage people there just stfu and don't go outside stop bothering people

No. 1358277

>>1358190
I'm just listening to his response and he's so dramatic, I love how he breaks around 4 minute and is like FUCK YOU BITCH DURRRR FUCKKK YOUU kek

No. 1358284

>>1357998
Lol this isn't even my hangout thread, last time I was here was like #135 and I left because the majority of the people who hangout here suck. Don't blame me for the toxicity, it's because most of you are unsocialized NEET losers who grew up sheltered and afraid of the world. Now you've all turned into feral little friendless losers who can't interact with normal society anymore, this place is like an amalgamation of the worst female personality types.

No. 1358303

>>1358190
>>1358277
Kek, what does he expect? 99% of the time when a dude gives a woman a "compliment" he's just indirectly stating he wants to fuck her. If she's not attracted to him, why tf would she not be repulsed? What a pathetic loser. He wants to pretend like men just stroll up to woman (like other woman do) and give them genuine compliments. "I noticed you're fuckable and want to fuck you" isn't a compliment.

No. 1358315

>>1357997
The fuck, nona? I literally made a joke about you bashing her into oblivion and AGREED with your post about her actions. Yeah, the other nona that replied to you was right and /ot/ was more fun without people like you. I won't call you a moid or bring you down for being rude though.

No. 1358323

>>1358315
I don't hang out on ot, I haven't been here in months because most of you are assholes, like the women mocking a rape victim. Typical ot shit though blame everyone else for why your corner of lolcow sucks.

No. 1358326

>>1358315
Samefag but oh yes I'm sure ot is great with the copious amount of infighting, sperging, making fun of legitimate schizo nonas and egging on the suicidal ones and calling rape victims liars. Get real, this place is always a fucking cesspool of the bottom of the barrel type of societal outcasts. Again don't blame the shitty environment you cunts have cooked up over the years because this isn't even my hangout.

No. 1358339

>>1358168
>They act like just because you smiled at them equals a written invitation.
It's projection. Men only see the women they want to fuck as human (even that is debatable) and only give them their attention and kindness, which is why they think women who are nice to them are the same. Meanwhile we're socialized to see these vile subhumans as equal to us and unfortunately have to learn the hard way why we can't be friends with them.

No. 1358343

I fucked up at work the other day and only just now realized it. Someone came in to pick up some newspapers but my manager didn't know which ones, just that they were probably in the storage room. I accidentally gave them the box of like a year's worth a coworker was saving. A tiny part of me was like "just pretend you didn't do anything." But I'm going to just be honest and let my coworker know. I don't know how important they were. We have an actual archives upstairs I would think we keep more in, plus we receive several copies each time we get the paper but I'm sick from anxiety that I'm going to get yelled at or written up over a dumb misunderstanding.

No. 1358344

I was going to vent about accidentally saying jeffery during drunk sex last night I've been watching Dahmer like a sped over and over again for four days straight but it just got me thinking about these moments where I become hyperfixated with serial killers. I relate to quite a few feelings, thoughts and experiences they admit to having once they're caught. I get stuck thinking about having an uncontrollable urge to kill and desecrate a corpse for sexual pleasure or morbid curiousity. It's fucked up and being a woman with these thoughts is getting unbearably isolating. I acknowledge that in reality I'm more likely to be a victim of a horrific crime like that and it puts my mind in two places at once. It fucks with me endlessly. Every moment of silence I have my mind instantly goes to death/murder and sex. I am a schizo and my gore addiction has been spiraling out of control for a year so that's been making things worse. I watched investigation discovery every chance I got as a kid so I never analyzed my obsession with killers beyond school shooters. It all feels like I become attached to because these thoughts feel so fucked up that I can't be open about them through my own mouth. I've been open with my husband but he admitted he's a little of scared of me afterwards so never again kek. Since I'm not a disgusting entitled monster who would kill a another human for my own erotic desires and morbid curiousity I'm just going to internalize this until I can get a therapist and meds.

No. 1358345

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>>1358344
this you?

No. 1358346

>>1358344
I don't think there's any point in beating yourself up over your thoughts, anon, even if they're fucked up. If there's no risk of you acting on them, it's safe to just let it be. You're not a deranged moid

No. 1358351

>>1358343
Mistakes happen. You said yourself the manager wasn't sure which newspapers were correct. Be honest but don't beat yourself up over it, because there's no point to it.

No. 1358354

>>1358344
>I am a schizo and my gore addiction has been spiraling out of control for a year so that's been making things worse.

Yeah you should get help before you hurt someone else or yourself. You're whole post screams ''warning signs'' before something serious happens.
Reminds of that tiktoker who killed her sister who made a bunch of edgy posts about being homicidal and wanting to kill but no one took her seriously until she ended up slashing her disabled sisters throat.

No. 1358359

I have an irrational hatred for a moid co-worker. For background, I work in the gaming industry, and a few weeks back we hired a new dev. Everyone in my work is relatively normal (except for this bitch in HR who keeps trying to push queer crap into the game and who called JKR a transphobe, yawn), but this guy instantly set off my dickhead-alarm.

For starters, he was introduced as having worked extensively with a trans activist organisation on some VR project (maybe it's a virtual reality orchiectomy, how fun), and I looked it up, and it's of course the typical shit with a transwoman lead, trans women are women, privilege this, privilege that.

The guy doesn't seem to be an AGP but for sure is deep in post-modernist/woke garbage. He has this RIDICULOUS hair style where one side is way longer than the other and he constantly has to flick his head to get it out of his eyes. Why did we hire this guy? There are so many devs in the world. Did we have to pick the biggest most cucked faggot we could find? I assume this is the work of that bitch in HR.

He kind of has an AGP smirk in his slack profile picture, I want to punch him right in his doughy flock-of-seagulls-wannabe face. He hasn't done anything to me yet other than just exist as a misogynist, but then again I haven't interacted with him, either (I have a do not interact policy with people I can detect are idiots). I just wish he'd go fuck a tranny and fuck off.

No. 1358368

>>1358354
Since I acknowledge the consequences of murder (biggest one being ending another humans life and ruining their families lives forever) I don't feel like I'm going to kill anyone. I feel sick even thinking about anyone's family member being known as "my victim". It's incredibly fucked up forcing that kind of trauma onto anyone. I don't have an uncontrollable urge to kill and I'm chronically ill so I don't have the energy nor strength to carry out a murder. The problem with kids like that I feel is that they don't really understand how serious taking another humans life is. These aren't simply edgy feelings with no understanding of how fucked up it would be to actually murder someone. The reality of murder and the consequences are ever present in my mind.

No. 1358376

>>1358344
>woman wanting to fuck a corpse
This makes no sense to me.

No. 1358385

i got covid, i think, for the first time and it's weird. It was so mild for a week i though i was immune but now it's horrible. My tonsils are disgusting and it smells like infection. If i die i'm gonna haunt my retarded bf forever for giving this shit to me, he always catches every disease and brings it home… Now we live together i'm fucked I never catch anything in public places but his shitty immune system is a magnet for it. And he's like "noo my immunity is great!" motherfucker is ill 3x a year. I'm ill for the first time in like 10 years.

No. 1358392

>>1358344
I can somewhat imagine where hybristophiliacs come from Aileen Wuronos, I can understand monsterfuckers, but why the fuck a corpse?

No. 1358397

>>1358376
I feel like the desire orginially came from me denying my sexuality and wanting to be sexually intimate with a woman without anyone even that woman knowing or having proof that it happened. I was abused regularly for "acting and dressing" like a "dyke" growing up so actually being attracted to women fucked with me intensely.

No. 1358399

>>1358397
NTA, but are you actually attracted to your husband, or did you get with him out of obligation? I could honestly believe this would be the consequence of repressing sexual orientation.

No. 1358400

>>1358344
nonna i've been there when i was younger. I even had a necklace with a serial killer on it kek. But when i got over 21 my brain somehow changed inside and i started to value life more. Other people's lives but mostly mine and killing somebody would just ruin your life as well as theirs. It's good that you know you'll never do it and you're not alone. More women have these feelings than you know but just as you, they don't talk about it. Thinking about killing is a trauma coping mechanism for me since i was kid. You definitely need to stop watching gore. I watched it because i didn't want to be scared of anything back then, but i stopped and now it makes me really sick to see it. You brain will get better once you stop indulging in gore.
The bad feelings won't go away completley but it'll get much better if you focus on better things.

No. 1358413

>>1358346
You need therapy skank that was not the post to joke about and I wanna vent how a literal fucking serial killer amount of red flags is not the time to go
>Oho women never hurt anyone
I genuinely hope that you get caught in a dark alleyway with an unhinged cat lady and her cats chew on your bones.

Seriously I won't call that out elsewhere but even as a joke you came across as a pure, unhinged lunatic incel if you just switch one word moid with foid, so knock that shit off when it's actually someone saying
>I jack it to gore and worship Jeffrey Dahmer
Cope by calling them a man next time retard.
Go take a bath too I can smell your neet stink from here.(Tranny spammer)

No. 1358417

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I'm smelling something alright, but it's not >>1358346

No. 1358418

>>1358399
I am genuinely attracted to him. We've been together for ten years (five long distance). I didn't expect to meet a male I was attracted to but he was my first genuine crush on a male. We talk about it pretty often he's very supportive/understanding. It's something that I feel I need therapy for to accept and move on with my life. I think it still bothers me because I know my family thinks since I have a husband I'm straight/it was all a phase and will be beyond severely disappointed if I ever admit to those feelings again.
>>1358400
Thank you for saying this. I've been working on watching gore less the urge comes and goes. I try to watch horror films to replace watching actual gore when the feeling arises. Ive heard from others that as they've gotten older they've been able to handle gore less too so I do hope that hits for me and over powers the urge to seek out that content.

No. 1358428

>>1358413
>skank, insane cat ladies
you sound equally unhinged and even more than that anon, you sound like a loser moid, oh and before you come for me with you retarded reply i was calling out that anon too.

No. 1358429

>>1358097
Did I make this post? I've had such an unreasonably difficult life. So certain things like housing or job insecurity trigger me into really bad anxiety, and then people act like I'm the bitch. No dude I just don't want to be homeless again. I don't have much sympathy when people from privileged backgrounds say they have issues and anxiety and depression and other crap and make it into an excuse as to why they're incompetent assholes. I had way more issues than they can ever believe possible and I had to suck it up and keep it inside because no one cares. Some rich kids can talk about how their mommy was dismissive towards their art project and we're supposed to cry for them, but the minute you get into serious abuse and issues from grinding poverty everyone acts like you're the asshole for bringing it up, or acts like it was all your fault.

As far as other people go, they always hurt me. I can try my best and they will always put in zero effort and treat me as an afterthought, fuck me over, and then if I get mad about being used I'm the asshole. But you say one comment that they misinterpret and they demand an apology from you and act like you slapped their mother, but they can stab you in the back and kick you when you're down and it's just haha oopsies yeah though nbd. I'm tired of being considerate towards others when no one is considerate towards me.

No. 1358431

>>1358413
> youre a unhinged lunatic incel if you just switch one word moid with foid
why are moids so fragile lmao take your own advice and go shower.

No. 1358434

>>1358418
>It's something that I feel I need therapy for to accept and move on with my life. I think it still bothers me because I know my family thinks since I have a husband I'm straight/it was all a phase and will be beyond severely disappointed if I ever admit to those feelings again.
Therapy is definitely a good call. I wonder if you could flip a switch in your brain or trick it into getting over it, by some form of exposure. Like giving a woman a massage or something (nothing sexual), to get over the taboo of touching a woman.

No. 1358436

I've been seeing a guy who is almost perfect in every sense (not as in he's a perfect human, but he is what I envision and want out of a partner) for the last few months but my innate distrust of men is preventing us from taking things further and seriously. I can't open up to him and let him see sides of me that only family have seen. I want to trust him but I can't because I'm aware of natural male nature. I'm also inexperienced and never dated before him so I worry that my lack of experience is making me miss something that someone more aware would normally catch onto.

No. 1358441


No. 1358443

>>1352358
Same nonna

No. 1358454

>>1358443
i've been struggling with my ptsd lately and my mom is pressuring me to tell my dad about how i was raped in college because he "needs to know", despite me telling her that i don't even feel comfortable in a room alone with him because he did sexually abusive things to me as a child (making me sleep alone with him in just my underwear as a child and spooning me, making sexual comments about my body as a teenager, sneaking into my room pulling my covers off and looking at my naked sleeping body as a teen, mom knows and copes for reasons why im "being dramatic"). why would a man who took advantage of me even care that another moid did? why does my mom cape for my monster father? i hate my parents.

No. 1358462

>>1358434
Yeah I've never had friendships with women that didn't end up intense romantically still never lead to anything seriously physical like sex or making out and I haven't had any female friends at all in a few years so I think that's been heavily contributing to my issues. I'm hypersexual so I can have intense compulsive sexual thoughts about women I'm around and it makes me uncomfortable so I've been avoiding having personal relationships with women platonic or otherwise. I've been actively trying to change that recently by making plans to hang out with some girls I met. I'm hoping that exposure will help? It's strange to think about the fact that I've never had any close platonic relationships with women since my parents assumed I was gay I wasn't allowed to hangout with any of my female friends growing up. I've been forcing myself to avoid other women because I feel like I'm too fucked up and sexualize them like a man would. Talking about it now..I have come to the realization that let myself be tricked into thinking I was a predatory dyke.

No. 1358497

>>1358462
>I'm hypersexual so I can have intense compulsive sexual thoughts about women I'm around and it makes me uncomfortable so I've been avoiding having personal relationships with women platonic or otherwise.
I can relate to that, I'm not exactly sure how to deal with that myself yet. Logically I know it's not on par with scrotes probably, but for some reason their hypersexuality is completely accepted.
>I'm hoping that exposure will help?
Probably. Especially since you've never had any close platonic relationships with women yet, so there's enough to work on.

No. 1358500

Whenever my brother doesn't right away hear what I'm saying when I start telling him a joke or a story, a simple "sorry, what did you say?" isn't enough. He always has such a hostile and annoyed bark to his voice when he goes "what!?" at me, which completely ruins my mood and wish to talk to him. I usually just tell him to forget it, it's not important, but he pushes me to repeat myself and then acts unimpressed and bored no matter what I say. I have a feeling he's doing it on purpose, so today when it happened I refused to repeat myself and just told him to get over it and left the room. He's now super pissed, stomping around and making passive aggressive huffs at me for not reacting to him. Fucking baby.

No. 1358502

>>1358500
That's how you mind break a moid right there, good job nonna!

No. 1358503

>>1358500
lol what a retard, you gotta do this everytime… i hate brothers

No. 1358505

>>1358436
If you want a real relationship with someone you will have to take your walls down. If you really feel like he could be a good partner don’t shut it down before he even has a chance to. I understand the hesitation but painting people with broad strokes of assumptions will only keep you from building the life you want to have. Being vulnerable and open with him doesn’t mean you have to fully commit yourself to him forever either. Breaking up purely due to fear is one of the most self destructive things you can do to yourself.
In terms of red flags I think you take a step back and view things objectively. Did things move super fast (like ‘I love you’s’ two weeks in)? Did he talk about serious commitments early on in the relationship even if you weren’t comfortable? Does he act differently around people he can’t gain anything from? Does he respect your boundaries? Can you tell him no to things and he doesn’t get upset? Is he genuinely interested in what you have to say? This is by no means a comprehensive list but these are some things I try to keep in the back of my head while dating someone new. Good luck nonna and allow yourself to be a little more vulnerable.

No. 1358506

>>1358503
I just love how, the first time she does it he completely melts down. The fucking spazz, they try to say they're the logical, emotionless ones but no, for any hysterical woman you point to you will usually see trauma in her past while with men you'll see the exact opposite, coddling.
Sure some trauma men are hysterical but not like the example we are talking about and they usually cry, not seethe so why even handmaiden them outside of a spoiler?

No. 1358510

>>1358502
>>1358503
>>1358506
Kek, thank you. I don't know why I try to have a good relationship with him in the first place. Probably just for the sake of peace until I can move out. Gonna keep ignoring him for my own good, see how long it takes before his tantrum ends.

No. 1358512

>>1358510
>see how long it takes before his tantrum ends.
Never if you play your cards right KEK

No. 1358517

>>1358512
What if next time he tries to talk to me I angrily say "what!?" at him?

No. 1358520

>>1358517
Then you have to do the chest pump arms back thing frat dudes have and 'bullymaxx' him or whatever those faggot scrotes call it now lmfao, love it.

No. 1358524

Idk what's with all that "go on tinder and find boyfriend there". I was watching my housemate swiping girls and they were just stunning, 0 uggos. Like, lol, with my appearance I'll get 10 bot likes and 1 match from human trafficker. I guess I should give up on dating without even trying.

No. 1358529

>>1358524
>thinking tinder is for anything other than hookups at this point
Anon, I…
Dating apps have been taken over by pickup artist scrotes and sluts, there is no romance to be found on any of them. I wish I had a better suggestion for you, it's hard to date these days period.

No. 1358533

>>1358469
Thank you it's been on my mind for a while…I couldn't put the pieces together without writing it out I guess. I'm going to buy a notebook while I'm out today so I can keep track of these feelings better.
>>1358497
I know right? It kind of drives me insane knowing that I feel fearful of having relationships with my own sex because I don't want to feel like a pervert while scrotes do not give a single fuck. I try to remind myself that since I can understand how degrading it would be to know a man was having intense sexual thoughts about me (on purpose) and care about making women around me uncomfortable that I'm not similar to scrotes. Even when women are interested in me I feel like shit for having constant sexual thoughts about them. They make the active choice to leer women they find attractive in public. They openly make it known that they're undressing and degrading her in their minds regardless of her attraction to them. If men thought women had constant sexual thoughts about them they wouldn't think of it as degrading. They'd love it. They can't empathize with how infuriating consistently being seen as just a sex object or romantic conquest is. Since i experience that misogyny and these thoughts are against my will I know I'm not nearly as bad as scrotes that don't even think twice about constantly thinking about sex/having porn addictions.

No. 1358551

>>1358529
I've had two of my dating apps reported and deleted on me and I have no idea why. Men scream about all the bots and fake women but they fucking report real women. I've met guys off apps and they were like I didn't think you were real even tho I sent selfies etc I just didn't have much on my profile because I find it cringe since everyone at work etc talks about the apps. People make fake profiles to lurk or girls lurkt to make sure their ex isn't daring to talk to anyone. Facebook dating only app I haven't been deleted off.i don't mind dating apps, back in the day everyone use to exchange emails for msn and I met people off that. They were mutual of other friends but as an adult I feel like I can get a good sense of someone through texting etc. I've luckily not had anyone just use me but I've also been rigid in my boundaries. Onoine dating can work imo, it's just a risk with anyone. Everyone can hide their true intentions, dating apps just give you more access to available people.

No. 1358552

if i could stab my mom ill fucking do it again and again. she’s such a insufferable pathological liar and only put me in difficult situation and made my life shittier everyday. it’s not because she had a shitty life that she had the right to ruin mine too. i wish she never married my stupid fag dad or aborted me. i fucking hate my family with all my heart and if i could just wipe them in a second ill do it twice. the only person that doesnt deserve any hatred is my grandma. everyone in my family are just pathetic wealthy loosers who cannot take a single good decision. they all ruined their stupid lives and they’re trying to do the same with mine. not to mention that i live in a shithole country and being female makes your life 10 times harder. i feel like i will never escape from these retards. fuck this shit i wish suicide was easier so i dont have to endure all of this shit anymore. i just want them gone forever and at least have the heritage money i deserve.

No. 1358557

>>1358551
I know for a fact my pictures have been used for catfishing on dating apps and they won't do shit about it.

No. 1358562

>>1358557
As I said Ive no idea why my profiles got deleted. Tinder deleted me randomly one day. I had another one I had given one guy my number because we hit it off and I didn't log on for a few days. Then I got emails about unread messages and I wanted to check the dudes profile I was texting. I put my password in and got the message I'd been deleted for violating something. I assume I was reported. The second app I was using people could send messages without the swiping first so I did have a lot of messages from dudes I was just ignoring and they were being dicks I assume it was one of them. But yeah I've saw loads of fake profiles of men, I'm sure there's people making fake ones of women as well.

No. 1358564

>>1358562
That's the issue with the internet these days, some people will just reportspam to get their way.

No. 1358566

>>1358564
Then they'll cry about their options on apps and how it's skewed.

No. 1358570

>>1358566
Or whine to /meta/ kek

No. 1358571

I got called a terf and a pos for saying gerard way is wrong for showing off his bulge on tour and I cant wait for these idiots to realize how pedophilic it is. 20 years ago he was pretending to jerk off on stage too. I thought it was cool when i was a teen… now i think its repulsive and terrible he got off on it then and now- BEING A PARENT, especially.
Fuck tumblr fuck mob mentality and fuck worshipping idols to the point of blindness.

No. 1358575

>>1358571
Why is it pedophillic for a grown man to show his bulge?

No. 1358576

>>1358575
>Uh because uh checks notes trannies!

No. 1358580

>>1358575
Knowingly showing off your bulge to teens is fucking gross and doing it every night you perform is worse. If you dont get it, I dont know what to tell you.

No. 1358582

>>1358575
maybe bc he has some fans who are teenagers?

No. 1358584

>>1358582
So does Beyonce and she gets very naked, whats the difference? Jw. Nta

No. 1358585

>>1358580
Mcr had their peak when I was a teen and I'm in my 30s now. Gerard Way is not being a pedo playing to his fanbase.

No. 1358587

>>1358582
And hes 50 or close to it? Its not cool.

No. 1358588

/snow/ in here coping and seething that they can't play mental gymnastics to call someone a pedophile.

No. 1358591

>>1358587
No harm, but I'm here for male rockstars sexualising themselves. Oh the horror Gerard way has a bulge. Can I interest you in the concept of cleavage?

No. 1358592

>>1358584
Its still gross anyway you slice or dice it to show your body to minors. On stage, online, wherever its gross as fuck.

No. 1358594

>>1358591
>bulge
>as in, a half chub on stage
>visible sexual arousal on the same level as some cleavage
Smells like scrotum in here.

No. 1358597

>>1358591
This
>>1358592
Then get the kids out of adult spaces, easy solution, stop bringing your kids where they don't belong.

No. 1358602

>pull up at sonic and tell worker I have a pickup order
>she asks the name
>say it's either my name or bf's name
>she pauses and goes "well.. can you tell me some stuff that was in the order..?"
>I'm like ??? and name the food
>she goes "ok, yeah it's for (my name), pull forward"
I don't know why this pisses me off so much. I used to have to give people pickup orders and there would be between 20-30 orders stacked up and I never quizzed people on what the shit was I would just give people their shit by reading the name. If I know a name just fucking give it to me don't surprise me with a pop quiz.

No. 1358604

>>1358597
>adult spaces
>all there merch is sold in stores catering to teens
Its not like the shows are 18+, that would be a whole different scenario.

No. 1358607

>>1358594
Seriously, and he still affiliates with proven predator jimmy urine so its not a jump to assume he gets off to the shock value of children seeing his junk.

No. 1358619

Just came to the park only to see that the two trees I sit next to every day are being injected with fungicides…bro there’s probably nothing wrong with these trees they’ve been here for who knows how long. Why are you pumping gasoline into them like they’re your daughters Fiat? So that it can fall on the school or fall on the playground and kill a kid? And then what when that happens? Who’s gonna be held responsible for fucking with a perfectly good tree so badly?

No. 1358631

>>1358602
Too many people have the same names so they're forced to do it to everyone or else people feel singled out.

No. 1358632

>>1358621
Do you have cancer?

No. 1358642

>>1358607
ntayrt but i thought only his wife associated with jimmy

No. 1358645

If you are open during the holidays, fuck you. I shouldn't have to work on Thanksgiving. That's absolutely horrible. Who the hell comes shopping on Thanksgiving? Go spend time with your family…

No. 1358652

Lol this is probably going to get me shit but as a gay woman on this website the way I've seen a rise in anons use the word fag makes me uncomfortable.

I don't remember it being so broadly used here years ago, hell I even remember people calling out the homophobia. Now it would probably get you called a scrot or white knight.

No. 1358654

I hate how fucking retarded my family is. I tested positive for covid yesterday, so I have all the covid symptoms, and a major headache and really bad nausea. My parents keep gaslighting me that I’m not actually sick, and i seem to be better because apparently from their point of view, my complexion seems fine. Like what the fuck? Who gives a shit about my complexion. It doesn’t really change the fact that Im dizzy as hell, and I have a really bad headache, does it? God, they really don’t give two shits about me, or anyone. At this point, I don’t even know if they’ll even care about me if I’m on the brink of death. Then, this morning, they fucking yelled at me for speaking too quiet because they couldn’t hear, and accused me of watching porn- like what the fuck? Who comes to that conclusion? They completely forgot the fact that I’m FUCKING SICK WITH COVID. Fucking pieces of shit. Then, they fucking have the audacity to ask me why I don’t care about them. Like, ever care to wonder why? Obviously, it’s because of shit like this.

No. 1358658

>>1358652
I call myself a fag and frankly yeah you have a point, I really see it used hatefully a bit too much for a site that should be at least partially filled by lesbian users.

No. 1358661

>>1358632
I'm not sure, but I don't think so. I hope I'm cancer free at least. I'm gonna go to doc with these results.

No. 1358664

>>1358642
Jimmy has helped with several tracks since his shit was exposed.

No. 1358665

>>1358652
Sorry nonna, remember there are more trannies and kiwi farms stragglers browsing here. Also self hating fakebois, lots of them like using slurs typically aimed at gay men because they think it’ll make them seem more like a real man

No. 1358666

>>1358652
Same!! It makes me really nervous that it's a matter of time before they turn on us too, as I know damn well the women who shit on gay men are heteros.

No. 1358668

My septum was pierced yesterday and it was the most painless piercing I've ever had. I couldn't even tell when the needle really went through my septum. It was less painful than even lobes which still barely even qualify as pain. I just thought that was so funny, I barely even teared up or reacted. I was anxious because I saw a girl before me and she was sneezing, tearing up, her nose was all red, so it really made me worried. I'm glad it went so smoothly.

No. 1358670

>>1358665
>>1358666
Well it's on us to report and bully them until they stop then.

No. 1358675

>>1358652
I've only seen it used as a suffix (i.e. danofag) rather than an insult unless there's some thread I'm missing. Although there is a lot of "dyke" being thrown around ITT.

No. 1358681

>>1358668
I've had my nipples pierced twice and my septum was my second most painful piercing first being my philtrum kek. I'm happy it went smoothly for you though nona!

No. 1358683

I've had an overactive bladder for as long as I can remember. I find it hard to tell the difference between my normal baseline and when I actually have a uti. I don't have the money to be paying to see a doc if it turns out I don't have a uti so I'm stuck in this limbo where I'm trying to ignore the discomfort but not too much.

Sometimes I use an online sevice that prescribes antibiotics cheaper than seeing an actual doc. I only use it if I notice one symptom in particular, a change in smell seems like a pretty cut and dry infection. Other times I take those sachets that make your urine less acidic if I'm just sore and dealing with urgency. But the last time I went to an actual doc and tested negative for an infection he made me feel like an idiot. I payed for the pleasure of no help and being made to feel dumb. I'm sick of dealing with this. I'm sick of the cost and I'm sick of being uncomfortable all the fucking time.

Last winter my dad got a bladder infection. He's told me about it a hundred times since like its the worst illness hes ever had. It just pisses me off that I've either had one or had the symptoms of one for more than a decade and thats my norm.

No. 1358687

>>1358675
Naw that's not what I'm talking about that's just board speak.

What I'm talking about is stuff where it's completely unnecessary but the anon will emphasize that the man is a fag instead of just saying they're a man… Like if it's not about sexuality why are you emphasizing a man's sexuality with a negative word rather than just saying he's a man.

It could be lurking trolls. I've noticed how the MTF thread has definitely noticably changed in tone I wonder if other anons have noticed. Definitely think there are some men constantly in the thread

No. 1358691

>>1358687
>mtf thread
You mean where all the de-trans aiden and kiwiscrotes post? Yeah.

No. 1358692

I hate my friends moid. I had hoped they'll break up soon, but they're actually moving together by next month.

No. 1358694

>>1358681
I've heard that philtrums are the most painful facial piercing, so mad props to you, anon. I wonder if your septum was through the cartilage? My most painful was my belly button, I felt like I was literally getting stabbed through my stomach. Nothing prepared me for it, lol.

No. 1358695

>>1358687
they're the same group who is constantly sperging about "globohomo"

No. 1358697

>>1358695
Hot take incoming: Most of them are worse than some trannies.

No. 1358703

>>1358687
It's anons being edgy, they're still mostly women

No. 1358704

>>1358668
I pierced mine years ago. I didn't want someone else up my nose. I teared up and my nose ran like crazy which made me glad I was alone doing it. I had a sterilized needle kit and did my own nipple months later. Younger me was wild. And probably dumb but I never got infections and my piercings were straight and took well. I got plenty done by professionals but I was weird about wanting privacy for certain ones.

Looking back my piercer was good at his job but a bit of a creep. One appt he started talking to me (and my bf att) about how he has pierced a hermaphrodite before. No idea why he brought that up.

No. 1358707

>>1358704
>hermaphrodite

No. 1358718

The biggest blackpill for me is the fact this huge behemoth of a woman has had multiple partners and I can't get a text back or a woman to look at me.

No. 1358722

>>1358718
It's easier for manipulators to have partners, but it's never a happy relationship for any involved. Do not give up hope, the blackpill is never the answer.

No. 1358723

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No. 1358734

>>1358722
Thank you anon, I needed to hear that.

No. 1358736

My parents divorce was finalized over 2 years ago and the drama just won’t end I’m losing my fucking mind. I’m a friendless 28 year old neet and I feel incapable of trying to become independent because I’m so bogged down with this bullshit. I’m constantly exhausted but do nothing but act as a glorified maid and personal assistant for my Dad. I need to become financially independent so I can get the fuck out of here but I’ve been a shut in so long even the thought of trying to get dressed to go anywhere sends me into a panic.

No. 1358745

>>1358736
My mom keeps sending these cryptic texts about how she’s soo sorry she was a shit mom (she was very involved but absurdly emotionally abusive) and how she doesn’t have money “to keep fighting them” (referring to my dad and his batshit insane Mexican “lawyer” wife) but I have no idea what she’s taking about. I hate this I hate everyone and I want to disappear.

No. 1358769

I hate that “feminine products” was marked out and replaced with “menstrual products on a sign in the gyms bathroom. I wish all the asswipes trying to eradicated women based terminology a violent alog

No. 1358772

I'm horrified of WW3 actually happening. I try not to follow the news much but it's unavoidable, I can't stand it. I want children and want to watch them grow up in a normal world.

No. 1358779

>>1358580
>>1358571
what if i enjoy perusing packages
it isn't like moids have anything else to offer

No. 1358782

>>1358777
Dumbass mentality. Real intelligent people have less of an ego but I guess it depends how you measure intelligence

No. 1358785

>>1358782
are you fucking stupid?

No. 1358791

>>1358785
you sound like a retard, this anon says truth, you never meet intelligent person aren't you?

No. 1358796

>>1358792
IQ isn't intelligence lmao.

No. 1358802

I don't watch mental health based videos on youtube. It's just not the source I want to turn to for info like that. But somehow my recommendations are always full of vids that pretty much are urging you to self diagnose. Every disorder you can think of pops up. Even if some of these people (only some, plenty arent) legit educated I sill think it's wrong how much they lean into promoting self diagosis. Feeding you a list to tick off. The titles alone are nudging you to watch a ten min vid and fucking run with it.

Why is this heavily pushed out to people who don't interect with that content? I get why so many people now are collecting disorders.

No. 1358804

>>1358785
Imo we are all stupid because we're human. Thinking you're not only makes you more prone to mistakes. There are a lot of especially stupid people in the world but it's retarded to hold it against them, so go easy on me kek

No. 1358808

>>1358777
I wouldn't say I'm smart but I'm an overthinker. Alot of the time people link being smart with being an overthinker but idk..

No. 1358811

>>1358803
Didn't mean it as a humblebrag, I'm plenty stupid but people are better off being humble and chill
>>1358806
Sorry anon, I forgot we're in the vent thread not unpopular opinions a true dumbass moment, carry on

No. 1358815

>>1358782
This kek

No. 1358818

>>1358652
When it's not obvious edgy scrotes and trannies it's the heterosexual women who think they're super based for living out their mean girl larp and act like they're "okay with lesbians but hate fags" when it's obvious they hate all homosexuals but try to be sneaky about it. Scratch a straight slur user and a genuine homophobe will bleed, that's just how it is.

No. 1358825

Do you think it's just not possible for women to be truly free as long as we're not seperated from men? Whatever we do, people always relate it back to men. Wear skimpy clothes? But the men are sexualizing you! Wear conservative clothes? Men are opressing you! Have a man pay for your dinner date? You should pay for your own if you think you're equal!/He must have sexist views! Pay for your own dinner? Hah you woman, you think you're so fiercely independent proving the make something but you're just stealing from your own wallet while he laughs! You're a SAHM? You shouldn't depend on a man, that's too risky! You're a career woman? You idiot slaving away 9-5 when you could've been comfy at home being a good wife and mother to your husband! Etc. etc. etc. Men don't get this, nothing they do gets judged based on what women do/think/say/want but anything a woman does gets judged based on what a man thinks of it or acts upon it or whatever.

No. 1358829

>>1354352
>>1354374
Please give some flavor profiles and spices you like. I'm coming away from an unhealthy family too and have no idea what to put on veggies and meat other than garlic and lemon.

No. 1358833

its having a relationship with a man worth it at all? I've been going out with guys for a year and half already and besides not ending up in a real relationship with any of them I feel like they just drained me of every drop of self esteem that I had for myself. Definitely taking a break right now and not seeing ANYONE but still feel lonely and starting to question why I need or want someone… dating sucks so hard right now.

No. 1358834

>>1358825
It takes time for the world to be ready for us to be free and treated with respect, in the meanwhile these will be the growing pains we have to deal with. Estimates say that gender equality will be reached in around 136 years, you have to remember that less than 100 years ago we weren't allowed to own property or have bank accounts, in most countries we couldn't even vote. At some point we will be able to wear whatever we want, allow a man to pay for our dinner without being judged, stay at home or create a career if we wanted etc. It's a long-term commitment and everyone posting here nor our children will never be able to see it.

No. 1358837

>>1358802
Gender dysphoria is currently widely accepted to be self diagnosed without questioning, so why not push other illnesses to self diagnose you with? I'm sure there's a few psychiatrists who are looking for patients and pharmaceutical companies supplying doctors with free samples and contracts.
I've noticed in recent years ADHD is being flaunted like it's autism lite, which is a weird approach. Many of the self diagnosed tend to jump around the two.

No. 1358840

I will start taking psychotropic drugs the doctor prescribed for me, I didn't want to do it because the drugs never helped me, but I have no other choice, life doesn't become a better and my mental health keeps getting worse

No. 1358842

>>1358840
try shrooms first

No. 1358846

forgot to pay the balance on the shitty card i don't use anymore and it charged me interest on some stupid small amount because i wasn't checking it. fuck

No. 1358848

I've been trying to fix things with my ex. It was a breakup resulting from me being a horrible person and hurting her many times. But she's said that if I actually loved her then I wouldn't have acted the way I did. I think her concerns are understandable and honestly the thought has been on my mind a couple of times during our separation. But I feel so much guilt that I've hurt her and so much regret that I didn't live up to her expectations and that I couldn't make her happy. Isn't it proof that I feel so much pain for her means I love her? Is it possible to let your own self-loathing and self-destructive behavior stemming from the deep rooted feeling that I don't deserve love destroy a relationship?

No. 1358852

>>1358842
>>1358847
I have no way to get them, I'm a neet without any connections. Also, I have schizo-paranoid tendencies and I think it would make things worse.

No. 1358854

>>1358848
If they haven't blocked you or you're still talking you can reach out to talk. I had a similar situation recently but they weren't receptive to talking. I had someone else interested but was putting them off hoping my ex would talk but he's went silent for a while so I'm hoping I'll not be too hung up on him on my date tomorrow lol

No. 1358856

>>1358848
Look into attachment theory as well as personality disorders like BPD, as someone with my own issues I urge you to work on yourself first before putting her through that again. Whether you loved her is really irrelevant because it's your actions that caused her pain, and well if you do love her you'll want to spare her that even if it means being apart.

No. 1358858

>>1358856
also I'm not saying you have bpd but it's not unlikely you have something and regardless your personal issues need addressed if they've caused you to hurt others

No. 1358859

>>1358852
people are always worried but honestly i have never seen anybody go crazy from shrooms. Even the worst mental cases. In most cases it just didnt work on these people.
Depends on where you live but you can find shrooms in the forest in a lof of places i just look for mine for free, it will be shroom season soon. I have also seen people sell them on instagram but i dont know if thats legit.

No. 1358860

>>1358848
>Isn't it proof that I feel so much pain for her means I love her?
No. It might as well mean that you're in love with the concept of having someone to lovebomb and build up to be your favourite toy in the world and when she acts like a sentient human being you feel pain for losing that privilege. She's the center of your world in an unhealthy sense because she has to fill in the roles for a mommy, a punching bag and a therapist for you and that's too much for one person. Please let your ex go and sort out your issues, every time you hurt her you're causing her another emotional scar that she has to live with because, as said, she's a human being with feelings and her own life, not just a crutch for you to "love" (i.e. feel possessive over).

No. 1358861

I was watching Putin's referendum back on youtube and half the comments were jokes, this pisses me off so much. A war is spreading further and you dare to laugh about it? Americans are so fucking retarded. I do not know what the future looks like, I do not know if I will ever be able to have a normal life, I do not know if my family is safe. This has happened in WWII to my family too, I cannot concentrate on anything, I just want to fucking die already, this world is sick. War was always something that happened long before I was born, family members got emotional talking about it when they were still here. I do not wish to live in Europe anymore but I have nowhere else to go. The Russian military could storm into my country any time and that would be it. We could not live freely anymore, probably for our whole life. I don't want to see the future.

No. 1358863

>>1358859
I've had a bad experience from them. It's been a decade since I had the bad experience, but it interfered with my life greatly. I know people who were fine afterwards as well, but I think anon needs to make some lifestyle changes rather than turn to that.

No. 1358865

>>1358840
>>1358852
I'm sorry nonna that must be painful to accept. This situation seems to me like one of the most difficult out there wrt mental health. I've known people with similar issues and seen how hard it is for them to accept taking drugs. I feel like over time treatment needs to develop and improve since it causes a lot of distress to even consider it. Stay strong anon and do what's best for your wellbeing. I'm on psych drugs myself, have been for a long time and I'm fine, but even I have doubts and just have to remind myself of the trade-off. I wonder if there are additional things that can help once you are taking them like therapy? If that is an option. I've heard complaints that drugs make you feel numb so it seems like being between a rock and hard place, maybe a therapist could help fight the numbness or if there's different drugs. It sucks how it's such a battle. Best of luck anon you deserve peace.

No. 1358866

>>1358856
>>1358858
How did you work on your own issues?
I did look into BPD but I don't have too many traits to be diagnosed as such. Although, there were a few traits that I felt like applied to me and reading accounts of the way someone with BPD handle social relationships was relatable to me.

No. 1358867

>>1358859
>you can find shrooms in the forest
I didn't know that people use common shrooms found in forest, I thought it's only special type.
Now I'm interested, do you have any good sources to read about shrooms? Like newfag starting sources? Nothing in my life worked so I may give it a chance.

No. 1358868

>>1358861
Where are you from? If you are comfortable telling it.

No. 1358870

>>1358860
Thank you, I needed to hear this. It hurts but I think you're exactly right.

No. 1358871

>>1358861
I am not worried about them storming into other countries. He can nuke any of us though just from spite. He looked absolutely insane. A spiteful midget who just wants to be remembered.

No. 1358876

>>1358866
Nona, I'm actually very similar to this. I don't have BPD and doctors tell me I don't, but I was toxic in a relationship and had some of the traits. I recommend looking up "quiet BPD" it's not a real diagnosis but a descriptive term that for me perfectly matches what I have, maybe you'll relate. I'm not 100% where I want to be but taking time away from relationships to work on myself has helped me form a clear mind about what went wrong and what's right. I don't ever want to be that way that I was, it scares me. So really the first step is making a conscious choice to work on yourself and investigate whatever it could be going on inside. Even if it's just improving your self-esteem, something needs to be done. As for how it's a lot to go into but starting with internet searches is fine and learning what's suggested treatment. Therapy like DBT and even CBT are good but if you don't have access there are ways to start them for yourself, by practicing things like acceptance or meditation and monitoring your thoughts. Having someone to talk to like a therapist or just a friend (not a romantic partner) is indispensible. I'm sorry I can't give all the answers in my posts but to improve ourselves it's a big journey that in many ways is unique to each one of us. You're on the right path by questioning yourself and beginning to look into it, most important is to hold on to the feeling of never wanting to hurt another person. If it gets overwhelming and you hate yourself, recognize you can't be perfect but have to be able to admit when you're slipping or in the wrong, just don't give up trying. The fact that you're trying is enough to forgive yourself but that's also why you mustn't stop.

No. 1358885

I am catching myself acting a certain way because I believe the other person in the room feels the same and I get blindsided when they don't. How do I let go of that in the first place?
Example, when I'm in the bed and my cat wakes me up from sleeping, I think it's funny and cute, but I see my boyfriend still sleeping next to me and I have him in mind, thinking, if our cat wakes him up, he's gonna be mad. So I use an annoyed voice with my cat. Then, my cat wakes up my boyfriend and he gives him a kiss and hugs him.
I was thinking maybe my boyfriend reacts that way because he heard me being frustrated and is doing that to calm me down in such a way? Because I know I've heard my boyfriend get woken up by our cat and he is annoyed with the cat for a bit, so I have speculation.
I just want to react for myself without putting someone else first. I know I'm a bit of a people pleaser.

No. 1358886

>>1358868
Part of the EU so it should be okay for me (for a while anyway). My whole family experienced WWII so I'm really sensitive to this shit. I want to watch my children grow up happy and not under some horrible regime. Every generation in my family since WWI has experienced war, including cold war if that counts and I feel me and my parents/little cousins are next. I could not have children in a time like this and call it sad but it's the only thing I really wanted to have and if I do they will have to grow up in an awful, turbulent world.

>>1358871
Why aren't you worried nonna? Imo what he said was a direct attack on the West, bombs can drop at any time, anything can happen. If someone would have told me there would be a war last year I would have laughed in their face.

No. 1358888

>>1358876
>I don't have BPD and doctors tell me I don't, but I was toxic in a relationship and had some of the traits. I recommend looking up "quiet BPD" it's not a real diagnosis but a descriptive term that for me perfectly matches what I have, maybe you'll relate.
NTA but I wanna clear up that Quiet BPD is a subtype of BPD. BPD fleas is the term for when you catch symptoms from someone else.

No. 1358892

>>1358888
Huh, ayrt, maybe I caught it from my mother. Anyhow I phrased it like that since apparently Quiet BPD is "unofficial." I read this article about it that made me cry from how accurate and that's when I was sure that I have it: https://www.choosingtherapy.com/quiet-borderline-personality-disorder/ but it clarifies that it's technically not an official diagnosis

No. 1358895

>>1358885
You have the first step out of the way: you can tell that you're anticipating someone's reactions for them instead of waiting for them to react. You could be projecting your own reaction onto people, or you could be trying to predict when people will get upset. Did you grow up in a home where people shouted a lot? That tends to cause this sort of anticipatory behavior.

No. 1358898

>>1358886
because if he attacks anybody in nato its over for him. Americans will have to fight for us and we will win. Its really hard for him even to take over small parts of ukraine i dont think russia in powerful enough to attack anybody else as army goes. The nuke is scary but its been scaring us for long time so i guess i got used to that. He also wouldnt nuke land that he wants to control, so it depends on what teritory hes planning to take over. Might as well just nuke america if he planned to take over more european countries, but that would be very stupid.

No. 1358906

i find this hard to explain but gen z has such a weird attitude about chris chan. like i think after his most recent antics he blew up again and found a new fanbase amongst gen z tiktokers and they clearly have some inkling about chris 'lore' but…. i can't explain it, they treat it like a giant joke. i made a comment a while ago on this tiktok from a company selling sonichu bath bombs saying that its kind of in poor taste considering what he's done, and they replied with some half-baked excuse saying they didn't realise but they're still gonna keep selling them or whatever. idk, don't particularly care, but then i got all these replies saying actually sonichu is really funny i need to get over myself. and im like…. huh? like i choose to spend my time on here of all places, i choose to invest myself in following internet drama and lolcows, and by extension i think it can be funny to make jokes and memes about them. just why tf would you make and sell a sonichu bath bomb??? like these people definitely know what he's done – in my eyes he's such a horrorcow and to a lesser extent an example of an older era of internet history and cringe culture that frankly i want nothing to do with him. i saw another tiktok talking about seeing someone in a full chris-chan cosplay in public and i thought they were gonna be like 'that's cringe' but instead they were saying they wished they'd talked to him because they had 'no-one to discuss chris chan lore with' and again im like????? idk man i just find it so bizarre. you would not catch me owning or wearing anything related to chris chan, and frankly i can't imagine any of these people having to explain that mess to someone who doesn't know about him. rant over i just… i don't get it…. there must be overlap w some of the gen z supposed fans of chris chan and some of the people calling to get kiwifarms shut down. it reeks of cognitive dissonance. rant over sorry this is just completely beyond my comprehension

No. 1358909

>>1358898
Would be stupid yes but you never know. I'm scared for the future, I do not want to see it.

No. 1358914

>>1358906
I don't know, selling ironic bath bombs seems far less harmful than the sociopathic shit people were doing to him in the late 00's that finally drove him into the downwards spiral of insanity. Like tricking him into driving across the country for a fake girlfriend, making him smash the Sonichu medallion and stick it up his ass on film and fooling him into having phone sex with a 13-year old boy who was pretending to be an adult woman. People should've just observed his cringe antics from afar without interfering from the beginning, like the zoomers are doing.

No. 1358915

>>1358895
I'm predicting when people will be upset. Yeah, I did grow up in an environment where my dad would come home upset and yell, my recent ex boyfriend was like that too. I would try to suck up to him like be mad with him or he didn't feel like I listened to him. I can believe it's likely related to one or both of the two

No. 1358918

>>1358687
Online I conflate the term faggot with man. I don't give a fuck if it seems homophobic I hope it does offend men if they read it. I don't even think of lesbians as fags, they'd wholly apart from the faggotry of males.

No. 1358926

>>1358906
I get what you mean. The difference is we already knew of him before the unspeakable happened, but they're coming from a different angle. Their heads are in the funny meme phase they initially missed out on, that's what they like about him. The rest of us are done with that and naturally jaded

No. 1358927

>>1358848
> Is it possible to let your own self-loathing and self-destructive behavior stemming from the deep rooted feeling that I don't deserve love destroy a relationship?
Yes and it happens a lot more than people realize I think. But the only way to move past it is to forgive yourself. If you’re so far down this path of self destruction your ex’s forgiveness will only temporarily make you feel good and you’ll spiral again. Focus on how you can improve yourself as a person rather than wallowing in your past mistakes.

No. 1358932

>>1358914
ofc the bath bombs aren't as bad as the horrible things people did to him. i just find it odd that only a few years ago it was (in my eyes anyway) sort of a general consensus that the chris chan timeline had some pretty indefensible moments, and that actually putting this clearly mentally ill person in the spotlight and subjecting him to years of trolling and interfering in his personal life probably wasn't the best thing. but on the other hand i don't think making and selling and more importantly profiting off ironic bathbombs of sonichu – the oc of someone who literally raped his own elderly mother with dementia – is a good look, and neither is buying them? i know i get too autistically mad about this, but it does bother me that people don't really see anything wrong with it


>>1358926
yeah you're right about that. kind of boggles my mind to think that they can hear about what chris did and still think he's funny enough to pay homage to. like irdc if people make memes but theres something undeniably weird about taking it into irl and cosplaying and making merch

No. 1358934

>>1358932
Second ayrt, certain zoomers have this thing of treating real life as fictional characters and turning it into a fandom. I'm not surprised to see them making merch. I'm sure they know that's fucked up on some level, but in that case they're intentionally being edgy much like serial killer fandoms

No. 1358949

why did i develop an obsession over a coworker i never talk to and barely see? why the fuck?? my existance was peaceful before this shit i fucking want my peace of mind back fuck you

No. 1358977

>>1358271
>nuts
lmao but why? you dont even know me

No. 1358986

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I just got a rejection letter for an internship. Idk what i did wrong

No. 1359016

My boyfriend can be such a snowflake he just left to his room because I was “dramatic” over the video game controller being dirty aka I saw that there was food or something crusted on it so I went to go wipe it off. Not my fault you play video games with crusty hands while you eat but I wasn’t bitchy about it at all you’re just being offended for no reason because you leave messes all the time. Istg males are so frustrating for no reason at all, they create problems out of nothing and when there actually is a problem they act blind af. Also I have covid so I have no energy to act all cheery so apparently that causes issues and makes me seem like a bitch by just being neutral and making my neutral faces and reactions? Get over yourself and spend time with me bitch

No. 1359033

A full hour. My brother has to finish his facking homework and for an hour he has been walking on circles while listening to music. Meanwhile, the computer has been on all this time and I can't shut it off because ~I aM bUsY aNoN~

When I was studying, my mom used to yell at me for not working hard enough even tho I was sleeping for short periods because I used to stay awake all night on multiple assigments, but she never says anything about my brother wasting so much time on TikTok. I want to kill myself.

No. 1359046

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I want to go to sleep but my cats have decided that it's play time and are now chasing each other up and down the stairs.

No. 1359058

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My mother's fat manchild husband took the entire bag with all 6 bread buns without leaving a single one. I shouldn't be so mad, yet here I am. Moids were a mistake.

No. 1359063

Im never letting a moid pick a movie to watch ever again. Bday ruined. I fucking hate nicolas cage and I didn't know it till now.

No. 1359073

all i want is one of these nicer job interviews to give me the "ok you got the job" i feel like im so mad at the world that possible students who live with their parents are applying when I NEED that specific pay and location, FUCK OFF. i dont have anyone to rely on. im sick of these hr/managers with all the over the top questions for a well paid entry level job. its technically well paid but really its the bare minimum if you live alone here due to insane inflation. i had the dumbest question today of "when was a time you failed to meet a quota?" what? none of my previous jobs had quotas. if you read my resume you would understand that. she didnt even give me one question of "when was a time you went above and beyond" or "a time you did well" just tons of "when did you fail…when was it out of your control…cons of your old job" all the negatives. bullshit.

No. 1359075

>>1359058
He sounds fat

No. 1359083

I haven't binged eat since I was a literal teen but I did it today and now I feel awful.

No. 1359084

>>1358989
That's a werewolf BAKA

No. 1359106

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I'm tired of living. I've become a neet and there is no way that I am ever going to rejoin society. I've always had the type of personality that would be prone to self isolation but back then I would occasionally go out and have somewhat of a social life. Now I do not leave the house unless I am running out of food or hygiene products. The pandemic and getting into a car accident two years ago just made me 100 times worse. I get severe anxiety from just even getting into a car. I hate being a passenger and don't trust anyone who drives me anywhere. I would prefer to drive myself but I also hate driving since the car accident and I get scared if any car moves a way I don't want to. The pandemic made it worse because I've always been a clean freak who hates interacting with other people's germs and it just got worse. Every time I have to go out, it feels like it'll be my last day alive and it absolutely consumes my mind. I'm tired of living like this and its even affecting my employment since I cannot even imagine of getting a job that isn't remote but at the same time I don't have much to offer so that seems out of my reach. Everything is just going to shit with me and I want to end this life once and for all. I never expected my life to turn out like this but here I am. Once I run out of money, I'm going to ctb. just need the method and I'm out of here for good

No. 1359118

>>1358848
You really need to heal first. My ex did something horrible to me and despite me still loving her and wanting to be in a relationship with her decided to give her space and not get back with her until she solves her things. I suspect she has bpd and autism because her mother and whole family had mental issues like schizophrenia…I should have seen the red flags tbh but I was (and still am) in love. Dealing with her was so tough, she never wanted to be emotionally available or vulnerable. She wasn’t like that at first but as soon as time progressed in the relationship and as she aged she became an alcoholic and engaged in reckless avoidant behavior that destroyed our relationship. I was always the ‘giver’.

No. 1359122

>>1358989
You are tasteless

No. 1359140

>>1359128
Tasteless

No. 1359156

>>1359149
>posted a wojack
>cannot handle ironic werewolf meme in vent thread

No. 1359159

>>1359156
Nta but you can’t tell she’s being playful….?

No. 1359170

Went to a concert for a band I've been wanting to see for a while (and I missed them the last few times they came to my city). Vibe was fun, some very nice Chinese girls switched spots with me and my friend since they were taller than us. I still couldn't see shit though but I had a fun time dancing and jumping anyway. These two french faggots pushed their way into my area (which was full of tons of short girls) and just stayed there and kept jabbing my best friend. I hope a homeless man attacks those disgusting moids. Fuck moids.

No. 1359187

There's a lot of M4T requests in red states on dodgy websites, feels worrying how many TiMs are hiding in the rightwing posing as cis women. Maybe that's the reason a lot of women from rightwing are antifeminist, they're just trans pretending to be bio, or some just got blackpilled about male nature and circled back to pickme. Would rightwing men really marry a TiM and pretend to be in a tradcon relationship after??! If so, how many RW wives are just TiMs posing?

No. 1359194

>>1359159
I can, and so was I. Please dickride somewhere else omg.

No. 1359195

>>1359187
I would actually be more worried some intend to hatecrime them…

No. 1359200

>>1359196
There’s nothing aggressive in my tone and I was having fun until you intervened please play victim elsewhere

No. 1359208

Me and my last ex were both introverts, homebodies, neither really had friend groups when we met. I tend to usually end up with similarly quiet guys just because I'm the same way. I've never been someone who is paranoid about cheating and I'd no reason to think he'd be up to anything. He worked with a few women and went to the odd work party and I wasn't someone who worried. We had a chill lil quiet life. I would've supported him doing his own thing more but he just wasn't that outgoing.

Dude cheated on me with a married mother of 4 who he was friends with through a fucking online game. A lil mobile game. He kept it secret for months. He took time off of work and secretly met up with her while I thought he was at the office like any normal day. She left her husband and that's when he decided to out his affair and go live with her and her kids. Just like that, landed me with news of his new family plans. I'm sorry what? When? You have a.. WHAT. Thanks for the trust issues my guy. I'm sure this gift will last me years. Very cool of you. I can't wait to someday date again and see how it affects me. I wasn't someone to be paranoid about that stuff before but if he could find a way to cheat in circumstances like that then fuck. Knock the chill right out of me then. I don't want to date again and be paranoid but how tf do I not? After that?

No. 1359213

>>1359208
This sounds exactly like this guy I know. Is he from UK by chance ?

No. 1359216

>>1359202
Absolutely. You’re safe today.

No. 1359220

>>1359213
Not in the uk. I guess shitbags generally operate in a similar manner though.

No. 1359226

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>my last day of a work trip
>waking up at 6am, enjoying my window view and life for once
>opens discord, a small cutesy otome game server
>i see a person with a foam in their mouth start shittalking about my people and my culture whilist consuming only shitty twitter media
>i still write a respectable wall of text because i am a sleepy silly human
>send it
>regret even thinking about it since my day is already ruined
i am tired

No. 1359228

>>1359226
samefag, all of this shit really makes me realise how sick i am of social media, especially these tiktok addicted people. i really think of doing nothing but opening twitter to post my artwork here and thee, and just getting rid of my discord account altogether to create a new one that has only my long-time friends. fuck this crap

No. 1359246

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so i recently got into Ai art, i managed to get the stable diffusion software running on my smol gaming laptop, it's been really fun until now, other users of the same software began commenting that people on twitter are beginning to get extremely up on arms about it and while at first i was like
>"that's just average twitter, what about it"?
i saw some of the tweets and a lot of them began comparing Ai art to NFTs and i feel like they probably have a point, I'm feeling so guilty, what if i just got into something that will end up destroying people's lives? what if I'm worse than Cryptobros and i haven't noticed, i feel sad and disgusted.

No. 1359248

>>1359246
if you just like playing with it its not a problem, i am personally just mad at people that A) made this shit and B) tries to pass of their photobashes mounstrosities as art

No. 1359249

>>1359246
I don't like AI but technical advancements has always obsoleted jobs.

No. 1359250

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No. 1359286

>>1358918
It's tied to sexuality whether you mean it or not.

No. 1359291

>>1358918
>I don't even think of lesbians as fags, they'd wholly apart from the faggotry of males
So true nonnie

No. 1359296

I fucking hate my baby face. I know it’s not the biggest problem to have but holy shit it’s annoying. I’m 25 and 20 year olds talk to me as if I were a teen. I see women my age who could pass for my way older sister or my aunt. Because your surrounding never treats you like a grown adult you eventually feel like a fucking child in dress up whenever you’re doing something grown. Idek how dating will ever work cause the only ones that look appropriate next to me and are interested in me are people in their early 20s at most and I like people my age or older. I got a reality check when I was crushing on this 31 year old at work who didn’t even acknowledge me as an adult and talked to me like a fucking kid. It’s so embarrassing. I wear makeup, dark clothes etc. nothing helps. I didn’t mind it that much back then but in the workplace I really can’t stand it anymore. It’s so frustrating.

No. 1359340

I want to talk about my assault without being accused of being a troon, I posted here the other day, I just need someone to talk to. My own boyfriend trivializes my rape. The tranny who raped me thought it was consensual, and when I pressed him for STD results because he admitted to being “swayed” by my sloppy drunk self (he was sober), he provided me with some but not all.. on purpose, to drag it out. Any nonas wanna talk? KF is back up, I’m not here to stir shit about that, I fucking hate troons and I never did before my rape.. I didn’t see them for what they were, misogynists who hate real women because they will never be one. No one will listen.

No. 1359344

>>1359340
Of course nonna, I'm here to listen

No. 1359352

>>1359340
You've already posted this a few times, so why don't you just go ahead and talk about it? You can vent freely anonymously unless you wanted to talk via email with someone.

No. 1359358

>>1359352
I got harassed last time I posted, accused of being a tranny. I got drunk to deal with a passing of a parent, a tranny I knew and trusted knew this info and used it against me to gain access to me, I was never “transphobic” but now I see them for what they are. I woke up in the back of his car still drunk, he was sober.. I went to the ER after pressure from friends because I didn’t know if I had been raped, I was so wasted. I went for PREP meds which made me sick. He kept texting me through out the days, right after the rape he told me he couldn’t wait to see me again. He was worried about me, he was having a bad “mental health day” etc anything to get me to respond. In the ER I told him I was getting PREP meds and that I was not coherent for what happened, he seemed apologetic but as time went on, it seemed like a game to keep me engaged. I just wanted his STD results.. he gave me his HIV etc ones but not for hepatitis, so I told him to go back, and he obliged. He told me, oh the lady over the phone said I was negative.. I said can I have a PDF file of it like your other results? He said yes, the eventually blocked me. My boyfriend trivializes my rape at every turn because he’s threatened. Men are trash.

No. 1359364

>>1359358
oh I forgot, he also has genital herpes. I haven’t seen anything/noticed anything odd about whatever, but he didn’t tell me until AFTER he raped me. What a gentleman.

No. 1359381

>>1359296
Maybe switching hairstyles could help?

No. 1359407

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>>1359358
i am sorry this happened anon. seeing you have to put up with other anons' paranoia made me really angry. what you went through sounds horrible, unfortunately a majority of mtf trannoids are rapey parasites. sounds like both the trannoid and your boyfriend dont deserve to breathe air, please get away from your boyfriend if you can, you dont deserve the treatment you're recieving. i hope you can find some legal recourse to this that leads to the tranner being behind bars. manifesting that fire ants colonize his urethra

No. 1359425

>>1359407
thank you nona, it feels good to be acknowledged. thank you for acknowledging me. i’m dumping my bf.

No. 1359427

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>>1359425
very good to hear nonita. i know things hurt a lot now but it will feel less miserable in time. just remember that you're a hundred times more resilient and capable then any pitiful male, no matter what they do to you.

No. 1359430

>>1359427
thank you nona

No. 1359514

>>1359425
You're doing the right thing. You deserve better than someone who trivializes that.

No. 1539751

>>1353714
Wait Matt was abusive to Hannah?

No. 1539772

I'm experiencing extreme guilt from having to rehome one of my cats. I have three, one female, two male (9, 4 and 1 year in order). The two male cats always got along but a couple of months ago I got home to find them fighting like crazy and the 4 year old was covered in shit from the scare. Since that day I've kept them separate, young one in the above floor and the other two in the lower floor. I tried a couple of times to have them see each other but the young one would always attack the glass or door separating them. I've been living with the three isolated for months. I feel like I should have tried more and I didn't neuter the young one early, vet told me to wait a year but now other people tell me I should had done it at 6 months? I feel so shit. In my defense I give both equal time, I even slept several months with the two each night, a couple of hours each every night. I love them so much and wanted the best for them.

Last night it happened, the young one escaped and they had a horrible fight although luckily neither got hurt, but foolishly I tried to stop it and the younger one bit me really badly (I stuck my hand at a bad time, he's a sweetheart it was just a bad decision on my part). I am now taking antibiotics and had to take a tetanus shot for my injury. I took my cat to the vet and I'm paying for them to neuter and to keep him for a couple of days. My other cats are so much peaceful now and I just feel so scared to bring him back, even to try again post neuter because I know it will take a while for the hormones to stabilize and there's no guarantee things will improve. I feel like I failed him. I feel like I'm taking the easy way out or like I'm the worst owner in the world. I can't stop crying, I love him so much but I want to believe this is the best for everyone. I'm just so burned out and I'm scared of it happening again and them hurting themselves.

No. 1539781

>>1539772
Anon it’s okay, some cats just don’t get along. Like people. And yeah, being unneutered probably is what set it off but you were just following doctor’s advice. Rehoming him will not only let your other two cats destress and become happy again, but the aggressive one will probably thrive in a single cat household. It’s very very common for cats to not get along with other cats, where I’m from cat shelters categorize them by good/not good with other cats and there’s a huge number who just don’t get along with other cats. They’re solitary by nature, it’s actually a combination of luck, spay/neutering, and many times being related that allows some cats to cohabitate. You’re doing the right thing by rehoming even if it doesn’t feel that way in the moment. I also had a painful experience where I had to rehome a cat I was caring for and I know it hurts but cats adjust quickly and will do much better in a different environment.

No. 1539801

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I’m sorry if this is dumb, but I just had a proper first kiss and I didn’t enjoy it at all. It’s not really my first time, but I had one time when I was younger that I physically couldn’t kiss because I kept involuntarily leaning back, and another where the guy was just retarded and objectively terrible at kissing. I thought I would enjoy it now but I really didn’t (this man is the same as the first where I would involuntarily lean back, we’ve had a lot of history but have been friends mainly). I thought I wanted this, and was finally ready to move on and ~blossom~ and be able function normally. Instead I just didn’t understand the sensation. He wasn’t bad, he only would get too quickly into tongue but it just seemed more because it’s what he enjoys and was just inpatient. I just couldn’t even get myself physically orientated, like I couldn’t properly embrace, and our heads felt weird, and it all felt really alien. I know as someone with no experience it is simply a new experience, but people tend to be able to lean into it and indulge, you know. He wasn’t doing anything wrong, and would do whatever I told him/correct himself. I want to like kissing. Maybe it’s just not for me. Even worse, earlier he asked me about the last thing I drew, which happened to be some retarded (but tame) bl shit that I did end up showing him. One was feeding takoyaki to other, and he thought it was a guy and girl and I had to fucking explain it was two guys. I tried to look for a picture of the two characters and they were all rather frisky and it was just a ridiculous situation. I’m not even that much of a fujo, I promise, but have I messed up my expectations? My main gripe is that it didn’t feel like how I imagine it to feel. My head always pictured something so different and imagined a whole different sensation. And I can’t get over it. I do think I should be alone, and I just feel sad I can’t be normal. I’m just sad now. No clue what I’m going to do. This guy likes me and finds it hard to see me as just a friend, but I do love him a lot. I’m just not fiery and passionate it seems. I hate dating anyways. I wanted us to be amy and shadow though, ugh why am I so extremely autistic. I think I want to be just friends though? I’m so lost.

No. 1539803

>>1539801
>I wanted us to be amy and shadow
I don't speak autist, can someone translate what this means?

Also kek the thing about showing him your BL ship art reminds me of kirbyanon showing kirby porn to her therapist lmfao

No. 1539807

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>>1539801
>She wanted her relationship to resemble a Sonic ship
>She showed him yaoi fanart
KEK this is so autistic anon I'm laughing so hard I'm sorry

No. 1539808

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No. 1539809

>>1539801
SIA is real.

No. 1539812

>>1539801
You're beautiful and unique, nonny. Don't let anyone get in your head about it. Whatever awkward nerd shit you did is probably honestly not that big of a deal in the real world with this guy who doesn't seem to know the details of what your fan interests are (which is a good thing honestly)
But also you're about to be affectionately bullied by everynonny here so you should probably not check in on this thread until you're mentally ready for that lol. I wish you happiness

No. 1539820

>>1539801
I can understand the disappointment you felt at expecting the situation to be different. Maybe you felt you had a lot in common or you got along well enough. But you may just like him as a friend, and that's ok. Don't force yourself to be in a relationship or force attraction to be "more normal". That usually doesn't end up being a good experience.
Maybe you just need more time to find someone you're attracted to. And that's ok too. I also wish you happiness nona

No. 1539857

why was this 6 month old thread necro'd wtf

No. 1539882

>>1539857
You’re right, I just now noticed this thread is ancient but saw it bumped up and didn’t realize it was old

No. 1540418

I'm pregnant and its making me fucking exhausted. I've been drinking coffee to compensate, I know you're not supposed to drink caffine but I cut it down to 2 cups a day one in the morning and one in the evening because I stg… I'm only a couple weeks past my missed period but getting up and moving around, its like my body weighs 1000 pounds.
I'm slightly worried because I was pregnant earlier this year and it didn't end up working out and I blamed it a bit on having drank caffine during pregnancy, although realistically I know that's paranoid, there were signs things were off from the start. I had underestimated the strength of a cup and gotten the jitters a few times. This time though, I am only drinking enough to have the energy to move around, I'm way more exhausted this time than last time which I take as a good sign.



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