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No. 2400311
A thread for venting about difficult stuff going on in your life.
Previous vent thread:
>>2389570Follow all the /ot/ board rules &
do not reply to bait.
Do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all. No. 2400339
I can’t tell if I’m pregnant or not and I’m freaking out. I had sex once with my boyfriend this month. We have been together for about 5-6 years, and he is my first boyfriend. We used protection. My period is 4 days late, but I also recently took a new multivitamin that made me break out. This is the first time my period has been irregular in a very long time. I do not have PCOS, though I did have subclinical hyperthyroidism a while ago, which delayed my period. However, I fixed that up with medication. I have been bloating for 4 days straight with extreme back aches, my breasts are also swelling despite me checking the scale today and seeing I no longer have water retention (I always do when I’m near my period). I cannot call my doctor until Monday, and I don’t know how to let go of this. I ate a cookie today and immediately started feeling nauseous , I have never felt this way. I am 21 years old, I just started college. I don’t understand, I’ve used protection entirely, but I’m not on birth control. I barely have penetrative sex anyway. I just cannot understand why my period is suddenly late and why I’m getting these weird symptoms, unless it had something to do with the multivitamins that I just started a week ago.
No. 2400354
>>2400345Yeah, but this is from somebody who has irregular periods. It isn't the end of the world if you're pregnant, though. If you don't live in a state that provides abortions, start socking away money for a plane trip.
If it turns out you are pregnant, try to figure out how. Did the condom break? Is your moid the kind of shithead who would poke holes in it?
Consider getting an IUD after this.
No. 2400357
>>2400354I don’t think the condom broke, and I am sure he wouldn’t do that, because last time something like this happened (when I was going through my thyroid issue, and I didn’t know this would affect it), he had a huge scare and was panicking about it. He still stuck with me, but he took me to the doctors and that’s when they did my blood work. This was a while ago, and my periods has been very normal since then. I just cannot figure out how this happened, because I barely have sex and I have been very safe about it, I made sure to use protection constantly. I live in a blue state, so I know I could do that if wanted, but it just seems so terrifying to me. I’ve been looking online constantly and people have been saying they’ve been pregnant for 4-7 weeks without realizing it, and it doesn’t make sense to me because my last period came in just fine.
No. 2400367
>>2400357Okay, I think you're going to be just fine, then. You say it's been 4 days, and it's Friday. By the time it's Monday, it will be the 7th day, right? So buy a pregnancy test over the weekend, take it Monday morning, and schedule a doctor's appointment to discuss changes in your menstrual cycle (and maybe review birth control options). There's a good chance it will show up soon and all this panic will be for nothing.
You're also 21, so it's not impossible you're going through hormonal changes. Stress or lifestyle changes can also affect your period. You're gonna be fine.
Focus on destressing and not panicking. You can literally worry yourself sick.
No. 2400427
>>2400367>>2400370Thank you very much. I talked it out with my boyfriend, and I feel a lot better about it. I’m just going to try to distract myself in the meantime.
>>2400381Did you forget to read the part where I’m 21 and just started college? I want to at least get a degree or have some financial stability before I have a kid. I don’t want to have a child at 21.
No. 2400609
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>boyfriend really loves rabbits
>decide to adopt two "meat" rabbits to get a feel for raising them
>they're essentially just fuzzy goldfish but worse, cute to watch run around in their exercise pen but not very cuddly and they cannot get a grasp on litter box training whatsoever
>family frequently complains about their smells
>our cats feel rejected by me for spending so much time with the rabbits
>bf cannot adopt them, he lives too far away
>spaying and neutering them is going to cost an arm and a leg because they're considered "exotic" pets (lol thanks america)
>rancher who sold them won't take them back
>can't get anyone to adopt them, the only shelter accepting has not communicated back with me whatsoever
This is going to be dark but… I may actually just have to end up dispatching and eating the rabbits… It's what they were raised to be I guess. I seriously cannot fucking believe it costs over $600+ to spay fucking rabbits, an animal that is notorious for proliferating. I bought them for $30 and spaying cats is somehow cheaper than spaying rabbits. The only other solution is to just let them loose into our backyard when the weather warms up and let them fend for themselves. I am not really sure if that's any ethically better than just continuing to raise them as loving "pets" until they're old enough to be cooked. I've already wasted hundreds on their supplies and upkeep and they will put me in debt if this keeps up, and they're not actually as nice and snuggable as they look…
I also feel entirely fucking lied to by youtubers and redditors, rabbits are fairly dumb and they litter train much worse and take longer than cats. They're also cowardly and throw tantrums. I see now why people here basically don't keep them as pets, even though they are still better than hamsters, mice, rats, etc. Very burned out and I feel like I can only admit this anonymously without getting "told ya so" from a bunch of lyinh reddit assholes that did not, in fact, tell me shit and seem to further project lies about how "wonderful" and "sweet" bunnies are as pets, while also having $$$$ to blow on them. Fuck Reddit and Youtube.
No. 2400628
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>>2400609I used to have a jersey wooly with a nice temperament and did fucking pay the insane neutering cost, only for him to hate my guts after and become vicious. His fur would also clump up and he required specialized grooming in the summer or he would become matted. Honestly I say eat the rabbits and never get one as a pet again (or any anon reading this). They are objectively depressing and bad pets because they are prey animals. If they were any smarter or interesting, it would be cruel. They're meant to be a dumb burden so we don't feel as bad killing them bc they are so cute
No. 2400642
>>2400609Please let us know how you choose to prepare the rabbits and what rabbit meat tastes like. I'm deathly curious.
Also sorry for your loss and dumb boyfriend.
No. 2400643
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>>2400628Yeah oh gosh, see thank you for being honest about your experience. It feels like the reddit cult would INSIST I should just wait until it's spaying time because "they'll get better". It's a very expensive gamble and not guaranteed to pay off at all. Reddit was already wrong about so much. (The rabbits have peed in their own water dish a couple of times and thrown random objects into their water multiple times. I bought them palm leaf bowls for their veggies thinking they would enjoy chewing on the bowls but they don't, and they ended up just throwing it upside down and blocking themselves off from their own fresh veggies… happend 3 times and I gave up trying to use the palm leaf bowl.)
>>2400632Nah, this has definitely humbled me and made me appreciate our cats so much more.
>>2400635>are only barely domesticated.This is the part that surprises me most. Even in 2025, rabbits are still dumb as doornails. Cute aesthetically but nothing more.
No. 2400649
>>2400609Not surprised, rabbits are very cute, but they are shitty pets. They eat everything and they shit every where and very untrainable.
The “I might eat them” made me kek. Are you able to stomach killing (which is the easiest part) and cleaning fur and its interior? Wouldn’t it be easier to just relocate it?
No. 2400660
>>2400611I completely get it, I've been in a similar situation in which I just assume people are roughly my age and then find out they're 10+ years older than me
I thankfully have a couple of friends my age and I treasure them deeply, sometimes people get weird when they know you're younger/older than them
No. 2400661
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>>2400643Don't feel bad at all anon. I'm convinced the people who get "good rabbits" are lying to themselves because they are so cute or somehow get ones that aren't completely retarded and inbred like the rest seem to be.
>and they ended up just throwing it upside down and blocking themselves off from their own fresh veggies…They'll never change. My rabbit did this every single time he was served his stupid produce and preferred to be fed by hand like an asshole (but not while being held, you have to sit or squat in front oh his pen)
>family frequently complains about their smellsAlso if your family are attached to them in any way (like any non-adults) when I was a kid my mom randomly decided to buy these stupid fiddler crabs for us and within a week we all hated them for the same reason. The male would lift his claw and lower it all day while sitting on a rock and the female would hide. That is the extent of their pet abilities other than smelling like a sewer and staring at us with beady eyes. My mom flushed them alive and said they died but told us the truth a few years later. I'm so glad she didn't keep them out of sunk cost fallacy/guilt. Eat the rabbits anon, there are tons of great recipes online and it is what they were literally meant for, just like the stupid fiddler crabs belong in a sewer
No. 2400663
>>2400651Yeahh, I read something similar about bad rabbit mothers on the meat rabbit reddit and how they've butchered mean does for
stomping their babies. It sounds like sitting on the baby may have been an "Intelligent" Animal Moment™, but thumping a baby to death is just outright repugnant. They do have the rodent strat of just, make a bunch of babies and don't worry about being a decent mother, unlike greater mammals that nuture their babies.
No. 2400664
>>2400660ayrt
do you judge them being older? i only feel weird bc i don't want to be seen as some kind of creep for befriending a younger person. but i'm also hypersensitive to that because i was personally preyed on as a minor online by an adult. like i said this person isn't underage tho. they're 24
No. 2400670
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>>2400661samefag, crabfag
No. 2400680
>>2400674I’m not going to sit here and say that being attractive is so worse and yada yada. Women who aren’t are equally treated like shit, I used to be uglier, I know how it is.
But it’s so damn annoying when someone feels entitled to your space and time despite the fact that you haven’t given them any signals.
No. 2400683
>>2400649You're right that killing seems like the easiest part, and even multiple ways to go about it (broomstick vs bonk 'n bleed), I am just unsure what to do with their pelt afterwards. I am tempted to learn how to tan pelts bc I would hate to just have to throw their fur away.
The most guilt, if anything, is like what crabfriend mentioned. I think I would just lie to my boyfriend and tell him I found someone that would rehome them. He is aware of how much trouble they've been on me and is sorry for me.
No. 2400687
>>2400683Wouldn’t gutting their neck be better? The more you stress the animal the worse the meat is.
When I went back to Africa for holiday I watched my grandma prepare a chicken and a goat from the start. It’s messy.
No. 2400689
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>>2400683NTA and I’m not trying to judge you but
>bonk n’ bleedis scaring me a little
No. 2400690
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>>2400688Honestly I'm going to follow the next anon who tries to keep this boring topic going
No. 2400702
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>>2400683>broomstick vs bonk 'n bleedWait how do you want to kill these bunnies nonna?!
No. 2400703
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>>2400695Yes I get it anon dw, they're retarded we know. It's not that you're wrong
(repeatedly infight baiting) No. 2400707
>>2400687Gutting… their neck?
>>2400689That's the nickname of the technique, it's stunning them with a blow to the back of their head and then cutting their neck so they bleed out. (I think this is what the other anon meant?) I think the most merciful techniques I have seen involve buying tools to just instantly kill them with a single shot. Not really sure how much money that kind of thing would be, or if it's really worth it for a one or two-time use.
If you
really want macabre though,
there is a trademark for a rabbit rancher tool and it's called "the original hopper popper" lol No. 2400708
>>2400695nta and i get it too. some people are just not worth going back and forth with.
going back to your op, i hate when obviously pornsick dudes fetishise a certain trait of mine and hover around me irl. there’s not
many like that, but even the ones who you think are just autistic are probably as degenerate and doing it with ulterior motives
No. 2400750
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Rabbit anon here, I just wanted to give another update that really gives me conviction in my decision to be rid of the bunnies one way or another.
>have two cats
>the older one of the two loves me dearly, sees me as her person
>would regularly come to my bed for cuddles and purr right in my lap
>when I got the rabbits, a few days later, she saw them, left the room, and then later that night in another room she SCREAMED at me in anguish (it actually scared the crap out of me even though she was nuzzling against the ground, but it was obvious she was raging against me for doing this)
>it still haunts me and depresses me thinking about how she howled at me
>skip to tonight
>she comes into my room, jumps onto my tall bed and comes up to me into my lap for cuddles
>she hasn't done this in weeks because of the bunnies
>one of the rabbits sees her
>gives a loud THUMP because they don't like her
>cat startles a little
>continue petting cat
>rabbit thumps loudly again, cat whips her head
>just keep petting her, she relaxes and gives in to the petting
Stupid fucking carrot muncher, he WISHES he was chill enough to enjoy cuddles like my sweet kitty… Nothing really beats the love of a cat.
No. 2400756
>>2400750>Stupid fucking carrot muncher, he WISHES he was chill enough to enjoy cuddles like my sweet kittyThey can never relax and feel weirdly hard when you try to cuddle them, unless they're literally obese. The only "good pet rabbits" I've seen were extremely fat and docile
>she SCREAMED at me in anguishShe might poop on your pillow or destroy something you love. She would probably enjoy playing with one of their feet after you have them skinned or whatever
No. 2400778
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>>2400774Kekkk anon, I just meant that cats seethe and do weird things like that when they feel betrayed but she already gave you the silent treatment. My male cat intentionally shat on my bed when he was angry but even that is more interesting than a rabbit accidentally inventing poop water for the 100th time. I enjoyed your rabbit rants very much, I hope you update us later on what happens to them and your cat
No. 2400814
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Why can't I ever do things? It's like some sick sort of inertia where I only want to read or play the guitar or learn or whatever when I'm doing them, and I can't find it in myself to want to do anything when I'm in a "state of rest". The only way I've ever gotten myself to do things is by forcing them into a routine, and I hate it, and it doesn't always work. Why am I like this, and how can I fix it?
No. 2400828
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I have a love/hate relationship with the fact that the less I try to look good, the better I actually look. I've always thought I look my best in the mornings, wearing my pajamas with messy hair, rather than when I try to look decent or put together. And let's not even talk about makeup or fancy outfits, I end up looking like a troon.
No. 2400833
>>2400828 I flicked my long pony tail and put it in a messy bun and tidied up my baggy sweatpants , well they weren’t really sweatpants in the first place, they were my pajama pants that I slept in the night before, I didn’t really care , I always valued comfort over fleeting societal standards; besides that I had never been the type to bother with annoying itchy make up nor tight, constricting clothes, I sure as hell would have not started that Monday.
I placed my bag on my shoulders and put my crocs in sport mode, ready to tackle the dreaded Monday. Before I could open the door my mother yelled at me “Y/N, wait!” she said with her usual hurried tone; I stopped on my tracks and turned to listen “you are not going to school..I have just sold you to one direction”….
No. 2400837
>>2400833Kek thanks
nonnie. I knew someone would end up commenting something like this. But I think as the other nona said my problem is that I haven't found my style. The stuff I wear at home is completely different to what I wear outside. I guess I should try to wear a more relaxed style.
No. 2400843
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>>2400841Loose.
Like picrel
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>>2400848If you don’t like sporty you can try more casual/elegant looks that are still baggy. I propose to you this.
No. 2400874
I have severe memory issues from benzodiazepine addiction. Also, probably caused by my mental illness. I'm genuinely starting to feel like I am developing dementia. I've been a benzo addict for 6 years. I have had crippling social phobia my entire life, severe generalized anxiety, a panic disorder. I'm convinced that there's something wrong with my CNS that is caused by extreme childhood abuse and bad genes. I began taking benzos 6 years ago and it's the only medication that helped me get rid of my panic attacks. Also, helped tone down the social anxiety to the point where I could do normal social stuff.
I am addicted and can't stand it any longer. I take them daily. My tolerance is building up. Considering how bad my symptoms have been prior to me becoming an addict. I think that I might be addicted for the rest of my life.
I can read, comprehend, understand incredibly complex information but my vocabulary doesn't improve and I cannot retain the information or explain it. I do in a sense but it's on an extreme abstract and conceptual level. I don't have a narrated inner monologue.
I'm genuinely confused by my symptoms and even now I find it hard to actually word it. I don't think that anyone reading this can actually understand what I am going through.
I am also confused regarding my mental capacity. I think that I might be intelectuallly disabled. That my IQ is lower than that of an average person because my verbal IQ is incredibly low. Then, I can read and comprehend an incredibly complex text which the average person wouldn't be able to understand let alone a retard. I can understand words intuitively. I am embarrassed of talking about this because it sounds like I am trolling. I can understand Hegel and I have read hundreds of Wikipedia articles on various subjects ranging from history of religion to psychology.
I just cannot speak or explain the information. My vocabulary doesn't improve. It's incredibly frustrating because I cannot stand up for myself or prove to another person that I understand a certain subject. Also, I cannot hold normal conversation or bond with people. Even this sounds like a shitpost and a copypasta.
I forget names, basic information, incredibly mundane stuff and have to note it down constantly.
I have incredibly ambiguous mental illness. Don't even understand how I lasted this long. It's so frustrating. It also makes it impossible for me to stand up for myself or take my side even when I am in the right.
Everything is so frustrating. Also, I did everything in order to get better and it doesn't.
For example I have bands that I've been listening to for years that I love. I am genuinely familiar with their music. I can't name any of their albums or songs but I genuinely listen to their music.
FUCK my life. I wanted to be in academia. I see nothing for myself. There's something profoundly wrong with my mind.
Wish that I had normal parents so I could live with them and they'd take care of me
No. 2400897
>>2400817Maybe he will do a full retard move like my obese dad did and think that getting all his teeth pulled to get dentures is a smart idea and not literally more expensive than my college funds. He went from having a pot belly to a flab of loose skin because having no real teeth aside from dentures and dental implants makes you really hate eating. He also 180'd and cut most sugar out of his diet and it contributed to rapid weight loss.
Nothing I ever said to him helped him, he did all of that of his own accord, because he's a man and men are just stubborn asses like that. But I can deeply relate to wanting to put a knife to his skin and wanting to scoop the fat out, not caring if it kills him or not because of how his fat made him even worse as a person.
No. 2400912
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It fucking sucks when someone you consider a close friend have friends that for some reason clearly doesn't like you. Whenever my friend invites me out with her buddies I'm always very polite and try to fit in with the vibes, not trying to overstep any boundaries since I know they work in the same dance studio. But still, I can feel them eyeing me up when I arrive and start being condescending, locking me out of conversations, backhanded comments, etc. They make sure to really make you aware that you are the outsider here.
My friend doesn't seem to catch up on it at all and seems to just enjoy having several people she likes around at the same time, I haven't said anything either because what good would that make? Sometimes you just don't vibe with a group of people. But this means I barely see her anymore because she's always with this group, so I always say I'm busy or something whenever she asks me to come along. But considering how awful I feel after I try to get along with those friends of hers, maybe it's for the better.
No. 2400913
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>roommate complains about utility bills going up five months after I moved in
>pulled a shade this morning to find out they've been leaving windows open all night when it's been 11-20F out
No. 2400919
>>2400912I don't really have anything to say except that I've been in this situation too and it sucks. Sometimes people really do just act like haters for no reason.
>Dance theatreThis explains a lot about their behaviour kek
No. 2400931
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>>2400913Some people do
not understand how gas heat works, at all.
>Does opening a window effect it?!Yes, you're letting cold air in, now the heater has to work harder to maintain the temperature the heat is set at.
>Is 85 fine?NO! Set it to 70 at the highest.
>It's just me in here!The heat is not heating you as a body specifically, but rather the entire home. If there were more people in the house it might be warmer due to body heat. Stupid stupid stupid stupid!
No. 2400936
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my relationship with my boyfriend is falling apart because we've both faced really tumultuous shit in our personal lives in the past five years.
the only issue is that when I deal with adversity, I work incredibly hard to dig myself out.
He just digs his own hole deeper, self sabotages, sabotages the relationship and does textbook avoidant stuff. I've tried my hardest to be there for him but he makes it extremely difficult.
He makes no effort to hide that he's very jealous of how many friends I have and all of my hobbies, while simultaneously doing nothing to help himself. I genuinely believe this relationship is failing because of his depression and his need to just sabotage everything and try and pull me down.
I feel guilty for wanting to leave him because he's depressed, but he's absolutely miserable to be around and there's no spark, I make almost all of the effort in the relationship at this point.
I'd be more willing to help and be patient if he didn't treat me like absolute shit and stopped purposefully doing and saying incredibly hurtful things because he's unhappy with his life and jealous of mine.
No. 2400937
i dont know if this belongs here, but i used to do sw. one of my regular clients for over four years was someone i ended up falling for. i did sw for about six years to cover rent, healthcare, and other expenses while in med school.
yesterday for valentines, he invited me to a hotel. he had set up a beautifully decorated table, and we ordered food. as we started eating the appetizer, i decided to confess my feelings towards him. he was in the middle of chewing his salad when he laughed right in my face. bits of food fell from his mouth as he told me he couldnt believe i ever thought i had a chance with a man of his status.
hes a medical director, only 38, and moved up the ranks really fast. i always admired his work ethic, especially since he finished his residency with a publication that has a ton of citations in nature.
right now, it just hurts. i keep thinking about it and feeling pathetic. i dont know if ill ever be able to look a guy i truly like in the eyes again. i also cant imagine feeling safe enough to go to therapy.
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I wanna wear cute shit and step out of baggy clothes sometimes, but the moment I wear something tight or even fitting, my boobs will ruin that and I will always be reminded of how moid attention directed at my chest makes me feel disgusted with my body and how at one concert I had the cameraman filming my cleavage and it was on the big screen too kek. I wanted to bury myself alive on the spot when my friend told me what was filmed while I was vibing to the music.
Unfortunately breast reduction surgery isn’t an option because for one, I’m terrified of surgery rooms and two, from what I researched, medics here won’t perform it if you’re of childbearing age because what if you’re gonna have kids someday (I won’t, but still isn’t enough). And I’m stuck in this loop of fantasizing of having smaller perky boobs, ugh.
No. 2400950
>>2400946I hope you can get there, and soon. I could never imagine being financially unstable
and with a demon moid. Maybe try stealing from him? Or not, I don't know.
No. 2400954
>>2400937>man of his status>actually a 38 year old man with a bloated egomen are so nasty, poor
nonny. have you read stuff from other women who used to be in the sex industry, maybe that can help?
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>>2400988You're right, that nona shouldn't have encouraged raping your husband. She should have suggested beating him first to make him pliable.
No. 2401008
>>2400988>first post says "this man says I should have sex with him whenever he wants">second post says "tell him that he should have sex with you whenever he wants">only objects to the second one oh ok.
>>2400996>>2401002wrong again, there are many components to a marriage and the division of funds is just one part of it
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>>2401016I would consider it escorting in the pretty woman kind of way. She managed to find a rich and attractive guy to pay her way but the main reason she’s there is because she broke.
No. 2401025
>>2400937What kind of a psycho pays to insert themselves into someone over many years, invites them on a fancy valentine's date and still thinks they're "above" them? If we follow his logic that you're scum, then he's no different from being right there next to you this whole time. As expected of Johns, he's a delusional headcase
Good luck with medical school
nonny. I'm sorry you had to put yourself through it with sex work but you're stronger than he will ever be, I hope one day you can find a therapist who is SW-friendly to help you unpick all of this.
No. 2401041
>>2400937Scrotes love fucking prostitutes but rarely wife up one. You’re nothing more than a warm fleshlight for him.
They are able to divide us into boxes, “wife material” “work wife” “sex doll”. That’s why they are able to whore out with mistresses and prostitutes while keeping their wives in a veil of halo and almost chastity.
No. 2401042
>>2401041And I’m not saying that one is better than the other. I’m saying that to them you are simply a role.
That’s why you have women with lovely wives and kids who still cheat on them left and right while simultaneously claiming that they love them so much.
No. 2401044
>>2400975many high status men pay for sex, the same way they'd pay for a coffee for example
but that guys spending valentines with a prostitute, he sounds like a sad cynical man
No. 2401123
>>2401114There’s always some NEET or newfag doing it before anybody else has a chance so no thanks
>>2401115Lmao because you know you’re a dirty crazy bitch? Incels and men don’t even have to tell you that one, you know it yourself. You can cry “that’s misogyny” all you want, bitches like you shriek when you actually have to clean up your behavior. You love stupid bitches just like yourself because they keep it zipped when you do dumb things, self-centered people don’t like others disrupting their fantasy and telling them their goals and desires are self-destructive and inconsiderate, you love other morons cheering your retarded ass on. KEKKK you’re walking entertainment, no different from the lolcows you likely alog, go fuck yourself
(infighting) No. 2401125
>>2401106The point is to make fun of
cows anon, not each other. And when we're mocking cows you don't do it to their face because that would be cowtipping, so your logic makes less than no sense. You're just a bitch. Why do you come to /ot/ if all you're going to do is act like an immature child?
No. 2401180
>>2401169There's a fucking incest thread on m. Thats bully worthy yet those tards call anyone pearl clutchers who call it out. And yes I've had said retarded things and I've also got mocked for some of the things I said. I don't cry and act the
victim because I chose to act like a retard
No. 2401221
>>2401200>praised for my intelligence my whole life just because of an IQ test I took when I was 5Either you're still telling people about that test result, or you're really young and will be relieved to know that in the adult world this stuff stops counting. I don't know which of my coworkers did degrees or failed school, I only know if they come across as smart in real life or not, but now that can be measured in Navy different ways like emotional intelligence or whether they're good at fixing the office electronics or having smart things to say about books and so on
I hope you are still smart as an adult because the world needs that
No. 2401237
>>2401194Yeah I'm gonna get banned for just pointing out the obvious. Funny how you think this is ban worthy but feel you're completely justified in screeching at other anons because their vents
trigger your uncontrollable rage. The total lack of self awareness displayed by farmers never ceases to amaze me.
No. 2401247
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“No, YOU’RE a mentally ill unstable retard!”
No. 2401249
>>2401247regular lc users
>it sure would be nice if our platform didn't dramatically change because newfags keep coming here and feeling uncomfortablenewfags
>no u! No. 2401275
>>2401271I can't stop thinking about male
>arms>hands>chest>tummy>dickIt's like I'll masturbate, feel released for an hour, then feel horny and distracted again. Maybe it's a vicious cycle in which the more I indulge in my impulse the more impulses I have.
No. 2401281
>>2401271Yes
>>2401277Was she the one who revealed the ancient knowledge that women can ovulate more than once in a cycle? Because that really opened up a lot for me.
No. 2401333
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realising I could have been beautiful if not for my parents allowing me to mouth breathe my whole childhood. Both my parents were beautiful and I could have been too. Why didn't they realise or give a fuck? It needs to be drilled into parents how disastrous mouth breathing is, it literally effects everything. I have constant sinus and breathing issues because of it as well.
And I recently been blackpilled on how dentistry went in complete opposite direction after the father of it died and now the modern phenomena of recessed faces. There's not 1 example from old bones that we currently have that had jaw recession. It's fucked up.
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i want a gf life is so unfair
No. 2401406
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>>2401394Why are women like this? Why do they coddle men so much? If you're in you're a teenager and believe in the feminism is for everyone meme i could understand but being over the age of 21 and still believing this.
No. 2401411
>>2401369ummm yes……yes allergies, narrow nasal turbinates, deviated septum, poor body posture, incorrect swallowing, tongue placement and a diet of mainly soft foods all affect face and jaw development. you're literally repeating what I said but making a problem of it. lmao.
>>2401360yeah the beauty ideal was a soft jawline and obesity. under their blubber their jaws were normal. they asked painters to photoshop them like that as well. I recommend reading the beauty potential by Carney Bowels. Jaw recession is a modern phenomena and read up on when dentists went from prioritising facial beauty opposed to extraction and straight teeth. So, the father of dentistry was heavily against teeth extraction and focused on overall facial structural harmony until he died and someone else took over who believed extraction was the correct way to do things and prioritised straight teeth over everything else and all the other dentists fell in line. Extracting teeth wasn't really a thing until recently.
>>2401376your parents sound like worthless cunts. you're not a horrible person.
No. 2401441
Sometimes I kinda miss my old apartment. This one is bigger and closer to what I would consider my dream home - it's bigger, it has a good floorplan, rent is practically the same as my old apartment that was smaller, a neat balcony, an open fireplace and an extra room that I'm currently renting out (and that I'm planning to turn into an office once I'm done studying). But my old apartment, while smaller, had a nice open floorplan, and I enjoyed being closer to nature. Though, one of the reasons I moved was because they were turning a lot of the forest close by into apartment complexes, making the area feel very crowded. Honestly, maybe I'm just bored of my apartment and need to do some redecorating.
Ngl, I kinda can't wait to meet someone I can get my dream home with.
No. 2401446
>>2401425>muh causationI'm getting big reddit vibes here. You agree with what I say but want to nitpick language to look superior. You're not getting any upvotes on here. You can calm down.
Uncorrected Mouth breathing from any kind of issue be it allergy or simply habit causes facial and jaw recession among a myriad of other ailments. POINT FUCKING BLANK.
No. 2401447
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I hate rggtwt so much. They’re full of a bunch of contradictory cunts who then do this shit in their “private” circles and then go “It HURTS the fandom if you even expose them!!1!1!1”
No. 2401461
>>2401379I don't know. I think I had about zero empathy as a teenager, I was basically a zombie with resting bitch face and it took me a long time to not be retarded or unintentionally hurtful to other people and even care for them. I remember having 0 interest in human connection and being indifferent to my few acquaintances. I never told this anyone, but from late elementary school age to my early twenties I regularly had sadistic fantasies about hurting small female animals or (imaginary) humanoid creatures. It's really weird because I cared so much about animals before this. Animals used to love me as a small child because I was always gentle and patient with them and I got so upset when I learned how much humans destroy nature. I even beat up a boy in kindergarden because he was torturing bugs. Now I don't trust myself around children or animals, especially female ones. It's good I never got in to these weird drawings of cute chibis that get tortured, because they
trigger these fantasies again. Aside from the undeniable psycho tendencies I'm pretty boring, because my only hobbies are escapism related and I don't even do anything creative. I'm sure most people with unfortunate situations grew from them, but it only made me kind of stunted and a shitty person and I'm not strong enough to change beyond being barely functional with a low end job.
No. 2401470
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>>2401461Most people are that way when they're teenagers but there are anons who will call you a serial killer for the pet/female animal thing. I think it's more like 1950s picrel transference and a lot of TIFs larp as their abusers to disassociate so it's not uncommon. What makes a scrote a serial killer is deciding everyone else is the problem and not him, which doesn't sound like you. If you decide to figure it all out, then these experiences will add to your character and judgment. If you stay the same, then it's different I guess
No. 2401513
>>2401470Yeah hurting animals is a warning sign for serial killers. I'm glad I don't have the fantasies anymore, but honestly don't know what to figure out. My empathy returned, it's just weird that I had such an extreme reaction to some shitty, but not really remarkable, parenting. I definitely could have turned out a tif. In elementary school I had fantasies about being a boy too
weirdly sexual ones, boy me always got raped but somehow I never got the idea that I am a man. Never got assaulted as a kid though I don't know why I was so weird.
No. 2401525
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The more I think about how we will lose our jobs to AI during the current decade and rich tech billionaires will proceed to get even richer while ruling over us all genuinely makes me want to end it all. My company is planning to replace some of its personnel with AI and I'm in a real danger of losing my corporate job I worked so hard for, and I'm at my wit's end. I don't know what to do next. It was the only thing I really wanted to do with my life and I have no other valuable skills. What will we do once a growing amount of us will become obsolete in a matter of few years? We can't start a revolution. We've been stripped clean of any weapons and democracy has been trampled under the shoes of modern day oligarchs. We're heading for an environmental disaster with the global temperatures rising, inevitably causing food shortages due to crops being ruined, global pandemics will become more common, biospheres will be wiped out. I'll a-log IRL any right wing retard bootlicker who's caping for billionaires and fascism, I truly will. The world seems so fucking bleak right now nonnies, I just want a hug and be held right now.
No. 2401542
>>2400609am i taking crazy pills or something but am i the only one disturbed by this post and the replies of all the anons at this agreeing with this sociopathic pickme anon?
Like this dumb bitch literally adopted two animals just because she wanted to impress a man. Then got mad that those animals require upkeep and are high-maintenace and is now talking about wanting to let them die or eat them and is blaming redditors for being the reason she got rabbits because they make them look cute…Like this is absurd and so are the replies to this post. WTF
No. 2401557
>>2401542I'm
>>2400714 and I agree with you but she and the other anons agreeing scared me so I didn't want to poke the bear
No. 2401610
No amount of explanation can make what I'm gonna vent about make sense, but I just wish I had a normal life. I wish I was competent enough to get a proper high paying job, I wish I could move out and have a house of my own, I wish I lived in a normal country with normal weather and environment and culture, I wish I could go to the gym, to the hospital, to the grocery store, to nice small diners and local restaurants, I wish I had a car and could drive so I can go to fun places, I wish I had real friends I was actually truly close to and didn't have to lie to and hide parts of myself from. I wish I could start my life over from scratch the way I want it with 0 consequences and harm coming my way. Even if I manage to get a job, get paid, and leave the country for good to somewhere better, I'll still be the same retarded me and I won't be able to ever make real friends who I can be honest to because I want to hide all my experiences and past life from them and want to be perceived as normal so bad. I will never be part of a tight friend group with shared experiences through thick and thin, hanging out and chatting and getting drunk together somewhere nice, making our own dinner from scratch in some dorm we rented. I will never have normal fun experiences or be happy. I'm not supposed to be alive at all. What I'm "living" doesn't count and not what I want. But I could never actually get what I want. And it's so fucking painful and horrible. I just want to kill myself because I really see no future for myself. I want to pretend there are other people like me out there, but it's probably just me. Everyone is moving forward and living their best lives, it's just me who was and will always be stuck behind. It's so unfair. Why did it have to be me? And it never ends. Nothing ever happens to me that actually kills me. Out of all the bad experiences, none of them was severe enough to kill me. Wtf is this bullshit. Someone hire some dark web hitman to assassinate me already. Why can't I get in a car accident and die? Why don't all my health issues kill me already? None of this makes sense or is normal. I'm so tired of my lack of life and being locked up between 4 walls like this. The walls are all I've ever known throughout my "life". When will this change? I want to see a different scenery already. Not even the window has a nice scenery outside. It's just more walls. Shit's got me feeling like Eren, man. Wish I could rumble this existence of mine.
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I hate how troons have ruined so many things from colors (I cringe everytime I see the combo of baby blue and pink) to random objects like shark plushies. I met this guy who showed me a shark plush he owns, normal I guess, but I can't help thinking of troons.
No. 2401665
>>2401630>>2401633>>2401639>>2401642I was speaking about hypothesis situations I wanted to be in, not what's actually happening. What's stopping me is things beyond my control like my family and the government and laws. It's too complicated but a family basically owns you and they get to decide if you can live a normal life or not, and it's up to them to report you to the government and get you tortured and executed if you don't comply and act the way they approve of. Majority of families of women around me don't subscribe to that, and they trust, love and care about their daughters and let them live normal lives. While my retarded family loves the system and is using it against me to keep me as their little docile slave. They're also gonna extort my money once I get employed to keep me from making too much money and escaping. Even the few exceptions who are on my side won't be happy if they heard what I actually want to do with my life, which goes against the culture and norms. The only way I could escape is slaughtering them all and somehow not get arrested then leave the country. But that's impossible ofcourse because it's a crime. Even leaving the country without their permission is a crime, or leaving the country period. The government loves locking people in, especially women, and place extremely retarded restrictive laws to force them to stay. And even if I somehow bypass all of this and get to a foreign western country I like, I'll stand out like a sore thumb and probably won't be able to hold a job in a much better higher standard environment with better education than the shithole I live in. I won't be able to buy a house either or get to meet friends I can form real connections with. Because it's obvious I'm weird and there's something off about me and I'm too different. And I don't want anyone to know any of this about me because it's simply embarrassing and makes me feel inhuman, incomplete and incompetent. Being a NEET just made these emotions and fear get amplified and I'm feeling extremely depressed. My only semi-ally was my mom, but she died a few months ago and things have been going downhill for me ever sense. The universe took the wrong parent.
No. 2401707
>>2401687I don't think there are any on here, I'm probably the only one. The closest thing was a thread for a more general region and group of countries, but from reading it, plus the thread pic, they probably all have somewhat normal lives and nothing to complain about. Which again leads to my point that I'm alone in this whole thing. My experiences are already isolating as is. The only people who make it out are ones from extremely rich backgrounds, women who are willing to get married to a man who promises to help which is a gamble imo and could be a trap, ones who get scholarships outside the country and are lucky enough to be allowed to go with a husband, divorce him, and get the citizenship and seek asylum in the country where she's taking the scholarship and stuff like that. I'm not allowed to take a scholarship of any sort, not even one inside the country or in my very own city, and I won't get married and fall for a trap and get raped 24/7 and enslaved and locked up for the rest of my life, that won't change anything. Either way, I just wanted to let these thoughts and feelings off my chest because it was really weighing on me. But I don't think I'll be feeling any better soon until something finally changes to the better in my life. Starting with my dad dying.
No. 2401709
>>2401665I’m truely sorry nona my heart dropped while reading. I often forget how restrictive and fucked up certain countries can be to women. If there is anything you
can do whatsoever to distance yourself or set up a path out of there I really hope you can do it. Completely understand why being a NEET and posting online would make you even more aware of your situation. I really wish you the best and pray there are options for you. Stay strong nona
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>>2401727>You can walk the streets and not have to worry about a rape refugee randomly attacking you or an illegal asylum seeker murdering you at a christmas market. yeah you don't need to worry about this in america or western europe either kek. in beautiful vaunted Romania just like all of these other places, the moids most likely to rape or hurt you are just going to be your father, husband, male relatives, or some other trusted man close to home
No. 2401811
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I want to start drawing again. It's something I've wanted to be good at my whole life. The problem is I'm not good at dealing with sucking at something for a long, long time and lack the discipline to put the work into not sucking. Although granted I'd like to specifically make fanart the likes of which I see on Pixiv and social media, and maybe that really is a skill level that is just unattainable for someone like me that couldn't even draw a middle finger without it looking like an penis.
No. 2401853
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Why does the unpredictability of certain people, especially those close to me, bother me? My sister, for example, is the most unpredictable person I know, one day she wants to invest in a business she knows nothing about, and the next she’s planning a sudden trip across the world. I know I’m probably the worst person to deal with this because I’m the complete opposite, I’m predictable, I love thinking things through, and I would never act without careful consideration. So does it make sense that this bothers me? The thing is, it’s not even the plans themselves that annoy me. I don’t care if they happen or not. What bothers me is simply knowing about them.
No. 2401860
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>>2401844You have a point. Plus, I do want to learn to draw porn too… Sounds like a win-win.
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>>2401860Phenomenal anon, amazing work
No. 2401891
>>2401830It's because English has a much bigger array of vocabulary and expressions to choose from. And it has words for things that don't exist in those people's first languages. Sometimes, it's genuinely easier to express something in English simply because it actually has the words for that concept. It's a more "global" and "general" language in a way. It also has the ability to invent words on the go for your needs and people still understanding what you mean, not all languages are like this. For example, adding a prefix or suffix to a word to create a new specific word that works for a conversation or idea you're trying to convey. It's a clever language if you will.
>>2401867In my case, I started learning English at around 4-5 yo at kindergarten, then continued self-learning along with school teaching me grammar and other basics. And because I interact with English media more, prefer English subtitles because they're more guaranteed and easier to find, prefer the English speaking side of the internet, and feel better and more comfortable thinking in English, I just got so used to it that it feels more natural for me than my boring ugly native language. And because I'm not on the local side of social media and the internet, people come up with some new slang that I miss out on and don't understand. My country also has tons of regional dialects, and the overall language differs from one country to another with their own dialects, so it's a bit harder to understand others from different reigons than mine. I also hate local media so I don't hear the language that much other than when chatting with friends and family. English has some interesting history and linguistics facts to it which I'm very autistic about and makes me prefer it as a language instead. My first language doesn't have that because it's too isolated and has a retarded cultural and religious identity that makes any kind of discussions that don't fit a specific narrative taboo, so it's pointless to try and read or research anything about it.
No. 2401913
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went out to a restaurant with my bf of 4 years today and he felt the need to point out how ‘gorgeous’ one of the waitresses was. it’s been 12 hours now and I still don’t know what to do about it. he said sorry but the fact that he prefaced it with ‘this isn’t something people should tell their girlfriends’ is just making me feel like he doesn’t actually care how i feel
No. 2401929
>>2401913he knows exactly what he's doing
check his phone lol
also download dating apps or hire a cute trainer and start looking for your next man
No. 2401932
>>2401921>>2401922I’m not that nona but im sorry to her for what she’s going through too, I haven’t been on LC in a while but it always feels less lonely posting here. im trying so hard to not let it get to me but im not the best looking person and he’s been trying to build up my confidence for years and to have it kinda break like that feels awful
i hope everyone’s having a good night
No. 2401952
>>2401946I really should
I don't know why people do that even with your exlpination. If a woman is beautiful, she's beautiful.
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i dont know if i can believe in love much longer
No. 2401987
>>2401542>>2401558So no, you definitely are instigating infighting by making this post. I am definitely still reading the thread. I already mentioned that I have reached out to shelters. We only have 2 no-kill rabbit shelters where I live and one of them is full and not accepting. The other still has not gotten back with me and it's been over a week since I sent in an application.
I did not get them to "impress a man", I got them because I have always been curious why our local pet stores would sell anything BUT rabbits, and unfortunately now I know why. It's funny too, because the only place locally that does sell rabbits is a literal livestock store that sells them to be sold off as
livestock. To be eaten.
I didn't blow $400+ on literal lop rabbits like you're acting like they are, and you sound like the exact petfags I wanted to avoid on Reddit. There's so much misinfo out there about rabbits and yeah, petfags are literally the same kind of people who act like these "meat rabbits" are equally as good of pets as lop rabbits. So either that's not true and meat rabbits aren't real pets, or it is true and rabbits in general just suck as pets. You tell me.
No. 2401993
>>2401991I think this has a lot to do with millennial-woman hating that a lot of other anons are noticing.
Minor sperg but this is the age women are most sick of scrotes and the only younger ones who are dating them are pick-mes. I'd say there are as many pick-me millennial women as zoomers. The non-pick me zoomer women hate millennial women as a group since only the pick-mes still rant on tiktok about their nigels and they're never exposed to ones they have anything in common with, since they feel dumb or pedophilic in those spaces. The pick-me zoomers hate millennial women for being mean and traumatizing their aging nigels away from commitment (kek) bc their standards were too high, when they demanded showers and fidelity
No. 2401994
>>2400609Agreed with the other nona that your best bet to rehome them is to check facebook. If you have a big backyard though then putting a hutch and some food outside for them doesn't seem that bad. Let them stay in the hutch and then let them loose. Unless they're dumber than I think then they should be able to remember where the hutch and the food is, you basically maintain them the way people do with street cats.
All that said I don't think eating them is all that bad an option and is arguably the more humane one. It sounds like you've put in a lot of genuine time, effort and money making them comfortable and happy which is far more than most meat rabbits or wild rabbits ever get. You'll need to find someone that can butcher them for you though and have plans for the meat. If you aren't comfortable preparing their meat yourself you might be able to negotiate something with someone to give them free meat.
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>>2401987nta but i was the one who said lets not turn this into an infight and i was neither of them. let’s nip this in the bud.
>picrelthis meme doesn’t just apply to british people but honestly people who can’t handle spice and aren’t willing to try new things really piss me off. even when they’re autistic or whatever it still makes me pissed off. i especially dislike male picky eaters
No. 2401996
>>2401943Just a general observation comparing English to my own first language. The speakers of this language love to brag about how it's rich with words, but they all stick to the most basic words possible that if you give them an academic or scientific paper of some sort with big words in their own language they won't be able to understand it, so I personally dismiss the number of words they claim to use, because no one ever use the big "smart" sounding words. While in English using "big" more specific words is encouraged to deliver an idea better so it feels like it has more words. Ofcourse, there are other hyperspecific languages like German, Japanese, Chinese etc., but they're harder to learn and speak fluently so I can't imagine people using them for expressing themselves anytime soon, lol. Also imo it helps that English seems to value literature and books, and lots of words and expressions got popularized by books or were first used in books then spread into everyday language. My own language has tons of English proverbs that were translated from books and just stuck in the language, which imo testifies to English superiority and eloquence, while still being comprehensible. In my own language, we used to study poems and excerpts of books in our language back in school, then they will have a page or two dedicated to explaining every line and word in simpler language, because no one would understand it otherwise since no one speaks the way literature is written and the words frequently used in literature are rare in everyday conversations, unlike in English. Even posts on LC are more linguistically advanced and eloquent than any literature in my first language, something about it is less intelligent for some reason and it's encouraged by the knowledge and science hating culture, but I digress.
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>>2401999What about fresh garlic? You guys especially should be eating or learning to tolerate that. You know what I mean
No. 2402010
>>2401999>>2402006male picky eater detected. also
>developed palatesyour palate isn’t very developed if you only eat the same 3 foods…
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I want to read a manga but I don’t know of any series I actually want to read right now… I read Nina the Starry Bride last weekend which was aggressively mediocre but I expected nothing less
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>Typical schizo spicy food eater behavior
No. 2402022
>>2401561>so many other optionsYou didn't even fully read my post. Nobody wants them. I'm not mentioning other contact means I have used because that would start getting into potential dox territory, and I know how unironically psychopathic animal lovers can be. I am telling you,
nobody wants them. I am not baiting. It hurts me too. I hate that my family isn't very supportive regarding keeping them. I hate that my cats don't care for them and have literally avoided me over it. I don't even think that one anon who called me a dumb bitch even realizes that, had I not adopted these two, they would still be living outside in a meat rabbit colony in this freezing weather, and would have been killed for meat already. The rancher herself even said, when I asked her if she could take them back, that now they're "acclimated to being indoors" and that's why she refused to take them back, which sounds like total bullshit.
>>2401565>And it doesn't even make sense because how would her boyfriend feel after finding out she ate his supposed favorite animal?That's the other thing. I don't know if he would truly forgive me. That's why I'm waffling on this so fucking hard. I feel like I would have to lie to him about it if I did go through with it, and I hate that. But that's regardless of if I dispatched them and ate them myself or if I took them in to get euthanized. It feels like such a damned if I do, damned if I don't situation and I'm torn up over it.
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Today, while looking for something online, I found the instagram account of a catholic girl who started working as a farmhand and does archery and rides horses, a large shift from the city life she led a year prior as she stated. She had good intentions, but seemed to always preach this sentiment of kindness, of doing what you want instead of watching people do it, chasing your dreams and trusting god. Yet, she had her own apartment in a HCOL state, money for gunne saxxe dresses and expensive clothing, money to interior design and buy archery equipment…all on a farmhand salary? It just felt out of touch. She isn't an influencer or sugar baby or anything so I imagine her family helps her. Just kind of sad to be told these sentiments but be unable to go do archery or support myself helping out on a farm. I have to work on my envy and inability to feel grateful all of the time, but I do wish I could do more of what I love and make ends meet doing something I value. I have some time and things I enjoy, but I can only do so much with my hobbies when I have so little money. I also wish I could delude myself with christianity. Maybe I'm just not taking away the right thing.
No. 2402035
>>2401994I feel like that may be what we will have to do once all this icy weather stops. I don't want them to freeze to death, and they would like our backyard since we never use pesticides.
>>2402021He did have some influence, I won't deny that, but I myself have also really liked the idea of owning bunnies because of my own childhood experiences with petting them in petting zoos and always wondering why they weren't options at the pet store. He is also one of the reasons why I feel like I still can't do the deed, and I may end up asking him if he can help foot the bill of their spay/neuter. I don't think he would disagree to that considering how much he likes them and me. I am not sure how much he would still love rabbits if he knew how standoffish they are and how much work they take. He doesn't have any himself because of his current living situation.
No. 2402039
>>2402035Tell him they got RHD. He'd be none the wiser.
>>2401561>she has so many other options Not really.
No. 2402045
>>2402009>>2402010>>2402012I'm not British, I just think the "I'm so speshul because I eat spicy food" attitude is retarded. I cook with spices you've never heard of in your life and eat all kinds of cuisines. "Spicy food" isn't a cuisine or dish, it's just a flavor out of many other superior ones. There's nothing "new" about spicy food, it's just pain in your mouth and that's it. And it masks all other flavors and ruins your experience of the dish.
>>2402016Because spicy food fags are so goddamn annoying and smug about their shit taste and never shut up about how they're "superior". You never see people who dislike spicy food sperg out about it or hate people who do like it. I'm here to balance things out.
To be clear, by spicy I mean heat chilli pepper kind of stuff. Anything else is nice and I like black pepper on my food a lot. I give red chilli flakes a pass in minimum amount for the bitter flavor. And I had wasabi once and almost died from a brain stroke. Spicy food is overrated and gross and I will die on this hill. There are better flavors to enjoy out there anyways so no one is missing out on anything by not eating it.
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>>2402053I knew what you meant and that you would be perceived as picrel but chose to watch it happen and do nothing
No. 2402069
>>2402003I will say, once again, had I not adopted these buns they wouldn't have even seen 1 year, much less a few months. They were also inexpensive and youtubers and redditors like to insist that meat rabbits can "still be pets". I will admit that I feel better making mistakes and learning with these two instead of dropping hundreds of dollars on "disclaimer, we cannot guarantee the personality of your lop, deposit nonrefundable" and still fucking it up while feeling a deeper sense of regret with how much money was lost to them. For all I know, they would have been worth that money. And if not, I was right to just adopt these two because despite everything, they still don't bite or lunge.
I think ultimately I still appreciate the experience as opposed to just continuing to wonder what I was "missing out" on. I will also confess that I got them very impulsively because the meat rabbit rancher was only an hour away and the closest rabbit shelter to me is a four-hour round trip. People who live in areas that cater better to bunnies are luckier than me, and I feel like that also contributes to how stressful this situation has been.
No. 2402096
>>2402084ayrt and completely agreed nona. even the ‘charming’ or attractive moids are still SO easy to read. i think that’s partially why i fail with relationships and falling for men because i enjoy a bit of a chase and mutual back and forth, not some hammed up cheesy bullshit because he just wants poosy soo bad. i’ve also had some good relationships with men, mostly platonically and if romantic they were mature enough to respect my issues with dating. they’re just all incredibly self-absorbed, not to say we can’t be too of course, but the average male will
never think before he speaks or act, and if he does it’s to gain something
No. 2402104
>>2401982Love exists but not with men. As harsh as it sounds, if you don't aim to have kids, the best way to deal with men and romantic relationships is probably just hooking up and dumping them (
I was about to write pump-and-dump but the term is actually so disgusting and only further proves that moids will never see us as fully human) when you're not horny anymore. When it comes to literally any other needs, good friends provide that better than any moid could.
No. 2402119
>>2402110ayrt
>it's like impossible for them to view women as actual peoplethis is precisely what it is and i’ve known this even as a teenager. obviously i haven’t experienced it yet but women falling completely head over heels for a man because he does the bare minimum will probably never make sense to me. i appreciate when ex-nigels do something sweet or kind for me, but it doesn’t impact my overall opinion on him as a human. i’m way too alert with interactions not just limited to men, but 90 percent of the moids i’ve met have been exactly what you described in the greentext above
>Even if they're cool when they're alone, they always have to try to show off and disrespect women when other men aroundthis too, you constantly will notice the little mask slips and how he is putting on personas to fit in with the ‘boys’, that being said this is just a human condition thing because pickmes do this ALL the time kek, but for men it presents in a lot more cocky and engrained, cringey way that they literally cannot resist. i have had different types of annoying nigels though and not all fit into that criteria, some are really insecure and will follow you around like a dog and that’s JUST as annoying because again, they don’t actually see me for
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Damn why did i fell in love with the only moid on earth that actually touches grass and isnt into animu and videogames. It would be so easy to charm him with my knowledge of Fallout lore and MAL list if he was a basement dweller. I feel like the ugly nerdy girl in teen tvshows thats akward and ugly and falls for the normalfag gigachad who's never going to look her way. I still confessed to him and asked him out and he said yes but i am sure he did it out of obligation because like the normie he is he's super nice and kind, i must have made him felt so akward. Why am i like this…
No. 2402129
>>2402107Virginity is not as much of a big deal as we're made to believe from countless romantic media. But yeah, I didn't mean to hook up with guys you absolute feel nothing for, it's supposed to be fun after all kek. Just to treat it for what it is, having a good time with a moid you like and find hot, rather than seeing it as some huge emotional investment with deep meaning that you as a woman have to do in order to feel loved.
All your love and attention is better spent on the women around you and the goals and causes that are close to your heart.
>>2402113kekkk
No. 2402131
>>2402119The personas are legitimately so cringe. They try so hard to practice stoicism or aloofness to seem cool but it's literally a mask and it makes them seem like a stupid faggot. A lot of men try to do the Mizkif type thing where they try to seem like Ryan Reynolds oneliner stoic douchebags and the larp is so unnatural. If you point this out they gaslight you but it truly is almost all of them. So blatantly insufferable. It's even worse when you can tell they've fallen into niche online communities and try way too hard to be different or mimic the pointless content they consume. Pickmes are cringe of course, but a pickme is more harmless than a man because she's naive and doesn't understand that it's
so common for them to just immediately talk about rape and genuinely sociopathic topics the moment no women are around. That's the one thing a lot of women don't understand–it's yes ALL men because even the ones that are 'different', even the ones that are gay, even the ones you think are harmless can go completely mask-off the moment there's no woman to hear them. All it takes is a browse through a board like endchan or the voyeur threads on 4ch to see that yeah, they're (almost) all like that and those who aren't often ignore when other men are. If you point this out you're a stupid cunt bitch schizo harpy but it's completely true. Even gay men will say the most abbhorant things about women/do the most fucked up things to dehumanize or betray a woman if it means they get attention from the straight man they want.
No. 2402140
So I'm house/cat sitting for my sister and she's camping with her fiance and his friends. I'm chilling, watching YouTube and ordered fancy tacos and horchata for the first time and I'm excited to eat my food and hangout and she starts texting me cryptically like telling me she's not having a good time and somethings wrong and she might come home early. My first thought is like something awful happened or they've called off the wedding or got in a fight or lost their dog. So she tells me what's wrong and it's literally just she's lonely because it's her fiancé's friends there and not her friends. Am I a fucking bitch for not giving a fuck? I was trying to be nice and I don't think I came across as cold in my texts to her but I don't know how to console a person over that, "oh you poor thing, you have to wait 3 days to see your friends again." "Oh it must be so lonely hanging out with your fiance and a group of people who care about you." I'm sorry but fuck, wow what a hard life, I haven't had a friend in a decade but if I ever vented about that to her she'd say it's my own fault. And it is, I know that, that's why I'm not whining to other people about it. After a few texts she just stopped replying, so I'm not sure if she could tell I'm not taking it seriously (I swear on my life I tried to convey sympathy i just genuinely don't know what to say.) I don't know, she's had friends in the past who have told her they feel left out in situations where it's just her friends and she's always said it's their fault for not trying harder. So I don't know what she wants me to say to her but I feel like an asshole for not feeling bad about her being lonely for a few days. Like fuck, I've been lonely my whole life and she's never let me vent about it so what am I supposed to feel or say, "yeah it sucks doesn't it? Imagine feeling that since like 10." Fuck
No. 2402155
>>2402141he’s considerably younger than me and more of a little brother type. i’m not actually american so i figured if i can drill some sense into the kids brain then i should for the sake of the amerinonas.
>Kek even if they don't quote mras or reddit they will try to quote and imitate random ~avant garde~ shitposting they saw on twitter as their own, or use comedians like Shane Gyllis and Theo Von as their personality.LOL YES, and these are the ones that are meant to be ‘better’ and more intelligent (pseudo-intellectual faggots with mommy issues). they always excuse shitty behaviour and just being a dick to people with their ‘wit’ and ‘you just wouldn’t get it’ types of mentalities. you try and actually ask a scrote like that what he believes in and engage him in a discussion and it will just be him mansplaining for hours and dismissing any counterpoint you make, even if that counterpoint is ‘i literally already know all of this lets just change the subject please’
No. 2402167
>>2401996Interesting! But if lc sounds more "linguistically advanced" than
any literature in your own language, I think it's mostly your native language the issue and not English being particularly superior kek. The thing about a ton of proverbs just being English translations seems uncommon too. Like you said, if people were to try learning other languages besides English, they would realize it's just as rich if not more.
>We used to study poems and excerpts of books in our language back in school, then they will have a page or two dedicated to explaining every line and word in simpler languageTo be fair, that seems pretty standard. Children don't speak like books let alone books written 200 years ago.
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>>2402045>To be clear, by spicy I mean heat chilli pepper kind of stuff. Anything else is nice and I like black pepper on my food a lot. I give red chilli flakes a pass in minimum amount for the bitter flavorYou're probably thinking of "piquant". That means something that is an enjoyable kind of spicy, not Captain McGoober's Ass Ripping Lava Farter Sauce (Which, I've tried hot sauces like that too by the way and yes, those literally have no taste and exist only for those who are hardcore autist/wannabe macho/soy about hot sauce and who want to show off how they survived eating it.)
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>>2402203You too nona, I don’t mind if I never fall in love with a man because I have you all!
No. 2402444
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bumping for you know what
No. 2402453
>>2402444Imagine having male friends, when 80% of rapes are committed by someone known to the
victim. Imagine being friends with someone you wouldn't be able to trust not to rape you, if say, you passed out in front of them. Imagine being friends with the gender who admits they only forge friendships with the opposite sex because they want to fuck them. JFL. Couldn't be me.
No. 2402470
Made a mistake and now reposting this in the correct thread this time, due to being unable to sleep properly due to being woken up by a moid.
So its been a week of plumbing issues. Why? The grease buildup from my idiot brothers dishes. His dishes are washed by mom, because this moid never has to do any dishes, thats for women only acc to mom. So everyone has to be inconvenienced, because of this coddled moid.
Dad who is elderly with heart issues, tries everyday to fix the plumbing. I came home from work to find out that Dad dug through the greasy pipes with his bare hands. My brother was upstairs, cuddling with his dog, getting served tea by mom, while they criticized Dad for not fixing the issue soon enough. Dad works a full time job too. My brother "shouldnt have to" fix the plumbing "too", acc to mom, AS IF HE DOES ANYTHING.
Now theres no propane for the BBQ that my brother exclusively uses up in the winter, not that he pays for it. The propane tank is too heavy for our elderly Dad to lift, so boymom said to Dad condescendingly, "[Brother] will have to lift it". Mom always says my brother "does everything", then when I counter it, she says "well everything about maintaining the house". The house isnt presentable to have a plumber over! Almost every single room is permanently under construction, with the coddled moids clutter everywhere.
My brother didnt wake up till 6pm, and the store that has propane closed by the time he phoned. My brother stayed up late, working on his truck seat modification, for heated AND cooled seats! Months ago, he promised to install a functioning FRONT DOOR LOCK, yet it still has to be done! PRIORITIES.
Just now mom kept offering to bring down the coddled sons laundry, saying he "shouldnt have to" bring it downstairs. He said "no Ill bring it ALL down by myself" WOW how nice of him! Then the manlet gentleman told her, "you dont have to do it all right away". The boymom said, "Dont worry Ill have it all done for you for tomorrow", meaning she will make noise ironing and wake me at like 4am. Yet I have to do my own laundry like an adult should.
I WANTED A CLEAN, ORGANIZED, DECENT HOME, BUT NO, ITS IMPOSSIBLE WITH THIS MOID HERE.
I REEALLY, REALLY HATE CODDLED MOID ADULT CHILDREN.
No. 2402517
>>2402512If you mean seeing really innocuous posts (like
>>2402444) get bombarded with spergery and aggression, I could see your farmhand theory being possible but it's just as if not more likely to be a
trigger happy, mentally ill moron.
No. 2402541
>>2402527here are some ideas :
- go to a library or a cafe
- put on a study with me video or log into a "study together" discord server
- pretend to explain the lesson to a person
- draw your understanding as you read
hang in there nonna, it's not easy at first but your focus will get better
t. another studynonnie
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I used an exfoliator that my skin REALLY didn't approve of and now face is so disgustingly dry. I hate that it's probably gonna take an entire month for it to completely go back to normal.
No. 2402562
>>2402527You're going to have to power through it until it becomes easier I'm afraid. I find that some kind of pressure helps me with getting my goals done, so you can make a social media account dedicated to your progress or have a friend that keeps you in check.
>>2402543Nah, even if it's something she doesn't wanna learn putting in the extra effort will help down the line with improving her cognitive abilities for more important tasks. She doesn't have to pay for the books either, she could also just try borrowing them from a library or finding PDFs online or something
No. 2402578
>>2402543how will she make the quizlets without opening the book first?
also anki is better
No. 2402627
>>2400937im this nona
ive read all of your replies but jesus.. i really totally fell for him. hes not only super successful but also very goodlooking ugh. call me stupid.. but i just cant get over him. and im afraid of doing my specialisation now, because hes a known influential figure there. i dont think i can ever look him into the eyes without shame. it was all so messy. the way he dressed up and left.. i messaged him and he wrote back saying he will block me now and wishes no further contact with me and that i should act like idk him if he ever comes up in any conversation..
i cannot put into words the way my heart is aching. i invisioned a whole future with him. istg if i could push a button to die, id do it in a heartbeat. but i know these thoughts are due to chemical imbalances and i need to be strong ugh
(ban evasion) No. 2402642
>>2402641And risk not being believed? He’s just going to say that she’s a dumb prostitute who was selling herself and in this day and age sex work is work and if he paid everything is consensual, she will just sound like a desperate moron who was salty about being rejected.
She should cut her losses , finish school and get a good paying job, therapy would help too.
No. 2402668
>>2402627Succesful AND Good looking? Having to pay for a prostitute? DOUBT.JPG
He must be ugly as fuck darling, no good looking man AND succesful one pays for hookers. And yes, that is what you are and what you will always be in his mind. You were never his equal (again, in his eyes). Im sorry
nonny but you are an utter idiot. Hope this is an eye opener
No. 2402687
>>2402671I get this every time my iron is low.
It is also a normal reaction if your legs are up (like on a couch , etc) or if they are crossed.
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I still cannot process I'm "supposedly" celiac at fucking 24. Fuck you mean I got celiac I've been eating bread all my life until now! Fuck you mean I lost 44lbs over fucking BREAD?! It's just BREAD!! Fuck you mean bread flattened my intestines and gave me the shits?!! That sounds stupid as hell, it sounds ridiculous. I ain't no celiac, stupidest diagnosis ever. Fuck this bitch of an earth, fuck this, god keeps mocking me. Are you telling me I've been suffering for the past two years over GLUTEN?!!
No. 2402817
>>2402775your mind is malleable. don't give up. find happiness in the smallest corners of your life, because happiness is everywhere, even if you don't see it at the moment. keep persevering. i know you will find a light. the path only goes up after being at the bottom. there are many solutions to life's problems. killing yourself is not one of them.
try to focus on love, and distract yourself from any negative thoughts that arise. love yourself. you can make it
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I read something along the line of not treating your body like a trashcan when it comes to forcing down food you don't want to waste (because if you didn't eat it, it would go to the trash), and I'm trying to adapt that sort of thought when it comes to allowing myself to leave leftover food. But it's a lot harder than I thought.
I was feeling pretty satiated, I didn't really need a proper dinner and would have just been fine with only a bowl of yogurt and granola to fetch off any hunger that might hit when I'm in bed. But nooo, I kept worrying about that food box in my fridge going to waste so I forced it down and not I feel like shit FUCK I WAS SUPPOSED TO STOP DOING SHIT LIKE THIS SO I DIDN'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH STOMACHACHES EVERY EVENING, DO I NEED TO PRINT AN IMAGE OF DR. NOW AND PUT ON THE FRIDGE??
No. 2403018
>>2403003Be careful, you're gonna have some stray retard who can't take her issues up with the people who caused them accuse you of policing women's tones on the Internet! I miss old LC too. Can't even have a conversation without some turbo fake
terf screeching about how makeup and men are bad in /ot/ while thirsting over Luigi and asking for makeup and skincare tips in /g/
No. 2403029
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The idea of reincarnation scares the fuck out of me because I’m scared that eventually I’m gonna end up living the exact same life but with one thing changed. I’m scared that after an astronomical amount of time passes that I’m gonna live the same life but the only difference will be that I am murdered at 5:30 pm today, then another astronomical amount of time passes and I live the same life but I die at 5:31 pm today and that the process will repeat down to every infinitely small point. Or that I’m gonna re-roll on the “You get slowly tortured to death” quadrillions of times in a row or other awful possibilities an infinite amount of times that gets occasionally broken up. I should probably become an existential horror writer now that I think about it
No. 2403036
>>2402968The term that I hate even more is situationship.
There’s a lot of fear of commitment and sincerity, in both men and women alike (at least women will strung you along , men are straight up demons) and it’s disheartening and frankly gross. And everyone hides behind therapy lingo like avoidant attachment etc…no retard you just suck.
That’s why I don’t bother dating.
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im so depressed at the state of the world im starting to cope with the idea that jesus will come back soon. dont tell me he wont i need any hope at this point…
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>>2403039Fear not. He’s always there within you.
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I can't wait to become a full-fledged and actually experienced front-end developer so I can work from home most of the time. I'm pretty retarded even for a student, soon to be junior, developer. But I'll make sure to slowly get less retarded. I gambled on my autism helping me out with this but it appears it's only good for gaming and reading comics, not learning actual useful shit. Luckily I can pretend to be a normal person well enough and adapt so I can get hired for fitting in with the office dynamic rather than my poor skills.
No. 2403095
>>2403071Because getting sex as a woman isn't of worth? And how does pregnancy even add up to this? Someone who isn't into commitment is definitely not someone who is trying to get pregnant. Condoms exist.
>>2403075All of this still can happen in a committed relationship, but the difference is escaping it would be even harder with financial intertwining and moving in with a male. Committed relationships and marriage are a scam and much more detrimental to a woman's life than a quick fling that is easier to walk away from with less consequences. Getting yourself trapped in a relationship so you can feel morally superior about being ~committed~ isn't worth it.
No. 2403153
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>Sure I'm free next (this) weekend. I'm cool with whatever
It's Sunday and no reply. I don't think I'm getting a reply. It was going so good too. I put in a really nice gif and it wasn't seen because I wasn't left on seen, just sent. Not even worth a seen…
No. 2403159
>>2403138Thank you
nonnie! I am actually studying fullstack, because I didn't have a full grasp on which was what when I started and I wanted to see what fit me the most once I was done. I struggle so much with backend I feel like I want to focus on getting a good grasp on frontend before I move on to taking a deeper dive into that (luckily the place I intern at lets me focus mostly on frontend as well when I was honest about my ability level), but at least I know enough to build a database so I can do at least a half-decent final exam project.
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>>2403049I'm paranoid now kek
No. 2403179
>>2403095Nonna these women aren’t getting into FWB and situation ships because they are based girlbosses kek. The scrotes blindside them and given them crumbs while leading them on. You aren’t showing scrotes anything if you’re giving them pussy with zero effort.
Hookupculture doesn’t benefit women.
And again the orgasm gap speaks loudly and clear kek.
No. 2403216
>>2403194My internship has been absolutely excellent, I have two supervisors (both women) in charge of me so they can share the time needed to couch my retarded ass. Whenever one of our coworkers is doing something that isn't too complex for my level I get to shadow them for a bit, and maybe come with a couple of ideas for possible solutions. They teach me how to work with designers and how to communicate what's possible and not, how to deal with feedback when they're doing tests etc. I'm also going to take part in a smaller customer project so I'm also going to take part in some customer meetings to see how they work. I even had a little breakdown last month because I felt like a dumb idiot that is wasting their precious time and it felt a bit better when they said "hey, the absolute best part of being a junior is that nobody expects anything from you! Take your time!" kek
I hope I get to stay after my 6 months there are up, but idk if they have the time to couch me further. But here's to hoping!
No. 2403235
>>2403230That would be a nice utopia if all women who engaged in ONs , FwB did that. Have you ever interacted with a woman before? Few of them are even happy with these arrangements.
I’m just giving it to you straight.
No. 2403252
>>2403243please rest, she can have the rest of the week alone
make sure to open the windows, wash your hands frequently and avoid sharing a room with her
No. 2403254
>>2403243You pay for the house too, don’t be ridiculous. She can suck it up.
If she wanted alone time she should have gotten a condo for herself.
No. 2403257
toxic relationships with men are absolutely cringe. women who love and stay with men who are abusive, sadistic, disrespectful, violent etc to them, or even worse, fetishize and romanticize it, just give me second hand embarrassment. same goes for hybristophiles, kinksters and other such brainrot.
i have to immediately cut women off who engage in this type of shit, i have absolutely no time for it and refuse to listen to their self inflicted problems. you live in the free world, you have a choice, and you chose that. grim.
No. 2403258
>>2403235Ok? Are baby-trapped tradfags happy? Are
femcels happy? It's misery all the way down, nona, we're just able to pick our miseries.
No. 2403264
>>2403257This is
victim blaming.
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>>2403018>>2403261I can't it with you, retards. Stop going to /g/ if it
triggers you so much jfc.
No. 2403276
>>2403264once you've known multiple people in
abusive relationships you realize that no amount of advice, support or help you offer them will ever convince them to leave. it gets extremely tiresome having to babysit someone through their own terrible decisions, its basically like having an active drug addict around
No. 2403314
>>2403003Don't forget also cheering on young women struggling so hard they're prostituting themselves and getting used and their hearts broken by rotting xys on valentines day
>>2400970 (yes I know that's likely a moid itself but I'm pissed it didn’t get redtexted despite my report).
Months ago I would've told you to just ignore all the bait but it's so fucking bad right now that it might as well be actual posters.
No. 2403330
>>2403312>>2403317never made a report and not a newfag, but the environment has changed and continues to over the years. ive witnessed all of what you mention and that is part of the issue, but the constant infighting and zoomerism, for one, is still atrocious. there seemed to be a sanctity to lolcow but as more retards flock here and the userbase dwindles we are left with this constant theatrical play of users attacking other users over negligible things. i dont mean for bad choices, and i dont mean banter, but ragging on or attacking them and projecting their own misery. its strange that most anons can no longer go beyond this cycle and no conversations of substance are really had anymore. maybe its the retardation being imposed upon us by the world but there is no camaraderie, individuality, or kindness anymore it seems, and maybe lc is only an extension of the bordering internet. whatever, i get that its an imageboard, again, but things used to be more optimistic and engaging. there was more harmony. its depressing here now.
No. 2403341
>>2403330i think you described this very well. it’s not that i dislike the users who have problems with the site at the moment but it’s all so misdirected and contributing directly to what they don’t want.
if we want anything to change, stop infighting over petty shit(the jannys watch and probably giggle instead of doing anything because theyre butthurt that the userbase calls them scrotes and newfags) redirect all of your unresolved rage at the jannys and quit interacting/infighting with the posters that ‘shit up the site so much’, it ultimately makes both parties look equally as pathetic and grovelly, no matter how much i agree with them.
No. 2403342
>>2403330I enjoy those aspects of lc when they hapen organically but would say the newfags keep sperging about the alleged kindness of lc more than anyone but it's like
toxic positivity (look at the stupid rules they've added to this thread). Why would that make the board interesting or special? You can't be rude to other "female" users on reddit without getting banned. Why would I want to come to a place where we're prodded into performing female inclusion? It's not real and the newfags that can't handle that can scream "mean girls" all they want. They just don't fit into the mentality and here and are mad about it. They're completely oblivious to obvious sarcasm and humour then get angry when it's pointed out and try to change the rules. An anon explained that the banter is gone from this site and I think that's what it is. It's become a whiny soapbox or constant source of drama/complaints. I get that I'm participating rn but this is pretty much the only topic on lc anymore, so what can you do
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oh my god stop talking about the stupid fucking rabbits
No. 2403365
>>2403342samefag but adding to this and using anon's post as an example
>>2403349this has been said countless fucking times and yet there are still anons "summarizing" this debate in the most hysterical way possible to create drama and infighting. Every angle of this post has been discussed to death and some anons just have a different perspective about killing/eating rabbit for non-psychotic reasons. It's like trying to overtly psy-op us like we're retarded buy why would anyone even bother to do that in such an over/retarded way? I think that's what is causing so much confusion
No. 2403376
>>2403373Between "muh Nigel wanted one" and the fact they bought a
livestock animal as a
pet, I think the answer really is just "they're not evil, they're just painfully dumb."
No. 2403382
>>2403365nta but i understand your first post. the incessant
>this is how lc should be! be naisu!accomplishes nothing, but also the infighting in circles (and obvious bait) has only ramped up which is most definitely a consequence of the shitty janny attitude at the moment. it feels like groundhog day with the amount of innocuous posts getting a handful of rabid anons attacking the entire site for days on end because it wasn’t the ‘right opinion’. i think most of us look at some of the posts and just nope out of lc at this point with how deranged they are kek
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The autistic woman experience is really never feeling like a woman but not wanting to troon out either. I don't want to be a woman or a man, I just want to be nothing. I also don't want to be nonbinary or whatever the fuck, I just want to be nothing. I want no attachment to any of it. I have failed at preforming femininity for most of my life and have been outcasted and treated like shit by other women as a result. The only women I can get along with are TIFs or other autist women which is relatively harder to encounter or they're just the TIFs I mentioned. I want to be free of all of this shit. If I want to look like a rat, then let me. I am tired of constantly performing to live up to the standards of men and women alike. It is so exhausting but I stand by that I'm not a troon because I still don't want to be a man. Free me from it all. I start a new job tomorrow and they all seem pretty normie except one girl who looks like TIFfy and I'm scared. More performing. More meeting the untold social aspects of others around me and performing femininity. More masking. More stuffing my personality in. There is no freedom. I want literally be Goro Majima. Just so freely batshit because it's easier than trying and getting hurt all the time.
No. 2403495
>>2403489You don't really need multivitamins unless you eat exclusively things with zero nutritional value, though low vitamin D and anemia are common even with people who eat well. Do investigate the thyroid thing but also look at environmental factors. It could be a
>>2403480 situation and you have something in your house that is fucking you up.
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>>2403501You might want to invest in an air purifier/dehumidifier combo until you can move nona
No. 2403533
>>2403519Ty nonna, I'll buy one once I get paid. Until then I will be leaving every window open while I'm not at home.
>>2403525I'm sure bleach is equally effective on moids kek.
No. 2403540
>>2403274they stay contained in their thread. i don't get what is so controversial about them, or even other /g/ threads that has anons constantly whinging about them every few days here, and in some cases going into the threads themselves like the "why are you attracted to males/i still hate men" anon in the ideal male bodies thread. which doesn't make sense because someone who's truly not attracted to men wouldn't even click those threads to begin with.
do anons want being straight bannable? or if it's about taste there's always the conventional thread. i almost wish /g/ was hidden since apparently a lot of posters don't know how to not click it and not start shit in threads for topics they weren't interested in in the first place
No. 2403541
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considering looking into breast reduction. I used to really dislike how my breasts looked, more so one lopsided one than the other. I've grown into my asymmetrical chest, its natural and common. I dont give a shit half the time but the unending back pain, never able to bend over without my breasts making it harder to keep my posture straight. Its unending. I want to walk around braless AND comfortable. to not feel them tugging up and down as i move. It wouldnt really be healthy for me to lose weight; im already on the thin side and theres no such thing as targeting one area for fat loss. I was looking up local clinics and the results look incredible. i feel bad for also enjoying the aesthetics of it, since theyd look "better", or more "attractive". I don't want to care about that sort of thing, but maybe there is a man inside my head i am always trying to impress. I kind of just see the aesthetic improvement as a perk. I'm a virgin, sex repulsed with no history of sexual trauma, and im not planning to have kids so i dont plan on breastfeeding. dont have anyone i can really talk to this about in my personal life, coming to you nonnies.
No. 2403571
>>2403557You can hold on
nonnie. I believe in you. It'll get better and in the future you won't believe you couldn't
No. 2403578
>>2403560kek idk if you meant to diss my post but this made me laugh so thanks either way.
>>2403571thank you nonna, i really appreciate it. i hope your life is good.
No. 2403579
>>2403571This is kind of what I was sperging about earlier with newfags creating weird/unnatural
toxic positivity. Why would you reply to this at all, let alone in such an over the top way? If I were a psychic, I'd predict there will be another bleeding heart anon telling you to ignore me and that you did the right thing by rewarding vagueposting uwu. I don't care if I sound schizo, I'm so tired of these posts
No. 2403581
>>2403552I agree, but I also wonder if we might need a containment thread for all the nonas who love school shooters and terrorists (
like me) because posting my husbando amongst ugly actors and Nascar racers just never felt quite right kek.
No. 2403585
What's the point of existing in such a cruel world? I'm gonna list some awful things below.
There are children who are raped to death, little girls undergoing FGM, sexual slavery, human trafficking, zoosadism. There are people in this world who were born to incomprehensibly horror and will never know happiness, peace or comfort before they die.
Meanwhile I live my happy comfy life with a full belly, body integrity, freedom. I'm not doing anything to stop that suffering, on the contrary, I'm shielding myself from it, trying to forget about it. It makes me feel complicit. And the cherry on the cake is that here I am making it all about myself and victimizing myself over it.
No. 2403588
>>2403579Jfc as someone who tried to kill themselves twice maybe I wanted to say something fucking postiive. Maybe you should fuck off. Maybe think that someone might want to help someone else out. Maybe fucking think for one moment that someone might have some fucking empathy. Do I sound I sound toxicially positive? Maybe I just want to help people. Jfc you doomers who think you are so fucking deep and above it all fuck off. Does that sound like a newfag.
I've been on boards since 07, I met moot fucking newfag shite jfc the youth today
No. 2403595
>>2403579That's not what
toxic positivity means. You're one of those who think board culture is being as snarky and mean as possible aren't you?
No. 2403607
>>2403600I honestly can't understand what you're talking about, it reads like you had a stroke or are replying to the wrong comment.
How is trying to console someone who's expressing suicidal thoughts "asocial retards affirming each other"? What's any of this got to do with moids?
No. 2403608
>>2403600Are you sure they’re the one with b&w thinking nona? Seems ironic considering you are so upset over someone comforting a nona going through hard times and thinking that it is somehow
toxic positivity with no in-between possible
No. 2403612
My only irl female friend has been so distant recently. She initiates conversations then barely responds when I text back. And I KNOW she's not busy she just scrolls Pinterest and Tiktok on her phone all day. I told her that it's a really unhealthy lifestyle and that she should get a part time job or volunteer or go to school or something…. Idk if I upset her or if she's unironically just getting brainrot from doing nothing all day. Not even sure what to do at this point. Maybe a NEET or ex-NEET can weigh in on this? It's just really odd because we became friends based on our love of self improvement. And that lifestyle is just not it.
>>2402955That's…odd. I'm sorry for your loss nona
No. 2403623
>>2403617>instead of strawmanning againThat is not what strawmanning is. I could not understand her post and explained why.
How was that an over the top response? What would be an appropriate response in your opinion?
No. 2403655
>>2403651Imagine being so mad that someone on the vent thread said something vaguely positive to a
vent that you start schizoposting about moids. And no I'm not "strawmanning" because this is the second time you talk about moids unprompted.
No. 2403661
>>2403579Nothing about this exact post is OTT at all? It reads as pretty generic/cliché as an attempt to help if anything but I find it sweet still. Sometimes people need to hear that even if it's generic. Also that is not what
toxic positivity means at all.
No. 2403663
>>2403655An anon sperged about how many times she's killed herself
>>2403588, based on my post
>>2403579 asking why she would reward a vaguepost
>>2403557 that says nothing. Your focus is trying to make me look crazy for noticing. Keep trying though I guess
No. 2403668
>>2403628That's what I was thinking and I straight up asked her if she's depressed. She said no and that depression is for the weak pretty much. I'm pretty sure that's cope though. About two weeks ago she said she felt mentally drained, had no motivation to even shower, and couldn't get out of bed. Sounds like depression right? But she said verbatim that she's comfortable just being at home all day but it's just so out of character that it's hard to believe. I actually got her a part time job in November but she quit. I'm not sure if I want to invite her out to a goth night this weekend. This is going sound really mean but how can she be ms. mental health expert then deny the existence of depression and anxiety? I'm trying to be supportive but it's still a little annoying to me sorry.
>>2403630I suppose youre right. It's just hard to sit there and watch when we used to journal about our future goals together. Very bleak.
No. 2403669
>>2403661Right? The way that anon is talking you'd think it was a multi paragraph long screed on how every life has worth and everyone is loved or sth.
>>2403663Answer my questions then. What would be an appropriate response? What kind of post deserves a response? What kind should be ignored? And why?
No. 2403674
>>2403668Yeah that sounds like textbook depression to me right down to the inability to care for oneself or get out of bed. It sounds like she's in denial probably because she may have never experienced a depressive episode before. There is a chance she didn't like that job though, but how is she supporting herself otherwise? You sound like a good friend who is just a little frustrated and probably hurt seeing your friend in such a state. I still think it's worth inviting her out to that goth night, it may bring her spirits up but if she says no then what can ya do? If it's pushing a point where your own health is affected, I would probably take distance and give her some time to figure things out for herself if she doesn't want help. I agree with
>>2403630 when she says it's worth contemplating pushing past your troubles with them to keep that friendship.
No. 2403681
>>2403675Do you really think people never used to vaguepost on ye olde lolcow? What's wrong with vagueposting on, once again, a
vent thread? You're as annoyed at my questions as I am at your aimless complaints and oldfag posturing.
No. 2403684
>>2403681Obviously this isn't strawmanning but another example of what I mean by misrepresenting the actual thing I'm complaining about, so that I sound crazy and not just yet another anon with the exact same grievances about the newfag influx since December. I posted that this is an example of what I'm talking about
>>2403579 based on a) the vaguepost itself and b) the over the top reply and endless arguing since then. This is exactly why infights go on for hours lately and are always so circular
No. 2403724
>>2403719thank you
nonnieits been 2 weeks and im just bothered tbh but also good to know i didnt have a real cold cause i sure felt weird the first few days
also do u know how long these electric-thingies last? like its normal for b12 injections but for how long? i feel like none of the docs except for the neurologist actually gave a fuck.
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Accepting the fact that I do have yellow fever is embarrasing, even though I'm aware moids will be moids regardless of their race and appearance. Shit sucks.
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>>2403854But seriously nona that is such a depressing thought. You're not damaged in the first place, let alone forever. Many anons have gone through terrible SA and feel whole again, it'll just take time
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bump for le edgy gore
No. 2403910
>>2403903>have you always had trouble asserting what you want and standing up for yourself?Yes, that's why I get abused so often.
I don't want to date women because sex with them is worse than men. I associate with so much pain. I end up crying. The woman I like doesn't like me. And breaking up with the boyfriend is too much trouble. I don't want to explain it to family and friends.
No. 2403923
>>2403910>I don't want to date women because sex with them is worse than men. I associate with so much pain. I end up crying. The woman I like doesn't like me.what do you mean by "associate with so much pain", is it emotional pain from possible rejection? heartbreak is painful but part of life if you pursue romantic relationships, nonna. if you don't risk heartbreak, it means you're dating someone you don't care about and are wasting your time.
>And breaking up with the boyfriend is too much trouble. I don't want to explain it to family and friends.why is it too much "trouble"? if you keep thinking of it like that, this huge annoyance or massive burden, of telling people your real feelings and desires, you are dooming yourself to live a lie over and over again. assertiveness therapy (or books on the topic) exist, i hope you can try accessing them. you can make change in small ways.
>>2403912>then I'd be revealing that I have a weakness that could be hurt and exploited.A lot of therapists are retarded and poorly trained. You can keep trying to find someone competent, but also try doing your own research on being assertive. This sounds like a coping mechanism, something you developed to protect you but now is holding you back. if you can't state your desires, that is a weakness, it means people can push and project their own desires onto you.
No. 2403939
>>2403923>what do you mean by "associate with so much pain"I was sexually abused by a few women. I tried getting over it and ended up worse.
I know, rationally, most women wouldn't, but empirical evidence can't fix the scarring of my lived experiences.
>why is it too much "trouble"? if you keep thinking of it like that, this huge annoyance or massive burden, of telling people your real feelings and desires, you are dooming yourself to live a lie over and over again.I know but I don't want people to think I'm unhappy or that I made a mistake. I want to seem normal.
I don't want pity or to be seen as weak.
>>2403912I'm the same as you. Most therapists I've been too aren't open minded at all and try to shove you into boxes.
No. 2403979
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Rude etsy seller just tried to kickback an underprotected item that arrived damaged to me and told me to file a claim with the shipping courier. I just wanted a partial refund or a replacement.
Why are they like this? Now I'm going to open a case anyway and then leave her a bad review for wasting my time.
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Got seated next to an obese manspreading moid on my 3 hour bus trip.
No. 2404039
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I’m feeling pretty miserable as of late. My MS is flaring up like a motherfucker and it makes me afraid of how much worse it’ll get since I can’t get any medical treatment for it because of not being able to afford insurance or handle working full time to get insurance benefits. I love my partner very much and have never been with someone who’s loved me like he has but his family is terrible. My family is worse so
It’s the lesser of two evils I guess. Sometimes I feel like kermitting. All the love in the world isn’t going to stop deteriorating my body or making me stop being a burden on anybody involved in my life. It’s hard as hell not giving up. What am I doing all this for? To go back to school study for a career I won’t be strong enough to participate in? What is the point? Having children to pass my horrible genes to? The guilt with cursing another living being to this would be immeasurable.
I know if I ever try anything I’ll live through it because I’m the bad luck brian of suicide. So the consequences of that have scared me straight from ever attempting again after 10 years.
No. 2404117
I’m 30. I broke up with my piece of shit ex at the beginning of 2024. I stayed with him for years because we had remarkable intellectual chemistry but he was a trainwreck of a person otherwise who always did the bare minimum in our relationship. I started dating just a few months after I dumped him. Last year I totally re-learned dating, figured out what I actually want in a man, and how to be assertive with men so they don’t take advantage of my kindness and gentleness. A week ago I broke things off with one who felt like “the best one yet”. He was a tall, soft spoken scientist who was extremely handsome and whose body looked like it was carved out of marble. We had common interests and he always paid for our dates and would cook for me and give me thoughtful gifts and made me feel beautiful and we had complementary sexual tastes. He had some faults— not a very good communicator, no car because he was finishing up a PhD and was thus broke, struggled to use condoms— but everything else was so good that I thought we could work through that stuff. Well, about three months into us seeing one another, he tells me that he thinks he’d like to move to Europe in a year. When I tell him “I’m trying to date you, I don’t want you to move to Europe..?” he sort of vaguely acts like I could maybe come with him (there is no way I could get a job in the country he was interested in). So I broke things off with him. That was last weekend. I’m proud of myself for protecting my time and energy from a man who would seek to enjoy my company for a year before fucking off to the other side of the world, but I am still so sad and I just want to fucking scream. I try not to focus all my energy on finding love, I do hobbies and travel and hang with friends and study foreign language and stay fit and try to focus on bettering myself, but at the end of the day I am human and I want to be held and loved by a man who is worthy of me
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I'm going to get my fucking shit together today nonnies. I can feel it, I can't keep wasting my days away fucking around on the internet in bed, I'm gonna get a SHIT LOAD of things done today and I'm gonna MOISTURISE my skin and drink GREEN TEA. My errands and housework will not know what hit them. Here I fucking go
No. 2404125
>>2404117Sorry that happened to you
nonnie but you absolutely made the right choice in the long run. Honestly good for you in realising that he would just waste your time in the end. I aspire to have this level of foresight when I get back into the dating scene.
No. 2404214
>>2403939i apologize, i misread your first post, i know people do minimize women's sexual abuse in lesbian relationships. finding a therapist for that might take a while but if you find someone competent that could help. it sounds like no longer dating for a while or becoming comfortable with celibacy could help you.
>>2403939>I know but I don't want people to think I'm unhappy or that I made a mistake. I want to seem normal.I don't want pity or to be seen as weak.
these are normal desires but the thing is it is true that you're unhappy and made mistakes, everyone does eventually (when i say that i don't mean being abused to be clear). most people don't need to know much and you can continue to keep them on an "information diet" about personal things like your relationships, so they don't need to know much about your relationships in the first place. your life as is is in fact normal, women entering relationships they're unhappy in is very common. and they can't tell most people the truth about their unhappiness. if you want to be celibate, people may be annoying about it because we live in a society where a woman isn't a complete human being unless she's in a relationship. but it could give you peace and time to process what you've gone through. Femaledatingstrategy has its issues as a community but if you want to look up advice on rejecting men, there should be some good discussions from variety of women.
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I miss runawaysiren so much I dont want to watch shit by handmaidens sucking troon dick, it was my routine to watch her daily…why did she had to leave so early…it hurts
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i want to ditch the birth control pills but i like sex way too much and couldn't feel safe without them, and also i have PCOS, the above average testosterone kind and sometimes i have nightmares of ditching the pills and i get transformed into a werewolf because that's how it literally feels. i remember being greasy, horny and hairy all the time due to imbalaced hormones and it made me dysphoric as fuck, now i feel like a contained beast but it's better than anything…
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I am so useless, i cant even get a mid manlet faggot to like me back. I cant do shit. Cant draw. Cant code. I am not pretty or charismatic. I am not intelligent. I cant even get a bf. I cant even properly kill myself since last time they threw me in the looney bin. Everyday feels like fucking misery, my chest hurts and i cry every night before i sleep. How am i supposed to keep living like this until my mom dies and i can safely kill myself? i am so depressed.
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i keep gagging on nothing at work and my head is pounding. i swear to god if im sick im going to kms. im just hoping i feel like shit because im running off 6 hours of sleep instead of my usual 9 or 10 hours
No. 2404348
>>2404243Mid manlets always think they're 12/10 alpha males nona, they ain't shit. Don't let them think you're not pretty when they're the ones who look like a gorilla's ass by default.
If there are things you wish you could do but can't, like drawing and coding, then why not work on learning it? Just for yourself. Dedicate minimum 1h a day just to learning this thing for fun. During that hour thinking about moids is forbidden - it's your hour and they're not welcome. Listen to some nice upbeat or calming music in the background too. Half-ass all the work if you have to, there is no right pace to do it.
I've been there too nona, you kinda have to get into the mindset that "I'll die later anyway so I might as well do this now, it's not like I had anything better to do anyway" and sort of trick yourself into doing things. The comfort of knowing it will go away when you die makes it easier to do it. And then if you're able to focus on it, even if it's only for like 5 minutes the first time, that's still 5 minutes of relief and peace.
No. 2404350
>>2404330The post isn't what's retarded sweet nona.. I'll be nice and give you a secret. Men LOVE bitchy and mean women. If you want a scrote the best way to get it is to act like it repulses you. It drives their little brains mad. I wouldn't recommend keeping the scrote long term though, because after the satisfaction of conquest
(you mind tricking him into thinking he's the one that won you over) he'll start to resent all of the hard work he had to put in to get you.
No. 2404353
>>2404344did you stop reading my post halfway because it made you mad? how do you misunderstand a post thats two sentences long
>>2404348>then why not work on learning it?i do, thats the point of my post. I try so hard and i can never achieve anything, even something simple like getting a uggo to like me. I started recording how many hours i put on coding and drawing this year and its suicide fuel, its around 200 hours for both and i still suck ass at them. It pisses me off i cant do one single thing right, its like god doesnt want me to be happy.
>>2404350i dont care about your cringe wannabe stacy larp i am just pissed i can never achieve anything i want
No. 2404361
>>2404353I did think it was cringe bc you care about a manlet liking you but I like your response to this retard
>>2404350 so I changed my mind
No. 2404389
>>2404386Okay wtf nona kek
You are so strange and I've had so many impressions of you so far. You should stay alive bc you are kek af
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>>2404389>You should stay alive bc you are kek afyeah i imagine thats how god feels about me and why he saved me from two car accidents, i am his personal clown. Fuck my life.
No. 2404399
>>2404393>Did you really just describe someone as being "kek af"Yes but not you anon
>>2404394Most comedians are like this tbh. It seems like the funniest ones always have horrific upbringings so it makes sense that you're miserable and funny
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tried to make some aesthetic cute teddy shaped pancakes and they came out looking like they have aids and gonorrhea
No. 2404431
>>2404418why did you go with red sauce
nonny it looks fucking demonic, i would eat it fast before it eats you
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Kekydoodledoo
Your dad stinks of poo(dumbass shit posting)
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>>2404442Wow this is why LC is dying. Right before my eyes
No. 2404456
>>2404435>>2404436I really got you with the age mention. Makes sense you couldn't comprehend anything else I wrote given your generaiton is near-illiterate. Case and point
>>2404442 doesn't even know the age demographic for boomers. And yes, this is a forum. Keep it up moidlettes!
No. 2404458
>>2404413i thought so. dont be so hard on yourself, and try to have a little more patience. i know it can be very frustrating to pour so many hours into something and get little to no results, but drawing and game development are two things that are notoriously difficult to learn. maybe you could find someone to do all the art for your games so you can focus on learning how to code??? (or vice versa, whichever skill you wanna build up first)
tbh, ive always wanted to make games as well, but im a lazy bum so ive never tried to learn coding. i only know how to draw. i think its very admirable that you're actually setting out to achieve your dreams. so many people say "oh ill make [xyz project] one day" and then never actually do it… like me, kek.
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>>2404457My word, what a disrespectful young newfag.
No. 2404473
>>2404470I genuinely doubt that nona, I've seen nonnies over in /m/ floating niche ideas that multiple people said they liked. If you have zeal you're bound to attract
some people. What kind of game are you trying to make? Maybe if your project is too overwhelming right now you could make a smaller-scope project in the general flavor/direction of what you'd eventually want to make. Like make a very small game with only a few levels or a short VN or RPGmaker game with one or two endings.
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>>2404422Girl this is all pretend internet shit don't even give a fuck
No. 2404490
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>>2404480You're right it would probably have to be wall to wall and have pretty thick padding underneath for it to work and I'm pretty sure you can't just install that in a mid-century apartment. I live below noisy people and love this amazon fan, it's extremely loud and drowns out most noise. It also doesn't give me tinnitus, which can happen with white noise I guess. I was thinking recently how lucky I am that the adults who live above me are old and uninterested in loud sex, hopefully they move out and are replaced by very old or asexual people
No. 2404499
>>2404243>>2404413Ganbatte I believe in you.
>>2404389>kek afWhat depths of hell did this expression come from
>>2404397Yeah being a woman is associated with humiliation and inferiority. Makes my blood boil sometimes but all we can really do is point it out to people who are open to it and stop using these expressions.
>>2404418NONNIE HAND ALERT
No. 2404524
>>2404517Nta but it's definitely larping and I posted that in the other thread. And anyways anon is already overbearing and trying to steal the manlet's virginity, I doubt she's asking nicely all the time
>>2404520The anon I was responding to is a whole thing, that's why she is kek af
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Overheard my mom call me selfish today when I asked her to rearrange something in the car. So I guess that’s the kind of day I’m going to have
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>>2404522>i’m not even very sexually experienced i have the lowest body count of anyone i knowMy dear zoomies, at least lurk for a month or two before posting, I can't do this anymore.
No. 2404589
I missed 2 days of work in November, 3 in December, an entire week in January, and I'm about to miss 3 more days this month, at least. It's because of my house's location, which is up on a mountain that gets significantly more ice and snow than the other areas around it. Yeah, it's my fault for moving here and not thinking this through. Rent is cheap, it's beautiful. I'm just renting, and the lease is up soon.
There is no "safe" place to park because the steep ass driveway is about half a mile long, and the roads beyond it are 4-5 miles of unmaintained mountain roads. So when it snows/ices, I am truly stuck. Someone suggested I just sleep at work when I know it's going to snow, and I refuse to do that. I also don't want to ask my coworkers if I can sleep on their couch or whatever. So far, my coworkers have been understanding but it gives me a lot of anxiety anyway.
No. 2404595
>>2404591I love how sctotes just seek out more bogged and/or far uglier versions of their exes
Brad Pitt did the same thing with that strung out looking anachan Walmart branded Angelina he drags around
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>>2404595Brad Pitt is a male bpdemon
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>>2404598The first thing you need to know is that (pretty much) no one is ugly, they just have retarded style/makeup/hair or are unhealthy. In this woman's case, she is wearing the worst possible hair style and outfit for her skull shape/face. Here's a similar phenotype with flattering hair and makeup, in a conventional/feminine way like the "model"
No. 2404620
>>2404609We're on the internet where there is no room for gray thinking
I for one have just decided to avoid dating men
I'm glad I'm bi
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>>2404547I try not to nona but it’s hard when it’s a pattern of behavior. Idk I have a complex relationship with her where I recognize why she struggles but ultimately I can’t dismiss how hurtful it’s been at times. It’s tough. I wish I could be one of those people who said their mom is their best friend.
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>>2404628kekkle speckkle ily anon
No. 2404672
>>2404661I'm none of those anons. you are just that unhinged, many people are sick of you.
>>2404662>ntastop, please. get help.
No. 2404675
>>2404666“i don’t like sexually inexperienced men and don’t see the appeal” “UNFF YOU PROBABLY HAVE A TIGHT PUSSY I WANNA SLAM YOU ON A BED I MEAN YOU WANT THAT FROM
MEN AND ALSO CHOKING!”
No. 2404685
>>2404677Not involved in this infight at all but anon's
impression
>>2404675 was hilariously accurate
>>2404528 No. 2404686
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I wish I had friends that was into interior design, I really want to refurnish most of my apartment and my inspiration folder is basically bursting at it's seams but I don't know where to fucking start. Like, how do I adapt some of these ideas to my apartment plan, how should make it work with the poor lighting, what should I look for that is available and affordable in my country, etc. But most of my friends don't really care for it, or have taste that doesn't align with mine at all even when try. I hate my apartment as it is at the moment, but all it needs is a facelift that I'm too incompetent to figure out.
No. 2404690
>>2404675you said verbatim
>it’s like wanting a submissive man to me.and then you cry when anons think you are a ddlg coquette shitter
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>>2404693You don't have to have the last word anon, sometimes I feel like forcing nonas to obey my opinions Clockwork Orange style but then realize that is not the way and it is better to brainwash them in more subtle ways, that they may not even notice. Does that make sense
nonnie?
No. 2404735
>>2404725Nta but you seem like the type who is good at acting like a
victim in every situation
No. 2404763
>>2404750according to you, experience is good, so why are you ashamed at being called a whore?
>>2404754tf are you talking about?
>>2404747look at her typing style, she is refusing to integrate, don't defend her
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>>2404760Guess you should have been a little nicer growing up anon
No. 2404786
>>2404774>>2404775Go back to your submissive homos, at least daddy has a wallet and knows where the clit is
>>2404776This nona gets it
No. 2404789
>>2404780Not all older men are ugly and not all young men are attractive
At the end of the day men are still all an uglier inferior species to women regardless, fighting over them is pointless, and really, being attracted to them is pointless since at the end of the day they live to disappoint you and are a deformed XX chromosome. XY is literally a deformed XX chromosome. Get it through your brain that men aren't worth it anyway. There should be no competition between the ages and appearances of men at the end of the day they are all useless sacks of empty thoughts and jumbled hormones who we should merely objectify, use, and dump. Even acting as if there is a higher classification of man is to defy the default of manhood. There are no innocent men. They're all disgusting.
No. 2404791
>>2404785ikr, the majority of men are whores and the sky is blue
>>2404788how? modern men will fuck anything, it's important to call them out on their degenerate behaviour
No. 2404848
>>2404824Aw but nonnies
need to read my enlightened opinion
No. 2404862
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how it feels in here right now
No. 2404921
Thinking about the time during the height of the pandemic when I almost watched someone get run over by a train.
I was standing on the platform waiting for my train that was a bit delayed, but without any information of when it would arrive. Suddenly a man jumped down to the tracks, making his way into the tunnel. The tunnel itself is just an entrance to the platform, the way he was going would lead him out to a railway bridge that went above a lake, so it was clear what his intentions were. The standby effect immediately kicked in and I turned around to walk out of the platform so I wouldn't see the accident, when the thought "would you be able to live with yourself, knowing you didn't even try to save a life?" popped into my head which led to me forcing myself to turn around and run towards the end of the platform that marked the start of the tunnel and started shouting both to catch his attention but also perhaps shake anyone else that was closer out of it. Luckily, some other people had already reacted and was trying to get him up. One man even jumped down and managed to grab him right before he had gone too far into the tunnel and forced him back up on the platform with our help to pull them both up. And I don't know how many seconds later, but I know it was less than a minute later, the train rolled in at full speed.
Everyone ended up okay, a couple of more socially capable people was talking to the suicidal man and another couple went to get the guards. I was so shaky and filled with all these "what if" thoughts that I figured I wasn't going to be of any help standing around like a fool and boarded the train home.
It's been so long that I've moved on from that, the thing that occasionally makes me think of this was when I texted my boyfriend at the time about it and he basically went "oh no, anyway" and gave me a couple of vain lines of praise for being a good samaritan. That was one of the things that made me realize the relationship was over and what a shitty boyfriend he was. It's just one of a long list of things I've realized over the years he gaslit me into thinking I was the crazy one, and it sometimes makes me a bit upset.
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>>2404862Coming back to /ot/ after work like
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>>2404929Kek I just joined and am wondering whats happening
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I have an exam next week, if I fail it I'll lose my job and be kicked out of this program, and I have no motivation to study. I've had no hot water for 3 weeks, my room is mouldy, i'm depressed and frustrated and yet I'm sliding into passivity because it feels like everything is pointless.
I hate this job and I'm so underpaid (literal minimum wage for a supposedly 'professional' job); though I like some of my colleagues the managers make us all miserable and the work is mind numbing. The exams are meant to raise me to a point where I can earn £40k a year but that's after a three year boring, soulless grind which destroys your mental health and social life. I've been applying for uni admin jobs because at least they pay a decent wage… but I'm scared I'll feel understimulated and bored again, like I did in my last admin jobs. Even worse I'll end up unemployed again, and though I'm lucky enough to have ample savings I hate the way my routine goes to shit and I feel financially trapped without an income.
I'm aware I sound like a whiny spoiled brat, my problems aren't so bad etc. but I feel like an aimless loser. This job was meant to be my big break, a proper career after years in bullshit jobs, but I failed my previous exams and feel incompetent at the actual work. Nonnas… please give me some advice, a girl needs a slap right now
No. 2404966
>>2404955>>2404949He's gorgeous, he's funny, he's smart, he's-
I dunno, I DO like glass beads. If one of you throw in a dozen raw eggs, sans birdflu, I might budge.
No. 2404977
>>2404954just fail it lmao ive fucked so much shit up, up until my mid 30s lol and then got another great opportunity and it fits me super well.
yes im old asf but u sound young. if u fuck it up it wasnt meant 4 u tbh. im sure ull do great in other things nona
No. 2404991
>>2404987id kms if any1 contacted him. my life would be ruined tbh
>>2404989point me to the right one.. i wanna vent about him but his looks are kinda important too. if you know the website i was speaking of lmk..
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im having trouble designing the MC for a project im working on. i want her to have an alternative look — specifically grunge — because i think the style would fit her character, but men cooming over alt girls has made me hesitate. i feel ridiculous for worrying about this, her design wont be "coomery" or sexy at all, im just traumatized by internet moids. i know you cant control your audience online but i want to avoid attracting horny dudes.
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>>2405018You should go for it, moids will sexualize anything, just look at what they did to Rika from Pokemon. Although I think taking inspiration from something like picrel instead of doing like fishnets and chokers would avoid the "goth gf" trope
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>>2405018It's only the zoomer-coomer interpretation of grunge that is weird and pornified
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>>2405032samefag, zoomer-coomers
No. 2405109
A few years ago two of my closest friends at the time did a thing that hurt me at a really deep level, it hit me where it hurt me the most to the point I still feel like I can’t fully trust them today like I used to. One of them apologised when she realized how hurt I was, the other one just shrugged me off so we drifted apart for a few years.
What happened is hard to explain because you need so much context and know the personality of the people involved for it to be a fair explanation, but what happened was a big betrayal of trust for me when it came to a sensitive spot they were very well aware of. I was already secretly struggling with my mental health at the time, and getting hurt like that by two of the people I trusted the most sent me over the edge. A few days later I stepped on the railroad at night tracks all dressed in black with nothing but my ID card on me, fully prepared to die, but the thought of it going wrong and I possibly surviving the attempt hit me and scared me off - considering everything kept going wrong lately it felt like a clear possibility. So I went home, took a bunch of pills and drank whatever alcohol I could find at home and hoped for the best. Obviously, it didn’t work out. I did another attempt with whatever meds was leftover from my previous one a couple of days later.
A couple of years ago I reconnected with the friend I drifted away from, we are back to being more or less as close as we used to be. But when She a while ago, during a conversion over chat about trust issues brought up how some people did [thing] to her when she was younger and how worthless she felt because of it, some of the wounds opened up again. Hadn’t it been over chat but instead in person I would probably have asked something along the lines “rules for thee but not for me, huh?”. Perhaps. Maybe. But since then I’ve every now and then felt a need to tell her how her and the other friend’s betrayal of my trust was the last drop that drove me to attempting suicide if the topic was ever brought up again. But I know it wouldn’t amount to anything but harming the relationship we have now, and I wouldn’t get any closure from any possible apology either because it’s been too long. But the thought is lingering in the back of my mind every now and then, leaving me sleepless because of the hurt from that time rearing it’s ugly face like intrusive thoughts. Though - to be honest - I think perhaps I’m also projecting some oother hurt feelings from that time onto the situation with her. I learned a couple of years ago that the first friend (the one I didn’t drift apart from) caught on that I was suicidal and created a group chat with friends she knew I frequently hung out with because she felt they all maybe could do a collective effort in stepping in or maybe just check in on me from time to time until I was back on stable ground again. All the responses were along the lines of “and what are we supposed to do about that?”, the friend I drifted away from throwing a tantrum over how nobody cared about her health, and others simply ignoring it. It’s not that I expected anything from anyone because everyone got their own shit to deal with, I think it’s nice of the friend for trying (she and an acquaintance was the only ones that was there for me at the time), but learning about the response in the group chat? It stings. I think it’s one of the reasons why I’ve more or less have gradually isolated myself to the point of barely having any friends anymore.
No. 2405167
>>2405018Moids will sexualize literally anything. It's all equally screwed so don't let that hold you back kek
And I mean ANYTHING.
No. 2405173
>>2405102i think my dad abused me and i didn't realize until i was 30.
i was removed from my home by cps as a child, but i had no memory of what happened so i was sent back home. my teacher (a family friend) separated me from the rest of my class (i probably showed inappropriate behaviors i wasn't aware of), i would go on trips with her, and she would keep me in school until she was finished work. i think she knew what was happening in my house while i didn't. i also had nightmares every other night about getting abducted from my classroom by aliens. i had severe anxiety and would cry every morning in school. i had knowledge of sexual actions, intrusive thoughts about my father, and a feeling of someone always watching me. this and knowing that he was a predator to other women and teens tells me its real. not to mention the fact that he can't look me in the eye and talk to me. its like i was the only one unaware of the whole thing. i felt like an empty husk as a child and only remember feeling loneliness
do you think anyone else knew about what happened?
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>be me
>have fun listening to scary stories on youtube
>one of them is about creepy stuff happening at 1 am
>few hours go by
>hear my mom calling my name at like 1.30 am
>go to her room to see what's up
>"i just wanted to check if you were walking by my room, i heard some footsteps"
>mfw
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>>2405176B-but, it’s
kek af nonnie No. 2405187
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>>2405165she posts shit like this. thats one of the million from her facebook. its never ending. she has cow potential because it's always cringe pics like this and being super mean to everyone that doesnt give her enough attention
>>2405170i just like the music and some of the fashion i don't make it my whole life. he's really nice and he's never had a gf before because his mom usually scares away anyone that's interested in him
No. 2405189
>>2405173Wow anon those behaviors were like mine as a child, too. I had intense anxiety, would cry at the drop of a hat. I even had a doctor look at me with my parents in the room and she said straight to my face "it looks like there is a deep sadness in your eyes". I felt paranoid and like I was being watched as a child, too. Specifically in the bathroom it would come on like a sudden attack almost. I'm sorry your childhood was so stressful
nonnie. I hope you have someone you're close to who can carry some of that burden with you. As for me, there is really nobody I could ask about it. I don't think my parents or sister would tell me anything.
No. 2405197
>>2405187Dead ringer for Raven Sparks without the chest piece, kek
nonnie this is hilarious.
No. 2405235
>>2405231Its the same anon
Shes also been making up fake vents for replies like the valentines waiter one (first one) and the sex worker valentines one. She’s pretty good at it tbh
No. 2405258
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>>2405246I hope this newfag is just spunky and doesn't have distemper
No. 2405262
>>2405243it started in 2014 I think
I was there for the whole jump from /cgl/ to staminarose and then here.
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Mid 30s and self harming again I'm just tired in every way right now
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smh
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>>2405280Time to dig a hole and die with it
No. 2405328
>>2404039Have you tried looking into getting disability benefits for your MS? It sounds like you won't be able to work full time at any point in the near future and is you get approved you could at least contribute to financial costs at home. I had to get on disability and it made me feel like I was less of a burden.
>>2404082>>2404658I'd also like to know which vitamins or supplements you take.
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Me after finishing my taxes tonight (but hey I got a tax refund for the first time in years)
No. 2405504
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There is truly no greater suffering than being slightly capable of being attracted to men, but not enough to overlook how absolutely fucking garbage men are and how disgusting male sexuality is. With the knowledge that maybe 1% of women will settle for a pussy haver. Living in this society is a fucking nightmare. I wish I was more attracted to men, honestly. It'd make my life a whole lot easier, but It's like as soon as I cum I feel immense disgust and want nothing to do with them.