/ot/ - off-topic

I want to die while on morphine

I'm so sad that I can't take MDMA. I've been on medication since I was 20 and taking it would most likely result in an awful death but I wanna try it so bad. Recently got off Sertraline and on quetiapine and I thought fuck yeah I can finally take fun drugs but no, I still can't. It seems like so much fun.
At least I can have shrooms and weed.

>>2423910
I’ve been thinking about the lyrics “high up in the Hollywood hills, taking violet pills” and its making me wanna try morphine…whats it like nonny?

>>2423915
Completely serene. Everything just feels good and calm. Like there's no worries or pain anymore physically and mentally.

>>2423913
I would also like to take some MDMA in its purest form but whatever's on the streets now ain't it. Furthermore how does anyone actually get a hold of the legit stuff without having prior connections or risking seedy/unreliable sources? It seems to be the hardest to acquire.

ketamine makes so creative in the weirdest way. it’s like i can feel my neural pathways turn to jelly and form new, unexpected connections. just did a few lines and jammed out for a while, i feel inspired

>>2423915
Gay

>>2423913
i’ve taken it so many times, that just the thought of it almost makes me feel like i’m on the come up, and not in a good way. i never want to take that shit ever again. honestly speed is better.