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>>2464288ayrt, you hit the nail on the head. I often felt frustrated that everyone else was "catching up" or scared that the rest of the world is surpassing me while I'm struggling to be the Smart Kid still.
I also was rebellious ever since I was little. My parents and teachers always calling me a "strong-willed child" (i.e. troublemaker) but it was never really out of malice or anything, I just never quite understood why we all had to just…go along with something, just because someone said so? It didn't make sense to me.
I suspect that I might be on the spectrum or something but I've never been tested because I don't know how a diagnosis would actually help me at this point. I also feel a bit embarrassed, like maybe they'll think I'm just some trend seeker like everyone on social media saying that they're autistic these days.