/ot/ - off-topic

I am so pissed off today. God, you are so fucking selfish. I hate how much money I spend just because you can’t ever be arsed to buy any groceries for us. I can’t wait until I get away from you and never have to deal with your infuriatingly apathetic face all the god damn time. Fuck!

Some of you are really some no loyalty having bitches

I have no idea where else to put this since there is no pinterest hate thread or anything, but I saw this ad and i have no words. Why would you use a camera lens effect that makes you look even worse as part of an ad for clothes?

i've fully come to understand the meaning of the phrase "you can fool others but can never fool yourself"

i know how much of an impostor hack cringe larp poser loser i really am but i am way past the point where i can becoming anything but a phony. I will never make something meaningful and important and will have to get by pretending any of my gay and retarded shit is worth even a minuscule amount of respect because scamming people into thinking i am a remotely capable human is the only thing i can do to survive and will constantly be living in fear and insecurity of being exposed as the fraud i really am.

When you look at the cow long enough, the cow looks at you.

>>2592870
Liar I fool myself all the time(vain bitch)

>>2592874
if you know you are fooling yourself, are you really?(vain bitch)

>>2592794
isn't she the apron belly chick? That's pretty much all she talks about, I think the lens is not doing her a favor but she has an unusual shape to begin with.(vain bitch)

>>2592883
I often only find out in hindsight so no I don't always know when I'm fooling myself checkmate(vain bitch)

None of you newfaggots know how to read.

I'm happy we tattooed each other. Even though we broke up I still get to be under your skin for the rest of your life.

You're nowhere near attractive enough to get away with talking down to me, you pseudo-intellectual mansplaining POS. Save me your surface level textbook analyses. The more I find out about what an overcompensating, pompous, insecure loser you are the deeper my chest sinks into a miasmic sigh. Why do the good ones get away, and why do the toxic ones always find me? It's so funny how you were intimidated by my intellect when I came at you not as an expert, but an equal (or so I thought, because you don't see me as an equal in any capacity, apparently). You have no credentials, a 6 month class with some basic psych 101 concepts and hypno techniques is laughable. I can't believe I at once point thought we could connect on common ground through a love for psychology but you just keep revealing what a poser fraud you are and how you know nothing. That's why me casually talking about an emerging mental health field that's backed up by decades of research and real progress, sharing articles here and there like "wow isn't that neat" makes you so uncomfortable because you can't stand not being the smartest person in the room. Real baby dick energy tbh.

i havent washed my sheets in a year

i hate that my best friend became fat while i've always been fit. my bestie of 10+ years has gained about 200 lb in 5 years and is easily 350+ now (she looks like picrel). she has this loser NEET feeder boyfriend (for 2 years now) who cant cook so they eat literally just takeout and junkfood. she blames her birthcontrol and getting older. she says that she hardly eats and dosn't know why shes fat, but she over eats to the point that its disgusting to me, (easily 3-4000 cals one sitting) 70% of our other mutuals are also fat too, tho straight size fat, but some of them consider going to the mall "alot for one day" and would prefer to watch netflix at one of their houses. they're all in their late 20s early 30s and get knee and lower back pain // exaustion from walking.

my bestie has seen her favorite (obease) old prof die from a heart attack at 40 and she acted like it was enough of a scare her into loosing weight but it lasted maybe a month. i have built her easy home meal plans, i have offered to go on walks with her (we went a long time ago for 3 months one time, until i had to go to a different gym), to go to the gym with her, to HELP HER SO MUCH but she insists that she just "wants to get stronger and thinks changing what u eat is anorexia. this woman has become a tank, she breaks all her shoes, she can't take the stairs more than a flight, she can't shop in the mall (and always calls stores fat phobic for not carrying 4XL or w/e) and she smells not good because she cant/dosnt wash properly. its fucking miserable watching my friend make her self disabled, gross and depressed. shes 28.

i love hiking, swimming, cycling, paddleboarding and just being outside and being active and my friend can't and REFUSES do any of it. i have friends who do but idk i feel like a pos for picking ppl who can do stuff when i just wanna hang out with my bestie but i cant b/c shes too fat to do anything but I HAVE TRIED TO HELP AND SHE JUIST DOSN'T WANT IT. i just miss when we would plan to wear cute outfits and sit on a patio but now she dosn't dress up because shes too fat for cute clothes and whines about it and now that she has a musty bf she puts zero effort into her apperence, it makes me feel weird when i dress up for fun and shes just wearing stretched out old clothes. i love my friend but its just so… pathetic to me. espically as someone who has real and uncontrollable physical and neuro disability who had made the effort with physio and w/e to recover.

no one should be surprised when that actor is outed for putting his money towards that cringe flimsy thing. they hate us. how many times must that be said

All my friends are saying "Oh, xyz isn't a good reason to kill yourself!" like SHUT UP you all have big houses and loving family and money and working brains and I live in a small room that doubles as a storage. My family doesn't support me, even when I'm the only one that finished school. I'm broke so I have to do exhausting work and talk to people that yell at me for not existing correctly. They don't know how hard everything is for me. I probably have some mental illness that is untreated for TEN YEARS. When I was younger my family didn't believe in "mental health" so they didn't do anything and now I'm too broke because therapy is overpriced. Everything's fucked.

You had fucking years to make a move. Before your beautiful girlfriend and before I decided to move, you had all of fucking time and history to do something but only now that I’ve found someone who actually loves me and wants to make a happy life with me you decide that you’re interested and you think I’m worthy of your fucking affections. And the best part is I’m fucking retarded and desperate enough to nearly fall for it. You can’t just beg me to kiss you and then show up at the next meeting all smiles like nothing happened. A year from now I won’t even remember you exist and you’ll have dragged your city princess kicking and screaming back to the farm and you’ll spend every day of your life wondering what could have been if you’d been a little bit braver a little bit sooner. Fuck you.

The random hostility on this site in response to the most normal posts is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fucking annoying. It's like fake bait because someone will be acting ignorant or not even contributing and so when you respond to their post trying to help them out they act as if you've fallen into their trap like hooooly fucking shit shut the FUCK UP.

I asked this fucking retard "Hey did you double check on XYZ" today and of course he did not double check on that, because he took a comment I said yesterday about putting something aside for later literally. Then he's asking how to fix it himself so I ask if it's broken. "No I just need a point in the right direction it works fine" ? Then why are you asking to fix it? Because you don't understand it? It would be easier to do this shit myself at this point. I hope he gets into a coma because I'm tired of hearing him talk utter nonsense.

the urge to not a-log about my actually retarded brother is too huge to ignore jfc. he's the reason i'm as fucking grouchy as i am now

How can someone be so bitter towards me just because I’m living my life like I’m doing?
You always say I’m not giving enough, not doing enough, not being there for you enough but the moment I try to ask what’s wrong you close up as you always do.
You’re tiring. Your whole life is tiring. The way you life, the way you talk to me, the audacity to share videos about being honest and open and straightforward when you can’t even tell me if I’m wrong. Of course you always hide your true intentions saying it’s “unnecessary” for you to speak up because I should have seen it now. Can you tell me how?
I’m I say black, you wanted white. If I say white, you wonder how I didn’t choose black. And it keeps repeating and repeating over and over again.
I care for you. I love you. I showed you that much and it’s not even enough. What the fuck do you want from me, girl? People already told you I adore you. I don’t share too much about me. I don’t speak up. I just wait and listen and I’m there for you as always. And then it’s also a problem! So, hey, fuck you, we’re in our 30s, I’m done with your petty shit for real now.

>>2595544
willing to bet on one (MAYBE two if we're stretching it) scrote baiting 24/7 and replying to himself, it always reads the same and like someone who desperately wants attention(vain bitch)

i need to let go of people that don't deserve space in my brain. I'm going to play video games now

Cry all you want to about me being in the wrong here, you were the one who went and post fucking tweets about distancing yourself of people instead of being honest with me and ask me what was wrong. You’re 30. 30 years old. Talk about being emotional affective and (excuse my laugh) assertive.
You deleted it but of course I save it. When I told you I see everything, I mean everything. I got it.

i WILL start drawing again everything i want to create IS within my power to create it i just need to PRACTICE