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No. 1759169
>>1759143she's the most milk we've had since cece, let us live.
her insane bpd spergouts and her trying to prove to the internet that she totes is the sickest and craziest and totally self harms you guise is milk if you want it or not
personally i'm horrified bc of the threats she's made towards us and every time i see the police pass by i pee a little bit
No. 1759173
>>1759169Thanks for the laugh,
nonnie. I hope colours is ashamed that she has ruined your life by causing this level of fear-induced incontinence. She just needs to GET OUT OUR LIVES. Don't you worry though; she'll get hers.
No. 1759177
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She's doing a great job of revoking our access to her life by leaving her Instagram as a public account. She made seven public posts after this one, kek.
No. 1759256
>>1759247Na not from my end, she does love the attention and drama, actually gives her a reason to play the
victim card. She purposively creates drama
No. 1759537
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For anons who want to catch up or read the Colours saga from the beginning but don't want to wade through the Ana threads, start here:
Some thread 88 posts that are potentially her, but there's probably more in older threads. Look for images posted from an ipod, whining about others getting medical care instead of her, boasting about harassing anachans and getting blocked, unsaged blogposting, strings of samefagging instead of replying to multiple comments at once, etc. Has an
obsession with FlourishingFxiry.
>>>/snow/1726266>>>/snow/1726928>>>/snow/1727267>>>/snow/1727556>>>/snow/1727908Posts that are almost certainly her:>>>/snow/1731369>>>/snow/1731646>>>/snow/1732210>>>/snow/1732378>>>/snow/1732885>>>/snow/1733409>>>/snow/1733425>>>/snow/1733841>>>/snow/1733875Anon calls her out and start of unhinged meltdown 1. >>>/snow/1734112unhinged meltdown 2. >>>/snow/1735307unhinged meltdown 3. >>>/snow/1735618unhinged meltdown 4. >>>/snow/1740050>>>/snow/1743638Discussions about her in thread 90:>>>/snow/1751903>>>/snow/1752684>>>/snow/1753518unhinged meltdown 5. >>>/snow/1756680
>>>/snow/1757904unhinged meltdown 6. >>>/snow/1758639
Now we are here.
Gonna compile a compilation of some best quotes, but not right now because this took fucking forever.
No. 1759604
>>1759166Based nona.
Your response should auto reply to any nona in any thread that claims a thread is dumb or not milky.
Kek they act like someone is forcing them to browse every lolcow page or something.
No. 1760115
>>1759537Excellent, thank you!! I'm laughing, she's going to be fucking livid.
>>1759972She's seen it she's just busy calling the police kek
No. 1760857
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Nah, she's pushing up the daisies, just like Byuu. Jesus i wonder how many story posts alone she had in those 12 hours.
No. 1762776
>>1762177post caps
Any word about why she suicide baited then took the longest break she’s ever taken from social media? Apart from the obvious attention seeking did she DO anything?
No. 1762939
>>1762915makes it so much worse that she stalks girls in their 20s. i get that they’re
problematic in their own ways but cmon, colours, you’ve clearly at least had a bit of life with some semblance of normalcy. take a xanax or something
No. 1762963
>>1762882 >>1762915
Something only she can answer and resolve. Maybe bottling it up for years. Way shes going isn't the way forward, hopefully things will work out for her and she changes, no one likes a bully
No. 1764408
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She must be posting a ton of shit, she only has 5 followers left
No. 1766740
So despite faking suicide and locking down socials, she's still kicking, she attended the cross-country run yesterday. Just hope it all works out for her in a way, had me rolling though.
>>1766034Did you mean yesterdays? Got recommended the youtube video but didn't want to sit through it, i really need to clear out the runners herpes.
>>1766307I don't think she's defending her anon.
No. 1767107
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>>1767063I didn't think it was milky enough to share, going by the listings she came in 34th. But it's funny she always seems to try and show as much skin as possible too, no visible cuts in sight either. Must be some pretty good coverage make-up that doesn't sweat/rub off. Wouldn't you think someone that self-harms would cover up their injuries with clothes?
No. 1767296
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No. 1767302
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No. 1767305
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No. 1767313
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No. 1767315
>>1767308She's either early 40's or late 30's
>>1767309Her former therapist who she harassed and threatened to the point of her seeking a restraining order.
No. 1767318
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No. 1767320
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No. 1767322
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No. 1767357
>>1767296A huge part of me is wondering if a certain someone was
triggered enough by the "no visible self harm" and other anon she is fine remarks, that they needed to post multiple high-resolution pictures that I can't yet seem to find source for in public posts. What a sperg.
No. 1767581
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Go away Sophie.
No. 1767585
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>>1767383Such a blatant lie just shows nobody can see shit. And all you do is make up crap. Who watches hours of videos of people running in a field because they’re so obsessed with the idea they might see one person cross their screen for a couple of seconds?! And then lies to make it seem like they have access to accounts that they clearly do not?! Pretty pathetic.
(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE) No. 1767597
>>1767593Oh hey colors
>You know it’s possible to OD and get up and raceNot with a real OD
No. 1767617
>>1767593you don't need to go IP, you've got more help than most people ever had, many people don't even had one single therapist in their life, because they can't afford it or die before even having an appointment. It's also a fucking insult to everyone that ever self harmed for other reasons than attention that a person in her 30s is showing of fresh wounds like that. Ever thought about how
triggering that can be, to young people, to recovered people, to parents that deal with children going through that shit? Ever thought about what image it gives away, how other people that hid their wounds and scars for years aren't able to be seen as normal people not suffering from bpd because there are cows that have to broadcast their self harm to the whole world? There is the possibility to run with fucking long sleeves. People can and should not hide their scars, they won't go away, so what, but fresh wounds, that's the behaviour of a 14 year old emo girl. Some people need to grow up and stop acting like everyone is against them while their biggest enemy is their own damn brain.
No. 1767892
>>1767330Perhaps its not as severe as you think as no its not possible to go and run a race if that bad. You do as you please constantly and try to manipulate others, if they don't do as you say you attack them stop playing the
victim card Colours.
No. 1769052
>>1768806No, she has literally no legal ties to Canada. She was there on a work visa for a while and then lost her job, I guess.
>>1768821right?? it reeks of someone with a tramp stamp of their ex-boyfriend's name
No. 1814460
File: 1682363220029.jpg (9.54 KB, 352x132, threaddeletion.JPG)
It seems as though thread #90 has been nuked from existence.
No. 1814462
File: 1682363263580.jpg (61.4 KB, 696x741, AiringKnickersPublicly.JPG)
And who on earth uploads public photos of them in their knickers?
No. 1828837
File: 1684317649353.jpg (192.13 KB, 1350x659, KekNonniesWereRight.JPG)
>Je refuse!
It was inevitable. She opens her IG to public because she needs the attention. She complains about lolcow being evil, "yet i don't post there!", she thinks she's somehow better because she openly follows people, and obsessively takes posts and alogs? Funny lass.
No. 1828850
File: 1684319290777.jpg (62.87 KB, 483x401, scaringCAHMs.JPG)
She basically went into a CHMT with cahms area, she kicked off, started recording to try and play a victim because she got asked to leave and now is asking everyone to pass around the video. Having difficulty uploading though.
No. 1828854
File: 1684319679611.jpg (115.52 KB, 1078x892, WhyLauraWontChange.JPG)
And this sums up why unless she wakes up she'll never change, too busy whining about other people instead of actually working on herself. By sounds she's already had DBT, it's not hard to go back over skills you have and find out self-help things to do to help self-regulate to be stable enough for actual help.
No. 1829263
>>1828850It was incredibly funny how clearly you could tell from this video that she's become such a nuisance that they've given the reception staff a plan to deal with her and don't allow her any unplanned contact
I would not be surprised if they've called the police to get her to leave before.
No. 1830469
File: 1684518302889.jpg (45.75 KB, 640x640, 340013113_567408618703227_8470…)
Seems like she's gone private again. She said she never had anyone mention a restraining order against her, yet she uploaded her ex therapists last notes on her which mention a restraining order. I wonder if NHS Kent would ever get to the point of discharging and saying not to step near or police will be called.
On the bright side now she can whack up her pictures of her using a sex toy without anyone bar her few followers needing eye bleach, grim moments there yesterday.
No. 1834428
>>1833974Even private treatment (The priory) has said no to her now. If private companies won’t take your money they really must believe they have nothing to offer you. Probably same for the NHS. In her quest to show them just how sick/severe she was and how IP was the only thing that would help, she probably caused the opposite effect…them thinking they have nothing to offer that she hasn’t already tried.
Probably the difference between her and all the people she hates, they hadn’t had any treatment or interventions before this.
(sage your shit) No. 1839668
File: 1685714906674.jpg (71.43 KB, 367x904, unhinged.JPG)
Recent updates are, Laura is still obviously really obsessed with the farms and cows (Leglift Laura, Enera, new one Effy). Screenshotting so much and commenting on her stories.
Also Pic Rel, she can't see why she's refused help? Maybe they should pack her off to broadmore.
No. 1839670
File: 1685714992771.jpg (289.42 KB, 1109x904, SomeoneAbusiveBeingIgnored_Wel…)
It seems as though they've stopped responding to her outside of any appointments if she's still with services.
No. 1839684
File: 1685716848410.jpg (588.29 KB, 2110x2988, LunaCOTD.jpg)
Apparently, Luna had been sliding into her DMs, safe to say she probably is a farmer.
No. 1839691
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Imagine reeing about people/lolcow so much on Instagram that you exceed the daily limit on the regular. She should crack a book open, there's DBT manuals and worksheets out there for free. If only she'd put some energy in trying to help herself, but nah "everyone else's fault that she sticks a twig in her bike as she's riding".
No. 1840105
File: 1685773343899.jpg (22.66 KB, 640x1136, MultipleAccountsTopKek.jpg)
The fact she has multiple accounts on the go dedicated to this shit, and getting locked out of multiple for posting that much? oh lordy.
I did at points feel bad for her with the NHS as it's not an uncommon trap to fall in, but i think i've lost any and all sense of that.
No. 1840107
File: 1685773550234.jpg (161.49 KB, 1070x908, multpleaccountsx2.JPG)
And it's not like she makes her multiple accounts hidden, they're blindingly obvious. I think she gets off this attention because without it she's not validated. So hesitant to post, I can just see her rabidly refreshing this page despite barely any updates and saged so it doesn't get bumped.
No. 1840194
File: 1685792150720.webm (2.33 MB, 718x404, Laura Bestow.webm)
Her obsession for here and the cows really runs deep, and it seems like she has an issue with run2flyforever/runbumraces.
No. 1841758
>>1841653I need to have another trawl through but so far on IG: (Not counting the RMT account/old abandoned accounts, she had a Twitter, still has her Facebook). At this point I wouldn't be surprised if she had more IGs.
@coloursofthedark_bpd_aspd_npd
@abandoned_borderline_aspd_nar
@clusterbnightmare_denied
@laura_bestow_orophile
No. 1843378
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Laura has been vague posting about revenge against the NHS, and now posting about wanting to do something at NHS kent chmt today. I really hope it's just her ree-ing into the void for what it's worth.
No. 1845914
File: 1686673969796.jpg (179.32 KB, 1118x1308, ColoursTouchingTheShit.jpg)
Safe to say, colours touches the shit as a "farmer". I'm wondering what on earth she expects a mental health hospital will do for her, for most people they don't help. They keep you in, then boot you out, no therapy, no treatment. It's just a safe space until your crisis is over. There's "not enough funding in the UK" for anything else. She's already had DBT, already on medications, does she just want to be locked away with no future prospects like the one's she mocks. I don't get it. And given how agressive and vindictive she is towards the NHS (as per her constantly lashing out, i shudder to think what she's like in person) i can see why they'd think it's not safe for the staff, nor useful for her. She's digging her own pit. I don't get why she thinks it's a good look to be sharing her DMs with "effy", someone she equally obsesses about on her IGs.
No. 1846188
She will never pass a criminal record check to get back into Canada after her behaviour with her ex therapist… that she is STILL obsessed with.
And they certainly won’t take her back as an RMT.
As for healthcare in Canada, delusional woman, there aren’t enough resources for Canadians. Over 1M BC residents are without a GP. What makes her think she is allowed to jump to the front of the queue. She was pinked by VGH because she was dangerous. And she asks why the NHS want sweet FA to do with her. It’s laughable really.
No. 1846742
>>1846738May be if she starts being nicer to people the NHS will help her. But when she’s a cow to anyone except the dog what does she expect?
Throwing tantrums never worked as a kid. Does she really expect any different as an almost 40 year old?
No. 1846864
>>1846742Indeed, if you're constantly threatening anyone in the NHS it's no wonder you're being refused treatment. And then to publicly tag the NHS in your online threats to boot - over multiple accounts, wow. People don't take kindly to hospital staff being abused. And i still don't get what she expects treatment to do for her, "i just want the same as xyz!", she's an older person than the kids she takes the piss out of, normally chances are given to the young as they have a more optimistic outlook. She admitted DBT doesn't work for her nor coping skills (so by sounds she's not even ready and willing to put in the work), all which PD units will probably be based on. Maybe she should just throw money at betterhelp at this point, kek. Or start on the gofundme grift, given she's "uwu i can't work i am too super sick, but i can go and do runs and obviously interact with people", save up for private treatment and there you go.
Scrolling through UK NHS PD units, they all seem to be DBT focused. Why would they waste the time if it's never helped you? And she should have the skills, she just needs to go and put the work in and practise/work through them. Maybe get a few new books or two. But by sounds, she won't and it'll be "all your (anyone's bar herself) fault". It apparently takes a good few years of graft with the skills for it to fully stick, if she's not even bothered with trying then what is actually the point?
No. 1847070
File: 1686849277984.jpg (127.16 KB, 782x589, walloftext.jpg)
Are people even saying she's pro ana, she brought herself into the pro-ana thread kek, and her sperg outs made her feature all the more amusing. And having looked back at some of her pictures, she was very well at Year 11/GCSES, few other school age photos. So i'm wondering when on earth this super cereal weight loss period was. She's lost weight since some of her healthier pictures in 2012, so it's not that she's "as recovered as she's going to get" ed wise. Gotta keep running off those calories it seems. And if her attempts were really that serious, wouldn't someone HAVE to know?/there be medical attention? I am wondering though if she does get "help" aka. locking up, sedating, and staring at the TV all day she's going to balloon up like Laura, they can be twinsies. It'd be a case of stupid games stupid prizes, because can anything help her bar heavy medication or labotomy?
Granted if she's not deep down in her ED/pro ana/not wanting to get well, then all her constant body checking/posting lingerie must come from the narc side of eye-fucking herself basically.
No. 1847073
>>1847070She was included in the proana thread for attacking girls with anorexia getting treatment while she didn't. She's not proana. She's just a regular asshole with a
victim complex and an entitlement issue
No. 1847079
File: 1686850819611.jpeg (135.3 KB, 1169x1499, IMG_8663.jpeg)
“Hey Canada I’m a crazy stalker. My former therapist was advised to take out a restraining order. They’re one of many people I obsess over. Can I come back?”
Canada: new phone who dis
Streaky mascara is baaaaaaaack.
No. 1847409
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>>1847255I'm not too sure I've bumped into it yet (going to see if there's anything in the stuff i saved), i wish i saved the context of the pic rel. But to the person they note that Laura would:
>She'd talk as if she was in a relationship with her>repetedly text/email/threatening suicide or she would sleep with men.>Had no remorse, and instead she said something (image cuts off). "She was wed at ther-" and "this is how she wanted to get her attention".>"calls ex therapist from love"Maybe it was some form of relationship, or just completely one-sided. I thought i saw a post about Renee getting married so it probably was one sided but i could be misremembering.
No. 1847410
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Also this little gem of artwork, the notice me senpai runs deep.
No. 1847501
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>>1847482You're right, the cuts were here:
>>1767296I wonder how much she seethes that Renee will probably never see "the labours of her love". No one here would ever share them/get involved, I'm sure Renee would never seek her out either.
No. 1847565
File: 1686928339548.jpg (32.21 KB, 773x288, Renee1.jpg)
Too much time on my hands it seems, found which Renee, Laura even left a one star review - shame there was no description though. She's been at it for a while, pretty to boot, so it probably is one-sided.
No. 1847608
File: 1686932547089.jpg (202.6 KB, 1453x911, councilloringIG.jpg)
It seems like she's still posting to the company as of 11 weeks, they don't even seem active on there.
No. 1847642
File: 1686937872271.jpeg (127.47 KB, 1170x1292, IMG_8678.jpeg)
Is flight of dragons also her? Seems super fishy that two people would be basically saying the same thing when all the other reviews for Renee are stellar. What a garbage excuse for a human.
No. 1847646
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>>1847642It seems more than likely, christ how many IG accounts does she have? We should run a betting pool at this point.
No. 1847647
File: 1686939294034.jpg (76.08 KB, 685x561, moregooglecaptures.JPG)
And more posts on duckduckgo back it up. '85 must be her birth year.
No. 1847778
>>1847511At least twice in the threads she was in, #90 and I think a couple before that too.
>>1847660>Perhaps someone should message that clinicDon't encourage the retards.
No. 1848252
File: 1687029077201.jpg (196.42 KB, 1220x926, popthemcollarbonez.jpg)
>"I am not pro ana!"
Pop those collar bones anymore and you'll throw your back out. She must be locked out of her other accounts to be using the stories on her "dedicated hate account", she's delusional to think the others aren't though kek.
No. 1848267
>>1848151I think this milk has curdled
>>1848252“I’m gonna post photos of myself because I seek constant attention…. To my blocked accounts with barely any followers”
Alrighty then!
No. 1848270
>>1847646Is she now a wannabe Daenerys?
Dracarys!
No. 1849322
File: 1687187873853.jpg (570.59 KB, 2187x3245, kids.jpg)
Decided to scroll back and archive some things, just need to put them together. But noticed colours earlier had a narc rage around kids, their IP experiences, and being "offered everything". Kept posting up kids pictures.
No. 1849323
File: 1687187928507.jpg (726.01 KB, 1928x2659, Nurses.jpg)
Also seeking out posts about overworked NHS/nurses and shitting on them and the NHS. Had more narc rage when people started to stand up to her.
No. 1849346
File: 1687190853897.jpg (268.95 KB, 1023x1291, TherapyRelated.jpg)
I can't imagine what will help her at this point, there's posts about how medication doesn't work - she refuses anti depressants etc. Posts about how dbt and cbt are useless, how much of a danger she was and super cereal sick compared to everyone else, sounds like she wasn't using any skills if she was cutting during sessions (wtf - surely that'd be an immediate boot? is canada THAT soft?). People giving up on her because they realize she's a lost cause. There's posts about her being told she might want to try and be screened for autism (from the nhs).
No. 1849829
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>>1849658She a malignant twat. Simples. The fucking irony of this post of hers too. Ashe doesn’t deserve any help. Karma is a bitch huh?
No. 1850198
File: 1687289055244.jpg (138.42 KB, 1213x906, NTAbut.JPG)
ntayrt but she's always going on about how others should be kicked out for behaviours, yet she still did behaviours when she was getting help in Canada, in front of recovering patients, bloody hypocrit. She doesn't need higher level of care, nor futher help because she's unwilling to even do the work. At least it seems like Enera does volunteering between the shitshows, supposedly, what does Laura contribute to the world at large between hers? I do wonder if Enera is going to die from misadventure with the batteries and other shit though.
No. 1851141
File: 1687432794969.jpg (19.99 KB, 486x160, ohnoes.JPG)
Oh noes, her attention-seeking overdoses aren't giving the attention she wants. Does she not see the hypocrisy?
No. 1851142
File: 1687432886676.jpg (186.43 KB, 485x1119, 1to1IP.jpg)
And it's interesting to know she was offered help, but obviously she wanted to throw up all the red flags from Canada. "It MUST be IP. It must be with a sole therapist because i hate people, much trigger."
No. 1851149
File: 1687434527090.jpg (178.93 KB, 485x968, KnockingBackDrinksScaringLocal…)
Nothing better than knocking back the booze, and scaring the locals for your daily dose of attention. Poor kids if any saw her.
No. 1851694
File: 1687524850271.jpeg (269.94 KB, 1170x1997, IMG_8723.jpeg)
>>1851330Dr. Laura is showing off her secondary degree in biochem/pharm. lol Must get the added weight barb in too. Heaven forbid anyone is thinner than she. Does this woman have a job or is she just continually mooching off the tax payer?
No. 1852764
File: 1687689701441.jpg (Spoiler Image,240.84 KB, 2272x944, LaurasSexToyReviews.jpg)
Tried looking at the accounts she mentioned, and couldn't see lewd pictures of them using the toys, just reviews and gags. "Just showing rabbit ears", erm mmkay. Then she shouldn't mind if i post stuff, because it's just rabbit ears.
No. 1852771
File: 1687690988362.jpg (80.85 KB, 976x590, IfThisIsTheOutcomeOfHelp.JPG)
>>1852766I really don't get it, if she see's this constant cycling as the outcome of "help", why is she begging so badly for it? Is there actually an example of someone with NPD or even BPD in general benefitting long-term from being locked up in a psych unit? And she's not one for medication or thinking therapies or those using coping skills, she probably hasn't tried MBT but that's about improving the ability to understand your own mental states and those of others, somehow i doubt she'd do that because others are "beneath her". I still don't get what type of help she expects from the stretched NHS.
No. 1852777
File: 1687693127154.jpg (70.73 KB, 756x648, NewLabelDropped.JPG)
>>1852774Seems like she's trying to self-diagnose with something else now too (PTED caused by bullying). Maybe she should take the advice on their pages, ring the national bullying helpline, she might get help there. But damn you were fast at noticing, had updated something slightly prior to your post and all bar two of the accounts were private, it's down again now.
Imagine treating someone with their ex therapists name repeatedly carved upon their arm too and them demanding you be their sole therapist? I'd nope out really quickly, the NHS staff aren't paid enough to deal with that level of bull.
No. 1852786
File: 1687694333128.jpg (172.88 KB, 1406x866, SuicideBaitingPriorToRace.jpg)
And it seems like she's still suicide-baiting prior to races, maybe she should start a shtwt account, she'd fit in with the emo kiddos. My god she's making me feel old though whacking out the scooter songs, never took her as a Happy Hardcore kind of person. She should listen to the Logical song, unless she takes it as a doomer way then maybe not.
No. 1852892
File: 1687705646231.jpeg (261.56 KB, 1169x2018, IMG_8736.jpeg)
>>1852774“I have a human biology B.Sc that was very biochem heavy”, “a professional qualification….in a registered healthcare field” This still doesn’t make you a pharmacist or a Dr you Cupid stunt. Stay in your fucking lane. One thing she is right about… she’s sick. But not in the way she thinks. I think someone needs to call the WAHmbulance for her. Does she ever STFU? Also why does she always pencil out her name yet uses her name for one of her handles. Those qualifications aren’t showing her to be all that bright. Lol
No. 1852896
File: 1687705831735.jpeg (Spoiler Image,240.71 KB, 1169x1740, IMG_8735.jpeg)
>>1852777Why does she think people want to see this on Instagram?
No. 1853099
>>1851710i wouldn't care if she's not working and collecting benefits cause she's either too mentally unstable to hold down a job, or bc the stress or time commitment of holding down a job is too detrimental to her mental health at the moment. many have been in that place and volunteering isn't required to make it acceptable for me.
but yea ideally in that situation you would be committing yourself to better habits like spending less time online and
triggering yourself and spending more time on various forms of mental rest and mental - emotional self care until one day you can be productive and stable enough to start volunteering or take on part time work or even some kind of meaningful creative hobby to start with
No. 1853109
>>1852777tbh i understand this mentality to a certain degree, it's similar to shit like bpd splitting, rejection sensitive dysphoria and even when someone very depressed gets obsessed with perceived injustices as their primary source of mental stimulation and it becomes addictive. if any of you reading are going through this on some level i can only suggest the best first step is to find a new alternative source of interest and passion. it can replace that internet drama dopamine chain with something a lot or a little less
toxic and more fulfilling, which can really build from there. seek out self indulgent media. the kinda of stuff you loved as a kid or teen. at that point you're better off fixating on shipping anime men than fixating on how everyone online and irl is slandering you and out to get you. sincerely
No. 1853499
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It seems as though her ClusterB account has been either deactivated or banned. But it seems as though she's been using her "non-hate" account, happy for her, if she just focused on that instead of her perceived reasons to sperg out life would probably be brighter. I did wonder earlier what would happen if she didn't have the cows to focus on all the time/she put time into something actually productive.
No. 1854106
>>1759128Thankyou OP for this glorious offering. I've just discovered this thread today and colours is now my new personal fave. She makes Enara look like a contributing member of society and sane by comparison.
What a cunt.
No. 1854821
File: 1687957244110.jpg (16.69 KB, 780x232, vero.JPG)
Yikes, she makes her whole identity around her personality disorder - who would have guessed. Nothing was shared here but it gave me a chuckle, wolf pup. Finding dribs and drabs of things online, but nothing really noteworthy. OISNT stuff is pretty interesting to dip into.
No. 1854849
File: 1687962765853.jpg (87.99 KB, 978x595, letter2.JPG)
"I need to convince them they can't handle me so i can get what i want"
No. 1854850
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Her sisters realize she needs to put in the leg work too if she wants to get better but obviously she won't.
No. 1854852
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And it boils down to, if she's not banged up, drugged up, having a sole therapist then she's not validated as being super sick and special/needing high level of care.
No. 1863233
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>>1854852and gets money despite having contributed sweet FA to anyone or anything in the UK and STILL complains. Colours is determined to take “the nhs abused me” to her grave me thinks. Give it a rest woman, christ.
No. 1863367
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>>1863233She also expects everyone else to pay for it.
No. 1867872
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It seems as though Lauras been referred to an online peer support course, whining that she can't handle waking up in the morning and that everyone else's problems yet again don't compare to hers. And then hearing a comment on Fairy's posts she talks about her current fantasy of slashing her face during the zoom meetings to really show them. I smell more bridges being set alight in the distance, and Fairy probably should have some sort of protection order for her by sounds.
No. 1867884
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I wonder if she knows a part of her therapy would probably be to integrate with others, learn to develop empathy, and to cooperate in groups. You don't help a phobia sufferer by teaching them tricks on how to avoid things for example. They're not going to cave and give into her disorders demands.
Also i think she's posting in the other thread, finally used her two brain cells to figure out how to ban evade or was just never perma banned like she claimed in the first place. Tinfoil but she's not screencapping those posts like she normally would reeing about how stupid people are talking about her, and the talking style is bob on. Still actively lurking as she's screencapping other posts like normal.
No. 1868058
>>1868008Essentially she's in Facebook jail. Facebook restrict people's accounts at times for breaking community standards, so it seems like she can post for now, but only she can see them. I know her Instagram accounts gets restricted for spam a lot as she complains about it and then opens new accounts. I'm not sure if facebook is the same, or if it was self-harm/
abusive messages etc that did it. She seems to have had it on posts for a few weeks now at least, so I'm wondering if she's rocked it up to a 60-90 ban or it's a permanent thing (or she's had repeated back-to-back bans).
No. 1868374
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I don't want to samefag, but it seems like her accounts are back. What a pity. Either it was a glitch on Instagrams end (her narc account is still coming back as Nill via the API oddly but it's now visible), and the accounts have been reactivated. And pic rel - maybe she should just sleep in the bathtub at this point and carry her own cleaning products, or carry kids bed wetting covers if she was actually concerned about staff wasting their time and money on products to try and get stuff clean/replaced.
No. 1868468
File: 1689889419018.jpg (25.9 KB, 640x1136, ThenStopSpammingHate.jpg)
Novel concept, stop being retarded with making obsessional spam posts about Laura, enera and co with constant nitpicks and post photos of moutains instead. She wouldn't have to complain about IG limitations nor make umpteen accounts.
No. 1868508
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>>1867872Colours, since you’re here, you’re basically a cvnt to the very people you scream won’t help you. I don’t need an A level in English language to see that and neither does “this woman”. Kudos to her for calling you out on your shitty behaviour. Take some ownership for once. You wonder why no one wants to deal with you. You claim to be smart (and often smarter than all the “idiots”). Yeah? Not so much. Kek
I’ll await the mascara streak photo because everyone is so mean to the biggest bully in the room. Boo fucking hoo.
No. 1869560
>>1869073I'd be fairly surprised if this is an NHS MH provider. They don't tend to share emails of clinicians for "safety reasons" and knowing what Colours has been like before it's easy to see why.
>>1869556Vitals don't tend to get taken in psych units in the UK, at least not in the same way they are in medical wards (in which case they do start before dawn). Maybe it's different in acute ED treatment, but I've never known it to happen in general psych.
No. 1869566
>>1869524Honestly, I think this is a pretty accurate picture of what she wants. The problem is that even if she was to get it, I get the very distinct impression that it wouldn't fix anything, but would simply be used as a source of narcissistic supply. Her whole identity and sense of self-worth is tied up in her obsession with going IP, because unless she has that supply, she will continue to feel empty and to hate herself. Her reaction to her therapist after the therapeutic relationship ended is a classic response to a source of narcissistic supply being cut off.
The problem with this aspect of NPD is that all sources of narc supply eventually run dry, whether because they simply cannot give anymore, or circumstances change. She has been IP many times in Canada, as she's so fond of reminding people, and it clearly didn't help her at all. Despite all her insistence to the contrary, it's not any more likely to help her the next time she goes. No matter how many times she goes inpatient, no matter how much individual therapy she has, no experience is going to give her narc supply indefinitely, and so she will have to admit over and over to "feel better" (as she obviously did in Canada).
Everything she does (seeing herself as a perpetual
victim, lashing out at others, believing that only One Special Specific Thing will fix her and nothing else can ever help) is designed so that she never, ever has to face any truths about herself. Narcs can't handle that. The truth is that she doesn't want "real help" - she wants her supply, and she'll do anything to get it. I wonder if hospitals in the UK know this about her and that's why they won't admit her. If they're that smart, they get hella credit from me
No. 1870119
>>1869760Yeah, possibly if you are woken early for vitals etc you'd then be able to sleep, but there will usually be an expectation you attend groups and stick with the structure and routine of the ward, they are going to expect her to be up for breakfast, not provide her with meals to her schedule. She won’t be able to stay in bed til midafternoon and have the ward revolve around her, in the way she seems to think. She hates the zoom group because the focus isn't on her and her perceived severity of her PD in comparison to anyone else's struggles - she simply doesn't care because all she wants is validation that she is the sickest ever and deserving of the most specialist treatment with a therapist just for her, because she believes she is above everyone - as shown by her comments about being better than the lady who sent her an email, based on her grammar. She still hasn't said what treatment she thinks is going to magically fix her, when everything that has been offered to her previously hasn't worked, and her goal is to be IP with no actual explanation as to why being locked in hospital would be beneficial, except for the attention she would receive. And she has already said repeatedly that she is a danger to other people in the ward, because she gets jealous if she has to share therapists etc, and especially with those recent threats to slash her face in group therapy, she is not going to be someone welcomed into an IP environment - especially when she also poses a risk to the safety of the staff, with her documented aggressive behaviour and public self harm and stalking her ex therapist, with her obsession to the point she has carved her name into her arm. I can't imagine therapists are lining up to work with her but she still can't see that she is creating all these problems for herself!
No. 1870947
>>1870486I'm so glad I'm not the only one who thought of that. Wouldn't wish it on anyone, i can't imagine how soul-destroying it'd be to give up something you held dear (dance, running/mountain climbs in these cases), but she's essentially begging for the same outcome. It'd be funny to see karma in action.
>>1870832You make it so hard not to "hi cow". How was your 1 am rant last night before furiously refreshing the thread? Maybe you should try horlics.
No. 1873570
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I noticed that colours has a new follower on this account. I've always assumed that her only followers are her other accounts, so do we think there's a new one out there?
No. 1877365
File: 1691360922389.jpg (416.67 KB, 1170x1875, GoToBed.jpg)
>>1868468Complains about Fxiry & Enara and their selfies. Yet how many times do we need a pic of her flexing in front of a mirror? No one cares. Just go to bed.
No. 1877445
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>>1877410She’s going off on a right rage at Laura tonight (and the NHS in general. No change there). Though I lol’d so hard at her accusing her of “always posting the same thing” [photos]. Scary AF for sure.
No. 1877903
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>>1877899>>1877879But Laura, NO ONE gives a shit about your shit like you deliriously believe. Why do you give a flying f@ck what the time stamp is on her posts? Yet here you are criticizing someone for doing the exact same thing you do. You play the narc very well. Stop being such a c*nty bitter hag and perhaps people wouldn’t run a mile from you.
No. 1878292
>>1877899“You know it'll be private again and you'll be whining”
Dun dun dun. Oh no, whatever will we do??? Grandiose narcissism in all its glory. She’s mildly entertaining I’ll give her that. But laughing with and laughing at are not the same thing Colours.
No. 1878388
File: 1691543972152.jpg (1.08 MB, 1170x1935, DearDiary.jpg)
>>1878325Like you stalk all those people? Looks like another health care worker needs to be afraid, very afraid. Perhaps don’t use Instagram as your Dear Diary?
No. 1878396
>>1878388Talking about replacing the therapist she stalked with another
victim!? Yikes..
No. 1878407
>>1878372 Lets face it she doesn't want to get better, she loves playing the
victim card, thrives in it.
No. 1878464
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>>1878396Not just once either. That’s some scary shit. And yes she does have control, she just chooses not to because that doesn’t suit her narrative.
No. 1878824
>>1878514SO MUCH?! This country has given me NOTHING. Except abuse. How many years and placements has Fat Fairy had again?
And when I go abroad it's because my sister lives there. I ruined my other sister's bachelorette and almost ruined the wedding too. It's not like I just somewhere and I'm fine. All the same shit still happens. You just pick and choose what you see.
No. 1878858
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>>1878847They don’t “kick you” out of things for no
valid reason you stupid bint. Perhaps they caught wind of crap like this. I used to think you were a malignant narcissistic sociopath but now I’m thinking psychopath. Health care workers have a right to be scared of dealing with you.
How long before you’re carving Dana into your body? At least Renee might get some respite?
No. 1878879
>>1878858I don't think I'm a psychopath.
But KEK do you realise I'm writing about Dana Scully? Are you even old enough to know who that is?! She really has nothing to fear.
No. 1879486
>>1878963Look; you literally understand and know NOTHING. My work in Canada could not keep me on after my work visa ended as it would be illegal to work after that date. I could have applied for a new one yes (and they would have had to sponsor it again, or someone else would and the process took 9 months the previous time so I'd have to leave anyway). But I literally could not work so I couldn't ask a company to stick their neck out and sponsor me again and pay a shit ton of money when I literally couldn't work. I need to be able to work to get a sponsored work visa, duh. When the visa ends I cannot legally work, nor is my healthcare covered, nor can I get benefits from the government. You are allowed to stay an extra I think 3 months after your work visa has ended but you cannot work, claim benefits and healthcare is no longer covered. So it made no sense for me to stay on as a visitor, with no access to healthcare or meds unless I paid huge amounts of money I didn't have. I was not 'kicked out.' The visa ended and without any income or savings and with access to healthcare ended, I had to leave. When I can work I will go back.
About the Snowdon race and me doing it…..Again you literally know almost nothing. My father was not staying in Snowdonia with me. I wasn't entered for the race and it wasn't planned. I didn't even know it was that weekend but for some reason that was the only time rooms were available. I didn't ask for anything; my dad booked it for me and told me I was going. I thought I'd just go running a bit and he wanted to see if I could live on my own. Someone I know in the running community from when I lived near there found out I was in town and we met up on Friday evening. He asked if I wanted to run the race. It was a big favour. It wasn't guaranteed that I would be allowed a late entry as he would have to check with someone else who he could not get to talk to until the next day. The weather was so bad the race was almost cancelled and the final decision on whether it would go ahead would be made at 11am on the day, very last minute with the race starting at 2pm but mountain weather is very changeable. This just happens with mountain stuff. I could only ask for a late entry once the race was confirmed to be going ahead. So everything had to wait until 11am. I don't know anything about any 8am check in. Everything was thrown off by the weather and everyone was waiting until mid morning to know if the thing was actually happening at all. At 11am it was confirmed that the senior race was going ahead (juniors were cancelled) and the guy I know had to drive over from where he lives because he was marshalling anyway. He was in town at 11 so he saw the guy he had to speak to and got me my entry. I got my number and I went to the start area. So there you go. You don't know mountain racing, you don't know how it works, You don't know the ins and outs of immigration and my visas and work. You don't know basically anything about me until I tell you, yet you all make up random shit for some reason and think you're the expert.
Don't talk shit about things you don't know because you weren't there and you don't have any knowledge about what you're talking about anyway!
I do not know why you idiots like to make up things about my life that just are not true and assume you know everything. It's fucking annoying.
No. 1879490
>>1879486 with your history of stalking and bullying you really think they will have you back! You offer nothing to Canada and will not be welcomed back.
You prove the point you can be up before 11am when it suits kek. No making up, you put your life out there for all to see, you want to be like that ppl will do as they please with it.
No. 1879514
>>1879490Of course I'm going back. I have no criminal record, nothing to stop me except I need treatment to be able to work.
And I was up at 11. Just about.
You're all annoying. Just fuck off.
No. 1879533
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>>1879514yet you think not having to work is "winning the lottery"? Doesn't sound like you actually want to work. (sidenote: when did colours start posting about enara too?)
No. 1879538
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Wtf is this pose?!
No. 1879545
>>1879515I have a lot of things they want, mainly my Canadian specific qualification and experience. And for the millionth time there is no restraining order. I have no criminal record everywhere. Go do a search or whatever.
No fuck off. You're all annoying me.
No. 1879711
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>>1879590Someone else posted the same screen shots (with the blocks removed) above I believe but I decided to go Full Colours like she does with the very people she claims she’s nothing like yet is possibly worse. But hey it was “completely wrong for me”….
No. 1880033
File: 1691803735248.png (1.13 MB, 1170x1903, BodyShamer.png)
>>1879636Colours is upset about being body shamed. Oh. The. Irony. It sucks doesn’t it Colours. Imagine how those girls you abuse and body shame time and again (as you “just think about genetics”) would feel if they saw what you post. If you’re going to label people here as evil, cruel, liars and idiots might I suggest you take a long hard look in the mirror rather than taking a selfie in one.
No. 1880385
>>1880033>whines bullying kills on public account>has MULTIPLE accounts dedicated to screenshotting and scrawling all over them with disparaging messages daily.>Sends pretty awful messages to people in private. (I wouldn’t be surprised at this point if she sends abusive messages to others via the the anon apps too).Narcs playing the
victim after throwing rocks sure is a sight to see.
No. 1880489
>>1880033But when you guys do it it's fine? You're all allowed to go online and hate on people, as you're doing right here, and it's all fine? But I do it and it isn't?! I don't understand your hypocrisy. You're posting on lolcow to hate on me and say I'm a bad person because I do the same thing you do!
ANd I don't doxx people like you do or goad them to hurt themselves and laugh at it. I don't wish death on people. I don't find out where cows live or their names or all their other social media and make obsessive posts counting how many posts theyve made in a day if I can't get access to their accounts. I don't seek out where they work and study and watch outside videos of them doing their hobbies. I just look at them on IG. But you lot have done all of the above to me. YOU are the stalkers.
And for the record I don't hate people randomly and I don't hate people for being fat. I hate Fairy because she is taking up resources that could be used for me by faking and taking way more than her fair share. I say nasty things about her weight because I hate her for her actions. If she was discharged and not taking all the things I need with her malingering I wouldn't give a shit about her or her weight or what she was doing, because it wouldn't affect me. When people are getting so much help that I need, especially when they're faking and malingering then I am going to hate on them. If they're not doing that then I don't care. Thought you'd have worked that out by now. I don't just see a fat person and hate them. I don't care. But if someone I hate is fat then I will use that as a weapon, yes.
No. 1880515
>>1880510Nope I have been offered help and then had them turn around and say 'actually no you can;t have that.' Why do you make shit up? You're not in my life and at these meetings and assessments. I have not been given any treatment; all of it was denied when they did the assessment, or even by people who have never met me and based on inaccurate information. WHy do you think you know all this? It's my life and I know what happened. I've never declined anything. I'm desperate for help and denied it all here.
But you're annoying me now. Fuck off with your lies. WHy do you make things up that you know absolutely nothing about? It's weird.
No. 1880526
>>1880522 stop playing the
victim you have sent vial messages to many people clearly as not just one person has brought it up
No. 1880550
>>1880537Clearly Sophie is here. I'm fucking sick of this but since you've brought it up this is what happened;
I was telling Sophie that the crisis line number never worked and they said 'we are not a crisis line.' She called the number, apparently to see if it worked. Apparently it did work, but she lies so who knows, anyway she ASKED FOR AN AMBULANCE which I did not need as I was not in crisis at that time, just having a conversation! It's possible to be mentally ill and not need an ambulance constantly , just as it's possible to have cancer and not need an ambulance constantly. Doesn't mean I'm not in need of treatment, means I was not in crisis at that time. Also bear in mind this ambulance took 6 hours and still wasn't even here, I recieved a text from the ambulance service saying that it was taking a long time and I should either make my own way to hospital or, if I didn't need it at this time, I should call and cancel the ambulance. So I called and cancelled it. I did not request it in the first place. I was not in crisis. And yes I had to go to Italy in 2 days FOR MY NEICE'S BAPTISM which was put off for 3 years because of covid. My family would be extremely upset if I didn't go and mostly they do not understand or know the extent of my issues. I didn't 'decline help because I wanted to go on vacation', I cancelled an ambulance which I hadn't called, didn't ask for, was not in crisis so didn't need, was taking all day anyway……And I've been to hospital enough in this country to know that they will only take me to one hospital 'in my area' which has no psych, according to them, and I will be kicked out without even being assessed. If I go to any other hospital then I am 'out of area' and they also kick me out for being out of area. I don't care how many times people tell me 'that doesn't happen in the NHS.' Yes is does. Every time to me. So fuck off. I thought Sophie was out of my life. Get out of it.
No. 1880557
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>>1880551 don't know or need her when we got aka Dr Colours do we!
No. 1880727
>>1880585I really do hope that Renee gets a restraining order, given Laura kept harassing the counselling services there and mentioned Renee by name. It shouldn't be hard for them to put two and two together for the safety of their staff. Seems Laura is dead set on going to Canada.
>>1880612I believe it, given there's evidence here of the sort of stuff you say to others in private DMs. You love to share them to your accounts too. Your manipulation would possibly work in your favour - IF you didn't document things so readily, fucking onion-boy tier.
Also, why not try better help? I hear they're wonderful, kek. You're probably on housing benefits, PIP, and probably umpteen other benefits for being out of work given you're already £700 a month. You can shell out for an online therapist, it'd keep them and yourself safe, can be done anywhere. They do concessions for the mentally disabled who cannot work too. You need to let IP go, at best they're containment services in most places. If you're truly interested in change, it starts with you trying to let go with the IP obsession and the obsession with the cows online. And for the love of everything, quit with the knickers thinspo poses, you're getting too old, surprised you're not throwing your back out doing it. You say oyu're not pro ana yet, you clearly are. Which of the boards did you used to frequent back i nthe day out of curiosity?
No. 1881311
>>1880727There are no restraining orders or charges or criminal records. I’m not pro-ana (didn’t that die in the 90s?!) Never have been. Why would I WANT a horrible illness and think it’s a good thing? Why would anyone?!
There is no proof or anything to say anyone tried to do anything because of me so you’re just making it up. Provide evidence or you’re all just lying. As usual. But you forget all the times YOU bullied and encouraged ME to kill myself?!
No. 1881317
>>1880727Literally why do you make stuff up? I don’t get housing benefit, I don’t get PIP, I don’t get anything except Universal Credit. Not that it’s your business. Why don’t you demand to know what benefits Fairy gets, with all the new stuff she’s always buying?!
And you don’t know whether I have a therapist anyway so stop making up BS lies and thinking you know my life.
No. 1881325
>>1881311Did anyone actually tell you to kill yourself? I know I haven't, I can't remember seeing anything though i'm sure given this type of board there might be passing joking comments. I'm glad you stopped wasting ambulance service times on your BPD antics. But Renee does deserve safety from you, if she didn't have a restraining order back then - she should have one now. I hope her company is on the ball and paying attention to staff safety. You will however have a form of record, everyone who has involvement with police etc will have records.
>>1881317You're applying for PIP, good luck with it - just don't slash your face in front of the panel whilst going through the tribunal. Surprised you're doing so well on UC when there's families barley scraping by because they've been shoved from legacy benefits to UC. Though it begs to wonder, what are you spending £700 on as a single adult in Kent? How much are the taxpayers paying for medication you piss down the drain, or blades? travel for runs? Expensive running shoes and the likes? And if you have a therapist, great, I hope she's helping you learn to use coping skills to keep your Narc / ASPD / BPD traits in check and is keeping you at arms length. But i don't see any evidence of that as you're still here, going through clear cycles. I await the next woe is me, seeth posting, etc.
No. 1881372
>>1881332'Not for you to air their dirty laundry' ?! That's all this site does! But suddenly you develop a conscience and won't name names? It would have been all over if it was true. I've never seen someone on lolcow 'respect someone's wishes'. And you all dug into my life and doxxed me so why would you suddenly feel bad about posting some person who went to hospital because of something someone said? All of lolcow would be crowing about them and calling them pathetic. When you were wondering if I was dead you never had any reverence or sympathy of conscience; Just laughed that maybe I had died because people were mean. You were all vile. And still are.
So yea; names and evidence or it didn't happen.
And you're not an immigration officer and you don't know the ins and outs of my life, clearly, because you spout lies. So you know nothing about what I'm doing or going to do.
No. 1881400
>>1881392Well then who the fuck are you? How do you supposedly know about it? Why do you care? And if nobody knows about this supposed secret attempt and you have no proof and no names then why are you posting it?
Someone red text this bitch.
No. 1881401
>>1881399Someone did.
See you lot can't keep your lies straight. Just stop making shit up.
No. 1881405
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Have a pic of my dirty screen. Someone clearly said it was an nhs volunteer. Right here.
No. 1881413
>>1881408Who?! No I have no idea what you’re on about and why you’re all suddenly so righteous anyway.
I just don’t get that about this site. YOU can all bully and write horrible things, WAY worse than me, like wishing people death and to be human trafficked etc, but you’ll post horrible stuff on the main thread and then come on here and have a huge go at me for saying that Fairy is a malingerer, saying I’m bullying her and I’m so evil……Yet you just came from writing the same thing about her on the other thread. How do you get to be so nasty on there and then come here and act as if you’re kind and never said a bad word in your life and you need to protect the cows from ME?! I do not understand the dichotomy.
And no I don’t remember attacking any nhs volunteer. I just remember the whole of the nhs being evil and
abusive and lying to me and denying me care. I don’t think I’ve ever come across any volunteers.
No. 1881424
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>>1881413 you bullied someone you had never even met in the comments
No. 1881555
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No. 1881674
>>1881671I will. If I don't die here first. Otherwise I will go back to Canada. You are all ridiculous. Don't talk about things you don't know ie the important things in my life.
I've had enough of you. There is no reason for me to waste my time justifying myself to people who don't have a clue about anything and just want to hurt me. So just go away and be wrong somewhere else.
No. 1881939
>>1881618The PD IP units in thr UK may offer therapy, but they focus on DBT therapy which you have said you've done and that it didn't work - Why would they offer you a admission when you have told them so many times that DBT. isn't going to help you?
Especially when you would pose a threat to other patients, you won't be given a Individual therapist employed solely to work with you and have told thhen you will be jealous if they work with any other patient and your reaction will place them at risk, and also if you can’t get out of bed until the afternoon, you will miss half the tharapy on offer - and if you ARE ablt to be up and attend therapy while IP then you also would have been able to accept the day patient admission you refused with the same therapy just because it wasn't IP.
No. 1881975
>>1881760Because I need to be able to work to get a work visa. I need to get treatment so I can work again. If I just go to Canada now I’d be a visitor and no entitled to work or get healthcare. So that wouldn’t be a very smart idea. And you’ve got a fucking nerve saying I’m ‘rinsing’ this country when I get absolutely zero help and only constant abuse here.
I’m sick of you all and I’m done with you. I don’t owe you any explanations or any details about my life. Go bother someone else and stop your ridiculous lies.
No. 1881978
>>1881939I don’t lie. I have never refused or declined treatment. This country gives me no help or treatment, only abuse. I’ve never told anyone to commit suicide or wished death on anyone. I don’t have any criminal record. Getting work visas for Canada is not a problem WHEN I can work. I barely get any money from the government. I live in the middle of nowhere so I can’t get places easily. The nhs gives me no help and just throws me out. You don’t know everything about my life and all you do is make up lies. I don’t owe you anything. I’m done. Go bother someone else.
Fuck off and leave me alone.
No. 1881984
>>1881978Except you have, as is evident through your posts. You make it seem like things won't work because it's not exactly how you want them to be. You were offered group therapy, even if it was a group call, you self sabotaged it by threatening to put others at risk. Again, what do you expect IP to do? DBT "doesn't work" group therapy "doesn't work", anything they offer "won't work". Because it's not some 1 on 1, deeply connected FP bullshit, which won't help anyways. Suck it up butter cup. And you lie through your teeth, you deny a lot in which you actually post about, and please, scrolling through post history isn't stalking.
No. 1881986
>>1881984I DO NOT LIE.
Fuck off.
No. 1882032
>>1881986“I do not lie”
Says the liar acting aggressively & defensively lol. Lee telling yourself that Laura. You’re only gaslighting yourself at this point.
Ok then, does “inflating the truth” sound better? Guess what. STILL. THE. SAME
No. 1882308
File: 1692138606009.jpg (609.43 KB, 1170x1594, LauraBDenied.jpg)
>>1882063>>1882084But “haters gonna hate” apparently. The 4 D’s of narcissism: deny, dismiss, devalue, divorce. At least there’s some boxes colour’s checks. But she needs to add a 5th D, DELUSIONAL
No. 1883140
>>1880489It's really fucking rich to watch you complain about how hurtful people here are towards you, when you have no problem being equally hurtful to others. You just don't like it when people disregard your feelings the way you disregard theirs. News flash: You are not the only human in the world with emotions. You just think yours matter more. (Hint: They don't.)
We see through your hypocrisy and bullshit.
No. 1883562
File: 1692322325681.jpg (381.61 KB, 1170x666, RunReneeRun.jpg)
>>1883167Or she becomes insanely obsessed with them, like her ex-therapist. This is batshit crazy talk. Is anything truly fixing this?
No. 1886023
File: 1692664393314.png (76.41 KB, 1165x350, Screen Shot 2023-08-21 at 7.35…)
>>1882063kek, that IP admission colours wants would probably put her over this projected cost threshold
No. 1886660
>>1886566Why the hell would I tell you stalkers? You really think I'm going to tell you about my life?
What are YOU doing?
No. 1899517
File: 1694920824686.png (282.11 KB, 1098x689, Screen Shot 2023-09-16 at 10.1…)
It appears that colours managed to fuck things up with her running club by being her usual unhinged self.
No. 1899520
File: 1694920883139.png (57.03 KB, 239x352, Screen Shot 2023-09-16 at 10.1…)
>>1899517I can't really tell what happened from her vague posting, but I'm guessing she did something insane and they called an ambulance and then asked her to stop coming to events or something
No. 1899522
File: 1694920917799.png (376.86 KB, 593x724, Screen Shot 2023-09-16 at 10.2…)
She also caused a huge disturbance by having a meltdown in public in an airport
No. 1899606
File: 1694934831600.jpg (264.94 KB, 903x539, grippySocksVaccay.jpg)
I'm dreaming of a grippy sock vaccay. Just like the one's i used to know~
No. 1899607
File: 1694934932148.png (129.91 KB, 479x252, Laura2SpiderArch.PNG)
I did wonder if Laura#2 is starting up her copycat spider arch. Or if she's on that much drugs that the withdrawals actually set her loopy.
No. 1899608
File: 1694935129784.png (693.78 KB, 593x747, Screen Shot 2023-09-16 at 10.1…)
Amazing that someone who openly says her only goal is to be hospitalized doesn't see the hypocrisy in whining about others wasting the NHS's money
No. 1899609
File: 1694935286767.png (107.6 KB, 475x464, Screen Shot 2023-09-17 at 2.24…)
This is some deeply unhinged shit. Yeah, the NHS totally made you invisible.
No. 1899612
File: 1694935436439.jpg (261.21 KB, 976x422, exercise.jpg)
She seems to reminisce a lot on how over in Canada they let her over-exercise to escape dealing with the days, feelings, thoughts and life, needing constant control of her body. Apparently gave her suppliments after but it doesn't change the fact in those moments of exercising you're lost in an escape.
No. 1899613
File: 1694936540045.jpg (244.39 KB, 838x580, wellYouDo.jpg)
Laura purposefully going out and scaring the locals, probably with more cuts and screaming. She is starting to looking like a crackhead. And the screaming at the airports and having more fantasies of slashing throats (Enera copying) at the airport was something. She probably really needs to have a meds evaluation and be detoxed, least that's a route that you can potentially get treatment for.
And speaking of treatment, Lauras probably going to be lurking soon. "Dr K's guide to mental health" is up on 4chan if you figure out how to use google and torrents. The ADHD modules and meditation might help you, no idea if the other modules are relevant but hey - free. Gives you something do other than rage-scrolling social media. Or maybe go to their discord and someone might gift it to you, they seem a friendly bunch. Do what you've always done, you'll get what you've always gotten.
No. 1899623
File: 1694939097558.png (838.98 KB, 1087x573, YouCantForgetME.PNG)
Still harassing her old therapists too, they're just hiding her comments, kek.
No. 1899624
File: 1694939479058.jpg (75.29 KB, 508x411, CC.jpg)
I don't get why they haven't blocked her yet. They're hiding your comments, they're not going to be checking out your "public IG where sperg out". Safe to say they've acknowledged you, hopefully they've put safety in place for Renee and just like your own self-filling prophecy they'll not respond to you and this again makes you feel invisible. So much self-caused shit.
No. 1899670
File: 1694954833371.jpg (184.41 KB, 549x762, At1212onXX2019.jpg)
>>1899624Samefag but found what the #RememberTheDate-esc moment was about. It was probably when she was kicked out of therapy. Reminds me of that girl with the feeding tube remembering the date and time of tube insertion. The therapists aren't going to remember they discharged you on a specific day back in 2019, nor should they care. And the follow-up posts complaining about not being seen, not being replied to, just being blocked out makes more sense. They don't owe her attention for her harassment.
No. 1899716
File: 1694962539775.jpg (224.11 KB, 436x1090, threateningsewerslide.jpg)
Threatening randos in Facebook groups because they were praising staff at the NHS for helping them and their loved ones in regards to running and athletes, whilst making a fuss making it all about her and her "nhs abuse". She got booted, messaged the admins or mods and told that she's anhero-ing over this random chap. Her list of people to blame must be ridiculously long by now.
No. 1899731
File: 1694964465330.png (165.46 KB, 690x668, suislide.PNG)
>Laura posts this.
>Laura wonders why she gets kicked out of her running club and ambulances called on her. Screaming with alcohol bottles in videos in a field.
No. 1899756
File: 1694968746392.mp4 (10.69 MB, 720x1280, ScaringWalkers23Aug23.mp4)
Warning: volume, screaming like a banshee. Smashed bottles, throwing them around, what seems like hitting herself with them on a walkers path. Multiple videos like this. "I dunno why people keep calling an ambulance!! i keep posting these things publicly too! along with suicide threats! but no idea why people worry about me!!"
Muppet.
No. 1899913
>>1899609This feels like a prelude to attempted mass murder or something. Thank God we don't sell guns legally over here, and she's too posh to know where to buy them on the street.
>>1899756As cruel as this sounds, she thoroughly deserves a punch at this point. She needs to know that people won't tolerate this shit and… oh, fuck it. Nothing's gonna get through to her, is it?
No. 1900479
File: 1695073045542.png (407.24 KB, 683x567, huzzah.PNG)
Huzzah, she's back to posting cringey music with lyrics on top, this time with hospital pictures. Back to wasting taxpayer money on ambo rides, fingers crossed for her though, hopefully they'll drug her up and she'll get her wish of being Fairy/LLL.
No. 1900971
File: 1695156070919.png (1.35 MB, 1214x754, ProAnaAWearingKidsClothes_UWU.…)
Sometimes grown adults really want to wear and brag about wearing kids clothes. Totally normal.
No. 1901307
File: 1695220847614.png (193.43 KB, 394x661, Cope.PNG)
>>1901294So you might have got it from another kids section? Are
you quite alright there? You still went into a kids section, or on a kids site, just to buy something that looks like it's made for kids. Brand name was funny though, did the term FatFace draw you in? ana chans are a funny breed.
No. 1901319
File: 1695222606013.jpeg (1.87 MB, 3264x2448, 63943972-C3C5-4A2D-B9E6-A4CB75…)
>>1901307Fat Face is a store selling both adults’ and kids’ clothing. I was with someone who really likes that brand. I’m not particularly into it but there was a sale rack. A tankini for under £10.
Of course it doesn’t fit an adult the same as a child. But why pass up a cheap swim suit that you like because of what the number on the label says?
No. 1901326
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No. 1901368
>>1901325Colours: fuck off don’t talk about me
Also colours: consistently does ridiculous attention seeking bullshit that is obviously going to be noticed in a negative way
I sometimes honestly can’t tell if this woman is trolling or if she is genuinely deluded.
No. 1901813
File: 1695299947825.jpg (164 KB, 498x439, courtitis.jpg)
>>1901678Pretty sure cows often get banned for it, but i'm assuming this is some form of containment thread so no idea if it applies.
Wonder why Laura bangs on about how it's illegal to deny treatment, when you need a pretty solid case that the treatment is going to be helpful rather than harmful to both staff and patients. She could always go to court though. The NHS don't get paid enough to deal with her bullshit though.
No. 1902231
>>1902213I'm glad they don't have to bump into her whilst private, but she's vile really and sends messages to cows anyways. She's shared screenshots of the things she says before when she can control the narrative and make herself look the
victim/hard done by. I just find it funny her overinflated and delicate sense of self
>>1901326. Narcs need a supply, she never stays private long because she needs something to feed into her cycle. Without it she's empty. And whilst we laugh, I don't think anyone actually cares THAT much if she never gets posted again. It's not a threat or a gotcha. I just wish farmhands would ban her for the laughs in general again, it's obvious who she is in the main PAS thread because she can't help self-inserting herself and her whining or vendettas against the cows.
No. 1902232
File: 1695365059572.png (246.32 KB, 797x819, SafetyBoundariesLiteralDiscrim…)
She seems to think that her club putting in boundaries for safety is literally discriminating against her. She can't handle being told no, thank god she's not a bloke.
No. 1902781
File: 1695450799530.jpg (1.14 MB, 2235x1632, dischargeletter.jpg)
Oof it's essentially confirmed that the PD unit can't provide support - there's nothing they can offer. Due to Laura not wanting to engage in a safe manner with groups (to work on empathy, sharing coping skills and all the benefits that actually come from group work that would benefit her PD recovery), and the very real risk of her constantly contacting 1 on 1 support and escalating staff boundaries putting them at risk, she's not suitable for that specific personality disorder unit. And obviously it's not a wake up call for Laura to self-reflect, she feels scorned and to her it's obviously it's the units fault and holds no personal accountability. At least she's got her family's support as much as she keeps pushing them away, maybe they'll find a private unit somewhere, fire up the gofundme. I doubt the NHS were writing out of the blue, I'm assuming she's either been hammering on at them still, or her family have, or emergency services and they had to send out the discharge letter. Not everything is a personal intentional dagger to the heart.
No. 1905855
File: 1695921274819.png (148.64 KB, 1131x480, off_didntagewell.PNG)
Reading thread #90 (archive) again and are at the part of her hypocritical sperg out, i can't tell if this was foreshadowing or if the club actually knew what she was like and were just tolerating it until they had to intervene. If she was showing up to races constantly slashed up with her headcannon waifu's name on her arm.. it's not a great look and probably could be triggering for other runners/distressing.
No. 1905880
File: 1695924249608.jpg (Spoiler Image,91.45 KB, 640x1136, 1675304650945[1].jpg)
Image attached also from the archived thread. Also did anyone get a knock on the door from Ben in the end? kek.(spoiler that shit)
No. 1906795
>>1905880>Spoiler that shit The shit that's literally in thread OP image unspoilered. Duly noted for next time.
>>1906700The threads not going to link that way i'm afraid anon, i've tried before. The site modifies the url as it's been submitted. Easiest way i can see of explaining how to get there bar another URL shortener is:
Open up
https://web.archive.org/ copy the thread URL from this page. Paste it in and change out the number before the html with 1751458 and submit.
No. 1909684
File: 1696585819286.jpg (46.6 KB, 640x1136, tenaious.jpg)
Holy hell that dedication to making phone calls. I wonder if she hounded the NHS this much?
No. 1910382
File: 1696697877420.png (1.3 MB, 1170x1731, DoesntWorkThatWayLaura.png)
>>1909684Well she seems to think she will be back there very soon Kek. Pretty sure immigration doesn’t work that way Colours. The way you abuse people surely must tell you why no one wants to be around you.
No. 1935894
File: 1701389181552.webm (6.09 MB, WaitingRoomTeLaTet.webm)
>>1935515Really not sure if this is okay to post now, but here's the subbed video. It's whatever happened prior to the video for them to already have had enough with her/them having to move CAHMS clients away.
No. 1935896
File: 1701389959409.png (332.09 KB, 352x620, PlxShareVid.PNG)
>>1935894The "Please share" video mentioned was a very clipped-down version of it which was essentially cut out after the cahms bit so you don't see that the NHS are trying in some way to help her and that she's having reviews and appointments even if it's not productive in the way Laura wants.
No. 1935937
>>1935896Literally not. No appointments, no anything. That video was the last time I was there and the last time I had anything to do with them except for the ongoing complaints and other processes against them which are being handled on my behalf by someone else. I can't even remember when this was but a long time ago. I do not have a cmht, a psychiatrist or any mental health treatment from the nhs and never have had any treatment from them since I got here. Things were suggested and then they went back on their word and said actually no you can't have anything. Every single time. I've told you and you just don't listen and make up your own lies even when the truth and proof is literally given to you. I don't know how so many of you can be so dumb sometimes.
Enough.
(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE) No. 1939934
File: 1702027413234.jpg (92.11 KB, 640x1136, 408552261_940580940990112_6924…)
Can you imagine using the treadmill and having someone with earphones in, unable to regulate their volume, singing Garbage Bleed like me, Lucy at the gym, or some messed up yet inspirational to her 2000's songs. Heck, given she likes The Used maybe A box of sharp objects, good old screamo music.
No. 1944969
>>1935937Listening to this, it's pretty obvious that you misinterpreted the conversation because you were extremely emotional and
triggered. Near the end you literally made up a phrase that this woman supposedly said to you (she didn't say the words you claim she did, and that's clear upon an objective viewing). While these people have no idea how to interact with you while you're highly emotional, you also can't expect to have productive conversations with them when you're in such a reactive state. Honestly, they should have tried to calm you down, but they also should have set boundaries with you long before they did so, because that conversation was never going to benefit anyone. Unfortunately, the video "proves" nothing except that you were totally unable to think logically in the moment.
If you misinterpreted her words while she was speaking to you, and you misinterpreted the letter you got even though the words were right in front of you, it makes it incredibly difficult for us to believe anything else that you say about these people.
No. 1945565
>>1944969The issue is that laura only hears what she wants to hear. She has been offered help, declined it as she claims it doesn't work as she has tried it in Canada. Even if she has she needs to show she has tried it in the UK. If she was made an inpatient she would put patients and staff at risk by her actions. There is no reasoning or speaking to Laura. Staff are quite frankly frustrated and annoyed at her behaviour. No one wants to deal with her as she threatens to sue.
Monday everything was fine, she had a running group, she was positive, Tuesday she has tried to take her own life again. In the past when an ambulance has been called she has refused to go which is why her and Sophie had a disagreement. Hopefully Laura is alright and gets the help she requires.
No. 1945585
File: 1703105288845.png (78.96 KB, 291x569, 416AM.PNG)
>>1945565She was "okay" this morning 4:16am, i thought going by her posts she didn't attempt but obviously could be wrong? I hope she is okay, though i don't get how she could be so functional past few days (despite nothing physically changing) only for it to fall apart just because she's not validated, nature of the beast?
No. 1945610
File: 1703110119624.jpg (200.99 KB, 782x498, maidstonepolice.jpg)
Could this have been her?
No. 1946517
>>1946034Always plays the
victim even when ppl are genuinely concerned. Another "attempt" when she is physically fine. She is so ungrateful, has she ever even heard of the word gratitude!
No. 1947907
File: 1703714638517.png (26.24 KB, 355x683, selfaware.PNG)
>>1947890Is she at the Italian sisters? That poor kid (or does the sister not care?), who would feel safe about having someone who is slicing themself up and impulsive around their kids at all, even if they're family. Someone wouldn't have an
abusive drunk playing with their kids, why a cluster B nightmare with a hair
trigger? Imagine the trauma from it.
No. 1949194
File: 1704057853834.jpg (416.15 KB, 1532x1430, ToddlerRant.jpg)
>LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO ME I'M GOING TO STARVE!
Why on earth does she sound like a toddler, without knowing full context her posts read like a little kid who had a cat nick food off their plate or told no to dessert. But hey, shoes! Back to whining. I thought this account was supposed to be about the good in her life?
No. 1951125
File: 1704479387765.jpg (60.38 KB, 640x1136, 416269683_1330665100900751_861…)
This actually made me laugh. There's been a few "who is this stupid farmer?!" from her posts recently as she shares icons that slipped through on other threads, but this one tickled me. Please newfags, don't make the attempt so obvious. They removed the "THE NHS CANNOT BE TRUSTED" from bio too since her screenshot, kek.
No. 1962821
File: 1707136243271.jpg (692.53 KB, 1839x408, SallyC.jpg)
>>1962493>>1962680Just thought I'd bring some of Laura's posts from the other thread to hers, kek. Is she angry that Sally supposedly turned her life around somehow without being shoved in an institution? That it shows Laura could unfuck her own life if she chose to? Tickles me to both want to be friends with someone all whilst posting personal stuff online to the boards.
No. 1962824
File: 1707137185888.png (21.37 KB, 1806x112, LayUponABedOfBlood.PNG)
Some people scratch names into their arms, others go full hog and mean damage. Shouldn't be asking for tips though colours.
No. 1965517
File: 1707826434971.jpg (789.87 KB, 1200x2136, BloomingGrimCycle.jpg)
Damn her daily cycles are so blooming grim. From romanticising IP as if the end goal is to be institutionalized, to lashing out at her local community (hopefully she was smashing bottles in the woods instead of in town again - but surely locals see her as a crackhead or something by now. And then getting angry that nothing came out of it). If the volunteer at Shout didn't swiftly close out chat I'm sure she would have lashed out at them too if she hadn't already. Then the constant selfie eyefucking, and eventual suicide baiting. It's enough to give anyone whiplash, imagine if she actually put her energy into something that's not self-absorbed or attention seeking.
No. 1968014
File: 1708449289864.jpg (315.85 KB, 1145x1128, 1600posts_AndThenSome.jpg)
This oddly tickled me, celebrating "1600" posts, and then some. And that's just some of the accounts we know of kek.
No. 1974154
File: 1709991503230.jpeg (830.19 KB, 1125x2202, IMG_7254.jpeg)
Came across colors in the wild today!
Commenting on a Facebook page asking for feedback on mental health services in your area. Talking about the ‘lucky favourites’ she obsesses over.
There was another comment where she said she was kicked out for being too complex and unstable.. but of course failed to stalking her ex therapist, threatening to cut her face in group on camera, being offered help and refusing anything but IP etc etc etc
No. 1974168
>>1974154she's still being discussed, but in this thread
>>1933243 now
No. 1977871
File: 1710847741415.jpg (996.8 KB, 2044x1672, BuhMahCows.jpg)
This tickled me, when AI gave her a question about not using mobiles or technology for a day whether she could do it - she could only draw on "well, i did it whilst coddled in IP! i can do it then!" only to stay up to daft hours again archiving cows. She's addicted to devices, and the input from it, no wonder her brain is fried beyond repair.
No. 1978333
File: 1710959467497.png (92.87 KB, 460x407, Screenshot 2024-03-20 at 6.32.…)
Colours thinking she doesn't lie, really kek! She ever been in seclusion in UK cus its not how she describes it but more akin to Canada