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No. 1364977

What leads you here today, my young lamb cow?

No. 1364980

Forgot it again goddammit
>>>/ot/1327041

No. 1364985

>>1364980
you can still delete and remake if you want to.

No. 1365100

"Men and women can't be friends" is bs. It's men that can't be friends with women, it doesn't go both ways.

No. 1365624

When I was a kid, old enough to know I shouldn't be doing this because I'm being pressured to which means it must be bad, but not old enough to entirely understand why and the consequences… I dumped a car battery into a canal. The owner probably left it there maybe to work on later or to drain or maybe dump themselves.
Sorry, sealife and water local quality. I mentally flog myself for that one a bit weekly even over 25 years later.

No. 1365666

I just thinks he’s endearing and has very pretty hands

No. 1365669

>>1365666
he seems like a nice boy. also cursed get

No. 1365678

>>1365100
Correct. Don’t see women seething about “the friendzone” on mass like scrotes do.

No. 1365706

>>1365666
It's like he has the good tism. Has he ever shown interest in women?

No. 1365707

>>1365666
I hate him. A Reviewbrah lookalike (similar voice and mannerisms too) who everyone thought was gay for over a decade, decided to come out as bi to me and confess he had sex dreams about me (apparently spurred on by him buying some new Burger King menu item for me?), right after I told him that I accepted that my sexuality won't change. He tried to convince me that I just had to "try" first before saying something like that and he wanted to "volunteer". Just what the actual fuck. Since then I can never see Reviewbrah in the same way again.

No. 1365733

>>1365100
"friendzone" and other scrote shit aside, I feel like they consider us second class friends. Women they don't want to fuck and that aren't related to them by blood are instictively always placed at the bottom of the priority scale, and they're worried about seeming romantically unavailable if they're seen with you too often. Not to mention that even if you've known each other since kindergarten and taken bullets for each other, they won't mind dumping you the exact second their love interest asks them to. (I'm not entirely blaming the woman for being suspicious of female friends considering how many have been cheated on at some point but really… A guy proving his ability to be loyal by getting rid of someone else that he has a bond of loyalty to sounds retarded.)

Anyway my ex best friend of a decade is now a tranny in a polycule.

No. 1365749

>>1365100
I dunno if I believe that anymore. I used to have very strong opinions on it either way (first that ofc men and women can be friends, then that men are horndogs and they can't manage it) but after a few years seeing all combinations of friendships, friendzones, romantic relationships and rejections between men and women, from both sides, I really think this is one of the areas of life that is impossible to generalize.

No. 1365754

I really do not think of myself as a racist but an Indian moid joined our work and he's such a creep. He has a fiancé but he creeps on all the women that work here and invades your personal space whilst also dehumanising and objectifying you. One day he would not leave me alone and when he talks he gets too close you can feel his breath on your face. I had enough and jerked away and anytime I have to interact with him I make a point to be unpleasant and stand offish. I hope people don't think I'm a racist. He's a creepy wee fuck and the inky way I can put him in his place is too be openly hostile. I already went to hr and they did have a word but he was back to being a creepy bastard in a week. He's singled out this other woman now and she freezes when he comes around. I want him sacked.

No. 1365756

>>1365754
You don’t hate him because he’s Indian but because he’s a creepy freak. Don’t think that’s racist unless you were needlessly disgusted by him.

No. 1365762

>>1365756
It's just sometimes I feel like it's a cultural thing and he slowly gets it but then some days he's back to being in my face. I just feel bad he's the only Indian dude and I'm not like this with other guys at work but the other guys at work also don't invade my personal space and when requesting something from me don't talk down at me and keep calling me lady.

No. 1365841

>>1365754
It's not racist to acknowledge reality anon. It isn't your fault the scrote grew up in a country that is abysmal when it comes to women's rights. He'll have to adapt to the social norms acceptable within your workplace or risk being fired. In fact I hope his race isn't an excuse for the higher ups to piss around when women are at risk or feel unsafe which can often be the case.

No. 1366312

well i guess my confession then is that im racist/sexist against first-gen indian men and guilt-free about it. no problem with indian women or second-gen men. nothing but bad creepy experiences with the first-gen ones, im ok with throwing a blanket over it since i've not had one good experience with then and they've had a lot of chances for any decency. maybe older ones aren't so bad but my experience is all younger men, early to mid 20s.

No. 1366377

I've been skinwalking a lot of anon's interests in the friend finder thread and it's actually netting me some good female irl friends. I still wouldn't dare to add anyone on the thread because I want to get out of the house as much as possible. Still feel guilt but if I were to add someone from there I'd probably waste more time stalking any socials they'd sent me

No. 1366422

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This one's really bad please don't hang me guys.
When I was like 13, I was really into lesbian incest stuff. Mostly mom stuff. I don't know why. I'm hetero and obviously not into my freaking mom, never was, but she found some of the stuff I was reading and, yeah I just still feel awful about it and like I'm a horrible person especially for being so careless.

No. 1366492

>>1364977
Love that image. I'd ask for a nun thread on /m/ but I don't have anything to start with.

No. 1366496

>>1366492
There is a nun thread on m, have f(n)un >>>/m/218463

No. 1366521

i think the veils like thread pic are kind of pretty because they remind me of veils and the hair coverings of peasant women in renaissance period or so. i dont agree with women covering their hair because it is 'sexual' or women as a whole are sexual by existence though.

No. 1366566

>>1366377
Honestly you're better off not making any friends from there. The ones I've met were either rude or ghost me after a few conversations. I guess that's what happens when you try to make friends with terminally online autists from an obscure imageboard.

No. 1366607

>>1366377
Skinwalking irl interests? So basically trying new hobbies? lol

No. 1366624

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I had a sex dream with young brendan fraser and it was so intimate i woke up shook. and now I feel like Ive cheated lmao

No. 1366625

I'm super excited that low rise jeans are coming back, they've always looked so much better on me than high waist

No. 1366634

>>1366625
be sure to get a few that fit you well just in case they end up fucking off again! I am a very high waist bitch but I support you low waist bitches too

No. 1366638

>>1366634
nta but having a high/short waist is what makes high rise pants look like shit on me, they basically sit underneath my boobs kek

No. 1366648


No. 1366837

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Sorry if cringe, I drew a possible future thread pic

No. 1366861

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I wonder if Maria the Ethnologist who wanted to study "femcels" on lolcow received any answers.

No. 1366869

>>1366861
I was going to troll her but the thread got deleted before I could get hold of her. My special interest is trolling bad research surveys. Not a femcel, but I think I could pull off a convincing impression of one.

No. 1366870

>>1366837
First few posts will be confessing thirst for priest 2X-chan.

No. 1366875

>>1366837
She's beautiful

No. 1366893

>>1366861
what the fuck we were going to have a kaitlyn tiffany thread 2.0?

No. 1366904

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>>1366869
>My special interest is trolling bad research surveys
Kek

No. 1366906

>>1366869
I was going to troll her but I was too busy having lots of sex.

No. 1366910

>>1366909
I was mid orgy when I spotted her post. Prove otherwise.

No. 1366912

I just typed up the longest sperg about my ex and how he fucked me up. Then I didn't publish because just typing it out was enough. Nobody needs to read all that.

No. 1366917

>>1366909
kek

No. 1366933

my friend wants to write a paper on 'femcels' (ugh) / autistic women who hate men and im slightly worried she's using me as a case study

No. 1366934

>>1366933
>'femcels' (ugh) / autistic women
oof

No. 1366935

>>1366933
Maria the enthologist is your friend?

No. 1366943

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>>1366933
A familiar situation

No. 1366947


No. 1366948

>>1366933
>autistic women who hate men
Half of all autistic women now seem to think they're males anyway. They don't fit in so therefore they're trans. Write a paper on that.

No. 1366967

>>1366935
kek no. apparently it's just a topic of interest for a lot of people now.

No. 1366981

>>1366967
Where are all of those lonely, autistic, manhating femcels anyway? I've never encountered anyone IRL and they are barely on imageboards.

No. 1366985

>>1366981
is this bait?

No. 1366986

>>1366983
How many of us here are actual femcels though?

No. 1366989

>>1366967
I'm far from being one but in all my years on here seeing femcels be referenced.. I still don't know where the bar is set on what it takes to be considered 'a femcel'

No. 1366991

>>1366989
I am far from being a pretty and successful woman but I've never been in a position where I even couldn't get a bottom of the barrel man if I wanted to. True femcels are rare.

No. 1366993

Sometimes I love to maladaptively dream about being a famous man-hater and supporting women with the millions of dollars I get. I wish I was wealthy so I can give most of my money to women so they can be more independent from men and rely on women more

No. 1366994

>>1366933
Remember your “friend” thinks that women not revolving their lives around men constantly means they are mentally ill/disabled. Typical pseudoscience shit, please stay as far away from her nonna she’s screaming bad news

No. 1366996

>>1366607
The concept of skin walking as a whole is ridiculous to me. Anons who are truly annoyed by someone "skin walking" them need to chill out and avoid contact with the "skinwalker" if it bothers them so much.

When I was in high school, girl asked me if it was okay for her to dye her hair the exact same color as me and i think that's ridiculous she felt the need to ask. When people get interested in my interests, that's a plus more often than not. I've had friends show me working out and it's like, great, this is fun, I would never have known I liked it if it weren't for others. Everyone thinks they're this pristine, untouched, original individual when it's like, maybe you don't interact with anyone irl, but the internet is PLENTY of influence.

No. 1367014

>>1366993
Me too anon, I know if I ever win the lottery I'd love to donate to women's shelters and help out my sisters that are struggling.

No. 1367021

A guy i'm fwb with put his dick in my ass without asking. Just did it in the middle of sex. And I recognize it was fucked up of him to do but why didn't I tell him to stop? I just let it happen

No. 1367027

Few years ago I moved to a a quiet lil town where most people are elderly. Its getting quieter as time goes on, old people passing away, young people tend to move away and nobody is really moving into the area. Dying rural town. I was stressed in the city so wanted a quiet life when I moved here and I sure got it.

I'm crushing on a guy who sits at the same bus stop as me a few times a week. Can't tell if he just looks good because everyone else in sight is so old.

No. 1367028

>>1367021
Slip a screwdriver in his ass next time and say 'opsie it slipped'

No. 1367041

>>1367021
Time to shove one up his ass anon

No. 1367042

My confession is that I want to smooch this cat >>1366422

No. 1367043

>>1367021
Good job enabling yet another degenerate. You should have kicked the fucker in the balls and slipped a knife in his ass. He's a rapist.

No. 1367060

>>1367021
Sorry that happened to you anon. Stop seeing him, that is abusive and he could do even worse things.

No. 1367063

>>1367043
are you actually retarded?

No. 1367070

>>1367021
Wtf, did that not hurt? Men are literal animals.

No. 1367073

>>1367002
nta but how is it racist

No. 1367074

>>1366988
Femcel would imply we crave men and are involuntary celebate, when most of us just want to live their lifes in peace without male bullshit.

No. 1367079

>>1367021
I know for a fact you’re either lying or you aren’t woman. It’s just one of those feelings I get, no woman in her right mind wouldn’t realize that is technically rape and invading someone’s boundary on a huge level. Eden the most ignorant, handmaiden-y woman knows that shit is wrong and still has standards for herself during sex.

No. 1367082

>>1367079
You'll get shit if you doubt posts like that but I get the same vibe

No. 1367088

>>1367002
>>1367077
I don't think you understand the definition of the word racism. Using the word skinwalking/walker may be undesireable but racist it is not.

No. 1367093

>>1367079

I'm a doormat

No. 1367096

>>1367085
>>1367063
>>1367047
Tell me how something like that (I think it's bait though) isn't rape. She did not consent to anal sex. A man sticking his dick into one of your orifices without your consent is simply rape. The fact that she was already having vaginal sex doesn't matter, she did not consent to the anal act. He literally forced himself on her and if this was true it would be painful and dangerous too.

No. 1367107

Every once in a while we have a post that goes uwu I let my boyfriend fuck my ass I'm so bad nonnies uwu and it all sounds baity. Anyway my confession is that women who let their nigels hurt and humiliate them and frame it as a normal sex thing have absolutely no respect for themselves and I don't respect them either. Imagine being even remotely okay with your partner getting off to your pain and discomfort.

No. 1367121

>>1366607
Anon you're replying to. I used this word because that's what other women accuse me of whenever I try out their hobbies. But they're pick me women anyway. Poor usage of the term, I know. I never experienced anyone thinking it was a positive that I tried out their hobbies, I was always met with "gatekeeping". similar to what >>1366566 said.

No. 1367132

>>1367107
I'm not as harsh about it, but it always reads as the women getting meme-d into porn culture and seeing themselves in a pornsick gaze. I want to ask them, "do you really love yourself so little to be treated carelessly in a vulnerable act with your partner? What do you think that SAYS about your partner?"

No. 1367138

>>1367132
I'm going to say from a place of recent experience I had a drought. Met a man. He's a total dick we don't speak anymore. I hadn't had sex in a while. He was shit in bed but I thought it'd get better. It didn't. Sometimes when women bet on one dude they put up with a lot of shit. He over compensated with his tiny peen and would slam his pelvis into me and thought ramming me and being forceful was intense and good. I can only blame porn. Now I'm with a guy with a large dick and yet sex with him has zero pain because he treats me with respect. A few weeks ago I was gushing about getting my pelvis hammered. This week I'm utterly perplexed I let the small cock near me.

No. 1367143

Me flirting with men equals me using lol as a full stop in texts. I'm bobo the horny clown

No. 1367145

My exes current gf.. I've seen her nudes. A while back I did a quick snoop to see if I could find anything sus on my ex. He lied alot when we were together and refused to ever own up to it. Including cheating on me with her and pretending there was no overlap. So I had the urge to go look. I'm not on social media usually but I'm looking up his. They became FB official before we broke up. Nice. oh and it turned out alot of his online profiles are sexual ones. Cool. He reuses usernames, profile pics, connects accounts in the most painfully easy to find ways if you just look. Oh the pornsickness. The weird ass fetishes. I felt sick at the avalanche of porn. Not because its porn but because it was worse porn than expected. Kinda out there stuff. That was pretty much all I wanted to confirm in muh snooping. Worse than anticipated but along the lines of what I thought I might find. But I'd ended up on a porny twitter account that's his for retweeting porn that he likes, then on hers where she doesn't show her face or identity but posts 'anon' nudes of herself and asks people what they think of her body. Cringe. He left an obvious online trail where her anonymity isn't there now because of it. Snooping or not.. he did everything wrong if you want to keep certain profiles unconnected from your real identity. Anyone could find it by looking him up. 3,4 clicks to get from his normal profile to his gfs 'kinky and totes anonymous' vag pic account. With her tattoos in some of the pics just in case it wasn't enough of a fuckup.

They're both degen but he's worse for creating such an obvious trail that leaves her open to irl people stumbling on her fucking nudes. It didn't take a deep dive to find. Dude you work in IT. How tf.. She has kids and works in a school ffs. Lock that shit down better.

Initially I felt sick but relieved at the bullet I'd dodged. I was good at making sexual boundaries with him and he didn't drag me into this kink shit. One or two comments lingered that he made in the beginning had lingered in my mind but he wasn't pushing for me to partake in weird stuff. With her it appears he is. I'm glad to be away from him now having seen the extent of his shit but as a woman I'm still just horrified that this other woman thinks her nudes are anonymous right now.

No. 1367166

>>1367099
>do you feel like it was

Lmao, there is no “feeling” when it comes to rape, dumbass. “Mm idk, it was definitely rape but I’m feeling it wasn’t”. What a gross kind of logic

No. 1367173

This is autistic but sometimes I don't like looking at attractive men and women because I get disgusted at myself for thinking they're attractive like I'm a weird perv or something

No. 1367177

>>1367021
My husband has accidentally poked his dick in my ass during rough sex and that shit fucking hurt how did you let him continue? not trying to blame you just that genuinely felt like I was stabbed my in anus so I'd think you'd fight a little from the sudden pain alone

No. 1367190

>>1367173
its not autistic alot of women go through this. Its normal but in a very sad way considering men dont go through this guilt or disgust when looking at a attractive woman.

No. 1367481

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kinda fall in love for a bit when another nona makes the same post as me in the same minute

No. 1367518

>>1367177

Basically we were having sex as normal as normal, then he picked up lube, pulled out, poured lube on my ass and started to shove in. This all happened very fast, though not fast enough that I couldn't have told him to stop. instead I just laid there and took it. It hurt, I didn't want to do it and I felt humiliated afterwards, but like the other anon said I basically enabled him because I didn't tell him to fucking stop. That's what's leaving me feeling so terrible

No. 1367520

Couldn’t give less of a SHIT if Gerard wears skirts and stuff the MCR concert was fucking AWESOME

No. 1367525

>>1367518
You were obviously in shock anon. Just don't see that fucker anymore. He forced you and didn't stop even when you were clearly hurting and didn't like it. Even if he used lube that shit could have done a lot more damage to you. He's a degenerate.

No. 1367548

>>1367518
>Basically we were having sex as normal as normal, then he picked up lube, pulled out, poured lube on my ass and started to shove in. This all happened very fast, though not fast enough that I couldn't have told him to stop

Yeah this is rape, he didn't just slip up, he intentionally poured lube on your ass and went at it without asking if you were ok with it. Entering an orifice without consent is rape. You should break up with him, seriously.

No. 1367565

I actually like dumb shit like Attack on Titan and stories similar to it. Revenge plots or stories centered around someone getting back at their oppressors in general are fun to watch, but I hate how moids absolutely ruin all the fun in them by overidentifying with the underdog character and writing long essays about how this is some deep portrayal of how society works. You just know they're all incels who fantasize about shooting up a school to prove how oppressed they are. Like if anyone should be able to identify with those characters and stories it should be women, but we have the common sense to see them as just stories and not pretend like they're worth tying your whole identity to. I don't want to relate to characters. I want to be entertained. I can't mention anything I enjoy watching to a man or join a fan discussion without hearing their dumb takes on the half-baked meaning of the plot. Just let me enjoy stupid shit without hearing about how you living in your mom's basement and not getting laid is equal to a character going through a massive traumatic event.

No. 1367570

I'm a pick me I guess. I only care about looking cute and sometimes I see men I'm into and they are always with ugly girls. I get mad. I guess these girls are lovely and have a personality and are funny and having aspirations and a future. I do not. I just try to look cute and sexy so someone would love me someday. But surprise surprise I get only hit on by fuckboys and get used by men who take advantage of my loneliness. I buy them gifts and try to be as nice as possible. I'm sure they laugh about me behind my back. I'm the laughing stock of the nation I wish I could be loveable. I'm thinking about becoming a nun tbh maybe the sisters and god have enough heart to be able to love someone like me.

No. 1367573

>>1367570
You can always be a nun in spirit if not in practice, just abandon men and look after yourself instead of relying on them for validation.

No. 1367575

>>1367573
Thank you noninha, I start to realise this worldly life is not made for me. Maybe it's a blessing after all.

No. 1367579

>>1367518
This made me so fucking sad. Nona it’s not your fault that this happened. He raped you. You were clearly in shock at what he was doing and froze up. Please never see him again, fuck. I wish I could give you a hug rn.

No. 1367592

>>1367570
You have the power to end these patterns

No. 1367593

>>1367518
I genuinely wish death upon the piece of shit rapist. I hope you have a support system anon.

No. 1367594

>>1367518
Ngl I thought this was bait yesterday, especially when anons predictably jumped in to call you an enabler. But freezing in the moment is pretty common when these things happen. I just hope you didn't meet him again after that.

No. 1367636

>>1367096
i agree - i thought that any tramatizing and unwanted penetration by a penis could be considered straight up rape. she may have consented to vaginal sex, but clearly not anal. highly messed up.

>>1367518
i’m so sorry to hear this anon. it’s not your fault you were in shock. as other anons said, please don’t see him anymore. he clearly didn’t care about what he was doing to you and you deserve more respect than that.

No. 1367740

I eat every other day because I can’t be fucked to give up Wendy’s and work out. People think I’m in great shape because I’m thin but the reality is I starve and binge on purpose.

No. 1367769

>>1367740
Does this make you feel really tired? I mean, how do you feel, health wise? I would be so crabby going a day without food.

No. 1367784

>>1367769
Not really. it doesn’t because I was raised eating once day due to having poor parents so my body was always used to some form of starving

No. 1367806

I think the male body is objectively better than women’s aesthetics wise

No. 1367809

>>1367806
>objectively
Kek, many disagree

No. 1367811

>>1367806
I only feel this way towards beards. If I could gatekeep beards to be for women only, I would. That shit is so underutilized by men, they make them look so shitty and worthless. Taking any outfit from fantasy to wizardry in one swift beard

No. 1367827

>>1367806
>objectively
It's important to know what words mean before you use them

No. 1367828

>>1367784
I hope you get enough time to eat well. Or you get really wealthy and can have nice food.

No. 1367837

My boyfriend said I’m like a cat and I’ve never felt more sexy

No. 1367840

>>1367837
Did you throw up a hairball?

No. 1368130

I don't really get the big deal around AI art and NFTs at all. spoilered and saged because I already saw how sensitive of a topic this seems to be lmao

No. 1368278

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I wish I had a fun confession but all I have is a shallow one.

So. I think the first guy (online aside) in my life has liked me - after an entire life of 0 men creeping on me, not even a catcall or one starting up a conversation - and it's genuinely awful…and I feel awful and guilty that I feel awful because, well, I can't talk. I have 0 right to. I am bottom of the barrel in terms of women and I always have (I developed a light deformity, leading to a speech disability, in my teen years which lead to all sorts of personality issues from getting used to nobody understanding me and constantly making fun of how I looked and talked). However, I DO take care of myself. I grew up fat and I got fit and I'm even getting muscular, too. I'm very proud of it.

I don't want to be shallow, but he looks so much worse than Shrek - Shrek is an adorable Chad compared to him - and works at the local post office. He is very fat, probably around twice my age and his patchy beard looks like black needles on the cactus with down's syndrome that is his face–or maybe a Monk Fish (don't look it up), especially with his melting face and eyes. And yes. I don't insult peoples' looks normally…this might be the first time in years actually…but he might be the single most ugliest man I've ever seen and it makes me extremely uncomfortable that he's interested in me. Oh, sliver lining? Being shorter than me is the one positive because he'd be terrifying if he were massive.

I realize I might not even really be attracted to men anyway now that I think about it - just have never felt anything looking at any - but I'm starting to understand what those people that feel uncomfortable when certain people like them feel. Sigh. I've been trying to avoid going to that post office because his behavior - including ignoring his customers to talk to me EVEN WITH MY NOSE IN MY PHONE - has been so awkward and creepy.

No. 1368285

>>1368130
I'm gonna agree and take it further by saying I personally don't give a shit about art in general

No. 1368394

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i have ptsd which lead me to an insomniac psychotic episode. long story short. i did not see a guy i worked with, and i started saying every swear word possible to see if they were indeed there. a guy was indeed there and he punched me so hard i fell on the floor where he kept beating me. i woke up to faint noises and sitting next to the wall. i felt dizzy and tired.
many months later i still felt stupid and slow. i could barely construct sentences for 4 months. the boss told me i kept swearing at coworkers and if i was crazy because i act crazy. but i was unaware at times, and other times did not care at all, i was suicidal. i had enough consciousness to admit i could not sleep. but they justified the guy beating me because i was apparently aggravating him. i said swear words at him and told him to beat me to death while not even registering everything as real because i was so fucked from not sleeping. and they still let me ride around on a bike and interact with customers a few days after. i think the only reason they didn't fire me was because i ranted about how it's misogynist to beat up a woman over bare words, when they were from an abusive background and with many swear words existing specifically for women. they probably covered for that scrote too. i am not saying i was completely innocent, but to nearly kill someone and not end up in jail is wild. he could've just called me a whore and asked to be on different shifts. scrotes will be scrotes.

No. 1368397

>>1365754
is his fiancé indian too?

No. 1368401

>>1368130
nfts i can kind of understand because they're dumb.. but complaining about them would make me a huge hypocrite because i'm heating up the planet too kek i love ai and the hostility toward it makes me feel like i'm in another dimension

No. 1368408

This might sound like bait but I'm ashamed to admit I get small crushes on incels online, especially when they talk about autistic intellectual things and are sad about women not liking them and self-loathe. I feel like I have a savior complex for weird lonely sad men but I've come to realize they're usually shitty people so I'd never act upon it but it makes me feel so weird, I guess I am weird.

No. 1368438

>>1368408
it's not weird tbh i used to feel this way from growing up bullied, i felt like a femcel and always wanted to cuddle and help other lonely people. like they would have been my soulmate from understanding all the rejection. but come to learn it men express depression with anger and violence, so i would never date or entertain one.

No. 1368452

>>1368408
they don't deserve your sympathy nonnie. just read this thread
https://boards.4chan.org/r9k/thread/70508868/men-hate-thread

No. 1368453

>>1368408
I've seen nonnies in the fantasy/kink threads say this before. The fantasy of fixing them. Swooping in and healing them with love. I'm too concerned with my own self preservation to give even weird guys a chance at this point but I get the thought process that drives it.

Kinda similar to the hybristophilia thing where people want to bring out the softer side of killers. He's not dangerous, he's just misunderstood and needs a womans love.. etc

No. 1368489

>>1368438
Same exactly. I've always been an outcast and have low self-esteem. I thought I could relate to incels and help one but most of them are essentially just angry they can't get sex which makes me lose sympathy.
>>1368452
I thought /r9k/ is mostly made up of males? Or did farmers just raid it?
>they don't deserve your sympathy nonnie
and yes ik. I've become resentful towards men because the sympathy we give to them will never be reciprocated.

No. 1368497

>>1368408
>>1368438
i don't think i ever felt like that towards literal incels but i did have pleasant and unpleasant experiences with weird lonely or awkward guys in real life, who had not yet been infected with an incel mindset, blatant misogyny or sex obsession. that's why when incels became more well known on the internet, i thought they were able to be fixed if only we showed them that they're capable of being loved or that they're not so ugly nobody would like them, because a lot of incels are just average in terms of looks and some are even cute, they just don't realize it because they have this weird body dysmorphia where they perceive themselves as way uglier than they are.
but after interacting with incels and other misogynists who support them, i truly believe that they can't be fixed. when an incel scrote gets a girlfriend, most of the time his twisted incel mindset doesn't magically disappear, and the moment the relationship is over, they return to their vicious hatred. even when they have a girlfriend they still believe all the things they used to read and say about women on incel forums, so they don't even respect their girlfriends. their hatred for women will never go away, their feelings of frustration are all rooted in deep-seated misogyny.

No. 1368499

>>1368408
I used to feel this way and would hang around incels online half because they were amusingly stupid and half because I related to their loneliness and wanted to understand their anger. I had a crush on a couple of them because they seemed a bit more self-aware and like they had potential but they really are just typical moids at the end of the day, they'll never be what we hope them to be. There's no good man under that first layer of sadness and self-loathing. And when they show a more vulnerable, sensitive side every now and then (speaking of women positively for once, demonstrating some desire to love a woman rather than just fuck one), it's not their "true" "good" self coming out. Their hatred for women is just as actual as their desire for them. Those lapses in which they speak sweetly are one small facet of a massive glob of disturbing feelings towards women. They're most often tainted beyond repair, there literally is no hope for a lot of them. There would be hope if they could pull their shit together and not be retarded and just try to see sense, listen to what women have to say, get help, stop prioritising the coom, stop prioritising their monkey brains, even just begin to entertain the idea of respecting women as this concept alone repulses them. But they're stubborn. They're their own downfall. Nothing outside can or will change that.

No. 1368507

>>1368499
>if they could pull their shit together and not be retarded and just try to see sense, listen to what women have to say
lmfao, as if that'd ever happen. they simply are too convinced that men are oppressed by women just because some incels can't coom due to women not being forced to marry someone they don't like anymore. for scrotes, having sex and passing on their genes is the single most important thing in the world so of course it's all that matters to them that's why they claim women "live life on easy mode" as if being treated like a sex object everywhere you go was a good thing. they literally can't comprehend why women hate being objectified, they're too mentally deficient to prioritize anything other than sex.
i actually feel bad for any woman that has to suffer the cruel fate of having an incel for a brother.

No. 1368517

>>1368499
>Those lapses in which they speak sweetly are one small facet of a massive glob of disturbing feelings towards women.
they type those out as they are on the brink of cooming. men don't seem to have emotions other than those that revolve around their cock.

No. 1368558

>>1368489
>Or did farmers just raid it?
as well as people from Crystal Castle I'm guessing

No. 1368588

>>1368130
>>1368401
Because it's mostly being used for coomer shit and possibly cp and deepfakes in the future

No. 1368976

>>1365666
If he was female he would have been absolute perfection

No. 1369023

One of my darkest fantasy is to make some webcomics with every things gendies love, fabulous twinks with ott charadesign, muscly lean mysterious guys, beautiful gnc women, lesbians girls in longskirt uniforms, relatable bug edgy blobs, but keep it girl coded enought to make aiden attracted to it like moths to light, and make TiMs totally seeing themself in the cute girls.
I would not communicate a lot as an author, and wait on the comic to slowly establish itself.
Then, when I have enought popularity and have already made some light merch, so some of the TRA have my characters on a button pin proudly stuck to their itabags…It get revealed I'm an evil TERF! Aidens, panicking, try to separate me from my art, burn their merch, seeth and publicly saying they will not read my work anymore, but they still shamefuly read it, addicted to my aestetic like it's heroin. The Alices will seeths, but keep their fav girl as their battlestation wallpaper. But every time they see their waifu or husbando, they remember I will never validate them.

No. 1369026

>>1368976
evergreen post

No. 1369105

I feel guilty that watching damher has reignited my Evan Peters phase. and also the fact that I watched the show twice

No. 1369130

>>1369105
Same, but I’m on my fourth watch.

No. 1369134

I just yelled at my boyfriend last night and was a genuine bitch because I thought he cheated on me because he had a couple that wanted to fuck him in his room. We're still together but I wish he can understand how that could make anyone insecure.
He thinks I don't want him to have any sleep overs with his friends. But how about not inviting the two people who wanna fuck him in his bedroom alone?

No. 1369135

>>1369130
Brainless twat

No. 1369143

>>1369134
Why are you calling yourself a bitch?? If a moid saw his girlfriend invite two people into her room that wanted to fuck her she'd probably end up in an obituary

No. 1369145

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No. 1369147

>>1368588
moids will find ways to make disgusting things whether or not we use the same tools or actively discourage people from using it. its just dumb to attack anons who want to have fun with image generators like we're the ones searching for child and gore prompts

No. 1369153

>>1369143
I guess because we had a long talk about trusting each other and how he said he isn't a male prostitute, he doesn't want to fuck everyone. That his friends were super happy we were together because I make him happy and that he's always been honest.
But it sucks because the point was completely missed. He has to keep my trust, it isn't guaranteed

But yuh, I told him he doesn't need all these boyfriends and girlfriends and to leave me alone. That was yesterday and I'm still on the fence.

No. 1369155

>>1369153
>boyfriends and girlfriends
What? You mean friends? Anyways he's retarded for not honoring your relationship and not caring about how that might have made you feel. How did he find out they want to fuck him? How did you find out?

No. 1369158

>>1369155
he's bi and has been in open poly relationships before. But told him I'm not into that and if I found out he's doing it I'm out. He said he loves only me so it's easy and he never cheated on me.

No. 1369159

>>1369158
Nayrt but your bf sounds like a mess.
> he said he isn't a male prostitute
> he's bi and has been in open poly relationships before

No. 1369174

>>1369155
sorry I forgot to answer your questions. He found out this week, the week they met him at a party. They invited him to a hot springs and were making their moves on him. He said no and told me about it. I'm happy he told me but of course I wasn't happy he was naked with people he just met who wanted to have sex with him.

He assures me daily that he only has eyes for me. But he has to be stupid or ignoring how feel about this. He can have friends, but he allows himself to get into very intimate situations with them. And I'm mad because… He just met these people???? Why the hell is he doing all these things with them? Yuh I'm insecure

No. 1369186

>>1369130
I’m starting it a third time anon. I just kept watching scenes but now I am gonna watch it again fully. Glad I am not the only one

No. 1369195

I have to confess, I downloaded the leaked NovelAi stable diffusion model (yes I know that's a bit inmoral on it's own but it's not the confession)
And now I have spent some good hours generating well shaped anime bois, all I'll say is that I'm having a good time.

No. 1369200

I've been going full schizo and mapping out urban sprawl predictions in my state for days. Probably not the best use of my time but it gives me a false sense of control in an expanding concrete hellscape. At least I'll have a plan in place if my luck ever favors fleeing the city?

No. 1369213

>>1369195
can you drop some in the ai generated thread, nonnie? and try to use the hypernetworks on other models. they turn my dreambooth characters into 3d game bishies

No. 1369223

>>1369213
>The Ai generated thread
The one on /m/ right? Or is there an Ai thread on /ot/? My phone doesn't load the catalog right so I can't see much.

No. 1369234


No. 1369245

>>1369234
Thanks nonnie, I'll drop some hot Ai bois soon.

No. 1369249

>>1366496
Late but thank you nonnie, I didn’t see that one.

No. 1369299

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when I was about 10 years old I had a friend of the same age. she had an older sister and a younger brother, and the older sister and the mom went on some kind of trip together as they were staying in a hotel. the mom died on that trip and the story they told her and that she told me was that the mom was sleeping on a brand new, unwashed pillow (or maybe it was the pillow case, or both, I can't remember) at the hotel (provided by the hotel) and because it wasn't washed it had fibers in it that suffocated her. the sister said that when she woke up the mom's face was blue. I just believed this blindly because I was 10, and ever since then I have had a fear of sleeping new bedding, especially pillows and pillow cases. I almost never buy new pillows - the last one I had was from my mom, and I used it for several years without a case until it just got too nasty and I had to throw it away, I haven't bought another one since. I either don't sleep on a pillow or I sleep on a bundled up jacket or something, or I sleep on throw pillows (for some reason the fear doesn't apply to throw pillows, Idk why, I guess my brain sees them as being a different species of pillow or something, Idk). I'm supposed to be travelling soon and I will be staying in hotels and I keep being like "what if I die" and afraid to sleep on the bedding.

it's pretty obvious now that the mom most likely died from a drug overdose or something else they couldn't tell my friend. it just seems like such a bullshit excuse, I've never heard of that happening anywhere else.. I mean if pillows were that deadly I'm sure there would be more awareness of it. I tried looking for deaths from that cause and couldn't find any. yet I, a grown ass woman, still have a fear of sleeping on brand new or hotel pillows, because it has been ingrained in me since I was 10. I feel fucking dumb

No. 1369314

>>1369299
That’s such a strange way to tell them. You can’t really shield children when things happen like this, even though the compulsion is understandable. Feeding someone a lie for years is way more damaging than just phrasing the truth in a more kid understanding way. Terrible what happened to your friend.

No. 1369316

>>1369314
true and Idk why they couldn't come up with a more realistic lie. she moved away not long after that and I've always wondered what became of her

No. 1369325

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>>1369299
this exact same post, same story, word for word, was already made about a year ago in an old confessions thread wtf

No. 1369346

I stayed at my boyfriends place but didn't bring clothes, so I'm wearing his brothers underwear right now. It shouldn't turn me on, but it does.

No. 1369351

Thinking of opening up about my terf status to my therapist but I am kinda paranoid that it would be in my permanent record of some sort and it would somehow be revealed or I will search for a job years from now and the company does some freaky terf scan on my files. I'm half kidding, half serious, I am stressed as hell.

No. 1369354

>>1369346
I feel like i'd catch dick cheese particles even if it was already washed

No. 1369359

>>1369325
Uhh no. I only posted about this once before in the stupid questions thread (was asking if it was possible). It was not word for word and I didn't post about it aside from that unless I posted about it and forgot but I'm pretty sure I didn't and if I did it wouldn't be word for word.

No. 1369365

>>1369346
say hello to ur new uti i guess

No. 1369366

>>1369354
>>1369365
They were washed! Smelled very nice. Why bully me…

No. 1369369

>>1369346
Wearing your boyfriends brother's underwear is honestly weird as fuck.

No. 1369370

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>>1369369
That's why it's a confession…

No. 1369376

>>1369346
Kek why do I feel like I would feel the same if this were me. I get it anon

No. 1369473

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I’m probably going to talk to my Ex tomorrow and even though he’s a stupid indecisive bitch I would take him back in a heartbeat

No. 1369648

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>>1369351
kek it went well and she went on about how it has started to become an issue for her to tip toe around the word woman when giving lectures on shit like menopause and anxiety in women.

No. 1369667

I find my boyfriend really ugly. He's the nicest most understanding man I've ever met but I can't get over it. He's the most typical example of 'ugly on the skin, lovely from within'.

No. 1369674

>>1369667
How do you stay with someone you are not sexually attracted to? Or are you? How does that work?

No. 1369676

>>1369674
>>1369667
I was just going to say this. I know people like to say how beauty is on the inside and looks aren't what's most important blah blah but looks are important, how can you be with someone who you aren't attracted too?

No. 1369679

>>1369674
>>1369676
He is more in love with me than I am with him. We've been together for just a few weeks lol, I'm not sure how to approach this. If I tell him I can't be with him because I think he's ugly, that's just cold. I'm not sure what to do, I don't want him out of my life but I don't think he would want to stay friends if I dump him (as a boyfriend) because he really is in love. I think it will grow to love and I might be able to see through it soon. I'm pretty much asexual so that's okay. I just enjoy being with him and he enjoys being with me. I don't think I'll ever find a nicer guy who shares the same values and thinks the same of the world.

No. 1369682


No. 1369684

Sometimes I do not even bother heating up instant noodle cups. I eat them like a crunchy delicacy and prefer it more that way. Unfortunately I also like eating bones. Especially the marrow even though it's not that good for you.

No. 1369686

>>1369679
why did you even date him in the first place, like how does this happen

No. 1369688

>>1369682
>>1369686
Ayrt, I don't know. He's the only scrote who's not blood related I enjoy being with. We have many similarities and are very compatible I think (he's good at the things I'm not good at and vice versa, we get each other). This has been going on for a while, I've liked him since the start of this year purely based on personality but now we have a relationship I think we'd be better off as just friends. I just wouldn't want someone to dump me because I'm not pretty enough and don't want to do the same to him.

No. 1369691

>>1369688
You can dump people for whatever reason you want and don't have to tell them the real reason. You don't need to be a martyr because some giy is punching above his league.

No. 1369698

>>1369691
I know nonna, thanks but as I said I don't want to lose him as a friend and he's in love with me so being just friends would never work. I'm not a martyr, I enjoy spending time with him and talking with him.

No. 1369699

>>1369688
I was dumped after 5 years for this same reason. My ex was not attracted to me, but he loves me as a friend, or family. It sucked, and it hurt, but I'd rather that than be strung along.

We are friends now, and i am glad he had the balls to be honest with me. There is someone out there for me who will think I am cute. Or not.

Either way.

I say just be honest with your bf. (Don't tell him he is ugly, just tell him you are not attracted to him in that way.)

No. 1369703

>>1369699
It fucking sucks but being completely honest with someone you’re breaking up with us usually the best way. Yeah it can sting more at first but majority of people can tell when you’re not being honest with them. Be nice about it but tell him the real reason and it will make it easier for him to move on.

No. 1369712

>>1369703
>>1369699
Thank you nonna's, I might need a few days to get up the courage but it's better to do now than in a longer time. I won't tell him I think he's ugly. Just say I don't think I'm really in love. It's early enough to say that (not lying either), is it?

No. 1369753

I am sort of a furry. I love furry art ( nonsexual), and I wish i could get a fursuit.

No. 1369775

>>1369753
If you want a fur suit you're a furry.

No. 1369861

>>1369174
bitch get a new boyfriend, one that isn't non-monogamous, bi, and have shitty boundaries ffs

No. 1369871

>>1369753
you aren't sort of a furry, you are a furry. i am so sorry anon, get well soon.

No. 1369908


No. 1369911

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>>1369753
If you mean this kind of furry.. i get it.

No. 1369918

>>1369346
But why his brothers? Why not your boyfriends?

No. 1369925

>>1369911
alright, this is pretty amazing

No. 1369932

>>1369911
What's the appeal for that person in the suit? It's fun/nice enough to look at, but I can't imagine sitting in a clunky hot costume that limits your movement is fun?

No. 1369940

I pride myself on being independent from peer pressure, barely feeling lonely and unintendedly seeming ~~mysterious~~ due to lack of being able to open up etc but deep down being socially retarded makes me kinda sad. I want to connect to people and help them succeed whenever I can, but at the same time I don't want to be close.

No. 1369947

I'm a straight woman and I dislike friendships with most straight women, particularly ones who are actively trying to date, because romantic relationships with men are fucking painful to observe as a bystander. It's so fucking infuriating trying to talk sense into a woman who is whipped for a scrote and wake them up. I hate having my time wasted, trying to care about my friend and give them advice, to have it ignored and have to hear the same bullshit vents over and over again. I recognize that my few friends is my fault but I also think that I probably scare some women off because of how blackpilled I am when it comes to men and how I will not just "yes man" them and be complicit in their shitty relationships (and abuse).
Furthermore whenever I come across someone who complains about their relationship but never leaves it, I just want to fucking a-log because: 1) they're never going to fucking listen 2) you should leave and then you won't have these problems and 3) they have wasted other people's time who try to give them advice only to never take it. I hate listening to people vent about relationships that they are choosing to be in and trash men that they are choosing to entertain. Call me selfish but I don't think being a friend is just being a soundboard of "yep" "you're right" whenever friends want to vent. If you're my friend I'm going to give you advice in your best interest and if you defy that then why should I have to listen to your complaining over and over? I seriously find being friends with straight women who aren't pinkpilled/blackpilled exhausting.

No. 1369955

>>1369947
honestly i agree. if you’re not willing to take advice you shouldn’t be asking for it or making the same complaints over and over, that should be saved for a therapist instead of groaning about the same shit to a friend all the time because while some people can be more patient than others it can be tiring. friends aren’t meant to be a dumping ground for all of your problems.

i appreciate that you’re not sugarcoating because while showing sympathy or empathy is fine i think people need to be more honest in their friendships instead of enabling them all the time because then it just leads to something unhealthy for both sides.

No. 1370001

>>1369947
I’m not to this extreme but I’ve noticed that several straight women I’ve been friends with in LTRs had horrible bfs/spouses and I had to uncomfortably pretend I didn’t know they were pieces of shit. It makes the friendship strained especially when you can tell they’re in distress and venting their frustrations to you often and you can’t really say anything because 9 times out of 10, they always tell their bfs eventually and you risk losing a friendship. I currently have a friend whose husband is terrible, doesn’t even like her, and treats her pretty poorly but I have to act stupid because that’s really all you can do unless you want to start a nuclear war. I feel bad for her genuinely, and I want her to be happy and it’s clear he’s constantly doing a number on her self esteem but who the fuck am I to intervene in any way, it’s really not my business. In the past I had a friend who was really vocal about hating racists, but her husband was white and I ended up finding out he literally got arrested for trying to carry out a school shooting with his friends a few years earlier. She knew and didn’t give a fuck. I will never understand lol. I’d honestly rather be alone than be with a man who clearly hates my guts.

No. 1370002

>>1369932
This is such a dumb argument. For the same reason anyone wears something unwieldy that looks cool.

No. 1370008

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I also used to be "furry", when i was like 7 years old. I didn't knew how degen the fandom was, i was just a little kid who liked animals and dress up, so i obviously got excited when i discovered there were people who dressed up as giant animals who called themselves "furries". I don't like furries no more, obviously please anons don't get angry at picrel, is just the illust the type of things i liked back then as a kid

No. 1370013

>>1369932
That’s why you aren’t a furry lol

No. 1370015

>>1370008
I’m not into furry shit myself, never was, but your pic looks nice imo, doesn’t give me furry vibes even, just a cute animal mascot of sorts. >>1369911 does give some furry vibes - it’s the face for me. Has that signature pinched in expression with slanted huge eyes which just screams furry even though the rest of the pic seems cute.

No. 1370023

>>1370008
Hate to say it but this is super cute. I love the eyes.

No. 1370039

>>1370002
It's not an argument, it's a question, not everything on the internet is trying to start a fight anon.

No. 1370040

>>1370008
I mean, what is a furry? Because I think it means you also have to be attracted to animals, or humanistic looking animals. Playing pretend or being interested in a certain animal? I think that's fine. I feel kawaii wearing cat ears but that's about it. The furry 'fandom' genuinely needs help, an exorcism, and outdoor labour.

No. 1370086

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I like skinnyfat bodies more than toned bodies (mostly on women) sometimes men too depending on their overall look/the rest of their features

No. 1370087

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>>1370008
i dont like furries but i love kemono, the suits look less uncanny when they are more anime-esque

No. 1370123

>>1369918
His brother is smaller so they fit me.

No. 1370282

i’m pretty anti plastic surgery, but tbh i personally think that if you’ve had facial dysmorphia for more than 6 years (none of those years being in your teens) and you know exactly what could improve your day to day function, then have at it.
6 years is already a lot of time to hate yourself, especially if you’ve already tried therapy. I’ve never experienced dysmorphia or really much in body image insecurity, but after hearing my best friend still struggle, i told her i wouldn’t judge her if she did it (which i knew she was worried about). my other radfem friends would call me a hypocrite, but tbh idc. being a woman is a losing game at times, you gotta pick your losses.

No. 1370289

>>1370282
same, i wanna get a nosejob and i feel like most people think i wanna do it to be more attractive to moids, but i am actually asexual and i plan to die that way

No. 1370292

>>1370087
snailsonas are always the cutest

No. 1370322

>>1369153
>how he said he isn't a male prostitute,
Did he say he wasn't a whore and this is an esl translation thing or did he specifically say he wasn't a male prostitute?

Because anyone who volunteers, apropos of nothing, that he isn't a male prostitute, is a male prostitute.

No. 1370324

>>1369648
Congrats. Glad you got a terf therapist you can trust.

No. 1370329

>>1369712
>I won't tell him I think he's ugly. Just say I don't think I'm really in love. It's early enough to say that (not lying either), is it?
Yes. For the love god, don't tell him he's ugly. You never really know how a moid will react when his ego is hurt like that.

Just tell him you realized that you are not going to develop romantic feelings for him and so you don't want to string him along, and you would like to be friends one day. He'll probably push you to keep trying and give it more time, so be firm that it's over and that time will not change your feelings from platonic to romantic.

No. 1370334

>>1369753
I bet you have a fursona and have bought art for it.

No. 1370339

>>1369940
I feel you. But I think I'm going to try to give being close to people a shot. I want to see what's like, to be close to someone. I've got a lot of work to even go from socially retarded to socially inept, but I think I can do it.

No. 1370342

>>1370001
>I feel bad for her genuinely, and I want her to be happy and
>but who the fuck am I to intervene in any way, it’s really not my business.
Stop lying to yourself. If you can't even be bothered to be google "how to help a woman in an emotional abusive relationship" you clearly don't feel that bad.

No. 1370369

I've been really wanting to post in the /g/ friend finder thread because I'm lonely as shit but I have a lot of stupid anxiety about being doxxed somehow or some troid adding me, especially because I want to find other bi/les anons. Does anyone else feel similar?

No. 1370370

>>1370369
absolutely, i've been trying to find the courage for over a year now. i should just suck up the dangers and make a throwaway but ugh

No. 1370371

>>1370369
you should be more worried about the conversation dying kek. make a throwaway and stop putting it off

No. 1370373

I gave incorrect information about BPD in a thread before, I had a false assumption about what their mood swings are like, and misused some terminology.

No. 1370374

>>1370371
This, most people who add me end up ghosting me or never start to initiate the conversation again which I think is understandable because for me, it's really hard to make friends where conversations are centered around your hobbies because well… I guess I'm not a very interesting person. It's probably like that for a lot of people on there too.

No. 1370378

>>1370369
You should post because I had good luck talking to lesbian anons. It's my first time having lesbian friends and I like it bc we can talk about exes and other lesbian media.

No. 1370397

i'm an "old hag" anachan (nearly 30 with bmi 14) and routinely stalk "ed" subreddits because i worry that the zoomer fakebois who post there might be thinner than me

No. 1370402

>>1370397
Do you understand how you came to be bothered by them being skinnier?

No. 1370418

>>1370397
Good thing they’re all bmi 30 and up wannarexics! kek

No. 1370429

my guy's best friend came to our city for a weekend after not seeing him for like 10 years and from the moment we met up again (alone in the room at first) there was this sudden and weird tension??? like i always thought he was an attractive guy but never felt attracted to him, and never got the vibe back from him. suddenly it was like whoa sparks. wish i would have had the guts to try to angle for what probably would have been a great threesome.

No. 1370445

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As a kid, I used twitter to learn english (i am ESL), talked and interacted a lot with one "aspiring youtuber" back then and many years later, as I was scrolling through my old cringe tweets (which were embarrassing to read and it was so obvious they were written by a kid) the guy with whom I have talked and interacted the most (he was an aspiring youtuber) now has millions of followers and have been collaborating with OG youtubers for a long time now. I feel proud of him, but I can't say I am not a bit jealous as nowadays it feels like that you can barely make it compared to 10 years ago, when the internet felt a lot more genuine and just better in general. I am myself a small artist and streamer and can't find a job because of me having organ issues and a weak immune system, tired of everything around me (especially myself) and thinking of leaving it all behind as I am sick of seeing people only using eachother for clout.

No. 1370475

>>1370397
anyone thinner than you would be dead by now

No. 1370498

im sexually attracted to bob from bobs burgers. not to the extent that im jacking off to him like a scrote and his waifu but i think hes sexy. i love the voice, hes a caring father who loves his kids and makes sacrifices for them…i think hes perfect.

No. 1370512

>>1370282
I wanna do it because I was bullied, people think it’s vain but most people going in are already insecure as hell.

No. 1370518

>>1370475
ghost in my pocket is still alive

No. 1370527

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I've been lying to my family for years now. I'm not going to graduate because i flunked out in 2018 and haven't been able to go back. I can't afford to go back. I'm like a little kid in an adults body. I really think it's better for me to kill myself with int he next year than continue on as a 26 year old flunk out. I can't afford to start over. I see life passing me by everyday. My younger siblings are so much more competent than I am. I've accepted I'm a loser and I really off killing myself to be less of a burden on everyone around me.

No. 1370533

>>1370527
Unironically get ahold of some stimulants and work that shit out. Your family loves you regardless of whether you have a degree. You have no idea what there is out there life-wise for yourself. You aren’t incompetent you’re just depressed and it’s made you lazy and self-indulgent. I know this because me too.

No. 1370564

>>1370527
I have to agree with >>1370533 because this sounds like me too. Focus on treating the depression and the rest will fix itself. Your family loves you, you are not a burden to them. There is absolutely no pressure to figure out what you want to do with your life right now.

No. 1370602

i think i just got addicted to vaping..

No. 1370637

>>1370527
i confess that i don't like this pic. it'd be different if the cat chose to hold the gun

No. 1370652

>>1370518
She will outlive us all, every time someone utters her name she gets another year

No. 1370655

>>1370602
I gave up vaping a few years ago. Then I randomly bought a disposable one a few weeks back. I even felt a lil sick from it because I'd no tolerance for nicotine.. did I stop? No. I haven't even bought a proper device and juices.. just been rebuying the shitty one-use ones because I keep telling myself I'm going to stop. At this rate it wouuld've worked out cheaper if I'd bought a device and juice again.

No. 1370713

I have to let this out somewhere, cause this is really eating me alive and i couldn't really process what happened until now. When i was 10 years old my grandma started developing dementia and various other mental illnesses like schizophrenia, it got worse and worse, then i discovered these illnesses where almost directly occasioned by my grandpa, who was a violent alcoholic who abused her in every way. Mom, who also abused her was covering all this up, my whole family covered it too and they forced me to shut up about it, grandma herself didn't want me to help her…i couldn't tell anyone and i was miserable. I had to stop grandpa from beating her when he got drunk every day, i had to stop mom from hurting her when she started hallucinating, i was just a kid. The violence escalated to such an extent i had to leave, i developed a lot of shit too and my mind was falling apart. This is my confession, i feel bad that i left her behind, i wanted to help her, to rescue her, but everyone was at my throat and i wasn't even an adult yet, everyone who knew about it didn't do shit until the day she died, we were poor so it was even worse. I'm sorry, i don't know how to cope with this, it fucked me up and i still don't understand what the hell happened and dad, who left us at the time all this happened, sometimes blames me for leaving and i don't get it, what was i supposed to do? i was not a doctor or a cop, just some kid, i feared grandpa could kill me too. I'm sorry, god

No. 1370719

>>1370713
Samefag, but i'm glad i could finally write this somewhere, so many years forced by my family to keep this tragedy "secret". I got gaslighted so many times writing all this down makes it feel "realer" i guess? It happened, all this happened, i can't believe it.

No. 1370725

>>1370713
>>1370719
A grown man who left blames a kid, ha, classic. Listen, it's not your fault at all, you left because you had to. I hope you are able to let go of the guilt and heal with time. I'm sorry about your grandma by the way, I'm sure she would want you to be happy and free as cheesy as that sounds, she loved you and wanted the best for you. Also, not to tell you what to do but you should cut off contact with your father, what a dick.

No. 1370746

>>1370725
Thank you anon, it was very, very hard for me to write this
>you should cut off contact with your father
Done already, this is not the first time that moid does something fucked up, he will die alone and he knows it

No. 1370753

>>1370746
Glad to hear, he doesn't deserve you and you're better off without him ♥ wishing you the best

No. 1370758

>>1370713
Sending you all the peace and love in the world anon

No. 1370813

>>1370713
>The man who left blames me for leaving
men are a fucking stain. Your well-being and heart is in my prayers nonichka

No. 1370919

I actively hunt for old soviet (melodia label) records in the thrift store. Half the music isn't even that good (though I've found some gems like Kruiz) and it's ultimately useless. But I enjoy it too much even if it makes me a consoomer kek. At least it doesn't take up much space.

No. 1370965

>>1370655
same i just got a disposable vape a few days ago, i think ive already took half the puffs it haves (800 puffs in total) and i cant stop it its too good. ive tried it to stop cigarettes cuz my teeth are yellow and i barely breathe correctly + i dont want to be yelled by my parents again since theyre 100% anti tobacco (even if im an adult now). the thing i love thru those disposable vapes is that its tiny and easy to put in your pocket, theres no tobacco smell + they have delicious scents, i think ill buy another one but it will be my last one cuz its too expensive for me (its like 5x the price of a normal pack of cigarettes so it hurts my pocket kek). maybe ill switch to a non disposable vape pen or cigarettes again, i cant live without fucking up my lungs to the extreme kek

No. 1370992

I've been lurking the farms for years but only a few months ago I got the courage to start actually posting. Idk why but I felt afraid to, I have no social media presence and very few online accounts for the same reason. I guess I just like feeling invisible.

No. 1371019

>>1370713
Fuck anon…your grandma knew you were a child and she would not have wanted you to get even more hurt. She was probably so glad that you got out. I hope you find a safe space to process and heal.

No. 1371086

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>>1370533
>>1370564

The thing is my family is very religious and are totally against SSRIs and anything drugs. I'm still dependent on them so I can't just leave. I've tried to do therapy without medication but it doesn't stick for me.

No. 1371103

>>1371086
You’re 26, your family doesn’t have know what meds you’re taking. You can just tell your care provider to not release info. Call your primary care doctor and ask for a referral.

No. 1371125

>>1371086
Your medication is your private business and your family isn't entitled to knowing your medical details, stop making excuses.

No. 1371154

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I'm starting to really dislike a friend of mine for reasons that could seem petty at first. I don't give a shit, I know I'm right. She's an annoying idiot who will pretend she hates herself and come crying to other people but she'll never be here for others. When I went on holidays to the beach with her years ago I told her I really wanted to swim a lot and go to a specific casino and she wouldn't stop complaining about how she liked mountains sooo much better than the beach, she's a "hater" and yes I'm quoting her for real right now, after agreeing to my plans. I wanted to go to a museum and she randomly brought some girl who was at the same hostel with us and would translate everything I told her for that random girl in some middle level of English, shit was awkward as fuck. She thinks people are so desperate to be her friend when people are just being nice or polite to her in the most neutral way possible. I didn't go to the casino because she was a dumb fake insecure bitch who ruined the whole day.

Other friends have noticed how she truly is sometimes and got fucked over by her and now we have a great time shit talking her behind her back. She's more of an acquaintance nowadays. She doesn't know that a friend of ours nearly became homeless but recently managed to keep her apartment because she never asked for updates after she heard about it the first time. She doesn't give a shit about any of us. She ignored a friend who lives at the other side of the country and who she's supposedly so close to when she visited us for the first time in 4 years because she already went to the mall with other people the day before so she didn't want to go back for her bff and former neighbor. She brought her bf with her to the restaurant last weekend and ruined all our plans for the day because adding her bf meant we couldn't do the reservation for the restaurant we initially wanted to go to for weeks, we don't know him, he complained non stop about all sort of bs we don't care about, he was insulting to one of our friends for not knowing where a specific shithole was, etc. The last time I saw her face to face before that was 5 months ago because she doesn't want to make efforts to take the subway and see any of us. Anyway, I'm looking forward to her and her stupid, inbred looking manlet bf moving to this shithole he likes so much and being stuck working in retail despite having a university degree. I don't want to hear about her and her problems again.

No. 1371161

>>1371154
And I forgot to mention that her cosplays are shit. The idea of cosplays seemed fun to me and she made me hate it all by herself until I went to a con without her and realized she never progressed in 10 years and takes that shit too seriously for someone with no talent. I'll never tell anyone this though. Good for her if it's fun, but I won't ever look at her skits during cosplay contests, it's far too embarrassing to look at.

No. 1371281

Late last year I made up a lie that I was gluten intolerant so I wouldn’t have to eat bread/cake with other people and now I’m actually gluten intolerant and it sucks.

No. 1371293

>>1371125
ok I will try to see what I can do. I'm just afraid of being disowned if I use them (mom's words)

No. 1371306

>>1371281
worst form of manifesting

No. 1371318

I really don't care that much about the abortion issue. I think it's terrible to not provide it as a standard health care procedure for women and I hate how /pol/tard and religious moids gloat over Roe v. Wade being overturned. However, I just don't find myself that emotionally invested in it probably because I will almost certainly never get pregnant. I guess I'm probably selfish and don't care that much about an issue unless it affects me.

No. 1371326

>>1370713
poor baby. elder abuse is scary to witness as a kid, you have no ability to help but see how much more vulnerable they are than you. you couldn't do anything and if she was a good person she would've wanted you to focus on yourself to get away from those sick fucks. for me it was my shitty grandfather, but watching the way my parents yelled and were mean to this man who was completely dependent made me scared and so stressed i had a break down at school. i felt like i was living with monsters.

No. 1371339

I've been for a few years and have never read a full OP for any cow threads. I don't browse cow boards anymore, but still.

No. 1371355

>hate narcissistic brother so much
>pray for happiness every night
>piece of shit brother announces during an argument with my mom he has a brain tumor and the doctors said he only has a year or something to live
>holy shit wtf
>can't help but feel like I did this
Don't really feel anything to be honest because he's physically and mentally abusive + threatened to kill my cat. Kinda don't really believe it since he lies about everything, am I fucked up?

No. 1371358

>>1371341
I usually found it good enough to skim through it or just simply read the threads.

No. 1371376

Sometimes I see anons here that are so cute. Like the anon who said pepperoni is too spicy for them. Precious

No. 1371384

>>1371355
He’s almost definitely lying but I guess you’ll find out in a year lmao.

No. 1371404

>>1371384
Ayrt I have a feeling he's lying too which is probably why I don't feel anything. Even if he wasn't lying, does he really expect me to feel bad or sad when he has a history of being physically abusive to my mom and I? kek get real.

No. 1371468

>>1371154
You, know, it's funny, you have really good reasons to hate this person, like, she's self-absorbed, doesn't care about you or your other friends, treats you all like npcs, complains until she gets her way, etc, but you wrote about her in such a bitchy way, I couldn't help but think "Man, you are petty" at first.

Anyway, your friend's an ass. Stop hanging out with her. Be busy whenever she wants do to something. Don't make life harder for yourself.

No. 1371492

>>1371086
>I'm just afraid of being disowned if I use them (mom's words).
How serious is she? It's easy for the other anons to say go get them, but they don't have to hide them in the house somewhere, make sure they never get found, and make sure they are never seen taking them.

If she is just going to yell at you and be mad for a while if she finds out, go ahead and get them. But if you think she will actually throw you out, maybe talk to your siblings and other family first? Find out how they feel and if they would be willing to back you against your mom if she goes nuclear on you.

And, can you call one (or more) of your old therapists and be like "hey, I flunked out of college and lied to my parents about it. Any advice on how to tell my parents? And the therapy we did didn't work for me long term. Is there some other type of therapy I can try?"

And, this is absolutely an dirtbag move, and one you may not be capable of, but if worse come to worst and your mom finds the pills and kicks you out, and if she loves you more then she loves jesus, this would be the time to tell her all about your suicidal feelings, and that you were holding on her, and now that she doesn't love you anymore, you have nothing to live for. This is an absolutely horrible thing to do and should only be done if 1) you think she'll pick you over her religion and 2) you have literally no place else to go and it's that or the streets.

No. 1371496

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I want to break up with my bf
I fear the freedom but also long for it

No. 1371501

>>1371496
same anon same. at the start of the year i made the resolution to break up with him and fast forward to now and things are still the same lol. i miss being single

No. 1371568

>>1371496
I feel the same we’re long distance and I hate it but also I’ve been on dating apps before and it’s just the same people all the time nobody really moves here, it’s not like if I break up with him I’ll magically meet someone better, in fact most men are hideous and even when they’re not they’re probably retarded or selfish at best, cruel and manipulative at worst
Breaking up with him won’t make me more likely to meet anyone else and our relationship isn’t bad enough that I’d rather be alone than with him

No. 1371571

I feel guilty for all the trouble I gave my mom potty training as a kid. I was taking overnight dumps in bed way too late of an age for it to be normal and I have carried that shame ever since. Also peed in 1st grade but that was an intentional act of defiance against the establishment for which I have no shame

No. 1371573

>>1371571
don't feel guilty, i'm sure she isn't thinking about it now. also "overnight dumps" made me laugh, so thank you for that.

No. 1371610

>>1371571
Power to the peeple

No. 1371658

>>1371468
That's because it's not just a confession, it's also a little bit of a vent post. Typing like this felr cathartic even if it makes me look petty. And yeah, we stopped trying to invite her to stuff long ago. Last weekend was an exception, we still don't dislike her entirely I guess and as I said it's been 5 months since we saw each other but she ruined it by being self centered. We have made a reservation for the restaurant that interested us in the first place for this weekend and we included her and her bf just in case but after that we're gonna pretend she doesn't live in our city and won't ask her if she wants to hang out at all.

No. 1371820

>>1369679
In love after only a few weeks and you already call him a boyfriend?

>>1369679
Oh. Sorry to say it will not get better, attraction usually tapers off in a relationship.

No. 1371878

>>1371571
Hey, I pooped my pants as a kid because I was so transfixed playing Pokémon Blue that I just didn't want to put to the game boy down and use the bathroom. Try carrying THAT shame.

No. 1372011

I didn't do a single thing at work yesterday; instead I just played Baldur's Gate.

No. 1372039

>>1372011
nice i wish i worked at wherver you are nonna

No. 1372052

i want to buy less because i know consumerism is bad but i bought doll clothes from the dollar store

No. 1372057

>>1372052
I didn't know they sold doll clothes, what doll are you dressing up?

No. 1372063

>>1372057
it's a hybrid of a failfix head and a made to move barbie

No. 1372068

>>1372063
Cute! I didn't know about failfix dolls, the concept is cool as hell.

No. 1372081

>>1372052
>>1372063
doll people are so cool, i wish i was one of you

No. 1372098

I have a male friend who I delight in seeing miserable. There is most definitely something wrong with me. We became fast friends during a college class and we've been friends ever since. We're pretty close and admittedly very similar people in a lot of ways, which is why we get on so well. The thing is that I have a disgustingly low self-esteem. I have a crazy inferiority complex, I'm easily envious of people, etc. I hide it pretty well in front of people though. But the hatred of myself does, in some way, extend to this male friend because we are so similar. His now ex girlfriend cheated on him and I thought it was fucking hilarious (but I made sure to comfort him like a normal, not-insane friend). I get a sick rush when he's depressed and feeling like shit. Not in a sexual way, it's more to do with seeing someone so much like me (and in my brain me=bad so someone like me=bad) emotionally suffering because it feels right and just. I'm fucking insane. Welp.

No. 1372108

>>1372081
if you want to learn about dolls and have an interest you can totally get into it! i only own a few and am not interested in the huge collecting culture, but following doll youtubers who discuss doll history and watching people make customs is really fun, and discuss their collections is fun. i want to get into sewing to make my own clothes now too but am scared of breaking my parent's sewing machine.

No. 1372111

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I routinely clean my room and hate even seeing stray hairs on the floor. However, I leave the small cobwebs near my windowsill full of dead fungus gnats alone because I hate those fuckers so much that I'm glad to see them dead. I'll probably leave those around until my fungus gnat problem is completely eliminated.

No. 1372116

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>>1372111
Ever heard of ping/butterwort nonnie? They are essentially a living flypaper, they attract the gnats to the leaves and they get stuck and absorbed on them. The plant also consumes them for energy, so free fertilizer for the plant too. They supposedly do well indoors on windowsills

No. 1372122

>>1372116
How have I not ever heard of this plant? What a based plant. I want to get one now. I've tried so many things like hydrogen peroxide, steel wool, sticky traps, and just underwatering my plants but these little flying shitheads still keep coming back.

No. 1372125

I don't want my breasts. I just think I look better without them. But I 100% know I'm not trans. I keep this to myself because I know people will pester me about being trans. Like no fam, I'm petite and large breasts are annoying

No. 1372142

>>1372125
Same nonnie. I really want to get top surgery although I'm not trans. Since I'm in my 30s it's getting really hard to maintain a weight where they stay a/b cups so I'm seriously considering getting the chop. Realistically, no one but sexual partners would know in my case.

No. 1372149

>>1372116
I wonder what they do in winter when there's less insects? Or are these better suited for areas that are warm all year round?

No. 1372152

>>1372149
Samefag, I'm stupid kek. They probably go dormant in cold weather.

No. 1372183

>>1372125
Genuinely unhinged how horny the cultists are to assign everyone as troon

No. 1372205

Realizing the strongest handmaidens I knew for trannies all had personality disorders and mood disorders really opened my eyes that just because some on the surface function okay doesn’t mean their lights are on and I can’t rely on their perception of the world and events.

No. 1372208

>>1372205
Or rather it was that take and denial of reality that made me realize how far removed from it they really are.

No. 1372223

>>1372142
mmn hmmn. Like I still enjoy my feminine traits. I love being beautiful. It's just silly how if I don't love every inch of my body somehow I hate my gender when that isn't true at all.
Like people praise women for getting bigger breasts for surgery, why not the exact opposite? Especially if it makes me more comfy and happy. Because the male population wont find me attractive? Oooh nooooo
But if I hate one part of my body it means I hate being a woman and I must want to be a disgusting hairy man. Pfft seriously, the insanity

No. 1372326

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I fucking love NTR/cuckposting on 4chan. It's hilarious. Moids are so defensive over any other male that isn't their self-insert being close to their waifu that it genuinely mindbreaks them, and there's always a couple of other anons joining in the shitposting so it's always fun

No. 1372340

>>1372326
if you aren't trolling incels by spamming demoralization shitposts what are you even doing nonnie

No. 1372478

I have this retarded cope where I’ll be somewhere having a category 5 main character moment and I’ll tell myself “it’s fine I’ll probably never see any of these people again” but it’s in places where I’ll 100% see these people again. Places that it’s reasonable and expected for people to frequent, like in the gym at my work and at a stoplight in my small ass town. Idrgaf so I guess I’ll just be that girl.

No. 1372515

>>1372478
I need an example of a cat 5 main character moment…

No. 1372522

I confess I still love you a lot. I felt intense sadness thinking you changed the profile picture I drew for you. I confess that I dream about you a lot but I know that we won't ever be able to be together because this love is unrequited. Hopefully I can forget you my red rose.

No. 1372536

>>1372522
I'm sorry anon. I hope you can heal and find someone else to fall in love with who will be good for you.

No. 1372556

>>1372522
Awww anon

No. 1372558

I finally understand why I feel dissatisfied with almost everything. I'm constantly dissociating. That's why I love my boyfriend so much even if he isn't that nice to me. I feel grounded when he is interacting with me. That's also why I feel like he doesn't exist when I don't see him. It's also why I was obsessed by that one korean idol during covid, I was trying to fill the gap. That's why I always forget to drink, eat, sleep and bite myself when I start feeling too numb. I'm always numb. That's why I always get depressed by my menstruation. The pain makes me dissociate. That's why I feel like life isn't happening. Why I don't remember things. Why am I doing nothing. I'm not living my life, I'm watching it. FUCK.

No. 1372568

>>1372558
I can get you’ve been through some sh*t to get that way. I’m sorry nonnington. Do you lift, meditate? Huff frankincense?

No. 1372570

I told everyone I graduated in spring but I didn't. I had an extension for one class, and it was up in the air whether I was going to finish. I lied to everyone about not wanting to go to my ceremony because it would be long and boring. I had a graduation party and everything lol. but I finished it and graduated a semester late. My dad gifted me my diploma for my birthday recently, and it says August, when to him, it should say May lol

No. 1372575

when i first discovered lolcow years ago (actually i was redirected here from cgl during the whole saga with venus running away lmao, god that was some good milk at the time), i remember being genuinely scared when i saw that one banner with skelly ash rushing towards you

No. 1372585

I used to browse lolcow on my school's computers when I was like 13-14. I'm 21 now.

No. 1372705

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I don’t have mommy issues but I find older women very hot
pls no bully, I’m not a scrote either
I genuinely just want an older women to shove my face into her chest and run her hands through my hair. Is that so much to ask?

No. 1372706

>>1372575
the fiasco of margo following venus to japan was truely a golden era of milk. also the skelly banner made me jump the first time I saw it lel

No. 1372752

I've decided men will never be able to view women as human so I'm taking a vow of silence to never share certain personal information with any of my prospective partners. Knowing what the average man thinks about women the minute they open up about sexual assault, past relationships, lifestyle, is horrific. Just seeing the videos floating around of Tate / other mgtow / incel think pieces makes me want to just live a vapid lifestyle around men. You never know when they will change up on you depending on what they don't like to hear.

No. 1372831

I confess that I pray every night for a love that is unrequited to be reciprocated and I pray for thier health and safety even though they like messy people and are emotionally unavailable. I wish for them to get help and the best for them. I sincerely ask for this just the same as when I pray for my little sister to protected and to have a really good year in health and hope to see her grow up. I really mean it for them.

No. 1372915

A troon works at my school and I've made it a point to greet him every time I pass him, for instance "good morning mister!" in a very bubbly way. However I'm starting to get worried that maybe I should stop in case he becomes triggered and lashes out at me violently. He's one of those big fat ugly white dudes who would start screeching and maybe attack me, idk..

No. 1372923

>>1372915
in all seriousness I suggest you avoid escalating it. ignore the person.

No. 1372924

>>1372915
kek nonnie keep your distance as much as you can, you shouldn’t die just bc of that cryptid roaming your school

No. 1372939

>>1372915
Based because trannies need a good dose of shame but yeah, keep your distance from now on.

No. 1372980

I got in contact with my ex via message even when I promised my friend I wouldn't. I'm glad I did it tho, I finally got a sense of finality for the relationship and I'm ready to move on. I can't tell my friend any of this because aside from getting mad at me, she'll use it as an excuse to go after a guy he's had history with over the last 10 years.

No. 1373064

>>1372223
It's crazy to me. Our breasts are not what make us women. A woman who has a double mastectomy for health reasons is still a woman. A woman with A-cups is equally as much of a woman as one who has DDs. It's just annoying to be labelled trans of some kind for being a gender non conforming WOMAN.

No. 1373076

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I’m fully convinced my ex broke up with me in an attempt to self sabotage because he doesn’t think he deserves happiness but when I try and tell people they just say he’s cheating or something. I’ve been with shit moids who would pull that and even though he’s acting like an ass right now this isn’t the case. I want to call him up and fight for him so bad but I know it’s just going to make things worse and create a pattern. All I can hope is that if I give him space when he goes back to therapy maybe he’ll get some clarity.

No. 1373082

>>1373064
>Our breasts are not what make us women. A woman who has a double mastectomy for health reasons is still a woman. A woman with A-cups is equally as much of a woman as one who has DDs. It's just annoying to be labelled trans of some kind for being a gender non conforming WOMAN.
NTA, but this is the same reason I'm disturbed by "Gc's" saying it ruins women forever, that it's mutilation and makes them less of a woman. The last bit also plays right in the hands of TRA's.

No. 1373221

>>1373082
True, it's a fucked up argument. No matter how much they mutilate themselves, tifs will never not be women. Saying they're less women after the tit chop just validates their delusions.

No. 1373239

Sometimes I lie about small things on here for no reason.

No. 1373247

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Its exhausting changing my life and my habits and sticking to it, but I am proud of my weight loss. Already down 40 pounds and I am keeping my head down and on the grind.
When I met you for coffee I expected you to be supportive, since you brought up the diet. Instead you have decided to ana larp and “diet” too, talking about how malnourished you are and how everything is too baggy and how you are never hungry. It feels like a slap in the face, because you didnt act like this before- just after you find out I am on a supervised diet plan.
I wish you weren't so competitive with me. I wish you would be more supportive. I have been the fat friend for many years. Now, thanks to therapy and personal drive, I am working on lasting changes. Its not a race. Its about personal improvement not self destruction. So yea. Of course I said no to being FaStIng PaLs. Im going to follow the plan set by the successful dietitian. Being friends with your bpd ass is tiring.

No. 1373281

ive hated troons since I was a kid. I didn't have a libfem phase as a teen, just a troon trolling phase

No. 1373288

I swear I'm over my ex, I promise I am nonnas, but I saw her post that she bought a house recently and I just remembered today that property records are public information in my city so of course I looked up her name. The only address I found under her name was for a place that looks too different from the single photo she posted of her living room, so I guess that's not it/she decided to move to a bordering state and that's why records of the sale aren't available.

I feel so guilty that I did this. I'm not contacting her or planning to see her or anything, my crazy tendency to do stalker shit like this just got the better of me (and I was curious how much she paid kek).

No. 1373295

>>1373247
>Already down 40 pounds and I am keeping my head down and on the grind.
Great job nonna! Sorry your friend is being an asshole. Keep up the good work, sounds like your dietitian knows their shit.

No. 1373301

>>1373247
Congrats on making positive changes in your life! Unlike your shit friend whos trying to steal your thunder, we’re happy for you. And congrats on setting a boundary with her that no, you dont wanna become fasting pals with her

No. 1373303

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>Gets along well with my classmates
>I few weeks later realize that I hate them and find them annoying and just stops talking to them out of nowhere
>Joins Discord server
>Can't wait to talk with everyone and make friends
>The next day realize that I actually find them annoying even though they didn't do anything
I think I might have a personality disorder because I immediately cut people off as soon as we are starting to get close. Not because I'm scared they will hurt me I just realize that I hate talking to them. It always happen out of nowhere something in me just clicks mid conversation and I don't want to be friends with them anymore.
But I have no desire to get a diagnosis. Not only does the process seem tedious and expensive but I'm also tinfoiling that most PD aren't real and are only given to women as a modern day hysteria. I just think my personality is like this and it has nothing to do with any disorder

No. 1373312

>>1373303
I do this and I'm a five-alarm sperg so maybe you just have the tism. That and most people really are boring/annoying and don't share interests or personality traits with the people who frequent this website.

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>>1373295
>>1373301
Thank you nonnas! Im trying! I appreciate the healthy support

No. 1373324

>>1373247
Congrats on the weight loss, nona! Your 'friend' sounds exhausting, they sound like my mother kek

No. 1373333

>>1373312
I do actually have autism so it may be because of that but no one I know who has autism behaves like this. Though everyone experiences autism differently plus some people I know may be faking
>most people really are boring/annoying and don't share interests or personality traits
Even when I talk to people I share interest with or people whose personality is similar to mine I tend to get bored of them quickly.
I always get excited when I talk with new people and I always hope we can be friends but then I just don't think I can connect with them and they start to annoy me. They are never really annoying people it's just that I like the idea of people but dislike actually makig genuinely connections.
I didn't consider it could be an autism thing, which it most likely is now that you mention it

No. 1373340

>>1373327
>because you think they’re going to hurt you
nta but she literally said that this wasn't the reason kek

No. 1373346

>>1373340
Never mind, I can’t read

No. 1373349

>>1373221
That sounds like rw tradshit line of thinking tbh. Tifs will never not be female lol

No. 1373469

>>1373082
I don't think I've ever seen a GC say that girls getting top surgery makes them less women. If anything I only see the opposite, that they won't stop being women even if they remove their breasts, which they did because they hate being female but they can't escape their femaleness.
Or IDK maybe it's because I avoid tradtards.

No. 1373486

I have an addiction to chewing ice

No. 1373490

>>1373486
do you have an iron deficiency?

No. 1373498

>>1373490
Don't think so? I eat a fair amount of red meat and have sea food at least once or twice a week.

No. 1373515

>>1373469
I have large breasts and people only accept large breasts if they look how they do in porn. Reality is most women with big boobs won't have porn boobs and then there's way to many complications if you get implants

No. 1373532

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When I worked a factory job, I was really surprised at how other cultures of women are so touchy and open with each other.
Like one of the older women used to rub my thigh or smack my bum, or like wrap her arms around me whilst explaining stuff to me. It was fricking weird but some women are just like that with each other in their cultures, I wanted to fit in. I know I sound snobby kek

No. 1373536

>>1373532
people in my country are like that, even men greet eachother by a kiss on the cheek. My mom says Americans are cold for not doing that, kek.

No. 1373547

>>1373536
That's so weird to imagine. I think lots of people would be happier if they could live like that. Being reserved wears you down.

No. 1373564

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Today I told my managers I wanted to blow my brains out and that every day before work I hope a truck crashes into me and kills me instantly and tomorrow I'm going to ask them to make me full time because immediately after work my gay moid friend facetimed with me and we came up with a plan to get an apartment together top fucking kek. The most unstable bitch at the work function! That's me!

No. 1373590

Sometimes my boyfriend makes violent jokes about hurting men when they do something cruel or retarded, and it turns me on.

No. 1373593

>>1373547
Nta but I sure as hell wouldn't. I don't even like handshakes, I'd probably flat out kms if someone went as far as slapping my ass or touching my thigh.

No. 1373625

I fantasize about being a teenage boy but as myself. Or being a teenager and being in a relationship with a nice boy in a romantic sense not a predatory or sexual way. Is this wrong? I see most men as predatory and like to escape to a fantasy world where men are nice to me. Should I kill myself now or later?

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i hate when my friends call. tbh i hate when they text too. i secretly wish i had different friends sometimes. have thought about the cow finder thread but im terrible at keeping up online and i wish for different irl friends (im getting desperate though maybe ill try my luck). its just that none of my (girl)friends share anything in common anymore - not since highschool. now that were all 22 and dont have to show up to the same class i think we literally have nothing to talk about anymore. when they call its almost guaranteed to be about work, boyfriend, or family drama and i dread every phone call now. and the guy friends that i have do have common interests but they're moids through and through and i dont think i can be close to them because of that. does it get better nonnies?

No. 1373643

>>1373564
Cringe

No. 1373646

>>1373643
Yes, and? Your point?

No. 1373649

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I love that triggered and more words are red texted. Along with emoticon, kaomoji and emoji are unofficially banned from this site

No. 1373654

>>1373650
Maybe not the best to use "unofficially" instead of official. But I mean it in a way that it is often glaringly obvious when newfags, twitterfags, etc… come here and not read the rules and the guide while posting on here.

No. 1373700

>>1373654
Nta but agreeing it’s in the /info not to use emojis or anything other than integrated posting

No. 1373708

>>1373646

so are you at least getting Friday off

No. 1373710

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>>1373708
No but I'm getting Saturday AND Sunday off, not due to suicide baiting but due to previously made plans. Wee hee!

No. 1373838

I watch videos of Kate Bush and pretend she's my mother, because I was told she looked like her.

No. 1373909

>>1373838
ngl I'm kinda jealous anon. She is very beautiful I wish I looked like her

No. 1373912

>>1373909
dw nonna, nothing to be jealous of, my mother is a prostitute who might be dead or alive rn and I inherited mostly my father's looks

No. 1373922

>>1373710
if being a wagie makes you this depressed then just become a neet

No. 1373931

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I wanna kill myself and join my dead best friend

No. 1373945

>>1373922
Why would I be a neet and stay at home with my parents. I'm going to work full time to save up for an apartment so I can get the fuck out. Shaking my head.

No. 1373966

Confession and a question but is it a red flag if my bf requests a picture where you’re crying as if being “forced” to take a nude?

No. 1373969

>>1373966
if he's planning to jerk off to you crying, please run, very hard very fast and never look back. That's not just a red flag, that's a blaring alarm.

No. 1373973

>>1373966
YES holy fuck girl

No. 1373985


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No. 1374003

I put on one of those boyfriend asmr videos last night, the ones meant for helping you sleep where it's just mostly just breathing sounds and a little bit of talking. Then this morning I went to find a "wake up" video from the same guy. kek I hate myself for it but I'm not gonna stop.

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>>1373966
You know what to do

No. 1374020

i hate faggots so much its unreal. i literally cannot stand gay moids under any circumstance not even in fiction it immediately repulses me to never pick up whatever i was, ever again. i dont care if they're the mean girl type the shy guy type the uber manly type the whatever i just hate the sight of them all and i dont ever want to see them. like it actually makes me feel sick to my stomach. i dont feel this way about any lesbians no matter what type they are or even if they were the most nasty humans, but i could be biased because im into women as well. its just as soon as a scrote announces attraction towards the same sex it makes me want to hurl, again fictional or not.

No. 1374023

>>1374020
I was going to ask why but then I remembered I promise I wasn’t going to defend gays anymore so proceed

No. 1374031

>>1374020
I posted similar things too, I know how you feel. I'm glad my gay coworker refused to renew his contract, fuck him.

No. 1374034

>>1373966
I shouldn't have but I burst out laughing. Please run.

No. 1374051

I feel trapped and its entirely my own fault
>join discord server for my job (a general server since there's multiple locations across the state for the company i work at, created by fellow workers)
>corporate person joins and helps people who want to move up in the company
>he figures out which location i work at and my full legal name because i was stupid and didn't black out details on a picture i shared with them (didn't realize that info could be used to identify people)
>feel forced to talk to him and scared to cut contact because he knows who i am and really likes talking to me
>he makes weird sexual jokes occasionally and i hate it
>tells me he has a deep dark secret he hasn't even told his therapist and he's "ashamed" of who he used to be
>apparently used to be a very terrible guy
>have no idea what he did, he refuses to say
>mentioned how i didnt have my license yet and he offered to come down every weekend about 2 hour drive from his city to teach me
>tell him fuck no and use the excuse of my "jealous" nigel
jesus i fucked up. i hate talking to scrotes, why are they so creepy? I don't know if he knows where I live either. Probably, because he's corporate and has access to that info. He said he already looked me up too. All he found was a linkedin account that I already deleted.

No. 1374052

My long time friend started co-hosting a podcast, and I listened to my first episode the other day. Nonnies it’s unbelievably bad. I like to support my friends, and I don’t expect perfection, but it is atrocious. Like “why would you release this, it’s shameful and embarrassing,” bad. I first got just under 3 minutes in and had to stop, gave it another try, then got to 5:14 and nearly threw my headphones in frustration. Just saw her requesting people support them on Patreon, so my confession is that I desperately want to reply they don’t deserve it and that their “work” is bad and they should feel bad about it in 100% seriousness.

No. 1374056

>>1374052
Jesus Christ they’re advertising the patreon in lieu of their SIXTH episode. Give us money for NOT putting a bad episode out this week. Kill me.

No. 1374060

>>1374052
Kek anon if it doesn’t dox you in any way, reveal the podcast name and I’ll give it bad reviews so they hopefully stop

No. 1374073

I used to restrict when I was younger but I've mostly gotten better in adulthood. I've become a bit overweight because of a medical condition and even at 1000 calories a day I can't lose the excess. Recently I was too ill to eat solid food for a week and I've lost 6 pounds. I know once I start eating normally I'll gain the weight back and part of me wants to keep not eating so I can lose the rest of the weight. I'm trying to tell myself it's better to have a few extra pounds than starve myself.

No. 1374074

>>1373966
YES holy shit

No. 1374081

I was sad back when my brother and his wife moved to a small town with their sons, but now with the kids turning 16 and the state of the internet I'm happy they did. The kids are well-behaved normies with normal hobbies living in a close community, so the risk of them getting brainwashed by trannies is severely smaller than if they had lived in the capital. I wish they would move back sometimes, but if they do I hope they do it when the kids are adults and can think more for themselves.

No. 1374086

I cheated on my boyfriend of 6 years last night. I'm not even unhappy in our relationship, but I've never been all that attracted to him if I'm being completely honest with myself. I met a guy from one of my classes at a student event at a bar last night and we ended up making out naked for hours. The worst part is it turned out he was a virgin so he was super nervous and basically couldn't get it up so he couldn't even get it into me for more than like 2 secs. Now I feel like the worst person ever but also that it was such a fucking stupid waste of a fling because we didn't even fuck and he was super awkward. Kms

No. 1374089

>>1374086
Sorry nonna but you kinda deserve it. Tell your boyfriend and see where to go from there. You guys should probably break up but you should let him do it.

No. 1374090

>>1374086
its best you break up with him but dont let him know you cheated.

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>>1373991
Kek omg

No. 1374099

>>1374086
You're a piece of shit and I hope your bf dumps you

No. 1374100

>>1374086
>I cheated on my boyfriend of 6 years last night. I'm not even unhappy in our relationship, but I've never been all that attracted to him
You feel guilty because you cheated on him and you're not wondering why he's okay with fucking a woman who isn't attracted to him, for over 6 years? He's not exactly a great person himself from the sound of it, or clinically retarded.

No. 1374107

>>1374089
>>1374090
>>1374099
I agree I'm a terrible person. That's why I'm posting in the confessions thread. I just wanted to tell someone before I work up the nerve to tell him, or break up with him. The retarded part is we live together, so breaking up is not going to be easy. I'm not looking for reassurance that what I did was okay, I know it's super fucked up and retarded. It's just fucking me up how quickly I can ruin my own life.

No. 1374111

>>1374100
I'm not repulsed by him, it's just that I never really had a crush on him or found him particularly sexy or anything. As you can tell my relationship to sex is fucked up in general. I can put up with it just fine and it doesn't bother me.

No. 1374113

>>1374092
How new are you

No. 1374114

>>1374060
Hmm the only issue is that they’re very small and hardly have any followers or listeners. Though not sure how that would dox me at all tbh. I don’t necessarily want to share to get them bad reviews but maybe so others see just what I mean by real bad kek.

No. 1374118

>>1374090
No she needs to own up to it. You already fucked up nonna and lying is only going to make you feel worse. You have to face the consequences of your actions. And stop wasting years with moids you don’t even like that much.

No. 1374119

>>1374111
>I can put up with it just fine and it doesn't bother me.
It should bother him though. If I were in his position, I'd feel like I'd be raping you if you would just lie back and think of England.

No. 1374129

>>1374086
>>1374111
Goddamn that sucks, nona. But hey if you
> never had a crush on him or found him sexy
For the 6 years you guys were together, then it needs to end anyways, and it sounds like you know that. Choose a better scrote next time, to date or cheat with (said with love lol).

No. 1374133

>>1374118
Nta but who cares it’s a moid

No. 1374139

>>1374118
you're taking this too personally

No. 1374151

>>1374114
Nta but share it babe

No. 1374155

>>1374139
No this place is just full of retards who whine about how they’re bad people and then never do anything to fix it kek.

No. 1374159

>>1374155
Nonna is not a bad person. She cheated ONCE, who knows what the fuck he has been up to? Never mind the fact that he slept with a woman for 6 years, while she wasn't giving enthusiastic consent. What kind of person do you have to be to fucking do that and not say, "hey I feel the vibes are off, I'm not going to continue doing this to you"?

No. 1374164

>>1374159
She’s the one who never communicated to him that she didn’t like him that much. She even said she wasn’t that unhappy, just that she wasn’t attracted to him. How is this guy supposed to read her mind if she can’t even be honest and just end things with a guy she’s not into? So many of you sound like you’re projecting onto her because you know you’d do the same and coast with randoms for years. I didn’t even say she’s a bad person, but this is stupid self defeating logic that this website thrives on.

No. 1374187

>>1374164
no1curs

No. 1374189

>>1374164
Nonna, a woman doesn't need to say a fucking word for you to be able to tell she's not into it, doesn't really want it and is just putting up with it. She doesn't have to "communicate" for that, you can tell when someone isn't giving enthusiastic consent, but is just going through the motions.
>She even said she wasn’t that unhappy
Yeah because she literally has such low self esteem that she just "puts up with it" and that it supposedly doesn't bother her, even though she's literally having sex when she doesn't actually want to and any normal person would've picked up on that and not have sex with her. They wouldn't allow her to just "put up with it".
>So many of you sound like you’re projecting onto her because you know you’d do the same and coast with randoms for years.
I wouldn't sleep with a scrote in the first place, but I do know how to tell a woman isn't in the mood.
>I didn’t even say she’s a bad person
Don't backtrack now, you implied it with "this place is just full of retards who whine about how they're bad people". If it's not relevant to her, then why bring it up now huh?

No. 1374197

>>1374189
NTA but are you seriously justifying cheating because the other person didn't read unsaid cues that their partner may be not satisfied?? Bizarre
Anyway, cheating is always bad but in OP's case maybe she needed that to realize it's time to leave the relationship. As long as she doesn't lie and stay, she's a good person who did one bad thing.

No. 1374200

>>1374197
She should just leave and that's it, she could get in danger if she admits to cheating to a moid, use your brain

No. 1374204

This is petty and dumb but I stupidly suggested to my sister to get a tattoo of the same object that I have tattooed on me, thinking she would be getting something of a different design but it looks like she's going to copy my tattoo exactly and I'm annoyed now

No. 1374222

>>1374159
>Nonna is not a bad person. She cheated ONCE
Nta but what kek

No. 1374223

>>1374099
>>1374118
>>1374155
>>1374164
You wouldn't catch me acting this enthusiastic about caping for moids i don't even know

No. 1374231

>>1374222
is a woman forever marked a bad person, for doing one unethical thing? Does that completely ruin her character forever, does she have to walk around with a red A stapled on her forehead for adulterer?

No. 1374232

>>1374197
No I'm not saying that justifies the cheating per se, but my point is that the scrote isn't exactly the uwu victim in this, since he practically raped her for 6 years.

No. 1374233

lmao bless that anon for baiting because it really makes the scrotes come out of the woodwork, like putting salt on a clam. Mmm salty moid tears.

No. 1374238

>>1374231
What? I just thought it was weird to say "she cheated ONCE" as if someone needs to cheat more than once for it to be bad. I won't argue about this, but I just don't like cheaters so.

No. 1374242

>>1374232
>he practically raped her for 6 years.
Anon uhh… I mean it in the nicest way possible, go outside more, ok?

No. 1374246

>>1374242
Starting to think they’re the moid.

No. 1374247

>>1374238
You should be a -chan at this point lmao you immediately rush to every convo related to ~le cheating and start signaling yourself

No. 1374254

>>1374247
I honestly cannot tell you the last time I've talked about cheating on here, if ever, so I'm not sure what you're talking about.

No. 1374264

>>1374242
I say this based on my experience sleeping with women. You can tell whether a woman is in the mood or not, whether she is attracted to you or not, without her saying a word. Either he could tell the whole 6 years, which makes him a massive fucking asshole for continuing anyway. Or he's clinically retarded for not noticing, because it's very fucking obvious.

No. 1374271

>>1374232
Words have meaning you dumb bitch omg

No. 1374273

>>1374271
Ever heard of the concept of "enthusiastic consent"? If she's saying "yes", but still is obviously just laying back and thinking of England, obviously just "putting up with it" and you don't stop, you're a fucking asshole and yes you are basically raping someone.

No. 1374281

>>1374273
….go outside, for your sake, for your family’s sake, for anyone who has to be around you and listen to you talk’s sake

No. 1374283

>>1374281
I have to go outside, because I don't think it's okay to fuck someone who isn't into it?

No. 1374285

>>1374273
We have zero idea about how OP was like during sex. She said she "put up with it just fine" which may mean she did indeed just lie down there and think of England or could just as well meant she acted like she liked it to get it over with. Calling everything rape makes the word lose it's meaning.

No. 1374289

>>1374285
Okay, but you don't seem to get the point. Do you understand what kind of person you have to be, to go through with that? You have to completely disregard someone's feelings and safety, only caring about getting off yourself. The guy isn't some angel victim, meanwhile nonna immediately gets stamped as an unrepentant bad person.

No. 1374292

>>1374285
Oh and even if a woman is "acting like she liked it", YOU CAN TELL. The only way he'd buy it is if he is so pornsick that he thinks the "acting" is reality.

No. 1374293

>>1374232
>>1374273
"Enthusiastic consent" is subjective. If you consent to sex and you aren't being coerced, then it isn't rape. Jesus christ

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No. 1374295

>>1374293
So if someone says "yes", but obviously means no, you think it's fine?

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>>1374295
samefag to say being an autist and not being able to read body language, is not an excuse to use someone as a masturbatory sleeve, just because someone said "yes", "it's fine" or is trying to act like they're in a fucking porno. If you're so upset about the word "rape", okay then it's not rape, fine? Is it ethical though? No. Does it make you an asshole to continue the encounter? Yes.

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>>1374086
Oh I also cheated on my bf last night too anon (of 3 months kek).

Except the guy was attractive, took me out to a nice dinner first and paid, had a huge dick, ate my pussy even though I was coming off a period then told me it was delicious, complimented my body, and in general was great company and a cuddler. Went back to back multiple times.
I mean if you're gonna cheat, make it count and make sure it's actually gonna meet a need or desire.

You're not a bad person anon, but you are clearly unhappy–at least in the sense that you are bored or are in some way unfulfilled in your current relationship in spite of what you said.
>inb4 what about you tho anon
Haha I admit I don't want to be in a relationship with this moid but it's a free place to stay and he worships me. Not a relationship that will last as he deserves some pickme who will be all in for him.

No. 1374310

>>1374304
Obvious moid is obvious

No. 1374312

>>1374300
body-language-ursula.gif

No. 1374313

>>1374310
No? Moids mald whenever women cheat and come out better for it lmao. Why do you care if scrotes get cheated on?

No. 1374315

>>1374313
>Why do you care if scrotes get cheated on?
I don't, schizo-chan. I'm saying it's an obvious LARP post, as are most of the cheating posts here including the baiting one everyone just got pissy over

No. 1374316

>>1374313
This. A couple years ago I admitted on here that I cheated on my bf then some unhinged Kiwifarms poster screencapped it and posted it in the lolcowfarm thread there to seethe at it. Men get so assmad when women are unapologetic about cheating like they are.

No. 1374319

>>1374315
>i-it's bait
Cope. If farmers weren't such thinly veiled pickmes crying when a man gets cheated on then OP wouldn't have even generated any controversy in the first place. Or maybe those were the moid posters, who knows.

No. 1374320

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I frequently have daydreams about living in a RV or a tiny house. I would like to have a cat and a dog for protection. We could spend our days traveling around or just living a simple life in the middle in assfuck nowhere. Overall It's not realistic for so, so many reasons and ultimately wouldn't be a fulfilling life for me, but it's nice to daydream about something slow and simple when my real life is hectic.

I also sometimes build RVs and tiny houses in video games.

No. 1374325

>>1374320
I've been often fantasizing about similar thing but then I think of all the bathroom related inconveniences and kinda loses the appeal. In what games can you build a cute RV?

No. 1374327

>>1374320
those stairs are an accident waiting to happen

No. 1374328

>>1374304

Part of me wants to congratulate you for successfully exploiting a moid but I also hate you because now there's yet another damaged moid in the making that's going to take his issues with you out on all women. And probably treat the pickme he gets with next like absolute shit.

No. 1374329

>>1374315
I'm not larping. I remember when a bicurious woman said she wanted to sleep with me, to try it. It was her idea and she hit on me and approached me. We got to my bedroom and as soon as we went further than kissing, I just got bad vibes from her. The way she tensed up, the way her eyes shifted, she still tried to do things, but I stopped her. Asked her if she just wanted to watch a movie instead and she was instantly relieved and relaxed. I got to feel what it's like to be treated like a scrote who is just using a woman for sex and I could fucking tell she wasn't into it or me (at least not in that way). I can't imagine not stopping everything immediately the moment you notice it.

No. 1374332

>>1374329
What the fuck are you talking about?

No. 1374333

I'm a hypocrite. I spent months insisting squishmallows are ugly and shit looking but I was gifted a rainbow hello kitty one for my birthday and I love her, and only her, every other one is ugly and anyone else who has one is a person with shit taste and are retarded

No. 1374335

>>1374316
>>1374319

It's me again nonnas, the somewhat repentant harlot. Honestly I'm just going to never mention it to him and move on. And I just want to add I have not been being raped for 6 years lol. The rest of our relationship is so compatible that I don't really mind that I'm not as into sex with him as he is with me, much in the same way he doesn't mind doing the dishes and it's my least favorite chore so he does it for us lol. I kinda just feel like it's unrealistic to expect one person to fulfill everything for you in a relationship, and I should have asked for an open relationship instead of sneaking off to get side action that ended up being karmically bad. Live and learn. I'm never going to say anything to him but I probably also won't break up with him because we live together and I like everything else about our relationship. Maybe I'll ask to open it up/have a fwb or something. I know that cheating and lying by omission are both bad things, so yeah I've done two bad things. But why would I fuck up an otherwise good relationship if he'll literally never know and it has no impact on either of our lives

No. 1374337

>>1374320
I dream of the same thing too. It hurts inside knowing i'll probably just end up having to live in an overpriced apartment since living this lifestyle is actually not as simple due to zoning laws. I've also been fantasizing about having my own little farm to grow some crops too. I feel like my career path as of now does not allow to me live anywhere but in an inner city or a shitty suburb and it sucks so much.

No. 1374338

I started dating this guy who is very young looking. He’s only 2 years younger than me but sometimes I wonder about my preferences and feel weird (I’m used to dating much older guys). Also I really hope strangers that see us don’t think I’m his older sister or something.
Why can men date women half their age and nobody blinks twice but I feel like a cradle robber dating a grown man?

No. 1374339

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>>1374325
>In what games can you build a cute RV
I do mine in the Sims with some CC. They're obviously not functional but pretty cute.

No. 1374340

>>1374330

Meh, half of the regulars here don't go outside often enough to understand that every action has a reaction. Literally creating the worst type of moid to terrorize the rest of us. Truly don't GAF about the moids feelings, but they tend to make them our problem. I wish cheaters would just stop being lazy cowards and leave.

No. 1374341

>>1374086
I got cheated on in a relationship of 7 years and she was unapologetic as fuck. I'm glad you at least have the resolve to go ahead and tell him you want to end things. Do it in a public place and let him know you cheated if he is an actual nice person and you care about him so he can grieve properly and probably will be easier for him to forget you. Hopefully you can learn to not do this again in your next relationship.

No. 1374343

>>1374328
>damaged moid
How? Do you think I'm gonna tell him?
And here's a novel take: I still wouldn't be responsible for any man's actions because it's on him to treat women with individual respect and to work on himself.
Way to make women responsible for violent men.

No. 1374344

>>1374341
>I'm glad you at least have the resolve to go ahead and tell him you want to end things
Oh no, anon…
>>1374335

No. 1374345

>>1374335
You really think there's no chance he'll ever find out? You don't love or respect him if this is your response. But live your best life, hope it all works out for you in the end.

No. 1374346

>>1374304
Here, >>1374329 isn't me and is a schizo moid trying to cause bait replies.

No. 1374347

>>1374343
Do you know for sure that the guy you cheated with won't tell your bf, either out of guilt or to gloat?

No. 1374348

>>1374343
Cheaters get found out vasy majority of the time. It's on him to react like an adult but yes, you cheating on him is damaging him. Just like a moid cheating on a woman is damaging her. We all know how moids get when they feel betrayed, and we all know most of them already hate women anyway. You just happened to give this one a valid reason. Like I said, I'm torn between congratulating you for exploiting him and hating you for helping to create another incel tier "all wamen r evil" male. Take that ass you may I'm just a random on the internet who doesn't know you.

No. 1374349

>>1373642
That's life, anon. Sometimes you grow apart from college/high school friends. Pop culture likes to tell you tell the friends you make in highschool/college will be friends for life, but that's so not case.

You just need to make new friends. Start with going to groups about the things you like to do.

No. 1374354

>>1374345
>>1374347


I know for a fact he'll never find out. They don't know each other or run in the same circles at all. I don't think that drunkenly acting on base sexual urges and deciding not to divulge that information to someone means I don't love or respect them. Maybe that makes me a bad person. But I can live with the guilt and I know he'll never find out so I can just do my best to make reparations and vow to myself never to do it again.

No. 1374355

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>>1374339
Samefag but I don't know, tiny house and RV bathrooms don't seem to bad if you live alone. They're obviously cramped but I feel like it could work. I feel like it would work even better if it's a wet bathroom instead of one with a full shower.

No. 1374358

>>1374330
>>1374328
>women are at fault for why men are horrible to women
Nope. Why aren't you going to men with your "every action has a reaction" while they fuck over women who've been nothing but good to them? Oh right, it's easier for you both to sit inside and preach onto other women than put yourselves in legitimate harm's way or arguing in futility online by telling men that they are wrong in their spaces! Real empowerment stuff there, boss babes.

>>1374329
Not OP, some weirdo larping.

>>1374341
>let him know you cheated if he is an actual nice person and you care about him so he can grieve properly and probably will be easier for him to forget you
Because that worked for you, right? Clearly not. Bad advice.
If you care about someone you're not going to cause them mental damage by admitting you did something fucked to them. You're going to come up with some bs "it's not you, it's me" reason and allow that person to grieve the ending of a normal relationship.
A non-BPD person will naturally get over an ended relationship with time.

>>1374354
Please stop larping as OP, I wasn't even drunk lmao.

>>1374347
Actually the guy is someone I met off Tinder and has 0% chance of finding out or coming across my bf.

>>1374348
>cheaters get found out all the time, right guys?
Nope. Cheaters get away with a lot of shit.
>you're damaging him
Nah, especially if he never finds out.

No. 1374360

>>1374051
> its entirely my own fault
It's not your fault. You didn't anticipate this dude being a complete creep.

Try to do a slow fade on him.

If your boss/manager is cool, talk to them about this. Does your company have an HR dept where you can put in an anonymous complaint? Put in a complaint.

If he says anything creepy in a channel with others, screenshot it, remove the exif data and email from an anon email address to his manager, his managers and HR outlining his inappropriate behavior. It's best to wait until you have several examples.

No. 1374363

>>1374355
>wooden toilet seat
Mmmm, hygienic.

No. 1374365

>>1374333
I’m happy for you and your hello kitty ♥

No. 1374366

>>1374358
Lmao I'm not larping, I'm talking about my situation - I'm the one with the bf of 6 years who chose the wrong moid to cheat with lol. I was drunk. Other than that I agree with the rest of what you said.

No. 1374367

The funniest part is that the men anons cheat with are cheaters themselves, most likely on girls that will inevitably post in the vent thread crying about how she found out her boyfriend cheated and how she needs emotional support on the worst day of her life

No. 1374368

>>1374361
>>1374364
>>1374367

why are these all slightly differently worded and yet i still have no idea the point you're trying to make kek

No. 1374371

>>1374332
Some anon keeps saying I have to go outside, because I think you have to be an asshole to sleep with a woman for SIX YEARS who is just "putting up with it" i.e. she's actually having sex against her will. I don't understand how the anon who says "just communicate lol, if she doesn't communicate, she shouldn't complain lol, touch grass" isn't being called out for being a redditor who is literally defending scrotes using women as a masturbatory sleeve. Body language is a fucking thing, just saying "yes" or "it's fine", means jackshit if she's obviously not into it. And if you're not a pornsick retard, you can tell when a woman is just acting like it's fine too.

No. 1374372

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Wasting large chunks of your life with scrotes who don’t satisfy you sexually and are generally just taking up space so you don’t have to be alone seems way more like being a pickme handmaiden than just getting the courage to leave a relationship that you’re obviously not satisfied with but okay.

No. 1374377

>>1374368
My phone fucks up words on autocorrect, the point is that cheating inevitably backfires on another woman and makes her life even worse so it's better to not do it or encourage it at all. I don't understand why we can agree we shouldn't be like moids in certain areas but be all "yass queen" when it comes to cheating and encouraging acting as disgustingly callous as they do

No. 1374378

>>1374335
>nd I should have asked for an open relationship instead of sneaking off to get side action that ended up being karmically bad. Live and learn. I'm never going to say anything to him but I probably also won't break up with him because we live together and I like everything else about our relationship. Maybe I'll ask to open it up/have a fwb or something.

Oh, man, I thought you just made mistake and people were coming down to hard on you, but you are such a dumbbass. Yes, please do ask him and come back here in six months to tell us how being poly ruined your relationship.

No. 1374379

>>1374372
She clearly doesn’t care

No. 1374383

>>1374373
It's very simple, I have no empathy for men.

No. 1374385

>>1374372

you guys act like sexual satisfaction is the end all be all of a romantic relationship. Just because I'm not thirsting over him 24/7 doesn't mean I've wasted huge chunks of my life on this guy. His family loves me, we have compatible life goals, he's been there for me in really shitty times in my life. I feel bad for cheating on him but I see no reason to ruin all of that because I made out with another guy.

No. 1374386

>>1374328
How far back do you take this logic? Do you also hate the mother of every scrote, because they always blame their mother for all the fucked up shit they do? Scrotes look for any excuse to be scrotes, it doesn't matter what nonna does.

No. 1374387

>>1374385
Made out with and had a soft little worm that couldn’t get up smoosh against you lol

No. 1374388

>>1374335
Well I hope he fucks someone else

No. 1374389

>>1374387
>>1374388

Lmao again I'm not defending my actions at all. I majorly fucked up and I know it. Man is not punished for his sins but by them.

No. 1374390

>>1374385
>we have compatible life goals
Ah so you both want to cheat on your partner and are both ok with the other one doing it.

No. 1374393

>>1374390
Again, cheating was not a life goal of mine. It was a serious, retarded mistake that I summarily regret. Hence why I'm posting it here. I'm not the superhuman that you apparently are, I am a fallible person and sometimes I make decisions that contradict my goals.

No. 1374394

>>1374335
>I don't really mind that I'm not as into sex with him as he is with me, much in the same way he doesn't mind doing the dishes and it's my least favorite chore so he does it for us lol.
You realize that's not a healthy view of sex? What happened to you for you to think sex is like washing the dishes?

No. 1374395

>>1374371
NTA but the op literally said it wasn't rape

No. 1374396

>>1374385

The point you and your retarded male counterpart don't understand is: you already ruined the relationship by betraying trust. Now you're just playing house with the man. Just admit you don't really love him, if you did you'd either control your hormones or leave him. Sexually compatible isn't the end all be all, but it's a pretty big deal. Especially if you're willing to compromise your relationship for a nut. It's clearly a big deal. You already ruined your relationship over a kiss, even if the moid doesn't find out. You made a commitment to be faithful to him and you ruined it. Cope harder

No. 1374398

>>1374396
So if I commit a crime, I have betrayed the trust of my society and I'm just playing pretend at being a citizen? There's no hope for me ever learning from my ways and rehabilitating, and I should just go into exile?

I'm not saying it wasn't a dumb mistake, but I feel like you're blowing it out of proportion.

No. 1374399

>>1374395
She also said she feels sex is a chore like washing the dishes, so I have a feeling OP's view of sex is affected by past experiences and she probably doesn't realize how much she's harming herself. She also still doesn't seem to understand what kind of person you have to be, to be okay with sex being a chore for someone I thought we were against sex work?.

No. 1374402

>>1374358
Nta but that third reply is a lotta cope lol

No. 1374403

>>1374398
Yeah if you commit a crime you can be forgiven and move on. But if you rob someone you expect the person you robbed to look at you the same again? Cheaters can be reformed, usually not with the person they cheated on tho. Be forreal and use logic.

No. 1374406

>>1374394
>>1374399

Maybe that was a slightly bad example. It's more like eating, it can be food I really enjoy or it can just be something I make myself eat because I know I'm supposed to eat healthily even if it doesn't taste the best to me. I'm not having a terrible time, but I'm not having the best time of my life either, is what I was trying to say. The more I explain it the worse it sounds, I know something's not right but I don't have the time or energy to do the work to make it better. I guess I'm okay enough with how things are to not do the work to heal/change or whatever.

No. 1374411

>>1374406
I hope you'll love yourself more in the future, this still sounds sad.

No. 1374412

>>1374385
I defended you before but I take that back anon, you're vile. I was about to marry a dude and I found out from someone else he's been saying to others that he doesn't love me that much, and sure enough he cheated on me too. When I told him, he weeped like a baby because yes, it's true that he doesn't love me but we have an AMAZING connection and he'd rather die than lose it, and lack of love doesn't mean he doesn't want to be with me forever. It fucked me up. I feel like I'll never be able to trust anyone in relationship ever again, like I'm not worthy of something more, I'm just good to have around but not deserve love and passion and desire. This kind of thing is so much worse than just being cheated on and broken up with.

No. 1374413

>>1374412

>Defending a cheater


Kek. It's actually never defendable. They're always self absorbed assholes with self esteem issues.

No. 1374417

>>1374412
How can you empathize so much with a guy?

No. 1374418

There are moids itt, right? Ugh, who seethes this much about "women cheating" besides scrotes?

No. 1374420

>>1374412
I'm sorry that happened to you. I've never said to anyone that I don't love him that much, in fact I love him enough to be disturbed by what I've done and realize I can never do it again. There are no excuses for what I did, but I know I never would have done it if I wasn't drunk so it was just an unbelievably stupid and harmful mistake in my opinion. It had nothing to do with love, that's basically the worst part of it. I'm not looking to leave him, and that's what feels the worst to me about what I did.

No. 1374425

>>1374320
I find tiny houses like this really cute, though you either have to keep moving for legal reasons or park it in someone's yard/property with their permission.
But the all-in-one layout with a second floor is so cute to me

No. 1374428

>>1374418
Samefag, this should have been a "apologize and move on" situation but of course the resident moid had to rage and drag it way longer than necessary

No. 1374429

>>1374418
>who seethes this much about "women cheating" besides scrotes?
Pick mes. And unfortunately there is a lot of that kind of woman in the world. Meanwhile men are out there defending rapists.

No. 1374431

>>1374328
>yet another damaged moid in the making that's going to take his issues with you out on all women

Even men with perfect lives choose to take their issues out on innocent women. Muh highschool girlfriend broke up with me/mommy didn't hug me enough/etc, it's a choice to be malicious and they don't need an excuse. Most women go through multiple traumas before they're 20 but somehow most of them don't use it as an excuse to be sociopathic.

No. 1374432

>>1374418
>>1374417

So because some of us think cheating is bad no matter what we're moids? Wtf. Y'all stay crying about how shit men are but then go behave like the worst ones. And then try to justify it like nawh cheating is always going to be bad. Moid or woman. Betraying people's trust and having them believe that you're committed to them and then throwing it away for a night of passion reflects badly on your character. Cope harder

No. 1374433

>>1374429
>>1374431

"Hurdur men r bad anyway so who cares let's also be bad people" bruh whatever. Just don't cry in the relationship threads later on. God I can't believe y'all got me out here looking like I'm defending moids when I'm just against people trying to justify cheating in general. Y'all carry on imma head out

No. 1374435

>>1374432
Stfu already jfc

No. 1374436

>>1374432
I didn't call you a scrote, I was asking a genuine question. Cheating is bad and doing bad things to scrotes is based. It's not the same as scrotes doing bad things to women, because we're in patriarchy. Scrotes aren't being oppressed.

No. 1374438

>>1374420
Maybe this could be something that would work as a catalyst for an open conversation about attraction? Maybe something can be done about that? While I struggle to believe in it personally, there are cases in which such situation would be a catalyst for a positive change as it helps identifying and addressing the issues

>who seethes this much about "women cheating" besides scrotes?

Trauma of being cheated on is pretty much enough to hate every cheater regardless of gender, you wouldn't be so quick to applaud women cheaters if you went through it. Inb4 you claim you are to prove your point

No. 1374439

I find the idea of making matching scars with person you love very romantic

No. 1374441

>>1374335
>an otherwise good relationship
Not wanting to fuck your boyfriend for 6 years but it's ok because he does the dishes.

No. 1374442

>>1374439
Ew bitch

No. 1374443

>>1374439
Like purposefully scarring yourself?

No. 1374444

>>1374433
>Imma head out
See you next thread schizo

No. 1374447

>>1374436

You know what, that's fair. As long as we can admit cheating is bad and it makes you a shit person to whoever you cheated on. It's a bad thing you do to people you don't love. Most moids aren't worthy of love so if you recognize you don't like your moid and cheat on him I completely respect that. What I can't respect is people trying to justify cheating as something not that bad/ only pickmes hate cheaters. I'm not a pickme just someone that got cheated on. So maybe I'm projecting but idk cheaters that claim they care about the person they cheated on make me sick. You're such a coward.

No. 1374449

>>1374441
Exploiting the moids by settling for a lukewarm scrote.

No. 1374451

>>1374441
It's not that I never want to do it. It's that I'm not as attracted to him as I am to certain other people. I'm sure that's the case with tons of people, like if you marry someone and stay together with them for 30 years and they get fat obviously it's not going to be as enjoyable as it was on your honeymoon. It doesn't mean those people don't love each other. Likewise, I love my boyfriend, I'm just not insanely attracted to him, and we have middling-to-good sexual encounters that up until last night apparently were good enough for me. There's also a lot of other stuff that obviously you guys don't know about that makes our relationship worthwhile. I explained it badly

No. 1374452

I can't stop fantasizing about fucking my ex even though I kinda started seeing someone else recently and it's driving me insane. Though nothing is official yet. I'm so fucking horny and we sort of had a fwb thing going on, but I'm too afraid to ask because I feel like an unloyal hoe.

No. 1374453

>>1374449
It's not a flex she's literally prostituting herself for some guy do do the dishes that's worse than hoes like Shayna lmao

No. 1374455


No. 1374457

>>1374439
I kinda see it. Like in an unhinged type of way

No. 1374459

>>1374406
It’s alright anon, it’s more common than you think. I wouldn’t cheat on my SO but even for me sex is only… sexy during the first month. But being made to have sex when you don’t want to is damaging even if you tell yourself it’s not, and other anons are right that your moid is a chump and that’s why you should leave. Break up with him, don’t tell him it’s because you cheated because that causes a lot of drama. Be honest and say you’re not attracted to him and need something that he can’t give. And then like. Idk go to therapy, work on your relationship with sex.

No. 1374461

>>1374451
You made it sound like you had never been attracted to him in the first place. If that’s the case then you shouldn’t have been with him this long in the first place. If you used to be attracted to him and it waned over time that’s natural and things can be done about it. You should’ve talked to him and tried to communicate how you were feeling. I’m not gonna say you’re a totally evil person but you’re being really awful and cowardly towards someone you claim to love. What’s done is done, you can’t change that. Either own up to it and see how your bf wants to proceed or bottle it up and let the guilt consume you.

No. 1374462

>>1374459
…Why would you want to keep having sex with that same person if the sex is only sexy for the first month? Do you like have only month-long relationships lmao?

No. 1374465

>>1374459

She should do this but she won't, she's content with her little arrangement. Hopefully one day she wakes up and realizes that you're meant to enjoy sex with your partner. I was also in her position so I feel bad but still. At what point does your sanity matter more than the benefits?

No. 1374466

>>1374462
I meant fucking like rabbits, the like wanting to jump their bones leave work early meet up to bang in a car etc. After that it tapers off and yeah if a moid still expects to keep going at that pace I dump him bc it’s not sustainable. After that it’s like… moderate. I’ll only do it when I want to, whether that’s three times a week or once every three months.

No. 1374467

>>1374465
Hey tard, spacing makes your posts recognizable

No. 1374470

>>1374466
>once every three months.
I can't relate at all, sounds like a you problem but jesus christ at that point just break up already

No. 1374473


No. 1374474

>>1374467

Are you really going to cry over one space? Really? Does my double spacing reddit speak offend you? You should report my posts because I indented the beginning of my paragraph. Wow, this is literally the worst thing to happen to lolcow, weird formatting in a post.


W
O
W.

This is the worst thing ever holy shit how will I ever recover? Some random off a Vietnamese basket weaving forum is offended by the format of my post wowowow.

ill take my ban

No. 1374476

>>1374447
I personally will never have a scrote, because I'm not attracted to them, so generally it's pretty difficult for me to give a fuck about what other women decide to do to them in a relationship. I've been the person who was cheated with and usually it doesn't come out of nowhere. They might love them, but not in that way (anymore) after years of neglect and they don't want to separate for whatever reason. Women are often economically dependent on men or even have kids with them, making it not an easy decision to leave. In the end it's a relationship where both people are doing bad things and 9/10 times after finally splitting, they find out the reason he was so neglectful was because he was cheating himself. I really can't view it in such a black and white situation like you do, but I've never been cheated on afaik.
>>1374474
it makes you too recognizable

No. 1374481

>>1374473
You're the one trying to make it sound like having a lack of sexual desire and fucking once every three months in a relationship is normal, don't act like I'm the weird one kek

No. 1374483

>>1374478
You are a little weird that you care this much. Sorry for being on lexapro? My point was that having sex when you don’t want to is damaging.

No. 1374486

>>1374484
spill kek

No. 1374489

I semi-ironically enjoy Dan Brown's books

No. 1374490

>>1374476

Since you replied to both my posts I'll add a "who cares" to your point about recognizing my posts. Literally who cares? I'm not tripfagging, but it's easier for me when I have a space before the posts I reply too. I get confused if the numbers are right under letters cuz I'm a dumbass dyslexic type. But to your other point, as someone who was in one of those domestic abusivey relationships, cheating was the last thing on my mind. I feared the man would kill me. If I was to find another man, I would have ran away with him. Cheating is dumb in all situations no matter how you try and justify it. But, cheating on moids is okay if you can recognize the act is immoral and not try to kid yourself like you love the sap.

No. 1374491

>>1374483
>having sex when you don’t want to is damaging.
No, that was my point. You came in trying to act like this was normal >>1374481 and tbh when you say things like that you ARE arguing for having sex when you don't want to, just in a different way.

No. 1374492

don't interact with it

No. 1374493

>>1374491
>>1374459
>But being made to have sex when you don’t want to is damaging even if you tell yourself it’s not

No. 1374495

>>1374494

I'm not male. Please get a different cop out for when people have different opinions than you.

No. 1374497

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No. 1374498

>>1374493
>I wouldn’t cheat on my SO but even for me sex is only… sexy during the first month.
>But being made to have sex when you don’t want to is damaging even if you tell yourself it’s not
These two statements are contradictions

No. 1374500

>>1374489
I've read him AGES ago but I remember that short chapter formula of his was genuinely exciting and made reading addictive, with all these twists and turns too

No. 1374507

>>1374498
And I explained myself. Sex is almost always most exciting at the beginning. After that it’s common (didn’t say normal, I said common) for things to taper off to a more sustainable level. She shouldn’t be having sex at all if she doesn’t enjoy it. She says it’s like eating a salad but it’s not. It damages the soul even if you don’t realize it at first. But it’s a moot point now because she clearly does enjoy it sometimes and was just coping for cheating on her moid. So

No. 1374515

>>1374507
nta but describing it as akin to doing her "least favorite chore" the dishes, or forcing yourself to eat healthy food, calling it "middling to good" uh

YOLO she needs to find someone she enjoys fucking. Getting bored after a month isn't normal either (unless you break up as soon as you get bored)
Why do women force themselves to be men's free prostitutes in 2022? I'm sure you all have jobs and are self sustaining, you aren't forced to be there like you might be in 1911, so you're just giving pity sex to men for years for ?? reasons??

No. 1374516

>>1374507
>a more sustainable level.
Something being common doesn't mean it's good nor is that a defense. The "common" sexual experience shouldn't be the standard for women to expect for themselves. The fact is, it shouldn't be normalized for sex not to be "sexy" only one month into a relationship. You even brought up you being on Lexapro which means you probably understand it likely wouldn't be that way otherwise. Having maintenance sex once every three months isn't something I'd want to normalize on a site read by mostly women. If you aren't feeling sexual desire for whoever you're in a relationship with, maybe it's time to break up.

No. 1374527

>>1374425
Yeah, the whole thing about having to move them all the time would also be sucky, but I imagine most people who live in tiny homes have wandering spirits anyway. There are RV parks to help people with that.

No. 1374534

>>1374516

But they're convinced they have the moral high ground for staying and hurting all involved parties during the meantime. It isn't shallow to leave someone you're sexually incompatible with. It's not normal for sex to become something like a chore. Y'all are supposed to have similar sex drives and both want it…

No. 1374538

>>1374363
It might be sealed with some sort of resin or epoxy. I've definitely put my ass on way worse things to shit tho so idk wooden toilet seat in a clean looking room isn't too bad.

Toilets aside my confession is I am terrified and anxious my ex is going to try and ruin my new relationship, even though it's been around eight months of radio silence. We're both grown ass adults and I haven't reached out to him and haven't spoken bad on him, the relationship ended but not particularly messily, we were just bored, and honestly I just didn't like the person I came to know…for months before the breakup. I finally got the balls to end things.

now I'm in a new fling and it's exciting, and fun, and everything the last one wasn't. However I just have this creeping anxiety that XYZ might happen and he'll try to do some weird shit like talk to the new partner, despite me not making it (this relationship) known to anyone.

I hate anxiety and rumination…. every time I think about something my brain cycles to that and I start googling things, paranoia overtakes my ability to rest of relax or enjoy things.

No. 1374549


No. 1374565

I'm having my first plane ride tomorrow and I'm so fucking scared, I can't sleep. Just the thought of being in a giant flying coffin so far from the ground makes me nauseous. I read that my airline didn't have any plane crashes but I'm having schizo thoughts that my flight is going to be the first one, because I'm just that unlucky in life. I'm scared I'm going to have a panic attack on the board and I won't be able to hold it and people will think I'm crazy. I'm very anxious and autistic and I think someone like me should never ever fly on a plane, but at this moment I have no other options and I really need to go to my home country. Every person I talk to about it laughs at me and says it's nothing and doesn't take my fear seriously, is it really that uncommon today to be paranoid about flying? God I'm scared I won't survive this day

No. 1374586

>>1374565
I take cold medicine before flights and sleep it out.

No. 1374590

>>1374565
I think it's pretty common for your first flight! Flight attendants are there to help you and even if you panic a bit it will be nothing weird for them. You'll see it's pretty boring though, fingers crossed your airline serves some nice snacks.

No. 1374594

>>1374507
I feel like it was the opposite way around for me. Sex usually gets better as you get to know each other better and what each of you like.

No. 1374631

>>1374565
I find flights really relaxing, you get to see the pretty sky and clouds, and a bit of where you're taking off from/landing from the sky, plus safety wise it's safer than being in a car.
Aside from pilots obviously being highly trained, even the hostesses are highly trained in safety (I looked into being a hostess before and did all the research, they are mostly there to look after you)
Plus, a major part of the safety training is learning how to emergency land safely and help the passengers out, so even in the very rare chance of that happening, the whole setup is geared towards your safety and helping you.
I hope you have a nice flight and get some sleep in if it's a long one!

No. 1374643

I don't like Azeala banks and she comes.off as hateful and bitter towards women with more fame and success then her. I don't find her rants entertaining and she has said anti black/racists shit towards black people in the pasts, that has made me feel like she has some self hate issues. Like calling a black woman a tar baby, or saying Nicki is like a "black girl with a burnt perm and peasy hair jealous of a latina(cardi). When Nicki has long hair that's probably probably same length and texture as Cardis, the issue they have is retarded. But it'd not about hair texture or cardi being Latina.
It sounds exactly like shit I've heard racists say.

No. 1374645

>>1374643
Imo, she just says anything to push people's buttons. nicki herself has said the exact sentiments about hair texture in her songs so of course she would be triggered if somebody told her she needed a perm. Tbh, i have no idea what azealia banks believes, I just think she likes making people upset whenever she feels like it and has no filter.

No. 1374653

>>1374645
And I hate Nicki Minaj as well. I just don't find her thing funny as every one else does. Nicki,Cardi, AZ and Kanye are the same weirdos at this point to me. All fucked up in different ways. I don't really find any of their antics funny and have no idea why AZ is so beloved when most the people she talks about don't even talk shit back half the time.

No. 1374656

>>1374650
I get that but I still don't like her. I won't shit on those who do. I guess I just don't get it.

No. 1374657

>>1374365
Thank you nonna shes very cute and soft despite coming from a species of ugly balls of badly made fabric

No. 1374665

>>1374650
She’s a woman with mental illness that self-isolates and views herself as above everyone else in spite of the fact that she spends her entire life being the watchtower in a self-appointed panopticon, just because she’s one of the very few people who pull off hyperspecific insult trolling doesn’t change the fact that a lot of the things she says are harmful and ignorant. Broken clocks are right twice a day.

No. 1374690

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>>1374653
People like AB because she has a genuinely funny way of talking shit and occasionally makes a good call (I've never seen the broken clock analogy used so often for one person). I don't think anyone respects her penchant for drama or agree with much of what she says, she's just entertaining. Posting my fav AB insults.

No. 1374714

>>1374690
It’s used for her often because she’s fucking nuts

No. 1374731

>>1374690
kek at that comment about chlamydia. I wonder what Azealia thinks about Timothée whatever the fuck his name is. Shout out to the anon who accused me of being a NYU student, having sex with him and being infected because of him despite me never setting foot on the American continent, that shit was hilarious.

No. 1374767

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I hate my how my sister's kids mess up and clutter everything they go near. Can't avoid it because we live in the same house. They made clay dolls and left them on the counter for days, if I go to move it she'll put it back and complain. I want to throw out those stupid rotting pumpkins so bad. I don't want your play kitchen in the living room, crayon lines all over the floor. I can't decorate because they knock shit over all the time. I like their dad but hate when he invades my floor with his maleness. They all just go on their phones and tablets and TV while in the same room. When I force family to finally deep clean another room so we can actually use it, they'll invade it with clutter and noise too. There's no use saving for an apartment here, I don't know if I'll ever have one or a house in my own name when I don't even have a job anymore.

No. 1374774

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>>1374767
Why does this look like Bloodle

No. 1374788

>>1374774
OH MY GOD BLOODL MY BELOVED I CAN'T BELIEVE SOMEONE REMEMBERED!!!!

No. 1374789

>>1374650
yeah but was she trolling with the whole cat cooking, chicken killing thing, or that time she bought a dead child's skull

No. 1374823

>>1374774
what is this from?

No. 1374831


No. 1374832

>>1374831
ayrt, how do I look this up? Sorry kek I'm just interested, google doesn't show me anything for it

No. 1374837


No. 1374840

>>1374837
OOOOOOHHH sorry I thought it was from a game or something. I like this nonny's OC and think he would be very popular with the youngins today

No. 1374877

>>1374840
I’m still confused. What is that thing

No. 1374922

>>1374335
anon, I'll give you my 2 cents as a serial cheater of moids
Sexual compatibility is really something you can't ignore. Even if he's perfect in every other way there'll still be that missing element that's going to itch at you until that itch is scratched.
I've only told one ex what I did, and that was because I both loved him and wanted to continue the relationship. Every other bf I've just broken it off, as doing what I did signalled that I shouldn't continue the relationship when there's an obvious element missing. If you keep the relationship going knowing what you've done, it will eat away at you. And it'll blow up in a way you don't want to happen, and don't expect. Even worse if someone finds out and tells your bf for you.
Also trying to birth an open relationship out of infidelity NEVER works. And I mean never, you're just creating this opening out of a lie.
You're better off telling him, or breaking it off all together.

No. 1375043

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I know there is at least one other anon from my city and sometimes I imagine that she’s my elementary school best friend who I miss.

No. 1375237

I've had a sex dream with James Marsters of all people and I don't get it, I've never watched Buffy, I don't find him attractive and it's just not somebody I think of in my day to day life. The only plausible explanation I can think of is the day before I watched the new Dragon Ball movie where Piccolo is the main character and Marsters played Piccolo in that shitty DB live action movie from a few years ago, and even that is reaching. The worst thing is that I almost orgasmed, I want to die why couldn't I dream of my DBZ husbando instead?

No. 1375291

>>1375289
kek

No. 1375355

I still talk and meet with my ex behind my bf back.
But not in a sexual or romantic way, we have a strange friendship. I guess the bond we had around being outcasts is too strong, we trust each other and he understands me too.
In our talks we confort each other, he gives me good advice too and studying together has helped us a lot. I guess I will love him forever, I mean he was my first true love, but that love has trascended romance and sex.
'Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same'

No. 1375361

>>1375355
Shouldn't you two just be together if your bond is that strong.

No. 1375366

>>1375361
As a couple we suck. We couldn't have a life project in common. And we fought a lot. The last months of our relationship we didnt had sex and despise each other.
I dont have romantic or sexual feelings and neither he does.
And I love my bf and I see in him a husband and a father

No. 1375367

>>1375366
If you’re not attracted to each other why do you have to hide it from your bf?

No. 1375370

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I just woke up from a sitcom tier plot dream where I found out my ex had an identical twin brother who had the same long hair before my ex cut it and was emotionally available.

No. 1375376

>>1375367
Because he will be jealous, have the wrong impression and these kind of things.

No. 1375390

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>>1374877
it's Bloodl!

No. 1375397


No. 1375408

I want writing jobs so badly, but I don't have the connections or reach.

No. 1375410

I'm starting to think I may be some kind of Britaboo. I'm not like a genuine weeb where I LOVE the culture and I LOVE the people and shit, but I tend to gravitate towards british movies and british shows and british music and british comedy. I like how miserable they all are. American media tends to be very saccharine imo. I think it's probably just an escapism thing. I hate America so fucking much. I know Britain isn't that much better but at least it's somewhere else you know. At least it's not here. Fuck.

No. 1375495

>>1374877
its just a thing from a nightmare anon attempted to recreate

i love him

No. 1375516

sometimes when i see new replies responding to posts from months/years ago, or new caps that screencapped something from months/years ago, i feel uneasy knowing that some anons probably saw my old cringy posts in the process. leave the past behind!

No. 1375518

I'm currently living with my parents. I enjoy having the room that was mine as a teenager, living in the neighbourhood I grew up in, and most of all not working. But I honestly would be okay with my parents just dying, and I think that's probably not healthy

No. 1375535

>>1375410
>I like how miserable they all are.
As an immigrant to Britain, same kek. I may not be racially British, but I am spiritually British. It's also cold as a witches tit here which happens to be my ideal temperature.

No. 1375659

>>1375516
slightly related to your post, i love seeing people seethe at old posts. anons trying to get the last word against an anon from 2 weeks ago because their autism rage was triggered is very funny to me. the milkiest cows lurk amongst us.

No. 1375773

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>>1370533
Thinking about magic mushrooms. I heard it works well for people with depression

No. 1375777

>>1375773
I've heard the opposite, that if you are not in a stable state of mind they're almost guaranteed to amplify anything negative in there.

No. 1375823

>>1375777
Depends on the dose. For depression its a microdose that doesn't trigger a psychedelic journey

No. 1375829

>>1375777
That is possible. It can be anxiety inducing. Like the anon above said micro dose would be better.

No. 1375831

>>1375773
OKAY! mini sperg about drügs, purely abt psilocybin, plz ignore if you don't care. when it comes to shrooms (or Psilocybin) if you want to get a better handle on things like depression, anxiety, or even PTSD the trick is to micro-dose over a small period of time. You'd have a tincure of it and take about 2 droppers worth (I think that's about 30-40mg) every 3 days for about 3 ish months and then you take a break from it. These small doses of Psilocybin is what encourages the brain to carve out better pathways that allows one to feel happier over time. My favorite example is your brain is like a snowy hill that's has so many pathways already carved into it by how many times people have gone down the hill to sled. Some pathways connect and weave through each other, yada yada, but when you microdose its like a new fresh blanket of snow covers everything and new thus new sled tracks are made.

No. 1375834

>>1375831
Thanks for sharing this anon, it's fascinating! And now I'm really tempted to try

No. 1375842

>>1375834
ofc!! Theres a great documentary on Netflix about psilocybin (that's where I got the fun example) and I've personally micro-dosed before so I'm a big fan! Best of luck on your journey! Big smooches for youuuu~♥

No. 1375846

>>1375842
How To Change Your Mind? Will watch!

No. 1375863

>>1375846
Ooo! I actually haven't seen that one. The one I'm referring to is called Fantastic Fungi, but it looks like it's no longer on Netflix. Happy watching tho! The one you found seems very compelling!

No. 1375875

>>1375863
My country apparently still has it, you never know with Netflix

No. 1375918

>>1364977
Recently fell in love with a millionaire 20 years older but I have a bf of a decade that's supported me.

Help?

No. 1376003

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>2 yrs ago
>loser ex bf gifts me gold necklace with opal pendant
>after breakup still wear it
>fast forward today find new hot cute guy
> he says "your necklace is pretty"
>"thank you"
>wear it again next date
>"I really like your necklace where did you get it from?"
>"It's from etsy"

What he doesn't know will never hurt him

No. 1376038

I’m drinking a lot tonight I’m sad

No. 1376044

>>1376038
Why you sad. I don't drink but I'm still up.

No. 1376046

>>1376003
> he says "your necklace is pretty"
..
>"I really like your necklace where did you get it from?"
Dude really likes that necklace.

No. 1376048

>>1375918
What are the chances you'd end up with this millionaire guy even if you left your boyfriend? Not trying to be harsh, it just doesn't seem realistic.

No. 1376061

>>1375918
>20 years older
At best he's emotionally stunted and at worse he's abusive but has money and superficial charm. Thats the reality of men who date women 20 years their junior.

No. 1376066

>>1375918
He’s probably lying to you to get into your pants. Or most of his money is in an IRA. Not worth it kek

No. 1376067

>>1376003
Kek, I’ve got a friend whose jewelry is mostly all gifts from various exes.

No. 1376084

>>1375918
Get the millionare to buy you a crazy expensive gift and then weigh the options but i say basically take the gift and keep the current bf. Its like a short term vs long term investment thing

No. 1376102

I found the reddit account of one of my close friends and she doesn't know it. She's gone through a lot in her life and suffers from anxiety, depression, and PTSD, but every time I see her posts I can't help but cringe. The way she talks about it online is uncomfortable to watch, like it's somewhere between eliciting pity points and wearing her experiences like a badge of honor. It's strange seeing the narrative she builds around it online. I also feel like shit because she never responds to texts when I reach out, but I see her posting online all the time. I wish I never found her reddit.

No. 1376108

>>1376102
>The way she talks about it online is uncomfortable to watch, like it's somewhere between eliciting pity points and wearing her experiences like a badge of honor.
That's just everyone on reddit. "Look how much I've suffered aren't I worthy of attention for it?? Feel bad for meeee!!!"

No. 1376113

>>1375408
>I want writing jobs so badly, but I don't have the connections or reach.
My sympathies. It really sucks when it's external bs that's keeping you from your goals.

If you want, some advice. there are two ways to get into the writing world:
1) take a class/retreat offered by who already in there and have influence. If you can get there support, you're golden. But it costs money.
2) Hang around writers who are already in and have influence. Visit their twitter, youtube channels, blogs, listen to their podcasts etc, and consistently make good comments, ask good questions to get their attention. I know two people who got recommended to a agent/publisher based on getting in with an author via interacting with them on social media.

If you are talking freelance, same deal. Take a class by or try to get in with an established freelancer.

Good luck. I wish you the best.

No. 1376116

>>1376113
samefag.

Forgot, for option two, you have to have your own site that showcases your writing so people can check it out.

No. 1376123

>>1376102
>I also feel like shit because she never responds to texts when I reach out, but I see her posting online all the time.
It doesn't mean she doesn't care about you or want to talk to you. It probably means her anxiety is less when talking to randos on reddit than it is when talking to people she cares about. You can always nuke your reddit account and start over if a relationship gets to tense or has more conflict than you can stand. Not so much in real life.

No. 1376149

>>1376123
ayrt, I understand where you're coming from but I feel like at a certain point the whole "uwu sorry I forgot to respond to you" thing isn't funny or cute. She's almost thirty. I've seen her be mature and capable before but I feel like she's gone backwards since getting a tiktok and reddit posting. It's definitely easier to talk to strangers online about personal things (anonymity helps), but the way she presents herself online combined with being unable to maintain interpersonal relationships offline is frustrating. I probably sound like I'm being really harsh here but I would 100% never tell her this (or anyone in our friendship group) irl. I just want to see her do well.

>>1376108
Reddit is an internet validation machine.

No. 1376197

i dont want to work weekends not because i have anything to do on the weekends its just because the volume of customers and how rude they are escalates that i'd rather be off

No. 1376212

GIRLS’CH broke my no fap

No. 1376221

I often get Lily James and Lily Rose Depp mixed up

No. 1376238

Had a drink with my boss. More than a drink, I had 4 rum and cokes trying to keep up. Lol. I can't handle my liquor well and threw up. He gave me a ride back home after a little while. Why am I like this nonnies? Good rum though. He didn't seem to mind .

No. 1376245

All my friends have some sort of mental illness and I can't deal with it anymore. I sometimes feel I'm looking after them more than I'm hanging out with them. It's stressful when one of them tells you she suspects her anxiety and depression might be a result of autism and she's looking into it with her therapist and she's an awkward tomboy neet who randomly complains about JKR being a terf 5 minutes after that statement. And two of my friends had suicidal tendencies because of things that were out of their control and now that the sources of their problems don't exist anymore or are under control they're still depressed. Hearing about all of this literally the day after a girl committed suicide in public transport just a station away from the station where I was is fucking me up I guess, thank god I missed the subway I was supposed to take. I need to hang out with normies irl. I'll start looking for a normal bf soon I guess.

It's a bit pathetic but lolcow has been some sort of refuge away from all this shit for me for years. I can express opinions normally, talk to girls who are way closer to being normies than my friends, and I can complain about trans shit and fandoms without being treated like a parriah or fired from my job.

No. 1376464

Sometimes i like looking at gay kpop shipping videos when im bored.

No. 1376478

>>1376102
We must know the same girl. But I revel in knowing her reddit secrets and online persona. Reveals much about a person.

No. 1376486

I've been grey rocking my bf for months.

No. 1376492


No. 1376493

>>1376492
why not.

No. 1376494

>>1376492
His problems don't interest me anymore and I can't leave the relationship for outside reasons, so this is the next available step.

No. 1376510

If you are reading this comment your parents will die within 5 years. To undo this curse you need to copy this and paste it in 2 otherthreads. i'm so, so sorry,please forgive me.(chain-mail)

No. 1376512

>>1376510
Woohoo!

No. 1376515

>>1376510
Looking forward to it, that's my confession.

No. 1376522

>>1376510
if this curse aint real im gonna be pissed

No. 1376525

>>1376510
sounds good. they don't have any money for me anyway.

No. 1376530

>>1376510
Can you please kill me instead, but do it now not 5 years, that's bullshit.

No. 1376550

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No. 1376629

i want to see them break up for the drama but also because i'm tired of the "will they won't they" of it all. just do it and see if you wanna get back together in a couple of years! gimme chisme

No. 1376663

>>1376655
Wishing you an enlightening peaking nonnie.

No. 1376664

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>>1376655
>I have always been against transracial people and I have seen several other trans people who are too.
>I have seen several other trans people who are too.

No. 1376669

I'm bisexual and I hate talking about my female attractions with people. I typically dress a bit tomboyish/andro, which is also my ideal type of woman and I'm so self-conscious of coming across like a crazy narcissist that I try to never bring it up kek. My worst fear is that I'd talk about how attractive some woman is and then whoever I'm talking to would mention that we look similar or something. Idk why it makes me so anxious I just don't want people to think I'm a narcissist.

No. 1376671

>>1376664
This gif has no right being so funny

No. 1376675

been bullying troons online all night on main, no regrets xx

No. 1376679

>>1376664
This cat looks fucked up

No. 1376680

>>1376679
please don't be rude to gif cat

No. 1376684

>>1376680
you're right anon, he's just confused

No. 1376688

>>1376669
i could've written this post i swear. my "type" being so close to my preferred style was also the reason why it took me so long to admit to myself that i'm attracted to women. i tried to explain it away as just admiring their looks, but in hindsight my admiration for certain girls was actually me crushing on them.

No. 1376749

>>1376510
Is this 2007 lmao

No. 1376772

I got into the worst car accident of my life a little over 2 years ago due to drunk driving. I blacked out and decided to drive to my bf's place instead of crashing at my local apartment (for what reason I have no idea besides the drunk logic of, "oh well I need to go home since my bf is waiting for me."). It ended in me totaling my car and actually becoming a pretty traumatic moment in my life that made me really consider if I'm alcoholic or not. Well, long story short, here I am, chugging 3 beers over the course of 2-3hrs and I'm about 20 minutes out until I have to drive again to go pick up said bf from work. And I would rather do this instead of texting him to get an uber bc of some stupid sense of duty. Am I lost cause and bound to repeat my mistakes? I hate to admit it but I'm drunk driving again but feel more "in control" since I'm no where near blackout drunk. Please yell at me bc wtf is wrong with me??? For some context this doesn't happen often but I do find myself day drinking or getting kind of drunk early on because I think it's totally reasonable to keep drinking. It's never hard liquor, usually very reserved about that, and mostly beers. Should I just completely abstain? Nonas I need some help please.

No. 1376777

>>1376772

Tell your bf to Uber before you fucking kill someone

No. 1376780

>>1376772
You have to stop. It's not about whether you classify as an alcoholic or not. The truth is that when you're drunk you make decisions that can hurt yourself and other people, and that alone is enough to make the choice not to drink. Get your bf an Uber. Keep yourself, him and all other people on the road safe. Imagine if you got someone killed while you're out there!

No. 1376781

>>1376772
You're going to kill someone if you don't get your shit together. Consider what happens if you did kill someone and ruin an entire family. Are you prepared to carry that guilt with you forever?

No. 1376783

>>1376772
Wtf is wrong with you don't fucking drive drunk the first accident you were lucky that you're alive. You are going kill someone or yourself.
Tell your boyfriend to uber.

No. 1376784

>>1376772
Honestly, fuck you and all the other retards who drive while drunk.

No. 1376793

>>1376777
>>1376780
>>1376781
>>1376783
>>1376784
Thank you for knocking sense into me!!!!!!!! With all the sincerity at the bottom of my heart!!! I just ordered him an uber and texted him.

As much as I deserve this, I don't want to dwell on this. I think I desperately need help and it's definetly going to be a talk with my bf when he gets home.

No. 1376798

>>1376793
good choice nonna. your other post seriously sounded like copium.

No. 1376805

>>1376793
Nonny, for the love of god, please get your shit together. I hate shitty drivers, i don't care what they drive, car, van, motorcycle, anything. Impacting other's lives with your shitty driving is the worst thing you can do. I got hit by an idiot who tried running away from the scene, and while he spent his time bribing the judge and pretending to be a victim, i spent 6 months in a hospital learning how to walk again, finding out I've got a permanently damaged nervous system and I barely survived. And that's the smallest thing that happened to me.
in the end we won because we went to a govt to complain, but my mother took all of the money, claiming that she would spend them on my uni but in the end she spent all of this money on herself, and when i graduated HS she just gave me 10$ and told to try finding a uni myself with this money.

No. 1376854

>>1376772
> Am I lost cause and bound to repeat my mistakes?
What the fuck even compels people to think like this? No dumbass, just because you made a mistake once doesn’t mean the universe will force you to do it again. You are a person with agency that picks and chooses what they do. No one is forcing your hand to drive drunk. I’m glad you got an Uber but you need to address some of these patterns instead of pretending like whatever you’re dealing with is completely out of your control.

No. 1377046

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Took a dump and now my ass hurts

No. 1377108

I'm bi but for some reason terrified of/terrible at talking to other women in a flirty/romantic context because even if I know they're bisexual or lesbian, I'm still just like, "Girl, are you trying to be BFFs or FB's?" IDK, I just get all flustered and it's so stupid, I'm a grown-assed woman but I feel like a schoolgirl with her first crush whenever I have to interact with a woman I find attractive.

Men are all idiots so I rarely get anxious when it comes to impressing them because they all fall for the same shit and most men will fuck anything that moves. I'm not some goddess, but for the area I live in, I'm a 10 (healthy BMI, hella long hair, big boobs, completely average face…where I'm from, that means men don't turn you down, lol). But I hate men as a species–they either support legislating my uterus, or they're pro-choice AND pro-tranny. Women should run the world and I am a unrepentant misandrist. Literally 100% of the world's problems are the result of the decisions of men.

My current relationship is a mess, I am the only one who works, pays bills, or does housework, because he has a sleep disorder. He verbally abuses me constantly, even while I'm working (I work from home–both a blessing and a curse). But he's the only guy I know who sees through the troon bullshit, and I've peaked so hard I'm at the point I don't think I could ever date a troon supporter ever again, I'd be hiding my true feelings and dating some hypocrite who will probably roast Rachel Dolezal and then in the same breath, celebrate Caitlin Jenner for being 'her' "true self."

I am 0% joking when I say I wish I could just date a male android. I know how retarded that sounds but the idea of an attractive, male-shaped thing who is equipped with critical thinking abilities capable of:

1. Identifying shit like troon worship for the illogical, disgusting BS it is.
2. Following orders.
3. Giving good head and knowing how to bring a woman to orgasm during intercourse.

I realize I sound like an incel who needs a RealDoll or something, but I don't want some mindless slave, and tbh I don't feel like the above requirements are too much to ask but at this point I have no faith in men's ability to meet them. I just want a man who isn't retarded. Like can someone just transplant a female brain into a hot guy so I can suck a dick that's actually connected to something that's capable of both logic and empathy?

No. 1377140

i broke up with my boyfriend of 7 months. didnt even block him, watched as every call and text filled my phone screen for hours. ended with him offering to "transcribe" a letter he wrote to me. i dont care at all like not even a little bit. i feel nothing.

No. 1377142

I wasn't really interested interested in Mindy Kaling's work before but now she's cancelled for liking JK Rowling's tweet I'm checking out her shows. If a celebrity is TERF-ish I automatically become interested in their work.

No. 1377147

>>1377140 Good for you nonnaschenka. fuck that guy.
>>1377142 Any female openly defying the tranny agenda is based.

No. 1377175

>>1376793
My bf’s aunt was drunk driving with her kids and they were severely injured, one of them was a baby., they’re fine now but it was so scary when it happened and she’s not in jail anymore, even though she should be, but DONT DRINK AND DRIVE!!!! It makes me so angry to have to even say it to people,

No. 1377199

>>1377142
her show has a tranny though

No. 1377257

>>1376793
You're a dumb selfish cunt if you need people on a fucking anonymous forum to tell you not to drive drunk after causing an accident for this exact reason. Fuck you. Hope this helps retard

No. 1377258

>>1376793
And you should fucking dwell on it you absolute fucking moron

No. 1377260

>>1377199
Even Rowling herself has talked about having friends who are transgender. I have a transwoman in my friend group who thinks Rowling is nice and agrees with her points, so this whole idea that people are either fully for or against trannies depending on their support for Rowling is weird to me.

No. 1377263

>>1377260
the whole concept of troonism is mysogynist and has only helps to perpetuate gender stereotypes and steal women's apportunities. So yes, you are either a TERF or a handmaiden. There are no good troons. Where do all these newfags come from?

No. 1377266

>>1377260
Go back

No. 1377267

>>1377263
>>1377266
Kek. You guys should lurk more.

No. 1377281

>>1377267
>lurk more
literally the first time that i see someone defending troons here, you are either another troon or a handmaiden in denial

No. 1377285

keep fantasising about attempting suicide but failing and being hospitalised,having people assigned to oversee my mental condition. kinda stupid cause if it happened irl id be so ashamed. everythings just such a mess for me. it has been for a while. and i have a hard time going to the doctor for any kind of help (although they weren't particularly helpful even when i did go.) so i think about trying to end it, messing up, being rushed to hospital. not having to worry about anything for a few days while im attended to. its stupid and selfish and ill never go through with it, anyway

No. 1377291

>>1376793
Fuck you anon

No. 1377299

I want to fuck the osmosis jones virus.

No. 1377306

>>1377281
Even if the site is radfem-leaning now (read old threads and you see it was not that years ago, the site was even created by a man), it is not that by definition. This is a gossip site with no political affiliations, not a radfem site. Now males are prohibited from announcing themselves, and that includes trannies. I'm radfem-adjacent but nowhere in the rules does it say "you have to think x to post here"

No. 1377315

Was about to relapse and watch porn but the moment I turned it on I felt so repulsed and grossed out so I didn't watch it. I feel like I've fully given it up now, just so, so happy

No. 1377319

I can't even have breakfast because of executive dysfunction and depression. I can't function properly. I can't even live my life. I can't do anything simple.

No. 1377325

I find Henry Cavill attractive. I wish I could have a cute, buff and tall bf who would sperg over vidya with me.

No. 1377328

>>1377325
The only problem is that most men scream and throw anger fits when it comes to video games.

No. 1377329

>>1377315
I'm proud of you nonnie

No. 1377334

>>1377328
It's ok, I'd make him shut the fuck up anytime I'll need some silence and peace.

No. 1377361

>>1377315 Good for you! I find smut written by women does far more for me than any porn ever did.
>>1377328 Exactly, which is why male androids programmed by female developers are the only answer for us ladies who are cursed with an attraction to men. I'm bi, wish I was just straight-up lesbian, but like, I really struggle talking to other girls. I've slept with a handful of women but I just get so nervous around them and I'm still pretty inexperienced with women sexually. I worry if I got with another girl she's think I was trying to be a pillow princess when in reality I'm just scared and don't know wtf I'm doing when interacting with girls I'm attracted to.

I either need a man-droid or an experienced woman who will like, help ease me into things.

No. 1377389

Didn't realize someone else came to confess about porn but I'm worse off than above anon because I haven't even quit watching it yet. I've went without masturbating for like two weeks because of a lot of stressful things happening in my life so that's why I haven't watched any in two weeks and when I finally had time to destress, I decided to switch to audio porn instead. I normally watch porn like 1-3 times a week depending on whenever I have the time/energy/am in the mood to get off. I don't think it's at an addiction level, but I'm not really comfortable with the fact that I do watch it and rely on it to an extent. I'm hoping switching to audio porn can at least be the first step in weaning off of it by removing the visuals.

No. 1377402

>>1377108
>terrified of/terrible at talking to other women in a flirty/romantic context
Understandable. Most women are hyperexposed to het relationship dynamics our whole lives and whatever wlw media we had access to are fetishizing and unrealistic. Most of us don’t know how to act because the only socialization we get with other women is platonic at best and toxic at worst. This is how comphet happens, very relatable, you’re not alone.
>My current relationship is a mess
Leave.
>But he's the only guy I know who sees through the troon bullshit
Like you said, men are idiots. Actually most men have no critical thinking skills, they are easily influenced. It has been pretty easy for me to get leftist scrotes to agree with me on multiple talking points, or at least plant the seeds in their heads. Appeal to a moid’s desire to view himself as “logical” and “scientific” and “non-reactionary” (whatever the fuck that means). Especially if a moid simps for you, trust that he READILY switches sides kek.
>I just want a man who isn’t retarded
I shit on men all day. But I’ll say that truly non-retarded men are easy to spot because they are the ones willing to listen to you. These men just have massive blind spots from male privilege that they need to be pointed out for them. Once you get him to see that you’re right on one thing, he becomes more eager to hear your opinions on everything else. Men are desperate to feel like they’re on YOUR level.

No. 1377434

I'm on my period and I've fallen out with two people today and felt rage. Just girly things.

No. 1377451

>>1377328
>>1377334
The bigger problem is that Henry Cavill is into teenagers.

No. 1377454

>>1377451
If I'm nearly 30 but look like a teenager because of a medical condition do you think I have a chance with him? He's into wrpgs and I'm way more into jrpgs but maybe there's hope.

No. 1377483

>>1377306
You can't be a radfem and be friends with and defend trannies. "Transwomen" are men.

No. 1377486

>>1377483
Literally no one is disagreeing with you.

No. 1377489

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It's weird it took so long for me to notice but I realize I am not really attracted to men and some sort of emotional defect inside me made me assume I'm into men without actually feeling anything, kek. I kind of feel something for fictional characters, but that's the most of it.

I don't know how I should feel about this other than maybe both ashamed and relieved? On one hand, it makes me feel like there's something missing inside me. On the other hand, I keep on hearing so many horror stories about "normal" men that I am kind of relieved I don't have to deal with it in order to satisfy some love-demon inside me.

No. 1377519

the fact is I'm not sexually attracted to anyone. yeah my hormones have been checked and they're fine. just a 24 year old not sexually attracted to anyone. never have been.

No. 1377563

I don’t take care of myself (appearance wise) at all. Just take a shower in the morning, brush my hair and put on whatever clothes are clean. No hairstyle, no skincare, no sunscreen, no makeup, no nothing. Sometimes I tend to miss important events just because they require prepping up and dressing up beforehand. Even most men I know take better care of themselves, at least they get new hairstyles from time to time, get new clothes, etc… I wish I did, but I find myself so ugly that it’s hard to even look in the mirror, so I barely do. Because of that I sometimes start forgetting what my face and body look like. In my head, I imagine myself as a completely different person. And I feel like my real appearance is so ugly I don’t deserve to put on makeup or dress nicely. I even feel weird and anxious if I ever try to do so. I never spoke about this to anyone because I know it’s awkward when an ugly person talks about how ugly they are. But honestly I’m tired of living this way.

No. 1377581

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It's kind of silly but I really believe I can communicate with all sorts of living things. I often help bugs by moving them to more favorable places or giving them food or water, and bugs are pretty much just little robots, but I think they understand I am helping them so they will cooperate and not sting me. I have "conversations" with birds and befriend them a lot. The pigeons at my university would even let me pet them. Wouldn't even need to give them french fries, I'd just go outside and my 2 favorite pigeons would hang out with me. Field mice will come eat out of my hand and chill with me. It feels like cats basically send me telepathic messages letting me know exactly what they want, but it's probably just that they have very straightforward body language. I've never been poisoned by a plant when out in nature and I think it's because I always say 'excuse me' when passing through the brush. The people I've hiked with will look at me like I'm crazy, but I'm not the one coming out of the woods with blistered skin. I do not understand dogs. I do love them though. Obviously I struggle to communicate with humans and I come across as very strange. No, I have not contracted any zoonotic diseases from petting wild animals. And yes, I have been diagnosed with autism.

No. 1377582

>>1377563
It's funny how we're both very alike, but also extremely different. I do the same as you. I take a shower, brush my teeth and then go about my day. Not because I feel too ugly to use makeup or dress nicely, but because I couldn't give more of a damn if someone doesn't like my appearance because it's not important to me. I'm happy as I am.

We don't owe anyone being beautiful. As long as you smell alright and don't have bad breath, who cares? You're so close to total freedom to be just you as you are. Not giving a damn is an amazing feeling.

No. 1377602

I am cringe but not in the cute way. More in the socially retarded kind of way.

No. 1377611

>>1377581
Cute, I wish I was you, must be nice to spend so much time around animals!

No. 1377614

I use to walk my neighbours two dogs. She was a lovely lady and she named her tri colour king charles dog Tosca after an opera. And Tosca was a gorgeous dog. She would not look out of place at an opera and she somehow knew it. The lady kept one of Tosca's puppies and he was her mini me. He was Ben. Tosca and Ben. Two legends.

No. 1377645

>>1377581
that's cute, enjoy your animal company

No. 1377683

>>1377108
>My current relationship is a mess, I am the only one who works, pays bills, or does housework, because he has a sleep disorder. He verbally abuses me constantly, even while I'm working (I work from home–both a blessing and a curse).
Are you really so afraid to be alone that you are going to stay with an abusive asshole? Really? Girl, get some self-esteem.

No. 1377687

>>1376238
> Why am I like this nonnies?
Like what? Alcoholic? Too competitive for your own good? Desperate to please? Terrified of disapproval? Just a general hot mess?

No. 1377694

>>1377489
>It's weird it took so long for me to notice but I realize I am not really attracted to men and some sort of emotional defect inside me made me assume I'm into men without actually feeling anything,
so you're lesbian or don't want to fuck anyone? Either way, it's not weird. And there is no emotional defect. A woman I know is a lesbian and it took her a while to figure it out because she doesn't have a strong revulsion to men, it's just general disinterest. So, she thought she just needed to meet the right one. And then she met a woman, who turned her world upside down, and she was like "Oh, that's why I never cared if a man didn't call me back."

No. 1377714

I put cinnamon and sugar in my pasta when I’m making it on the stove, it’s so good

No. 1377718

Today I woke up with a dry, fucked throat again. This means it isn't from cigarettes, so I will buy another pack.

I am pseudo trying to quit, but I go through a pack a week, so I rationalize it isn't heavy enough usage to quit

No. 1377738

>>1377714
I've seen a video where a chef does that too, it's not that weird

No. 1377762

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>>1377714
that's literally just kugel

No. 1377767

I want to kill myself, I'm worthless, what is even the point of all of this? I feel like i would never be normal, like other people, wtf is wrong with me

No. 1377784

I broke up with my boyfriend, he started crying and said 'this will always happen to me'. i know most women on here will say 'he's just a moid, who cares' but I really broke his heart. I told him we would stay in touch, I know he's still in love with me and I really do like him, but only as a friend. I feel so guilty, I still care about him and this is the worst way I could have possibly hurt him.

No. 1377789

i have so much brainrot from this website that whenever i see myself naked in the mirror i think "at least i look better than shayna"

No. 1377808

>>1377784
He’ll be alright anon, you can be empathetic but there’s no need for you to internalize his pain. There is literally nothing morally wrong about breaking up. Getting dumped hurts everyone,he’ll be fine.

No. 1377810

>>1377789
That’s a W
>>1377767
Same but if I may suggest, let’s just stay alive to shitpost and take up space

No. 1377821

>>1377808
Thank you nonna, I don't think I can think rationally right now. There's a reason we're staying friends and as I said, I don't know how I could have hurt him more. It was his first breakup too. I'm glad I did it because I wasn't in love anymore, but I remember my first breakup, it took me 1.5 years to get over it. He's very emotional and a bit unstable, I hope he's safe.

No. 1377854

Nonnies I posted here before about my BF crying for me being a terf and now I've peaked him so much I can share terf memes with him. Yay

No. 1377861

>>1377789
lol me when I say "kek" in my head when I'm texting someone

No. 1377870

>>1377854
Love that for u!!!!

No. 1377873

>>1377854
you really think you changed his mind?

No. 1377876

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>>1377854
>”how do I get this dumb bitch to stop rambling about stupid shit so we can keep having sex?”
>….
>BINGO!

No. 1377879

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I like british people

No. 1377882

>>1377879
is this jojo?

No. 1377886

>>1377882
Yes. I included it because they are british. but I mean irl too

No. 1377895

I’m gonna confess something pretty dark because I’m at the point in my life where anon imageboard is the only place i can vent

my brother sa’d me when i was like 10. I pretended to be asleep so idk if he knows i know but to this day I’m so uncomfortable around him and about sex in general, like I literally started crying and hyperventilating after trying to suck a guy off for the first time that’s how bad it is. I cant tell anyone about this because it will ruin my family and he’s a nice man with good things going for him and I genuinely believe he was just being a stupid horny teenager (he was like 14?) it ruined my life but I don’t want to ruin him. It’s a fucked up situation lol anyway back to reading shitposts

No. 1377900

>>1377895
I'm so sorry anon. So so sorry.

No. 1377915

>>1377895
Similar thing happened in my childhood so you're not alone anon.
I hate how this kind of shit is apparently so common to a lot of young girls who grew up with brothers. I genuinely think moids are just born evil or something. If I ever have a child I will abort all male fetuses or at least never have a female or male child together.

No. 1377972

>>1377402
>very relatable, you’re not alone.
I needed to hear this. Thank you, nonnita.
>Leave.
I know. There are some complications. I know everyone says that but I can't drive and live in an area with little public transport. Trying to save up for a car and then some driving lessons but idk, it's a mess. I know he's a POS and I need to leave though. Working on a plan.
>Especially if a moid simps for you, trust that he READILY switches sides kek.
…you're right, actually…I've peaked a few platonic male friends quite easily. I'm just worried about it getting out and me losing my job
(I don't work with these dudes IRL and they're not in the cancel culture social sphere). I'm not a "public figure" so to speak, but I work in a "woke" workplace and would have my life ruined by the online TRA brigade, so I'm hesitant to even try and plant the seeds with men I'm interested in or or people in my social circle. You make excellent points though and I appreciate and agree with your advice.
>Men are desperate to feel like they’re on YOUR level.
Yep, dunno who you are but I think I love you. You are so right about all of this. Thanks for restoring my confidence, nonna.

>>1377683
>Really? Girl, get some self-esteem.
Working on it. I have a reeeeeally small family and no real support network. I was surrounded by people who were really overprotective of him for a while and pretty much terrorized me. I'm in therapy for it and working on an escape plan, but you're right. It's hard having no car and no way to get away from his anger. He's not violent but very verbally abusive and manipulative.

>>1377854 You have given me hope. Thanks to all of you, sorry for blogposting I'm just having a crisis on multiple levels lol. Also, I need to get laid and become capable of rational thought again but he doesn't deserve to fuck me so idk

>>1377876 NVM, cryogenically freezing myself until I can buy a man-droid or work up the courage to speak to a woman. This thread was a wild ride.

No. 1377985

I have a lot of rage and despair and i am afraid of what i might do one day. I am thinking about things that past me thought only psychopaths think about. But I'm not a psychopath and it is weird to be on the other side of that perception. I seem so normal to people who know me. I wonder if more people are like me than let on, or if I really am losing it in an abnormal way. But there's no way to find out. I can't talk to anyone. I can't talk to anyone at all. I am in a soundproof box.

No. 1377989

>>1377985
What sort of things? It seems you don't have a healthy outlet. We're responsible for our actions but our thoughts come and are fleeting.

No. 1377990

>>1377985
you're basically not allowed to talk about it unless you get to do it, succeed and nobody stops you or steps in between. It's retarded that people think you won't do it if you want to talk about it, when so many instances were telegraphed about from miles away for years but nobody gives a shit then after the fact they say "we never knew".

No. 1377998

>>1377989
>We're responsible for our actions but our thoughts come and are fleeting.
i appreciate your response and i guess this is what a lot of more normal people need to hear when they get spooked by occasional dark "intrusive thoughts" and need to be reassured that they don't make them a bad person. Unfortunately I am not one of those people. My thoughts are not intrusive and I don't dislike them. In fact they're deeply comforting in a way nothing else is. I am not upset by the content of my thoughts, I'm upset at what it means for my future and the people who know me.

>>1377990
Exactly. And I'm sort of in a weird place where I want to be normal and i want to not have to deal with this, but I also truly believe in my thoughts and do not want to be dissuaded from them. I also don't think a therapist could change my thinking. I went to therapy in the past for years for different stuff when i was just a normal depressed teen, and all of the therapists' attempts to create new ways of thinking for me failed horribly because I always thought the new ways of thinking were stupid and were just methods to dance around the hard things in life and live like a blind idiot.

No. 1378007

>>1377998
>In fact they're deeply comforting in a way nothing else is. I am not upset by the content of my thoughts, I'm upset at what it means for my future and the people who know me.
exactly, the visualization calms me down, it's like a hunger, a starvation of so long and I'm trying to think about it like a hungry person thinks about their favorite meal they're having later. With me it's also bc I feel robbed of the opportunity when I could've gotten away with it and have ever since wondered what if. Now if I'd do it, there would be massive consequences also to the people around me, even though I did try to isolate myself.
>I also don't think a therapist could change my thinking.
There's no therapy for this bc usually it's a scrote thing and they don't seek therapy. Everything we know about this stufg comes from you know where and that place isn't about helping any of us, just "monster" containment. They don't give a shit until you succeed, you're just told you're edgy or assumed it's natural or you're a heckin woman and couldn't even hurt a fly with your womanly delicate hands. They just think with enough affirmations, mental gymnastics and ignoring the worst trauma bc uwu we only know what to do with the typical shit and dgaf about the really bad shit, you'll just fall in line and function just like everyone else. What if the socialization never stuck or even happened though, what if you're feral?

No. 1378017

>>1378007
It seems like we are similar in many ways. I also have described the feeling of comfort with the same hunger/favorite meal metaphor in the past. I'm curious, do your visualizations end with your own death? For me it's my favorite part. The fantasy for me is about getting to let go of all the things holding me back and doing what I feel needs to be done in one final moment before I get to die.

It's funny, earlier this week I was thinking about how dumb it is that people get mad when criminals only get life in prison and not the death penalty. For certain criminals I am absolutely sure that being kept alive in prison is the worst outcome for them. If you do that sort of thing you have a death wish and going through all of it without getting to die is like a sneeze that never comes. I'm actually happy when the criminals i hate the most get life instead of death because I know it's not what they want, kek.

>usually it's a scrote thing… Everything we know about this stuff comes from you know where

I actually don't know where, I've never actually interacted online about this before. But I'm not really interested in knowing anyway, for the reasons you say. I can't relate to any of the scrotes because they always have retarded incel reasoning. I think they're really pathetic and disgusting and I don't want to be around them or associated with them.

No. 1378026

>>1378017
>I'm curious, do your visualizations end with your own death?
Oh no the monster bin is actually starting to look appealing. Floor heating, being allowed to cook for yourself, lots of hobbies, you can study for free in there, PS5, free gym, the cells look better than my place, I could get a gf in there who is equally unhinged, could always end things later. The monster bin used to be my only real deterrence, but it's actually starting to look nicer than the outside.
>I actually don't know where
prison, the only place you can get "therapy" for such things which is based on scrote pathology
>I can't relate to any of the scrotes because they always have retarded incel reasoning.
I can only relate in the sense that I am too a failed abortion like them, but a quite literal one and if scrotes didn't exist I'd be the equivalent of one bc I wasn't properly socialized due to the situation around me while growing up. I fear my unhinged hatred of scrotes is in a sense a cope I cling to, something worse than me I can shit on. I'm probably no better than any scrote who also has mommy issues, but instead of targetting my anger to women, it's always been towards scrotes. I was so happy when I heard of rf bc I thought I was alone in my misandry, but my levels of unhinged aren't normal.

No. 1378027

>>1378026
>I'm probably no better than any scrote who also has mommy issues, but instead of targetting my anger to women, it's always been towards scrotes
then you are better, since scrotes actually deserve it whereas your scrote equivalent hates women because they won't fuck him

No. 1378030

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I still consider myself bisexual as I am attracted to women but Im only really interested in settling down with a moid so I don’t think I’ll ever “come out”.

No. 1378042

>>1378027
I guess, though I've also heard the perspective that it almost makes me worse. Yeah had I been xy I'd be an Eliott Rodger type probably, but instead I'm self aware, should know better, but still want to do it desperately. Nvm that it's understandable 99.99% women wouldn't find me trustworthy if they'd know. In my brain it has always made sense, the distinction, which to hate and which to love. Or almost more in the sense of a mosquito vs a cat, that is how clear the difference is to me. However they're still technically human and what does it say about me that I'm capable of such things? Not just thinking about it, but going through with it with no hesitation once the decision is made, having no mercy, ignoring whatever cries of pain or even enjoying them until pulled away and restrained (I am speaking of things which have legally expired). I feel like doing it and going to the monster bin would be the best compromise, bc I have 0 interest in suicide, but I don't think regular women deserve to deal with me and I don't want to be living in isolation forever.

No. 1378051

>>1378042
i mean you're definitely talking to the wrong person, but i don't think that's "worse" and I don't think you should "know better". You've observed how they are and what they do and made a call on if they're worthy to exist, and we both know what the answer is. I can't see how that's somehow worse that the xys who go berserk just because they cant stick their dick in us. If they want to act like mindless animals then they can go out like them too, in my opinion.

No. 1378065

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>>1378051
at least mindless animals have a certain innocence to them or a place in the ecosystem. I've never been the type to first experiment on animals to then graduate to humans, to me scrotes have always been below animals, went straight for them. I guess women just have super high standards and expectations for other women, expect us to be civilized, graceful, merciful, patient, let the scrotes end up killing themselves. Meanwhile had I been a scrote I would've been coddled to death instead of having to keep everything to myself bc muh decorum. Thank you for talking to me while I'm being self absorbed kek

No. 1378071

>>1378030
I wish more bi women would admit this but I'm sure theres also a lot of questioning with themselves over time.

No. 1378280

>>1378017
I have zero social media except an anonymous account on reddit. The ones I did have were just faceless and nameless accounts. I do everything in my power to make my existence as little known as possible. I even sneak in my husband's phone while he's asleep to delete pictures of me. I have zero friends. When I tried making them I get shut down. I want to kill myself and have no recollection of my existence on this earth

No. 1378285

a decade or so ago, my ex cheated on me so i heartily scraped the inside of my anus with his toothbrush

No. 1378286

>>1378280
do you have discord nonny

No. 1378288

>>1378042 Nonnie, I'm "hate men so much I wish androids were a thing because U'd rather date an artificial man than a real one" anon from upthread. I have a question–have you ever read the S.C.U.M. Manifesto by Valerie Solanas? It's a brilliant piece of work, and you may be surprised that you are not alone in your rage. As for other women, idk about the rest of us, but I'd rather chill with a man-hating woman than any scrote.

That said, don't do anything stupid. That's letting them win. Don't ruin your life because moids have made the world a better place. Focus on trying to build a life you can be happy living.

>>1378071 It goes back to the comphet thing too though. I think bisexual women get a lot of bullshit (even from other women) for being "indecisive" or whatever, but the reality is I can choose a male partner and suffer inside because he's an asshole but no one gives you shit about the relationship itself, or be with a woman and deal with homophonbia, biphobia, and the fact that I've had far fewer chances to experience romance with women than I have with men, and am thus inexperienced and terrified. Then you have the people pushing us to "just say you're pan because bisexual implies there are only two genders" bullshit coming at you, sometimes from within your own social circle.

>>1378285 Good for you nonnie. Also, ow.

No. 1378321

If I had a bigger online presence I think I would had a cow thread on here because I'm extremely whiney and I like to self victimize. Plus my life is kinda of a mess right now.
A sick part of my actually wish I had a cow thread because I think I need the reality check and a bunch of bitchy anons giving me life advice. I know I wouldn't me able to handle all the negative attention though

No. 1378346

>>1375410
Oh hey I only hopped in this thread after not being on lc a while but just noticed I posted similar to you. I feel pretty much the same. Some things I like about our burger attitude though and some I could criticize about brits but overall I like them a lot. American media feels like it's making fun of and/or talking down to us, they treat us like we are dumb and wouldn't be surprised if that's partly why we are getting dumber

No. 1378352

I don't know how to pet an animal and everytime I attempt to, I feel awkward. It feels like even my cat cringes at my attempts.

No. 1378358

>>1377895
> I cant tell anyone about this
Call a rape hotline, 1-800-656-4673 if in US. They were created exactly for people in your situation.

> he’s a nice man with good things going for him and I genuinely believe he was just being a stupid horny teenager (he was like 14?) it ruined my life but I don’t want to ruin him.

Your family would probably side with him so i wouldn't tell them either, but, what happens to him should not even be last on your "Things I Might One Day Care About" list. I will never understand how women delude themselves into thinking it's bad to ruin a rapists life and get so trapped into being sympathetic to men that they feel bad if something bad happens to for their rapists for raping them.

No. 1378360

>>1377972
>I'm in therapy for it and working on an escape plan, but you're right.
No, I wasn't right. You are clearly trying to get out. Sorry for assuming otherwise and being flip about it. I hope you get free of him.

No. 1378414

>>1378288
ffs learn how to reply properly. you might as well namefag at this point.

No. 1378508

i think lolcow amplified my natural born autism levels by like 200%

No. 1378511

>>1378508
Embrace your true unmasked self nonny

No. 1378515

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No. 1378522

>>1378508
she's too powerful…..

No. 1378566

The posts on the reddit hate thread about that druggie dude trying to get lit in the storm, I found them kind of cute. I know, I KNOW, it's a druggie bi scrote but seeing the fact that he is completely unhinged but this unhingedness is not related to being a misogynist (in the posts, at least) was refreshing. And the fact that he was being clowned. It's just regular mental illness, not at the expense of a woman getting hurt. Just him being a basketcase. It doesn't make me rageful or sad, just funny.

No. 1378597

>>1378508
Funny, it helped me become an almost normie and embracing my true nature: being a fulltime gossip hen and not being a doormat anymore.

No. 1378606

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Weed is illegal where I live and I'm unable to talk to my contact so I'm actually considering doing nutmeg out of sheer desperation because I'm currently going through the worst time in my life kek

No. 1378621

>>1378606
Do not do nutmeg anon it will literally poison you and you will feel like shit. If you need to have a legal high alcohol or even dxm is better.

No. 1378629

>>1378606
>>1378621
It also has to be fresh nutmeg; nit just shaker spice stuff. Benadryl is probably a better choice if you want to do /del/

No. 1378654

>>1378621
>>1378629
Yeah I know it's supposed to be fresh, I read that it's the best capsuled. I could look into prescriptions but it's a hassle, good idea though

No. 1378675

My confession is particularly heinous: I report all posts with emoticons in them (except for the heart of course). Integrate newfags.

No. 1378678

>>1378606
Quite enjoy me a cheeky bit of nutmeg actually xx
Two nuts that I can crush with my alpha female gnashers and a good square of cheese (fats go with meg), lift weights or do some cardio on the comeup so you can feel extra glowy. It may help to crush them in a pestle and mortar first. It can totally be an enjoyable experience. Stay hydrated and make sure you don't have much to do that day.

No. 1378797

>>1378675
Same and there's more of them than ever before as far as I can tell. Did some cow talk publically about lolcow again?

No. 1378850

>>1378606
Kratom maybe? I think I got red kratom once and it works

No. 1378852

>>1378675
Based. Me too. Sometimes I feel bad if it's a really friendly post but I gotta do what I gotta do.

No. 1378939

>>1378606
it’s mushroom season go pick some!!! assuming you live in europe

No. 1378952

>>1378675
Based anon

No. 1378960

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>>1378675
>>1378797
>>1378852
Like minded nonnies, I ♥ you! the heart symbol does make me hesitant when on mobile since it is coloured compared to desktop There has been a increase of newfags that just don´t want to integrate which I hate

No. 1378965

>>1378797

"Lolcow slander needs to be addressed"

No. 1378969

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>>1378675
>>1378797
>>1378852
>>1378960
No!!! I’m not a newfag I just love emoticons. I try not to use them but spoiler them if I do.

No. 1378974

>>1378675
☺️ ☹️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ️‍♀️ ️‍♂️ ‍⚕️ ‍⚕️ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍✈️ ‍✈️ ‍ ‍ ‍⚖️ ‍⚖️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍❤️‍ ‍❤️‍ ‍❤️‍‍ ‍❤️‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍‍‍ ‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍ ‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ‍‍ ✊ ✌️ u ☝️ ✋ ✍️ ⛑ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍⚕️ ‍⚕️ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍✈️ ‍✈️ ‍ ‍ ‍⚖️ ‍⚖️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ✊ ✌ ☝ ✋ ✍ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍⚕️ ‍⚕️ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍✈️ ‍✈️ ‍ ‍ ‍⚖️ ‍⚖️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ✊ ✌ ☝ ✋ ✍ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍⚕️ ‍⚕️ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍✈️ ‍✈️ ‍ ‍ ‍⚖️ ‍⚖️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ✊ ✌ ☝ ✋ ✍ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍⚕️ ‍⚕️ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍✈️ ‍✈️ ‍ ‍ ‍⚖️ ‍⚖️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ✊ ✌ ☝ ✋ ✍ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍⚕️ ‍⚕️ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍ ‍✈️ ‍✈️ ‍ ‍ ‍⚖️ ‍⚖️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ✊ ✌ ☝ ✋ ✍ ☘️ ⭐️ ✨ ⚡️ ☄️ ☀️ ⛅️ ☁️ ⛈ ❄️ ☃️ ⛄️ ☔️ r ☕️ ⚽️ ⚾️ ⛳️ ⛸ ⛷ ️‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ️‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ⛹️‍♀️ ⛹‍♀️ ⛹‍♀️ ⛹‍♀️ ⛹‍♀️ ⛹‍♀️ ⛹️‍♂️ ⛹‍♂️ ⛹‍♂️ ⛹‍♂️ ⛹‍♂️ ⛹‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ️‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ️‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♀️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ‍♂️ ♟ ✈️ ⛵️ ⛴ ⚓️ ⛽️ ⛲️ ⛱ ⛰ ⛺️ a ⛪️ ⛩ ⌚️ ⌨️ ☎️ ⏱ ⏲ ⏰ ⌛️ ⏳ ⚖️ ⚒ ⛏ ⚙️ ⛓ looser ⚔️ ⚰️ ⚱️ ⚗️ ✉️ ✂️ ✒️ ✏️ ❤️ ❣️ ☮️ ✝️ ☪️ ☸️ ✡️ ☯️ ☦️ ⛎ ♈️ ♉️ ♊️ ♋️ ♌️ ♍️ ♎️ ♏️ ♐️ ♑️ ♒️ ♓️ ⚛️ ☢️ ☣️ ️ ️ ✴️ ㊙️ ㊗️ ️ ️ ️ ❌ ⭕️ ⛔️ ♨️ ❗️ ❕ ❓ ❔ ‼️ ⁉️ 〽️ ⚠️ ⚜️ ♻️ ✅ ️ ❇️ ✳️ ❎ Ⓜ️ ♿️ ️ ️ ℹ️ 0️ 1️ 2️ 3️ 4️ 5️ 6️ 7️ 8️ 9️ #️ *️ ⏏️ ▶️ ⏸ ⏯ ⏹ ⏺ ⏭ ⏮ ⏩ ⏪ ⏫ ⏬ ◀️ ➡️ ⬅️ ⬆️ ⬇️ ↗️ ↘️ ↙️ ↖️ ↕️ ↔️ ↪️ ↩️ ⤴️ ⤵️ ➕ ➖ ➗ ✖️ ♾ ™️ ©️ ®️ 〰️ ➰ ➿ ✔️ ☑️ ⚪️ ⚫️ ▪️ ▫️ ◾️ ◽️ ◼️ ◻️ ⬛️ ⬜️ ‍ ♠️ ♣️ ♥️ ♦️ ️ ️ ️‍ ‍☠️(Why?)

No. 1378975

>>1378974
mmmm they look so tiny and organized this pleases my tism

No. 1378977

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Ew no, emojis are hideous.

No. 1378978

>>1378974
Most illegal post on LC

No. 1378982

>>1378675
Me but with unsaged posts on snow. I’m like an autistic hawk, always watching

No. 1378985

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>>1378982
this is me too. I sometimes go on LC on reporting spree if I see shit that breaks the rules
>picrel, me

No. 1378991

>>1378982
Sometimes I feel bad for reporting too much, but then I take glimpse of the cow threads and remind myself that if I don´t do it there is a chance that know else is doing it. Also there was/is a frog tread here on /ot/ with the frog emoji and was basically just a shit post thread and was redundant, hated it with a fiery passion!

No. 1379019

File: 1666136540231.png (1.15 MB, 862x872, 1666114762387.png)

I love emojis they describe how I feel everytime. Sometimes smiles are worth more than words

No. 1379020

>>1379019
I never report emojis just nonnies who are rude to me who just so happen to break the rules.

No. 1379021

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No. 1379024

>>1379021
Cursed

No. 1379029

i fucking love bitches. i love mean women. i am one and they are me. i love female bullies and i believe we will inherit the earth

No. 1379031

>>1378675
>>1378985
lmao me too.

No. 1379032

>>1379029
Reading this after seeing that sub on the reddit hate thread, i hope youre not one of those.

No. 1379040

>>1379032
idk what youre talking about im in nursing school and im talking about the openly bitchy women i work w/ i find it refreshing

No. 1379049

>>1379040
Ew you are literally the worst kind of people that end up treating your patients like shit

No. 1379051

>>1379049
nigga get a life nurses are regular ppl. u sound misogynistic

No. 1379054

It doesn't make any sense since I really love him, but sometimes I'm concerned I'm not fully physically attracted to my boyfriend. He isn't ugly whatsoever and he has amazing features. I'm definitely not not attracted to him, as I've been appalled by a boyfriend before and know very well what it feels like. But I often do find myself holding onto the idea that if he changed certain things about himself and his lifestyle, I'd like him more. I just don't feel fair pressuring him into this if I can't maintain those lifestyle changes myself. I can only demand it of him once I am at that stage. So for now, I don't push him. I also don't know what is going on, but I haven't been very attracted to how he is in the bedroom the past week or so. He performs great, I just want more of the foreplay I like. I keep trying to explain to him what it is I like and he really does his best, but it just doesn't work. I also don't want to be mean to him but I also don't want to inflate his ego … like about his body… I keep telling him: "no, you aren't buff… You're not muscular, sorry… It's just the truth… And your ribs are somewhat misaligned… You should fix it… Like I should fix some of my things…" It's difficult and confusing… Part of it is patience, but the other part..? Gosh I just don't know. More patience, I guess

No. 1379060

>>1379049
Can confirm was a patient in a hospital and 75% nurses were rude with a savior complex.

No. 1379065

my confession is that I daydream about the same made up imaginary man in my head that I've built up and developed since I was a child. He's a sweet man and he's kind, he has his own interests and struggles, and he's attractive to me. Whenever something bad happens to me I daydream about fake me and fake him having conversations about it to cope. Sometimes I feel really embarrassed about it but I learned recently that it's actually a tool they teach you in DBT/CBT. When I was younger I used to be mortified at the thought of someone reading my mind and seeing what I was conjuring up.

Also I go into the Sanic Totem thread and ask Sanic cryptic questions about this imaginary man's existence and if I will ever meet him or someone like him IRL. I feel insane yall

No. 1379068

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>>1379060
>medical workers are mean to me
>service workers are mean to me
>government workers are mean to me
>management at my job is mean to me
savior my complex by sucking my ass bitch its 2022 and no one wants to work with the public (you)

No. 1379070

>>1379065
Awww, I think that's really sweet and adorable anon. You basically have a built in husbando and I can tell he's helped you through a lot of hard times. Have you thought writing stories about him or anything like that?

No. 1379072

>>1379065
Don't feel insane about it, I had something similar until I became a bit healthier and happier which made my daydream world less important since I was already leading a nicer life

No. 1379075

>>1379060
I always cringe whenever I meet or hear about a mentally ill/overcompensating for average intelligence woman and discover she is studying to become a nurse (or psychologist). Saviour complex to the max and/or she fell for the meme that all women no matter what should do something related to STEM, except she isn't actually interested in science enough (or she's simply incapable), so she resorts to what is "close enough" to being a doctor

No. 1379077

>>1379068
I am a service worker and asked for the bare minimum while stuck in the hospital. Toilet paper, my 2 pills for the day, the door closed when they would leave, and my toilet dumped because I had so many wires while stuck in my hospital bed I couldnt do those things on my own. The chords weren't long enough to let me. Most of the nurses were still rude about it all. You can keep sperging but I'm not the only anon to complain about shit nurses when you can't magically heal yourself to not be in a hospital. >>1379075
They know they wouldnt make it through full med school to be a doctor but they want a title close to it or they're just doing it for the money and benefits. Which fair enough but your whole job is now working with people through some of the worst moments of their life or even death. Know what you signed up for.

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>>1379065
I do this too with made up story characters I wrote. Most the times it's romance between two characters. I personally think my self esteem can't imagine myself being loved and happy by a man. Especially an idealized male that's my type.

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No. 1379088

>>1379077
Second ayrt. Exactly, I've encountered too many first gen women especially who are not capable enough to become a doctor, so they resort to becoming a nurse. They don't care about helping people, solely flaunting their achievements and being "that girl". Otherwise they aren't first gen but simply privileged women who have no clue what they're doing and struggle with BPD or whatever so they can imitate the police despite their patients already being sedated, or put up a "good girl" who just wants to help people façade. I'm sure there are plenty of nurses who do genuinely want to be a nurse and do their job well, but I've just seen so many who don't and believe it makes sense with how directionless most people are nowadays in choosing their careers. Also kek at the uber bitchy girlboss mean girl being unable to handle criticism or… Bitchiness. How intimidating.

No. 1379089

>>1379051
nta but how is misogynistic to want to be treated decently if you're on the verge of death

No. 1379090

>>1379077
Idk, when I was 13 my mom was in the hospital when she got an infection in her organ and something went horribly wrong with the mechanisms on her bed and she was in horrible pain from the position. She couldn't move. In the other room her nurse - it wasn't breaktime - was just laughing and talking on the phone. I had to beg her to help my mom - in which she refused and said she was talking to her boyfriend - and then I…the most insecure little dumbass ever…had to go speak to more staff and get them to help my mom. I was so frustrated. So. I have my beef with medical staff.

Still, what is with all the "savior complex" pathologizing? It's an extremely specific diagnosis and to this day in my experiences in the hospital I've mostly run into mild-mannered or distant nurses with the worst one probably being that one really bad one. Is "savior complex" being used like how BPD is pinned on random women in order to police them over mostly irrelevant wrongs?
Like for example just saw >>1379088 bring up BPD after I typed that out. Kek…

No. 1379093

>>1379068
>self-identified misanthrope yet choose to work with people specifically
miserable as hell

No. 1379099

>>1379065
I do this with the fake wife I have in my head. She loves me and is tall and sometimes she has brown or blonde hair. She protects me and we have conversations lol. It will never happen but she is such a comfort to me. I call her flower names. This week I call her dahlia.

No. 1379101

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i love my girlies even though they can't tell the difference between standing up for yourself and others and being labeled as a bitch/mean vs. intentionally neglecting ill patients for the incompetence/fun of it. talk about my education being lesser all you want but i suggest some of you benefit from some community college classes or like. DBT. pell grants yknow? they're up for the taking. so is medicaid so you can get that PHD graduate to tell you that you gotta shower more than once a week.

No. 1379133

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>yet another confession thread turned into venting/unpopular opinions

>I eat my discharge (especially the globs during ovulation) and my earwax.

>I once blackmailed a scrote for $2000 and spent it all on makeup.
>I secretly wish my grandpa would die, once he became really old he turned into a rude autistic cunt.
>I have never washed my sex toys (1000 layers of cum)
>I want to fuck IShowSpeed
>I don't wash my feet
>I sometimes look at teenage boys for too long
>I hold "speeches" in the mirror every day, if I look extra hot and sexy I'll do it for 1 hour+ and sometimes record them (I have speeches/rants even from 2017)
>Sometimes I secretly think I'm one of the hottest people ever
>Before I jill off I sometimes place a large mirror on my bed, wear lingerie and dance around like a tranny thinking about how sexy I look and that every male on this earth wants me
>I once ERPed with a middle aged lady, it was disgusting, I just wanted attention
>I hold my breath when I walk past fatties and Down syndromes
>When someone disagrees with me I feel like they should die

Let's go nonnas speak tf up!!!

No. 1379138

I am making a realistic model of my husbando and i am planning to use it to fuck in VR

No. 1379144

I used to cope and seethe over amouranth because she’s prettier than me but now that everything is coming out I feel really bad for her. If I can stop being a retard hater I think other anons can too.

No. 1379145

>>1379133
My reactions to these vary from thinking you're disgusting to you're wise and amazing

No. 1379146

>>1379133
>I don't wash my feet
>I have never washed my sex toys
Fucking vile…

No. 1379152

>>1379133
Do you happen to run a $3 OF and used to make your identity a stoner?

No. 1379165

i used to be a conservative back in my freshman/sophomore year of college. i found a notebook i used back then and i was wincing at how terrible my takes were. i was also invested in the libertarian side of tumblr. i should have known they were a red flag when 99% of the users were white men from the midwes but i kept thinking "they're so woke"

No. 1379178

>>1379144
Same. I didn't hate her but I did think her life was much better than mine when I'd be sitting at freezing bus stops going to a menial job. But I'm happy I don't have a scrote inflicting himself on me and the wisdom to guard myself from such a curse. Even if I'm not Twitch rich.

No. 1379179

>>1379133
>I don't wash my feet
>I have never washed my sex toys
how many infections do you have

No. 1379182

>>1379179
No infections + never sick + I smell like a goddess.

No. 1379210

>>1379133
Are you cuban?

No. 1379222

>>1379133
Bitch your EARWAX?!?! Your fucking earwax???? Are you ok??? How many giant puss engorged cysts do you have from using unwashed sex toys?

No. 1379231

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>>1379182
This is me too tbh I'm nasty as fuck but I don't really have BO unless I started or something you won't smell me

No. 1379238

>>1379231
My phone won't let me spell sharted

And I'm not deleting and reposting because no matter how fast I do it that one snarky bitch will appear and say "huehuehue why did you post it twice?????"

No. 1379243

>>1379231
Honestly you have to be pretty dirty to smell as a woman unless you have some sort of hormone imbalance. I think men really like to project their own funky ass odor onto everyone else. I think the only bitches I’ve ever smelled have been old or super fat.

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>>I feel guilty when I masterbate
>>I feel bad for talking shit about cows, no i'm not going to stop but I feel bad. Felt myself getting bad about talking about Shayna, maybe I'm getting soft.
>>I'm musty right now but i'm going to take a shower soon.

No. 1379254

>>1378351 …so stop chasing all the shit you just said you hated then? What are your interests and hobbies? This whole "I feel nothing" thing is your brain's reaction to a fucked-up upbringing. Hate men all you want, high five there, but stop leaning in to your mental illness. Stop hyperfocusing on it if you can by finding ways to distract yourself that are meaningful. I'm gonna stfu now because I suck at helping people who are hell-bent on self-destruction woe-is-me shit, even when I understand why. No offense nonnie. I'm just saying give it 5 years and get back to us.
>>1378360 You're sweet. Still, thanks for kicking my ass into gear. Part of me's afraid I can't hack it alone because of the no car/public transit thing. I'm trying to save money but there's always some crisis–his dog is sick, there's a hidden bill with both our names on it and suddenly I need to pull $500 out of my ass or our electricity gets shut off, etc. I've taken over all bill-paying now so that doesn't happen again but it's just one mess after another, y'know? I gotta gtfo.
>>1378597 Same. Like so many things that were once confusing just made sense. Men are trash, the end. It really is that simple. You can date one or fuck one or even love one and still acknowledge this fact. It's cathartic.
>>1378606 As someone who tried this once, I pray you didn't kek
>>1378974 As much as I support the anti-emoticon nonnies, this is hilarious and so satisfying to look at.
>>1379029 the chaotic nature of this post gives me life. idk what's up with this thread but I'm vibin.
>>1379065 You're fine nonnie, we were just talking about how I'd rather fuck a kind, innocent android than my man. TBH I'd rather masturbate to fantasies of a nice mandroid than fuck my man, how fucked up is that? At least you're not thirsting over your imaginary man (unless you are, in which case get it girrrrl).
>>1379078 ending this long-ass post here but when are we starting a "fictional bfs are better than actual men" club lmao

No. 1379258

>>1379099 I love this.
>>1379138 How the fuck have i never thought of this
>>1379243 exactly. Men smell disgusting, they're also obsessed with smelling women but also negging us about it. Again, they are a useless species

No. 1379299

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>>1379254
>>1379258
anon i am BEGGING you, on my knees bleeding and crying, to please use the spacebar. i can't take it anymore.

No. 1379308

>>1379133
>>I hold my breath when I walk past fatties and Down syndromes
I do that too. Working part time in retail with morbidly obese customers and a clingy developmentally delayed guy who smelled like saliva constantly gave me this habit. An obese friend of mine once invited me to her place and the whole apartment smelled like BO, it made me feel nauseous and I had to pretend I was just feeling sick from soemthing else, I went to the emergencies two days later because it made me so sick I had uncontrollable palpitations. I'll conveniently ignore the rest of your post for my own sanity, I doubt you smell any better anyway.

No. 1379310

>>1379308
Forgot to say the guy was a coworker.

No. 1379337

>>1379308
Is there some scientific reason why fat people stink so much? When I was in college I was roommates with 3 girls and two were fat and would straight up stink. I know they would shower regularly and one even do laundry religiously but would still smell like shit and old tuna

No. 1379339

Anytime I meet a scrote who is very “into anime”, specifically slice of life genres, I just automatically assume they’re a pedophile

No. 1379347

>>1379144
Same but I still don’t feel bad for her. She could literally wipe her tears with $100 bills and it wouldn’t matter, she makes an obscene amount of money, like more in 12 months than we would in 10 years. I know, it’s evil of me and sounds unfair but I have a hard time feeling bad tbh

No. 1379348

>>1379347
What kind of moid logic is this? The mental effects of an abusive relationship still effects you regardless of if you're broke or rich. At the end of the day we're all people and money can't fix everything

No. 1379350

>>1379138
ugh i hate that i don't have a bluetooth toy i'm really jealous

No. 1379367

>>1379337
I think it's because showers take more time because they have more skin and they can't reach all their body parts (the friend I talked about once cut her toenails in front of me and she had to be in crazy positions for that, the sight was revolting) they make more efforts to do anything because they have to carey their own fat so they sweat a lot more, they have to wash way more in their folds (not sure how to call it in English), they eat shit that will make them take shits several times a day and they think it's normal so they make bathrooms smell like death and I'm sure that makes their sweat smell awful as well. Someone who eats well and who will practice sports will sweat a lot too but it won't smell as bad. And iirc hormones are affected by fat so that influences their smell as well.

No. 1379389

>>1379348
NTA but someone who's obscenely rich is not really suffering as much as someone who isn't rich. Not feeling bad for a rich woman doesn't mean that you think misogyny or abuse are ok.

No. 1379415

I truly loathe Americanisation yet I have an American boyfriend… I don't know how I can ever explain this to those with similar opinions and feel I can't speak up about this problem anymore, since it'd make me a hypocrite. I never know how to deal with this…

No. 1379416

>>1379337
If I would have to take a guess, it's the shitty food.

No. 1379426

>>1379415
Dating one american person doesn't mean you have to accept everything americans and their culture does, I don't think it's making you a hypocrite

No. 1379497

>>1379222
It doesn't taste good but I feel it's nutritious in some way and I trust my gut feeling on this.

No. 1379527

>>1379415
>Americanisation
You mean, globalization? It's coming regardless of whether you like it or not and it's not just limited to America's influence.

No. 1379528

>>1379527
Some things are literally americanised though

No. 1379533

>>1379054
> He performs great, I just want more of the foreplay I like. I keep trying to explain to him what it is I like and he really does his best, but it just doesn't work. I also don't want to be mean to him but I also don't want to inflate his ego … like about his body… I keep telling him: "no, you aren't buff… You're not muscular, sorry… It's just the truth… And your ribs are somewhat misaligned… You should fix it… Like I should fix some of my things…" It's difficult and confusing… Part of it is patience, but the other part..? Gosh I just don't know. More patience, I guess
Sounds your bf is not good at the sex you like and you aren't actually attracted him, but you are trying to talk yourself into believing that neither of these issues is a problem.

>I've been appalled by a boyfriend before and know very well what it feels like.

It's not attraction vs repulsion. It's attraction, meh, and repulsion. Like, say, Tom Hanks isn't attractive to me, but I'm not repulsed by him either. His looks are just meh. But if Tom Hanks is really amazing in bed, I could probably get over his boring looks. But you don't have that with your bf.

No. 1379535

>>1379527
She’s scared because she’s going to be forced to take a bath and you know how much frenchfags are afraid of taking showers

No. 1379537

I feel an urge to start an infight war because this website is so slow and boring rn

No. 1379543

>>1379535
how the fuck are you stupid enough to confuse showers and baths by yourself? in your own post? btw showers are superior.

No. 1379553

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When I see an animal pic that is too adorable, I mumble autisticly and sometimes loudly to myself about how cute the animal is. If some stranger saw me doing this, they would probably think I was severely mentally ill.

No. 1379558

>>1379537
I'm lurking while at the office pretending to work, post and I shall reply.

No. 1379560

>>1379553
nonna the trick is when people look at you weird for talking to yourself/vocal stimming you stare directly at them with just a slightly "not right" look to you

No. 1379564

>>1379561
It's ok I'm replacing you and you can take my spot after your nap.

No. 1379581

>>1379562
i'm more powerful than you

No. 1379583

Kek nonas sometimes I have been in infights and got emotional over it and told myself that’s it I am not coming back here again. But I do every time. I am too sensitive and not confrontational at all irl

No. 1379628

I say things wrong to sound cute or funny or idk I've just been doing it for a while and people probably think I am retarded ..

No. 1379637

>>1379628
Doesn't matter what they think, anon, they just don't get it. I do it too. It's great fun! But, tbh, I start forgetting how to write certain words in a proper way in my language.

No. 1379664

>>1379054
It's kind of familiar to me, but I realized I didn't really love the guy after all. This
>"no, you aren't buff… You're not muscular, sorry… It's just the truth… And your ribs are somewhat misaligned… You should fix it… Like I should fix some of my things…"
sounds a bit weird though to be honest, why do you have to tell it to him like that? Adding this bit about yourself doesn't make it better. It's like you're intentionally deflating his ego.

No. 1379706

>>1379299 I'd love to, but I just got bitched out in another thread for using the return key to separate long replies. I used the spacebar in everything but the very top of >>1379254 and that was just due to a typo, so I assume you meant you want me to use the return key, not the spacebar. Following this advice would certainly make formatting more pleasant to the eye, but I was just told, after years of lurking and posting here, to go back to reddit or learn to integrate because I used the return key to space out replies to different posts in longer messages, like the one you're referring to.

Can someone please tell me what the fuck the unwritten formatting rules are?

>>1379299 Either I
>>1379299 respond
>>1379299 like this
>>1379299 and annoy you

Or

>>1379299 I respond like this.

>>1379299 And get told to lurk moar.

Or

>>1379299
I respond like this, just like >>1379310 and >>1379350 do, but then I get told (in another thread, Luna's maybe?) "that formatting gives you away and makes you stand out, integrate."

Which is it?! Educate me, nonnas.
I can't tell if I've secretly been doing it wrong forever, or the formatting police are just being especially nitpicky lately. I agree that the formatting I used in this thread is atrocious, but it's the result of suddenly getting roasted for the way I've been formatting my replies with the return key, something I do for better readability and have done for years, but I was recently informed that doing so is a no-no, just like hitting return once and replying under a post number instead of directly next to it is. With both of those options taken away, I formatted it the only way I could: fuck-ugly, unreadable, but "correct" according to the formatting Nazis. Now this way is wrong, too.

No. 1379771

>>1379527
I mean Americanisation: people in my country/city speaking better English than their native language and consuming more American media than native media. People being more concerned with American politics and adopting American concepts than native or European concepts. Sometimes I feel idiotic when I fight for the preservation of our language whilst also speaking exclusively English with my boyfriend since he is monolingual. And I'm not French retards

No. 1379780

>>1379533
I'm not attracted to his style, hairstyle, current body, but I am attracted to core features of his and his potential. His eyes, nose, lips, hair colour, body type, voice… they're all wonderful characteristics. But his style is so terrible and he has some misalignments. I'm capable of overlooking the lack of attraction in some aspects because I believe in his ability to improve. I've seen it happen already and my support/guidance has helped him blossom more. I just have to be patient. Also kek, I love the Tom Hanks example.

>>1379664
It is a bit shallow and unfair, isn't it? I try to keep it to myself. I just can't stand it when he tries to show off his muscles or something… I'd love to compliment his muscles, if he works for and earns them! I can't tell him "yes honey, you're so muscular" I can't bring myself to lie like that! Or if he says his profile looks good, I can't agree… I don't want to lie so I just try to say nothing. I don't want him to settle for how he is now because I personally couldn't. Or I could, but I'd have to change my attitude, and that's what I'm struggling with. I'm trying to be patient because I love his soul and know the physical is fleeting anyway. So I'm really really wanting to overcome this mental obstacle.

No. 1379788

>>1379771
I agree with you but I'm also glad it's not that bad where I'm from and also glad that I don't have to deal with dumb monolinguals in my daily life. If I had an English-speaking SO them not learning my language would be a dealbreaker tbh. I'm not gonna spend the rest of my life speaking English to some retard who cannot even learn a single language for me.

No. 1379798

>>1379706
You should respond like this.
>>1379706 not like this
>>1379706

Neither this way
>that formatting gives you away and makes you stand out, integrate.
The anon that pointed that out is likely a newfag that can't see the pattern with oldfags and newfags. You can check old threads e.g. Luna's old threads as the majority replying correctly aside from the newfags that don´t integrate and assume that their way is the correct way which isn't. With the jannies more frequent along with the summer/ or studentfags mostly gone the oldfags are in the majority again and with that more reported posts and scolding of newfags whom are often then not replying to scrotes and disrepectfull of the rules. Newfags being newfags either integrate or retaliate with a petulant attitude.

No. 1379802

I could never marry someone who wasn't fluent in my native language even though I am fluent in 3, I just don't think I could handle it during arguments and shit. My friend has a korean husband and they communicate in english and because neither of them are 100000% efficient in it, shit seems so painfully confusing at times.

No. 1379809

>>1379780
Anon, it seems like you're in some kind of denial, and you simply can't let him go for some reason… I get it that you like certain things about him, he's your friend, he's dear to you etc., but in overall you don't like him that much. And to the point where you can't even hide it from him, I'm pretty sure he notices these things. It's not really working when you perceive your partner as a project. Did he agree to be a project? I think when you're with someone, it generally implies that you like and accept them as they already are. I don't mean you have to love him unconditionally till the end of life, but it's like you entered the relationship hoping he would turn into this idealistic image you created in your mind. It's not really fair to him, and you're not being completely honest with yourself.

No. 1379813

>>1379802
Yeah, it's so weird when someone marries a person from another country and neither can't speak each other's native language fluently. My friend's mom once asked me for English lessons to practice just so she'd be able to have meaningful conversations with her new American husband kek. And it's not like she's some sort of vapid mail-order bride, she's pretty reasonable, and I wonder how it even happened.

No. 1379822

>>1379813
>>1379802
>>1379788
Original anon, fortunately I was raised with multiple languages so I am fluent in English as well. But I am pushing him to learn my language and we will be raising our children with my native language too. I absolutely won't marry him before he has made progress in this field!

No. 1379831

>>1379809
I can't explain it… I love him, especially when we are together. My life has gained so much more meaning now that I've met him and I can see him being the father of my children due to his amazing spirit and great potential. He has so many fantastic qualities that have nothing to do with appearance and he genuinely isn't ugly! He is a good-looking guy, just not fully my type. So I cannot agree with you that I don't like him, I solely don't like superficial aspects which I don't deem important enough dealbreakers. I don't care about someone's impeccable bone structure if they can't be patient, communicate, make sacrifices for me or put family first. But he does have to make certain changes, otherwise I can't accept him… I'm on a journey of improvement myself and I need my husband to be as well for the sake of my children. Discord here would be the main dealbreaker, although I know he is already trying. I've expressed this to him so much and he always says he wants to improve for me, he is grateful that I push him and he wants to become a man worthy of being my husband. I'm really grateful myself that he is actually appreciative of the advice I give him and I now find him researching and initiating habits on his own! He's actually doing better with diet by now than I am, haha. But I want to accept the less meaningful things I don't like about him, I'm just not sure how yet. I hope this makes sense and isn't contradictory. I also treat myself the same way but I simply can't let go. I know I have so much potential and I can't stand it being wasted. I have dealt so much with depression and illness holding me back that I hate it when I myself don't make the improvements I know I could. I can't lie to myself and I can't lie to others either, at least not someone like my significant other.

No. 1379838

>>1379802
Same. My own mother's native language isn't mine, she refused to teach me hers, and she's very good at my first language but not actually fluent and the number of misunderstandings it caused is insane. I'm talking about shit like her misinterpreting innocent jokes or observations as threats, confusing words all the time and using expressions literally when they have a specific meaning, like her taking me to the dermatologist and telling her I "wouldn't stop touching myself" when she meant I "wouldn't stop picking my skin" because of rashes on my face, which made the dermatologist ignore physical symptoms entirely for well over a decade and she told my mother to take me to a psychologist instead. I've had enough of this shit, never again.

No. 1379857

>>1379822
Your original anon confused me as I just popped in here after talking to my friend with the Korean husband, don't think it was a slight at you because didn't even read it kek.
>>1379838
Jesus christ, yes the annoying stuff I've had to hear from my friend, like she has all these gynecological issues and you can only imagine her trying to explain all that to a korean man in his early 30s, it doesn't really matter if my friend knows her English and some Korean when the dude either doesn't understand or he misunderstands. I know my friend doesn't want kids but I kinda have gotten the vibe the guy doesn't think she's serious about it, but fucking imagine that language hell.

No. 1379860

>>1379857
Sorry about that, I thought your post was inspired by the ones in reply to me, so I just wanted to clarify who it was posting. Sorry again!

No. 1379868

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I know it's weird but you girls are genuinely my friends. I don't have irl female friends for now so i really appreciate being able to chat with you guys. It is heartwarming to imagine all of the different types of women behind the posts that respond to mine. I love chatting with you guys and I'm really grateful for you. Thank you all for being there for me

No. 1379876

>>1379857
>like she has all these gynecological issues and you can only imagine her trying to explain all that to a korean man in his early 30s
That sounds like hell on earth. She must really love him.

No. 1379877

>>1379868
♥ ♥

No. 1379897

>>1379876
See that's the thing, she kinda gave up on school and her job and moved to korea few years ago and got hitched to stay there. The dude is nice enough I guess, but I think she kinda wanted to escape it all and I know they don't have sex that much mostly due to the health stuff but also because my friend thinks of herself as asexual, it's kind of a sad situation. It just seems like they both will never understand each other fully, or as fully as normal straight couples would and the whole thing does worry me everytime she tells me about her life not gonna lie

No. 1379899

>>1379868
that's a pretty picture, where is it from?

No. 1379905

>>1379899
"The children sat in the midst of the flowers." Illustration by Edna Cooke Shoemaker in Heidi by Johanna Spyri. Translated by Helen B. Dole. New York: Grosset & Dunlap, c1927.PZ7.S772 H30 1927

No. 1379914

I was molested by my older brother when we were both minors (I was like 12 and he was a bit older) and I've never told anyone in real life, even if I often felt the need to. But then it would be pretty useless and I don't trust anyone enough to give that information away. I don't even have friends. Nothing would happen anyway and no one will feel sorry for me. I also feel like it shouldn't be making me feel so bad because shit like that is considered a boys will be boys thing and I should get over it.

No. 1379919

>>1379868
I feel the same. I don't think I see girls irl who are as unhinged, opiniated and warm as the ones on this site. A great mix. I feel understood here. I do love you too nonnie.

No. 1379921

>>1379914
That's so wrong what he did to you and I fully understand not wanting to tell anyone but don't think it was okay, your brother is a piece of shit and he deserves eternal suffering for this. You didn't deserve any of that shit, neither do you deserve to feel like no one would care, but again, I do get why you wouldn't wanna tell anyone.

No. 1379922

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I still think about him

No. 1379930

>>1379905
damn that's detailed, thanks anon

No. 1379936

I laugh at trannies on the internet but my friend from school is trooning out. I feel like he is not the perverted kind but has been bullied by other moids and thinks becaming a "girl" will make everything better. He is probably going to 41 % and it makes me kinda sad.

No. 1379940

>>1379936
no normal man would even attempt that, he is fucked in the head and the faster he 41% the better. sorry about it though but they're always fucked.

No. 1379942

When I was a teenager I wanted to move to Russia because I thought the history was interesting and I knew everything was way cheaper. How stupid could I be, I'm glad it always just stayed as a thought and I never went through with it. sorry nonnushka's, I wish you all the best with everything going on right now ♥

No. 1379945

>>1379914
He deserves a horrible death. I'm so sorry you've had to experience that nonnie, but I'm grateful you have a beautiful life rich in opportunities and warm experiences ahead of you

No. 1379946

>>1379936
He most likely jerks off to violent or tranny porn. No tranny is normal, they're all degenerates. Plus males are sick in the head even if they don't troon out.

No. 1379951

>>1379936
Nonna, even if he is the bullied gay boy type trans that doesn't take away the kind of misogyny required to mtf trans in the first place. I'm really sorry for you and your friend, but he's probably too far gone.

No. 1379953

>>1379936
I mean that shows he has pretty sexist ideas at best anon and you're not excluded from those ideas. But you're right, a friend potentially killing himself is rough.

No. 1379981

>>1379070
I absolutely refuse to write a story at least at this point. I've written about "him" in my journal in the context of acknowledging he's imaginary, but not actually turned the daydreams into stories that others could read. No way. Makes me cringe. But I appreciate your input anon.
>>1379072
I get that, too. The times where I've been in relationships, the imaginary boyfriend goes away. My last relationship, though, within a week I was fantasizing about the imaginary boyfriend.. I cut it off afterwards. He's a sign, I guess.
>>1379078
anon, I feel you. It actually took a very long time for me to make "fake me" actually more realistically similar to "real me" in my daydreams. I think you have to come to the conclusion that you are worth love with the man of your dreams. I don't think there's shame in fantasizing about who you want to be, realistically, like different hair, different fashion, body shape, etc. but I hope you're able to develop your self esteem to the point you're comfortable imagining yourself, albeit an idealized one, happy and in love.
>>1379099
That's actually very cute. I wonder what the origin is of the decision to call her flower names. I'm very curious, anon.
>>1379254
hahahah I am thirsting over this imaginary man, but I suppose the imaginary man is an incomplete set of traits and behaviors within whatever I find attractive at the time. So it's like a personified set of preferences, right? I hope I get it anon, I hope you get that mandroid, or at least a different man closer to a mandroid of your dreams.

No. 1379990

>>1378675
You won, Jane. Enjoy the money; I hope it makes you happy. Dear lord, what a sad little life, Jane. You ruined my night completely so you could have the money and I hope now you can spend it on lessons in grace and decorum. Because you have all the grace of a reversing dump truck without any tyres on.

No. 1380033

>>1379868
I love you nona. I feel the exact same way.

No. 1380078

I'm so bad at clocking trannies. Sometimes I want to post a female content creator in that /m/ thread but I'm afraid that it'll turn out to be a male in makeup who has trained his voice a lot. The glasses and lack of mention of being trans in their bios throws me off too. I'd ask in the stupid questions thread but I'm afraid of getting shat on for posting an actual woman and thinking she could be a tranny, or that nonnies or someone who knows me will find my accounts through those people I post.

No. 1380116

>>1379868
I’d be like this website is fucking dead but whenever I see posts like this plus the sweet replies, my bitchy little heart warms. I sperg too much but I love farmers, I do.

No. 1380125

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I want a friend like >>1380116 so badly, to counter my >>1379868 spirit. Bubbly loving girly bff x jaded cool girl bff trope fills my heart and dominates my daydreams of friendship

No. 1380130

>>1379868
I honestly feel the same way. This place has become such a comfort for me, it's actually been great for my wellbeing when I'm feeling low and I laugh every single time I come here. Thanks for being my friend nona!

No. 1380139

>>1380125
Kek that's literally me and my best friend, I'm positive anon and she's negative anon, but that's because I'm negative in here, the only place where I can openly say I want to kill myself without a haha at the end.

No. 1380258

>>1380125
Okay let’s be friends then

No. 1380263

i really really really like the saying "jerk off"… what is wrong with me

No. 1380283

>>1379868
Same. I have no friends irl or online so venting about my problems on LC and hearing anon advice has given me so much realization and awareness about myself than anything ever could. I love how so many women here are so intelligent, wise, and funny but yet so diversed in personalities and experiences.

No. 1380304

I was finally able to really connect the dots onto some emotions that I feel are so rarely ever acknowledged or talked about that I was feeling all throughout my preteen and teenage yrs and still continue to have regarding being uncomfortable of my father. Thank you to the anon who posted this vid in the reddit hate thread it really helped put some puzzle pieces together for me and I know for a lot of anons it will be a real eye opener I cannot recommend that you watch it enough.

It talks about a kind of emotional incest and abuse that daughters go through from fathers (no doubt mother to sons too) and honestly makes the terms "daddy's girl" and "momma's boy" so much more sinister. It basically outlining how scrotes literally do want to be romantically involved with their children.

For my experience, although both my parents are abusive I can really see looking back just how much my father would neglect my mothers emotional needs in favour of spending time with me. I feel like it was even worse simply because my mother would refuse to hangout with my father that he would look to me for attention. I was so young and naive that I never saw anything concerning as I always respected my parents relationship and thought that it was simply a difference in interests and as such I always thought that my father was grateful for me spending time when my mother always refused to go out with him. Only it wasn't that she refused because she wasn't interested or was always trying to make the dates between them only about her like he would always complain to me about, it was that he would never actually asked her to go out for fun or ever actually acknowledge her interest and when they did end up going somewhere whether it was to a restaurant or for shopping he always managed to belittle her and would act irritable with her dampening her mood constantly, she told me about this a couple times whenever they would have a fight growing up, and I know now that this must've made her feel like it wasn't worth trying anymore.

Meanwhile, when it came to me, my father was ready to spend the money on whatever I wanted, if we went to the mall? My father was ready to buy me whatever my heart desired, If I asked for items from online he was more than happy to pull out his credit card it didnt matter if I already had similar items at home, for my mother on the other hand, if she saw a handbag she wanted (wasnt designer btw) my father was always reluctant to buy and was quick to belittle her by reminding her of her other bags she had or if we had gone clothes shopping as a family I would notice that anything I wanted was okay but my mother was the one scrutinised 4 or 5 shirts/pants she wanted.

I always saw my dad as the more invested parent but as I matured both physically and mentally I had begun to feel a distinct disgust for my father and know now that he never actually cared for me as a proper parent should. It was as if he had molested me despite never having touched me as far as I know and I spent all my years as an adolescent and teens feeling that way. I still feel this way tbh.
My mother would constantly say how I seemed to be most like my father in her eyes and I was always made the scapegoat for her emotional stresses amongst other things. I won't ever forgive her for her abuse but I understand now that to her she might've known something was up and that her husband might've been psychologically and probably physically lusting for me as gross as that sounds but that must've felt weird for her realise and so she internalised it as resentment that she must've subconsciously had for me which might explain why she acted and did the things she did. It wasn't like I ever competed for my fathers attention either I enjoyed most when my parents got along and really favoured my mothers attention but it was always like I was stuck in the middle somehow.
I would constantly go through periods of feeling so icky near my father and I would withdraw from him and during those times he would become short and explosive with me. A common and very clear situation for me was, whether it was if I felt that ickyness or not, if my scrote father ever "invited" me to go somewhere with him like a walk around the park or the store and I refused he would become annoyed and angry with me and leave in upset, let me remind you that he always asked me and never my mother to do those types of bonding activities. There are other things he would do and say but Im greatful that despite my young naivety I was always able to pick apart my own feelings and was able to sense others feelings rather well that I had a few ideas that my father was basically trying to manipulate me and make me into becoming some sort of imitation girlfriend or wife for him and when I realised that It was like one of the earliest eye opening moments to his treatment to me and I knew that my feelings of immense discomfort, contempt and disgust for my father was not 'nothing' but a very real problem. I became very concerned for my younger sister and now I try to my best to look out for her but providing and teach her good examples of healthy relationships and good boundaries. Most of all, to never leave her alone with my father.

No. 1380360

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Just scheduled an appointment to get some piercings cause a moid made me sad

No. 1380367

My first crush on a 3d male was when I was below 10 and it was on my aunt's bf at the time who ended up coming out as gay to her, so they broke up, but a few years later he died in a car crash.

No. 1380370

>>1380304
I'm sorry you went through that and though my csa wasn't covert, by my father, or the dynamic was entirely similar, I know what you mean by the icky feeling and you did a good job putting it into words. I grew up afraid of having children one day simply for the fact that a father counterpart has to be involved and I don't know what a healthy father-child relationship looks like, if I would even feel comfortable if I saw it, nor would I want to leave them alone with the dad. Like I said, my dynamic wasn't entirely similar, but it sort of mirrors/mimics it. It was also incestual, he would also buy me things and take me to get icecream, as much as I wanted, would play good cop, things like that. Basically grooming. In your case, groomed you but didn't go all the way. Now this may be cope but maybe the icky feeling was just a natural reaction to noticing your parents having a strained relationship, and anything else is reading too much into it. I don't have experience of course, but i I read details of your dynamic outside this context, I might just think he was an overly doting father. It's not healthy but he might having been overcompensating for whatever reason and not because of nefarious reasons.

No. 1380372

>>1380370
samefag, if* I read

No. 1380373

>>1380258
Okay anon let's do it

No. 1380392

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I'm going to bookmark a thread just in hopes some annoying new fag(s),Vendetta fag(s) get banned and it's a red text ban. It's 3:48am and I'm mad as hell at the dumb shit that's being said.

No. 1380397

>>1380393
TL;DR my grandma is the only boymom in the history of boymoms who did the right thing, went against her sons and she was slandered for it

No. 1380409

I was engaged and living with a guy years ago. I do not miss him or am romantically attracted to him at all. He was pathetic so much so my dad would give him money as he didn't work. He would buy gaming computers a BMW that my dad called him out for and he sold it amongst other electronics. My dad gave him enough to cover utltiles, half the rent and fun money for us. I know that mf saved a lot of it. My dad has supported me financially so I can't be mad really, but my ex is getting married and they've got property etc and he has a low income job idk what she does but whatever. I think she's from a well off family too. Probably the thing I'm most mad about is that he took one of my interests and made it a personality point for him and he kept some of the replicas of shit we got. He doesn't deserve them. He doesn't deserve certain aspects of his personality. He is a sponge and I hope the girl he is marrying is smart and has a separate savings account cause he is a leech

No. 1380411

>>1380409
Crazy scrotes will cry how it's impossible for them to ever date if they're not rich and providing while this shit is happening simultaneously; good that it's over for you nonna, weird the other woman wanted it. Is there any redeeming quality of the guy you think you could point out or you have no idea at this point?

No. 1380421

I am such a stumpy person and I honestly don't mind it but it feels bad knowing most guys don't like it
I'm built like a less fat Lilee Jean, I'm actually not overweight whatsoever but I have large breasts and butt, big thighs and small feet which somehow makes me look like a centaur sometimes, I found wearing wide leg pants instead of skinnies actually helps balance me out so I'm doing that now
I feel like I have to dress super tight and sexy and snatch my waist like a fashion Nova model to not look like a stack of pumpkins

No. 1380423

I was bullied off of Reddit after asking what to do before checking into my Airbnb in New Orleans. I didn’t know it was such a contentious subject since it was 6 years ago but I’m still embarrassed about it to this day. They told me to walk into the Mississippi River and drown myself

No. 1380425

>>1380423
>bullied off Reddit
it was for your own good nonnie

No. 1380437

>>1380411
Scrotes gold dig infinitely more than women. How many men have been killed for dowry? All of their problems are not only self inflicted but they affect women worse.

No. 1380457

Only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I know I'll fail and the last thing I need in my pos life is dealing with a failed suicide attempt

Also I'm worried who'll take care of my cats after I'm gone but I can't exactly start asking people 'hey totally hypothetically if I died would you take my cats in' because that would just make them suspicious

No. 1380468

>>1380423
I demand you do like the rest of us and use your account to troll around until you get permabanned for transphobia.

No. 1380477

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>>1380457
Your cats need you nonna and you deserve to live

No. 1380748

>>1379780
>but I am attracted to core features of his and his potential
Being attracted to a man's potential is stupid as fuck. And being with him because you think you would like the man he maybe might be one day is just insane.

No. 1380759

>>1379914
I'm very sorry that happened to you.

>I also feel like it shouldn't be making me feel so bad because shit like that is considered a boys will be boys

It's not. It was a horrible thing he did to you. I'm sorry you are not going to see justice done.

>even if I often felt the need to.

I suggest contacting a rape crisis hotline in your area. They can really help. Honestly, just one conversation with someone who is sympathetic can help.

No. 1380872

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Sometimes I put a little ranch on tacos

No. 1380884

>>1380748
I feel like it wouldn't be fair to break up with him over that, since I'm similar to him: I am not meeting my full potential yet. Once I am in the place I want to be I could better judge…

No. 1380887

>>1380872
I put pickles in mine. I'm so glad you exist.

No. 1380890

>>1380887
That sounds so good, I have no idea how I haven't thought of that

No. 1380891

>>1380890
Please do try it and report back whenever you make some. I use sliced pickles.

No. 1380901

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>>1380477
thank you nona, my kitties are honestly the main reason im not actively self-destructive

No. 1381074

>>1380901
God my kitties deserve the whole world. Every time I see them I feel the happy chemicals released

No. 1381123

I pursued a girl because she looked like my ex girlfriend. You may laugh.

No. 1381140

I don't trust single men who own a cat, especially if they're over 30. Fuck outta here

No. 1381148

>>1381140
why trust any scrote?

No. 1381177

>>1381148
this is the way to go

No. 1381184

>>1381140
As you shouldn’t. My 30-something scrote ex used his cat as a pawn to attract girls but treated the cat like shit. I wish I stole that damn cat

No. 1381190

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>>1381184
It's never too late to steal a cat.

No. 1381191

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>>1381123
Alright Billy

No. 1381195

>>1381191
The way he smizes coupled with the facetune makes me lose my mind

No. 1381203

>>1380423
What, why was your question a big deal?

No. 1381206

>>1380423
You were trolled. They’re tired of tourism and airbnbs have ruined Nola.

No. 1381251

>>1381184
single dads with full custody do the same with kids

No. 1381394

I talk about lolcow with my siblings.

No. 1381401

>>1381394
my sister listens to my ramblings about lc sometimes. she doesn't come here but knows it as a terf site kek

No. 1381408

>>1381401
Nta but I used to do this, realized I needed to stop because of how retarded it makes me look, like how worked up I get over shit that happens here. Occasionally I will tell her a meme or something I saw here but just say I saw it on "a forum" even though I don't use other forums.

No. 1381417

i once spied my dad while he was taking a bath and it haunts me to this day, thankfully i only saw his bare ass

No. 1381433

I like it when I hear my mom talking to our cat in a baby voice, idk why it's just cute and makes me smile

No. 1381439

>>1381433
this confession is really sweet, anon

No. 1381450

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I think TIMs are disgusting (goes without saying) but I'm extremely attracted to most TIFs, even the balding hairy ones. It sucks that so many of them are dicksexual/straight or impossible to talk to irl. I don't know what it is about them but I feel so drawn to them, especially the "gay" ones for anyone curious i'm same sex leaning bi

No. 1381453

>>1381450
I’m straight, but I think that the tifs that manage to somewhat pass always look better than any man can because they have pretty feminine features which most men don’t naturally have and can’t emulate, also the idea that there’s no male brain is weirdly reassuring. They’re still insane though and need to get help.

No. 1381468

>>1381450
i'm bi and i agree with you. i've always really liked masculine-looking women but i don't think i would be able to put up with the level of delusion most TIFs are caught up in. i'd inevitably slip up and so it feels sort of unethical and disingenuous for me to try to date one.

No. 1381473

>>1381468
Back in the day when I dated one (this was before I discovered LC) I always felt there was something off, like I'm playing some kind of game of pretend. So yes you are completely right that it feels disingenuous to date one because it's like you're enabling their delusion. I didn't feel completely committed either because of that and we ended up breaking up. Better to just stay away. They all have some kind of mental illness too which isn't really good to deal with on a partner.

No. 1381542

>>1381468
I'm a butch cusper and they tend to just talk like normal women to me and accept being talked to in a normal manner, but I mean the lesbian ones then. A lot of them want to be seen as men on the street and especially towards scrotes, but understand that in relationships they relate still like a lesbian and don't mind being seen as a butch woman. Including with friends and butch acquaintences. Doesn't work like this for straight ones ofc and the older traditional TiFs.

No. 1381586

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I hate social media and pronouns in bio because I love to keep my sex hidden on the internet. I larped for years as a man and then as a maybe a man/maybe a woman because men can't stop themselves from harassing women online. People knowing that I'm a woman only makes sense to me when I'm speaking about feminism with other women. I love to be anonymous. People think that I'm a 14 boy when I play online and I don't care.

IRL I have no problems being a woman. I just hate men. They are the problem.

No. 1381593

>>1381586
I used to post on fitness/bodybuilding forums and they thought I was a teenage boy with really great progress and they were really supportive (heavily cropped pics). Some scrotes were even jealous of my insertions or bone structure. Most online female fitness spaces were all about booty building or getting as skinny as possible, so I was never really interested in those. It honestly was a massive ego and self esteem boost, that scrotes acknowledged my superiority, that of a "roastie", without them knowing it. Meanwhile according to female fitness standards I would've been fugly and not "aesthetic".

No. 1381600

>>1381593
lmao I can't decide if this is awesome or psycho. maybe it's both. keeping up a lie while posting pictures of yourself seems extra crazy but it's so funny they didn't know

No. 1381604

>>1381600
Most are retarded and think women can only get feminine and dainty muscles, whatever that means. Meanwhile many of them would do retarded bodybuilder splits meant for roiders for over a year, have the typical "I totally eat lots!" skinny guy diet and then wonder why they still look "DYEL". I think even if they could tell from the heavily cropped pics, they wouldn't have wanted it to be true for their own sanity.

No. 1381606

>>1381593
>>1381604
>I think even if they could tell from the heavily cropped pics, they wouldn't have wanted it to be true for their own sanity.
My sides are in orbit. You are a queen. Sometimes when I post my art online to get advice, I hold the painting with my hands to get the right light. I got comments that I have pretty but manly hands. My fingers are a little bit longer and veiny than most women but still very dainty. Men are weird.

No. 1381610

>>1381604
Also, please, I'm bedding you nona. What should I read if I want to work out as a woman? I started working out one year ago but I have no idea if I'm doing anything right. It's killing me.

No. 1381620

My mother fucked me up real good and I don't know how to unfuck my brains. My father worked abroad so when he was away she used to come into my room at night and tell me that I'm perfect, that I would make a little perfect husband for her (I'm a woman but I was always tomboyish). She wouldn't sexually abuse me but she would press herself tightly against me, wrap her arms around me and wouldn't let me go and then whispered weird shit into my ears. Even as a kid it would make my skin crawl so I started locking my bedroom door but then she got rid of the key and would raise hell and I would not be able to sleep anyway. I'm a dyke but it's hard for me to be intimate with another woman, I constantly get flashbacks of those times my mom would touch me and I can't get rid of the disgusting feeling associated with being touched. There are other things she did like wore my clothes, especially underwear when we were closer in size and I wonder if that's partially the reason why I always wanted to be a man and almost transitioned to being one.

No. 1381633

>>1381610
There's not much particularly special when working out as a woman, I didn't get my info from one book, but from trial, error and reading lots of studies and articles. I started out with Candito Linear, but the first few months I didn't eat enough either. We gain muscle at the same rate as scrotes, but it's percentage based on the amount of muscle you're starting out with, so in the end it's less, but technically the same rate. We also don't have their natural roid levels, so we really have to make sure to eat enough and not do the "leanbulk" bullshit. You have to dare to gain a little weight and fat, because you're not going to have it as easy as a scrote and there's very minimal room for error if you try to do a "leanbulk", which you don't have the knowledge and experience for in the beginning.
Make sure to get enough protein, 0.8-1 gram per lbs, make sure to get enough fats to keep your hormone production up. We might not have natural roid levels, but we do have more estrogen which is naturally anti inflammatory iirc and helps with recovery. You'll do better with higher rep ranges than scrotes, with that I don't mean the retarded +30 amount in one set, but you'll notice that your 3-5 rep max will be technically stronger than your 1 rep max when you calculate it. So make use of that and don't do something retarded like the Bulgarian Method, but also don't go into the other direction and do something memey like Smolov. The stronger you get, the bigger your potential you will be, because you will be able to lift higher weights for more reps.
Which is why I'm a fan of concurrent periodization. Nothing wrong with sticking to linear periodization and programs during your noob gains phase. In the beginning KISS (keep it simple stupid) is a good thing to live by. However when things slow down, I think it's better to transition to concurrent periodization for several reasons.
>1 it prevents boredom
>2 you get to work on imbalances and make sure nothing lags behind like your explosiveness or ROM, while also still working on strength and size
>3 this leads to fewer injuries, yes you would get stronger faster if you focused solely on strength, you would get bigger faster (in the beginning) if you focused solely on size, but the true gains killer is an injury which keeps you out of the gym or having to spend months fixing your technique because you learned bad habits
>4 it makes it easier to plan around things like your period, you can do some lighter work on those days without actually having to deviate from your plans
I will again emphasize injury prevention. Take care of your tendons, do mini homeworkouts with bands, like 30 light pulldowns and facepulls a day, because your muscles will grow a lot faster than your tendons adapt.
If you're pretty sedentary, work on your General Physical Preparedness, which you can do by snow shoveling, working in the yard, bodyweight or gymnastics exercises, jogging, swimming, pushing and pulling sleds, rowing, cycling etc. This will increase your work capacity. The ability to do work at a given intensity over a period time is a baseline attribute of most power, strength, and fitness enthusiasts. The developed work capacity will allow an "athlete" to train at a higher relative training intensity (% of max) without residual fatigue, ultimately allowing training volume to be systematically increased during GPP phases. Additionally, an increased work capacity will allow an "athlete" to train more frequently, which is very beneficial for increasing volume, muscle mass, and skill development. The greater prepared an "athlete" is for the increased demand of training volume, intensity, and stress, the better they will be at recovery. While there is no substitution for rest, hydration, and proper nutrition, having a greater baseline of fitness can allow for greater resilience to fatigue and/or the ability to buffer byproducts of intense exercise. I don't believe in doing that in a "separate phase", which is why I enjoy concurrent periodization so much. Injury prevention is always important, more important than getting those extra 2kg on your max before the next meetup. No point to it if you snap your shit!
Oh and lastly, don't fall for the Starting Strength or GOMAD meme.

No. 1381636

>>1381633
Thanks a lot nonna.

No. 1381658

>>1381620
That’s emotional incest, anon. I’m so sorry.

No. 1381708

>>1381633
I wish I really understood everything you’re saying here. I’m so incredibly uneducated about fitness, I wish I had a based gym stacy to hold my hand.

No. 1381714

>>1381620
I kinda know how you feel, anon. I'm a butch lesbian who had an emotionally incestuous mother and it did a real number on me. I've been fighting the urge to troon out for years now, and I think a lot of that comes from wanting to be someone else - not the girl my mother used as an emotional crutch because she had terrible taste in men. At the same time though, my mother could turn off her love like a switch if I did something she perceived as wrong or I exercised some independence. I've had this problem of practically falling in love with any older woman who shows me kindness. Some of those relationships turned sexual, but I've managed to get past that part now. I'm just stuck at being over eager to please older women and earn their respect/friendship. I wish I had something to offer as advice, but I don't. There is a thread in /g/ though for women like us. I just hope you can feel better soon and start to recover. Best wishes, nona.

No. 1381721

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When I was around 15 I was mutuals with this 20 something year old person on tumblr. We never interacted though.
One time I made a post about wanting to play this certain video game but I didn't have the money and the mutual messaged me telling me that they have completed the game and didn't plan on replaying it so they wanted to give it to me as a gift. I was mega uncomfortable but also for some dumb reason didn't want to appear rude?
So I was like "I really appreciate it but I can't afford the shipping" (we lived on two different continents) which wasn't even a lie I had no money lol.
And they where like "I want to give it to you I pay for the shipping no worries" ​​
I said "I don't own a PS3 though so I can't play it"(again, not a lie).
And then they where like "I can send you my PS3 too" which is just wtf?
Then I just straight up told them that "I appreciate your generousity but I can't accept it besides I don't know how to explain it to my parents."
They stopped messaging me after that and while we did stay mutuals for a couple of years that was the only conversation we had.
That conversation has just been bothering me lately. At the time I just thought they where socially awkward and tried to be friendly. But now I suddenly realize they could've been a pedophile? Tbh I can't even recall whenever or not I had my age listed on my blog at that time, so it could be that they genuinely thought I was an adult. And in their defense they did stop messaging me when I mentioned my parents.
But then again, they where mutuals with lots of teenagers and where even bff with a 14 year old boy… but nothing about their blog had any red flags for a pedophile they seemed quite normal and didn't reblog content that your average tumblr groomer reblogs (aside from occasionally bitching about people who who are critical of adult-child friendships).
It doesn't matter anyway. Nothing happened and I'm proud of teen-me for shutting down the conversation quickly but I feel foolish for continuing following them for several years.
But I also feel slightly guilty for accusing some rando of being a pedophile when my only evidence is my gut feeling

No. 1381722

>>1381633
Nonnie, I love you, marry me.

No. 1381758

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I really do not understand the worship of single mothers. I appreciate and admire the hard-working ones or the ones who got genuinely fucked over by neglectful and absent moids/in abusive relationships etc etc. That applied to my mother, and although I don't get on with her I still respect that she raised me and my siblings after my evil scrote dad fucked off.
But the vast majority of the ones I know in my area aren't like that, they just seem to be women who are never on any form birth control (it's literally all free in this country and so is terminating a pregnancy) and through a revolving door of degenerate males. It makes it worse that my country rewards having children and you can essentially just keep on having kids forever and be pretty well off, but if you work hard and are childless then you are dirt fucking poor. Idk, this is like my least feminist belief I guess in that I really don't like women like this. I feel like they purposely don't address the fact that sometimes there is a wrong time to have a child and that's okay to admit and wait until you are ready?

I know one specifically who has 3 kids all from different fathers and none are involved, the latest one is a crack dealer who cheated on her multiple times and then got her pregnant and (obviously) disappeared and hasn't seen the child at all and has now got another woman pregnant. Naturally I think this scrote should be yeeted off the face of the earth straight into hell but I just question why women like this still keep the baby, I'm sorry. It's their choice, I know, but I just don't fucking get it. The only reason I see is that "well there is never a wrong time to have a baby" okay but you haven't worked a day in your life, you spend all your child benefits on acrylics, highlights and XL Bully puppies and you don't have any sort of independence or personality beyond what's just an extension of your kids. They also constantly complain on social media about how hard it is and how much they are struggling and sacrificing but still continue to have children…why? Am I missing something here? Or are they just retarded? Yes it is hard being a mother and hard to raise kids but that's generally why you actually fucking think about it and assess your situation before you have one - sometimes shit happens sure but you'd think after the first time they'd be like "I'll work on myself and just wait before bringing more babies into poverty or a life on benefits" but they don't and everyone just seems to enable it or act like they are superheroes.

I thought the benefits mammies thing was an exaggeration by the media but I grew up dirt poor and saw how many of them were popping out children before they had even got their first part time job. Idk, it's wild, maybe it's a harsh confession but it is what it is and I do not understand the mentality.

No. 1381780

>>1381758
A fellow Britfag, huh? I grew up dirt poor and and the neighbourhoods I lived in were full of women like this and their borderline feral children. Anything that wasn't nailed down was stolen and the kids just kept on coming. Half the girls I went to school with had popped out at least on kid before 25 and very few of them had present fathers. I once got slapped by a friend of a friend who was complaining about her four children misbehaving (and this was a 23 y/o woman) when I drunkenly asked her if she ever considered shutting her legs, kek.

No. 1381785

>>1381758
It's because they never learn to break out of the cycle. No matter how much bs happens to them, they keep rationalizing their decisions because nothing has killed them yet. To them nothing is ever as bad as it seems because they're broken. They think somebody else will fix them because they believe they're incapable of changing their own situation. It really stems from trauma, abuse of any kind, low self esteem, non existent self worth, and usually come from a dysfunctional home where this is normal for them. Men take advantage of these kind of women the most too and they try to trap them into a life of misery asap then dip like clockwork. You could tell them to close their legs or to abort their babies, but these children are the only thing they can unconditionally love because nobody else will ever reciprocate it as selfish as that is.

No. 1381798

>>1381721
>but I feel foolish for continuing following them for several years.
Why? You can't blame yourself for not having the life experience you do now, when you were a teenager.

>But I also feel slightly guilty for accusing some rando of being a pedophile when my only evidence is my gut feeling

You didn't though. if you had told them "fuck off pedo" that would be one thing, but you were polite.

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>>1381708
I'll give some more definitions, since I can't help you irl
>Candito Linear
Novice lifting program you can find for free online. There's a version for whatever your goals might be in the document. Pretty well rounded, no retarded minimalism, should last you until your noob gains run out.
>Noob gains
The first year of lifting you will gain the most muscle, if you do things right, everything afterwards is a bit of a grind and will take more effort and planning.
>Leanbulk or body recomposition
In contrast with bulking and cutting, where you have a clear period where you're gaining muscle (and some fat) and a clear period where you're losing fat. Usually during a bulk you go for ~10-20% more than your TDEE. With a leanbulk or body recomposition, you eat around your TDEE. Problem with that is that we're shit at measuring, labels aren't always correct and you could end up eating at a deficit for months without you knowing and thus not having any progress. Really something only for experienced people.
>Linear periodization or progress
the gradual progression model that slowly increases volume and intensity over-time throughout a mesocycle. You would accomplish this by increasing your load, volume, or intensity variables every week (or 1-4 weeks), allowing your body to adapt in a THEORETICALLY safe and consistent manner. You basically only focus on one thing at a time or at least prioritize one thing over the other. I feel like you run the risk of forcing things and ending up with injuries if you stick with linear periodization beyond the noob gains phase, but it's great for the beginning.
>Concurrent periodization
concurrent periodization is run within the confines of a microcycle, or one week block of time. This means that during the course of the next seven days, you will be performing some kind of specific volume (high repetition) training work aimed at improving hypertrophy (muscle building) and lower rep work aimed at increasing big lift strength. So a full body hypertophy day and a fullbody strength day. There are programs like the Cube method which also have an explosive day, which is basically lifting as fast as possible. Not in the crossfit way, but only for a couple reps, focusing on form and you usually don't go too heavy.
>>1381722
see pic

No. 1381849

i have frequent dreams of cheating on my bf with his friend. two things: 1) i have no real desire to cheat, especially with another moid. 2) ive never met this friend and never will bc he lives in another country. he's okay – typical nerdy guy, he has a nice enough personality. we're both pretty big autists so i doubt it'd even come to a situation where something like that would happen lmao. just a weird thing to have recurring dreams about, honestly. i don't even feel guilty about it.

No. 1381881

>>1381849
don't take dreams so literally, could be brain noise or mean you have a hidden kind of wish like if he's from abroad, maybe to travel or try something new?

No. 1381895

TLC is without a doubt my favorite TV channel. They only make retarded shows and I love them all.

No. 1381911

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I think I'm more in love with my husbando than my actual boyfriend.

No. 1381915

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When I was an edgy depressed teen I went through a period of obsession with the movie Taxi Driver. This was at the height of my bullying at school and problems in my home life. I wanted to pull a Travis Bickle, hell, I wanted to be Travis Bickle. It was stupid, edgy escapism where I made myself a powerful and feared man instead of weak and trod on young woman. Eventually I grew up and learned to let go of most of the anger I was holding on to and it's been well over a decade since I had any of those thoughts. Just lately though, I find myself coming back to this fantasy; except now I know who I'd kill - my nonce of a grandfather. He raped my mother and her sister and he fucking got away with it. Not enough evidence to prosecute him for a historical crime the pigs told us. His wife left him over it and for a while I was happy he'd die alone, but it's not enough. I want him to pay with his life and I want it to be violent enough to make a statement to all the other nonces out there. My mother is an emotionally abusive basket case but I can't blame her entirely for all the hurt she's caused. What chance did she have at turning out normal with that sick fuck raping and beating her? There's a whole manifesto in my head just begging to be typed up about the ripple effect of such abuse and why the only suitable punishment for it is death. I always thought if I did this it'd be a murder-suicide, but no, I want my message to be heard. I want to preach manhate from prison, I want other women to know what can be achieved. I type this up like I'm Ebony Dark'ness Dementia Raven Way, but the truth is I'm too pathetic and emotionally weak to ever go through with it. Damned if I don't like fantasising about it though.

No. 1381918

>>1381915
Anon I'm not trying to be rude but if you really have these types of thoughts often I think you should see your doctor. I understand your pain but you don't seem to be dealing with it that well. You don't have to go to a psychologist or doctor, maybe a friend you really trust or maybe an online friend. I'm sorry for what happened, I hope you feel okay in the future ♥

No. 1381922

I despise my best friend's fiancee because no matter how many good things she tells me about him (we now live in different states) every time I've met him, he's deliberately started arguments with me, put her down in front of me, and blown up at both of us for no reason. She tells him jokingly that he needs my approval to marry her and has told me in the past after multiple terrible relationships that she trusts me to tell her when I have a bad feeling about a guy, which just makes it more irritating that we're here now. I told her not to date him in the first place and expressed concern about the speed of the relationship multiple times. So as much as I worry about her marrying this guy given the fact that he can't even behave the few times we've met, I really don't think there's anything I can say that would have an effect beyond damaging our relationship.

No. 1381923

>>1381714
What's the thread? I need this.

No. 1381935

>>1381922
I have a friend with a husband exactly like this. It really sucks to witness but there’s genuinely nothing you can do expect buckle and wait because otherwise you’ll likely lose the entire friendship.

No. 1381952

>>1381918
Thank you for your kindness, anon. I don't deserve it but I'm genuinely very touched. Truth be told, I am off my anti-psychotics that I take for schizophrenia. They turn me into a zombie, I can barely stay awake on them. I don't talk to therapists anymore after bad experiences with them and generally just not trusting them. I know talking about things is usually the best cure, but it's hard to say "hey, I'm fantasising about violently killing my grandfather and posting a manifesto of incoherent ramblings online before I do it". Maybe if I start out small by talking about this anger in me I can build my way up to it, idk. I know I sound full blown crazy but I don't like being this way. I feel like this anger and feelings of injustice is a hideous black poison rotting away at my insides and slowly killing me; I'm in physical pain over it. I just don't want to end up in a psych ward or back to being heavily medicated. Ok I'm rambling now, but thank you for kind response. It means a lot. ♥

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>>1381915
No clue how to deal with this, since I'm kinda in the same mental state. It's so fucked up how society and the system protects nonces. Just wish they actually feared us the way we have to fear scrotes. Even if you'd type up a whole manifesto and preach manhate from prison, there's not going to be a revolution, even though the thought is very nice. You'd even risk that people think your manifesto is a joke, like the last one is often assumed to be, even though she did go through with it. You're not pathetic and emotionally weak. Not being able to go through with it means you're emotionally strong, really. Desensitization, apathy and lack of affective empathy (i.e. wouldn't react/feel with seeing fear and anguish) isn't strength, but a literal lack, weakness of something. You're just a good person who wants bad things to happen to bad scrotes.

No. 1381966

>>1381935
Right… I don't want to lose the friendship because she's genuinely like a sister to me, and I don't want her alone in another state with no support if things really go south. Thanks for empathizing.

No. 1381974

>>1381966
Samefagging but I'm so tired of listening to her try to hype him up to me all the time, because I think she knows on some level that I don't really like him. But I'm not stupid, it's hard to have a good opinion of somebody no matter how many good things I hear when he consistently does things to outright sour me on him every single time we meet.

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>>1381958
Yes, it's very disheartening to know that I'd be treated either as a joke or as some crazy bitch who murdered a poor old man who was never taken to court for his crimes so automatically he would be assumed to be innocent. I never thought about not going through with it as a strength before, if I was a scrote I probably would have done something about it by now since they all seem to be so desensitised and/or drawn to violence. Frustrating thing is that if you reverse the sexes of this whole scenario and I was a scrote who killed an abusive woman I'd be hailed as a hero on shitholes like 4chan. I'd be misunderstood; a brave son who fought for the justice that his father deserved! It makes my blood boil, but maybe it's for the best that I keep my morals and not give in to such horrible temptations. Maybe that's enough to be a good person. I truly feel for you, being in this mental state is hellish. No one even reacts to paedophilia and rape cases anymore! "oh, another man raped and abused a woman, must be a day ending in y" I hate it so much; how did humanity end up like this? I hope that we can both overcome this, nona. We deserve it. ♥

No. 1382033

I think true love is a croc of shit. I don't believe you can grow old together and still have the same appreciation and love for each other as you once did. Maybe it's because I've never seen it outside of movies and tv.

No. 1382047

>>1382033
I think it exists it’s just that people aren’t willing to admit that love takes a lot of work and does not just happen out of thin air. People don’t spend their lives together by pure luck.

No. 1382050

>>1382047
100 percent this. Most people don't want to put in effort, most people are entitled and only want the pleasant feelings of love.

No. 1382053

I'm in my thirties, been single for a few years after my last relationship turned out to be an abusive shitshow. He moved on fast.. I felt like I needed a long break so as not to drag that damage into any new relationship. I concentrated on things like getting a home and doing it up solo. Was cool for a couple years. But now its been 4 years and I'm still stuck in this limbo not actively dating. The desire to date again kicked in a while ago but I'm just frozen.

And thing is.. I feel like a teen. I'm crushing on guys like I never did before. I'm having sex dreams which again I never really had before. My drive is through the roof. I don't know if this is a thirties thing or a 'single for too long' thing. I spent my entire twenties struggling with having a low drive and men treating me like I'm a bitch for not matching their drive. It opened my eyes to how nasty men get. I didn't have dead bedrooms or anything all that extreme but it was shitty and felt like the main thing that led to the demise of those relationships. Sex became this duty instead of being fun. It only snowballed when they got nasty about it. Even led to the last guy getting legit abusive. It was always shortly after me saying no to some out there kink request. Hes in an open relationship now where he sleeps with trannies and she's ok with that. I guess nothing was ever going to please him outside of that. Cool that I'm all hot blooded now but like.. the damage has been done. Now I'm horny all the time but afraid to go near anyone.

No. 1382135

whenever a moid gets uncomfortably close to me i burp or fart so they feel disgusted and leave me alone

No. 1382147

>>1382033
i think it's possible to truly love someone, i don't think anyone has one true love

No. 1382169

>>1382147
Also this. Soulmates aren’t born to be together they’re made. Has to be a balancing act of both natural compatibility as well as learning to work together in the areas that don’t naturally fit. It’s hard to find someone who ticks all of those boxes for you though.

No. 1382173

>>1382135
I don't shave and so whenever a moid sits next to me in public, I roll my pants up to expose my incredibly hairy legs and it wards them away like a charm. I'm not pulling my earbuds out for absolutely any man. If he has a question he can first repent for his sins and ask God for answers.

No. 1382174

>>1382033

I think it's real and I would personally say I have experienced it a couple of times. It just gets difficult to maintain for a long period of time, which is where the hard work comes in. I think there has to be a balance of genuine infatuation + similarly aligned needs and life goals. Plus commitment and communication

No. 1382199

>>1381633
Nta, but great writeup! If you're still here, do you know of exercises that strengthen the back? My friend and I are going to go to the gym together and we want to gain muscle, but my friend has bad back pain from really large breasts. She's very thin but doesn't work out, so we're going to slowly do some bodyweight and light dumbbell/kettlebell exercises before she feels ready for the barbell.

No. 1382201

>>1382033
I feel like I'm surrounded by old couples who have been through thick and thin with each other and who are solid. Then younger couples around me.. they commit but then one blip and the guy just fucks off, cheats, knocks you up and leaves when the baby is like a year old.

I think lasting love is going to become an increasingly rare thing in the future.

No. 1382229

My former therapist’s wife left him for another man, and I’ve lost some respect for him. And this new guy looks a lot like him, so that automatically makes me think that the therapist is either A. an asshole or B. bad in bed (since it’s not an issue of physical attraction). I’m making a lot of assumptions here, but I used to idolize him and thought his life was perfect. Now I can’t help but think of him as pathetic (maybe with a small dick, too).

No. 1382244

>>1382173
Holy based.

No. 1382252

>>1381833
NTA but thank you for this nona! I'm getting back into working out but I only get to go to the gym on weekends. I used to do bodyweight workouts on weekdays but now I just do stretching. I want to do something on weekdays, even if it's just simple bodyweight exercises… I'm gonna follow this program, even if I can only do two of the four days.

I struggle to find the motivation to work out that isn't solely body image based, but I really want to work out for my health and general strength.

No. 1382289

>>1381758
i think they really are just retarded. i went to a shitty public school and everyone who had a kid during or right after high school was barely literate, like actually caveman-tier

No. 1382317

>>1382173
hahaha i use the same strategy as i am also extremely hairy, hairier than most men around me. i was in a waiting room trying to get my driver's license renewed and i saw a guy approaching the chair next to me so i casually rolled my pant leg up by pretending to scratch an itch. dude quickly picked another chair like he'd seen a ghost. glad to hear of someone else fighting the good fight (though i have to wonder how many people just assume i'm a troon because of it lol)

No. 1382396

>>1381923
we got >>>/g/230474 detrans/dysphoria thread
and >>>/g/273185 butch gen

No. 1382399

>>1382135
Intimidating stacy energy

No. 1382655

I have a habit of facetuning personal photos on my phone to see how I would look if all the parts of my face were fixed. The way I edit them is very subtle to the point where if someone who knows me sees it they wouldn't really be able to tell anything was shooped. The issue is I will delete the originals sometimes and I will literally go back to my recently deleted to find something else and I'll see the original photo and I'll GASP. Because I genuinely forget the shooped one isn't real and I'll think I look like an ogre in the original.

No. 1382732

I knew my ex was getting married this year but I didn't realise it already happened lol. I had a creep and I felt nothing seeing him in a suit. In fact I have more critiques cause I know this dude. The photos he shared are blurry out of focus and the bride hardly features. Who are these photos for? For me to creep on? I given your day a 2/10 cause she brought her horse and THAT is what I'm envious of she has a horse

No. 1382739

>>1382317
This is amazing

No. 1382741

>>1382399
Hirsuit baddies

No. 1382768

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gore bump

No. 1383064

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If I had to choose I would honestly prefer if the daily spam was the only nick avacado nudes, cause as disgusting as those pics maybe its better then cp and gore

No. 1383076

>>1383064
I’m desensitized to gore since I grew up in early 2000s internet, but it does say a lot about the vile retards that come here since they are deliberately posting the raped corpses of dead women with their brains splayed with “feminism failed her.” Yeah it’s feminisms fault this woman was brutalized, murdered, and left naked on the sidewalk. People like that deserve death lol. And one thing I feel smug about after years of teasing mobilefags, is that our #adversity aids us when they post cp vids since we can’t see them. A ton were being posted the other day and I was blissfully unaware of their contents until anons said what it was.

No. 1383081

>>1383064
Thank you for this cute gif of my husbando

No. 1383086

>>1383081
Somehow I knew this was going to be replying to Nicacado

No. 1383089

Hyunjin just cut his hair into a bowl cut and now he is ugly. Ugh the short hair and plus his botched face look really bad on him.

I miss gods menu/back door hyunjin aesthetic.

No. 1383092

>>1383076
I don't see vid thumbnails and I'm on mobile android.

No. 1383103

>>1383089
how do you feel about the bulge reveal tho

No. 1383112

i'm a sex negative prude and yet i am going to a kinky party i was invited to. let's see if i have a heart attack and die!

No. 1383116

>>1383103
id suck it.

No. 1383128

>>1383116
Then post it hello

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No. 1383133

I’m 31 in a situationship with a 21 year old becuz I’m desperate. Today he told me he’s going to a college party and I’ll admit inside I was jealous but I’d never say anything. Which got me thinking idk how scrotes my age marry girls that young and rob them of their entire youth and not feel bad. I’d feel bad marrying someone young scrote and he never got the chance to party etc

No. 1383148

>>1383132
That was disappointing

No. 1383158

>>1383112
When I was young and stupid(er than I am now) I went to one with my gf at the time and it was extremely unsexy and awkward. I thought I was having a panic attack when the gravity of the situation hit me so I went to the kitchen for a glass of water and some space but to get there I had to walk through the fucking no mans land of a living room. I saw so much saggy man ass and weird kink shit that I just walked straight back out and left my gf there. I say this like it's funny little story but it was a fucked up relationship I was in and I think the party honestly did some damage to the ol' noggin. I'd reconsider going if I was you. Stay safe either way though.

No. 1383163

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cried whilst getting my face threaded and waxed. I can handle the pain of waxing since it's quick, but it causes way too much inflammation. Threading hurts too much and my face scrunches up every time.

No. 1383190

>>1383158
luckily the place i go to isn't that extreme apparently but i figure that if i start feeling anxious i can always just leave

honestly i am just kinda fed up how deathly afraid i am of sex and sexuality so i figured what the hell might as well go to see how people opposite of me live their lives kinda like going to a zoo or something. and as afraid i am of sex i am absolutely obsessed with it but like i am not obviously gonna start messing with random people i just want to do something i would never do because i just want to get the fuck over myself or whatever.

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I’ve asked the Sanic totem the same questions like 10 times and EVERY SINGLE TOME I get suffering awaits

No. 1383246

>>1383163
Threading makes me sneeze like a wild animal

No. 1383478

I like reading the tranny threads on here so much because I think the radfems in them are almost as nuts as the troons. I feel bad about it because I know a lot of them have been abused, but not enough to stop. There's just something really funny to me about radfems alogging about patriarchy on an imageboard where women regularly make fun of other women.

No. 1383569

At 31, I still listen to anime openings and endings like the weeb I am

No. 1383570

>>1383569
some are straight up bangers though, so don't feel ashamed.

No. 1383571

>>1383478
it may shock you to know this, but anons do not post on every board and every type of thread and there are in fact many types of women in a female-only space. hope this helps

No. 1383583

>>1383163
you will be so much happier once you stop doing that

No. 1383585

>>1383478
Not everyone here is radfem. There is a good amount of pickmes, sexworkers and libfems that hang out here. A couple of moids too. Feminism is always going to look crazy to women who are comfortable with the position they have in the world, thrive off attention they get from moids and have low empathy. radfems are "crazy" for a good fucking reason and it's because they they can't afford to settle for the status quo have in the world, nor do the want to.

No. 1383586

>>1383585
>low empathy
Nta and don't agree with them, but I don't think a lot of radfems have high empathy either…

No. 1383598

My ex broke up with me because I just kept hurting her despite always promising to her that I'll change. But whatever hurtful words I've said to her, at least it was never as bad as her cheating on her then gf with me.

No. 1383600

>>1383586
Am the anon and it's basically this. A lot of the radfems in those threads really struggle to understand women who aren't like them while praising their own empathy skills, and I can't help but find it funny.
It's not like I don't feel for them, I do, if you've gone through systematic misogyny that's got to be really awful, and I might've just been lucky to not go through that. But a lot of cows had messed up childhoods and that doesn't mean they're not funny to read about.

>>1383585
You forgot to list scarethots and handmaidens.

No. 1383604

>>1383600
NTA but I agree with you. Some of the radfems on here also seem to do a lot of mental gymnastics back to the point of pickmeism.

No. 1383607

>>1383478
>but other women make fun of women on here!
Yeah, and? Pickmes are a thing, nor are the anons posting in mtf thread and making fun of other women one in the same. Nor does the mocking aspect have to be the main hated aspect, such as instead mainly hating the pushing of women = costume, and the whole men being put in womens prisons and taking over groups dedicated to womens issues, etc.

No. 1383625

>>1383604
What is pickme about being rf?

No. 1383628

>>1383586
>Have empathy for your abusers and oppressors ladies!

No. 1383629

>>1383478
Troons are a symptom of the scrote problem and are therefore often talked about in tandem. Sounds like when kf fags want to alog trannies but coddle and not put the blame on moids and acknowledge it as a mostly male problem pushed and allowed because it's male pandering. Moids always get mad when they here women are anti-tranny but not tradfags.

No. 1383630

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>>1383478
A story as old as time
>Group moids constantly write about raping women, skinning them alive, punching them and hurting them
>Geez, it's just a tiny group of peeps, don't pay attention to the 5k likes!
>Group of anonymous women make fun of batshit insane moids
>wow, these radfems are evil and insane, Jesus Christ they're horrible for making valid points and some memes to cope with how disgusting are the moids dressing up as women, they're literally worse than hitler and are murdering trannies 24/7
Did you know? Not all of the anons in the mtf thread are le evil radfems, not all of the anons on lolcow are muh evil radfems, some anons posting on cow threads are literally the cow and their friends/followers/coworkers/fellow prostitutes/orbiters.
What's with you retards always trying to, not only pick up fights with radfems, but pretending that this is a radfem website? This is a fucking basket weaving Tunisian forum, not some political meeting spot, this isn't reverse /pol/ this isn't your politics circle jerk subreddit. Also:
>I feel bad about it because I know a lot of them have been abused, but not enough to stop.
Don't fantasize about shit like this, makes you sound like a moid, who said that specifically, a self-proclaimed radfem, got abused? Where's the screen caps? I seriously hate when some retard comes in here and writes his/her stupid fanfics about some sooper seecreet radfem club.

No. 1383633

>>1383628
Uh no, that's not what I said but nice jump to conclusions. I think some radfems (not just on LC but in general) can have low empathy towards other women.

No. 1383635

>>1383633
It's literally exactly what you said, they have low empathy because they alog about hating men.

No. 1383639

>>1383630
Yeah it's retarded to think "Well if you hate men for the things they say and do it can't be because of that you must have been abused!". It's like the ones who think since polfags hate troons because they see them as unmanly gay men that we should love troons, when we hate them for being sexist.
Also >>1383633
>Not all men! Have empathy!
Kek, ignoring male violence does nothing.

No. 1383640

>>1383638
You just said they have low empathy and not why kek. Why do they have low empathy according to you then?

No. 1383641

>>1383586
You sound like the newfag who seethed about anons needing to be more empathetic when some posted that they didn't feel bad for the russians invading Ukraine being killed.

No. 1383642


No. 1383648

>>1383635
That's literally exactly not what I said. I'm not talking about a-logging men.
>>1383639
What are you even talking about anon? I didn't say anyone should ignore male violence. Once again,
>I think some radfems (not just on LC but in general) can have low empathy towards other women
I say this because of some things I've seen in radfem communities. I don't care about women having no empathy for men or calling them out.
>>1383641
I didn't participate in the Ukraine threads at all, so I'm honestly not sure what/who you're talking about. I feel like it's pointless to even continue this because you are all just being combative for the sake of it.

No. 1383652

>>1383630
It's like the feminists who think saying Not All Men and it's not about women it's about equality is what will make men support womens rights, when it never has before and they complained about the pandering too.

>>1383648
>Not agreeing with your opnion is being combative.
Your opinion makes no sense nor do you explain what you mean by being low empathy for other women. Do you mean low empathy for women who uphold other womens oppression like camgirls who shill sex-work or something?

No. 1383653

>>1383598
Yes anon, that is pretty shitty. Did she break up with you because she still loved her ex or something? Watch when she gets back with her ex and wants to. I hope the other girl rejects her too.

No. 1383654

>>1383652
Like, women can hate women who pander to men and say things like "yes men are totally women just like real women and are welcome in our prisons and bathrooms, ignore the other hysterical women worried about male violence" or the tradfag types who support the idea that a womens place is in the home being submissive to men. That's not low empathy.

No. 1383655

>>1383652
NTA I think they mean low empathy for cows. A lot of anons in the cow threads, luna slater or shayna as an example shit talk the cow's looks and are generally insulting towards them calling them ugly etc (not saying they aren't). What that anon fails to understand is that the anons posting in the mtf threads might not be also posting in cow threads. A lot of anons only post in the offtopic boards.

No. 1383657

>>1383655
I see. That's a pretty unrealistic assumption on their part. Not every anon posts in every thread.

No. 1383661

>>1383657
also just the fact that this is an anon imageboard and people are just more likely to get nasty when its anonymous

No. 1383663

>>1383661
Anon should be glad that most of us are women or this site would be a cesspool like your average moid website.

No. 1383666

>>1383655
>>1383657
OP radfem anon, not the other anon that took over. I didn't wanna infight but I figure I'll clarify.
The reason I say radfems have low empathy is because they don't understand how normie women think. Take conservative women - I've read the theory on how they're just attaching themselves to a man to protect themselves from other men (the scarethot) but I've interacted with conservative women before and they just don't think like that at all. I'm sure there are some who are very much the scarethot, but the everyday conservative woman just likes the men she's around. You can think she's stupid, or misguided, or even think she's defective for it, but that's just not how she thinks. If you put yourself in the shoes of a conservative woman you have to start from the idea that the average man is neutral-to-good, which radfems aren't going to do, but is still the starting point for empathizing with them.
It has nothing to do with mocking particular cows, but maybe the other anon feels differently.

I'd be happy to take this to another thread if someone wants to point where to go but it was just a confession and I didn't expect such heated responses, or for someone else to jump in and take over.

No. 1383667

>>1383666
samefag, SOME radfems, not all of them, obviously. Rewrote a bit and cut out the important word.

No. 1383680

>>1383648
I get what you mean. I've heard enough RF's say they have no empathy for xyz women because "They brought it on themselves" and "it's misogynistic to expect me to have compassion and understanding for all women". They don't just do it online either, I've heard some braindead takes irl too. I literally have problems with affective empathy, but "they brought it on themselves"? Really? Especially the polilez and rf's who support polilez are fucking unhinged. No sympathy for women stuck in the biblebelt and no shame simping for conservative politicians who literally say women shouldn't be allowed to vote.

No. 1383738

I actually feel less hostile towards men lately. My father is actually making an effort to be a part of my life and protecting me from my mother, the males at my college actually display empathy and understanding that I didn't think males were capable of, and last night when I was forced to get a taxi home from work and had to wait, a normie man managed to get the moid harassing me to go away before making sure I got the taxi after because he didn't want me to be waiting around alone at night. That's not to say I won't keep my guard up because of the obscene amount of fucked up moids out there, but knowing that half-decent men do in fact exist does make me feel better.

No. 1383766

>>1383190
kinky party anon, honestly it was basically a costume party with a kink theme, most extreme thing i saw was someone being tied up to the ceiling but otherwise it was very mild and mostly people dancing and drinking and regular partying. i'm relieved and at the same time almost disappointed lmao

No. 1383798

>>1383478
the women who make fun of other women are most likely not radfems and idk how it ever occured to you that they would always be the same people.
>radfems in them are almost as nuts as the troons
ah yes because women fed up with a male-dominated society are definitely "just as nuts" as men who are so pornsick and fetish-obsessed that they will literally cut their own dicks off and then unalive themselves because it's nothing like they saw in the sissy porn video

No. 1383894

>>1383680
>Why don't you feel bad for women who repeat women are supposed to be submissive slaves to scrotes!
Not even all pickme or tradfag women are muh sad women born into shitty life needing to be deprogrammed and sometimes actually are just looking to exploit womens oppression for reasons eg. Shoe looking to pander to women haters to get a bf.
>Reeing about women who choose to not fuck men for any reason.
>Being anti troon and glad for anti troon policies is simping for conservative men.
In conclusion, delusional.

No. 1383898

>>1383894
You're just being intellectually dishonest now. You can choose to not fuck men as a straight woman, without calling yourself a lesbian and saying that the "lifelongs" are disgusting sex perverts.

No. 1383928

>>1383898
You are the dishonest one kek. What anons call themselves lesbians because they choose to not fuck men while not being bi?

No. 1383941

>>1383898
Accept I’ve never seen a non-homosexual anon call themselves polilez, only an anon seething that saying fucking men is cringe is evil and must mean you’re polilez because they need to portray seething about women not fucking men in a woke way to get anons to defend them and not immediately be shit on, Are you the same anon being spoken of from >>>/2X/5813 ? Considering they also complained about women shitting on tradfag pickmes and muh polilez when no anon calls themselves polilez and only really talk about choosing to not fuck scrotes. The same anon also said radfems were responsible for trannies because they shit on scrotes in the ftm thread kek.

No. 1383989

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Maybe the cope has finally seeped into my brain like drugged honey, but I'm starting to feel relieved that no man has ever really crept on me (aside from once recently I think; he was twice my age, obese, and works at the local post office). Like…yes, I dare say I think being ok looking would have made me waaaay more comfortable talking to people and not hasten my descent into being a leper on top of having a deformity I can't afford to fix + diagnosed autism.
But. Hey. At least I have the sanctity of my own body. At least I have never been touched against my will. At least my mind can rest free from the trauma that comes from being used and subject to a man's monstrous desire. At least I was able to grow up not knowing the hurt and pain most other women have gone through.

I just wish I had felt this way years ago instead of feeling so much pain from not fitting in and being so hideous, that way I would have been able to at least build myself up in other ways sooner.

No. 1384002

>>1383928
>>1383941
>What anons
>Accept I’ve never seen a non-homosexual anon
Do you both unironically think radical feminism only exists on lolcow? I'm talking about people like Sheila Jeffreys, Terri Strange etc. I didn't even fucking complain about anyone shitting on tradtards, that is what you're reading into my vague ass post. Fuck off, you can't "choose" to be homosexual.

No. 1384003

>>1383989
I am glad that you have not been on the receiving end of male idiocy and degeneracy, anon. I wish I could have had that.
This is a confession that is related to your post, but I cannot stand the whole "never getting romantic attention during your adolescence is seriously scarring and traumatizing" narrative I've seen. I just do not understand it. I got "romantic" and "sexual" attention starting in elementary school. Boys would sexually harrass and touch me in sexual ways. In fucking elementary school. I remember a boy telling me he'd rape me in front of my parents. And I would watch them do it to the other girls and the other girls seemed to like it. They seemed to like the attention. And that is what fucks me up inside. Those experiences have forever fucked with my perception of boys and men and the roles that women and men play when they're near each other. It sickens me.
That is why I don't understand women who complain about never getting male attention, especially when they complain about never getting male attention in school. They are delusional to me. It wasn't like the cutesy coming of age movies. It was humiliating and horrible and it ruined my view of relationships. I wish that was me. I wish boys ignored me growing up. Any woman who bemoans a lack of male attention needs to get a hobby. Those women are the lucky ones.

No. 1384007

>>1383989
>At least I have the sanctity of my own body. At least I have never been touched against my will. At least my mind can rest free from the trauma that comes from being used and subject to a man's monstrous desire. At least I was able to grow up not knowing the hurt and pain most other women have gone through.

holy crap shut up you retard, im ugly too but some of the things you said are so baffling and ignorant. Tired of morons still spreading this old fake stereotype.

No. 1384009

I care about my friends more than my family. My sisters and I used to be close just because we had the misfortune of being born in the same household, now they're more like acquaintances. I can't stand my father, he used to be violent and isn't violent anymore just because he's too old to punch his grown daughters without getting an asswhooping. I like my mother a lot but there's a huge cultural gap between her and the rest of us because she's a first gen immigrant. I'd rather spend my weekends hanging out with my friends, talking about our life projects, our hobbies, gossiping, the news, our jobs, our love lives, hours health, etc. than just spend 10min in the same room as my family.

No. 1384015

>>1383989
I'm ugly and have been sexualized by elderly men and harassed my whole life. I've been called ugly, fat, etc by my peers. And I've still been harassed by old men since I was a child. I never had romantic experiences. This narrative of ugly girls never being harassed or raped is so retarded and just perpetuates the idea that ugly girls are never the victim and are lying. I still wish I could have a bf and normal experiences but I am truly ugly so men my age ignore me. It doesn't stop crackheads from creeping on me and following me. Please don't think ugly girls are safe from men. We are not.

No. 1384019

>>1383989
This post is so unhinged and sexist. Straight women who voluntarily seek out relationships with men aren't unenlightened rag dolls who let themselves being used and abused on a mass scale.

You don't make peace with yourself by dragging other women down, this is cope.

No. 1384027

>>1383989
Genuinely happy that you've never been through sexual harm anon, but perhaps read statistics about how many women do experience these things and reconsider whether bragging about your trauma-free record is in good taste.

No. 1384030

>>1384015
i agree anon i was about to reply the same thing to her but decided not to.
As a ugly woman you still get harassed and sexualized, the only difference is that you dont get dates and people are harsher to you but you still get stalked or preyed on just like all women.
I wonder why people spread this fake narrative that ugly girls dont get raped, its so sexist yet i see so many women who spread that narrative.

No. 1384032

I used to think epitome was pronounced eh-pit-tome instead of eh-pit-oh-me.

No. 1384034

>>1384027
I have. I was alluding to such statistics in my post.
Man. I remember months ago when I was going through treatment and I was told that I should feel privileged to be ignored. This isn't at all in good tastes but after the abuse and neglect I suffered from my family, I wanted to have something to feel relieved about.

No. 1384041

>>1384034
I can understand feeling relieved, but posting about it in a space where many nonnas have talked about their own traumas comes off very tonedeaf.

No. 1384043

>>1384007
>>1384015
Reposting this cuz I made a dumb mistake. Sorry.
You two are wack. I never said ugly women can't be preyed on but that my experiences are different, so it was possible for me to go under the radar.
I grew up huge. Over six feet tall, built like a tank, goblin, grim-looking man face. Men have ignored me across the board. I am now kind of glad I was. I used to write on and on about the subject of how fucked up it was that there's men that weaponize such stereotypes to get away with preying on less attractive women ffs. Excuse me if I personally think my deformed looks and man-like stature as had any influence on the way men have ignored me and excuse me if I realize pretty privilege is nebulous now.
>>1384019
KEK I WAS TALKING ABOUT CREEPS AND BEING EXPLOITED. Most women have gone through it. I wasn't talking about relationships by default. You guys are reading some weird stuff into my post.

No. 1384044

>>1384026
AYRT, I am just saying that even though you believe you are ugly/huge/whatever, you are not guaranteed safety. Honestly, you should still be on guard. I used to think like you that because I was so hideous no man would possibly pose a threat to me until they suddenly did. You're taking comfort in something that is luck.

No. 1384048

>>1384043
>Over six feet tall, built like a tank, goblin, grim-looking man face
girl what deformity? hate to break it to you but disabilityfags get perved on too i fucking wish my mobility aids was enough to scare scrotes away

No. 1384052

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I hope I'll be taken care of by a young hot male nurse after surgery and until I can go back home. I think being used to going in and out of hospitals since early childhood fucked me up in the head a little.

No. 1384054

>>1384044
Nta.
> until they suddenly did
How many years should I wait?

No. 1384057

>>1384048
I think disabilityfags, as well as retards, get sexually abused the most in fact.
>>1384043
Men don't care if you're ugly, they only prey on vulnerable women, be a Stacy who is walking alone at night or an autistic "femcel" who seems isolated. If you look too broad/tall/strong they won't fuck with you that's for sure

No. 1384058

>>1384043
People have been asking for a long time whether I'm intersex (afaik I'm not) and I'm also built like a tank, practically flat-chested, allegedly a face typical for men in my family (with the only difference being "DSL's" as what scrotes call them). Yet I have had to kick (with steel toed boots) several scrotes in the scrote while growing up, because they tried to sexually harass me. I got all of the shit for looking the way I do, with none of the benefits. Even now my hairy butch ass isn't left completely alone, because of TiMs and weird "step on me mommy" gym dudes.
>>1384052
I wish you a good surgery/recovery and that you won't say too much embarrassing stuff while waking up from anesthesia.

No. 1384066

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im extremely suicidal and basically nobody in my life knows. planning to die soon and it is just so bizarre, i have spent the last two years in cycles of misery and knowing it is about to end is such an underwhelming nothing feeling. i was waiting for something profound to happen to me but i gave up, i dont have any energy to make that happen and i don't think i would even care or appreciate it if i did. i feel bad that i've been such a dickhead recently because of how i feel towards myself. i don't think i've made a single positive contribution to anyone around me in the time ive been here. basically i fucking suck. i feel so bad for everyone who's ever had to interact with me.

No. 1384071

>>1384058
Thanks, but what do you mean by "and that you won't say too much embarrassing stuff while waking up from anesthesia.", I've never had surgery, I don't want to humiliate myself in public like that. I want to have a hot male nurse slightly less now.

No. 1384073

>>1384041
I'm sorry. I should have known better because I read so many experiences from women that horrified me that it started slowly melting down the other painful stuff I went through–like, I asked myself, how do girls and women even deal with this if I feel sick and terrified just reading about this stuff happening? Hence, murky relief has replaced what used to be much of my old wounds.
>>1384044
Thanks for the advice nonny. I still carry pepper spray + do self-defense classes…granted I mostly started doing it cuz I wanted to be able to not stand by if I saw something bad happening to other people. Dumb, I know.
>>1384058
>>1384057
IDK, a childhood friend of mine kept going on about how I'm the most confident woman she's ever known, that it's inspiring for her and was surprised to learn that I am insecure and vulnerable. I have no idea how she thinks otherwise.
Also, kek, I also have DSL.

No. 1384077

>>1384066
You need to talk to someone. Two of my friends were borderline suicidal and they told me the biggest reason why they haven't done anything is because they forced themselves to talk to each about it and they're mutually looking after each other.

No. 1384084

>>1384071
Well it depends, but a lot of people say strange shit while waking up and it's not uncommon for people to hit on nurses because of it. In my case I just kept talking in my native dialect while the nurses had no fucking clue what I was on about, but I was just asking for food.

No. 1384088

>>1384066
You're feeling hopeless because your mental health is not well and that's 100% fixable, but you need to seek help. It's tough but don't throw your life away over something you can fix. You could be living for decades in happiness.

No. 1384102

I have a 5 week old daughter and a fiance that loves me very much but sometimes i have thoughts like i should steal all our savings, move far away and just return to the loser life i had before which is working a dead end job just to pay the bills and be at home gaming/browsing the web and doing drugs. I havent done anything in that regard except for drinking sometimes wine since i met my nigel. He doesn't even treat me wrong or do anything bad. I simply just am crazy.

No. 1384111

>>1384084
I'll make sure I go to the hospital alone and ask a family member to come after I've fully woken up then.

No. 1384126

>>1384102
dont feel too bad nonna, just remember that men are renown for actually doing it and leaving their families destitute. its like the one thing they're good at

No. 1384129

>>1384071
>>1384084
>>1384111
I wouldn’t worry too much about saying strange things, the doctors are used to it and it’s pretty rare to say something completely out of the ordinary. When I woke up from surgery I was just super feisty insisting I needed to get up and go to the bathroom.

No. 1384130

>>1384102
That sounds comfy anon,I don't blame you for missing that life. But just know you have lot of things to look forward to and there will be plenty of time for idle comforts when your daughter is older. I wish you many, many years of happiness together with your family.

No. 1384133

>>1384084
>I was just asking for food
After I woke up from an induced coma I was repeatedly asking for cheese, even when being asked how I was feeling I was like "yeah I'm fine but do you have any cheese?". I asked like four different nurses for it. I am lactose intolerant.

>>1384111
Don't worry, nona. It's completely normal and I'm sure the doctors and nurses have heard far worse things and it's not like you can control it anyway. People just babble when they're doped up, it happens. Good luck with the surgery!

No. 1384172

>>1384102
>I simply just am crazy.
Nah. Having a moid and a kid are hard. It's just they are supposed to be provide more long term benefits and rewards than dead end jobs and drugs. But it's not surprising that part of wants to back to a life that has fewer problems to deal with. When you get to thinking like that, try to remember all good reasons you got with this moid and had a kid in the first place.

No. 1384205

I self-sabotage when things are going well and it’s 100% on purpose. Almost like I enjoy the thrill of guilt, shame and being in a state of constant fear and anxiety; otherwise I feel dead inside. I don’t want to tell my therapist but the consequences I’ll eventually face will be well deserved.

No. 1384246

>>1384129
>>1384133
Yeah, well as long as my family members don't hear me saying very inappropriate things about wanting a hot mal nurse to take good care of me because I'm high then I should be doing ok.

No. 1384254

>>1384084
First time for me I asked for a discontinued poptart flavor and shit talked some girl from my high school I hadn't seen in years. The second time around I had a mental breakdown and called myself a fat retard kek. I think that medical staff are just used to patients saying weird things and don't hold it against you

No. 1384280

>>1384102
Sounds like you’re mourning your old life which is understandable. New changes can be difficult and having an infant is especially overwhelming. Your thoughts are only thoughts, but before you take action it’s best to talk to someone in your support network or a therapist to work through why you’re feeling this way.

No. 1384363

I get sad when I type a long response and nobody responds. I don't know, i just feel like"Why". I think I get more upset with Nonnas not saying anything then I do with scrotes who im personally texting.

No. 1384370

>>1384363
I thought I was the only one who felt that way. Especially when I take time to type out a well thought out response and it never gets a single reply.

No. 1384371

>>1384205
Same anon, including the part about opening up to the therapist somehow. So much time in my life was spent feeling miserable and broken that in it's own twisted way it feels safer since it's more familiar than happiness. Also having everything falling apart once again feels so deserved. Ehh…

No. 1384372

>>1384370
I often think of it like I do failed relationships. NGL it creeps me the fuck out that there's people who I've spent years with who know my buiness and I never spoke to them again. It's like loose ends. I think like-
"Damn nonnie, you said a lot of shit on this site, if nobody responds it's just another piece of information about you, out in the world" Even if I'm anon, it's still like, "Wow" to think about.

No. 1384374

>>1384363
i just can't think of anything else to say

No. 1384377

>>1384363
I'm sorry anon. Please know people are at least reading what you have to say, it's just that people probably don't want to say anything that doesn't add to anything.

No. 1384456

>>1384371
I used to feel this way a lot too. Was much more comfortable being miserable. Doing positive things for myself felt so glaringly wrong but once I got through the event without self sabotaging I realized just how much better I felt and it was easier to make better choices. Sometimes going against your gut is a good thing

No. 1384485

>>1384205
>>1384371
me too. I'm just so used to living like a wreck that when thinks start going good I mess it up on purpose

No. 1384494

>>1384205
Holy shit, are you me? This was what it was like when I ruined my relationship. I don't really know what's wrong with me and I need therapy to figure it out. At the very least, I'm glad I'm not alone and feel a little less insane. It might have something to do with me growing up in an unstable household.

No. 1384523

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some times i remember genuinely wanting to go to the 10 anniversary meet up 4chan had at awa. ive done some serious reevaluating of my life since, idk i dropped the anime but still kept board surfing.

No. 1384524

i love the fact that i was raised in the south and that ive lived in some less than desirable places bcus i feel like i can take on anything and anyone. from the white hood to the black hood i've seen it all and i know what i need to survive and it feels good.

No. 1384579

Whenever i have low selfsteem i check troon subs and /tttt/ and see all the very obviously male, ugly troons and regain my confidence, troons are making ugly girls like myself go from 4/10 to 9/10 in comparison kek.

No. 1384581

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I’ve had a few horny moments but it’s been about a month since my last break up and I just don’t want to have sex at all. All other men look blah and uninteresting to me but the thinking about sex with my ex is too painful. All I really went from him is a hug.

No. 1384587

I sniff the cushions and pillows he sat on after he left

No. 1384608

I want to fedpost but I know I shouldn't

No. 1384628

>>1384587
I used to do this with my first bf tbh. I'll do it again if I have another boyfriend and he wears cologne.

No. 1384652

>>1384485
I understand you, I do this too. Most of my years have been lonely, sad, or stressful, and the blips of joy are hard to accept. I think it helps to imagine yourself happy, realistically. To write about yourself achieving your goals, to want the best for others, that kind of stuff.

No. 1384714

>>1384587
>>1384628
what's the point, you're just huffing farts. it doesn't smell good.

No. 1384910

i miss manifiesto chan and i aspire to be like her. She was funny, imageboard-friendly and concise and had such a way with words it was a blast to read her. I would die to read her in a book or in a legit article or overall in a non-imageboard context.

No. 1384911

I've never even smoked weed but I'm probably gonna do dxm when I get my hands on it because I've been thinking of it for a while and alcohol doesn't feel like it used to. I'll never tell anyone because I'm too ashamed already.

No. 1385084

I tend to assume posts here with tons of abbreviations in them (bc, ppl, h8, tht, ect.) are made by zoomers from Twitter regardless if I agree or find them funny/interesting

No. 1385087

>>1384911
Why not just…smoke weird first. It’s not hard to get in most places and much safer

No. 1385093

>>1384910
Do you have any screenshots/links to her stuff? Convert me to team manifesto-chan.

No. 1385096

So I might be going through a rather tough time atm. My neighbourhood has a facebook group where they post about mundane events, stolen bicycles and such. Earlier this evening I had such a breakdown I ended up going to the local park which was all dark and abandoned and I just screamed my lungs out. Now I see someone has made a post on the facebook group being concerned about hearing screams from the park, fearing someone was assaulted or similar. Someone else replied that they went down to check and found nothing. I feel so dumb, but I'm too embarassed to confess it was me.

No. 1385103

I have a lot of time to try to change my life, but I don't do anything. I think I might be addicted to suffer and self-pity

No. 1385107

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i thought that that bumble bees where queen bee's and wasps where "bees". I've never seen a honeybee, but I've always seen "Wasp" but turns out they are the assholes and Honey bee's and Bumble bee's don't bother nobody.

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No. 1385205

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>>1385203

No. 1385208

>>1385205
yep, i'm disgusting. I'm ready for my daily,
>>What the fuck anon, get better taste
talk, kek

No. 1385292

>>1385107
interesting. where I live the "wasp" in the pic is what we call yellowjackets and their stings hurt like hell. our regular wasps look different though. they hurt too and they're fucking everywhere right now. like, literally fucking I think and it's annoying. most bees are carpenter bees and they don't really sting or something, idk but my younger siblings used to catch them in butterfly nets and carry them around like pets.

No. 1385452

I wish it was still summer time. I wish it was still hot as fuck outside and sunny in the evening. I wanna be at the ren faire again. Can't admit this to anyone because for most of my life I'd bitch about summer and say how badly I wanted it to be fall/winter.

No. 1385840

I know someone online who faked their death. They have a ton of friends online who still believe they're dead. I'm one of few people who know they're still around. I'm not friends with them anymore, they're a fucking mess, and I'm just wondering if/when it'll ever come out that they're not gone.

No. 1385842

>>1385840
Why are they faking their death? If they don’t have a proper reason you should just go ahead and out them lol. Then sit back and let the chaos unfold.

No. 1385854

>>1385842
They have an elaborate reason why, it was some insane confusing story that still doesn't explain why they'd be hiding that they're alive now. I honestly think it was so they could see how people would react to their "death" (there was a lot of love pouring in for them when they were supposedly gone). I don't want to have anything to do with it anymore but it would be funny to see everyone react to them still being alive

No. 1385859

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God i know that i'm fucked up, but this just confirms it. I have a moid who i'm close with. Mutual feelings and all that jazz, but we both know that a relationship would be a trainwreck so we're just friends. He's an alcoholic and he relapsed today. While it's not the first time I've helped him with this, it is the first time that I'm going to visit him as he's too wasted to travel to me. Last time I had to chaperone him. I am genuinely turned on by how pathetic he is when he relapses; he hugs me, cries, talks about his traumas etc. I guess that I get turned on by his helplessness. Not by the problems or anything
Of course I try to help him get better, because he's got a lot to lose and it would be a waste to lose him to alcohol, but my brain should really stop fucking around

Picrel is me

No. 1385864

>>1385859
I’m the same, I get so turned on by helpless pathetic depressed men.

All I can say is you’re smart for not getting into a relationship with him. I did it for two years and it was a completely thankless task. He cheated on me in the end too.

No. 1385968

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I want to be in a romantic relationship but that will never happen because I'm too disconnected from other people and my own emotions. I feel like an alien amongst humans

No. 1385972

>>1385859
>>1385864
This is so foreign to me because the moment a moid shows weakness is the moment I start reconsidering whether it’s worth putting myself through his annoying, pathetic bullshit and thinking that I’m probably better off alone.

Idgi like what’s sexy about an alcoholic male.

No. 1385982

>>1385972
Some women are obsessed with the idea of "fixing" a man. Personally I find it repulsive.

No. 1385986

I feel like a child, and I feel almost embarrassed when I communicate with 10-17 y.o. children because it always seems to me they can see it. I'm almost 30 and I feel infantile compared to some teens.

No. 1386004

>>1385986
stay strong and confident nona. thats also around the time when they think they know everything and want to be the smartest person in the room, so embarrass the fuck out of them if they try to catch an attitude. fuck them kids and let your energy show it

No. 1386012

>>1385972
Same, I instantly lose attraction and my feelings for them change completely. I don't mind men in touch with their feelings but it's always the dudes who act tough and manly that are the ones who are as soft as packing peanuts. Men who only show emotion when they're drunk are amoeba tier.

No. 1386145

>>1386004
Hehe, thanks nona!

No. 1386182

I'm scared to ask him about his body count. I'm scared of man whores. I seriously am gonna lose my mind if it's over 20.

No. 1386199

>>1386182
I'd suggest you don't date men then kek. They'll either be terminally virginal or complete whores, no in between like women tend to be. I think the concept of body count is stupid though. There are a lot of other ways to tell if someone is a giant untrustworthy whore.

No. 1386211

While it's nice having the freedom to act like an unhinged moron around my nigel, I also have to live with the fact that I ruined a perfectly good relationship by deflecting his attempts to romance/sex me by pulling away or making fun of genuine displays of affection because I have crippling intimacy problems and now we are locked in an arms race of increasingly stupid behaviour which he thinks I actually enjoy. I'm still attracted to him and I miss him when he's not around but I literally go full retard every time I see him and I don't know how to stop anymore.

No. 1386224

>>1386211
Buy a nice card, write this post word to word there and offer it to your nigel, it will single-handedly fix your relationship, you'll see

No. 1386230

This one's a little odd, but I'm into stuff like tech and coding as a hobby and a lot of people online assume I'm male, even by the "never assume anyone's gender!" types, and even was accused of lying a few times when I said I was a woman just to correct someone misgendering me. Eventually stopped bothering to correct others (the internet is very male-centric). I kinda wonder if I just come off as some sort of MtF when I say anything about being an actual woman. Now, of course, if anyone asked, I would obviously say no, I am not trans. But I felt a bit oddly fascinated with being seen as an MtF trooner. Probably some sort of self-consciousness about people seeing me as a masculine woman and for being bullied in high school for being lesbian. I guess somewhere deep in my psyche I feel like I'm 'faking' being a woman cause I'm not a super girly straight woman, which makes no sense, but whatever. So I kinda pictured myself as an MtF and wanted to speak more like them, and liked being seen as similar to TIMs. I'm more confident in myself nowadays, and pretending to be a man pretending to be a woman is beyond retarded (Sorry Kikomi). Boy am I sure glad this forum is anonymous and this will never be associated with my name and face in real life.

No. 1386242

Some people who fake or lie about abuse are actually abused by the person and no one takes them seriously until marks are made or it's severe. I remember CPS walked out multiple times because "there was no bruises" and that's it.

This doesn't apply to moids lying about abuse though. Most moids just cry abuse to gaslight women while being the abusers themselves

No. 1386250

>>1386242
Cps walked out and said they couldn’t do anything after finding out our step dad had us eat our own vomit while he watched (multiple times) because we were too young to speak up for ourselves, literally oldest child involved was in second grade. They said it was the ex wife trying to cause problems when she called freaking out because it was happening. They believed him over her and all of us were lovebombed and told we were wrong and made a mistake and bought toys until the behavior started again a few months later. Definitely not ever going to go out do my way to think about it as an adult because it makes my skin crawl.

No. 1386262

I traced a lot of art as a teenager and I have no regrets. It made me understand anatomy and especially facial structure, I don't think my art would look very good now if I had never traced anything.

No. 1386283

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>>1386250
This is happening to my nieces right now, CPS worker believes their dad and they have to keep seeing the man who gave my niece a concussion (he said she "fell")

MRAs are so full of shit when they say men get their kids taken away for nothing and the system is on womens side. You can beat the shit out of them and still get weekend visits, plus there will always be people doubting the mom saying she set the kids up to lie. The CPS workers ask things in a way that makes the kids think they're in trouble so they clam up. I hate men so fucking much. Why don't they go fight other men if they want to hit someone.

No. 1386294

>>1386283
It is hard for me to believe this actually exists because I've never seen such blatant bias irl. Is it really so blatant with cps? Or is it actually more like…dad was charming, aggressively assertive to the point the cps workers didn't know how to push back without feeling overly pushy/ troublesome or unable the see the act??

No. 1386300

>>1386294
It may sound so childish, but I've seen MANY coworkers, etc.. exhibit the same reaction to in your face bosses.. assertive dominating male figures when they come across dominating the energy. It's like some people lose all their braincells and revert to children around certain types of men, because they feel pressured. They start to act like pathetic performers. Then again, in that case it wasn't blatantly taking the side of the abuser, it was more like they were spineless

No. 1386305

>>1386262
Not an artfag but I don't see anything wrong with tracing as long as you're not trying to pass off the work as your own

No. 1386306

when i was younger I saw my mom's youtube history for whatever reason, I think we shared the same account somehow. Anyways, it was filled with videos of dogs doing the dirty with eachother.

No. 1386309

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I’ve done so much work on myself but I’m still terrified of being consistently happy.

No. 1386363

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>>1364977
I think I'm just gonna fail this course and then take the re-exam. Im so fucking bitter. Everyone told me it would be easy. Everyone I know thinks it's easy. But I'm failing it. it's a bunch of memorization and I have a shit memory. Apparently I'm the only fucking person in this department who has a shit memory because no one thinks this is hard. Only me. The re exam is going to be humiliating and I'm going to be the only fucker who takes it apparently.
I thought it was because I have ADD which affects my memory but nope. Some other people who also take this class have ADD too and they are not failing. So I'm just stupid. Tbh I doubt I can pass the re exam too. I wanna avoid it but there is no way out because I have to take it if I fail this test tomorrow. And I'm gonna fail it because I have been trying to memorize all this but I can't.
I was foolish to think I could finish university

No. 1386372

I tagged a bathroom with terf slogans and I got a nice adrenaline rush from it

No. 1386375

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>>1386306
I'm praying it somehow wasn't her for your sake.

No. 1386376

>>1386309
It terrifies me too, but with time I can feel myself getting more accustomed to the new normal… hang in there, it takes time for your mind to rewire to accept the reality you've achieved for yourself.

No. 1386382

Sat in a car and listen to a friend talk about how she and her new group all report transphobes to each other to block. Now that I know what "evil" TERFs actually talk about after peaking, hearing about these behaviors just seems so misogynistic. But I nodded my head along and agreed instead.

I hope that one day I can move on to friends I can be open with for nuanced discussion, but it makes me sad that the people I'm surrounded by, as much as I love them, are more intolerable by the day.

No. 1386385

I bought a skin for a game I don't play because it's of my husbando. And I don't regret it.

No. 1386395

>>1386385
Literally what is the difference between doing this and just looking at the skin on google

No. 1386417

>>1386395
Nta but no gratification for monkey brain to go "oo oo ah ah husbando skin MINE"

No. 1386419

>>1386306
I accidentally rolled up on my uncles history and it was blacked-tier gangbangs of really scary looking bimbofied white women. I was a teenager and like immediately cleared the history tab and buried it in my mind but I’ve always wondered because he only dated malnourished twinks at the time, no idea what he even goes after now. Part of me wonders if maybe my little brother was there too and I forgot and it was him or something. Still cannot wrap my head around it.

No. 1386472

>>1386283
It’s just unfathomable to me. Many of my family members (most of them aren’t blood related to me) have had multiple run-ins with CPS, lots of junkies, one is in prison for life because he molested barely teen girls, etc. I really do think it’s so easy to fall victim to your environment and it makes me really, really sad to watch the younger kids in my family deteriorate before they even become of age. It’s genuinely depressing. This completely ruins most children before they even have a fighting chance.

No. 1386502

>>1386385
How is he your husbando if you don't play his game? Collab?

No. 1386505

>>1384363
As someone who has adhd and zoomer brain I am guilty of this. I apologize because I definitely forget I even posted in certain threads and I never get to respond back to anons. It’s not personal, I just literally forget I even asked a question or wrote something kek. Especially in threads that I don’t keep up with but pop in every now and then in (in /ot/ or /g/ particularly). Your feelings are valid tho— I hope you realize that other people may gain something out of your response even if they don’t reply. Especially if the thread is necro’d or locked and they literally cannot reply. The thread is able to be looked over years/months later and what you wrote is probably resonating with at least one person out there. Hell even stupid comments that I make in group therapy get a lot of praise from people so i’m sure that someone is benefitting from whatever you’ve written esp if it’s thorough advice. Cheer up anon.

No. 1386506

>>1385968
I used to feel like this. But if you do happen to meet that special someone, it's as if you "woken up" and realize you are capable of love and emotions. And chances are you'll probably mess up because you've been so emotionally stunted for so long you don't know how relationships and people work. Speaking from experience…

No. 1386507

>>1386375
ugh, you think it's bad too? I was hoping someone would give me a reasonable reason why she would be looking at that. like maybe it was for educational purposes? idk

No. 1386508

>>1386372
Nice. What did you say?

No. 1386509

>>1386382
Why do these people never do the same for actual skinheads, racists, and neo Nazis? Those types of accounts and communities exist in the thousands. TRAs’ obsession with hating women specifically couldn’t be any more obvious KEK. The bar could not be any lower for moids if complaining about a peeping moid in the dressing room is somehow worthy of more scorn and consequences than advocating for potentially real genocides and hate crimes.

No. 1386518

>>1386506
The worst part is when you do find someone really, really special but because you’re so used to being miserable you freak out and take it as a sign that the relationship is bad and sabotage things then feel badly about it.

No. 1386521

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Two nights ago I dreamt that the revival of King of the Hill actually came out and Luanne and Lucky had moved away and the whole A plot was about Hank struggling to admit that he does actually miss Luanne and Peggy trying to get Hank to talk to her but he keeps refusing. At the end of the episode Hank is alone and finally works up the nerve to call her and all we hear is Luanne say ‘Uncle Hank!’ all excited and then the episode ends. I woke up crying

No. 1386523

>>1386521
please manifest this into reality

No. 1386545

>>1386502
Yes it's a collab. I do play the games he's in. The skin is for a zoomer shitpost game so I'll probably play it sometime when I'm drunk.

No. 1386579

i think i masturbate too much (maybe 2 or 3 times a day)

No. 1386584

>>1386518
Yes that's exactly what it was for me. Anon, get out of my head.

No. 1386611

I love you so much baby doll I am so proud of you keep going you inspire me and you know how much that means because I know I inspire you. Thank you

No. 1386629

I'm a huge greedy snoop but if someone were to look in my shit I'd be scandalized. Rules for thee but not for me

No. 1386632

>>1386629
Eh who cares. Enjoy your little secret and let those with ears listen

No. 1386648

>>1386629
btw if the AML and anti fraud system fucks up, CDD workers at your bank stalk you online and make documents on you like a small lolcow thread to prove whether you're good or not.

No. 1386656

>>1386648
Fuck the bank long dick style

No. 1386675

When I was a teenager my mom was suggested speech therapy because I talked like Tim Gunn and I did not kick the habit until I was 24 years old please don’t ask

No. 1386682

Both of my school friends I spent almost 10 years with are really fucking dumb and I don't regret that we parted ways. Thinking about someone from your past, especially about those who I was close with, is very bad but I dodged not a bullet, but an artillery fire.

No. 1386708

>>1386508
>transwomen are men
>biology is real
>keep female spaces single sex
Feel free to give me more material

No. 1386711

I told one of my best friends that I need some time alone from them, because they angered me and didn't admit their wrongs and it's been more than 6 months now. And I don't miss them really. I don't think I will reach out again.
I don't find my bf that attractive and I think I'm out of his league.
Through the day, I frequently put the finger between my labia to check the smell. If I don't like it, I do a small wash-up.
I lost virginity with my bf but never told him. He doesn't know my sexual history at all and it gives me some weird satisfaction to keep it to myself and make him guess.
When I was a kid, I had a friend come over. We would simulate sex, me usually on the bottom and her riding me on top. I don't think I've ever orgasmed but the friction was pleasurable.
I think I believe in tarot because it's always on point when I do the reading. I use it very rarely though, I feel like it consumes something in me.

No. 1386739

>>1386675
Nonny please, I need to know
>>1386306
Since she's a woman and if it was truly her, I'd assume first that her intentions were entirely innocent, maybe she just legitimately wanted to see how dogs mate or what they're supposed to look like, for reference. A few weeks ago my mom, sister and I were talking about frogs and toads, and I had to look up some pics and diagrams of toads mating and their reproductive system to explain it to them, since my mom didn't know what a cloaca is.

No. 1386740

>>1386708
Woman = adult human female is what I write on bathroom stalls. Been thinking about making stickers too.

No. 1386758

That boomer thing of saying
>oh you think you have problems, thats only because you don't know what real problems are!
Ngl sometimes I look back on my younger self and I get it now. I was wrapped up in thinking I had all these issues I was up against. I had an ok life. I had more supports. I had more people around. I had opportunity to do more to help myself and yet I didn't. I was in self pity mode. Life later threw much bigger issues at me and it kicked my ass into gear again.

No. 1386768

>>1386739
There’s nothing else to know I just had the cadence of Tim Gunn for almost ten years I feel very lucky my family doesn’t bring it up anymore

No. 1386785

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A few days ago I got out of bed to go to the bathroom, I tripped and fell onto a heater which cracked my head open. I am ok now, but I do have a deep 4 inch long gash in my head.
I got all glued up at the hospital, and for the first few days I didn't even know what was going on, like my mind and body were so fucked all I did was play bloodborne and, for some reason, read my collection of H.P Lovecraft stories I haven't touched in literal years.
So the first story I read was the Shadow over Innsmouth which, for those who don't know, is about a young student who goes to a town full of half-fish hybrid people. He also later finds out that he himself is a fishdude and ultimately accepts his fate and goes to live in a stupid magical fish city under the sea.

The same night, and almost every night since I have been plagued by vivid erotic dreams (sometimes bordering on what I think are actually night terrors) of this monstrous pompous white boy telling me that I must accept my fate and join him in the sea. He speaks with a Boston accent. I have never been to Boston.

So, as my brain injury is healing I have become like obsessed with the concept of this story. Mainly the idea of a young attractive man slowly turning into a monster? Like in the dreams he sometimes wallows in the finality of his transformation and I comfort him. I just kind of think that's hot.
Idk I have never been into the weird transformation kinks out there but I think I get it now. I have accepted my fate as a fish monster fucker.

No. 1386787

Everyone who is nice to me is lying about it

No. 1386798

>>1386708
Last time I went to a gay - sorry, queer - bar I drew the female symbol and then wrote "if this makes you mad you're probably in the wrong bathroom". I got a photo from my friend a week later where it had been scribbled out and someone had wrote "FUCK YOU BITCH" right next to it, kek.

No. 1386807

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>>1386785
>So, as my brain injury is healing I have become like obsessed with the concept of this story. Mainly the idea of a young attractive man slowly turning into a monster?
>Brain injury
>Thinking about men
ANON KEK

No. 1386815

>>1386785
this is some copypasta energy anon kek

No. 1386825

I have a weird attraction to men with breasts but I hate tranny's with a burning passion so cope by dating moids wigt gynecomastia

No. 1386836

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No. 1386837

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I am a straight white girl and I'm tired of pretending to be Bi/Lesbian/Pan just to fit in with my friends groups because most of them are left-leaning and support lgtbqwxyz
I had to think of countless excuses everytime a girl is trying to make a move on me
It's like I'm living in an eternal game of amogus

No. 1386841

>>1386837
why didn't you just go they/them
why are you even involved with these people in the first place
how old are you

No. 1386843

>>1386785
That was a weird but lovely read nonna.

No. 1386850

>>1386837
>>1386837
if you're trying to fit into a genderkid group why not say you're demi-platonic asexual or whatever the fuck instead of pretending to be into women

No. 1386854

i’m a stalker

No. 1386856

>>1386798
Wow even just the female symbol is too much for them to handle. Fucking kek, good luck in the real world to those retards.

No. 1386857

>>1386854
Please stop.

No. 1386948

>>1386837
If i found out my friend was pretending to be attracted to women for clout I'd honestly probably hate her for it. Stop doing this and just pretend to be a demigirl or something

No. 1386950

>>1386798
i'm literally shaking rn nonnie

No. 1386952

>>1386837
Being a normie bisexual or lesbian isn’t enough for those types of people usually, you have to be obsessed with being gay and telling everyone how absolutely totally gay you are usually with some homophobic slurs and stereotypes in there. Kek.
However I will say that I don’t really feel bad for you, you’re choosing to be friends with these fucks. Either hang out with normal people or don’t complain that you’re lesbian-fishing bi and lesbian women because that’s your own fault.

No. 1386954

>>1386854
Me too.

No. 1386955

>>1386798
I always wanna write TERF shit on the wall but I’m scared of it being investigated. We all know how dramatic trannies are. Do you worry about that ever or do you think it’s not a big deal? I think I should be fine to write that in the women’s restroom in a large University but I wouldn’t do it in the workplace

No. 1386968

>>1386955
They can't prove it was you so scribble away nonna. Why'd cops wanna waste time investigating some tag in a bathroom anyway. And cameras in stalls are very very illegal so there's no way to prove who wrote on the walls and what. Just hide your marker well and leave the tags when you leave the place altogether, you'll be just fine.

No. 1387025

I want to confess something but I also want responses yet the thread is almost locked… Is it ok to already make a new one?

No. 1387034

>>1386968
>defacing a public bathroom stall like a middle schooler as a form of activism
Um… okay

No. 1387040

>>1387034
Who said it was activism?

No. 1387046

>>1387034
I do it to make the trannies and handmaidens seethe and wonder who in their hangouts is a terf. Making them feel "unsafe" because someone among them is a thought criminal is hilarious to me.

No. 1387051

>>1386363
Being bad at memorization doesn't make you stupid anon and ADD doesn't effect everyone the same way.

Can you talk to your professor or a counselor at your college like this?

No. 1387061

>>1386579
It's high but it's not too much unless you are doing stuff like being late to work because you had to get off.

No. 1387116

one of my friends is a tranny and i really hate them for it, all they ever talk about is how much they hate terfs, i want to call them out on their bullshit so bad.

No. 1387135

>>1387116
Then don’t be friends with them you spineless tard.

No. 1387136

>>1387040
Clearly you think it’s an act of empowerment.

No. 1387139

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Feeling retarted because doing normal productive things for my life freaks me out and wants to make me hide but tricked myself into thinking that finding someone who I truly would want to be with and thus would have to be very vulnerable and put a lot of trust in would somehow never bring up old wounds even if things were perfectly fine because I have mushy survival brains

No. 1387143

>>1387136
Kek look at you seething over something written on a wall just like the trannies.

No. 1387156

>>1386955
AYRT. Depends where you do it, bars are fine as they're very busy and unless you're spotted doing it no one will know it was you. Same with universities and any other busy place that attracts a lot of people. I draw the line at work as I ain't risking my job for a tranny or one of their handmaiden cronies.

>>1387046
This. Anyone calling it activism is retarded. At best it lets the closet terves know they're not alone but it's certainly not an altruistic act.

>>1387136
The janitor isn't going to fuck you.

No. 1387160

>>1387143
>seething
Not even vaguely. I just think you sound like a teenager.

No. 1387235

>>1386955
If you're really that worried, write with your non-dominant hand, assuming you're not ambidextrous.

No. 1387236

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No. 1387416

I'm not even a Christfag but I'm waiting until marriage. I don't want to do anything with a man who is not going to be the father of my children and I stand by that. one thing, idc if you don't want to wait. To each their own

No. 1387453

>>1387416
Are you not worried he will turn out to be some kind of degenerate in sex? Genuine question, I don't judge your choice

No. 1387498

I have a body swap Fetish that makes me super sub and I'm really turned on by seeing a guy controlling a girl's body his own way.

No. 1387549

>>1387453
Thank you, I don't find sex incredibly important in a relationship, to me it's way more about mutual respect and love. I imagine if a moid wants to wait until marriage he is pretty similar. I would ask if he has any fetishes or bring it up anyway beforehand (it likely would come up), to me sex is more of a love ritual than anything to be honest. Also I have no problems saying no, so if he wants to do some weird shit I'll give him a hard no and expect he respects my choice, otherwise I wouldn't be marrying him to begin with. I'm still young so it's not a big concern for me right now, all I have to do is do nothing until I meet the right man.

No. 1393481

I'm jealous of men. I feel like they have so much more freedom and control in every part of life. I'm jealous of something I hate, fucking bleak.

No. 1402136

Some of my favorite songs (two out of my top ten) are Homestuck fan songs.

No. 1411307

Forgive me, nonas, for I have sinned: I'm edating a kiwiscrote



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