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No. 2201280

Continue to post all the dumb shit you see on Tumblr.

Previous: >>>/ot/1606262

No. 2201323

Trans girls need to give me $20 instead for all the harassment

No. 2201338

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Late but someone tipped off the moonmoon girl.

No. 2201344

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>>2201338
tfw she doesn’t know she got posted to kf

No. 2201453

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>>2201344
>tfw she doesn’t know she got posted to kf
She does know

No. 2201469

>>2201453
>>2201344
>>2201338
Sorry for spoonfeeding request but I'm a tourist in this thread. Who is this girl?

No. 2201476

>>2201469
No one. She has a very small tumblr blog and has mentioned lcf a few times. The most remarkable thing about her is that she likes an ugly streamer

No. 2202019

>>2201344
she sure loves the attention

No. 2202112

>>2201453
>>2201338
>>2201344
I don't get why this one keeps getting posted. Do any of you have beef with her or something? It reeks of vendettaposting

No. 2203388

>>2202112
I don't think it's necessarily vendettaposting. I think she has a few followers that see her as a lolcow and want to post these screenshots here because they mention the site and are more interesting/relevant than her myriad fat bald man posts.

No. 2204764

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I can't tell if this guy is trolling or not. I suspect his basic alt right views are genuine but he also acts histrionically on purpose for attention.

No. 2205020

>>2204764
I love this guy. Agree with you in that the alt-right views are genuine but the rest is just a bit for notes

No. 2205191

>>2204764
who is this? I also can't believe a real man would have a pfp like that

No. 2205227

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>>2204764
I was about to post him(?) too, absolutely deranged lol.

No. 2205670

>>2205191
You haven't met a lot of men online then

No. 2208379

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i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this i hate this
sorry for doubleposting i forgot to spoiler

No. 2208450

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For context the reblogger is aflo who is a gay guy. The tag is so fucking creepy to me like wtf. If you were attracted women you would be a "bad person"? He is a furry sex pest so I wouldn't be shocked that if he was straight, he would be a predator to women, but it's surprising to see him be aware of this lmfao. https://aflo.tumblr.com/post/764430649612533760#notes

No. 2208451

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>>2208450
Samefag by the way this is what he looks like. Yes he is a furry who has a dog…. Spoilered just because I think he is that ugly

No. 2208822

>>2205191
There is a really specific alt right type that are like. Asexual gender confused men who were homeschooled by fundies. He comes off that way to me.

>>2208451
He looks like empath-chan

No. 2209019

>>2208451
look at his dead eyes. devoid of light. devoid of life. chilling

No. 2209023

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>>2208451
Looks familiar

No. 2212516

I am so tired of people falling for those e-beggars coming in people's inboxes and I'm glad Tumblr staff mentioned them as a form of how scams operate on the site. My blog is only viewable on app, I have zero political posts, I only made a new account to talk to my female friends who don't use other sites, and yet every day I have some sob story using fake photos of dead children in my inbox but the location of the GFM is in America because it's not available in Gaza.

No. 2214088

>>2212516
>Tumblr staff mentioned them as a form of how scams operate on the site
Do you have pics of this? I can't find the staff post you're referring to.

No. 2214092

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>I've been raped and I didn't call the cops because that ~legitimizes the government~ and is ~counter revolutionary~
This is a theyfab lives in the United States, for the record. I'd bet money that she's lived in a suburb her whole life and has never actually had an encounter with a violent homeless person. This is just a small sample of all the unhinged shit she's saying in the notes. "Abolish the police" is a textbook luxury belief that most non-white Americans don't even support.

No. 2214155

>>2214092
This shit pisses me off so badly. I have a former friend who went absolutely pants-on-head retarded with woke shit within the last 4 years and is a full on themby now. She and her boyfriend (also a "they" now) actually DID have a violent homeless person trying to break into their house (downtown area of a large city). Some crackhead they've never seen before went up to their house screaming "I'm gonna kill you!!!" and started banging on the door, trying to rattle and open the front door handle and slamming his hands on their windows, and then went around to the back to try breaking into the back door/window.

The reason I know this is because they were LIVEPOSTING ON FACEBOOK AND IG ABOUT IT and asking people for help to see if anyone had ideas of how to calm him down and URGING everyone to not call the police because "he's obviously in distress and at-risk" and they were worried about the fact that he's "mentally ill, and black, and would be unfairly targeted and gunned down" by the police. They were literally more worried about a violent crackhead than they were for their own house, their cats, and their own lives. Absolute fucking retards.

No. 2214200

>>2214092
Where do all these coomer wannabe communists come from? It's like they're made in a factory.

Seriously though, I doubt that anyone who thinks like this has ever lived in a high homelessness, high crime area because they are just so out of touch. They don't have to deal with constant break-ins, car thefts, and muggings (in broad daylight no less) in a city where the police do virtually nothing and only the rich people who can afford private security are actually safe. They don't have to see people passed out with needles in their arms in the middle of a public park or walk by people tweeking out on meth and threatening strangers on the street. They don't have to see homeless women being prostituted out of a broken down rv or tent on the side of the road. They don't have to walk in the middle of the road to get somewhere because both sides have piles of garbage, piss bottles, needles and literal shit making the sidewalk unusable. They don't see how the policies they advocate for further impoverish the already struggling communities that are most impacted by homeless encampments and all the problems that come with them. All they do is shame people from the comfort of their (parents') suburban homes.

No. 2214207

>>2214092
i hope a homeless man pours a bucket of his saved up shit all over her (this happened to a poor random woman before)

No. 2215631

>>2214092
You call the cops on anyone who's being threatening! You don't get them to fill in a survey before you decide if they're dangerous or not! What the actual fuck is this logic? I love how blatant-nepotism is the only one with any common sense here kek
>>2214200
I hope your living situation is better now nonna, that sounds horrific.

No. 2216241

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I sincerely wish for tumblr users to grow out of writing "and everybody clapped" tier stories even if it takes another decade

No. 2216331

>>2216241
And Hephaestus limped his way to her to give her his hammer.

This was an exceptionally cringy one, topped up with extreme NLOG.

No. 2218369

>>2214092
This is why I'm getting increasingly sick of ACAB and communists online. Call me a "liberal" but the police are not going away, I'd rather the system be reformed and the bad actors discharged than live in some lawless anarchist land where degen men can assault people all they want and just "be rehabilitated" and go back to doing what they always do scott free. The fact she's bragging about not calling the cops on a rapist (thus letting the rapist walk free and have more victims) makes her dangerous.

No. 2219090

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I saw this in another thread and I just want to say this;my hatred for fat men is just growing even stronger and ill insult them even more now thanks.

No. 2219103

>>2219090
I hate all fatsos, I hope OP feels better about this. Probably a TIF who draws all her favourite characters as "salt and pepper" hairy fat moids.

No. 2219201

>>2214092
These people are probably anarchist-aligned, not marxists. Marx wrote about the lumpenproletariat and was not a fan of them. Also there's nothing more feminine than this kind of try hard appeasing behaviour to prove you're one of The Good Women (or rather Good They/thems)

No. 2220300

>>2219090
Did Nemu write that post

No. 2220312

>>2216241
She's trying to manifest herself a harem kek
>>2214092
>cum rade
Yeah this is either a tranny or a LARPing thot

No. 2224147

>>2219090
WTF happened to Tumblr? I remember a decade ago even the libfems were big on misandry and "male tears", now it's a borderline female MRA site.

No. 2224185

>>2224147
Same thing happened to society in general.

No. 2224296

>>2224147
Trannies happened

No. 2225266

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I hate that even general aesthetic blogs evangelize about hrt like it's some fun and subversive counterculture thing. I was on it and it fucking ruined my life.

No. 2225270

>>2225266
To the surprise of absolutely no one a lot of trannies are drug addicts kek

No. 2225641

>>2216241
thats like my nightmare scenario

>>2219090
why is it always for the men lmao? (actually i know dont answer)
what the fuck is a love handle?

No. 2225920

>>2219090
Fat men deserve nothing kek, they’re always assholes who shit on fat women and criticize other women and want bombshells, fatso you don’t even deserve to look at a woman in the first place.

No. 2226375

>>2224296
Those were always on Tumblr even a decade ago. Even the TIFs would talk about hating "cis" men, now everyone worships them.

No. 2235895

>>2226375
Their reasoning is that nearly any criticism of regular men is an admission on bias against other male-adjacent groups like trannies. Men are creepy? You just othered a closet tranny in your friend group. The neckbeard at work you made fun of online? You genocided all tims and libfem allies because they're balding neckbeards too. The site's rhetoric was taken over the same way it tends to start in female groups. An extreme focus on terminology, not "othering" hypothetical people, and too much accommodation when uncomfortable. Their martyr complexes like upthread >>2214092 kick in as well. Sometimes they'll say it's because yadda yadda just like racism but even people on tumblr fall for that one a little less now.

No. 2249960

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No. 2249964

>>2249960
This person must not have too many friends.

No. 2250122

>>2249960
Is this a tif? kek

No. 2250192

>>2249960
Least obsessed nigelfag.

No. 2253642

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No. 2253684

>>2253642
They're right though what's the issue with the image?

No. 2254613

>>2225641
Excess flab around someone's waistline. Moid term. Because "when you're makin' love, that's where you grab onto"

No. 2254915

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Why was editing someone else's post ever a thing tumblr allowed? I know its been years since they got rid of that feature, but it still baffles me anytime I remember it.

No. 2254926

>>2253642
Facts though

No. 2255210

>>2249960
Imagine hanging out with the girls and your token tif virgin nerd friend is there and you see a hot guy in an ad on tv and you say "wow, he's cute" and the outraged tif is like "WHAT? that's IT? did you SEE his arms and chest and body? If you were REALLY into him you'd be hopping up on the table and shouting AWOOGA. personally, I want to LICK and SUCK this man and I don't think you're even capable of being as horny as I am. it's like you don't even like men or something!" and you can't do anything about it because you don't know how to tell an adult woman that her mom should have told her when she was very young that it's socially inappropriate to touch yourself in public

No. 2255364

>>2253642
What's the problem?
>>2254915
Average "trans boy" if not a fag. Nice job getting throat stds

No. 2255415

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>>2255364

This is John Green the author. Decade old milk, but what happened was on Tumblr you could literally just edit someone else's original post and thats exactly what happened here. Basically, you could say "I love 1D!" and someone could reblog and delete that and replace it with violent political extremist statements and make it look like you said it.

Back when it was a feature, Tumblr was primarily meek nerd girls, so this didnt really happen, but this feature existed for several years and never made sense.

No. 2255422

>>2254915
It was hilarious, that's why! Being serious though I don't know why, I think David Karp was just mildly retarded. I miss those times. People just used it for jokes as seen in the screenshot, but then John "Is this the first book where the girl kisses the guy first?" Green had to get all butthurt about it

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>>2255422
and picrel is what he acted like most of the time

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>>2255458
He was a menace when it came to cringeposting. I'm glad to see someone else remembers it, people still engage in John Green apologism even pretending it was "sexual harassment" that drove him off the platform, when he was just very hateable. Picrel is the post I was talking about, these are his characters making out in Anne Frank's house kek

No. 2255481

>>2255470
he also couldn't talk like a normal person, like he would reply to the cock edits with shit like
>"Um sweetie, there's nothing wrong with two men having sex, you're just exposing your own homophobia"

No. 2255620

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>>2255422
>mildly retarded
>mildly
Just one look at his face should tell you that he has a full blown case of the tism.

No. 2255622

>>2255620
People who open their eyes wide like this piss me off so bad. Just because you're stupid and think it makes you look like you eyes are bigger doesn't change the fact that most people automatically register all of your eye muscles contorting into this ridiculous bulging psychopath expression. Hate this shite triggering every time

No. 2255623

>>2255620
'TWAS I WHO SET THE HOUSE ABLAZE

No. 2255627

>>2255470
Tumblr cadence still puts me in fight or flight mode, I've always hated it in an unreasonable and almost violent way

No. 2255630

>>2255210
Kekkk. More likely scenario is that you say "wow he's cute" and the TIF gives you a dirty look while spending the rest of the movie's runtime silently seething because she could treat those actors better than the cissies could, dammit

No. 2255689

>>2255623
kekkkkkk

No. 2261863

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No. 2261875

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>>2261863
They talk about this idea like it's thrillingly great, but it just seems very dystopian unhinged. I'm gonna leave this video to say it all for me.

No. 2261876

>>2254915
Why weren't people abusing this feature more when we still had it?

No. 2261878

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No. 2261879

>>2261878
After peaking this shit is hilarious, I hope more women wake up to their bullshit. Yeah it actually is zoophilia.

No. 2261883

>>2253684
samefagging. whats dumb about this

No. 2261890

>>2261879
It's also funny how melodramatic they are about their first world problems.
>Waaaah waaaah people on the internet laugh at me for my fetish
Like kek get over it maybe? If low-functioning DeviantArt autists who draw MS Paint inflation porn can shrug it off then so can you jackass.

No. 2261903

>>2253684
>>2261883
>>2254926
>>2255364
original poster, my problem with this post is that it implies that if men actually lived by 'trad' ideals, they would be fine to date. It's something I've seen online being pushed by right-wing types and actually trying to psy-op in feminist spaces and it actually seems to be successful

No. 2261906

>>2261903
i've never seen feminists accept the tradwife bullshit

No. 2261969

>>2214092
She has either never stepped foot in a metropolitan area in her life, or is the crazy bitch that people call the cops on. There is no in between.

No. 2261996

>>2261878
who even gives a fuck. these people need to get a job asap

No. 2262047

>>2261903
Nah being trad is cringe no matter how you spin it.

No. 2262764

>>2261863
Ah yes because this totally wouldn't be abused if it was possible and tims didn't die of sepsis. This totally wouldn't cause more women and girls to be trafficked for their wombs if it was possible…

No. 2262815

>>2261863
>rehome their uterus
the level of pure ignorance these people have about human biology, anything biology, really cant be overstated. shuffling organs around your queer found family and getting elective surgeries i parts of the body close to viscera, deep arteries, and/or the brain has no possible undesirable long term consequences and youre high key transphobic if you think these procedures should be limited in any way

No. 2263077

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This is the dumbest thing I've read in a really long time

No. 2263082

>>2201280
Trans “girls” need to get a fucking job but that would mean they would have to start being normal and admit they aren’t women.

No. 2263088

>>2263077
the first post is half correct though, it's all preformative and not driven by any kind of actual desire

No. 2263107

>>2263088
Over half of my timeline seems to be filled with artists who think otherwise. To me, the post is saying that sexualizing men is merely reactionary and therefore insincere, which I completely disagree with.

No. 2263121

>>2263077
>>2263088
>Implying I don't actually want to see my husbando oiled up and shirtless and it's just "reactionary"

No. 2263262

>>2263077
>Genuine lust for women is when bimbo mods
No it's not kek, THAT is about moids wanting to see women sexually degraded. It has nothing to do with lust and everything to do with hatred and fetishes combined.

No. 2263449

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as soon as i saw this i was like “lmao a palestinian did not write this shit”. i cant believe it has like over 10k notes. its so obviously fake

No. 2263578

>>2263449
One of my old personal cows was a fake Palestinian before it was trendy, never would have guessed how popular it'd become

No. 2264128

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>>2263449
Tumblr has been eating up obvious fake Palestine posts, especially spam bot fundraiser ads. They genuinely know nothing about Palestine kek

No. 2264143

>>2263077
if "people" (scrotes) "just" have genuine lust for the female characters, why do they need to degrade them with a misogynistic porn category that goes completely against the original character's design and personality?
also aren't the people who make the slutty mods for male characters usually gay moids?
i really doubt women who draw/mod those characters with a tramp stamp or whatever do it just because they find it funny, though. it is a porn trope of course those women are doing it because they think it's sexy due to the association with porn and prostitution. it'd be "just funny" if it was a straight moid doing it.
>dungeon meshi senshi panty shots aren't fan service
i'm not familiar with the manga but doesn't the author have an ugly man fetish or something? depending on the creator it could be purely a joke or a horny joke. when it's "just a joke" it usually happens in media created by/for scrotes that contains a lot of straightforward female sexualization.

>transmisogynistic joke

oh for fuck's sake

No. 2264233

>>2263449
Love the intentional lowercase to make it seem like the person can't type well, but then uses perfect english and gendie lingo which I'm sure is very popular in Palestine

No. 2264304

>>2264233
Also: Palestinian is capitalized, but Allah isn't. No muslim would ever make that mistake.

No. 2264397

>>2264143
The Dungeon Meshi mangaka has said that she based Senshi on a weird old guy who used to do his laundry in his underwear when she was a kid. She wanted Senshi to be someone who did his own thing and didn't care what others thought, so him being unbothered by flashing his undies wasn't meant to be fanservice. In the manga it's played for laughs, in the anime the animators really amped up the fanservice. The weird thirst for Senshi is a case of TIFs latching onto a short hairy moid in an attempt to convince themselves that a fictional cartoon dwarf is transition goals. It's nothing like what scrotes do to female characters, who they see as nothing more than porn fodder.
And that poster is wrong, sexualizing male characters does work. It makes moids seethe. Making mods to de-uglify Astarion, thirsting over Leon, making shirtless mods for any male character, all of that harmless stuff makes scrotes freak out to an extent that they leave women alone to go scream at fellow moids on Reddit about how their nonexistent girlfriend is cheating on them because the man in the game has abs. It won't stop female characters being sexualized but it does give women eye candy and drives scrotes out of spaces that aren't meant for them.

No. 2264760

>>2264397
Amen to that. Also kek at calling cloud strife a "traditional macho hero"

No. 2265997

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hate following someone who seems cool then i’m blasted with shit like this

No. 2266002

>>2265997
>Emu Otori pfp
Why does she attract so many degenerates

No. 2266006

>>2265997
If you wanted more girls in the world, you'd be fighting against female infanticide and domestic violence deaths.

No. 2266035

>>2265997
Wtf is a "plural girl?"

No. 2266045

>>2266035
I'm guessing it means girl that has DID?

No. 2266820

>>2266045
I have DID and I wish the disorder would stop being tumblr-ized like this because it makes people think this disorder that is genuinely extremely crippling isn't real or is just freddy fazbear living in someone's head

No. 2266941

>>2266820
how many minecraft youtuber alters do you have

No. 2267001

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No. 2267009

>>2266820
>I have DID
>in the tumblr hate thread
Yeah I don't know about that anon.

No. 2267012

>>2266820
>I have DID
>in the tumblr hate thread
Yeah I don't know about that anon.

No. 2267016

>>2266820
>I have DID
lmfao

No. 2267030

>>2266820
>I’m not like the other zoomers
Yes you are kek

No. 2267144

>>2266820
post medical diagnosis or gtfo

No. 2267184

>>2267001
She relates to the megamind incel guy?
>>2266820
Lmao no you don't.

No. 2267592

>>2265997
The halimede pun is the first (very big) warning sign, and unfortunately, that Dungeon Meshi girl as a pfp is also a warning sign. This is 100% a TIM reblogging another TIM. They're everywhere on Tumblr now.

No. 2268102

>>2266941
>>2267009
>>2267012
>>2267016
>>2267184
thanks for proving my point as to how these fuckers have poisoned peoples minds and why i can't talk about it to anyone. it's a mental condition forged under extreme conditions that bpdemons co-opt for internet brownie points in an extremely dramatic fashion so i honestly can't blame any of you for reacting that way however
>>2267144
i'm not doxxing myself but i promise you i fought the fact that this is what was happening me extremely hard for 2 years precisely because i didn't want to be like those weird ass tumblrinas until i was forced to accept it.

No. 2268157

>>2268102
NAYRT, I remember knowing of someone who had it, he wasn't a tumblr user, he was actually an artist who would teach classes, he said when he was younger he didn't know he was "switching" until the people around him brought up how he would act and say shit he never remembered, he basically grew up in an abusive home because his dad was foreign and got bullied at work so then he'd abuse his wife and son. Then he got groomed by his teacher. Anyway, he said that people recognised his "splitting" before he did, especially because he would become hostile at random times which was out of character for him. I had a friend who struggled to research DID seriously because of all the fakers who turned DID into kinning 2.0. TBH I was there on tumblr when the gendie crowd started off claiming they had "MPD" to ship "problematic ships" like agegap and talk shit about others (basically using it as a get out of jail free card), but then many got called out for using an actual fake disorder so then the gendie crowds appropriated DID because it was "legit" so they could say "I don't remember saying [thing] because it was a different version of me at the time [so pls no cancel…,,.]" idk how it is for you but is it similar to what I described? The only other person who described DID to me was a woman who said when she was abused as a child it was like it caused tears in her brain and any personality she had was just a mimic of what the abusers had already said before, which made people think she was lying about her abuse because she would apparently act like she had enjoyed it when it was not "her" saying those things. I've struggled to be able to research actual DID because of fakers and now google is becoming increasingly more commercial and asks if I want to buy DID. How did you learn about it and come to understand yourself to accept it? Hope you have a good week Nonna

No. 2268176

>>2268157
thank you for believing me, that honestly sounds somewhat similar to my experience, DID is an extremely covert disorder and often goes undetected into adulthood, as it's a disorder formed to protect you from things you can't handle and keep you sane and functional when you're in an environment so chaotic that there is no resting for you, you need to be on guard all of the time. being an overt or extremely dramatic disorder like people on tiktok try to illustrate is counterproductive to the point of DID. the switch between alters is not as dramatic as gendies want to illustrate, it very often feels like a subtle switch in attitude and often done subconsciously because your brain has deemed THAT mental state to be the one best suited for the situation at hand. blackouts are also extremely rare and would be counterproductive to the whole "discreet" part of the disorder, for me i experience extremely heavy amnesia, but it's not immediate for the most part, i find that i'm able to retain memories of the past few days, but it quickly begins to dissipate and be suppressed.

honestly, the memory issue is how i noticed, i had just gotten out of an extremely abusive relationship and when trying to recall it to others, i realized i had absolutely zero ability to recall the 3 years i had just experienced. furthermore, i began to realize almost my entire childhood was lost to me as well, and when expressing concern about this to a friend, she mentioned i might be dissociating. upon looking it up, i got results for DID and immediately closed the browser because i had seen that shit during my combat years on tumblr and had chalked it up to roleplay, much like the others in this thread. in 2015 i was friends with a lot of people who were faking DID, including an extremely infamous user who caused a lot of drama throughout the website, so needless to say my mental image of DID wasn't good. i ignored it until i realized i was losing recent memories as well, people kept telling me about things i did or said and didn't remember and i could physically feel my demeanor switching all over the place, as well as my intentions, the people i liked, my dreams for the future. i couldn't get my story or my memories straight, i felt so confused, it was much like how that woman described it, like a tear in my brain, though i often feel like my brain is akin to scrambled egg. even my thoughts become jarbled and all over the place and i can't tell where my thoughts begin and where they end. i would try to force myself to stay in one state mentally so i could just live a normal life and make normal friends and have normal career progression, but it just doesn't work that way. i would continue to switch out. i saw a professional and she agreed my dissociation issues were pretty bad and i needed to just accept it and work on it if i wanted things to calm down and find whatever sense of normalcy i could.

looking back, my DID went dormant when i was a teenager due to stress dying down, and as an adult it came back due to a few other extremely difficult things i went through on top of the abusive relationship. i'm hoping it can go dormant again with proper care, i married someone who also has DID and is taking really good care of me and understands the symptoms and wants me to get better so i hope we can both improve together.

No. 2268387

>>2267144
how do you post a medical diagnosis on the internet without doxxing either yourself or your doctor?
>>2268157
nta but I can recommend 'the haunted self'.
>>2268176
ntayr, I believe you too. most people don't believe it because to develop it needs worse adverse childhood experiences and nobody wants to believe children when they tell about what happened to them.
DID influencers are the worst to me.

No. 2268510

>>2268176
you wouldnt happen to have a joseph smith 'alter' would you topkek

No. 2269811

>>2268387
thank you, i think a lot of things that fakers, especially influencers, don't understand is that DID is EXTREMELY covert. even when i had my ex telling me i suddenly seemed like an entirely different person or that i was realizing during 2020 i couldn't recall anything about the summer of 2019, it wasn't something i considered at all. i can look back on certain things on my past now and go "ooohhhh, so that was the disorder…" but because it forms during early childhood, living with the disorder is your normal. everything about is just normal. you don't question it, because why would you? you've lived this way for as long as you can remember.

i think a lot of kids who get swept up in the trend of faking DID do it because they see some of the symptoms and think it applies to them, especially if they are developing BPD related symptoms. if you're a 13 year old little girl nerd who is bullied at school with parents who don't get along and can only find solace in people on discord, and those people happen to ALSO think they have DID, i can easily see how that's a rabbit hole one can fall into, especially with how teenagers will do anything to fit in, but i can't help but be frustrated that situations like that lead to people like >>2268510 thinking what they're saying makes them seem cool and smart for being enlightened and able to see through the psyop.

No. 2270284

>>2269811
you're absolutely right. It's extremely covert and the one that's to be deceived foremost is the self, because of memories/experiences that cannot be tolerated. It's not a funny or dramatic way to live. It's extremely exhausting, since every day stuff can trigger a flashback and in turn a switch. For some that means losing hours or even days. The good thing is with adequate therapy it's possible to get your memories together and even become 'one'. But you have to be able to face the memories 'the others' hold for you. Even just knowing about and accepting what happened can lead to significant betterment. Because your brain learns it doesn't have to hide it anymore.



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