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No. 2346502
Atone, and if you can't, let's settle this with our fists.
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>>>/ot/2321071>>>/ot/2321071>>>/ot/2321071 No. 2346553
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>>2346548I don't know what's worse: having a mom who believes in manifestation, or a mom who believes in reincarnation and treated you like shit because she's not done being angry at her own dead mother.
No. 2346649
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>>2346524I loved this book so much I stole it twice. Not even because I lost it, but because I wanted to own both the soft-cover and the hard-cover editions.
No. 2346658
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I love when lesbian girls like me and even sometimes I flirt with them, I'm straight.
No. 2346747
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>>2346574my mom does the same thing to the point of gaslighting!
>if she doesn't acknowledge it, it ceases to exist!i used to attend school sick with the flu and colds. it was so bad i had a stomach ache, throat pain, i was throwing up snot, was not able to speak, and had to blow my stuffed nose every minute. disgustingly sick. they only let me stay home when i had a high enough fever. the fever had to be high enough, otherwise i just imagined it, in her retarded opinion. sometimes the teacher made a call to her when this happened and then i was given a pill, which was taken out of its plastic film container. i still trusted it and it worked. however, she used to give me her sleeping pills at home because i was given adhd meds and could never sleep. she was offended that i could not sleep and said
>if you want to be an adult so bad then here, take this, adults need this to sleepi took it and slept well but could barely get up and got withdrawals from it, which she bullied me for. i got leg cramps, dizziness, migraines, saw stars. i did not even know what happened back then. things started making sense when i moved away and went no contact. picrel, this movie is creepy asf and the mother here reminds me of my own mom.
No. 2346800
>>2346683That's wonderful nonna, I'm glad you were able to take something good from that mess. You're doing a lot of good, believe me.
>>2346721Why are you embarrassed about that? Plenty of parents pay for their child's university education. It's much better than a loan.
No. 2347408
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Back in 2017 when Onision drama was constantly happening, I didn't have much to do and I was learning programming so I decided to develop a "VN" in RenPy where you are a young girl and Onision's wife manipulates you to visit them in their mcMansion. Then basically you have to navigate dodging him and his wife or fall for their manipulation tactics. Never finished it and lost data on PC where I developed it so unfortunately can't really upload it anywhere..
No. 2347869
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I infought for hours during the hellmas VPN ban and didn't get banned once lmao
No. 2347870
>>2347869kek that's the way it
should be.
No. 2347990
I'm really going to miss tiktok because of corinna. I love how she makes no fucking sense. She makes me laugh so hard, and I don't laugh in a patronizing way. I genuinely love her.
No. 2348015
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I'm so desperately unemployed and broke right now, that I am coming to criminal ideas on how to get money, how to get a job. My applications keep being ignored or rejected. At this point I even applied to an intelligence agency as a delusional joke. I am going insane. I do think of harming others. Retarded, unhygienic scrotes get to have comfy, easy jobs, meanwhile I am ignored with decades of experience in hard work? I started acting like a Karen, and recording wagies doing their jobs wrong. I put up complaints and reviews. So many jobs replaced by machines. The men who get better jobs and clout are narcissistic fuckwits. I applied to anything ever, and heard nothing back yet. It's infuriating. I think the only sure solution would be to convince a wagie to quit their job so I can take their place. I have been through hell at wagie jobs, and now it feels like they are discarding me. As women we are worth nothing to these scumbag leeches. Fuck this society and it's withering infrastructure. I shat in public last week and did NOT flush.
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>>2347990ot but its rather refreshing to see the comment section be kind, albeit ironically, though its a breath of fresh air compared to the try hard catty comebacks normies tend to do all the time
No. 2348043
>>2348036Are you a retard that needs to be euthanized too?
>>2348038>assumes i’m going to become a bangmaid whore to shit out kids for my ugly husband so basically a “wife” KEK
No. 2348066
>>2348037Corinna and her friends Michael and Sydney all got into some drama with one another the other day. Corinna said Sydney and Michael would make a cute couple, and Sydney was like omg he's like a brother to me, would you date your hot brother? And everyone roasted her for saying "hot brother" and she was like guys I'm not saying I would ever find my brother hot, you know what I mean! It's even funnier when you realize Michael is definitely a homosexual. Anyways they're all friends again!
No. 2348178
>>2348053Found her!! Her name is Kala
No. 2348192
>>2348178yesssssssSSSSSSS. If I'm remembering her lore correctly, she's adopted and has an older sister with a baby. Her and her mom fight a lot. Also I fucking love her comeback in the video I linked. "I'm easy to see." BASED.
No. 2348203
>>2348192Her crashouts remind me of PT. She had one just a few days ago over her sister being apparently verbally
abusive to her? She made a vid asking if it would be considered a threat when her sister says things like "just wait and see.." and the comments were full of people asking her if she is just misunderstanding her sister kek
No. 2348227
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>>2347921You have more guts than me, I never told anyone it was me. The hair ties it was like I had learned how to tie two of them together, like pic related and I got excited and did all of them.
No. 2348496
>>2348495KEK fucking amazing…
>I hope you know “over 9000” is also a meme or else I just need to go ahead and apply for Medicare…I do. I like to quote it randomly to myself like an autist.
No. 2348596
>>2348213I think people just have different types. This is especially true for women, because most men are unattractive (as opposed to most women being at least semi-attractive) so attraction to men is more them fulfilling your preferences than them
actually being attractive. Thus one man could be perfect to one woman but absolutely revolting to another.
No. 2348644
I will never be feminine, I will never embody the traits I embody physically, mentally, I will never relate to other women. I'm tired of seething over whores, submissive women, bimbos. They always win cause they are willing to suck cock more, don't tell me they don't. While I have a mental blockage against being feminine. If someone is attracted to someone, they are attracted to them because of their sex, firstmost while I mentally don't fit my sex therefore no one can be attracted to me. I know that men don't love women, only women love men and this pulls the man in(and his love for her doesn't come from any other source than him liking the sexual services she provides him, the woman pulls the guy in, women are basically the feminine pull energy and get the male validation as an exchange), but I'm in so much mental anguish over being this way. To me it is unacceptable that a woman is sexually submissive, while most women are that, I can't accept it, I don't fit in, I don't relate to the "woman" identity, I'm not sexually attractive, what creates sexual attraction is polarity. I can't cause that. I'm a freak and a reject. I don't even wanna date, but it hurts. It hurts not being feminine so fucking much. The strong desire of a man towards the woman is basically a love confession in every romance book, I can't fit into this hetero dynamic. I'm so bitter over whores, they make me feel so powerless how easily they submit, they literally haunt me, the female sexuality haunts me, the female body haunts me, the female body from porn images and what it does in them haunts me, the sexual images women post online haunt me, I will never be that. I'm mogged by whores my whole life, like a stinky femcel.(blackpill outside of containment)
No. 2348676
>>2348644“Other women” do you think all women are feminine? Get out of the man-made prisons you’ve put yourself. You don’t need to be feminine to be a woman, yes , not even when media tells you that you have to follow all these useless retarded rituals, get off of social media if this is the effect.
I have never done my nails, I don’t have a nightly skin care routine or expensive make up, I prefer my hair short, I like videogames , photography too, I like clothes too. It’s kind of reductive to distinguish people in “feminine” and “masculine” , when each individual is an agglomeration of both.
No. 2348681
>>2348644“Woman identity” means jack shit, are you drunk on the gender ideology kool aid kek? You need to do nothing other being born a woman to be one.
There’s no behavior, no clothes, no thoughts, no smell, no action that makes “women”. I bet you don’t even hold the same standards for men.
I feel like you suffer from extreme internalized misogyny or something or maybe you’re just a tranny scrote trying to larp, get off the damn cell phone and go out.
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>>2348644>I'm tired of seething over whores, submissive women, bimbos.You could always quit doing that.
No. 2348886
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I am super jealous of that white youtuber moid with yellow fever that has the super cute male coquette bf he makes blogs with. It pisses me off that i will never have that kind of love from a man as a straight woman.
No. 2348971
>>2348965Nonna why are you defending your nigel here? If he's really one of the good ones, then you have nothing to prove. Go enjoy your loverboy or use the boyfriend brag thread on /g/.
>>2348970>I show my bf lolcow but he totally doesn't post here guys because I'm so intimidating!!Christ on a cracker why would you admit to this?
No. 2348981
>>2348971he doesn't post on imageboard or social media because he is aware they're time consumers and he needs to either work or play his autistic games while on his computer. I monitor him constantly because he gets distracted reading wikipedia.
>>2348976sure, he has a nice ass.
No. 2349020
>>2348990That's interesting. I wouldn't say I view bots as lesser people because I have never viewed a bot as sentient, but I love testing the limits of chatbots because it reveals a lot about other people who use them. Kind of like the secret life of internet users.
>>2348965DA but I feel like this is the right way to be in a relationship. "This person is different and better than everyone else in some way." is normal to me when choosing relationships whether that's friends or partners.
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Lately whenever I read about some awful sex crime a moid has committed I go to r/transgendersurgeries and seeing all the perverted males castrating themselves for coom makes me feel better.
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A family member moved to a city with a well-known engineering school. I’m considering getting an internship locally there for a summer to see if I can nab a student before they graduate and hit the wall. I already scoped out the competition on some dating apps and the odds are in my favor. Yes I am aware I sound like a psycho.
No. 2351174
>>2351170i'm all for hating men and all but that's a bit too much nonna
poor child hasn't harmed anybody
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I basically got hit on by a 60 year old british actor (don't ask me who he is because I won't say it anyway) and I'm afraid I will sink deeper into this shit. I know we live in an age of male celebs being exposed as psychos and creeps and I hate myself for it but I still want to try it, well for now I just talk to him and nothing sinister happened yet. This makes me horny as fuck and I wonder if I'm having a manic episode or what
No. 2351191
>>2351181different anon but no. 60 year old men aren't interesting, if you've been around someone's granddad, your own dad, or hit on by creeps at a young age you'll see.
>>2351186>his mind is brilliantyeah definitely manic OP, sorry
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>>2351170Hm, if I was in such a scenario, I don't think I could kill the kid outside the womb. Give him up for adoption? Yeah, because I don't want a son either. That, and because I don't think I could kill any newborn after spending nine months carrying it, and 5+ hours pushing it out. If I was pregnant and KNEW I was carrying a boy though? Yeah, I would put that little shit to sleep. What's interesting is that in ancient or old Japan, it was normal to kill unwanted babies fresh out the womb. They called it, "sending the soul back", I think. I don't think it's wrong to not want a son. I do think it's weird to want a son OVER having a girl, though. Obviously thirdies with misogynistic cultures would want a boy over a girl, but average, good-life having western women begging to have a boy over a girl? I don't get them. What excuse do they have to want a boy over a girl?
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>>2351202i mean you've seen what the average young british man looks like right? now imagine an older one? and we're supposed to believe that's well kept…
No. 2351219
>>2351205I'm not baiting though. Lolcow is literally the only place I can talk about it because I would never tell about this anyone irl out of fear
>>2351206currently I'm masturbating like 3 times a day and it doesn't help, I just go deeper into the rabbit hole of degenerate 3D porn hentai. I tried a few kind of meds in the past and nothing helped me really. Now I only take hydroxizine which helps me go to sleep when I just can't stop my thoughts from racing
>>2351209His only known relationships were with women
No. 2351233
>>2351181>it's about exploring a situation that you never thought you would encounter.i've never encountered the situation of having sex with a homeless migrant with aids
to want to experience something new you'd have to assume it'd feel good, a 60 year old wrinked up limp dick that smells of old soap is probably not a good experience bit whatever floats your boat i guess
No. 2351238
>>2351219>I'm not baiting though. Lolcow is literally the only place I can talk about it because I would never tell about this anyone irl out of fearBut you already told us about this multiple times in the other confessions thread. Why do it again and again if not for attention
>His only known relationships were with womenBeards are a thing anon. Many celebrity relationships are PR. Tbh I kind of hope he truly does turn out to be closeted so you can stop posting about him kek