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No. 2366706

A thread for venting about difficult stuff going on in your life.

Previous vent thread: >>2356246

Follow all the /ot/ board rules & don't reply to bait.

Do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all.

No. 2366707

whys this thread invisible

No. 2366711

hiiiiii! hi everyone im just so sick and tired of being sick and tired. im reminded everyday how over half of the worlds population are useless retarded and need to be napalmed

No. 2366735

I don't necessarily have any hate for my father's wife, but I honestly look down on her for portraying a happy family image on social media while knowingly being married to a man that neglects his other children. And she still married him despite the fact that he was playing her and other women at the same time Their daughter/my half-sister was born a year before me, by the way. Dumb broad.

No. 2366743

>>2366565
When someone exposes themselves to a non consenting individual unsolicited, I think it's pretty fair that they get shamed for it.

No. 2366745

I just want a qte bf, damn. Why is it so hard to find cute men.

No. 2366750

>>2366292
>>2366302
>getting with a man who's already married with 5 kids
this will not end well

No. 2366769

Honestly as someone dealing with suicidal ideations seeing news and information about people killing themselves for the smallest of shit is just too disturbing for me. Like the guy who killed himself because of his beard transplant and the other person who commited suicide after Tiktok got banned for less than 14 hours. I really don't want to be the person who has something relatively miniscule happen to them and that shit ends up being the straw that breaks the camels back

No. 2366781

>>2364630
Are freaks like this made in a lab or something?? Reminds me of this poly couple I once knew, they'd definitely get off to doing some whack shit like this. In fact, I once scrolled 4chud (fucking ages ago when it was a smidgen less cancerous) and saw the dude had posted his g/f trying to pass her off as an irl "legal loli" except that I had immediately exclaimed "ewww" and scrolled down at lightning speed before it hit me that I recognized that nasty freak kek. The dude was unsurprisingly a borderline pedo, very into barely legals, had an exposure kink… I wouldn't be surprised if they ended up in the DDLG scene themselves. They're probably doing the exact same shit right now on a Discord somewhere, so I don't have pity for these types because I know their kind too well.

No. 2366793

>ex boyfriend who dumped me over a year ago would consistantly be the first to view my stories on my instagram.
>I decide to stop posting to instagram altogether.
>a month later he deactivates his instagram

I like to think him not having access to my life drove him to deactivate (he was addicted to checking instagram during our relationship) Im pissed that I even care or are theorizing about what he is thinking and wishing he is miserable. I wish I could meet a better person and stop thinking about him.

No. 2366805

People who don't set boundaries are seriously aggravating and you never know where you stand with them. My ld friend of many years and I were supposed to play games together on my day off, but after barely an hour she says she has to go off the phone and call her mom for 20 minutes. Okay cool, no big deal, that's normal. This turns into her playing telephone between her parents (mind you, we are both in our 30s) for three hours, the latter two of which she didn't respond to my texts asking if she was okay and when she was coming back. No exaggeration. Less cool. There was no emergency, just her mom wanting her to ask her dad for money on her behalf because they've been divorced for almost 20 years and don't want to talk to each other like damn adults. And she wonders why her other siblings never answer the phone when their parents call. She was apparently baffled when I told her that this wasn't okay and that she at least needs to text me when she's going to be gone for multiple hours so I'm not wasting one of my few days off wondering if she's ever going to come back. I'm honestly annoyed that I have to teach someone who is older than me how to set boundaries with their parents and tell them no. Like damn girl, just tell me to my face that I'm not as important as chasing nonexistent approval from your immature parents, I'm fine with that. But don't say that hanging out with me is your top priority and then act like this. She does this so often that I'm genuinely not sure I'm going to have any grace left for when she has a real emergency.

She wants a do-over today. I almost feel petty enough to take her up on it and then fuck off for three hours. But that wouldn't be nice and I'd feel bad about it. But I also don't want to waste another day off on her because she doesn't know how to set priorities (or maybe she does and is doing moid-level weaponized incompetence. Wouldn't be the first time.) It just sucks that we've been friends for over 15 years and I'm literally her only friend, and she still treats me like this because she never learned how to set boundaries or prioritize people she claims to care about. Okay, vent over. Hopefully you didn't read this far, but if you did, I hope you have a lovely day.

No. 2366825

>>2366805
People that don't respect others' time are the worst

No. 2366847

>Sends fiance a Leon Kennedy figure that I want, it's $300 which is the cheapest I could find it
>He immediately replies "What if I was pining after hot female characters?"
>He literally owns a big titty Nami from One Piece figure
>Starts saying "Sorry I don't look like him"
>Now passive aggressively saying we should buy me a naked Leon figure I can "play" with
Why are men like this? Mind you all I've said is "Huh? It's Leon Kennedy" not to mention last year I caught him watching porn after I had a meltdown about how awful porn makes me hate my body, but I'm not even allowed to mention that situation or he starts crying because of how angry and sad I got over it

No. 2366854

>>2366847
Get him to buy the figure for you and break up with him please

No. 2366873

>>2366847
Men hate it when you give them a taste of their own medicine. It's deeply engrained misogyny, in their minds it's normal for a guy to stare at beautiful women but women enjoying eye-candy is abnormal (same thing with cheating)

Probably comes from the fact society constantly objectifies women in every piece of media, and more rarely men, but that's just systemic misogyny
It's just a little heartbreaking to me how men systematically enforce misogyny in their relationships, you'd think that a partner should be someone you unite with against the disadvantages society inflicts upon each of you, but in reality they're more about enforcing those disadvantages

Sorry for sperging out, point is the feminist take on this is you should either get your figurine, either have him throw away his, either break up
Or you could also decide that it's a petty issue and not think about it too much while letting him know he's retarded

No. 2366874

>>2366873
Men hate it because they all have cuckoldry anxiety baked into them at the cellular level.

No. 2366877

>>2366874
>Men hate it because they all have cuckoldry anxiety baked into them at the cellular level.
I also hate it when my partner is looking at other people, I wouldn't say having cuckoldry anxiety is silly or a male thing like you're implying.
It's bad to be fawning over other people when you're in a relationship. At best it's a sign things aren't going well, at worst it'll kill your bedroom.

No. 2366883

>>2366877
>cuckoldry anxiety is not a male thing
Lol, just lol. I’m not going to argue with you but I am going to tell you that men quite literally fuck harder and last longer if they suspect their partner is unfaithful.

No. 2366888

>>2366847
You probably already realise this, but if he's the kind of man who plays victim to your emotions when HE has upset you, prepare for that happening for the rest of your life if you stay with him. This is a man who will never take responsibility, this is a man who will hurt you and you won't be given closure because he doesn't 'like it' when you're upset or angry.

I really can't stress enough how muchbeing with a man like this will destory you. Please dump him. Get your figure first though.

No. 2366912

you scare the absolute shit out of me! congrats!

No. 2366915

>>2366805
a normal person would have gotten up and done something else during that time and taken the hint.

No. 2366919

I broke up with my ex about a year ago, he was really, really horrible to me. I put up with a lot and I'm over him obviously but I don't know how to get over the things he said and did. After not dating for a while I finally started seeing someone who seems like a total green flag so far and I think I'm going to like him. But I feel weirdly apprehensive about letting him into my life at all, telling him anything about me that he can use to hurt me later or telling him where I live in case he tries to harm me or something. I don't even know when or if I'm going to want to have sex again. I guess I should stop being such a paranoid schizo because it's pointless but it's difficult

No. 2366946

>>2366847
leave your shitty boyfriend, please

No. 2366947

>>2366847
>"husbandofag"
>engaged to 3DPD
You brought this upon yourself kek.

No. 2366957

i really like her and she’s so cute and so similar to me and just the sweetest thing ever. i’ve never liked a woman like this before and i know that we’d be perfect together. she lives too far away and travels and i’m sad

No. 2366963

>>2366847
>fiance
Oh hell no, nona. I'll share a money saving tip for you that'll also spare you any heartache. Buy the $300 dollar figure and dump the man who will waste more money than that. You don't need to be with a misogynistic scrote that jerks off to porn and animu hentai and whines to you about wanting a cool fully clothed guy figure when he has a shitty big booby One Piece Nami figure. He needs to fuck off. Tell him you want that one yaoi toilet guy figure so he dies of despair next lmao.

No. 2366968

>>2366847
Fiance?!? Well at least it isn’t too late to throw him to the curb. Don’t fucking marry him, he’s a loser

No. 2366971

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>>2366847
Tell him you've changed your mind and want this instead.

No. 2366973

>>2366743
i guess she didn’t have any exonerating caps

No. 2366974

>>2366971
what's it from? it's cute

No. 2366983

>>2366847
And you’ll probably let this slide so you can marry him lmao

No. 2366991

>>2366847
>fiance
Nona…

No. 2367002

Pre-breakup guilt is fucking me up. I feel so retarded for being concerned over the fate of someone i'll likely stop talking to and seeing altogether, but i guess that's what breaking a real commitment feels like. I don't like this feeling. I've been dealing with this guilt for a long time, thinking that the other person cares so much more than i do, ripping the band-aid off is what i need to do but it hurts so bad.

No. 2367020

>>2367002
You're too kind, nona. Please think about the love you deserve and how you should give yourself the space needed for growth instead. Don't contain yourself.

No. 2367033

>>2366974
nta its the MC from Slow Damage

No. 2367070

>>2366915
After an hour, I did and went on a road trip. She came back expecting us to do everything we originally planned, so there wasn't a hint to take other than her being the kind of person who only prioritizes what is right in front of her.

No. 2367086

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>mfw I wanna look like a handsome cool princely woman but I was cursed with a round baby face so I just look like a sickly baby

No. 2367087

Ugh I'm so fucking tired of these cats pissing on my plants and shitting on my grass. I'm running out of options to keep them away aside from getting a dog or maybe pissing on their territory myself.

No. 2367099

>>2367087
Cat traps and either drop them at a shelter or relocate them.

No. 2367116

>>2366847
Seeing posts like this makes me genuinely wonder how some of you have no self respect. Like no offence but do you let yourself get run over by these pathetic manchildren coomer moids holey shit. Leave the scrote

No. 2367118

>>2367086
I believe in you. Get that haircut that frames your face nicely and be the cool princely woman for me but just kidding. Unless?

No. 2367136

>>2366735
Never trust a relationship that’s all over social media. They care more about appearing happy together than actually being happy together.

No. 2367192

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I'm so frustrated with my parents, they have been more than willing to pay for my older sister's groceries, rent, and medical school tuition but when I ask for 100 dollars for two weeks worth of groceries my mother starts berating me. I have been working under them for nearly a decade undergoing all of the below minimum wage shit, I have been paying for my own trips, my own tuition for college, nearly everything. But I feel so broken down when they don't even want to give me money for food. I asked my parents for milk and they told me to buy it myself after I payed nearly three thousand dollars for 4 months of school and they told me to buy it myself. I just want to cry, I have been doing everything right and apparently milk is where it crosses the line. I have taken care of their house after they spent a lavish 10,000 dollar week trip to paris, I have payed for their pet appointments and medication, my mother has payed nearly a thousand dollars on new chair covers and a new dish washer, but milk for their daughter breaks their fucking wallet.

No. 2367198

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i am so sick of men with broken dicks. my boyfriend's dick is broken. like half of the men i've dated have had broken dicks in their 20s. what the fuck. if my fucking pussy was fucking broken i'd starve myself to lose weight and do whatever it took to make it unbroken. how can you not care about your DICK being BROKEN

No. 2367200

>>2367198
>My boyfriend's dick is broken
Why are you still dating him? He's probably a filthy coomer. Dump him.

No. 2367209

>>2367198
Do I have to see this retarded image every day here

No. 2367210

>>2367200
he's not a coomer he's just fucking lazy and i'm coming apart at the seams from no sex. its complicated and by complicated i mean i can't share my reasons for not just breaking up with him here bcus they're too personal

No. 2367215

>>2367198
Is your boyfriend fat

No. 2367219

>>2367215
not fat but not fit

No. 2367222

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I bought an ear candle when I was in the USA which I just tried to use, except I lit it from the wrong end and ended up dropping a glob of molten plastic right inside my ear. Now I have a blister INSIDE my ear and it hurts so bad I wanna kms.

No. 2367229

>>2367219
So I’m hearing fat.

No. 2367231

How skinny of a man would you nonas date? My bf is almost a twig (his whole family is like this) and sometimes it makes me feel self conscious because I’m an ex fatty. I’ve still got “meat” but its just a regular healthy body now, I can never get to twig status and I’m not sure I want to. I still feel like an elephant around him even though my body is technically fine now

No. 2367233

>>2367192
You sound capable and independent and your parents sound extremely abusive. If you leave they'll suffer with the loss of their slave punching bag and you'll have freedom and no more regular abuse at home. Idk if you can rn, maybe that's not possible, but I just wanted to illustrate that they need you more than you need them

No. 2367243

>>2367231
I relate to you nonna. My Nigel is also turbo skinny and I'm an ex fatty, his pants don't fit me for instance which makes me self conscious. I try to get over it by compensating with the fact that he's tall. Men aren't supposed to be skinnier and smaller than women.

No. 2367245

my head is fucking pounding. doesnt help that ive been cleaning most of the day. now i have to go grocery shopping because i have next to no food in my pantry FML

No. 2367246

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>>2367231
Anything leaner than this is gross to me and looks sickly.

No. 2367247

I just had the scariest nightmare that one of my old friends could tell that a post was made by me just based off the tone, and then she went on a whole vendettafagging journey posting pictures of back when I was sick and I was so embarrassed

No. 2367248

>>2367243
>>2367231
Isn’t there a stereotype that the skinny dudes love fatties kek?

No. 2367249

>>2367248
It makes sense, two skelly going at it sounds uncomfortable.

No. 2367250

>>2367248
I think it's the fact that skinny dudes are usually social outcasts (gamer/nerd types) and so are fat women, so it's more common for them to meet. Perfect gym body Stacy wouldn't be interested in some skinny faggot who just stays inside all day playing video games.

No. 2367252

>>2367219
So fat, fat enough that it’s compromising his libido.

No. 2367260

I know kpp talk is banned but I had a friend who was a kpp fan and we went out to eat the other day. We split the bills and once we got home she want me to pay the 2 cent left on the bill, I was like wtf are you that stingy? It really goes to show that these people are only generous with their idols but not their friends.(do not self censor on lolcow)

No. 2367261

>>2367198
porn sick men who break their own dicks need to be ridiculed.

No. 2367265

>>2367250
i'm not even that active and i wouldn't date some twiglet moid who looks like he'd snap him just by existing around him, but tbf i also wouldn't date a fatty

No. 2367268

I don't care as much because we didn't start hanging out until a few years ago. But you stopped talking to your other friends who have known you for close to a decade. It's not because you're busy, because you're on the phone all the time. Both of you need to stop being pussies and tell people how you feel. If you don't want to be friends, so be it, but these people you're suddenly icing out haven't done anything to you to warrant a ghosting. They miss you and they wonder why the fuck you never respond to them, or wait five days to send a lackluster message.
You're a pussy for not confronting the person we all want to confront. I've done it and it's been a quiet year with little response from any of you, although you all agreed with me that the person I confronted deserved it and was terrorizing the group emotionally. But I guess you were only willing to give me support when you were chatting with me. Behind my back, I guess you support that bozo. How hard is it to tell her to fuck off? I did it just fine. She's already rewritten reality to make it seem like it was a conflict that could have been solved but wasn't because I am deeply avoidant. She will never understand that it's because she is a control freak and a sexual psychopath who has very little empathy for anyone besides themselves. No matter how you confront her, she's going to twist your words around, so just get it off your chest and move the fuck on. I'm so tired of waiting for you to tell the rest of the friend group whether or not you actually consider us friends. It's not unreasonable to wonder why a person in the friend group agrees with your decision to your face but then doesn't talk to you for over half a year unless you engage them. All of you are pussies.

No. 2367276

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>>2367233
I have one more year under their boot, I've been working hard. Thank you so much for listening and responding anon, it means a lot.

No. 2367293

if someone cares more about pennies than how they appear to you, they are telling you how much they value you. it’s less than pennies. one of my friend groups just one by one ended their friendships with the girl like that of the group who was bullying some
of us.

No. 2367299

Anyone else feel like fandoms are the only true female-oriented / female-friendship focused space? Especially as an adult? Everywhere else, just feels like women don’t care about each other, what we have to say at least not over men….

No. 2367301

I'm trying so hard to get along with my coworkers instead of being so offstandish, judgmental, and rigid all the time, but they're not making it easy. The sheer volume of spicy straight women with pansexual pins who fall over themselves to cape for troons is bad enough, but what has gotten me really fed up lately is how they all tiptoe around one of the few moid workers who is, shocker, a complete sex pest. The sort of sex pest so obvious that other women will warn newbies not to be alone with him because he'll try to hit on them. One of my coworkers who seems to like me always says she and I are similar because of my sperg tendencies, but I've always secretly judged her for being a bihet pickme NLOG who wants to play Ramona Flowers to her softboy of the week. I've tried really hard to temper my judgment of her and be more open-hearted, but she spilled a bunch of info about how creepy this guy is and then kept defending him because she HAS to play nice with him for some reason. She kept complaining about him and how he sexually harasses her, but also, I see them talking frequently and her initiating conversations with him. She always calls me over "as a buffer," which kind of pisses me off because the only times he's sexually harassed me were because she facilitated our interactions and I avoid him for a reason. But whenever these things happen, she says she doesn't want me to report him. Well, fuck it, I did. I reported inappropriate things he's said to me and didn't even bring her up. But now she's acting all weird and betrayed. And she told me she's certain that many of the women here will be uncomfortable if they find out I did that. I'm trying so hard to be empathetic, but I cannot fathom why the fuck these women all complain about him, acknowledge something should be done, but then get weird and cagey and upset if you actually try to do something about it. They all trip over themselves to stutter about how he's not actually dangerous and would never do anything, but who gives a fuck? I don't care if he's "dangerous," if he's so annoying and creepy that women don't even want to be alone with him, why the fuck would we trust him around our female customers and why the fuck would we give him the benefit of the doubt? I guess I really am not like them because I don't get it. So many workers there, even ones higher up the chain of command than me, admit to avoiding his whole department, and it pisses me off because he is in a customer-facing role. I feel like an alien from outer space with how much I don't understand. Why are they coddling him like this? Why are they just letting him get away with it without so much as a single report?

No. 2367306

>>2367301
I'm glad you reported his ass. Those handmaidens want to play nice and not upset the poor moid, but he's clearly making work more difficult than it needs to be with his sexual harassment. Fuck him and fuck them. I hope your report is treated seriously.

No. 2367311

>>2367299
Not really. Women in fandoms cannibalize each other all the time if you draw the wrong ship or refuse to call them "he", and these are grown adults for series aimed at adults too not even just teenage shit. Even on here there's no comradery, just non-stop fighting over ships

No. 2367315

so lonely

No. 2367316

Fuck fuck fuck fuck

I’m getting my blood tested and I have an overwhelming fear of needles

I might sperg out and run away in the middle of it, that’s how SCARED I am

No. 2367320

>>2367299
Modern fandoms? Absolutely not.

No. 2367322

>>2367299
For me fandoms are more shallow in that aspect, I mean, relationships tend to be online. I found real life female friendship in academia of all the places, and there a space for building and diffusion of female knowledge. You will find competitive people like in any other place, but the female solidarity is stronger and the grounds are fertile for it. But well, I'm talking from a specific field and from a specific culture, it may be different in other fields and places.

No. 2367341

I'm so lonely, but at the same time I'm super busy with work, school, and internships. I feel scared to even try to make friends online, because I'm scared of being too busy to actually talk to them. I don't want to make them think I'm ghosting or ignoring them. Finding friends IRL seems even more impossible

No. 2367347

>>2367311
>>2367320
>>2367322
Interesting that your experiences have been so different to mine. All of my closest friends are long-term fandom friends. And I have bad experiences with women/girls IRL ever since I was in school.

No. 2367352

When I started dating my husband, he was a super tall and scrawny nerd and I was way better looking than him. People always told him he was lucky to have me because I was way out of his league. He seemed insecure about those comments, so I encouraged both of us to eat healthy and go to the gym, and now he looks amazing, it's a complete 180. The problem is, I got pregnant, got injured, and then had to take care of a baby, so I ended up ballooning a lot. I see the looks people give us now, I know they're thinking "What is that guy doing with a girl like her" and I'm so ashamed. Sometimes, at bars, women will flirt to him in front of me, and when he says he's here with his wife, they look at me and laugh. I'm embarrassed to be seen now, I feel everyone's judgement and it's made me feel new levels of insecure. He's assured me that he's happy with our family and that he's not gonna leave, but watching people give him pity stares when I'm around is too much. I now have a toddler, which has made squeezing in exercise even harder. I just hate feeling so disgusting.

No. 2367360

ive just realised a coworker has been lying to me about a very obvious false fact, probably laughing about it behind my back. I really dont know what I should do. if i confront her she would just laugh it off.

No. 2367381

>>2367360
Don't acknowledge it. If she brings it up, laugh about it as if you were in on the joke and leave it. Pretending that you knew all along and don't care and you're all a big happy friendly family is the only way to get back at her without getting yourself in trouble over it.

No. 2367408

>>2367299
I like some things with a mainly female fanbase but I tend to not really connect that much with those people sadly. I don't really relate to how all of the ones I see on twitter and other places seem to have similar typing styles, stuff like adding a lot of exclamation marks, typing in all lower case, overly enthusiastic 24/7, are very into BL and shipping male characters (not my thing), gendie shit and other things I can't think of right now. I do appreciate how women dominated fandoms are so much more chill though and how even when there's nsfw stuff it's always 1000 times less horrible than male dominated fandoms. I can see your point that it's probably easier to make friends if you actually connect with someone in a fandom but it just hasn't been the case for me.

No. 2367417

I wanna reply to a (derailing) comment so bad but I don't wanna get banned…

No. 2367447

Spent the weekend knitting but all I did was fuck up and undo it to start something else only to fuck up again. I feel so stupid about the yarn I bought. It's maybe worth 10$ because I'm cheap but I don't think I'll use any of it at this point. Drawing also hasn't been going well. I just keep failing at everything I try. I don't know if I'll even have the confidence to try something tomorrow or ever again

No. 2367449

>reading about female seperatism
>end up on a reddit thread about women-only communities
>one comment after another: I'm a transwoMAN and I want to be part of one!!!

No. 2367452

been having ocd groinal responses for like 2 days straight now it makes me wanna pull a fanny and perform fgm on myself

No. 2367494

I can’t stand this moid anymore. He clearly isn’t happy about the relationship either but none of us have the courage to break up. Somehow, I feel responsible for him. I know I’m not, but it’s so hard to leave, even though it’s been hard to deal with him. I miss PEACE. All this moid knows is chaos.

No. 2367504

I'm so tired of being called old by people who aren't even that much younger than me as a quirky joke. I'm in my late 20s and this annoying ass guy keeps calling me old as le funny meme when he's mid 20s. I don't even care about my age but it just gets tiring being called old online by retards all the time ever since I turned 25 as if I'm geriatric

No. 2367509

>>2367447
If you saw the disasters that I attempted to knit your confidence would be sky high. You're not nearly as bad as you think you are, I promise. Take a step back, put down anything creative that you're struggling with, and come back to your projects with a clear head. You'll get there.

No. 2367511

>>2367504
>moid
>mid 20s

tbh That's ancient in moids years. I'd be surprise if he still had all his hair.

No. 2367512

>>2367504
call them old back.

No. 2367517

>>2367511
True, men age way worse kek. This one seems like he'll be bald in a few more years
>>2367512
Good idea

No. 2367521

>>2367504
Do males still do negging? That's what it sounds like to me

No. 2367531

>>2367521
Could be that yeah, though I've seen other people have the same done to them online because a lot of people are obsessed with calling anyone who is even slightly older ancient for some reason

No. 2367610

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i wish i could forget about the good times because remembering them and knowing that time is over feels way worse

No. 2367644

All I do is work, and once I get home and on the weekends I just sit there and scroll until bedtime. I have things I want to do, but my body feels so heavy and my brain feels too tired to do anything either. I'm even looking forward to work days because at least I'll have something to do. gdi, how do I start enjoying my life

No. 2367648

>>2367610
Yoshi is so cute

No. 2367655

>>2367449
like clockwork
>uwu am I allowed here?
When the sub already has TWAW and welcome in their policy since you can’t say anything else, they just want to get asspats and get coddled. I hate those fucking scrotes.

I wish they sperged about “cis only subs” aka porn subs, where suddenly everyone knows what a woman is kek. I bet that the reddit scrotes would make it possible to silence them , but anyway the trannies are the same scrotes in the porn subs anyway, so it hardly changes.
I only use that site to read AITAH posts and the food subs, anything else is ultra retarded and captured.

No. 2367662

>>2367352
He already assured you that he likes you for you and he doesn’t mind the weight gain, the problem is yourself. You either get out of that mindset since it will lead you to resent him, distrust him and it will eventually strain the relationship , try therapy maybe …or you get on your zoom and stop being a fattie. You don’t need to go to the gym either, get some elastic bands from amazon and 3kgs weight, do 15-30 minutes of exercises everyday (you can find many on YouTube) and cut calories.

No. 2367665

>>2367662
So you either get cocky about the fact that these handsome man (your words) is with you and not the other ladies who flirt with him, so what if you are a fatty and ugly? He comes back home with you.
That or you stop being a fatty and get on his level.

No. 2367674

>>2367352
>they look at me and laugh
Male-identified women's laugh means nothing. It has zero weight, it can't hurt you. Spiritually castrated women's opinion is worthless. You have to think of it like it's a bite from a bug. It's a natural occurence, but it's nothing to write home about. Think about it, you have a hot husband, he's understanding, you get to be less hot than him and put in less effort because you're a mother. Of course you're on the receiving end of jealousy, but jealousy is really just an admission of inferiority. Having a man who takes care of himself is probably something they so desperately wish they had.

No. 2367694

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>be actual diagnosed autist
>have one physically abusive parent, one enabling alcoholic parent
>no friends
>no money
>family hates me
>was bullied through school, is somehow bullied at university and at shitty part time job
>lose part time job
>in debt
>take up drinking too much
I'm so fucking tired nonnies

No. 2367700

>>2367694
How do you get bullied in university?
I’m sorry nonnita, I hope things will get better, I’d suggest you cutting down or stopping the alcohol before it’s too late.

No. 2367719

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>>2367694
Try going out in nature, when things get overwhelming.

No. 2367727

I stopped giving a shit about trannies because I was overly fixating on them , I still hate them and I hope that the scrotes finally get pushed out, but it’s so bleak to read news about them and see handmaidens praising and supporting the abuse , erasure and violence of women. It feels like a losing battle and I doubt that these retards will ever wake up on the fact that males have found a perfect way to further oppress us. Troonism hasn’t riddled my country, I don’t see many trannies here and it’s not like they’re that much accepted or given special privileges out of their retarded spaces (the LGBTQ is co-opted here too, so I just distance myself from it despite being bi).

I’m still rad leaning since I also focused on other aspects of feminism, so I think I’ll try to help at my local shelter , donate a bit each month in women related causes, I just want to do my own little thing. I might check up from time to time to see if things change , but I don’t want it to consume me. I hope the American, Australian and Canadians ninnies are well, you’re all in my heart.

No. 2367745

Trucker moids here are genuinely retarded. I was driving today, I had the right of way and the light was green so I kept going but a trucker moid cut me off, then pulls his window down and yells at me as if I was in the wrong. Holy shit. Moids in truck are actually schizo delusional.

No. 2367765

My 30s have not been off to a great start. I tried dating apps and met two men and had cringe relationships. I was never sad about them: though I did cry over how retarded and out of character I was to even be in the situation. I mostly felt embarrassment and rage. I know people that have had long relationships from the apps and live together but those people are from the same home town and knew friends of friends. I've moved from my hometown and have no roots in any of the towns close to me. I have no community or clue to the real characters of the local men in my area. I honestly feel like moving close to home for social purposes. The only men I have gelled with where I live have been taken or have too many kids I care to count. I fancy some romance but refuse to use the apps it's all so performative and fake. I'm literally wondering if developing window shopping as a hobby would have a high success rate if i somehow come off as approachable and some tall handsome stranger introduces himself as the love of my life.

No. 2367813

I'm menstruating and it's an emotional and physical burden that I hate. I also realised I haven't taken my anti depressant in two days so that's maybe also causing all this ick in my brain. Whoops

No. 2367826

>>2367719
kek what is this from and why does it look like cuphead
please tell me where this is from because I love it

No. 2367831

>>2367826
nayrt but its made by some dude who has at least an instagram, its a whole series based off the seven deadly sins but i cant remember the name off the top of my head rip

No. 2367832

>wants to die
>afraid of death
Many such cases

No. 2367837

>>2367826
>>2367831
nvm i found him its @tony.babel

No. 2367838

>>2367352
tell your husband to give you more free time by watching the baby, so you can exercise and also manage stress which will help with weight loss. it really doesn't matter what other women think, you're the mother of his child and it sounds like he knows what's important. it's normal for new moms to gain weight with the lack of sleep and stress, and you also had the injury.

No. 2367842

>>2367222
ow wtf

No. 2367848

Brother gets mad at me for not accompanying my dad to the airport despite my dad literally wanting to go by himself

He yells at me and literally stomps around the house because I listened to my dad?

Day by day, I am more and more sure of the belief that all men are fucking disgusting scrotes who can only default to anger and refuse to do any work on themselves. I lament the fact that I'm attracted to them.

No. 2367849

>>2367837
Thank you! Checking out his IG now. His art is awesome

No. 2367864

>little sister goes out after 11pm to grab food and see a friend
>ask her when she comes home so she doesn't wake me up in the middle of the night by text message
>no reply
>I sleep, wake up at 5am to piss, notice she's not there and panic too much to sleep
>she comes home at nearly 6am without telling me
>want to beat the fuck out of her for wasting my time and making me panic

No. 2367870

my full back and neck heating pad is on. i’ve taken 6mg melatonin. i’m listening to got my mind set on you by george harrison. please god let my sex dreams have normal themes tonight and please stop making them start by whoever it is kicking my windows in first. amen

No. 2367882

It's so hard to feel unsupported. I have a boyfriend and friends, and a mother, so I don't look unsupported but realistically my mother hasn't been any help for me since I was in school. She is disabled and lives in another town with her boyfriend, I support her more than she supports me. My boyfriend is decent enough but like a typical man he never really knows what to say, he will just offer to get me food and try to hug me awkwardly when I'm having problems, which is fine but it's not like having family or a best friend properly talk me through things is it. Our relationship is stable but who is to say if it will last, if we break up I'll be alone. My friends are nice but they live in other places, or they have partners and children, I can talk to them about a stressful day but they aren't going to support me the way a parent or sibling would because they have their own families.
I am so tired of being alone in this way, but I can't even complain to my friends about this because they will remind me I'm not single and I have a mother.

No. 2367900

I'm super tired of my useless older brother and oldest sister. They barely put money into house' expenses, and all bills and necessities are paid by my mom and my youngest sister; I have a summer job teaching EFL to children and I know it's not a lot of money, but I can help a bit around the house. I received a job offer in a school I worked before for this year's school period and the salary's really good, but my older brothers are both calling me useless for not "putting enough money into the bills" and pressuring me to "help more around the house with my money"

All 4 of us already had heavy discussions about the topic, with me and my youngest sister trying to support our mom as much as possible, but it's so fucking hard to live in a house where 3 out of 5 people put money.
We reached a point where me, my youngest sister, and my mom, are looking for a place all for ourselves and drop the oldest siblings. I just hope with my new job things at home get easier.

No. 2367907

My brother is such a disgusting piece of shit I hear him use the bathroom and immediately leave after flushing clearly not washing his hands

No. 2367908

>>2367231
My bf is skinnier than me and tbh, I like it. I have a thing for skinny lanky men

No. 2367913

I really thought I got away with not getting sick this winter season, but I'm laying here with what is probably the beginning of a horrible flu. Last winter I was horrifically sick for 4 weeks straight. I lost my voice completely and used to shake vigorously on the floor. All they gave me was some promethizine which did nothing. I can't go through that again.

No. 2367918

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i used lye to clean my drain and i accidently inhaled some of the steam. now my lungs hurt

No. 2367919

>>2367907
My dad does this too. It pisses me off and I avoid touching door knobs in the bathroom because of this. He is also the type of person who would just get mad and deny it if I bring up that he is being disgusting.

No. 2367922

when we talk it seems like she really likes me but then she wont talk to me for a while despite being awake and doing things and it makes me go schizo bcs like does she like me how i like her?

No. 2367924

>>2367922
Is she doing thinks that allows her to be looking at her phone, or is she just lounging around/doing chores. If so, a person who truly likes you will text you consistently, at least in the honeymoon stage.
>>2367907
Just went to the theatres, and the way people wash their hands is absolutely disgusting. It'll be the most pretty, put together women using one pump of soap and not doing any scrubbing whatsoever.

No. 2367932

I'm raging. I want to punch a fucking wall so bad. Maybe I'm blowing it out of proportion but this is literally the straw that broke the camel's back. I allowed my dad to follow me on tiktok and he grilled everything I posted and tore me about. I said I had no friends in a humorous manner and he said "why would you post that", I made a joke about my car getting taken and he fucking asked why I said that. I jokingly raged over my coffee taking forever and he said "that was really not a genuine moment It's weird that did that." and lost his mind over me using fuck. Everything I do in my house is a problem and I'm sick of it. My sister tore me apart the other day and I responded "don't let the door hit you on the way out" and all he could focus on is what I said versus her saying the most heinous things. "Well she has autism, she doesn't mean it." FUCK YOU. fuck youuuuuuuuu. I fucking hate my whole family. Every single member. I have no one.

No. 2367935

>>2367922
I don't know how long "a while" is but people need time away from their phones to do stuff that needs to be done

No. 2367938

>>2367932
Sorry to samefag but I also posted a video about how I was groped downtown, and I said the guy "grabbed my behind." My dad told me that posting that was inappropriate and that refering my behind was unladylike. Maybe it's because he's arab or something, but it's infuriating me. My dad isn't aggressive or normally overly judgemental, but lately everything I do is wrong.

No. 2367940

>>2367938
Ok. Quietly just wind down on posting on your tt, post like weather updates once a week, and make a new one that you don't let him see.

No. 2367947

my prostitute roommate i don't know very well (we don't even greet each other when we walk by) has come home multiple times day sobbing, and then she takes a really long shower. i wish i knew her better so i could comfort her, but i'm pretty sure she thinks i'm a weird sped (i am), so i'll keep my distance. pretty heart wrenching. i heard her talking to her cat about her useless college degree today and i feel just. eugh. this world is awful.

No. 2367949

>>2367938
I'm not gonna defend your dad but you also sound like you chronically overshare online

No. 2367952

>>2367949
NTA but have you ever been on tiktok a day in your life?

No. 2367953

>>2367947
That's sad. She sounds really beaten down.

No. 2367964

>>2367352
I had a friend with low self esteem who swore up and down people were staring at her no matter where she went, and people just… weren't. I don't want to discount your experiences but is it possible that your self esteem is causing you to overanalyze the way people behave arond you?

No. 2367967

>>2367932
Don’t post things on tiktok. It’s not worth having a reference of your face moving in a video for someone to make a deepfake with it.

No. 2367974

I've been formally offered a job at my internship.. and I really like the place too. I should be happier than I am because I always thought I'd be miserable working and I've had a lot of set backs and failures in life. But I guess I'm not because I know I'm still years behind everyone else my age, I missed my chance on the housing market and now moving out on a single income is going to be a really tough challenge.

No. 2368039

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I generally do not make my profile picture on social media an actual photo of me. Made the mistake of making it a photo of me and within one day my uncle, who is only related to me by marriage, who has since divorced my aunt and I have not spoken to or seen in about 15 years, slid into my DMs. I'm married so my last name is unrecognizable to him, again hasn't seen me since I was a tween, and he's a drunk so he didn't put two and two together. I've never not considered him my uncle even though we are not blood related, so this was extremely jarring. It's been weeks since this happened and every now and then I still feel such disgust I want to scream anyways never doing that again

No. 2368046

>>2367967
Your face is already out there if you've ever used any app that involves you posting it. Which I'm sure most anons between the age of 18-30 have done by now

No. 2368080

>Have regular shoes
>Walk on a rainy day
>Shit my feet are wet
>Have timberland like shoes
>Water gets in them when it rains
>Shit fuck shit fuck
>Buy snow shoes
>Somehow water still gets in them when I walk around and it's raining
Holy fucking shit is there ONE pair of shoes that won't break after one week of use and makes my feet swim in dirty pond water oh my fucking GOD

No. 2368083

>>2367947
For me, it's cooking something for them and offering it.

No. 2368098

Yeah I guess I'm to real for this place

No. 2368104

>>2367947
That's really depressing. I second >>2368083 it's a nice gesture which opens up a conversation.

No. 2368134

I feel so useless. I have some weird thyroid problems and a fucked up sleep schedule that make me constantly tired but the biggest thing is that I feel so inferior to everyone around me. I see so many popular streamer girls who are super hot and also very educated and smart, and I just don't understand how some people can be so lucky.

No. 2368146

>>2368080
I didn't see rain boots on your list

No. 2368171

Relationships, men, relationships, men, sex, getting laid, situations hips and bla bla. I’m tired of always the same discourse.

No. 2368189

Apologised last year to my ex best friend for being shitty and not keeping contact, found out her ex assaulted her and now she's engaged to guy who wants to become professional rainbow six siege player. I don't know how to feel, I know her mental health is shit so now I'm wondering if I could've prevented all this

No. 2368196

I hate when 30-60 year olds are like 'wah you're only in your 20's why do you want to go to sleep at a reasonable time you should be out partying and getting 2 hours of sleep like I did in my 20's' I don't care, I don't want to party, I have no one to party with, I want to sleep at 10 pm I don't want to be out in the streets.

No. 2368201

>>2368196
our quality of life is so much worse than theirs too so even if we wanted to, it's just not realistic. gotta work and pay bills

No. 2368203

>>2368201
Oh trust me, they know. They worked, paid bills, and partied. I tell them I have work in the morning they go 'so? I partied and then went to work on no sleep' I don't care! That sounds like hell to me.

No. 2368205

>>2368203
yeah i'm surprised you get that so often then. you must be conventionally attractive and confusing older normies

No. 2368210

My friends and I were in a busy public park in the city yesterday and we were talking about Elon Musk and his Nazi salute. One of my friends wanted a picture of us all in front of the fountain and two of my friends attempted to nazi salute. I was so horrified I grabbed their arms and pulled them down, said I couldn’t be seen with them if they’re going to do that, and started walking away. I’m so mad they think that is funny, and that they probably also enjoyed getting a reaction from me. I know ideologically they’re both conservative and are not Nazis but it made me so angry nonetheless.

No. 2368216

>>2368210
Your friends are retarded, I am sorry nona

No. 2368245

Any other nonnas here with a naturally deep voice who never trooned out? I'm almost 30 and have been like this middle school/early high school. Minus the southern accent, think Miley Cyrus' speaking voice when she's comfortably being interviewed but a little deeper (I wish I had a better example but she has one of the deepest women's speaking voices I can think of in well-known media).

One of my friends has a TIM sibling whose vocal tone is in a very similar range to mine, but they've been on testosterone for 8+ years kek. The TIMs voice is admittedly unclockable and probably their most masculine feature since it's not even in that annoying croaky frog territory, just very low.

I've been told plenty of times throughout the years that i have a "calming" voice but I still get self-conscious here and there idk

No. 2368250

>>2368245
You mean TIF?

No. 2368251

>>2368250
Kek yeah pls excuse my retardation, it's still early in the morning where I'm at and I guess I'm still not fully awake

No. 2368252

>>2368210
Gee I know how that feels like, I'm sorry. This is why I prefer my online friends

No. 2368258

>>2368245
I love it, one of my biggest crushes I had was on a girl who somehow had a voice deeper than mine too and it sounds like ours are similar. I find it very attractive and other gay women will too, don't be ashamed or concern yourself with troons. It's literally never been an issue for me

No. 2368261

I'm mildly annoyed at the frequent misuse of terms like picrel and glowie lately. It's dumb because I'm being elitist about chan lingo, which is possibly dumber.

No. 2368266

>>2368245
I love it, it's much better than high pitched voices to me personally. I love Miley's voice!

No. 2368269

>>2368261
With all the newfags from other sites pouring in, there's been a lot of obvious unintegrated posting going on. It makes sense to be annoyed by it.

No. 2368288

i asked a stupid question at work i'm so embarrassed. guy was nice though at least.

No. 2368292

I went to test my eye sight to get the approval for my drivers license and the tester was so mean for no fucking reason, I was already frustrated from dragging this on for months because of bureaucracy so I ended up crying. best part is they referred me to another place and didn't give me the stamp, great.

No. 2368297

>>2367644
you'll need to power through the heaviness of your body and the tiredness of your brain and force yourself to do at least 1 of the things you want to. once you do it, it'll get easier with time. motivate yourself by thinking that it's for your own good and happiness

No. 2368304

>>2367765
>developing window shopping as a hobby
go for it nonnie! you never know if you will in fact find a handsome stranger willing to talk to you

No. 2368316

Bought an indoor camera to check in on my pets while I'm not home and holy fuck I want to die seeing myself in the camera. I look like an ogre. I feel like I look completely different in the mirror and now I don't know what to even think anymore. I will only ever wear baggy clothes from now on. I swear to god I look like a fucking tranny. My hair looks like a thinning old mans hair and my shoulders and back are way too big. What a kick in the ass reality check.

No. 2368339

I'm skeptical about how much of this site is actually women. I've used it for years and it feels like recently I've seen a lot more posts that ding my scrote radar, idk if theyre men or just really retarded women… but I'm probably going to ditch. I seriously suspect 1/3rd of the users might be men and people like that one insane girl from the friend finder thread

No. 2368345

>>2368339
1/3 is probably a good estimate tbh. it's still one of the only female centric spaces left online though

No. 2368347

>>2368339
i genuinely feel like some of the farmhands are moids. there's been some suspicious activity i've witnessed that is unaddressed or the people who do address it get banned

No. 2368349

>>2368339
Probably.

No. 2368350

>>2367765
I hope this doesn't come across as not encouraging but I've heard from a variety of people, both men and women, that the options get a lot thinner around 30. It's just the nature of it, a lot of the good partners seem to get "locked down" early with a couple exceptions for people who traveled or focused on career. Apps aren't terrible, i met my husband on there, but i lived in city where the population is dense. I wouldn't suggest window shopping, I noticed guys who approaches women in public tend to be slightly more skeevy. My sister in law met her husband at 32 via cross fit. Active hobbies like climbing or rowing seem really good for meeting people

No. 2368353

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I have a downstairs neighbor who will sit on her balcony all day (like starting at 7 am and can go on into the night) chain smoking, blasting tiktoks, or having loud ass phone conversations non stop. I really don’t think she works because I’ve never seen her leave the apartment outside of her carrying groceries on her E-scooter. At night her and her moid blast music and get into drunken arguments but when you confront them they get so aggressive and scream “No English! No English!”. They trash the parking lot and the garden area below their unit and I think they have a kid living there too since I occasionally hear one cry. I had a neighbor and one of the maintenance guys tell me that they’re here illegally from Venezuela. Well since deportations started happening they haven’t made a single peep. I don’t see or hear from her anymore and I’m highkey hoping they got evicted or were sent back to their country. It’s nice that I can step outside without being assaulted by cig smell and looping audio sound bites.

No. 2368363

>>2368353
That's great anon. I'm glad you have your peace back or can report them if they haven't been deported back yet. There are so many people like that who are naturalized citizens, it's nice when there is a legitimate reason to have less of them. I feel like people don't really get what a "society" is and the reasons functional ones work out in the first place

No. 2368365

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The only reason you're able to do all your hobbies and not be homeless is because your boyfriend supports you while you work 2 months max each year. You even acknowledge it, but that doesn't stop you from judging others for not being able to live up to your standards while we work full time jobs.
Also what the fuck do you mean you don't have the time, all you do is play league and go to conventions. But I guess making meals for 2 and cleaning the house(which is something every adult does) means that you're entitled to pass judgement on others.

No. 2368368

>>2368365
Confessions thread? Most people don't enjoy reading these kinds of posts because we don't know what you're talking about so it always comes off like you're obsessing and seething over someone else's life. If you were like "my ex is a piece of shit and his new gf is fat and lazy" we could relate and discuss that

No. 2368374

Some people on Vinted are such fucking assholes. I know about the idiots that ask for unreasonable offers, but all I did was ask for a euro off and those retards declined. Really? Stingy fucks

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No. 2368378

Why am I getting hot flashes? I'm in my twenties. Fuck off.

No. 2368379

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>>2368368
You're right, I forgot the Get It Off Your Chest threads exist. Main reason why I saged it.
Context: It's about my sister who thinks I'm a failure for not being in the same situation she is now (she bagged a rich guy who is buying a house and included her in the mortgage). She straight up said that I will probably die alone, all because I'm focusing on getting my life together by working overtime to recover financially after my mother emptied my bank account.
>>2368375
Nonnie I would never rant about you

No. 2368381

>>2368379
I'm so sorry nona, but your sister sounds very annoying. Bagging a rich guy is no guarantee of anything and they tend to leave their gfs for younger ones constantly, and it's also nothing to be especially proud of. Easy come, easy go. Even though I know working overtime is hard, you're right to focus on yourself. Nobody can take your own accomplishments away from you.

No. 2368382

>>2368379
Damn what a shitty thing for her to say about her own sister. Hope things work out for you nona

No. 2368386

>>2368378
Dehydration and lack of sleep?

No. 2368394

>>2368379
>sister bragging about house built on sand
The difference between you and your sister is one e-girl away anon. Make your own success, not because nothing triggers an otherwise useless pick-me more than that - but because it will feel good and you won't even think about her after that. There's probably something you're good at that she's not, start with that. Anyways after a couple kids, she won't be bragging anymore because she'll just be another housewife with a husband who spends all his time doing "mysterious things in the basement rec room"

No. 2368395

>>2368386
I drink a metric fuckton of liquid so it isn't dehydration. My schedule is weird so maybe it's that. I think my hormones are just extremely disregulated.

No. 2368416

>>2368196
Best believe that I’m under the covers at 11 pm kek.

No. 2368434

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ik no1curr, but for posterity, final LC post from my ex's IP before I move my pc back home. i'm a little relieved but also sad. 5 years together and living together. breakups where you're incompatible after all but still love each other are so hard.

No. 2368442

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When my friend won't respond to my messages within the hour because she's shitposting online.

No. 2368450

>>2368379
Every sister says the other one will die alone kek

No. 2368451

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>>2368434
Congratulations anon! Welcome to the world of mental peace and tranquility. You are not alone here

No. 2368467

I kind of lost my composure at work today kek (not kek at all actually).

I'd love to say I told it like it is but really I just acted like a petulant child, huffing, sighing and saying "yeah whatever" when I was asked what I thought, for my role it really wasn't a good way to behave and basically I was pissed that I came into work and had to work on top of feeling awful.

Worst thing is my coworkers were so understanding when I said I just feel like shit. Not physically, just…bad. I got hugs and sympathy which surprised me because they reacted so empathetically to me behaving like a brat.

No. 2368468

I hate it when my BPD friend starts going on her "ugh I really don't like [X]" bullshit because I know her so well and the ONLY reasons she won't like something is literally because 1. Someone she split on likes it or 2. Most people like it and she wants to "stand out". And that is literally fucking it. And then she will get pissed at me for remembering her opinions and when she changes her mind completely about something I'll be like "but you said you didn't like it?" She'll give me this nasty-ass attitude just for holding her accountable. I'm so glad we're not doing the favorite person bullshit song and dance kek. She's the type of person who will change her convictions like the wind and it's soooooo annoying.

No. 2368489

>>2368468
Do you have an example?

No. 2368569

>realizing you’re starting to outgrow this website and the userbase is completely trash
>nauseating self-absorbed energy i’m just so fucking tired of
>also personally engaging in the same trash by trolling and baiting people but it’s just dumb and meaningless
>have nothing in common with anybody here besides just wanting to laugh at retarded celebrities and lolcows
>the userbase is occupied by energetically vampiric women constantly in the state of “I” and “me” which is why you’re talking at and never with the bots on this website
>if women truly gave a shit about each other this website would’ve never existed
>everything is a farce
i’m tired, it’s only good for lurking

No. 2368579

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I have no idea why you want to stay with your asexual moid, what is he even good for anyway? Is it that he has a mortgage and a car? I know you two will break up someday, how can you even be in a relationship with a moid that doesn't even want to have sex? I still can't believe you stayed with him when his brother kicked you off of that trip the three of you were supposed to take together after you had been invited for weeks, and that fucking moid was the one to tell you the news. I saw how upset you were. You looked at me with tears in your eyes and asked me "you wouldn't kick me off the trip would you?" and I said back "absolutely not". What can you see in a moid that won't fight for you like that. It makes me angry that I can't tell you how much I dislike that moid, because I know all that will do is push you more towards him. You have this moid, yet with me we always hold each others hands, you stroke my arm you are so physically affectionate to me - so why have you picked this moid who doesn't believe in physicality. I wish I could just be brave and tell you how I feel about you and we could be together. But I know you'll pick him, and whilst I hope we can be friends again eventually - the idea of you telling that moid that I have feelings for you makes me sick. I have no idea why, but it does.

No. 2368580

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I have dead eyes and it scares myself. I record videos of myself and it doesn't matter how animated I am, my eyes are dead. It's uncanny because I will be laughing and acting silly, and my eyes are just unavailable and borderline disturbing. It's like I'm pretending to be human and my eyes are giving away that I'm not.

No. 2368583

>>2368379
Kek being a lazy bum with no money and depending on a scrote’s benevolence isn’t a flex

No. 2368584

>>2368580
I think they’re really nice. I love droopy eyes.

No. 2368589

>>2368580

Droopy puppy dog ayes are something i always wanted as a kid, i bet someone you know is jealous of them

No. 2368593

>>2368580
Lemme guess, blue eyes? Grey? Like in the pic?

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No. 2368605

>>2368580
I almost reported this for ai slop kek

No. 2368608

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>>2368580
Same except mine are like these. I know it's not just me noticing it because people irl keep asking me if I'm okay and speak to me like I'm slow

No. 2368613

Why the fuck is it that learning about how badly someone I was angry at the past hates me makes me calm down and see them in a better light? Found out an ex friend wants me to kill myself and after about a week of feeling anxious and angry and upset, now I just wish things hadn't gone so wrong between us, though I still wouldn't be her friend again because she made me feel bad about myself constantly to the point I now struggle to see myself as human in present day.

No. 2368615

>>2368608
These are examples of the people you're attracted to? It looks like you guys are stealing pics from a group home charity

No. 2368617

>>2368615
samefag they both look like they're 14/15

No. 2368618

>>2368615
Kek, nona, these are examples of people with droopy/dead eyes

No. 2368619

>>2368615
Who said anything about attraction. One nonna is stating her eyes look like emma chamberlain's, and the other nonna is saying hers look like that. Two completely different types of eyes.

No. 2368620

>>2368615
What. We're talking about eyes that look similar to ours, I'm not attracted to them at all. Did you even read the OP

No. 2368621

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>>2368580
I've accepted that I'm gonna have to go through life over compensating and pretending to be happier than I am because I have fucking close deep set downsy eyes that scare people if I don't

No. 2368623

>>2368618
>mine are like these
kekkk okay thought you meant "mine" like "my crush" or (worse) "my girls". Felt like I was on 4chan for a sec, thanks for clearing that up anon

No. 2368624

>>2368489
Late reply but the whole reason I posted this vent was because she went on a huge rant about how she hates Milo's Lemonade and how people who like Milo's Lemonade haven't tasted GOOD lemonade. Keep in mind she went off about this randomly while I was drinking a Milo's Lemonade in front of her and the only reason she went on the rant is because her (recently) ex-boss loved Milo's Lemonade and the sight of me drinking it fucking triggered her retarded BPD. Also she was fired for constantly coming in late and calling off and smelling like weed all the time.

No. 2368625

I might get fired from my job because I've had to call off due to food poisoning. I miss having friends. I feel so lonely despite trying so hard to be a better person every single day. Maybe the moid who ruined me will get deported.

No. 2368626

>>2368580
Samefag. I wouldn't mind posting a super super up close picture of my eye from a selfie (wouldn't expose who I am at all) just to explain what I mean. If that's not allowed, then yeah I would say mine look different to >>2368608

No. 2368628

>>2368468
Thank the fucking heavens you're not her FP. That shit is a literal nightmare, been there done that.

No. 2368629

>>2368623
NTA but you're retarded. The post literally said that people speak to nonna like they're slow and ask if they're okay..

No. 2368633

>>2368629
>speak like they're slow and ask if they're okay
…for liking women that look like that
I'm at work and have the thread open in another a tab, go seethe and chew an ativan(infighting)

No. 2368635

>>2368633
kek that's still a retarded interpretation.

No. 2368638

>>2368635
Yes, it is really annoying to make an error with an autist around. That is for sure.

No. 2368640

>>2368628
being a favorite person feels great until you realize that person will freak out if you have a minor difference in opinion because they think you’re them now. and that your difference in opinion, to them, is always a value judgement even if it’s something as arbitrary as wanting to watch a series as it comes out vs waiting for it all to be released to be binge watched. real fucking fight she was a passive aggressive nightmare about for the rest of our friendship and by fight i mean she tweaked out and started taunting me saying did i think i was better than her. oh and any interest or friend they don’t share with you is evil and you’re willfully turning evil by spending your time and energy on that and not being their therapist. why do people even bother trying with people with bpd.

No. 2368642

>>2368638
Deep breaths. Criticism is part of life.

No. 2368645

>>2368641
Anon, you think I'm retarded for misreading something while distracted and I think you're an autist due to your lack of social skills. Everyone wins, have a good day

No. 2368647

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I have to actually read these research papers I have been putting off all weekend. I don’t want to but I must. To live is to suffer.

No. 2368648

Does anyone else take people getting angry with you to heart? Might be an autistic girl thing, like if someone gets angry at you for something you decide that you are 100% wrong and only evil people do this thing, and you get shocked later when you find out that's just a normal human being behavior.

No. 2368650

I've barely been talking with my friends recently and I always feel like I have to put in all the work, I get that they're probably busy but I still feel lonely

No. 2368654

>>2368645
NTA but you need to chill.

No. 2368660

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I am on antidepressants and in therapy for recurring depressive disorder and avoidant personality disorder and no one in my environment suspects a thing. I am doing good. My new boyfriend thinks that I am just taking probiotics and iron supplements in the morning and doesn't question the appointment I have every two weeks. I am doing pretty well with his friends the antidepressants suppress my social anxiety and I am able to participate in conversations and am getting better at it. I do feel proud of myself - a year ago I was at my lowest and unable to do anything. Sometimes I look in the mirror and feel really shitty for not telling my boyfriend though. I don't want him to know what was going on in my mind and that I was getting ready to commit seppuku just a year ago. I am scared that he is going to judge me. I don't want him to see me as weak. The medication and therapy got the personality disorder under control so I guess I'm never going to fucking quit.

No. 2368661

>>2368640
No literally your experience sounds so much like what I went through with my ex best friend. Whenever I made a new friend or hung out with anyone else she would always crash out and accuse me of not liking her anymore and I had to constantly be her therapist. Ironically when it was me going through shit I started to detach from her and everyone and instead of being there for me she hard split on me for the last time and moved onto to another FP that ALSO had BPD and I heard that short lived relationship was a fucking nightmare. I do genuinely think BPD can be managed and they can learn to cope but they never actually get that help in the first place. Biggest red flag is when they think FPs are normal.

No. 2368662

>>2368660
Is he in some way responsible for your medical care? Would he be the person doctors would speak to in case of an emergency? If not, he doesn't need to know that you're taking psych meds.

No. 2368666

>>2368660
Nonna. I am far more mentally ill and have far more skeletons in my closet. I used to beat myself and attempted to off myself before because I feel like a monster who is frauding everyone I love. How can I live knowing the darkest parts of me are hidden, and that if they were to come to light that everyone in my life would cut me off? I've learned to accept that there is no benefit in telling people certain things. At the end of the day, the dark parts about me were of no fault of my own, because I didn't choose for those things to happen/get so bad. It's not like being an abuser, or a scammer, etc. We can't choose our battles, and some of us are unfortunate enough to have taboo or hard to understand ones. You're not a bad person for concealing your past, so long as it doesn't affect the people in your life. Some things are better left unsaid, and if you feel this is one of them, do what's best for you.

No. 2368668

>>2368640
nta but if you're any kind of traumatized person it is SO crucial you avoid people with bpd at all costs, i thought i had bpd for a while because their behaviors rubbed off on me while i was a terminally online teen/early twenties person, until i got the fuck away from them and met people who treated me with respect and like i was my own person, and suddenly i could interact with people normally again. they set your nervous system ABLAZE, constantly making you wonder what's gonna make someone turn on you all because they're projecting. my mind is the calmest it's been in years now that i'm 1 year bpdemon free.

No. 2368672

I’m feeling really anxious at the moment. I’ve been at my parents house in another country for about a month and a half and I’m about to go home in a few days to my boyfriend and it feels really jarring and scary. My parents are quite religious and culturally strict and we’ve had a lot of issues since I was a child, even resulting in me going no contact a couple of times to live my life just reacting to their extreme restriction. Honestly I’ve been feeling so guilty and scared to go back as I live a ‘normal’ young person western lifestyle with my boyfriend- we have sex and I drink and eat non halal foods etc- though I know there’s nothing wrong with this the pressure from my parents to go back to religion and agree to arranged marriage etc is insane. I always feel like an awful daughter as I keep these things secret as to not hurt them and it’s a huge source of stress in my life. The happiest and most stress free time in my life was when I was no contact and had nobody enforcing stuff on me but I missed them too much and the guilt overwhelmed me. Seems like I just can’t win and will always feel like a misbehaving teen instead of being comfortable in my adult life.

No. 2368675

>>2368672
I know my parents are very lax compared to most accepting me as a westernised daughter and I should be grateful for their continued love and support but the emotional stress is really fucking with my life

No. 2368678

>>2368654
Nta but you're retarded for getting involved in this

No. 2368682

>>2368678
"NTA" sure kiddo.

No. 2368693

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No. 2368694

>>2368693
Nta but that's a retarded meme

No. 2368696

>>2368693
Go back to doing your work nonna.

No. 2368698

>>2368696
Nta but that's a retarded suggestion. Have a good day!

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>>2368698
Why are you so mad while simultaneously pretending not to be kek. The original nonna that responded to you just said you're interpretation of a post was retarded. She didn't fuck your father.

No. 2368707

STOP FIGHTINGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No. 2368708

>>2368698
Do you actually think because you're using NTA that none of us know that you are in fact the same nonna. Can you go back to tiktok or spend some more time lurking before participating on here?

No. 2368709

>>2368660
Do you have a reason to think he particularly won't take it well or are you just worried in general? Ime people take it well, especially if he already likes you enough to be your bf. He might become worried for a while and change the way he acts to something he thinks will be better for you though which can be annoying but he will realize with time that you don't have to be treated with kid gloves.
If he reacts poorly then that's a red flag. You deserve respect and admiration for wanting to improve yourself and someone who doesn't see that is harmful to you.

No. 2368711

>>2368693
Stop posting pictures of me without my permission

No. 2368713

>>2368708
Nta but you're retarded if you think I'm not trolling

No. 2368714

>>2366706
My stepkid has been groomed since middle school into gender shit and it's killed our relationship (and more importantly, her future, but that's a way longer vent). I feel so uncomfortable around her because she's in a misogynistic death cult and she just lies about everything so we can't have a conversation about any of this. She won't talk about it, won't answer basic questions, but when we go to school functions everyone treats us so weirdly and uses wrong pronouns for her… it's so frustrating that autistic girls are getting led into shit lives, but we've been absolutely blocked from any input because speaking out or causing a fuss could cost us our jobs or kids. I'm sending my kid to fkn Christian school when the time comes, I'm anti-religion but that religion is way less damaging than the one that isolates kids from their families. The experience of watching teachers keeping secrets with our children is horrible, just awful and such a giant red flag but absolutely no one in education seems to see it that way and parents are cut out of the conversation before it even starts just in case?? Doesn't even make sense.

No. 2368721

>>2368713
Do you know any other word besides retarded. Do you wash your pussy regularly. Do you love me.

No. 2368724

>>2368721
Here you go retard, the origin:
>>2368629
I'm just trying to fit in and integrate so this is how I post now

No. 2368728

>>2368724
Go back to work or we'll report this to your manager.

No. 2368743

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>>2368729

No. 2368746

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No. 2368747

>>2368714
I've talked to people in education about this in regards to middle schoolers and they've gotten angry at me and said "kids know what they're doing." Seriously? CHILDREN know what they're doing? I'm not even against parents using whatever pronouns and nicknames for their kids or whatever since studies show it helps the kids' mental health and leads to better outcomes by maintaining their healthy relationship with their parents, and in the vast majority of cases the gender dysphoria will dissolve on its own over time, usually resulting in the child just turning out to be a gay adult. But if you have any reservations whatsoever about stuff like encouraging puberty blockers which are known to be damaging to health and to cause permanent problems, people knee-jerk react with outrage.

No. 2368751

>>2368743
>>2368746
I'm laughing so hard that my mom told me to shut the fuck up

No. 2368756

Cutting off my npd bpd SWer "friend" of 10 years because i had surgery last week and instead of wishing me well or checking in on me she asked specifically about the symptoms for her own sake and left me on read. She then tried one upping me a couple days later and was still the only person who knew what happened to me and never once asked how i was. Ugly bogged botched nobody cunt also was trying to complain about her 100000th failed relationship to me during her recovery like i fucking cared. The relationship has been over for a fucking year. Some fucking friend. I have to just ghost her otherwise she'll unleash her bpd bullshit onto me.

No. 2368759

>>2368746
I'm done trolling out of spite now but would have left the post up for that tbh

No. 2368772

Im thinking about the cat that would come by my home when I was a child. His name was Sparkle, he was a Grey tabby and iirc the tip of one of his ears was gone. I think one time me and my mom washed him in the backyard, but I was always so scared to touch him so I never really pet him. He would come to our front porch, and I would keep the screen door closed but interact with and stare at him. One day he just never came to our house again. I think he may have died, but the optimist in me wants to believe that maybe one of our neighbors took him in. Sparkle, I always miss you and I wish I could've saved you. I wish I petted you. I hope you're still out there somewhere, happy, warm and full. I will never even think about adopting another grey tabby, that spot is reserved for you.

No. 2368785

>>2368660
Tbh its better to tell him so that you know how he'd react when you are at your lowest (assuming you want this to be a long-term/serious relationship eventually)

No. 2368792

>>2368714
That’s rough nona. Being a parent in the modern era seems really challenging especially when you take gendershit into consideration. I know I’m just a retard online but I went to a Catholic school growing up despite my family not being religious, there were other kids in my class who were the same. I received a great education and never was made out to be a bad person or ostracized even though I didn’t take communion like most of my peers. It was completely normal. I transferred to public school later on and the difference was night and day. The Catholic school experience was much more preferable and I hated public school so much I ended up studying so I could graduate a year early. Basically if you can swing it I do recommend the private school. I hope your step kid wakes up before they decide to go on HRT and make any permanent decisions.

No. 2368794

Extremely first world problems here, but holy shit for some reason I CANNOT get over "the grass is always greener" syndrome and stop comparing my life to other people. My husband and I moved to an admittedly shitty suburban/rural town for his decent, white-collar job and we live in an apartment together. Our apartment is fine but the area itself totally sucks. The weather is so hot, dry and dusty that it's unbearable in the summer. The only social thing anyone does on the weekends is sit at home and drink, or you can go drink with the creepy old men at the local dives. Or, you can just leave entirely and drive 2+ hours to go to the next big city or into nature. The city itself is joked about a lot for being "backwards", boring and full of drunk rednecks and they're not wrong - DUIs are rampant here and it's made me nervous about driving.

Meanwhile holy fuck, I can't check my messages on social media without seeing posts from acquaintances who are living elsewhere in cities that I love and I'm so envious. Green trees, beautiful homes with green backyards - I love it. Cool apartments in "the city" with a view and a busy, bustling social life? I want that, too! Cute brunches, outings to the museums, music shows, nights out on the town, even seeing what nice school districts they're sending their kids to - it makes me so fucking envious. Even my hometown that I always thought was lame is really ramping up and there's a ton of fun new things there compared to where I am now.

My husband is well aware of all of my complaints and I'd love to live in the next "big city" over which is also a huge cultural hub - I used to work in the performing arts and that's the only way I'd be able to do that again, but there's no way we could afford an apartment that's comparable to what we have, let alone a house, there.

I feel so guilty for saying this because my husband is the kindest, sweetest man I could ever ask for and I didn't even know moids like him existed. But I wish I married into money and didn't have to worry about any of this shit and could just enjoy the prime years of my life pursuing my artistic interests and living as a "woman of leisure" in a city I love.

Trying to count my blessings and remember that 10 years ago I would have given anything to have the same love and security that I have now.

No. 2368801

I'm looking through old videos I used to record with my ex, and it's making me cry because I was so good to him, and he was so bad to me. You can even see it in the videos that he is just not appreciative or interested in me. He was always more interested in himself, and never reciprocated my love. In the video I just watched, I bought him two shirts and brought him his favorite dessert from a place far away from us to surprise him. He's happy about the gift, but not happy that I got him the gift. He's not appreciate in the slightest. He used to shit on me for even recording things, which I only did to make memories. I'm always giving more than I receive in all romantic and platonic relationships, and I can't take it anymore.

No. 2368813

>>2368794
Nonna you’ve already identified it as "the grass is always greener" syndrome, so you know what I’m going to say. There are huge drawbacks to living in a big city too. Everything is more expensive, it’s more competitive for jobs, there’s (usually) more violent crime, and more random homeless people taking a piss on the side of the road. I get missing access to cultural stuff, but maybe you can help foster a more artsy scene in your own area? I’m sure you’re not the only one who feels that way.

No. 2368821

I'm an English teacher, but I'm starting to forget how to spell properly. It's scaring me. Spelling was my strong suit growing up, and now I'm spelling received as recieved, and committing as commiting.

No. 2368827

>>2368821
It's fine you're just getting early onset dementia. We'll put you in a home for people like you, no big deal.

No. 2368831

>>2368821
Very normal. Don't beat yourself up. If you haven't been writing/typing a lot, it's normal. If you're taking a new psych med, it's normal.

No. 2368836

>>2368756
Wtf how did she try one-upping you? I hope you're feeling better nonnie.

No. 2368861

>>2368801
Some people don't appreciate how relationships are a two-way street. If you do something nice for your partner, he shouldn't treat your affection like it's unnecessary, but he didn't want to feel like he had to put in additional effort the same way you did, so he dismissed it instead. He hasn't tried to learn how to be grateful, and he was too bitter to properly recognize your generosity and return it. If he did put his pride aside to give you the same love back, your relationship would be stronger for it. It's a shame that the time you put your trust in someone, they messed up that opportunity for you both. Unfortunately there are many people that don't take the initiative to do something for their partners or even see the point in doing so.

No. 2368884

>>2368189
Nonna, say it with me: YOU ARE NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANOTHER ADULT'S LIFE. Her life might be in a shitty place now but how can you guarantee that you'd keep her from spiraling? No matter how close you are to someone, there's shit happening in their lives that you won't be privy to, and they need to sort it out themselves. You can't be her full time caretaker. Reach out to her, build up trust, and be her friend. Don't fix her life for her but let her know you're there if she needs you. If/when she comes to her senses you know she'll be able to rely on you.

No. 2368933

Why do I need to be a "brand"? Why tf do I need to do "personal marketing"? Why is this shit so important to my professional life? My parents didn't have to do this, they just applied to jobs and that was it, they didn't have to peacock their way into the industry. If you're thinking of being a programmer don't fucking bother unless you're willing to post like a retard on linkedin every week

No. 2368974

>>2368813
Ayrt, I don't know how I forgot to add this, that's actually one of my biggest gripes - the city crime without any of the "city fun". Where I currently live ranks in the top 10 lists of the most dangerous areas in our state. Even outside of the crappy downtown areas, in the "good" side of town where I live there is TONS of property crime, violent crime, gang crime, hearing random gunshots at night, car theft, home invasions, and all of the bullshit people have to deal with in "big cities" but without any of the fun places to go.
Job market sucks here and everyone leaves to go elsewhere - which isn't a problem for me because I work remotely.
Rent and homes are less expensive than the larger city, but that's about the only good thing.

No. 2368976

i'm so bothered by my fast heart rate. i just want it to slow down so i can relax and do things. it almost never gets below 90, i hate the feeling when it gets up to 120 when im just sitting around not doing anything and my chest tightens up. my dr said it's normal to have a resting heart rate of 90 but i just don't believe that. it wasn't like this even a month ago i hate this feeling. im seeing a cardiologist soon at least but im worried its going to be like every other specialist ive seen where they just keep brushing things off appt after appt

No. 2368980

>>2368933
This applies everywhere, not just to programming, and yeah it is fucking exhausting and retarded.

No. 2368981

>>2368980
I told my work coach I'm not using linkedin because I don't use social media because of the privacy risks. He agreed, yet I'm probably missing out on opportunities.

No. 2368990

Nonnies I just came to a conclusion here. Don't ever hold back. Don't ever pause and stifle what you have to say. You think you're being polite, you're not. You're unintentionally creating a situation where anyone can fill in the blanks.

No. 2368995

>>2368933
I fucking hate that retarded mindset too and linkedin is the worst to happened to the laboral market, along with human resources.

No. 2369001

>>2368933
I thankfully ended up in a path that doesn't force me to use linkedin, but from what I gather, the only thing you can do now to keep your sanity is take the piss and start posting about how the only time you worked remotely in the last three years was while attending your mother's funeral service

No. 2369009

I've had enough of amish people and their puppy mills. They're everywhere. I live in an area (you could probably guess) that has a lot of amish people. I work as a nurse in a veterinary clinic and even my own coworkers buy from puppy mills. It's insane. Why would you buy a merle great dane as someone that works at a vet clinic? Do you not see all of their problems associated with the breed and color? Are you crazy? Even more crazy to not buy from a breeder that actually health tests? All of these amish people's puppies have horrible health problems especially skin problems. No wonder you have to pay $200 for cytopoint every month, you bought a fucking dog from a puppy mill! Amish people are one of the worst groups in the usa. They "vaccinate" their puppies with vaccines from tractor supply then wonder why they all get parvo. Even my parents fell for an amish puppy mill. Now he is 6 months old and full of problems they cannot afford because they wanted a cheap $300 puppy. Then they come to me to try to cut costs on vet care for their dog despite me being against the situation from the beginning. Even our local shelter is having a parvo outbreak from people bringing their sick parvo dogs that they got from some amish freak

No. 2369018

>>2368933
I fucking hate whichever out of touch sociopaths popularized this shit.

No. 2369022

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im so suicidal i hate my life i hate my ugly art nobody cares about it and i hate being a fucking zoomer literally didnt get to experience any of the world before technology mindfucked everybody. not to mention ovulating and i have no boyfriend and probably never will so just miserably horny god just kill me in my sleep already AHHHHH

No. 2369072

>>2368836
Thank you nonnie. I posted a video of some hotels by where im staying while recovering, and she sent a video back of the view from her shitty hotel with no other words. She literally lost every friend/relationship shes built over the past 10 years due to her cluster b bullshit so i know it's not me. Only people who still associated with her are moids who pay her for sex or other ewhores/"content creators"

No. 2369096

>>2369009
The Amish and their animal abuse is fucking putrid, I hate that people act like they’re such wholesome sweeties when they’re actively abusing basically everything they fucking touch. And how the people around you are so literally braindead has me wanting to pull my hair out so idk how you even deal with that level of retardation from people who definitely fucking know better??? I’m sorry nonna. Gonna go pet my senior rescue dog and be thankful she’s a certified hardy mongrel from the wilderness (who gets her preventatives and vaccines).

No. 2369097

>>2369022
woah anon are you my lost twin. I came here to post something similar.

No. 2369100

I occasionally have an irritated spot on my gums that goes away within a week. Lately though, I've had a dull acheing spot that has a swollen bump. Painful to touch. A week later and no change. I managed to call and make a dental appointment, but it won't be for another week. I know WebMD-ing is not helpful but I'm sure I have an abscess for the first time in my life. Every source says it can be serious so now I'm getting paranoid that the infection could get worse and spread or eat my jawbone.

I normally put in effort to have a good dental hygiene routine, so it feels like I'm a failure for getting an infection, as well. I'll just try to keep it up along with salt water rinses and get through until the appointment. If it drastically gets worse before then, I'll drag myself to an ER. Am I being paranoid?

No. 2369106

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>TLDR: my moid is out on what totally isn’t a date with his TIF friend
My moid has been pretty much ignoring me since he got off work. He usually calls me when he gets off if we’re not actively hanging out, tonight I just got a handful of texts and he didn’t answer when I called him. I find out he’s out with a friend. Normally that would be fine, but he was supposed to come hang out with me tonight. He said he wasn’t feeling well and hadn’t slept well when I texted him this morning so I said don’t worry about hanging out tonight, feel better. Anyway the friend he’s out with is a TIF and the TIF bought my moid a bunch of drinks and also bought him dinner, but it’s totally not a date! Even though they’ve been out together since he got off work. Totes not a date.

No. 2369108

>>2368933
I wish I had more irl connections because I cannot stand how fake and phony everyone is on LinkedIn and all the false positivity spilling out of the users there. Meanwhile if you try and post something asking for advice or help even if you have superficial networking connections, nobody pays attention, but those posts about how single mom Cathy from Wisconsin needs her job to support her 4 kids from 3 baby daddy's or Craig can't find a job in IT go viral. I hate how fucking phony social media is, especially "professional" social media where they say you need to be presentable and keep up appearances, meanwhile so much of it is up to luck and astroturfing. And the people who are the social media experts can tell you that the majority of social media is dumb and phony and that no amount of begging posts will get you a fucking job anyway

No. 2369112

genuinely how do you make friends as an adult? literally how? especially if you’re weird and autistic

No. 2369113

>>2369009
Great Danes also have super short lifespans so anyone who buys a Dane is gonna be fucked by it anyway. Lifespan will be even shorter if it's a mill dog

No. 2369115

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Why do I always overshare with my mom who is a controlling, embarrassing narcissist? I just can never put her on an information diet because I'm a self-hating retard with terrible impulse control and a loner with no one else to talk to about anything. I got tickets for a concert that I never should have even told her anything about in the first place but I did because I can never keep quiet. She freaks out at the thought of me driving, especially at night or on highways, so now she won't shut up about driving me there and going with me, because she does not want to let me go alone. The crazy bitch even just told me she took the day off so she can go with me. I don't want to show up to a concert with my fucking mom. I'm 26 fucking years old with my own car. I'm going to throw up and hate how much I self-sabotage myself around her. I hate narcissists and how much like heroin self-sabotage is to me with them. What do I do now? Do I just sell my ticket? No way I want to even be seen at a parking spot with her. I hate her.

No. 2369117

>>2369009
My mom ran a puppy mill for 5 years, and I'm still ashamed of it. I tried to bring up my concerns to her but she took it really personally. (Conditions were not considered 'bad enough' for a call to the local authorities to make a difference.) Luckily, she doesn't do it any more but it always saddened me.

No. 2369131

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Sort of vent, sort of drunk journal entry. It's not so much I want to have sex with this guy, I think? I just really want to talk to him again but I feel like he's only going to agree to really sit down and talk to me if he thinks I'll have sex with him. The first time we engaged with one another sexually, I had been drinking a lot lately and lonely and met up with this older man on a whim and felt really comfortable with him even though he was a functional stranger I'd briefly talked to online. When we went back to his place and cuddled on his couch, I just kind of let things happen. I didn't hate it, he didn't take my vaginal virginity or anything, but it was only the second time I let someone see my pussy in all my years. (Late 20s) I was kind of disappointed when afterwards he made it clear he was only really interested in fucking, because I did try to (hopefully not appearing too clingy) talk to him a little bit more but he either ignored me or rebuffed my attempts to talk more by quickly reminding me he wanted to fuck. It's a shame because he's one of the rare men I actually do find kind of attractive. I went into it not expecting anything from him, but I was disappointed he wasn't even really interested in casually talking. Maybe I just seemed overeager to talk more, but even that feels like I'm putting more thought and emotion into things than he did. It's not so much I'm against having sex with him, I'm just not sure if I'm ready even at my big girl age. Especially with someone whose functionally a stranger and made it clear he doesn't have any interest in me outside of being nude in his arms. But at least when he did hold me, I didn't feel disgusted or upset, which is a lot by my standards.

In some ways I feel so alienated from womanhood, growing up I was always friends with boys and bullied by the girls, as I got older I became more of a recluse and all my online friends were kissless virgin nerd girls. I have no idea what is the 'expected' model of heterosexuality, especially as a bisexual. Most of my romantic experience has been with women, men it always felt like a wall between me and them. Even if they were otherwise nice, it always felt like I wasn't getting that deeper connection I'd have with women and any man I came close to it, immediately felt like they thought we were going to have sex. When my mind was as far away from that as possible. In a lot of ways I always viewed male sexuality as a threat, even in my fantasies it was never 'me' there, but another woman I was watching 'act out' sexuality or another man in terms of yaoi. It kind of fucked my head up to realize other women don't approach sex and sexuality and men with such a level of dread and apprehension. All I can think of is all the ways it can go horribly wrong and be disgusting and painful.

It's not so much I think having sex with that man would fuck me up or be some horrible nightmare experience, I guess I'm just interrogating myself on why I want? to do it. What am I hoping to get from it? The experience? To feel normal? To feel close to someone? More like a woman? More like an adult? Just so I can talk to him? To try to overcome my anxieties? I just feel like I probably won't get the chance again to find a man I find somewhat attractive who I can engage sexually with without it being weird or fraught in some way. I don't believe in love with a man for myself. But part of me feels like this is some kind of inherent female right of passage I've avoided all of my life. I've never even so much put a tampon inside. The few times I got a finger inside it was slightly painful and 'intense' I'd describe it. In some ways I suppose facing it, I hope to dissolve some fears of how bad it can be. My brain always going to the worst case scenarios by far. Sex with a woman, my biggest fear is just being rejected. With a man, I just think of all the horrible, horrible possible outcomes that I'll just have to shrug off and move on from.

No. 2369132

>>2369115
It might be hard to do and she will be angry or passive aggressive, but tell her no and that she can't go with you. You are an adult and didn't buy her a ticket or planned it so that you and her could go today, so don't do it now just because she freaked out. That's what she wants you to do.

No. 2369134

>>2369112
I had to start working at a library to make friends. Lots of weirdos there around my age. The catch with weirdo-friendly places is that you will also have to be understanding when someone acts autistic about Pokemon or board games. But if you can do that, they will be your friend.

No. 2369145

so annoying that my coworker always finishes her sons work for him when there's other shit that needs to be done first and leave everything else untouched. then has the audacity to say to me "maybe you can do this and that to help -sons name-" and "since hes doing this you can do that" bitch shut the fuck up. you can do whatever the fuck you're telling me what i supposedly need and should do. i have my own crap to do. and i help everyone else finish up their crap all the time.

No. 2369154

>>2369131
Anon please just find someone to talk to… there are men that are fine with just your company and nothing else

No. 2369162

>>2369106
A moid will be a moid. Dump his ass and let him stay with his mentally ill friend when he's not feeling well.

No. 2369165

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my brother quit his job, he's offering me his position and my mom is pressuring me to take it as she's worried about me still being a neet in my mid 20s. maybe if I was able to land a nice relaxed government job I wouldn't be in this position, going to college for four years was a scam. no one wants to hire me since I don't have 2 years of experience in the field and every job asks for it kek what a joke. unless I suck dick for a position, I'll be forever stuck in this awful predicament.

I feel defeated in a way, as giving in to the latin american permanent wage slave lifestyle for 7 pennies a month is suicide fuel, but it could also be positive for me to establish a routine that doesn't consist of waking up at 5 pm, rotting in bed browsing lc and going psychotic over a moid who doesn't know I exist until I fall asleep again? I can't even lift a 5 kg bag of dog food so I don't know how I would do all the lifting but I'll probably accept it because I have an embarrassingly low amount of money to my name rn

No. 2369220

contemplating making a fake profile on seeking or ashley madison or something and blackmailing some nasty scrotes into giving me money

No. 2369238

my back and muscles always ache

No. 2369243

>>2369106
Ghost this retard , he doesn’t even deserve to get broken up with. Also the TIF probably wants to fuck him or they have already done it, we all know how these women are always the biggest pickmes kek.

No. 2369244

>>2369131
>Most of my romantic experience has been with women, men it always felt like a wall between me and them. Even if they were otherwise nice, it always felt like I wasn't getting that deeper connection I'd have with women and any man I came close to it, immediately felt like they thought we were going to have sex.
Why do you even bother with men if you feel this way? Is it because you secretly think that relationships and friendships with women aren’t as worth it kek?

No. 2369245

>>2369131
>>2369244
Like you made a whole rant shitting on men and showed example of them lacking empathy and not being decent human beings all together (rightfully so) but you still engage with them.
What are you trying to even do?

No. 2369247

>>2369162
Oh it gets worse, nonna. He fucked the TIF in question in the past when the TIF still identified as a woman. When I asked him why he was sneaky about it, he said it’s because I’ve been a bitch about him hanging out with his friends, which I informed him I never have; he quickly conceded to that being true and moved the goalpost to me just having been a bitch in general this week. I’ve literally never been a bitch about him hanging with his friends and he knows it. He’s playing dumb and I know he is because he’s not completely retarded, it’s so fucking manipulative and gross. I want to kick his stupid ass. I don’t think there’s any coming back from this and the list of other bullshit. I literally just feel like a doormat. So tired of manipulative moid shit.

No. 2369249

>>2369247
>He fucked the TIF in question in the past when the TIF still identified as a woman.
NTA but nonna what the fuck? Leave. Even if she's on testosterone your boyfriend will definitely still fuck her simply because she has a vagina. Don't do this to yourself.

No. 2369306

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Men are so fucking boring. I don't think truly innovative and creative men exist anymore. They're all a bunch of copycats and plagiarizing dorks now.

No. 2369329

Why's migraine even a thing it's not telling me that something's wrong like other pains it's just eating my life force away for no reason

No. 2369338

Isn't it funny when I talk to the people around me (mainly my family) saying that "I'm tired" psychologically and they completely miss the point and say shit like "it's because you walk around so much!"? No, I'm tired because I'm lonely and no one around me ever acknowledges my feelings. I'm tired because I have to hear you yap on and on about the same exact things and I have to console you but you don't do the same back and get pissed off the moment I try to tell you something's bothering me. I'm tired because you want me to work and work and you won't even have time to talk about small things to me. I'm tired of being unloved and friendless. It's not the walks I take to feel a tiny bit better that make me tired.

No. 2369358

I miss my ex friends. I fucked up. I have no one to blame but myself. I wish everything went back to what it used to be. I wish I had done everything differently.

No. 2369370

Nonnas give me the strength to be cold and unloving towards my bf so he starts being more affectionate.

No. 2369387

>>2369306
They don't even copy the shit that should be copied. They only like things that make them hated by as many people as possible. I dunno. I think there should be less of them

No. 2369389

>>2369247
I knew it kek. Dump him

No. 2369405

>>2369358
Same I wanna rekindle but also I know why I dumped my friends. I’m not sure if they matured in the meantime. I tried msging this one girl and she was alright, we ended on let’s talk again sometimes and she never msgd me this was before the rona. So yeah I don’t think rekindling will help.

No. 2369417

>>2369370
You deserve nice things nona so stop feeling like your bf is a human and put your feelings first. Get meaner to him by roasting him and things like that under the guise of being upfront with your mans. He”ll shrug it off and possibly take what you say into consideration. If he is really a scrote then nothing will change

No. 2369426

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I have a job from a recruiting agency and I don’t want to go. But I signed all the paperwork saying I will. Only i have bad vibes the lady said they are like a family and have many fires they have to put out. also the fact that they had to hire a recruiting agency makes me think they have a high turn over rate. The last job I worked at that said we are a family had my boss screaming at the top of her lungs every day. I can’t do that again I will jump in front of a subway. I’m so jealous of YouTubers their job is at home. I’m not meant to be a cog in the machine. I’m meant to WFH doing a creative career.

No. 2369431

>>2369426
Kek toxic families exist

No. 2369472

I am sick and my cat is in heat
I lay among mountains of snotty tissues suffering the incessant yowling

No. 2369476

>>2369426
I am so tired of the job market. Wages are fucking terrible. Jobs are shit, the good ones are held on to for years so you've just got to filter through the shit. If they increased the wages of entry level workers there'd be so much spending power in the economy and a need for more customer front facing roles and services for recreational activities. There needs to be more flexible roles and part time work for those with children. There should be a standardised minimum amount of hours work to qualify as a full time or part time employee and a universal minimum wage. And they should tax the ever loving shit out of private companies that manufacture weapons and military vehicles and reclaim the fucking money pumped into wars and put it into social care programs

No. 2369487

I really have grown to dislike group chats. I'll get added and at first they engage with me but then it's just people mostly ignoring each other and talking at the air like autists. It also feels like I have to tailor things carefully to their interests to make sure people actually give a fuck and even then it's not guaranteed, whereas if I was talking in dm or irl I wouldn't get ignored as much no matter what I'm talking about. And then every time I try to leave because I don't feel like doing this they'll try to pull me back in again and suddenly give a fuck that I'm not posting anymore. Probably should just leave anyway and exclusively talk in dms and people irl from now on, group settings like this online just aren't for me.

No. 2369492

>>2369112
I was friendless until I got into cosplay, people will see you and immediately approach you/you already have something in common so it’s pretty much a certain friend as long as you can keep a conversation going. But I guess you need a specific brand of autism to get invested into it.

No. 2369497

I find my body so unpleasant to look at. I’m actually quite ashamed of it. I’m relatively thin and get compliments like ‘’Iwish I was that thin’ here and there but I just wanna tell these women that their body is more beautiful than mine will ever be because they actually have tits and ass. being this thin is pretty if you are one of those who have a nice frame, good proportions etc. along with it and they look so effortlessly good in anything but I just look like a freak. When I gain weight it all goes to my stomach and it makes me look even weirder because then I have some meat in certain parts but look like a skeleton in other parts. I wish I could at least have some boobs. I just want to feel like a regular woman but next to pretty much any woman I feel like some sexless creature or a kid.

No. 2369498

>>2369487
Why do people treat group chat like social media? Your friends should just randomly post whatever they want on social media and wait for each other to like their posts, the end result would be the exact same.

No. 2369508

>>2369476
This is what I don't' get. if they just increased wages to be actually livable, more people would go out and spend money. More people would go to restaurants, shop, buy outside coffee and drinks, etc. I'm pinching every penny right now because I recently lost my job, and it's frustrating. Even when I had my job, I barely went out because I couldn't afford it. I hope things get better for you. It's exhausting.

No. 2369515

>>2369508
Correct me if I'm wrong but increasing wages = increasing inflation = things remain equally unaffordable. We're just living in a shit time lime.

No. 2369519

>>2369515
How is increasing wages increasing inflation if you're not actually increasing the amount of money pumped into the economy? It's just dividing the share more equally. I'm not an economist but I thought the primary factor driving inflation was the feds printing money

No. 2369525

I was just looking at part-time work options for someone who receives disability/other benefits in my country. Trying to find a full-time job but in the meantime I figured I could take on small jobs. Turns out it's not worth it - I'd end up getting less money for working part-time than if I stay unemployed. And it would harm all my future benefits as it's calculated on "the last time you got paid". That's so fucked up, I'm lucky enough that I could potentially work a full-time job but someone who can't is just fucked and can't work at all. I hate seeing holes in society like this, it always seems like it would be such an easy to fix to just do it differently and it would literally benefit everyone involved.

No. 2369528

>>2369515
People not spending money is what is ruining the economy. Mom and pop type shops can't even exist anymore because they can't afford to compete with places like walmart and aldie's. People are buying $2 beef steaks because it's literally all they can afford because of how bad wages are. No one is going out to the movies on a friday night because it's cheaper to stay home and stream. You can't go out to eat or see friends because it's too expensive. Giving people higher wages would encourage more spending. It cycles through the economy and everyone actually benefits. People hoarding their money because their literally cant afford to live will lead to an economic downfall. The rich will get richer and the only ones affected by this is everyone else. Increasing wages will help both the middle class and poor. It's so sad to see what has become of so many of my childhood shops and restaurants because no one can afford to go out anymore.

No. 2369529

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This cute girl I liked started dating the ugliest man. She's so cute, nice, kind and fun, and he is dumb and looks like he's subhuman. I hate how easy is life for men.

No. 2369538

>>2369498
It's exactly like that, feels like they're using the group chat like it's twitter or as a dumping ground for whatever they're doing but not engaging much with anyone else half the time. I would get it if it was a big or fast moving chat and the people involved were busy but they aren't and this happens even in smaller ones I've been in. I think if someone is being an autist or you simply have nothing to say it's fine but I'll see people post something normal and relevant and still get someone else just talking over them about something else entirely and it's just weird. Ignoring your friends for no real reason seems more normalized online in general and it's why I'm finding irl interaction preferable these days

No. 2369550

>>2369247
I agree with the anon who said to ghost him.

No. 2369553

>>2369106
This is a precursor to cheating at the very least. He actively lied to you to make this happen. This is not your life partner and future husband—anyone worth marrying wouldn’t do this to you, by default, as basic standards of how partnership works—so the only answer is to break up.

No. 2369564

>>2369529
I had a dream about a really beautiful girl I had classes with in highschool last night, so I searched her on instagram today only to see she’s dating one of the ugliest men I’ve ever seen. He covers his face with his hair to hide how ugly he is. She posted a card he wrote for her and at first I thought it was from her little sister or something, because the hand writing extremely sloppy and ugly, it’s like he didn’t even try to write neatly. I wrote better than that in 1st grade. This woman is one of the most beautiful women I’ve ever seen, so I am very shocked. Why do women do this to themselves? She could date a really hot guy if she wanted to easily. It’s not like this guy has a good character either, because I remember him randomly hugging weird/autistic/shy girls from behind in middle school as a prank with all of his friends laughing behind him as he did it. He is genuinely so ugly that it’s making me upset

No. 2369571

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My family keeps fucking asking for money so I’m going to drop 200 on a gacha that I’ve been hesitating about because why should I hold onto this money if I cant even use it for myself. Fuck the future and fuck savings

No. 2369573

>>2369529
>>2369564
These women have low self esteem, shit taste, or both. We all know how hard the ugly moid psyop is pushed on straight women. It honestly irritates me when the prettiest straight women have low standards, because it makes it harder for those of us who are average. If the most beautiful girl I know is with someone who looks like he works at 7Eleven, then there's an expectation that my mid ass has to settle for Sloth from the Goonies. This is why I'm volcel, I refuse to let society bully me into passing on some worthless moid's ugly genes.

No. 2369587

my skin makes me look and feel dirty as if my lifestyle was unhygienic
it's painful as well

No. 2369588

>>2369573
>there's an expectation that my mid ass has to settle
I've had my mom say this kind of thing, she'll act like I'm not allowed to have any standards and should hurry up and get married to any ugly loser I know. As if me being an average woman that still puts effort into my looks is somehow the equivalent to a fugly below average male that doesn't wash his ass. It's like you can't criticize male looks without being told you aren't all that good looking and your standards are too high even when you objectively still look better than whatever scrote you're criticizing.

No. 2369601

>>2369571
Can't you just lie to your family about not having that money?

No. 2369618

>>2369601
I dont go out or buy anything besides a few things here and there, where can I say my money disappears to?

No. 2369622

>>2369618
To a savings account.

No. 2369629

>>2369622
>>2369618
You could make a fixed savings account or pretend you have one, where your money automatically gets pulled into it and you can't withdraw it until certain points of time

No. 2369652

the sheer apparent positivity and optimism of some people, who happen to be largely less fortunate than I am, really throws me off sometimes

No. 2369673

>>2369618
You spent that money on 'a few things here or there' and now you're broke. Oh no, so sad. Stop being a pushover, you can spend all you want on gacha but your family will still keep begging you for cash regardless. Go beg THEM for cash and see if they shut up.

No. 2369678

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I said to my friends I would join them tonight at a little hangout one of them is having but now I’ve finished work I just can’t be bothered. It takes so long to get to her house and I still have to make dinner and I’ve got a stupid crick in my neck and I’m so exhausted and I want a bath. But I do want to go over tonight… but I also really don’t anymore… what do I do… FRICK my stupid baka life

No. 2369684

>>2369618
Grow a spine and tell them it's not their bussiness.

No. 2369693

>>2369487
Starting to feel this way too. Especially with people that send like 8 stupid reels in a row and cannot take the hint when nobody reacts to them or acknowledges them. I’ve got like 3 different group chats going and 2 individual dms that send me stupid shit all day. I love memes and dumb shit as much as the next person but I also have shit to do, fuck.

No. 2369695

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In my spiritual/religious circles, I often meet men who present themselves as enlightened leaders. They'll preach to you about selflessness, spiritual discipline, and abandoning the ego to embrace the greater Unity Of It All. Then you go and find out they have a whole porn and/or sex addiction, LOL! Detachment is liberation, but not when it comes to their penises I guess.
This might seem obvious to anyone reading, but it still manages to disappoint me every time.

No. 2369698

>>2369695
They should practice detaching their dick from their body.

No. 2369700

>>2369571
You have to stand your ground and firmly tell them no. The more rude you are about it, the better. My mom always begged me for money and eventually I had enough and yelled at her about it, and never gave her money again. She knows not to ask me anymore ever since I stood up to her 5 years ago. My sister on the other hand is still a pushover and regularly gives my mom money. People like your family need put in their place, be really hostile and aggressive about it so that they’re scared to ask again. If they still ask you after that just keep brushing it off as if they’re joking, so they get embarrassed

No. 2369710

>>2369695
Religious men are the most hypocritical and delusional moids ever

No. 2369714

>>2369515
You can raise wages in line with inflation, but the whole reason countries like the US have high inflation is because they're in debt for printing billions of dollars to pump into oversea wars, then other countries end up lending them the money to pay the debts and then that's another debt it's got fuck all to do with the minimum wage. Job listing's will boast that the company is making record profits and state their profit of tens of millions and then list minimum wage and benefits including the mandatory holiday and sickness pay and it's like gee whiz thanks!

No. 2369719

>>2369247
Leave him on read next time he tries to text you. The relationship is over. He thinks that he can get away with dating the tranny while stringing you along at the same time. Surprise him by leaving his ass, they deserve each other.

No. 2369721

>>2369097
maybe… i hope you feel better now, i cried for a while and fell asleep for like 10 hours and im ok now

No. 2369724

>>2369247
him calling you a bitch at all would be enough to break up for me lol. please say you ghosted this loser

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>>2369695
>>2369710
Biggest hypocrites ever. Haven't met a single religious man who wasn't a piece of shit kek. Most of them are sluts, or are addicted to porn. I remember one of them told me he couldn't drink alcoholic drinks and eat certain stuff because of religion, however he was okay ignoring the part that said he shouldn't be sleeping around.

No. 2369728

>>2369710
I know I'm idiot for this, but for some time I thought religious men were the best option since they supposedly have some values and ideas that I consider important, sadly it's all a facade kek.

No. 2369730

>>2369695
>>2369710
>>2369725
Unless scrotes who talk about "detachment" are willing to go full Heaven's Gate and castrate themselves, you should disregard every word that comes out of their mouths.

No. 2369735

>>2369728
I had the same thoughts in the past. There are a rare few that are decent because they hold themselves to the same standard that is actually expected of them, instead of picking and choosing what part of the religion benefits them and condemning women for not following all the oppressive parts. But those guys are rare as fuck and usually you can never find out what he’s like until its too late.

No. 2369747

>>2369695
An enlightened person will never mention that they are enlightened. Religious people will never really speak about their religion.

No. 2369754

>>2369725
>however he was okay ignoring the part that said he shouldn't be sleeping around.
Because it can be harder to notice than if he were drunk or if he bought pork and non halal or non kosher food. Unlike the women they harass into having virginity tests at the gynecologist before marrying them of course.

No. 2369757

Love being called retarded, threatened with getting beaten up, and told I should see a doctor just because I don't want to talk. ♥ Also, I'm insane because yesterday we had a long talk, so how could I possibly be upset and not want to talk today?! How could I possibly speak in a bad tone when pressured about why I look upset?! But most importantly, how am I still upset?! A long talk solves everything, right?! The fuck!

No. 2369760

>>2368580
Same. I try to open my eyes a little more in selfies to compensate and they actually look nice when I do that, but if someone else takes a picture of me when I'm unaware I always look like I'm half asleep and dead inside

No. 2369769

I tried to make bone broth yesterday. I spent all day cooking it, I spent my money on nice bones, I followed the recipe exactly how it’s written, and my broth still didn’t gel. The way you know that you actually extracted all of the nutrients from the bones is by the liquid broth turning into gelatin when it’s cold, and mine is basically just liquid dirt. Wasted my time, and money, and disappointed everyone who was expecting yummy bone broth to make soup with kek. Gonna go pour this out in the middle of the street so the homeless fags can lap it up i guess

No. 2369815

my favorite band is releasing a small figure of the sole female member. there were always waifufags in the fan base for her, but it seems like the band is pimping her out more by selling photosets and merch with only her on it, and patreon subs to interact with her more. her persona is shy and quiet, focusing on her instrument, and loving cute things… it could be her driving this, but that persona is the quintessential Honeypot. I hope she makes money and the waifuism doesn't spiral out of control

No. 2369860

I hate the people who benefited from the IT boom and are now still employed with good salaries. I only had bad luck. I've seen far less competent people get ahead because of networking and corporate asslicking, while I was always overworked and paid like shit. Really hard to find a job, almost impossible without connections, I have some savings but I want to travel and not worry about my income. It sucks nonnas.

No. 2369881

>>2368668
You should avoid BPDs even if you’re not traumatized kek

No. 2369883

I get literally RED when a semi decent looking guy talks to me and is nice and it's so fucking pathetic. Today a guy simply told me he's a mutual friend of a friend and he heard I liked certain book series and he said he can lend me some books if I want, and in a second I could feel my face BURNING so much it almost hurt. After our conversation I went to a toilet and my cheeks were so red and I looked like I was about to pass out or like I just gave birth or something. I was in that state for a good 30 minutes, I had to put cold water on my neck and face. It's especially noticable because usually I'm very pale. The same thing happens to me when I get angry about something. I have problems with high blood pressure despite being thin, and I'm afraid getting that emotional so easily puts my body in so much stress it makes my health problem worse. The same shit happens after certain foods, so I try to avoid carbs as much as possible. Why am I such a weak bitch? I'm so embarrassed he saw me like this

No. 2369889

>>2369883
Insulin resistance?

No. 2369919

I hate compsci the moid in front of me is balding and the tif next to me keeps openly giggling at her discord messages

No. 2369963

Fucking hate how I feel like I have nothing to "offer" people so they come and seek my company.
I've gained weight so I'm forced to wear my ugly baggy clothes, 3 of my 4 friends are all in different states now, and since the pandemic I've given up on all my hobbies and just rot in bed thanks to returning to office 5 days a week (so no alone time to stim for myself during WFH days)

My coworkers dgaf about my interests and I suck at doing theirs (copious drinking, playing sports, weed) so I gotta suck it up and pretend I'm not hurt at them having meme groups and in-jokes that don't include me

The 1 friend I still have is tall, skinny and pretty which means people just are more receptive to what she says and are willing to go along with what she suggests. She's practically ringleader and alpha female in every circle of hers & just casually mentions meeting people from school and college and staying buddies with them; meanwhile I choke upon words to say, and people see a dumpy ugly loser with a poker face and move on from the 2 seconds of interest they had in me. Fuck my life

No. 2369973

My sister is such a retard. She keeps eating like she's some gymbro, gorging these absolutely blasphemous meals and combinations her stomach can't digest, just to get indigestion and get sick over and over, she never fucking learns

I was having a good day for a change, just took a nice bath, my appetite is already nonexistent as it is but I was somewhat hungry so I was about to have lunch, now I gotta camp at my room so that I don't catch her throwing up, which is not the most pleasant sight. Can't ever chill on this damn house

No. 2369975

>>2369973
Is your sister bulimic?

No. 2369976

The more showers I take per day the worse my mental health. I am now at three showers. It just feels like a warm hug and like i am not lonely anymore

No. 2369979

>>2369975
Nah, she ain't getting sick on purpose, she just doesn't realize her stomach ain't built to digest extra spicy Takis with oily cheedar and a side of eggs

No. 2370005

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I went to the library today after not having gone in like 5 years. After being there for maybe 5 minutes I got followed from aisle to aisle by a hobo with the tip of his dick sticking out of his pants. I promptly left but wtf Im still so shaken a few hours later. I wish I said something to a staff member but I just wanted out.

No. 2370009

>>2370005
You need to go back and report that and also make a police report that's literally the most disgusting thing I've heard today

No. 2370012

>>2370005
Nona, if you wanted, you could probably go back to the library and tell a staff member (or honestly even call the library about it)? It might've been caught on security footage. Either way, I'm sorry that it happened Nona. Incredibly disgusting

No. 2370014

>>2370005
Jesus fucking Christ I'm sorry. It's completely understandable that you just wanted to leave and didn't say anything. I hope your next time in a Library is normal

No. 2370016

>>2370005
What the fuck, ew. I'm sorry nonna. He's probably going to land himself in deep shit someday, but >>2370009 and >>2370012 are right, you need to report what happened.

No. 2370019

>>2370009
>>2370012
You guys are right. I’m going to call the library and let them know about it. I just feel a bit dejected after I told my friend she just said it’s how libraries are now they’re just homeless shelters and there’s not much the librarians themselves can do about it. Apparently it’s not uncommon for homeless men to just be openly watching porn on the library computers which sounds insane to me.

No. 2370021

>>2370005
Men really do ruin anything fucking hell

No. 2370022

>>2370019
What?!

No. 2370026

Idk where else to put it, because I don't wanna clog up the gc vent thread with this since it's not entirely relevant and I feel like it doesn't exactly fit the mundane thread.
But my good friend and her sister is running a pretty successful and cute boy's love webcomic, and while most of it's fans are fairly tame they have recently made it obvious they are absolute idiots. My friends released a short and simple dating game where you can date some of the most popular side characters, and there were seriously women in the discord going different variations of "aawh, I turned 18 a couple of weeks ago! The characters are teens, so it's not right of me to play it!" Note: the characters are between 17-18.
Are people really so detached from the fact that they are…cartoon characters? That you are just playing as a character that is the same age, and not actually you? Where did this obsession with self-inserting everywhere instead of making an OC that fits in the universe, or whatever? Idk, makes me wonder if there is any fanart of any of the characters as tifs since it's such a huge thing when it comes to fandoms nowadays. Would probably send my friends up the wall since both sisters are highly gender critical kek they were already banging their heads against the wall reading the whining in the discord from anyone over 18 about how they would feel predatory playing the game

No. 2370028

>>2370019
(First AYRT) I have seen homeless men in my local library and a university library (that was also open to the public) and they did not watch porn nor walk around exposing themselves. What they would do was read the newspapers in the warmth. Your friend should be reporting those sex pests too, she sounds desensitised, the librarians too. I encourage you to make those reports.

No. 2370029

I was bullied by a very devout religious girl years ago and to this day she still goes around making up horrific stories about me and trying to tell people who know me all kinds of horrible things about me, twisting even some of the worst things I went through in my life and misfortunes I endured into funny derisive stories about how lame I am. She admitted to me years ago that she resented me because she felt that guys liked me more than her and that she'd never get married. Well she's married now, so why is she still going around making fake stories about me? And everyone believes it because she has this saint persona where she's always proselytizing about morality and kindness and charity, even though she does nothing for anybody, but because she talks huge game about being so angelic and better than everybody else morally, then anyone she puts down must be terrible. I can only hope some people see through it because I noticed she would also put down some of the other women we knew frequently over meaningless stuff, wonderful and kind women, just for the sake of taking them down a notch, just not to the degree she was fixated on insulting and slandering me and still is. I feel like the only escape I have is to move extremely far away and lose contact with everyone I used to know.
I tried to save myself by distancing from her in every possible way years ago, but it's like that's only made her angrier and changed her ire from being directed at belittling me in private, to now turning to years of telling everyone who's ever met me that I'm crazy and a moron based off half-true stories where she'll change major misfortunes that happened in my life to secretly have been done by me in some insane way.

No. 2370030

>>2370026
Kek it sounds like they don't wanna buy it and are just using the FOTM excuse.

No. 2370032

>>2370030
Funnily enough, it was FREE as a thanks for all the support. They didn't get a dime from it other than some personal experience, making them looking into other side projects related to the comic

No. 2370042

I want to starve myself to death

No. 2370046

>>2370029
I'm sorry nonna. Becoming a born again/fundie/evangelist/etc is the number one cope for some of the most monstrous people on the planet. I wish people would quit falling for that kind of act

No. 2370117

I went for a little walk on Sunday, on a trail I do very often (like once or twice a week in the warmer months) but it KILLED my legs. What the fuck. The back of my legs from my calves all the way up to my ass feel bruised. I guess I should stretch next time, but I just can't believe how sore I am. I feel like I just climbed a mountain.

No. 2370121

my roommate's cooking smells so fucking bad. i can literally smell it all the way down the hallway (outside of our apartment) to where the elevator is. i have a wax melt going in our living room and a candle in my bedroom and can still smell it what the fuckkkkk

No. 2370125

i know this is gonna sound bad but i'm happy that i was born pretty but sometimes i wish that i was a little less pretty because then maybe i would be able to get along with other autistic girls better. the only girls i can get along with are older women who want to protect me or younger girls who i myself feel protective over. i thought maybe i'd just become a pickme for the sake of friendship but talking with men is so fucking braindead and im too socially awkward to be friends with normal girls.

No. 2370149


No. 2370151

im sperging why are people trying to argue with me that the degenerate video of addison rae smoking a cigarette between her toes in what might as well be underwear with full view of her crotch is 'only fetish content if you want it to be' i know im being autistic about this but its bugging me so much. fetish content is fetish content thats why people call what dan schneider put in his shows grooming it doesnt stop being fetish content just because the viewers are innocent of it thats actually way more sinister and then on top of that faggots will always jump gaslight that its not actually what it is and youre seeing something thats not there because youre the sicko

No. 2370156

Wow, fuck this shit. This bullshit drama never fucking ends. This woman with BPD is ruining the entire friend group. I am now cutting my losses and just accepting that nothing will ever be the same because I put my foot down and told this woman to fuck off. Meanwhile everyone in the friend group talks shit about each other but acts friendly on the surface. It's over. Bye bye. I just blew it up bitch. So fucking tired of these people complaining about things that they are too afraid to approach. Yeah I'll get the heat because why did tell them what so and so said? Well because they're my fucking friends. Don't accuse my friends of being sexual predators when the person who told you has BPD. And then, don't ignore my messages and not respond to me. What the fuck is your problem? It's exactly as the other anon said, I'm going to be punished for rocking the boat and calling out bullshit behavior, and the punishment has been going on since I put my foot down and everybody pretended to support me. Tired of these avoidant ass people acting like they're my friends when they secretly hate me but don't have the balls to say it. I spent so long thinking it was my fault that the entire friend group divided, because I didn't want to put up with some psycho's bullshit anymore, and now I see that it's just a whole cacaphony of stupid bullshit I would rather not deal with. It's been going on for years and it takes me asking what's up for years of resentment to come out. Fuck this shit. These are not friends, these are cowards who are afraid of being alone.

No. 2370159

HIRE ME!!! JUST FUCKING HIRE ME!!!!!!! PLEASE

No. 2370161

>>2370156
>Meanwhile everyone in the friend group talks shit about each other
Pro tip: if all the friends in a friend group talk shit about each other, then they aren't really a friend group. I got involved with a group of people like this before and they were all insane and mean. Sorry you have to deal with it all too.

No. 2370184

my commute is making me suicidal. I already have 1 hour back and forth but there's constantly accidents and unexpected things that make it longer. I can't take it anymore. And to think I'm just part time, I can't imagine how it is for pepple who go in everyday.

No. 2370192

>>2370156
you seem to really hate people with BPD a lot

No. 2370193

>>2370184
Losing time fucking sucks, it's the one thing you can never get back and it's so depressing to feel like you're wasting your life. Hang in there nonna, good times will come.

No. 2370210

>>2370192
nayrt but unless youre a bpdemon, if you spend enough time with one you will too

No. 2370212

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>>2370192
Nta but if you've ever dealt with someone with bpd, you understand. Can't stand them.

No. 2370227

>>2370156
Absolutely start slowly distancing yourself from all these people. Just subtly drift away over time so they can't call you out on it. Act busy with work, fall ill, be busy and tired and overwhelmed and stressed, respond less, explain yourself less over time but be apologetic and affable when you do. After several months of this you'll be out of the group without invoking their ire and stirring any more shit. That's my advice after leaving a friend group full of assholes more suddenly and being harrassed by them nonstop about it, they started angrily spreading rumors about how evil I am since I left the group and so on. But if you quietly and kindly fade out due to "circumstances" you can escape.

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>>2370210
>>2370212
i have bpd but am very well treated for it/have been in therapy since i was 4. i will stress that i cannot be friends with untreated bpdchans at all, they are insufferable.
although, i feel like pinning all of a shitty persons behaviour on bpd just makes your point look a bit too bias, people can be good people and have bpd. it’s on the person themselves to get help and not be a shitty person, if they care about anyone else at all

No. 2370236

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Why are you in nursing if you're such a vulgar and abrasive cunt?

No. 2370238

I'm getting closer to this moid who I think is really funny. We joke back and forth and I love that. I made a fart/poop joke a few hours ago and hasn't responded. I know moids usually don't like women who aren't ashamed of their bodies but this one honestly seemed different. Sigh.

No. 2370242

>>2370232
>Bipolar PERSONALITY disorder
That's a joke right? That's not what BPD means.

No. 2370243

>>2370232
Being a dickhead to people is built into the diagnostic criteria, no shit no one likes it.

No. 2370245

>>2370236
Wrong thread for schizoposting babes

No. 2370246

>>2370245
nta but how is she schizoposting

No. 2370247

>>2370232
Have you ever dealt with a bpd male? Worst people alive

No. 2370249

>>2370247
I'm convinced this accounts for like 40% of the entire male population, maybe even higher

No. 2370250

>>2370232
>i have bpd but am very well treated for it/have been in therapy since i was 4
is it even possible to get a bpd diagnosis at that age

No. 2370252

>>2370249
For real, the worst person I can think of is a man with bpd.

No. 2370255

>>2370005
This is why I never feel bad for homeless men

No. 2370257

>>2370250
Her being in therapy since 4 doesn't mean she was diagnosed at 4, it means she likely had a traumatic experience that required therapy from a young age js

No. 2370259

>>2369883
This actually happens to me too and I got diagnosed with rosacea

No. 2370261

>>2370247
I feel like I'm a magnet for them sometimes. That, or all males are just like that.

No. 2370262

>>2369976
At least that's better than not taking any showers due to depression

No. 2370263

>>2370258
Afaik BPD isn't curable but considering you grew up in therapy wouldn't you have been "trained" on how to be normal?

No. 2370266

>>2370249
Interesting perspective. They probably get diagnosed with it less because it's seen as such typical male behavior. For instance, the risky dangerous behaviors in the criteria–men have higher insurance premiums for this reason. Men are constantly road raging, racing, crashing their cars, fist fighting and shooting each other, beating women, gambling, and so on. But how many men who constantly chimp out and smack their girlfriends, rush off to go get wasted and sleep around town, come back crying with flowers and so on really get diagnosed with BPD? Instead they get avoid accountability, maybe do couples therapy, anger management, AA programs, whatever. However a big difference is probably also that men are so highly empathy-devoid that the correct classification is instead ASPD/NPD which emphasizes the extent of their flagrant disregard towards others' feelings and inability to feel true empathy. Psych is mostly bullshit umbrella terminology though which is why it's all constantly being reclassified.

No. 2370267

>>2370258
I knew a woman with bpd when we were young and even now, I've always hoped she's okay and doing well for herself or at least trying to. She was so toxic and hateful that I couldn't stand her because she was weirdly competitive and schizo about stupid shit, but I've never resented her for it. She had some awful experiences and would even have sex with her mother's bf (which she thought at the time was consensual) before she was even 16. It's kind of like, as far as women go I don't want to be near bpdfags but I truly hope the absolute best for them. But for bpd men–better off euthanized for real.

No. 2370268

>>2370247
ayrt and the men are a different story kek, fuck them all.
i’ve only met a handful of bpdchans similar to me but we exist! it all comes down to accountability + self awareness imo

>>2370257
yes you’re right, i wasn’t diagnosed until well into my teen years but i already had the right framework to navigate it, luckily
fucking flood detection

No. 2370269

>>2370263
Nta but ridiculous theory to think a child who is already in therapy at 4 due to trauma could be "trained" to obedience

No. 2370271

I fucking hate debra from dexter. I liked her at the beginning even though her horse face is upsetting, but she's such a boohoo cry baby sensitive entitled bitch. Her relationship with officer doakes is gross and literally a waste of screen time. Why are you fucking someone you once called your dad? WTF. Anyway maybe there's a reason behind all this, I'm only on ep 8 of season 2.

No. 2370276

>>2370271
Rant about her in the characters you hate thread in /m/

No. 2370278

>>2370271
I think you're supposed to hate her, she's a Skylar white type character. All those characters were insufferable honestly

No. 2370285

>>2370232
idk nonna, i knew someone with bpd who had been in treatment for years who put herself in a psych ward over being told to do the dishes and now tells anyone who will listen about how badly she wants to beat my face in with a rock all because i was too busy grieving my dead mother to coddle her. another one decided to spread rumors that i'm a pedophile and a third intentionally led me on because she liked that i would make free art for her and got a kick out of feeling like she was better than someone, so with the "three strikes" method i have decided that the bpd label is what tells me to the get fuck out of there.

No. 2370287

>>2370161
You're right. I'm literally arguing with a mutual about accusations that have nothing to do with us. It's absolutely insane and I'm done. I thought I couldn't be more clear than saying paraphrased "Here's what X said, here's what Y said: What did they tell you? I want the truth." They're pissed because I told them that I made my friends aware of that accusation.
>>2370192
I hate people with untreated BPD who use people and turn them against each other. It's always more complicated than a diagnosis, but it all boils down to untreated symptoms of BPD.
>>2370210
Exactly. The symptoms are described as such for a reason. It's a fucking nightmare.
>>2370232
I agree with you as the original anon, people with BPD can be excellent friends if they actually focus on treating it. This person thinks they're a psychic and a tarot reader and an astrologer, and will probably ascribe any of the drama that they become aware of to planetary alignments and avoid all accountability.
>>2370247
dated one and he was the whole reason I quickly shut this "ex-friend" down. The behaviors are unmistakable.

No. 2370291

>>2370245
not schizoposting i'm venting about a specific person in my life

No. 2370308

>>2370269
Why do you think training means obedience? You can train yourself out of things that are detrimental to you.

No. 2370324

>>2370287
>This person thinks they're a psychic and a tarot reader and an astrologer
HOLY KEK, ayrt and i know exactly what type of woman you’re talking about. i also had to cut the one i knew completely off. good luck! you’ll feel so relieved without that psycho in your life.
(i understand your prejudice against us, it’s justified)

No. 2370327

>>2370308
Assuming a child can "train" their trauma just because they've been in therapy for a long time is kind of stupid and lacking of emotional intelligence, no offense. Therapy can help manage, but that isn't to say it can work for everyone's situation or effectively make them excellent at larping normalcy.

No. 2370330

>>2370324
Nta but me too! I can't deal with them–they completely dehumanize people and compartmentalize them into bitesized fun essay traits for their gift.

No. 2370331

recently i just want to give up on art and school and taking care of my appearance because it really doesnt feel like itll matter. my life has been shit garbage since i was a preteen. and what do i do after graduating? struggle to get hired because nobody wants to hire an autistic woman? and then live on my own being totally alone, broke and overworked all the time. wow sounds so great!
>>2369883
is it social anxiety? i used to have it bad as a kid and i would get bright red around when i had to talk to anybody

No. 2370332

>>2370271
*officer lundi
My bad. Oh but also I despise doaks and his botox lips

No. 2370334

>>2370332
KEKK HIS STUOID FUCKING BITOX FACe

No. 2370356

I know that this is not the case for most poor people, not all circumstances can be helped etc. I get it, I'm Balkan kek so it's not like anyone in my country was ever rich unless they did something illegal or gets money from abroad.
But it is not totally wrong to say that some people are causing their own misery and you can't help them because they don't want to help themselves. I am tired of my old classmates and former friends seething at me that I got a new job which pays well but they can't, crying about no money and implying I got this job by sleeping with my boss. What boss, the woman in America that hired me to work remotely because I taught myself a valuable skill and got a college degree?

But then they didn't want to go to college because living with mom and dad is nicer and moving to big city is scary, they need to go buy expensive skincare and get acrylic nails every 2 weeks on a Bulgarian cashier paycheck, drink and chain smoke, and date the same loser since high school who low key finds them annoying but he needs a wife to wipe his butt and clean the house and maybe pop out a baby so they can both say they did something. And if this kind of person is a woman, she will drop everything and lay down on the floor to be doormat for any man that is close by and then call you a selfish arrogant bitch if you don't want to do the same, because she ruined her life by being stupid so why won't you.
I am not rich by any means but I live a decent life because I actually think about consequences of my actions. Yes I also had luck, but you can't sabotage yourself and then cry how life is hard kek.

No. 2370403

Am I being gaslit or am I actually insane, am I making a right assumption or am I overthinking it, what the fuck is even going on right now… I will never get involved again. With anyone. Fuck this shit.

No. 2370408

i made a fandom-related tweet that randomly got popular (i'm a nobody and my tweets normally get 2-3 likes) and now people are being mean to me and arguing with me

does this happen every time a tweet does numbers? should i just ignore any weird messages? i hate confrontation and have a lot of anxiety

No. 2370410

>>2370408
Yeah, just ignore them. No sense in engaging with them. Fandom spaces on social media just suck.

No. 2370417

>>2370410
thanks nonnie, i know it's not a big deal but that made me feel a bit better

No. 2370428

Oh man this woman I went to college with is hitting me up all the time to chat. I don't really mind chatting bc we have good chats, but now she wants to get lunch or coffe irl and I truly do not want to. I see her fb, she is kind of a crazy chaotic person and I don't want to actually be in the same room with her

No. 2370440

>>2370428
If I didn’t know better, I’d feel paranoid that you’re describing me kek

No. 2370451

>>2370408
Twitter algorithm is designed to show your tweet to as many angry retards as possible because anger is what keeps people on the app the most according to a study. So basically even if you try to be as nice as possible like "I love flowers" it will show your post to as many flower haters as possible because it knows that's what gets the most engagement. Basically the twitter/tiktok algorithm is a commercial trolling algorithm.

No. 2370452

>>2370440
Kek it's probably not you but it's not impossible. I don't know how to let her down easy. I'm perfectly content to talk online, I wish I could figure out a nice way to tell her I would rather not see her irl

No. 2370465

destroyed the packaging for two sets of headphones i bought today and regret buying. i forgot how i dislike wearing earbuds, and one of them has the old apple connector instead of USB-C. i'm so tired.

No. 2370469

>>2370465
Why don't you sell them online? You could recoup most of your money spent.

No. 2370486

>>2370469
live with crazy parents, and they were $20 each

No. 2370493

>>2370486
How does living with crazy parents stop you from selling them online?

No. 2370509

>>2370493
it is difficult to leave the house because they are paranoid

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>>2366706
i hope a meteorite hits the earth soon. i'm getting tired of life and of everything. maybe i should just sleep

No. 2370528

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>bf is perfect in every way except for fat
>ponder if he gets ripped if he will be a cheater
>maybe better he's fat idk

No. 2370530

lord please give me the strength to get over this bullshit.

No. 2370533

getting pissed off at work every day because of a lazy fucker of a coworker. istg i need to find a new job.

No. 2370538

please let me keep my job

No. 2370554

>>2370528
I'm sure there's a middle ground where he's able to thrust for more than a minute but isn't hot enough to pull any other girls.

No. 2370557

people with bpd should all just kill themselves if they're suffering so much, it would help a lot of other people in the world stop suffering too

No. 2370563

I CAN'T STAND PICKING AT MY SKIN ANYMORE. I don't wanna binge eat ever again

No. 2370571

I love my life I'm so cool and fun and a functional adult I'm so independent I have friends and I'm healthy in the brain and my body works perfectly I'm so happy SO HAPPY!!!

No. 2370576

>>2370571
So happy that she's almost too happy… Any moment now, anon will explode from joy.

No. 2370577

>>2370576
im so happy for hwr too and now im happy

No. 2370581

>>2370577
Oh God, there's two… The infection is spreading.

No. 2370635

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>finds a female vlogger i like watching
>their videos seem so enjoyable and nice to watch
>hmm
>gets curious and researches how they make their money to be able to pay for their big ass apartment
>goes down a rabbithole and finds a bunch of milk and gossip about their cowish behavior
You truly can’t trust anybody at all, there’s always something with people:

No. 2370642

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i am going FUCKING FERAL over gong yoo i need to stop i'm losjg my mind i can't stop watching edits please omg(wrong thread)

No. 2370646

Just had a panic attack for no reason god I feel so retarded and useless

No. 2370653

>>2370642
He made season 2 worth it.

No. 2370656

>>2370653
he's so fucking fine it's ridiculous it's almost too much. just looking at him makes me kick my feet. i liked s2 but he was the highlight, if s3 is abt that fugly tranny i'm going to lose mymind

No. 2370663

I’m so tired. I’m so burnt out from work and school and my family . I never feel rested anymore it just feels kind of agonizing. I dunno how to stop being stressed and tired and exhausted and overwhelmed. Even when I’m home I’m just thinking I wanna go home because I’m so god damn tired. Vacations from work haven’t helped one bit. God I wish I had real summer vacations again kek. Being an adult is so retarded

No. 2370676

Oh good they're exposing each other in this Discord server…. about music

No. 2370678

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I posted in the wrong thread and now I wanna kill myself. How am I not tired enough to fall asleep but I’m tired enough to post in the wrong thread? I’m destined for eternal suffering in this world.

No. 2370679

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I showed this to my bf (American) and he called it very cringe. Then I said he was my little American, and he replied that they need to invent new slurs for my people. This sort of thing is why China is winning over you, burger nonnies.

No. 2370680

>>2370679
how do i get a tsundere little american too

No. 2370699

>>2370679
Brainrotted hetalia shotacon

No. 2370700

>>2370680
Join a language-learning forum

No. 2370701

>>2370699
That's not a shota in the image though?

No. 2370702

>>2370701
ok retard typical pedophile gaslighting. just say you like kids(bait/infighting)

No. 2370703

>>2370702
Are you 12? Go back to Twitter

No. 2370706

>>2370699
The image isn’t even hetalia related kek

No. 2370708

>>2370703
you're the one posting twitter art
>>2370706
it's that same cringe hetalia/countryball shit from 2014. it's all the same

No. 2370713

>>2370708
So, how did you know it was from Twitter?

No. 2370718

>>2369652
Bc you’re a bitch

No. 2370719

>>2369652
Bc you’re a bitch(doubleposting/infighting)

No. 2370721

>>2369652
Ebenezer Scrooge on my lolcor?

No. 2370729

Insomnia is a bitch without having to deal with nocturia (literally increased need to urinate at night). Toss and turn, feel like my bladder is going to explode, go pee put a teaspoon of piss, repeat. And I’m taking a tolerance break from weed so I can’t even get artificial sleep.

No. 2370731

Idk I think I’m better off dead. I have been fucked over in life. I have fucked up my own life. There’s literally no point. I wish I could just lay it all out here and just let it all flow. Yet I am not gonna start talking about it because I know how anons are here. I want to so bad though. There’s so much shit I wish I could scream from the roof tops and be heard and not immediately ridiculed. I just wanna be heard for once and be able to talk shit out. Therapists are bull crap. The world is too much on top of it all. I’m unsaveable and awful. Wish I never existed. I should be dead. I don’t know how much longer I can do this.

No. 2370733

Makes me endlessly pissed and paranoid that I cannot look up a symptom of anything revolving my PCOS without Google being like “erm…pregnancy!!!!” Please fuck off man. It’s every single fucking time. No one cares about women’s body unless she’s trying to get pregnant. Breathing? Oh you’re pregnant obviously.

No. 2370736

>>2369769
I think the bones need to be swathed in ligament banding in order for it to gel, because bones themselves don't have all that much collagen in them. Smaller, more flexible bones should have more collagen, spent ribs would be ideal. If they've been cooked beforehand and have a bit of meat left on them the result will be so much better. I really only bother making bone broth out of used chicken carcasses because it's easy and foolproof.

>>2369883
Become completely jaded towards the male sex to the point that a celebrity falling in love with you would only spark lukewarm feelings. Go on reddit and try to sway men on womens issues, or better yet 4chan. Expose yourself to the entire demographic (from a safe distance of course.) You may still feel attraction to them but you won't be blushing. I get it though, I have rosacea too and when it acts up I rub an ice cube on my face.

No. 2370741

I wish I could work a minimum wage job and afford to live in a one room apartment that won't crumble in an earthquake and has black mold all over it.

No. 2370749

>>2370249
I can't decide if it's genuine BPD with men or just the cognitive dissonance of their intense, hormonal feelings clashing with the clown tier misogynistic prejudice they all drag around behind them like a sack of lead balloons. Probably a chicken and egg type situation. Anyways, you're on the money and it's hilarious to me how BPD is widely considered a womens diagnosis. Once you see it you can't go back.

No. 2370763

i’m such a crybaby little bitch i got a few reels of war movies and cried about the boys who died and then i got a video of a woman testifying againt her daughters killer in court and now i’m crying again and then another war edit and i’m crying again

No. 2370765

>>2370763
and now i just saw an edit of the movie finch and i’m crying again

No. 2370786

I'm doing dry january and it's way more difficult than I thought it would be, it's making me realize I had a fucked up relationship with alcohol. I miss cracking open a beer after work and getting shitfaced on the weekends. I think sobering up for good would be the best course of action for me but I'm already bummed about the thought. I love partying with my friends and I don't want to stop.
It's even kinda embarrassing cause I'm in my early thirties and should have grown past partying already.

No. 2370797

>>2370679
im sorry but its a bit cringe. i have friends from foreign countries and we never do that to them. not even the british

No. 2370804

Can't believe I ruined a part of my life because of that stupid ice skating outing, everything was going okay and since that evening everything has been tumbling down.

No. 2370819

One more time I will try running to shut the OCD thoughts down

No. 2370856

Yeah so I can already tell I'm about to have a shitty day
>5AM, about to go to sleep
>throw a blanket over my beetle tupperware bowl
don't worry about why the bowl didn't have a lid on it, it's not important
>grab a bowl of cereal
>yum
>put finished bowl on floor because I don't feel like getting up to wash it
>like 20 minutes later, get up for something that I don't remember
>acidentally step in the bowl
>milk splashes everywhere
>legs and floor covered in cold, sticky, wet cereal milk
>Stand still for like 30 seconds, seething but trying to contain my anger
>"Why did I fucking do that. Why did I fucking do that. Why did I fucking do that."
>wash off my legs, angrily washes floor and bowl
>"That was fucking awful, but at least I'm dry and can finally go to bed"
>snuggle up in my blanket
>hear my beetles rummaging around in their bowl, doing whatever the fuck beetles do
>"Wait a minute…."
>Remember that beetles can climb on fabric
>FUCCKKKKKK
>remove blanket, surely enough there's a pack of beetles partying on the fucking blanket
>try to shake them into the bowl, not very precise and also kind of hard
>can't find tweezers, have to use disposable bowl and fork to transport them back to their home
I'm mad at myself. It's now almost 7 AM. I don't even know for sure if I got all the beetles, I put the blanket in the washing machine so unfortunately any I didn't catch must drown.

No. 2370857

I can’t I need money to pay for school but I can’t do work rn I can’t. Like I tried figuring out a sitch, I’m feeling drained. Let me eat something drink something and get back to the topic at hand. Idk what to do, there are some resources but most take 2 months and I need money for next month, I’m already in red.

No. 2370861

>>2370856
noo nonnie that sucks so bad. cleaning milk is the worst and most annoying too. at least you can sleep some of the day away, you deserve it ♥ go 2 sleep and let ur dreams distract u from it ever happening

No. 2370862

>>2370857
Another option is lemding money from mom but she is tight on money too, my bf is tight on money. I told him my sitch and it’s about to be his b-day this week so I don’t want to ruin it by asking. I told him my sitch though. Another option is lending through a different program but idk all the ins n out I xan have money next month but I need to know, can I pause the loan if I have a different solution in the meantime. Then after 1 day I have a meeting with my prof about my thesis but this money sitch I hadn’t accounted for so idk.. idk..
My student loan portal said I had one month left to lend, when I called them they said: 0 months left to lend. I tried maxing the portal just in case for that last month. It said that I’d get money next week. Idk if I can trust it, because the office told me it was an error or something and isn’t displaying correctly that I have 0 months left to loan.

So that is a backup but I don’t feel safe at all. There’s this other resource that can give money next month also a loan but idk how much % and if I can halt it if I gind better resource the biggest issue is. My school has to fill in a form. For the other resources one needs a mental evaluation I can’t do that rn last time sucked and not sure if I have to do it again or can use last time’s proof. That one isn’t a loan.

The second resource that isn’t a loan, I have to talk to a dean for it and next office hour is next week. I need a solution this week! Aka january.

No. 2370865

>>2370862
I”ll probably go for the loan that can give me money coming month I just have to look for what % it is and if I can halt it.
Then I have to fill in the form and send it to my school and hope for a reaction this week.

No. 2370866

>>2370865
So stressful I know why I didn’t look for a solution earlier. I knew it was gonna be some bs where I’m at the mercy of another party to sign a form or to approve me. What if they don’t or the experience is shitty. Shitty experience I’ve had plenty.

No. 2370867

>>2369472
The torture continues
I can't wait to slice the cat open and remove a couple of her organs(unhinged)

No. 2370868

Why did I have a dream about a kpop star hugging me when I don't even listen to that,he was very tall though,it was nice
Maybe it's a weird sign or something,the other dream I had was so strange that it made my skin crawl. I can't shake off the weird feeling.

No. 2370876

>>2370867
>unhinged
I'm literally just talking about sterilising my cat kek

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No. 2370879

>>2369652
I don't get it either. Where do they even get that from
>>2370679
I sent this to an american and they said yeehaw

No. 2370887

>>2370700
any rec?

No. 2370893

My life is so horrible. The idea of death is so comforting. I just wish that I didn't allow this freak to strip me of my last bits of dignity.

No. 2370909

>>2370247
my ex-boyfriend had bpd and the amount of tears i shed over him during and after our relationship could’ve created an ocean larger than the pacific. it was my fault for getting into a relationship with him, but good lord

No. 2370910

Men are always assuming the worst intentions of me for zero fucking reason meanwhile I'm always assuming reasonable intentions from men for zero fucking reason. Fucking hell, I'm done. I truly could care less about a scrotes opinion of me, if he wont take submissive posture he's hardly worth being sneered at. I don't even care about violent retribution I just want to preserve my goddamn sanity and I'm tired of this frog in boiling water pathetic cope. These boundaryless voids in human skinsuits are mass surveilling us and the government doesn't even need to pay them to abandon their claim to morality, they just do it for free because they have nothing. Angry hatewanking and pissing on every fence they come across is the foregone conclusion of their "freedom". Pond scum.

No. 2370915

I fucking hate PMS. About a week before my period i’m always depressed, angry, don’t feel love for my partner and don’t enjoy the company of my friends and hate my boring job and myself for not having goals in life. I just bought some dark chocolate even though I’ve been trying to eat healthier and eat junk moderately only on weekends. That stupid chocolate is the only thing that brings me a little joy atm. I just want to die.
I used to suffer from depression so at least I should be happy that this isn’t the continuous mood anymore. But at the same time I feel so helpless. Maybe I could get some SSRI’s from my doctor but they didn’t help my depression (and I tried many) so I’m not hopeful they would help with this either. Birth control pills didn’t help either (with pms). I’m doomed

No. 2370916

The next four years look bleak for us women. The right is silently cancelling our rights (look at how they sneaked in “life at procreation” in the two-gender paper) and most leftists only care about tranny genocide, which is the only silver lining in all this at least, and in the next term troonism will probably come back tenfold since these poor victims have been genocided.
I wish Kamalita would have won, even if it meant trannies had their sweet privileges.

No. 2370917

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>>2370916
My Shayla. I hope she’s okay at least.

No. 2370929

>>2370878
Niki from Enhypen Probably tangentially related to kbeaty and k/c drama content I get.

No. 2370934

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I fucking hate getting my period!! I hate having to change my grown ass woman diapies every few hours!!!!

No. 2370953

>>2370934
get tampons

No. 2370964

I read through the amerifag thread and my fucking GOD Trump supporters are uneducated, ignorant and above all selfish beyond all comprehension, genuinely made me slap my forehead in disbelief at how willfully retarded and straight up malicious their talking points are. I've never been so happy to live in a socialist country, at least here the state's priority is to exist for the people instead of using its citizens as peons for tech billionaires. I'm so sorry all Americans who actually give a shit about their fellow man. You don't deserve what's going on.

No. 2370968

>>2370917
She would have been such a good President. I'm forever sad about this turn out. So many racists and uneducated people in america. I hate it so much

No. 2370971

>>2370964
Thank you. It's so hard to be an American right now. It's like you are surrounded by people who are so overly selfish and self centered. They can't even begin to see the better picture. I had the displeasure of getting into an uber the other day with a trump supporter who thought deporting all immigrants would completely stop crime in their city. Not even giving a shit about women's rights or how bad in general the policies will get. They are so damn uneducated and just don't care about anyone else. They're beyond stupid, and I hope the worst for trump supporters.

No. 2370974

>>2370934
Got mine too. I bleed so much in the first 2 days. I'm just grateful to be off work for a while.

No. 2370984

>>2370866
Kek not even a little encouragement from farmers fml no ftl

No. 2370985

>>2370934
I usually have bad cramps and bad back ache, but this time round I didn’t feel anything, is that how you’re supposed to feel nonnas? Why do they gaslight us by making us think that feeling like shit during your period is normal.

No. 2370990

>>2370971
The worst part was when I actually realized that Trump supporters aren't even necessarily pants on head stupid but they're simply malevolent beings who live off the suffering of the people around them. They know Trump's politics are going to fuck first their country and subsequently the entire western hemisphere, and they don't care. They want it to happen because they're so mad at some internet wokies ruining their lives when in fact it was money grubbing billionaires enabled by crooked politicians. It's genuinely horrifying to have seen them go mask off post-inauguration and be so blunt and honest about it too. I don't even live in the US but I know your country's collapse will inevitably affect us as well and drive us deeper into a dystopic future where we return to medieval level class societies where middle class will become the peasant class dying of treatable diseases and barely being able to afford housing. The only hope I have is that we'll have plenty more Luigis going around but instead of corrupt CEOs mentally unwell scrotes will always target daycares or schools instead of those who the world would actually be better off without.

No. 2370992

>>2369883
What book series?

No. 2371018

>>2370934
Me too nonnie I've been sitting inside all day watching family guy and browsing lc because my cramps are still too bad to go for a walk. I feel gross.

No. 2371062

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I'm so fucking tired of work. I am supposed to collect receipts, I have to submit them by a certain date every month and yet every single month I am chasing this mf down for them. He is the only one who can't seem to get them to me on time. I give him a 2 week warning before they are due, I even started writing down the due date and giving it to him and yet here I am, on the due date and STILL trying to get them from him. It is not fucking hard. He literally sits right behind me, his pile of receipts is in his truck. GO FUCKING GET THEM!!! I handle this for 10 other people as well and none of them need constant reminders. I swear to God he thinks it's a fun little thing between us where I have to remind him all the time and he's just oh so forgetful tehe oops! I get snarky messages from corporate if I do not have these done on time and I'm going to just start throwing him under the bus. Like sorry, I'm still just waiting on ONE PERSON again! I've gotten to the point where I am going to only ask once and if I do not get them I will just tell corporate I asked and got nothing. I'm so tired of having to ask more than once.

No. 2371081

I hate it when my husband criticizes my autism symptoms but I have to be accommodating to his.

No. 2371083

>>2371081
girl KILL HIM!

No. 2371090

>>2371081
Divorce him, I'm not joking

No. 2371094

I’m finally taking college algebra for my degree in my second to last semester. I’ve been putting it off literally until last minute. I’m about to go see if I have something wrong with my brain. I move numbers and variables around without meaning to. It’s always this transcription issues. I’m so frustrated whenever I have to do math it’s unreal. I got a 35% on something I thought I did well in because I did a bunch of shit that wasn’t assigned.

This prof puts like one huge sheet of the homework which is so inconvenient.
Like
Homework 1: 1, 18, 15, 33, 40, 26, 66, 52. Homework 2: 1, 5, 9, 13, 20, 11, 55.
and I apparently wrote down everything wrong and didn’t do the right assignments. I’m so tired of this and it’s 3 weeks in. It just makes me feel so fucking retarded. I’m doing my best here and fucking up. Like why even try if i’m just gonna switch things around like a retard and get it wrong anyway. And whenever this happens ppl just tell me to be careful as tho i’m like doing this on purpose, as though slowing down is actually going to help. I should just drop out and do the retard math class instead of the real person math class, I’m so fuckin done with this shit.

No. 2371096

>>2371062
Stop reminding him and let him fail. Fuck him.

No. 2371099

>>2371081
Just stop being accommodating to his symptoms, show him how it feels

No. 2371110

>>2371081
I hate male spergs so much it's unreal

No. 2371139

I work as a custodian and for over a year now there's been this man at work who keeps doing this weird piss trap/stalking thing with me. What he'll do is basically take a piss and leave the toilet unflushed every time he sees I'm going to go to clean the toilets. It's always the same stalls, at same days, same times and so on basically based on my cleaninf schedule. Some days it starts right in the morning, I'll be cleaning the lobby, he'll see if I am not close to the toilets or away to get supplies and goes do the piss trap at the lobby toilets. Then when I am about to go clean the gym dressing rooms, he'll go do the same thing at the gym toilets. When I'm cleaning the offices, he'll do it in the office toilets, the usual piss trap he does. At first I kept thinking it's an accident, but it's been going so long and it always happens in these patterns, and I knoe it's targeted based on how he does this especially when I have had to go downstairs to get toilet paper, towels or other supplies and goes do the piss trap when it hasn't been there when I first started to clean the toilets, like he obviously watches me where I am going and so on to do this. Sometimes he has gotten brave enough to dash to the stall when I am in other stall cleaning, piss and leave quickly before I can see him. I'm 99% sure I know who keeps doing it.

I have told about this to my coworkers but one of them just laughs at it, my superior admits that this sounds annoying but hasn't really done anything about it. I honestly feel crazy to get so worked up over this, because this thing is seriously making me really anxious about going to work because I have to deal with this weird piss stalker sometimes almost daily, it honestly starts to feel like some sort of borderline sexual harassment at this point.

No. 2371140

>>2371081
Autistic males should just be abandoned like they did in Sparta, they’re ungrateful parasites. You don’t have to be with a man child nonna.

No. 2371142

>>2371139
It is sexual harassment, he probably has a pee fetish.

No. 2371147

>>2371139
One detail I think I should mention: I have PTSD so sometimes I am really antsy and get scared when people, especially men suddenly appear behind me/behind doors and so on. The people at the office building know about this, they have seen me get scared, I have heard them talk about it that maybe I have some sort of trauma or something. The guy I suspect keeps doing this 100% knows I have these issues so it just really puts a sinister twist in my mind into this behavior.

No. 2371156

In 2022, a girl I knew and her boyfriend were murdered in a pretty big media frenzy. During the ordeal, my abusive ex boyfriend told me who did it, and I lived in another country back then and also didn't feel safe talking about this since it's literally a homicide and I wasn't 100% sure my ex wasn't lying to try and get me closer to him in a sick way. so I never said anything about knowing who did it, now they are all in jail but I still feel guilty which I can't help but tell myself is performative and attention seeking because I didn't actually know the girl that well, and I only knew who did it. Its messing with my head, am I legitimate in feeling bad about it ?

No. 2371163

>>2371139
>>2371147
You should get some of his pee in a cup and dump it on his stuff/car/whatever you can when he's not looking. He won't be able to prove it was you.

No. 2371169

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I'm at a work function and while everyone is having fun playing games and stuff, I feel like crying. My co-workers are trying to cheer me up but my life is just so shit rn that I can't even enjoy the day with them.

No. 2371182

>>2370227
Some shit went down last night and I wound up fighting two people from "the other side" and now I feel, free, in that I wasn't wrong about what these people thought of me but they were going to be too cowardly to say it and just fade out while still pretending to be my friend, asking me to occasionally do things for them, etc. I wasted my time. I use an OCD therapy app and it helped me last night because of course after fighting with two people I was thinking I'm the fucking problem that makes everything fucked up. But that's foolish and it's more complicated than that, and I'm happy I don't need to worry or waste time with people who don't give a fuck

No. 2371185

>>2371169
I was in the exact same situation just a moment ago. Sorry, nonna, but any chance that we were at the same company party? (Oh how I’d love to have a nonnie colleague)
I was actually hoping to stay and have fun but I couldn’t force myself and I left. One of my coworkers even saw me cry in another section of the open space, lmao

No. 2371215

>>2371185
Probably not, I also would love to have a nonnie colleague.
I'm still at the function waiting on my ride and trying to hold it together but knowing I'm not alone in this situation makes me feel a little less sad. I hope things look up for u soon nona.

No. 2371216

>>2370861
Lol thank you for the sympathy anon. I do feel much better after sleeping

No. 2371228

>>2371215
Thank you, dear nonnie! I hope you feel better soon, too. Wishing you a good evening (or rest of the day, depending on where you are)

No. 2371250

Our freezer is already small but my retard of a roommate has to fill it fucking bread from the canteen. Fuck this scrote. His fatass always orders takeaway too.

No. 2371251

>>2371249
Take out the bread, wet it a little and let it go stale before putting it back in. Don’t tell the scrote.

No. 2371264

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>Sperg about something I really like
>Someone spergs back
>Shut them out
I don't know if it's because I'm embarrassed about the things I like. Even when it's not embarrassing I still do it though. Maybe I'm just not confident enough to like the things I like. I'm riddled with overthinking and insecurity. Anon online or irl it's all the same.

No. 2371271

>>2371251
It’s unfortunately wrapped in plastic bags , you can see if they have been opened unfortunately. But I think I can manage to throw some of it, he won’t realize.

No. 2371301

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ALL I DO IS PLAY VIDEOGAMES AND EAT MEAT AND RAW FRUIT WHEN I'M NOT POSTING IN LAWLCOW, I NEED TO DO SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE I NEED TO GO BACK INTO STUDYING AND THROW OUT EVERYTHING I OWN.

No. 2371305

My dad listens to these crazy videos, idk what they are, it's some guy seething over politics in the most hyperbolic way possible. It's pretty ridiculous sounding, I never paid much attention to it but after watching some clip of a vaush video, his voice sounded familiar and I'm starting to suspect it's vaush. I do not want my dad listening to vaush… do left wing males get sucked down an equally ridiculous hole to the right wing males, ala Jordan Peterson and his like? My dad is starting to say some really ridiculous stuff. You can tell it's taking up too much mental landscape cause he ties it into a lot. I used to care about politics but the last few years I can't be assed to care. Not even in a fence sitting way, I'm burned out or bored with it. But it's depressing to see him get SO worked up and fervent over it. Like he gets really mad. I'm not sure why it makes me sad exactly, its hard to put my finger on it. I want to see him happy and at peace I guess and it feels like these rage videos do not lead to it

No. 2371307

>>2371284
>I get overexcited and reread our posts a bunch of times before carefully crafting a response
Same. So much same.
Irl I down play it so much but I'm so attracted to enthusiasm. You could be passionate about the most mundane things like bevels on a door handle and I would love that but I'm terrified to reveal that I have even a little bit of interest in things.

No. 2371315

I HATE LIVING HERE! I cannot be in this city for four more fucking months. Everyone is rude as fuck here, I have to get in the car to go anywhere, even on a walk, It’s expensive as fuck, hot as fuck, again people are rude as fuck!! The whole culture here is just about buying cars and clothing and bags and getting Botox and filler. This is literally what Hell must be like. I live in hell.

No. 2371326

Being alive is such a joke. I went to my university's career center to practice a technical interview thinking I'd have an advisor who was at least in my field but the entire time he was clearly some humanities person looking up things in ChatGPT that I would ask and then tell me "You should do this". I could've done that on my own time.

No. 2371334

I know scrotes are foul, horny creatures but why is it so impossible for them to NOT make a sexual remark within the five first messages they send? They can seem just fine the first couple of messages and then BAM they find something to be horny about in even the most innocent of your images. While it's great that the trash takes itself out, it wouldn't hurt for them to be at least somewhat civil and normal for five minutes.

No. 2371342

>>2371305
Moids should be banned from sharing their opinions to other moids without a woman present to be honest

No. 2371344

I'm being bullied at uni. I don't want to skip classes but I don't know how else to avoid it. I can't do anything about it because one of them is a relative of a higher up at the university. I don't have long left but my endurance is running thin. I have to get my degree. I'm really sad. I thought I would enjoy uni.

No. 2371353

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I wish it were more possible to live a life entirely separatist from men. In my dreams, in my day to day life, men are like NPCs. I'm 30 years old and never had a serious relationship with a man. Even my own relationship with my father was fraught and he died when I was in my early teens. I have an older brother who I remember playing with as a child, but that's all. All my interactions with boys and men growing up were fraught and from a young age, too young, I was aware of men's predatory interest. But then it fucked me up as a woman who is capable of sexual attraction to men, because to some degree it feels normal, even if it feels horrible. To the point I don't even like masturbating because I just feel like these traumatic experiences slip in and paint these sexual fantasies. All of my female friends and close relationships are female, but it doesn't help any when every woman around me is heterosexual and inevitably they'll mention a boyfriend, husband or some heterosexual desire of theirs. I know #notallmen are hideous sexual predators, some are normies who would be more than happy with a regular girlfriend they could have vanilla sex with. But even then, it feels like our connection to one another is built mostly on me giving him accesss to my pussy and fulfilling his emotional needs. I may as well be a doll to him. As for me, to him, any man I've gotten close to, I may as well have been talking to someone brain damaged. Not a full human being who can experience the full range of human emotions. I'm not even saying a man can't experience the full range of human emotions, but I feel as though interacting with him as a ""female"" will inherently make him view me as the 'other', a sort of tool to use at his expense than another human being. It hurts, as a woman not completely incapable of male sexual attraction. Like THIS this is what I am supposed to go for, to settle for, to DREAM of. Even if I know the truth of things. No other woman is going to want me, entirely. The pool to pull from is like 1% of the population if even that.

No. 2371356

>>2371344
What are they doing to you? Havent heard of uni bullying ever

No. 2371363

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send me. The. contract. SEND IT to ME.

No. 2371364

>>2371356
What do you mean you can get bullied at any age

No. 2371365

>>2371364
Nta yeah but it's kind of hard to really do that at uni because it's not like high school where you're forced to be around the same people and the human pack mentality will come into play. You have to be really unlucky to be the focus of bullying at uni.

No. 2371366

>>2371364
I feel like you’re either very unlucky and vulnerable or you’re way too much of a doormat if you get bullied in university.

No. 2371372

>>2371364
In HS and in the workplace you're forced into a small space with the same people every day. At uni, the chances of you having the exact same lectures with someone are much lower, the campus is much bigger and you can go where you like, most of the time you arent forced to interact with anyone outside of group assignments, etc. I feel like uni has the lowest odds.

No. 2371374

>>2371365
>>2371366
Nta but I got bullied in work by older women and some men. If someone makes a point to pick on you they will.

No. 2371379

>>2371372
You could get bullied by housemates or classmates. I had the same people in my lectures and tutorials from my course. Basically only time I was on campus was going to classes or in the library with classmates.

No. 2371391

>>2371365
I've been bullied only withinin specific classes before and the bullying would end when the semester did

No. 2371393

My 9 year old sister has been scream crying for 20 mins because my mum won't read her a bedtime story. She apparently never wants to learn to read by herself. The younger generation is truly doomed.

No. 2371402

>>2371379
Fair, I didnt know you lived on campus. I commute and its hard for me to interact with classmates and make friends since I commute and our lectures/seminars are usually silent

No. 2371403

>>2371372
>>2371365
I'm the anon who is getting bullied, I am studying on a course that is structured like high school where I am around the same people all day every day (it's typical in my country) so I can't avoid them. It's mostly just one woman but everyone else goes along wtih it.
>>2371366
kek nona I have a facial deformity and I am very autistic so all of these things are true. I was bullied all through school as well.

No. 2371410

I CAN'T STAND BINGE EATING ANYMORE

No. 2371416

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>get really really into astrology, buy my books, start harassing my friends and co-workers for their chart info
>getting kinda decent at this
>doing older co-worker's chart
>it keeps telling me over and over he has children, there's children/stepchildren/something
>i ask him
>he admits to me about his secret son and that no one knows so do not tell anyone
>my face when
this shit real oh my god
bonus
>his moon is in pisces
>sus aspects
>ask him if his mom struggles with addiction
>she used to be an alcoholic

No. 2371422

>>2367231
>>2367243
>>2367198
Who cares if you're an ex fatty? When was the last time you heard of a moid being self conscious about being attractive enough for his female partner? WHY are you dating a non-lean moid? WHY are you wasting your time in a relationship as a woman with a MOID if it doesn't improve your life? Even if you were Shayna in the face and body, you would be doing him a favor. On top of offering him emotional labour, you are the one who is risking disrupting her hormones, getting pregnant and tearing your vagina open, having to drive out of state or get an illegal abortion and have to pay for it out your own pocket when he can walk away with no consequences. Again, who is having a lonliness epidemic? Who is comitting suicide en masse? Get up nonas, i'm sick of this shit.(read the thread op)

No. 2371423

If I don't get these iron infusions soon I am going to crash out. It's affecting my work. I'm always late because I can't wake up in the mornings and I can't concentrate on my tasks so I'm falling way behind. I feel like a zombie. I just want to feel normal again. I wish I could take leave in the meantime but I can't afford to.

No. 2371431

i want my ex who abused me and raped me to face literally any consequence for it at all. instead he literally bragged to me he didn’t feel remorse even though he knows he was in the wrong and he didn’t mean to hurt me like that. i think im the angriest person alive because of this.

No. 2371456

>>2371416
Can you do my chart?

No. 2371458

>>2371416
can you recommend the books that you use? i've always wanted to get into astrology

No. 2371475

I came back from a study abroad trip recently that finished up my time at my university and I’m so incredibly lonely. It’s been over a month since I’ve returned and due to issues with my school, I still don’t have my degree finalized and have to wait another semester to officially graduate. I haven’t lined up a job yet since I can’t get anything in my field until I have my degree and I don’t have a car or license to even travel when I do get my degree. I’m not sure how I’ll even get my license since I don’t have the money for driving lessons (necessary in my area) and can’t afford insurance (also necessary in my area). I’ve become so depressed by this that I can hardly get myself out of bed and take care of myself because it all seems so pointless. I really want to improve my situation but I’m at a loss for what to do now and I hate myself for pushing back getting my license until my 20s. I was too depressed to even do anything for birthday yesterday except play video games by myself. I just want out of this stupid hole that I dug for myself and become a productive member of society. I hate being a NEET.

No. 2371479

I'm on my period, feeling like absolute shite, and my moid's friends came over to watch the football games. Can they fucking leave already?

No. 2371484

>>2371479
Have a friend call you and pretend that your great aunt died and then start screaming and crying and make it super uncomfortable until they leave. This will probably keep them from coming back in the future as well.

No. 2371493

>>2371479
That sucks. Are you able to talk to your nigel to tell him how you are feeling? If my gf were in pain on her period, I'd take my party somewhere else so she can relax at home. I'd make sure she had pain killers and hot tea first

No. 2371494

>>2371484
damn, that's a great idea, they've gotten too comfortable around me lately, maybe the answer is to start screaming and crying hysterically so they become a little afraid of me

No. 2371502

>>2371493
Is not my house so I feel awkward telling him to kick them out. They're supposed to leave soon anyway, at least that's what he told me earlier, but one of them always stays here until late so I guess if he doesn't leave in 30 minutes I'll talk to my moid kek
You sound like a great girlfriend nona, wanna date?

No. 2371539

sad tonight

No. 2371545

>>2371539
Why sad nonna?

No. 2371567

>>2371479
ugh,I feel you nonna. When I'm on my period I just want peace and quiet. Hope they leave asap but you should've told your nigel

No. 2371591

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The terms “goon community” and “goonette” make my skin crawl. It’s disturbs me so much how porn has an iron grip on so many moids and some women. How did it get this bad and how much worse can it get

No. 2371597

>>2371567
I felt better this afternoon when he told me so i thought I'd be able to handle people over, I was wrong kek I lasted like 15 minutes in the living room before locking myself in the bedroom.

No. 2371608

>>2371591
i agree it's weird seeing the usage of that word explode and people using it. even using it ironically feels so gross

No. 2371614

>>2371591
like 99% of "goonettes" are men

No. 2371621

>>2371305
>do left wing males get sucked down an equally ridiculous hole to the right wing males, ala Jordan Peterson and his like?
huh Jordan Peterson isn't even right wing?

No. 2371630

>>2371621
He's not right wing or left wing, he's something worse - a Canadian.

No. 2371637


No. 2371640

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I realized I'm a lot like my dad. I avoid people, I have trouble making and keeping friends, I have terrible social skills, I'm generally an asshole, and I'm not pleasant to be around. I was bullied by my dad as a child and I was cruel to other kids as well. Maybe it's the depression talking, but it's a pretty consistent pattern in my life. I flake out on people, I burn bridges, I hardly smile or extend a hand for others. I'm just a very miserable and ugly person. I'm a terrible friend, girlfriend, sister, etc… If I was a decent person, I'd have lots of friends and stop using this shitty website. But here we are. Idk I wish I was different but unfortunately I can't help but be a mean, socially retarded person. For what it's worth to the people I've wronged, I'm suffering a lot atm. Pic not related

No. 2371654

The only thing I have going for me in life is that I regularly get posted in the caps thread even though I in no way aim to when I post.

No. 2371670

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God please give me the grace to not debate brain rotted handmaidens on Reddit about whether or not it’s okay that a pregnant teenager’s shitty boyfriend secretly watches porn behind her back. Pro-porn handmaidens set feminism back 100 years hand in hand with their unproblematic fav porn industry. Just because you’re demented doesn’t mean she has to be.

No. 2371677

>>2371545
touch starvation getting the best of me

No. 2371697

This somewhat attractive scrote caught my attention today at college. I wasn't trying to rizz him or anything, I was just curious to know what his degree was, when he revealed his degree to me and how close he was to graduating I was actually impressed and unconsciously got excited for him, but he just…walked out of the room and dismissed me entirely with the most bored expression I've ever seen, not even acknowledging me at all, ngl that hurt. I feel retarded for even interacting with this man now, it will not happen again. I should've stuck to talking to fellow female classmates as usual, they're never rude like this. Autistic motherfucker

No. 2371700

Depressed as long as the sun rotated the Earth
Pick a song to cry to on Youtube to match my mood when I get home
>It plays
>The Doors - The End
>Ends
>Commercial about some
>low sugar
>high protein
>amazing taste
>chocolate bar
>Subscribe to Youtube Premium so we won't feed you those ads but we'll still harvest your data to sell on
Algorithm you have all my data give me something appropriate. You're a terrible sales.. thing. I'm just going to retire to read. I expected more from sci fi future stuff but this is very blunt and terrible. Spam awful ads to get a buy. I don't think I'm a difficult customer. I just expected more from a couple hundred thousand bots to recommend me stuff.

No. 2371708

>>2371654
lucky you, i only got posted there once afaik and it was the highlight of my week. Maybe I'm just not as funny as I thought

No. 2371709

Why are you being such a fucking asshole to me, I wasn't being rude to you or anything. I'm explaining an issue to you and in return you call me an idiot. I really want to punch you in the face sometimes, you deserve it you prick

No. 2371736

seeing anything about loli vtubers instantly puts me in a bad mood. literally the final boss of pick-mes, grown ass women pretending to be anime little girls and doing fake squealy voices for a bunch of perverted men. god have mercy

No. 2371765

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All my favorite utaite end up becoming VTubers.

No. 2371805

>>2371765
How can folded paper express such sorrow so accurately

No. 2371821

>>2371456
I have 3 people in line I'm sorry nonnie, they all take me a couple hours each
>>2371458
I haven't finished them yet and I'm still a beginner but
>Astrology: Using The Wisdom Of The Stars In Your Everyday Life by Carole Taylor
beginner friendly, very basic summary of the meanings of the planets, houses, and signs. please get this first so you don't get overwhelmed like me!
>not a book: learn the difference between placedius and whole sign, some astronomy like speeds of planets, rotation, other behaviors.
learn what body parts they rule as well as it affects your readings. someone with strong air aspects in a virgo mercury can symbolize anxiety or racing thoughts bc mercury rules the brain and nervous system too. depends on a lot of other stuff too that's just a basic example
>Hellenistic Astrology: The Study of Fate and Fortune by Chris Brennan
he has a YouTube channel too
>Astrology and the Authentic Self: Integrating Traditional and Modern Astrology to Uncover the Essence of the Birth Chart by Demetra George

No. 2371824

i hate trannies so much it's unreal

No. 2371828

>>2371824
Me too nonna, I want them gone. They piss me off so much, I hate seeing them in real life too. Greasy hair , hunch stance, their stupid spins and the fact that they have to advertise their degeneracy everywhere, fucking gross.

No. 2371829

>>2371828
The retarded TIFs too, I don’t care that they are women when they’re the first sucking trannydick and putting scrotes on a pedestal. You are not a gay man Adrien, you are a self hating woman.

No. 2371834

>>2371829
I wish this stupid cult retreated, but I doubt it will ever happen. There is money behind this movement, having forever patients is convenient for big pharma and so is having a movement that keeps women at bay and makes feminism impossible to even develop a little, since for every step you have to chant “TWAW”. It’s all so stupid.

No. 2371848

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I miss my best friend a lot, I'm spiraling, feel like shit, look like shit and it's also my birthday

No. 2371855

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>>2371848
>it's also my birthday

Sorry about all that other stuff but Happy Birthday!

No. 2371856

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>>2371848
happy birthday nona!! i also feel and look like shit but lets take some time soon to do self care

No. 2371862

>>2371431
If he lives in his own house (and only then) consider breaking into it while he's at work and leaving a bath faucet on to overflow. Find something black mold contaminated and leave it in there to seed. Give him black mold poisoning, it will destroy his immune system and he'll be left with an invisible illness that gets him gaslit and ignored by the mainstream medical establishment.

No. 2371867

>>2371848
Happy birthday nona! I hope your birthday is good despite the circumstances

No. 2371870

>>2371862
It should be a second story bathroom ideally, so the water damage really gets everywhere. Single men living in their own homes already have too much of a nice thing honestly, if they want to act up and rape they should have their privileges revoked.

No. 2371897

I hungout with my former psychologist again today and I think it went a lot better than last week. Last time I was operating on very little sleep but this time I made sure to at least get 7 hours so I think that made a big difference. I didn't say anything overtly retarded I'm pretty sure so that's an improvement. And he was like giving me advice and saying how he used to be so anxious he would mangle a lot of social interactions when he was younger too so I think that was his way of saying that he knows I'm a spaz and he's understanding about it.

But anyway the main thing I wanted to say was that I met his wife and it went really well. She's so nice and friendly, she's literally the sweetest person I've ever met and she is so warm and welcoming. It went so well (I'm pretty sure) and he said she was wanting to meet me too. I just wanted to post that because last thread I feel like I gave the wrong impression and a lot of you were under the impression that he's trying to keep me hidden from his wife or something but it's not like that at all. He's talked about me with her before and she knows I'm a former client and she's obviously aware we've been going for coffee every week since January started. So yeah I just wanted to say that I met his wife and it went really well and there's no way he has bad intentions with me at all.

No. 2371942

just learned that my sister's friend had a stomach ache, went to the hospital and gave birth, and she had no idea that she was even pregnant?? I'm just trying to wrap my mind around how that even happens. Maybe I'm being insensitive but I just don't understand how you could go through months of pregnancy symptoms without even suspecting anything?? How does someone rationalize a growing stomach? Did she just think that she was gaining weight? I'm aware that her hormones were probably messing with her and the fact that she was pregnant was the last thing she wanted to accept but how do you not notice something like that? please help me understand nonas

No. 2371949

>>2371942
Dunno, there was a tlc show about that years ago

No. 2371952

>>2371942
Apparently it does happen to some women where they experience little to no symptoms and don’t realize they’re pregnant. Like anon mentioned there’s a U.S. show called “I didn’t know I was pregnant” where these women talk about their stories!

No. 2371953

>>2371862
unfortunately apartment with furry roommate so you know someone is always home lmfao. beautiful idea though. i hope someone else uses it.

No. 2371968

The male suicide rate thing is partially a myth and it makes me so angry as a very suicidal woman. Males are not more suicidal than women despite having more successful attempts. Women attempt suicide much more and have higher rates of suicidal ideation, we just aren't as violent and impulsive so we choose less violent methods. we have a higher rate of survival, that's all. Anyways, everytime I try to look for anti-suicide shit it's always males stroking eachother's dicks. Theyre so fucking egotistical, "Hey BRO youll get ur nuclear family and ur incubator one day dont kill urself!!". They want to kill themselves because they can't breed. It's so fucking pathetic. not to powerscale but I'm a gay woman, I have legit never touched a vagina in my life, i feel lonely but I don't think I'm owed a girlfriend. sometimes i wish i was a scrote so I could atleast feel hopeful for the fact that I was "promised" a less lonely life. So I could direct my anger and frustration that I have towards myself at something arbitrary instead of looking at my own faults all the time like them. It in itself, makes me suicidal. lol

No. 2371969

>>2371968
If males kill themselves more than women then this is a weird thing to be a sore loser about anon(read the thread op)

No. 2371971

>>2370916
dont forget billionaire scrotes buying everything out to push propaganda against us!

No. 2371974

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>>2371971
Yeah who could forget them. Ugh

No. 2371975

>>2371942
I think it's either lying and pretending they didn't know, or willful blindness. Having been pregnant, there's no fucking way. You can literally watch the baby roll around, poke their foot out, its constantly kicking you in the ribs. Even if you didn't realize you were pregnant, you'd know something is wrong. I suspect they just don't know how to admit it until the baby is literally coming out.

No. 2371979

>>2371975
This is how women get charged with infanticide for having still births they didn't know about though. So I'm going to assume she isn't lying and don't really give a fuck if she is tbh. It's not like she left it in a dumpster

No. 2371981

Trying to embroider for the first time since I was like 10 and my left hand hurts so bad what the fuck

No. 2371984

>>2371982
Maybe if anon was more entitled she would have been with a woman by now and less sad on the internet
>>2371968
Anon if this content is doing it for you, TrollXChromosomes will really help you out

No. 2371991

The bad art thread sucks now

No. 2371993

>>2371991
Say more, anon

No. 2371997

I was sperging out about my cool new Jelyfin NAS setup to my moid friend and he said I should be grateful I’m a woman because it would be completely over for me if I was a moid and the worst thing is I think he’s right

No. 2372003

>>2371991
tif art gets really boring a repetitive after a while

No. 2372014

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>fandom thread degrades into just sperging about degrees of lewdity
>have to hide the god damn thread so I don't have to keep reading about the retards who play it for the rape and act like they're superior to the retards who play it blind and get shocked

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>get prescribed anxiety meds
>take meds
>still have anxiety attack
Okay

No. 2372022

>>2372014
i have never played DOL and i know its a rape game kek you have to be retarded to get baited by that game. its like the retards who pretended to be shocked by boku no pico when just from the cover alone it was such an obvious trapshit anime.

No. 2372033

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Scrote here

I'm now 29 and have problems getting erections

When I was like 16-22 I got rock hard erections over nothing.

This sucks. Btw I'm drunk and I like Paramore do any of you chicks like Paramore and wanted to be like Hailey when you were growing up?(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 2372038

>>2372036
KEKKKK

No. 2372039

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>>2372036
Why are you so rude honey(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 2372043

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>>2372033
>>2372033
>anytime a man’s dick stops working
this is my design.(responding to a scrote)

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>>2372033(report and do not reply)

No. 2372050

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There is a girl at my workplace that talks to me all the time, but I don't really get why, outside of wanting someone to listen to her. We don't have similar interests, and she seems to only want to discuss TikTok videos, work-related topics, other people, and her problems with them. She is not very knowledgeable about subjects outside of her realm of interests, therefore my attempts to broaden the conversation's themes were futile. Although I don't want to be impolite, I do wish she would speak to me less.

No. 2372052

>>2372050
I enjoy the way you worded this

No. 2372054

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>>2372050
Just tell her your "migraines are back", bring ear plugs and say if you don't wear them you'll have to miss work because they get so painful. You don't really have to wear the ear plugs, just let her see you "put them in"

No. 2372055

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>>2372053
I'm sorry, I grew up in the 2000s and the girls I liked were like this, I'm nearly 30 years old and still mentally stuck in 2007.

I'm sorry, they don't even exist anymore, I would still fuck your voluptuous post-wall woman body.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

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No. 2372065

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>>2372053
Why the fuck are you replying to picrel?

No. 2372069

>>2372054
Genius.

No. 2372070

>>2372043
The fact that the most major vent a moid can think of is "dick not workin" is starting to make me believe the spiritual faggotry men share might be true…

No. 2372071

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>>2372055(report and do not reply)

No. 2372072

i hope all you newfag retards who keep giving attention to the moid get perma banned

No. 2372079

>>2372052
Thank you

>>2372054
My workplace forbids me from wearing earplugs. However, I'll use the migraine excuse; it's a decent one. Thank you.

No. 2372100

>>2372070
the fact that most of the time it’s their own fucking faults? and their version of sexual dysfunction is cared about more than rape victims? i hope they all fall off if they got that way from watching violent porn lmfao.

No. 2372119

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the hopeless dream of being, not seeming.
i should probably take a shower, it’s been a week!

No. 2372123

>have over 50 figures preordered/bought
>no space to place them in
>major debt over 30k in credit
I deserve everything bad in life.

No. 2372126

>>2372123
Cancel preorders and return or sell whatever you can, you know how retarded you're being so do something about it. Any consumer debt is an emergency, 30k is a huge emergency, and debt on something as profoundly cringe and useless as figures is next level embarrassing.

No. 2372127

>>2372126
>debt
>an emergency
Maybe if you're the lender, kek. Anon you shouldn't doomsay a fellow nonna like that. $30k is reckless but not life-ending money and certainly not an "emergency," just rampant spending gone amok and the solutions you offered are fine to address it. Sorry–just can't stand to see people stress themselves over imaginary problems like debt.

No. 2372132

>>2372123
Me if i had money and wasnt a thirdie poorfag

No. 2372136

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nnnghh i wanna sperg about him so bad.. he drives me crazy. i love psycho retards.
also eating is so gross rn? i cant stomach food really and i hate doing everything except reading lc and looking at edits of gong yoo(integrate)

No. 2372138

>>2372127
By emergency I don't mean 'your life is ruined and there is no solution', I mean you need to address it immediately instead of just passively letting it accumulate so the banks can take more and more money off you. It's urgent and time sensitive. Debt is so normalized and people's perspectives are so skewed, being lax about paying it off is an insane way to waste your money. You seriously don't consider 30k in consumer debt to be an emergency?? Are you so rich that's nothing or so poor that it's normal? How could anyone possibly be financially secure owing that much money (obviously excluding good debt like mortgages etc)?

If you have debt you should be making big changes to your lifestyle and spending habits until it's paid off and only then should you be buying luxuries like figures.

No. 2372154

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>tfw an ex messages me
Makes me literally feel sick, like I want to vomit, but now I'm plagued with a curiosity I never wanted. I don't want to read what he has to say, but if I don't my mind's going to be fixated on what-if's until I actually do. Wish there weren't read receipts enabled.

No. 2372168

going insane because i’m on a 12 hour fast for a blood test but i woke up at 6 pm after a 7 hr sleep so it’s more like a 19 hour fast and i’m SO hungry can it be 7:30 am already? holy fuck

No. 2372179

>>2372168
Why tho? I thought fasting altered the results.

No. 2372195

I can read anything or comprehend any kind of information but then I cannot reproduce it and my vocabulary doesn't improve

No. 2372203

I'm not a cheater but it seems clearer as time goes on through his actions that my boyfriend settled for me and doesn't actually like me. I don't even know how to have a conversation with him about this. Part of me wonders if I should just monkey branch if I already know that talking to him wouldn't solve anything.

No. 2372205

>>2372203
How do you know, tell us more

No. 2372215

>>2372205
>based on his previous exes/fwbs he has a type that isn't my race
>stalked his social media, he retweeted a post about wanting a girlfriend he's proud to show off, doesn't seem like I could be that
>afaik watches porn
>mentioned the other day that I should dress more fashionable for a party were going to
>once mentioned how similar/"""masculine""" we both are because he saw me browsing 4chan once (it was the ttrpg board if that's conforming to any nonnas reading this, that site is complete shit aside from the hobby boards)
>seems to value his friends more than me
we hang out every day despite not living together and he always tells me that he loves me but idk, it seems clear that I'm not his dream girl or type and it bums me out

No. 2372216

>>2372215
Are you black?

No. 2372217


No. 2372219

>>2371081
>>2372215
How do the nonnas on this site always find the worst nigels and worst of all put up with their shit.

No. 2372222

>>2372215
yes just branch out quietly.

No. 2372223

>>2372217
If you don’t feel appreciated don’t be with him? I don’t get why you have to settle for someone like that.
I get that you don’t necessarily have to be with your ideal partner in terms of looks, but if a scrote has a type (all the women that he dated look a certain way) and he loves talking about his type then it’s safe to say that you should just leave him.

No. 2372224

>>2372219
I think it’s part being mentally ill and settling for anything and part just being hyper aware of shitty scrotes are in ways most women can’t admit to themselves.

No. 2372226

>>2372219
Kek , it always surprises me. Like break up and buy a vibrator.

No. 2372233

>>2372223
I don't know, on one hand he is really sweet but on the other hand he has character traits that I worry about, but I know I'm not perfect and I know being in a relationship means communicating these feelings. It's just an intuition I have that I don't feel fully comfortable voicing since he hasn't done anything outwardly wrong. I met his mother recently who's an alcoholic and she mentioned him always bringing around [race I'm not] girls, outside of stalking his social media that's he posted over the years he's never outwardly said he prefers a different race. I'm just wondering if I'm being schizo or if this/these are red flags I've preemptively come across, you know? Also sorry for being vague about my race, I really doubt he knows what lolcow is but just in case I wanna be vague.

No. 2372242

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Confronted the guy I liked about his weird behavior and our hot and cold dynamic towards each other and it was disappointing. Essentially he admitted that there was something between us, but kept making weak ass excuses as to why things wouldn’t work. Generic shit like he’s busy, he’s focused on other things, blah blah blah. We’re in Uni together and he’s afraid of it getting messy. Really weak shit in my opinion, especially because you kept trying to get closer to me. He started talking about his ex and it all clicked. They were extremely codependent together so OBVIOUSLY that means we would be as well. I get being scared, my last relationship fucked me up too, I’m just so tired of having to pay for the sins of someone’s lame ex. This has been a consistent theme of having a really good connection with a moid, they get scared, and come up with some bullshit reason why it won’t work out because they never bothered to process their previous relationship. We talked for awhile and he made sooooo many very clear excuses as to why we couldn’t date yet still wanted to hear ‘my side’. If you’re so dead set on why it wouldn’t work out why would you want to even hear what I have to say? All I told him was that he wasn’t my ex, and I wasn’t his, and that none of what he said was inevitable. I also told him that we were going to be polite at school but not interact, and he kept insisting that he’d respect my boundaries but also kept reiterating if/when I wanted to talk to him to please let him know. He kept singing my praises and told me all these things that he liked about me but still it’s not enough. I’m just so tired of this, moods creating narratives in their heads over past experiences and not even bothering to talk to me before making a decision. We barely have a few months left in this program anyways, and I’m not even from this country, really if anything goes down then it’s a pretty clean break in my opinion.

No. 2372243

>>2372233
If his alcoholic mom knows about his “preference” and is even telling you that means that he is really strongly inclined towards this type. It’s not worth it to invest any more time in a scrote like this nonna, it’s eroding your self esteem for nothing.
Scrotes suck already, get one who worships the ground you walk on at least.

No. 2372244

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>>2372233
>Also sorry for being vague about my race,
Don’t worry nonnita

No. 2372248

>>2372243
>>2372244
Thanks anons. I'll keep all of this in mind. I really do want to go into dating men with an open heart and focused on monogamy but it seems like my partner doesn't agree on what that means, even if we both supposedly agreed on that. I appreciate everyones input on this.

No. 2372250

My sex drive is either 0 or 100, absolutely no in-between. I fucking hate it.

No. 2372251

>>2372248
Remember to love yourself more in relationships nonna, don’t put anyone on a pedestal other than yourself. I’m giving you this advice since you’re dating men, but be selfish, always.

No. 2372261

>>2372154
Found a way to bypass read receipts… He messaged me just to tell me he was going to call me on one of my days off despite me ignoring his other messages… Why??? He didn't give me a reason, just a preface saying he's not reaching out because of feelings. Part of me wonders if this is bad stuff he has going on that he needs to vent about (ie: suicidal ideation), or if it's good news he just wants to share out of goodwill… Our last interaction was really disappointing to me though (lesson learned: never stay friends with exes) so I'd rather he just take the hint and leave me alone at this point. Life already sucks enough and I don't need more drama to complicate it. I hate blocking because I've always been afraid of hurting the other persons feelings and potentially kicking a hornets nest, but why can't men respect boundaries? It obviously doesn't feel good to have a scheduled call that I did not agree to (with someone I'm not on 100% stable terms with) looming over my head like this.

No. 2372268

>>2372261
You don't have to pick up nonna. Ignore his call like you've been ignoring his messages. Or if you simply have to know, text him that you'll be busy on your days off and if he wants to tell you something he'll just have to text it to you. It's weird and gross that he's trying to corner you into a phone convo when you haven't responded to texts.

No. 2372273

There have been police sirens going in and out of the neighborhood all day and now all night. So there was probably another shooting. I don't keep up with local news so I don't know if they even bother reporting these anymore, it feels like there's a new shooting every few days. I can walk down like half a mile of street and see two memorials that weren't there a month ago. Apparently they caught the guy who was stabbing people a few months back. Not like it makes a dent in this hellhole's crime rate. Stay safe out there nonnies.

No. 2372274

>>2372261
Nona for the love of god block all your fucking exes on everything. Jesus. You're giving yourself panic attacks because you're too much of a doormat to get rid of someone you've already kicked out of your life. You aren't his mom or his therapist, the fuck do you need him around for? Do you keep trash bags in your house because you're worried that they'll be offended if you throw them away after all you've been through together? No. See your exes as big stinky bags full of maggots and roaches that you're willingly leaving in your life. Block them and move on.

No. 2372280

>>2372179
no idea, i think it’s retarded and not a fair representation of day-to-day you, but i’m here right now and they told me they’ll have to reschedule them for no reason so i fasted for nothing kek

No. 2372283

>>2371393
Where are her parents wtf. I hope you’re exaggerating about not being able to read at nine years old because that’s wild.

No. 2372319

>>2372179
It depends on the test. For certain panels, the foods you eat can alter your detected "baseline" amounts of whatever they're measuring. So it could read too high or low and prompt intervention, when in reality you're fine and your body was just breaking down breakfast.

No. 2372335

getting tires of social media being filled with either incessant whining or bragging, bordering on engagement baiting and attention seeking
maybe that's all that's expected from modern socialization altogether
weep or seethe for me

No. 2372345

every time I open my mouth and listen to myself, I get reminded of my own mediocrity
which is why I've settled on saying as little as possible, and more people should be doing the same
just shut up and suck it up

No. 2372353

Aita for slutshaming my date? I went on a few dates with a moid and sometimes he told me about his female best friend, because I asked about the dog bowl in his house (he doesn't have a dog and apparently the friend does), his female colleague he went to see a soccer match with and the female soccer team he is training. It kind of made me mad that he is surrounding himself with so many women and sometimes the stuff he told me about felt deliberate as if he wanted to tell me "look at me, so many women like me. I'm such a catch". He never really talked about the men in his own soccer team or his male colleagues. When we were talking about intimate stuff I said that if it would happen I would want him to wear protection because his many female acquaintances are kind of a red flag for a promiscuous lifestyle and I don't want to catch anything (I doubt that he actually has anything with those people since he sucks at anything that involves emotional intelligence). He then frowned and was super passive aggressive the whole evening.

No. 2372363

>>2372335
Curate your feed with calmer content such as nature videos, slow life videos if you can be bothered with the voiceovers, gardening, cosy style cooking, slice of life etc

>>2372345
I miss when everyone from the UK was like this before we learned about self belief
Anyway nonnie remember the flip side of almost everyone also being mediocre and sucking is that they aren't above you

No. 2372386

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Had one of the worst panic attacks I've ever suffered last night outta fucking nowhere, got my heart pounding and shit it was so hurtful and I felt like I was going crazy, even screaming and shit

2 hours later my period came, felt normal afterwards

No. 2372404

>>2372386
Literally every time I get my period, like clockwork, I will have a sobbing autist tier meltdown with suicidal thoughts the hours before I start bleeding and then it just instantly stops
It's honestly scary

No. 2372423

Theres this rando at my work who won't leave me alone and walks past my job site everyday trying to give me strange letters and even one time hugged me from behind when I was working (I do traffic control) I will never say hi to a moid again

No. 2372425

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> Met a guy, he's cute, smart and a good artist.
> His family is very educated and loving.
> I feel so lucky
> He tells me at some point he's pansexual.
> Realized he has troon friends.
> He admits he has had sex with friends before.
> He also admits he is very sexual active.
> He still thinks about this girl he met years ago.
> I blocked him

No. 2372429

>>2372353
>his female best friend
Yeah, I didn't even need to read anything else after that. He's a major slut. Don't trust guys with "female best friends" and certainly don't have sex with them. You just know he's pining after his best friend and would have sex with her if she let him in.

No. 2372430

>>2372425
horrible, men will fuck anything

No. 2372433

>>2372353
This would be an immediate turn off for me. Loose scrotes are fucking disgusting.
If he would be normal he wouldn’t feel the need to brag about his female friends. He has probably fucked each one of them or wants to.

No. 2372436

>>2372353
>He then frowned and was super passive aggressive the whole evening.
Nonna you should wear protection regardless, having unprotected sex with someone who you aren’t even staying with is moronic, especially if you haven’t even tested. I wouldn’t even have unprotected sex with a boyfriend.
His reaction is also alarming, he is a manchild, I would even be afraid that he would stealth you while having sex.
Ghost him.

No. 2372437

>>2372425
You saved yourself from HIV kek.
Scrotes who have sex with other scrotes are automatically disgusting, having sex with trannies is even worse.

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>>2372437
And before I get called transphobic (which I am kek). It’s true.

No. 2372442

>>2372353
You did great nonnie. We all should do it more, I'm tired of men thinking being sluts is something to be proud of, when it only shows how little self control they have. I hate when men equate manliness to fuck every girl they can, I've decided that when I encounter more men like that I'll let them know how weak and lame they are for thinking with their dicks kek.
Anyway, don't even give a chance to men like that, you deserve way better.

No. 2372446

>>2372353
Disgusting. You can never trust these frontpole whores with anything. And he had the nerve to act passive aggressive after that, it's a wonder you didn't snap at someone like that kek

No. 2372450

>>2372353
This isn't even slut shaming kek, it's just having common sense. You didn't do anything wrong.

No. 2372453

>>2372353
if you think he's a slut and possible cheater why are you entertaining this? if he's hot and it's casual, you could only say you expect him to use protection in general, what value do you get out of pointing out his red flags? then he'll hide them from the next woman and do her a disservice.

No. 2372456

>>2372439
Why are you scared of getting called transphobic here? What is this, tumblr?

No. 2372461

>>2372456
Maybe she's a newfag

No. 2372462

>>2372456
It was a way of saying nonna. I know that we’re free here.

No. 2372492

>>2372353
>aita
First off, this isn't reddit, so drop the reddit lingo. Second, if this story is real, are you having sex with men without condoms? Like the fuck girl. Assume all men are whores and diseased until proven otherwise. He's a date. Just dump him and move on. He sounds insufferable.

No. 2372496

>>2372439
Are you the same idiot here from twitter or reddit? Lurk more or get out of here.

No. 2372506

I was playing a card game on my phone and this worthless, bitchless, walled, stinky scrote HAD to comment on it and make me feel incompetent for no reason
>"Haha is that it?? So easy pfft"
Who even are you?? Can't you mind your business? I wasn't even talking to you, I don't even know you. What is it about me that makes people say these uncalled for comments for no reason? It's not even the first time, I'd be minding my business and people randomly insult me for innocuous shit like my hair texture or the way I'm sitting. Leave me alone damnit I'm literally hurting nobody. Maybe I should go back to my former giga Stacy look, people didn't dare to fuck with me back then

No. 2372510

so I dyed my hair dark brown (from blonde) and my coworker was like "your hair looks green?" Bitch it does not??? The fuck??

No. 2372511

>>2372506
You're probably gorgeous. I find people have no qualms going up to a beautiful woman to try and tear her down over anything so minor.

No. 2372516

I am taking deep psychological damage from my job. Twice in the last week, I have seen veterinarians remain convinced that an animal does not have a UTI even though it is pissing blood and the slide on the microscope is filled with bacteria that they claim isn't there. I have to watch hopelessly as they send it home with probiotics and know that the animal will continue to suffer because these veterinarians are so incompetent.
I don't know what to do with my life if I can't stomach going to a career that I've been doing for fifteen years.

No. 2372517

>>2372425
NONNA. I hate how cute, artsy moids are always like this. Without fail. I guess it goes with the stereotype of being “artsy,” but surely they don’t actually have to fit into into the narrative.

No. 2372521

>>2372511
Wow anon thank you, I was feeling like shit atm because my period came today as well, thanks for your words
>>2372425
Ugh, the more I read the worse it gets. I'm sorry this moid turned out to be so disappointing and degenerate. I'd slap him for admitting to such gross behavior publicly. Good thing you blocked his ass, I hate male hoes

No. 2372522

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My whole life feels tainted after learning about the Telegram cat abuse shit in China. I wish there was more I could do to help the animals. I don't even want jail for those people, I want them to die. Worthless incel pieces of shit torturing animals and posting about how they want to rape babies. I know a good amount of them have been doxed and have their names/faces published, which is a start. I wish I could pay money for them to be physically assaulted.
I hope Telegram starts shutting down their groups now that the app is compromised. I know they've started going after groups for piracy, so CP and animal abuse better be next on the chopping block.
I'm coping with it by donating to my local cat shelter and giving my own cat extra cuddles.

No. 2372525

>>2372353
I was seeing this same guy two years ago, what an awful experience, it made me feel dirty and gross. Don't waste your time and block him, he's using you and other women as fleshlights

No. 2372527

>>2372506
Next time anyone says something like that, say something like "ew, who asked you?" as you give them the stink eye and walk away. Maybe signal with your hand that he stinks lmao.

No. 2372529

>>2372525
Did he also tell you about his dream of buying a bunch of sheep?

No. 2372536

>>2372353
Shaming slutty moids is the way to go, community dick is repulsive.

No. 2372537

Is it bad that I find Hunter schafer kinda cute? I mean theres obviously photos where he looks super manly and bad but there was one photo with zendaya where he was in his full man form and he was cute. Kek sorry I dont like troons but i think i just like androgynous men i guess.(not a vent)

No. 2372541

>>2372506
He's a scrote. They say these things because their emotions are permanently Klein-bottled in a state of "throwing bitchfits", but they don't know why, so they take it out on women they can't have. You should never take their words to heart.

No. 2372546

>>2370005
I have an update! I emailed the library and called them to let them know what happened. When I called the staff on the other line was extremely apologetic (almost to the point of tears) and when I described the guy she instantly knew who it was. Apparently he was already banned from this library a few years back for disruptive behavior. The library had to go back and look over their camera footage and unfortunately they only caught a clip of me very upset walking out but there is some clips of him following me. They’re going to let their security know not to let this guy back in and they’re going to reach out to the homeless shelters in the area to see if anyone there knows the guy.

No. 2372548

>>2372546
I'm so glad you reported him. Hopefully this prevents it from happening again.

No. 2372563

i miss when i had a few fun and active fandom twitter, everyone has deleted and moved on and i really need the escapism at the moment. sad.

No. 2372575

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Why does every place I rent have a mold problem? I'm so sick of cleaning mold. This place hasn't become wet recently, this should've been solved hundreds of years ago

No. 2372590

>>2372533
Moids will not hesitate to leave you if they truly are unhappy dating you, no mater how much better they are than the average male in terms of personality, that is a common denominator in men, so clearly, your nigel isn't all that bothered by you not wanting to get pregnant. What is the actual issue? I'm not saying that your nigel is necessarily ugly, or unkind, or a fat slob, but the way you put him in such a high pedestal is worrying, especially since it kinda seems by the way you write that you don't think of yourself as anywhere near that (another common denominator in men is that they will never date a woman/man that is uglier, poorer and lazier than them). There's no one as amazing as perfect as the way you describe your nigel, no one, and rather than sounding like you are in love you sound manic. And why are you so fixated in your nigel having children even when he's perfectly content not having them? You honestly sound unhinged nonna and in need of some tough conversations with a decent therapist.

No. 2372591

Everything is so stressful right now. My boyfriends workplace was found to have asbestos so they were shut down for the time being and he was laid off while they renovate. I need his benefits because come March mine will have run out and I can't afford the $400 monthly payments I'll have to make. If he gets a new job he will have to restart the benefits waiting period, and if he doesn't get a new job he risks losing them anyway if they don't go back to work in a month.
We booked and already paid for a vacation for the end of February months ago, way before any of this happened, and now our rent is also increasing in March so the timing of all this is extra shitty.
Then yesterday when I got home from work I noticed some blood on the floor by my cats litterbox and a little bit of blood in the poop. I am watching them to look for other signs of sickness but fuck. A sick cat and a vet bill is the last thing we need right now. Why does everything shitty happen at once

No. 2372632

>>2372590
I explained it poorly. The men in my country are fugly and have the worst personalities, yet they are the ones who get to reproduce the most. And I hate to think I'm continuing that trend by not having children with a hot man because they are in such short supply, kek. It's not my personal responsibility and I didn't mean to make myself or him sound self-important. Women as a whole have to stop reproducing with uggos and pedos.

No. 2372665

I saw a video about this streamer that ordered a humanoid robot and him and his retarded friends were kicking it. It made me so sad, why is do scrotes automatically react to something new or unfamiliar with literal violence?! Why do they just have “violence” as a default setting and think that it’s funny to hurt animals (and I’m not exclusively talking about mammals, but why do they always torture fishes and insects?) or destroy things?
This also reminded me of the little robots that deliver food or groceries and again there were men kicking them and making them fall over some time ago.
I hate scrotes. All the evil we have in the world can be traced back to a man in 95% of cases. They’re like fucking apes but with not as much hair on their body.

No. 2372695

>>2372537
Had he not trooned out I think he would have been rather cute, he has that Swedish death metal musician phenotype which is totally my type.

No. 2372843

I hate how fucking delusional people are about males in the entertainment industry. I grew up (and still unfortunately live) in the heart of it all in LA - there isn't a single one that hasn't used his power, or perceived power, to gain something. Fanboys are especially bad; you think because a dude wears a helmet he's magically ~not like other DJs~? DE-LUS-ION-AL

No. 2372922

My nigel started saying "I can't believe your ex didn't want you" but because I've told him before to not speak of my shitty exes he instead caught himself and changed it to "I can't believe my ex didn't want me".
He made it sound like what was first a compliment like "that loser didn't want someone as amazing as you" into instead sounding like he's a narc who misses his ex saying "that bitch didn't want someone as great as me ugh can't stop thinking about how she should want me".
I know I'm being unreasonable, but it kinda hurt still that he thought that was the better thing to say lol

No. 2372923

Even though I graduated from university last year, I'm still waiting for my certificate being issued before I start job hunting. So I'm sort of in this NEETdom limbo. I thought it would be a great opportunity and tons of free time for me to do things I enjoy that I couldn't do when I was busy with university. But since my mother passed away around the time I was finishing university, I ended up taking on some household responsibilities and now I'm so exhausted and swamped with housework, cooking, looking for a stay-in maid (sorry) that can help me with it all, stressing out about finding a job, lamenting not learning to drive yet even though I'm going on 23 but my circumstances got in the way, and ofcourse oversleeping and wasting so much time I don't get to do anything I actually want to do. On top of that, when I get some free time finally, I'm too braindead to do anything I actually want to do and I waste the time mindlessly scrolling then falling asleep. I even neglect brushing my teeth because of this and I already have poor dental health. I barely eat because I'm too exhausted to cook for myself what I actually want to eat. I wish things weren't like this for me. I hate my life and my existence so much. I wish I either were someone else or dead/unborn instead. I deserve a better life than this. Why did it have to be this way. Why me. What did I wrong to deserve all these catastrophes befalling me. If there is a god out there, I'm gonna kill that motherfucker for what he put me through.

No. 2372947

>>2372922
he thinks he’s smarter than you and he’s playing mind games.

No. 2372958

I'm a bit upset and angry

No. 2372972

>>2372922
What a weirdo

No. 2373011

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I had to present a presentation with a team member and I could tell I fumbled it. I am capable of being a good speaker but sometimes I just bomb it and only produce word salad. I didn’t get very good sleep last night and had to present via zoom so it was just all a bit much I guess for my pea brain. I apologized to my team member afterwards especially since I had her take over presenting more, but I just want to crawl into a hole and never speak again dear god.

No. 2373025

I’m being fucked over by the place I worked for last year which was so horrible to my mental health that I would have panic attacks after leaving work each day because I was so scared of being contacted after work hours by my psycho boss who was trying to kill people by illegal using certain products banned in the USA. They never reported me as an employee or as a 1099 contractor so now I am ineligible for unemployment benefits because my actual recorded income is so low, they have not sent me a 1099 or a W2 so I can file my taxes, and I know they screen calls from former employees and intentionally do not pick up the phone when they call. I hate them so fucking I hate them I hate them. Never ever work as a 1099 “employee” (also illegal as a 1099 is a freelance contractor. If you have set hours, responsibilities, etc you are by law a W2 employee). I wish I could go back in time and never take the job, or go back in time even further and make sure my psycho boss never became a business owner. Evil bipolar bitch

No. 2373027

>"It's her soul and positive attitude that makes her beautiful not her appearance!"
>meanwhile the girl in question, while not a gigastacy, has lovely feminine features and a nice wide smile
every.single.time no one says this about women who are objectively ugly or weird looking

No. 2373114

>>2373025
>They never reported me as an employee or as a 1099 contractor so now I am ineligible for unemployment benefits because my actual recorded income is so low, they have not sent me a 1099 or a W2 so I can file my taxes
You can report them to the Department of Labor and you're probably going to win. Their investigation is very thorough and the barrier for you to win is very low. They'll do their own investigating, but if you want to quickly cinch the win, all you have to do is show emails/texts/ even google maps logging that you drove their each day. So first they'll be fined by the DoL and you'll get back pay for things they have to pay like your SS as well as get a bonus for reporting them because they'll get fined. Then they'll get fined by the IRS and your boss might even go to jail.

No. 2373123

>>2369769
>>2730736
Samefag from the original broth post, I let my broth sit in the fridge for longer and it jelled up! I thought I did something wrong but it just needed to be in the fridge overnight! But thank you very much for your advice nonny I will apply that in my next broth journey, this one was beef bones, next one will be chicken feets kek

No. 2373149

I know it's not my relationship, but I can't stop thinking about how my friend told me that when she was originally asked out by her moid - she said that she wasn't looking for a boyfriend and he "convinced" (her own words btw) her to start dating. Am I the only one who thinks this is doomed??? I could be wrong bc they've been together for like 9 months and talking about moving in together but like wtf I'd be humiliated if I had to convince someone to date me but I'm not a fucking moid kek

No. 2373259

Really wish I could live in a place where my neighbor's ciggie smoke doesn't filter into my house. They're not even next door to me so I really feel for their adjacent neighbors. That is all.

No. 2373275

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Back in the early-to-mid 2010's I was actually a bit excited to see mental illness become normalized. I enjoyed the thought of one day going to the therapist would be seen as akin to going to the gym - you're just taking care of your health and make sure you live a better life. I preferred having someone at work going "you know, I don't think you're crazy for seeing a therapist!" and being smug over how open-minded they are, instead of getting a throughout interrogation about my traumas and mental issues because I don't "act" or "look" mentally ill. I was hoping to see more normies talk about having severe anxiety and dark thoughts. I wanted it to be easier to open up to those close to you and develop a deeper understanding for each other without fear of judgement or weird looks.
But instead it turned into a quirky trait to be weaponized by terminally online losers, used as an excuse to get away with bullshit or be completely emotionally detached towards people that need your support because the illness is used as a crutch to be egotistical. Even if people are in general more open towards the concept of mental illness today, it somehow feels like it's even harder now to open up about it because the topic has turned into such a joke.

No. 2373322

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Today I got the pics of yesterdays coworker gathering to celebrate a coworker from us and jesus fucking christ I look so bad in those pictures. The oily tzone, being mid chewing, the puffy from the lack of sleep and shit food I've been eating lately and so on. I look so horrible and people see me like this everyday? Fuck, truly depressed now.

No. 2373352

>>2373114
AYRT yeah I’m planning on going to the irs with it, I’m just slightly demoralized because I tried to report her for other illegal things while I was there that ended up going nowhere, it’s hard not to feel like I’m a big idiot for falling for this woman’s manipulation, partially because I did trust her education and experience in the field, when it turns out she’s not who she presents herself to be at all

No. 2373400

>>2373259
Yeah that sucks. In my town there are hardly any apartments that allow smoking indoors anymore, and even as a former cig smoker I would always go outside, whether the place allowed it or not. Just out of consideration for neighbors and (most of all) because I didn't like my bed, couch, and carpets smelling like cig smoke.

No. 2373437

pissed I'm breaking out like this when my skin hasn't been this bad in years. all because I probably ate something I'm allergic to on accident. I wish I could just have a healthy relationship with food instead of skin rashes, bathroom issues, or being hungry because I'm too tired to make specific foods.

No. 2373441

I miss apples, it sucks it turned out I’m allergic to my favourite fruit. It’s been eight years and I’m still upset.

No. 2373464

>>2373441
iktf nonni im allergic to bananas and i miss those fuckers so bad. creamy delicious goodness is like rat poison to my body

No. 2373470

I just don't think i'm cut out for life, i'm too retarded. I can't see myself being knowledgeable about something, having actual skill someone would want or need, seeing myself being functionally sociable both in bussiness/career and personal life. I'm less functional than most cows.

No. 2373472

>>2373470
Samefag i can't learn anything because nothing sticks to my brain and i'm just waiting for the lesson to be over.

No. 2373474

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Hate that I am continually asked to help out another manager with his account that's not even mine because he and his employees are so damn incompetent. It's not fair, and I realize the reason why they ask me is because I am the only one who knows how and is able to help, but I don't care. Now I'm stuck going to his account at 2am on a tuesday to train his retards for him because I guess he cannot be trusted as a manager to train his own team? We have to "train" faggots to not lie?? They're falsifying documentation and my fucking company wants to know the "reasons" why and not that the employee needs to be fired and this problem manager replaced immediately???

Meanwhile a mouse farts at one of my accounts and my company's quality management pounces on me over nothingburgers–but this fucking guy has employees falsifying documents and it's being treated as "Oh every employee is bound to mess up if they think they can get away with it teehee~*~" FUCK YOU, YOU ASKED MY TEAM TO SEND SCANS OF PAPERWORK EVERY SINGLE NIGHT BECAUSE SOMEONE FORGOT TO CHECK A BOX AND WRITE DOWN A TIME NOT THAT THEY FORGED AN ENTIRE WEEK'S LOG OF WORK MAKE HIM AND HIS FAGGOT TEAM FUCKING DO IT.



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