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No. 2425242
welcome to the jungle, it’s worse here everyday
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I get so angry and have violent thoughts every time I see this ugly bastard. I just saw him in a trailer and I feel like punching a wall to stop me doing something more radical. I haven't watched any movies he is in since I just can't and I have nothing against him as a person, but he looks 1:1 like a pedo who used me aged 7-14. They really look like twins.
Time to cuddle my cats and control my breathing.
No. 2425294
>>2425279i have the same reaction to him .
i think it's his eyebrows, any moid with these dopey upturned eyebrows
triggers an aggressive response within me
No. 2425349
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>>2425294An angry lady on reddit said those are coke eyebrows and used images of mac miller as an example but I guess they don't have the same angle. I agree A. Brody's eyebrows look like they are permanently in a position to lie or trivialize things
No. 2425511
>>2425291Ok cool so now I can hate him for real and not just because he happens to look like that. I always felt bad for hating him since I knew nothing at all about him, but he's just a regular moid after all.
>>2425294I hate when men do that kinda eyebrow pose on purpose thinking they are cute or something. It looks super ugly and faggy kek.
No. 2425519
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mandatory faggotposting
faggot tries to explain shit to me condescendingly, meanwhile he's only more educated on paper while i have actual work experience
faggot also acts flustered like a real faggyfagfag when asked about his ring, says its his marital ring, since hes married to a woman. absolute kek
his name is mirko helbling
No. 2425539
>>2425520Lipedema apparently isn't real and is a diagnosis pushed by plastic surgeons to give a medical reason for lipo.
I know this probably doesn't help, but if you're healthy and exercise, who cares what you look like? I bet you someone trapped in an iron lung would kill to have your legs for anything. I know that sounds like "why complain when there are people suffering" but honestly, getting older is in our future and someday we won't have the mobility and energy we have now. And I don't want you to get to that old age wondering why you ever cared how your legs or breasts looked to random strangers you never thought about again.
No. 2425592
>>2425520Nonna you didn't choose to have lipedema and you can only try to manage it. Do not get suicidal over it. It's sad to think someone wants to die because they don't look like what they want or what is expected of women. I get it, but it is so sad. I wish you could just raise your middle fingers and laugh to beauty standards.
>>2425539It is a real thing and can also be very painful. I hope nona does not have any pains and is just dealing with a cosmetic issue.
No. 2425619
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I'm one of the most disgusting beings on God's Earth. I date people I don't love because I lack the will to say "no" and the conscience to think about my feelings. I don't know what "love" is, and I'll drag (or be dragged), for months on end, through hellish relationships I want to take no part of. Dating is beyond horrible. What your partner does reflects on you and vice versa, you can't let your guard down, and you must constantly both check yourself and your partner (Why are you late? Why didn't you buy me a bouquet? You make me look unlovable and undesirable with your lack of effort, I hate you.) I dread romantic gestures, they make me grimace, but if I don't accept/expect them, I'll look bad in the eyes of others. What if someone flirts with me while I'm in a relationship? I'll indulge and flirt back, not because I'm unfaithful or lust for others, but plainly because I'd rather cheat than reject someone and suffer through the awkwardness of it all. I will do anything, say anything, be anyone. I'm too easy to string along. My severe, pathological egotism will ruin me. If you invite me to go out for drinks, even though I have to study, I'll ditch my studies and go out, well knowing the direct consequence of that is failing an exam. Why? I don't know. It's not because I want to drink, or because I crave the company of others, or… etc. I'm physically unable to refuse. I study something I dislike because my family thinks it will look good on a resume. I date someone I feel no affection towards because my friends think he's a catch. I hang out with "friends" who I have nothing in common because my family would find it abnormal if I were to sit alone in my room all day. I spend all of my energy pleasing people, I cannot take confrontation of any sorts. If someone tells me, "you look sad, are you okay?" I enter a paralyzing state of panic. It's a disease. I want to die in my sleep.
The other day, one of my life-long friends wished me luck on my final presentation for college. I was taken aback, she did not only remember, but also made a point to wish me luck and ask me how I did afterward. I have never done such a thing for her, I never thought of it. She made me feel awful. Was I selfish for never asking about her own finals? Did she resent me for it? It seemed genuine and borderline loving to send me those text messages. Did she mean it? If not, then why did she ask? How could she possibly care about finals that have no effect on her? If I did well or wrong, it makes no difference in her life. So why ask? I don't understand.
Whenever I hang out with her, it pains me. She will sometimes hug me or say "I love you" or laugh at my jokes, I'll try to play along and entertain her for as long as possible, try to be sympathetic if she vents to me, or funny if she seems playful; I'll even go to a party if she asks, even though I hate parties/clubbing and have an obviously awful time at such places. Another problem is, when I see her, I quickly run out of replies. I end up smiling very weakly and awkwardly laughing in an evident fake manner. She's well aware of my fakeness, but she never questions it. I'm waiting for the day she gets fed up and confronts me about it, so I can be freed.
Similar issue with my boyfriend. He seems madly in love with a woman he made up, who bears no resemblance to me. It makes me feel insane. I don't understand why he has this perception of me that bears no relation to my actual self. I'm cruel and petty and egotistical. I'm depressed and self-indulgent. I sin compulsively. He takes people who have any of these traits. Why does he insist on dating me, then? Is he stupid?
As of late, I've been haunted by a memory of my childhood. I was at the shopping mall with my father. He wanted to buy me clothes and shoes. He asked me to pick any shoe I liked, but I didn't know what I liked. The shirt he picked was red, and the trousers were white, so I thought I should pick shoes that were either red or white. I found two pairs, and I was inclined towards the most expensive one, but I didn't know if it was okay for me to ask for them. I hesitated and he got upset. He told me something along the lines of, "just pick what you want, don't think so much, why can't you do that?" I knew he could afford any shoe in the store, he knew I knew, yet I wanted to be considerate, but he got upset regardless at my lack of direction. This remained a constant through my relationship with him. He'd insist, over and over, to just say what I mean, but I choked on my own words and ended up crying.
I wish I killed myself when I first got the idea, around age ten or so. If I died as a child, when I still had potential, people would idolize the woman I never got to become.
I don't know what sort of mental illness I have. Therapy doesn't work on me because I try to please my therapists and I end up worse off as a result.
I apologize if my English isn't too good.
No. 2425711
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kill my bacne right now please god
No. 2425744
>>2425723I used to have 2 friends who were in the same friend group who did outings together, one was on Discord almost 247 too and had other friend groups they were in, they would game together too so not only irl hanging out. They would whine about being such loners and never seeing anyone and how people must hate them because of how they never hangout. One was always so "I was so bullied as a kid" come to find out it was for one year in elementary school, not that it doesn't suck but the way she made it sound was so much more heavy. I was bullied for 7 years in school and I never really talk about it because I got over it but I'm also just built different I think? These friends would whine about being so lonely back when I had cancer, during covid when they were still doing almost weekly outings with many friends. That shit just threw me over the edge with them, they would also always use the "I'm so anxious" when I would ask for a simple call or if we could meet at a park. Realised these people would be too anxious to attend a wedding or a funeral of mine, got pissed and dropped them. I'm in remission and they're apparently still
victims.
No. 2425811
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My neighbour’s dog will not stop barking as soon as I’m in my yard, at my door, getting in and out of my car. There’s nothing I can do about reporting it to the council or ranger since the barking has to be continuous over hours for anything to be done. I’ve left a note in the letterbox that was polite and the stupid bitch flew off the handle at my partner about it after cornering her in the street. Says she’s old so wants the dog barking “for protection”. So fuck the neighbourhood I guess. Anyway I was walking past today with the rabid thing going nuts at me. I had my tennis racket and a ball because I was taking my own dog (which is kept inside with us to NOT bark) and hit the tennis ball at this neighbour’s garage in a moment of frustration and headloss after years of this. Anyway the ball bounced straight back to me. Will I be arrested?
No. 2425817
>>2425811Damn are you me? My neighbours have this extremely aggressive sheepdog that growls like it's genuinely going to kill me and if it gets close enough it'll bark. I suppose fear isn't a
valid factor in filing a complaint though.
Also I highly doubt you'll be arrested, way worse things get slapped on the wrist so
No. 2425827
>>2425823I live in Australia, which is what baffles me. We're supposedly a first world liberal inclusive country that's supportive of mental health and all that shit.
>>2425825Not US
No. 2425842
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>>2425794sounds very much like this
No. 2425850
>>2425794are you retarded yourself? how is this something you have to explain to them. you have two options in this situation:
1.) hurt them back, violently, quickly, severely, so they learn.
2.) you get far away from them, forever.
No. 2425853
>>2425794unless they are an actual toddler, like under 5 years old, there's no reason for you to explain anything.
>most likely autistic enough to not understand make yourself a pointy object and make it hurt for them the next time they do it. they'll learn.
No. 2425863
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Why is it always the retards getting multiple replies for their shit?? They’re clearly pretending to be retarded
No. 2425868
>>2425865Samefag but other women don’t even believe in other women’s humanity, they know and understand by being in association with a man they by proxy get some of those “human” benefits that males get. It’s why women who are actually crying out in pain with real issues are ignored why these same retards with relationship issues continuously keep hogging up and clogging the thread despite there being numerous threads for them to post their retarded shit they can easily prevent. Single women don’t exist, single women are ghosts, women who date, are mothers, are married, or are in any type of romantic-sexual relationship with a man are seen as perpetual
victims to always be empathized with and women with men excites other women because the mention of men, in a hateful or admirable context, is more important than anything else. How am I supposed to give a fuck about your supposed “rights” if you don’t even believe jt’s possible for a woman to be a human being, you pretty much prove you don’t see other women as human unless there’s a man that completes them so what the fuck differentiates you and the people you pretend to be angry at??? You’re angry at people for saying the truth: you only care when a woman is associated with a man, because you believe that a woman becomes human when she becomes fuckmeat for another male. I’m so fucking disgusted by other women, most are honest to god lying, manipulative, selfish pieces of trash truly incapable of accountability and integrity, it’s just so fucking true. Overgrown little girls walking around, and some of them are so bizarre because they think their age is a badge of wisdom kek, you’re just as retarded as a 13 year old girl. Absolutely hopeless
No. 2425896
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The typical responses, because it hit a nerve and they know I’m right. You’re shitty friends, shitty companions, shitty dating choices, shitty all-around, almost just as bad as men. Extremely selfish is the worse and unique way possible, always thinking of the now, throwing every single other person under the bus and never considerably thinking how actions have consequences. Always needing to quell terrifying feelings of cognitive dissonance by calling people of dissent crazy, hysterical and “woman-hating” because you, just like men, always have chimpouts when the truth is revealed on your behaviors. You hate accountability, responsibility, any kind of markers that would make anyone respect you, which is why you’re always needing another virtual daddy to coast under and then have your female handmaidens which you call “friends” to beckon and call when you could give less of a shit about them to vent about your retarded choices as if you weren’t the one that got yourself into that mess in the first place and then throw them away when the moid comes back/you forgive him/another moid or a child comes into the picture. I don’t know how much longer you can call this misogynistic and calling people who are saying this bigots or bj-chan, it’s becoming abundantly clear people are tired of playing around like children. A lot of women want to play around like children, be children, and when people start noticing this weird and odd behavior and call it out it’s suddenly bigoted behavior to criticize another human being (a woman) for their dumb choices and deliberately self-destructive and self-deprecating behaviors. Shut the fuck up and let me vent
No. 2425906
>>2425896Cont. (samefag) these retarded mods will ban anyone who uses this vent thread to vent about other topics but will allow the same fucking relationship derailers post the same fucking vents, so why are certain vents “
valid” and others are not and are ban-worthy??? Another prime example of the flaw moderation and of course the hitler fatties in their high gaming chairs don’t give a flying fuck, it’s “take it to meta” because the mods are also baiters and infighters themselves. I’m just so fucking annoyed and tired of this shit. When you complain about these things people say, “well, why didn’t you mention it??? why don’t you suggest or say something about it instead of just complaining?” and when you actually do, you’re fucking ignored and banned for it, so what’s the point of telling people this dumb advice. I literally can’t stand people anymore, every single minute of my life it’s like growing into uncontrollable misanthropy.
No. 2425914
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I’m tired of being banned for using this thread PROPERLY instead of the other people who’ve clearly been let loose in this thread for a few years to post the same garbage that would have them get hundreds of upvotes in a Reddit thread. Alogging should be allowed in here, I should be allowed to be fully angry and vent. I should be able to say the mods should be thrown off mountains and cliffs and the male administrator needs to choke on his own dick instead of trying to make this entire website his secret little female fishbowl fantasy scape website. I should be allowed to vent about random strangers in my life and angrily saying they should die, because venting should be cathartic and a release, not a perpetual cycle of self-flagellating drama like the relationshipfags who shit up this thread over and over again because they love drama, chaos and are about as toxic and disgusting as the men they choose to be with and have sex with. If you don’t want people to clock your retardation and messy behavior then don’t have a messy ass life and don’t make the intentions of your posts so obvious (well only for people like me who are actually somewhat self-aware and can see through other people’s bullshit)
No. 2425918
I should be allowed to be cringe and free, this is a fucking anonymous imageboard and you still fant even be free? You’re still giving a fuck about etiquette that you should’ve put to the side when you come on this website. The same website that talks shit about fatties, bippies, anachans, and other vulnerable women but suddenly this same exact heat coming into another board is a fucking red flag? Inconsistent moderation, retarded ass digital karens and digital NIMBY neighborhood watch types making sure you stay within your line like this is fucking Twitter of all places, inconsistent etiquette expectations because who the fuck said that /ot/ is the nice girl club where we all pay each other’s asses and never say a mean thing? So many of you are so fucking full of it, can never truly defend yourself, and when you get offended at one little thing you have to alarm daddy and mommy mod to take care of it for you because you’re a sheltered, delusional, emotionally unbalanced mess obsessed with making yourself a victim to garner sympathy from it.
No. 2425976
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I just got laid off from work and gave up on dating after the last guy I met up with revealed he was super cheap.
I can't shake the feeling that my life is going to go in circles forever; I'm nearly 25 and I'm still single, have no social hobbies (I write and read literature, I like plays/concerts, stuff that only pretentious rich ppl and oldsters in my country like). My living situation sucks and I can't get a job, I can't even have casual sex as everyone hot is taken and if they're single, I'm worried they'll rape me, give me STDs etc … basically, I feel like a hopeless loser.
I don't know how to get my life moving and start doing the things I'm passionate about. I want to make more friends but my weirdness/lack of 'normie' interests makes me seem boring, most men disgust or scare me, and my city is filthy and full of weirdos, drunken bums etc so not exactly easy to find good people. What do I even do in this situation?? Even other 'losers' have more friends, better jobs and so on. Fucking sucks.
No. 2425991
>>2425927Maybe there is an app that can read and describe LC posts to us while we work?
>>2425976Sorry to hear that anon. I doubt this will make you feel better but this is a lot like 2008 and those retards turned out okay. It's hard to make or keep friends during a recession bc everyone is so stressed out and pissed off. The myth about people ~coming together~ is only when they rely on each other for things/survival. You're just living through "bad times" atm and so are a lot of other people. Scrotes will always be scrotes tho
No. 2426035
>>2426026The person you're replying to or the helpless
victim who keeps ending up as a helpless
victim? Women here have zero patience for that shit, sorry, reddit is an option
>>2426032I thought the fart post was retarded so that's why I replied to it. I don't reply to vents that are total doom and gloom bc it's too much effort and those anons are usually a black pit of despair that can never be filled but still seek out positiivty/affirmation constantly anyways. So if it wasn't either of those things, I'm sorry for ignoring you nona
No. 2426069
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I can't even relax anymore, it's ramadan and only three of my family members are fasting, two of them are living in their own apartment, but they all came home for dinner and one of them brought her boyfriend with her. I don't want to socialize and especially not with some random guy while I'm wearing my pajamas. He doesn't even fast either so I have no idea why he's here.
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>>2426083…she literally just now sent me a couple of links about "THE DANGERS OF DIETING". It's not like I'm not fucking refusing to eat or jumping on a diet fad ffs, I'm just trying to explore healthier lifestyles since I have both a job and hobbies that are sedentary. It's not like I'm underweight either, I'm on the upper end of my healthy bmi range which is also why I want to lose a couple of kg so I can be in the middle instead
No. 2426209
>>2426133She's definitely chubby, she used to be a model which was also why she would rag on me for not inheriting the absolutely insane metabolism she used to have. She's surprisingly not narcissistic enough to try to sabotage me, it's not like she has access to my food anyway, but she'll definitely continue to comment on my eating habits.
What angers me the most if, even if I had an ED and she was trying to "help", it's too little too late the damage was already done and deep by the time I was 12 ffs.
No. 2426283
>>2426076god i agree. i hate how you cant see when youre backing out of a parking spot when they park next to you too. i see them all the time here in the south its horrible. my mom's shitty worthless
abusive husband drives one too of course. cars that signify a worthless moid
No. 2426337
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>>2425279I'm with you nonna, annoyed pop culture is trying to push these hideous men on us all the meanwhile pushing unrealistic beauty standards on us.
No. 2426410
>>2426399you sound like a horrible bpd bitch
nonnie, get help asap. otherwise your friends will leave you, you crazy dumb bitch, ok?
(infight bait) No. 2426586
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thank you valve/steam for supporting gender specials and trannies on woman's day. where would they be without your unwavering support? cunts
No. 2426588
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Anytime women discuss the reality of how pregnancy, childbirth, and motherhood are often negatively impact women there’s always someone accusing you of “hating mothers/children”, having mommy issues, or just making shit up (where is this “apathy” for pregnant women?). Of course someone is going to get triggered by my post but let women vent their concerns in peace, not everything is directed at you.
No. 2426596
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I finally dumped my useless ugly bf and I can tell he's not taking it well, and he's hung up on the fact I didn't want to have sex with him last time we met. That's all you really wanted in the end, huh? Hope you fucking die in a fucking fire can't believe I ever gave you the time of day for as long as I did.
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>>2425852Thanks for the suggestion nona, I can’t seem to find the legal status of it here in Australia but I bought an ultrasonic bark stopper instead which apparently stops the barking in its tracks because the sound is so unbearable (imperceptible to people). Hopefully it works.
No. 2426683
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God I wish I had symmetrical breasts so bad. could care less what a moid thinks of them but Its just annoying because Id like to go braless SO. BAD. but theyre noticeably uneven. Hoping to get a reduction in the future but for now I'm braless nearly 24/7. I despise bras but its also tough to just have one giant c cup and d cup in the way whenever i want to jump or run or dance. I can physically feel the pull when they bounce or move and it SUCKS. i wish i was blessed with b cups, or at least even boobs. Hoping to get a reduction in the future to even them out, imagining wearing no bras in cute dresses and loose shirts sounds so freeing. I do it anyway, but doing it completely comfortably sounds so heavenly.(ai outside of containment)
No. 2426797
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>tfw both your star sign and mbti are considered ‘cringe nlog’
I give up
No. 2426807
>>2426739any chance he's doing something like dread game (manipulation strategy) with her or something? what explanation did she give for talking to him more?
also you have my sympathies. i might be meaner than you but to me she just seems like an awful friend if she tweaks out at her friends' honesty yet keeps orbiting some awful guy.
No. 2426866
>>2426865To be fair anxious people have a pretty
valid reason to be afraid that their avoidant partners will avoid them kekk
No. 2426887
For a while I have been thinking about the general dehumanization of all women by the sex work industry and porn. I guess more often I see the conversation devolve into debates about the consent given in sex work, or more specifically the ability of the woman to give consent/long-lasting trauma resulted by sex work/childhood trauma that led to sex work etc. I just don't get why I never see people here actually talk about the fact that the women in these videos are just place-holders for scrotes, and by giving moids porn and sex work, you are allowing them the dehumanization of all women and womanhood. I guess on the surface level it feels like such a "duh" thing for most people, but it truly disturbs me and I hate that I don't see more people talk about it. Like, if a scrote is watching a hardcore dehumanizing porn video, he is not even really thinking about Lana Rhoades or whoever it is in the video, but he is using it as a place-holder for specific women in his life AND also all women in general. On a similar note, I hate the fact that European cities have legal Red Districts, where it is known huge amounts of coercion and human trafficking happens. Beyond that, the fact that these women are put on display for men to pick and consume like sausages, with the implication being that you can buy and sell human beings as long as they are women. To summarize, I am not implying that these women are not victimized and that they are suffering more than the general population of women due to it, because they surely are. What I am saying is that even if the debate is about how sex work can actually be "ethical" and not coerced, and the women participating in it really want to do it, that does not mean that these industries are not super fucking disturbing and sick. idk I guess I just really needed to type this out somewhere kek
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>>2426894This dialogue is so shitty. It’s ridiculous that this movie was even nominated in the first place, along with the tranny movie.
Like even without me being anti-prostitution and anti-trannies, these movies were objectively shitty.
No. 2426989
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You know, it is a special kind of disgust that I feel when a person walks into the center built like this, and has the audacity to be surprised when my job is made longer and harder than it needs to be. Your veins are small and they roll and it's difficult to even palpate you because of course it fucking is if your arms are built like the back of a Shar Pei that was reincarnated from Amberlynn Reid. I feel like the society of America would be greatly benefitted from how Japan deals with obese and fat people. Annual fitness and health check and if you're so fat that you make your job look bad, Metabo Law is going to be in use. Whoever says that shaming wouldn't help fat people is a liar–Japan makes it a JOB to discourage being fat as much as possible, and it works. There's a reason why they're one of, if not then THE LEAST fat country in the world, and America needs to start writing down notes. Not just for my convenience, but because these statistics of just how many people are going obese around here is genuinely sad.
No. 2427006
>>2426989It’s not as simple as just discouraging people from being fat. There’s so many things baked into our culture that make active lifestyles more difficult for Americans than Japanese. For one thing there’s the public transit situation where this country is such a sprawling asphalt hell that you can not walk to work unless you live in NYC. We also pump high fructose corn syrup into fucking everything and our food is designed to be addictive.
Maybe giving out free ozempic will make America thin again, I don’t know.
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I had a vivid dream that I had sex with her. I want to die.
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>>2426683Only a TIM that looks at too much anime would want this. Nona, no boobs are perfectly symmetrical.
No. 2427039
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>>2427027>venting in the vent threadwow, no fucking way, really? That's fucking crazy, man.
No. 2427055
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nice idea
No. 2427090
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I hate my damn body. I hate having big breasts, I hate my curly hair I hate my ugly face. I hate how uncomfortable my body is. Also doesn't help that I've gained weight since I got depressed. I hate that the things that could make me look less bad are exactly the things that I hate the most and are super uncomfortable. It's unfair that I'm stuck in such uncomfortable body. I can't help but sometimes resent women who get breast augmentation or any other type of procedure to achieve things I consider uncomfortable. I love my parents but sometimes I get angry at them because I got the worst features of them. I just want to feel comfortable without feeling hideous.
No. 2427109
>>2427005>But I don't want anything to do with the male gaze and gaining weight helped me avoid it>I have more ruthless audacity to avoid the male gaze than you've ever had in your god forsaken life to take a piss>you're not gonna make me participate in your pathetic performanceseriously hoping you're an actual retard because why would this be a
valid course of action in your mind? risking your health and putting your body under constant strain all because of moids? are you stupid? i'd respect you more if you just said you like to eat a lot
No. 2427112
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My friend decided to try hanging out more with a group of women she's acquainted with through a group she usually parties with. They had all shown interest in having a "girl's night out" so she tried to pull something together. She called me later during that night, going "damn, I never really realized how damn lucky I am to have you guys as my friends. You always inspire me and don't care for male validation".
Apparently the women turned out to be turbo pickme's, when they weren't only focusing on their phones they would go back and forth talking about how they wish they had more female friends while at the same breath talk about how "women always cause so much drama and only gossip". Somehow the topic of sexuality got brought up, and they all mentioned being bisexual despite being in long-term relationships/married with their moids and got extremely surprised when my friend told them she's a gold star lesbian, going "WHAAAAT! But you look so NORMAL!!" because apparently all lesbians have alt styles according to them.
The night ended with them inviting their moid friends over without asking while still calling it a "girl's night", and when the moids arrived a couple of the women went "like, have you EVER seen me with this many chicks in one place at once (they were 4 or 5)?? Like, that's SO weird, right?".
My friend just paid her bill and left without saying anything at that point. I just can't stop thinking about it, especially the part where they aired their view on lesbians. It just frustrates me that these women are in their late 20's to early 30's. Most of my friends are very intelligent women with no pickme behaviors, so I forget that there really are adult women out there acting like this.
No. 2427221
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When I was in middle school, I remember going back to our huge apartment complex from somewhere with my mom. It was dark already, and as we were about to park I spotted these three boys I played with sometimes. I asked my mom if I could go play with them but she said no. After some back and forth I became angry and yelled "it's because I'm a girl, right?" She fell silent and looked down with the saddest expression I'd ever seen on her face, and after a few seconds she allowed me go play with them. It haunts me still.
No. 2427239
>>2426029She is not being treated unfairly. She's an insufferable NLOG who whines about it on imageboards and blames others for her horrid attitude. This is fucking incel behavior.
>>2426031You have no fucking idea what an actual psychopath is.
No. 2427344
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called out this filtermaxxing retard on livestream and he blocked me, kek. he went on to talk how afghan/muslim/covered women are the only ones worthy of marriage, trashing western women. hes from canada(not your personal army/off-topic)
No. 2427631
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>>2427005Okay but if we're standing next to each other and a scrote is coming after us, I can count on my legs to take me faster and farther than your fatass can take you. In that case, being a hamplanet wouldn't magically save you from the scrote's gaze. It would in fact, do the opposite.
(infighting) No. 2427653
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>>2427631Lmao YOU'RE the only one running away, I'M NOT. I'm walking back to the train and ignoring him. But then you'd also be plagued by self-loathing, guilt, frozen with intimidation, feminine performance ticks in general.
Hell you'd probably end up marrying your own rapist. Performance cunt social conditioning is a bitch. You're only seething at me because im not chained to the rapist with you.
(infighting) No. 2427659
>>2427351I feel like I used to want to share things with everyone but now I'm becoming like this too. Other people don't deserve anything and all they do is ruin whatever they touch anyway.
>>2427497You could just not fuck, I've never used birth control and I didn't instantly become a mother.
No. 2427661
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>>2427653mm yeah, uh huh, uh huh, uh huh, uh huh…uh huh..mm yeah, uh huh, uh huh…uh huh…mm yeah, uh huh, uh huh…uh huh…yeah.
No. 2427745
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I hate when people pretend like they suddenly fuck with you after a certain person in the circle is friendly to you first. NPC bootlickers want approval so they kiss ass with you because they think you're on the good side of whichever ringleader's anus they want to live in.
No. 2427780
>>2427777Get
>>2427778Ew wtf? I was morbidly curious and was gonna ask you to post him on personal cows but now I'm just grossed out.
No. 2427819
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i'm probably not gonna sleep well tonight. being inside all day turns be into a computer goblin its not healthy
No. 2427896
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>>2427831Ayart. Yeah there’s a lot we can’t explain still, I just generally have more faith in scientific processes than the guidance outlined in holy books that were written by men hundreds if not thousands of years ago. They can provide an answer, but generally speaking I don’t find their answer very likely. Just admitting “we don’t know and may never know” feels more honest than willing myself to believe in something else. And when there are other parts of the literature I can point to as being flawed, whether as a result of a mistranslation, a product of its time/culture, whatever, then it takes a lot of faith(kek) from me to believe that perhaps the answers to the great unknown in that same text have some validity. In general I think religion is a result of people trying to answer questions we can’t fully know the answer to, limited by what information was available at the time. Some people are okay with those answers but I just never have been, even as a young kid. I wish that wasn’t the case though.
No. 2428122
>>2427619sensarte ceramic pan
you just have to use non-metal spatulas or else it will damage the surface
No. 2428168
Three days of moids treating me like shit, tonight in particular a moid wanted me a woman of color to be envious of a white woman he was attracted to since she was 17 but he says he didn't know that only that her voice was super hawt, he didn't shoot his shot until she was 21 and well she ignored him, called me mid a lot says I am a 6-7 without makeup and that I was envious of his friend because she's white not because he called me mid a lot and also it's not his friends fault the most perfect genetics manifested in her face unlike me, this moid isn't even white, he is a moid of color like I am a woman of color he said I acted horrible towards him tonight, also his friend is very rare and unique unlike me who is a retarded npc in his mind, I called him out for white worshipping but of course it was me seething over his friends race, what a coincide his first crush was a trailer park white trash and his true soulmate but he doesn't care about that race shit, I just wonder why moids of color hates us so much, I ended up submitting to him for peace, also this woman told me this is the most pro woman moid ever and it didn't take long for him to make me uncomfortable, I hate being retarded, I wish I could kill myself
No. 2428186
>>2428169I've had a
toxic friend like that. You NEED to distance yourself slowly until you can cut off fully. Pretend to be busy and reply at a snails pace, if she sends you something to check out just go "maybe later" but never do it. She'll get annoyed and bored eventually and will shift the focus on the people who do reply instead.
No. 2428210
>>2428186she's my uni classmate and I only like her because unlike everyone else shes actually hardworking and dedicated. I've said to myself I will only talk to her if it's related to uni or dumb shit. I will form stronger bonds with other people but her.
I think she doesn't even care about me anyway lol she has lots of friends, I'm just one more of them and I don't like that one sided thing. she doesn't know how to be understanding. laughs at me for my fixations on a cute rockstar but she's deadly fixated on faggot and tranny stuff it's nauseating.
No. 2428221
>>2428168Idk if he's calling you mid if he says you're a 6-7 without makeup. generally on their stupid moid rating scale they'll add a massive amount of points for makeup so they can justify their sour grapes when they get rejected with, 'w-well I bet she wasn't even HOT without all that goop on her face!!'
low-key comes across as just trying to neg you or make you jealous for his own benefit.
No. 2428258
I have ruined my hobby and have no one else to blame but myself. I used to love writing fanfic. It's cringe, but since I never posted anything online I didn't bother anyone with it. However, I've become increasingly fandom and fanfic critical over the past months, especialy the blatant disregard of the characters' personality in smut that reads more and more like scenes from online porn these days, with extreme practices like fact fucking, etc. I also saw how cliqueish my fandom of choice was, and somehow this resulted in killing first my muse and finally my motivation for writing. I recently moved on to a new fandom, but I just don't want to write anymore. However, I fear that if I take a break until I got rid of all the negativity I'm feeling right now, I'll never pick the hobby back up again. It sucks, I'm sad. I have no one else to blame but myself, but somehow I tend to take these things way too seriously.
No. 2428268
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I really fucking hate this website now. I don’t give a shit about fucking Japanese anime, fandoms, ugly ass 2D/3D men, Luigi, or other stupid shit, I actually want to talk about interesting shit but the people who actually talk about interesting shit barely post enough
No. 2428351
>>2428330Your point is
valid but the threat is way overblown. I have been part of female only gyms and they haven't been as much of a threat as presented although not a fan of the troons/male entitlement. In the avg metro area they're really not an issue
No. 2428352
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Fucking the design of fast food restraunts anymore. Starbucks used to be decent now they all have the atmosphere of a garage. hard white light, uncomfortable seating, way too cold, horrible acoustics, they all smell bad, i don't understand how people bring their laptops and work there. (Pop music from 2016) KKKKKSSSSSSSSSSH clatter KKKKKKSSSSSSSSSSH and the concrete floor and bare walls make it 3x louder. I went to Japan and its incredible, the coffee shops there have carpeting, comfortable seats, low lighting, and the stores only play jazz/house music at a low volume. Who is designing the American locations?
No. 2428370
>>2428367samefag but ofc the japanphile comment is the icing on the cake
>thing …
>thing but in JAPAN HOLYYY KAWAIII DUMPLING OH MY FUCKING INCEST PORN LOLITA IT WAS GR888
No. 2428374
>>2428365Yes it was, every resturaunt looks like garbage
>>2428370I don't even watch anime I just went there for a bit and the resturaunts are noticeably more hospitalable
>>2428367Kys fr every restraunt DOES look like shit and pretending it doesn't is delusional
No. 2428382
>>2428374Burgers stop being entitled and clueless on why convenient fast food would have convenient fast food quality architecture kek
>>2428377Then go and live in Japan then, problem solved.
(infighting) No. 2428459
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>>2428417This dull and bleak modernization of logos and buildings has happend to multiple companies, not just McDonald's. Here's another example but there's lots more out there. Soul vs soulless.
No. 2428536
>>2428523nta but I've also heard it's rough out there, not dating myself but have tons of normie friends who frequent dating apps/meetups/just going out and I get to hear about all their awful dates kek. Literally the most beautiful, socially outgoing and intelligent women I know are complaining about how every moid they meet is either an aimless bum or egotistical asshole and they're all looking for a mommy bangmaid. Their standards are low too, but it seems like men who are
>at a similar level to them career-wise>nice to them sometimes>not offensive to look at>not porn-rottedare in very short supply rn
No. 2428563
>>2428523I’m 22 and it’s bullshit, I don’t bother. Youngsters are all about sex positivity with no actual positivity in it, it’s just men who benefit from hookup culture. There’s a genuine lack of empathy and loyalty, not in the sense of cheating per se, but everyone has the mindset of “I owe you nothing!!” and it doesn’t let any kind of actual connection, let alone a relationship develop. Men and women don’t give actual time to get to know the other person, they are interested in instant gratification and whenever they start something they already have their foot out of the door perusing for a better option elsewhere.
It’s worthless to date right now.
No. 2428658
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>be a NEET for 24 years of my life until now but finally starting to break out of it
>An actually nice smart well adjusted guy who isn't facially deformed starts to like me
>he's starting to go bald in his 20s
girls it's so over
No. 2428683
>>2428666how do i subtly suggest it to him before it's too late? also trips check em
>>2428670kekd out loud at this
No. 2428739
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Holy fuck nonas, is it normal to have vivid, violent thoughts when you're coming off anti-depressants? Like I'm constantly fantasizing about harming people I wasn't this way before
No. 2428751
>>2428717We've never really brought up her weight at all. She used to be on a diet when we were younger but covid hit and she stopped and now she refuses to do outdoor activities with us. It's hard because even my other obese friend know she's big, has gotten smaller, and wants more active hobbies like casual tennis, etc. But I probably will cancel.
>>2428732I don't know how to convince you without forsaking my anonymity, but I'm being completely honest. I gave 400 lbs as an estimate but we're all average height so I can't say for certain. We're also all American if that helps, and everyone in her family is roughly the same size.
No. 2428838
>>2428820I’m sorry he was such a creep
nonnie. I fucking hate men like that, especially when they flex what little power they have over you like withholding the food you ordered.
No. 2428883
>>2426468I can try it, although tbh I'm not sure how good holistic methods will help me because my anxiety/OCD is pretty severe. Thank you anon.
>>2426451Thank you anon. Watching youtube videos does help a lot, the tricky part is getting my mind to focus on the vid.
No. 2429201
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i haven't been this depressed and dejected in a while. but every time i turn on the news and see my options growing fewer and fewer i get so fucking sad. wasn't life supposed to get better? weren't we not supposed to backslide into bullshit? i'm so frustrated that i've just been dizzy and tired for weeks. i can hold it off but sometimes it just overcomes me like now. why do the worse people on earth get everything they want, it's not fucking fair or right
No. 2429206
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>>2429201God, I hate his face. Makes me think of opposums and other ugly "weasel" like animals.
No. 2429220
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>>2429206Opossums are great, adorable moms and very helpful for the ecosystem. That is a cruel comparison.
No. 2429315
>>2429308I got gaslighted into wasting an ungodly amount of hours of my life trying to play some trendy "skill based" videogame and all I end up getting was frustration and the feeling of hours lost I'll never get back
now I just assume anyone who calls themselves a "gamer" to be severely mentally ill or just plain masochistic
No. 2429320
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I don't know how I'll ever find a relationship. I'm a lesbian in a very very very famously progressive woke city. I've had two dates that I liked as people but one was closeted and the other just seemed like… we were on different levels. I'm kinda wanting to hook up with a girl but then I found out she's a kinkfag and that kinda freaks me out. I've only had 2 sexual relationships and one was with a "bi" woman who didn't seem enthused because it was a weird cuck situation with her bf (I was 19 and extremely drunk/high don't ask I made bad decisions and no I didn't sleep with his grody ass) and the other was my ex who I was with for 4 years and that was a good experience but just didn't end well due to codependency.
I'm a sorta-neet (in school idk if that counts. Just got fired from my job of 2 years) schizofag on disability, I'm basically a shut-in, I don't connect to people who are… I hate 'normies' so I'll just say normal. Normal average 20-somethings with careers and hobbies and friends. I have 2 very close friends but one is online. I draw sorta but not in a while because my schizofag meds make me retarded. I'm awkward because I was socially isolated as a kid. It's gotten better but there's still traces of it.
Then there's the tranny aspect and… yeah, that just breaks me down. I'm sober so I can't go to a bar. LGBT-centered communities are full of gendies and pick-me spicy straights.
I just want to meet an interesting caring woman who I can relate to. I have a really hard time trusting people and I'm not one of those "instant spark" people. I feel like these dating app people insist on instant connection and I'm just retarded and can't do it. It takes me a long time to build trust with someone and I can't just instantly fall for someone.
I feel like I can't speak my mind. No, I don't think trannies can be lesbians, no I don't do libfem bullshit, no I don't think sex work is empowering, no I'm not going to be poly, no I don't like going to raves and concerts because it stresses me out.
IDK where I'm even going with this. I'm just so sad trying to date. I don't miss my ex in the sense of wanting her back but I miss how easy it was to connect with her from the get-go, a rarity, and how patient she was with me. It just seems like a rare thing to find.
Sorry for big ole ramble
No. 2429377
>>2429371I feel you nona. I'm a lurker and I stick to the beauty parlor for the most part. A&N is a trash fire of fetid creatures with half their brain missing and has been since it was created. I think it all started in 2016 but got massively worse in 2018(?) when that guy shot up the Mosque in NZ.
I remember first reading it in 2015 following along to Fit Vegan Ginger's recipes and some user trying them out in real time. That was fun. Screeching about abortion being murder and repealing the 19th amendment, not so much.
I love how much seething the Manhate thread created though. Holy shit.
No. 2429416
>>2429377>I love how much seething the Manhate thread created though.So real kekkkk, every time the man hating thread is mentioned outside of it they all have a collective coniption, it's hilarious, and seeing them neg react to those posts is peak retarded moid response
The day of the conference with zelensky I was extremely annoyed at the lukewarm trump sided community feature post someone made, and made the horrible mistake of checking the burger political thread, just to be hit with the pungent opinions of some of the glowiest users I've seen on the internet
No. 2429420
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I'll never fulfil the dreams of success I had as a teenager. And yes I get told they were just dreams and unrealistic, but I feel frustrated every day. I have enough money to not die of starvation, I should be grateful, but I don't know. Maybe I'm narcissistic.
No. 2429487
>>2429420Maybe weird question, but has it affected you sex drive?
I completely lost mine when it finally got to me that truly I am not exceptional in any way and dont deserve any special attention.
No. 2429592
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>>2429590Nonnie please go study! I promise I'll go to bed and get my honkshoes on if you promise that you'll work on at least one of your courses before your next thread binge.
No. 2429623
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Ngl, I love the cow discussion but the media discussion on lolcow often ruins my mood when I see women who generally share my views fight over dumb shit like the fujocuck discourse, the fandom discourses shit and male actors.
No. 2430138
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I regret wishing for someone nerdy I could talk to to join our office, this week we got a new intern that is the typical super awkward nerd. I attract these types of guys like flies so of course he's started to sort of circulate around and hyper focus on me once he learned that not only am I into the same hobbies as him, I'm also an intern as well AND we both get off at the same train station. I hate this.
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Im probably going to get addicted to benadryl again. I dont want to be awake anymore
No. 2430237
>>2430203>BenadrylLaaaaaaaaaaame. At least junkies who are addicted to other things get
some enjoyment out of it.
No. 2430322
>>2430320Same boat here, nonna.
Don't seem to find the motivation to start, though.
No. 2430338
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They’re doing work on my home and shut off the power to replace the electrical outlets. But inadvertently also shut off the internet in the process. I was looking forward to having a chill day and drawing on the doodle board, now I’m laying in bed phone posting because I can’t do anything else.
No. 2430516
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I put way too much fucking styling product on my hair, it's heavy and dull now and kinda sticky too.
No. 2430719
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>>2430460You're not aloneI look like im being held hostage in every pic somebody takes of me nona. You'd think all of my childhood pictures are from a crime docuseries because i look like picrel when somebody points a camera at me since i was 5, my face just tenses up idk why. My mom would always be so frustrated when she got event photos back lol.
No. 2431142
>>2431139It is definitely a blessing in disguise. I had the urge to look at an ex's old accounts. Once.
I have since somehow found the fortitude to never do it again KEK
No. 2431170
>>2431155let things fizzle out with the first one she sounds like a menace, and try to do more stuff with the second? if she gives you nice gifts (assuming they're stuff you actually like) surely she cares about you. im guessing you're into weebshit and she's a normie, are you into exercising or something maybe do that with her or go to a park or whatever. i'd also make her a handmade gift or bake her something like a cake, i feel like it's more meaningful if she's wealthy and can afford stuff on her own already
or just let things fizzle out for both
No. 2431174
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>draws decently on iphone with finger
>buys tablet with stylus
>can’t draw
No. 2431176
>>2431155I agree with everything
>>2431170 said EXCEPT
>just let things fizzle out for bothYou do not need to be super best friends with everybody you know. Your second friend seems like a perfect "casual friend". Maybe hang out with her once every month or two, and put more effort into figuring out her basic interests so you can come up with a nice gift once a year.
She is clearly interested in keeping a healthy connection with you at this time. She may never become a close friend, or she might become one of your best friends in the future. Just keep the relationship healthy even if that means really good birthday gifts and sparing hangouts. You always want people on your side or that you can rely on in a pinch, and it will make you feel good to be able to return that favor for someone else.
But definitely let go of that first friend at a slow and steady pace.
No. 2431191
>>2431170I'm definitely trying to fizzle out from friend 1, but I think she's caught on to it, so now she's asking to hang out more often after I said no the last time. Managed to take care of this month with actual stuff happening, but she already believes I don't do anything outside of drawing and my part time job, so it's hard to come up with reasons. Why I'm partially wondering if I should cut clean, but I'm really bad at expressing myself. She always manages to say the darnest thing that shocks me.
Friend 2 watches anime, but it's not the shows I watch so there's a disconnect there. We've tried exercising together at a park, but she's an athlete so it's really just been moments of her watching me dying after 10 minutes. and my god Nona, I've tried handmade gifts AND baking for her before. I've known her for so long, but we were never super close. I think both of us are trying to make sure we're somewhat in each other's life.
>>2431176yeah I guess I'm trying to figure this part out. What's the point of keeping a casual friend, when it feels like we're barely friends on a base level. It only works because we're p considerate (like all the gifts and paying for each other's meals etc etc) and we do care about each other's well being. But you're right that I can put more effort into figuring out more of her interests. I think I'll try getting her some cupcakes her nigel got her before as a starting point.
No. 2431194
>>2431174do you draw feet
nonny…
No. 2431335
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>not that interested in a moid
>he contacts and wants to see me more
>ok, maybe i am interested
>contact him more, ask when he wants to see again
>he acts colder and is suddenly very busy
>i lose interest and act colder
>tell him i'm busy
>he contacts me more and wants to see again
>rinse and repeat
yes i know i should just ditch his ass but goddamn we have insane sexual chemistry
No. 2431346
>>2431340but it's so good though….. we already broke up once, the sex after was mad good KEK
>>2431344eh i fuck other people too
No. 2431401
I wish I was someone's type for once. Everytime I like someone, including my own past bfs, I'm never their actual type. It's always like, oh they like blonde long haired natural beauties, oh they like dark haired sexy baddies with big red lips, oh they like emo/alt hot girls with wolfcuts and piercings, oh they like soft curvy girls with big blue eyes, oh they like big mouthed strong women oh they like cheerful girls with bright smiles who laugh and smile all the time. It's never me. Yeah they might find me cute and likable and attractive enough to have sex with, but I'm never the girl they go crazy for. And since everyone has a different type, I can't go and skinwalk someone either because this guy liked emo girls but the next guy likes sporty girls and the next guy likes madison beer type of girls. And I can't change my personality, I can't become a loud tomboy over night, I can't grow big boobs and big hips in one day. My own preference is mostly towards cute pastel soft feminine and delicate things (NOT coquette, just light feminine) and I have have a childish face, and this is also how I am described by most people but somehow none of the guys I was into liked this type of girl. In fact, men in general don't hit on me. I don't remember when was the last time a man flirted with me either.
No. 2431421
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When they build this shitass speed railway in my country for the cost of destrying forests and meadows with rare species and plants I will put rocks on the tracks, bigger rock each time until it fucks up the train. If people will die I don't care. I'm going to repeat the past. My grandma used to put rocks on railways too when she was young because that's what they told her to do in ww2.. and I'm like her. They shouldn't have destroy my home forest
No. 2431435
>>2431401Im the same way
nonnie, Im into the same stuff and most men are rarely into my personality but the ones who are really like it. You're probably the type they call "wife material" and men say they want but they actually chase the ig baddies and wonder why she won't stop posting revealing pics for him (when that's what attracted him in the first place). A lot of men don't want a girl who is already into feminine stuff, they want to change a "bad girl" same as the trope of women wanting to change a bad boy i guess. I also don't fit into a certain "type", im closest to "doll girl" but im not asian and I don't wear Lolita and shit so not even really that lol. It can help to find influencers who look similar to you and are into the same stuff
No. 2431538
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I have been raging about troon shit and the fact that it's profoundly sexist and conservative since 2012 and I cannot stand any woman making this even remotely her priority in the US or even any western nation facing existential threat and the loss of democracy and women's rights. If you're willing to throw away self-determination and allow the rise of fascism over a (granted, on its face, extremely moronic, anti-science issue) and sacrifice your rights instead of properly prioritizing and not allowing fascism to take hold just so you can fixate on an issue that's better addressed at a later point, you are a loser and an anti-feminist.
No. 2431592
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working non-stop on for our college's fest for 5 days straight has me "people tired"(my term to explain it to my ESL friends)/my social battery depleted, and i'm beginning to get annoyed with a certain friend, she's somehow very irritating. i dislike how often she tells me i've been acting "weird" and then proceeds to not fucking explain why? and she's a tad clingy, i'm supposedly the only one in our college that she gets on with and she finds it incredulous that i know so many people in college(even though that was something i struggled with) and i'm just thinking holy shit, was this what it was like to be my friend when i was in school? this also makes her do this insufferable thing where she really wants to do something and tries to drag me into it but then won't do it by herself if i refuse? i feel as if this is leaning on a tad immature because even if i dislike going to places by myself, i'll still do it unless i have a safety concern, but this "i won't do it unless you do it too" attitude is dumb for a thing that isn't embarrassing stuff, it's just a crafts market set up for our college, go by yourself. it's ironic because it's she who likens me to her young sister and she's also 3 yrs my senior. but the most unpleasant thing is that sometimes she unironically does a pouty face when i refuse her demands, it's one thing to hear about from another nonna, it's another to see it happening yourself, i get sometimes people do it to be funny but to actually try it to sway my decisions is just ridiculous, it's terribly cringey irl.
but i'm hoping this view i have of her is just my PMS talking because it's not like i want to cut her off.
No. 2431602
>>2431594but for context I've literally not had any friend since middle school, so I might be the autistic one in this case
also I'm kind of reluctant on meeting someone outside, last time it went on for nearly 4 hours (of them basically monologuing to me) and it was exhausting
also I've been slowly drifting into a low-life dropout the past few years and I really don't want to talk about this or myself in any capacity but I know this is why they want to meet-up since I've been dropping hints about this in the hope they would lose interest, but in the end they just started to feel more "concerned" or something idk it's just unsettling
No. 2431614
>>2431594Nona, I am saying this to try and be helpful to you, not to make fun of you.
>why don't we meet some time to try and catch up since last time?This is not passive aggressive. You are coming off as schizo. If they're the same person who monologued to you for 4 hours, then it's understandable why you do not want to hang out with them. But you are being paranoid and overly defensive. I wouldn't be surprised if they were upset that you "called them out". She probably genuinely liked you and gave you the benefit of the doubt when you kept giving her reasons why you couldn't hang out. Many adults keep reaching out to their friends or people they want to get to know better if they say that they are "only busy" or don't give any indication of incompatibility. When my friend was in school, it was entirely up to me to keep our communication and hangouts going, because she was so busy with her degree.
You're letting whatever self-esteem issues you have over being a "low-life dropout" sabotage your relationships instead of just being grateful she gave a shit about you in the first place. Nut up, open your messages, and either apologize for being crazy and make up an excuse for why you got stressed, or tell her you're too mentally ill to have friendships right now. Jesus.
No. 2431638
>>2431614>too mentally ill to have friendshipsthat's what I've been hinting at yes
I mean at best I'll get another exhausting meet-up where I won't have anything to say, at worst this is going to be trying to "help me" out of an irredeemable situation
last thing I want is to spend hours trying to justify my life choices in front of someone I don't even trust has good intentions towards me
I've lived over a decade of my life without friends I can probably manage a few more
No. 2431706
>>2431693yeah thats my point… "most" are like that, but theres still quite a lot of women, and even some men who care about it as an actual culture and not just something to get easy moid attention with cheap sloppa clothing
>>2431699mourning a loss always is extremely painful before it gets easier you just have to keep living your life and itll eventually be something you can cope with.like, itll still hurt but in a way that doesnt make you want to burst into tears daily
No. 2431709
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Besides one guy i used to talk to ages ago there is not a single one who i've met who was a decent human being. Is that it? Are all scrotes incapable of normal empathy and respect? Am i doomed to lust after fictional men until the end of my life?
No. 2431730
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Unblocked my ex best friend on Facebook in hopes that maybe she's come to her senses and will maybe reach out to me (we fell out because I wrongfully became the villain to her during her severe psychotic break years ago). Due to the way things ended, I don't feel comfortable messaging her first, at least not at this time.
She could seriously message me out of nowhere and start talking like we used to without any explanation, and it would be the best thing that's happened to me in 7 years… sometimes I have dreams where she's back in my life and will wake up devastated and sobbing because it felt too fucking real.
We were and always will be twin flames. It was hauntingly one of the last things she ever said to me (literally during her active psychosis). Whenever I remember this, it feels like getting stabbed in the heart but it's also one of the only things that keeps me hopeful that one day we'll be reunited…
No. 2431753
>>2431719I feel your pain nona, I am the same but only seem to get the attention of the nice kind type who don’t know how to have sex and think your right pussy lip is your clit, or the type of man that will make you think they want you and then go cold, keep talking to you so you don’t lose interest and then fuck off into thin air.
Men are cunts, have a wank it’ll probably make you feel better.
No. 2431757
>>2431719you have to learn to decenter other people from your perception and learn to be your own person, happy and comfortable in your skin. other people, especially men, should just be like… extra toppings on a cupcake thats already tasty and enjoyable on its own. when you have this kind of perception you will naturally attract good things into your life, like good friends, growth opportunities and possible ideal men you could be in a relationship with. if you feel crazy ass anxious energy about men and intimacy then get on some zoloft or other anxiety treatments. and, actually I'd give this same advice to
>>2431401 as well. i know the "nobody can love you until you love yourself" phrase is overdone, but it has some real truth to it!
No. 2431758
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> dog starts heaving
> ohshit.jpeg
> rush him to the bathroom
> i'm petting him as he heaves and eventually vomits
> it's all stomach acid
> disgust.jpeg
> start heaving myself
> manage to keep it down and go to clean it up
> dog starts heaving again
> notthisshitagain.jpeg
> he vomits and this time i can smell it
> disgust2.jpeg
> vomit starts coming up my throat
> vomit into my toilet
> picrel
No. 2431772
>>2431740>>2431745Yeah, you're both probably right… as for the "twin flames" thing, I think my brain just accepted it without question from the general shock and heartbreak of suddenly losing the closest person in my life to unprecedented schizophrenia (it was like a switch was turned on one day I stg, she just cracked like a mirror without showing any major signs throughout the years, even now when I think back in retrospect). I never realized how weirdly manipulative she sounded saying this, even if she was fully off her rocker. With what little tethering to reality she had left, she was likely trying to make me feel even worse as she knew just how much she meant to me.
(also,
>>2431751 I've been on LC for years and can assure you I'm not a BPDemon kek, just an overly sentimental person who was much easier to hurt and manipulate during this time of my life and wanted to vent)
No. 2431776
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I wish the people with situational depression (fake depression for normies) leave the people with real mental illnesses the hell alone.
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No. 2431788
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>>2431772Not you nona, you would be the supply or person who got "fleas". I picked up BPD behaivour in a relationship with one, it's impossible not to after a while. It's a social contagion and people get sucked in, so that's why they call it that
No. 2431818
>>2431808It’s the mind numbing advice those types give to people like me that “shit will get better” and life is “full of good and bad!” and the best of all, “go outside because nature and gym will cure it all!” Honestly they’re more likely to cope and hammer in the whole “temporary” hopium. I’ve had this depression for like most of my life and shit has not and probably won’t get better. The blackpill that my lot in life will never improve and the fact I have the intuition and discernment knowing my fate has been sealed and lock makes the free will shills very
triggered and scared. I will just rawdog reality until my death.
No. 2431828
>>2431818You fucking get it.
>The blackpill that my lot in life will never improve and the fact I have the intuition and discernment knowing my fate has been sealed and lock makes the free will shills very triggered and scared. I will just rawdog reality until my death.Easily the most based thing I've read all week.
No. 2431855
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>>2431835Nona, pls get out of my head kek. I was just looking at my recent phone call logs and saw all the hours of conversations I've had with her and no one else. I love her dearly and treasure our relationship, but it's to the point where she's socializing more regularly than I am at 70 years old! I wish I could find a nice group of older women to do hobbies and activities with tbh. I'm thoroughly convinced I'm just an old lady in the body of a 28-year-old.
No. 2431900
>>2431846>I am not normie enough for people to want to actually be friends with since I am actually autisticDon't be so harsh on yourself, all kinds of people make friends. It must be difficult because of the autism though, I do'nt think my suggestions would work with you because of that.
>people don't actually hang out and do stuff together regularly when they start growing older.That's sort of true. I definitely don't meet up with people as much as I did in college but the quality of your friendships goes up by a lot too because you're not hanging out with people just because you're forced to.
After a certain point you have a lot more obligations that take up most of your time, you simply don't have the energy to keep going out, etc. Some people do keep a very active social life but it's a personality thing. Focusing on your social life actually takes work and effort, and it's ok if you don't want to dedicate yourself to that.
>>2431848I think you're going too far. Maybe her mom simply isn't too sociable either. From what anon wrote alone it's not enough to call her malicious.
>>2431856Sorry, hadn't seen this. I still think it's not enough to call her malicious. My mom was like this too, she just didn't see me as an adult, I had to be explicit in wanting my independence. Have you told her you want to do things yourself? Does she react badly?
No. 2431938
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I 100% understand why mods don't allow casual conversations in the mundane thread and why the random shit threads are still locked, the reasoning behind it sound from a board culture and mod perspective. But tbh I kinda enjoy the thought of just being casual with other nonas without any sort of commitment, discord would feel too personal and I feel like the more annoying retards gather there. The anonymity of it all feels nice.
I get why and how it attract retards, but I have mixed feelings on it because of my own personal wants kek
No. 2431952
>>2431857jesus relax she never even mentioned doing anything about it
>>2431938honestly think it was just too fast of discussion, had a lot of infighting and took way more effort to moderate than the farmhands had time to do
No. 2431962
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when i was 16 i was rushed to the hospital because i had major pain in my lower belly. they did an ultrasound looked at me weirdly and said its the appendix and it has to be removed. i always thought it was super awkward how the nurses and doctors acted afterwards. my mom told me im just being crazy about it. i got my medical files today (mind you im 23 now) and it literally states how they removed a tumor in my stomach and supposed undeveloped testes and that i should get a test for 46,XY (that literally means swyer syndrome) and it all makes sense now, how i never got my period and my breasts didnt develop as the other girls and i always was super ashamed of it because boys would call me flatty and shit like that.
istg i wanna die rn. i shouldve never requested those files. idk what to do. im a literal abomination. the fuck. am i a fucking moid? i dont want to get tested. i dont need closure. i want this nightmare to end. fuck my life
No. 2431994
>>2431962just continue living normally as a woman. as long as you're not planning on going into professional sports or having kids it probaby won't affect your life too much. maybe save up for plastic surgery if the lack of breast tissue bothers you; at least now you know what the issue was in your development as a teenager.
that's fucking crazy, though, it feels like they shouldn't legally be able to hide a patient's own medical conditions from them like that. how are people not able to file a lawsuit or something over being intentionally misinformed like this?
No. 2431996
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Learned today that because of the ongoing recession only 30% of last year's alumni in my field got hired, which doesn't bode well for us that are graduating this summer. The school usually promises that the majority of their students get hired within 6 months, but due to current statistics they changed it to within ONE YEAR… Luckily I might have a couple of contacts that MIGHT let me do some freelancing until I land something more permanent, but I'm definitely really nervous. I signed up for a couple of summer courses in how to make android apps, idk how much it's gonna give me since it's just a summer course but at least it'll look nice on my resume and it will give me something to do since applying for jobs during summer is a fucking crapshoot.
No. 2432000
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I have had the habit of typing way too much. Whether it just be messages to friends, venting about shit here, or explaining an issue I am having at work, I can't seem to do it without turning into 3+ paragraphs.
I need to stop assuming people have the attention span or reading comprehension I expect them to, because I start getting really frustrated when they don't. Most people have terrible reading comprehension and if you send them mini-novels, they will likely check out after the first two sentences you've written. To be fair, I do naturally like writing and reading more than most and I do it because written communication is a safe place for me that oral communication never is.
No. 2432026
>>2432009Yeah, that's a good idea. Maybe I should start using Chatgpt to make me more concise or something too, as long as it doesn't end up making me sound weird.
Can't do the emoji part at work unfortunately, but I will try the rest because it is especially frustrating there. I have to repeat myself at work all.the.time. It seems to me like no one in corporate jobs ever know hows to read at all. Even when what I type what is just one sentence long and I literally just sent it, some of them still ask me a question as if I didn't just answer it. I just want to go off in all caps sometimes. Reading comprehension for people in large companies is completely atrocious. They literally seem dyslexic.
No. 2432035
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I now believe the moid I had a crush on and thought was into me is not only an actual Narcissist but also a closeted troon and my quirky persona and bangs are who he wants to be and that’s why he’s fucking with me so hard.
No. 2432049
>>2432026I have no good advice to give you
nonnie but I think that people who can't read large paragraphs are actually retarded. It drives me insane that I have to make everything I think and feel bite sized so my retard friends don't ignore me. It feels like being iced out because I have a fucking thought.
No. 2432088
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Its so funny when someone thinks they're hurting you by ignoring you. You're finally giving me a good reason to not engage with your existence and I finally get to be left alone in peace, thank you so much! ♥
No. 2432223
I found my brother's reddit account and I am stalking it religiously. Some of his posts are questionable but I knew he was an asshole, he got rich fast because he got help from the family, otherwise he would've struggled setting up for his job. I'm still bitter about this because I received 0 help, but I work as a corporate drone. I found out stuff I suspected since he never tells mom anything and pretty much stopped talking to us once he got money and moved to his own house. This is so fun but I am still incredibly salty for being the poorfag of the family and not receiving tens of thousands of dollars as help (there was a big scandal when I was young and asked my mom to borrow me 200$), I have been overworked and underpaid and I told him I am currently not working and searching but it's a struggle. Naturally, not much empathy, he wouldn't last a month in the corporate world and the hell I've been through. I used to get some hits from him when I was young and was verbally abused many times, including in our adult life, things have changed a bit but I am still very bitter about many things. Still, I feel sorry for what his family has to go through currently, his wife is a good woman, I can't commend her enough for putting up with him, he can be very difficult.
Anyway, I'm gonna enjoy this shit and won't let him know, but I'm screenshotting all the questionable stuff just in case.
No. 2432267
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Nonnies… The new Gaga album is ass and it's breaking my spirit and my heart
No. 2432281
>>2432280I hope you are nona
I want the same for myself
No. 2432295
>>2432258There's not much "heavy" dirt but a lot of things that bother me he didn't tell my mom plus some general assholery. Sometimes people become more of an asshole when everything is handled to them on a silver platter.
I will end up confronting him and telling the dimwit he broke the #1 rule of the internet which is not to fucking post identifiable info on the internet (something only family knows). It was pure coincidence I found his account, I was at the right place at the right time (subreddit,kek). He knows I'm the tech sibling, but he really can't comprehend how much shit I can dig up knowing just a few details even if he's not on social media.
My mom actually regrets helping him and is taking my side now, despite me being rightfully upset when the loan (he said it to her face that he's never gonna pay her back, shockedpikachu.jpg) happened. Mom apparently said that she were to give me that money but I don't really believe it.
> what did he end up getting rich withI can't go into details but he finished a very difficult uni that pays well and the money he received helped him kickstart actually working in the field. Worth noting it was rough until he got the help.
You'd be entertained by our sibling rivalry and the shit that happened between us. He once asked me to backup his phone and ofc I dowloaded all his fucking messages and read verything, he was being very mean to me to his (then) gf.
And here I thought, when I was young, that my brother is different. Mega kek.
No. 2432377
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Haven’t cut myself in almost 10 years but locking myself in the bathroom and just giving in to a slice or two would feel so good right now. I can’t deal with the bitching from my parents or my husband. I try to hard to keep a positive attitude and work hard but it’s never enough for any of them. When they fuck up it’s always my fault because I should’ve jumped in to help them sooner. Fucking insane I’ve been told my whole life that I’m a lazy, inattentive airhead when the reality is that I’ve been the one holding things together. Fuck them, I’m the best and I don’t feel like self harming anymore after typing this out.
No. 2432390
>>2432377You're way too good for them. Sounds like you grew up in an
abusive environment and rose above it, but your husband reproducing this behavior is worrying. Maybe you married him because he behaved in the same
abusive way you were familiar with? I'm glad you realize you're not what others tried to tell you, that you're strong and capable. I hope you can change your situation for the better and either find a better partner or improve your relationship with your current one so that he grows to respect you and acknowledge what you do for him and others.
No. 2432445
>>2432442She sounds like she deserves whatever that
femcel told her
No. 2432448
>>2432423>femcelsNewfag spotted,
femcels don’t exist all because some tiktok retard called us 4chan for girls. You’re upset about blackpillers, learn to lurk and label who you’re actually mad at
No. 2432534
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Why do Americans get to have all the best stuff that i in my thirdie shithole would have to pay insane cash to have??? I've been looking for holografic/iridescent makeup for days and it's all imported for crazy prices. Fuck you all kaczinsky was right if it weren't for the industrial revolution the concept of holo highlighters wouldn't even exist and I wouldn't be tempted by the devil of glittery micro plastics just because they shine in a cool way.
And the kicker is that this shit us probably made in china anyway WHY IS IT CRAZY EXPENSIVE EVEN ON ALIEXPRESS????
No. 2432592
>>2432448some here willfully engage in the exact same sort of impotent cynical delusions and self-pity as incels
maybe it's ironic and they're slightly more self-aware but the dynamic is clearly similar
No. 2432691
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Stop bullying me stop bullying me fucking leave me alone. What have I ever done to any of you? We're not friends, we're not even enemies, you are some random person I've never met and you don't know anything about me. You hate me for no reason and talk so much shit when I have done nothing to you or anyone. Gaslighting me to the point where I start to wonder if I actually have done something wrong. Making me feel so hurt and alone and like I can't trust anyone, not even myself. Stop bullying me. Stop it. It hurts me. I hate it so much but I won't stop being myself just because you guys don't like me. You don't have to approve of me, just think before you speak and maybe decide to shut up. Leave me alone, don't attack me anymore, I haven't done anything to anybody. I just want to forget about all this. Leave me alone leave me alone. It's not fair. It takes you two seconds to say something mean and cruel and it haunts me for weeks. Just stop it. It's not fair.
No. 2432764
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>>2431970i also cant believe that no one fucking told me. my mom even used to tell me "maybe you have lean pcos" and id spend hours googling and researching. because our deductible is so high she never let me go to the doctors. i was scared of having cysts on my ovaries etc. i was also baffled how she'd let my brother go to the doctor for his shit. i havent even talked to her that i know what happened way back then. im just still super mad and disappointed. i need to confront her. also i was way more angry yesterday. i do agree that i should get it checked out. who knows what else is abnormal.
thank you for your kindness
nonnie>>2431994>just continue living normally as a womani mean id never willingly take testosterone. id literally look like that pooner cartoon
> they shouldn't legally be able to hide a patient's own medical conditions from them like thati agree. its really freaking me out. i wonder if my dad knew too? like literally no one gave a fuck to tell me. and the nurses and docs did act super weird.
i could literally strangle my mom rn. what the actual fuck was she thinking jfc
No. 2432766
All my life I’ve always felt fat, why do I have to have this thought in the back of my head , constantly gnawing at me? There has never been a time where I didn’t think “I would look so much better if I lost X and looked like this”.
Last week I stumbled into pictures of myself when I was a teen and I was slim, thin even, why did I even bother thinking that way? Spent useless time criticizing and berating myself? And the thing is that I still think I’m fat now.
I know that I sound ridiculous and I never say it in public to anyone because I know it’s not true, I know I sound crazy, I can see the number on the scale, the size of my clothing, but my eyes and mind just lie to me.
Why do I even care? I wish I was free. I wish I could back to the time when I was a child, where I didn’t have to think about any of this bullshit, I could eat whatever I wanted without any guilt and I never felt ashamed about any clothing. It’s not fair.
No. 2432843
>>2432833>jawningHeh
>>2432837Is it Munchausen when you're just sneezing though?
No. 2432979
This is the third or fourth time I come to this thread to vent about feeling hated by cashiers, but the poor treatment does not stop. Today at the store, an unwell and likely alcoholic guy was in front of me in line. He was twitching and talking to himself the entire time. He was also carrying a huge backpack. The cashier (also a scrote) scanned his beers (that’s all he bought), the alcoholic guy paid, and then the scrote cashier thanked him and even wished him a nice weekend. When it’s my turn, the cashier greets me and then proceeds to get up right away and inspect the front of the register. At first I thought alcoholic guy dropped something, but then the cashier asked if I had something in my bag and if he could look inside it. I just handed him my bag and didn’t say anything. Obviously it was empty, so he gave it right back and proceeded to scan my shit. I paid and he didn’t say anything, no sorry, no bye, and no have a nice weekend. And I’ve been feeling sick to my stomach since. The guy in front of me is tweaking out with a big ass backpack on and yet it’s my Uniqlo tote bag that needs to be checked? I’m actually hurt right now. I feel like every insecurity I have is real, that there really is something fundamentally wrong with me and I will never make new friends, let alone a boyfriend. I feel like I have rotten vibes and there’s nothing I can do about it. The cash register is the one place I regularly interact with strangers and it constantly makes me feel like a subhuman.
No. 2432985
>>2432979tbh i wouldn't be surprised if there's a quota to meet as far as the number of 'bag checks' they're expected to perform.
i think security like that is more likely to pick people who look like they won't put up a fuss as opposed to the drunk tweaker muttering to himself who might ACTUALLY be stealing something and therefore get aggressive with them in the name of 'self-defense'. at the last retail store i worked in, even if you saw people stuffing shit in their purse in plain view with zero shame, they'd start screaming and throwing stuff at you if you confronted them about it.
No. 2433005
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How do you deal with a sibling with BPD? I’ve been walking on eggshells for most of my life around my sister because I love her and want to be a part of her life but recently I had to draw a boundary with her and she blew up in a rage and screamed at me over the phone and is mass texting me some hurtful shit. She doesn’t want to help herself because she drops therapists as soon as they stop validating her delusions so I don’t know how to move forward from here. I love her but I’m also done trying to keep her happy.
No. 2433065
>>2433035The word karma doesn’t mean justice. That’s a common misconception westerners have. It just means
action. It describes cause and effect, basically. So if he were to act in a way that would cause him to lose all those things then he would, but there is no mystical force that would cause him to lose all those things randomly.
I’m sorry for whatever you went through, but you’re better off just doing your best to forget that asshole and just focus on making your own life better. Even if he were to get hit by a bus tomorrow, it wouldn’t make more friends, a better job, and a good relationship with your family magically appear on your doorstep.
No. 2433142
>>2433005You need to go no contact for your sake and hers. She knows you love her and she's doing everything she can to hurt you. Ignore her completely and don't let your guilt push you into contacting her- that's only going to make things worse. BPDchans are kind of like addicts in the sense that they always drain the people they're closest to, and they only start to think about getting their shit together once they've pushed everyone away.
It feels like you're betraying her but it really is the only way you're going to be able to get through her delusions.
>>2433035Oh no that's so sad, everyone knows that
abusive moids never lie about being happy and successful and beloved by all. Get real nonna, he's only got friends because he pays for their drinks and his family are probably sick of his shit too. I know this is the vent thread but you should probably use some common sense before you lie on the floor sobbing about how his life is just peachy. If you want to inflict some karma on him yourself, post a photo of yourself trying on a massive wedding ring with a caption about how happy you are now and watch him seethe.
No. 2433153
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I love the way female chests look aesthetically. I'm attracted to women, but I think that female chests look beautiful beyond that attraction. I wish there was a way for me to draw women's bare chests without looking sexual or like I'm a guy. I wish more women loved their breasts instead of saw them as something to get rid of too.
No. 2433158
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>Join Pilates group
>It's fun and social
>It's in a kinda small room
>I have relatively long arms
>Have to apologise every time we have to do a pose that requires arm stretched out completely.
I'm sorry to the girls I accidentally hit.
No. 2433196
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I hate how there's always a tranny character in every media nowadays. ffs i turn to asian media to try and escape from this stuff,but there's no escape now. There always need to be obnoxious (kek at least they get it right) troonoid pandering. (Picrel is from Mischiveous kiss season 2)
No. 2433333
>>2433321Literal easy mode
>>2433323Him and Kai Cenat. Moids never want to admit they live on easy mode with the “men funny” psyop carrying them to success even though they’re virtually boring, unfunny and untalented and hideous, while you’re a woman who has to entertain you’re always needing to be the butt of the joke, play into some porn stereotype (tomboy, mommy dommy, gamer girl, nlog, etc.) showing your ass/tits, speaking in an ungodly petite voice and diminishing yourself and your skills/intelligence so nobody is threatened. I literally just want to kill myself, I seriously fucking hate this world.
No. 2433404
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>>2431996Had a breakdown in the morning while talking to my supervisor that was just checking in on me for something unrelated, and I told her how lost I feel about the current situation. She said it's sadly the reality of it, but she's sure I have no problem finding something since I "got the spirit and is curious, that's a high priority when it comes to hiring juniors", she and my other supervisor are going to have a little check-in with me next week to help me figure out what to do next once I graduate. I'm gonna try and do a little push to request getting employed for at least 50% even if they're currently also affected by the recession, I don't mind studying related fields or do a bit of freelance for the other 50% as long as I have something secured.
I also went out with my friends from class, and practically everyone just kinda wants to lie down and give up.
No. 2433438
>>2433356I'm ruminating because I'm sick. I have a number of other friends (as in what my reclusive ass can handle) and they gave me sound advice that us ending our friendship wasn't the wrong decision. I'm just concerned that she's still in communication with her ex or he'll try and harm her or manipulate her into self harm. He's much older than her and he harasses her to the point where it drives her into episodes. That vile man wants her to kill herself. That's where she'd attack. I told her during those episodes to calm down. To put down her phone- what she said to me during her tantrums was so cruel to where I couldn't tolerate it. I understand it's a product of her traumas but now I understand why she's lost most of her friends.
Unfortunately from the start I knew and was aware she had problems. She's bipolar and her psychiatrist won't put her back on mood stabilizers because he's a retard scrote who misdiagnosed her. Her old psych had the diagnosis right, but apparently quit practicing and the new scrote would not accept she was bipolar. It's hard for her to find a new psych because there's a couple month waiting period for new patients. So she kept spiraling into episode after episode. She struggled with rapid cycling. I am convinced her abuser ex coaxed her to go off meds… she never told me directly but I believe that too. I wish that man had never ruined her life. She's clearly a sweet person. A bit naive and immature, got into a bad situation, fighting her mental health but not a bad person. I hope she really does find a way to escape her demons in the future. I miss her and I love her and despite me having to leave her I wanted the best for her
No. 2433476
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I'm seeing things in the corner of my vision again.
No. 2433515
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>Learned one of the images on my interior design Pinterest board was originally pinned from a mafia kpop wattpad fanfic
>It’s the reason I get mafia booktok slop recommended for my interior design board
>Take a picture of it and show my friend, laugh about it and have a good time
>Fast forward an hour and my team member and I have to record a video for a class project
>I have to share my screen during this video
>Team member goes ahead and submits it
>Only afterwards do I see the tab “THE MAFIA DON JEON’S LOVE” is still up on the same window I was screen sharing from
>I can’t resubmit. The professor and TA will see this. My team member saw this. Everyone is going to think I like mafia kpop slop now
Just kill me already
No. 2433537
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I want to sleep but my neighbours baby is crying so loudly.
No. 2433623
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I think I have to break up with my moid because his kid is extremely annoying to me. I really like him, but I can't take anymore. It's not her fault, I promise I don't hate her or anything, but I'm way too sensitive to sound and gross things. She is a toddler. But I can't live with the screaming and stomping even for three days a week and every other weekend. I feel bad because I wanted to like kids but I'm too much of a retarded sensitive sped to handle hearing this all the time. It's probably different if it's your own kid but I honestly can't think of her as mine. I feel like shit. Secretly I was hoping I would take a liking to her since it's like raising a kid without having to go through the horrible trauma of pregnancy, which I am deathly afraid of. But it's just not happening.
No. 2433625
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I got Anton Chigurh hair. On purpose. What the fuck is wrong with me?
No. 2433699
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>>2433651>>2433674I feel upset because the mom wanted full time care of the kid in exchange for child support for the first several months of our relationship until she suddenly freaked out on her new moid. The kid isn't really old enough to form memories and I don't think she even remembers me during the week she's gone and then comes back but it's definitely gotten to a point that this guy is going to be really upset when I go. Feels bad man. For a scrote he's genuinely sensitive and kind. He regrets the kid too because she was a one night stand, but wants to be a good dad.
It's retarded to talk like this on lolcow of all places, but sometimes I feel like a factory defective woman for not being tolerant and enjoying the presence of children. Sorry for my multi post selfpitying rant kek it's been weighing heavily on me and I feel like I can't talk to anyone about this predicament.
No. 2433705
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Whoever runs a meme account i follow has definitely trooned out cause they suddenly started posting entirely stuff like this. Argh… this is probably controversial but I think I would be okay with troons if they weren't the most fucking annoying people I ever met
No. 2433754
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Checked a girl's arms today and she straight up told me, on the spot, out loud that her scars were from self-harm. She could've just passed it off as old scars from a playful cat or from a glass accident, but no–she went full in with that confession. She said it like it was Tuesday, didn't even wince to admit she used to cut her damn self. If I was a former self harmer and I had to be honest about it, I would've had to whisper that shit. She was honest and that's good, but she didn't even seem embarrassed about it.
No. 2433854
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>>2433849lucky fuck might as well tell me to kill myself at this point
No. 2433860
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>grades plummet one year after being raped
>time to apply to universities
>can't explain the dip in grades without bringing it up, but literally everyone says not to write about things like that because universities view you as a liability
>already probably sabotaged half of the apps so far by including an essay about it
>don't have some special "overcoming pain" story, spent that time trying to kill myself and slowly getting back to normal
once you're raped you're raped forever. my application is not special at all. found out today that some people hire writers to help them write their essays. i want to kill myself. i have no future. i feel so stupid for thinking i could go to even a top 50 or 100 uni.
No. 2433951
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I fell and broke my phone and hurt my hand. FUCKKKKK. Genuinely have no idea how my phone died, it was working fine when i picked it up from the floor and now it doesnt turn on anymore.
No. 2434295
I realized something about my writing that genuinely disturbs me. I have a lot of dissociative amnesia and tend to have delayed emotional reactions. I also write a lot of fiction, fiction that I realize later was just a projection of things I was going through at the time.
With that in mind, onto what disturbs me. There's a trend I've noticed whenever I'm writing sexual abuse. It's always a child being abused by someone the parent allows around the child, and the parent is either complicit in the abuse, or just doesn't care enough to investigate that the child is being cared for properly. I don't remember being sexually abused but I became extremely hypersexual around the age of 6 and would obsessively draw sexual imagery and masturbate in public and stuff. I literally could not stop myself. My mom also allowed my sister to have a 19 year old boyfriend live with us when she was age 16 who had a warrant out for his arrest, and a bit ago I was trying to think about why I like having my boyfriend pretend to rape me while falling asleep, and I suddenly remembered that guy and my eyes shot open and I was just frozen in fear and I couldn't move. I don't think he was the initial cause though, if he did anything, because I was 7 when he came to live with us and my hypersexuality started at age 6, so if he did anything then he'd need to notice my hypersexuality and do something, which probably wouldn't be that hard because I couldn't stop myself masturbating and had gotten caught several times.
I just wish I could remember what happened to me.
No. 2434566
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I hate that these retards now say "happy women's day to all women and gender minorities". just fuck off. Gender minorities can have their own retarded special day don't lump them together with us. I even saw a post wishing a stop to violence against men.
No. 2434966
>>2434958Family just isn’t really an option for me but god I wish it was. Trust me. Any family members I could rely on right now has passed away. My siblings are options for support but are unreliable/unpredictable. Either they will give a crap or they won’t. No in between.
Idk it’s not the first time unfortunately. I know how to keep my head down and bide my time. This is more so me getting my meds back then it is something bad this time so. Won’t be the worst thing to happen. It’s either continue feeling this way or that at this rate. My hands are a bit tied but plan on rooting out more options before going that far but it’s in the cards. As much as I don’t want it to be. I have therapy next week so I am planning on trying to hold out until then and talk with her. Go from there. Better option anyway.
No. 2434980
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>>2434966That's okay nona, your plan sounds good. Let us know how you feel when your medication kicks in
No. 2435013
>>2435001Oh sorry, I read completely wrong and thought you were a police woman. I’m hangover.
But for that I don’t really know what you can do, sorry nonna. There isn’t a single normal police officer? Is there a way to go somewhere else?
No. 2435019
>>2435013If I were a police woman I’d shoot all the rapists and random cops that talk shit about the rape
victimsI can’t say this shit but I just did.
No. 2435071
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All of my sexual experiences have involved a lot of pressure and insistence that I will like things if I try them and that I'm resisting enjoyment despite having anhedonia anyways. I'm really upset by this still. It never seems to stop, either. I'm so tired of not being respected when I clearly am uneasy and uninterested. Women have done this to me too (they have been partially male-identified) and it's so upsetting.
No. 2435105
>>2435090It means he sees most women as lacking a personality. It's not completely literal because every human has some sort of personality even if that personality is a boring one.
I imagine the type of woman he wants is vivacious and go-getting (but in a fetishised penis-friendly way, of course)
No. 2435143
>>2435060Of I have a son I’ll beat him up kek.
Jokes aside it’s mum like these who raise retards. My brother is 12 but my mom makes him do the same chores as my sister who is 11 (Irish twins). He’s actually a good kid, at least for now.
No. 2435295
>>2433754I mean, to be fair you
were looking kek
No. 2435355
>>2435327>I know it’s on me to teach myself this shit I feel like your parents were supposed to teach you
t. from a household where the plate had to be empty to leave the table
No. 2435419
>>2435343Yes. I was finally able to emerge from a total stagnation situation, similar to what op described, when I finally got on an antidepressant that worked for me. Starting them and changing them around really fucking sucks, especially since I'm very sensitive to medications. But I've found it to be worth it.
You know that feeling, that nothing you do makes a difference, and it will be endless? The medication alleviated that for me, too. I feel like my effort is actually working towards something, and I can tell what I'm doing has an affect on the environment around me.
Also I finally shower regularly.
No. 2435564
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i am pms-ing so hard right now everything is making me cry. i try to watch funny videos or look at cute animals and guess what. i start crying. my workday tomorrow is gonna be a high speed car crash of a day
No. 2435570
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>>2435071>>2435146Take the chastitypill
No. 2435577
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>>2435572Have you not seen the original template?
No. 2435586
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had a dream about this dude i saw for like a year, on my fiance's birthday. he always stuck in my head for some reason and i felt stupid thinking how he probably didn't think about me at all. i stopped thinking about him when my fiance and i got serious but a month ago the guy texted me. it's been 3 years since we saw each other or talked. he apologized (last man earth who needs to apologize to me lol he was always incredibly kind) for getting so lost in his job at the time and he told me that he still thinks about me a lot.
i didn't reply but i still feel guilty because i cant stop thinking about him again. i also do not believe in signs but i accidentally pressed onto some random girl's tiktok profile while watching her video (something i never do lol) and her name was, "love [name of guy i cant stop thinking about]." and her bio was the name of the guys favorite band lmao. that same day me and my fiance were almost in a car accident. the car that almost hit us was the same car the guy had which i never see in this area and was the same kind of rare color you dont really see.
i know the universe is just random chaos but those incidents weirdly got me thinking maybe there's a reason for all this even when i know that's stupid. i've never been hung up on a guy before. i move on very easily and know men are just men but this one will NOT get the fuck out of my psyche ughhh
No. 2435612
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>>2435592It's just the standard becky vs stacy
No. 2435623
>>2435622virgin guys are for virgin girls
leave them alone
No. 2435708
>>2435695I hate you
I bet you're not even sorry
No. 2435722
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HNNNNNNNHHHH MY STITCHES ARE ITCHING!!!!!! THEY ARE UNDER A DRESSING AND I JUST WANT TO SCRATCH THEM EVEN THOUGH I SHOULDN’T HOLY FUUUUUCKKKKK
No. 2435732
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Worst thing about having serious health issues is that you spend most of your time comforting and reassuring others rather than being comforted yourself. I don't want to tell yet another friend or loved one that I'm going to be alright. I don't want to answer every question with a "but that's just the worst case scenario" at the end. I want someone to hold me as I cry and sob about losing control of my body and future. I don't want to make jokes about how awkward it was to pee in a bed pan while hospitalized to lighten the mood. I want to tell people how much I cried on the way home because no stranger has seen me naked since I was SA'd and thank god the nurse who helped me pee was calm and kind about it, or else I would have just imploded. I'm grateful to have people worry about me, but I'm tired of trying to soothe them.
No. 2435886
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I can't stand how looks obsessed people are nowadays. I understand wanting to be attractive but god, it makes me cringe so hard seeing zoomers using incel lingo kek and even worse when adults do it. Looksmaxxing, glow up, etc., hate all that shit. Young girls cry over their asymmetric faces, like why does it matter? You've had that asymmetrical face all or most of your life.
No. 2435888
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I feel like sometimes I have a thick skin, other times I don't. And when I don't I get wildly offended very easily. The times I have thick skin, maybe it is moreso that my skull is what's thick.
Maybe.
But also, I think my mom's drinking wears at my patience passively, so when she and I have a heart-to-heart, it actually leaves me feeling pretty bad subconsciously. I've given up living alone, so I have to make my home as liveable as possible until one of us dies. I don't want either of us to be miserable, truthfully. I want her to get to the point where she doesn't have to feel regressing into a pissing, shitting alcoholic in order to deal with every single scary little thing is the only out for her. But I don't think she'll ever recover.
I'm not exactly taking care of her. She says I am, but being disabled, I think I'm just a burden honestly. She usually helps take care of me, which I don't particularly like since she's older and I'd rather it be the other way around. I never really hear about how some people live with the guilt of making their parents their caretakers. I want to be one of those super cool normies that has their parents live with them in their own house and stuff, because they can afford to pay off their parents' hard work by not forcing them into a home. I didn't play my cards right, so it's probably my fault I ended up this way.
No. 2435889
>>2435862i have an appointment next month but im scared they arent going to be able to help me
>>2435864what is struggle porn that sounds gross…
No. 2436167
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I need to start on my degree project, because I suck at backend I'm gonna start with what I'm struggling with the most; JWT authentication, fuck I HATE dealing with tokens I absolutely suck at wrapping my head around it for some reason without chatgpt breaking it down to me like I'm a retarded child for the twenty-oomphest time. I just need to get that done and then move on to figure out how to build the WYSIWYG fields, if I manage to do the JWT authentications the examinator will accept me using packages to help me out with the more complicated tasks since I'm more frontend heavy. I so regret having chosen a fullstack education because I'm too retarded for backend but I'm pretty good at frontend.
No. 2436338
>>2436290I'm the same way and was conditioned that way from a very young age. It took a very long time for me to be able to say certain things out loud, and even know there are things I will never be able to speak and I think that's a protective mechanism. Getting over the first hurdle helped immensely, so now I don't feel as bad as before but it's hard to carry that around. I've learned that closure isn't real and abusers never care and you can't make them no matter how much you wish they could see the hurt and suffering they've caused. I have no desire for therapy because I know I wouldn't say anything anyways. I've been privileged to have close friendships with other
victims of CSA and they have been the only people I've ever felt comfortable alluding to the past with because they know what I'm saying from cues and vague associations alone. As far as therapy goes, I know I will be disappointed and I wouldn't want to talk to someone who doesn't understand how CSA destroys you anyways. If you believe you would benefit from therapy and it's within your means, it does not hurt to try. If not, I hope one day you can find a friend or mentor who shares some commonalities with you that you are able to talk in your own vague and protective terms to and feel comforted knowing they share your pain.
No. 2436359
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>>2436273It depends imo, like I also wouldn't want to pay for ugly boring art the way
>>2436337 put it. But give me an ugly old crone witch in the right setting and oh boy I'm so in! And from my female perspective I of course don't need (nor want) the women to be sexy coom bait hot and half naked all the time, but even as a kid playing with a pretty doll was more fun than an ugly doll
No. 2436388
>>2436360i dont spend money on shit i can have for free like vidya ; but yeah it just dismisses your "girls are pretty because art is supposed to be pretty" argument
its just the good old ugly male psyop where women are forcefed ugly fucktards in media while men are taught a woman looks good when she has double Ds and 6 feet long blond hair
No. 2436397
>>2436273>>2436352See: ugly male psyop thread
>>2436388The thread name used to make me laugh, but after the millionth pic neanderthal moids, usually with women who did not need to settle, it all feels so bleak.
No. 2436413
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>turning 30 in a few months
>still looking for a place to live
>no listings
>get threatened to be kicked out almost daily
>have min wage job
I just want to kill myself. I've been looking for months but everything is too expensive, doesn't allow pets or it's like 20m² for 350€.
No. 2436425
>>2436421Why are you taking her reply out of context? She's saying many people don't buy, they pirate, so "voting with your wallet" doesn't work. Then she continued the discussion about character design in video hames by saying that "voting with your wallet" wouldn't matter anyways, because ugly males are pushed on us by a male run society, hence "ugly male psyop".
Read the thread back if you don't understand what anons are talking about.
No. 2436478
>>2436435Not so much when it's half of your salary lol
>>2436468Stress perhaps?