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No. 2430952

ITT:A thread for open/closeted ex-Muslims and or Muslims who are questioning their faith

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No. 2431129

>>2430952
Why did you choose a hijab wearing woman for threadpic? Now we have to endure this retardedness for months.

No. 2431322

>>2431129
Not the thread maker but maybe it will help encourage Muslim anons to ditch this disgusting misogynistic religion

No. 2431490

>>2431322
Are there even any 'Muslim anons' on here? How can you be a farmer and a Muslim kek(bait)

No. 2431785

>>2430952
I do love myself some
>Misogin-i

No. 2432543

i hate retardan so much. i can fake fast and eat fairly easily (i stored snacks in my room over a couple months as preparation) but the effect on my sleep is brutal. also mom reminding me to pray because i need to pray for her after she's dead. most religions are about fear of death and using it to control the population. i am doing revenge bedtime procrastination tonight because i'm in a bad mood over all this.

No. 2432551

>>2432543
what kind of snacks do you like? Procrastinate with me

No. 2432565

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>>2431490
We ask ourselves this question everytime. Just like being born with FAS, none of of us chose this.

No. 2432566

>>2432551
i hoarded these disgusting protein bars, it's honestly a good thing because i'm not tempted to overeat them. but the snacks i like is well, most of them otherwise kek.

No. 2432585

>>2432565
nta but I get it, I know some blackpilled aligned radfems might not understand it, but the loss of my faith was such a disturbing experience, they have no idea what having a real religion is like. right now I believe in the idea of what I consider god in my local language and saints but nothing beyond that

No. 2432590

>>2432585
Islam literally tells you that you deserve to be stoned to death for cheating and I still clung to it like a retard. Imagine being stoned because you cheated. How cringe is that

No. 2432606

>>2432590
Well I once prayed numerous times to Allah asking for forgiveness for having "weird" thoughts about boys after watching Maid-sama. "Please Allah, this will be the last time I would think such sinful things, please don't send me to Hell" or something like that.

No. 2432618

>>2432590
it's childhood indoctrination and fear of being isolated from everything you know, plus patriarchy instilling the idea any mistake a woman makes (or really us existing) is a grave sin but men are easily forgiven and need to be catered to.
>>2432606
huh i never felt embarrassed as a kid for crushes for religious reasons, only felt bad since i was a loser. islam didn't seem to have much about sexual guilt, but pressuring about sex within marriage and no premarital sex.

No. 2432656

>>2432618
Same nona, I had a relatively normal upbringing from ages 1 to 10. My parents let me go to public school, I was able to be friends with a boy and go on a field trip with him when my own homeroom teacher was hesitant to let me. I told my mom I had a crush on the boy and she didn’t care as long as I didn’t get into a relationship with him. Then again, I’m American and I’ve heard the muzzies here are relatively more moderate so…

No. 2432664

>>2432585
Yeah, Islam involves a level of involvement in a persons daily life that’s honestly incomparable. The way you eat from a plate, the way you enter the bathroom, what you say before eating, duaa before traveling, etc… And for women, having to wear the hijab even when around your male cousins. Not being able to believe in it anymore makes you realize how hollow life is without it. Honestly, sometimes I pray/talk to God just to stop my chest from feeling so tight because I feel so lost on how to find stability in my life.

No. 2432666

i remember back at the days in highschool when i was in my shithole country i was hiding myself with my friends in a park so we could smoke (smoking outside during ramadan in muslim countries is heavily prohibited). a policeman came up randomly and caught me while i was throwing my cig away. he grabbed my arm and i begged him to let me go because i was a minor and i had reasons to not fast (lied about being diabetic). he let me go and warned me that if he sees me doing it again i would end up at the police station kek. also at that time i used to hide myself in my parent's car so i could drink water without people seeing me or drinking in highschool's toilets. i'm so glad that i'm not in this country anymore and not caring about this hellish month again.

No. 2432748

>>2432606
>>2432585
i used to feel so much guilt and self-hatred for drawing. I still can't draw to this day

No. 2432759

God, can this month be over already? My sleep schedule is so fucked, I only get 4 hours a day, and with work on top, it's unbearable,

No. 2432806

>>2432543
samefag i only slept 3 hours. i don't know how i am going to work today my job requires intense focus. what the fuck i hate this month and myself for sucking up to my mom like a bitch and doing this shit.

No. 2433271

Does anyone else feel something similar to survivors guilt? I grew up in a shitty, conservative muslim household and was forced to wear hijab ever since I was a little girl. Also, can I just say muslim women in Europe are the most stupid breed of women I’ve ever met? It’s either some ugly hag wearing a black tent raving about how your husband has the right to be a paedo or some libtard hijabi thot with 10kg of makeup preaching on tiktok about Islam ACTUALLY gave women rights! I wish I could actually bring over women from the third-world and send these stupid bitches back to the amazing muslim countries they so badly want to make hijrah to.

I’m now in my twenties, I rent my apartment with my boyfriend, earn double the average salary for a person my age (the best part about this is my parents actively discouraged me working and having a career) and barely contact my parents- but I can’t stop thinking about the millions of women just like me that never get the chance to escape. Fuck Islam, it actually disgusts me to see Ramadan-related marketing in mainstream stores.

No. 2433284

>>2432666
ouch. relatable. I used to not even follow when ramadan starts because my mom ans i both dont belive in that shit, once i drank water in class (when it was recess) and everyone looked at me weird, "its all a choice" my ass, if youre staving yourself to control yourself better why do you whine about me drinking water? fucking control yourself you fuck. The fact that they all want the world to bend around their wills and whims while acting like theyre the good ones for controlling yourself and being humble makes me so mad. They are all massive hypocrites.

No. 2433288

If someone is fasting and you dont eat something in front of them to show respect than thats a kind gesture, but these animals have convinced themselves that they deserve everyone to bend over backwards for them. The fact that you get publicly shunned and even get treated like a criminal for not doing something kind is fucking insane, imagine getting the cops called on you because you didnt wanted to give your seat away yo someone at the bus or smt, i am a person and if im thirsty i should get to drink fucking water, close your eyes if it bothers you that much. I genuinely hate how annoying and evil they are, the more i think about it the angrier i get

No. 2433290

>>2432543
Same nonnie, I hate all of the cooking bullshit that women are forced to do because men are lazy as shit. Watching my aunts slave over the stove cooking meals for their fat lazy moids radicalized me. And these same women are also fasting and working full time jobs. Of course the fat moids won't even clean up their shit afterwards. And the women cope by saying, they will be rewarded for this servitude. A lady I know has a lot of moids come over to her house for iftaar and makes her daughters cook and clean. I hate how moids in my culture don't learn to cook for shit.

No. 2435201

Has any of you contributed to the Islam hate thread on /2X/? https://lolcow.farm/2X/res/3774.html

No. 2435331

>>2433290
They brainwashed these women successfully. This religion should be renamed moidsam.

No. 2435398

>>2435201
not yet kek

No. 2435414

Nonnas, please let me know if there’s a way to get married to a western moid without needing the parents’ approval. In my country I think that’s pretty much impossible but I just need to get out of here. I can’t take it anymore. I don’t have a partner or anything but atp that’s my only chance to get out. I could convince him to convert but I can’t convince my parents to approve, no way.

No. 2435463

>>2435414
I can't recommend this path but I understand where you're coming from. You could lie to your parents, use filters and shoop to make your husband-to-be look more acceptable to them, ask him to lie about being Muslim, or pretend that he's Muslim but Iranian or something and that's why he's white. Will any of these things work in your situation?
And not to be a bitch or anything but it might be better to wait until Ramadan is over to make massive life choices like this, the constant starvation and praying isn't going to help you make an informed decision.
Good luck getting out of wherever you are. I hope things improve for you soon.

No. 2435488

>>2435414
Burger moids like the idea of an "exotic" woman, especially if you style yourself with the whole Kim K makeup look (thick, manicured eyebrows, dark lip color, contouring). You want to be careful, though, because a lot of the moids who specifically go for non-Western women are looking for a tradwife (they think every woman who doesn't speak English as a first language is a pure, obedient waif). It really isn't hard to find an LDR with someone in a different country in the age of the internet. If you're an adult, you don't really need your parents' approval. Your boyfriend could just buy you a plane ticket and you can elope (theoretically).

No. 2435947

>>2435414
What's your country's law regarding it? I'm sure different countries have different laws even if all are muslim countries. Just look it up. Maybe yours doesn't need parental approval to get married.
Can't you find another way to escape tho? Studying abroad is a good to leave and when you're in a non-muslim country there's a better chance of finding a non-retarded western moid and you can marry him more easily there. You won't need parental approval there. I mean if you still want to marry.

No. 2435953

Nonnies I just need to rant. I hate that my mother only values me for my body, while blaming ME for her sexual thoughts about me. She sexualises my ankles and shoulders for fucks sake. And if I have a thought that is different to hers on this, or talk about living apart from her to remind her that I will not always be around to be her punching bag, her knee jerk reaction is oh you're a crazy feminazi and there must be a male involved. I just want to scream at her that she's a stupid brainwashed pickme. But I know that is unfair when she didn't ask to be born into a muslim family in a third world country. But she keeps telling me I need to grow up and this and that, while ALSO clipping my wings at every opportunity, she doesn't even want me to dress myself. She wants a submissive little dolly she can dress up and scream at. It's like I'm fighting against her to grow up. And I will, I am fighting. But it's so tiring. And it's Ramadan and I am not sleeping and she gets so incredibly hangry but she never takes it out on my brother because he is male and must be worshipped I hate this so much fuck pisslam fuck pisslam

No. 2436106

>>2435414
you could try sites for gay muslims hoping to get a lavender marriage. I actually know someone in that arrangement, she's a straight ex-muslim, and he's a gay guy

No. 2436194

>>2435414
Go to an university abroad, to a western secular country.
Avoid Sweden.


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