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No. 2470733
A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.
Previous vent thread:
>>>/ot/2460876Follow all the /ot/ board rules & do not reply to bait.
Please, do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all. No. 2470794
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Last thread I vented about being unable to do my hair up with a hairstick/hairpin because I've been eyeing some really pretty ones. I decided to try searching up ideas for how to accomplish it in Japanese since Japanese women have smooth straight hair texture more similar to mine while most of the white girls making online tutorials seem to have thicker hair with more curl and body. I did find people with similar complaints and apparently those videos with girls making cute hair styles are fucking bullshit???
>"the pins are decorative you're not supposed to make the style with them"
>"I had my hair done by professionals they used U-pins to make the style, the hair stick was just an ornament"
>"realistically the styles done in those old dramas would be held together with thread/ribbon the stick is just for fashion"
So it seems if you have the right hair texture you won't need additional tools but in countries where these styles and pins actually originate you're not actually expected to accomplish the style with the pin alone, I'm guessing now that a lot the videos I saw were either aspirational content not really meant to be instructive. I feel like such a fool.
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our cookie dough was wasted, now i feel like a big retard who deserves to be locked in one of these
No. 2470891
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Awful threadpic. Already having a shit day
No. 2470899
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I hate being so fucking tired I hate being chronically ill this fucking sucks so much I need to shower and I still can barely get out of bed. I’ve been forcing myself to go for walks and Im just making myself worse not better. I’m always tired it feels like I have the fucking flu when I don’t. I’m not fat. I don’t eat like shit, I drink lots of water. My stimulant just makes me more tired but also gives me insomnia cause it makes my heartrate go up super high. I hate these episodes. Let me out of this husk. I just want to have the energy to shower regularly and go for walks. The only silver lining is I can at least still brush my stupid teeth. Taking care of myself is so exhausting, I’m like the worst exotic pet and I never even wanted to own something like my own human body. Such a hassle.
No. 2470923
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>>2470866That was something I read too, that when these types of hairstyles were more commonly worn women would usually apply pomade into the hair but people don't really do that anymore. Personally I will probably still buy the hairpins but I will use them decoratively and will style and pin the hair with something else instead of using the hairpin as the only method of securing the hair. I practiced some two hours last night to little success and this morning I was horrified to discover how much hair I'd pulled out with the stick. I think my scalp is either really delicate or my hair roots are shallow, I need to twist the pin very, very tightly for the hairstyle to not fall apart but that tension pulls out hair. I might try again with hair pomade in case it lets me accomplish the same styles with less tension.
No. 2470924
>>2470902so do some investigative research
nonny. if you're flexible get down in there. if not grab a mirror. this is serious business.
No. 2470925
i am venting about the same person i always vent about. do you know how gross this woman is? the upstairs bathroom is essentially hers other than the shower, i barely do anything in the upstairs bathroom other than shower.
well the other day i had to pee badly and downstairs bathroom was taken so i go upstairs, theres no fucking soap. like REALLY empty, i replace it for her, another i had to pee again, so i go upstairs and theres no tp, what the fuck has she been doing, how has she been washing her hands and wiping her ass if i wasnt there to replace them. today i went to shower and again theres no rolls wtf there in the closet. dont get me started on her sink area, its so dirty the sink bowl is disgusting, the counter is filled with all types of stains. its so fucking annoying to see a grown adult, 60+ act this gross. i cant stand this shit no more.
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so depressed that i can't even find relief with an orgasm. what a pathetic life
No. 2471025
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>>2470946
No. 2471061
>>2471039Hiragana and katakana are fine it's just kanji that's a pain.
>>2471060I hope he gets well soon!
No. 2471083
>>2471060Sending you and your dad the wellest of wishes
nonny. It’s really scary when our parents go through stuff like this and it sounds like you were both caught off guard. Look on the bright side that he sought care rather than ignoring it and is getting the care he needs to recover. I hope he starts feeling better again soon because of it. ♥
No. 2471087
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I have a massive crush on an ugly scrote just because he's short, has buckteeth, round frameless glasses and this type of haircut. Bitch has the profile of a hasburg but everything else about him is so fucking cute it makes up for his fucked up genetics. Its driving me nuts, i am so wildly attracted to him but he's so objectively ugly. I have been talking about him to a friend and she's going to bully me to death if she ever sees how he actually looks. I have never felt attraction towards a scrote before so i am ashamed that my first crush is towards this faces of incest reject.
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It has been a difficult week but the update and tunesday made it all worthwhile
No. 2471129
>>2471039>>2471061irony here is that part of the reason kanji was reintroduced to japanese in order to make it more difficult for koreans to learn.
>>2471109japanese has tones too, just less. pitch accent
is tones i am a native speaker, fight me.
No. 2471428
I feel like a huge fuckup, left my meds at home and had a bad flare-up on a day neither me nor my bf wanted to be out. I thought we'd have a nice day at the beach but the place we went to wasn't great, my feet were killing me, I felt horrible when I got back, and bf felt bad feeling like he caused it. Stupid drama at work the whole week so I said I wanted to leave, which also made him feel like he couldn't comfort me. I thought we had an ok conversation later even though I cried about a lot of bullshit. People being shitty to me at work isn't his fault. Had an absolutely horrible finance advisor meeting, the moid running it blew up at me for not wanting their managed fund account, then just said I was a shit investor and ended the meeting. That's not even me being dramatic, it was easily the worst and most bizarre meeting I've had just for accounting shit. Now I can't find a doctor even through my insurance for general practice, and I don't want to try going through an ER or some shit for cancer screenings. Bf is planning a birthday trip I think without me now but it's the first I've heard of it but I doubt I'm invited. I'm not fun to be around and this week has been complete trash. It's his birthday anyway but he hasn't responded about me booking dinner for him, but I'm glad I didn't if he's just going to fuck off. I wish I had more support. I'm trying, he's trying, and I'm just having a bad time.
No. 2471609
Trying my best to shake off a childhood friend's crush on me. He is retardedly horny and I have zero sex drive. I've told him so many times I don't want to talk about shit related to cocks and pussy but he insists on sexualizing literally everything.
It's a new thing! He was never like this! But once I started showing interest in him, he started going haywire even when told to stop. "You just don't like it because you're on that extremist feminism forum all the time, aren't you?" Like bitchass, I am on there MAYBE once a day to check the artist salt thread at best hoooooly shit. He keeps using the fact that I come on here as justification for my opinions or takes to be discarded.
Shit, it isn't any surprise I come on here, and I made the mistake of screencapping some really good advice, pretending it was from 4chan, but the low reply numbers gave me away. "Is that lolcow". Like FUCK
I want to get rid of his smelly ass asap but he knows too much of my IRL identity. I am going to aim to make him lose interest by ignoring him online (we now live across the country from one another) and pray to god his dick falls off or something. What was I thinking being interested in this fuckhead? God I hate myself.
Between this and my family trying to drag me into drama, I sincerely consider necking myself all the time.
>>2471408The internet's always had some sort of weird lean towards cats, even going as far as giving them dog personalities inaccurately to increase their desirability (in fiction). There is probably an explanation behind it on the internet as a whole, but lolcow, I presume, just abides by the internet bias towards cats. Current threadpic looks like a rodent though. Probably best to ignore it or grow a thicker skin by this point; it's inescapable, this cat bias kek
No. 2471613
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I hate wearing bras. I just took off mine and I'm not joking when I say I even feel like I look better without it, which is not true kek I have slightly big breasts so they definitely don't look better without support. I swear to God just feeling comfortable makes me perceive myself as looking better without it.
No. 2471707
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I like sheer clothing as a concept but what pisses me off is brands will sell some cute pieces but absolutely nothing to layer it with. I don’t want to walk around in essentially my underwear but the actual dress could be really cool with other things to layer it with but I can’t fucking find anything. Everything’s so cheap that the thinner clothes are all see-through too. Give me a few sheer pieces and a few opaque ones to layer underneath for fuck’s sake.
No. 2471808
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Had a meeting with my school’s counsellor today (therapy counsellor not advisor) and was telling her about this moid I’ve felt has targeted me and she immediately clocked him as Narcissistic. Normally I feel like that’s a bad sign from a therapist but he had a major death in the family a few months ago and I wonder if he talked to her and she knows who I’m talking about kek. It was nice hearing that I wasn’t crazy or reading into how he was operating too much.
No. 2471817
Even when I know my mind is playing tricks on me, I can’t help but feel like everyone around me hates me. I can’t even be myself with my closest ones because I fear they wouldn’t like me at all if they see how I truly am. Every time I tried to relax and basically go with the flow, someone pointed out how…difficult I was being. Distant. Secretive. As if I didn’t trust people enough to tell them about my worries. But when I do, they just can’t understand it because they say it’s too much. Then what am I supposed to do?
I hate my life. I hate the way I am. I hate the things I do, say or think. It’s a constant battle inside of me, and of course I can’t tell anyone about it because they can’t process that I’d rather be dead at this point, I’m just too coward to end it. I always search for some easy distractions (harmless ones of course), but it only goes to a point when I’m like “okay, what’s next”.
I feel like I’m playing a character all the time. One of my friends told me her and the other ones thought about me being a little bit like a bimbo, just because I’m joking all the time, I seem…quirky to them. Not suicidal. Not depressive. Quirky. That day I felt like something broke inside of me, even when I logically think they couldn’t know it and that’s basically the image I’m portraying and that makes me miserable. Still, it’s not their fault and it’s not their responsibility to take care of me like that, I’m the one who’s supposed to be doing it but I’m just so, so tired…
No. 2471841
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I'm not a good student. I used to be before I graduated high school, but then I had a manic episode my first semester at University and had to drop out for a few years. I've tried since but I've never gotten the hang of uni/college. I'm doing certificates for a STEM field at a community college and I find myself being so lazy and procrastinating. But I'm just terrified of trying and failing. I'm scared of reaching out for help which doesn't help with networking for future career prospects. It's all online and I do better with in-person classes. I feel like I just hold myself back and self sabotage because I'm so scared to realize I'm not good enough even though I already am well aware I'm not.
No. 2471854
I hate how needy my grandmother is. I feel bad because I know she's gonna die within the next decade or so and I should put in more effort but calling even once a week is really too much for me. And driving 3 hours round trip when I work, am in grad school, and have many obligations is also too much. I keep explaining that I interact with her more often than my own friends but she just doesn't care and calls me cold and heartless. I hate how she expects me to read her mind. She says one thing secretly hoping I'll say exactly the perfect thing in response. She used to disown me like once a year and my reaction was always "I'll respect your wishes," but apparently the correct answer was to grovel. How was I supposed to know? It just sucks because she is clearly mentally ill and so she fully believes all the batshit nonsense she convinces herself is true. I genuinely think she's a bippie who never grew out of it. She is so selfish and cruel but so convinced of her perpetual victimhood. Her logic is that if she lashed out horribly, it's actually your fault for pushing her there through your evil crime of not anticipating her feelings that are endlessly changeable and tumultuous. She still holds shit against my mom that my mom did when she was an actual toddler. I feel so much obligation to my grandmother because she took such good care of me when I was young. I sometimes wonder if that's just rose tinted glasses, but somehow I don't think I could take the realization that her love and affection were conditional from day 1. Of course she loved me as a baby, it is easy to love a baby. But as an adult, all I ever am is inadequate. And she never stops reminding me that I owe her, that I'm not living up to her kindness, that I am a taker who accepts and gives back nothing. Everything has strings attached. If you eat food she makes, you best believe she is tallying every bite and mentally scoring all the ways you've wronged her. I don't want her to die without things ever being fixed, but how can I fix it when she is so…the way she is.
No. 2471885
>>2471869I don't think you sound like an omega giga puta retard at all, it's hard to learn new languages
I've been slowly trying to learn spanish and it's so much easier to read/write than it is to speak/listen because I have to actually think about what each individual word is and it's translation lol
No. 2471954
Thank you both for your replies nonnas. Being heard already eases my pain.
>>2471914If I hurt him physically or kill him, I will be done worse to. I know retaliating seems like a good option to show myself to him as a threat but it will do me worse because of him and because of my culture. I think I will still keep a half scissor with me though, maybe I'll have to use it.
>>2471919We really get each other nonna. I'm planning on moving out but because of rent prices and minimum wage not catching up to needs I'm losing hope in doing so soon. I will keep trying though.
No. 2471976
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No one laughed at my joke. I hate not being funny.
No. 2471992
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I accidentally said a microagression to a coworker showing his music to the office because i thought of peenus’s fucking obsession with rap (he made country and choir music…) i hate my fucking life
No. 2472025
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>Make pin for desktop easy for mom to remember
>She still asks for the pin because she can't be assed to remember
This wouldn't piss me off as badly if she didn't spout the bullshit she watches 24/7 easily off the top of her head. She can easily remember that garbage but a 4 digit pin that was the same pin we used for the keypad to the garage for 18 years is too hard to remember. I want to give her clown shoes.
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I have my first exam in 20 days and i am not fucking ready. I skipped most classes because despite signing up for in person classes the scrote teacher is a lazy fuck and most classes are through zoom, and i fucking despise zoom. I wish i had never signed up for college, i hate it so fucking much it sucks asssss.
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my contact lens is stuck under my eyelid AGAIN god damn it when will I LEARN
No. 2472272
>>2472251How does this even happen, nona? Does it happen when you sleep with them in?
https://www.bbc.com/news/health-40630852Have this story I think about every time I read about contact lenses.
No. 2472285
>>2472272It happens when I rub my eyes. It just takes a bunch of eyedrops and pressure to get it to slide back down again but it's so annoying. That story is messed up.
>>2472276thank you
nonnie No. 2472379
>>2472366>this is called “being an adult” Being an adult would be him amending his tax return
Is it possible to get out of this filing your own 8962 since you only used your own health insurance plan? I would content an accountant about this, there has to be a way to prove that it's not your liability.
No. 2472423
>>2472379Kek Nona, I’m going to try to contest it with this
sus accountant he put me in touch with. Might have to pay even more to find someone competent enough to figure this out and then take him to court to foot the expenses. He told me there would be no issues with keeping this insurance policy and now I’m the one who’s stuck paying back the tax credits he obtained. Of course he already filed his taxes so he could get his big payout from the health insurance specifically—the same one that I have to pay $2k towards now.
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>>2472428I'm so sorry nona, but it was so kind of you to stay with the dog. I'm hopeful it had some comfort and peace before it went knowing someone close cared.
No. 2472756
>>2472732NTA but you aren't depressed enough yet. People tend to get over their aversion to meds when they're desperate.
>>2472740A lot of people have had this experience, the med you were on was incompatible with your body's chemistry. For most of them they have a much better time once they try again in their late 20s/early 30s and are in control of their experience.
If you ever try it again, remember you can tell your psych that you don't like the side effects and switch to a different med.
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>>2472605>>2472628I checked.
I got rejected from Cornell.
No. 2472901
>>2472163That's what you get for trying to do something well intentioned towards a scrote. Lesson learned I hope.
He seriously sounds annoying as fuck, get better at internet security and cut him off.
No. 2472940
>>2472936Half of your life
so far. When you're 80, it won't even be worth a thought. It sucks that doctors can be so incompetent. I went through something similar to you, but the anger does subside after time. I channeled my anger by doing volunteer work for some charities that are involved in the disease I suffer from and working to bring more attention to the disease in hopes that misdiagnoses can be prevented in the future.
No. 2472948
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I feel stupid for saying this but I just cried after I found out this person I know assumed I hate them. It's not about that person in particular but it's realizing, thanks to my sis for opening my eyes, that many people think I hate them, when in most of the times I don't even care about them, I even like few of them. It made me cry because I realized how even when I try to get along with people, they end up thinking I dislike them… It also explains why some people treated me bad, I thought it was super weird they would be mean to me just because, but it seems that they did it because "I gave them a reason" by hating them (supposedly). I feel retarded.
No. 2473030
>>2473003I come from a Christian background too. I find it hard to understand how (some) Christians still believe they have to reproduce "like stars in the night sky" even though overpopulation is clearly destroying the planet they believe they have been given by god to take care of.
Anyway good riddance. Plenty of men don't want kids, if a men in your life is what you really want you can find one who's childfree.
No. 2473079
>>2473003You two didn't want the same thing, it happens. You shouldn't feel hurt, it's just the way life works. There are plenty of fish in the sea, so you shouldn't let this deter you or make you feel bad. In fact, it's better that he started with all this weird shit now instead of trying to hide it and revealing it later into the relationship.
Religious people are usually really focused on dating for marriage, so they'll open any potential relationship with all these very invasive questions, like the children question. Most irreligious people prefer to spend their 20s dating for fun, not for marriage. It's better to date irreligious people if you're irreligious yourself, usually they have a lot less weird baggage and the relationships are a lot more lax and fun. IMO, it's strange for anybody to be thinking about children while in college.
>>2473074Just record all your calls. It's what I do. People say "oh it's illegal blahblahblah" as if that matters. You just have to say in the beginning of the call "this call will be monitored and recorded for quality assurance purposes" and it's not illegal anymore.
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>>2473103Uhm . Aktually, raping moids is against the law.
No. 2473177
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The whole manosphere bs disturbs me to the core and I'm terribly afraid we will come to the point where we cannot leave our homes because the femicide rates are so high and women will be dying left and right and noone will bat an eye. I used to think that women are only in danger in the Middle East but we're literally not safe anywhere ffs
No. 2473323
>>2473251>>2473240>>2473177Watching this show as a non european
poc was so weird because to me it's obvious the problem ain't white kiddos turning violent, it's such a damn stretch considering which group of people is actually committing rape in masse
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>>2473418Whatever you say babe,
whatever you say No. 2473446
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MY NASOLABIAL FOLDS ARE SO OBVIOUS REEE
No. 2473452
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>>2473378It's not a fantasy for an underage white boy to stab a girl to death. Sorry.
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Are wisdom teeth a scam? Everyone told me I needed my wisdom teeth out, but after a week or so of pain they are just normal teeth. They fit in my mouth just fine. A huge bill and recovery time doesn't seem worth it.
No. 2473466
>>2473397>housecatsKek.
In acknowledging the rapist refugee problem, some of you guys go full retard and want to convince the world white moids and moidlets are innocent and dindu nuffin. Stop lying, it won't get anyone anywhere besides delusional white men coping that they're "good boys" while deathgripping to rape on tape and laughing at white female
victims like Bianca Devins, and dumbass pickmes and tradthots who will have daughters with these vile men and put them in harm's way. You are helping no one, and nobody is wrong to make a show about white moid violence. The only issue is they aren't making additional shows about non-white moid violence and how they harm girls/women both in and out of their own communities.
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>>2473473
>b-but the muzzies do it more
>it was a few years!
>it was an entire month!
>it was two days ago!
Hahahaha
No. 2473504
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>>2473336>>24733361/6 UK boys literally see Andrew Tate as a positive influence. (Overall, 54% of children aged 6-15 have heard of Tate, including 60% of boys that age. Among boys aged 13-15 that figure increases to 84%. One in six 6-15 year old boys (17%) have a positive opinion of Andrew Tate, including 23% of 13-15 year olds.) I am beginning to believe half of you are either tradthots caping for your nigel or white men yourself. When have you last graduated school? I am genuinely asking, because there is a heavy influence on teenaged boys. The show was a message about the coddling of young boys, which is exactly what you are perpetuating. Young boys are harming their peers more and more, and I have even seen this as a previous youth leader.
>>2473496Do the one where it was pedophile crimes, most of the perpetuators are white men. EU hosts most of the csam, and most of the sex trafficker buyers are europeans.
>Of the 1,070 defendants charged with any of the three types of human trafficking offenses in U.S. district court in fiscal year 2022, 91% were male, 58% were white, 20% were black, 18% were Hispanic, 95% were U.S. citizens, and 71% had no prior convictions https://bjs.ojp.gov/library/publications/human-trafficking-data-collection-activities-2024 No. 2473511
>>2473508The problem is you're replying to someone who wants you to forgive white scrotes because of other scrotes' evil.
Domestic abuser telling you "Hey, the guy next door doesn't just slap her, he goes
closed fist! How dare you complain about me?".
No. 2473515
>>2473504A controversial opinion that I have is a large amount of this recent behavior in moidlets
is because of those damn phones. Of course moids are just violent, but what we've been seeing with younger moids recently is it's own beast. Algorithms purposefully push out enraging/sexist content because that engagement makes tech CEOs money.
No. 2473520
>>2473503What percentage of cops domestically abuses their wives again? They are all bad, some of them are just better at hiding it and have less rates because you get lighter sentences. Don't get me wrong, I don't like colored men either, but that's because they're men. White men are not exempt from being males, they are just better at hiding it and have more lenience on them.
>>2473509I'm not caping for them, retard, I am saying that white men are literally not exempt from being moids. Are you daft? I don't believe in falling for scrotes trying to hide under a veneer and pretending they're innocent.
>>2473516LOL, go back. Most of the women "kill their own counterparts" as in their abusers, women literally get longer sentences if they fight back against their abusers.
No. 2473525
>>2473522Yup, exactly. This /pol/ browsing retard really thinks we are gullible to fall for it, his mask fully went off with that post.
>>2473523LOOOOOOL, point proven
No. 2473526
>>2473517Imagine having to live with Middle Eastern men and still caping for white men online instead of going to protect your sisters.
Stop defending and yumejoing any race of men on women's boards, they don't care and they rape/murder white women and little girls.
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>>2473539
I don't think this is productive for your mental health. Go to your special corner and rock for a few minutes until you're ready to verbalise your Macdonald's order again.
No. 2473552
>>2473536Because it's either pakichan, a /pol/ moid, or a nigelfag who wants to make us believe that white men are inherently more innocent than women.
>>2473545LOL, are you serious? Are you ESL? You're literally posting about how I am "caping for brown dick", that anon was right about you with blacked being on your mind constantly. Any criticism and you immediately go to sexual fantasies, what the fuck is wrong with you?
>>2473548Because I said they are all equally terrible and should not be caped for? LOOOL
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>>2473553
Are you pakichan? I hope your white man can save you and welcome you to agartha, why don't you take ibuprofen to start getting blue eyes and start dying your hair blonde now too? I am so sorry that your white prince has not come to save you. I am sure if you continue making these posts, one day he will see this and appreciate it and love you.(stop responding to the ban evader you are encouraging them)
No. 2473645
>>2473533This makes me sad as someone who wants to be a manager eventually. Ik most people suck as employees but I really want to find young eager women like myself currently and mentor them & provide the guidance & help that few people rarely do. I also would love to create and guide a top notch team. Ik people will shit on my optimism (and I already know corporate America sucks) but I guess it appeals to me bc of my personality…I was always the president and team captain in like every student org I've been in.
But honestly it feels like most people in leadership roles are not 'meant' to lead others; they just get promoted based on experience and are driven to manage because that's how you get paid more. You can also always sniff out when someone is a leader versus a follower–leaders who are afraid to take risks and don't challenge the status quos are the types of 'followers' who fell into management roles.
No. 2473661
>>2473650Ohh anon, I got so mad at your boyfriend on your behalf. This is like a "I'm going to fucking dump you if you don't get over yourself" situation for me. If you break up with him, know I am cheering you on and setting off party poppers.
Sorry you had a bad end of your day, sometimes so many things happen right after each other for no good reason. I hope tomorrow is better, and future you appreciates the good job you did cleaning!
No. 2473715
I'm starting to realize why "no means no" is an english campaign because I've had a culture shock from talking to American men as a eurofag. Talking about men I know and are friend with btw, not random creeps. Doesn't matter what I say "no" to or how mundane it is, they always combat with it and try to get me to change my mind. And it's not just one "aw come on, it will be fun" but I will repeatedly have to say no for the next 10 minutes, no reason as to why I said no is good enough. Not giving a reason and just repeating the word "no", or even staying silent after the first no, does anything either. They just keep going. It's literally like the word no doesn't even exist to them. I'm used to saying no one single fucking time, no reason given, and everyone including males accepting it without an issue whatsoever. Again we're talking about mundane things that they imo have no reason to start a fight over, yet they do.
I'm not discounting the fact that they all know I'm an eurofag, perhaps they think foreign women should just obey their every whim or some shit and don't act the same to american women idk but it's so fucking annoying.
No. 2473747
>>2473725My case wasn't as extreme as your friend's but I was once in that position where I frustrated and lost friends over being involved with an
abusive moid and constantly going back to him. You're not an asshole for thinking this at all especially since she constantly does this. Honestly, I would give up on the friendship at this point or at least invest less energy into it. It sounds super annoying hearing the same shit from her over and over again.
No. 2473773
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I wish i had something good about myself, i got literally nothing going on for me. I am ugly, poor, retarded, from a shithole, with shit health, a virgin, untalented, my family is shit. The odds are completly stacked against me. Everyone else around me has something that makes their life worth living, something that gives them value as a person. If they dont have the looks or money, they have an incredible sense of humor, if they are retarded, then they are beautiful, if they are ugly, poor and uncharismatic, they have an amazing supportive family and people that loves them. No one understands why i hate myself and living so much because everyone else has at least one good thing about their life. They constantly shit on me for being negative and ''giving up easily'' but i literally got nothing to fall back on if i try something and it fails, it just hits me like a bomb to my self esteem because i have literally fucking nothing good about my life. It makes it incredibly hard to talk to people, specially normie therapists, about how i feel because they are people with something good about themselves that have the luxury of failing without it feeling like they just keep adding things they suck at to their never ending list of thing they are not good at.
No. 2473797
>>2473773Anon, this is a totally shit situation to be in, I hear you. I remember feeling like this when I was younger.
I would suggest getting a hobby or learning a skill and working on it. It will really help your self esteem when you see tangible progress with something you are working on. It can be anything from knitting to drawing to playing the guitar. It also helps your brain feel more positive about applying itself similarly in other situations.
No. 2473825
>>2473813That's okay, anon, someday I think you will get there. Again, maybe a hobby other than art, like knitting or cross stitch (then embroidery), or even something silly like making a website or friendship bracelets, would make you feel better.
I also recommend looking into antidepressants. You don't even need to stay on them forever, but the boost I got in my esteem and motivation when I found one that worked for me was life changing.
Hope you feel better soon, anon. Good luck out there.
No. 2473832
>>2473825Thanks
nonny but i already have very limited time so i would rather not use it on hobbies that i am not super invested into. I am just hoping i will eventually get good at art so i can fall back on that when i am depressed.
No. 2473987
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I found the social media of the guy I've been feeling attracted to, and he's a right-winger who consumes red pill bullshit
No. 2474022
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I hate it when older people are like "you're in your late 20s and STILL live with a parent?? You need to move out and become independent and free!"
I can't afford a house and I'm muuuuch more free having access to an entire house, with a garden, in a nice neighborhood, support if and when I need it from a respectful parent than I would ever be in a tiny cramped apartment. And also I hate living alone, it's boring.
"But mommy and daddy won't always clean up for you or pay your bills!" yeah and they currently don't. I'm an adult so I contribute to the house from the job I work at, I pay my own bills, I cook and clean etc. And since we do live together we can all save more money and time to use for fun stuff.
"But you could get roommates instead" why though? Then I'd still not be "independent", I'd be in a shittier cheaper place, and I'd have to live with people I like less than my own parents. I don't magically have friends who all want to live together at the same place, same budget, etc, and I don't feel like living with randos.
"But freedom-" what freedom? You think I have a curfew, that I can't talk to boys, or come home at 2am if I feel like it? That I have to flutter my eyelashes and ask pretty please if I want to have ice cream? What exactly is it you think I'm not allowed to do? Fuck someone on the kitchen table? Frankly, I do not want to as I eat there. Idc what shitty relationship you had with your own parents, stop projecting it onto younger people. We're doing just great.
No. 2474042
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I see god wants to challenge me extra this week by making me fucking ravenous from pmdd on top of being a fat womanlet trying to lose weight. I'm staying the weekend at my brother's too and he always has so much good junk food. Its going to take me everything not to relapse on binging
No. 2474045
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For the past 8 months I’ve watched the men at my school suck the life out of my roommate. She’s been increasingly despondent as men she’s befriended reveal themselves as just wanting sex all along. I remember finding it funny when she introduced herself as a hardcore feminist with a male best friend. Now I feel like an asshole because she clearly was less jaded than I was. I experienced something similar, where men I trusted concealed their intentions and took advantage of me, but over the course of many many years. She’s experienced this over and over in a matter of months. Now after everything, she’s adopting misandrist views but she’s depressed instead of angry. It hurts to watch. I wish I knew how to help her but I’ve known for a long time none of these guys want to be her friends, and when she’s asked me my thoughts I was honest but kind as possible. I wish she would stop giving them the benefit of the doubt and letting these emotional vampires into our lives but I just can’t bring myself to tell her that all of them are a net drain on her.
No. 2474110
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This figure is cute, and I am into guys on leashes, but I'll have children in a few years so it'll be doomed to sit in a box smh(not a vent)
No. 2474122
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Nonnies… my friend offered me the chance to have my own house a year and a half ago and I said no because my ex was uncomfortable with the idea. Well jokes on me he dumped me anyway. Never do anything for a moid ever, don’t be like me.
No. 2474150
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I stalked a guy i like and now i know where he lives, that he's an only child, that he has no father, the name, age and face of his mother and her job. How am i supposed to pretend i am clueless when he tells me all this shit eventually? i am a terrible actress why did i do this
No. 2474172
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I am broke, unemployed, painfully depressed, disabled, and completely disinterested in anything. I don’t know what to do with myself and wish I could just die already. I figured I could try losing weight as a small goal to set for myself but exercise makes me more depressed. I’ve never had runners high and after workout sessions I feel like kermitting. This sounds like such fatty bullshit and I hate myself for it. I hate how shallow I am about myself. All I care about is how I look like. It’s so brain dead that all I want is to be beautiful. It’s not even apparent that I’m like that because I barely leave the house anymore and don’t bother keeping up my appearance.
No. 2474196
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Trying to have a normal day and not act like a jumpy retard after having another PTSD nightmare is genuinely really embarrassing. It's been 12 years since it's happened and I'm in therapy but I'm still being tormented.
No. 2474203
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I'm always so fucking tired. I need a cold sliced watermelon, a dragon fruit smoothie and 8 uninterrupted hours of the Sims 3.
No. 2474294
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>tfw I CHIMP THE FUCK OUT because I swore I lost a very important opportunity I had been looking towards
>cycle between crying and utterly blank emotion
>call into work
>call boyfriend at his work
>word vomit about how much I hate my job and how often I think about wanting to die
>boyfriend says he'll ask boss to come home immediately to spend day with me
>Oh fuck no I'm being a fucking nuisance
>I'm literally ruining my boyfriend's career and my standing at my job because I'm freaking out
>mfw my boyfriend is here but I got a message response from a representative at the company offering me the opportunity and… I didn't lose it and I'm still in the plans for then
>mfw I'm a retard who can't handle anything well
I fucking hate myself. Why did I sperg put like that. And now I'm scared my boyfriend will be mad at me if I tell him even though I know he won't kek. Why am I so scared of fucking everything why can I barely function as a human. Fuck me. Fuck my job. Fuck my retard personality. Holy shit.
No. 2474302
>>2474294First off, based boyfriend. Secondly, just wait like a day or two to tell him, but pretend like you just got the phone call. Then it's not your fault.
I had a lot of trouble regulating my emotions like this too until I got my depression treated. Before that I was always "upset", and then one last thing pushed me over the edge and I'd flip out like the autist I am kek. Maybe look into if it's something like that?
Congratulations on the good news, by the way!!
No. 2474382
>>2474302Ayrt, thank you
nonnie for the congrats! And yeah this situation was really the tipping point for me and I am genuinely considering therapy or something at this point. Also looking for a new job kek. I hate having emotions LMAO.
No. 2474484
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my husband's hair is too short to pull
No. 2474600
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Tired of the Puritanism talk online
No. 2474664
File: 1743792725415.gif (1.9 MB, 400x300, original.gif)
so nonitas, i just finished cleaning my parents' flat. mum and brother are currently in the clinic dealing with the health insurance. besides that, dad is going so, so much better. like, yesterday, he barely could talk without getting tired and today he was back to his usual demeanor. but today he has his biopsy and i just fucking pray to whatever god/star/vapor/ether that grants wishes that it's just a mass and not cancer. the only downside is that he's with bloodthinners for at least 4 weeks, so mum needs to take care of him and he's not going to enjoy being treated with white gloves because he's a pretty active dude. so let's see how things turn out. i'm just playing pet shop boys and bringing a bit of positive vibes to this place.
No. 2474715
>>2474613maybe some emotional regulation techniques, a “sobriety tracker” (i.e. 10 days without overeating by x calories, or eating excessive sweets, etc.), and/or some accountability and addition of a healthy habit could help you. literally making just one small change is going to be your best and safest bet/the least overwhelming.
can you exercise a bit more? might motivate you to not overeat after. if you do eat the same, hey, at least you exercised. can you replace one food in your diet with something healthier/more protein packed/fiber packed? can you have one healthy meal and the rest can be your junky stuff? wont recommend counting calories to you since it wont motivate you right now. you do have to break comfort some way, you are right…unfortunately the hardest part. socks and shoes on, might as well take a small walk. work your way up to signing up for an exercise class, but go in person, do something that will make you feel bad for not showing up (i.e. paying for it in advance). consider making “non-negotiables” with yourself. look into emotional regulation, like setting off the urge to eat, feeling how distressed and anxious it makes you. i believe in you
nonnie, but you have to make the first baby step alone. one thing. only you can show your body that you really love and appreciate/respect it.
also, got breast reduction at 16 thanks to my dear mother who worked her ass off to pay fo it. best decision of my life, and if nothing else that should motivate you. i was 5’1, 115 lbs with size G breasts. what a relief to have that back pain gone, to love my body more. also had a point of obesity as a teen (irrespective of the breast issue) so dont you dare tell me it wouldn’t help you love your body more because of the loose skin from other weight loss!
No. 2474719
>>2474683ayrt and I had exactly that happen to me
>>2474696I showed her some male models at one point who I thought were attractive and a nice blend of masculine and feminine, none had facial hair and they were in their 20s.
This is what she sent me that
triggered my comment before her getting super defensive
https://www.facebook.com/reel/977398187831537 and some reel by this dude
https://www.instagram.com/liam_fitzgerald_/.
No. 2474750
File: 1743797120399.jpg (16.34 KB, 600x600, low quality bait.jpg)
>>2474747>in this thread websiteHow do retards fall for bait that's this poorly crafted? Kek
No. 2474922
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I'm so tired of quickly hitting it off with moids just for them to end up making our friendship a one-sided rivalry later down the line.
No. 2474926
>>2474652>I dated older moids who were broke Opinion discarded. The only good thing men have going is dick and treating you well by spending and investing on you, a broke scrote can only give you dick.
That’s why you see some women still clinging to hobos like cockroaches, it’s not surprising, those scrotes give dick as if their life depends on it because it does in away, they are a session away of being homeless kekk.
No. 2475053
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My skin is so saggy at 23, it makes me feel so ugly. Its not a made up insecurity either i literally get called grandma and confused with my mom DAILY. Its so saggy and i dont know why. It makes me feel so bad i just stopped going out for groceries and i just instacart them now. I am going to a derm next saturday and i am praying there is a treatment for this, i dont want to keep looking 20 years older than i am, i want to be able to enjoy my youth. I have no idea what i did to deserve such insanely shit genetics but its not fucking fair, i want to date cute guys without feeling like they might think i am an old woman. I just want to look my age then age gracefully like normal women, i feel like bejamin button for god's sake. I look in the mirror and i stretch my face a little wiht my fingers and i look so normal and like my age that way, i just want to look like that fuck. I have no idea what treatments there are for this at my age, ofc i cant get a facelift. I just hope there is SOMETHING my derm can do. PLEASE.
No. 2475251
>>2475225Damn i feel like this too. I dont want to risk stds or utis for some one night stand or "fwb". I want it to be with a guy who actually has a soul and loves me (debatable if they have souls or can love, but still) if i dont lose my virginity until my 30s then it is what it is, i guess.
>>2475235I feel like its impossible to know since nobody can experience being male and female in the same lifetime. like how nobody can really say what happens after death because nobody can die and come back. uhm, kinda grim comparison but i hope you get it.
No. 2475344
>>2475311ayrt Nope. Ciswoman. I will probably end up on the news. I am going to kill her. I have wasted my entire life being her support, being her right hand man. All for it to end like this. What a waste. I tried killing myself since I was 12. Always failed. It's because this was my calling all along. Since my dad died, my life has been a downward spiral living with this woman. Every attempt I get, I am rewarded with this whore lying to my face and talking about my brother in ways that I've confirmed were lies. I know this site hates men. Truly, I know. I get it. But my dad and my brother were some of the good ones. They never did anything to me that made feel like killing myself. But my mother. She was always the one. She was always the one who would beat me hardest or lash out at me for being a tomboy. This hellish creature I've tried to support emotionally as best I could and help her to bed before my disability spun out of control. I hate her with every fiber in my being.
She lied about everyone I hold deer. She lied about everything. She is trying to paint herself as the
victim as I sit here, unable to speak, unable to move. I have to wait until my body regains its fucking composure to just even leave the room. I hate this fucking woman. Ban me for alogging mods, but this woman has GOT to go.
No. 2475407
>>2475400ayrt It's fine. This is fine. I don't trust my family. We moved closer to these people to get her to stop drinking, but nothing has changed. They're complete strangers to me since I was raised on the opposite side of the country from them. They're unruly, untrustworty, and I have my own share of mental illnesses that prevent me from trusting. I actually can't leave because
I'm the disabled one. She is basically my caretaker.
I spoke to her and she admitted to doing it but felt surprised herself. I don't know what to do with this information now. But I think maybe we could kove forward, albeit with some help from Klonopin on my end.
Sorry for the spergout.
No. 2475444
>>2475435I think it’s weird that people see adulthood as so binary. I’m only a couple years older but 18 year olds look like that, teenagers. Obviously it’s not pedophilia but there’s so little difference between say 16 and 18 that if you’re attracted to barely legals then.. obviously you’re attracted to minors too…? Is that not the elephant in the room?
I’m bi but both genders are kinda gross to me at that age in the same way younger teens are, and I think psychologically a large part of that is imo there’s a bigger difference between say 18 and 20 than turning 18. So when I hear moids act like it’s the most obvious normal thing while being even older than me… kinda irks me out, and more and more each year.
I just want to show people that without laws the people arguing in bad faith would be doing exactly what they’re being accused of, the invisible line at 18 doesn’t exist. And I agree with you wholeheartedly - I think I’d take less issue with it if it was actually
true that they like 18-year-olds as adults, but I have literally never seen evidence of one who didn’t also have at minimum suspicious behaviours towards minors.
No. 2475543
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About to have one of the worst uni classes of my life. Wish me luck.
No. 2475565
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Just had the realization that the woman I’m crushing on is most likely not gay or at least bi. It was a subtle thing that didn’t confirm 100%, but still…
No. 2475657
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Morning drinking vodka and chilling in my garden because I'm depressed. I don't think I've ever been not depressed. This is unusually bad though. I don't really care
No. 2475670
>>2475654so, a pickme?
>>2475668exactly
No. 2475676
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>>2475643I dont think thats true anymore. Teen girls spend 24 hours a day on tiktok and instagram where man hate and dating moid horror stories are commonplace. They see the scrotes in their classrooms openly sharing porn, calling the girls thots and bops, slut shaming them, making charts rating all the girls in class out of 10, sharing revenge porn, telling them they should make onlyfans etc etc. I think teen girls are well aware of how shitty moids are. They're growing up naturally blackpilled.
No. 2475710
>>2475699It’s always a woman being killed by her ex in a violent and dehumanizing way, always. I’m tired of scrotes who screech “but lesbian women!!!” or “even men are raped! What about the men raped by women or killed by women huh!!”, it’s men who kill women, so much so that it becomes almost irrelevant when women do it in such a much smaller percentage. It is always men and I’ll never get tired of saying it.
The empathy I had for scrotes died a long time ago, I barely see them as humans anymore, they are just parasitic apes, incapable of accountability and base level empathy. And I’m straight kek.
No. 2475711
>>2475704it's an esl moid, don't feel too bad.
>>2475707I know but it's fuuuun and this site gets dull sometimes
>>2475708barely a legible response, can you actually use a translation tool rather than your retarded brain because it's not doing you any favors.
No. 2475713
>>2475707I will, it just pisses me off how they can brazenly go on with their life and still act like
victims.
No. 2475739
>>2475738unwashed and unwanted kekek
>>2475737done, thanks for the laughs ladies, let's bully men together more often
No. 2475760
>>2475759Women are bitches and rape
victims, but you still can’t get a whiff of pussy kek.
No. 2475768
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>>2475765
Trash is good sometimes
No. 2475769
>>2475759Kek same, it genuinely puts a smile on my face when I hear about male loneliness or male suicide rates rising. They completely deserve it.
>>2475762Kind of reminds me of someone like gimpgirl, if it actually is a woman which I'm doubtful of. But if it is it's some miserable loser like that, or like Pearl, desperate and self hating.
No. 2475773
>>2475770why do you think you deserve to be alone
nonnie?
No. 2475795
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>>2475790
No. 2475804
>>2475793>>2475794no woman will ever love you. you will spend every day seething that even the 'whores' you perceive to be beneath you will never lower themselves to your level. your mom will smile when you rope yourself, and she will never visit your grave because you were unloved from the second she laid her poor eyes on your eye ones.
>>2475800you can almost hear the cum falling from his mouth onto his keyboard when he posts
No. 2475808
>>2475799Men like him always think that they are so good for not beating or raping women. It’s redundant, they want a cookie for being decent human beings. They are always
>I am a nice guy suck my cock now>uh?>reee bitch that’s why you deserve to be raped by the Chad , you just care about big dicks! That’s why you are rapedI’ve seen the ugliest men with beautiful women who love them, because yes, despite women on lolcow saying they hate men it’s still a nice and men are very much loved in the real world.
The problem with these scrotes is that they think that they are just ugly when in reality they are just pathetic , disgusting and rotted on the insides that the moment they are near a someone, even the most naive bpdchan, her alarm will go off like crazy. It’s a skill issue kek.
No. 2475810
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>>2475785Hm. This makes me glad that I would alog scrotes at least once a day in my teenage years. Some of them, I bullied progressively to the point of being suicidal and making posts asking for emotional support or even just deleting their accounts entirely. I find it interesting when scrotes put teenage girls on any kind of pedestal, I remember my teenage self being so much more volatile.
No. 2475843
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I'm too lazy to finish this assignment. It's only 1500 words man
No. 2475854
>>2475849And those who are convicted hardly spend a substantial amount of time. Men love complaining about fake accusations and they are always worried about it for some reason kek, they should be more worried about being raped by another scrote, because the likelihood of that happening is higher than them being falsely accused.
Men will again do anything but take accountability, it’s always like that nonna.
No. 2475859
>>2475852No we don’t believe that nonna, but it’s disingenuous to bring women raping women when the topic at hand is men doing it to women. And again when compared to male’s pattern, the cases of women raping men or women raping or abusing women pales in comparison.
I can discuss it in a tactful way, but somehow it’s always brought up to deflect , hence why my position.
No. 2475876
>>2475869NTA but I always like pointing out how in women we hold each other to higher standards, as in, we want to call out the “bad apples” while men don’t ever do that and deny and deny until they choke on their words and look at how strong male solidarity is in fact, a scrote will always defend another male stranger like his life depends on it.
Sometimes it’s necessary because it brings more solidarity in my opinion.
No. 2475904
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>>2475897
Like the other nonna said, solidarity. It's what keeps males together and us divided and it's what we tend to lack.(report and ignore)
No. 2475912
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>>2475909She is such a good artist. I just have to get another one.
No. 2476049
>>2476014Best believe that when they’ll need a caretaker for their senile ass they will call the “daughter”. Fuck them all nonna, if they can’t even afford the decency to help you I don’t get why you should stick with people who barely care about you.
Congratulations on escaping the
abusive situation nonna, we all believe in you.
No. 2476089
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When people who have never played a specific game or directly interacted with a piece of media latch themselves onto it anyway and start headcanoning every character as trans and misinterpreting them because they interact with them through a third party. Leave my husbando alone.
No. 2476104
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>>2476091Kek it's about Raiden but yes I'm sure Sephiroth gets troonified because males can't be pretty even in fiction. How about these people play the games for once. It's always 'oh my boyfriend tells me about it' or 'I see stuff on TikTok about it!' or both. Shouldn't that make you want to play it, not imagine Sephiroth and Raiden with a pussy?
No. 2476106
>>2476089The thing I dislike the most.
This is right with people who get into a canon because of a remake(usually inaccurate to the original). Often times they also just interact through a third party and haven't even played it.
No. 2476212
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I've been sick for like the past month at what point do I just kill myself
No. 2476235
>>2476140Im sorry you feel the same way, I hope you can find somebody who makes you really happy
>>2476143It really feels like a man with the emotional capacity to match a woman's love is such an insane rarity
>>2476089entire Pathologic fandom in a nutshell
No. 2476260
>>2476235Isn't it just so annoying to bring up something you like, or to see someone else bring it up, and they want to have a conversation about it but then admit they don't actually engage with the media just stop bringing it up, then! Do some people just have no interests?
>>2476209Which is why he gets transed I guess
No. 2476388
>>2476374even if given the opportunity, I doubt I'd have the energy to socialize at all
at best all I ever do is post here once every other week whenever I feel especially low
No. 2476442
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why does everybody get to go on fun vacations and trips except me? i havent even left the state in 5 years
No. 2476503
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I've had a stressful week. Nothing is working and I'm charge of fixing it. I can't. I don't know why I was put in charge. This is not my thing and I can't do it. Surprise alt topic switch! I was supposed to meet up with the only person I've ever loved tomorrow but I also can't. I've relapsed. I can't be seen like this, deterioration is the only destination. I'll decay, recharge and come back stronger. Or not. I don't really care that much anymore.
No. 2476554
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Everything makes me ill. The only forces pushing me through life are doubt and indecision. No goal seems worthwhile enough to pursue. My ambivalence is literally ruining my life.
No. 2476556
>>2476457stop living in fear and stop thinking about time if it distresses you this much. i say this as someone who has ruined my life over this shit. i dont get if tom dick or harry tells you (well dont listen to moids anyway) but i dont care if they tell you to work hard and chase after your goals and life is short and you have to be the best. yeah, life is short so why the fuck waste that time being so neurotic? just do what you can
nonnie. not a life to live if its spent worrying and chasing things all of the time
No. 2476568
File: 1743889799120.gif (5.15 MB, 540x350, IMG_1956.gif)
>>2476209He’s so angelic right? I love his design, it contrasts a lot with how he actually is. I love villains kek.
No. 2477066
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My mother sent me a photo of me from when I was 15 and she was like oh wow look how skinny you were and it’s like bitch you and my stupid sisters picked apart my appearance constantly calling me fat and too dark skinned and I’m losing my mind. I hate it cause if I knew I was actually pretty my entire life trajectory would’ve been so different
No. 2477097
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> be me
> retarded
> started talking to the most wonderful woman who is an intelligent, beautiful, and funny terf
> am a retard and don't want to subject anyone to myself, because for all my values, i will never be able to fully live up to them
> do still want to know everything about her and love her (selfish fuck)
> cannot do that, because, again, i am retarded
> still like her, yet am fundamentally incapable of having human relationships that don't operate off of a fucking constitution or something
> in conclusion, you wouldn't have guessed it, but i'm a retard
No. 2477179
>>2477171This kek. I was literally going out with a friend of mine for like two months, it’s him who confessed. I had told him that I wanted to wait for sex and that I wanted to take things slow when he started being more suggestive. A week and a half later he left me by saying “I’m so sorry I am doing this to you, I think we are too different!!”
And I just said
>okay , no problemTell me why he proceeded to question me for fucking 1 hour on how I was truly feeling and saying that he was truly sorry (he even cried).
He also kept sticking to me the days after (we were in the same group and same class), super annoying.
It’s like they want to see you have a reaction, it’s the same when they cheat, they want to see you cry or get mad, they get weirded out when you just say “ok, we are done” or “okay, I accept it” kek.
No. 2477198
>>2476945I know there's a lot of advice out there and maybe you've read it all. but from a former fatso, for me it was realising that over/binge eating was a dead-end. What was the point of feeling comfort in the moment if I was giving up long-term stability for it? Once I started eating healthy, and stuck with it (as in, did it regularly, ofc I had 'bad' meals/days here and there), I felt so much better, mentally and physically. Try nonna. Not even to lose weight, just to eat healthy. Your body will start regulating itself better, and maybe you'll start shedding the weight off 'naturally'. Give it time. It's not a race. Something that helped me many times whenever I got binge urges: I just sit with the feeling. I don't try to distract myself or anything. I sit quietly and I feel it. A lot of the time, it does help. It comes, I acknowledge it, I struggle with it, I think about how I'd feel if I did give in (that helps). The more I do that, the easier it is to let it pass. and it does. and when I wake up the next day (because I usually get those urges in the evening/night) I feel so much better knowing I didn't give in. and it's worth it. I hope you'll find something that'll work out for you nonna.
No. 2477213
>>2477198Thanks
nonny, what kind of healthy meals do you cook?
No. 2477263
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A troon joined one of the good servers I was in and keeps posting shit like picrel. Nobody talks about anime or porn so it's unprompted too. I clocked him just from the posts alone but I checked out his steam anyway and found hentai groups and made in abyss characters. Lilith is the same every damn time.
No. 2477355
>>2477270I never got the people who screech that service workers shouldn’t earn kek. Why shouldn’t they be able to afford a nice life too?
It’s those on the very top who earn way too much.
No. 2477364
>>2477288I swear he was making shitty jokes for a whole week and always sticking by me when I told him that I just wanted some time off before we could go back to being friends, it’s not like I hated him or that I was distraught but I needed some time off. The moron couldn’t even get that, it’s like he doubled, I don’t know if he thought that I would have sex with him quicker if he dangled the idea of not seeing each other romantically anymore kek and got surprised that I was okay with his terms.
I got exasperated with the nth country club joke and I just shouted at him kek.
No. 2477369
>>2477352Reminda ms, had a tranny in a group chat comment constantly about how lesbian random women characters are and got mad when I misgendered him (by accident, I just called him 'them' to appease him) and growled at me kek
They really make them in a factory, and they ruin the vibe of friend groups everytime
No. 2477436
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sometimes i want to cry because im so selfconcious about my sunken under-eyes. funnily enough, this would probably help the problem
No. 2477495
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>>2477436Get some nourishing masks nonna, I am currently having this on and I feel so good, they might not work but pamper yourself kek. Try to sleep more and implement a nice vitamin c to brighten them, try putting a spoon in the freezer during the night and massage your eye bags with it in the morning once it’s less cold.
Sometimes they are simply genetic though, but honestly every one has eye bags more or less, don’t feel ashamed.
No. 2477516
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I am switching therapists. I feel like my current therapist doenst take me seriously and thinks i am too negative. I feel like its insane for most people to understand how i feel so i kinda get it, but i need help, not to be judged. I feel like i live in such unique circumstances that its basically impossible for someone normal to understand how i feel. I am not trying to sound unique or anything, its literally hell. I am just completly broken and i legit dont understand why people do the things that they do and why i have to do things that make me feel like shit just because they are expected of me.
No. 2477576
>>2476603You seem so sweet and kind, I hope you are successful. I hope that even if it isn't this relationship, you find something which proves the worth you already have. Sorry if this comes out the wrong way.
I like your song.
No. 2477604
File: 1743964682476.jpg (Spoiler Image,77.19 KB, 630x317, 5046.jpg)
>>2477545>blaming jew moids as if shunga wasn't a thing alreadyNona…
No. 2477739
>>2477682Another anon here theorised that, because they had such strict censorship laws on their porn, they had to find "creative" ways to get off and started sexualising random things as a substitute for the penis/vagina.
>>2477719Weebs would rather throw their pets on a pyre than admit Japan could ever have flaws kek. I've seen people argue that their well-known murder/serial killer cases were all lies planted in the media to make their nation look bad. The copium is
unreal. No. 2477853
>>2477850nah he knows he just doesn't care that's just the flavour of the week
next week he'll want you to sit on his face, then he'll want to fuck you in the ass, then he'll want to rape children, then he'll be into muscle mommies, never ending cycle of porn addiction
No. 2477925
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>>2477889>>2477914Eating fruits and vegetables with rich natural pigments can give you a vegetable tan
>Dr Stephen said: "We found that, given the choice between skin colour caused by suntan and skin colour caused by carotenoids, people preferred the carotenoid skin colour, so if you want a healthier and more attractive skin colour, you are better off eating a healthy diet with plenty of fruit and vegetables than lying in the sun."https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2011/01/110111133224.htm No. 2477951
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I moved here six months ago and I still have no friends. I have a couple of internet friends I’ve met up with but all of them live at least an hour way. I made the mistake of deciding to take a gap year in 2024 and ever since I’ve just been kind of floating through life aimlessly. I’m taking one singular college class now but that’s it. I had a job but I got laid off for some bullshit reason.
I go to various meetups and I try to chat up people in my class but I feel like there’s this invisible barrier that prevents me from making friends with them. Maybe it’s the autism. I collect numbers and everything but we never end up talking outside of class. I’m in a weird spot because I’ve graduated, so nobody is forcing me to stay in a building with thousands of other people all day, but I never manage to successfully befriend the people I want to befriend because they’re all older than me and they want nothing to do with someone that young. Still not old enough to go out to clubs or bars.
I get paranoid that everybody knows something about me that I don’t, and they all have a secret group chat where they talk shit about me or something, and that’s why nobody wants to be my friend. I’m somewhat of a niche internet micro celebrity and if anybody found out that I post on this site or anything like it I’d be crucified.
I knew that I had to get out of the old place before it killed me but fuck I am lonely. All I have left is memories. I just sit in my room and replay old conversations in my head, ruminate over people I haven’t talked to in years, think about everything I would’ve done differently if I could go back in time.
No. 2477961
>>2477889My ex had skintone like this and I thought it was beautiful
>>2477925One time I ate like a bag of baby carrots everyday for weeks and my fingers were turning bright orange and my doctor was like. You can’t eat that many carrots, Anon. You must eat less carrots. This is from too many carrots.
No. 2477973
>>2477961The girl from the patridge family made everyone aware of her anorexia bc she only ate carrots and turned orange. You should be eating all sorts of vegetables, like beets and leafy greens for a non-fucked up/healthy effect
>>2477964Agreed, many nonas thrive on a diverse diet that includes animal fats. However some anons will look and feel better as vegans, it depends and they should try both ways
No. 2478047
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>>2477973Nobody looks better as a vegan. Feel, sure maybe. But not look. It comes with miscolored, sallow and saggy skin. You need animal fats to keep that "plump" skin, it's why vegans all age so quickly.
No. 2478104
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I was feeding one of my (lizard) babies and I'm like 80% sure that the juices from one of the worms he bit squirted out and onto my upper lip, possibly a little on my top lip too. I washed my face with alcohol and then rubbed hand sanitizer on my mouth. I know that realistically it's not THAT bad but goddamnit I'm so disgusted. Someone please Men in Black neuralyze me.
No. 2478109
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>>2477888Based. Reminds me of this review a moid left at Hobby Lobby where he gets ignored.
No. 2478110
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My current happiness and motivation revolves around a scrote i have a massive crush on. Yes, i know, its completly unhealthy. But i literally have nothing else going on in my life. Ever since i started college i dont have time anymore for drawing, my day consists on studying, reading a few books related to my career, watching a few youtube videos in between the breaks and masturbating thinking about this scrote. Its bleak. I hate my life right now, but i dont know what the fuck to do. I really dont want to go to college, i miss being a neet so fucking much. I was talking to a friend who already has a degree and is working(he's a therapist) and he keeps telling me having a career is ''good'' for my life, but i dont get it. Whats so good about it? i dont want to work, i dont need money. I wish i was a massive consoomer so i could motivate myself by buying things, but i cant.The idea of working to me is meaningless, i value time more than i value money. And so far going to school has done nothing to my well-being but make me miserable and suicidal.
This friend used to draw before, we meet through a mutual art server, after he started working he completly stopped drawing. Our comfy drawing sessions listening to music? poof, gone. He stopped doing all of his hobbies as soon as he started his new job. That's so scary to me. He's normie adjacent so he has normal motivations like moving out, helping his parents, marrying, getting a gf. But i got nonne of that save getting laid with this scrote(and only this scrote). Like what the fuck am i supposed to do with a degree? just go, work, come back, be miserable, rinse and repeat? that honestly sounds like living in the circles of hell. I cant think of anything closer than being dead while alive than working without any end goal. I envy normalfags, i really do, but i am not like them. Normalfaggotry has nothing to offer to me save suffering. Worst part? the scrote i am obsessed with doesnt even like me? lol, he isnt even that objectively attractive either(but he fits all the niches i am into and that are pretty hard to find in a single moid). I am getting rejected by an ugly guy, my life is such a joke. I cant wait until my mom dies so i can off myself without guilt.
No. 2478154
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I keep getting emails from my professors to go to these end of year presentation events and my assignment submissions are so fucking phoned in because I work two jobs and am completely burned out. It makes me mad because the quality of work from my other school when I just had one part-time job is so much better in comparison to the slop I make now.
No. 2478296
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>try really hard
>still fail
why. I just want to be happy for once.
No. 2478300
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One thing I don’t like about working with this girl is that she won’t go the fuck to sleep. If we’re working late and I try to initiate us winding down she will just continue working. And because we’re graded as a team I need to be present when we record our presentation.
It’s not getting less late or whatever, go the fuck to sleep we can do it tomorrow my god.
No. 2478352
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>>2478110>My current happiness and motivation revolves around a scrote i have a massive crush on>I cant wait until my mom dies so i can off myself without guilt.Did I write this post in my sleep
No. 2478354
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>>2478352I hope senpai notices you,
nonny.
No. 2478439
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Had a job interview today. I think I did good until they asked about the damn salary (what I would like to get) and I confused some things and I was very confused for a good moment fuck ugh I was prepared for everything except that question
No. 2478525
>>2478502The honesty part makes sense because now you can say whatever you want without worrying about the relationship ending, but
>more willing to be affectionateGirl what the fuck is this relationship. You guys need to just go no contact for a while even if it’s temporary. You can be friends with an ex eventually, but there’s got to be a decoupling period.
No. 2478604
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One side effect of people mass diagnosing themselves with autism because they’re really into bugs or whatever is that you have these very same people who claim they’re neurodivergent making fun of actual autistic people and then using their self-diagnosed autism as an excuse. I’m a YouTuber with a small fanbase and nearly every day I get a comment from a “neurospicy” they/them comparing my manner of speaking to a female version of Ben Shapiro or even Elon Musk, calling me condescending/pretentious/a pseud, insisting that I must be faking my voice like Elizabeth Holmes, etc. I’m not conservative or anything. I’m very blunt and have a flat affect. I don’t dumb myself down so that people won’t feel threatened by me, and people fucking HATE that, especially when you’re a woman.
No. 2478610
>>2478604lmao at this point I clock openly "autistic" gendie mean girls as BPD bullies the millisecond they start talking about the diagnosis they bought
actual autistic women fucking hate being autistic and just want to be left alone, ime
No. 2478718
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>>2478604And of course they never display or discuss the negative sides of being autistic because it's quite clearly a larp.
>>2478610>actual autistic women fucking hate being autistic and just want to be left alone, imeVery true. This weird social media phenomenon that being an autistic woman is like cute or quirky or just revolves around flapping your hands and talking strange or having a strong interest in something just kills me off.
I really want them to experience the downsides of what autism is really like for women: mental breakdowns which others dismiss as hormones or being bitchy, sensory issues, feeling like you never fit in especially with other women, constantly feeling like you're the butt of some sort of vague joke that you can't pinpoint, burnout and constant exhaustion from stuff that non-autists can handle just fine. Struggling with basic employment or education and becoming dependent on alcohol because it's the only way you can let loose and feel "normal". Let's not even get started on growing up naïve and assuming that people think the way you do, which leads you into being a prime target of sexual physical or emotional abuse from moids. The average autistic girl has to grow into a woman without any support or official diagnosis until way later too, compared to autistic boys who smear shit up the walls and chimp out and attack their mothers and they're given all the support and resources immediately.
No. 2478812
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I'm learning that I accidentally befriended a casual husbandofag and it sucks. I'm completely devoted to my husbando so it just feels crummy to watch her jump from character-to-character. I want to support her because I value our friendship but it's really hard to ignore how I feel. I just can't truly be supportive of actions that go against the things I feel so strongly about.
No. 2478826
>>2478718Weird, I was thinking about these exact statistics all day yesterday and it still makes me so angry and sad
I will never feel bad for autistic moids
No. 2478893
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>>2478826I feel like looking at the way autism presents itself in both sexes is like a perfect reflection of societal misogyny, just amplified, if that even makes sense.
>Female autists are forced to mask and blend into society for fear of seeming strange, not feminine enough, out of place. Despite masking, predators and abusers can spot them from a mile off because they typically are introverts and have less social awareness. Unfortunate prime candidates for sexual abuse across the board and not given help or support when they cry out for it.>Male autists are unapologetically violent and unrestrained. No need to mask when society accepts you being a retarded male by default. More prone to physically lashing out, engaging in porn addiction and extreme fetishes. More prone to holding extreme views especially when it comes to politics or views towards women. In spite of being threats to society, they are coddled and hog most of the resources and support that could have otherwise went to autistic females.If we could advance to a point in society where autistic males were institutionalized we'd see far less son-on-mother violence, male transgenderism cases, and far-right incels. The left over resources and support could be put towards uplifting autistic women who largely fall under the radar and are forgotten about. That would be a true utopia, and it would also prevent autistic females from going down retarded pipelines like gender ideology or being chronically online.
>>2478874Yeah literally. It's an incredibly exhausting life growing up forcing yourself to mask but feeling like some sort of outsider retard regardless. And then if you don't mask you're bullied even more. Regardless of what you do in childhood you're way more likely to be plagued with other mental illnesses as a result of struggling without help in your younger years. I'm 27 and constantly exhausted and find myself burnt out at basic tasks after a childhood of being forced to heavily mask everything. It sucks, we should not be fetishized or infantilized. I hope you manage to have a good day nonna.
No. 2478931
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>>2478916>>2478916Promith if I make it, you’ll kith me goodnight~
No. 2478949
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>>2478883Just vent and hide the thread for a while, nona, don't care so much about what the internet thinks. I hope you feel better soon
No. 2479005
Men are mean to me. Women are mean to me. I'm a loser. I'm cringe or whatever word of the year it is. I'm fine with this. But I'm also realizing that making friends is not worth the absolute struggle I have trying adhere to this social norm or that. People make fun of individuals who lose themselves to fiction, have no friends, or use chatbots to ease the loneliness, but with the way people are so fucking petty in every situation, it feels like the smarter approach. With my mom having done that shit to me, with my brother becoming a retard weed addict, with my moid friends online succumbing to the eternal fap contagion, with the women I meet IRL judging me for dressing in bright colors and being a Sanrio consoomer, with how online women either snapping at me for misuing muh pronouns or lmao newfag learn online termonology, I'm left with two choices.
I can either kill myself or isolate myself. I was using this site of all sites to at least preserve my dignity that I knew I already lost eons ago, thinking "well they're all just women who are like me right? They don't like the gendie stuff and a lot of them are chronically online!" Only to remember that my lurking on here prior to ever posting doesn't make me exempt from the absolute braindead dogpiling. It's not that I'm nlog, rather, I'm just fucking pointless in my existence. One of these days I'll find the right pill combination and be relieved of this stupid masquerading as different thigns just to hope I'd fit in somewhere.
This life just ain't it for me.
No. 2479016
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No matter how much I clean I feel like my home is dirty, I feel like even if I went to extreme minimalism and turned into the type of clean freak that even washes her walls it would still feel dirty. It feels like everything I touch get this layer of fat on them, even if my hands are extremely dry. It feels like no one but I leave these visible finger prints on glass surfaces, I can always tell which glass is mine from the amount of lip and and finger prints are on them. Why am I so dirty no matter how much I clean my home and wash and scrub myself thoroughly?
I don't think anything is wrong with my apartment per se, but perhaps I need to do some refurnishing or remodeling. Maybe it's because sunlight doesn't reach that far into my home. Maybe it's my choice in furniture. Maybe I just genuinely suck at feng shui. Maybe I'm just so naturally dirty everything I touch become dirty.
No. 2479018
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why can't I have this?
No. 2479058
>>2479053I’m so sorry
nonnie. What’s the prognosis? If you don’t mind me asking…
No. 2479074
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>feel really lonely and sad
>start talking to people. because lonely duh
>people take interest in me
>weird vague feeling of shittyness and annoyance
>i need to get away from these faggots or i will slit my wrists
>run away and isolate myself
>feel really lonely and sad.
>the ouroboros continues.
i hate having avpd. such a profoundly retarded disorder
No. 2479083
>>2478604Fake autistics get weirded out when they met a real autistic person who shows signs of the condition. To them having autism is just special interests aka a hobby and not taking responsibilitities.
I especially hate the female ones, female autism is already dismissed, retards making it a “quirky” thing is only going to be detrimental to the women who have it.
No. 2479099
>>2479078I'm not even good at creative writing or creating a genuinely good product, it's all just syntax diarrhea I flung at my professor in order to get a good grade. It also just makes me feel devalued as a woman because I'm truly proving the stereotype that women shouldn't be in STEM fields because they can't understand it.
>fields where women start to enter become seen as jokes and not serious, like biology is becomingThis is true, I'm actually a zoology major and biology is my main somewhat specified scientific interest. A bit sad though honestly
No. 2479126
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I really hate how most women, even nonnies here, constantly belittle the experiences of genuinely undesireable ugly women. I specially always see the ''men will fuck a mcsandwich therefore you cannot complain about being undesireable'' meme here. Fuck you, thats only true for the bottom of the barrel, most obese, most degenerate, baldest scrotes i wouldnt wish on my worst enemy. The type of moids that only will see you as a hole and a dirty secret at best, and think they are doing YOU a favour. Normal men will never settle for an ugly woman, they have insanely high standards and will not settle for less than an average woman. Men are the nitpickiest, most vain creatures on earth and i am tired of wannabe blackpillers here pretending they have no standards at all based on a small percentage of basement dwellers incels who still get mogged by the most diabetes-ridden female landwhale. Just because i am ugly and undesireable but have a pussy it doesnt mean i should be happy i can still get fucked by lovecraftian looking moids. If anything, that only makes being an ugly woman worse. Even family fucking guy gets this and thinks meg, the butt of the joke and openly undesireable ugly character, deserves better than the ginger goblino. Like damb bitch ugly women deserve love too, its not fucking fair.
No. 2479133
>>2479083>Fake autistics get weirded out when they met a real autistic person who shows signs of the condition. To them having autism is just special interests aka a hobby. Nta but holy shit youre so right and you should say it. Its not even just autism, this phenomen has infected many other mental conditions. Im so tired of bumping into retards who claim to have the same conditions as me but are obviously normal if not slightly "weird". Its like nowadays everyone has autism and adhd and cptsd and osdd and skitzofrenia and like 15 other mentall ilneses, youd think that a person with so many varying
conditions would be really fucked up but thats just never the case theyre usually pretty well adjusted and use their (probably selfdiagnosed) mental ilnesses to chew out the real strugglers, because "hunny i have autism too but i dont act this way. do better"
No. 2479155
>>2479099>I'm not even good at creative writing or creating a genuinely good product, it's all just syntax diarrhea I flung at my professor in order to get a good grade.it still sounds like you're undervaluing yourself and don't see how you could leverage your talents to develop deeper skills, though yes they really aren't valued nowadays and you might have to be creative in applying them. maybe there's technical writing kinds of gigs you could go for?
i'm a failwoman in STEM and this shit is overrated, a lot of STEM's overvaluation is from the defense industry and not providing as much value as these moids like to act like they are. i wish there were more women in the field i pretty much ignore the men and don't talk to anyone, kek.
No. 2479156
>>2479083I'm HF and diagnosed, been diagnosed since I was a preteen. I don't mind M/LF autists but I was always sent to groups full of (always male) M/LF autists and I could never relate. I don't have a problem with them, again, it's like.. why am I getting resources that should be given to other M/LF autists? I don't get it, anyways I could never find other female HF autists, and the women who'd claim to have autism would never have autism, they'd have a great social life, and treat me like a pet. Because of all of these self diagnosers it's impossible to find other female autists (HF, MF, and LF, I don't care they're all cool).
No. 2479252
>>2479149Please don't be like me nona. I failed college and had to repeat a year because I spent most of my time scrolling here instead of studying. What helps me to stay in a motivated mindset (but admittedly I'm still a lazy tard and on my way to fail a second time kek) is to remind myself that by not putting in the effort now, I'm actively screwing over my future self. A little suffering for your current self will be so worth it to your future self. Get off of here and stay on top of ur work
nonnie. If it helps, u probably won't even talk to ur college peers when it's all over so don't feel too beat up about it.
No. 2479267
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>>2479126You’ll enlighten yourself when you realize that men view “pretty” women the same way aka objects.
I highly doubt that scrotes can love women as people, at most it’s like a pet, at worst is like having a shiny object to show off, it isn’t genuine. They don’t love you despite, they love you because of what you provide for them.!
No. 2479278
>>2479267Being seen as a pretty object isn’t that much different from being seen as an ugly object. You have more anger towards women who are deemed more attractive rather than the scrotes who don’t have the decency to treat you like a human being just because their dick doesn’t go “brrr” when they see you.
>who is treating you shitty?>who is not fucking you?>who isn’t considering you worthy of a conversation?>who is not dismissing you?Men, yet you are here spewing vitriol on those Beckies who are getting fucked by scrotes kek. Male attention and praise isn’t gold.
No. 2479281
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>>2479276Work out before work.
No. 2479282
>>2479126Get a good career, make money, and develop a fun personality with interesting hobbies. Yes, this development may take into your 30s to obtain–it did for me.
I was absolutely mogged in my 20s by dudes who thought they were better than me just because I was an insecure fatty uggo they could abuse and mistreat. And they were right, I had zero power and simped for a crumb of their attention.
I worked on those things and now I'm very popular and have guys begging to take me out even though I post about my relationship quite frequently and they are very salty that I'm in one. I don't need their money, and their stupid dinner dates don't impress me anymore since I do all that and better by myself. Men are (or ought to be) natural providers, if your standards are high and you have the status to back it up it 100% works because they will tie themselves in knots pining for your attention. I'm no 10/10 hottie but I have confidence and respect for myself with the status to boot. And before anyone knocks this, we are vain creatures too, we want HOT men with good dick BUT we so often make exceptions for secure, wonderful, and hardworking men who add to our lives who do not possess model looks. It works in reverse. If you are a net positive to someone's life then that will shine through. It does take effort to build yourself beyond looks and that is the hard part. In the meantime, don't waste your time and dignity with men who do just want to consume you like a chicken sandwich. The temporary validation feels nice but it's so meaningless and ultimately risky. You're worth more than someone's disposal so please talk about yourself that way until you believe it.
No. 2479306
>>2479297I take it I take it. It’s just that you went from a side to another one and you don’t realize it kek.
I am somehow attractive , I used to be uglier too , mainly because I was a teen with shitty teeth, yet I don’t focus this much on men or having a glow up and showing them. You’re the same insecure “fatty” you said you were, you just have a fake confidence mask on you.
Solid advice on accepting yourself though.
No. 2479322
>>2479316I wasn’t talking about ex fatties who recognize Healy risks etc..I was talking about those who become literal bullies to other fatties unprompted.
I’ll befriend anyone who went on a healthy journey and managed, I won’t befriend an asshole though.
No. 2479327
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My dad was beating on my mom because she hadn't cleaned yet. I got in the middle trying to protect her. My mom pushed me forward and told him to beat me since I didn't clean either
No. 2479340
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I'm so fuckin tired but I have to finish this project before tomorrow
No. 2479350
>>2479328their marriage is having issues and this was the first time i saw my dad laying hands on her but the betrayal of her pushing me forward (i literally fell to my knees and my left knee still hurts) really messes with me… like i dont feel comfy talking to dad nor mom now..
>>2479334im dependent on them due to uni.. they earn too much for me to get financial aid
No. 2479355
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Saw someone with a username containing "tboy" in front of a favorite character's name and with favorite character's icon. How dare you make out my best girl to be a TIF? Can we not have any character exist without you tards trans-headcanoning them?
No. 2479360
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>>2479355They trans any woman who has depth and who goes beyond being solely feminine or not being feminine at all kek. Look at what they are doing to my girl Joan of Arc, they are saying that T “could have saved her”. I just want to type “die stupid retard” sometimes, I think it would be cathartic.
No. 2479469
>>2479463it was paid for by the government and i had no direction of what i wanted to do in life, only that i was good at this and knew a degree might help me in life, and the uni had limited options for other paths.
i an going to contact someone soon, i just have a lot going on with my current jobs and fighting with my illness right now on top of my courseload and other obligations so i am exhausted. i will see what my career center advises, then go from there. thank you
nonnie.
No. 2479483
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>mfw my grandma handing me money even though she didn’t have to pay me back
>Even when I protest she insists that I keep it
I’m so thankful to have such a great grandma. She’s always been so sweet even when I was a child. I’m so bummed she’s the only grandparent I have left. I’m gonna be so heartbroken when she passes.
No. 2479508
>>2479490I'm so sorry nona. and I agree. I've had bad experiences dealing with male paramedics as well, I despise them. They made my dad physically walk to an ambulance instead of taking him in a stretcher because they didn't believe he was in pain, when he got to the hospital we found out he had bone cancer. It caused hairline fractures in his hips. He was barely allowed to walk for months in case it got worse and got fentanyl for pain. I think about those paramedics who treated him like shit all the time and it happened a decade ago.
I hope your mom is able to access good treatment soon and feel better. please don't hesitate to consider reporting shitty care to hospital or clinic administration, it can make a difference.
No. 2479522
>>2479509Let's be hikkiNEETs together forever
Although I think if you store sodium nitrite poorly (exposed to air, humid) can go bad don't ask how I know this
No. 2479528
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I miss my best friend. I miss being unbridled and completely myself and the closeness of female friendships. I have my boyfriend but ofc it's not the same. I don't know if I'll ever have a relationship like the one i had with her again.
No. 2479529
>>2479509hope you're enjoying the hikkineet life! i don't think i could enjoy that anymore but i don't like my job, if i had something i liked better i would be happier. but looks like the job market is in shambles now.
>>2479518thank you nonners, i love you all too
No. 2479532
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>not pedo/abusive/misogynist/porn addict/terminally online/unhygenic/gross/avoidant/loser/stinky/whore std haver/very active on social media/degenerate/gay>22-26>loves appreciates and is attached to me>has dark hair and is atleast 5'7 or taller >similar intelligence, interests and empathy as me>not mean or weird about my autism>hates trannies a little but not politically brainrottedIm nearly 23 and ive never even had a boyfriend. God if youre listening, please bring him to me already.. this life is too lonely even for my autistic antisocial self. shit is so bad I actually considered duolicious for a moment.
>>2479509God seriously, nothing after 2020 has felt like real life
No. 2479558
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Just rewatched the first two Tom Holland Spiderman movies and the 3rd for the first time in order to understand the backstory for a fanfic I started reading. I fucking hate seeing young characters happy and ending up forced out of their dreams and lonely. The MCU is tiring, convoluted and bloated as shit with too many movies and unfunny shows but I will always love my little baby spiderman
No. 2479588
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I meet a guy thats an improved version of a guy thats into me(younger, cuter, touches grass, i actually find him attractive). But he's out of my reach and will never like me back. I feel so depressed over it. There is something so evil about destiny dangling something i have yearn for all my life right in front of my and making it out of my reach. I have been good all my life, to the point classmates i barely remember message me back after years of no contact telling me how i improved their school life and send me lovely heartfelt hand-written letters. I saved at least 10 stray kittens. My friends often tell me how much they love me and appreciate me and how i am the most important friend in their life. People often compliment me on how hardworking i am. When i am feeling like shit, even if i want to do soemthing else, if a friend asks me out to watch a movie or talk or play games i drop everything and hang out with them, because i dont want to make them feel rejected. I constantly sacrifice myself for others. Yet i feel unhappy, because for once i actually want someone to feel like that about me and he doesnt care. Worst of all, he's an incredibly lovely and kind person who could have easily told me to fuck off and stop bothering him after i asked him out for the second time. But instead, he actively tries to make me feel included and isnt cold towards me. Why. If you know i love but you dont reciprocate, why arent you cold towards me? just spit in my face. Seeing him get along so much better with this other girl when the three of us we met at the exact same time fills me with jealousy. I want to have what they have. Whenever he smiles at her it makes me fucking suicidal. Its really not fair, i feel like a ghost seeing my dream life happen right in front of my eyes, yet i cant do anything about it. Just stare as they share precious moments i wish we could have and daydream at home about kissing him and hugging him and telling him how much i love him.
No. 2479595
>>2479592I know, and i am having a hard time swallowing it. Its the first time i have ver found someone i am attracted to. 24 years of roaming this earth horny and lonely as hell but being incapable of finding someone i genuinely like. And then i found this guy, ideal height, ideal face, ideal hair, ideal voice, adorable dorky smile, and to top it off he's both got the perfect personality(mature normie dork) and is loaded. He's just simply perfect, i fell at first sight. I will literally never meet someone like that again. I wish i wasnt shallow, but also being shallow saved me from settling down with low quality men. So its a double edge sword. I am sorry that happened to you
nonny, i hope you find a cute woman you vibe with in the future.
No. 2479602
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>>2479599There has to be a way other than microdosing his food, let's put our heads together nona. Wait what about if there were two of you? Maybe you can't find a him but could you find another you-prostitute? Lots of guys are into things more when there are two of them
No. 2479608
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>>2479605Your dog has the scourge of the gay/hypersexual moid. It will spread to you if you don't get medicine quickly to contain and kill it
No. 2479615
>>2479608I legit think she might have ringworm and if she does I have a few choice people that are getting punched in the fucking face. I’ve literally thought that might be it. nonetheless, she’s definitely going to the vet. But I’m about to ring everyone’s throats. Why are humans so fucking gross, why the fuck are you spreading your shit to my dog. Now I’m getting
triggered.
No. 2479645
>>2479633kek thanks
nonny but i dont think he's physically attracted to me. I already came off as super desperate and if he wanted to fuck me he would have done it already, he knows about my intentions.
No. 2479687
>>2479686>Was there more? yeah, as said, i can hear doors being slammed too, and lots of swearing. and this is, like, a daily occurrence, and goes on for long enough and loudly enough that I can clearly hear what the mom is saying, and sometimes wake up to it on weekends. i know what stressed out working class mom yelling sounds like, and this isn't it, this is several minutes of swearing and insults almost every morning, plus sometimes in the evenings too.
No. 2479802
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>be me
>find sealed Pokemon card booster
>booster from Japan
>know expensive
>google for price
>worth 3€
No. 2479827
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I’ve applied to three grad schools this year, just got rejected from 1. Send good vibes I get into at least one nonnas
No. 2479855
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Whenever I look on social media and the video features a woman who's fat there's always the most degenerate moids in the comments. Even when the video has literally nothing to do with weight, it could be something funny, you ALWAYS get moids commenting on the womans weight. And then half the moids commenting on it are also fat themselves, if not fatter? Sometimes I genuinely envy the audacity and lack of shame or awareness that males have. You're out here wearing a fake gold chain with gyno tits big enough to fill a D-cup, a receding hairline and absolutely no jawline in sight yet you're coming at some random woman just because she's overweight? I can't wait for these pathetic low-testosterone half-finished chromosome freaks to die out or get put in prison.
No. 2479923
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Having a really shitty awful day because my stupid moid fucked up again and I couldn't sleep last night I was so angry, we didn't talk or anything he doesn't know I know. It's my fault for having a male in my life but it still sucks because everything was going really well and I'm so angry and sad. Then I get to work and a manager that I work with is pissed the fuck off at me because he misunderstood something I said and had to CC everybody in his complaint email too. I went and talked to him but he was still obviously pissed, I've always been super nice to him despite him fucking up a lot and it just sucks that he's going after me like this instead of just walking in here and talking to me, his office is in the same small building. I want nicotine so bad, two days ago was my 1 year anniversary of being nicotine free. I am trying to dissociate so I can do my work. Fuck my stupid baka life
No. 2479933
>>2479923NO FUCKING NICOTINE NO FUCKING NICOTINE KEEP STRONG NO FUCKING NICOTINE
NONNIE NO NICOTINE
NONNIE No. 2479968
>>2479923Sorry your manager is being an ass, but being nicotine free for a year is something to be very proud of, especially if you have to deal with pricks like him. Stay strong,
nonnie.
No. 2480015
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>fall in love with scrote at uni
>i have nothing in my life, so he becomes my main motivation in life
>god says ''fuck you''
>drops failedstacy tif in his path
>she's intelligent, prettier, younger, skinnier, shorter
>she befriends him before me
>she's really charismatic so they really get along, while i become the third wheel
>dont even get a chance to properly get to know crush without this fucking tif getting in my way
>have a sperg out, ask this scrote out on valentine's day
>he says yes
>i believe it because i am a social inept autist, obviously he was just a young moid saying yes out of pity of what he probably thinks is a weird, old, mentally handicapped woman
>i await for him to text me after this, he never does, obviously
>i am an autistic so i ask him out AGAIN a few months later, he says yes ,again, but tells me he's busy atm
>its been 20 days since he said ''yes'', he's never sent me another message
>become a third wheel between him and tif
>they obviously dont give a shit about me, never talk to me unless i talk to them first and the converstaion ends abruptly after that
>cope by telling myself that just because scrote says hi to me that means he must like me(lmfao)
>today we leave together after class
>again third wheeling, kinda just there listening to their conversation
>hear scrote say he plays overwatch
>autistically ask him about it, see it as my way to get to know him better
>he responds in utter monotony, he's a complete different person to when he talks to tif
>kinda get the memo he doesnt want to talk to me so i stop midway
>i still have to go their way so i drag along with them
>after that they never try to speak to me, only scrote asks me which way i am going, i said the opposite way and then i see him and tif fuck off together
Haha oh wow, i definetly hit a rock bottom today. I am an utter retard, i am never recovering from this. I actually finished checking my list of things i am an utter failure at. I think now i am ready to off myself, i cannot keep coping by telling myself i just need to keep trying. Something i learnt through life is that we only get one chance to not fuck it up, and i fucked up about every single opportunity given to me. I legit have no idea what to try anymore, i just suck at everything. My chest hurts so badly and i just want all the bad memories of my miserable failure of a life to go away. And before the spergs start angry tipping, i am not feeling this way JUST because a scrote rejected me. Its really about all of my failures culminating in a depressive bomb so strong i really just dont know what to tell myself to keep on trying anymore.
No. 2480023
>>2479909>>2479963Sometimes I cry because I imagine what society could've been like. Instead we live in the dark timeline of wasting your life away 5 days a week for decades. We were supposed to be guardians and caretakers of earth, we are so smart but unfortunately with intelligence comes capacity for horrific cruelty. I just try to do the best I can and rack up experience in my desired field of work. Also I didn't even see "fuck my ugly retard life" kek that's better than fuck my stupid baka life but we are twinsies
>>2479933>>2479968Thank you guys, hugs. I'll just eat a sugary snack instead. At least that guy is not MY manager, my boss backed me up and thankfully so did the director of fucking operations that he CC'd.
No. 2480029
>>2480020well its nice he showed his true colors to you, hes not even a kind person. you would be miserable with him
nonnie.
No. 2480063
>>2480015>plays overwatchHe’s a retard porn addict. 70% chance. Anyway am I weird if I say that scrotes who play video games and who watch anime absolutely turn me off, it’s just so icky to me now, women are fine though. I think it’s just being adjacent to these spaces that made me disgusted.
I’d rather have a cute scrote who likes rock climbing or something , you get a nice body and they are generally more pleasant. The psyop of “jocks being mean and nerds being perfect” is just a psyop, the guys I’ve went out with never liked anime or videogames (as in they weren’t their main hobbies) and the dates were always fun , I went out with a single scelte who likes one piece and played video games, fucking insufferable.
No. 2480065
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>>2480063>me when a scrote says they like animeI’m such a hypocrite because I like watching anime kekk
No. 2480072
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I'm honestly tired of being told that my job is like a fake job. I know teaching is like throwing a bunch of seashells and suddenly being considered likable by whatever students you have, and that you're being paid to regurgitate knowledge.
But I feel like I should be allowed to complain and feel tired too.
I had to spend 3 days going to sleep at 3 am and going to work at 7 am because the owner of the place I work at wanted some teaching materials ASAP (AkA: for yesterday), and I'm the only teacher in that place that's an actual graduated teacher so I'm the only one that kind of gets how this shit works.
I have friends that have jobs that are more demanding, like they have to stay up all night long daily, but I feel like I should be allowed to whine from time to time too.
And I know too that I haven't had a real job in a long time, I've mostly been doing substitute work because I hate working at schools, which is something that I've done before, so I know why I hate it, but this is a real job, just because some days are slow because I don't have students doesn't mean I'm stopping completely to frolic on a field of daisies, I have to sit down in a while and work on my own teaching materials and try to find people to teach on my own because if I have a free day at my current job, that means I'm not earning any money because I get paid per hour of class that I teach.
Also, it's not my fault my family lives near my workplace and that I just try to find places that are nearby, so I can rest at their homes until my next turn, I just feel like that's kind of common sense, but everyone in this country is so used to not being able to rest during lunchtime, that the idea of anyone doing so makes them boil with anger.
I don't know what kind of job I will have later on as well, this place may stop working at any time because of the lack of students and the shitty organization, so I will be yet again unemployed and trying to find some place to work at, meanwhile my friends can enjoy their slaving companies with relatively stable salaries for the rest of their lives.
No. 2480075
>>2480073NTA but this is what she said in the other thread:
>manlet (165cm to 170cm)>18yo>ugly(fucked teeth, acne, looks a bit like a less incesty habsburg)>super normie(does volley and rowing) but also mildly autistic>average weight, has a nice back thanks to rowing, but i could see his titties through his shirt so hes probably slightly chubby or has gyno>really kind, adorable and thoughtful but mildly autistic>single child>no dad>rich accountant mom, lives in nice neighbourhood>>2480074That's not how porn brainrot works anon… pornsick men have incredibly high standards, if a woman doesn't look like an Instagram model they aren't interested
No. 2480078
>>2480074Babe with all those monster energy drinks? He probably tastes like battery acid and can’t eat pussy for shit.
A man who is healthy and exercise regularly? That’s hot and it feels nice to the touch too kek. There’s no point in lusting after scrotes if they aren’t hot, at least that’s my rule. Men are only eye candy.
No. 2480083
>>2480078I cant even bang a manlet
nonny topkek at you thinking i stand a chance with a hot guy
No. 2480111
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>>2480102Oh my goddess, nonna please…I see a scelte like this every 10 minutes when I’m out.
No. 2480123
>>2480119Idgaf about the "redflags" i just want to date a guy i find attractive before i die. But its not happening. I am too ugly even for manlets.
>>2480111I am from latam guys like these are so rare this scrote is the first one to fit the bill
No. 2480125
I'm completely and enitrely average, am a 5/10, neither particularly tall nor short, don't stand out as a racial minority or something, don't have an unnatural hair color or some especially weird cut, don't have any tattoos or scars or skin problems that would make me memorable, don't dress like some punk or tiktok kid, just toned-down colors, neither horsegirl-kei nor having my ass hanging out–all in all, absolutely no one should pay any mind to me at all. Yet, apparently I still get recognized in a city of over half a fucking million people by random-ass strangers that decide to make their business mine. Like, caaaaan you fucking noooot? Why do you know who I am, why don't I know who you are?
No. 2480146
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My mother literally just handed a pot of industry-grade fabric paint to my special needs younger brother to play with, and now she's freaking out because he got handprints on something he wasn't supposed to and it's not coming off. She knew what kind of paint it was in advance, too. I feel bad for saying this because my family is (usually) great but I swear there's something floating around in our gene pool soaking up all the IQ.
No. 2480186
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3 months since my gf died
No. 2480214
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can somebody please assure me that everything will be okay. ive been feeling so incredibly alone unappreciated and worthless
>>2480186wtf im so sorry
>>2480200fuck those misogynist assholes, appearance doesnt make a woman a woman
No. 2480304
>>2480286The average guy is the same. Men don’t face any societal pressure to give a chance to someone they deem ugly so they don’t care about rejecting you, they might fuck you sure but because they want something out of it aka sex. Look at how they treat fatties.
While women are expected to “overlook” and look “in spite of” and “give a chance”. I’ll call that female socialization.
No. 2480359
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Stop telling me about your plans as if I'm going to instantly support it without question. If you want to take risks and potentially fuck things up further then whatever, I can't stop you, just stop yapping to me about it. You're stressing me out and it's annoying.
No. 2480410
>>2479074What happens if you force yourself to ignore the need to run to isolation?
What would be the bare minimum that needs to happen in order to still exist in a social setting?
No. 2480438
>>2480424Whenever people want to insist that they look like shit, I'll take the "I agree with you" stance and suddenly they have a hundred arguments on why they're
actually attractive or they're
really trying. Compliment fishing is so transparent.
No. 2480472
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Why can’t these funky ass ragedy airlines, just pay their employees and get their shit together?! I found out the day before my flight got canceled (got our money back at least.) I was looking forward to this vacation for my upcoming birthday, especially because I’ve never been there before, planned somewhere else nice with a different airline but I still want to choke a bastard out.
No. 2480507
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Experienced a mildly traumatic event last night that triggered me due to past events, and I'm shivering and sweating like I've got fever chills. Also feel super nauseous and while I don't have diarrhea, my shits are definitely unwell. Can traumatic/emotional flashbacks do this? I really hate it. It feels like I'm actually sick. Normally when nauseous, I make myself vomit and it feels better but nothing makes it go away this time.
No. 2480532
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>>2480531Imo most average women can become 8-10s just with the right styling. Just look at celebs with and without makeup
No. 2480551
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I have friends but I am not particularly close to any of them. I am also an alcoholic
No. 2480556
>>2480551Same
nonnie. I hope you can find close friends soon
No. 2480581
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My father never taught me shit about fixing stuff around the house, but he also has to travel a lot both because he takes care of my grandparents and because my stepmother lives in the same city as them.
Anyway, our toilet has a problem which makes It waste water unnecessarily if the flush valve is in a certain position and guess what, the thing just became too loosened while I'm alone here.
I couldn't bother less, I'm not the one paying the bills anyway.
No. 2480602
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>>2480594Thanks I hope so
No. 2480625
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A guy I liked just grew a beard and now he looks like a caveman
No. 2480634
Today, for a split second, i felt i was in heaven. You probably didnt think of it that much, probably found it bothersome. But for me, it felt like i was allowed to feel happiness for the first time in a long time. I really want to give up on you, but i cant. I am sorry, i am so sorry. I have already accepted you will never love me, but you are the only crumb of happiness i have in my life. I am rooting for you and the tif, you two will achieve great things, i am sure. Soon enough, there will be enough of a gap between our paths that i wont bother you anymore. People like you two always walk forwards, people like me can only stay still or walk backwards. Dont worry, i am not the kind of person to make their suicide someone's problems. You wont even find out, i assure you. I just hope you live a fruitful life and find someone who loves you and deserves you.
No. 2480718
>>2480531I feel like being average is more than fine. Being in the middle is good nonna. Just dress well and be hygienic, that’s it.
Most people are average anyway kek.
No. 2480754
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Did anyone read this short story in school?? It just came to my mind and now I’m so triggered man FUCK those kids
No. 2480767
>>2480615Stop being codependent on someone who's mentally 12. I know it sucks that your friend has mental health issues but this is pure manipulation, she's punishing you as well as herself and she knows it. I'm sure there are thousands of reasons why I'm wrong and she's a wonderful person really but at the end of the day she's willingly cut herself off from the world 'for punishment' and expects you to still be there begging her to spend time with you.
Sometimes you have to walk away and let them face the consequences of their actions. How would your friend react if you sent her a message saying that you understand that she has to punish herself and it'd be nice to talk to her before you go away forever but oh well, you hope she enjoys her isolation? Would she be happy that you understand or mad that you're not doing what you're supposed to do?
Manipulation comes in many forms. It's possible for a manipulative person to genuinely value their friends and family, but you can't dance to their tune.
>>2480531RIP to your dreams of being a mommy bangmaid to those sexy neckbeards. You could get surgery and beg for their approval again, or you could stop listening to men whose fetish is degrading women.
No. 2480808
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i'm currently writing a paper/assignment and have two weeks left until the deadline, which is enough time and i've been going to the library to work on it almost every day. why do i get so scared every day? i'm trembling, feeling sick every time before i go to the library, even though it's not THAT hard. i know what to work on next and have a plan. but i can't get rid of this fear. it's fine as soon as i start working, and logically i know it's dumb, but i can't stop! this is ruining my mental health, and for no reason. i'm packing my bag and getting ready right now and i feel like throwing up. what the fuck
No. 2480814
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Why is the average HER experience this? It’s so annoying.
No. 2480815
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>>2480814Or this? We really have no spaces left.
No. 2480827
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I'm at my parents' house for a semester to help take care of my maternal grandfather, and have continuously gotten pissed off with my dad. It's not a big deal compared to him beating my ass, but the innocence about it pisses me off even more, because I am insane and retarded.
> Have a specific diet for moral reasons, he has one for religious reasons, we have talked about the overlap
> I buy my own groceries, will talk to him about the groceries I buy
> He will eat them
> He has his own money, as do I
> We have our own sources of income
> He just eats my fucking food, when he has far more dietary options than me, to the point that I'm wondering if it's a power move
> Stop eating my fucking tofurky
No. 2480854
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>>2480846You and I have veryyyy similar hair by the sounds of it. Do you use a clarifying shampoo every so often? I find it helps but nothing outright fixes what you've described. However on days where I truly cannot be assed to wash it, I use the grit the oil creates in our hair to do simple updos like picrel. Not sure how feasible that is for you with your hair length or time available, but it looks nice and hides the issue imho. I'll use pins decoratively to hide my bangs back and it looks like a planned style rather than "fuck it I hate this hair".
No. 2480889
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My boyfriend forgot to hide the bottle of whiskey. I've already had 3 large glasses and I want to have a fourth. I'm an alcoholic like my father…
No. 2480891
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>>2480866There are a lot of things, you can still tell the hair is greasy (and I'm terrible at this/can never tell when thin haired women say their hair looks greasy), the style needs a break from troons, lolifags and tradtards and it doesn't really suit the model's face shape imo. I think the clarifying shampoo/crown washing suggestion is great, I know someone personally who just started doing this and the difference is noticeable and seems to last a lot longer. Also this is prob random but I've always thought kristen doute from vpr does a good job with her thin hair, probably from living in west hollywood for so long. You could prob look up some of her older lewks and just fix the millennial part/side bangs zoomers hate so much
No. 2480904
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>>2480892He's lovely, but I feel like he believes in me a little too much sometimes. I'm not as disciplined as he is. If I'm even slightly sad and alcohol is available, I dive in. I can't resist. Alcohol is so well to make you feel good when you aren’t.
No. 2480916
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>>2480911I like to have a drink with him in the evening after work
No. 2480930
>>2480917I also don't understand people who like alcohol for the taste, I only drink it to get at least a little drunk
>>2480919>>2480921We live with is parents house actually (I have my own house but we have no choice at this time because of work) and I usually make sure I never have alcohol on hand when I'm alone, but today he forgot to bring the bottle back up to his parents' bar.
No. 2480931
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>>2480891Nta but crown braids have been worn all throughout history, nobody should let recent internet retardation ruin it for themselves. Honestly though, I've never seen any of these groups wear them aside from tradtards. I can guarantee that basically nobody irl would look at you and think any of these things. I will agree however that I'm not sure how well it'd hide greasy hair, and it doesn't really suit that specific model.
No. 2480958
>>2480956Me thinks you need a bit of a sweet treat. Order some takeout and watch a nice movie nonna.
Things do really get better somehow. I never thought I would reach the place where I am right now, but I am.
No. 2480960
>>2480931Anon posted a pic of a particular style and it looked bad/greasy, it's not really a comment about crown braids in general. if she posted that one I wouldn't have said that bc troons and tradfags can't be bothered to make braids look nice or natural anyways. They usually braid their hair when it's wet or greasy bc it's easier and that's probably part of the reason it doesn't look good. There are eras when certain things become trends and then they become less attractive for a while bc of overuse, it's not really about the braids or hair
>I can guarantee that basically nobody irl would look at you and think any of these thingsMany people look bad, have poor taste or are the troons, tradfags and lolibaiters themselves. It's like me wearing heart shaped sunglasses and insisting there is no association with anything else bc the heart has always been a shape
No. 2480968
>>2480960>tfw I make a single braid when I'm too lazy to wash itpls stop calling me out, anon
not a troon btw
No. 2480980
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>>2480846Dry shampoo spray is your friend.
Even though it's overpriced af this brand works really well for me, I also have fine hair that turns to grease by day two. Some dry shampoo brands are dogshit though and don't do anything.
No. 2480996
>>2480989Unwashed troon is a really common social menace for some reason. Maybe they think the magic coomer dust will wash off with soap and water. Most anons with thin hair that looks a bit greast can just get away with
>>2480980 and a cute/messy ponytail, bun or (crown) braid(s)
No. 2481011
>>2480958thanks nona, maybe I should relax sometime. but I feel like a burden when I'm not productive enough. I don't want to do my uni homework, I do the bare minimum. I don't even have a job, but I'm glad I worked hard for my scholarship so I don't pay for uni at least.
I want to improve in my hobbies,I want to be smarter but I dont have the energy.
>>2480961I supposedly have friends but I don't feel close to them. I never had a long friendship like those ones you grow up with. neither I can have normie friends, they're all some kind of weirdo.
sometimes I think I'm some kind of undiagnosed retard because I can't be like everyone else. not autistic but probably something similar. everyone just does things easily but I don't. things doesn't come up naturally for me. my circumstances made me into a weirdo and I don't like it.
I wonder if it's something medical related. I'm underweight and don't exercise really.
No. 2481021
>>2481011Most people don't stick with the friends they grow up with so don't worry about that, long friendship doesnt necessarily mean good friendship. You say your friends are weird but you say you're not exactly a normie either. that's not a bad thing at all, anon. Just give one of them a chance to share your feelings with. About the fysical condition, Im asking because I've had some trouble with that in the past and starting the pill actually helped in my case. But maybe you just feel bad and that can happen too. I dont know you well enough to know what's going on but I feel like talking to someone who knows you will help.
You say you feel like a burden sometimes but its okay to relax sometimes and take some time for yourself, maybe you're having too high demands of yourself? It seems like you've already worked very hard to be where you're at. Studying takes a lot of energy too so don't underestimate that. Its okay to be kind to yourself, anon.
No. 2481155
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I'm really hair thanks to my dad genes and PCOS, and although I've learned to accept most of the hair on my body, for example I couldn't care less about leg or underarm hair, I can't stand how there's hair on my upper arm. t's not even thick, it's very similar to picrel but less dense. I hate it because I swear not even men have hair there, at least not the ones I've seen. I hate it so much that I decided to shave it and it only made it worse, because now when it grows it does it very thick looking or feels spikey.
No. 2481168
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>>2481155Same anon, but after a while I hope you stop feeling insecure about it. It’s really charming. My arm hair is thicker than my boyfriends but shaving it every time is too much work when I’d rather use that time to do something more productive.
>t. Latina No. 2481375
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I hate my wavy hair, I hate having boobs, I hate that my skin feels itchy. I feel so annoyed right now with my own body.
No. 2481391
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>>2480846Maybe you need to use Nizoral a couple times, you could be a little bit yeasty. I know it says anti dandruff but it’s the only anti dandruff shampoo with an active ingredient that will really eliminate yeast which can also just make you really greasy. Scrub it in real good and let it sit for 5 minutes, do this twice a week. Also it smells super medically clean I love it kek.
No. 2481394
>>2480749>>2480767>>2480802Thankyou for the replies, yes we're adults and yes she's mentally ill but we're thirdies and she lives still with her very strict and controlling family which is part of the isolation thing. I basically told her what you
>>2480767 said that I'm sorry she's going to be a hermit and I'd love to see her again soon but if not there's not a thing I can do to force her to see me. I'm just going to go about my life as usual, of course I'm a little sad without her but I can't just sit around feeling sorry for her and me, I thought about begging but it won't solve anything and it just makes me pathetic. I was much more depressed about it yesterday but now I'm thinking more clearly and I agree with and appreciate the replies.
No. 2481510
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>>2481494Stop listening to depressing lolcow music all day and put on something energetic and motivating anon
No. 2481630
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my jaw wont unlock (tmj) and i already took ibuprofen an hour ago holy fuck help me nonnas. i can't afford to go to the doctor
No. 2481641
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>kind of want to see a movie
>only screening is late and I'm already exhausted from my week so far
>start imagining myself sitting alone in a dingy theater on a weekday night to see an anime screening and now I feel even worse
>if I go I'll feel like a tired and friendless loser, if I don't go I'll still feel like shit but also more insecure
fuck
No. 2481783
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the local homeless guy tried jerking off during my shift, he stared at me intensely while I pretended to ignore him and he turned around. My manager told him to get out and I saw him zipping up his pants. I fucking hate my job
No. 2481883
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After realizing I'll never be happy because of the body I inhabit I've decided to kill myself for real this time. I sealed my bedroom with electrical tape and lit up some charcoal in a mini grill. See you later in the isekai world nonnas. this world sucked.