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No. 2470733

A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.

Previous vent thread:
>>>/ot/2460876


Follow all the /ot/ board rules & do not reply to bait.

Please, do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all.

No. 2470739>>2470743

Change the ai shit thread op

No. 2470740>>2470743

>>2470733
ai threadpic yuck

No. 2470743>>2470754>>2470810

>>2470739
>>2470740
Didn’t realize it was AI thought it was just a cute cat

No. 2470751

Gotta love when my friend initiates a hangout day at my house and then spends most of it on the phone with other people. I shouldn't have enough time to go on my computer to bitch about it on lolcor, but. She might not even notice if I sneak out and leave her alone in here.

No. 2470754

>>2470743
You can still change it nona

No. 2470794>>2470866

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Last thread I vented about being unable to do my hair up with a hairstick/hairpin because I've been eyeing some really pretty ones. I decided to try searching up ideas for how to accomplish it in Japanese since Japanese women have smooth straight hair texture more similar to mine while most of the white girls making online tutorials seem to have thicker hair with more curl and body. I did find people with similar complaints and apparently those videos with girls making cute hair styles are fucking bullshit???
>"the pins are decorative you're not supposed to make the style with them"
>"I had my hair done by professionals they used U-pins to make the style, the hair stick was just an ornament"
>"realistically the styles done in those old dramas would be held together with thread/ribbon the stick is just for fashion"

So it seems if you have the right hair texture you won't need additional tools but in countries where these styles and pins actually originate you're not actually expected to accomplish the style with the pin alone, I'm guessing now that a lot the videos I saw were either aspirational content not really meant to be instructive. I feel like such a fool.

No. 2470808

You know what? I hate being treated the way I am by older people in the workplace and by my own family. For some reason, I have just become a community punching bag for people. I don't know why I have become this to them, I try to set boundaries with them, but apparently I haven't done something right because I'm still the one receiving snide comments when I know if I gave them a fraction of the shit they gave me I'd never hear the end of it.

No. 2470810>>2470812

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>>2470743
>didn't realize it was AI

No. 2470812

>>2470810
fucking KEKK

No. 2470814

i wanted to get my friends present done by her birthday in a few days but im too depressed to do anything. i wish i wasnt so worthless seriously

No. 2470821>>2470825

A family member back home passed away. It’s killing me being away from everyone. I asked the only other family member I have in this country if she’d wanna spend at least a day at my place; she said no because “my friends would do a better job helping me grieve”. She doesn’t even know what kind of relationship I havr with my friends, cool, very cool.

No. 2470825

>>2470821
Oh nona I’m so sorry.

No. 2470826

Non ai threadpic : >>2470819

No. 2470859

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our cookie dough was wasted, now i feel like a big retard who deserves to be locked in one of these

No. 2470860

They say "just ignore them" when you get screamed at/provoked/harassed but that's bullshit. If you ignore them they'll see it as another slight.

No. 2470864

sometimes i'm ashamed to be in love with you. i wish you would grow up and stop acting like a teenager. the things that you fill your time with when im not around are an embarrassment and a stain on your character. im taken aback by how immature you and by the people you aim to impress. theyre children. youre a child. i do not see these things in you when we are together so it is especially shocking when i'm reminded. i almost don't want you to touch me anymore. the thought makes me feel gritty and unclean. find some self respect before you come back to me.

No. 2470866>>2470923

>>2470794
I got straight waist length asian hair and love wearing hair sticks. I got 2 matching hair sticks gifted from my husband but usually only use 1 and have no clue what to do with the other one. The trick is to tightly wound hair, spin it into a figure 8, then tuck and weave/sew it with your scalp hair at a horizontal angle. The tighter the better. Takes some time to get used to and weirdly enough oiling your hair before then makes it easier? Which sounds counterintuitive but I swear it works. I have no clue how to tuck the ends in but at least it is held up by one stick, you can even do it with a pencil or chopstick too once you get the muscle memory down.

No. 2470874

Wearing glasses and having them stick right to your nose bridge because you have a button nose sucks ass. I feel solidarity for black and east asian wearers of glasses sometimes kek

No. 2470878>>2470895

My clit/hood is lightly bleeding and im going to fucking kill myself about it because i do NOT want to go to the doctors. I do not feel comfortable with anyone but me looking at my vagina. Fucking hell i havent even been masturbating so what is even happening to me

No. 2470891

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Awful threadpic. Already having a shit day

No. 2470895>>2470902

>>2470878
girl what. can you see a small cut or any abrasions? if so as long as the bleeding is light it should be fine to be left alone to heal on its own. but if this is apropos of nothing and the blood is phantom in nature you must seek help.

No. 2470899

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I hate being so fucking tired I hate being chronically ill this fucking sucks so much I need to shower and I still can barely get out of bed. I’ve been forcing myself to go for walks and Im just making myself worse not better. I’m always tired it feels like I have the fucking flu when I don’t. I’m not fat. I don’t eat like shit, I drink lots of water. My stimulant just makes me more tired but also gives me insomnia cause it makes my heartrate go up super high. I hate these episodes. Let me out of this husk. I just want to have the energy to shower regularly and go for walks. The only silver lining is I can at least still brush my stupid teeth. Taking care of myself is so exhausting, I’m like the worst exotic pet and I never even wanted to own something like my own human body. Such a hassle.

No. 2470900

I feel trapped inside. I’m really upset and I hate my father so much. It’s really difficult to be alive. I just feel like I want to leave this life I can’t take it anymore. I’m really sad and depressed. Or maybe because I’m about to get my period

No. 2470901

Why am I supposed to disprove your bullshit paranoid schizo shit about me? You dickride the justice system and police, you should at least know the burden of proof lies on you.

No. 2470902>>2470924

>>2470895
I dont know i just saw the blood while wiping on the toilet. My clit was sore/sensitive all day and the very light blood only came now on the TP

No. 2470923

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>>2470866
That was something I read too, that when these types of hairstyles were more commonly worn women would usually apply pomade into the hair but people don't really do that anymore. Personally I will probably still buy the hairpins but I will use them decoratively and will style and pin the hair with something else instead of using the hairpin as the only method of securing the hair. I practiced some two hours last night to little success and this morning I was horrified to discover how much hair I'd pulled out with the stick. I think my scalp is either really delicate or my hair roots are shallow, I need to twist the pin very, very tightly for the hairstyle to not fall apart but that tension pulls out hair. I might try again with hair pomade in case it lets me accomplish the same styles with less tension.

No. 2470924

>>2470902
so do some investigative research nonny. if you're flexible get down in there. if not grab a mirror. this is serious business.

No. 2470925

i am venting about the same person i always vent about. do you know how gross this woman is? the upstairs bathroom is essentially hers other than the shower, i barely do anything in the upstairs bathroom other than shower.
well the other day i had to pee badly and downstairs bathroom was taken so i go upstairs, theres no fucking soap. like REALLY empty, i replace it for her, another i had to pee again, so i go upstairs and theres no tp, what the fuck has she been doing, how has she been washing her hands and wiping her ass if i wasnt there to replace them. today i went to shower and again theres no rolls wtf there in the closet. dont get me started on her sink area, its so dirty the sink bowl is disgusting, the counter is filled with all types of stains. its so fucking annoying to see a grown adult, 60+ act this gross. i cant stand this shit no more.

No. 2470928>>2472867

Fucking annoyed that no one actually taught me how different you actually feel during your period cycle and how fucking predictable it is when you track it. All I got was "oh it's normal to be moody or feel a bit off" but after tracking my symptoms… they're like clockwork! It would have saved me SO much energy and made planning so much easier my whole life if I had been taught to do this! There are very predicable days I have peak energy and do fine on 2-3h of sleep a night, and predictable days I need to sleep and rest all day. I used to panic when I had insomnia and couldn't sleep, now I know it's fine and I never needed it those days. And it sure as fuck would have been nice to know that I could predict that I will need 15h of sleep that day so I don't plan anything, and when I did plan something it would have been nice to know I'm not actually suddenly 10x weaker, 5kg heavier, and totally out of shape out of nowhere and that I will go back to normal in like 2-3 days.

No. 2470931>>2470952>>2471038

I purchased a somewhat rare plush from Singapore, and the person shipped the item through Singapore Post, however with my correct address but incorrect name. Also after it was shipped I found out that tracking for items shipped through Singapore Post pretty much ends once it reaches the destination country.

I've been anxiously waiting for maybe some sort of update to the shipping or it arriving in my mail for the past 3 days. Does anyone have any experience with Singapore Post shipping to the US?

If I don't get receive my item within the next week I'll pretty much just write the whole purchase as a loss.

No. 2470934

the hardest thing is that you only see what i can’t do for you. you are right that there is a lot i can’t do. what i can’t make you see is how much i wish i could do those things, that i’ve already thought of those things, that i dread telling you i don’t have an answer. you don’t realize that definitive answers are very rare. that’s not your fault. i would feel the same way. i wish i didn't have to come off as a hardass, i wish i could make all your pain go away, i wish i could heal everything. the human condition is really exhausting

No. 2470942

>>2470937
Her latest sheep got confiscated?

No. 2470952

>>2470931
As long as the address is correct you'll be fine.
…Unless you live in an apartment complex that turns away unknown names

No. 2470971

I think my eyedrops are making my eyelids droopy..

No. 2470989

my class homework only took half an hour to do but i put it off till the last minute because i'm so stressed out. again.

No. 2470999>>2471002

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so depressed that i can't even find relief with an orgasm. what a pathetic life

No. 2471002>>2471007

>>2470999
is that dog day

No. 2471007

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No. 2471015>>2471595

I do NOT want to go to bed, I want to stay up and do artwork but I try to go to bed when my boyfriend does so I don't become nocturnal. I literally could stay up until 2am with no effort and wake up at 8am and do it all over again, but I'd die at 40. I hate going to sleep, I have no issues falling asleep though. It just feels like that time could be used better since I'm not a physical person anyway.

No. 2471025

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>>2470946

No. 2471030

>>2471023
all of them are "ruined" and there's nothing pleasurable about it at all

No. 2471038

>>2470931
singpost is quite shit but if there are any issues with delivery it will be because of other issues and not because of an incorrect name

No. 2471039>>2471055>>2471061>>2471129

The more I learn japanese the more i realize its such a stupid fucking language
Shouldve simplified this shit like koreans did instead of this bastardized chinese that even your own natives cant master

No. 2471055

>>2471039
I wanna learn conversational Japanese but I have no desire to ever be literate enough to read anything but the most basic Japanese ever. Just seems like a pain in the ass. Medieval people usually spoke like a bunch of languages and sometimes weren’t literate in any of them so why can’t I just learn a language to speak? Fuck reading and writing

No. 2471060>>2471061>>2471083>>2472551

nonas, i'm destroyed right now. my dad was sick on and off during march, but yesterday he was feeling quite unwell and today he's in the hospital receiving treatment for three blood clots in his lungs. he was looking quite unwell from a short call we had this afternoon. this truly upsets me. my dad is such a cornerstone of my life, he's someone who's always there for a chat or anything. i just hope he gets well soon, i'm absolutely not ready to lose him.

No. 2471061>>2471067>>2471129

>>2471039
Hiragana and katakana are fine it's just kanji that's a pain.

>>2471060
I hope he gets well soon!

No. 2471067

>>2471061
tysm nonita ilu.

No. 2471083>>2471651

>>2471060
Sending you and your dad the wellest of wishes nonny. It’s really scary when our parents go through stuff like this and it sounds like you were both caught off guard. Look on the bright side that he sought care rather than ignoring it and is getting the care he needs to recover. I hope he starts feeling better again soon because of it. ♥

No. 2471087

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I have a massive crush on an ugly scrote just because he's short, has buckteeth, round frameless glasses and this type of haircut. Bitch has the profile of a hasburg but everything else about him is so fucking cute it makes up for his fucked up genetics. Its driving me nuts, i am so wildly attracted to him but he's so objectively ugly. I have been talking about him to a friend and she's going to bully me to death if she ever sees how he actually looks. I have never felt attraction towards a scrote before so i am ashamed that my first crush is towards this faces of incest reject.

No. 2471121

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It has been a difficult week but the update and tunesday made it all worthwhile

No. 2471129

>>2471039
>>2471061
irony here is that part of the reason kanji was reintroduced to japanese in order to make it more difficult for koreans to learn.
>>2471109
japanese has tones too, just less. pitch accent is tones i am a native speaker, fight me.

No. 2471385>>2471400

Whenever I see overachiever women claiming they have 3 young kids, a business and being idk a med student on top of that I'm like what's the fucking point of all that lol. Yes another example of the good hardworking woman while the father of her children probably does jackshit outside of his job. And I'm kinda tired of these traumatized workaholic women raising the standards so high for everyone else, like there's a reason why men are allowed to laze around on weekends while women must always do something. And you can tell they're always so bitter when it comes to women who date rich men and are spoiled by them, like saying those women are just entitled sluts who don't work hard like they do kek. I

No. 2471400

>>2471385
>I
You tell em nona

No. 2471408>>2471409>>2471413>>2471445>>2471523>>2471577>>2471584>>2471609

What's the obsession with cats in this godforsaken site, man. I'm not even a dogfag, but why are there so many cat thread pics? It's getting old

No. 2471409>>2471411

>>2471408
Who gives a fuck.

No. 2471411

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No. 2471413

>>2471408
Cause cats are gorgeous

No. 2471428

I feel like a huge fuckup, left my meds at home and had a bad flare-up on a day neither me nor my bf wanted to be out. I thought we'd have a nice day at the beach but the place we went to wasn't great, my feet were killing me, I felt horrible when I got back, and bf felt bad feeling like he caused it. Stupid drama at work the whole week so I said I wanted to leave, which also made him feel like he couldn't comfort me. I thought we had an ok conversation later even though I cried about a lot of bullshit. People being shitty to me at work isn't his fault. Had an absolutely horrible finance advisor meeting, the moid running it blew up at me for not wanting their managed fund account, then just said I was a shit investor and ended the meeting. That's not even me being dramatic, it was easily the worst and most bizarre meeting I've had just for accounting shit. Now I can't find a doctor even through my insurance for general practice, and I don't want to try going through an ER or some shit for cancer screenings. Bf is planning a birthday trip I think without me now but it's the first I've heard of it but I doubt I'm invited. I'm not fun to be around and this week has been complete trash. It's his birthday anyway but he hasn't responded about me booking dinner for him, but I'm glad I didn't if he's just going to fuck off. I wish I had more support. I'm trying, he's trying, and I'm just having a bad time.

No. 2471435

sometimes i feel like if i quit posting on lc the site will instantly die because every thread i post in is like me and 1 other person talking back and forth, 2 if we're lucky

No. 2471445

>>2471408
hijack the next one, install dog hegemony the way borzois did in the hate threads

No. 2471479>>2471522

Sometimes I can't tell whether I was actually abused or whether I'm being dramatic and narcissistic. And people always say thinking that way is a sign of being abused but I was honestly a piece of shit during my younger years and most likely satisfied the criteria for NPD.

No. 2471522

>>2471479
What happened to you?

No. 2471523

>>2471408
Because cats are cute. Personally it is my goal to be an old cat lady too so I'm starting early.

No. 2471527

Why does this absolute bottom of the barrel moid have such a hold on me. I don't even want to describe him, he's so incredibly low value and I know I could get someone better, yet I keep seeing him.

No. 2471533

Day 9 of no hot water in my apartment. My landlord "needs a part" and apparently that's why it's taken more than a week to get it fixed. What's even the point of paying rent if I don't have access to hot water? This is the third time in a year that the hot water went out for more than a week. I'm annoyed.

No. 2471536

I wish I was pretty. I basically look like the female version of my dad, it's awful. We are both short and stocky with a wide face and wide nose. Disliking the way I look is nothing new for me I've been looking kind of like a middle aged wine mom without wrinkles since puberty and I am now in my mid twenties. I guess I'll just have to accept that I will never be cute and just remain a middle aged wine mom

No. 2471538>>2471587

Just found out my bf got an only fans for belle delphine and I am no longer attracted to him < / 3(emoji)

No. 2471557>>2471583

I hate that my corporate job requires me to do presentations. I hate preparing them, I hate performing them, I hate having to fill dead air because nobody wants to be there LEAST of all me. Just god fucking damnit.

No. 2471577

>>2471408
That pic is most definitely not a cat kek

No. 2471583

>>2471557
Same, kek. It’s so silly because a lot of these presentations we do virtually, and you can tell everyone on the call is doing something else while passively listening to the speaker. Those “this meeting could have been an email” memes are right.

No. 2471584

>>2471408
Is it your first day on the internet or something?

No. 2471587

>>2471538
Wow that is a nightmare. Honestly check his hard drive Nona. I can’t imagine him not being a pedo.

No. 2471595

>>2471015
>>I’m not a physical person anyway
what do you mean by this? Are you a ghost

No. 2471609>>2471614>>2471632>>2471874

Trying my best to shake off a childhood friend's crush on me. He is retardedly horny and I have zero sex drive. I've told him so many times I don't want to talk about shit related to cocks and pussy but he insists on sexualizing literally everything.
It's a new thing! He was never like this! But once I started showing interest in him, he started going haywire even when told to stop. "You just don't like it because you're on that extremist feminism forum all the time, aren't you?" Like bitchass, I am on there MAYBE once a day to check the artist salt thread at best hoooooly shit. He keeps using the fact that I come on here as justification for my opinions or takes to be discarded.
Shit, it isn't any surprise I come on here, and I made the mistake of screencapping some really good advice, pretending it was from 4chan, but the low reply numbers gave me away. "Is that lolcow". Like FUCK
I want to get rid of his smelly ass asap but he knows too much of my IRL identity. I am going to aim to make him lose interest by ignoring him online (we now live across the country from one another) and pray to god his dick falls off or something. What was I thinking being interested in this fuckhead? God I hate myself.
Between this and my family trying to drag me into drama, I sincerely consider necking myself all the time.
>>2471408
The internet's always had some sort of weird lean towards cats, even going as far as giving them dog personalities inaccurately to increase their desirability (in fiction). There is probably an explanation behind it on the internet as a whole, but lolcow, I presume, just abides by the internet bias towards cats. Current threadpic looks like a rodent though. Probably best to ignore it or grow a thicker skin by this point; it's inescapable, this cat bias kek

No. 2471613>>2471619>>2471626>>2471636>>2471665>>2471703>>2471753

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I hate wearing bras. I just took off mine and I'm not joking when I say I even feel like I look better without it, which is not true kek I have slightly big breasts so they definitely don't look better without support. I swear to God just feeling comfortable makes me perceive myself as looking better without it.

No. 2471614>>2471863

>>2471609
How did he know you post here

No. 2471619

>>2471613
Same I fucking hate them too since at my size the only ones that are available are granny bras or wire bras, I've stopped wearing them and only wear sports bras now (which kinda restrict my breathing but atleast I dont have a wire sticking in me)

No. 2471626

>>2471613
what a cathartic image.

No. 2471632

>>2471609
Pretend to die in an accident and ditch accounts

No. 2471636>>2471703

>>2471613
Me too nona. I’ve been wearing a bra for almost 20 years now because I have huge overfilled waterballoon boobs and it’s uncomfortable to both wear a bra and not wear a bra cause they’re so heavy

No. 2471651

>>2471083
tysm nonita mia. i'm traveling tomorrow home. my useless brother finally realized this is serious and he is already with my mum there. they'll be visiting him this morning. the worst part of this is that they need to move him back to my home country because if he has cancer (because they found some nodules here and there, but it's not conclusive until an oncologist checks him) he falls into free healthcare, compared to his current country of residence. the worst part is… the talk i'll have with my mum regarding her future. which is what scares me the most.

No. 2471665>>2471681

>>2471613
HATE them. I go without as often as I can get away with it. I have small boobs which makes it easier but sometimes I have to put a layer there to not look obscene. I've spoiled myself and become a creature of comfort, I hate wearing anything uncomfortable now and usually opt for loose or oversized things just so I can go braless. I feel like bras were designed by men to torture us. Burn them all

No. 2471681

>>2471665
I've b cups and only wear bralets now. I have two non wired clasp bralets I can wear for certain cuts of dresses/tops but I fucking hate bras too. They're just not comfortable

No. 2471703

>>2471636
>>2471613
Same. I take my bra off whenever I get home. Sadly i can only go braless when I am alone at home because I have a double G chest. I wanted to have a reduction since puberty and I hate it so much. Summer time is the worst because I sweat under my boobs and I uncomfortable with lighter clothes because I am scared of harassment and stares. I would never ever go braless in public because my chest is sagging because of it's size and I would just look like an obscene middle aged lady and get stared at. My back hurts and I just want a reduction.

No. 2471707

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I like sheer clothing as a concept but what pisses me off is brands will sell some cute pieces but absolutely nothing to layer it with. I don’t want to walk around in essentially my underwear but the actual dress could be really cool with other things to layer it with but I can’t fucking find anything. Everything’s so cheap that the thinner clothes are all see-through too. Give me a few sheer pieces and a few opaque ones to layer underneath for fuck’s sake.

No. 2471717>>2471816

Ugh the cat threadpic streak has been broken, very sad

No. 2471746

I made a really good friend from here and one day she just abandoned me after her boyfriend cheated on her. She told me it was because she felt like I had better people in my life. She never responded to me after I explained that wasn't the case. Of course it hurt me to be misunderstood but I hope she's doing okay these days.

No. 2471752>>2471757>>2471758>>2471810>>2471812

Why do men love voice notes so much? I hate when I get one because I know they expect me to send a voice note back, and if I don't they get salty. If I send a voice note I have to be completely alone, in my car driving or something. I can't just do it when I'm at work or shopping or sitting at home with my family. I hate it it drives me nuts and makes me feel like fuck great now I have to go sit somewhere private so I can respond to this voice note I guess

No. 2471753

>>2471613
i hate wearing bras and would avoid them entirely except clothing is so thin now and often is designed to be worn with a bra so it looks weird without. i usually stick to wear lounge bras (often size up too) or sports bras for comfort.

No. 2471755>>2471761

I feel really bummed out and sad all of a sudden. Maybe its because I took my SSRIs late yesterday. I feel like I could burst into tears any moment now and there's a hollowness in my chest.

No. 2471757

>>2471752
I saw someone say it’s because whatever shit they spout isn’t in writing but I feel that has to be bullshit because I think recordings are way more incriminatin. It’s probably because they’re illiterate and don’t want to spent the mental energy on actually typing something out kek.

No. 2471758

>>2471752
they like the sound of their own voice

No. 2471760

I cancelled on a friend tonight bc I wanted to get drunk and high and I am both, but now they're bored on their date and are about to drop in.. whyyyyy

No. 2471761>>2471774

>>2471755
Hope you feel better, try to do something nice for yourself.

No. 2471774

>>2471761
thank you Nona

No. 2471797>>2472102

I wish I didn’t care so much about what others think

No. 2471802

I don't want a rational healthy relationship I want my boyfriend to be checking in with me constantly
I don't have any agency or motivation to do anything when I'm alone, why can't he just spend all his time with me? I'm so jealous of couples that are joined at the hip, I'm jealous of people that still exist when they are alone, I hate myself I'm so boring

No. 2471808

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Had a meeting with my school’s counsellor today (therapy counsellor not advisor) and was telling her about this moid I’ve felt has targeted me and she immediately clocked him as Narcissistic. Normally I feel like that’s a bad sign from a therapist but he had a major death in the family a few months ago and I wonder if he talked to her and she knows who I’m talking about kek. It was nice hearing that I wasn’t crazy or reading into how he was operating too much.

No. 2471810

>>2471752
I actually think it's just laziness for most of them.

No. 2471812>>2471827

>>2471752
Personally i find that women tend to send voice notes more often.

No. 2471816

>>2471717
The pygmy possum suits the thread more because it looks depressed

No. 2471817

Even when I know my mind is playing tricks on me, I can’t help but feel like everyone around me hates me. I can’t even be myself with my closest ones because I fear they wouldn’t like me at all if they see how I truly am. Every time I tried to relax and basically go with the flow, someone pointed out how…difficult I was being. Distant. Secretive. As if I didn’t trust people enough to tell them about my worries. But when I do, they just can’t understand it because they say it’s too much. Then what am I supposed to do?
I hate my life. I hate the way I am. I hate the things I do, say or think. It’s a constant battle inside of me, and of course I can’t tell anyone about it because they can’t process that I’d rather be dead at this point, I’m just too coward to end it. I always search for some easy distractions (harmless ones of course), but it only goes to a point when I’m like “okay, what’s next”.
I feel like I’m playing a character all the time. One of my friends told me her and the other ones thought about me being a little bit like a bimbo, just because I’m joking all the time, I seem…quirky to them. Not suicidal. Not depressive. Quirky. That day I felt like something broke inside of me, even when I logically think they couldn’t know it and that’s basically the image I’m portraying and that makes me miserable. Still, it’s not their fault and it’s not their responsibility to take care of me like that, I’m the one who’s supposed to be doing it but I’m just so, so tired…

No. 2471827

>>2471812
Same, and I hate it.

No. 2471840>>2471843

Between the gynecologist that raped a woman and was left with no punishment and two college girls who were killed this week by a stalker and her ex boyfriend I feel really scared, sad and so mad. Mad at the injustice that we face for no reason, a college girl shouldn’t be stabbed by a scrote who had a crush on her , a college girl shouldn’t be killed and put in a fucking bag because her stupid ex couldn’t accept the break up and a woman shouldn’t go to the fucking doctor and be raped.
I hate it, I hate it, I hate these fucking scrotes, I hate them all.

No. 2471841

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I'm not a good student. I used to be before I graduated high school, but then I had a manic episode my first semester at University and had to drop out for a few years. I've tried since but I've never gotten the hang of uni/college. I'm doing certificates for a STEM field at a community college and I find myself being so lazy and procrastinating. But I'm just terrified of trying and failing. I'm scared of reaching out for help which doesn't help with networking for future career prospects. It's all online and I do better with in-person classes. I feel like I just hold myself back and self sabotage because I'm so scared to realize I'm not good enough even though I already am well aware I'm not.

No. 2471843>>2471845

>>2471840
And these are the only three stories I heard this week alone, every minute of the days there’s a woman facing death, rape, by the hands of fucking men. And the funny thing? When you point out that men kill women you are suddenly told that you are a stupid feminist and that it’s not all men. It is all men, fuck this shit, I’m tired.

No. 2471845

>>2471843
I was argued with this retard of a boyfriend of my friend about the law against femicide and the retard was complaining that it’s not fair since women and men are supposed to be equal, as if women aren’t almost always killed due to fucking misogyny, the last words a woman hears are often “bitch”, when a woman gets robbed and killed most of the time she’s also raped, when an intimate partner kills a woman is mostly because she wants to leave the relationship, it’s not equal and will never be until these types of killings stop. I wanted to stab him so bad nonnas. I’m so tired.

No. 2471854

I hate how needy my grandmother is. I feel bad because I know she's gonna die within the next decade or so and I should put in more effort but calling even once a week is really too much for me. And driving 3 hours round trip when I work, am in grad school, and have many obligations is also too much. I keep explaining that I interact with her more often than my own friends but she just doesn't care and calls me cold and heartless. I hate how she expects me to read her mind. She says one thing secretly hoping I'll say exactly the perfect thing in response. She used to disown me like once a year and my reaction was always "I'll respect your wishes," but apparently the correct answer was to grovel. How was I supposed to know? It just sucks because she is clearly mentally ill and so she fully believes all the batshit nonsense she convinces herself is true. I genuinely think she's a bippie who never grew out of it. She is so selfish and cruel but so convinced of her perpetual victimhood. Her logic is that if she lashed out horribly, it's actually your fault for pushing her there through your evil crime of not anticipating her feelings that are endlessly changeable and tumultuous. She still holds shit against my mom that my mom did when she was an actual toddler. I feel so much obligation to my grandmother because she took such good care of me when I was young. I sometimes wonder if that's just rose tinted glasses, but somehow I don't think I could take the realization that her love and affection were conditional from day 1. Of course she loved me as a baby, it is easy to love a baby. But as an adult, all I ever am is inadequate. And she never stops reminding me that I owe her, that I'm not living up to her kindness, that I am a taker who accepts and gives back nothing. Everything has strings attached. If you eat food she makes, you best believe she is tallying every bite and mentally scoring all the ways you've wronged her. I don't want her to die without things ever being fixed, but how can I fix it when she is so…the way she is.

No. 2471863

>>2471614
Someone posted fantastic advice in one of the threads and I screencapped it with the intention of pretending it was from 4chan. Apparently all of my moid friends knew about Lolcow from Kiwifarms, so he immediately clocked it as LC. It was some art advice…

No. 2471864

I started a new job recently and I feel like an imposter or a fraud it’s nerve wracking

No. 2471869>>2471885>>2471888

Gonna sound like an omega giga puta retard but I’m learning a new language and I have to re-learn how to consciously recognize verbs/adjectives/nouns/etc… been speaking English all my life so after learning that grammar as a toddler its just second nature so idk how to know if that makes sense. Hope I pick it up quickly because I feel real dumb rn

No. 2471874>>2472163

>>2471609
>Willingly sends a screencap of a post from LC to a MOID
What…? Zoomers are seriously so stupid. Why would you EVER send a photo of LC to a scrote? Learn2gatekeep

No. 2471885

>>2471869
I don't think you sound like an omega giga puta retard at all, it's hard to learn new languages
I've been slowly trying to learn spanish and it's so much easier to read/write than it is to speak/listen because I have to actually think about what each individual word is and it's translation lol

No. 2471888

>>2471869
That's normal don't worry

No. 2471908>>2471914>>2471919

It's so frustrating that my dad tries to make me do my "mother's chores" when she's gone and scares me because we both know he could beat me to become unrecognizable and I would be the one punished if I tried to defend myself. I know people make fun of daddy issues a lot especially on this site but the other day I saw a video of a little girl slipping on ice and laughing her heart out and looking for her dad and knowing he'll get her up by hugging her and it made me so sad and I really wanted to go back in time, get a completely different father and experience a safe and loved childhood. I grew up scared of him when he was there (he was mostly absent) and I didnt even realize fathers could be loving and show affection till I grew up and saw my friends have normal relationships with them. My mom ignored me and didn't let me go out so much that I developed a phobia of outside and that maladaptive daydreaming thing. I would do anything to restart life with a loving family.

No. 2471912

To say I’m a pig would be an understatement

No. 2471914>>2471954

>>2471908
>could beat me to become recognizable

Nona you should get a pair of scissors, break them in half, and keep one of the scissor blades on your pocket or nearby in case that asshole tries to hurt you.

No. 2471919>>2471954

>>2471908
Damn nona, do they make fathers like this in a factory? I still can't see videos of fathers being kind to their young daughters without getting insanely sad for days. Whenever I think I'm over it, something happens to remind me that I'm not over it at all. My father was mostly a ghost, but when he was there, it was to terrorize me. My mother cared more about pleasing him than protecting me. I was also very sheltered and isolated and retreated into my own head. All I can tell you is that moving far, far, far away from my father improved my happiness almost immediately. You need to get out of there as soon as possible. The thing is when this is your normal, you can start to get used to it and even think it's not that big of a deal to be terrified and anxious all the time, but it is a big deal and you will never be happy or feel safe until you've left. Once you're gone, you will feel sad for the version of you who was trapped there. You have to free yourself.

No. 2471954

Thank you both for your replies nonnas. Being heard already eases my pain.
>>2471914
If I hurt him physically or kill him, I will be done worse to. I know retaliating seems like a good option to show myself to him as a threat but it will do me worse because of him and because of my culture. I think I will still keep a half scissor with me though, maybe I'll have to use it.
>>2471919
We really get each other nonna. I'm planning on moving out but because of rent prices and minimum wage not catching up to needs I'm losing hope in doing so soon. I will keep trying though.

No. 2471976>>2471980>>2472000

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No one laughed at my joke. I hate not being funny.

No. 2471980>>2471983

>>2471976
I laugh for you even if I don't know what the joke is. god speed nona

No. 2471983

>>2471980
Thank you nona. Thank you very much. I worked really hard on making it.

No. 2471987>>2471995>>2472108

I was literally walking on the Main Street, tell me why there was a woman giving a blowjob to a scrote in plain sight. So fucking gross, are these those voyeurs? People are so weird.

No. 2471992

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I accidentally said a microagression to a coworker showing his music to the office because i thought of peenus’s fucking obsession with rap (he made country and choir music…) i hate my fucking life

No. 2471995

>>2471987
They can literally get arrested for that

No. 2472000>>2472058

>>2471976
What's preferable: being surrounded by mental defectives with no sense of humour, or being surrounded by brown-nosing sycophants that laugh at something that they don't understand?

No. 2472011>>2472032

I don't really care for vaginas and reading threads about fake lesbians on here makes me stress about it. I love women, I can only imagine a future with a woman, I want to please women sexually and I want them to please me but if I could do so without having to involve vaginas I think I'd prefer it. I have really weird complexes about my own vag honestly, my pussy is completely normal but somehow I convinced myself as a teen that it was disgusting and wrong in some way, and I think that carried over into adulthood. I should probably go to therapy but no way I'm talking to a shrink about pussies kek

No. 2472025

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>Make pin for desktop easy for mom to remember
>She still asks for the pin because she can't be assed to remember
This wouldn't piss me off as badly if she didn't spout the bullshit she watches 24/7 easily off the top of her head. She can easily remember that garbage but a 4 digit pin that was the same pin we used for the keypad to the garage for 18 years is too hard to remember. I want to give her clown shoes.

No. 2472032

>>2472011
>could do so without having to involve vaginas I think I'd prefer it.
I’ll drown in this pussy kek. Maybe you have sort of like an internalized misogyny.

No. 2472058

>>2472000
>brown-nosing sycophants that laugh at something that they don't understand
I mean yeah to be fair, I had a friend that was always like that and that's one of the reasons I'm not friends with her anymore. I'm getting way too old for those things so I would prefer being surrounded by a bunch of friends telling me "Fuck you" rather than acting like scared timid nutballs around me. I can't even make a joke in response or take it in stride with a person like that. I need to at least vibe with someone. I've always hated how most of my friends have ended up being overly timid, overly-agreeable weasles.

No. 2472059

Medical insurace goes higher and higher every year yet they stop supporting more and more medications. I can’t get my astma inhaler. It used to be free now I’ll have to cough till I die because I wont pay that much money when I already pay so much fucking money for medical and social that I can’t afford basic shit.

No. 2472102

>>2471797
others don't really spend that much time thinking about you so don't worry about it

No. 2472108

>>2471987
you should have called the police and had them arrested

No. 2472151

lately i feel less empathetic and motivated. i dont think its depression, maybe something with sleep or vitamins, but i just dont feel as bubbly. i think my dopamien is all screwed up too. i exercise and set goals but it doesnt feel like enough and im stressed with assignments. i really want to gain more discipline and do things i love again but piling so much on myself day to day just doesnt help. im also so prone to distractions these days i dont get it. when i was younger i was more disciplined and i really hope to get back to that somehow. im really upset at myself.

No. 2472152

wow everything is annoying today

No. 2472163>>2472875>>2472901

>>2471874
I'm not a Zoomer, but nice try. It was the most generic advice about art, not some super hidden deeplore about moids. From artist to artist it was well-meant.

No. 2472164>>2472198

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I have my first exam in 20 days and i am not fucking ready. I skipped most classes because despite signing up for in person classes the scrote teacher is a lazy fuck and most classes are through zoom, and i fucking despise zoom. I wish i had never signed up for college, i hate it so fucking much it sucks asssss.

No. 2472197

I can't pull a straight line I don't know how I can imagine being a famous artist, and this leads me not practicing at all because it feels all useless if I'm not the best and I really suck actually.

No. 2472198

>>2472164
This post is great news. You've identified the problem 20 days out. You have time to study and take notes every single day and still sleep on the info and absorb it. If you let this feeling scare you into action, you can still put work in toward a good score, and if you let this feeling scare you into not procrastinating in the future, you can be a better person than the rest of us. good luck on the exam nona

No. 2472218

It’s getting warmer and warmer and I’m panicking. I hate the summer and spring time. They’ll definitely get suspicious if I keep wearing the same long sleeved shirts all the time. I need to figure out which of my other shirts are “safe” enough that no one sees the scars. Why did I do it? I know why I did it of course, and it felt good in the moment. I’m torn between wanting to stop completely, knowing that I ruined my own body, and doubling down and getting worse.

What if they know? I know they’ll have to know eventually but like all of my secrets I’m waiting until it’s too late and it becomes a shock. I can handle disappointment and I’m used to that, but I don’t want them to get angry or cry because of me. That’ll just make it worse and I’ll want to do it again. I’m in the cycle now and a part of me wants to get worse, do it bad enough to the point that I’m hospitalized if that means finally getting the mental help I need. But the rational part of me says no. Getting sent to the psych ward would be an inconvenience and I don’t want to deal with the embarrassment of having to explain to my boss why I can’t work or why I’d have to quit my job. I can’t believe I’m 22. I feel like I need to pull my shit together and stop being a stupid teenager.

No. 2472223>>2472226>>2472261>>2472269>>2472753

Im so exhausted with my BDD. Actually ugly or not, it doesn't matter- it's consuming my life. I know my worth isn't determined by my looks, but as soon as I step out in public- especially with my better looking partner– i realize my humor or intelligence or kindness doesn't matter. I wish I could be perceived only by these qualities. Maybe then, I'd be okay looking.
I have enough money right now to afford certain procedures, and emotions are overriding logic hardcore. I know it'd be a shallow pursuit- I know i might end up feeling worse. But life is short and if I have the opportunity to feel better– even for just one day, and about only one of my deformities- I'll take it. I don't care what anyone thinks.

No. 2472226

>>2472223
You are way more likely to feel worse about yourself than better after cosmetic surgery nonna. You don't have to be pretty to be worthy. Unattractive women make the world go round.

No. 2472251>>2472272>>2472276

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my contact lens is stuck under my eyelid AGAIN god damn it when will I LEARN

No. 2472261

>>2472223
you already have a partner so you won already, who cares

No. 2472269

>>2472223
BDD sounds rough, but I don't think it's a good idea to get work done when you have a skewed self perception. It makes you ripe for upselling and exploitation by greedy doctors who will more than likely fuck your shit up, and it's hard to come back from that. Whatever you do, don't get dermal fillers, at least.

No. 2472272>>2472285

>>2472251
How does this even happen, nona? Does it happen when you sleep with them in?
https://www.bbc.com/news/health-40630852
Have this story I think about every time I read about contact lenses.

No. 2472276>>2472285

>>2472251
I HATE THIS FEELING i'm sorry

No. 2472285

>>2472272
It happens when I rub my eyes. It just takes a bunch of eyedrops and pressure to get it to slide back down again but it's so annoying. That story is messed up.
>>2472276
thank you nonnie

No. 2472292

I recently submitted a tip to the fbi but I feel like they didn't take it seriously. The person abruptly hung up and told me "we have enough information." It makes me think they must've thought I was submitting this tip out of revenge or something. But I even submitted the tip with my full personal information because of the seriousness of the matter. I'm wondering if I should gather photographic evidence and send it through email so they can see I'm not crazy or something.

No. 2472307>>2472755

dread consumes my life. it's worse than actually experiencing the thing, most of the time. it's like i try to feel as bad as possible to prepare myself for it.

No. 2472366>>2472379

I have to pay almost $2k in taxes because of my dad keeping me on his insurance and getting a tax credit out of it. I had health insurance with my employer that entire time. The $2k is going to have to come out of my life savings and my dad has zero empathy for me, a 26 year old, now having to repay a tax credit that he obtained.
I am legitimately thinking of cutting my dad off over this. I know it’s stupid but how can you pass on a $2k cost to your kid whose rent is half that cost and tell them that this is called “being an adult” when you fucked your own kid over. Seriously wondering if I could take him over to court over this or report him to the IRS for making me pay his tax credits back myself.

No. 2472372>>2472495

I'm too scared to check my emails to see if I was accepted or rejected by law schools.

No. 2472379>>2472423

>>2472366
>this is called “being an adult”
Being an adult would be him amending his tax return
Is it possible to get out of this filing your own 8962 since you only used your own health insurance plan? I would content an accountant about this, there has to be a way to prove that it's not your liability.

No. 2472394>>2472400

I fucking want to kill myself, I don't know why I trust anything I'm this retarded country, what the fuck is wrong with me? This is the second time I've fucked up because I thought shit works and it costed money.
I wanted to buy some medicines and the retarded app canceled the order after I paid, so now I've basically lost almost 80 dollars in medicines and no one is answering anything.
I will just kill myself, that's it, it's going to be cheaper than being retarded so often.

No. 2472400>>2472407

>>2472394
Anon no. Idk if you're joking or venting or whatever but money comes and goes. You only have one life and it's very precious. Don't kys

No. 2472407>>2472415

>>2472400
Nonna, you won't believe what just happened, it's weird as fuck, I don't know if I got paid or something, but I received more than the money I threw away even though customer service didn't reply to me. I'm still talking to the costumer service dude to see what's going on and if I can get my money back because like, damn, it was a lot of money and it was a particular amount, and what I received was more than what I spent, so I'm pretty sure I got paid and the owner of the place I work at didn't tell me so.

No. 2472415

>>2472407
The update that no one asked for, I ordered the medicines by using another payment method and the customer service moid closed the chat and didn't answer anything at all???? So I guess I did get paid because the amount is close to what I'm supposed to get paid after almost a month of work at my workplace and it's really far away from what I paid, like, what I received was around 100 dollars and what I paid was around 80 dollars.

No. 2472420

I want to finally let my dad know one of his friends touched me inappropriately when I was a kid. I’ve never told anyone. I don’t know why I waited this long. I want to tell my stepmom first and have her tell him because it’s just so embarrassing to say to him even though his sicko friend should be the one who is ashamed. I know my dad will be fucking pissed at the guy and believe me. I should’ve said something back then but if they’re still friends I think he should know what a creep that guy is. He’s gonna be really angry (not at me) but maybe it will make me feel better in some way to not have this secret.

No. 2472423

>>2472379
Kek Nona, I’m going to try to contest it with this sus accountant he put me in touch with. Might have to pay even more to find someone competent enough to figure this out and then take him to court to foot the expenses. He told me there would be no issues with keeping this insurance policy and now I’m the one who’s stuck paying back the tax credits he obtained. Of course he already filed his taxes so he could get his big payout from the health insurance specifically—the same one that I have to pay $2k towards now.

No. 2472428>>2472513>>2472521>>2472528>>2472992

I saw a dog get hit by a car today and stayed with him while he died and i cannot get over it

No. 2472438

I am still working on my essay about stardoll but it's so hard because i have a deep attachment to the game and seeing how neglected it is now honestly makes me kind of emotional. I used to dream about working for stardoll when i was a child. Going onto the stardoll reddit made things even worse because i see people with the same emotional attachment to the game as i do. I can't accept that the game is dead, i still keep having hope that one day a company will buy stardoll and breathe new life into it. It's dumb, but i am so fucking mad and upset about this and right now i am holding myself from alogging the dipshit greedy pig ceo. He better hope i never go to sweden, that's all i can say.

No. 2472495>>2472518

>>2472372
I still haven't checked

No. 2472513>>2472814

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>>2472428
I'm so sorry nona, but it was so kind of you to stay with the dog. I'm hopeful it had some comfort and peace before it went knowing someone close cared.

No. 2472518>>2472571

>>2472495
It's been another hour. I promised I wouldn't go to sleep until I checked my email. I'm so sleepy, but I'm also scared of checking.

No. 2472521>>2472814

>>2472428
what you did was very hard, and very noble. that dog needed you and you were there for him. you can't imagine how much of a comfort you were. the pain and grief you are experiencing is proof of your heart and your humanity. if you can, you should go back to that spot and leave a little demarcation, like a rock or something, in honor of the dog, for his memory and your closure.

No. 2472522

I’m about to have a fucking mental breakdown I swear to god… I was so looking forward for it to get warmer so I could bring out my skirts and dresses, and today would have been the perfect opportunity - but I look like shit in all of them. It’s not like I’ve gained weight (even lost a bit last couple of months), I’ve just struggled a bit more each year with my body image and last couple of years have been fucking awful. I fucking hate my body, I hate that I feel dumb and ugly on everything except for oversize clothes that hide fucking everything. Even then I feel like I look off. I can’t even get help because I’m at a normal weight, they don’t even entertain the thought that my body image causes me a lot of fucking distress. Same with my friends when it gets brought up, I don’t understand why they don’t believe me because it’s not as if I’ve ever lied about anything else but apparently the thought of me hating my body to the point of breaking down is somehow unbelievable to them. Somehow, that hurts more than being denied mental health treatment for this shit.

No. 2472528>>2472814

>>2472428
Jesus nonna, that is horrible. I cannot even imagine how hard seeing that. You staying with him was so brave, I am sure the dog appreciated it. It didn't have to part from this world alone.

No. 2472529>>2472534

I hate having heavy periods. Dressing up and doing my makeup is not fun when I'm wearing two big pads like a diaper. I'm self conscious and I think people can just tell I'm uncomfortable in a cute outfit because I'm bleeding to death and low energy.

No. 2472534

>>2472529
Me too. It's actually awful. I also constantly check to see if I leaked.

No. 2472551

>>2471060
Nona I hope your dad gets well soon! I’m in a similar spot with my dad. He had a blood clot in his lungs last fall and now he’s fighting lung cancer on top of his copd. One thing I have to remind myself is that the hospital is the best place he can be because it’s where he can get the treatment he needs. He was able to recover from the blood clot, so I hope your dad can too! I’m rooting for your dad and you. You’re not alone nona. I saw your other reply about your mom and brother and relate heavily on that front too. Just remember, they are adults and you don’t have to figure everything out for them. Give yourself grace, do what you can to help, spend time with your dad, and remember that you are just one person who needs to take care of yourself too. I hope the nodules are benign nona. You’ll get through this. Just take it one day at a time and ask for help when you need it!

No. 2472571>>2472581

>>2472518
another two hours and I still haven't checked

No. 2472581>>2472590

>>2472571
just look nona

No. 2472590>>2472605>>2472628

>>2472581
I'm too scared

No. 2472605>>2472837

>>2472590
It won't be that bad. Trust me I get scared shitless that I leave something unread for fucking months (telling myself the anxiety is irrational doesn't help either actually) but when I do open it, it tends to be fine

No. 2472606>>2472620

I need to work out more. This is actually ridiculous, me getting huffy and puffy after walking up some stairs. Yes I carry heavy bags around outside but still. I need to adapt and not die of exhaustion.

No. 2472620>>2472622

>>2472606
More exercise is always good, but check iron levels and try multivitamin. When I had low iron, my blood cells literally could not physically carry enough oxygen for me. So you get out of breath quickly doing basic tasks and take more than a bit to recover.

No. 2472622

>>2472620
Yeah that's probably true too. And some vitamin C, I definitely need that shit

No. 2472628>>2472837

>>2472590
I love you anon. This happens to me since forever and I go on for weeks , sometimes months without checking my messages. It’s so stupid but I’ll go hungry for days because I’m too scared to check my inbox for people interested in commissioning me. It fucking sucks but please remember that it’ll suck more the more time passes. I try to tell myself, do I want to go through something absolutely terrifying (checking inbox) or do I want to go through something even more absolutely terrifying (checking inbox in three days, leaving people to wait for even more time and therefore making myself even more stressed)? The Current You is you from the future, you’ve been given the chance to go back to the past and check your inbox before it becomes even worse and break the cycle. Lucky you! You’ll do it now and you’ll feel much better afterwards. You’ve done it before and you can do it now, too. Don’t waste this precious chance. I believe in you.

No. 2472653

It could be worse but at least your loser ex boyfriend wasn't obsessed with social status and broke up with you because he wished to date a popular girl in order to raise his own ego and because he was convinced popularity is evidence someone has a good character cause a lot of people like them lol

No. 2472659>>2472688

I'm mentally retarded and I know so because I want an abusive relationship with a woman twice my age.
>inb4 you're romanticizing!!1!
I know what I like, leave me alone. I've been a victim of DM and I'd do it again.

No. 2472664

I don't seem to get very achey in the days following going to the gym and it makes me feel like I haven't done good enough. I'm doing 10 reps for 4 sets on everything and really pushing and sometimes struggling with the last few reps on every set so I know it's heavy enough and it's annoying. I want to BURN

No. 2472688>>2472738>>2472752

>>2472659
Not a vent

No. 2472721>>2472727

I’m so fucking depressed. Every year it’s getting worse. I genuinely don’t feel like a living breathing person I’m just the ghost of a being. I just want to get away from this life. I wake up every day and just want to fucking die as soon as I open my eyes. I don’t have anything worth living for. My life is a complete waste. And every month I get terrified because my pmdd will make me a million times more miserable and suicidal. One of the worst feelings is probably knowing how you’d be happier if that one thing happened but you don’t know how to get there. (For me it’s leaving my shithole country and with that my dysfunctional family). The thought of continuing my life like this is making me wanna vomit every time and it will probably be my final push someday.

No. 2472726

I refuse to die a virgin but men around me are so fucking ugly holy shit. Why are good looking men so hard to find? i dont even want chad i just want sid from skins. Its literally impossible to find modern moids with longish hair. Fuck soccer players and faggots for making the hitler youth haircut popular with scrotes.

No. 2472727>>2472732>>2472740

>>2472721
You need meds or else youll end up like me cant even eat food or get out of bed

No. 2472732>>2472756

>>2472727
Nta but I've heard meds make things worse

No. 2472738

>>2472688
It's a cry for help

No. 2472740>>2472756

>>2472727
Was on meds years back because I was becoming almost catatonic but I was just a complete zombie in the worst way possible and then I switched to different one and it was a bit better. So far I’m functional enough to mostly fulfill my duties as an adult so I don’t want to get back on meds. In my case it also just merely puts a bandaid on a broken leg. Hope you’re better now nonna

No. 2472752

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>>2472688
>Not a vent!

No. 2472753

>>2472223
This makes me sad. Your humor, intelligence and kindness DO matter, honestly way more than appearance. You don't owe being pretty to the world (although I'm sure you are already beautiful the way you are). Looks will fade, for everyone, and as you get older you'll realize these superficial things are not what makes life meaningful. Why not try going to therapy first to address your bdd instead of going under the knife?

No. 2472755

>>2472307
anxiety. get on meds

No. 2472756

>>2472732
NTA but you aren't depressed enough yet. People tend to get over their aversion to meds when they're desperate.
>>2472740
A lot of people have had this experience, the med you were on was incompatible with your body's chemistry. For most of them they have a much better time once they try again in their late 20s/early 30s and are in control of their experience.
If you ever try it again, remember you can tell your psych that you don't like the side effects and switch to a different med.

No. 2472771

I have a distant relative with CF (severe genetic lung disease) and she is married to literally the most useless scrote in history. as in, she literally makes ALL the money while this guy sits at home and plays video games. not to mention, he lied about going to college to her for YEARS. he literally would go out and drive around for hours and say he went to college. he's literally a bum NEET and leeching off a WOMAN WITH A DEGENERATE LUNG DISEASE WHO PROBABLY WONT LIVE TO 50. You seriously cannot underestimate how much of disgusting leeches men can be, holy fuck. and shes so codependent and i dont think she thinks anybody else will want to be with somebody with such a severe condition (I dont think she can ever have kids either) so she just has sunk cost fallacy because of this moid and he exploits her for it. sorry if im a-logging but just thinking about this makes me so mad, seriously, i hate him so much

No. 2472784>>2472805

I wonder how I ended up in an abusive relationship. I'm a social worker, I worked with DV victims before, when and how did I become one of them? Why didn’t I see all the red flags? Everyone was telling me and I was so, so blind. Now I’m trapped. And I know that for sure, I know first hand how it works, how it’s supposed to be.
I’m trapped.

No. 2472792

I would absolutely hate if there was something wrong with my eyes. Hopefully nothing wrong with them. I hate going to the doctor for them, I also hate putting something in my eyes. Why do I have sensitive eyes. Fuck my life

No. 2472805

>>2472784
wishing the best for you, nona. you're educated on these situations so i'm sure you know what needs to be done, don't lose hope just yet

No. 2472807

>Get replacement dongle from corsair
>It physically cannot pair
>I'm going to blow up HQ since speaking to a human seems to be like a crime.
I fucking hate AI chat bots, It's so fucking retarded. I hope I can find a dumb enough AI chat bot to give me 5000$ coupon. I'm so fucking tired and I'm going to snap very soon.

No. 2472814

>>2472513
>>2472521
>>2472528
Thank you so so much nonas. Your words mean a lot to me

No. 2472837>>2472860

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>>2472605
>>2472628
I checked.
I got rejected from Cornell.

No. 2472852

I sprained my ankle on Christmas eve from falling out of bed. 3 months ago. I had an xray done and they said they found nothing and it was fine. 3 fucking months later and it STILL hurts and I've also started getting knee pain in the same leg, I'm assuming from walking funny because of my ankle. I haven't been able to walk long distances or do the fitness classes I used to. I'm sure I've gained weight from not being able to exercise much and summer is coming up. I literally fell out of bed and I've been suffering for 3 months from it. what the fuck

No. 2472860>>2473037

>>2472837
I’ve known a few people who went to Cornell for undergrad and also law school. They were all losers. I’m sure it’s still fresh but I would take this as a blessing in disguise.

No. 2472867

>>2470928
Preach nonna! I used to be so confused and frustrated with my cycle and the PMDD depression hit way harder, but now I’ve been tracking everything for ages I never get upset. It’s crazy that I can instantly tell where I am and what specific hormones are raging based on something as small as feeling a bit shivery or having sore knees, and it’s saved so much of my time knowing when to schedule things so I’m at my best!

No. 2472875

>>2472163
It's even more pathetic that you're not a Zoomer and you're still stupid enough to send screenshots of LC to scrotes. You're part of the reason why women can't have shit.

No. 2472901

>>2472163
That's what you get for trying to do something well intentioned towards a scrote. Lesson learned I hope.
He seriously sounds annoying as fuck, get better at internet security and cut him off.

No. 2472936>>2472940

I thought I was just hopelessly mentally ill and untreatable but finding out it has been physical health issues all along has made me shockingly depressed. All the years I spent trying to fix problems I didn't have, throwing money at therapists and hurting my health with meds that had a million side effects, structuring my life around trying to be well, and failing over and over left me so despondent because my psych always made it sound like I wasn't trying hard enough. What kills me is there was so much evidence looking back, but no doctors put it all together because they just didn't care. Half my life wasted. Everything would be so different if I had just known sooner. All I can do is move forward but I'm having such a hard time coming to terms with it. They love to ignore and dismiss women and call us crazy, meanwhile my body was falling apart and I had no idea. I even had a doctor point out irregularities in my cortisol readings but my PCP said it was nothing. It wasn't nothing. What the fuck. I am so angry and bitter and sad.

No. 2472940>>2472963

>>2472936
Half of your life so far. When you're 80, it won't even be worth a thought. It sucks that doctors can be so incompetent. I went through something similar to you, but the anger does subside after time. I channeled my anger by doing volunteer work for some charities that are involved in the disease I suffer from and working to bring more attention to the disease in hopes that misdiagnoses can be prevented in the future.

No. 2472945

I dont want to be gay but my feelings keep betraying to me. I want to kill myself

No. 2472948>>2472950

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I feel stupid for saying this but I just cried after I found out this person I know assumed I hate them. It's not about that person in particular but it's realizing, thanks to my sis for opening my eyes, that many people think I hate them, when in most of the times I don't even care about them, I even like few of them. It made me cry because I realized how even when I try to get along with people, they end up thinking I dislike them… It also explains why some people treated me bad, I thought it was super weird they would be mean to me just because, but it seems that they did it because "I gave them a reason" by hating them (supposedly). I feel retarded.

No. 2472950>>2472966

>>2472948
Do you have rbf?

No. 2472963

>>2472940
Thanks nona, I hadn't thought of it this way. I think volunteer work would be a good way to channel these feelings.

No. 2472966

>>2472950
Maybe, my sister said I have an "unfriendly" face.

No. 2472992

>>2472428
Nona, that is one of the hardest and noblest things to do. I rescue dogs for a living and have been in that situation and it makes me want to cry and quit everyday but imaging a dog having to die scared and alone makes me even sadder. I’m so glad there are still people like you that care enough to do some thing like that. Stay well, you a truly a good and decent person.

No. 2473003>>2473015>>2473030>>2473079

I'm in college. This happened a while ago but I have been going to this Christian group because my parents wanted me to. I don't believe anymore and I haven't told them this.
Anyway later on this guy texted me via DM on the same app that was used for the club, and it turns out he was interested in me romantically. I, sheltered as I am, was flattered. We talked about a lot of different things and then kids came up.
Honestly he's probably… a whole host of red flags, because he said something about how having kids was "based." I then proceeded to sperg on about how it's hard to raise a kid nowadays and there's no more village etc, which is wahy I don't want kids. Then he stopped contacting me.
I mean sure that's a valid choice. But it hurts somehow. If I stayed blissfully unaware maybe things could have been different, but I know too much. And I still feel like men like that don't appreciate how much of their lives women these days devote to childrearing, not to mention the bodily changes with pregnancy and birth.

No. 2473015>>2473022

>>2473003
ew he sounds cringe and i hope he never finds a woman willing to be his broodmare

No. 2473022

>>2473015
Yeah there's no way I would be happy being a mommybangmaid either. Why does it have to be one or the other.

No. 2473030

>>2473003
I come from a Christian background too. I find it hard to understand how (some) Christians still believe they have to reproduce "like stars in the night sky" even though overpopulation is clearly destroying the planet they believe they have been given by god to take care of.

Anyway good riddance. Plenty of men don't want kids, if a men in your life is what you really want you can find one who's childfree.

No. 2473033

My coworkers are the laziest mother fuckers. I stop because I'm done and have to go somewhere else. Still 10+ minutes left before lunch, plenty of time to do more work. They stop what they're doing and stand around to talk or wait by the computer to clock out. They've done this multiple times today when I had to stop to wait for them to catch up, instead they fuck off. There's no reprocussions anymore. My supervisor has no back bone. Nobody has any competitiveness in them, no desire to do enough work so we don't have to do overtime, no desire to do their job at all. They make a lot of money considering their lack of skills and what horrible workers they are. Fuck this place.

No. 2473037

>>2472860
It was the last t14 school to reject me.

No. 2473074>>2473079

I know this is probably retardation and paranoia, but I'm dreading relationships where I have to call over text. Call, there's no evidence, text there's prima facie evidence. I've met too many bpdesque moids who say the vilest shit on calls and then backtrack and gaslight, I guess.

No. 2473079

>>2473003
You two didn't want the same thing, it happens. You shouldn't feel hurt, it's just the way life works. There are plenty of fish in the sea, so you shouldn't let this deter you or make you feel bad. In fact, it's better that he started with all this weird shit now instead of trying to hide it and revealing it later into the relationship.

Religious people are usually really focused on dating for marriage, so they'll open any potential relationship with all these very invasive questions, like the children question. Most irreligious people prefer to spend their 20s dating for fun, not for marriage. It's better to date irreligious people if you're irreligious yourself, usually they have a lot less weird baggage and the relationships are a lot more lax and fun. IMO, it's strange for anybody to be thinking about children while in college.

>>2473074
Just record all your calls. It's what I do. People say "oh it's illegal blahblahblah" as if that matters. You just have to say in the beginning of the call "this call will be monitored and recorded for quality assurance purposes" and it's not illegal anymore.

No. 2473081>>2473103

i wish i had a cock so i could rape men.(bait)

No. 2473103>>2473119>>2473127>>2473133>>2473139>>2473153>>2473190

>>2473081
This is not based or whatever it’s just fucking gross and sad and comes across as cope.

No. 2473119

>>2473103
ok killjoy

No. 2473122

trying to find internships to apply to so i can get my degree is making me want to drop out… seven credits left and i just need one stupid internship to finish. i worry that my resume/accomplishments are shit and i’m not going to get any calls or interviews, and my stupid degree that i can’t do anything with will just languish. i need to finish and get into a masters program so i can have half a shot at a decent life. but even that is looking uncertain in this stupid ass country… i hate life

No. 2473127

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>>2473103
>Not allowed to rape men anymore

No. 2473133

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>>2473103
Uhm . Aktually, raping moids is against the law.

No. 2473139>>2473154

>>2473103
I get her because if you "rape" a man with your pussy, he's only going to feel good and coom.

No. 2473153

>>2473103
Nah gotta rape my dad until he shouts and dies from me coming in him(bait)

No. 2473154

>>2473139
What do you think broom handles exist for

No. 2473172

majority of amerifag anons do NOT fuck around with the hostility and retardation in that thread…damn

No. 2473177>>2473240>>2473251>>2473323

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The whole manosphere bs disturbs me to the core and I'm terribly afraid we will come to the point where we cannot leave our homes because the femicide rates are so high and women will be dying left and right and noone will bat an eye. I used to think that women are only in danger in the Middle East but we're literally not safe anywhere ffs

No. 2473190

>>2473103
men arent ensouled so you cant rape them

No. 2473201

They’re remodeling the basement and shut off the water without telling me and I POOPED and I can’t wash I feel so gross rn toilet paper is NOT enough to feel clean.

No. 2473240>>2473251>>2473323>>2473325

>>2473177
This is beyond stupid, the biggest threat to women in europe are all of the rapefugees gang raping children left and right while their entire communities helps them cover it up because they literally don't think raping white kids is mostly bad. Not the "manosphere" and little kids saying mean things about women on the internet. But theres no Netflix special about rapefugees so nobody cares or wants to acknowledge it's a problem. Tell me anon, how many people in the manosphere have been involved in rape gangs? Let's hear some numbers, I'm waiting

No. 2473251>>2473323

>>2473240
>>2473177
It's pretty telling that the netflix show isn't even based on a real case and is entirely fictional, but there are like 100 real cases of rapefugee men raping and stabbing real women every week. Very strange there is no show about that but all the libs are up in arms about the fictional show scenario that never happened. They're not beating the allegations that they confuse fiction with reality.

No. 2473286>>2473360

i came back to lolcow out of habit and immediately started using my time to scroll and procrastinate. posting this here because it feels like it gives me some sort of accountability to admit my weakness. today has just been awful, i was so eager for the day and fucked up by having too much i wanted to do and freezing and not doing enough. oh, but i made sure to get 2 meals in right? im very upset at myself. need to take the rest of the day to do homework and some pilates. i couldve made art and read half of my book but no. i did not. i really hate myself and cant understand. i know i need to be kinder but i dont feel deserving f that either. the mind is amazing. can go from rational to retarded crying baby overwhelmed with obligations and ambitions.

No. 2473323>>2473325

>>2473251
>>2473240
>>2473177
Watching this show as a non european poc was so weird because to me it's obvious the problem ain't white kiddos turning violent, it's such a damn stretch considering which group of people is actually committing rape in masse

No. 2473325>>2473336

>>2473320
>>2473240
>>2473323
They are still moids. The problem is moids. Scrotes in america commit mass shootings daily because they get influenced by poltard ideologies. I dont know how one thing negates the other. The cause for both problems is the same thing.

No. 2473328>>2473367

Is it possible to have a love/sex life with severe eczema or am I better off not putting myself out there because of it

No. 2473336>>2473342>>2473504

>>2473325
We're talking about UK though, besides, is dishonest to film a whole ass series portraying kids as criminals when is grown ass men from other communities doing all the stabbing and raping, get real

No. 2473342>>2473357

>>2473336
moidlets rape and kill too. Why are you so angry at a show potraying moids being violent?

No. 2473357>>2473365

>>2473342
i'm not angry? i'm just saying releasing this show while you got a whole other problem in your hands is weird. Little kids are not the demographic doing majority of these crimes, don't be obtuse

No. 2473360

>>2473286
You need to assign yourself less, so you can meet yourself where you’re really at. Should have just picked one of those things, then you wouldn’t have decision fatigue. Good luck on your self improvement journey anyways.

No. 2473365>>2473378>>2473397

>>2473357
i seriously cannot understand your logic, shows on netflix need to be related to whats happening in reality?

No. 2473367>>2474891

>>2473328
What? This is kind of a weird question, but yes of course. Get your eczema treated and you also won't have questions like this.

No. 2473378>>2473452

>>2473365
They do when people are treating the show like it's a reflection of reality. They are trying to pass laws on this show and make kids view it in schools. Would you pass laws based on game of thrones?

No. 2473390

>>2473384
God I wish we did

No. 2473391>>2473407>>2473413

>>2473384
>Girls also rape
t. Vergil

No. 2473397>>2473466>>2473475

>>2473365
Let's say there is an epidemic of wolves attacking and eating children in your town. Almost every day, a child is attacked and eaten by wolves. Now netflix releases a show based on your town, but it's about a house cat attacking and killing a child. Everybody begins talking about the big problem of housecats attacking and killing children and what to do about it. See the problem?

No. 2473403

A lead from another department got pissy at me for being on my phone for 2 seconds at my shitty retail job and it just annoyed me so much. I'm probably being a child about it, but I'm not even your worker, nor in your team, nor in your department. Why the fuck do you care? The state of this world, the economy, everything, and this is what you choose to care about?

No. 2473407

>>2473391
KEKKKKK

No. 2473410>>2473482

i hate my life but at the same time it's comfy. does that make sense

No. 2473413

>>2473391
Fucking kek

No. 2473417>>2473418

I want a hag. Im horney(wrong thread)

No. 2473418>>2473425

>>2473417
fuck off to 4chan for fucks sake

No. 2473422>>2473445

I hate feeling dumb.

No. 2473425>>2473441

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>>2473418
Whatever you say babe, whatever you say

No. 2473430

i started crying thinking about a girl from my campus who was so beautiful that I'll likely never see again nor figure out which class she is in to keep in touch. fuck my shitty autism life

No. 2473441>>2473460

>>2473425
NTA but did you draw this nonna? It's cute

No. 2473445

>>2473422
Lucky for you you aren't. You are very wise and knowledgeable about things.

No. 2473446

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MY NASOLABIAL FOLDS ARE SO OBVIOUS REEE

No. 2473450

just watched the substance. i thought it was good(not a vent)

No. 2473452>>2473458

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>>2473378
It's not a fantasy for an underage white boy to stab a girl to death. Sorry.

No. 2473454>>2473465>>2473468>>2473495

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Are wisdom teeth a scam? Everyone told me I needed my wisdom teeth out, but after a week or so of pain they are just normal teeth. They fit in my mouth just fine. A huge bill and recovery time doesn't seem worth it.

No. 2473458

>>2473452
Apparently this sweet girls body was found with a cotton candy vape next to it. She was an icon

No. 2473460

>>2473441
Yes. Thanks

No. 2473465

>>2473454
If I understand right I think people get them removed because the pain doesn't go away and they can get impacted. If you're fine with how it looks and it's not giving you pain, you don't have to get them taken out. A lot of people still have theirs with no pain.

No. 2473466

>>2473397
>housecats
Kek.
In acknowledging the rapist refugee problem, some of you guys go full retard and want to convince the world white moids and moidlets are innocent and dindu nuffin. Stop lying, it won't get anyone anywhere besides delusional white men coping that they're "good boys" while deathgripping to rape on tape and laughing at white female victims like Bianca Devins, and dumbass pickmes and tradthots who will have daughters with these vile men and put them in harm's way. You are helping no one, and nobody is wrong to make a show about white moid violence. The only issue is they aren't making additional shows about non-white moid violence and how they harm girls/women both in and out of their own communities.

No. 2473468

>>2473454
I'm no professional but if you don't hurt and your teeth look fine and they have plenty space then I don't see why you'd remove them

No. 2473475

>>2473397
In your retarded scenario, those "housecats" have a nationally beloved activity of going to other countries so they can eat the women/children there without facing consequences, so it's actually not too far from the truth whatsoever that they would eventually do it to their "own" people.

No. 2473481

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>>2473473
>b-but the muzzies do it more
>it was a few years!
>it was an entire month!
>it was two days ago!
Hahahaha

No. 2473482

>>2473410
same my life is really comfy right now im basically a neet but i still feel like a lonely retard when im not keeping myself occupied

No. 2473483

>>2473473
How many of them were committed by women?

No. 2473495>>2473524

>>2473454
>I didn't have a problem with this so everyone saying they had a problem with this are lying/scamming

No. 2473498>>2473543

I didn't think I'd become suicidal again but here I am

No. 2473499

>>2473496
>fake infograph from /pol/
I know what you are

No. 2473504>>2473509>>2473515

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>>2473336
>>2473336
1/6 UK boys literally see Andrew Tate as a positive influence. (Overall, 54% of children aged 6-15 have heard of Tate, including 60% of boys that age. Among boys aged 13-15 that figure increases to 84%. One in six 6-15 year old boys (17%) have a positive opinion of Andrew Tate, including 23% of 13-15 year olds.) I am beginning to believe half of you are either tradthots caping for your nigel or white men yourself. When have you last graduated school? I am genuinely asking, because there is a heavy influence on teenaged boys. The show was a message about the coddling of young boys, which is exactly what you are perpetuating. Young boys are harming their peers more and more, and I have even seen this as a previous youth leader.
>>2473496
Do the one where it was pedophile crimes, most of the perpetuators are white men. EU hosts most of the csam, and most of the sex trafficker buyers are europeans.
>Of the 1,070 defendants charged with any of the three types of human trafficking offenses in U.S. district court in fiscal year 2022, 91% were male, 58% were white, 20% were black, 18% were Hispanic, 95% were U.S. citizens, and 71% had no prior convictions https://bjs.ojp.gov/library/publications/human-trafficking-data-collection-activities-2024

No. 2473507>>2473544

>>2473500
One of my teeth started coming out but never did fully, only a little piece poked out. It quickly became infected and had to be removed. My sister's were too big for her jaw and started pushing all her other teeth, thankfully they came back time time after removing them. I went to school with a girl who almost lost movement in half of her face because one of her wisdom teeth started pushing against the nerve and almost merged with it. It's seriously not that hard to ask the people you know or look things up online.

No. 2473508>>2473511

>>2473496
>All moids are bad
Yep. I wish we could be more honest about nonwhite scrotes' violence towards women but I'm still not gonna be upset when white men get called out for their school shooter behaviour kek

No. 2473509>>2473514>>2473520

>>2473504
Stop caping for brown dick its pathethic.

No. 2473511

>>2473508
The problem is you're replying to someone who wants you to forgive white scrotes because of other scrotes' evil.
Domestic abuser telling you "Hey, the guy next door doesn't just slap her, he goes closed fist! How dare you complain about me?".

No. 2473514

>>2473509
NTA but nothing she said was caping for any kind of dick. It's the truth that white moids are evil, just like other men. No human with a dick between its legs is innocent or worth protecting from media exposure. You are caping for white dick and are seething mad that we won't bow down. 41%.

No. 2473515

>>2473504
A controversial opinion that I have is a large amount of this recent behavior in moidlets is because of those damn phones. Of course moids are just violent, but what we've been seeing with younger moids recently is it's own beast. Algorithms purposefully push out enraging/sexist content because that engagement makes tech CEOs money.

No. 2473517>>2473526

>>2473513
Im not the anon youre replying idiot. Im middle eastern, you can live in saudi arabia if you think white men are equally evil as other men

No. 2473519

i've been trying for 3 months to absorb the style of my favorite artist, practicing at least 8 hours per week, but it's extremely difficult and frustrating, and i feel no closer to attaining it than when i started. i'm not that bad at art, i just want to do a big style change and for some reason i am too stupid to crack the code. i spent my teen years grinding very westernized figure drawing fundies and now that all i want is to make rendermaxxed animu i can't do it

No. 2473520>>2473523

>>2473503
What percentage of cops domestically abuses their wives again? They are all bad, some of them are just better at hiding it and have less rates because you get lighter sentences. Don't get me wrong, I don't like colored men either, but that's because they're men. White men are not exempt from being males, they are just better at hiding it and have more lenience on them.
>>2473509
I'm not caping for them, retard, I am saying that white men are literally not exempt from being moids. Are you daft? I don't believe in falling for scrotes trying to hide under a veneer and pretending they're innocent.
>>2473516
LOL, go back. Most of the women "kill their own counterparts" as in their abusers, women literally get longer sentences if they fight back against their abusers.

No. 2473522>>2473525

>>2473516
Who are they murdering? Eachother and scrotes committing violence on them.
Try living with a demographic of men with a murder rate of 95.5 and see what that does to your own numbers. Women's main aggressors will always be men of their own group. Scrotes are so fucking stupid and live to project.

No. 2473523>>2473525>>2473556

>>2473520
Yeah go back to sucking brown dick bitch(infighting)

No. 2473524

>>2473495
I'm American! I have found that a lot of things are scams. I was just wondering.

No. 2473525

>>2473522
Yup, exactly. This /pol/ browsing retard really thinks we are gullible to fall for it, his mask fully went off with that post.
>>2473523
LOOOOOOL, point proven

No. 2473526>>2473528

>>2473517
Imagine having to live with Middle Eastern men and still caping for white men online instead of going to protect your sisters.
Stop defending and yumejoing any race of men on women's boards, they don't care and they rape/murder white women and little girls.

No. 2473528

>>2473526
It's probably pakichan, she was obsessed with white men and uses the same insults as her. Someone post the hand pic again

No. 2473533>>2473645

It might be my autism, it almost definitely is, but I cannot bring myself to respect most people in management anywhere. Most management treat their workers like husks while they usually do nothing. I've had many jobs and very very, VERY few managers actually treated me like I was a human being. I genuinely have zero respect for anyone in any management position ever. I also hate people who cape for corporations too.

No. 2473536>>2473552

>>2473529
>>2473516
Why do you retards always start sperging about black women when they have nothing to do with the conversation? Literally obsessed.

No. 2473537

>>2473529
Factually wrong, black men murder black women at far higher rates. Are you a porn addict or something? Is that why you're caping for black and white men now?

No. 2473538

>>2473531
Are you retarded? Genuine question. Where the fuck did I say "oh brown men are better because white men hide it better", are you that tranny that tried to deliberately infight? I quite literally said I dislike brown men in that post, faggot. I literally just said all of them are bad, and that some of them are deemed as more innocent by you nigelfags because they hide under a veneer. Do you lack reading comprehension skills?

No. 2473543>>2474660

>>2473498
what happened nona

No. 2473544

>>2473507
that's awful for your sister, I can't imagine the pain. This actually helps me, I have limited pain and my teeth all fit in my head. It was painful as the teeth came in but it lasted like a week. Now they are just normal teeth.

No. 2473549

>>2473542
>if i repeat myself, i can still pretend this means that women are killing other women en masse and that men did nothing wrong tee-hee
Go solve your chromosome disorder

No. 2473550

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>>2473539
I don't think this is productive for your mental health. Go to your special corner and rock for a few minutes until you're ready to verbalise your Macdonald's order again.

No. 2473552

>>2473536
Because it's either pakichan, a /pol/ moid, or a nigelfag who wants to make us believe that white men are inherently more innocent than women.
>>2473545
LOL, are you serious? Are you ESL? You're literally posting about how I am "caping for brown dick", that anon was right about you with blacked being on your mind constantly. Any criticism and you immediately go to sexual fantasies, what the fuck is wrong with you?
>>2473548
Because I said they are all equally terrible and should not be caped for? LOOOL

No. 2473554

>>2473548
>Denying that brown and muslim men are prone to misogyny more than white men
NTAYRT but they literally are. Their religion is all about women covering everything about themselves up so they don't get raped. Yes they don't have to cover up but in certain countries they do or they get killed kek, and who exactly are running those countries?

No. 2473556

>>2473523
>>2473532
>>2473545
You will never have a white prince because all groups of men are evil and they even predate on white women you fucking idiot

No. 2473558

>>2473553
>Lol chan
You are bad at this kek

No. 2473570

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>>2473553
Are you pakichan? I hope your white man can save you and welcome you to agartha, why don't you take ibuprofen to start getting blue eyes and start dying your hair blonde now too? I am so sorry that your white prince has not come to save you. I am sure if you continue making these posts, one day he will see this and appreciate it and love you.(stop responding to the ban evader you are encouraging them)

No. 2473584

>>2473559
>I'm defending men on a women's site but they're not my interest
Kek, get the fuck off this site. If you're that self-hating Saudi anon who said she dreams about being born white or Asian, I felt bad for you when I saw your posts but now I understand you have too much pickme disease from your horrible upbringing despite feeling so different from them. You can't even empathize with other women, you join in on male gaslighting/triangulation because there always needs to be some kind of daddy to worship when literally all you know is that nightmare. You probably talk so much about gangrape and dick because you hate all first world women and fantasize about them being abused because you assume their lives are perfect. You're like one of those stupid bitches that shit up the ex-Muslim thread to brag about how Islam good despite exploiting the western, first world internet or one of those dumb tradthots saying women shouldn't have the right to vote while taking full advantage of all the rights that feminists worked for. Rope now, I'm not even kidding.

No. 2473622

I cut off my dumbass situationship a few days ago (yes, cringe and embarassing. i know) because of his lack of commitment and i actually feel so happy and energized today its insane. i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off me and ive been super productive today. i also slept better last night. wow, men really are parasites kek. its really embarassing how much i did for this guy, ive never been in love before and i really fell hard for him, but ive realized he just isnt for me and he wont ever return my feelings properly. i keep kinda wishing i never met him at all but he made me happy for a while and he showed me a band i like now so i guess its not all bad.

No. 2473645>>2473730

>>2473533
This makes me sad as someone who wants to be a manager eventually. Ik most people suck as employees but I really want to find young eager women like myself currently and mentor them & provide the guidance & help that few people rarely do. I also would love to create and guide a top notch team. Ik people will shit on my optimism (and I already know corporate America sucks) but I guess it appeals to me bc of my personality…I was always the president and team captain in like every student org I've been in.
But honestly it feels like most people in leadership roles are not 'meant' to lead others; they just get promoted based on experience and are driven to manage because that's how you get paid more. You can also always sniff out when someone is a leader versus a follower–leaders who are afraid to take risks and don't challenge the status quos are the types of 'followers' who fell into management roles.

No. 2473650>>2473661>>2473721

I felt like I was in a really good mood today until I got off work.
I said “have a good night I’ll see you tomorrow” to my coworker who is usually very friendly but today they just said “alright” which kind of made me feel like I did something wrong.
Leaving my work site there was a semi truck with a big trailer blocking the drive path and reversing so I sat and waited a few minutes before the driver gave me the most aggressive wave to pass I’ve ever seen, like he was pissed that I was in his way even though I can’t just sneak past a moving semi truck when I have no idea what it’s doing or if they even see me.
I had some fuck riding my ass all the way up to my driveway and they almost hit me as they tried to swerve around me to pass while I backed in instead of just waiting 5 seconds. My neighbour keeps parking their car like 2ft in front of my driveway making it hard for me to back in, I have to pull up beside their car and reverse instead of just pulling to the side like I normally would.
I picked up my boyfriend and he brought up the little fight we had this morning that I thought we had moved past but he insisted that I was the asshole and he did nothing wrong. All I did was remind him to take out the trash before he left for work at 10am, he had all morning to do it and he was mad because he figured I should be doing it before I leave for work at 6am despite us having agreed that he will do it the night before. I tried to give him a kiss before I walked out the door and he refused so I called him a fucking asshole and left. Goddamn I hate him sometimes.

I came home and rage cleaned instead of relaxing so at least the anger did some good

No. 2473658

My ex before I dumped him kept rambling on and on about some game coming out and got fuming mad if I wasn't entertaining him when I had no idea what the fuck he was going on about. Then I hear the interest in the game immediately nosedived because of some stupid roster choices after I dump him. Nature has a way I guess?

No. 2473661

>>2473650
Ohh anon, I got so mad at your boyfriend on your behalf. This is like a "I'm going to fucking dump you if you don't get over yourself" situation for me. If you break up with him, know I am cheering you on and setting off party poppers.
Sorry you had a bad end of your day, sometimes so many things happen right after each other for no good reason. I hope tomorrow is better, and future you appreciates the good job you did cleaning!

No. 2473710

My period came almost two weeks early, I thought it was a stomach bug until I bled through my underwear while lifting boxes at work. Kind of sucked but I'm glad I can deal with it through the weekend

No. 2473712

I'm watching the recent documentary by essay-youtuber #2863 on Arin hanson and wow I forgot how misogynistic he was/is. It was so bad back in the newgrounds days. And I remember it's not just him, the culture in general was very much geared towards hating women as explicitly as possible. Saying all women sucked and were dumb and dirty was totally acceptable. Crazy times.

No. 2473715

I'm starting to realize why "no means no" is an english campaign because I've had a culture shock from talking to American men as a eurofag. Talking about men I know and are friend with btw, not random creeps. Doesn't matter what I say "no" to or how mundane it is, they always combat with it and try to get me to change my mind. And it's not just one "aw come on, it will be fun" but I will repeatedly have to say no for the next 10 minutes, no reason as to why I said no is good enough. Not giving a reason and just repeating the word "no", or even staying silent after the first no, does anything either. They just keep going. It's literally like the word no doesn't even exist to them. I'm used to saying no one single fucking time, no reason given, and everyone including males accepting it without an issue whatsoever. Again we're talking about mundane things that they imo have no reason to start a fight over, yet they do.
I'm not discounting the fact that they all know I'm an eurofag, perhaps they think foreign women should just obey their every whim or some shit and don't act the same to american women idk but it's so fucking annoying.

No. 2473721

>>2473650
Maybe he's having an affair/emotional affair and is looking to subconsciously start fights to make you out to be the villain so he'll stop feeling guilty about it. Being genuinely upset about being reminded to take out the trash, as previously agreed upon, doesn't make sense. No normal person would be mad over that, not even a semi-weird person would get upset about it. Something else HAS to be going on.

No. 2473725>>2473732>>2473747>>2473796

do any other nonas just lose empathy for someone close to you… even when really bad things happen to them
my friend keeps getting in relationships with insane (INSANE) bpdemon moids but it's like, i don't even fucking care at this point anymore.
i'm not soulless! i understand how abusive relationships work
but it's almost like she lives for it. she has such an air of retardedness about it. she's like lana poisoned. i hope another nonnie knows what i'm talking about. i'm tired of coddling her and i'm tired of seeing everyone coddling her.
rn she's like "ugh guys give me the strength to NOT sign a lease with chad tomorrowww" like girl literally no one is making you. yesterday you told us you were going to break up. how to not sign a lease with a retard: don't.
like she does the exact opposite of what us, the friend group, suggest.
i haven't actually had a good time with this friend since like 2019 because she's just always in crisis.
i think she is just the bpdemon herself
call me evil for thinking all this. she's become a cow for me

No. 2473730

>>2473645
Where I live we say "there are leaders and there are bosses". A boss is someone you simply have to listen to who decides everything for you, they're the boss who bosses you around. A leader is someone you follow because they lead and show you the right way.

No. 2473732>>2473742

>>2473725
I know the feeling nona. I don't know what would help those people, perhaps therapy. At some point they become so draining you have to just walk away from their life. Otherwise it's like the pity and the arguing for them to stop/leave becomes their entire life fuel and you're suddenly an enabler.

No. 2473737

Men can just stfu up about dating apps and not getting dates. 1) you're not entitled to a date and 2) a date like sex, has to be consensual.

A match doesn't equal a date. A chat doesn't equal a date. Just because you paid for a premium service to chat more or have more swipes doesn't mean you will get a date and you like desperate. Woman aren't playing games not going all in with a man off of an app. We've got eyes and use the Internet. No one feels special when all men talk about is a numbers game and getting hostile at any pushback.

Dating itself also sucks these days. The effort isn't there because people are using the app to sample as much of the local population as possible. Hate the apps. Hate dating. Will die alone.

No. 2473742

>>2473732
it just blows because only one of my friends agree… all the others coddle her and treat her like a small idiot bird that just learned how to fly, so she's ALWAYS gonna be around

No. 2473747

>>2473725
My case wasn't as extreme as your friend's but I was once in that position where I frustrated and lost friends over being involved with an abusive moid and constantly going back to him. You're not an asshole for thinking this at all especially since she constantly does this. Honestly, I would give up on the friendship at this point or at least invest less energy into it. It sounds super annoying hearing the same shit from her over and over again.

No. 2473773>>2473782>>2473797

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I wish i had something good about myself, i got literally nothing going on for me. I am ugly, poor, retarded, from a shithole, with shit health, a virgin, untalented, my family is shit. The odds are completly stacked against me. Everyone else around me has something that makes their life worth living, something that gives them value as a person. If they dont have the looks or money, they have an incredible sense of humor, if they are retarded, then they are beautiful, if they are ugly, poor and uncharismatic, they have an amazing supportive family and people that loves them. No one understands why i hate myself and living so much because everyone else has at least one good thing about their life. They constantly shit on me for being negative and ''giving up easily'' but i literally got nothing to fall back on if i try something and it fails, it just hits me like a bomb to my self esteem because i have literally fucking nothing good about my life. It makes it incredibly hard to talk to people, specially normie therapists, about how i feel because they are people with something good about themselves that have the luxury of failing without it feeling like they just keep adding things they suck at to their never ending list of thing they are not good at.

No. 2473782

>>2473773
Same boat

No. 2473784

There's these groups of middle school gangsters who constantly hang out around train stations where I'm from and unlike wannabe gangsters they actually physically harass people. I try to avoid them by travelling early but I've unfortunately had to deal with them face to face. I wish I could act in self-defense but I've seen other people get security called on them for "assaulting minors".

No. 2473796

>>2473725
Statistically speaking she is far more likely to be a bpdemon than the moid is, but yeah it sounds like someone who just wants to complain and not better their situations.

No. 2473797>>2473805

>>2473773
Anon, this is a totally shit situation to be in, I hear you. I remember feeling like this when I was younger.
I would suggest getting a hobby or learning a skill and working on it. It will really help your self esteem when you see tangible progress with something you are working on. It can be anything from knitting to drawing to playing the guitar. It also helps your brain feel more positive about applying itself similarly in other situations.

No. 2473805>>2473809

>>2473797
>I would suggest getting a hobby or learning a skill and working on it.
I have hobbies, thats why i put untalented in the list of things i suck at. I wish i had more time to focus on drawing but i have to wageslave because i am a poorfag.

No. 2473806>>2473815

"Just get a lawyer" this "just get a lawyer" that SHUT THE FUCK UP. Lawyers do jack shit for $700 an hour, claim they worked a million hours and boom you're broke. "If you can't afford one one will be appointed" yeah and they're also fucking shit. You cannot file reports or call them out, they are protected by the law as officers of the court where I'm from. You could file a complaint online but as if they're going to do anything. And maybe I'm schizo paranoid but he's much richer than me living paycheck to paycheck, with the way my last representatives acted I'm convinced he rehired them for more money to speak against me in court.

No. 2473809>>2473813

>>2473805
I hear you, I really do. But you can get better at those so long as you are doing them. Someone in the artist salt thread was just talking about being a wageslave who also only had 20-30 minutes a day to draw, but her art still improved because she was doing it. As long as you are actively doing something, you will improve at it, it is just the way your brain is built to function. Don't be so hard on yourself, and keep going. Maybe try something other than art and go back to it once you've had space to breathe. It's surely not generating any good feelings about yourself when you are so frustrated and thinking you are stagnant.

No. 2473813>>2473825

>>2473809
I know, but i am not a level where art is something that i would consider gives me value as a human since i suck at it. I am not a level where i can genuinely enjoy art because i suck at it. I only draw to improve, i dont draw because the result gives me joy.

No. 2473815

>>2473806
Samefag I can't even speak about this. Every time I try to seek advice about this the response is "haha things that never happened" "you're paranoid and need to seek psychological help" right, he threatened me that he'd bribe anyone I was in contact with. You weren't fucking there for the trial when they were straight up speaking against me.

No. 2473825>>2473832

>>2473813
That's okay, anon, someday I think you will get there. Again, maybe a hobby other than art, like knitting or cross stitch (then embroidery), or even something silly like making a website or friendship bracelets, would make you feel better.
I also recommend looking into antidepressants. You don't even need to stay on them forever, but the boost I got in my esteem and motivation when I found one that worked for me was life changing.
Hope you feel better soon, anon. Good luck out there.

No. 2473832

>>2473825
Thanks nonny but i already have very limited time so i would rather not use it on hobbies that i am not super invested into. I am just hoping i will eventually get good at art so i can fall back on that when i am depressed.

No. 2473891

I'm eating mint chocolate chip ice cream for the first time in a while and realized how good it is(wrong thread)

No. 2473963

Nigel treats me so well that I'm now having flashbacks and realizing my ex really sucked. So now I'm pissed off and a bit horrified he tricked me into thinking he was a good boyfriend and I was the problem so he had to leave me.
He even broke up with me in fucking public, at a cafe with people sitting right next to us to hear all about it.

No. 2473976>>2473979

I know I did the retarded mistake of leaving everything in air and allowing him to behave in any way he wants but my ex still checks on me every few months to see if he can fuck and I have no strength to tell him to fuck off because honestly I'm still in love with him. We didn't meet but it's so frustrating to only be seen as a piece of meat to fuck and nothing more when all you wanted was a loving intimate relationship. It bothers me that he still has zero respect for me, when he used to be so kind while we were still together

No. 2473979

>>2473976
Block hiss ass already. Also know that he's only messaging you because no other woman wants him because they can tell he's a loser

No. 2473987>>2474003>>2474018>>2474021

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I found the social media of the guy I've been feeling attracted to, and he's a right-winger who consumes red pill bullshit

No. 2474003

>>2473987
Be glad you found out now instead of when actually dating the guy

No. 2474018>>2474021

>>2473987
When I was 16 or 17 I checked the socials of a moid I liked and he was a JW who didn't believe in evolution or vaccines.

No. 2474021>>2474033

>>2473987
>>2474018
Now i am glad that when i stalked the scrote i like he only had normie sunset pfps and a private insta with like 10 followers.

No. 2474022>>2474025>>2474175>>2474185

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I hate it when older people are like "you're in your late 20s and STILL live with a parent?? You need to move out and become independent and free!"
I can't afford a house and I'm muuuuch more free having access to an entire house, with a garden, in a nice neighborhood, support if and when I need it from a respectful parent than I would ever be in a tiny cramped apartment. And also I hate living alone, it's boring.
"But mommy and daddy won't always clean up for you or pay your bills!" yeah and they currently don't. I'm an adult so I contribute to the house from the job I work at, I pay my own bills, I cook and clean etc. And since we do live together we can all save more money and time to use for fun stuff.
"But you could get roommates instead" why though? Then I'd still not be "independent", I'd be in a shittier cheaper place, and I'd have to live with people I like less than my own parents. I don't magically have friends who all want to live together at the same place, same budget, etc, and I don't feel like living with randos.
"But freedom-" what freedom? You think I have a curfew, that I can't talk to boys, or come home at 2am if I feel like it? That I have to flutter my eyelashes and ask pretty please if I want to have ice cream? What exactly is it you think I'm not allowed to do? Fuck someone on the kitchen table? Frankly, I do not want to as I eat there. Idc what shitty relationship you had with your own parents, stop projecting it onto younger people. We're doing just great.

No. 2474025

>>2474022
Anyone who thinks people can just buy full houses of their own in this economy is retarded. Why would I blow more money in the long run by living alone, if it saves money then I'm living with my family. I get asked this too and like, even if I was rich I need to take care of my mother. Also the houses down my street have three generations and extended families living in them kek I love them.

No. 2474033>>2474036

>>2474021
Lucky, though my general rule is never stalk a moid, you'll more than likely not like what you find

No. 2474036

>>2474033
Honestly, i wish i could have found more stuff about him. But he's a turbo normie.

No. 2474039

>am I missing out from lack of socialization?
no, it's society that is irredeemable

No. 2474042

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I see god wants to challenge me extra this week by making me fucking ravenous from pmdd on top of being a fat womanlet trying to lose weight. I'm staying the weekend at my brother's too and he always has so much good junk food. Its going to take me everything not to relapse on binging

No. 2474045>>2474117

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For the past 8 months I’ve watched the men at my school suck the life out of my roommate. She’s been increasingly despondent as men she’s befriended reveal themselves as just wanting sex all along. I remember finding it funny when she introduced herself as a hardcore feminist with a male best friend. Now I feel like an asshole because she clearly was less jaded than I was. I experienced something similar, where men I trusted concealed their intentions and took advantage of me, but over the course of many many years. She’s experienced this over and over in a matter of months. Now after everything, she’s adopting misandrist views but she’s depressed instead of angry. It hurts to watch. I wish I knew how to help her but I’ve known for a long time none of these guys want to be her friends, and when she’s asked me my thoughts I was honest but kind as possible. I wish she would stop giving them the benefit of the doubt and letting these emotional vampires into our lives but I just can’t bring myself to tell her that all of them are a net drain on her.

No. 2474106>>2474107

When people treat the bathroom as their go-to gossip place. I thought this was just a thing back in high school but grown adults in their 30s do it in my work complex. And then they act like anyone going in there to use the bathroom for its designated purpose is crazy, or that anyone who doesn't want them there is just jealous. Like, my friends and I make noise whenever we chat about retarded stuff, but at least we do it in places that AREN'T the room for pissing and pooping.

No. 2474107

>>2474106
Standing around huffing dookie particles to whisper about your coworkers is something not even Phyllis from the office would do, ew

No. 2474110>>2474111>>2474114>>2474177

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This figure is cute, and I am into guys on leashes, but I'll have children in a few years so it'll be doomed to sit in a box smh(not a vent)

No. 2474111>>2474113

>>2474110
>I am into guys on leashes
Who fucking asked. Omg.

No. 2474113>>2474116

>>2474111
Because that's the explanation for pic related, you dumbass.

No. 2474114

>>2474110
Based. Too bad nagito is ugly.

No. 2474116

>>2474113
That isn't a vent. That's/g/tard shit.

No. 2474117>>2474123>>2474129

>>2474045
A retard that thinks that men can be friends is just waiting to be disappointed kek. I stopped expecting decency, honesty and empathy from men. I see them as a whole other species and interact with them as less as possible. The less you interact with men the better and more safe you are.

No. 2474122>>2474124>>2474128

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Nonnies… my friend offered me the chance to have my own house a year and a half ago and I said no because my ex was uncomfortable with the idea. Well jokes on me he dumped me anyway. Never do anything for a moid ever, don’t be like me.

No. 2474123>>2474129

>>2474117
A straight man is always in the back of his mind thinking he'll get to fuck unless you're exceptionally gross. There is no platonic friendship, when I was younger I made the mistake of befriending a guy I found physically repulsive because he seemed like a platonic, "nice guy" and he ended up being a huge creep. I was naive and young and I am embarrassed to this day because I didn't see the signs. I'm not in denial anymore.

No. 2474124

>>2474122
Your ex was uncomfortable with the idea because the security you would derive from it would maybe make you see your errors and dump him.

No. 2474126

Just wanted to laze around longer than usual and now there are people in the building. Fuck my life. I really need to shower. I'm hungry. I hope they leave soon

No. 2474128>>2474132

>>2474122
> said no because my ex was uncomfortable with the idea.
Why the hell would you do that my god? If a scelte tells you to leave a good chance that betters you it’s because he hates you. Never leave a job, decline a job offer or stop studying.

No. 2474129

>>2474117
>>2474123
I agree with you nonnies. It’s just difficult to see another woman go through the same process of getting abused and coming to the same conclusion. I wish telling her would have been enough, but she’s too kindhearted to have believed she should assume the worst.

No. 2474132

>>2474128
Low self esteem (because of said scrote), thought I couldn’t do better, thought I couldn’t live without him the usual horseshit really.

No. 2474150

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I stalked a guy i like and now i know where he lives, that he's an only child, that he has no father, the name, age and face of his mother and her job. How am i supposed to pretend i am clueless when he tells me all this shit eventually? i am a terrible actress why did i do this

No. 2474159>>2474169

There was no closure between me and a long time orbiter before he got a gf a few months ago and it still bothers me. We were very close friends. He assumed all kind of wrong things and thought I may have jave been in love with him when I was never interested in the first place and I just wanted to help him grow and act like a man and not a child. I failed obviously, since he always ran away from serious things. He's an avoidant who is in his comfort zone now in a group so I know for a fact those issues I saw in him will never change. I think I'll send him a message or try to talk to him to clear some things before wishing him a nice life. He should be grateful I stayed in his life so long. I wonder if he'll ever realize what he lost, even as a friend. I dont think he has the guts to face me now that he's finally had sex too.
Oh well, live and learn.

No. 2474169

>>2474159
So he got a gf at his level, what's to close?

No. 2474172

File (hide): 1743766327699.jpeg (67.98 KB, 750x738, IMG_5997.jpeg)

I am broke, unemployed, painfully depressed, disabled, and completely disinterested in anything. I don’t know what to do with myself and wish I could just die already. I figured I could try losing weight as a small goal to set for myself but exercise makes me more depressed. I’ve never had runners high and after workout sessions I feel like kermitting. This sounds like such fatty bullshit and I hate myself for it. I hate how shallow I am about myself. All I care about is how I look like. It’s so brain dead that all I want is to be beautiful. It’s not even apparent that I’m like that because I barely leave the house anymore and don’t bother keeping up my appearance.

No. 2474174>>2474187

I spent several months last year counting calories and exercising daily, lost 40 pounds, almost got under 30BMI (requirement for breast reduction), and then everything at my job just fucking exploded and made my mental health decline and that all means I've gained back a fourth of what I lost and started snoring again and just feel so fucking hopeless. How the fuck do I stop stress eating

No. 2474175

>>2474022
i'm saving this for when i'm older

No. 2474177

>>2474110
>"i'm sooo into this and this and this uguu problematic shit"
>"oh and by the way I'm 35 with 2 kids"
every time

No. 2474181

I just found my dad looks very similar to my mom's first bf, who raped and physically abused her, and I feel really sick to my stomach. Even though they're not the same people, my dad was also emotionally abusive.

No. 2474185

>>2474022
This made me feel better about my own living situation anon, thank you.

No. 2474187>>2474613

>>2474174
stop wasting your money on food. instead, moralfag your way into caring about the impacts of the food you buy

No. 2474196>>2474248

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Trying to have a normal day and not act like a jumpy retard after having another PTSD nightmare is genuinely really embarrassing. It's been 12 years since it's happened and I'm in therapy but I'm still being tormented.

No. 2474203

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I'm always so fucking tired. I need a cold sliced watermelon, a dragon fruit smoothie and 8 uninterrupted hours of the Sims 3.

No. 2474210

My parents are fighting again and my father is yelling through his teeth like he's about to kill her. Sometimes I feel bad for my mom and want to take her with me when I move out but then I remember she gets mad at me for not forgiving my father "fast enough" after he beats me and for not agreeing to be her substitute as the house slave when she's gone.

No. 2474217>>2474238>>2474240

I hate international students in my country tbh, there's too many and they contribute absolutely nothing besides making the job market harder to enter

No. 2474238

>>2474217
australia?

No. 2474240>>2474241

>>2474217
I hate working with the ones in my uni. Over half of them can BARELY speak English, I don't understand how they qualified and got in? Isn't it a requirement (if they want to get jobs) to be at least semi-fluent? Putting me in group projects with them was beyond a nightmare, they'd stare at me like fish when I asked them how much they were going to participate or which parts they were going to do. They used Google Translate for literally everything. Inb4 racebait or something I don't care. I don't need to be penalised for someone else's mistakes.

No. 2474241

>>2474240
The answer is money, they actually also get more money out of them if they fail and have to retake the class. My uni had a fit when the Govt decided to reduce the cap on how many they let in per year because it's a major revenue stream for them.

No. 2474248>>2474322

>>2474196
I yelped out loud, FUCK YOU for showing me the one pic that regularly haunts the back of my mind :((emoji)

No. 2474294>>2474302

File (hide): 1743774436703.jpg (28.88 KB, 736x763, 1000012465.jpg)

>tfw I CHIMP THE FUCK OUT because I swore I lost a very important opportunity I had been looking towards
>cycle between crying and utterly blank emotion
>call into work
>call boyfriend at his work
>word vomit about how much I hate my job and how often I think about wanting to die
>boyfriend says he'll ask boss to come home immediately to spend day with me
>Oh fuck no I'm being a fucking nuisance
>I'm literally ruining my boyfriend's career and my standing at my job because I'm freaking out
>mfw my boyfriend is here but I got a message response from a representative at the company offering me the opportunity and… I didn't lose it and I'm still in the plans for then
>mfw I'm a retard who can't handle anything well
I fucking hate myself. Why did I sperg put like that. And now I'm scared my boyfriend will be mad at me if I tell him even though I know he won't kek. Why am I so scared of fucking everything why can I barely function as a human. Fuck me. Fuck my job. Fuck my retard personality. Holy shit.

No. 2474296

i wish melatonin gave me consistent dream experiences. like recently it has been giving me strangely productive dreams that have themes that have direct parallel with my real life experiences, so having the dream feels like a thought exercise that can help in real life. and then other times its just rape nightmares nonstop

No. 2474302>>2474382

>>2474294
First off, based boyfriend. Secondly, just wait like a day or two to tell him, but pretend like you just got the phone call. Then it's not your fault.
I had a lot of trouble regulating my emotions like this too until I got my depression treated. Before that I was always "upset", and then one last thing pushed me over the edge and I'd flip out like the autist I am kek. Maybe look into if it's something like that?
Congratulations on the good news, by the way!!

No. 2474322>>2474354>>2474362

>>2474248
Oh no, poor little scared you. I put it under a spoiler and you can see the file name.

No. 2474354

>>2474322
yeah that's how I knew, thank you anon

No. 2474362>>2474376

>>2474322
NTA and the image didn't bother me, but I don't know what smiledog is. If it wasn't for the spoiler, I would have assumed it was one of those edits where people put dentures/veneers onto cats to make them look like they have pained smiles kek.

No. 2474376

>>2474362
>Doesnt know what smiledog

Nta but that’s pretty incredible actually . Considering its popularity.

No. 2474382

>>2474302
Ayrt, thank you nonnie for the congrats! And yeah this situation was really the tipping point for me and I am genuinely considering therapy or something at this point. Also looking for a new job kek. I hate having emotions LMAO.

No. 2474484>>2474547

File (hide): 1743784070460.jpg (23.99 KB, 736x736, 1000003130.jpg)

my husband's hair is too short to pull

No. 2474538

When I see someone types 'would of' instead of 'would've' online, I feel this burning urge to go find them and hit them repeatedly on the head until they learn to write properly.

No. 2474547

>>2474484
plunger

No. 2474550

why do i never have a creative bone in my body when it comes to socializing and making jokes? its only when i write! my boyfriend is so well versed and reads so much literature and makes such rich comparisons to things. maybe thats why, because he reads far more than i do. literature will save us from what is happening…

No. 2474600>>2474627>>2474725

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Tired of the Puritanism talk online

No. 2474613>>2474715

>>2474187
unfortunately the way my brain works is, when some parts of my life get harder I automatically lower my standards with others. Wouldn't be enough to moralfag myself into eating better, I would have to start by growing a spine in general.

No. 2474627>>2474634

>>2474600
>bc they're mad hot young people want to sleep with other hot young people and not them
EXACTLY. And why would they? The gen-x guys ahead of me had things to offer, as an example of the top of my head, moids in bands seemed like gods bc they spent all their time practicing their instrument/vocals, instead of watching porn and pining over filtered pedo-baiters (who have more money than they can fathom). Why would an attractive young woman go for an older porn-addicted scrote who wants her to go 50/50, instead of an equally hot/attractive/young scrote who has had less exposure to porn, due to being alive for less years. I'm glad women are finally saying this, I want to send her a care package jfc

No. 2474634>>2474642>>2474652>>2474725

>>2474627
Men think they are “valuable” but they forget that the only reason a scrote can have a young woman is if he has money , that’s it.

No. 2474642>>2474725

>>2474634
Bummy people who think they are hot shit are so annoying. Young people go for young people.Know your place, why should I even look at you. It pisses me off when 35+ year olds try to talk to me.

No. 2474652>>2474926>>2475182

>>2474634
>money
This makes young people sound materialistic and like they're the problem tbh. I dated older moids who were broke bc they were extremely talented and interesting. They did end up making money for that reason and by age 35, a moid would have the ability to earn an above average lifestyle if he were actually good at those things. He should just have adult amenities bc only a retard can't provide for one person but also have actual traits that are superior to moids their own age, which almost none do

No. 2474655

There's a girl here at work that is currently going by he/him and I hope I never have to talk to her again now.

No. 2474660

>>2473543
I'm just under a lot of stress as some big life altering exams are coming up + PMS

No. 2474664

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so nonitas, i just finished cleaning my parents' flat. mum and brother are currently in the clinic dealing with the health insurance. besides that, dad is going so, so much better. like, yesterday, he barely could talk without getting tired and today he was back to his usual demeanor. but today he has his biopsy and i just fucking pray to whatever god/star/vapor/ether that grants wishes that it's just a mass and not cancer. the only downside is that he's with bloodthinners for at least 4 weeks, so mum needs to take care of him and he's not going to enjoy being treated with white gloves because he's a pretty active dude. so let's see how things turn out. i'm just playing pet shop boys and bringing a bit of positive vibes to this place.

No. 2474674>>2474677>>2474683>>2474696>>2474706>>2474920

kek I can't believe I'm arguing with my friend over facial hair on moids. I hate it and she accused me of liking hyperfeminine men (which I don't), told her it's basically pubic hair on face and she got mad and told me "it doesn't mean it's dirty". Like girl, no. That's not just my impression. Dark romance brainwashing her, how upsetting.
It's gross and I'd never accept it.

No. 2474677

>>2474674
Shaved or beard until it grows past the prickly stage and is soft but then shaved again very soon after this

No. 2474683>>2474719

>>2474674
im pretty sure it IS dirty. ive heard of women getting acne and rashes from kissing pubefaced moids, its gross

No. 2474696>>2474719

>>2474674
How is being beardless hyper-feminine? The psyop runs so deep. The whole concept of femininity pisses me off because it’s defined by males and doesn’t even exist in nature. Tell her she is retarded.

No. 2474705

This friend I have had online for a few years (not incredibly close but still exchange messages from time to time) is constantly copying pieces of me. At first I was very scared when she would save images of me and impersonate me years ago, but I pitied her because she was obviously insecure and is also a few years younger. She still appears to do this by copying things I like or reusing images I have used, finding secret social media pages and tracking them down, etc. I just don’t have the heart to cut her off because I don’t feel threatened by it anymore since I don’t tell her anything personal or send images of myself any longer, but speaking to her just creates some discomfort. It’s sweet she looks up to me, but I’m sure she could benefit from exploring her own interests and being her own person at this point.

No. 2474706

>>2474674
shes just mad b/c she knows she could never demand the same from a moid she was with

No. 2474707

I’m excited for when social media stops being a thing

No. 2474715

>>2474613
maybe some emotional regulation techniques, a “sobriety tracker” (i.e. 10 days without overeating by x calories, or eating excessive sweets, etc.), and/or some accountability and addition of a healthy habit could help you. literally making just one small change is going to be your best and safest bet/the least overwhelming.

can you exercise a bit more? might motivate you to not overeat after. if you do eat the same, hey, at least you exercised. can you replace one food in your diet with something healthier/more protein packed/fiber packed? can you have one healthy meal and the rest can be your junky stuff? wont recommend counting calories to you since it wont motivate you right now. you do have to break comfort some way, you are right…unfortunately the hardest part. socks and shoes on, might as well take a small walk. work your way up to signing up for an exercise class, but go in person, do something that will make you feel bad for not showing up (i.e. paying for it in advance). consider making “non-negotiables” with yourself. look into emotional regulation, like setting off the urge to eat, feeling how distressed and anxious it makes you. i believe in you nonnie, but you have to make the first baby step alone. one thing. only you can show your body that you really love and appreciate/respect it.

also, got breast reduction at 16 thanks to my dear mother who worked her ass off to pay fo it. best decision of my life, and if nothing else that should motivate you. i was 5’1, 115 lbs with size G breasts. what a relief to have that back pain gone, to love my body more. also had a point of obesity as a teen (irrespective of the breast issue) so dont you dare tell me it wouldn’t help you love your body more because of the loose skin from other weight loss!

No. 2474719

>>2474683
ayrt and I had exactly that happen to me
>>2474696
I showed her some male models at one point who I thought were attractive and a nice blend of masculine and feminine, none had facial hair and they were in their 20s.
This is what she sent me that triggered my comment before her getting super defensive https://www.facebook.com/reel/977398187831537 and some reel by this dude https://www.instagram.com/liam_fitzgerald_/.

No. 2474725>>2474730>>2474746

>>2474634
>>2474642
>>2474600
Speak for yourselves. Im 18 and i dont want to date anyone under 30. Im not the norm though(baiting)

No. 2474730>>2474731>>2474736

>>2474725
Your brain isnt even fully developed yet ,go play roblox fetus chan

No. 2474731>>2474737>>2474744

>>2474730
Have you started using anti aging creams yet?(baiting)

No. 2474736

>>2474730
Don't tell her to go on Roblox. That's where the Polack lives.

No. 2474737>>2474741>>2475194

>>2474731
Dont get groomed online by gross moids. They're not into you because you're "pretty" they're only into you because they see you as a object and way to excuse off their pedophilia good luck and stay in your age range

No. 2474741>>2474746

>>2474737
Im not into men. What you said also isnt true as an 18 y.o woman isnt a child

No. 2474744>>2474747

>>2474731
>she thinks she can offend nonna by telling her to go moisturize
ah, to be young and dumb

No. 2474746>>2474749>>2474758

>>2474725
>>2474741
I’m not even 30 and I would never date an 18 year old because no offense but every 18 year is a complete retard. We all were at 18. The types of older women that date girls as young as you do so because there is something wrong with them and they can’t get dates with people their own age.

No. 2474747>>2474750>>2474751

>>2474744
Well since old hags itt website are closeted troons i dont think they will get offended(baiting)

No. 2474749

>>2474746
Or maybe they just have different tastes? I see tons of retarded 18+ year olds, different people have different life experiences and capacities etc.

No. 2474750

File (hide): 1743797120399.jpg (16.34 KB, 600x600, low quality bait.jpg)

>>2474747
>in this thread website

How do retards fall for bait that's this poorly crafted? Kek

No. 2474751>>2474756

>>2474747
Anon, I can tell by the way that you talk that the internet has already started to deeply rot your brain. Go to the park and touch some grass before it’s too late.

No. 2474754

>>2474752
I dont mind it

No. 2474756>>2474764

>>2474751
Sorry that you only had to date with other pizza faces

No. 2474758

>>2474746
Kek ngl this was me 2 years ago. Lesbian into older women, mostly a personality thing. But even 2 years ago I was dumb as fuck, on this website too unfortunately and I regret the people who had to interact with me. I wouldn’t mind if this site was 20+ even because I’ve never seen a self-proclaimed 18-year-old announce their age when they didn’t sound immature.

No. 2474764>>2474767

>>2474756
Anon, you are the teenager with a pizza face kek. I thought you were just dumb and edgy, but maybe you are baiting.

No. 2474767

>>2474764
My pubescent acne has gone. Now im like a babydoll again.

No. 2474801

Why do people get so weird when you don't want to eat at the same time as them? If I'm out with a friend and I get hungry I'm like, "Wanna grab a snack? No? Ok, that's cool, I'm gonna pop in here real quick and grab a croissant." It's easy. It doesn't matter at all if someone is eating "with me" or not.

Most people I know, though, will get angry if I don't join in on food with them when they're hungry. Like, why do we have to wait and eat together? Your blood sugar is gonna drop and you're gonna be grumpy if you wait for me to be hungry at the same time. Just eat a snack. You don't have to wait. It's infuriating.

No. 2474835

Having commitment issues but also a burning hatred of change of any kind isn't a fun combo, not gonna lie lol.

No. 2474851>>2474868

i started counting calories and anotating all my meals and found out i actually eat a lot less than i thought so ozempic won't magically make me lose weight and i will actually have to work hard for it and do a shit ton of medical exams because i fucked up my own body by being depressed throughout all my teenagehood and early 20s even though it was my shitty family's fault
i hate myself so much and i won't ever become pretty again even when i lose weight because of skin sagginess and the fact that i'm nearing my 30s

sorry for the lack of pauses and commas

No. 2474868>>2474877>>2474890

>>2474851
Never understand how depression makes people gain, depression literally made me skinny.

No. 2474872

i almost caused a car accident by turning left into traffic that was going faster than i thought and this guy behind me who looked 90 had to slam his brakes i feel so bad that i cried a lot when i got home ive never had such a close call before i feel terrible. sorry for the awful run-on sentence im still kinda panicked

No. 2474877

>>2474868
nta but eating brings most people a form of comfort, when depressed people seek out more comfort. It's a coping mechanism.

No. 2474889

my 16 yr old dog is starting to get boney despite us increasing his meals back in January. he's going to the vet Monday and im trying to be realistic. i was optimistic about our other dog w/ the heart murmer and just made things more devastating in the end

No. 2474890>>2474905

>>2474868
what a tone deaf and rude comment

No. 2474891

>>2473367
It wasn't really a serious question, more of a joke because of how much of a blow to my confidence it is and how impossible it makes socializing feel sometimes.

No. 2474905

>>2474890
She’ll survive

No. 2474915

i got rejected from another law school

No. 2474920

>>2474674
I hate beards and I find them gross. Do scrotes shampoo it? Cleaning it is the bare minimum but I doubt they do.

No. 2474922

File (hide): 1743805668640.jpg (60.83 KB, 254x327, hidccrpcme3d1.jpg)

I'm so tired of quickly hitting it off with moids just for them to end up making our friendship a one-sided rivalry later down the line.

No. 2474926

>>2474652
>I dated older moids who were broke
Opinion discarded. The only good thing men have going is dick and treating you well by spending and investing on you, a broke scrote can only give you dick.
That’s why you see some women still clinging to hobos like cockroaches, it’s not surprising, those scrotes give dick as if their life depends on it because it does in away, they are a session away of being homeless kekk.

No. 2474976

My insane sister pulled a knife on me because of water.She thinks I threw something of hers away and she screamed for like an hour because of it.She kept banging on my and my mothers door yelling.She also ended up hurting one of my baby sisters too while screaming she doesn’t care.I’m praying the heavens do something about this narcissistic ghoul because the cops keep saying nothing is wrong.

No. 2474996

I hate the retard scrote living above me. at my apartments you only get one assigned parking space with your apartment number painted on it and you are supposed to park in your designated space. if you have a roommate/two cars in one unit you have to get permission from management and then you can park your car in one of the few visitors spaces. the dumb fat fuck upstairs purposely started taking up both visitor spaces in front of our building while he leaves his assigned space empty. he only started doing this once I moved in and he saw I had to park in the visitors space since my roommate uses our assigned space. he's doing it just to be an asshole. I wish management would tow one of his vehicles or at least ream him out for it but they can't be bothered.

No. 2475021

This retard keeps acting like a safe space for me to vent and boom it's like talking to a cop. Everything I say gets used against me. Fuck off bitch

No. 2475041

I would do almost anything to go back to dating in the pre-internet era.
Trying to have a trustworthy relationship with a man in the age of thirst traps, instagram reels, tiktok, e-girls, discord servers, online games and internet porn is literally impossible.
Women who were dating before the 2000s have no idea how easy they had it.

No. 2475053>>2475092>>2475202

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My skin is so saggy at 23, it makes me feel so ugly. Its not a made up insecurity either i literally get called grandma and confused with my mom DAILY. Its so saggy and i dont know why. It makes me feel so bad i just stopped going out for groceries and i just instacart them now. I am going to a derm next saturday and i am praying there is a treatment for this, i dont want to keep looking 20 years older than i am, i want to be able to enjoy my youth. I have no idea what i did to deserve such insanely shit genetics but its not fucking fair, i want to date cute guys without feeling like they might think i am an old woman. I just want to look my age then age gracefully like normal women, i feel like bejamin button for god's sake. I look in the mirror and i stretch my face a little wiht my fingers and i look so normal and like my age that way, i just want to look like that fuck. I have no idea what treatments there are for this at my age, ofc i cant get a facelift. I just hope there is SOMETHING my derm can do. PLEASE.

No. 2475074

Getting tired of this bpdcunt trying to project her identity problems on me. I don't switch personalities or aesthetics every two seconds. I just want to be left alone and have no social media but somehow that's identity problems I guess..

No. 2475085

Please shut up forever ahhh

No. 2475092>>2475104

>>2475053
I understand. My mom got a pretty saggy face since her early 20s so i knew i was cooked from the start, it doesn't help my face is oval so it lacks any structure

No. 2475097

Sorry but sometimes it's blatantly obvious in vents when you are actually the problem.

No. 2475104

>>2475092
>it doesn't help my face is oval
fucking same. I look like the moon emoji.

No. 2475110

Is it weird I don’t want my mom picking me up when we go to eat or something? She drives me insane with road rage and just being ADHD talking the entire time and changing topics and whatever, it stresses me out, but she gets offended when I tell her I want to drive separately. I am 30 years old. Am I being too harsh?

No. 2475130

I think I have fucking diabetes again fuck me. I'm going to bang my head against a wall

No. 2475174>>2475198

i'm just tired of porn and sex being everywhere man

No. 2475182

>>2474652
christ the OP was talking about hookups lmao. Doubt you carnally want the 30+ walled scrote just because he's "interesting"

No. 2475193

my dad is a conservative trump cultist but i seriously thank god that because of this he didnt let me transition when i was a teenager

No. 2475194>>2475435

>>2474737
18 years old is an adult you retard

No. 2475198

>>2475174
me too sis

No. 2475202>>2475249

>>2475053
what cute guys? are there any that aren't misogynists? what are you missing out on

No. 2475225>>2475251>>2475651

Sometimes I wish I could have sex without attachment, but I know if I do that I will feel empty afterwards. I'll die a virgin, but what's sad about that is that my youth won't be enjoyed. It's nice having a young body and I like it to be appreciated.

No. 2475228>>2475232

I hate men they disgust me. The world would be so much better if male sex drive was completely eradicated.

No. 2475229

There's this stray cat that keeps coming around but my dad hates cats and thinks they're a bad omen (don't ask why). He chased it with a stick the other day and yep guess it's never coming back.

No. 2475232>>2475235

>>2475228
If they had a female sex drive that would be better

No. 2475235>>2475241>>2475251

>>2475232
Women and men have the same sex drive anon, we like sex too. We're just not depraved about it.

No. 2475241

>>2475235
There's normal sex drive like ours and then there's the male sex drive

No. 2475242

>my uncle borrows my grandmothers car (he has his own he inherited from my grandpa, the tags are expired and he can't pay for new ones)
>keeps it for 2 days, ignores my grandma and great-aunt when they try to get in contact with him
>return the car with junk in it, on E, and smelling like weed
>texts my grandma and tells her "you guys have to stop acting like I'm doing wrong".
Lol this guy is a fucking retard. Fortunately, my grandmother said she's not letting him take her car again.

No. 2475249

>>2475202
I just want to fuck them i dont care about their personality beyond that

No. 2475251

>>2475225
Damn i feel like this too. I dont want to risk stds or utis for some one night stand or "fwb". I want it to be with a guy who actually has a soul and loves me (debatable if they have souls or can love, but still) if i dont lose my virginity until my 30s then it is what it is, i guess.
>>2475235
I feel like its impossible to know since nobody can experience being male and female in the same lifetime. like how nobody can really say what happens after death because nobody can die and come back. uhm, kinda grim comparison but i hope you get it.

No. 2475264>>2475311

My mom's been drinking. Struggling with drinking. Tried to stop her over 10 years because I have to live with her due to being disabled. She's been making sexual comments at me while drunk. Today she groped me when I was having a weird nonepileptic seizure-thing. I want to cry. She says she's not drunk. She's fine when sober. But when she drinks like this it gets increasingly horrible. She is drunk. I feel disgusting. I want to kill myself.

No. 2475311>>2475324>>2475344

>>2475264
what the fuck? is your mom a tranny?

No. 2475324

>>2475311
women are capable of being awful nona…

No. 2475344>>2475400>>2475482

>>2475311
ayrt Nope. Ciswoman. I will probably end up on the news. I am going to kill her. I have wasted my entire life being her support, being her right hand man. All for it to end like this. What a waste. I tried killing myself since I was 12. Always failed. It's because this was my calling all along. Since my dad died, my life has been a downward spiral living with this woman. Every attempt I get, I am rewarded with this whore lying to my face and talking about my brother in ways that I've confirmed were lies. I know this site hates men. Truly, I know. I get it. But my dad and my brother were some of the good ones. They never did anything to me that made feel like killing myself. But my mother. She was always the one. She was always the one who would beat me hardest or lash out at me for being a tomboy. This hellish creature I've tried to support emotionally as best I could and help her to bed before my disability spun out of control. I hate her with every fiber in my being.
She lied about everyone I hold deer. She lied about everything. She is trying to paint herself as the victim as I sit here, unable to speak, unable to move. I have to wait until my body regains its fucking composure to just even leave the room. I hate this fucking woman. Ban me for alogging mods, but this woman has GOT to go.

No. 2475361

I love my family more than they will ever love me. I'm always the one reaching out to them, and not the other way around. The pain is unbearable.

No. 2475400>>2475407

>>2475344
do you have any other family to go to? are you forced to care for her?

No. 2475407

>>2475400
ayrt It's fine. This is fine. I don't trust my family. We moved closer to these people to get her to stop drinking, but nothing has changed. They're complete strangers to me since I was raised on the opposite side of the country from them. They're unruly, untrustworty, and I have my own share of mental illnesses that prevent me from trusting. I actually can't leave because I'm the disabled one. She is basically my caretaker.
I spoke to her and she admitted to doing it but felt surprised herself. I don't know what to do with this information now. But I think maybe we could kove forward, albeit with some help from Klonopin on my end.
Sorry for the spergout.

No. 2475435>>2475444

>>2475194
Nta but there are some types of men who only go for 18 because it's the lowest they can get away with and express signs of wanting to go lower. Not saying it's literally pedo, more that 30+ year old men going that low are more likely to overlap with wanting actual underage teens. There's a lot of famous examples of this, where they start off with 18 year olds then years later it's revealed that they went after 15 year olds alongside them.

No. 2475444>>2475594

>>2475435
I think it’s weird that people see adulthood as so binary. I’m only a couple years older but 18 year olds look like that, teenagers. Obviously it’s not pedophilia but there’s so little difference between say 16 and 18 that if you’re attracted to barely legals then.. obviously you’re attracted to minors too…? Is that not the elephant in the room?

I’m bi but both genders are kinda gross to me at that age in the same way younger teens are, and I think psychologically a large part of that is imo there’s a bigger difference between say 18 and 20 than turning 18. So when I hear moids act like it’s the most obvious normal thing while being even older than me… kinda irks me out, and more and more each year.

I just want to show people that without laws the people arguing in bad faith would be doing exactly what they’re being accused of, the invisible line at 18 doesn’t exist. And I agree with you wholeheartedly - I think I’d take less issue with it if it was actually true that they like 18-year-olds as adults, but I have literally never seen evidence of one who didn’t also have at minimum suspicious behaviours towards minors.

No. 2475448

>>2475423
I hope you don't do it, nona. Maybe you should call an emergency line for help. Your life can still change.

No. 2475482

>>2475344
NTA but you should turn that bitch over to the cops

No. 2475485

I don’t think my mom loves me. Maybe, likes me at most, especially for my usefulness, but no more than that. I don’t know what to do about this. I still live at home with her, but as years go by, I feel more and more that this is the truth, and it hurts.

No. 2475526

i don’t know what i was thinking but when i was really little i thought it’d be a good idea to go to our neighbors houses as give them random belongings as gifts, taking my younger sister with me. one of the neighbors who owned pitbulls weren’t home but we found that the door was open and we could just walk right in and plop the stuff on the floor (instead of just leaving it outside) the dogs were there thankfully in cages but were obviously barking at us like crazy and probably would have mauled us if they weren’t. it didn’t bother me then even with the horror my parents expressed after we told them what we did, but lately i’ve been getting distressed thinking about the hypotheticals of the dogs not being in cages or managing to break out of them and that there are alternate timelines where we were mauled- i cant stop running it though my head

No. 2475541

>talk when you tell me to, get called a narc
>stay the fuck away from you, get called a narc
Keep seeing le evil boogeymen under your bed retard why don't you look inwards you self-proclaimed "empath"

No. 2475543

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About to have one of the worst uni classes of my life. Wish me luck.

No. 2475551

Tired of these coomer white moids seeing me as a zoo animal sometimes
>inb4 racebait

No. 2475564

Not feeling good because my late night paranoia and hallucinations are setting in. I'm hearing voices. I actually just heard a Minecraft zombie "aughhh" noise, weirdly enough. I have on a YouTube video so I can sleep. I really wish I had someone here right now to hold me. I hope I don't have any nightmares, my dreams are extremely vivid.

No. 2475565

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Just had the realization that the woman I’m crushing on is most likely not gay or at least bi. It was a subtle thing that didn’t confirm 100%, but still…

No. 2475594>>2475606

>>2475444
You all are just weak prudes. 18 is the biological adult age. Thats the age most people complete their puberty. 16 is a teen not a child. Closer to being an adult then a child. Nothing you have wrote has to do anything with age but rather child rights.(baiting)

No. 2475606

>>2475594
>pointing out moids weird behavior = prude!!
Here we go again, that word is getting so watered down in recent years. Riddle me this: how come every older man who's into teenagers just so happens to get outed as a legit child rapist eventually? Why does that keep happening, surely it's no coincidence. Why don't these men chase after women their own age if they're truly into adults?

No. 2475638

I've come to a point where my only pleasure everyday is just sleeping at night. At least I have that.
I just curl up in my bed and sleep. It's so nice. I wake up and what gets me through the day is the thought of lying down and sleeping at the end of it. I don't even have the energy or motivation to watch shows or even masturbate, I just sleep.
I wish things could get better but I don't see how.

No. 2475640

I can't get over my ex calling me too attached when this guy told me post break-up that he was thinking what would happen if we had kids

No. 2475643>>2475676

>>2475621
Nta, yeah of course teen girls are cheery and quick to forgive because they're naive to what men are like. They've usually only had a couple relationships or less and haven't experienced the raw selfishness and degeneracy of men before, and if they have they usually mistake it for a moidlet trait or attribute it to the "not all men" falsehood. So of course they're easy to get along with, of course they're chipper and optimistic. The world hasn't fucked them over yet and most of them have only seen a small glimmer of what men are like at that point. Men destroy women's mental and physical health to the point where an ~older~ woman is so beyond used to it she just expects it at that point. And instead of men thinking "gee maybe I should stop being a complete piece of shit and destroying women's mental health and tearing down their optimism" they think, "oh I know, I'll date a teenager instead who still thinks men are human!"(report and ignore)

No. 2475644

can't stand how as soon as I wake up, people start messaging me. so many of my friends text too frequent, I can't be bothered LEAVE ME BE. I wish I was born in a time where people communicated by letter, fuck I just don't want to talk to my friends literally everyday, it's just too much.

No. 2475645>>2475649

My less than 2 year old wired headphones have gotten to the point where i have to pull on the wire for the audio to actually work. Fuck my life why has all my new tech been working like shit recently? Is there an easy fix or should I just replace them? I don't want bluetooth ones because I don't wanna have to charge them

No. 2475647

>>2475621
>younger girls are prettier and younger
>less likely to be bitter hags
>It a matter of taste
fuck off you creepy esl scrote, no woman young or old will ever love you

No. 2475649

>>2475645
I initially didn't want to get bluetooth earbuds either but after wrecking so, so many wired ones I finally caved and I'm glad I did. If you get one with a good battery, you really only have to charge the case at night when you're sleeping anyway.

No. 2475651>>2475996

>>2475225
I can finger you, hell I'll even put on a strap on, and I'll play with your nice little boobies(creep)

No. 2475657

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Morning drinking vodka and chilling in my garden because I'm depressed. I don't think I've ever been not depressed. This is unusually bad though. I don't really care

No. 2475661>>2475668

>>2475655
>loveless hag feminists
>lesbians divorce each other
Fake stats. You probably think lesbians and bi women have the highest rates of domestic violence too

No. 2475667

>>2475654
then you have brain worms if you're calling women older than you bitter hags. take the dick out of your mouth and get a grip.

No. 2475668>>2475670

>>2475661
how many lesbians are murdered by their female partners every year vs women murdered by their nigels every year?

No. 2475669

>>2475664
It really isn't. If you paid attention 90% of that abuse was done by moids. Too bad your argument doesn't work because I've never had a nigel's dick in me

No. 2475670

>>2475654
so, a pickme?
>>2475668
exactly

No. 2475673>>2475675

>>2475671
You're 16-17, aren't you?

No. 2475675

>>2475673
it's obviously a scrote, just report and ignore, nothing hurts their ego more

No. 2475676>>2475694

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>>2475643
I dont think thats true anymore. Teen girls spend 24 hours a day on tiktok and instagram where man hate and dating moid horror stories are commonplace. They see the scrotes in their classrooms openly sharing porn, calling the girls thots and bops, slut shaming them, making charts rating all the girls in class out of 10, sharing revenge porn, telling them they should make onlyfans etc etc. I think teen girls are well aware of how shitty moids are. They're growing up naturally blackpilled.

No. 2475677

>>2475655
Jesus christ what a mess you are kek

No. 2475678

>>2475674
use better grammar next time esltard

No. 2475680

>>2475674
oh no…not…words!! only men think words are equal to acts, go away and wash your scrotum, it reeks

No. 2475684>>2475882

Why do retards use this thread as unpopular opinions 2.0

No. 2475685

>>2475660
You know you can just be a normal woman who doesn't think older men should target teenagers and that women over 25 aren't bitter hags right? Like you know you have more options than pinkpill radfeminism and justpearlythings trad manosphere talking points right?

No. 2475690

>>2475687
thanks for the chuckles. also, kill yourself!

No. 2475691

>>2475687
Kek when and where? Who? How?

No. 2475694

>>2475676
That's equal parts tragic and relieving, on one hand I feel bad for young girls growing up surrounded by that. But on the other hand knowledge of what men are like could potentially save some of them from awful circumstances. But it's sad all around, I wish things were different for them.

No. 2475697

>>2475692
hey now, those are cruel words. so mean, you've just caused me to spiral out. wow. can't believe you typed that what the fuck is wrong with you? you are quite literally worse than men who rape and murder women. how can you live with yourself? have you no heart??

No. 2475699>>2475707>>2475710

>>2475674
>women use different methods
And who ends up dead nonna? The woman in the heterosexual relationship. Having a man in your house increases your risk of being killed, let that sink in.

No. 2475702>>2475707

>>2475698
so why aren't men reporting feeling that way if it's just economic factors?

No. 2475704>>2475711>>2475712

>>2475689
Aww man, I'd honestly feel so stupid and developmentally stunted if I could only form opinions through labels created online. What does it feel like to only have opinions that were curated for whatever label you've chosen for yourself? I bet it's restrictive, you sound like your thought process is very restrictive. That's why you keep inserting random assumptions into everyone's posts.

No. 2475707>>2475711>>2475713

>>2475702
>>2475699
stop responding

No. 2475710>>2475715>>2475723

>>2475699
It’s always a woman being killed by her ex in a violent and dehumanizing way, always. I’m tired of scrotes who screech “but lesbian women!!!” or “even men are raped! What about the men raped by women or killed by women huh!!”, it’s men who kill women, so much so that it becomes almost irrelevant when women do it in such a much smaller percentage. It is always men and I’ll never get tired of saying it.
The empathy I had for scrotes died a long time ago, I barely see them as humans anymore, they are just parasitic apes, incapable of accountability and base level empathy. And I’m straight kek.

No. 2475711>>2475716

>>2475704
it's an esl moid, don't feel too bad.
>>2475707
I know but it's fuuuun and this site gets dull sometimes
>>2475708
barely a legible response, can you actually use a translation tool rather than your retarded brain because it's not doing you any favors.

No. 2475712>>2475714>>2475754

>>2475704
Youre either politically/economically lean towards left or right

No. 2475713

>>2475707
I will, it just pisses me off how they can brazenly go on with their life and still act like victims.

No. 2475714

>>2475712
r/enlightenedcentrism

No. 2475715>>2475717

>>2475710
All men who get "raped" by women deserve to be laughed at

No. 2475716>>2475719>>2475720

>>2475711
Youre predictable as you are. Go wash your vagina(infighting)

No. 2475717>>2475722

>>2475715
If you say so neet chan

No. 2475719

>>2475716
>as you are
we need to ban esltards from this site too(infighting)

No. 2475720

>>2475716
rehashing insults used by the women here against you is just pathetic. Not a single original thought is firing in that cavernous skull of yours huh(infighting)

No. 2475722

>>2475717
I'm doing a hella great degree rn

No. 2475723>>2475725>>2475726>>2475728>>2475729

>>2475710
I was talking about women who got raped by women retard

No. 2475725>>2475852

>>2475723
Cases?

No. 2475726>>2475852

>>2475723
and is the women raping woman in the room with us now?

No. 2475728>>2475735

>>2475723
transwomen aren't women

No. 2475729>>2475852

>>2475723
KEK trannies raping each other and skewing the crime statistics don’t count

No. 2475735


No. 2475736>>2475738

>>2475731
can you post a single source to back up your delusion?

No. 2475737>>2475739

It was fun nonnas. We can report and stop replying now.

No. 2475738>>2475739

>>2475736
The source is probably his ass kek

No. 2475739>>2475745

>>2475738
unwashed and unwanted kekek
>>2475737
done, thanks for the laughs ladies, let's bully men together more often

No. 2475744

>>2475740
unwashed and unwanted, may a woman kill you in your sleep soon

No. 2475745

>>2475739
You know that he doesn’t clean his hairy ass because it’s too gay or because it gives him “dysphoria”. Typing on a forum while having skiddy marks is incredibly embarrassing.

No. 2475747>>2475761

Anyway nonnas let us proceed. My vent of today is that I’ve started to put my retainer once more. I want to go back to using it every night, but it hurts so bad kek. The pain is oddly nice though.

No. 2475754

>>2475712
Yeah but right and left isn't just the red pill and the pink pill, learn to form an opinion for yourself.

No. 2475757>>2475764

>>2475751
>females and bitches only like violent men
>if they just picked the nice, intelligent men that absolutely do exist they wouldn't get what's coming to them
so sick of moids thinking their delusion thoughts are worth our time. do we need a mod camping out itt now?

No. 2475759>>2475760>>2475769

I will always rejoice about these retards crying about “muh male loneliness”. Pick a shotgun and kill yourself already and aim well.

No. 2475760

>>2475759
Women are bitches and rape victims, but you still can’t get a whiff of pussy kek.

No. 2475761

>>2475747
Hell yeah! Get them nice teeth

No. 2475762>>2475769

>>2475758
insane comment, no mentally well woman would type this

No. 2475764>>2475767

>>2475757
Moids are so brazen to out themselves like that and visit a website where they're clearly unwanted. It's truly embarrassing.

No. 2475767

>>2475764
seriously, and it's hilarious they'll type shit like >>2475758 while simultaneously arguing that women need to pick nice men. It makes me very happy to know men are suffering from the loneliness they cause themselves kekek

No. 2475768

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>>2475765
Trash is good sometimes

No. 2475769

>>2475759
Kek same, it genuinely puts a smile on my face when I hear about male loneliness or male suicide rates rising. They completely deserve it.

>>2475762
Kind of reminds me of someone like gimpgirl, if it actually is a woman which I'm doubtful of. But if it is it's some miserable loser like that, or like Pearl, desperate and self hating.

No. 2475770>>2475773

the more I think about it the more I understand why I deserve to be alone, and why I spend my days trying not to think about it anymore

No. 2475773>>2475787

>>2475770
why do you think you deserve to be alone nonnie?

No. 2475778

>>2475774
literally nobody cares scrote, you're lower than dirt here. understand this, you are worthless and low value.

No. 2475779

>>2475776
imaging crawling into a woman-only space to think you'll be cared for. get a hobby or a shotgun and die violently. your mom will smile when she hears that you're finally gone from this earth.

No. 2475780

>>2475758
>rape victims are tainted
Yawn, this same shit has been parroted everywhere.

No. 2475782>>2475785>>2475788

>drama
>deleted posts
what did I miss nonnas, I wanna know the shit that was posted kek

No. 2475784

>>2475776
nona idc what your tif hugbox tell you, you dont pass as a man.

No. 2475785>>2475810

>>2475782
moid raging that women are only attracted to violent men and deserve to be raped because they don't pick the nice guy, while simultanously proving his own theory wrong because he's a vile piece of dirt who every women itt is laughing at and bullying. so the same old same old kek

No. 2475787>>2475789

>>2475773
because I can get away with it, misanthropy is my privilege and I revel in it out of spite

No. 2475788

>>2475782
Same, I just popped in and saw a few moids whinging about shit when they should be adding to their suicide statistic.

No. 2475789

>>2475787
fair enough, but I hope one day you'll find another misanthropic woman to rail against the horrors of mankind with

No. 2475792

>>2475790
well it won't be by your microscopic dick will it kek

No. 2475795

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>>2475790

No. 2475796

>>2475758
>You bitches are attracted to violent outgoing men
I'm not

No. 2475799>>2475808

>>2475794
>I am a nice guy
>Also women who get raped deserve to be miserable and alone
Are the nice guys in the room with us right now? Nice people dont say things like this.

Cant tell if genuine moid or just a baiting nona.

No. 2475800>>2475804

>>2475793
0/10 bait plus you talk like a faggot. retarded mongrel kekekek

No. 2475804

>>2475793
>>2475794
no woman will ever love you. you will spend every day seething that even the 'whores' you perceive to be beneath you will never lower themselves to your level. your mom will smile when you rope yourself, and she will never visit your grave because you were unloved from the second she laid her poor eyes on your eye ones.
>>2475800
you can almost hear the cum falling from his mouth onto his keyboard when he posts

No. 2475805

>>2475774
Damn that's a lot of anger and assumptions kek, have you tried therapy or just stepping away from the screen for a day or so? Medication maybe?(report and ignore)

No. 2475808

>>2475799
Men like him always think that they are so good for not beating or raping women. It’s redundant, they want a cookie for being decent human beings. They are always
>I am a nice guy suck my cock now
>uh?
>reee bitch that’s why you deserve to be raped by the Chad , you just care about big dicks! That’s why you are raped
I’ve seen the ugliest men with beautiful women who love them, because yes, despite women on lolcow saying they hate men it’s still a nice and men are very much loved in the real world.
The problem with these scrotes is that they think that they are just ugly when in reality they are just pathetic , disgusting and rotted on the insides that the moment they are near a someone, even the most naive bpdchan, her alarm will go off like crazy. It’s a skill issue kek.

No. 2475809

>>2475794
brother, you are the trash and you attract the trash. scrotal subhuman shiteaters are so retarded they cannot help but generalise the entirety of the female race because of a few outliers, i would atleast feel pity if you werent such a retarded moherfucker. you need correction. purposeless moidwhores like you deserve correction and castration topkek

No. 2475810

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>>2475785
Hm. This makes me glad that I would alog scrotes at least once a day in my teenage years. Some of them, I bullied progressively to the point of being suicidal and making posts asking for emotional support or even just deleting their accounts entirely. I find it interesting when scrotes put teenage girls on any kind of pedestal, I remember my teenage self being so much more volatile.

No. 2475812

>>2475811
>I'm a man.
sorry for your crippling condition but it's not our problem(report and ignore)

No. 2475813>>2475815

>>2475811
Who did you rape yesterday bro? Was it your classmate?(report and ignore)

No. 2475815>>2475855

>>2475813
No, obviously it was his grandmother's dog, but he's gonna say his sister did it because moids are obsessed with pinning beastiality on white women.(report and ignore)

No. 2475817>>2475818

>>2475811
Look it’s so fucking embarrassing for you to hate women and still want pussy, like real embarrassing. I’m sorry if your mommy didn’t love you or if your daddy left and your mom had to fend for yo hand herself while doing her best and you resent her.
Go and suck dick already and leave us alone, you’ll have more luck on Grindr.

No. 2475818

>>2475817
I hate tomatoes but I don't jerk off to them right after

No. 2475822

It's so embarrassing to see people so idealogically possessed that they can't even comprehend anything without filtering it through that dogmatic lense. A woman hates men? Oh she a violent dyke who got raped and is an old feminist and probably beats her wife! It's like they don't read the words anyone's written they just form some narrative based off one sentence and an abundance of stereotypes and assumptions. And they're always so loud about their retardation.

No. 2475823>>2475828

>>2475811
normal people develop de-egocentrism at 7 years old, you fat niggerfaggot with your underdeveloped prefrontal cortex cannot even fathom the perspective of other people, useless retard. dumb fuck is such a narcissist you cannot look at any other pov except that of a poor sad widdle moid with his life all torn up because of the filthy foid, woe is meeeee

No. 2475828>>2475835

>>2475823
You're talking exactly like him. Make it make sense.

No. 2475832

>>2475821
if a male had cheated on a woman it is because he is so retarded he cannot even control his own desire and if a male had been abusive it is because of his poor emotional regulation and the average moid self-entitlement

No. 2475835>>2475842>>2475856

>>2475828
Because it’s him nonna, trying to fuel the discussion further. Let us stop replying to the loser already. He’s probably jerking off to it since it’s the most “foid” interactions he ever had in his miserable life.

No. 2475836

Dear nonas, don't interact with the baiting moid. He isn't worth the attention, and he likely has some sort of a humiliation fetish and is reveling in your insults kek.

No. 2475837

>>2475821
And you’re the alternative. This is why women are choosing to be single you complete loser(report and ignore)

No. 2475841>>2475846

>>2475811
>And you foids fantasize about it in many books.
This is such a widespread lie kek, the majority of women don't have rape fantasies and the few that do are fantasizing about some hot guy being a little forceful with her. She's not dreaming of being violently brutalized by some ugly little basement dwelling stranger in a back alley. And in the fantasy there's no risk of stds or murder or taking things past the woman's boundary, like a real rape. Men are so stupid I stg kek

No. 2475842

>>2475835
>replying to yourself to call yourself racial slurs
You're right, that's exactly what a man would do

No. 2475843

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I'm too lazy to finish this assignment. It's only 1500 words man

No. 2475845

>>2475811
ive never done that, update your sources retard. typical scrote always thinks he knows jackshit about women(report and ignore)

No. 2475846>>2475858

>>2475841
Seriously, where the fuck did that myth even come from? There's just no way any majority of women anywhere are fantasizing about being assaulted.

No. 2475847

>>2475821
but the fact all your exes had bpd means all women are evil bpd harpies without exception…right…

No. 2475849>>2475854

>>2475811
Less than 2% of all rape reports lead to any kind of conviction. At least get your facts right before you spew MRA bullshit.(report and ignore)

No. 2475850>>2475851

>>2475848
Bro just get some real life attention this is pathetic.(report and ignore)

No. 2475851

>>2475850
Kekking at him making posts to make it seems like we are agreeing with him.

No. 2475852>>2475859>>2475861>>2475867

>>2475726
>>2475729
>>2475725
I hate the scrote in here as much as anyone else and hope he kills himself, but do some of you genuinely believe that other women can't rape or sexually harass other women? All you lolcow "feminists" are a joke.

No. 2475854>>2475857

>>2475849
And those who are convicted hardly spend a substantial amount of time. Men love complaining about fake accusations and they are always worried about it for some reason kek, they should be more worried about being raped by another scrote, because the likelihood of that happening is higher than them being falsely accused.
Men will again do anything but take accountability, it’s always like that nonna.

No. 2475855

>>2475815
The white women fuck dogs meme is so odd especially considering most bestiality porn comes from LatAm

No. 2475856>>2475875

>>2475835
that was me sorry i said a racial slur i get violent when i see males on this site

No. 2475857

>>2475854
Yeah they usually get 12-18 month sentences at most, even after brutally assaulting a woman and leaving her with injuries. Rape is a crime with one of the statistically lowest conviction rates.

No. 2475858

>>2475846
I have no clue but men fucking ran with it kek, they attach themselves to any narrative that absolves them of responsibility so they love this lie. It's crazy some of them might genuinely think that because some women like fantasizing about some watered down version of it that they don't mind actual rape. As if the two are comparable.

No. 2475859>>2475869

>>2475852
No we don’t believe that nonna, but it’s disingenuous to bring women raping women when the topic at hand is men doing it to women. And again when compared to male’s pattern, the cases of women raping men or women raping or abusing women pales in comparison.
I can discuss it in a tactful way, but somehow it’s always brought up to deflect , hence why my position.

No. 2475861

>>2475852
>All you lolcow "feminists" are a joke.
Nonna that was like 3 anons who were in the heat of the argument, we don't all have the same opinions and as if anyone is going to split hairs during an infight.

No. 2475867>>2475869>>2475872

>>2475852
i think their point was that women don't do it anywhere near as often as men, not that it never happens. so the moid going "b-but what about-" is pointless. it's like when men bring up female pedos as a gotcha whenever people specifically discuss male ones

No. 2475869>>2475871>>2475876>>2475878

>>2475859
>>2475867
I just get really pissed off when some of the lolcow feminists act like women are devoid of all evil, especially when women that are complicit with helping scrotes abuse other women and worse exist, some farmers genuinely think like that and it baffles me but i understand where you're coming from and that you're not like that.

No. 2475871

>>2475869
Understand where you're coming from now*, i'll take the redtext

No. 2475872

>>2475867
And then of the few violent female pedos out there, 95% of them are acting on behalf of a scrote and the reason for their pedophilia is terminal Pickmeism.

No. 2475875


No. 2475876>>2475889

>>2475869
NTA but I always like pointing out how in women we hold each other to higher standards, as in, we want to call out the “bad apples” while men don’t ever do that and deny and deny until they choke on their words and look at how strong male solidarity is in fact, a scrote will always defend another male stranger like his life depends on it.
Sometimes it’s necessary because it brings more solidarity in my opinion.

No. 2475878

>>2475869
I got trolled by lolcor after talking about how I was sexually abused by a female babysitter, with nonas saying how hot that sounded (could have been trannies or baiting moids too, idk) but yeah this board doesn't take female on female SA seriously at all. There was another nona who talked about being sexually abused and raped by her narcissistic mother and she got trolled too. That being said I think men are far more violent and cruel and perverted in general.

No. 2475882

>>2475684
literally dozens of non-vent posts and people are still replying like total retards. i thought you all were less dumb than this

No. 2475884

I'm so fucking tired, there's more and more tifs lurking and posting in lc. Go back larping male with your beloved scrotes on 4moids. Or at the very least integrate you pieces of shits.

No. 2475889

>>2475876
Ayrt and i agree, i always standed by the side of the worst, most depraved women before i ever sided with a scrote but i'm never siding with women who abuse, especially sexually, other women. That's not helping regarding solidarity at all.

No. 2475904>>2475905

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>>2475897
Like the other nonna said, solidarity. It's what keeps males together and us divided and it's what we tend to lack.(report and ignore)

No. 2475905>>2475909

>>2475904
Is it female solidarity to buy multiple art pieces from Jodi Arias?

No. 2475909>>2475912

>>2475905
It's based kekkkk, i don't know if it's true that her boyfriend was a pedophile or not but i couldn't care less that he was killed.

No. 2475912>>2475917>>2475920

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>>2475909
She is such a good artist. I just have to get another one.

No. 2475917

>>2475912
Her art is so kitsch i love it nonna, i actually didn't know she did art before you told me, i'm imagining now you having it framed your living room and people asking about it kek

No. 2475920

>>2475912
She’s got a great grasp of color theory, this is chill af

No. 2475921>>2475936

>>2475906
Again you
Female serial killer
>shoots her victims , pretty straight forward
>poisons them
>dunno..makes soap out of them? That’s the most outlandish stuff I’ve heard.
Male serial killer
>strangles
>keeps them alive while hunting them
>rapes them with objects
>decapitates them while alive
>torture them
>eat them
>mutilate their bodies and have sex with their deceased bodies.
Call them “same crimes” again kek.(report and ignore)

No. 2475936

>>2475921
Men have harder punishments normally for the same reasons they have "harder lives". Because they make it hard. Kind of like how nobody tells them to go on a mass murdering rampage before turning the gun on themselves for the most mild life inconveniences to ever exist in the 1st world. Like pouring gasoline on a small kitchen fire. Or how they have to pay more for car insurance because they're the main ones driving recklessly. Nobody tells them to be retarded. They just do, but do the surprised Pikachu face when people treat them worse for it.

No. 2475937

>>2475927
>Men have harder lives
KEK HOW? By being born in a patriarchy where everything caters to you and your mommy coddles you?? Oh you poor thing, i feel so bad rn.

No. 2475939

Why do men want to be victims so bad

No. 2475952

>>2475948
>And we gave you equal rights and quotas everywhere at the expense of other men
Even if this scenario was true, that would still be the result of men's decisions kek(report and ignore)

No. 2475954>>2475961

Stop replying to the moid and just report him already. Don't give it attention.

No. 2475956

>>2475948
Idk it seems like it's the reverse actually, you're the one out here searching for validation and womans attention on a ib made for them, i'm fine living by myself and never needed male help to survive, none of us do, eat the shit out my ass and chew on it, faggot kekkk.(report and ignore)

No. 2475961

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>>2475954
Sorry nonna…

No. 2475963

Responding to scrotes is a bannable offence. Report and ignore.

No. 2475996

>>2475651
I'm not a faggot like you are

No. 2476014>>2476016>>2476023>>2476049

Recently I've left an abusive relationship and moved back to my homeland. This alone is difficult for me as I had a pretty turbulent and neglectful upbringing and could not wait to leave. Its a very small isolated community. Its very difficult to leave here without transport. I lost everything I own, had to leave my job and furnish and renovate my new place on my own more or less.the support I did receive from my parents amounted to half the walls being stripped, some poorly fitting cutoffs of their own flooring leftovers, a general clean and my mums old oven, vacuum, toaster. These favours while appreciated are being held over me as though I should be endlessly grateful to the family that have put me last my whole life due to having a severe autistic brother (turns out I was undiagnosed autistic too but I had to get by) but this leads me to my current issue which speaks to me of a deeper issue of years of them simply not giving a shit about me. They have 3 cars, are always buying cars because driving my brother around is the only way to keep him somewhat content. They asked me if I wanted to buy one (1200) a lot of money to me in my current position so I asked if I could pay it up (no we need the money) which would be understandable if last year my mum hadn't received 80k (pounds) in a will. Am I honestly unreasonable in thinking for once they should try and helped put a little? Am I bring the spoil cunt They are making me out to be? I just know if I had kids I'd be doing anything I could to ease their life a little. I've had such a shitty time of it. Its not even about the car at this point. It just feels symbolic of the fact they simply do not care about me and never have. It's always about my brother. The lengths they go to to try and keep him happy, the money they spend.its insanity.but every little thing done for me is held over me lime its some god given gift I should be endlessly grateful for. I was supposed to originally get 10k in the will but some fuckery by my auntie meant me and my cousins got written out. And my mum just can't comprehend its in her power to gift me what I was supposed to get. Money that would be life changing right now. While she is spending that money on holidays, replacing all her flooring furniture and appliances (hence the castoffs I need to be thankful for) getting pedigree puppies and trips away.

Maybe I am a spoilt brat, but it's really getting to me. I just need a bit of help for once. Why do mums sometimes end up resentful of their kids so much. She's always been spiteful and even jealous of me since I was a teenager and I've only ever done my fucking best.

No. 2476016>>2476018

>>2476014
If you're spoiled then I am the luckiest bastard on Earth. Demand more

No. 2476018

>>2476016
I tried, but she just stormed off. I got an apology text but I'm certain it just relates to her leaving and that they don't get the bigger picture. She just seems so absolutely convinced that I'm the unreasonable one that I'm questioning if i really am. Is it about not getting a free car? Honestly not particularly. They might as well just spit in my face and tell me I'm not worth it.

No. 2476023>>2476038

>>2476014
Were you born before or after your brother? Boymoms literally have brainworms and are largely incapable of being feminists. It’s a huge reason women should never have children, the risk of a male fetus hijacking your brain and turning you into a biological pickme is too great.

No. 2476038

>>2476023
After. Makes sense though its like she puts all her self worth into the care of this spoilt nigh on retard who is never satisfied anyway And I've just been expected to struggle on because I seem on the surface normal, but shy. I guess I never gave that self sacrificing smugness my brother gave her.

No. 2476040

I wonder if i kill myself my mom will feel more humiliated than hurt. like people are gonna say "wow she couldn't become an adult her daughter is such a lazy bitch"

No. 2476049

>>2476014
Best believe that when they’ll need a caretaker for their senile ass they will call the “daughter”. Fuck them all nonna, if they can’t even afford the decency to help you I don’t get why you should stick with people who barely care about you.
Congratulations on escaping the abusive situation nonna, we all believe in you.

No. 2476083

I just had a dream that I wasn't sure if my uncle raped me. In the dream I had hazy memories of a sexual encounter but I couldn't completely remember. I'm on a SSRI so my dreams are pretty vivid, to the point where when I woke up I was still questioning it. My uncle has absolutely never raped me, not even interacted with me in a inappropriate way. I fucking hate my mind, why would I need to dream about that??? Please no more rape dreams.

No. 2476086

Hate it when a female pop star makes a song about empowering women (even if it's for something retarded) and men who dress up in drag think it's for them just because they like to put on a wig and dress. No, fuck off it's not for you.

No. 2476089>>2476091>>2476106>>2476235

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When people who have never played a specific game or directly interacted with a piece of media latch themselves onto it anyway and start headcanoning every character as trans and misinterpreting them because they interact with them through a third party. Leave my husbando alone.

No. 2476091>>2476104

>>2476089
Is this about my beloved Sepiroth? I hate trannies too nonna, they ruin every media they touch.

No. 2476100

i picked the worst time to get into stocks and my only reassurance is that i've only lost 50 usd because i only had like 400 usd in there. do i pull out or is it a dip and i wait do i buy stock in companies like amzn that aren't going anywhere i dont know!

No. 2476104>>2476209

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>>2476091
Kek it's about Raiden but yes I'm sure Sephiroth gets troonified because males can't be pretty even in fiction. How about these people play the games for once. It's always 'oh my boyfriend tells me about it' or 'I see stuff on TikTok about it!' or both. Shouldn't that make you want to play it, not imagine Sephiroth and Raiden with a pussy?

No. 2476106

>>2476089
The thing I dislike the most.

This is right with people who get into a canon because of a remake(usually inaccurate to the original). Often times they also just interact through a third party and haven't even played it.

No. 2476114

Just had to witness a couple of sheltered gendies on discord bragging about seeing all kinds of things on liveleak and being annoyed that it no longer works. Sooo edgy.

No. 2476119>>2476140

in an alternate universe im telling my partner how much i love him and how i wouldnt know what id do without him, but in this universe i just feel totally alone and like nobody sees my value at all. i just wish i could attract that sort of person someday but i feel like he doesnt exist

No. 2476140>>2476143>>2476235

>>2476119
Me too nonna

No. 2476143>>2476235

>>2476140
I am sure that I’ll never find my person , mainly because I’m straight and I have come to the realization that the relationship and bond I seek can never be fulfilled by a man. It’s pretty bleak, but it’s okay.

No. 2476209>>2476260

>>2476104
derailing but fuck he's so pretty

No. 2476212>>2476435

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I've been sick for like the past month at what point do I just kill myself

No. 2476214>>2476401

I don't know why, but it will always annoy me when some woman refers to having a uterus, ovaries, or even a vagina as a defective machine. Like, I get it if you have uterine cancer, endo, or the like but if it's cause your organs are doing what they do naturally it's weird to me.

No. 2476235>>2476260

>>2476140
Im sorry you feel the same way, I hope you can find somebody who makes you really happy
>>2476143
It really feels like a man with the emotional capacity to match a woman's love is such an insane rarity
>>2476089
entire Pathologic fandom in a nutshell

No. 2476260>>2476276

>>2476235
Isn't it just so annoying to bring up something you like, or to see someone else bring it up, and they want to have a conversation about it but then admit they don't actually engage with the media just stop bringing it up, then! Do some people just have no interests?
>>2476209
Which is why he gets transed I guess

No. 2476276>>2476342

>>2476260
I swear so many women around my age just watch clips on tiktok or youtube and dont actually.. play or watch the media itself? Its just soo strange to me. like whats even the point? I used to do a similar thing when i was in middle school with pewdiepie and markiplier videos, but actually experiencing the things for yourself is just so much better

No. 2476321

My ice cream maker tub has been in the freezer for 4 days and it's still not frozen. My ice cream base will spoil if I don't freeze it tonight. I have tried googling troubleshooting and all I get are unrelated results or dumbasses that can't read a question and talk about the ice cream base and not the fucking tub. My freezer is freezing abd it's at the lowest temperature and the tub looks fine, why is it still slushy inside. I want my oreo ice cream.

No. 2476339>>2476346

Lately my boyfriend has been bringing up the idea of marriage. We’ve been together about 2 years and I guess it just makes sense as the next logical step. But I’ve always been kind of skeptical on the idea of marriage in general. I love him and it’s definitely the best relationship I’ve ever been in, but lately I’ve just been finding more and more little things about him that annoy me. I don’t know if this is self-sabotage or if subconsciously I just don’t want to marry anyone. But it also kind of doesn’t make much sense to live together, have shared health insurance and car insurance and generally share a life together, but not get married. It’s basically like being married already but without any of the tax or legal benefits.

I don’t know. I guess I don’t have to decide right away…

No. 2476342

>>2476276
Yeah and it's sad but it really is women, from my experience. I befriended women who I thought played video games because they did play some games. Turns out they play with their boyfriends and whatever games their boyfriends want them to play, and eventually their boyfriends want to be my friend more than the girls do, over games. Where are my gamer girls irl?

No. 2476346

>>2476339
Theres absolutely nothing wrong with being unsure about marriage or not wanting to be married at all, especially if you are having apprehension about him in general. If he's actually a decent person he will respect your feelings on the subject and if he doesnt then its just the trash taking itself out

No. 2476361>>2476369>>2476374

every time I feel like stepping out of NEETdom all I have to do is read up on social media to immediately fall back into depression

No. 2476369

>>2476361
So stop using social media? That's like cutting yourself all the time and complaining that you're bleeding. Social media is designed to make users mentally ill and retarded. Don't fall for the psyop. If you're really a NEET then you have all the time in the world to work on yourself and actually improve your life and eventually exit NEETdom.

No. 2476374>>2476388

>>2476361
Social media is really not worth it. I get it though, as a NEET social media sometimes feels like your only connection to the outside world. It gets lonely. Maybe you can try getting involved in smaller online communities instead of using social media

No. 2476388

>>2476374
even if given the opportunity, I doubt I'd have the energy to socialize at all
at best all I ever do is post here once every other week whenever I feel especially low

No. 2476401

>>2476214
Those women worship and are deeply envious of men, but they'd never admit it (even to themselves) because they "hate" men. The same breed keeps saying it's automatically degrading to have sex with a man as a woman because they see anything a woman does as inferior. I think most of them are genuinely autistic virgins, and you sometimes see them literally admit to that being correct. It's about 50/50 if those women eventually troon out, though if they've made in onto lc they're usually too peaked to troon.

No. 2476418

I hate it when my computer automatically makes useless folders by itself. I have never used and will never use "game bar" but an empty folder with its title keeps appearing in my videos folder. It's so annoying because I can't even uninstall the app and there's option to stop it from appearing. I've tried deleting it, it comes back. I've tried renaming it and it still comes back. I shouldn't be so bothered about this but it's bugging me so much. MY folders that I made are where they should be and then there's "game bar" which keeps popping up like a cockroach

No. 2476435

>>2476212
bitch just stay at home for 1-2 days and make it a goal to drink as many fluids as you can and rest. Just end it at this point.

No. 2476442

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why does everybody get to go on fun vacations and trips except me? i havent even left the state in 5 years

No. 2476448

Feeling stuck in life and like I’m not going anywhere. Guilty that I can’t do more for my friends and family. Angry at people who have hurt me and can continue living a fulfilling life without having to atone for what they did. It’s just been rough the past few days.

No. 2476456

My best friend told me she thinks I’m not the same anymore, that I act distant and secretive and that’s all on me. That I have full responsibility if she and my other friends don’t feel loved.
Today my boyfriend told me he’s feeling suicidal and that he wished he was dead instead, that there is no joy anymore in his life, nothing.
I have no more family. Nor friends. I couldn’t stop crying for the last 6 hours. Why? How did I end up with just a shitty life?

No. 2476457

Why is this year already almost half way over???? Fuck I can't do this. Thinking about time stresses me out to fucking much, I haven't achieved my goals yet.



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