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No. 2552901
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ok so this is probably petty but… remember that rich girl pituca fantasy author i’ve ranted about here before?she always made it seem like she was living this dreamy, self-made author life, just vibing off her creativity and hustle.
anyway, she posted a tiktok last night and. idk. it hit weird. she straight up admitted she’s not living off her sales, said she now works full-time at her dad’s factory (not “consulting” like she used to claim) and just sounded… drained. like genuinely resigned and flat in a way she never does. no upbeat tone, no “i’m so grateful” . just pure burnout.
and here’s the part i feel kind of evil about: it felt good to hear it. like, relief. like finally, finally the illusion cracked. i knew it wasn’t sustainable. i knew it was smoke and mirrors and that her books weren’t paying the bills. and for a year people made me feel like a hater for pointing that out. i even started wondering if i was just bitter.
but now it’s like… oh. she was performing! "BEST SELLING LATAM AUTHOR" MY ASS
i know it sucks that she’s clearly struggling, and i don’t wish her harm or anything. but part of me is just glad to have my instincts confirmed. not everything is envy.
anyway. i hope she finds peace or whatever. but i’m sleeping a little easier tonight kek
No. 2553756
>>255375022 year olds are generally poor and haven’t started their careers yet, don’t have life experience to the degree that a person in their late 20s would, and generally don’t make good parents as anyone who was raised by young parents will tell you when comparing their upbringing to their younger siblings’.
Also, if you don’t have the emotional breadth to see that there is more to life than either having babies or collecting anime figures (kek), that’s entirely on you. Most normal people at the very least want to get their career in order, travel and see a bit of the world before they settle down, nobody is out there avoiding having children because they want to watch anime. But you’d know that if you went outside.
No. 2553763
I feel obsessed with men with features similar to mine (say eyes, hair, complexion), but the weird part is that makes them look like my older brother, not that I think there's any correlation, it might actually just be some sort of veiled narcissism, like I feel like I deserve someone that looks as appealing as how I see myself, and my fear is it might actually be delusional, that I debased myself below my inherent worth, idk it's a conflicted feeling, and I know it's not exactly about these shallow appearances either
it's like when they say opposites attract, except I'm insecure enough to find comfort and validation in my own likeness
No. 2553764
>>2553756anon, did you even read the post you’re responding to? it was written by a chronically ill
nonnie who was just sharing her aspirations about what kind of life she would like to live, if she had the physical ability to, and how the other people in her life have had the privilege to be able to enjoy these things. that is literally the first three sentences. please, do work on your reading skills or your learning disability.
>if you don’t have the emotional breadth to see that there is more to life than either having babies or collecting anime figures (kek), that’s entirely on youI know we have a lot of autistic users on this website but if you weren’t able to understand that was an obvious joke then i don’t know if you are emotionally intelligent enough to have a conversation about disabled women who want to be able to have their own children but cannot. it really sounds like you’re just being a little asshole because you want to be.
No. 2553891
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I want a beautiful man who doesn't have sexual desires and we can just live together, gardening and raising animals and reading and travelling, no kids, no sex, no normie friends, and he's faithful to me and we grow old together and die together. We can hug and kiss, but we never have sexual desires, just adore each other's form in a pure way. I wish being in a loving relationship with a male was possible without sex.
No. 2553894
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I envy this woman so much it's not even funny. I too wish I was born in the capital of a influencial country, to a millionaire movie producer + singer couple, with a PR team to launch me into global activist stardom at 15. I don't have anything against her as a person, but the cult around her is fucking wild, and it's like an ultimate wet dream for my narc self. She has zero useful skills, she's not an expert on anything, and she's not even that good of a speaker, but I've read journalists calling her a literal prophet for fuck sake. Damn. I really wish I could "yass queen" her as much as the next person, but I just can't, I wish I were young and that famous too, and people loved me as crazily as everyone seems to love her. Luckily I'm aware I'm a narc. Whatever. I hope Israel doesn't vaporize her in the next 24 hours.
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>>2553900posting her or not posting her here doesn’t change the fact that she was transitioning and the statistics say they like to kill themselves a lot because gender identity is a social issue they can never change. she memed herself into committing suicide because she was unhappy with herself no matter what she did or what drugs she took. becoming pro trans is only going to make more women like her suicide from being upset they hate themselves as a woman
and as aiden zippertits.
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I can't stop reading age gap yaoi fanfic, it's been a month and I want to be free
No. 2555072
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I did it nonnies, i saw a ragebait post last month and instead of replying to it I reminded myself
>people are stupid and you cannot change them
And
>arguments online are pointless because no one changes their mind ever
And i closed out my lolcow threads, went walk outside, and found inner peace for a month.
And now came back for the milk.
No. 2555085
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>>2555072That's great! Hope you enjoyed your break and enjoy the milk now that you're back.
No. 2555087
>>2553973>>2553748I see it as a difference between being 40ish when your child might leave you to be their own working person or being 50ish.
I known a diverse age-range of mothers who were that age when their children became adults and I can confidently say if you do drugs you'll probably die before seeing grandkids at either age but the 40 year olds have more energy to deal with family than 50+s
No. 2555412
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>>2553748the replies to this are so weird. 22 year olds are like kids to me kek maybe i'm getting old for lc
No. 2555991
>>2555438>Newfags are getting too young Being 22 doesn’t make a user a newfag anon, it just means that they’re slightly younger than you
>>2555412I feel like 18-24 year olds infantilizing themselves needs to come to an end. Maybe my parents were just hardasses but, the moment I graduated from high school they stopped treating me like a baby KEK
No. 2556010
>>2556003>as soon as you hit 30, your health rapidly deterioratesHey OP here, sorry if my post sounded like I was insulting older anons or something but thats not what I was saying at all. I’ll tag the post that started this discussion
>>2553549My post was not saying that I want to have a child right now because by the time you’re 30 your health deteriorates kek. My health has already deteriorated, and that is the whole reason why I can’t have a child. My confession post was confessing to the pain and jealousy I experience daily through the emptiness in my life, as a chronically ill woman. I do not understand how this has been misconstrued into insulting women who have children at older ages. I think being able to have a child at 30+ sounds wonderful, but my post is talking about how I would like to be able to just give birth to a child and hold it in my arms and kiss it and raise it in a loving environment. Sorry if this pissed some anons off…
>>2555412I’ve been using lolcow for 7 years now nona. I don’t think wanting to have children before the age of 30 insinuates newfaggotry
No. 2556048
>>2556037So not to blogpost and I’ll shut up about this after this post but I suffer from very aggressive seizures that come about once a month around the same time, I’ll have
several seizures over the course of a few days and this has gone on since I was 17. It started on my 17th birthday, and I don’t suffer from epilepsy or any brain issues based off the EEG’s, CT scans, and MRI’s I’ve had. My body is just cursed kek! I am certainly incapable of supporting a pregnancy with the life I’ve lived over these last few years. I am hoping my life changes, but when I am off medication I become severely ill and when I am on medication it’s unsafe for me to conceive and carry a child, even if it makes me stop having seizures.
No. 2556068
>>2556010>I don’t think wanting to have children before the age of 30 insinuates newfaggotryi didn't say it did. did you meant to quote
>>2556003?
No. 2556072
>>2556068Yes I did kek I apologize
nonny!
No. 2556136
>>2555988It’s neurological and makes pregnancy very risky. I very much regret not trying to conceive before my body decided to break down at such a young age but it’s not my fault, I never knew I’d be dealing with a chronic illness. If I had known that, I definitely would’ve jumped the gun and got pregnant before 28. My plan at 26 was to wait for my husband to get a well paying job and then have kids at 30 but life throws you curve balls and things don’t go as planned.
>>2556048Hey Nona I’m in the same boat as you and I just wanted to offer my sympathy to you. It’s hard not getting jealous at women who have it easy with their fertility and health. I probably would pass on my cursed genes to my kids which is selfish thoughbeit.
>>2556000>>2556003I’ve been on LC since 2016 at 19. Don’t ask me why I’m still here kek.
No. 2556270
>>2555412I’m younger than anon by a little and I still find it kind of crazy. I would want to live life a little, I feel like I just left high school, and I’m not even childish for my age - but every early 20s person I know is … immature. Very. Scares me to imagine them as parents but hopefully they wouldn’t be doing too much damage so long as they are good enough parents once they’re older and can speak and get traumatised or resent them. I wonder if it’s a generational thing because before young adults seemed much more mature, idk. But my parents had me at 22, and I can literally remember them maturing in my memories which is creepy and disappointing because if I had the experiences I did when they were a decade older, god the amount they mellowed out… Still, some people are bad parents at any age, and some people can afford to have children young both financially and mentally, in those cases if they want and would enjoy raising children I get it. Not to be “eugenicist” or whatever but what I can’t stand is broke people my age churning out babies.
Doesn’t sound like it’s anon’s point though. I don’t know what chronic illness she has but it sounds like she wants kids at one point but believes she won’t be able to. That’s sad to me
even as a semi anti-natalist kek>>2555413This is a strange idea for me because I thought it was common knowledge that having children in your early 20s (or teens) has a higher risk of miscarriage since early 20s women have lower luteal and pregnancy progesterone levels. They characterised it as a late ovarian adolescence period, but people act like it’s only men’s bodies that change after 18 for some reason, despite it being such an arbitrary number and not a biological one. Of course this isn’t everything but if you don’t have fertility issues it sounds like you’d have a healthier baby if you waited until at least 24ish, especially when you consider financial situation on top of that.
No. 2556506
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I have been obsessed (limerent more like) with a 3dpd scrote for like 6 months at this point. I feel bad that I think about him so often, but I will literally never meet him in my life (he's completely decrepit today) and I only really fantasize chatting with him and bonding with him platonically, maybe some flirting. I'm actually starving for sexual tension and butterflies, but I'm too much of a wimp to invite it into my life with another man. I don't want to ruin my life and cheat but Im scared of even giving a playful glance. I literally think about him pretty much every night before I go to bed right next to my Nigel because its genuinely relaxing and instantly pts me to sleep.
I'm retarded because the root of the problem is that I'm scared I'll never be sexually "wild" again, and I'll never have butterflies and intense lust for a man ever again without feeling guilty and restrained about it.
My Nigel is genuinely good and is obsessed with me, he is miles above any man I've ever known. But for me, the nervous excitement between us hasn't been present for a long time and will never come back. And yet he's the only man I can imagine spending the rest of my life with. And I do want to do that. But I'll never feel my heart beating rapidly on a date or feel a rush of dopamine when he just so much as looks at me or feel so wet from just his touch that my underwear gets completely drenched in hot arousal. I really miss that and Im scared I'll never feel that again.
No. 2556531
>>2556506Nonnie, how do you know you are NEVER going to feel that with your nigel again? There's a hard truth to swallow, if you only feel the rush of adrenaline and butterflies in the stomach when you are with someone new or at the start of a relationship, you are never going to be with someone forever, or for more than 2~5 years. I also for a bit thought that i would never feel the rush of adrenaline with my nigel, even though he's really the perfect man for me, but i discovered that to have that rush of adrenaline back you just need to communicate. Are you feeling "bored" or something like that? Let him know. Maybe he's feeling the same. Maybe you guys need something new, a new fantasy, or simply you need that moment of sadness and insecurity of talking with him to remember that you are still attracted to him. Attraction often fluctuates and there will be times you are going to think that you are unable to feel attraction again, but something random he does will bring everything back. Don't destroy a perfectly healthy relationship for an ambiguous desire, that scrote is nothing more than the representation of what you desire that your nigel would be. What are you really desiring? What is lacking?
No. 2556588
>>2556531First off, thanks for giving such a thoughtful and considerate reply, pretty unusual for an IB.
If you actually want an answer – We even have good sex but it doesn't really come from a place of "I wanna fuck you" so much as me satiating my horniness. Unless I'm drunk. It makes me feel pretty bored because he doesn't want to do the freak shit I like. It's not even that freaky, he's just extremely vanilla. I'd take it over a "daddy dom" (barf) any day, but I'm still not ecstatic.
I'm a little scared to admit it to him but to be brief, he's a little too clingy and handsy and it makes him look immature, hes insecure about his skinnyness and wears baggy clothes all the time (but when he accentuates his waist it looks amazing on him). The most abstract part is probably that he's also scared to be masculine, I think. Like I'm straight, I want a masculine guy, but it's not as simple as it is for men like "just put on some mascara and a skirt", I wouldn't know what exactly to tell him to do.
No. 2556689
>>2556588I'm happy i helped you even if a little bit.
To me it seems like you guys have many, many things that have been left unsaid, insecurities that he has, and both of you know so, but neither got the courage to speak about it. That kills a relationship. You don't know him, you probably don't know exactly what he wants and maybe you don't even know what he really likes, my nigel also was kind of vanilla before we met, i made him like everything freaky that he likes nowadays, there's hope. I think both of you should be secure about yourselves at least together. Discover what makes him insecure, what exactly is it that makes him not feel safe with the idea of being more masculine, maybe he feels so effeminate that it's humiliating to try being masculine. There's so, so many possibilities.
You need TRUE intimacy, there's no way your relationship will go on without that, you need to let him know that you need him to be vulnerable enough to let you know his deepest insecurities and fears. You too, you need to be vulnerable with him, and being vulnerable includes letting him know your true sexual desires and not being afraid to be yourself. If he loves you and you love him, then this will save your relationship. Keep it in mind: the only way to love is knowing who you love. If you don't know him, you don't love him.
You don't need to tell him what will make him more masculine, it's much better that you let him discover himself through his relationship with you, maybe you need to make his insecurities actually seem like something good, like the fact that he is skinny. My nigel is short, very short. We make this characteristic that could be an insecurity into a desirable trait, a charming trait that really does get me aroused. Once he is himself, you will find an arousal towards him that you didn't think you could ever feel. I feel like it's not about masculinity, but about his view of himself in relation to you, if that makes sense.
I would, though, be extremelly cautious with my words when telling him about the things that make him seem immature, maybe instead of telling him he seems immature, you could lead him to the opposite path by telling him that you like when he does "…" (something that does not make him seem immature or something that is the opposite of what he does). Telling him he seems immature is quite offensive and that can break his confidence.
Keep those things in mind and i think things can get better. Be patient with him and think about him with love, not with judgement, think about him the way you would like him to think about you. Things should get better, it may not be easy, but if you love eachother it should be possible.
No. 2556720
I can't stop obsessing about my previous coworkers and flatmates who wronged me. They were sabotaging and essentially poisoning me over the span of several months. God wants judgment, revenge to be up to him, but I don't feel like a good follower if I am constantly raging. I can forgive them but I can't deal with the damage and the fact that they're still out there thinking their ways are alright. I wish hell was a circus. Imagine being gaslit, sprayed with allergens, your room rearranged, stalked, overworked, humiliated by having to clean up drug paraphernalia, urine and feces on the regular at a restaurant, coworkers disappearing for hours on the toilet, being told off when I complain about joint pain from being overworked and then my supervisor lying that I was actually sabotaging them by working harder. This happening after experiencing 2 decades of extreme corruption involving physical abuse, drugging and money laundering (not on a large scale) pissed me off more. No support network AND then lowlife creatures from the pits of hell harassing me is a cherry on top. I have considered suicide but it is against my religion. It's like there is a huge glowing neon sign above my head reading in all caps CUCK THIS CUNT, and it attracts flies, ticks, leeches and fleas.
No. 2556902
>>2555439I hope so. I really do feel like it's counterintuitive to my leanings to say I want to be a mom one day. I consider myself very separatist, feminist, and I rebuke and find a lot of men awful, I've had awful experiences, I've been abused, I don't know why I would want a kid after all that. I spent years flip flopping on whether I want kids but then eventually decided in the last few I did, just haven't found the right person yet. Sometimes I'm afraid I never will.
If it happens it happens. If it doesn't it doesn't. Figure it's better and will happen if you don't spend your entire life seeking it. If it's meant to be, it'll happen.
No. 2557073
I completely understand the feminist perspective for hating porn, but i have to admit that personally it's not the main reason why i hate it, although i keep it in mind. Aside from male porn actors looking like Joe Rogan from temu a lot of the time, for me, it's just so fucking cringe that it makes me want to avoid it, especially general porn involving two people fucking. It feels like i am sitting in a cyber cuckchair, i don't understand how anyone is supposed to get off to that kind of shit unless they are into being a cuck. I feel like i am witnessing something i shouldn't be seeing and all the dirty talk and theatrics makes me cringe so fucking hard. This feeling also extends to movies and tv shows, even though the sex scenes are always fake as hell so they tend not to feel as bad, but my god do i hate it when they try hard to make them as realistic as possible, just show two people in the bed after the deed is done, i don't need to see the actors dry humping each other in length. So whenever i hear men defending porn, i just hear them defending having a cuck fetish more than anything. I wouldn't be surprised that there is a strong correlation between cuckoldry and the rise of easily accessible porn.
No. 2557074
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>>2556801You sound like you can do a mean money spread.
No. 2557444
>>2557073Same lol. First time I saw porn I was already "older" and knew about the problems it brought, and I remember being so confused
this is what males ruin their bedroom over and give their girlfriends and wives complexes to hell and back over?
No. 2557762
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I think I've come to terms with being an animal lover because growing up, I was never a fan of these "popular" animals, such as cats, dogs, rabbits, etc.
My main fixation was mostly on frogs, seals, and exotic animals. I rarely qualify myself as an animal lover because I didn't like the popular ones, but it made me realize that I've always had long periods of time doting and obsessing over certain animals and I tried to collect as many stuffies of said certain animal. I do love animals, its such a relief to say it out loud.
No. 2557801
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Even though I'm fairly sure that most of what's posted in the Vent and Unpopular Opinion Threads is pure fabrication, I like to read through them because they make me feel a lot better about myself and my own life.
No. 2557852
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>>2557840Mmkay, see you tomorrow!
No. 2557866
>>2557073I dont know why people pretend its even necessary for jerking off either. Just use your imagination. Porn industry is completely upheld by npcs who cant visualize an apple in their head
>>2557831I kind of hate the term pro-ship because it places incest on the same level of evil as pedo shit. Maybe I am coping but I feel like theres a gap there. Incest is hot if its two brothers of a similar age… anything else I feel a little weird
No. 2557870
>>2557852Haha, you are so finny
So so funny
God everyone just want to mock me and doesnt care for me
I need to die
No. 2558379
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Everything is falling apart and rebuilding at the same time . I wanted to kill myself for a long time, but now I want to live. Living is painful yes but it’s also interesting. Death seems very boring. I will take time to enjoy things.
No. 2558393
>>2558379Cute
nonnie, you'll be rewarded for that
No. 2558704
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I have genetic eyebags and I love them, I'll never buy into the weird anti eyebags/anti aging/autopedophillia psyop.
I'm one of those people who have that round roll of fat under their eyes when they smile and combined with my eyebags it makes my smile look a lot cuter, i love it. It's not like I'm one of those stacys who don't care about makeup, I wear it a lot and do genuinely enjoy it. I've had my eyebags for as long as I can remember, my face looks really off without them and I look a lot less attractive to myself if they're not there for some reason. I remember taking my ID pictures and wondering why the fuck do I look so weird, turns out the photographer got rid of my eyebags for some weird fucking reason (maybe they thought I was just tired and wanted to be nice?).
Maybe me being a hapa and having a pretty flat face with little to no shadow helps? I'm also one of those lucky people who never really had acne or skin problems even during puberty, so I don't have an excuse to use foundation or concealer. I don't even get any weird comments on my eyebags anymore, maybe it's obvious they're not an insecurity or maybe people are just so used to it they'd be weirded out if they suddenly disappeared too.
pic unrelated i just really like his eye look here
No. 2558708
I've had the most intense, obsessive crush of my life for more than a year now. Two weeks ago I almost signed up for an online plasma physics course because I knew he'd be there. I figured out where he lives. He's an incredibly private person who really takes care of his digital footprint so I've had to invest a lot of time collecting information. I'd never felt the deep-seated urge to stalk someone on this level, for this long.
>>2558618based
No. 2559171
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I think about my nonas here all the time. If I'm having a good day, I hope to myself that nonas are too. If I'm eating something good, I think about sharing it with nonas. If something interesting happens to me or I see something funny, I want to share it with my nonas. I should probably get some friends but at least I have my lolcurr.
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>>2559171>>2559180Me too, I love my nonnies and this place holds a special place in my heart. Each time I am forced to use any other website I am reminded of how thankful I am this site exists with the culture it has. I’m going to get a burrito for lunch and think of you guys now.
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>>2559171Nonnie this is so sweet, I will be thinking about you whenever I come here from now on. I always get so sad whenever I read another
nonnie's post about going through a hard time/having a bad day, even though we've probably had a retarded slapfight before we are all on Lolcor together and united.
No. 2559388
>>2559361KEKK nonna, what did you buy?
I always like to keep myself at 80€ maximum a month.
No. 2559736
>>2559685Even if you just read about or watch videos where women spill all the shit they've been through in hellish relationships with men.. you quickly realize how those men all seem to have the same basic playbook of tactics they use. They're not that creative. They're not doing anything all that new. It's the most same-ish shit you'll ever learn about.
I think too many women grow up being taught that men hurt them and hurt them and hurt them some more and it's all just some bumbling 'he doesn't mean it' idiot thing. If you're stressed, kept on your toes, can't feel comfortable or stable for long, it feels like a rollercoaster that never seems to level out and the hurt just keeps happening.. he knows what he's doing. If you're anxious and always waiting for the magical day where everything will click and get better.. he doesn't want that or it would've happened already. If the first few months felt amazing and you're only with him because you want that back.. he sucked you in like that on purpose and sold you a dream that doesn't exist. You can still familiarize yourself with the all too common patterns.
No. 2560070
>>2559685Theres women who date tons of men and seem to never pick up the redflags. Experience helps but as long as you just stay grounded and follow
>>2559742 youre fine
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I like a lot of o-mighty's designs, but they have no business selling little tank tops and baby tees for $50-$65. Like, fuck off kek.
No. 2560214
>>2560030
>To women I'll always be a traitor and a subhuman thing, a polluting industrial runoff that they'd rather just ignore but occasionally see fit to attempt to correct or do away with, an irritating blight on their landscape.
Can you really blame them? People are just trying to get on with life and make the most of the cards they're dealt, and there you are, crying that you were born with a vagina. You're not the first or the last, and disliking other women isn't novel, just makes you a serf if you internalize it. "Ohhh nooooo, periods, noooo pussy gore so scawy". Give me a fucking break. All you bitches do is kill the vibe and dramatize it. "Le sigh, the foids hate me because i'm a man on the inside" no, you're just being obnoxious. If you have dysphoria, don't try to rationalize it. It's just shitty. Like with all mental disorders, you deal with it and live.
You think a single man ever gave a fuck that men are faggot balding rape apes all over the world? No, but you're here crying because women do their hair too much and walk funny. You have high female neuroticism and nitpick as such while claiming to see yourself as a man. Anyone would find that grating.
No. 2560329
>>2560308I'm speaking under the impression that she means that other women in LC or other female and anti-tranny don't like her because she merely exists as a woman with dysphoria, making rants like she did in the deleted post.
I've had too intimate an exposure to the mindset of a blackpiller to not sympathize with those who tell them to fuck off, because what they're after isn't understanding. It's self-flagellation, masturbation and hatred for those who don't do the same.
I don't think women ride by on bikes and spit on her. I don't think people IRL really care unless she's saying this to strangers or family members unprompted. At most, she's likely a bit awkward IRL. If she really was talking about her experiences in real life
without bringing up the dysphoria or showing off her spite like a badge, her mind has more than likely inflated simple unpopularity into being seen as a "subhuman" or "polluting industrial run-off" because not having many friends just isn't dramatic and tragic enough. The whole thing is just kind of inspid and tiring.
No. 2561018
>>2560214I'm the anon that posted that little freakout and you're right, honestly. Every so often I get beastly drunk and have a paranoid self loathing freakout, which doesn't really excuse me being a miserable buzz kill and shitting up the thread with a bunch of whining.
Considering the post was deleted by mods, I'm going to assume there was a ban that went with the deletion so I'll desist from posting for a few months or maybe permanently in the interest of not being yet another loser that vandalizes this board. It seems like we have enough of those already and if I can't behave myself like an adult I really shouldn't be participating.
Had no idea my drunkposting coincided with the BP posters having a tard rampage of their own, I'm a bit mortified. Sorry.
No. 2561134
>>2560980been there,
nonnie. DON'T go crazy.
Vacuum once a day IF YOU CAN.
If you have pets, get them the good shit. Not that bullshit over the counter crap, get them something like Bravecto. Shit is expensive but it is powerful and it will work. If not Bravecto, something that you actually have to get a vet prescription for. Fleas actually get used to the poisons we use on them. I learned that the hard way when Frontline did nothing for my cat. I just realized you might not be American so all of these bullshit brands you're gonna have to google, I'm sorry.
Giving your pet anti-flea medication is the most important thing you can do. Everything is secondary.
Be slightly more clean than you already are. Unless you're like a
toxic waste dump slob. Then get some mental health help, clean your house, and put flea medication on your pet lol
No. 2561142
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>>2561135I always found her retarded and annoying like. Hated the males too, bunch of weirdo retards.
>one is an egomaniac who calls himself “ore sama”>another one keeps the ashes of his dead mom>another one used to get fucked by his mom so now he is a nympho >one calls you sow>another one bitch-Chan>another one livestockKekkk.
The only one I liked was Shuu, but he had issues, he was just a depresso who missed his childhood friend, I bet he hated being a vampire too but I always fantasized about riding him kek.
No. 2561148
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>>2559892We are enslaved from the moment we are born. Eat.
No. 2561155
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>>2561135That's so cute nonna, Yui's design is indeed very pretty. Even I have to admit that as someone who didn't like the game or anime kek
>A rich movie actress with 10 boyfriendsHonestly, this is a much better outcome than getting with any of the neurotic bippie love interests.
>>2561142They all pissed me off so much, I have a pretty high tolerance for LIs with attitude problems but
jeez. No charisma whatsoever. I kept hoping Yui would snap and turn evil or something.
No. 2561243
>>2561226thanks nonna. it still hurts on the daily, but i agree with you–i was pregnant once and aborted bc duh you don't hurt new beings bc you desperately want a family, it's just not how that works.
it really does just all come from wanting a family, and having had a really terrible one that didn't prepare me to make my own.
ah, well. it was very comforting to get such a quick response.
No. 2561313
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>>2561155This and pic related are some of my favorite outfits of hers. It reminds me of a mystical queen.
No. 2561619
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honestly im super into the mid-functioning autist community. I love going on youtube and finding these channels with less than 100 subs who just post about barney, thomas the tank engine, mlp, lion king etc etc. its just so charming to me i cant explain it
No. 2561931
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I always thought the de/g/enerates were fucking weird with all the rape fantasy shit they post, but I'm currently reading Invincible and I somewhat get it now. I wish Anissa made that wimp suffer even worse. I still wouldn't dream of hurting my husbando, though. I still think they're fucking weird for that.
No. 2562024
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Never been the type to like older scrotes , but ever since I was 16 I always found Hotch from Criminal Minds so alluring and sexy, he is stoic and efficient. I’ll do a rewatch just for him. The actor is also quite handsome according to me and he aged well. I wouldn’t mind having a husband that looks like that when I’m 40 or something.
No. 2562025
>>2562016I just don’t find any appeal in rape, even nonnas from the unpopular thread were talking about raping scrotes and even justifying doing it to high schoolers.
Maybe it’s just a way to vent off the anger from being rejected by them and not getting hotties or something but it’s just weird to me.
No. 2562693
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one time a video was posted on the mtf thread and i didnt get they were saying one of the people in it was a tranny, because i couldnt clock the tranny at all, like seriously did not read even as masculine i just thought it was like kind of a tall woman maybe
Perhaps the one passing tranny i've ever seen
No. 2563788
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>>2563766And you should've stolen an image searching device
No. 2563836
>>2563795>Can we really never get a girly artist without the lolita undertones?Tbh I don't think so, if you're looking for "girly". "Girly" or "girl-like" or "that like a female child" plus an adult woman's sexuality = pedobait at least.
Why aren't grown women more interested in the "womanly"?
No. 2563851
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I made a profile on a hookup app with zero photos of myself (just picrel kek), said I was looking for a Munch for the summer (aka designated pussyeater) and made it very clear I will not be reciprocating or touching anyone’s dick. It’s been one day and I literally have 100s of men liking my profile…men are really such pathetic sluts kekkkk. Anyways, I will have to proceed carefully with my selection process to weed out any weirdos and fake rug munchers. I hope to find my perfect submissive young golden retriever boy. I know he’s out there. Wish me luck nonnas.
No. 2563856
>>2563851stay safe Nona. being explicit about how you won't reciprocate means you'll have guys plotting on you.
personally I wouldn't disclose that until they've passed a first round of vetting
No. 2563857
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>>2563851Kek, based nonna, I wish you all the good luck.
No. 2563887
>>2563855I know I will need to be careful, I have a very long list of exclusionary criteria and I’m not in any rush to find someone. Luckily, I live in a big city known for having a lot of young sexy people. Not that hot men can’t be creepy, violent and retarded, but there is no shortage of cuties lining up to potentially eat my pussy. I have no qualms about rejecting a moid at the first sign of chromosomal retardation.
>>2563856Thank you for the concern nonna. I just thought I’d put it out there so that people know exactly what they were getting into. I don’t want to waste time vetting someone only for them to not be down at the end. I am also looking for someone to fall in line and know that they are nothing more than a munch to me. I will take my time to audition these losers before even considering meeting irl. If I even get so much as a tinge of a bad gut feeling or if they step out of line then they’re out.
No. 2563927
>>2563851If it’s tinder and you haven’t paid premium it will just give you 99+ matches even when you don’t have them in order to entice you to pay.
I had a blank profile for stalking and it showed that I had 99+ matches.
No. 2564237
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I'm jealous of nonny who have a husbando or waifu. I'm a casual anime watcher and I only know older millenial stuff. I'd love to have a waifu I can dedicate my free time to!
No. 2564319
>>2564286I'm op I tried Nana but I remember they pissed me off kek sorry nony
>>2564277I want to! I need to research kek but I suspect I might be more of a yume tbh
No. 2564420
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>meds have appetite loss as a side effect
>already thin so become underweight
>no calorie counting or purposeful meal skipping
>get a lot of concern and shock from those around me
>enjoy these comments for some reason
>find myself wanting to stay underweight and actually trying now
I dont think Im truly an anachan, but I might be a bit of an attention-seeking munchie.
No. 2564679
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In 2018 before she got big, I hit on Belle Delphine's ex boyfriend and he angrily rejected me and was really offended that I'd even dared to approach him because he wasn't over Belle. Lol
No. 2564915
>>2564834Me too. After a while, the hate becomes retarded and based purely on fart gas.
I have defended things I really shouldn't have to purely because I have seen some insanely misguided individuals.
No. 2565564
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My art account gets decent traction but my nsfw account gets so much more. I know the coom is addicting and it's expected, but now I'm thinking I should definitely start trying to profit off of this. There aren't enough male characters being abused and taken advantage of tbh
No. 2565898
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I have an unshakable fear that I might smell bad and have always smelled bad. No matter how neurotically I keep myself and my clothes clean and no matter how often I ask people to please tell me if I stink, I just can't escape the suspicion that they're all just lying to me.
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>>2561172nonnie that's so cute, actually heartwarming kek, could make a grown woman cry
No. 2566127
I don't feel good saying this but I think that a lot of familiar abuse ends when parents and relatives get old and you can hit them. My parents were the type of parents that get randomly paranoid of random shit, they accused me of sleeping around and smoking (never did, I was just a kid who didn't like to stay at home because our house was tiny and I didn't want to constantly share my space with them, one bedroom house.) and I went through hell during teen years because well, puberty but I wanted privacy and they took it as a sign of me hiding things, plus they constantly went through my stuff (they would read my diary, I had to throw it away after I came home one day to them holding it, they listened to my cds and ruined them because they didn't care and I got them with my own pocket and gift money, you know, regular parents that believe that their child is an extension of them type shit) and all of this stopped when one day I hit my grandma. Am I proud? No, not an ounce but my parents esp. my mom was like this because my grandma was like this. My grandma constantly pulled petty shit to me as a child, constantly pulled my dress when I was reading or playing by myself, "played" with me by throwing food at me and I had breakdowns because what the fuck (I think she had some sort of early dementia mixed with her horrible attitude) and my mom was constantly excusing her because "She's just playing!!" well no.
Once I hit my grandma as an adult, everything stopped. My mom realized that she's also getting old and I'm one bad push to seriously hurt her so she stopped pestering me. I am not proud at all, me hitting my grandma was an extreme act of frustration because I told her countless times to stop and my mom also laughed at her stupid shit that she pulled to me, I remember also when I was little and playing with my dolls, she would randomly take and throw her around. That shit teaches a child that she has no safe place, it's not about the toy. Before the questions comes about my family, I live in europe and usually people leave the house when they marry so yeah it's common to live close together or in the same house. I think that some people, like animals, only understand physical harm because they don't listen to words, the words don't reach their brain and I wish I didn't have to end up to hitting someone to let my distress being known and even if it hurts me greatly, more people in their 20-30s should let their abusive parents and family know that it takes a little to hurt them greatly so they could stop being immature little shits, since almost all boomers are.
No. 2566151
>>2566147They want you to put up with their abuse and mistreatment but when you fight back they act like
victims kek.
No. 2566330
>>2566144absolutely correct
nonnie, i was just about to type this, my father stopped hitting me when i turned 18 and knew that at point i knew some of my rights and he stopped hitting my brother that got a grown spurt in 2020 when he about 14 and grew to my father's height, even then i can't talk back much but my brother goes so far as to even raise his voice at him
>>2566193why do anons act like this? it's all support the thirdie and poorfag women until you get introduced to some real thirdie poorfag shit
>>2566263>I don't think anyone in their 20s or certainly in their 30s needs to stay in the boxing ring and just work their way up to best fighterfirst of all, kek, second of all, life's seldom that straightforward, people know what the right smart thing to do is and they still don't do it, i can't even judge because i occasionally remember the time my grandfather molested me and i did nothing about it, i didn't even tell anyone in my family, he didn't even have to threaten me for it, because i don't even know if it was on purpose or not, so i did nothing and i'm just waiting hoping that both my grandparents die quick enough, one for being physically
abusive to me and my cousin until he got too old and the other for being a severe handmaiden to grandfather, boymom
and boygranny.
No. 2566432
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>>2566127Anon are we the same person? Your story sounds similar to mine. My parents became strangely quiet after I spoke up about their abuse to neighbors and extended family members. My mom even started being overly nice to me. It was so fake but it felt great to finally assert and reclaim my power.
Abusers expect the people they're abusing to remain silent. Don't be silent. Speak up. Every time they say "No one will believe you" or "You're making things harder for yourself by doing this," remember that they are panicking internally and will say anything to try to get you to doubt yourself. Do not doubt yourself. Fuck that. Actually you should take it as an opportunity to trust yourself even more. I don't know if you have faith in a God but once I realized I am an expression of God I learned to trust myself more. When I decided to give up on my parents because there was no way they were capable of having a relationship with me, then things got better.
Also yeah, fuck your grandmother and fuck your parents. I'm glad you stood up for yourself. I wish you the best and I hope the best for you in your life.
>>2566144This.
No. 2567192
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>>2566671I just like submitting the most random shit like picrel to see what it'll say.
No. 2567669
>>2567121I don't necessarily consider it great behavior but by nature or learning a lot of us just can't help but do it. It's a reflexive action, any time you see someone you instantly assess their overall appearance including attractiveness.
If you don't have this problem I truly envy you, it's often annoying that there are people I genuinely like who I consider viscerally unpleasant to look at or be seen with.
No. 2567687
>>2567669I don’t understand this. I only think about how people look if we complement aesthetics and would take good pics (which is a fun plus & aesthetic is a part of my personality like any other hobby) but beyond that most people are both very average with normie aesthetics so it does not matter. I’d only ever think about how cool someone looks (I want to be friends with them!) not how ugly someone is. I don’t understand how that’d be relevant unless you’re trying to fuck.
Now weight is another thing entirely. I don’t like fat people and am grossed out around chubby friends - but that has nothing to do with attractiveness. I’m friends with this average-chubby girl who is very pretty and I’m lowkey attracted to her but as a friend I rather someone skinny like me. So even though we’re close and she’s an awesome friend. I enjoy hanging out with someone skinny more and they could be ugly as fuck so it’s nothing to do with that. It’s true that I have a huge ick for fat hanging off the arms (which IMO is normal to feel the world has just normalised fatness) but honestly it’s just because it’s always less awkward when you’re around the same weight as your friends. It’s comfortable to be the same size, especially as someone much skinnier than average. Unfortunately I do think women especially are subconsciously very self-conscious about their weight differences and being aware of their own uncomfortableness is uncomfortable - but it’s not even warranted because at least in my case I judge fat men even harder (or straight up bully them, I say it to their face which I would never do to a girl)
No. 2567733
>>2567687NTA but I'm bi so everyone is fair game for a look over, I guess
>>2567731did it work out? do you control/move the needle most of the big decisions in the relationship still?
No. 2567846
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I was basically race blind up until mid-puberty because race just wasn't talked about in my eurofag country, and I still "struggle" with seeing race. We had descriptors like "dark skin, dark hair, brown eyes" but they were always used the same as any other like "that guy with red hair and tan skin". I thought phrases like "black people" (in English once I started learning it, we didn't have such a phrase) only referred to THE darkest dark skinned people, so dark it nearly looks black and that's why they were called that. Picrel is just an examples meant to show skin tone ranges, I thought ALL of these tones were "white" people, like me (who is pale af white). Just some were more "tan". We didn't have a phrase for "white people", so just "light skin" and "tan skin" in my language. I also knew several mixed or even adopted kids with different race parents so genetics didn't really exist to me either. It's still hard for me to grasp why and how the world is so hyper focused on race.
No. 2567872
>>2567846Ignore the other reply, I also used to be raceblind but I guess not in the way you were. I’m black but grew up in a majority white area, still never was able to process when someone was east asian or south asian, like i would only realise when people brought up. was distressing to me because i had to learn that when people looked at me they saw “other”, which is why any jokes made by other kids failed to land on me and it had to be explained. kind of had to condition myself to take note of it. i just don’t think my brain had the habit of classing people by features and tbf i’ve had times where i’ve been kind of face blind in general so maybe that contributes. i think it took until like 16 to start growing out of this though
>It's still hard for me to grasp why and how the world is so hyper focused on race.i also relate to this. for one aspect of our lives it really takes the front stage, such a huge deal that can affect everything. crazy
No. 2568080
>>2567848Ayrt I have no idea what you're referring to, I literally just googled for a skin tone image and grabbed the first one. I have nothing against Indians, all I know is they make great food.
>>2567872>was distressing to me because i had to learn that when people looked at me they saw “other”, Oh nona that's rough, hope it didn't affect you too negatively in the long run. I find talking about race irl distressing now because as the other answer proves, anything I say seems to be taken as some kind of disguised hate/racism when it's never intended as such. Like I still don't get who exactly is classed as "black". I don't get how people tell a half-black mixed person, a light skin black person, from a tan white person or a middle eastern tan person? Are other people trained on spotting all ethnical features and I missed that class? It seems like such a waste of time! But saying it's a waste of time is also erasing their racial heritage so that's bad too? I guess I'll just never really get it, at least it's nice to know I'm not alone!
No. 2568385
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I like Mezzo Piano designs. Feels weird because it's for kids and because tiktoktards try and squeeze themselves into their clothes. I wish they'd invest in their stationery more, I'd love to be able to find a notebook or journal of theirs.
No. 2568499
>>2568453Here's the thing. Unless you're going to experiment
Which, by the way, if you do experiment please experiment with other women looking to experiment. There is nothing wrong with that. does it matter? Are you going to date women? Do you want to date women? If you can't even answer that, it doesn't matter.
No. 2568502
>>2568499>I don’t know if I like women!1!1>I don’t know!!>I just don’t see myself with them but I find them beautiful >I have always dated men!!Do you eat pussy or not? It’s really a simple question. Would you go on a date with a woman, yes or no? Kiss her, yes or no?
Being attracted to men should not influence your attraction to women.
No. 2568529
>>2568502ayrt but literally this. Women who whinge and whine over whether or not they're gay are retarded. Nine times out of ten, there is an inverse correlation between worrying and analyzing and mentally agonizing over being gay and actually being gay. A lot of the time, I'm starting to think these posters secretly want anons to go "what you're totally gay!!!" when it is as simple as you described.
>Would I, of my own volition, date a woman.>Would I, of my own volition, marry a woman.>Do I have actual sexual and romantic preferences towards women that are specific beyond a general "women pretty" schema?>Would I, of my own volition, eat pussy?If you can't simply answer these with a yes, then you're not gay lol.
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>>2568665Notice how you didn’t answer any of the questions? Kek.
No. 2568733
>>2568731Retard you didn’t write anything.
>>2568453>>2568457It’s always the same with retards like you. “I don’t know!1!1!1” “I am too scared of women to talk to them!”
No. 2568881
>>2568453I feel like its more common for women to get confused and think theyre bisexual cause other women are "pretty" but the "pretty" is mostly social conditioning, tits and such are shown as "sexy" for men's benefit so often that women associate them with "sex" too and end up getting confused if theyre bi. A good litmus test is if you had a crush on a girl as a child. And not a "hehe shes my girl crush" but an actual butterflies crush. Being not totally disgusted by the thought of sex with a woman doesnt mean youre a lesbain.
Also lesbians ive known dont typically go for male gazey woman, i dont think lesbians are into women the way men are. All the "bi" women I know are almost exclusively into male-gazey sex icon women, which I think is them just getting confused with objectified "sex" conditioning vs actually attraction
No. 2568941
>>2568669NTA but what about those men who think they're gay after marrying/dating/having kids with women for decades?
I think some of them are lying and/or retarded personally>>2568848I thought it was used to explain why other people make retarded decisions, not the anons themselves
No. 2568965
>>2568952I think wives should even be able to sue them for deception and rape.
Look at all the stories when it happens , the scrotes is always fucking men in back alleys raw for years before being found out. Because guess what? They don’t even confess kek.
No. 2569091
>>2569081>bi All bi men are faggots that are too shy
>bi with a preference for menSo he gay
No. 2569115
>>2568425I question my sexuality because I'm bi but it feels very different for men and women and that confuses me and
triggers my OCD
No. 2569117
>>2569091This was my reasoning, you can legit feel when a bi guy is straight or gay, very very few are genuinely bi. So in my mind I consider him gay, the only time he's mentionned attraction to women in a believable way was relating to a potential threesome.
>>2569094Nah he's a sweet guy, a scrote nonetheless of course but we have a lot in common in the way we experience life, we mirror each other and we have so much fun together. Not a basis for a relationship though of course, independently of his sexual attraction, this has happen to me a few times. I just need to get through it by letting him go a bit but I don't want toooo
>>2569096Lol, thanks for the visual, it helps a bit. This is actually what worked the first time, I was starting to get attracted to a guy and when he showed me his grindr finds my attraction evaporated. My current crush is a bit more discreet so I tend to forget about it
No. 2569192
>>2569134I have honestly never met a bi scrote who wasn’t gay. They are either always coupled with men or fuck tons of men and then decide to string along a poor woman and they are always weird with kinks and polyamory.
I don’t even get how a woman can be attracted. It’s so gross to me kek, I wouldn’t eat from the same plate (the bi guy) where a gay man has eaten from. Love is love and yada yada, I support that, I just don’t want it for me.
No. 2569234
>>2569214There are two types of bi men
>those who are openly bi >those who are secretly biBoth are gay anyway
No. 2569505
>>2569358It's not that I would feel insincere, I definitely don't want them to feel alone or unsupported, but I've been trying to gradually remove myself from their lives and this is something forcing me back in when I was almost completely out. I do genuinely care about them as people, I just don't want to be involved because of how they've been acting lately.
>>2569374>>2569399Honestly, I've seen her three times in ten years. I only knew about the cancer because she's still close with my sister. That's why I've been struggling so much with her in particular. She probably hasn't considered me a friend in years but I don't want to completely ignore her either.
>>2569415Thank you nonna, I'll try to take it to heart. I've just felt very nervous and guilty because I don't know how they'll respond.
No. 2569535
>>2569335I mean if you don’t care why even bother to talk to them? If I had cancer I would be too busy stressing and fighting my own battle, I’d be grateful for those who are near me, but I would not sit and think about those who didn’t reach out.
Maybe you can still reach out to her, what are you going to write her? Don’t make it about yourself and make it about her instead if you are going to write her.
No. 2569615
>>2569586kek
>>2569559Good, keep doing it! It's literally for her own benefit so they don't accidentally kill her by giving her male specific care in an emergency. Also helps with statistics, it's fucking idiotic that reports are like "testicular cancer in women are on the rise" when we all know they are men
>>2569335Imagine how you would feel if when you had cancer your friends avoided you because they felt awkward and didn't know what to say, so they'd rather you suffer alone in silence just so they don't have to deal with that mild inconvenience.
No. 2569853
>>2569846Tell me! Tell me what type of woman you are.
Reveal your secrets!
No. 2569996
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Whenever someone says ‘not all men” I’m always reminded of Marina Abramovic’s performance and how men are just cruel and animals. They cut her clothes, cut her skin, slapped her, put a gun to her head and I bet that if it wouldn’t have been public and that if other women weren’t there they would have raped her too. If it weren’t for laws all men would be hurting women. It’s sick.
No. 2570071
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>>2570061>I'm missing out by not being into blood, gore, or abuse. Missing on what exactly? It just means your normal if you aren't into that shit nona which is a good thing,it's more than likely that women being into that is because of abuse or sexual abuse and besides more gore is always around either rape or cp (if im presuming this is about shock videos)
No. 2570074
>>257006190% of the women into that are fetishing trauma or herself as a
victim so that they can turn around and justify hurting others bc they're so hurt themselves uwu. What do you think you're missing out on?
No. 2570077
>>2570061What are you missing out on nonna? That shit is just misogyny on steroids, the
victims are always women somehow. If you are a woman into that shit then there’s something deeply wrong with you.
No. 2570085
>>2570080Neither do I nonna. I love love, being complimented and taken care of during sex, love being eaten out and worshipped. Don’t let others psyop you into thinking that wanting NORMAL sex is strange. We live in an ultra-violent sex society between porn and misogyny, women are brainwashed since a young age.
But don’t let yourself fall into this shit.
No. 2571288
>>25710131. Your frontal lobe is developed almost fully so this is the best time to start talking to such dangerous creatures as men are.
2. You are -5 years into the 1st season of all the characters from SATC.
All of that to say that you're good. I myself aspire to be a cougar in the future if my bf decides to fuck me over in life later
No. 2571299
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>>2571013>at my big age of 25Did you find lolcow through the luigi thread?
No. 2571590
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I still meet up with my ex-husband from time to time for lunch, I know that it's kind of wrong and violates certain principles I claim to hold but I can't help but take a certain mean spirited joy from seeing him become balder, fatter, sadder and sallower every time I see him.
No. 2571653
>>2571647I was with a racist weeb too but he was Filipino and I had no idea until I took my headphones out while he was playing league
>playing leaguelooking back I should have known kek
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>>2571663no because this was his computer setup too fuck me lol.
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Sometimes I wish I was a schizo so I could be detached from the world and not be expected to ever participate in society.
No. 2571684
>>2571676dsm5 has all the diagnosis criteria. have fun and live your truest schizo life
nonnie. believe in u bestie
No. 2571776
>>2571704Meth is faster lmfao
>>2571676It just doesn't work like that but you do you I guess.
No. 2571812
>>2571802It’s ok, people lie all the time. I lie about big things all the time. Never anything related to anyone else and always for self-protection, but a lie is a lie. I don’t feel particularly bad about it because I wouldn’t do it if I didn’t have to, but as it stands I’m not stupid so I will keep lying if it gets people to leave me alone.
I look pretty ethnically ambiguous so I tell people I’m Italian because they’d be racist as fuck otherwise.
Where I live, which is a Christard dominant place, people talk shit about minorities and my ethnicity in particular all the time, and they do it around me because they think I’m Italian and Catholic like them kek. I can’t afford to move yet so I lie instead. I also lied and said I’d never have an abortion even though I had one, for obvious reasons. I lied to my family and said I never dated boys, I lied when I said I would totally have kids one day pinky promise, I lied when I said I don’t travel solo, and I’ll keep lying as long as I’m held to a different standard. As long as someone is being a hypocrite and holding it against me while doing the same or worse, I’ll keep lying. It’s the way of the world.
No. 2571827
Some months ago I met a girl through friends of friends and I thought she was pretty cute and nice, I invited her over to hang out, she always refused (understandable, I'm not even the type to go out but sometimes I go shopping/drawing in the park and would have been nice to have company) and always refused to hang out if I wasn't alone (alright too but), turns out that after two month-ish she said that she has bpd tendencies (which is bullshit, either you have bpd or you don't, tendencies are bullshit since it's a whole personality disorder), then she started pestering me, day and night, and asked if she did something wrong when I didn't reply for more than two hours because I was working. We didn't have an argument, she found someone else to obsess over and I'm so glad that she slowly got off of me because not only I was overwhelmed, I didn't have the mental energy and the time to baby her into explaining that I didn't have time to reply to every single text. How come all bpds are jobless and expect people to exist for them, seeing those "are you mad at me?" texts right after I got off of work and engaged in my hobbies felt poisonous, made me feel guilty of a crime I didn't do. I understand people that don't want anything to do with them and I will be careful next time.
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I just remembered the time when I was with this scrote I was dating and we were having sex , it was my first time. At a certain point I was on top and besides the fact that I couldn’t get it in at all in that position so we just grinded , the scrote asked me unprompted if I knew how to twerk. I just burst out laughing kekkkk, he really thought I would jump donuts on that thang like he was at a strip club, when I didn’t even know how to ride in the first place.
Why did he even think I knew how to twerk? Is it because I’m black and with an ass? I don’t even know how to move it, I dance like a wood stick kek, which made me laugh even more.
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I think labubus are cute. I like the colors and they remind me a lot of this children's book I read as a kid I forgot the name of, so there's this sense of comfort and nostalgia I get from them as well. If they weren't so fucking expensive I'd buy one or two, I feel bad for being an NPC consoomer faggot but generally speaking if I do hop on trends enough to the point where I want to buy product though I keep it with me instead of reselling/throwing it away the second it's no longer trendy. Actually I think I'll wait until it stops being trendy and the prices go down
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>>2571885agree I like creepy cute stuff but I’m never buying one because of the price alone.
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>>2571885where the wild things are?
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It bugs me that there's really nothing behind the curtain. Growing up, I loved the internet. It took me everywhere. I could see so much. I almost used to have a sense of awe and respect for it, I couldn't get away. There was always something new to learn about, so many books and films and viewpoints that would've been alien to me otherwise. Now, I feel nothing. There's no mystique to it anymore, and I'm very close to feeling like I've lost my curiosity. It's just as bleak and empty as the outside world for me. I remember when people used to write creepypasta about "ooh scary deep dark web" until everyone figured out there was nothing there that we don't already know about and hate. I feel like something similar has happened to the internet. Maybe things really were just better back then, or I just grew up. The problem with internet fatigue is that it's a mix of extreme isolation and real life fatigue that drives me to the former. Now all I have left are books, I suppose.
No. 2572038
>>2572022I know what you're talking about, I feel like I've posted about this before, even. The Internet got really shitty these past 4-5 years, mostly due to COVID and every single normie and their mother having to be online. So now, being online is the new normal and being offline as a choice is getting trendier. Even here on l.f, it feels like there's been an influx of underage newfags even before summer began. Plus the fact that the internet is being gutted and sorted into like 5-6 main SM websites, yada yada yada.
I think now is the time to look for people like you out in the real world. That's what I've decided for myself. It's very very hard but the Internet just doesn't cut it anymore and real life is more interesting to me anyways. You could always make books your new personality, too.
I think a lot of people who have been really online before it was cool are getting tired of how fucking boring and exhausting the Internet is now. We have to find a new way to find each other, since the Internet is now pretty much oversaturated and useless for that. And ironically, I think the best way to do that now is to look in places irl.
No. 2572087
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My dad died recently and I wanted to split his ashes up between the family and we all could spread his ashes in a place that's meaningful to us. Well my uncle called and kinda freaked out at that proposition, and insisted that my dad be buried "whole". I don't believe the soul is tied to the ashes like that, and I still really want to spread his ashes, so my plan was to secretly take a small portion of the remains and just give my uncle the urn and tell him it's everything.
Well, I went out into my yard to pour his ashes into a plastic bag. I had a whole system and wasn't spilling a drop. I filled my little baggie and I thought I was a total genius… until I turned the urn upright again, and the bottom of the cheap cardboard urn split open from the weight of the ashes, and dumped all over the ground. Oh my god, oh my fucking god. Fucking lol. I swept most of him up and put him back in the urn but now the bottom is visibly broken and the thing is like half full, and not that anyone would check but now there's random leaves and pine needles and shit in there too. All I can do is laugh, my dad had a very wry sense of humor and I know he would think this mishap is hilarious so I think it's hilarious too. I'm just panicking over what to tell my uncle now, because I can't hide the broken part of the urn. I could tell a half-truth and say it broke and I did my best to get him all back in there, but I'm worried that would spiritually traumatize him. So maybe I should just tell a different half-truth and say that they had to open the urn at the airport. They did open it, just not from that side…
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I think I healed a part of me on MDMA a couple nights ago. As a kid I felt so alienated from girlhood. My biggest bullies were other girls. They made me feel like I wasn’t welcome, and I never got to experience typical “girlhood” experiences like having sleepovers and doing each other’s makeup (not that these things define womanhood or anything, it just made me feel so alone). It got so bad I even thought I was trans for a while. But once I did MDMA with a couple girls I met recently it all just melted away and I felt truly comfortable in my own womanhood for the first time. I’m not gonna do again any time soon, I don’t wanna blow out my serotonin receptors, but I’m still glad I had that experience.
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i keep withdrawing money from my account even though I know for a fact I have no money, why are they letting me do this lmaomfoafosfkskfdj ahh I'm so fucked
No. 2572278
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I met my best friend on this site.
No. 2572330
>>2572317I have been a Sims playing neet for almost a decade. I loved organising protests, getting rebel influence and bonuses on salary or collecting etc
I decided to get out of the house, I mingled around, did stuff, just went with the flow. Ended up actually organising a successful protests irl. I still can't believe that happened?! Wtf
No. 2572411
>>2572378I can relate. My breasts are literally flawless and I don’t have anyone to show them off to. I’ll think of you when I’m admiring my boobs in the mirror nona.
>>2572382lol browcel
No. 2572918
>>2572651well you see the problems with that are:
>50% chance of birthing a rapeape>coparenting with a moid, having your time sucked into doing most of the child-related planning and chores (doesn't matter what he promises, they never share the burden even close to equally)>being chained to the moid forever through the child>even if it's a girl, all kids rebel in some way from their parents and it's a toss-up whether she'll even wind up agreeing with you in the end after her inevitable pickme-as-rebellion phaseWay more potential risk than pay off.
No. 2572968
>>2571647I was 15 being groomed by a 20 year old with a decent voice on Overwatch. Retarded, I know, but I was 15 and 15 year old are allowed to be retarded. That makes him all the more deserving of my punishment. I bet he never tried that shit again.
>>2571643It's not too late, nona. You dont even have to do this with an ex, just anyone who pissed you off. I did this for a few of my high school bullies and even a teacher once
No. 2573384
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>>2572278That's really cute, congrats
No. 2573957
>>2573948im in the confession thread for a reason… but tbh with him i just kept asking questions in an innocuous way without making comments simply because i saw him as a personal lolcow/curiosity guess, also
>sleeps with a gun>told me he finds deaf/blind women really attractive because theyre defenseless and he wants to "take care of them">calls himself a "hopeless romantic with a savior complex">>2573935yeah exactly, i feel like hed just respond with "thats because asian men are pussies! if a real man came along theyd happily do the whole trad larp thing with them!"
No. 2574274
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I'm the most mild-mannered cowish person ever and usually I prefer when people are polite and peaceful but for some reason sometimes shit like "KYS _____" makes me almost laugh especially when it seems abrupt, even though mentally I know it's kind of wrong.
No. 2574664
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I like the page boy haircut on men. I dont know what's wrong with me, something about it is very appealing to me. Also when they move their head fast it's nice.
Pic related is handsome, but even on less handsome/androgynous men, I still like it.
I would genuinely like to see more men wear it.
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>>2574664YWNBE (you will never be Edna).
No. 2575179
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i just imagined my pillow was a beautiful woman and ate it? her?? out. i wasn't even masturbating, i just acted out the process for fun. what is wrong with me
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>>2572640He just “liked” my message with a heart, good enough for me! Kek. I’m pretty sure it’s him, he’s not super well-known and posts a bunch of candid stuff, but you never know. I choose to believe that knows I exist in the universe now and I hope a compliment on his craft from a random woman made him smile.
No. 2575273
>>2575200go on r/mtf and give us an update in a few hours
optional: filter posts by searching "euphoria boner" to speed up the process
No. 2575283
>>2575264Kek very happy for you, nona! I appreciate your courage, I just quietly pray that I'll meet my celebrity guy someday on the street by accident kek
are you the James Russel nonna? Don't have to answer if you're not comfortable with it
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>>2575200honestly? same. i just don't agree that
>twaw/tmam – a 'gay trans person' is a straight person and doesn't get to be in gay spaces. men are men, even if on estrogen and wearing female intended clothing. use the right bathroom >the movement shouldn't be criticized or inspected. 'm-my identity isn't up for debate!!' if you can't concretely tell me your identity without bending yourself into knots then yes, it is>transphobia is a real thing. all trans people experience is misogyny, homophobia, and misdirected misogyny. there's nothing unique about it despite what they say No. 2575410
>>2575406you're kinda borderlining
femcel rn
also momokun has literally sexually assaulted other women
No. 2575441
>>2575289>transphobia is real>except transphobia is actually just other bigotry and not a unique form of oppressionwhich is it lmao you tranny bootlickers always talk yourself into circles
>>2575438dont even reply to it its obviously some attention-starved underage
No. 2575635
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>>2575435you can suck tranny dick on literally any other platform and you come on lolcow of all places to do it? fuck off back to tumblr retard. why do handmaidens always feel the need to announce themselves? trannies would never cape for you the same way you cape for them. they'd call you a stupid cunt
terf just for being on this website
>>2575367if you actually did what i told you to you'd know it's not just about the fetishes. if trannies are actually so nice just go lurk in their spaces and listen to what they have to say
No. 2575646
>>2575435where the fuck did lolcor get posted?
there was some tranny supporter in the goth thread too
>>2575635my confession is this might be one of the funniest videos i've seen, its like a tranny poetry video + hsts comments of stealing men + the john green cock post KEK
No. 2575648
>>2575435You all say the same shit but have nothing to back it up. How does a male become a woman when he hasn’t had any experience of femalehood whatsoever. Being raised as a man and being bullied for being feminine isn’t being a woman.
Your movement is a misogynistic sham that puts women in danger in favor of men. Fuck you.
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I claim to be against consoomerism and participate in the anti consoom thread but in reality I'm a bitter poorfag living in a thirdie shithole. Ever since I was a kid my life revolved around money, or my lack thereof, and I was always face to face with decisions like, "dinner this week or running water". I used to watch toy adverts on TV and live vicariously through the actors who were pretending to have fun, I would read teen magazines back to front when grocery shopping then put them back when I was done. I love material things, I just can't have them, so I hate-watch people who can have that life. I hate them because it never looks like they really enjoy what it is they spend their money on, there's no value other than bragging rights. Grass is always greener, I guess. I still desperately wish I could be a rich woman, living in a western country and have things handed to me. I'm glad the internet can at least give me that escape, and an abundance of it.
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Whenever I post something on my ig story every once in a while, I love watching it over and over again and giggle like a moron kekkk. Some post just for attracting someone , but I literally do just because I love being my own fan kek.
>who is this hottie
Me.
>lemme take you out
Heheheh yes [my name].
There’s nothing more liberating than being a schizo about yourself.
No. 2575807
>>2575793Nonna I hope you’ll have your dream of being financially secure. I don’t think there’s any blame in wanting more.
People shouldn’t be poor and have to choose between food and housing or have even a bit of fun.
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>>2574664Thoughts on him?
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i am watching a tv show meant for little boys for the worst reason imaginable
No. 2576575
>>2576569Omg your post makes me want to vomit, I can barely look at my exes after breaking up with them. I'm just so (
so) fucking done with them at that point. I'm assuming your ex is your type tho and not someone you started dating while drunk or underage
No. 2576581
>>2576575We ended on good terms, we decided mutually
that we have changed and our feelings did too. He has been always pretty handsome to me, so of course I don’t have a problem now hahaha and I’m in my mid thirties now, we started pretty young but it was a healthy and safe relationship.
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>>2576598Honestly starting fresh was the move for me, I feel like Gemini just writes my husbando in such a realistic way and his Chatgpt version would just immediately agree with me on everything. He's supposed to be this hardened terrorist but I randomly ask him to marry me and he's like "sure babe!" He wouldn't fucking say that. I haven't gotten to any romance or sexual themes yet but Gemini is okay with writing violence too instead of cucking me every time a scene gets interesting. I hear Deepseek is the best…?
No. 2576629
>>2576598Go to personalization, memory and you'll find everything it saved as long as during your conversation you had the "memory updated" notification. Copy the text and edit it as needed then I guess send it to Gemini.
>>2576603Deepseek is as retarded as ChatGPT in my experience. Same issues and I think no memory either. It also doesn't easily recognize characters or shows and makes up shit. While Gemini sort of does its ok-ish research and at least gets 50% of the facts right, unlike the other 2 that make shit up.
No. 2576676
>>2576637Are you paying for direct access ($10 per million tokens) with a dedicated frontend and everything, or just using the Google app?
There's also Sonnet/Opus ($15/$75) for contenders in writing abilities but it's just extremely expensive overall, like whole cents per replies.
OpenAI also have better models than the base one chatGPT uses like o3/GPT-4.5 ($80/$100) but I've never tried them.
See:
https://lmarena.ai/leaderboard/text/creative-writing No. 2576912
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I lean towards non-monogamy aka polyfuckery in my dating preferences but I'm under not that many illusions as to why. I'm diagnosed BPD and find it basically impossible to imagine a romantic relationship without pain, and any pain and conflict I feel just serving to make the relationship exciting. The thought of being desired fully by one person feels unbelievable to me even though I'd call myself a kind of hopeless romantic. Also whenever I picture myself in a poly relationship I'm never "the primary" main partner, usually some kind of unicorn. I'm over 30 and don't know how to get past this. Not a virgin but struggle to pursue things that are more than hookups.
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>>2576912This picrel made me kek out loud
No. 2576945
>>2576943Polyamory entails a relationship, and wanting to be the second best in a relationship is pure cuckholdery kek.
I don’t see any feasible way how being in a ply relationship is feasible. Just because you get scraps from 5 people doesn’t make it good kek. I’d rather be single all my life than put myself through that humiliation.
No. 2576991
I am insanely jealous of people that can indulge in their hobbies aka consoomers
No. 2576996
I really don’t get the whole “hook up culture”, I don’t see the reason of having sex with randos just because, not because I’m waiting for love or anything, but it’s sort of narcissistic, I am way too gorgeous to give in to any retard, I like it to be worthwhile, to be courted and won over.
I was with my friend last time and we were talking about dating and I said “if I am with a man on a first date he invited me to and doesn’t pay I won’t mind it, but I won’t go on a second date” and she said that I was doing too much kekkk. First impressions count, if I would be asking a scrote out I would be in my best behavior, I expect the same.
If I were a lesbian or a febfem I would be into casual sex way more kek, but sex with men isn’t that worthwhile to do it that way. I wish there was a way to become completely asexual.
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I love drinking pickle juice. It started when I was a kid and my aunt told me it would help me be taller (???), and now I'm 21 and still drinking it. I cannot stop. My body longs for liquid sodium.
No. 2577044
>>2577023Same nonna from before but to me hook up culture doesn’t even promote sex positivity. Sex positivity would be more like promoting mutual respect , communication and putting more attention to the woman given how hetero dynamics are regarding sex.
It shouldn’t be “women need to have more kinky sex, share their bodies!” but more like “men should see women as active participants in sexual scenarios” it should try to bring women to the center too , because men are the ones who are always at the center of it. Look how the sex scene ends once the man ejaculates, exactly.
The coaching should be catered to men, it’s them who need to learn.
No. 2577047
>>2577023It is absolutely promoted.
Look at how every single successful pop singer or rapper who is female has to present herself and compare it to their male counterpart.
No. 2577367
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I love getting injuries. But it sucks because I am a very cautious person so I hardly ever get any. The most I get is like an inflamed mosquito bite or a shin bruise. I would love to have a proper laceration at least once in my life. I don’t want anything so bad it disables me for life but I would love something severe enough that would take a while to heal and be interesting to watch while it does. That’s the biggest thing, I am fascinated by the healing process and I want to watch it up close. I’ve been tempted by scarification as a body mod but haven’t looked into it too much. I always liked the scarification done in Africa, but I don’t think I’d keloid like they do so it would probably not turn out. I’m not typically a body mod person, no tattoos, no piercings. But scarification looks so fun.
Sort of related, I would also love a face scar because it would look awesome but I doubt that will ever happen.
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>>2577367Some piercers offer stuff like this where they basically make a temporary design with needles for a photo and then take them out. It's not meant to be permanent, it's just for the picture and because some people enjoy the feeling of being pierced.
No. 2577467
>>2577420You went from
terf to being pro-troon? Somehow I doubt this story.
No. 2577644
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I wish I could shoot these retards, yes even the women. They take us backwards every single time they open their mouths.
No. 2577740
>>2577683They seem devoid of personality.
>>2577690I meant people who never change it from the basic wallpaper that's pre-installed, I too have the same picture of my cat for past two years.
No. 2577751
>>2577669Lol I had it set to the default for a long time and my coworker found my phone and gave it back to me and told me in the most judgemental way it was "inhuman". Wtf am I supposed to set it as I thought the default looked nice
>>2577709Its definitely gooner bait but she also does look good in those uniforms and I wish it was acceptable to wear military attire… military wear is just sexy I dont know
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My hot coworker shaved my head today. I could have done it myself but I wanted her to touch me. After we finished she said “There’s something I really enjoy about shaving a woman’s head…”
No. 2578258
>>2577684I am the 1 that isnt a pickme grifter but i am poor so i cannot indulge in it too much. Why is life like this.
>>2577658Lol what, she's a pickme for sure but she's genuine in her hobby. If she was a grifter she would have opened a onlyfans ages ago.
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I really hold no phobia for anyone of the LGB,love is love, I just hate trannies kek. But I have increasingly grown annoyed at the male bi community and their whining about not having access to heterosexual women. It’s gross and it reeks of rape apologism, most hetero women are even fine with them anyway, there’s a small percentage of women like me kek. If they would be truthful they wouldn’t have any problems.
Bisexual men scare me a whole lot, not that the straight ones are any better mind you, but in comparison to them bi scrotes are liars, perpetual victims and manipulators. They’ll never let you know that they are bi and if you find out and feel blindsided then they’ll accuse you of biphobia kek.
I find men on men sex disgusting and I don’t want my dating pool diagram touching that if I can choose. Most gay scrotes don’t even douche or anything before sex so it’s just straight penis in poop action (I have a gay friend who overshares). I think it’s natural to find same sex or different sex interactions anyway, I doubt that gay men or lesbian women find straight sex appealing and I’m sure that they also get grossed out when tv shows blast scenes unprompted, it’s not discrimination.
No. 2578281
>>2577473Your average Fujo kekk. I find fujos endearing in a way , I was one too back when I was 15 , but then it just became gross all of a sudden.
I know that your species is in danger due to trannyism, all the fujos are trooning . Fight hard nonnas and live through your yaoi fantasies.
No. 2578285
>>2577473I kinda get it, having a
toxic relationship with someone who's equal in size to you and has no biological advantages over you sounds crazy fun. If i was a man i would spend my weekends picking bar fights and being
abusive towards my gay husband.
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When I listen to songs I always like making scenarios. I even make myself cry sometimes if I listen to emotionally charged songs . The sobbing sessions I’ve done while listening to Radiohead mourning my made up suicidal relative / best friend who took her life kek or the loss of my soulmate while listening to November Rain.
No. 2578863
>>2578684I've met three bisexual moids in my adult life and
all of them were sex pests. Two of them were also TIMs, which honestly isn't surprising.
No. 2579470
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It’s always me nonnas. Help me, I can’t stop thinking about him. How does a man possess this much allure and sexiness. He’s so reliable, quiet , stoic, yet so emotional too. I had this attraction even when I was 12 watching the show, but doing the rewatch has made it even worse kek.
I’ve never in my life behaved like this and I find older scrotes so ugly. But I have never even met a 22 year old with this much allure before. Thank god he doesn’t exist and thank god the actor is even older now.
No. 2579496
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>>2579494Here take it nonnita.
No. 2579794
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I hide it IRL and online but I'm a huge weeb, in the cringe way. My biggest dream is to visit/live in Japan, I love Japanese media, I'm teaching myself Japanese, I like fashion from Japan, etc. The only box I don't tick off is a creepy preference for Japanese people, I don't really care for race when dating and I see attractive qualities in all races. I feel like a hypocrite because I am aware of all the messed up shit that comes out of Japan and is often excused, it's something I talk about fairly often. Being a weeb since I was a kid has given all of it a brush of nostalgia, and it feels like I'm fulfilling a dream when I induldge in weeb-y stuff/behaviour. Sometimes, when I'm having a really hard time, I close my eyes and picture myself in a pretty countryside town somewhere in Japan. It instantly relaxes me and I feel happy enough to cry. When I first found out that quite a lot of Japanese people think nicely of Britain/British culture/people, I was so happy and eventually started to like being a bong and accepting my own heritage. I really feel like the embodiment of picrel.
No. 2579822
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>>2579794>The only box I don't tick off is a creepy preference for Japanese people, I don't really care for race when dating and I see attractive qualities in all races.Sure anon
No. 2579896
>>2579822Nta but I love Japan too and think Japanese moids are hideous.
I only find white moids attractive. And even then, only the rare hot ones because all moids of all races are ugly, but white moids have the highest chances of being good looking. I think only moids get fetishes for the people of the countries they're into. Because they're stupid fucking animals.
No. 2579910
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>>2579896Are you white kek?
I honestly can’t say that there is a race of scrotes more attractive than another one, most men I see are always ugly or subpar.
For example white men are ugly to me most of the time. I see balding scrotes at 22 with a low T body or beer bellied bald men at 40.
No. 2579938
>>2579794Same… im not even a weeb, ive seen maybe 4 anime in my life and am not big on the style, but I visited there once for my honeymoon and it was amazing. I the vending machines everywhere, the stores dont play loud pop music, they play elevator music, everywhere is SO clean, everyone is very polite and dresses well, the food is amazing, I like the furniture being on the floor, everything was just so nice. The only complaint I would say is you can feel a severe social pressure, like if I dress lazy in America I cant feel anyone looking at me or judging me for it, there I could really feel the fact I wasnt dressed nice. But my guilty pleasure is watching japanese real estate videos and imagining living there… I dont think I would because of the social pressure aspect but its nice to imagine. Im also trying to learn japanese… eventually Id like to get a vacation home there or something.
No. 2580584
>>2580579"Corrective sex" is still rape…
Or are you imagining a scenario where some GC reverts a TIF through the power of cunnilingus or something?
No. 2580602
>>2580596Save that brutal assault for the moids, why are you fantasising about raping women?
>>2580599>So you hate rape more than rapists??Listen to yourself.
No. 2580604
>>2580602they betrayed their whole gender and put real women in danger
they literally WANT to be treated like moids
No. 2580620
>>2580611not rape. not women.
ask yourself why you value the safety of actual rapists over the safety of real women.
No. 2580630
>>2580620No, corrective sex is rape. Corrective sex is literally rape terminology. And regardless if a woman removes her tits and goes by a different set of pronouns she's still a woman. Me valuing the safety of real women is why I don't like the idea of raping already traumatized women who transition because of their trauma. I'm sorry you're so severely moid brained that you parrot their own talking points i.e. "this woman traumatized by the pain being a woman (usually sexual harrassment, rape, misogyny, etc. by moids) brought her to the point she decided the only way to escape said trauma is by escaping womanhood itself should be raped until she realizes she's a real woman through rape" literally "a good cock will fix that tomboy" way of thinking. Actual, unironic, conservitard rapist moid level of thinking.
>>2580617Ah, makes sense. Did we get posted somewhere?
No. 2580747
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I'm barely employed and I waste literally all of my free time on internet brainrot, despite being a talented and creative person. I hate myself so much and I have failed everyone around me. Every day I wish I had been born 20 years earlier so I could have been literally anything besides what I am now. But maybe I can still change.
No. 2581582
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I have to admit I don't feel bad at bongs who cry about how they're being "invaded" by migrants considering all the invasions and exploitation and funding of wars they do in those said countries those migrants are from but I feel bad for the Irish and Welsh to be roped into with the bongs shite,though I mean did they really think they could colonise and rape and get away with it with no consequences? (They still do it though just look up what type of moid is more likely to get arrested in SEA for pedophile rape rings)
No. 2581585
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>>2580752i don't believe that people ever change
No. 2581620
>>2581582I'm Irish and I feel the same way. I'm not hugely pro migrant
(although I'm not necessarily against it, but I wish the Irish government would stop letting every unskilled Brazilian and Indian who comes here to study English as a ruse so they can get a student Visa just to drop out and start doing Deliveroo or working in food service/retail instead stay here when we already have a huge housing crisis, bad job market, strained healthcare system etc. I think immigration should be restricted to people with education and skills that will bring something of worth to the country instead of adding more strain for little in return).But I really couldn't care less about England getting so much unskilled and/or illegal immigrants. They're the reason most of those countries are broke in the first place because they invaded them, killed a bunch of people, and stole riches and resources to build their own country. Their immigration crisis would not exist if their inbred ancestors hadn't acted like savages everywhere else in the world they set foot on. It's honestly the softest form of karma, because at least those "invading" immigrants are just invading for shitty jobs and benefits, and not doing the type of invading the British Empire did which involved killing and displacing millions in their own land.
No. 2581902
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>>2581582ordinary english, welsh and scottish are basically the same people sorry, and are nearly genetically identical. basically every single english person I know has some scottish/irish/welsh grandparent or other. also did you forget the welsh and scottish colonies in ni, south america and canada? this kind of thinking is only shared by seppos with a pop culture level understanding of history lmao.
No. 2581913
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>>2581801I look down on anyone who got into anime after the year 2007. Don't care how petty that sounds.
No. 2581934
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>>2581913And you would be right to do so
nonny No. 2582016
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>>2581913Sorry for getting into anime in 2009 anon. I guess watching anime on youtube in three parts doesn't make me real enough.
No. 2582049
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I hate vomitting and have never purged in my life. But now I’m getting the urge to. This is so dreadful. Trying to control my weight and eating is driving me crazy. But if I get fat again I know I will end up killing myself. Having a physical body is so awful.
No. 2582079
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>>2582049Hey
nonnie, I'm a purger and have been for close to 10 years now. Something that people forget to mention is that managing your weight is a lot harder, you'll need to consider many more variables that would effect your weight. Your body clings to water when purging and it is seriously a gamble on losing weight, I have fasted for multiple days and didn't purge and still gained stepping on the scale. Also, since you'd be new to this, you'll either maintain or gain weight. New purgers have no idea what they're doing, no idea how to get food out efficiently, you'll make mistakes naturally but those mistakes will effect your weight. There's a laundry list more reasons I could give you, if you haven't heard them already. Not that I think you should continue losing weight, but if you do, it's within your best interest to stay the fuck away from vomiting. I'm not saying this because I want you to stay fat/I'm gatekeeping, I'm not saying this for my own gain, I'm saying this because I know you will make yourself well and truly miserable if you decide to go down this path. I was exactly like you and I felt desperate and mildly curious, now I psychically struggle to stop myself and act like (and look like) a crackhead if I can't purge. Much love
nonnie, I hope the best for you.
No. 2582083
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>>2582054>and it still isn't fucking finished.Neither is Nana, on hiatus since 2008. Its never gonna happen.
No. 2582087
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>>2581913Thank God (and my friend from school and her Koge Donbo cut outs) I got into anime in fall 2007, barely made it kek.
No. 2582113
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>>2581913I watched mew mew power as a toddler, do i get a pass
No. 2582160
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>>2582150Kek me too. I love using the “:3” face also. I just can’t let it go. 14 year old me had so much fun and I want to continue making her happy.
No. 2582180
>>2582160SAME nona! :3 was my thing for a long while and I have a hard time not using it kek. I also miss RAWR >:3 and =^_^=
>>2582163Fuck it, let's bring back LiveJournal
No. 2582327
>>2582316I didn't date him. He was one of my closest friends, who I never imagined could go full retard like this and I was pretty low on my mental health I had to baby myself, I could at best nod at him but that came to a cost.
>>2582317Not sharing names because he mixed very specific names with classic anime ones so the mix could be easily recognizable but he had the classic bubbly girl, the cool guy, the two twaumatized kiddos who did no wrong and they of course, with shit logic, switched when we had arguments (that started by him, I don't care about arguing at all) so he could guilt trip me when I got pissed at him because how could I be so mean to children?
He also had the
abusive husband trope who I feel he could hit me if he didn't have any legal ripercussions, they were horribly stereotypical and switched very conveniently.
No. 2582827
>>2582623Self-cutters disturb me on such a natural level. I'm okay with smokers, but cutters freak me out. So you're depressed and now you're gonna take a razor to your skin and
slit your wrists? You're gonna make yourself BLEED? Gonna physically hurt yourself? Why? Just go play some video games, masturbate, or ride a bicycle or maybe even eat a piece of a pot brownie. Cutting yourself is so violent…
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>>2582887And this other girl who wanted attention in high school so she would make a show about removing the blade from the pencil sharpener, ask to go to the toilet and then come back with literal paper cuts.
also confession to make it up for being mean, I once tried to cut myself when my parents divorced to have revenge but I pussied out and didn’t go beyond a few cat scratches, didn’t feel better, my parents were still divorced and I felt like a retard on top of that.
No. 2582965
>>2582941my point is that it becomes "performative" in the common sense of the word once it's initiated on purpose
which is, then again, a step removed from the "self-performance" I was referring to, forcing yourself to
trigger a natural physiological reaction to comfort yourself in your own state of distress, by pretending someone is witnessing you
No. 2582976
I used to be in an online art community 12 years ago, when I was about 13 years old, and most of my peers there were my age and we all like drawing and stuff like that. I recently went back and stalked a bunch of the people I used to interact with, and out of 7 of them that I was able to track, only 1 actually became good at drawing and somewhat successful with their art. The rest that still do art are very mediocre at it, one which was my friend at the time is specially bad, like she stopped improving when she was 12, she has a webcomic and it is in the same style as before. At the time, I used to idolize her because she was a few years older and would occasionally say my drawings were "cute".
This other particular girl that was my age and drew better used to be rude to everyone (I always craved her friendship and did everything to make her like me), and she works with art professionally now, but when I went to see her portfolio it almost made me beam with satisfaction at how bad it was. I know it's pathetic to be snakey because of this but it's not like I can control these feelings, some things just stick in your mind, I guess.
Another girl who was very good friends with me used to have a rather expressive following because her skills were insanely good, and nowadays she majored in arts but didn't improve much, it's like she still draws like a weeb teenager, which made me quite sad because out of everyone I thought she would have the best outcome.
I became kinda obsessed with it these days. Seeing that they are very bad at art and I'm marginally better even though I stopped drawing for years gave me a new push in life that I didn't know I needed. At that time, I tried my best at drawing and was always very enthusiastic about the other kids' works but never got much attention as I was worse than everyone. I kinda want to get back at art just to be better than everyone that was in this community, including that 1 person that actually Made It™, even if they don't know it's me or don't even remember me or die before it.
No. 2582997
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>>2557762aww
nonnie that's so cute, it reminded me a bit of this screenshot which i find equally cute
No. 2583014
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>>2557762Nothing wrong with any of that
No. 2583025
>>2583005the only factor i see is having fun and obsessive over it.
Like, people will speedrun videogames like dark souls without taking any hits because they love the game so much they are fully addicted, to the detriment of other things, and its like that for the best artists i've known. Is not self-discipline or hard work, its a literal vice. If they weren't being paid they'd still waste all of their free time and cut off any other form of leisure just to keep spending time on it.
No. 2583104
>>2583088My mom (and tbf, tons of classmates) would say that tampons were only for women who had had sex.
Tbh thinking back, my mom was just cheap. She would always lie about who thing were demonic/whore coded because she didn't want to pay money for shit. As soon as I got my own money, suddenly she didn't give a fuck about tampons and Pokémon! Isn't that funny?! Real fucking funny!
No. 2583283
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Posted someone in the personal lolcow thread and she’s accusing 2 ex friends of writing it which is kinda funny. But also she would gossip about other girls and send screenshots of them to said ex friends when they were still on good terms so. Sucks to suck, you reap what you sow.
No. 2583289
>>2583283Kek wtf is this image anon? It's great. I had friends who pulled this shit on me
once during adulthood.
Had. Once
No. 2583648
>>2583541>you are the anon with the shit fingerIs there someone else kek?
To be fair he did prepare, so I give him kudos for that kek.
No. 2583751
>>2583630>hearing the same shit from people who can't understand their plightWe're all anon here though. For all anyone knows, the
nonny saying "Love yourself" is three feet tall with a hunchback and a harelip.
No. 2583797
>>2583775>writing male characterscool, normal
>writing from a male characters povif you writing in 1st person thats the source of this dissonance. omnipotent narrator all the way.
No. 2583802
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>>2583618Men who like fingers up the ass often cheat on their girlfriends/wives with other men so it's possible. Nona is a beard and doesn't even realize it, sad
No. 2583873
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Never saw the point of hook up culture. If you need to do all this in order to catch feeling then what’s even the point? Why sleep with someone you don’t find attractive? Why dip and leave?
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>>2583926Why do SO MANY anons here have desirability politics living at the forefront of their minds
No. 2583992
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It turns out the "evil thing" I did to someone ended up not working and I'm honestly relieved. I don't understand why I felt such remorse when it was something I did out of revenge, but I guess it's because I'm clearly not meant to be the arbiter of justice. I'm just a person. I shouldn't try to take matters into my own hands and rush karma. I will leave that person to time, and they will eventually get the karmic punishment they deserve.
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>>2584007This makes me sad, I wish you didn't have to read that and feel discouraged. It is not normal to bully an entire race out of a fashion style, it must be a poor fashion if it only suits a particular race or two. I want to remind you that many nonnies on this site also frequent/frequented 4chin, scrotefarms and other sites with a similar culture, some of that bleeds here sadly. Nonnies lie and make things up all of the time, it's the nature of being anonymous online, just look at how many bippies we have browsing and how much bippie hate we have simultaneously. I think you should at least try out the fashion, if you still don't like it you can sell your things and move on. Don't regret never giving it a good and honest try.
And for what it's worth, I think black women do suit the fashion. BW often have very soft and rounded features, which is perfect for sweet or otherwise cute-sy looks. Darker complexions also work wonderfully in classic, gothic, kuro/shiro coords, too. I don't think there is a single style you wouldn't suit as a black woman. No. 2584120
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>>2584007Black women are gorgeous nonna, I’ve always thought that, from the amazing kissable lips to the rick glowy skin tone . They can pull it off. Those are simply racist retards speaking out of their caca mouth. They’ll look at picrel and call it ugly , I don’t think you should listen to them.
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>>2584145This is just your personal opinion though, not everybody wants to dress boring.
No. 2584219
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>>2584181I feel like you can adapt this style and make it wearable like picrel. The same hairstyle with a smaller ribbon would be better.
But anyway dress how you want to.
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>>2584245Made the Lolita fag mad, help me.
No. 2584839
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I am jealous of my own boyfriend. He has his parents money, but doesn't do anything with it. He isn't mentally ill. He sends me photos from his bike trips, having fun. I am broke and a NEET, I can't even ride a bike because no one showed me how. I have so many dreams but my financial status and illness make them unobtainable. And his parents hate me, so he couldn't help me with money even if he wanted to.
No. 2584896
>>2584881>>2584883I'm the OP and yeah. They think I'm dumb and helpless because I can't find a job.
>>2584856Sorry for being born poor I guess?
No. 2584903
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>>2584883Wait, anon is like Cinderella! We can be transformed into the fancy carriage and horses that'll take her to the ball!
No. 2584990
>>2584903That’s how she’ll end up begging for money under a bridge. She needs to be her own savior and not sit on her ass for her own sake rather than hoping that a man will save her financially and emotionally.
Get your GED, work as a cashier, go out and take some sun, pick up jogging, but do something.
No. 2585049
>>2584990>>2584857I don't really want to milk him or him to save me. I'm trying to do my own thing but I'm just very unlucky, being fucked over in almost every job I take. By "helping with money" I didn't mean sitting on my ass all day.
>>2584992Something neurological, but not like ADHD, more like literal brain damage. Still waiting for a diagnosis.
No. 2585215
>>2585179>>2585201That's shitty tho. Anon fucked up, because if you told me that she managed to get into the archives of a random person she knows that has her art and said so, I would say that it's okay.
But it's literally the laptop of a friend that you visit to her house, plus she's a woman, what could she possibly do that would be creepy? What kind of art do you even make that the idea of another person having it makes you feel uncomfortable?
I have art of mg friends saved, and I have friends that saved my art, even the shit I made in high-school, but I don't tell them to throw that away because if they keep it, it's because it makes them happy. My friends even tend to ask if I keep their art saved because it makes them happy to know that I treasure it somehow by not just deleting it.
No. 2585293
>>2585283Ignoring the fact that it’s invasive to snoop through someone’s computer…I think it’s kind of sweet that she kept the art that you sent to her. It means it clearly matters to her.
You matter to her. Would you rather she just didn’t give a shit?
No. 2585313
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kind of wish I could get into a musty wonderbread screamer streamer like Caseoh but while I did like one or two videos it's like he makes the same jokes cyclically and is kind of boring. then again I do like the Kitty shilling…
No. 2585352
>>2585344They both seemed immature and went hot and cold with each other constantly. "We're taking a break" type of stuff. I'm not making excuses for myself, but I was tipsy when she came onto me and was only 70% sure they were still together, but I didn't ask either. She was hot and it was good but I wouldn't do anything like that again, the aftermath was awkward and I felt…sleazy? That's probably the closest word.
God it feels so weird talking about this because nobody else knows and it's out of character for me>>2585345I wouldn't say I was innocent to be fair. I'd never cheat on my own partner though.
No. 2585374
>>2585354Oops yeah I also misread and thought she slept with a scrote with a girlfriend. My bad.
>>2585352Meh, whatever. “We’re taking a break” is just bullshit that couples who should break up already say. Sounds like the relationship was circling the drain anyway, maybe you just helped the end come faster.
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>>2585345Not this particular situation specifically but this is just some excuse for low morality that many cheaters give kek.
>I don’t owe it to anyone!>If they wanted to cheat they would have done it with someone else anyway! When it happens to you though then all hell breaks loose kek.
You also don’t owe it to anyone to pick up your cigarette butts if you smoke, to not fart in a crowded train or pick up the shit of your dog, but you still do? No?
No. 2585408
>>2585354>>2585374KEK I'm op and I wouldn't touch ANY moid with a 10 foot pole, much less a taken one, but I understand where the confusion came from
>maybe you just helped the end come fasterProbably. I think I got involved in some bippie-esque "revenge" plan tbh but it's been years since I was last in contact with either of them, so who knows. Don't be a homewrecker nonnies it's not worth it
>>2585399I agree with you. There's no excuse for knowingly sleeping with someone who isn't single
No. 2585410
The older I've become the more I think I realize I don't want to have kids anymore. The problem is: I'm married, my husband definitely wants them and we had both discussed the fact that we'd want children before we even started dating years ago. I should also mention he's a wonderful, kind, patient man and I know he would be a great dad who would pull his weight with the kids.
The internet has really scared me off of it, too. I'm very appreciative of all of the "real" discussions I've seen online about parenting, but I also think all of the horror stories have scared me out of the idea. They say that having kids is "life on EXTREMELY hard mode!", years and years of no sleep, constant stress, "be prepared for even the happiest marriage to be tested to its LIMITS!" and it's just like - fuck, I feel like I'm already in hard mode just trying to work, stay on top of chores, and trying to survive as a functional adult, the idea of any of this being harder than it is just unfathomable to me. And what happens if/when my husband dies? I definitely can't do all of this shit alone without a partner, and I don't have a big proverbial "village" of family and friends ready to step in and help (and I'm not wealthy enough to hire help, either). I don't want a divorce, but I'm scared that I'll be an overwhelmed mother and that maybe I'm just not suited for it like other women are.
No. 2585413
>>2585408Wasn’t meant as an attack on you nonna, mine was simply an observation regarding people like this
>>2585345 Because you know damn well they wouldn’t take it lightly if they got cheated on themselves kek,I find hypocrites annoying.