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No. 2515996

Previous thread: >>>/ot/2471396

No. 2516011

At any point and time, I could get really get into MLP as a fandom and media. However, I know in doing so it would paint me with the mark of the beast and thus disintegrate my dating pool to ashes thus I do not. So is life.

No. 2516016

Sometimes I feel bad living from paycheck to paycheck but then I remember, whenever I sell stuff online people buy on the payday and already a week after that people don't buy anymore kek I'm clearly not alone

No. 2516078

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i just jerked off at work

No. 2516109

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>>2516078

No. 2516139

I have catched horrible baby fever and my bf talking about having kids is not helping at all

No. 2516234

I got back into a hobby and have showed monumental restraint in not personalityfagging about it. But know that I want to. Badly.

No. 2516330

>>2516109
Kek

No. 2516372

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when i was a freshman in college the girl that i shared a room with had these obnoxiously bright string lights (like in picrel but brighter) that she kept on all night, so i broke the lights when she was out of the room one day. i forget the specifics but i think i screwed off one of the bulbs and fucked with it somehow

No. 2516377

>>2516372
I like fairy lights but I don't understand how people can keep them on 24/7, surely it's a drain on the electricity bill

No. 2516379

>>2516078
>jerk off
mkay we say jill around these parts

No. 2516388

I still play my ex husband's songs all the time because they are good songs, even though the scrote is worthless and I haven't seen him for almost 2 years and good riddance

No. 2516425

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My dysphoria is getting worse, it was fine for the last couple of years but now it's just getting so much worse, don't know what to do.

No. 2516429

>>2516425
what kind of dysphoria? it's a really general term tbh

No. 2516456

I once cried over a sad paw patrol edit at age 21

No. 2516573

>>2516379
sorry nona, you're right. i jilled off at work

No. 2516584

>>2516573
But why tho, couldn't you wait til you got home

No. 2516810

I drive late at night even though its dangerous but I'm so emotionally and socially isolated that it makes me feel independent and alive. I think I'll plan a solo trip after this week.

No. 2516815

>>2516810
How is driving at night dangerous? Something specific to where you live? Anyway, I absolutely love solo trips for probably pretty close to your same reasons. I took a solo trip last summer. Nothing beats exploring a new city with nobody you have to be responsible for but yourself

No. 2516833

>>2516815
Yeah it has to do with the area I live in, but more so to do with the fact that I still live with my parents and they would be upset if they found out. I'm past the age of asking their permission but at the same time I live under their roof so I feel I should follow their rules. I'm just going to stop being a pussy and follow through, I need a vacation anyways.

No. 2516836

I don't enjoy drawing anymore

No. 2516838

>>2516833
You're an adult but your parents have house rules that you're not allowed to drive yourself at night or take trips? Are you okay nonna, that sounds extremely controlling

No. 2516843

My cat is under my legs under the covers and I just farted. It smells pretty bad. I'm sorry Lucy

No. 2516845

>>2516838
They're just scared of their retarded daughter being taken advantage I think. I mean, forget the fact that I bought my own car and maintain it and whatever. Also that and machismo culture bullshit.

No. 2516850

>>2516845
Do you live in an area where there's a lot of carjackings? I understand parents being concerned but if you're an adult, bought your own car with your own money, and know how to drive it I think it's inappropriate to tell you when and how you can use your own property. When I think of house rules for living under someone's roof I think of rules for how to actually behave in the house, like you have to clean up your room and common areas, you can't blare loud music, you can't have guests overnight, you have to do every third grocery trip or something not rules about what you do outside of the house. But idk maybe it's a cultural difference.

No. 2516876

I just want to stop eating. Or barely eat. Eat enough to survive so I can wither away into nothing. Relapse my eating disorder I promised not to. See if anyone cares. I feel like I've gotten fucking fat.

No. 2516885

>>2516845
My parents didn't let me drive for a while because they were paranoid I'd crash and kill myself kek

No. 2516891

>>2516850
I don't know about carjackings but there's a lot of cops that patrol 24/7 so I would say it's pretty secure here. It definitely is cultural though and I'm glad I'm not crazy for thinking that it's controlling. Thanks for telling me nonna.

No. 2516895

>>2516876
Nonna genuinely please don't do this. It may seem like no one cares about you, but there's always someone that does. And there's much better ways to slim down, that isn't as detrimental to your health.

No. 2516925

>>2516895
i just feel like such shit. i'm trying not to but i literally can't deal with what my body is doing right now

No. 2516929

>>2516925
NTA but please trust me as someone who totally ruined my metabolism in part because of undereating when I was younger: In the future you will thank yourself for maintaining actual good health, you will not care if you were 5lbs heavier or lighter in May 2025 but you will suffer if you ruin your body permanently. Things can get so so much worse than just feeling fat when you're objectively not. Please take care of yourself, this is the only body you will ever have.

No. 2516937

>>2516929
I probably ruined mine with my past ED but my 20s hormones and what could be my second puberty are hitting me hard right now and making me feel like my weight is redistributing in very ugly undesirable places. All I want is to be able to fit into my clothes.

No. 2516954

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During team Zoom meetings, sometimes when my coworkers share their screen there’s a moment when they accidentally share their full desktop instead of their browser and I’ll take a screenshot to get a glimpse into their lives or see if I find any juicy details.

No. 2516962

>>2516954
one time this happened in class and we saw this guy's anime waifu wallpaper

No. 2516974

>>2516937
It's not going to get better if you starve yourself more though. It's going to get worse in the long term. I'm not gonna spew some love yourself and magic your way into healthy self esteem bs because it's really hard but think about you 3 years from now or 5 years from now and have empathy for that person. You will be there before you know it and if you fuck your body up completely with unhealthy habits in your 20s you will have a (probably) long life ahead of you where you will constantly suffer more than necessary because of a compulsion when you were younger and you will hate your past self for it. You can't undo whatever damage you did to your metabolism in the past but you can make good choices now and be patient and engage in healthy exercise and eating if you feel your weight distribution isn't great instead of starvation. Once we hit our 30s everyone I talk to agreed that when they look back on old photos of when they thought they looked fat, horrible and unsightly, they wish they'd enjoyed and appreciated what they had because they looked very cute objectively.

No. 2517017

>>2516954
I do this too kek. I’m just nosy I like to know stuff about people, especially mundane stuff. Anything interesting you’ve learned anon?

No. 2517093

got horny, randomly added people from other boards on discord, got scared immediately and deleted discord. i'm so pathetic

No. 2517128

I was raised in a very egalitarian household, my mother makes more than my father and when I was young I remember she'd beat him every time he spoke out of line. Now things are different (my father has been radicalized by podcast tiktoks) but it took me such a long time to realize that my family was the exception, not the average. My sister had to explain it to me a few days ago and I can't believe I lived my whole life thinking this way.

No. 2517218

>>2517128
What podcasts does he watch? Also can you describe the beatings? What would he say that would make her best him?

No. 2517221

>>2517128
>my mother makes more than my father and when I was young I remember she'd beat him every time he spoke out of line
Kek

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>>2516876
>See if anyone cares.
Nona, I'll give it to you real. After a little while of losing the weight, nobody cares anymore (if they did in the first place, I don't know what your situation is like). Nobody is going to hand out a medal for you for being sick. You're going to make your life harder and far more miserable to prove that your pain is real but nobody is going to validate that for you. I know it hurts to be in this situation, and I'm sorry. It'll be harder to pick yourself back up and live a life without your eating disorder if you give into relapses. Do you have any support for recovery? Wishing the best for you

No. 2517245

>>2516425
Cry more in your pitiful dysphoria thread.

No. 2517250

I miss when I was able to turn my depression and every bad thing into a comedy routine. I hope this isn't what happened to Robin Williams.

No. 2517253

>>2517250
He died from autoerotic asphyxiation, I'm sure you're fine.

No. 2517255

>>2517253
Lol did he!? Freak

No. 2517338

>>2517253
Didn't he have dementia or something

No. 2517357

I love being a fat woman.

No. 2517367

>>2517357
So do doctors who do lypo and amputation for diabetes ♥(rattle rattle)

No. 2517373

>>2517367
I'm not that fat lol

No. 2517429

>>2517373
Then what's the point

No. 2517468

I straighten my bangs even though I have curly hair

No. 2517471

>>2517429
She's fat but not deathfat, you see

No. 2517479

>>2517367
Goddamn you all can be so negative.

No. 2517509

i feel bad working for the federal government and having vague left views. i don't think what i do is the most unethical but i don't think it's great either. it was the only good job offer i got. i guess i feel more embarrassed i don't really know or try to live out my own values. i'm kind of disappointed in who i grew up into, someone who doesn't really seem to believe in anything or care about anything anymore.

No. 2517516

>>2517468
Valid.

No. 2517563

>>2517218
>What podcasts does he watch?
Joe rogan, jordan peterson, he insists that they're reliable information which feels like hell. But whatever, I just need to live with them for one more year.
>Also can you describe the beatings? What would he say that would make her best him?
She'd hit him by punching him, slap him, or pinch him. When my mom was extra angry she'd hit him with a metal broom. It was always something about him trying to not be grateful for what she does for the family. Other times I couldn't tell because they spoke a dialect I didn't understand.

No. 2517692

Starting antidepressants fixed about 90% of my problems. I'm not needy anymore, I don't have any social anxiety and I don't have any desire to date any moids or lust after them. I only masturbate maybe once very two months and I just dgaf. I do have a desire to talk to people so I just talk more with the people at work idgaf if they think I am weird. I gained weight because of the pills and my appetite came back but I don't care because I am not obese and still fit into all of my clothes after a year. I would always get flustered when I saw a good looking moid but now I just dgaf anymore because I don't fantasize about them anymore. Back then I would dream about somebody who would save me from life and depression but now I don't need saving anymore. I just need to pay my bills every months and find a hobby for the weekend. I still don't have any friends or a friend cricle but I never had that to begin with an I suck at maintaining friendships so I don't try anymore. If you didn't make friends in school or kindergarten it's over for you anyways in my country. We will all end up in a retirement home anyways

No. 2517708

>>2517563
Is your mom asian?


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