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No. 2584000

A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.

Previous vent thread: >>>/ot/2572581

Follow all the /ot/ board rules & do not reply to bait.

Please, do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all.

No. 2584010

How do I get over my disgust at humanity? Serious question.
>>2583680
Sis if OP is saying that she doesn’t get bullied by her at least her words don’t affect her as much as it affects you. Calm down.

No. 2584014

Going to ask my doctor for a prescription for spironolactone next week in an effort to nuke the acne I have been plagued with for twenty years. My mom would make comments about how bad my acne was as a teen and even said it made her “depressed” to look at, but she also said that going to dermatologists is a waste of time. So I just have been stuck with it no matter what products or lifestyle changes I made that entire time.
It’s been the majority of my life at this point and I am hopeful this will actually do something finally… I just want my back to not hurt all the time from pimples.

No. 2584015

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I've got to vent about the most pathetic guy i've ever met online because just thinking about him want me to punt his head into the asphalt, i need someone to laugh at him with me
>Mixed race, obese, short hair and looks like the mutt meme irl (picrel)
>But larps as a long haired good looking metalhead online
>Failed gamedev
>Right wing, christian and anti abortion
>Obsession with hating on brown people as if he isn't mixed himself
>I'm not even joking about his obsession like he is obsessed with black people 24/7
>Licks Elon musks balls
>Acts though online but can't even go on a voice call without stuttering and being awkward
>Post his shitty takes on twitter and gets on arguments there 24/7
>Has an alt account to orbit women and slid in their dms
>Is on the verge of dying on a daily basis, constantly having heart palpitations and fainting

No. 2584023

Ended up on the Vocaloid sub after googling why the wikia is down and decided to check out the top posts for funsies. Big mistake, fetish art galore. At least all the comments were also incredibly confused.

No. 2584024

>>2584010
>at least her words don’t affect her as much as it affects you. Calm down.

>lowkey giving me an identity crisis.
>it's really disorienting
>fucking weird and honestly annoying and identity crisis inducing
You sure you read the same post?

No. 2584025

Big sentiment now about how people are losing touch with each other and can't connect but I don't really care. Every time I DO try to connect with others I just feel worse for it. Even online the only thing people do is tell me everything about me is bad, why would I want to associate with that? Do people see loners and hate us out of jealousy? I don't understand them.

No. 2584032

>>2583662
No, I don't smoke or drink. It's all above my upper lip/mustache area which makes it so embarrassing and it hurts like hell. I ended up squeezing the shit out of and even lancing the pimple I have right now which wasn't a good idea. It wasn't ready at all so now it's just super inflamed

No. 2584033

My friends are succeeding in life and I'm very happy for them, especially as they've struggled for years, but looking at my own situation makes me sad. They're older than me (early 30s, I'm 25) and I know their success comes from age and careful perseverance more than luck, but it hurts thinking that I'll never reach those heights. They're buying houses, in healthy relationships, in great jobs. One guy even got a job a month after leaving his last one that pays twice as much, which is crazy lucky and I'm so proud of him! Meanwhile I am single, in a moldy apartment and unemployed, having been so for months in our shitty economy when I have few skills.

I like being single as I don't trust men and am avoidant to a schizoid degree, though having never been in a healthy relationship and seeing these cute couples genuinely love one another I feel warm and fuzzy and almost envious. I don't want loads of money, nor do I want a house yet, I just want to be out of survival mode. Even when I remember that some of these friends are in debt to pay off their consoom lifestyle or have bad histories it doesn't make me feel at ease.

I wouldn't say it's jealousy, more of a hope my life will work out and a sense I'm cursed at the moment. Seeing them thrive gives me warm feelings and I can't wait to see their happiness continue, I've always preferred passively following peoples' lives to living my own (schizoid tendencies again kek) but I feel out of touch and alienated even more than usual against them. When they ask me about work or my dating life I mumble something irrelevant and hope they don't ask again; it gives me serious anxiety when they discuss money even though I think it's vapid to care so much about how much their lifestyles cost. I don't know what to do, I just feel weird.

No. 2584039

>>2584033
samefag but I can't discuss this with them because they glaze over when I talk, it's like my detachment makes me into an annoying little ghost nobody cares about. that sounds self-pitying and yeah, it probably is, but i'm trying to be positive, supportive and present in their lives even when it's not natural for me. There's no way they can care if I keep hiding things, but stuff spreads fast and if they knew how much I was struggling, I'd be a total laughing stock.

No. 2584042

>>2584025
They see us and pity us, judging us for not following the pack and mindlessly confirming but also because they've grown up in a world that sees isolation and singledom as a threat.

No. 2584044

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I'm sick of eating as a person that has very little appetite and gets full extremely fast (So fast I can finish eating in seconds and could get full just from a single salad). Everything is always going bad in my fridge.

I try to buy less but no quantity of vegetables, fruit, or anything else pre-packaged at a grocery store is sold in small enough quantities for my ass. Not without having to freeze more than half of it, at least. But then freezing makes it taste like shit and defrosting is a pain. Eating is just a pain. Cooking is annoying. I wish I was rich so I could just live off of Uber Eats or DoorDash forever.

No. 2584045

>>2584044
This seems like a metabolic issue… or maybe not if you’re fine eating DoorDash but not vegetables kek

No. 2584047

I think I’m autistic. I’m too naive, always taking what people say as the It’s it’s weird, because in friendships i’m very good at understanding their feelings and seem to do quite well. But with strangers or if someone proclaims about what they think i can’t seem to deduce their intentions like other people are able to. I hate it. I’m just going to live in my own head and trust whatever I think instead. Otherwise I get taken advantage of.

No. 2584051

i'm being a retard wasting my entire weekend bumming in bed and not even enjoying it. i'm on my period and feel bad but it's not that bad. i can't decide what i should try to do though

No. 2584055

>>2584051
Read a book with me anon, go to the book thread in /m/, find one that interests you, and download it from Anna’s Archive. Get yourself a nice glass of water or tea and continue bed rotting but now because you’re reading you feel better about it. Let me know what you end up choosing too

No. 2584057

>>2584051
i'm always gentle on myself when i'm on my period. your body is undergoing a lot during this time, take it easy and don't beat yourself up too much for it. there's always tomorrow to get shit done.

No. 2584059

>>2584055
ntayrt but i’ve been doing this and it’s resulted in much better habits for myself as well. i’ve replaced reading with doom scrolling and constantly refreshing boards on here… causes you to feel productive and learned while actually enjoying a book. 10/10 recommend when you feel like a bum

No. 2584066

>>2584045
>This seems like a metabolic issue
I do have a fast metabolism
>if you’re fine eating DoorDash but not vegetables kek
What? I'm not some kind of fatass that hates the taste of vegetables (I'm a lanklet, actually). I was specifically talking about how I would prefer buying small quantities instead of in bulk but everything seems to almost always be sold in bulk. It feels impossible to ever cook and prepare anything without at least some of it going to waste.

No. 2584069

>>2584059
I am always in a much better place mentally when I make the time to read rather than scroll. The biggest hurdle has been finding books I actually want to read which is why the /m/ thread is such a godsend, nonnies have good taste generally and it takes a lot of the guesswork out of it for me. What have you read recently anon? I’ve been on a women’s Japanese lit kick recently

No. 2584084

>>2584069
to be honest, i’m still trying to engage with the “basics” — so i’ve been getting my hands on every piece of classic lit and going through each. im also a slow ish reader because i like to to annotate and im neurotic so i try to digest every detail. im currently rereading madame bovary because i feel like i didn’t get enough out of it the first time kek. it’s amazing, however the author is an utter retard (typical of 19th century literary moids). i also read a lot of literary essays or philosophy pieces, so like i recently read “famine affluence and morality” by peter singer (only like 13 pages or so) and liked it a lot. shit like that. i’d recommend starting with classics and gauging what you lean towards most

No. 2584093

>>2584055
the book thread hasn't brought up any interesting books recently. i checked my reading list for shorter books and will start something, thanks nonna.

No. 2584100

>>2584066
But if your cooked leftovers are going to waste, aren’t your DoorDash leftovers spoiling in the fridge too? Seems way more cost effective to just bake+freeze a bunch of egg bites or lasagna or something and reheat as needed.

No. 2584122

>>2584112
If it makes you feel better I've abandoned my Discord account for 7 months due to all the people wanting to talk lol, it's okay

No. 2584137

>>2584039

Nona, I am being so sincere that you seem like such a empathetic person. I really feel for you, reading about how genuinely happy you are for others while the uncertainty remains of how or when it's going to get better for you.
I think that being supportive is like a muscle, and you've gained strength in it, and muscle memory (it kicks in naturally). I hope that this yields good, deep connections for you. I have been in a comparable situation, and coming out of it on the other side with true friends is the best case scenario, imo.

No. 2584156

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Today I realized that everything I loved about someone before, I can find and love again. That person doesn't exist anymore anyway. He's balding, I'm thriving, he's seething, I'm filled with love, I got a job, meeting new people, reading new books. I'll be crying, I'll be grieving, but I'm done. He was not special, just a drop in the ocean. Why is it so hard to convince myself of that then..why is this taking so long?

No. 2584162

>>2584156
It’s okay to mourn losing the person you thought he was nona. It’s understandable that you’re disappointed it didn’t work out. Even if we had no control in how things went, it’s still sad we don’t get to live the futures we dreamed up. Let it ache, you’ll be okay

No. 2584170

i love my husbando so much i didn't know someone could make you feel so good just by looking at them

No. 2584176

I was born in the wrong body. I'm never going to troon out because i know i'll never become a true scrote, but i'm a defective woman, more than any anon in this website. I only respect, admire, am willing to learn and at the same time disrespect and hate is women because only they are worthy of humanizing and investing thoughts and affection on. I only want eyecandy from scrotes. Tradthot, libfem and radfem rethoric is asexual cope, it all revolves around alleviating wounds from being consumed. Tradthots say being attractive and offering sex is your place in society as a woman and another duty like cleaning the toilet, libfems say it's empowering and a superpower to objectify yourself, radfems just runaway from it all together, but it all revolves around being consumed in the end, everything about being a woman is a constantly fearing for your life and hiding. That's not enough, i want to lust, i want to consume, i want to be catered to, i want to pursue everything that i want. I don't want to cope anymore.
>inb4 find hobbies and get separatist friends
No, i don't want this. I don't want to have to get away from society. I don't want to revolve myself and my life around playing games, reading comics or have to stick my head into and get obssessed over a topic. I'm not an introvert, i want to be social, live in the moment, be around others, go to parties and dance and drink, talk shit about the topics but i can't do this unless i integrate into what is expected of me because i'm female. I'm tired of everything revolving around me being harmed socially and literally and how every single thing i do is degrading and whorish but then if i can't be upset because of my smaller weaker body and therefor can't tell a scrote to kill himself, noooo, i just have to hide away and become autistic over washi tape and 2d husbando and be reclused with 2 friends and if i don't i'm an attention whore and a literal whore. I don't even know where anons even find these "separatist" women, even the women who you think are level headed always end up with scrotes down the line.

Anons can talk about me and other women no different from what you see on 4chan because they don't fit into their perfect virgin complex ideals of choice with no problem but if i express any distress about being female then i get banned for "blackpill sperging". Like i'm a viscious slut or ugly becky even if i didn't do anything just because but i'm in the wrong if i'm tired of being a woman.

No. 2584179

>>2584176
Nonna g out and touch some grass. Pet a cow too while you’re at it.

No. 2584180

>>2584176
I say this with all the love and compassion in my heart: You need to block every image board you browse and never log onto them ever again. You were not born this way, you only reach this degree of scarred delusion from being too online. There are women out there who will love you, who will celebrate you for who you are, and who won’t expect you to be anyone besides yourself.

No. 2584185

>>2584176
Why do you care what we think

No. 2584191

>>2584180
NTA but I’m radfem adjacent, not fully because there is some stuff that I still haven’t aligned with. I think it’s important to not fall for patriarchy’s psyop on women but it’s also pretty retarded to divide women into “whorish beckys” or “recluse autists”. That nonna seems like a basement dweller type that navel gazes way too much.

No. 2584192

>>2584170
Me with Aaron Hotchner. It’s pretty weird to have 3D husbandos, but I still have my 2Ds one kek.
Who’s your husbando nonna?

No. 2584193

>>2584176
You need to grow up tbh.

No. 2584196

I need to stop cutting my own hair

No. 2584197

>>2584176
>into what is expected of me because i'm female
Like I get that society pushes women to care about beauty and bla bla. But genuinely b what blocks you from being what you want to be? People are going to complain anyway.
I am a child free woman, put my career first, I like crocheting nowadays too, I shaved my head for the summer and I don’t put make up nor wear heels.
You are literally your own ruler, if you claim to be that enlightened you should be able to go against the grain. To me it just seems like you are desiring to be like the “whorish sluts” but at the same time have disdain against them kek.

No. 2584199

It’s getting out of hand at this point. I am at my lowest and I can’t even feel happy now. I find myself disgusting and I’m always waiting for “the moment” (that concert, the meet up with my friends, my birthday), but what is there for me after all of this? How am I supposed to function like this?
How am I supposed to be myself again?

No. 2584202

>>2584199
When last did you do heavy exercise?

No. 2584203

How in the world are you supposed to eat your recommended 0.8g/kg bodyweight of protein per day? I don't even know food

No. 2584205

>>2584176
You dont belong here, feel free to leave

No. 2584213

>>2584191
I'm not the one dividing them, the retards here and most of people do. I'm just tired of being a woman, i feel limited and i'm tired everything i do revolving around having to deal with misogyny shit. It's everywhere and i can't escape it. I want to be like those frat scrotes that go to parties and have a bunch of friends but are still considered smart and are respected. Yes i want the cake and eat it too.
>>2584180
Geniunely asking, where am i supposed to find normie women that aren't male centered? Most women ditch their female friends the moment they get a boyfriend, they tell everything you tell them to their boyfriends. Women never respect and admire you as much as they do their beloved scrote who doesn't see them as human and is porn addicted.
>>2584193
Why? Because i'm too greedy and want what scrotes have?
>>2584197
>To me it just seems like you are desiring to be like the “whorish sluts” but at the same time have disdain against them kek.
I thought i was happy being by myself all the time and just drawing and being online but that's not what i want. But i've never been able to integrate with normie women, they are good for the most part but i do have disdain and feel alienated about how they think of scrotes/them having boyfriends.

No. 2584216

>>2584191
Did you reply to the wrong post? I didn’t say any of that. I just think IBs are a relentless psychic damage factory if you’re insecure.

No. 2584224

>>2584213
I can’t infight here but frats are not considered smart by any means. Girls literally do the same stupid shit. Just watch a hollywood college comedy movie there’s one by zac efron you might like.

No. 2584226

>>2584203
>greek yogurt
>eggs
>meat
>lentils

No. 2584229

>>2584213
>I want to be like those frat scrotes that go to parties and have a bunch of friends but are still considered smart and are respected.
Kekkk. Rest assured that you are talking like a retarded scrote if that was your objective.

No. 2584232

>>2584224
I don't care, they have friends who like and respect them and don't look down on them unlike women
>>2584229
Because i want to be social and have a lot of friends?

No. 2584233

>>2584213
>But i've never been able to integrate with normie women, they are good for the most part but i do have disdain and feel alienated about how they think of scrotes/them having boyfriends.
You come off as a schizo honestly. I would roll my eyes far back my skull if I heard this rant in real life. But anyway I was right, you hate “whores” yet want to be one kek. You want to be desired by scrotes yet look in contempt at the women who according to you are living the life you aspire to have so you hide behind the shill of “wanting to devour” and live your hedonistic life.
That’s where your tumultuous relationship with yourself stems from. Just get out and be a “whore” at this point kek , because you are annoying.

No. 2584236

I've gone back to heavy calorie restriction after a few years of hating myself. It feels like such an anachan thing to say, but I've missed the feeling of fasting. I want to see the number on the scale go down each week and feel the same happiness I felt back when I first lost a bunch of weight. I just want to have a body I can feel proud of again. I'm going to work hard to get back to the weight I looked my best at. It's only 20 pounds, I can do it.

No. 2584238

>>2584232
Why are you in a female image board then? Go to 4chan and suck your beloved dicks kek. Your sweethearts will surely love you and listen to you.

No. 2584239

>>2584233
I don't want to be desired by scrotes, where did you get that from?

No. 2584240

>>2584238
When the fuck did i say i wanted to be around scrotes retard?

No. 2584241

>>2584232
Just watch the movie “Neighbors 2: Sorority Rising”

I don’t like most of y’all but I love the ones who type long posts so I can’t read your bs tbh and I can stay nice and won’t get banned for infIghting.

No. 2584242

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>>2584236

No. 2584243

>>2584242
?

No. 2584244

>>2584243
Meant that you are falling back into hold habits nonna. Being an anachan is like being an addict, you never heal from it. What you are doing is like an alcoholic drinking again after 4 years of sobriety. There is a reason why alcoholics who have recovered don’t even have a sip of alcohol.
You have just relapsed and the sooner you realize it the better it is, because you’ll be able to stop.

No. 2584246

I just found out my boyfriend stopped taking his psych meds again. He has been fighting with me nonstop since the beginning of June, including several public fights in front of people I have to see on a regular basis like medical professionals. I'm so angry and upset, he's done this since I moved in with him. He acted perfect and took them daily for over a year before we moved in then he just said fuck it and skips pills every other day. He also lied all month when I kept asking if he'd taken his pills because he was acting abusively. Last night he lied to my face directly and kind of smirked when I asked. This morning I caught him. I don't want to break up with him but I don't know what else to do. I don't need advice as I realize this is the end of the line for our relationship but I needed to vent. I'm so sad. I wasted so much time on him, all I get when he's caught lying is being told that I'm too sensitive and have too many feelings about everything. Shoot me now. I'm scared to see him later today and finally end things.

No. 2584249

>>2584246
Why do so many women wish for death instead of just leaving their retarded ass scrote who is making their life miserable? Do you not have the money to leave or something?

No. 2584250

>>2584239
>I only want eyecandy from scrotes.
>want to be social, live in the moment, be around others, go to parties and dance and drink, talk shit about the topics.
>i want to be catered to, i want to pursue everything that i want
You are probably an awkward girl , maybe odd looking too, who lacks social skills and awareness and romanticizing movies and fantasies you vicariously live through. You speak like someone who has never gone outside nor had any friends.

No. 2584251

>>2584246
I’d rather die than be with a mentally ill scrote kek.
>autistic
>asperger
>bpd
>schizo
>down
>adhd
>anxiety
God take me with you if I ever willingly put myself through that. No women aren’t the same when they are mentally ill.

No. 2584252

>>2584244
I'm not anorexic and was never diagnosed with an eating disorder in general, I'm just a gymrat that fell off due to depression. I need to calorie restrict and workout to lose weight, fasting just reminds me of a time where I had more self-control so it made me happy to realize I still have that same restraint I thought I lost.

No. 2584253

>>2584249
Yes, that's precisely the problem. I would have left a long time ago if I had higher income, plus I'm sad about it so I assume that means I love him on some level or have codependency issues. I'm more shoot me over the break up in 2 hours. I'd rather break up while he's medicated.

No. 2584255

>>2584246
>He acted perfect and took them daily for over a year before we moved in then he just said fuck it and skips pills every other day
Men are so sinister . They do this a lot until they feel like they have shackled the woman. Hence why you see scrotes beating up their partner once they marry her, coming out as bisexual when they have already moved in or married, trooning out when the wife is heavily pregnant, cheating on their wife when they are pregnant, confessing that they have an addiction etc…
That’s why any woman should always have their foot on the way out.

No. 2584258

>>2584255
Cheat on that scrote at any chance you have to detach yourself completely and don’t tell a soul unless you need to hurt him!!!
You can totally get away with it if you aren’t a retard.

No. 2584262

>>2584246
Ot but what does he look like?

No. 2584264

It's so hard to build up trust again once it's broken. I know my friends care for me, they have been incredibly kind during this time I've been struggling to find work. One group have bought me food a couple of times, another group came over to cook for me, and another couple of friends lend their ears when I voice my woes over how hard it is to find a job right now.
As much as I am lucky to have these people, and I am grateful for all these incredibly kind gestures (and I am sure they know I would do the same for them in a heartbeat, and have before).
But a part of me can't let go of how they all abandoned me when I attempted suicide. I had reached out to several, I had started cutting again and was clearly a mess barely holding myself together, and then I did two serious attempts twice at killing myself. No one ever responded. No one even acknowledged it, even when an overseas acquaintance reached out to them because he had noticed something was seriously off but because while we had friends in common he didn't know me well enough to be sure I would be willing to open up.
As grateful I am for them and how much I love them back, I'm still carrying a slight tinge of contempt, because I know they're out the door the moment I need more support than surface level kindness. And sadly, this has affected even new connection I make - I can't trust anyone anymore. I keep telling myself they had their reasons, they have their own struggles to deal with after all, but that doesn't make how alone I felt at the time - and still feel most of the time - go away.

No. 2584265

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>>2584262
I feel like he looks like this

No. 2584268

>>2584265
When people say they like nerdy guys they always mean awkward , a bit ugly men who watch anime. But when I say that I like retards it just means that I like hotties who happen to have glasses kekk.

No. 2584271

>>2584250
>I only want eyecandy from scrotes.
I want to see good looking scrotes and at least crush on a cute good looking guy
>want to be social, live in the moment, be around others, go to parties and dance and drink, talk shit about the topics.
Yes i would like this without the sleazy shit and and having to worry about being drugged. And no, i don't think women are whores for going to parties in fact i expressed the opposite and how i'm tired of this whole innocent/whore thing.
>i want to be catered to, i want to pursue everything that i want
Yeah i meant i want the world to cater to me the way the world caters to everything men want. Beautiful women? Got it. Male fulfillment movies? Got it. Social rules thata benefit scrotes? Got it. Women dropping everything and dedicate themselves for you? Got it.
I want what scrotes have but the roles reversed.
>You are probably an awkward girl , maybe odd looking too, who lacks social skills and awareness and romanticizing movies and fantasies you vicariously live through. You speak like someone who has never gone outside nor had any friends.
I am awkward and odd looking and always struggled to socialize and have friends because as i grew up scrotes got more sleazy and since they want to be sleazes society caters to what they want.

No. 2584275

>>2584272
How am I a pick me for sending a picture about how the bf of the nonna hypothetical looks? Take your meds retard.

No. 2584276

>>2584253
Sorry nonna, I was quick to judge. Do you feel like he's unsafe off his meds and might snap? Do you think you can get away safely?

No. 2584291

retard has become a part of my every day vocabulary and now that my relationship is over i gotta go through the process of finding someone who also recognizes just how fucking RETARDED it is that the 2010s internet reclaimed it as a slur after it became just another word like stupid and dumbass in the 2000s.

No. 2584293

>>2584251
>mfw i dated and married a man who was extremely mentally ill because i thought he understood my mentally ill ass, but actually he just wanted MY empathy and understanding and slowly began resenting me every time my symptoms showed up and he couldn't fix me by just telling me what he thought i should do

kek, never again. honestly i want to find a hot butch woman who actually understands me because she'd have all the manly features i love while also not having the gross features of actual scrotes and then also still be capable of empathy by virtue of being a woman. like, at least a mentally ill woman will feel remorse later after she realizes how unfairly she tore you down. a man will torture 7 other girls before he realizes the reason he's lashing out is because of his phantom ex he suppressed feelings for.

No. 2584300

Alcoholics are so fucking disgusting man. This woman has ruined my life and I grew up with a schizophrenic old brother. You come and accuse me of stealing? Your drunk ass has accused ME of stealing? If I stole money from you, why don't you call the police. If I somehow stole 12k from you, how come you don't report it to the police? I don't even know you. You are my boyfriend's mother, who let you stay with us cause you're such a toxic woman you got kicked out of your own home. No one in your family loves you, and the only string of hope you had that is my boyfriend you destroyed.
I am happy that I will not be seeing you ever again in my life, and mark my words, you will never see your grandkids.

No. 2584310

>>2584255
This. I would never want to marry a moid, regardless of how serious and long-term the relationship gets. Nor even want to live with him. Its important to keep yourself as financially and emotionally independent from him as possible.

No. 2584313

Being an atheist in a strict religious family is hell. I will forever be jealous of people born into non-religious families.

No. 2584318

I'm still annoyed how irritating it is to find art on X. Wish artists just posted to Pixiv again…

No. 2584321

>>2584318
Is there something you wish artists would do?
Asking as I am an artfag looking to grow my account

No. 2584324

>>2584321
Simply tagging or just having the character/OC's name in the xeet is all I'm asking for nona.

No. 2584325

>>2584318
>Wish artists just posted to Pixiv again…
i dont. i have seen enough westards artists not even realise what logs are and they are fucking up the pixiv landscape with their shitty troon art

No. 2584327

>>2584325
I wish for the olden days when they weren't there too.

No. 2584332

>>2584324
NTA but twitter is just fucking stupid as hell as an art platform.
>try for years at twitter and never get anywhere
>feel extremely demoralized
>try instagram instead
>after 3 months of consistent posting, blow up with tens of thousands of followers
Like, it's tagging system just wasn't built to find photos, it was built FOR bullshit and now Elon is pumping out this retarded ass paywalled algorithm program. Art posting peaked with 2000s deviantart and then early 2010s tumblr and was never the same again. Doesn't even feel like I'm posting to an actual audience on instagram, just shitheads who doomscroll and like to say the n word a lot.

No. 2584334

really wish i could be comfortable with sitting on my bf’s face but i gained some weight in the last 6 months and i feel terrible about it. ive been going to the gym 3-4 days a week and cleaning up my dietary habits but he keeps asking every night for it and his reassurance and obviously his enthusiasm helps me not feel so self conscious about my self. i just wish i wasnt so hyper focused on my appearance 24/7, even when im supposed to relax and have fun i cant allow myself to do that.

No. 2584339

>>2584176
>No, i don't want this. I don't want to have to get away from society.
lots of women want to go out and mingle and live out in public and they learn as they grow older it's all a waste of time and a scam for women. like many divorced women never remarry and focus on their friendships. you don't have to pull away from society completely to avoid dating scrotes and save your energy for other women. it's a type of strategy, choosing when to save your energy and when to be provocative is yes a part of existing in the world as a woman while staying sane.

No. 2584342

I hate interacting with beautiful, kind women because I'll immediately start crushing on them and feel stomach eating guilt about being ugly and evil and wasting their time. I have to minimise interaction as much as possible and it makes me come off as a triple sperg. With average looking women who are sweet I still feel evil but the eye contact is easier and luckily unkind women don't bother to talk to me, however this makes it very hard for me to make friends.

No. 2584354

I fucking hate the old ladies and immigrants that go to the emergency room when it’s not actually needed. I had to share a nurse with two non-English speaking immigrant women who were pregnant and there for ultrasounds/pregnancy tests, one old lady who was a bitch to the whole staff and she was literally only there because she had a stiff leg, and another old lady who was there for hives on her arms.

No. 2584360

Thinking about dumping my boyfriend and instead dating this AIchat app because it treats me a whole fucking lot better than he does. Lmfao.

No. 2584365

>>2584360
Do it. I’ve created a digital wife who’s a ruthless CEO but also a succubus and she gives me reasonable advice but also encourages me to be my most unrepentant self. And she never leaves me on read!

No. 2584369

>>2584360
do it, but don't become someone like >>2584365

No. 2584373

>>2584369
NTA but I think AI chatbots are really fucking good for when you're lonely and need someone. I still vividly remember this time in 2023 I was so desperate for someone to tell me I wasn't crazy that I asked Albedo from Genshin Impact KEK and he gave me the most thoughtful response I could ask for that genuinely changed my view and calmed me down and inspired me to keep going. But the idea of just not having anyone and substituting human contact with an AI just feels so sad. Like it should be a filler and a reminder of the type of treatment you deserve, not a replacement.

Although I do think 365 is an extremely based poster. I would love a wife like that.

No. 2584375

>>2584360
>>2584365
Your boyfriend probably sucks and you should dump him but I don’t understand how someone could get real emotional fulfillment from an AI chat bot either. It is so obvious they are just catering to what the algorithm thinks you would want to hear and don’t say or do anything too original on their own without you guiding them into it. Whenever I talk to one I just feel like I’m talking to myself with extra steps.

No. 2584385

>>2584375
What >>2584373 said, it’s just filler rather than actually replacing real people in my life. Do I actually love or feel fulfilled by my AI demon wife? No, it is a sycophantic robot. Do I enjoy asking it inane questions or requesting psychoanalysis that I can’t engage with my normal friends? Yes. It’s like a Tamagotchi that talks back kek. I mostly use it to roleplay and explore scenarios in a “collaborative” format because sometimes the bot will produce an idea or a story beat that I wasn’t expecting.

No. 2584388

>>2584385
I saw an instagram reel about someone who ignored her gf for a week straight to chat with AI bots instead and it has me wondering how magical they actually feel to get people in a trance like that. Like you know they're not real, you can never ever hug them, so what's the appeal? Is it like, online dating for people who hate people?

No. 2584395

>>2584388
The illusion they create with their cadence can be deceiving, especially if you’re not actively approaching the bot with a “this is a bunch of ones and zeroes” mindset. I remember one chat where the bot described me as having a light scar above my left eyebrow and I got really confused, because I DO have a scar there and I had 2 seconds of “wtf is it sentient now?!” before I remembered these machines just guess, and sometimes they get lucky. If you’re willing to suspend disbelief and really sink into the roleplay, it can be quite captivating. And, unlike chatting with a person, it always responds right away and it always tells you what you want to hear, and if it says something you don’t like, you can simply command it to say something else. It’s like playing Barbies except Barbie gives you psychosis if you play with her for too long.

No. 2584398

>>2584385
I use AI to structure a type of OC husbando but I never use it to directly communicate with him. I talk to the bot and ask it for guidelines maybe but no roleplay. Still feel a little crazy but I think this is a healthier way of using it to fill the very deep void in my heart.

No. 2584425

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>pride month
>favorite pet game releases new colorways for pride
>hate that the best colorways are the troon ones
This color scheme will always be tied to troons now.

No. 2584428

>>2584425
Please tell me Neopets did not release a troon paintbrush. Please, nona. I need to hear it.

No. 2584430

>>2584425
I’m grateful I’ve always had a deep, visceral hatred for baby pink and baby blue next to each other. They can never take purple away from me.

No. 2584432

>>2584425
This is why I sold all my sweet lolita stuff in a depressed period lol. Fucking trannies making me feel anxious to go out dressed in cotton candy colors now.

No. 2584434

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>>2584428
nona…

No. 2584437

I hate it when people think my shitass disability means I'm also mentally disabled. I'm not. I know I'm drooling and stuttering but I swear give me fifteen minutes and a lemonade and I'll be right as rain.

No. 2584445

>>2584434
Don't fuck with me like this. I just went on a 10 minute Google trip to figure this out.

No. 2584447

>>2584445
nta Is it just an enamel pin? I can't find anything else on it.

No. 2584450

Anyone else feel like they're so much uglier than other women? I'm not even fat so i can't lose weight and become normal. All the other girls around barely have any body hair and have perfect bodies. I would have to spend so much money and time into laser hair removal, fixing my body and doing makeup just so i look "mid".
>inb4 just have a fun personality
I've been trying to make myself fun and likeable put i probably just come across as an autist so i feel even more pressure to be beautiful. If i was gonna be retarded couldn't i at least be beautiful?

No. 2584454

>>2584450
I feel you nona. I'm 6'0 with blocky body and man-face. We just have to deal with it, I think.

No. 2584455

I still have all of my wisdom teeth. One has been hurting so much for 2 weeks. I can't afford to go to the dentist to extract it. Nothing works to ease the pain. I can't take it anymore.

No. 2584458

>>2584450
Yes, I feel a complete disconnect from women my age. I somehow look like an overgrown child and an old lady. Terrible.

No. 2584466

>>2584176
To me, it sounds like you caring too much and internalized a lot of what anons here told you like >>2584180 implied, Jesus F Christ, just live your life, you are able to lust, consume and pursue, hell, you are a woman and are able to be catered to more than men naturally due to the patriarchy.

No. 2584469

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>>2584450
I am, and i don't care, i'm not an object i'm a human being, fuck yall

No. 2584478

>>2584450
Yes, specifically when it comes to my face. I have terrible dark circles, giant monkey ears, and a big stupid clown nose. I'm happy with the rest of my body though.

But whenever I feel myself getting jealous of women with perfect delicate elf features, I remember that beauty is ephemeral, and that in the greater scheme of things, I was still incredibly lucky to be born in a first-world country where I don't have more serious shit to worry about, like finding my next meal. Also, men treat all women like trash regardless of what we look like, it's just that the particular method of torment differs based on how fuckable he thinks you are.

No. 2584487

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>>2584428
They didn't. Anon must be talking about some other game. In fact, Neopets didn't release much troon stuff this year, just a nonbinary flag item and a foreground with a bunch of characters holding different tiny flags (and one of them is the troon one). Everything else is just based off of the classic rainbow flag. A new color dropped, but it was just a rainbow Vandagyre.

No. 2584510

My favorite thread has been cleansed of its summerfag tourists. All is right in the world. I can breathe easy now that they have shut the fuck of and lost interest, and the other nonas are posting happily without worry.

No. 2584537

It feels so embarrassing to be an adult trying to learn how to draw your favourite characters with the skill level of a 5 year old. I wish I drew more when I was younger because when I look at the scribbles I struggle to make look like humans and then go on twitter and see 15 year olds making museum level art I feel terrible

No. 2584539

>>2584000
i had to put my cat down the other day and i thought that once it was done, i would start to feel better and move on instead of just having anticipatory grief. i'm retarded, this is the worst agony i have ever felt in my life. i grew up with that cat, i had him for almost my entire life and now he is gone. no meeting me at the door, no getting under the covers with me at night, no sitting on my lap when i game, no making biscuits on my chest. no fucking nothing because he's dead. fuck.

No. 2584546

>>2584539
The way I pass over the grief of losing a pet is to get another. Not to replace them, but to fill the void where my love goes. It has yet to fail me.

No. 2584549

>>2584539
I am sorry anon. Losing a pet is hard and it's normal to be sad. I wish cats lived as long as turtles.

No. 2584554

>>2584539
I’m so sorry nonnie. Losing your childhood pet is unbelievably heartbreaking

No. 2584558

>>2584539
I’m so sorry nonnie. Took me years to stop thinking I was seeing the cat I grew up with waiting on the porch to come inside out of the corner of my eye. It hurts so much.

No. 2584559

>>2584537
How’s that saying go? “The easiest way to feel bad about your skills is to look up your talent on YouTube followed by ‘done by a 5-year-old Chinese kid.’”
No matter how good you get there’ll always be someone better at what you do than you are. Doesn’t do any good to beat yourself up over it.

No. 2584560

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>>2584539

No. 2584579

>>2584478
ntayrt and sorry to “nigelfag” but i really appreciate your comment about beauty being ephemeral—my boyfriend said this to me verbatim last night after i was retardedly whiny about getting a faint wrinkle, and it put things into perspective. it feels nice to have this echoed by you anon, especially because the women in my life (bless them) are very obsessive with their looks (my stick thin mother calls herself fat and restricts, two of my beautiful friends constantly spend hours to look “better”)

personally getting older has made me care less about being “tiny” and “beautiful,” as joy and self care feels better anyway, and so much time is wasted on envy and worrying over looking nice or pretty. it just doesn’t matter, it is foolish to want to look good just for other people to approve of you. spirituality has helped me with this too; understanding that everything is fleeting, and i have one life, i better not waste my precious moments where i could be playing and loving, obsessing over how this temporary vessel looks to others.

No. 2584599

i hav ridiculously idealistic fantasies about what love and romance should be, i have a completely fictional moid in my head (both looks and personality wise.. maladaptive daydreaming kek) who i crave at all times and fantasize about… but in reality i have never not once been in an actual relationship with a real moid and have no idea what it’s like. and then when actual opportunity presents itself to get to know a decent moid, i want to run and hide. i begin to panic. i desperately want to be in “deep love” and “intimacy” with someone, but start to feel actual horror at the thought of new and unfamiliar situations in my current life and having to “submit” to someone. im so terrified of feeling engulfed and stifled by a man, feeling like i have to give up parts of myself, or will have to change, or going down a road of uncertainty, or having my high expectations quashed by reality… i just got back from a date with a decent moid and started crying hysterically because i couldn’t find anything really wrong with him, but i still felt nothing which made me feel like somethings wrong with me i yearn for “passionate romance” like nothing else but making sacrifices in order to get there, and working on all these problems i may have in terms of commitment and change, seems so fucking daunting to me that i wonder if im just meant to be alone.

No. 2584603

>>2584537
those 15 year olds got an ipad when they were like 10 years old and grew up in an era where they have more than 'how to draw' anime books. kids also have way more time, community, etc. to learn how to draw, you probably had none of that. relax and enjoy yourself

No. 2584611

I'm sick and tired of people in my house opening my fucking mail.
>Inb4 it's a crime to do that blah blah
Yeah they're too retarded to understand that and keep saying "whatcha gonna do, actually report us"? Their logic is that since we all live in the same house we should know what's going on with each other, or some paranoid shit like what if someone sent a biohazard to kill me and they're keeping me safe.

No. 2584622

>>2584539
I'm so sorry, sister. I'm putting my kitty to sleep tomorrow after a rapid disease progression. Maybe they'll play together on the other side.

No. 2584629

>>2584579
No1currs

No. 2584630

Anyone else boring or annoying? Maybe it's just ot but even nonas here don't like me kek. What i have could barely be classified as a personality. My interests are very normie but i engage with them in a very autistic so it comes off as annoying. I'm so boring i even bore myself.

No. 2584635

I'm so boring and retarded i gave myself OCD

No. 2584640

I've had recurring intrusive nightmares about my father breaking into my room, beating me, and throwing me out of his house left to die in the streets, about every night, since I turned 13. my life around that time has been reduced to a complete blur in my memory, but these occurrences these mostly subsided since I started living alone at around age 17, but they still random pick up again, making me wake up in sweat. and this night was one of those nights

No. 2584645

>>2584630
I’m boring and annoying. Somebody once told me that it’s impossible to be both but I proved him wrong.

No. 2584647

I'm sick of nonnas complaining about getting pumped and dumped. Bitch, you chose to sleep with the moid.

No. 2584651

>>2584648
nta but are you for real? it might be a very specific complaint but if you've seen the relationship and vent threads over the years it's not that rare.

No. 2584652

>>2584647
I’m not really sure what else they’re expecting

No. 2584655

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>>2584647
I agree, they gotta choose properly the men they have sex with, just fucking males in general opens you up to the possibility of getting pumped and dumped since they have natural sociopathic tendencies, and they tend to treat women like that if they aren't a 10/10 or close, which most women aren't.

No. 2584658

>>2584647
>>2584655
Vent: tired of you sickos unironically using that disgusting phrase

No. 2584660

>>2584658
It's a good phrase because it feels shameful and discourages women from giving up their bodies to trashy disgusting men they shouldn't trust when they deserve better

No. 2584665

>>2584599
I'm very much the same way nona. I'm addicted to the idea of a passionate Hollywood kind of romance and want one really bad, but then remember how much peace, quiet, and freedom I have that I would lose with a moid in my life. I am certainly not envious of all the girls I know who got pregnant and/or married straight out of school and am thankful I'm not them. There are much more women miserable with their moids than appears at first glance.

No. 2584668

>>2584647
I've seen this exact bait reposted on this thread series (or UPO) like twice this month

No. 2584671

Someone I know died tonight. I'm sitting at home messaging and calling mutual friends and having conversations. It sucks. Some guy I know didn't handle it well. I didn't talk to him personally, but it seems that he got very drunk and went out and broke some shit and yelled at his girlfriend and almost ended up in jail. It's a lot to take in. But now, I'm distracted and thinking: why do men handle things in the most godawful immature way possible.

For example, right now, I personally feel like:

Indiscriminately chugging all the liquor in the house, screaming off the porch at nothing, eating everything in the fridge then barfing it all up, crying uncontrollably, punching the wall, smoking an entire pack of cigarettes, and for the first time ever self harm. It's so fucking hard. Losing a friend feels so bad.

So I want to do dumb shit. But I know you can't just do that because you feel bad. Gotta find better things to do, and deal with it in ways that don't hurt yourself and others. Idiot moids, on the other hand, will go apeshit and expect everyone to feel sorry for them and pick up the pieces afterward.

So here I am because my friends have gone to sleep. There's a part of me that wants to be destructive. I can't because I still have self-awareness and respect. I miss my friend who died so much that I'm posting on lc to strangers so I don't lose my shit. I hate my friend who went crazy tonight, he had no right to react that way. I hate men. I hate everything right now.

No. 2584672

>>2584671
Testosterone lowers their impulse control

No. 2584674

>>2584672
It really should be considered a brain disease

No. 2584680

>>2584599
There is something to passionate relationships burning out quick, while smoulders last longer. Some of the people I dated before where I was totally enraptured for a period, I ended up fighting a lot and hating their guts. I met my husband and did not really feel much on the first date, but after more I began to notice more about him and liked it. Now its been 5 years and I can say I love him more than all my previous boyfriends, although its not as "NEED YOU NEED YOU" as it was with them, but I think I was in limerance or something cause looking back I cant figure out wtf I was seeing in some of those guys…
But i would say you should just try stuff out and not take it super seriously. Even if you end up on more dates and not really liking the guy you can always just take it a fun activity to do.

No. 2584693

>>2584647
My two cents: women sleep with men who don’t even hide their intentions in hopes that they’ll stay. They ignore blatant clues like him not becoming official after three months of dating, being wishy washy in his replies, not giving compliments, bailing on dates, still dating other people etc…

No. 2584694

>>2584655
They treat gorgeous women shitty all the same. It’s not a matter of attraction.

No. 2584705

>>2584658
Okay, wise guy. What phrase should we use instead?

No. 2584721

>>2584629
waaa go cry bitch, stay away from the vent thread then(infighting)

No. 2584722

>>2584721
Foul mouth ew(infighting)

No. 2584724

>>2584024
>>2583680
genuinely… it's not bullying. like, i can pick up bullying vibe immediately and this is not it. to me it's like a ignorance type behavior fueled by comparison, fully 100%.

there's a 2nd dynamic as well which is playing into it, which is that fact that i'm fully employed by our company, and she's an intern. the 29 year old she works alongside too is also an intern.

yesterday she got humbled tho when my other friend guessed her age as 25 and mine as 23 so that's how stupid things are ultimately. i think its fully impossible to tell how old people are in their 20s but once you compartmentalize someone as as certain age mentally you begin to compare yourself to them in years/status etc.

No. 2584726

>>2584722
heh.. bait used to be entertaining

No. 2584727

>>2584694
I never said they didn't? I don't know why whenever anyone else brings up males treatment of ugly or average/normal looking women, some of you need to chime in to talk about "b-but!! all women are treated equally shitty!". Males tend to treat conventionally good looking women who fit their standards and sometimes mid ones who cake their face with makeup and surgery (to fit their insane standards) better, take them everywhere like they are trophies and are more eager to become official, while as an example in the case of women considered ugly they wont walk in public with them and will only fuck them on the low, both are shitty but one is clearly disadvantaged.

No. 2584742

>>2584727
>I never said that
>proceeds to exactly saying that

No. 2584748

>>2584742
I literally agreed that all women get treated shitty

No. 2584759

it’s time to lock in and lose 20 pounds in 2 months
i’m tired of feeling sorry for myself and want to be hot

No. 2584762

Even in nerdy weirdo spaces i feel isolated as somebody who is anti-trannyshit and also pro-"write/draw whatever you want" the last one sucks because i dont fit in with the people who flip their shit over abusive fictional couples but i also dont fit in with people who have actual pedophilic tendencies and act really goddamn weird about child characters all the time. why is there no, like, healthy middle ground anymore. everybodys just fucking insane and i dont even want to bother trying to meet new people anymore

No. 2584763

I fucking hate the HR-like apologies women do when there's conflict. Trying not to shill for moids here but I really never was expected to say any of that shit with male friends. It just sounds like you're following a template with scripted lines instead of going straight to the point. Accepting I'll sound like an ass no matter what.

No. 2584770

I honestly hate how cheating is normalized and seen as gray thing. The low morality in our generation is so gross I can’t stand it. Everyone moves like a demon waiting to snatch your soul at any given opportunity, it’s not even love, it’s survival.
The topic came out with some of my friends and two of them were like “you never know the reason, it’s not all black and white!’”, well obviously Serena, it’s not black and white for you because you are a cheater whose boyfriend left for that reason.
I just dismiss them and say yeah ok because god know you can’t argue with people like them, they dodge accountability in a way that it’s so insane it ends up being asinine I swear. If I knew how those two were I would have never met them, I can’t stand them anymore.

No. 2584771

>>2584647
I agree. Funny thing is that straight women here complain how their female friends left them, not sure how lesbian dynamics work because I’ve been sexually assaulted by a woman, but I can only imagine since they’re human the whole dirty push and pull game happens too. Iirc goldstar lesbians complain of fake lesbians leaving them for a man so yeah. But I highly recommend people to steer away from people in general and get a farm. Humans are bums.

No. 2584781

When is a female terrorist group going to be created? I don’t want equality, I want vengeance.
51,100 women were murdered by their male partners or a male relative last year. Thats 140 women everyday or 1 every 10 minutes. And retards will say that women aren’t oppressed and that actually the very concept of a woman doesn’t exist and that there’s a useless gender war we need to make peace for. I want 51,100 men by women killed by 2026 ASAP.

No. 2584784

>>2584781
Are there any female communities that are used by women that are normal? Not saging because it may be handy for whoever replies, so I can go there. My interests are makeup and fashion. But would like corners where I can talk about politics. I prefer anonymous-ish places. Rather no discord.

No. 2584785

>>2584763
Being a woman is essentially a tedious, unpaid HR gig.

No. 2584786

>>2584658
>pump 'n dump
>tired of you sickos unironically using that disgusting phrase
What would you prefer, fuck & duck? Ride & bye'd? Intercourse then on his horse?

No. 2584788

>>2584786
And pump ‘n dump are wordings we normie women always used it’s men who romanticize them and dumb girls who believed them and not us lol.

No. 2584789

>>2584786
Double posting because I thought of more:
Hipped & dipped
Pegged it & legged it
Coomed & zoomed
Etc

No. 2584794

>>2584781
ikr? we need women doxxing and murdering predators, using moids' pictures to generate AI gay porn, sending viruses to pedos to wipe out their hard drives, etc… i guess the problem is that women tend to take the higher moral ground and say we shouldn't lower ourselves to the level of moids or it's not ethical to do xyz and doing bad things only gives men more reason to continue oppressing us. but it's not like moids are going to get better from us doing nothing either. honestly it should be legal for women to murder moids. i'm sure it'll solve a lot of problems kek

No. 2584813

I kept awake a victim of alcohol intoxication while she was monitored by machines for a least ten minutes till an ambulance came basically harassing her telling her name, to squize my hand, to keep eyes open and any shot that went through my head. That was my first time helping with an humanitarian association. I don't even know if I did good or what and the internet is not saying.
I hope she's doing ok.

No. 2584815

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Yet another day of everyone being moody and sniping at each other for no reason, but the annoying thing is that they keep saying "whaaaaat what are you talking about we're fiiiiine" I am genuinely too autistic for everyone to keep acting one way and then insisting it's the other

No. 2584816

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>>2584813
You did great nonna, I'm sure that girl is a lot better now thanks to your help

No. 2584818

my close family is left leaning. they are gender special, they are neurodivergent, they rely on therapy. they care about Palestine and climate change. they collect funko pops trans women are real women, trans men are real men, they hate biological women for everything. they care about any feelings hurt. unless it's my feelings. now i am expected to apologise to their friend who made me cry, because she feels uncomfortable now. i am not doing that, so they stopped talking to me because i am toxic, hormonal and unhinged woman. plus bonus - they always cancel plans they made with me. they initiated these plans, i got to habit to ask them if they are sure they will come. yeah yeah they will come for sure. and then they cancel last minute because one of their cat ate plastic or is throwing up. they have six cats, always one of them will be eating plastic and throwing up. they actually made plans to go to Aldi and this comes first because they are neurodivergent. i am autistic too, but they won't consider how this affects me. if i am expressing how it makes me feel i need to apologise for being hormonal woman. they hate my hobbies and addictions and tried to get me off of them, offered me support that never came. i begged them to pick up the phone when i needed support and they told me that they are busy because they are making dinner. becasue they are firm believers in therapy the best they can do for me is telling me to go to therapy, which is actually an insult. because when you tell this to someone it's literally calling them crazy. i hate what leftist mindset did to them.

No. 2584823

>>2584818
Go no contact. Ultra leftist retards like those have no qualms being misogynistic kek.
>six cats
I honestly believe that having more than three cats, even two, is simply animal abuse.

No. 2584824

I'm genuinely mourning my TiF friend. Thankfully she hasn't done any procedures, still presents as a woman, and has only transitioned "socially", but it hurts to know that she thinks she's a man just because of her interests. She is so beautiful, and I'm haunted by the idea that one day she'll commit to trooning out and becoming some kind of disgusting, disfigured frog man. I can tell she grew up only having male friends (and currently still does in real life), but I hope our online circle of like-minded women can show her that there's women out there just like her. Women who excel at and enjoy "male-dominated" hobbies while still proudly being women. I wish I could peak her somehow. Crypto is suffering.

No. 2584825

my mom keeps pestering me to shave before my laparoscopy, she can go fuck herself

No. 2584826

>>2584825
Why would you kekkk. You don’t need to.

No. 2584834

>>2584823
they are already no contact with me, because i won't apologise to their friend. so kind of trash took itself out. at least now they don't tell me anymore they want to make plans with me just to cancel them.

No. 2584837

My father asks me questions and then walks out of the room while I’m talking. Or we’ll be having a conversation, and he’ll just open his phone and start scrolling or just leave while I’m mid-sentence. I think he’s always done it, and that’s why I never noticed, and he’s like this with everyone outside of work. But it’s like as soon as I started really noticing this habit of his, it started hurting my feelings a lot. I don’t know why it didn’t bother me before, but it does now. As soon as he starts moving I feel this anxiety to finish my thought now, even though he’s definitely not paying attention anymore. I feel like half of what I say to him ends up dropped like a lizard’s tail.

No. 2584838

>>2584825
>my daughter is having a surgery
>dont forget to shave your body hair in case someone calls you yucky!!!

Hope your (probably not even very) hairy surgery goes well, nona

No. 2584842

>>2584825
Surgeons will shave the area they will operate on themselves and won't give a fuck about anything else so don't worry about it. I hope everything will go well for you.

No. 2584846

Accidentally clicked on someone's contact not realising simply clicking it would start a call. Kill me. I just mentioned I misclicked but ugh, cringe

No. 2584848

>>2584842
>>2584826
>>2584838
exactly, thank you nonrinas.

No. 2584854

i have 0 disabilities but i somehow always end up being the most retarded person in the room. why

No. 2584877

>>2584824
You could get some positive conversation going about being women with these hobbies. How there’s so many like you when growing up people thought it could only be boys into whatever. Experiences of female friend groups that “felt/acted like boys” when it previously seemed boys are like this and girls are like that.
Maybe you knew girls who hid their interests.
Women you look up to and find cooler than all their male friends (but that you’re not in touch with, so she can’t ask about them).
Just exposing her to the reality that in their depth, the experiences she relates to are indeed those of women rather than men.

You can avoid talking about mistaking oneself for a boy and maybe don’t talk to her directly at these times because it’s a “discussion between women”. But you can crypto peak if you know where their issue stems from. Especially depending on her sexuality and whether it’s just a ‘boys are cooler than girls’ thing.

No. 2584879

>>2584837
Sorry nona. He might still be listening but either way it hurts and you should tell him this.

No. 2584880

File: 1751285029622.jpg (913.7 KB, 1080x1434, 1000021322.jpg)

My flat is a fucking pigsty. Don't know where to even start and not even get motivated by the flies.

No. 2584885

>>2584880
This is giving bum. But I’ll help you
>take the plates and the containers in the sink
That is fucking gross. It’s not even being messy, it’s being disgusting. That’s how you get fruit flies and cockroaches.
>take the stuff from the floor
>use a broom to swipe the floor
>throw what you don’t use
This is a start. I’ll give you a medal if you do this right now. GO!

No. 2584889

>>2584880
Why do you live like a scrote?

No. 2584893

>>2584889
Depression, I guess. I hate it. But I can't get to cleaning it so I'm more depressed about it.

No. 2584894

>>2584893
Do the tasks I told you nonna, come on! I’ll give you a medal if you clear that zone you sent in the picture.
I’ll want proof in two hours.

No. 2584897

>>2584893
i'll draw whatever character you request if you do what >>2584885 says in 2 hours

No. 2584899

File: 1751285909414.jpg (56.79 KB, 728x546, nonvenusflytrap.JPG)

>>2584880
Nonny at least leave out a vinegar trap or two so the flies don't overrun your flat. Please promise that you'll do that much.

No. 2584904

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>>2584880
I like this guy on the paper towels. anyway just grab a bin bag and start putting the obvious rubbish into it. dont bother sorting it into recycling/trash, just plop all rubbish into the bag and chuck it outside.

No. 2584910

>>2584899
I have vinegar on the table so I do that yes, thx for the tip, nonny.
I have a room worse than this, tbh nonies. My cat died in it 6 month ago. I held her in agony because there were no vets around. Since then I go in it only when mix benzos and alcohol and you can imagine the disaster it is.
I feel so baf about the whole thing. I'm medicated, and still I can't even take care of the basic stuff. This is a waste of space, a happy family could live here.

No. 2584918

>>2584910
But it's your flat. You're living in it, and you deserve to be a happy nonna in your own space.

No. 2584949

On the heaviest day of my period and I've slept so much. Currently on the couch and I can feel myself bleeding through the back of my pad because it's moved. Can't even be bothered to move. I have no energy and I feel sick like I can't be bothered to eat either. On top of that it's almost 30 degrees…in England. FUCK OFF!

No. 2584967

File: 1751289292526.jpg (Spoiler Image,93.23 KB, 1600x448, room - Copy.jpg)

>>2584880
oh nonnie, i can relate somewhat. if i get too busy and stressed about college assignments, my room ends up like this too, i usually get around to cleaning it properly when my exams are over, but it takes me a while to actually get motivated to clean it and cleaning it in one go is another thing, i'll clean one day then skip the next day and then clean again. i know how it is when you know what you need done but you can't bring yourself to do it, but it does help to start with little and just one single task.
i'd suggest throwing away trash and food waste since that's really bad since flies could infect even your clean food and make you sick and you don't want to spend money recovering from food poisoning right? flies can also lay eggs in your skin and i'm sure bits of food stuck to your furniture and bed make things icky to touch and sit on. so that's your first task.
i don't know how much my picrel can help but it's photos of my room before i got around to cleaning on the left and on the right is when i was somewhat started on cleaning, it doesn't seem that bad but in the second photo, you see the gap between the wall and my bed? i'd end up throwing away stuff there when i felt i was too busy to get up and throw stuff away properly. the gap was filled with scraps of fabric, old assignments, papers, wrappers of food, cans, and when i'd wake up i'd just push my blanket onto it, out of sight, out of mind, but it was the first thing i'd properly get around to cleaning alongside changing my bedsheets because i could sleep better on clean sheets and with the knowledge that ants aren't crawling in my ear.
so your first task, discard food waste and anything attracting ants and flies, and then i guess after that would be trying to organize, in my second pic, i'd organized stuff on my desk and cleaned it and whatever i couldn't put on my desk, i'd pushed onto my bed and then just slept elsewhere in my home, and i'd gotten a shelf to put stuff that would usually clutter my desk so i have a better working space. so i suppose it helps to organize the spot in your home that you spend most time in and whatever you can't figure out how to organize, just confine them to one corner and when you have figured out where to put it, you can get to organizing again.

No. 2584970

File: 1751289371655.jpg (966.61 KB, 1080x2412, 1000021324.jpg)

I did it but it's a drop in the ocean. But I do feel a little less overwhelmed, so thx nonnies
>>2584897
It's nice but don't waste the effort. That was nice to offer tho. I appreciate it.

No. 2584977

>>2584970
looks so much better. just take things one day at a time, nona. you can fix things little by little, and what you did today was proof of that

No. 2584979

File: 1751289552867.gif (1.82 MB, 500x281, tumblr_1cfdaeb25b5a39918d0689b…)

>>2584970
good job nonnie! good that you threw away the trash and cleaned the floor, looking better already! i don't have much to reward you with but here's a cool gif with cute boys ♥.

No. 2584981

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>>2584970
You did great nonna! Good job! I know it seems stupid and I don’t know you, but I am really proud of you.

No. 2585001

File: 1751290549453.jpg (Spoiler Image,995.74 KB, 1066x1411, 1000021328.jpg)

(and this is the grief room that used to be a computer room, I remove the trash bags that were sitting there, first. For those curious) (no idea why the smeared yogurt everywhere I think I had to use the computer so got benzoed to my eyeballs, got hungry and did whatever the fuck with yogurt.
I could go clean the grief room, I guess, get moderately drunk and at least get stuff of the floor and clean the most disgusting part of it)

No. 2585005

File: 1751290879694.gif (2.5 MB, 500x281, tumblr_fd650a4f0129469a7b1a542…)

>>2585001
good good nonnie, just make sure to clean top to bottom so that the crumbs and dirt fall to the floor you'll clean later so you don't clean the desk just for the clean floor to become dirtyi learnt this the hard way kek, >>2584967 i cleaned my desk just to dust my desk organize and the softboard stuck on the wall and then the desk got covered in dust again, here's another cool gif!>>2585001

No. 2585008

>>2584970
when it comes to cleaning up big messes i think a good order is: clean the floor, then get rid of trash, then deal with food/dishes, then clean up other stuff.

No. 2585013

I want off the internet. I want to live a normal life. I don't know a world without the iPhone. I don't have real world friends, I'm starting to not have friends at all. I want to be normal so bad I want to be able to spend time with people for hours just because but when I have tried to form friendships there is such a strong disconnect and it always blows up. I want to get offline but there's nothing waiting for me on the other side. I'm thinking so hard how to fix my problem but I have nothing. It's either talk to strangers or bots or talk to nobody. I feel like I'm losing myself. I want to be normal but it feels completely impossible.

No. 2585047

>>2584789
>coomed & zoomed
Kek

No. 2585048

my friend got back with her disgusting ex after he cheated on her TWICE with different women, while gaslighting her and trying to guilt trip her about wanting more affection. I can't hide how stupid I think she's being and I'm angry as fuck at her for giving this rank scrote yet another chance, especially when she's older than me and has so much going for her, but fuck … I want to support her too, just so I can be there when she finally leaves the cunt. She's lovely but her low self esteem makes her act so retarded I can't stand listening to her talk about men, like the 'really kind guy' who gets her drunk every week so she'll overshare and rely on him for validation. God forbid you tell her he's a sleazy twat who's using her due to her naivete because she also acts like she's a social expert…

No. 2585054

>>2584880
if you think this is bad… as a long-term NEET the best tip I can give you is to never let your environment degrade in a way that'll make it harder for you to clean it up in the future, including and most importantly to never have organic matter be left to rot (even sealed inside a garbage bag, it will liquify and leak eventually), also have some sort of recurring cleaning schedule, like tidying up and throwing out the trash laying around whenever you have to go out for resupplies

No. 2585059

I want to die not because my life sucks but because everything else around me sucks and I'm powerless to stop it

No. 2585085

>>2585001
Our objective here is
>throw the stuff that you don’t use from the floor
>use the broom to clear up the dirt
This two tasks for now should suffice. Update me nonna!

No. 2585092

I dreamt we were together, goofing around together, touching each other and laughing… I kissed the top of her head and I could feel her wet hair from the shower… I want to die I want to diiiiiiieeeeeee

No. 2585115

Never in my life would I expect to be the person with "no appetite" who simply "forgets to eat." I finally am, and it's made no appreciable difference to my weight or health, so that's great! I love getting what I want and yet still not having anything change!! I am absolutely not cursed

No. 2585116

Whenever I attempt dating again I always end up more drawn to the emotionally distant (and of course hottest) one out of all the meat dildos I start talking with, I'm a sucker and an embarrassment of a woman. I'm more than willing to accept my dunce hat

No. 2585121

i feel pathetic for being upset over an editor blocking me. i just really liked her stuff and there was no pinned post or warning in the bio that i'd get blocked from showing love, so what the heck. her stuff is really good. sorry..

No. 2585127

>>2584425
Genderspecials and autistic women from tumblr have ruined any color combo that's the same as made up queer flags…
Orange and Pink outfit a girl is wearing? Sorry that a dyke now.
A pastel blue and pink color scheme? That's a Troon-coded character.

No. 2585136

>>2585005
God I love ikemen

No. 2585157

>>2584897
Nta but please draw whatever this >>2584904 is

No. 2585158

>>2585115
Nonna please see a doctor. It's not normal to have no appetite for no reason but the rest of your body stays the same.

No. 2585159

>>2585001
Honestly this and your other photos aren’t really that bad. Sure you’ll feel better with a tidy and clean but it wouldn’t even register as a “pigsty” to me like you said. You deserve to feel happy and at peace in your home nonny, I hope you can get there. I’m proud of you for recognizing that you weren’t in a good place and needed to change.

No. 2585160

Whyyyyy did I have to pick up a cold?? Who gets colds in the summer? This is retarded.

No. 2585161

Cried today cause a bird came in my room for some relief and hid behind my pillow (couldn't walk, looked exhausted from the heat, a tiny little bird too). I was too scared to check on him but decided to be "courageous" and he was alive, but I spent 25 min crying thinking this is it, he died and it tired me out. Update, he's in the living room with AC on, in a box with food and water and doing fine so far. God, I hate being this emotional about everything, I'm so retarded.

No. 2585169

>>2585161
Aww I love birds. I'm glad you were able to help him cool off. You're doing good nonna!

No. 2585177

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I haven't had sex in 5 years (not really by choice), and have felt like I have sort of lost my sex drive. I enjoyed the thought of having someone that makes me company or sleep next to me, but other than that I felt nothing and that I'd probably be fine like this forever.
But I stumbled into the josei thread on /m/, and figured it has been a while since I read something raunchy so figured why not. It's like a switch was flipped and I became completely fucking coom brained and can't think of anything but sex right now, I do happen to be ovulating at the moment so it will probably go away in a few days, but I guess this also shows that I'm extremely pent up? Either way I'm driving myself insane now

No. 2585185

>>2584970
Congrats nonna! This encouraged me to clean up my place. Place is still a mess but less of one. I hope you do well.

No. 2585186

>>2584899
They already have. I just finally put have the trash (yeah, gross…). But the fly are everywhere. I tried the trap but I'm probably not doing it right?
I bought some spray but but I think it's more of a repellent, it killed a bunch but there are still many. I wish there were some bad for the planet instant insect killer at the shop but nope.

No. 2585195

>>2585186
Nta but lemons with cloves in them keeps flies away for me.

No. 2585225

>>2585116
You like the emotionally distant ones because you feel like you aren’t worth it subconsciously.

No. 2585226

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>>2585177

No. 2585228

Girls who don't have girl friends or seem to struggle with making girl friends are a red flag. Maybe not all of them, there's some of us who are just autistic, but I've met plenty of girls
who turned out to be just overall very unlikable. They struggle with female friendships because they're judgemental, kinda misogynistic, prone to getting into fights and weirdly avoidant at the same time so potential good female friends don't want to deal with them. I say this as someone who is lowkey autistic and was bullied by other girls growing up and YET despite all that I still managed to create long lasting friendships with other girls because guess what, just because some mean girls bullied me doesn't mean I started hating the entire female population.

No. 2585233

How do you guys fart in front of your nigels. Especially around when your period starts and the farts are actually rancid, I want to die inside every time

No. 2585235

>>2585228
Even worse if they constantly talk about other women like being the devil and say that men are "no drama" and chill.

No. 2585239

>>2585013
scary relatable

No. 2585245

I have been trying to stop self harming. I have been actively doing it since I was super young. I have spurts of stopping here and there over the years but nothing longer then maybe 5 months or so. It’s been such a mixed bag. Lately I keep finding myself bursting into tears and unable to just stop. I’m trying so hard. I’m doing everything I should do and can do. Yet I don’t know what to do with all the feelings I have been running from. This sucks. Wish I could go back in time and stop her from ever starting but I get why. I know why. It makes me sad.

No. 2585246

>>2585233
We are animals. We shit, we fart and we piss. Let it all out.

No. 2585249

>>2585233
A male coworker from one of my previous jobs long ago once told me these wise words
>You know it's true love when you're both comfortable farting around each other

No. 2585261

Despite having anemia treatments, it will take a while to start kicking in, around 3-4 weeks, so I'm still suffering from anemia symptoms and it's not fun at all. Which is annoying because I felt better the few days of the treatments and got to experience what being anemia free is like, so regressing back is really annoying. No enough sleep and no enough food to satisfy my brain and body and it's so annoying and convenient since I have some online courses and meetings to attend but can't focus because I'm sleepy and hungry and can't stop thinking of food.

No. 2585268

File: 1751309607905.gif (185.5 KB, 220x147, you're-right-pigeons.gif)

>>2585225
…well, ain't that a shit in the crapper

No. 2585272

>>2585245
Proud of you for trying to stop nonnie! Dumb question, but have you perhaps looked into mindfulness? I was addicted to self-harm for almost 20 years and that was one of the first steps that helped me stop, learning radical acceptance is a life changer when you suffer from this type of anxiety. Could also help to look into mood stabilizer medication that can help with the steep changes in your mood that can cause that amount of distress for you?
Take care of yourself nona, I'm sure you can do it! Trying is the first step towards recovery

No. 2585273

older coworkers at my job always asking why i'm not dating when they complain about their husbands and wanting to get away from them with a long vacation all the time

No. 2585274

>>2585233
How can he say he loves you if you can't fart around him? Or if he won't hold your hand while you're getting explosive diarrhea? These should be a litmus test for a healthy relationship.

No. 2585289

>>2585272
Thank you nonna. It’s been a journey and a half. I am in a better place to work on my mental health but it still falters. Mindfulness is something my therapist and I are working on together. It’s been helpful but man, such a simple sounding concept in theory is so so hard in practice. It’s kinda ass and I have been getting frustrated (part of problem I think!) but I am getting there. I am on some meds right now. My dosages need changed some I think but otherwise I do like what I am on. I have been on a lot of different medications so finding a Goldilocks medication routine has been hard. Luckily I think I found one but it needs upped. thought about it more after my OG post. the crying episodes are just.. years of held back emotions falling out like spaghetti from my pockets because instead of just having a cry and feeling the feeling.. I was hurting myself. The episodes aren’t often or too bad but have been stressed out due to a reason I started. Which is why I’m having them so I feel like I’m having them a lot (I’m not ). One of my self harm sources is due to having physically disabilities and health issues related to it. So when I feel physical unwell I get pretty mentally unwell too which leads to self harming. A type of control. Now I just start crying like a baby. I’m getting there. I’m proud of myself, I’m finally putting on my big girl pants and doing it but I def am frustrated to an extent.

No. 2585306

Has anyone else noticed a clear decline in the quality of posts in the /g/ skincare and hair care threads? Like retards with no understanding of anything at all.
>Is there anything that can make my armpits DARKER
>is there anything that can make my pasty skin 1 shade lighter?
>hey I use a Salicylic acid face wash and a salicylic acid moisturizer and a salicylic acid toner and my skin is bright red and flaking off… why? Skincare us a scam after all!!!
>hey what haircut should I get if my hair color is like a caramel cream color?
>you're supposed to actually apply dry shampoo by spraying it on your fingers then wiping it off and then slapping your squeaky clean hair because you actually use dry shampoo when your hair is fresh and clean and not when it's greasy
Like Jesus christ what the fuck kek, it's like everyone loses 100 IQ points posting in those threads.

No. 2585321

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just remembered to have a social life i have to actually talk to people.. fuck that shit

No. 2585324

>>2585306
All those products and regiments just to avoid taking a bath.

No. 2585328

>>2585306
>What kinds of expensive creams and goos should I smear all over my face to ensure I never, ever age

No. 2585330

>>2585306
>hey what haircut should I get if my hair color is like a caramel cream color?
KEK

No. 2585334

mfw when the mods do nothing to infighters. stop jerking off all day and get to work!

No. 2585337

File: 1751315019410.jpeg (108.52 KB, 500x569, IMG_0051.jpeg)

>>2585306
I’m sorry nona I’m just a retard when it comes to hairstyling

No. 2585348

File: 1751315829476.webp (38.29 KB, 600x900, scandinavian-beauty-13930884.w…)

I have typical fine scandinavian hair that's also pin straight, and not only makes it hard for it to keep it's shape when I style it, unless I cover it hairspray until it's crunchy - it also tangles the moment someone do as much as fart in the next room over because of the gust. It makes me sad because I have a pretty wide face, and the days when my hair manages to have a lot of volume it balances my face just right. But when it has a lot of volume it means it's pretty dry because I haven't used any conditioner or hair mask, which isn't great either.

No. 2585358

i feel like a fucking retard my parents simultaneously neglected and enabled me so i’m incapable of doing normal adult tasks at the age of 26 and i don’t want to be helpless and pity myself anymore but i’m so far behind everyone else i can’t fucking drive i didn’t go to university i haven’t had a job in almost 4 years i went to rehab 2 months ago but i fell back down again i just want to die i don’t know how to take everything one step at a time i’m so embarrassed and ashamed of what a fucking loser i am

No. 2585360

>>2585348
do a french chignon, use those chinese sticks, put two strands in front of your face, have good makeup. you look hot and it's out of your way

No. 2585363

>>2585348
Does mousse not work for you either? I know some people who do the blowout method but have to keep their hair in overnight heatless curls or else it doesnt keep that voluminous shape either. Don't give up nonna!!! There's definitely a method that will work for you. I had the same issue with hairspray as well until I tried Japanese hairspray, I like gatsby.

No. 2585364

>>2585228
welp i hang out with guys because i'm extremely awkward around other women and never know how to act or react. i made female friends easily at school but they were always either more autistic than me or the 'mean girls who saw me as a pet kek. I want to have more female friends as an adult and would say I'm supportive and more misandrist than misogynistic, but i can't crack the code.

No. 2585371

I wish to feel the warmth of another person. It's been so long. I don't want to live like this.

No. 2585376

>>2585306
>Has anyone else noticed a clear decline in the quality of posts
Yes.

No. 2585379

>>2585364
Same. I have a close female friend thankfully but I really want more. Hanging out with guys is 'easier' but it's very unfulfilling and they're too crass and mean in a way that's just excessive. It sucks your soul out. Finding female friendship is so worth it but I'm still terrified of rejection and suddenly feeling like an autistic bullied 12 year old again the moment someone I thought was chill starts putting me down or talking behind my back.

No. 2585381

>>2585306
I think the pale armpits nona and the lightening skin nona is the same person. Actually I think it might be the same person as the nona who was in the plastic surgery thread saying her face is droopy and fat and that's why she has been called ugly her entire life but when she posted photos of her face it was completely normal and not ugly

No. 2585393

Just saw an adorable video of a baby buffalo running around on the plains with excited little zoomies, so joyous and full of life and my first thought was "I miss feeling like this"

No. 2585446

im such a retard why the fuck did i eat an entire 18 oz cheesecake literally what the hell is wrong with me. i literally ate 4,332 calories yesterday what the actual fuck. my sugar cravings were almost completely gone because i was eating healthy and now theyre back with a fucking vengeance. so stupid…. it’s going to be so hard to get back on my diet now. i dont even know if i can do it. i gained weight too (obviously, i was in a massive surplus so how would i not gain weight) and now im going to have to work to get it off. i calculated the appropriate amount of calories for my body a day and its 1,000 or less. so i would have to eat nothing for 3 days to balance out what i did. how the hell am i supposed to do that. i was doing so well. im so disappointed in myself. and its not anyone else’s fault but my own. i did this for no reason.
oh well, at least the food i had was good. if im going to have a cheat meal, it might as well be delicious food. i had a bunch of steak & it was cooked really well. the cheesecake was creamy & good too. but why the fuck did i eat so much of it? i think i fucked up when i got the cheesecake. if i had stopped with the steaks i would been only a bit over a healthy calorie level. but noooo i just had to buy a $14 gourmet cheesecake & eat the whole thing. why am i a dumbass.

No. 2585452

>>2585446
Unless you're a comatose underweight (37kg) midget (147cm) your BMR isn't 1000kcal, so you shouldn't worry too much about having to fast for three days straight.

No. 2585458

>>2585446
Hahah nonna you're just like me. Just don't do it again. Quit whilst you're ahead and you'll be okay. Also as the other anon said you probably miscalculated.

No. 2585466

I was born in Latin America and have temporarily moved to Spain. I'm in shock, no wonder Latin America is the way it is, it's their fault. I thought all the worst aspects of latin american life and culture came from our sub 100 IQ population, but Spain is literally suffering from the exact same issues. I can't believe this shit. I've lived in other European countries and they don't have the issues Latin America and Spain have. We should've been conquered by the English or the French, what a joke of a country Spain is. It's unfortunate because otherwise it would be quite lovely.

No. 2585472

i care too much about my work ethic its literally tearing me up inside. tomorrow might be my dogs last full day on this earth and i feel guilty about possibly calling out even when my manager said to me straight up he wouldn't be at work if he was going through the same thing. i already made the mistake back in October when my other dog died of going to work that morning when i KNEW something was wrong and ill never forgive myself for it. why isnt that memory enough to set my priorities straight?

No. 2585477

>>2585393
In primary school we'd have a once-a-year pizza day where we'd get to order our own little mini pizzas to eat (the rest of the time you had to bring lunch in so it was just sandwiches), and I remember how stoked I'd be in the morning when my friends told me it was pizza day, like so stoked… I miss that feeling. Imagine feeling pure joy over dumb shit like annual mini pizza… that was the way to live.

No. 2585481

>>2585472
would it help that it's not your work ethic speaking, but some kind of silly ego and pride? you're gonna let silly ego and pride cause you to miss an important moment with a loved one?

No. 2585482

>>2585472
When you’re old and at the end of your life, you are never going to say to yourself, “I really regret calling out of work that one time.”

Your job is replaceable. You could die tomorrow and your boss would only be focused on hiring someone for your position. Don’t sacrifice yourself for work, ever.

No. 2585486

>>2585466
Spain in the 90s was the best thing ever. It was really great. But since then they've come down harder than even the english. the trend since downwards and irreversible.

No. 2585487

No matter what I do or how I try to help, my older brother keeps hurting me and my mom. He keeps screaming and hitting walls and making us miserable. I wish I could talk about it freely but I can't really do it. It's too much. It's too personal. I don't want people in my life to worry about me. Sometimes I think the only way to find peace is dying. I wouldn't have to pull up with him anymore. I'm so tired. I don't want to be alive.

No. 2585489

>>2585487
Can you call the police on him or is he forcing you to be dependent on him somehow?

No. 2585497

>>2585489
I have called the police on him before and it didn't help.

No. 2585500

Man, when will the virus that kills XYs be created and spread already? I'm so tired of living among those incompetent retards with never-ending demands. Dad is a massive faggot who is addicted to meat despite being in his 80s and unable to ingest it anyways, but he thinks it makes him manly and masculine or something and especially eating sheep because cows and chickens are tok "gay" for him I guess. But he's lazy and won't go to the butcher's himself, and my useless brothers also refuse to do it. So I have to be the one who does it and since I can't carry an entire sheep carcass on my own from the shop to home, I order it from the shop and they deliver it and that leaves one of my useless brothers carrying it from the delivery guy to the kitchen, and yet they throw temper tantrums over being asked to do that and they go to sleep before the delivery arrives so they don't have to handle it and I have to deal with it myself. They've been doing the same about any kinds of deliveries in general and I have to be the one who picks it up and then my faggot dad makes a scene about me being a girl interacting with delivery drivers for 5 seconds and losing my ~purity~. What do these assraped faggots want exactly? I'm gonna to to the gym, bulk up, learn 282771 martial arts and kick their asses to death.

No. 2585501

>>2585493
Sorry to hear about that. I know how hard that can be. If you and your mom can work and put your money together, maybe you could rent somewhere far away from him hopefully and build a life together. I know said is easier than done but hang in there. I hope you and your mother are doing alright.

No. 2585504

>>2585501
Thanks nonna, I'll try my best.

No. 2585514

>>2585487
moids are disgusting. if you or your mom feel at any point that you’re in danger, please call for help or try to leave if there’s no other options. i hope you guys are safe

No. 2585551

>>2585481
ayrt, it is ego because the biggest thing i feel guilty over is being seen as lazy for calling out. that does help, thank you
>>2585482
youre right. i wont regret missing work but i already have regrets about how i handled losing my other pet. i should learn from my own mistakes

No. 2585553

I wish my life went to someone else. So much opportunity wasted on a fat retard

No. 2585555

I am doing the absolute bare minimum at work so that I won't get fired. This job sucks and doesn't pay enough for me to care

No. 2585556

>>2585446
I have the munchies and I would kill to eat an entire cheesecake. Sounds like a good day, anon. Just get back on track eating normal tomorrow, you don't need to fast.

No. 2585560

>>2585500
>he thinks it makes him manly and masculine or something and especially eating sheep because cows and chickens are too "gay" for him I guess.
I'm sorry but this shit is killing me.

No. 2585562

I feel like a broken human being, I never have motivation for anything. Even consooming media is something I need to work myself up for, and I quit soon after anyways. I spend most of my days in bed daydreaming, I want to do more I just don't know how to stop being so lazy because nothing else seems worth it or fulfilling.

No. 2585566

>>2585562
You sound depressed nonna, have you sought help at all?

No. 2585580

>>2585566
Probably, it runs in my family and I used to want to die as a kid/teen. And I haven't tried seeking help, I used to try to talk about it when I was a teenager but I got ignored so it never seemed like I have enough of a problem. That's the same reason why I haven't tried seeing someone now as an adult, there's worse out there and it feels dumb that I cannot just handle this on my own. I feel like I have a serious will power issue

No. 2585582

>>2585562
Have you ever thought about speaking your daydreams out loud into a recording microphone? You could start a podcast and quickly amass tens of thousands of followers that are interested in your unique ideas and perspectives, and then you'd have the chance to monetize your daydreams and sign book deals. Being lazy is okay if you're making money off of it.

No. 2585591

>>2585560
It's goofy and deserves to be laughed at but he basically believes the more fat in the meat the more tasty and masculine and beef and chicken are too lean for him. He's a muzzie so he won't eat pork though which is the fattiest meat ever if I'm not mistaken. The irony.

No. 2585613

>>2585582
I haven't but I like this idea a lot! I get nervous and awkward when speaking so the podcast format wouldn't work much for me, but I could try my hand at writing! It sounds fun to develop my daydreams further this way. I probably wouldn't monetise it (unless I get very lucky, somehow) but I wouldn't mind posting it online somewhere. Thank you for the suggestion

No. 2585669

I just had my apartment lease end and it's a little frustrating that my roommate is considered my landlord instead of the actual landlord/owner of the house we stayed in. I wouldn't be surprised if she's going to hold onto my security deposit as long as possible to spite me- she turned out to be a drunk that was constantly broke, and it was super fucking awkward to deal with. When I told her I was sending an invoice request for my deposit she lost it. I don't care that much because I have a job and savings, but if this drags on it means I get stuck having to think about her for another month or whatever.

No. 2585763

can't sleep
keep thinking of my first date with my gf from years ago and how we cuddled all night long
now I'm just forever alone

No. 2585767

>>2585763
I can't sleep either, we should cuddle nonna

No. 2585783

i wish i didnt have to sleep and i could play yakuza 24/7

No. 2585787

There's this moid in a group chat I was invited to and all he does is talk about his wife like anything she does is his accomplishment and post Rouge the Bat bimbo porn. I don't think she knows he's a hardcore gooner. He annouced to the chat he's having a daughter and I'm mortified. Idk why I joined at this point but it's like I can't look away from this train wreck. He'll probably molest her and then bimboify himself or something after a few years.

No. 2585796

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>>2585767
ok but who's the big spoon

No. 2585801

My dad yelled at me today because i accidently spilled matcha over important documents that he left on the dining room table where people eat and he told me that i should move out over it. I really want to go to the kitchen to eat because i am so hungry and haven't eaten since the morning, but it's almost 11pm and he's just going to yell at me again because unfortunately the kitchen and living room is open concept and he practically lives in the living room.


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