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No. 2626188
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Sometimes I really want to eat crab
No. 2626235
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As a lesbian, I kind of agree with freud in a sense cause sometimes I have intrusive thoughts where I think My mother doesn't deserve my father and I'd be better than my father for my mother. It doesn't help that I'm pretty sure my mother has shaped my interest in women.
Which is fucked up because my mother told me that as a toddler I'd proclaimed that I wanted to marry my father but the thought of that now makes me want to puke and I get uncomfortable and disgusted if I walk in on my father shirtless but I don't get the same feeling with my mother and I feel flustered and embarrassed if I walked in on my mother shirtless or pants-less. To clarify, I do not want to fuck my mom, I do not have an Oedipus complex but I tend to scale women how close they are to my mother personality and quirk wise. I can never admit this to her since she already teases me about being gay, we go on mother-daughter dates to places like restaurants, malls, and specialty shopping places, and makes jokes when she holds my hand that people will think we're a lesbian couple.
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>>2626215It's definitely spiritual. I made a promise to the creatures of the sea that I would no longer eat them but they are the tastiest of all
No. 2626279
>>2626275>I can never admit this to her since she already teases me about being gay, we go on mother-daughter dates to places like restaurants, malls, and specialty shopping places, and makes jokes when she holds my hand that people will think we're a lesbian couple.All of this falls under the definition of emotional incest even without anything else kek. Also it's suspicious if you've often walked in on your mom naked
I suspect this is a larp but saying it just in case you're a real person in this situation
No. 2626288
>>2626279Lots of people grew up around mothers who were comfortable being naked in front of other women/girls (think older women in locker rooms who
do not give a fuck) but anon put a whole bunch of other weird shit in this story that is obviously incest
No. 2626290
>>2626279First off, her teasing me about being gay is a joke. We have a close relationship so we have outings, I'm sorry you've never experienced your mother taking you out shopping or to going out to eat together. As for the holding hands thing she's held my hand since I was a child I'm not just going to stop and the whole lesbian couple thing is just another joke based off an experience were a guy made a disgusted face at her and her sister for looking like a gay couple when she was younger.
>Also it's suspicious if you've often walked in on your mom nakedI think you misunderstand, it's not like I go into her bathroom every day or anything like that but sometimes when I need to ask or tell her something and she's in the bathroom changing I'll knock on it and she'll ask me to come in so she can hear me and because, in her words, "we're both women" she doesn't really make an effort to put some pants on.
No. 2626295
>>2626283No, it's super weird and I don't know why I do. It's not like I like it or actively seek her out, but it's just something I feel compared to the disgust I have at my father's body. I think I just need to get laid, and I'll be fixed.
>also are you sure there hadn't been instances where she hugged you in an awkward way? No, again, I think you misunderstand. I'm the weird one with weird intrusive thoughts she has done nothing weird or wrong to me.
>>2626293It's not mean, it just a light rib when I talk about anything related to my interest in women.
No. 2626349
>>2626346i wasn’t trying to mock the
nonny i was replying to when i said that, its just that she called me ugly and i don’t think that if i was ugly he’d have sex with me or tell me that he’ll get me pregnant if i’m good
No. 2626352
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>>2626259Anon I had literally the same exact experience today, down to going to the hairdresser… Are we living the same life, are you in my walls
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>>2626349>tell me that he’ll get me pregnant if i’m goodNona, I
No. 2626358
>>2626340This isn’t enough proof. Like another
nonny said, it could be he doesn’t want to hurt your feelings or he’s just into funky looking women. Until we have photo evidence I deem this inconclusive.
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>>2626349>he’d have sex with me or tell me that he’ll get me pregnant if i’m goodTelepathically thowing holy water on you. Manifesting that you will wake up. Manifesting that you will realize how humiliating that statement is. Manfesting that you will realize that his ass should be happy you're sleeping with him in the first place. Manifesting lots of positive archivements boosting your confidence. You will stop with this current pathetic behaviour. It will happen.
No. 2626432
>>2626235I wanted to marry my mom when I was younger and I would get mad and pissy at every man she was with. But I think it stems from my attachment to her, she’s the one who raised me and I used to always stay and still do now that she’s both my mom and father in one.
I also dreamed just once of having sex with her, it was horrendous, more like a nightmare, I felt guilty for like a whole week kek.
But I’m hetero so I’m the opposite of you.
No. 2626732
>>2626723Don't be silly anon. This means to an end
>>2626725Sorry anon, the idea of that has always made my skin crawl so I thought you might like the prositution idea
No. 2626879
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I only wash my Air BnB sheets only once every 6 weeks regardless of who's stayed.
For $40 a night wash your own damn sheets.
No. 2626892
>>2626879echoing
>>2626881 . you should be washing them for your own sake, who knows what these people are bringing with them
No. 2626908
>>2626892This, it's not just bed bugs, ticks, lice, and roaches, it's also worms that crawl inside your body, pathogens, bacteria, parasites, stuff that nonna shouldn't let loose for her own sake. Could be very bad if she allows pets, not only because they carry disease, but it could make someone who is allergic very sick.
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>>2626935I almost miss that era of tumblr
No. 2626939
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>>2626432My mother is a total man-hater kek and I think she imbued me with it. After she left and got a restraining order against my sister's dad that abused her and after she kicked out my retarded alcoholic dad she was never with another man again. I love openly man hating with her but she is also severely fucked up from her experiences and has abused both me and my sister. I've never wanted to be with my mum but I deep down wish to be with a woman that would be maternal with me and I could be maternal to her back. I don't have a thing for older women though, I like someone around my age. But I just need that nurturing care and emotional support I couldn't get from my mother because of parentification and feeling like I'm her therapist.
No. 2626981
>>2626676ayrt, it's such a fun fantasy. Plus I get to see them every other weekend or so, sometimes together sometimes separately. The depths of my horniness can't be contained. She's very touchy/huggy so like what am I supposed to do? He's less so but last time we were out drinking he gave me a head kiss (everyone got one kek) and she didn't seem to mind
Please just let this one thing happen and if it's terrible oh well
No. 2627741
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>>2627707Most of the art in those games is so shit, what part of them was erotic to you…why didn't you play something like Homicipher? It's not extremely horny but the mechanics are engaging enough to keep your brain busy and the monsterboys are hilarious.
Uh incidentally what route was your favorite though No. 2627759
>>2627749Me too, except I am a lesbian who thought I was bi before I peaked, still it was bothering me before I realised too. Unfortunately I am deeply in love with someone who now has a boyfriend which makes me feel 10x worse. Whenever I see anything heterosexual I relate it to her, and whenever a straight nona says anything sexual I get intrusive thoughts about her thinking the same or doing that with her bf for the rest of the day and it has legitimately made me actually throw up on occasion. I feel like I need a
trigger warning it’s pathetic, idk how others are normal about it. So yeah, probably more dramatic than you but less hypocritical
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>>2627754Hey remember that there isn't anything a moid can do that your two hands can't, and you'd be saving yourself the massive emotional burden of actually having to get in his pants. 3DPD dick (especially the aftermath) is just not worth it. Go jerk off for like five hours straight it'll make you feel better I promise
>VincentRespect, if only Puke's art wasn't so uggo
No. 2627792
>>2627782Let me guess, your parent was
abusive and you had to obsessively keep an eye on their mood at all times kek
No. 2627794
>>2627770Yes, this exactly how I feel.
I'm so used to feeling alienated from normie women in real life, because deep down I always knew that heterosexual lifestyle is def not for me. But now I also feel alienated from almost every male-attracted woman. At least in the past I could join in fictional moid hornyposting and bond with other women who aren't into 3dpd, but now I don't even have that. Yeah, I'm still attracted to males, but I don't want to endlessly talk about male bodies and straight relationships(yes, even based femdom ones or whatever), I do not give a single fuck about that, for now, at least. I used to know a lesbian online who didn't like most husbandofags, even those who aren't attracted to real males and don't date them, and I didn't understand her. Now I do kek.
No. 2627797
>>2627628Well, I can’t “use” men because I am ugly in the face. Have never had any moid pursue me or show even the slightest interest. But truly I don’t want to get caught up with them at all, they are dangerous, even the ones who seem nice.
My only remaining friend in the area ghosted me a couple of months ago. We got along so well so it was really a shock. She has a lot going on in her life right now so I can’t speculate the reason. I struggle to make true friends even though I have no problem making acquaintances. But if you don’t click you don’t click and I just don’t click with anyone. The one friend I mentioned I actually met by pure coincidence irl after knowing her online. So that’s probably why we actually clicked. I feel hopeless to make any more true friends in my life after losing contact with ones from high school. Never made any in college. Impossible as a working adult. I’ve basically made my grave by being a recluse in college. I would give anything for a do-over but life doesn’t work that way.
Even when I did have friends though, I always wanted something more. I think I mostly am just touch starved and crave physical closeness. People say you can cuddle your friends but that has never been my experience kek, every friend I’ve ever had would have thought that was weird as fuck, so I never attempted it even when I really really wanted to. I sometimes have dreams about it.
No. 2627895
>>2627811Ok but what would you say if it were genuinely true?
>>2627792Well yes
>>2627793Tbh I find my friends telling me this. I think it really nice to understand people but only if you’re also capable of making yourself understood by others as well. Without communication ability it can turn you into too much of a giver before you realise it. You’re catering to their world when they can’t see yours.
>>2627879Wrong. Do you objectify men you are attracted to? Some women do but a lot don’t. Objectification is not the same as sexual attraction nor is it a requirement of it, the same goes for romantic attraction - if anything, the latter is the opposite (humanisation) which is why women are so loving and giving to men despite every reason not to be.
And if we’re speaking sexuality, anyone can see that straight women sexualise womanhood the most out of anyone, to feel more in control by embracing it.
You’re disillusioned.
No. 2628074
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I promised myself to never use artificial intelligence (ai) unless it is necessary like for school asking me to use it….fast forward I occasionally ask chatgpt for advice: for example for my city trips and I’m currently on chapter 38 of my self insert, fiction with my sexy male characters who are my harem husbandos and make out with me and each other. Like the pathetic single geek I am, I make up these fantasies with ai before going to bed like it’s my ritual. I low-key cringe sometimes, but I don’t care I’m cringe and free and I am loving this until I want to touch a moid again.
Funny thing a few of the moids I haven’t talked to in awhile, are sending me dms guess I’m manifesting(?) kek
No. 2629023
>>2628683I mean, he didn't care for the other crushes I've had, especially considering these lead nowhere and are just fleeting. It's more like "I think this actor or whatever is hot".
But it's not like I'd cheat anyway.
No. 2629713
>>2629690Not American but I feel this way about international students. I thought they had to take tests in fluency and pass? Did they cheat or bribe officials back there or what. God forbid being stuck in a group project with them, they use Google Translate and ChatGPT for literally fucking everything and just asking them "Hey have you done the work" will just get an utterly blank blinking owl stare from them. How the fuck did they even get in?
>"Don't be mean, they're trying!"Sorry that I don't want a fail grade on an assignment worth half the grade of a course that costs thousands of dollars because the dingbats in my group won't fucking do any work and won't respond to me asking a simple yes or no question?
No. 2629758
>>2629750It depends on how much effort they want to put in. My mom did and even took her undergrad and phd since they didn’t recognize her previous studies. She does everything by herself now, even fills it for me since I’m still under her name kek.
It’s certainly more hard to learn a new language as an adult , but it’s not impossible either.
No. 2630096
>>2630093eh, casual, if you're not
edging yourself at least 16 hours a day, can you even call yourself a winner in this day and age?
No. 2630139
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It’s been a couple months since I prayed to whichever higher power and said I would serve them forever if they got rid of my debilitating and pathetic desire for romantic love. It worked and I don’t covet love anymore and only care about having fun and money. My life is awesome actually. But I kind of feel like I made a devil deal I’m not going to learn the consequences of until it’s too late.
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I haven't been able to walk up a flight of stairs in 2 years because I get dizzy and fall over just from reaching the second one. Yes I've been to a doctor, nobody knows what's wrong with me so I'm just stuck like this
No. 2630860
>>2630639that sounds fun we used to do naruto when we were like 12 lol
>>2630617we used to make oc characters in worlds like harry potter ocs or naruto ocs or dc ocs it was so fun and creative i miss it
>>2630498lolcow rp group when
No. 2631088
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I legitimately like stupid edits of my favorite artists. It makes me feel like a teenager in the worst of ways, but I can't help but smile when I come across one I think is well edited and fun.
No. 2631403
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I have so much stuff going and I’m tired
Both of my parents are Train wrecks (they met at Jehovas witnesses.. alcoholic narc dad and naive mom) and my sister resents me for good things that happened to me unironically
I moved around so much that I have complex identity trauma as I tried to adapt and became a doormat (moved 25+ times across 3 countries)
10 year older half Sister + mom were based to this website standards however they always called me by my fathers last name despite me not knowing him at all
Trust been violated since childhood, I have issues communicating any and all needs
Excluded me from trips to enjoy it by themselves
Always bullied me, called me a Jew (my sister is half Iraqi and diagnosed autistic as of this year, she’s 38 still lives with mom)
Been working since 18 to support mom financially
Sister refuses to work at a grocery store and chooses to post on movie forums all day for the past 15 years
So many financial issied that I ran to the first moid that would give me security (bad decision)
Now catching up on my education and trying to manage not sinking deeper into drugs (only smoke weed but it used to be much worse)
Try to get fit but I have a bunch of issues like flat feet, bad ankles (medically) and some connective tissue issues.
Progress is painfully slow and my bad eating habits (like eating at night) stall me even more
I tried to kms before but I choose life now, trying to move forward
I hope I find people with good intentions
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I'm so sick of my best friend's boyfriend and also sick of being the man-hating best friend who clearly hates her best friend's boyfriend but he's so dumb and boring and ugly, Nonas. I can't do it anymore. He's not even funny. His pp doesn't even work right. He doesn't take the trash out. I know too much, so even if he did have good qualities I'd hold this grudge forever and never trust him in eighty nine lifetimes. When will I be free.
No. 2631759
>>2631403That's one hell of a hole to dig yourself out of, holy shit. Good job on making progress at all. Don't compare yourself to normal people and normal expectations- you'll get to where you want to be one day, but you need a lot more time to reach your goals than most.
And please tell me you're not still supporting your mom financially.
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I realize this will probably be the worst confession posted on this site and viewed as bait but it's not.
I feel like if i had a very good-looking and successful father I would probably try to fuck him or something like that, and if not sex then atleast emotional incest, and yes i mean blood biological. To be fair I am a femcel neet who got groomed by the internet from a young age so that's why. I am self aware and know this is a disturbing fantasy to have since people who have these types of fantasies typically imagine being adopted or step-dad but for me i preffer biological, and I keep having these scenarios play in my head over and over and it actually causes me mental distress. And the fantasies tend to be realistic too and are a genuine want which makes things worse.
And whenever I see a attractive male character I always imagine him being my dad and that's the only way i can get off. because something happened to my brain due to stumbling upon so much porn, hentai, smut and fanfics at a young age. I think I would have been more normal if I wasn't the OG iPad kid (but instead of iPad it was the computer growing up). I literally cannot get off to normal scenarios, only weird incest fantasies that border on assault. I also think there is a emotional aspect to it too, like imagining unconditional love from a moid and fatherly love.
And the worst part of all is my past fantasies used to be worse, before these father fantasies I used to have even more disgusting ones which thankfully I don't have anymore.
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>>2632010i know what you are
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I'm a Euro but measure my weight in pounds because losing pounds feels faster than kilos, even if it's twice as much.
No. 2632031
>>2632014Sans undertale?
What does that have to do with my confession…or are there weirdo shippers in that fandom?
>>2632017Move on.
No. 2632042
>>2632028Sybau retard. You can't resist bringing up yaoi can you. It's actually porn, smut games and hentai that broke me which is something that I've consumed for a long time before I even knew what yaoi was. I remember looking at those sites as a very young child and seeing these barely legal women make up the majority of popular porn videos and do incest, schoolgirl etc type of porn and I think it shaped my brain. No elementary school aged child should have seen that. I remember spending quite alot of my time playing those games where you seduce and fuck women…I wonder what the hell is wrong with me.
Also I have to add that I think I'm undiagnosed autistic and haven't really been shown love by anyone in my life.
(unintegrated/infighting) No. 2632057
>>2632054It's the second fucking time I read it this week. This and the unironic "I am a
femcel" too.
No. 2632058
>>2632010Seconding
>>2632028. Anon I'm serious, getting away from the computer and internet and spending more time in the real world will help. You need to move your body and touch real things in your surroundings. NEETing is fine by itself but it's a problem when you don't regularly touch grass. We're not too different, I was raised by and groomed on the internet and had some unfortunate side effects from that upbringing. I promise, going outside regularly and interacting with the world beyond the internet helps. A lot.
>>2632048>A fear of aging due to seeing how society treats women over 30.tbh getting outside more helps with this too. If you can, please find a hobby that is mostly filled with older women (crafting hobbies are great for this). You'll get to see how much badassery a woman unlocks once she reaches her 30s and beyond.
quoted the wrong anon sorry, repost No. 2632066
>>2632063Nta but seconding the other nonna, you just have to distance yourself from porn like that and go out more. A lot of young women have mostly grown out of this
not to be insulting but it probably has to do with brain development once they don't regularily consume this content anymore.
t. an ex-rabid fujo kek
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>>2632010>I feel like if i had a very good-looking and successful father I would probably try to fuck him or something like that, and if not sex then atleast emotional incest, and yes i mean blood biologicalThis is the first time I ever read this sentence in my life
No. 2632332
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Charles from Innocent woke my desire for submissive men. I loved the scenes where he was crying and I felt so much delight when he was getting #punished##. He was also gorgeous when he cross-dressed.
But I doubt a 3d man as beautiful and as sensitive as him exists.
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>>2632332He deserved to fuck Louis at least 4 times and I deserved to see it.