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As a shitshow of a year draws to end, farmers of the pro ana scumbag/LARPers ~community~ of the lolcow ~community~ wish all other farmers a milky new year!
UKbaker anon has collaborated with nonUKbaker anon (location not disclosed) to gift us their Christmas fayre in the form of n2f bakes with pics and with reviews!
Last thread tolerance levels towards new cow, Hannah, affectionately known as "Ham" continued to spray her fake ana recovery warrior milk all over our faces. It felt good. Her ~snack plates~ would not look out of place on Henry VIII's dining table. She was unphased at being cowtipped and had a jolly good laugh about her ridiculousness being posted all over the internet. Strong emoji.
Georgie is having problems getting her purple hair dye to stick. How much can one poor waif deal with? She's out of NF for now, but already has another vacation booked at NF in the New Year. Nose hose is imminent.
Future medic, bored_with_ana posted her wishlist after NUMEROUS requests. She was gifted a gonk which will be invaluable as she pursues her dream career.
A fatty was triggered
. Yes we know we're evil and disgusting calling out toxic
individuals showcasing their proana lifestyles.
Bookish farmer read and reviewed Paige's memoirs of a life with an eating disorder. Much appreciated. Thank you for being a valuable member of our ~community~! With a second book already being written (badly), we look forward to learning more about her ~journey~ to recovery.
We discussed Tabitha Farrar and agreed she is full of it.
Shay is back at NF, fighting something with a nose hose.
Ganer has been embraced by her new gym ~community~ and continues to post videos of her constipation face lifts and repetitive "meal" of protein slop. What a sorry Christmas lunch that will be.
Jen Bridges has been jumping on the YT ana video bandwagon, reminding us what a lovely time she had on proana forums. Ahh, those were the days!
May took the blue pill (not viagra, although her chaterbate viewers probably pop those), and ranted about how disgusting Big Pharma is and encourages everyone to pretend there is no pandemic. It's tragic to not see a lady smile behind her facial covering.
LittleLee has joined the camp at NF, with tube of course. She hates it. Of course she does.
Sharni is being prosecuted for something bad. Maybe a shank or stick in someones eye. It's serious.
Laura is stuck in her special clinic with occasional posts. She'll be alone this Christmas because of Tier 4. May would say just go home and visit your family. Institutionalised Laura would say otherwise.
Morven resents women who manage to get out of abusive
relationships and find accommodation that is comfortable. If Morven would have to live in a squat, why shouldn't everyone!
2021 promises more of the same. Overeating anorexics, bizarre food combos and bakes from n2f, nose hoses at NFC, Hannah bingo and, please Santa, bring us some new cows.
If you're struggling, Ham invites you to watch her #challenge herself by stuffing megasized pies into her cakehole. You're not alone. She knows your pain of restriction. We can get through this. Strong arm emoji.
Special thanks to HamBingo creator, baker anons, Paige book reviewer and thread pic artist.
Merry festivities, anons!https://instagram.com/georgiakcollingshttps://instagram.com/nourisht0flourishhttps://www.instagram.com/nourisht0flourish_bakes/https://instagram.com/smorvenhttps://instagram.com/thrivingsharnihttps://instagram.com/flourishingfxiryhttps://www.instagram.com/elzani__https://www.tiktok.com/@pro_recovery_stigma_freehttps://instagram.com/heybooxyived https://instagram.com/d.parxomhttps://www.instagram.com/hannahfightsthis/https://www.instagram.com/ganer_gains
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Bingo time, anons.
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Uploading Han Bingo for easy access. Now I'm going to see if we have a HOUSE! moment.
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Ham "struggles with exercise" now. I beg to differ.
So she's Porgie but fake nice. All these compensatory behaviours we keep hearing about, not very effective are they.
Porgie was her size once right? High end of healthy/borderline overweight bmi? We shall see what size this one swells to. She'll stick around, unlike Molly v.1 being posted to lolcow didn't frighten her off the face of the internet. In fact she seems to revel in it.
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When she speaks to her mum, I've never seen anyone less interested. Think her mum is close to telling her to stop the LARP.
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what's up with the ~dainty anas~ and their biscoff obsession? am i crazy or is biscoff really not that fantastic?
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I'm building an ana larper kit. What's missing so far?
>>1114257>Henry VIII's dining table
Came here to say the very same. >>1114293
Trite phrase handbook, the kind shit that Ham wheels out on the daily.
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To add to the bingo - claiming it’s scary then taking a massive fucking bite (she’ll eat her fingers if she’s not careful)
She's going to end up with type 2 diabetes.>>1114288
BBQ sauce in a bacon sandwich is abnormal. It's either ketchup or brown sauce.
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Someone came in N2F's sandwich
I think we should BECAUSE her just woken up face makes her look like she's had a cry. Perhaps she'd had a dream she was anorexic and woke to the reality she doesn't so had a good cry. HOUSE!>>1114306
Thanks, I need to add whatever's replaced Winter Girls or something. Or insta motivational quote accounts.>>1114317
Her beans on toast was a large tin, I noticed! Wolfed those motherfuckers down.>>1114322
I wish more of these outpatients would post their journals (made for other people to see, ofc) or mood boards. Recovery crafting.
Now the mayo looks like spunk. Skinny Foods are like a sperm donation bank. Sardines again. She's eeeeeviiil.
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I wouldn't have known that was supposed to mayonnaise if the bottle wasn't also in the picture. It's not even the right colour.
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Don’t know if she’s been posted before, but major ana chan vibes from her. Claims to be in IP with multiple organ failure, yet gets Christmas leave.
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Bonus body check pic, toob on display
Out of curiosity I looked up the ingredients:
>Water, Salt, Thickeners (Guar Gum, Xanthan Gum), Acid (Acetic Acid, Lactic Acid), Flavouring, Colours (Titanium Dioxide, Caramel), Preservatives (Potassium Sorbate, Sodium Benzoate), Sweetener (Sucralose).
It's literally water, thickener and salt kek
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I've added this to the kit.
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I remember there were diet aids made from guar gum because it's supposed to expand and make a person feel full. I think they were withdrawn because they were giving some people blockages or something.
To add, googled and found I didn't have false memory syndrome.>Twenty-six domestic reports of suspected adverse reactions from the guar gum-containing diet pill, Cal-Ban 3000 (filed with the FDA) were reviewed. There were 18 instances of esophageal obstruction, seven instances of small bowel obstruction, and one individual who was reported to have died after ingestion of Cal-Ban 3000 ETC
It's banned in some countries. That article's from 1992. https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/1329494/
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Becky isnt dead
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Of course Ham is following her. All these spoops look like they are wearing adult nappies.
Picrel, the wrist joint into gammon joint. Jfc. When is she Deathfat bound? Imagine her coming to this thread to lurk, and discovering she’s been put in the right thread.
Seems to think ECT is s magic fix?! How a WEEK out of a psych admission is anyone 'in the best place in years'?!
Same as Ham taking a bite and in one second being convinced food is great because it tastes nice.
This instantaneous recovery (and relapses that are a few hours long) are baffling..m
tragic since pocky is actually not high in cals.>>1114269
yes, she struggles to exercise at all
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Finally no ana chan bragging from former skelly Ellie but wtf happened to her eyebrows?
I was hoping you were kidding us. Terrible news that you're not doing good and very queazy. Don't worry at all about amount of bakes you present us with. Each one is amazing. Please feel better very soon. You will win a medal for this as most dedicated farmer.
Lots of love and get well soon.
This confirms n2f has either a stomach of iron or she suffers your fate intentionally.
Enjoy your day, anons. Whatever your food situation is, we made it this far in 2020, we will survive. Remember our cows and tonight thank God it's them instead of you.
Get well soon!>>1114573>This confirms n2f has either a stomach of iron or she suffers your fate intentionally.
There's a 3rd option. I have personally tinfoiled many times about n2f not actually eating most of her concoctions precisely because I couldn't believe anyone's stomach could handle it. I mean there were raw chicken breasts and months expired yoghurts among other things. It's probably just wishful thinking though, there are many vids of her biting into her bakes.
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MERRY CHRISTMAS, ANONS!
OKAY THE ELEPHANT IN YHE ROOM- I HAVE NOT DONE AS MANY BAKES AS I SAID I WOULD. EXPLANATION? I LITERALLY GOT TOO SICK. yes, these bakes poisoned me so I had to stop early, it was too much for my poor stomach to cope with.
Here it is, the N2F Christmas surprise! Sadly I lost contact with the other baker anon so there's no bake off this Christmas but maybe soon! Anyway, as an explanation, I started baking at home but then I moved in with my boyfriend and so the baking was put to a sudden stop- I couldn't let him think I was insane already. Anyway, I got through as many as I could before I got sick so here we are, welcome to my n2f Christmas bake off!!
(Disclaimer: it was dark so I couldn't use the window, so instead I used another n2f special viewing location: my bed. Ffs.)
PUMPKIN SPICE SALTED CARAMEL AND PECAN CHERRY BAKEWELL AND CHOCCY ICE SQUARES
So, straight off the bat: TOO SWEET!! Eating one gave me a headache and I have a massive sweet tooth. Why are there so many flavours? Why? Somebody needs to teach her that less is more because I could literally taste nothing but "sweet". The icing was creative, evidently she forgot to mix it properly because she has random white clumps in it but it wasn't awful just insanely sweet. everything she used for it added an extra layer of sweetness; even the milk she used to bind it all together was a vanilla milk shake- it's just too much. her taste buds must be dead. My poor teeth. I wouldn't say these are actually safe to eat just because of the sugar content, I really like my sugary food but after eating only one I had a massive headache and my back teeth were absolutely aching, I ended up throwing them out because they just weren't right. oh, I'm not sure why mine are so pale compared to hers… Maybe it's the lack of added grime?
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CHOCOLATE MINT FLAVOURED DARE WAFER CHOC RAISINS BITES:
Last bake in my old house, say good bye to the window! Well these are only the base of what she made, I don't like wafers and it doesn't take any skill to smush them on top so I only made the cake part. Mine were a lot less wet then hers were, they actually came out really dry and burnt looking but they tasted fine, couldn't taste the mint but the chocolate was there- the only issue was the weird, skin like texture on the bottom. She had the same issue on the flapjacks I made last time, it tastes literally like cold, congealed fat? No idea what caused it but it's a running theme. This is another case of "it's okay but not very good". I do feel a bit bad for her, she's using these weird expensive ingredients to make not very nice things.. I don't know why she doesn't use normal ingredients to make tasty bakes?
(I'm going to get banned for flooding.)
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SALTED CARAMEL PECAN VANILLA SQUARE BITES
I profusely apologise for the lack of pecans for the top, someone either ate or moved them. Anyway, these were absolutely the best thing which may simply have been for the topping because the bake in itself was quite average. Again, I don't know why hers are so much more orange-y than mine? I think she must have left an ingredient out or maybe she bakes things in used bowls which has left a residue because I was extremely vigilant with the ingredients so I can't see where I would've gone wrong. Oh well. Anyway, these were fairly nice but again they would've been so much better if she'd stuck to one flavour (or even two, for fucks sake.). These didn't have that congealed fat texture on the bottom which was a welcome surprise! When I left them for a bit (literally 30 mins) and came back to them they had solidified into a kind of shortbread texture which although wasn't disgusting, was a little off putting when you remembered they were supposed to be cakes… I'm going to hope it's just them getting stale very fast rather than any sinister alternative.
Random extra point- when I zoomed in on her pictures I noticed they're covered in tiny hairs. Gross. An ingredient I didn't add.
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PROTEIN BROWNIE MUG CAKE
Dare I say… Hers look better than mine?!!
This one looked the absolute worst of everything on her account so I decided to make it! My thought process was that it was absolutely impossible to fuck up a mug cake so I was very intrigued as to what she had done. I used a normal Mars bar rather than whatever special edition one she had though, oops! It stayed a rather sad and depressing lump at the bottom of the mug, I think it must have risen a little seeing as it left some chocolate round the sides of the mug but then it sank again. I bought protein powder especially for this and it ended up… Well, shit. A bit of a waste honestly. It tasted like any generic chocolate mug cake (probably a bit worse as it was slightly rubbery), she doesn't need to waste her time with weird extra ingredients, just needs to follow a normal recipe. Oh, I'd like to remind you all that this is one of the pictures the protein powder company endorsed her for lol- whaaaaaat were they thinking, it would've been better advertisement just to shit in a mug and dust it with their protein powder.
Best part about this was the mars bar!
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CHOCOLATE MAPLE PRETZEL BROWNIE:
Okay, here it is. The one that made me sick. The batter was too thick and goopy, insanely gross to look at, I know brownie batter will never be the most breathtakingly beautiful thing but it looked like actual shit. I noticed when I made it that there was nothing to make it rise- literally nothing- so I had my reservations for this but nothing could prepare me for the taste. Oh yeah, and the bourbons she instructed be stuck in them did absolutely nothing. Weird skin like bottom again- why does that keep happening? Bananas didn't blend properly despite me putting the mixture in a blender, took triple the amount of time instructed to bake as they simply wouldn't rise- in the end they never did and I had to fold them over twice just to give them the appearance that they were brownies.. okay, now for the taste. imagine eating mushed up banana which has solidified into a skin-like rubbery paste that gets stuck in to the roof of your mouth so it's hard to swallow despite it being so incredibly slimy from the coconut oil, and when you eventually manage to get it down you're left with an after taste of unsweetened cocoa powder and absolute death. Oh yes, and every couple of seconds as you're eating it the texture changes from slimy and stretchy to weird bits of chewy randomness which I still can't even explain away. This one was too much, it made me throw up multiple times which perhaps was a good thing because I don't trust her weird skinny syruppy and protein powdery ingredients anyway… I think my digestive system was doing me a favour.
None of her bakes have been good- not even nearly- but a couple of these were really really really bad. I feel a bit sorry for her, she either has no taste buds or a death wish…. Or both, honestly. I love sweet food, I've had my fair share of crappy mug cake experiments and failed cookie disasters, all of which I've trialed and tested but these? No. I think some of them were dangerous to consume (too much sugar!!) And some were just down right fucking GROSS. nourish, if you're reading this, put down your apron and follow somebody else's recipe! It'll be worth it, I promise.
Well, that concludes this baking session! I hope you anons enjoyed, have a very very merry Christmas and please eat better than I did last night! Don't make ANY n2f recipes, just enjoy whatever it is you enjoy. I love this thread!!
-lots of love, your humble baker anon.
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One last gross pic of the bake that made me sick!
Hiding your special bakes from your lover like a dirty secret lol.
Cherry Bakewell is demonic, so wouldn't eat these during a famine. Pumpkin spice is a very distinct flavour, so can't even imagine how disgusting this tasted. Bad decayed teeth and sardine breath. This sounds like 5he one that'd make me ill. They look as pale as a very sick person's face. Big fail.>>1114628
I was excited about the raisin chocolate mint until I saw her final pic. Yes, dry af. Shame no mint flavour. That skin texture is worrying and ultimately very off putting. I think I'd brave these, though.
You will never be banned!>>1114629
The skin again? I suspect she has a secret ingredient she keeps from us. I'd hate to imagine what what is. >>1114630
I think she tries to be inventive with her bakes, knows they don't work but thinks nobody's going to try them so says they're delicious. Her mug cake could've been a shop bought mix. I won't say what it looks like, but seen similar on that hoarders programme.
I'm looking at pics on my phone. Cba to get out of bed but will look at large version on laptop.
One day she might bake something surprisingly nice if she learns about food anatomy or w/e it's called.
Did your family try any? How did the bakes smell when in the oven?
Again, severely disappointed with the mint raisin things.
Many thanks for this. Happy cohabiting and I won't say a word about this experiment to your loved one.
The bed photo was a nice touch. Also refreshing to see clean bedding! You're not taking these to your Xmas feast I'm guessing, ha.
Wonder where baker jnr anon went to? Hopefully didn't succumb to her first bake induced sickness.
Wow, this was actually a dangerous undertaking. >>1114632>now for the taste. imagine …
I did it, I imagined all that. Literally winced while reading.
These all look so foul. Poor n2f! Someone really needs to feed her some actually tasty bakes - she might truly recover as quickly as young Han then.
N2f reminds me of a less put-together version of my friend who is definitely, chronically underweight and weird about food. Her bakes are not as foul as n2f's, but usually dry and a bit flavourless. They usually replace sugar with dates or use gluten-free flour for no reason. But she bakes all the time and is clearly quite proud of them.
Always best to go back to basics with baking! Beautiful and terrifying recreations, bakeranon.
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scrape that plate porgie
the scrapings left were too healthy she had to quickly move
to the desserts>>1114694
life? too much time on her hands >>1114540
Nice to see a cast member of The Witches out in public
Wow you guys really don't like my bakes, huh? Well think of it this way: we're all wasting our time on this site anyway, at least I'm doing something creative with my time wasting! And I bet you guys didn't get nominated for best anon content or whatever that thing is lol. (That was a joke, btw)
Thank you to everyone who enjoyed! I don't feel sick anymore just queasy at the thought of what I ate yesterday.
Oh and to answer that other anons question, didn't give any to my family this time but my boyfriend ate the ingredients- he didn't want the finished products.
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A bar.. on top of this milky cereal.. ew
Ignore the Grinch. Imagine having no sense of humour or real joy engaging with the board. I pity that anon.
I'm longing to see the full size pics but at my man's for dinner but looking forward to it tomorrow. You rock, star!
bakeanon, you are the real mvp here. thank you for risking your relationship, your bedding, and even your digestive system for our amusement.
> it would've been better advertisement just to shit in a mug and dust it with their protein powder.
this is fucking brilliant also
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Oh bakeranon you spoil us so! A+++++ dedication right there, you da best. Merry Christmas!
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not a vendetta i swear and sage bcs not sure if this is rlly milk, but @rorecovering on instagram continuously plays the victim on her stories, saying how huge she is and sending herself tells about how skinny she looks, and then these obvious shoops (bendy/straight tattoo??? wonky fridge??) seem to send a very begging for attention, look-how-sick-i-am message ?? idk
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Our N2F copycat is back and with some interesting meals
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if i didnt know better, i thought it looked like
Cockroaches shrivelled in the sun.
There's an influx (and reflux) of particularly bad food this season.
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made by her nan? baked beans on a roast?so grotesque food combinations run in the family then. either that or she’s bullshitting and it’s another concoction à la microwavé.
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They turned Miha away, how disappointing.. maybe she isn't struggling to eat as much as she wants to believe!
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Looking a little moon face here
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Potential new cow/LARPer. Ham follower. Could be milky.
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Yep but this pic >>1115252
and oh, the poor amateur dramatics. Keep her on the back burner.
Copypasta this: >Olanzapine, a second-generation antipsychotic, is used for management in a number of psychiatric illnesses. Here we report two cases of olanzapine-induced facial edema which resolved spontaneously on stopping the drug. Although a benign side effect, it led to patient and caregiver distress.
Here's some deeper shit I do not even claim to understand: https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2825016/
A medfag will explain probably.
BUT I've never known anyone to have this (inc blogpost self), but seen rapid weight gain with some med prescribed for schizophrenia. Not just the face though. And I mean RAPID.
It’s notorious for increasing appetite but I think one of the other reasons is to try and help the obsessions/compulsions/distress (not a medfag btw just anecdotal)>>1115333
Risperidone is another. Nasty stuff (reposting to add: if you reallly can’t avoid it. Not at all against psych meds when used properly)
Blogpost but yes: I had a doctor who was part of a study where they intentionally used olanzopine for anorexic patients instead of an antipsychotic with fewer side effects because they wanted to induce weight gain. There are many drugs now with less pronounced effects on weight / metabolism.
Not saying that olanzapine isn’t legitimately used for anxiety and intrusive thoughts, but docs are well aware it causes most people to gain weight, often rapidly and above what would be expected based on diet alone.
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Has Laura ever had an actual ED? The photo on the left seems to be her typical ‘transformation post’ photo and she does seem underweight but it’s also clear she’s posing HARD. I don’t believe her ‘haven’t eaten in 2 weeks’ claims but was wondering if there is any truth in it.
Yeah, as >>1115343
says, it does seem to be used because it gives people an insatiable appetite. It also makes most people very sleepy and sedated, so can reduce over-exercising.
Also favoured by psych wards because it can be given intramuscularly as well as orally, so if someone refuses oral meds or has a serious incident they can be given a dose via injection under restraint without having to mix antipsychotics.
If someone wants attention, they can lose some weight…just enough for concern,if they want it enough.she was in Emily And Gracie's orbit so the tips n tricks would've been passed on. She's eaten enough to avoid tube feeding. She's more a case of restriction by osmosis than a stand alone anorexic. Posing in her dance wear isn't usual behaviour for ana body image mentality.
Yes, she was underweight on that document, so despite dubiuclaims, I don't believe she had depression et al MI causing her to not eat, but anorexia, I don't think so.
Yes, she was underweight on that documentary, so despite dubious claims, I do believe she had depression et al MI causing her to not eat, but anorexia, I don't think so.
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Bored_with_ana was kicked off TikTok again, kek
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Upon closer inspection, the eggs are partially peeled with the shell sitting in the sauce
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Ik y'all have probably seen it but I cringed so hard when she looked with a disgust on her face at that sandwich, shook her head and smiled again
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She's going to break a bone if she pushes her shoulder any harder for collarbones
Looked back at her mother too because she needs that extra encouragement to eat something that isn't pure sugar>>1115501
Remember when she posted her own nurses' notes? She outed herself as faking anorexia.
I know we're a bunch of meanies here but looking back on that past thread, elanzi has come so far, so good for her. Nice to see someone make progress, warms my little cold heart.
Also Georgia admitted on myproana that she has BED kek, proving this charade of uwu my anorexia, my super serious bulimia is the biggest lie going. Not that we ever believed her, just funny it came from her own damn mouth!!
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Soz, meant to attach this
The only time it's good to be proved wrong imo is when a cow does well with recovery.
Georgie's said she's been diagnosed every ED by herself
this is classic mpa in general. some overeating? BED. restrict for a day? anorexia. like to eat healthy? orthorexia.
people love a label.
although georgie is consistently inconsistent so she's a law unto herself.
like she's also said she's never binged in her life hasn't she?
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Ham bingo tonight. Shes posting a pig out video!
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We'll believe she ate all of it.
Was it an Instagram post?
She's done well- still would have liked the IP unit video ! Also she is very fortunate to come from a family who clearly love her and can support her and (I assume) some form of ED support etc. Looking back two years I wouldn't have thought it. Good for her.( and no this is not a self post)
She was only doing an OU course, so to add - ELZANI - do a college course!
I'm surprised she didn't relapse. A good surprise. Well done to her. I may not like her, but if she does something with her life it might make these LARPers who worship her do the same.
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I can't be the only one that see's it…
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I know Timothy Spall from so many things to see it, but I do see img.
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Before we get her #challenges, I'm going to be that blogposter to say it. Eating at Christmas was fucking hard. Really fucking hard, as it is for EVERYONE (no exceptions) with ~issues~ in that area. Actually working hard at it and yes, tried a few really fucking ~scary~ things. Was there any "LITERALLY IN LOVE" thoughts? Was there a MMMm this is really nice, I'll spontaneously have another? Was it easy to finish everything? Or even finish something? Did Ham spend an entire day feeling physically and mentally like shit with anxiety and faced with having to eat more as usual and HATE it?
I predict not. Everything was yummy. Everything was mega sized. Everything was great as she went from one #challenge to another. She went to bed longing for breakfast to be sooner.
I don't know how anyone in recovery can watch her and believe she's not a fake. How long has she pretended to be in recovery - 3 months? From eating NOTHING (apparently) to being able to scoff everything. Not possible. Maybe with Molly who didn't pretend she'd been anorexic for YEARS. She nipped it in the bud. But this one…
Oh, there's the obligatory "you don't see everything from an insta post so here's a cry face".
Okay, gimme the red text, but I want to say to farmers who're in this for real, one day the war's going to be over.
Finally, you lurk, so Hannah, you're fucking scum. Seriously, what you're doing is disgusting.
Here's a cute img to lighten the mood.(blog)
I tried to make a gif from the video but it was too big to post kek
About to do bingo.
Caption:>WE ARE STILL ILL EVEN IF WE ATE MORE THAN USUAL. WE ARE NOT FAKING OUR ILLNESS.
Why do they always want to be thought of as ill? I know it's an illness, but god damn, why focus on that when you're working to being not ill. Okay, bingo…
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>not a FDOE
In video: chocolate chip brioche, bag of crisps, pigs in a blanket, croquettes, turkey, chocolate coffee, chocolate assortment (truffle, two squares of chocolate, some sort of biscuit), the honeycomb chocolate from her story, scrambled eggs on two pieces of toast with sauce, more chocolate (fake pocky, squares of chocolate, Oreos?), new sauce on a sandwich (ketchup), biscuit assortment (including really scary ones!), mini candy bars, having leftovers ( pigs in a blanket, baked beans, some sort of bread?), scary snack plate, biscoff porridge, leftover turkey, potato waffles…
She's wearing the same sweatshirt through most of it, but it does seem like this is over a few days. That's still a lot.
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M8. I ran out of space to post all the fucking food. I might've missed some bingo things but I couldn't listen to her advice.
So much food. Really wtf.
Notice her "new hoodie" is XXXL. Preparing for the near future?
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what the fuck. does her mum have munchausen‘s or something
>I can do this. It's going to taste good and help me
For the love of GOD when has anorexia ever been about not liking the taste of food? For a LARPer you'd have thought she'd have known this by now, but no. The "challenge" to her and the fear for her is always the anticipation that the food she's about to eat will taste bad, evident from the instant stupid "wow" face she makes after one bite. I've never seen someone be more obviously fake in my life.
So congrats Hannah, you've beat Georgia and even bloody Shay. Take your crown, I hope asspats and internet attention is worth it whilst taking the absolute piss out of real sufferers. How any of her followers buy this is astounding.
Whatever she does, she would need to do it gradually. She can drive and loves animals so maybe she could volunteer one day a week at the local animal shelter or something. She's withdrawn back to only interacting with her family members for years and the stress of having to relearn how to deal with other people could cause her to relapse. I do wonder if she suffers from social anxiety.>>1115994>Elzani eating n2f bakes
This needs to happen.
Agreed. It’s the toxic
positivity and complete lack of knowledge of actual suffering for me.
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Probably. That image alone gives me so much anxiety. What a waste of calories.>>1116043
Next she will say she is orthorexic
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Some ridiculous MPA content
I hope Ham, or even better, her MUM read this thread & pull the brakes on this seriously out of control “anorexic” LARP.
Yo Ham’s mum: your daughter needs serious psychological help, but not for her fake eating disorder, but for whatever makes her crave this type of sympathetic attention that she can only get by pretending to be a ~wittle baby anawexic twying sO SO hard~ how do you even justify enabling this? y’all never met an anorexic, i know she’s saying this is what they all do in recovery, but it’s not what she needs
& Ham: anorexics don’t not realise food tastes good. We don’t just need to eat eat eat. You’re just ballooning yourself for a play-pretend. You need to explain yourself or fuck off outta the recovery community, ya cow.
I’d break up with a bitch lol
but he sounds enabling as fuck so
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Just came across this in Urban Dictionary from 2010. Ham is a ham, kek.
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A few months ago wasn’t this cow begging for money and saying her family were going to lose their house? Now in this long ramble (which just screams jealousy) she says “my dad is a multimillionaire” um? Sorry, what?
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what the fuck is this
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bored_with_ana couldn’t resist posting a super spoopy toob pic not
rooting for culinary school
the education and hard work would be good for her and might help her brain where food is concerned
she could be successful and really make something of herself imo
forgot to sage
She's in the same hospital Journey ToEmma was in and it's got a really bad reputation.
As much as I don't like Laura a family and solicitor would have to be pretty fucked up not to try and get their relative/ client moved to a different unit!
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Alicia, sweetheart, you're supposed to shell the pistachios…
Blueberry, cheesecake and pistachio. Nuts in shells. O God.
Now bakeranon confirmed dryness of her bakes, I'm trusting my eyes that these could be parts from a board game.
I wish for once she'd use a recipe and not make one up. No protein powder or skinny syrups. That way we'd know if she CAN bake but her ingredient mix of her own recipes are off.
Not into the whole pistachios, with or without the shell. Not on a donut omg.
Or something music.
Interesting that as she's recovered she's got far less autistic traits - so maybe it was just her starved brain- looking back at her first video.
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just in case anyone is feeling low and needs a good laugh xxxx
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okay okay a day late but THIS LOOKS ALMOST NORMAL??? (albeit the bedsheets).
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Moving to the kitchen's really improved her cooking and choices. Kinda think her mum made this. Everything properly cooked. It's just too normal and there aren't any faces made on the food. The bunny wedge is cute though.
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A sparse looking ~snack plate~
Fruit?? Is she okay?! It’s funny how she so obviously lurks. She never used to mention compensating (likely bc she’s never had those thoughts in her life, let alone known the term for it) until someone here mentioned it. Same with the smaller snack plates and with the fruit.
(Seriously Ham, gtfo. Stop using us to try and make your LARP more convincing lol)
She might give a fuck when future employers google Hannah May Blackburn, Burton-on-Trent.
Still wonder why she doesn't go to school.
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she has been "incident free" for 20 days. so basically since she found out she was being "prosecuted" for whatever it was she did in her last "incident". funny how as soon as she realised there are consequences to her actions she can miraculously gain control over her behavours kek
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also porgie changing the story yet again, she apparently started getting ill at 11 now
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Lee is desperate to get back to new farms eating disorder program because she is sooopa sick after her last dehydration episode. Her psychiatrist said no to an admission so shes having a tanty.
Side bar, does shay own any other clothes other than those gross peter Alexander pjs and a grey hoodie??
So sick yet not at all pale.
I think the Aus cows have mailed it as best LARPers. UKcows don't bother their GP enough despite dubious claims of hospital beds with their name on it. Damn NHS.
Went to look at recent Elzani pics after comment you're referring to. Yep, bone rattler. She looks great.
I went to look at elzanis socials after anons in here were criticising her for being fat and binge eating and it's like… I can see why screenshots aren't posted much anymore, because she's barely milky and her relationship with food isn't as bad as some people in this thread like to make out.
"oh my god she eats 12 pancakes in the morning she's not recovered she's gonna get fat!“ except the rest of the meals she'll post that day will be relatively low calorie sandwiches or some shit and she rarely posts snacks, maybe she's just someone who likes to have a heavy breakfast jfc.
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Jfc listing them off like achievements. And she's still bitching about her friend gloating being sicker than her cos she's IP.
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elzani does look bigger in her latest photos but i don't really think that's something to criticise. it seems like this is just her natural body type when she's not a spoop.
One of the weird things about her family is that they go out together dressed almost identically. I guess when the weather is shit there's limited options as to what you can wear.>>1117234
She might get a bit chubby but I don't think she's ever going to reach Georgia levels of ham planet because she enjoys going outside and exercising.
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Wondering if wintergirl thawing wants to hear about my recurring mouth ulcers. Need to follow her cos I'm dying to hear about her involuntary limb movements.
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forgot to sage sorry.
I'm pretty sure she is? She certainly comes across it. >>1117274>quite frankly I’d prefer her to be overweight and happy rather than having to hover at a BMI of 18.5 for the rest of her life
Kek, I'm not "projecting" anything. I'm expressing my opinion. I genuinely think she looks on the heavier side. That's not bone rattling. I'm glad she's not emaciated anymore. She just has to be careful she doesn't go too far. It's not an either/or thing, anon. Besides being underweight is just as bad as being overweight. Hard to post on here when people are constantly accused of self-posting or bone@rattling. >>1117278
She doesn't look that bad in this picture, admittedly.
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All I see here is a happy, healthy young woman. Jfc, give her a break. When she was too skinny, not good enough, when she's actually put on weight and maintained it, she's apparently fat? How? Because she carries her weight on her thighs? Newsflash: body types are a thing and natural weight distribution is different on everybody.
This thread is to call out pro ana scumbags and LARPers, not join in with them.
Me too, I was going to make a post on here about it but I was worried about being banned because she's not a cow.
My tinfoil is she's going down elzani's anschsn route- she doesn't eat as much on camera anymore, she's deffo lost weight and she got really upset in that vlog when she couldn't fit into those jeans but her mum could. She ran out the room and they made fun of her bum for being too big.
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She took herself to the emergency department
I'm not sure I would describe her as having low intelligence. It's more that she is just a bit basic. She doesn't seem to have any real hobbies or interests beyond food, her family and mainstream pop culture.>>1117395
A while back Elzani showed her sister lifting weights in their garage. I can't remember what exact video it was.
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Only two months out of date. I think that’s an improvement?
Nah British psych-fag here. She isn't diagnosed but she fits the female autism presentation perfectly. Including having anorexia.
Autism doesn't mean intellectual disability. There are significant numbers with autism AND IQ <70 but most autistic people have a normal IQ.
Oh wow, I didn't realize people would be interested in that sort of thing!
Blog but I have periodic limb movement syndrome and
The people hating on Aly weren't bone rattlers. >>1117401> Her gain wasn't the milk.
Certainly seemed that way considering how often it was brought up.
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Korey is actually looking healthy now, I think it took her a while but she's got there
Says the person who didn’t sage themselves. If you can’t follow the rules yourself, you probably shouldn’t bitch at others for doing the same. >>1117337
I don’t understand all the Elanzi fangirling that happens all the time here. While yeah it’s good she’s not a spoop any more, she’s still obsessed with food, has no life beyond it, and has an unhealthy attachment to her past sick self, including the fact she’s left up all of her body checking IP videos, despite knowing how many ill people obsess over them. Lots of people recover without still being a scumbag, but she’s not one of them.
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you better be poc
I thought this was 4chan for girls, what are you, a triggered
nigger? Think only muh poc
can say nigger? Very Low I.Q.(infighting)
If she is actually autistic why was she able to have a normal school life before dropping out due to anorexia?>>1117562
This doesn't actually look bad at all. Noodles in a wrap is a bit weird but it's not disgusting idea or anything. The Japanese eat fried noodles in bread so why not a wrap?
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Hannah can't stop thinking about food. That means she HAS to eat
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Samefag. I can't tell if that's a shadow or gigantic bruise on her leg (wrong pic first try)
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The marks on her knuckles…hmm.
Jesus Christ, obviously if you condition your body to snack at random times you WILL get hungry past 10. You shouldn’t feel hungry around that time unless you ate way too early or too little.
Just grab an apple, a few slices of fruits or make an herbal chamomile, it’ll fill you up.
Those advices are soo so bad, I wonder if she’s not trying to get all of her ana followers to gain as much weight as she did to feel better about herself.
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Okay that wasn't gross enough for you farmers, I hear you. How about this?
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N4N pretending to be recovering again and deliberately posting her abysmally small "meals" to trigger her followers and get attention
Wow, haven't seen nightwear like that since 1970s soft porn!>>1117589
Don't skimp on the biscoff generic, Ham!
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I look at the vintage section on porn sites for a laugh and if I feel nostalgic for public hair.
And I like 70s sitcoms. The "dolly birds" wear them.
Oh dear, sweet child. This photo makes her look like a deranged, strung out junkie about the get her next fix. Quite literally this looks like how I imagine roadside motel prostitutes probably look. And this is her attempt to be cute and sexy?
I honestly think there’s more wrong with her than just a malnourished brain at this point. The complete lack of self awareness / of how she is perceived, to think this doesn’t look absolutely horrifying, suggests she’s probably intellectually challenged and/or autistic.
Okay, the greasy hands make this picture like at least 50% more disgusting than the last despite a cheesy hot dog being at least a somewhat normal combo, A- N2F level of gross.
Also the crumpet in the background with a hot dog?
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It was a sweet potato.
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Not necessarily gross on first glance. Definitely weird.
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Loves claiming to be "mentally unstable." Yeah Shay you're not mentally unstable in the way you think you are. Munchausen is your thing.
Also, get new pyjamas.
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This photo, along with others from previous threads (remember the time she stood outside in her underwear to take pictures, or when she took pics of her see-through “new dress” where you could fully see her knickers) is unsettling. Her personal Instagram is on private now but when she’d put pictures up there would be strange men in the comments. Along with all her other weird behaviours, she gets her vagina out to her ED Instagram followers? Why…
She looks just fine, there's no debate about her body, it's pretty normal. Her brain tho, really curious if she fucked it up for good.
Also if I may, her older sister is getting more and more beautiful, or is that only my perception ?
Tbf, the choices did suck. Z
Even if you were kidding, I still applaud your efforts
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This chick is back posting half naked spoops, not sure if she’s considered milky but she’s certainly attention seeking
I hate how some of you go this hypocritical passive aggressive route like you aren’t here too doing the exact same thing>>1117664
Lc is fairly niche. There aren’t threads about just anybody. You have to be particularly cringe to get noticed here and garner regular attention, and who is more cringe than autists and bpdfags??
Nitpicking over one of the major reasons she was milky in the first place? She's a notorious mother attached cow.
No, I don't live with my parents. I moved out at 21 to move down south for a job. You know, to build a life?
Fuck off, wk. One day her parents will die. You want to see her in supported accommodation because she can't even count coins? You got it bad, girl.(no1curr)
>>1117923>blogging>weird space >you got it bad, girl
I mean we all know n2f is just feeble-minded. I can’t justify anything that she does, truly the most chaotic neutral we’ve had itt.
Don't gaf who you are. Read original post with a 6 year olds comment about how I must be jealous because she lives with her parents.
Actually,don't bother. Meh.
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Aly updates: quit her job (again) that she had for probably a couple weeks, living in basically a drug den with seemingly endless weed, financed either by her parents or her codependent bestie
having a birthday meltdown bc "I'm old and fat wah" and is straight up doing meth
No. On JSA she has to be actively seeking work and after a while she gets a placement on a scheme.
Housing benefit isn't only for council/housing association flats, it's for any place under the capped amount.
She'd get into a routine by herself, learn to spend time alone, deal with money, do housework etc etc. A better alternative to ending up at home in her 30s with no idea how to look after herself and not having find employment.
This girl just seems to be describing ARFID but not claim it lol>>1116524
The fuck is this
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don't worry! she's also written a book about her ~journey~ to recovery (read: obesity) full of very deep and meaningful poetry and is very, very adamant that we should all read it.
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She might've moved, but I'm going off her fb where she says she lives in Street.
Agony face? or maybe she'll move tiers JUST for the gym.
Maybe too obsessive but I checked gov website and apparently Street is tier 2, moving to tier 3. She goes to the gym in Bristol anyway, doesn't she? So I think she'll get away with it.
Should we take bets? Agony face or none?
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Obsessive also. Everything about this system is too fucking confusing.
I saw somewhere S Somerset went level 3 on Boxing Day.
W/e the gym's in 3. If she's a 4 welllllll she'd be breaking the LAW if she strayed out of her area. I see she'd go to jail willingly for the gym.
At this point I'm trying to find out information about SW tiers from ganer's instagram. UK gov is dumb.
Agreed that she'll definitely break the law for the gym. We all do crazy things for the ones we love.
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Have a map instead>>1118142
It's retarded. Why is Exmoor in tier 4 when hardly anyone lives there?
ntayrt but maybe they have a high number of cases per 100 of the population or their health services are close to being overwhelmed or there's significant presence of the new variant in Exmoor, could be various other reasons as well.
I wonder if gainer will just drive to her gym in Bristol and not post any evidence on her socials.
I thought N2F was from Nottingham?
Did I just make that up?
Anon it’s perfect and I love you>>1118158
Was her recent holiday to notts?
I’m so used to uk ana cows being from southern counties (and all being the same middle class clones) that I enjoy hams midlands wilko-chic attempts to recreate that certain IG brand of recovery. In my eyes n2f is a working class northern hero
She lives in Yorkshire and she went to Norfolk for her holibobs.
Almost everywhere's tier 4. They should just say it's another national lockdown and stop fannying around.
We need Laura on the map.
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This is where n2f lives:
>I’ve lived in Normanton for over 25 years and I made the biggest mistake of my life moving here. Firstly it’s all about how rude some people are. Walking into town, is like walking into field head prison. Surrounded by mental weirdos. The worst part of Normanton is Smirthwaite, that area is so bad, that I don’t dare go near it on the bus just in case I don’t get glassed or ** up.
I thought n2f lived in Wigan?
She's somewhere in south east?
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Don't worry Porgie. One thing noone would ever accuse you of is using filters lol
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I enjoyed Mollybingo, but Hanbingo? I can't stand watching her videos for more than what it takes to get screenshots.
Does she not realise the scary rice is also (usually) the main ingredient in rice pudding? Kek
Will be fun to see when Hanmum stops giving a shit.
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No despair from Ganer yet. Just another spoop pic.
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Samefag. Her unethical coach acknowledged her publicly.
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Cmon, what's making her nervous about plain chicken breast? That's literally every anorexics safe meat. If she wants to seem authentic then she needs to start freaking out about the 500 calorie snack plates and stop pretending the plain chicken breast frightens her. Or maybe she's scared of eating something healthy.
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Another binge eating recovered ana?
I wish I could understand why anyone on earth would want to be on this website
until they're almost dead
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probably missed a couple because i couldnt bring myself to rewatch her shitty videos. shes so fucking fake its infuriating
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sage for no milk but bless E she’s given us the goods over time but here’s hoping she moves on (gets a job!!!) and POSTS THE DAMN INPATIENT VIDEO
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Just noticed Ham has the same mug as Elzani
The real thing>>1118352
The cheap knock off
They were on sale with fucktons of Friends merch at B&M. They're I the sale now>>1118339
I held back but might have a go. The jumpy clips are as annoying as the ham. Her mum comes out with some stupid things. Where did she learn all the motivation shite from?
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sage because there’s technically no milk but i just cannot believe what the ‘recovery’ community has devolved into LMAOO please ….. georgia vibes with the claims of recovering from EVERY single eating disorder yet clearly the only thing she’s suffering from is obesity
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Someone tried to call her out for the same thing. Her ‘bowels and reproductive organs were failing’, of course, known to the common man as ‘constipation and amenorrhea’.
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Just stopping by with my favourite ~atypical anorexia~ twitter cow because this made me laugh out loud. So dainty and smol uwu. Saged because this one doesn't seem to have caught on despite pulling the same shit as porgie.
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Meanwhile she’s now begging her followers to send her birthday money so she can get food (to probably b/p) since she “hasn’t eaten in like 3 days”
No money for food yet you can do meth? The audacity
this is what gets me
the last thing i wanted to see when recovering, even now 10 years down the line, is a video of myself eating food, any food.
x10 for anyone else viewing said video
she's absolutely tryin to find some kind of e-fame as a recovery account a la Farrar but she's way too dumb to do it properly
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You're welcome for spoilering this
Ngl, her make up looks good for once. Those colours suit her with her hair. She could smile
Not sure about the outfit… why black… why a zip in front….
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Well, at least we know for sure that she does it. I was mildly concerned.
She made a notorious video she filmed when she was in a general hospital to stabilise/ get to a BMI where she could be at an EDU. The second part (in the EDU) was never released.
I don't understand why so many people want to see it since the first part was basically an hour of her crying and showing off her spoopy body. It was notoriously triggering
and got a lot of backlash, I'm sure there will be threads about it on MPA
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Happy New Years, anon.
Caps include; more larping, her using suicide baiting in an assignment and expecting her teacher to bump her grade because of it and at the top, sheer delusion. She easily tips at a 9.
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Even better here, imo. She could bag a husband and continue coasting!
why the fuck is everyone simping over Elzani all of a sudden?
…or is this really Ham posting whilst imagining slipping a digit into her idols meat wallet?
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samefag, but i really did just get curious and searched through ALL of Porgies insta posts and in only ONE photo can you see her chompers!
Bitch sure got her stunned deer in the headlights look pretty solid though
Every time I see this larping landwhale my eyes go straight to her name and I can't help but picture Alexander Ovechkin running a shit 'recovery warrior uwu!!!' twitter account. They're probably around the same weight.
sage for complete retardation
OP here. What >>1118629
said. You're obviously motivated and you're doing life. Elzani lives a cushy life at home. She also has little experience of life and is stuck. If she wants to live off her parents all her life, that's fine but she's missing out on forming other relationships. There's nothing at all wrong with living with her parents, but she isn't paying her way. One day she's going to have to and she won't know how.
With her yt and if being popular she could start volunteering to talk to people in recovery about her experience. Her area probably has a recovery college where they do that. Idk, it's frustrating that she put so much into getting herself well but she isn't making the most of it.
Does the cat only have one front leg?>>1118751
Most of the real anachans posted in these threads never recover, some of them even die. It's refreshing and wholesome to see someone improve over time.
Italian Aly's recovery was a massive surprise. I know she clings to the lower healthy end, but she gives it a go with jobs and Berti. She's still got milky traits, but I suppose it's just how she is. She didn't bother with therapy either. She probably should have, but it's true the genuine skeles here rarely get weight restored.
Still not a fan of Elzani because she's dull, but nobody can say what she's done isn't admirable. She spawned too many LARPers for whatever reason. That's bizarre.
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So I thought the chicken in the middle was looking a little pink, then I read the comments and see N2F is there! Ham has been getting cooking tips from the one and only it seems
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why are all the ~recovery accounts~ obsessed with binging and overeating nowadays like that's a normal, healthy relationship with food? haes is a fucking disease
they probably use "extreme hunger" as an excuse, when realistically extreme hunger id bullshit if you haven't been restricting for long or at all.
cravings, sure but straight up binging disguised as that is bullshit it pisses me off
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I noticed that they followed each other a few days back and had a small kek over it.
Anyway, more eating videos from n2f. Here's a link to the whole series! https://streamable.com/zfxqhc
Well if she gives herself food poisoning she might have an excuse to quit shoveling "recovery" down her throat long enough to maintain her already normal weight for a few days before resuming her journey to obesity.
Blog but I dont even have an ED and I find Ham triggering
as fuck. Is she a troll or is she honestly so deluded she doesn't understand what a mockery her larping makes of people who actually struggle with disordered restriction?
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In her last post she kept talking about how she needs a full packet of rice to fill her up. She's saying it tonight about food. P sure a recovering anorexic would struggle with feeling full up and not bang on about it.
Therefore, more evidence she's making the whole thing up.
Anyone else get a nasty bitch vibe from Ham? Like you can imagine her being two faced and a shit friend? If I was to take a guess why she isnt5at school, I'd say she was kicked out for being disruptive.>>1119070
Yep, she looks ill. Her phone cam's not great but her skin colour don't look healthy.
Annoying that all these pro-ana fuckers have something about recovery (or thriving, or nourishing etc etc) in their user named despite not being in or trying to achieve recovery>>1118750
I always hated the US not allowing internet/cell phone in treatment because it makes it harder to go in if you have a job/school/any actual responsibilities, but never considered that people would actually like to live-blog their time in a hospital and need to be prevented from doing that… what a gd world
Yeah she looks great here. I hope that in the new year she keeps moving forward and becomes one of the cows that actually moves upward and onward. I don't like her videos but many many people do, so she could maybe go in the direction of marketing? Journalism? Business of some sort? others? It's not easy to get and maintain the amount of internet attention she's garnered for herself.
I just watched her hospital YouTube yesterday, and it's kind of weird because it seems like from the very beginning of her hospitalization she wanted to gain weight and recover- had her family bring her chocolate, actually chose to eat normal, high-calorie foods when allowed to eat off the unit with family, and when she wanted to leave she said it was because she just doesn't like the hospital and would rather gain weight on her own at home with good food. I would assume someone with anorexia would not actually feel like that and is probably lying, but her actions have always backed that up. Which is awesome, but if she was able to pull a 180 so quickly and be good with gaining, why didn't she just do that at home instead of almost killing herself
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Has Paige been tubed AGAIN
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happy NYE from gainer!
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Yeah, she's too bad for a factory girl. She's deffo a knock off.
this one fucking triggered
cold, ill & hungry… anorexics are cold cuz they’re underweight! this is the most uneducated, idiotic LARPer ever. it’s disrespectful as fuck. Ham PLEASE show us a photo of you when you were
disordered or get fucked lol
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This girl is delusional to say the least
legit. sage for no milk but am I the only who finds ham genuinely triggering
. I want to show her up if that makes sense
>>1117579>If she is actually autistic why was she able to have a normal school life before dropping out due to anorexia?
replying to this super late to sperg derail but autism in women is often missed. The way the symptoms manifest in girls makes it a lot easier to go under the radar, medical professions quite often miss it so there are some autistic girls who manage fine in mainstream schools not even knowing theyre autistic. Kids might have thought she was weird, but it's not like every autist is headbutting walls and biting people constantly.
The way N2F dresses herself is kinda autistic imo lol - like a lot of overly bright colours, gaudy patterns or colour pairings, and regularly over/underdressing for the social situation. I dont remember N2F wearing any dangling jewellery (necklaces, bracelets, etc.) either which is another sign.
Autism doesn't answer why she throws bottles of condiment out of her window, where she's getting the 4 peas for every meal, or the majority of the questions people have for N2F so it's not that relevant either way. >>1119070
she FASCINATES me atm, so many weird fucking habits. Why does she buy so much fast-fashion rip-off catwalk clothing from boohoo to show off, when the rest of her body is either filthy or unkempt? the unbrushed hair, food-stained hands, the hefty moustache she's got going on, can she not see it? It wouldn't take long to deal with those things and it would make her look so much better?(armchairing)
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Happy new year y'all. Here's to a milky 2021 for us all kek
about the control being taken away making things easier, but also think about what Elzani didn't show in her video. It's essentially a compilation of her crying and saying she wants to go home, and she says on a couple of occasions that she's eating so she can go home. She was on bed rest in a hospital away from her family and desperate.
I'm sure there were many incidents of screaming,crying, begging, and trying to leave, where she was always ultimately told by hospital staff and family "you can go home (go outside, go to the shop, walk around, etc) - if you eat." That's a powerful motivator.
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she’s totally delusional (from yuckgender’s story)
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Something really braggy about the "hour walk" comment. Her orthorexia is really showing
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I was just about to post that. An hour to the gym and an hour back? Obvious why she picked this new gym.
>rest day>injury>out walking
How strange she chose a gym that far away.
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I see zero muscle definition here and, guessing by her constipated face, she’s posing / flexing reeeeaallly hard.
She took down that post where she did a progress thing, she looked the same in both and she didn't like it when people said so.
I can't figure out why she gets well done comments FROM BODYBUILDERS. HUH?
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6 September - 30 December
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pro ana scumbag sarah is trying to sell skinny syrups to her anorexic followers. what are the odds on n2f buying some?
Mmmm opened bottles of spunk. Why bother selling them when they're £1.99. Postage would cost more.
She obviously hasn't tried them in coffee.
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I haven't seen this one mentioned before. Active on tiktok and definitely a pro ana scumbag. Posts a bunch of body check videos and "challenges" like low fat cream cheese on pepper or this one, low fat yoghurt with blueberries she calls parfait. Also does day vlogs where she exercises and doesn't eat at all
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These ~challenges~ are getting more ridiculous. A new mini chocolate.
Squash. Even her drinks are full of chemicals.
oh no, she hasn’t spread the jam all the way to the edges of the toast, I hope she doesn’t miss out on any vital calories! she’s withering away for god’s sake! >>1119726
Jesus Christ how toxic
can you get, selling skinny syrups to your thousands of anorexic followers. besides, anyone can go into B&M and buy them for £1/£2? sarah is looking extra spoop recently. how tf did she get discharged from ed services when she’s that skelly?
She can keep posting a challenge indefinitely if everthing new in the chocolate and biscuit world is scary. Crunchier, Mars, snickers, Topic, Reese's, Dairy Milk, Galaxy, Whole but, as nauseum. Custard cream, Oreo, bourbon, ginger nut and nauseum.
She had no problems shoving that luxury biscuit and Christmas chocolate into her gob.
When she said she'd put more turkey on her plate because she didn't think there was enough…that was 100% confirmation this cow can't eat enough.
Bet that was one of several slices of toast she ate.
F me, typos. Ad nauseum whole nut
Double post, but I looked into it more.
It appears that never2old2recover is dead: https://www.imdb.com/name/nm6730658/
imskinnybeautiful2 is dead: https://www.woodlawnfh.com/obituaries/Rhonda-Diane-Wood-Umpierre?obId=13037628
Oh that's sad about never2old.she had a long time hate boner for Whann. I had her on my IG but it was an account I got locked out of.
Skinny beautiful… didn't like her, but sad news.
Emily Hazel had a daughter. The bf left but she's an amazing mum. Yes, seriously! She still looks like she needs some weight on her, but she looks like she's doing good. You should be able to find her on FB.
Joltys still around, now known as joltopsy.
Last saw Erika under a fake name as a FB friend of the skinny fetishist bill bockman. She looked great. Gained weight and looked beautiful. Haven't found her since then.
I need to have a think about the old time anas. 3.37am brain foggy.
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Here's Emily. Cut the kid out for obvious reasons but she's a cutie and I rarely say that about children.
Is Whann still banned? She’s still milky af but went to the Instagram “spam” community.
I didn’t like them either but they don’t deserve death.
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I'd say she is. She adores being a mum.
I've been trying to find what happened to Jenna lord–swoldemort. Faked anorexia, faked cancer then started camming https://lite.lolcow.farm/snow/res/204361.html
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Some of the anons who know how to post videos should get on this but N2F uploaded a bunch of videos of her eating and she looks miserable in all of them but the most concerning thing is she keeps grimacing, shaking her head and rolling her eyes as she eats. It's reaaaaally odd.
She really doesn't look too well…
Has n2f ever been IP?
goddamn this is so sad. I think the worst thing is she still lives at home with her fam, probably turning a blind eye thinking "at least she's eating". Only so long before something's gonna give; her heart's working overtime.
Fuck you Han. This isn't a joke so you can finally be the popular girl, you're absolute scum.
You’re too kind, anon. I’d give her at least a week - then again I haven’t genuinely, actively hated
a cow this much since Phoebe Tickner
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Her name with 'zani. She must be wetting herself with excitement.
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Need a glass of water to look at this. Dry?
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I don't think it's a filter. Her skin really is getting yellow.
Aw she looks amazing, and yeah holy crap her kid is adorable
. I'd heard that she was better but hadn't seen a pic of her since the deepest darkest Crying Emily era. Good for her.
Never heard her talk about obs etc. but I guess she'd put this down to Covid - although services have been opening up for a while, and if it was that serious I think they're still working around it.
CAMHS is definitely quicker to get involved, and crisis teams (or similar) make empty threats about hospitalisation/your impending death. Like in that documentary about the pro-ana girls, one of the mum's said she'd been told 'one more paracetamol od will kill her' - that's not how it works, but classic crisis team threat to shock you out of your behaviour. So I can imagine someone said that to her just to scare her into behaving herself and she took it seriously? But god knows.
Yep. I thought Emily would end up a junkie, n prison or dead. Getting pregnant saved her. The best story ending from these threads. >>1120328
Hospital here's been doing obs for a long while now. Had ECG and other shit and nowhere near an urgent case. All she does is copypasta the same things over and over. Stuff she pinched off other accounts.
I definitely didn't think she'd be raising her own baby.
I guess she just needed a slap in the face from the universe and to realize she wasn't the most important person in the world.
Good for her.
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Chii emphatically insists that she’s weight restored yet also admits she still has amenorrhea. Eye roll. How about you make your 2021 resolution to actually try to recover instead of faking it for 60k followers????
Weight aside, if she went for assessment they’d quickly realise she’s full of crap
“What does a normal day’s intake look like for you?” Porridge and sugary biscuits. Jam on toast. Scary!!! Microwave rice and turkey wiv extra turkey. SCARY. Chocolate, solid & liquid form. Grapes when I REaLLY wanna ~challenge~ muhselv. If ahm hungry ah’ll just EAT MORE. Mostly sugar WIVVOUT compensating (strong arm emoji) food TAsTEs GUD
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Bored_with_ana’s igtv video of a life is so bloody triggering. She mentions what her bmi is under so many times and relates every question to the fact that she doesn’t have her period. How can she think that her content isn’t so harmful?
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this girl was never even remotely underweight and is now a mini celebrity in the recovery community. why???
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All of her eating videos are weird and uncomfortable to watch, but this one was so bad.
what's it under? she doesn't look 'that' thin in most of her videos and I'm surprised she was ever IP under the NHS. She's definitely exaggerating, don't feel bad anon. But yeah she seems to have 3 topics
1) muh period
2) soooo sick for all of 3 months or something, got pulled out of school !1!!
3) wow I'm such a speshul medical student
never talks about recovery aside from the physical aspects. Also has got tons of negative comments on her FDOE reels but hasn't addressed any of them.
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I still follow her on Instagram, although she doesn't post much anymore (unless she has an alternate one that I don't follow). She's looked genuinely weight restored for a while and mostly posts pictures of her and her boyfriend's dogs and random vegan food. She's posted on and off about having a problem with drinking, but seems to be employed, paying her own rent/bills, etc. Kinda not surprising that the same issues that created the eating disorder made her vulnerable to substance abuse.
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She should wear this t shirt.
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couldnt even do Ham bingo, she annoys me too much. she genuinely just tries to be Cassie from skins with the repeated "wooow"s and the way she pretends to "avoid eating" by talking to her mum. even her manner of talking about her "ED" pisses me off. its so fuckin fake and shes blantantly just saying what she thinks people with EDs say. and ffs a hotdog isnt "amazing" or whatever the hell she said, especially not that one. shit bread, shit sausage and far too much ketchup (yes Ham, your "ED" was saying it was too much because it was - not cal wise, mind, more like taste and salf content jfc)
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Silly ham, THIS is what an anorexic actually eats. High volume, low density, served with a side of salt and self delusion.
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Speaking of Ganer…
Two injuries in a week (earlier she mentioned a swollen ankle, don't know what the other one is), at least bad enough to go to A&E during covid… and she's back training!
My memory's shite. Who's the ana with kids who ate gherkins all the time and gave her kids miniscule portions of cheese?
Ganer likes that tang at the back of the throat. Sorry, but pickled beetroot is an abomination. #Eat beet natural.
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Thanks. I wanted to check on her and…wh…what happened??? She turned into a sugar fiend!
weird question, but if you saw ganer w/o the flexing, gym wear – just out and about, would she look like she's got muscle, on her legs and such? >>1119700
this looks like an average skinny womans body
I might be confusing her with another cow. I need to go waaaaaay back and take notes some time during lockdown.>>1120532
Where would she get them from? She's very speedy, that's true. I can picture her baking as if she's on coke or speed. Even titles her bakes on speed. Eats it like she's on speed, You get the point…
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Speaking of (sort of) old cows, prettyboishady is now shademasterlia and is…modeling? >>1120535
No, it's definitely kimhoeltje. She might have only posted that stuff in her stories.
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Mortuusequusphobia - fear of ketchup. If she fears ketchup, it's not related to her ~anorexia~
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Doesn't have her username in the screenshot but, yes, it's Kim.
Keep packing in that cheap nasty food and Georgia's going to be your thinspo.
Haha that made me laugh
>she'll love the weight loss it brings
i fully think this is the reason why. correct me if i'm wrong but i don't think she's done meth before and since she's clearly spiraling about being a healthy weight and "not anorexic anymore" i feel like she's gonna do literally anything to drop pounds in addition to her usual drug use
i dont get it . just do adderall if you really want to tweak a little
I can't imagine she's a drinker, but if she could get hold of something speedy, for sure. I don't think she has the knowledge to buy anything from online pharmacists without messing herself up even more. Anything uhlegal she'd have to buy online on deep web with bitcoin and how much cash can she have at her disposal when it all goes on grocery shops and deliveries?
40mg Adderall generic is £86.62 for 20 tabs online. (Googled, never dabble with that shit). That's mad expensive and can you really trust what's in it or hygiene in the production area?
>>1120635>you guys never heard of the dark web
Mentioned it here >>1120632
and again, buying bitcoin aint cheap. She has regular bloods, and if she was taking anything to fuck herself up I'm sure it'd show up in the results.
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What is it with young anas these days basically LARPing as older anas ?? First meg.recovers from a ways up this thread, complaining of organ failure at 17 (and hardly underweight to boot) and now this one in my recommended. Claiming her doctors are about to slap the chronic label on her and uh, leave her to die? At 16? Do these girls just not understand how these things work in reality?
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Treatment will stop when she's had 20 sessions and hasn't improved. She'll be referred back to her GP and in future she could ask to be assessed for treatment again. They do not "monitor people so they don't die".
I see a Ham style metamorphosis in action. Yawn.
"There's a hospital bed with my name on it!!!1"
Does NOT look on the brink of death.
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Oh wait, Biscoff detected. Definitely a ~recovery warrior~
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Had a look at her acc - completely public recovery acc bs, though she is a minor and posts no bodychecking. In her second last post she claims that cahms is going great for her then suddenly she’s chronic? I had to laugh at her being 16 calling herself a ‘professional anorexic’. Oh honey. Hopefully her idiocy can be equated to her age
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Safe to say this didn’t happen, especially as it reads like a fanfic
Does she realise images like this are triggering
. Any anorexic/anorexic in recovery would look at this and freak out about the possibility of looking like this.
agreed. shit like this is why I refuse to go "all in". I don't want to become a binge eater.>>1120437
the acting gets worse and worse. does she really think this is how people act? that bun looks like the most processed thing ever(blog)
>>1120683>muh evil tories underfunding are enhaychess
This is a myth. >>1120702
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I’ve never seen anyone as obsessed with their spoopy progress pictures / videos as ganer. I’m amazed she doesn’t get called out more by the SJWs for not using trigger warnings and whatever. I constantly reposting her spoopshots is her way of still reminding everyone that she was the best anorexic, since she abysmal at lifting and body building. We’ve all gotta have something we’re good at, I guess!
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fuck off ham also why does this look like a vag
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starfish reminding us again that she has “medical emergencies”. yeah, we get it, you document every detail of your weekly hospital admissions. I know she’s been mentioned before but surprised she isn’t mentioned more on here, she’s one of the most triggering cows tbh.
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Oh boy here we go
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Feeder theory. More evidence. Found this in Ham's tagged pics. The girl had cocoa and 4 fancy Millie's cookie type biscuits. Ham sounds delirious.
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So you're saying you don't want to look like this?
(Also says she's "eating good" and bloated but is clearly just rocking an anterior pelvic tilt.)
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Quick Smorvy update, probably not very milky though. Same story every day.
Oh and she claims she tried to off herself with bedsheets (while on 1:1, mind you… recipe for success) and then complained about having her sheets taken away. Soz forgot to take a screenshot!
Really good point>>1121046
I think it's gotta be. I wonder if, as the young cows become adults and adults who grew up without the Internet die off, exaggerating/LARPing EDs for attention will become the rule rather than an exception
She keeps claiming that she has no care plan, no goals to each whatsoever for discharge (illegal & that shit wouldn’t fly for very long, esp seeing she has parents and an advocate, so it’s a blatant lie).
I don’t know if she’s super milky bc it’s literally the same shit every day from her (life’s the worst it’s ever been) but her antics make me angry beyond belief. She’s in a very very sought after EDU bed and is the most arrogant shit human being ever
In spite of everything that's happened in the past year … it's reading these threads that actually makes me feel the most sorry for healthcare workers. These horrible, histrionic, toxic
losers making their lives miserable for their personal attention needs. I'm sure they did
make some "truly awful comments," the poor nurses. Because she is truly awful.
Ntayrt could be that she's too much of a danger to herself and/or others for the hospital to feel comfortable sending her home and they don't have a bed anywhere else for her.
I wouldn't be surprised if they end up trying to move her somewhere with more appropriate resources and more staff at some point this year, similar to laura.
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I’ve missed n2f’s hairy plates!
I think everyone took for granted sassi died. Not sure if it was ever confirmed. Hope Bella changed her knickers whatever she's doing now (which is probably the same as ever while having life threatening twisted intestines).
(You got the adjective right the first time >smelliest ) lol
Odd how some of them are so prolific with their attention seeking then they drop off the edge of the flat earth.
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Upload from old thread. Bella's the one who gets posted as thinspo a lot. Her underwear was always disgusting (except looks like she put a clean pair of drawers on here). SHe always had a red bed couch in the background.
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I scrolled that old thread and found n2f. She looked healthier then (3 years ago).
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It was at this point she went all munchie.
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Another old thread pic.
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Can you imagine putting 20 years of sweat, blood, and tears (and time and money) into a kid and this is what you get
Her parents were legally responsible for her for the majority of her life and appeared to be financially well off enough to afford treatment if they wanted to. They tried to get her weight restored at home and we speculated that this killed her.
She’s probably been dead for years, find a live one.
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Becky (plants and peppermint tea/ solostinmymind) died judging by the comments on her insta
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No. Bone popper Becky.
i think she more used it as ammunition to validate herself or prove her top tier sickness. she was notorious for intentionally triggering
other people over DM
of course it's tragic to hear of anyone dying, especially someone so young, but she wasn't an angel in the slightest
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Has this one been posted before? She role plays a baby and claims it’s a type of anorexia therapy [not sexual at all you guyz!!]. She’s also the mother of an actual baby.
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Soz for double post
I read the caption from the pic of her baby with all those Xmas toys and it made me gag to think she'll be using them for her ageplay thing.
Poor kid. You'd think she'd quit that shit when she had a real child to care for.
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Not all heroes wear capes
Ham gets EXPOSED
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no clue if this is an old photo or not but here's what hancesolo's current facebook profile pic is. https://www.facebook.com/shrinkstars
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bored_with_ana so kind in reminding us about her beloved and short lived toob
Definitely from a farmer/lurker but nice to see it actually got some likes.
Will she address it? Absolutely not! Hard to see criticism in a sea of constant asspats.
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Another cow who offed herself like a year or 2 ago was that Ashley Doonan chick who was kind of a fatty claiming AN and who used to talk about how smart and extremely attractive she was, when she was neither.
Anybody know what happened to chronic skelky Jen starchild something or other? She might be dead too.
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What about this chick. Used to be raw vegan "for the animalz" then admitted she had orthorexia so went "normal vegan," but 'vegan for lyf for the animalz, health and environment' then claimed veganism was actually really bad for her and a way of restriction (duh), so now eats all the meats. Gained a good amount of weight, then went on some crazy exercise scheme and did this.. and despite 95% of her comments being 'you look sick' she's just sarcastically responding, claims she is the healthiest she has ever been. briannajacksonpt is her username
samefag to add her youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/c/BriannaJackFruitson/videos
she doesn't have much body fat at all, would be worried about health if she's walking around at that weight and it's not specifically for a comp or something.
wasn’t cow tipping necessarily cus she popped up as a suggested on my main & I didn’t mention lolcow, or broadly, the opinions we share. i simply asked a question about her video vs other recovery accounts (kind of as an experiment to see if she deleted anything vaguely unsupportive that isn’t an asspat)
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Is she trying to make it look mouldy
Are we sure it isn't?
That mandarin looks like it has two different shades of blue-green-ish. Maybe the filter is hiding it.
I mean, a normal person would just choose not to put a mouldy fruit in a picture, or, you know, anywhere but in the trash, but this is N2F, so
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New year same Paris
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I'm genuinely looking forward to seeing her get on stage because frankly n2f is more muscular.
Hams first Insta post was August 2020..
She had to of had some kind of social media presence before this recovery account right? There's no way this is her first and only social media presence, considering she knows how to use the platform and seems too comfortable with filming and photographing herself it's not her first account.
Why start a recovery account when physically, she looks well and beyond recovered and had been for quite a while, why start so.. late? Why not start sooner?
She has no calorie knowledge,
No concerns about weight gain, body image, healthy eating, fats, carbs, sugars, portion control, her food knowledge is so lacking it's laughable, she didn't even start posting fruit until it was mentioned here several times. She's also the first girl I have ever come across who revolves their life around their ED but has absolutely no body checks or before and afters and given how attention hungry she is, you'd think she'd jump straight on getting them pics up for sympathy.
Taking that into account with everything else it's beyond obvious that this girl is bullshitting and I feel sorry for all those people who are dumb enough to believe her.
People fake all kinds of Illnesses for attention, there's entire documentaries about it and when certain evidences are lacking, people need to question the validity of their claims because her parents going along with this charade will do far more harm than good.
Ham seems like the kind of girl that would go full Deedee and Gypsy if she had a baby, especially if everyone around her keeps praising this type of insanity and buying into it. It's only bound to progress with constant enabling, once ED recovery wears off, it'll some other illness she's conjured up.
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>>1121739 Yep, totally normal reaction to one single instance of criticism. Definitely not sus at all. /s
Anyway, this is why you never cowtip. RIP milk.
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“Rest day” as she walks around obsessively.
A few factors:
- Because US psych wards don't let patients have access to phones or internet, so we don't get as much milk from there
- Also the lack of public health in the US probably means LARPers can't get nice cushy hospital treatment
- English speaking board, so cows will largely be from the US, UK, Canada, NZ and Aus.
- The UK is just a shitshow in general
Just a few explanations off the top of my head, probably a lot more
and yeah it seems like that's why i got blocked lol
sage for self doxx but this girl literally goes to my temple, what the fuck. it's legit concerning that the trend is "eat until you're obese and pretend all hunger is valid
" even though actual
eds fuck up hunger cues and it's common to swing from AN to BED or BN, aka real recovery REQUIRES learning appropriate portions. but i'm sure the iNflUencErs would think a meal plan is ~unhealthy~ bc it doesn't ~honor extreme hunger~
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I'm looking forward to her ~hesitation because scary~ face when she starts eating a block of butter because she hasn't had any for YEARS. The followers are feeding (lol) Ham things to do, it's ridiculous.
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She left this up though, kek
(I still have access btw so worry not farmers, am happy to keep bringing the fresh full fat milk!)
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Rorecovering is hopping on the all in trend on tik tok (body checks included as a bonus)
This comment >>1121727
I've thought this all the time. Her name's pretty common, but there really is no/very little digital trace of her. I don't get what she's doing. Tin foiling she was kicked out of school or was home schooled. She really is dense and there's a reason she's not in education.
i haven't been since covid started but it hasn't been in the newsletter that i'm aware of. she's in college now but i'm sure she'll do a signing or something when things are more normal, she volunteers in mental health related things at jewish summer camp and is v open about her ~struggles~ and the intersection of jewishness and EDs (in terms of exempting from religious fasts etc)
i only know her in passing, but basically she's exactly like she is online irl, and recovery is a huge part of her identity/life (imo more than the ED itself ever was, which seems common with the girls who make an entire huge sm presence out of being Recovery Warriors TM)
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No. If this was the day she ~decided~ she could scoff a slice of cake after starving for years, she was chunky while eating oxygen.
So both her parents go along with this bullshit?>>1121884
Not really, if her mum is in her 50s she would have had Ham in her mid 30s.
They both look early 60s to me.
Either her dad went along with this "reborn" Ham day or it really is a photo from her birthday, unless she was in borstal or something. No idea what's going on.
From what she’s shown it doesn’t look like she was ever even mildly underweight>>1121891
“borstal” gave me a laugh considering we’ve worked out she’s a big fat pathological liar>>1121892
Or adopted? Could be another reason for the coddling?
Her account is still public (can't get as many asspats on a private account!) so there's no concern for losing her milk.
Re: other social media, I dug around not long after she was first posted and nothing. She has the same last name on her etsy profile, and she's dumb enough not to come up with a fake name. Like other anons have said, it's just a very common name.
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and photoshops all of her pictures…. exhibit A
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Had to get those chest bones on show again
The irony of somebody who can’t link or sage saying this. lurkmoar etc>>1121963
Because she weighs about the same as 15 year old? She’s definitely fucked around with her legs in this.
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do you see how the outline of her body is sharper in these areas, and areas where she did not shop are blurry like the rest of the outlines of things in the picture? also the arm shoop left a little skin in her sleeve there
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No gyms until at least mid Feb. Oh dear. Wonder if Ganer's going to do the daily ritual walk for motivation.
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No idea, but I've sgtarted to believe too much protein damages the brain.
Ganer sent them pleas and prayers or w/e that emoji means.
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That's jolly nice of them. Will she be able to carry the leg press thing on the back of her bench? Some BBC crew went to her gym.
back of her bike*
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Thank god there's a cold snap predicted. She can do this all the way to Bristol.
She already has them. She has plenty of equipment at home.
Sage for minor blog but my city has been in lockdown for almost a year, no gyms, and I've been making great progress. You don't need fancy equipment, and if ganer knew anything about fitness she would know that. I'd say she could even do a lot with body weight, but since our girl can't even do one pushup, maybe not kek
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Gotta get an extra sesh in. Shame it's immediate lockdown.