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I get it. I think it has something to do with being in control of your life but not in the bedroom, plus being desired by your partner.
OT, but I think browsing here and learning more and more about porn/how female sexuality is groomed and socialized has killed fetishes that I once had, and that kinda sucks, but I can't put my finger on why.
in practise, im pretty vanilla, i like some choking. recently discovered weed makes me a lot more sensitive so thats fun, still hate it though. im also into temporary bimbo shit, which is bland.
when it comes to porn though i fell down a fucking pornsick scrote hole unfortunately. non-con gets me going, teacher student stuff, public humilation, anal, large forced insertions, urethra penetration, pissing inside the girl, wax play, black mail, cuck stuff (cheating on the girlfriend, rare genre) anything and everything humiliation and degradation is my thing.
but only in theory, i'd never do that shit IRL and its not hot. my cuck fetish was only born from me sexualizing my own trauma, same with the rapey shit. unfortunately knowing the cause doesn't make it less appealing to me
My people. Is footfaggotry really that bad? Feet are just another human body part.
I'm into bimbofication as well and I feel like that fetish is just so bizarre/out there that I could never bring it up to a partner. I'm a huge sadomasochist and I have no shame telling guys I want to cut them with a knife but admitting that wearing slutty clothes turns me on? Nah son.
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I want to force a priest to have sex with me
It can certainly be more of a power thing. Penetration is symbolic of possession, and therefore, domination, so sex is inherently is slightly already degrading to women if we're looking at it through that lens. So me imagining myself in the role of the aggressor, penetrating a man/making him penetrate me when he doesn't want to be gives me a feeling of power I usually don't experience sexually. But when I realized most men probably feel a mix of getting of purely physically and on their upper hand in the dynamic during the act of sex, it slightly scares me. I'm also quite unassuming and timid in public most of the time, so the draw to having this fetish is intensified. Anyways, I suppose that's your long-winded answer.>>154402
Men with foot fetishes just seem to be really
into feet. I'm also a degen footfag - feet are kind of hot to me, but certainly not the best part of the male body imo.
I think i might be lowkey into mommydom, but it might just be attraction to motherly women/caring mature girls with big titties
That being said, I’ve come to terms with having a lactation/breastfeeding kink. I’m mildly ashamed but would sooo want to do it irl if I met a cute girl who lactates
the categories of "mind break" and "moral degeneration" are adjacent to this for me. I def think this is something that lends itself well to radfem critique lmao but it does still pique my pussy's interest so to speak >>154402
watch Fleabag lol
also idk if its a fetish but I kinda like when I don't really see the dude's face - current global pandemic mayhem got me kind of flustered on public transport sometimes
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I found the Adam Kovic leaked pics pretty hot, which is exceptional because the whole debacle gives me massive coomer brain rot vibes. There's something titillating about semi-public sex stuff, and I like the idea of a guy doing this bizarre, debasing shit to appease a woman's desires, even though his catfisher was very obviously a gay moid. It's too bad he got caught cranking it at work, but I guess that's just desserts for cheating on his wife.
Because women can just do the same things as men but automatically do them better. This is day 1
Apparently breast milk just tastes like honey nut cheerio milk
Same, I just want a cute but also manly guy to call him my prince and to aggressively cuddle with him.but I also want to choke him from time to time as he desperately clings to me because he feels amazing
I’m just a degenerate, I doubt all of this will come true since there’s no such thing as a true subby man.
what kind of pornographic japanese cartoons did you watch as a child sis
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I bet you watched totally spies
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tfw you had wanted to browse fakeboi thread just to laugh at trannies but you ended up becoming attracted to cuntboys with monster clits
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I like buff girls. I wouldn't be ashamed of this if it weren't for the fact that I also get aroused watching girls lift.
Thank you for existing
t. buff lesbian
same boat. i was seeing a very tough looking dude who was very into asking me how i'd want him to jerk off/show himself for me and send me pictures.
no other man has done this and i'm pissed hah
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Admit it, footfags, Jotaro Kujo's feet are attractive. Might get into JoJo for this reason alone
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nta but i'm really, really into reptilian males. i think furries are kind of creepy and the furry characters are completely unappealing for a multitude of reason, but there's just something about reptile guys that i love. (similarly not into "reptile fursonas" or whatever, i just like human-lizard species in fiction)
yes, but also >>154728
actually explains what I like about anthro reptilian males. I modded Skyrim specifically so I could play as a buff Argonian male. So, naturally, aeromorphs that are reptilian looking in nature are super attractive to me as well, and even more so considering I'm a mechaphile.
Losing it at the fact that you're being completely unironic.
All the power to you, aero-anon. ilu
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what, you think I'd just come onto an anonymous board and lie about something so specific in a thread talking about fetishes? ilu2
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For me, it’s all about being adored by and pleasing an authority figure. Ever since I was little I was desperate to obey authority figures/adults—probably because I couldn’t figure out how to make myself liked by my peers and was thus also often lonely and friendless. Often instead of socializing I would sit in my teachers’ empty classrooms and talk with them. I was a teacher’s pet because I loved being told I was good by someone who’s opinion I thought was highly respected—something I never received from kids my own age.
In high school the only crushes I ever had were on teachers. Thinking back on it I feel so embarrassed about how I behaved around some if them.. There’s a sexy subversive aspect to it, I think. Crossing a line that is never supposed to be crossed and risking condemnation by society (especially for the teacher involved).
When it’s talked about as a power dynamic it seems to me that what is mostly brought up is the teacher’s power, which of course is true. I would add that in my experience I also fantasize about having power over the teacher, e.g. they know it’s wrong but they can’t help themselves and fall victim
to my “seductive charms”. (in a way, I become the one in control… or at least I imagine it that way). I like imagining both parties feeling extremely guilty and ashamed for doing something socially dishonorable.
Unrelated but giving birth is another big one for me that has persisted since childhood. I NEVER want to give birth or have children but I think it’s really hot watching women scream and writhe in pain. Anyway sorry for the long post.
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Lately I've been getting off to the idea of being crammed into a small dark room with someone or being physically entangled to someone else. It starts off embarrassing as we try to politely slide off away from each other but get even more stuck in weird positions. Then we can't escape unless one or both of us get off. Is this a real fetish? Like a claustrophobia fetish?
Link to tweet: https://twitter.com/cornudismolife/status/1311463312174055425?s=19
The full video is somewhere in the comments but it's just a bunch of other BS not related to the very small scene.
Can kind of relate. I love the idea of having to, like, hide in a small space with someone (i.e. closet) and embarrassingly trying to hide how aroused we're getting pressed against each other.
My exes and I use to play wrestle so I still find the sensation of being pinned down and heavy weight on me hot. Bonus points for teasing talk, "Aw, what's the matter? You feeling weak already, little girl?"
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I'm a butch who wants to get strapped. Also I kinda like feet, I wouldn't mind giving a foot massage or doing a pedi for a gf.
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I'm super into fantasy/sci-fi settings, so anything with demons, robots, monsters, tentacles… is a huge turn on. I've stopped reading hentai with ordinary men, they are so boring compared to supernatural entities.
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I love robots so much. That picture is great! >TFW amazing robot bf material
just wondering, where do you find this kind of thing? really great art of fetishes like this I mean. I'm kinda into huge beast types with lots of hair, fangs…. werewolves half way through transition maybe. I've only come across a couple drawings over the years all entirely by accident and don't think typing 'beast porn' or something similar would be the right way to go about it, for obvious reasons.
sage for non contribution
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Oh oh I've got some good shit for you fellow freaks. I don't know how to find this stuff the "right" way but I've accidentally come across it in the past. I recommend the artists Coey & Shy. They do a ton of nice monster smut.
omg do u have more
where can i find moar pls someone tell me. more robot
the monster shit is explaining part of why I like that one disney movie so much. lol
its appealing because it's someone stronger, powerful, and broody, but with less of the gender dynamic that sucks irl. it being a monster overrides my gender oppression triggers
kek. also monsters r cool and intriguing
Yet I draw the line at furries myself. if it reminds me too much of real animals instead of a humanoid then I dont like the content at all, gross.
The artist is Robots&Lace on Twitter, she only draws robot stuff, it's so hot.>>155000
Same, I can't stand furry shit either, the fans creep me out and there's way too much overlap with the gender fandom lol.
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Ashamed to admit that the past month I've eaten a lot of moid ass. It's not that the act itself is inherently a turn on for me, but it's 1.degrading 2.a bit novel for most moids.
Personal shame: during recent pet play I was the dog and sucked off, rimmed and fingered a dude till he came real hard. Thinking about it still turns me on ugh
Also, all the fuckers I fucked had facial hair, ALL OF THEM and I didn't even realize it until one of them pointed it out to me
>>155344>I am also in to creampie
I don't understand why normal sex gets categorized as a special fetish. I guess these days we've become so degenerate as a species that vanilla sex isn't common anymore and ironically seen as taboo
The rest just sounds like you've been abused by someone you love and so your mind has decided to connect harmful and degrading treatment with sexuality to make it feel acceptable. Without any intended sarcasm, I hope that's not the case and that you're doing okay anon.
Okay so I have a few.
1. Feet also, but specifically only my current partner’s feet. I actually in general think feet are disgusting and I hate even being near other people’s feet or seeing them, especially gross male feet, but with my current boyfriend I don’t know what happened but I just found myself staring at his feet a few times when we were chilling at his place and he wasn’t wearing socks, and somehow the conversation eventually came up about fetishes or something and I confessed that I’d been eyeing up his feet but it was weird because I was never attracted to feet before. Long story short I’ve sucked on his feet a few times and enjoyed it. He does too.
2. Sleep stuff. I want a guy to like do stuff to me in my sleep. Just play with me with his fingers/mouth or full on sex, or even take pictures. Unfortunately I’ve never really found a guy who’s into this. I’ve told my current bf and my last one but they won’t do it. I guess it’s kinda good because they think it’s rapey so that’s why they won’t do it, but I really want to experience it hahah.
3. Rape stuff which isn’t healthy and likely trauma because I was raped, but yeah, after I was raped by a stranger I kept going out again and getting really drunk on tinder dates or just with random guys who hit on me when I was alone and going and having sex with them when I was like almost blackout drunk and barely conscious tbh. Felt good when it was happening but felt shitty and ashamed afterwards. I have been good recently though and haven’t done this in over a year.
Also this isn’t really a fetish I guess?? but sometimes I just look up really extreme fucked up porn just for the hell of it. I think it’s related to how I used to go and look up like.. gore and fucked up shit like that on bestgore or liveleak whatever. I don’t actually genuinely want to do these fetishes but I’ll look up extreme Anal/vaginal gaping or like inserting weird/huge shit, enemas/shit/piss stuff, extreme gangbangs with like triple penetration. And I just watch it like like a train wreck just for the horror of it and just to see how far the human body can go I guess.
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You can be ashamed or you can come join the femdom thread anon.
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A guy I’m trying to hook up with made a joke about me being his sugar mama, and honestly I do not and never will make enough money to do that but now I’m like…. oh that’s kinda hot. It goes against almost everything I personally believe about relationships but in a fantasy situation I would just have a himbo layabout boyfriend who would roll me blunts and cook for me and I could bankroll his lifestyle.
Maybe it's just a context thing. When you watch porn, you're already in the expectation of watching sex and getting off. When you watch a movie, and it springs a sex scene on you, you're not expecting to be aroused.
Also probably the obvious is how differently sex is framed in movies. Often it's just some closeups of like legs and shoulders in dim light, or a wide shot of them on top of each other with maybe the guy's ass visible (or even that's covered with a sheet, lol). It can't be too erotic for big cinema.
I've never posted about it on ot but I once posted it on the previous fetishes you're ashamed of thread. I won't be acting on this fantasy ever, don't worry nonny
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I also like the idea of two guys pressing their dicks together and me going to town on em with my tongue. not sure if logistically that'd be possible, touching/rubbing their dicks together as well getting my mouth all up in there. maybe only side action would be possible but I like the idea
yeah it's a fetish for sure. years ago I saw a vid of two women that had loads of string tied around them, binding them together and they were all squirming around, trying to free themselves (though not really trying hard since the point of the vid was being bound together obviously) it was half hot with the rubbing against each other as they squirmed and half funny since they so easily could've gotten loose and looked kind of stupid. your post reminded me of that. it was called tangle cats/kittens or something>>154923>My exes and I use to play wrestle so I still find the sensation of being pinned down and heavy weight on me hot. Bonus points for teasing talk, "Aw, what's the matter? You feeling weak already, little girl?"
yessss I want to play wrestle with a guy so bad, someone huge who is obviously far stronger than me just for him to tease me like that
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this is mostly due to newgrounds and unsupervised internet access
>big monsters like orcs and aliens fucking and impregnating me
>weird abuse hentai, doesnt matter what it is, even if its grotesque. (HAS to be hentai)
>being walked in by my bf at night and fucked in my sleep (orgins of this one unknown, possibly due to missing father figure)
>having my boyfriend play with my body while not being attentive to me. like touching my breasts while watching a movie.
>the idea of rape but not the reality of it. i am deeply, deeply ashamed of this one. i would never roleplay it and my bf agrees that its just the idea i like.
am i fucked up enough to get therapy about this? or am i broken forever? I havent consumed any hentai games in over 5 years and im still fucked up. i watch hentai maybe every 3 months or so, very very rarely.
I don't get why you'd need therapy. Does it interviene with your ability to function in everyday life or to enjoy sex with your bf?
Just getting turned on by weird shit is not a big deal imo.
Game in the pic you posted actually made me realize I'm into cartoon monster fucking more than into any "real porn", i'm ashamed but just mildly.
Agree with other anons, no reason to worry about it as long as it's not negatively influencing your sex life. For what it's worth hentai consumption is in a way less immoral than real people porn given it's pretty much guaranteed no one was actually abused in a process.
thank you for your responses fellow monster connoisseuses. >>156822
my biggest problem with it all is that i do not physically get wet even though i want to devour my boyfriend pretty much everyday. i wonder if its because of the early exposure and if its reversible.
ive been working on fixing it by not consuming any sort of porn for about a year now and its not helping>>156829
good shit anon this makes me feel much better.>>156842
thats a great point, you are right anon.
These are fantasies - everyone has them, and 99% of the time they have very little to do with who someone is as a person, and what kind of sex they're actually into. More importantly, you know
that they are fantasies, and not your primus motor for existance. You differentiate them from what you want to actually act on.
No harm in fantasising, honestly. Let yourself live free inside your own head. Of course it's healthy to be self-aware and think about why we're into what we happen to be into at any given time, and where that shit comes from, but there's absolutely nothing wrong with having fantasies.
almost nothing gets me as wet as big brother incest stuff. it's really cringe and i am an only child so i'm pretty sure i wouldn't like it if i actually had a brother.
also i think i am kind of a little bit of a cuck. don't think i'd go through with that irl though unless as a roleplay with someone i had already slept with together with my partner.>>156818
also your last three ones. the sleep fucking thing is kinda difficult in practice kek.
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otal top here but mommy shit and being the sub. i want someone with big tits to take care of me and make me feel safe, i'd suck on her tits as she comforts me and puts my head in between them
another one is ignoring my partner. i like when they want my attention so badly and i blow them off, barely glance at them with sort of disgust while they beg, all while im on my phone and not saying a word but they keep talking and beg you to acknowledge them. it's hot when they actually start lightly grinding on you or lowkey playing w themselves while looking at you and gradually get more desperate for your attention. and then you finally strap them down hard when they start getting annoying and take your anger out on them. or keep ignoring them and having your way w them. generally making them feel unimportant
lastly, being called daddy even though i'm not a man. idk what that's all about. idk the psychology of any of this
>>157129>Does anyone else feel like this?
Sure, we have a femdom thread, you're welcome there.
>Is this normal?
It's not purely vanilla but it's still pretty common to engage in some aspect of power play in bed, so yeah you're normal. Less common for women to enjoy being dominant but it's a lot of fun, and a large portion of men enjoy being submissive (many more than most will admit). Definitely within the realm of reality that you could find someone who would enjoy this.
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I have literally 0 interest in real life sex, much less am a masochist but damn I love woman-made horrorporn shit like Boyfriend To Death and weird niche fanfic erotica, I don't masturbate to it either it just gives me nice stomach butterflies idk why when women make gory shit its sexy and has that perfect erotic mix of pain and pleasure but when scrotes do it just comes off as sadistic and like they have irl murder fantasies.
I am also certified Monster/Robot/Alien fucker, tbh I appreciate anything that is completely removed from humanity be either physically or morally.
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i think this is the first time i've seen someone openly both into torture porn and
monstrous characters, i'm happy to see i'm not alone because that's all i fantasize about. please tell us what your favorite type of monster is
it's a shame there can't be more people like us, i'm not really ashamed but i feel like a freak sometimes
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idk if this is normie shit but imagining that i'm being interrogated and eventually being fucked relentlessly by a guy or multiple guys in military uniform is really hot. or something like a general giving me to his subordinates to fuck as my punishment or something.
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Mine is definetely aliens! Vaguely humanoid lizard-looking ones are my favourite (I probably played too much Mass Effect) I love the idea of a very otherwordly and monstrous looking creature with sharp teeth and claws being actually a very cultured and eloquent space traveler.
Tbh weirdly enough I feel like terato stuff is on the healthier end of the spectrum because (SADLY) I won't be monsterfucking any time soon, oh to live in the timeline where cool scifi aliens visit earth, so its 100% escapism fetish fun, the torture porn shit skews more on the dubious side but I hate irl stuff so eh.
I don't go parading my tastes around but I have no shame either aka my friends probably can see who I follow on twitter (Sarah Stone is a goddess by the way).
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>>157232>it's a shame there can't be more people like us>i'm not really ashamed
OK farmers, time to kinkshame massively
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Pretty much the only time i feel truly feminine is when i fantasize about being raped. I dont really know how to explain it, but imagining a man forcibly take what he wants as i cry and whine under him, just that feeling of being pathetic i guess really turns me on.
I also like the idea of being extremely drunk and a guy or a group of guys having their way with me, doing increasingly fucked up things and taking pics or videos in the process.
Also, a guy talking about me to others after we had sex. I like the humiliation aspect of it, like him just exposing me and telling others what im into or what i sound like when i cum and stuff like that. I dont doubt many man do this already, and obviously id never actually want this to happen, but the fantasy itself does something for me.
+ I like the idea of being heard (or possibly even seen lmao) during sex. Like just a group of people listening as i get railed in the next room, and then me having to face them and act like nothing happened.
Really disappointed with myself for these and sometimes i wonder if they developed because of porn-induced brainrot or self-hate or something.
have you actually done knife play? if so, would you be the receiver? that shit sounds really hot but i don't think i could give or receive.
along the same line, i'd love to fuck someone while pointing a gun at their head
I haven't. It's always been a fantasy of mine though. Honestly, I wouldn't mind being the receiver or the giver of it. It feeds into a degradation kink as well tbh. My friend who likes to share her sexual encounters with me told me the other day about her experience with knife play and I got so jealous.
For some odd reason, I can't bring myself to get into the idea of gun play. It seems scarier to me, even if the gun is fake/not loaded. I don't even have any trauma surrounding guns, they just scare me more.
I feel guilty about thinking about this too.
I used to fantasize about it as a way to cope with not being interested in men irl. I thought that if a guy forced himself on me it was the only way I could have 'real sex' that I didn't have to instigate or feel guilty about because it wasn't my fault. Super fucked up to think about. I think its a common fetish because it gives you the feeling of relinquishing control of yourself while still being able to control everything else about the fantasy.
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aliens make the most exciting monsters, i agree!
mine is lankier monsters that don't look threatening but are gross/slimy/ugly/devious looking, etc. sometimes i feel as though to be attracted to something i have to be disgusted by it, it's really strange.
most of the content i find on tumblr is bara tier demon men which is cool but it's just not my thing, they have too much muscle and remind me of irl men.>>157243
kek sorry, i love being a menace to society
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I don't know if the dark fantasy count but
I don't mind if Keanu Reeves murder the shit of me. When I mean murder like I want him to kill me that cause me to die. Alternative: Adam Driver
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i have a weird objectification and or slight bimbofication fetish. not by strangers i guess but by an sexual partner I'm with I've had a fantasy of like me cooking while only wearing an apron while also being fucked and also giving my partner oral while they ignore me /are doing something else
If you by sis women mean troons, sure
Remember that they likely love this thread btw
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I have a pregnancy fetish too not the body horror egg laying kind, but just the domestic fluffy-ness of being cared for while you're pregnant is what I'm into kek. Women look beautiful when they're pregnant
>mfw all I want is to have a butch gf to look after me and raise our child together in a cottage out in the countryside.
Not really sure how I got into it, I was never a bedwetter or anything like that. I discovered internet porn at a pretty young age and I’m sure it just came up in a video I was watching and awakened something in me lol. All I know is that for a long time it’s been my fantasy to have a group of men take turns fucking me and pissing on me.
And yes only hydrated pee would be nice lol, makes sense to chug water and fill your bladder beforehand so you can pee for longer anyways!
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guys.. i'm 30 and have this intense desire to hook up with 18-19 year olds. it feels gross but i really just want to fuck an inexperienced, eager young guy. has anyone done this
saaaame! holy shit i feel so ashamed but i cant help it! and also as >>157537
anon said, they are adults.
even if burgerfags believe that their law applies worldwide. i havent done it and i dont think i could even do it but legal age also varies from country to country
anon… chill… i literaly said in my original post >i havent done it and i dont think i could ever do it
it's just a fantasy
This is a little different and maybe a bit weird but this has been affecting me so deeply and I'm looking for some advice; I really don't wanna feel ashamed anymore, but I think I deserve it(?). I'm bipolar and I get super horny during my manic phases but also suffer from delusions during said mania. I have these "fetishes" of being very roughly dominated, daddykink, raped, you know, the usual. I usually read erotica (I don't watch porn) or listen to erotic male audios online but lately have been suffering so much from this religious-centered delusion I have. If a character in the erotica, for example, says something like, "Oh, God!" or "Jesus." or anything like that, I feel this shock of fear and I begin to feel so ashamed for reading the holy names in that context and I feel like God is going to smite me down for it, or a demon is going to attack me, etc. It happens while I'm trying to masturbate or sometimes even when I'm just having dirty thoughts. Sometimes I get panic attacks because I think the shadows around me are forming into the demons that are going to attack me. I know I should try harder to cut the sin out of my life, but it's particularly hard when I'm manic. It's hard to look in the mirror or see my reflection because I can almost see my face contorting into the ugly sinful being I've become. It kinda sucks because I have the most amazing orgasms while I'm manic.
dude there's an entire movement of skinheads who are anti-racist. having a shaved head doesn't make you a white supremacist kek. as someone who was into the punk scene there is even "SHARP", skinheads against racial prejudice, because once again racist cunts appropriated something and gave it a bad connotation. in this case it's the skinhead look.>>157597
You're thinking of boneheads.>>157608
Am a SHARP and can confirm.
We have the National Front here in the UK, which is where a lot of the old UK skins used to get their racism bullshit from. Americans have boneheads, which has only added further fuel to the fire regarding the public's image of Skinheads. A lot of old skins in the UK are beer swilling boomers who can be racist/judgemental, but a lot of the younger ones are in it for the music (as it should be imo). Obvs you get racists in any subculture, but that can't be helped. It's funny though, because Skin subculture came from the Caribbean. Working class black people from there settled in the UK, brought over their music, and the clothing style merged with the working class whites. If you google 'Trad skin', that's how they originally dressed. Shirt, cardigan, slacks and loafers. Not this stupid goony looking yank style with the bleachers, army boots and bomber jacket. If you like that look, fair enough. Sorry to sperg about it.
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I'm really ashamed of this and I've been denying it for long but I'm into crossdressing, I'm not even attracted to women but something about feminine soft men in little dresses/skirts/lingerie..etc turns me on loads, I think it's the humiliation part but I also enjoy them looking cute secretly attracted to some troons for that reason and you can only imagine how shameful is that.
Speaking of humiliation I think I'm also into slightly chubby big guys who are also sweet and easy to bully, I've hit on multiple without even realising what I've been doing and I hate this one but I think it goes with my humiliating kink, I feel sorry for the men I encounter.
Sadly most of the men who are into this type of femdom stuff are into pegging and other stuff I'm not into, I want to corrupt a sweet innocent guy in the way I want him to be.
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I've got into impreg shit in a big way recently and I don't know why. I'm happily childfree, so that's why I'm ashamed.
The other is Winchester whump, which is the most tumblr sentence ever and I'm so sorry that I made you lovely farmers read it. I just love seeing those boringly pretty men getting the absolute hell kicked/beaten/stabbed/shot/tortured out of them. I haven't even seen the show, I just look at the gifs, lel.
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Whump with cute guys, but only in very extreme cases (picrel is a good example). I just imagine the pooling blood feels very warm and syrupy, idk. No, I'm not a vampire.
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Damn anon, supreme taste. Cute boys with mommy issues who are physically weak and can't live without you are top tier. Too bad I haven't met anyone irl who somewhat fits that bill who isn't also gross, fat, or cringy/pathetic. Maybe it's only attractive in theory to me, who knows. Have you managed to find a qt boy like that in real life, anon?
To contribute to the thread, recently I've been thinking it would be kind of hot to bully an incel (preferably weak and effeminate and really insecure about it). Like I would make fun of him and his unrealistic standards and put him down and he'd be getting really angry because I'm not his hot stacy ideal gf and women aren't supposed to know about incel ideology, but it would be so obvious that he was getting aroused because it's the first time a girl has ever acknowledged him and he'd get all frustrated and embarrassed- and then I'd make fun of him for that too. Hoooo boy. It's really stupid and contrived but I can dream.
>>158001> Cute boys with mommy issues who are physically weak and can't live without you are top tier
agreed, but they are also soooo fucking annoying, clingy and exhausting! and most of them end up being undercover abusive
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My sister. Everything I know about Supernatural, I learned through gifs.
Anyway, have this: my gift to you. Dean looks so much better bloody.
KEK you're not wrong, I was certainly a fujo in middle school and early high school. I don't consider myself one now, but when I do feel like reading some fic/looking at fanart, I go for gay boys. Elricest was literally my first family ship, I remember being introduced to it…>>158105
They don't have
to be related, but it's the only way I can enjoy incest content if I go for it. It ends up being the hottest, gdi.
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hearing about government scientists and employees paving the way for unethical events is hot. oppenheimer can get this WAP.
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I think I'm pretty vanilla compared to some of the others in this thread, but I'm just gonna share anyways.
I like being tied up, getting bitten, forced to piss, gunplay, getting fucked/molested while I'm asleep, and just flat out being abused during sex, also some rape and gangbangs by a bunch of men that laugh at me being so weak and trying so hard to fight them back. Oh and being dragged to get fucked and raped in a deserted area.
But I also like doing the same thing to women as well. I like being abused by men but at the same time abusing women.
My boyfriend shares some of the same kinks with me but I'm not gonna tell him this shit even though he'll most likely be chill with it. It's more of a weird dignity thing.
I think a lot of this has come from being repeatedly molested by my grandfather but for some reason older men wasn't turned into a trauma kink for some reason.
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Anon, you’re making me blush.
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I'm very ashamed of how much I like guro. It's not usually a very "female oriented" fetish, but I like to imagine myself as the one in the artwork. I've got a special liking for having my midsection or the area right above my hips ripped open/apart. I include it in a lot of my "horror" art (pic related), and people think nothing of it other than its a bit creepy, but I kind of get off on it.
I'm not into necro technically but I keep having this fantasy of walking around near a old farm shed in a very rural area with no one around, and it collapses and crushes me. Only my upperhalf and torso are crushed though, so below my hips is sticking out awkwardly. Maybe some guy passes by and sees me sticking out, unmoving. So he takes advantage of the situation. Only, right when he finishes, he moves too fast or too hard and I'm torn in half more, so that he's only holding my lower half.
I just kind of have a thing for pain in general. I used to cut myself when getting off but I stopped it because I was worried I'd get sent to psychiatric if they got the wrong idea. Now it's just being too into waxplay, knifeplay, and asphyxiation play.
I really don't know whats wrong with me. Trauma? Mental illness? Just being a crazy bitch? I would NEVER tell any future partners about this. I couldn't ask them to hurt me even if I'm getting off on it.
Oh yeah, I like troons who can at least decently pass. I'm not into the party city wig and 5 o clock shadow shit. It's weird because I don't like sissy stuff. I like the bolt on tits. It's like bimofication but with men? But they also have to pass?
I dunno, I was scared to come back to this thread after I posted that. More embarrassing to me than me putting out there that I wanted to be a limbless fuck doll.>>156818>having my boyfriend play with my body while not being attentive to me. like touching my breasts while watching a movie
I like this in theory, but my boyfriend actually does this and it makes me feel weird. He even fucks me to wake me up (I told him to do it) and I'm too much of a pussy to tell him I actually hate it irl.>>157614
ot but that's cool. How are skins in the UK? In the US they're all around general cunts. Even the SHARPs.>>158191
I swear porn rots our brains. Because as a frequent gurochan user, I was really into this, but now I have scars everywhere. I hate my coomer brain. I need to learn to let things stay a fantasy.
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Damn anon you're a twisted bitch. (No hate tho.) I'm pretty sadistic but fantasizing about violence that extreme is a bit much even for me. I like guro art but mostly in an aesthetic way, I'm more turned on by things more feasible in the real world. You'd probably like Takato Yamamoto's work, if you don't already know about him?
>waxplay, knifeplay, and asphyxiation play
All of these are pretty workable in a regular relationship with adequate boundaries, especially waxplay. Even a normie should be able to drip a candle over someone without feeling like an evil abuser, and light asphyxiation is practically common "thanks" to porn. I know the point of this thread is shit you're ashamed of but honestly I don't think any of the stuff you actually want to do is that bad or taboo. If you enjoy it and can find a trustworthy partner then I don't see a problem.
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Thanks, I know I’m autistic. I come off as very normal and friendly, modest even. Which is why I feel even worse… and don’t worry, I don’t have many friends to show it to. >>158646
Thanks for the advice and recommendation, I’ll check it out. The problem is by asphyxiation play I mean pretending to drown me by shoving my head under the bathwater. What to do?
Here’s more of my art that no one asked for.
Sort of related but I’m also into dolls. Like not sex dolls, normal small ones. Like fashion dolls. I want to be a small fashion doll and get off to the idea of being dressed up/down. I really should just kill myself.
Trust me,you DON'T want to kill yourself (pretty drawing there)
Why should you be ashamed of your fetish/kink?the repulsive shit I've read from the older threads where these anons have such fucked up fetishes make me question humanity.there was one anon wanting to fuck a horse,another with a scat fetish and lastly an anon with a murder and cannibal fetish.seriously
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Well I mean this is a fetishes your ashamed of thread ha.. And I suppose I don’t get off to rekt videos or real violence, I don’t even really watch porn.
At least I’m not hurting anyone else.>>158704
I know you really like my art so I’m going to post more of it.
fuck you bitch, stop kink shaming>>158736
keep posting, spite the nonnie
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I was groomed into loli/jail-bait due to my size by my previous bf and the literal groomers before him, my ex was probably a pedo and this is a very pedo thing it's fucked, and I've been aware of it for a while and I kind of enjoy it but hate it at the same time, I enjoy being small and cared for by men who are way bigger than I am but that part that I developed myself is that at the same time I enjoy being bitchy and having total control and dom men,I really enjoy playing into it and acting innocent while simultaneously abuse them, I want men to awe all over me and think I'm the sweetest thing ever but also I want them to suffer mentally and physically, I want to be feared as much as I wanna be loved, emotional mainpulation is also a big part of it because they can't have evidince of why I am a bad person, I always scare men off and I'm aware how it's bad on so many levels but the more I ignoer it the worse it gets.
Ntayrt but in a similar situation and I really wish that I had never discovered it as a porn category. I feel like the connections are made in my brain and I'm fucked now. Ironically I'm an absolute neat freak and hygiene obsessive person irl. Could never and would never want any part in it in real life either. But here I am needing those type of fantasies to orgasm. Great
I come across men in the comment sections of that stuff and they're pretty full on, never shutting up about wanting to meet women to partake in that stuff in reality. Telling every fetish model that they want to find a wife 'just like her' .. Guess I'm grateful I'm not that deep into it. Weirdly I've only ever dated men but I watch women when it comes to this fetish stuff.
I've been following the recent pyrocynical allegations and seeing people laugh at the fart fetish aspect is a nice reminder not to let myself get so consumed that the fetishes snowball and end up wedged within layers of other depravity.
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That must cost a load of bucks
All of this, I've lurked reddit and 4chan threads about this and the men are crazy. The women who do it are mainly on it for money, but the few women who actually enjoy doing that stuff only like / talk to other women who are interested or want to watch them go too. The few that interact with men only do it to get their neetbux or to treat them like a literal toilet.
All the men that say they want someone like that but of course they are not trustworthy and many will flip the switch from wanting "to watch her shit" to wanting "her to eat my shit because it's it degrading". There's always some underlying motive.
I've been following the pyrocyinical stuff too, and it's a great reminder not to get too deep into internet stuff, especially discord.
Anyway, sometimes when I get to anxious to watch scat videos but still horny, I like to look for stories. literotica has some nice tags, especially the lesbian scat ones. Another website is toiletstool, I love reading particularly the stories by women there
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There's a text game called Degrees of lewidity that has that exact scenario. It's pretty hot.
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Inspired by this anon I drew my shameful kink as well I got so wet drawing it I hate it I think I now somewhat understand coomer artists more.
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I wanna go back in time to age 18 and sexually bully 28 year old Elijah. Just pinch his little belly fats, make fun of his height and make him cry. Or to top him with my Uber Chad bf. He can service me while Mr. Thundercock enjoys that cute plump booty.
Its actually embarrassing how autismally horny I am for this little goblin man.
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Eternal Sunshine Lij is great but there’s something about pathetic, sweaty loser Elijah in Wilfred / Dirk Gently that makes me rock hard. https://youtu.be/43o7pWkimog
God I wish I were Jason Gann
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>>159072>I have heard you can get intestinal worms from doing it.
Tell your partner to get a Enema for rimming.>And a lot of scrotes into it seem to think they are degrading the woman and I dont want feel degraded I just like the ass.
Get a guy which likes it but insecure about.
Tell him to get on his knees and bent over, rimming a guy bareback puts him in a more dominant position than making him taking a sub position. Giving him a milking handjob while rimming him should drive him even further to submission.
There are parasites that you can get from it like giardia. I read an article a while back where a gay man described thinking that he had caught hiv because he had bloody diarrhea for months on end. It turned out it was a parasite and it was resistant to treatment. He went through a whole lot of different docs and methods to get rid of it but then he catches a different parasite because he was still sleeping around with an emphasis on liking to rim. That time he was even more fucked while trying to shift it.
I wish I had the link because the hellish years of bloody diarrhea being described…then followed by him admitting to still getting his own ass eaten out during those times..I just? It was like reading horror. The gay community does have a growing problem where these bugs are becoming more common and more resistant to treatment. Don't know what the chances are of catching something like that if you're not in an already high risk scene though.
I've eaten ass before but I stopped doing it. Worrying about just regualr old germs is too much for me. I can enjoy it on a screen or in my imagination but irl it's not all that hot.
You ever seen when men take dick pics sitting on the toilet…like who is going to fantasise about putting their mouth around that while it's right by a toilet bowl??
I refuse to believe women are dreaming of sex acts on/around toilets. Please tell me we're not lol
I've noticed a strange amount of hentai/doujins (aimed at men) that feature toilets. It's gotta be intentional because someone went out of their way to draw it. Maybe it's the danger aspect of being a semi-public place like a restroom? Or it's hot just because it's considered gross?
Seeing a toilet in porn is such a complete turn off to me, I don't get it. It's gotta be there because it's taboo or something.
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I wonder if it's derived from my fucked up history of self harm, but I've found the idea of a guy cutting or burning me during or after sex hot, especially if he starts by going for smaller wounds and continues to wound deeper until he just decides to go for the jugular and off me.
On a smaller scale I like the idea of being branded, bruised, or bitten, but that's not nearly as shameful
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just read a piece of what is basically oviposition erotica (with the male receiving the eggs) and got ridiculously wet, i hate myself so much rn
Anon this is weird and very armchair of me to say but your art doesn't feel very fetish related, it passes as the usual girly artsy guro. Even the average traumacore art on Tumblr feels more sexual, it makes me wonder if perhaps your fixation was not originally sexual for you but that you have just affixed your sexuality to it, if that makes any sense? Especially with how you don't get off to irl gore or porn. With this in mind I would be wary in getting involved with irl extreme BDSM or doing anything that pushes you further down that path.
I don't think there is anything wrong with having bizarre fantasies or expressing them with art but I don't think it would be a bad thing for you to try to figure out where these came from or to talk to a counselor. I would hate you imagine that someone might take advantage of your interests to hurt you. Idk maybe I'm talking out of my ass and projecting, I read too much guro as a tween and it fucked me up in ways I didn't recognize for years afterwards, I still enjoy the aesthetics of artistic guro but I no longer have any sexual interest in it.>>158746
You might also need to get therapy to remove the loli/jailbait grooming you were subjected to. There's nothing wrong with enjoying switching power dynamics but if you only see yourself as attractive for being smol loli jailbait you are going to have lower self esteem the older you get
Tell me the story dear anon, is it fetish related?
outing myself here as a gross monsterfucker yet again, but it's "alien x female reader" by monstersandmaw on tumblr.
while i'm here: i secretly wanna know what it's like to have a man be genuinely scared of me. it could be really hot. sadly i'm not threatening at all, so that'd be a difficult thing to accomplish.
oh yeah i daydream about being a badass gunslinger lady all the time and that's probably why kek
not a good idea in a sexual or intimate situation cause it would totally ruin the mood, but maybe i could just use a belt or something.
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Are we talking regular objectification or picrel objectification here anon
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this fetish unironically appeared after I was introduced to this video game character. it doesn't have to be the character since his traits are what matters. im not even into super big or older men irl, i kinda detest them but i think that's what adds to the hot. i love the idea of being taken over by some well-aged adonis and pounded into the desk while all i can do is let out a whine from how much my guts have been stirred up. his body is huge, his cock is huge, he's much more experienced and gets off on how intimidated i am. he'll press my face against his crotch, can cum in his pants just from watching how powerless i am, slide a pistol in my mouth to suck on, will stop and admire how i struggle to handle any spect of him. there are even thoughts of getting pissed on or lightly beaten. im just ashamed of it for the huge lack of respect for myself in the fantasy. like i said i dont even like big or older men, but its so easy to get me wet thinking of the scent of those huge balls on my face. i think its because when i was younger (pre puberty into teenage years) id talk to so many older men online (no friends) and often they became pervy or predatory. a lot of them were into rape too and so as a by product when i did shitty erp it would always be rape and i therefore got a rape fet. send help
nayrt but I've been playing it too and as gross as it is, have been enjoying it. I played for hours the other night, got captured and taken to a farm where they made me act like a cow and milked me and shit. I feel like a coomer too because I was getting turned on playing it, as fucking weird as the storyline was
I also deliberately tried to get myself captured by eden because, I'm ashamed to say, love that character and I'm stupid turned on by the idea of a big burly hunter taking me to his cabin to keep me there for sex. the whole whole stockholm syndrome and slowly falling for him does it for me too. bored and horny as shit in lockdown right now and I keep going back to this fantasy>>161296
I feel you anon, I'm turned on by that kinda thing too. maybe not as deeply as you cause I don't wanna be pissed on, beaten or having smelly old balls in my face but
>his body is huge, his cock is huge, he's much more experienced and gets off on how intimidated i am
sorry you had to experience putting up with gross old men online, I also used to chat to older men from time to time when I was a teenager and looking back it was so disgusting of them.
This reminded me of a fantasy I had when I was trying to get pregnant.
Basically they'd put a milking machine looking thing on my breasts and clit and tell me they'd only inseminate me if I orgasm. Worked really well at the time, but now that I'm not trying to get pregnant anymore it's just weird and doesn't do anything for me anymore.
That's actually one I'm ashamed of because wtf I'm not livestock.
ayrt, oh god I hate to say it but that is hot. be thankful it no longer turns you on cause I wish it didn't for me, kek
I feel legitimately dirty writing this out but I've also fantasised about lactation. I saw a porn that involved it once and it stuck with me apparently
yeah I think that's why even liking it a tiny amount makes me feel ashamed. like, breast milk is obviously meant for a baby.
just wondering when you say, it went away once you stopped trying to get pregnant was that because you did become pregnant?
Irl I've never been a fan of smells, in my relationships I was always in the habit of initiating sex right after my partner gets out of the shower. That's how fresh I like partners to be. But in my fantasyland I have a celebrity crush and alot of what I want to do with him is just smell him.
There's pics of him where he has his arms up and the armpit shots do some weird shit to me. I don't see myself enjoying mens BO in reality but the fantasy with that one guy gets me off.
sorry for the late response. Yeah, I got pregnant and then started breastfeeding and it was just never sexy to me. Even when having sex while still breastfeeding I'd always be super selfconcious about milk leaking I wouldn't let my husband near my boobs even though I normally enjoy him sucking on them.>>161416
I saw this video the other day where you had a POV of a guy licking feet/shoes and damn. I do now understand POV porn. https://vimeo.com/33351092
(starts at 0:47)
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I like tentacles and slimes, slugs, some insects specifically mantises. All the hentai is scrotey af the female characters never enjoy it and it always ends with them having a gross john carpenter hybrid babby. It makes me depressed and tired and turns me off.
I just want a romantic doujin about an affectionate monster getting sensual with a woman, rubbing her clit, getting her off, is that too much to ask