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No. 1897423
Unleash your secrets
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>>>/ot/1868574 No. 1898246
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i come on and vomit my way through all the off topic threads when i’m stoned and bored. brings me joy
No. 1898388
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i sometimes wish i was a basic white guy. not in a tif way but in a "white guys live life on easy mode, and i want that." as much as i despise the male sex i think if i woke up as Ryan or Seth i would not be too terribly upset
No. 1898414
>>1898409risk of rape drops down to basically 0%, people won't always take your achievements for granted
despite ironically being of the sex that gets the most handouts and pity parties, you won't be seen as weak or an easy target if you hit the gym maybe semi-regularly, and you'll always
always have a cute partner if you even ATTEMPT to be more than a total scumbag. male camaradie is insane, so you'd get that too (i swear to god i have no idea how the ""male loneliness"" meme started, it's completely a lie). but yeah, it would've been easier.
seething over this is dumb but i can't help it. i really don't get how men don't understand how good they have it. masculinity/male socialization isn't even half as bad as female socialization, men are taught to be doctors and heroes and women are taught to be the wives of doctors and heroes. stupid fuckers
No. 1898551
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>>18983881. I agree. I would have avoided a lot of drama and discourse growing up. No one would have harassed me for my hobbies, fashion and major if I was born a white male
2. There’s nothing with a game studio having those kinds of demographics. Most gamers in this country are white males and it’s not surprising that they end up as gamers. It’s only a problem if they refuse to hire someone based on inborn traits
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I want to date but I feel too old to date the kinds of guys I’m attracted to. I didn’t date in college because I wanted to focus on getting a degree to make enough money to live alone, away from my religious family and to save up for plastic surgery (I feel too ugly to be loved in my current state). sadly I never got the degree and I’m still dateless at 26
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>>1898551>There’s nothing with a game studio having those kinds of demographics. Most gamers in this country are white males and it’s not surprising that they end up as gamers. It’s only a problem if they refuse to hire someone based on inborn traitsI agree, some of my favorite series were made by white American or Japanese scrotes, if they can make a good and engaging game, that's what I care about most, not their race or gender.
No. 1898604
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Sometimes I regret deleting all my social media pre covid because Ive lost a lot of weight and look good- but I also have lost friends by not posting all the time. Will I go back? No. But still; wanna prove it to tha haturz.
No. 1898623
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I want to be kirbyfag's friend. I just feel like they would have an interesting brain. According to the husbando thread, there's surprisingly multiple kirbyfags but I want to talk with the biggest kirbyfag.
No. 1898868
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I read my bf's diary.
I absolutely do not deserve him.
No. 1898869
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>>1898868My honest reaction to that information
No. 1898879
>>1898873nta but it's a picture from tumblr according to the file name
>>1898872it's popularized recently because it's good for the mental health supposedly
No. 1898881
>>1898875thanks nona, i'll check it out
>>1898873i think it's cute and romantic
No. 1898953
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I don't have any friends in real life now that I've moved away from my old town. I don't like to keep in contact with anyone, and it's a struggle for me to maintain my internet relationships. Sometimes I feel like something's wrong with me. I used to love having internet friends and irl friends, but now that I'm getting older it feels like a strain. I haven't talked to two of my internet friends in weeks, another in days. It's felt so freeing, but I feel guilty for being so happy. I'm so lucky that there are even people who like me, but sometimes it feels like I physically can't talk to them. I wouldn't feel so bad, but one of them basically only has me as a friend, so I feel guilty.
No. 1899076
>>1897995I can imagine, but she's fairly young and very well-kept so it wouldn't surprise me if she was the type to not like that kind of thing (not that she would ever be into me regardless)
>>1898049There are plenty of women out there that talk down on other women who don't shave but I get what you mean. I've gone so long without shaving that I forget it's even an societal expectation. Even on other people any body hair they have just doesn't register as anything out of the ordinary to me, regardless of gender.
>I wish less women would shave. it's so stupidAgreed
No. 1899114
>>1898388Me too. For most of the reasons people already listed but also because dating as a lesbian is harder than it should be. Not to sound like a
femcel, but I always roll my eyes when men complain about how difficult it is to get a woman to like them knowing straight women would settle for the bare minimum of a guy who's a decent human being capable of maturity. The problem lies with how few of them know how to do even that.
No. 1899133
>>1898883lmao no you didn’t
>>1898881I wasn’t trying to say that particular entry isn’t cute I just don’t think it was really her bf based on the filename.
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No. 1899508
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Silly confession. Every time I pass a squishmallow in store I have to squish it. It brings me so much joy. But I feel way too old to buy one.
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>>1899508I want one but my problem is that I can't find one that I truly want, I want a squishmallow that I will constantly want to squish and see around.
No. 1899518
>>1899514They're like Pokemon,you have to catch them all with their little faces and puffy bodies. And I sound like such a cat mom right now.
>>1899516Ok! Thank you.
No. 1900156
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i have the same head shape as florence pugh and it's making me suicidal
No. 1900165
>>1900156Im sorry
nonnie, I’m sure you’re still pretty regardless
No. 1900206
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I don’t think there’s anything wrong with her head shape, people usually criticize her plastic surgery and body
No. 1900946
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>>1900590I'd rather eat fast food than let myself go hungry. I just want you to know that I'm ordering food again in the morning cause I have another reward. And the day after that too.
>>1900633That wasn't me, but I appreciate it regardless anon kek.
No. 1901029
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My only friend is a literally retarded scrote. He's severely autistic and you can tell just by looking at him. I'm awkward and boring and have a hard time finding friends, so he's the only person that gets me out of my apartment. I use him so I have someone to do stuff with like going to the movies or eating at restaurants. He always pays for me despite being broke, which is nice of him. But we have nothing in common and our conversations are incredibly dull. When people see us together they definitely assume I'm his tard wrangler or a prostitute.
Well, maybe friendship doesn't always have to be so deep. We hang out the way dogs hang out. Just wandering around town looking for stuff to do. But it's embarrassing. He's so retarded he'll cry actual tears when something doesn't go his way. He's so retarded his family controls his money. I'm so retarded I hang out with a retard. And a male one at that. Oh well.
No. 1901658
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Ken is unironically my ideal husbando, I truly would love having a stupid crybaby dickless himbo to bully. My femdom and dacriphile tendencies were out of control during this silly ass movie.
No. 1901726
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>>1901716It's really fascinating. You can watch the blood react to the hydrogen peroxide. You can get it anywhere really. I get mine for cheap at walmart or biglots.
No. 1901969
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>>1901911Nah as soon as they make that shit more realistic and I can build a bf I'm going to be living like the movie Surrogates out of a closet in a crack den no one will ever see me again
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>>1902000In your next life I will pray you're reincarnated as a goose
No. 1902461
>>1901865Unless he's one of the rare moids who doesn't watch porn ( he's not), you don't owe him shit. I assure you that , as the wise
>>1901870 anon says, he would never feel guilty about the stuff that makes you feel so bad you want to self harm again. It is sad but it is what it is.
No. 1902585
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I think my professor has a crush on me and because of my extreme daddy issues from having a dead father I am relishing the attention. I only have him one lesson a week just for a seminar but every week he comes and sits next to me to strike up a conversation with me, asking me lots of questions about myself, my interests, like he’s taken a great liking to my fashion sense and the way I dress but in a way I fucking love it because nobody really notices ever so it makes me feel really special. Today he said I was like a character out of a movie and it just made me so happy to be complimented like that. Help
No. 1902613
>>1902131>The loneliness is getting to me but anyone outside of this one specific phenotype is legit unattractive to meI’m so glad I’m not alone. I fucking hate that my brain is so autistically specific about who it wants to fuck, it’s actually retarded. All my crushes look so similar that they could be related. It also leads to, in my case at least, an unhealthy celebrity obsession. I know I’m too old for this shit and it makes me fucking miserable, but what am I supposed to do if no other humans are attractive to me? I mean practically speaking there comes a point
in horniness where you’ve gotta masturbate to something, so it’s gonna wind up being the damn celebrity because there are literally no other options.so it’s like I don’t even want to be this way but my body forces me to. Which sounds retarded but that’s how it feels.
>>1902125>I have a friend who's hooking up with a lot of guys she's extremely attracted to and I don't get itI can’t wrap my head around that either. Finding MULTIPLE people IRL you are sexually attracted to? How? I encounter so many people in a day and I try to fix myself by thinking “okay, how about that person? Could you work up sexual attraction to that person? Come on, let’s try. Tryyyyyyying. No, nothing”
Even stereotypically and objectively attractive people do nothing for me unless they fit my specific phenotype, and pretty much no one ever does because it’s so rare and specific.
Is there a way to “cure” this? I want more than anything to be able to be normal and find a partner or get irl crushes like other people do so naturally and easily. “Oh, he’s cute!” Or “oh, she’s hot!” Are never thoughts I’ve even once had towards passerbys even though other people think those things all the time.
No. 1902955
I was sexually assaulted when I was a child. It was by a friend, he was several years older than me at the time, a young teen. I've never mentioned it to my parents, never mentioned it to any partner. I've only told one person in my life, a friend I trusted deeply, and without missing a beat they replied 'that makes so much sense'. I can't explain how badly that hurt me, I think about it all the time. What happened to me was over 2 decades ago now, and truthfully my memory of it is hazy, but it's a horrid, dark secret that probably has harmed me more than I'll ever realise. Despite this, I have always thought I've come across stable and well adjusted. It's driving me insane that apparently that isn't accurate at all. How could I ever look someone in the eye and tell them this again? But I have so much anger and guilt over it, I just want to be free of these feelings.
No. 1902970
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I think I’ve been a lifelong yumejoshi but I didn’t know there was a term for this until I came onto this website. I’ve made solo art but never posted that stuff online due to fear of backlash or harassment. So I’ve kept myself entertained just fine. I used to think I was weird for even thinking about this. Maybe I am but less weird than I thought lmao
No. 1903255
>>1903236I think I only felt bad because I have to shower every day for work because I'm a chef.
I remember when I stayed at home all the time I would shower less too. Don't feel bad
No. 1903900
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I'd rather kill myself than ever be a man but my girlfriend is so cute I wish i could get her pregnant. I get frustrated because sometimes fingers are just not enough, i want to be even closer to her.
No. 1903910
>>1902598I think he is married. A girl I know from class was in classes with him before me and said he mentioned his wife, but he hasn’t mentioned being married at all since I’ve been in his class
>>1902599I’m not doing anything I’m just enjoying the attention and the compliments kek
>>1902916When did I say anywhere in my post that I was flirting with him? He gives me compliments and I just say thanks or I talk about something else
>>1902974Please state what I did wrong lol. If you read the post you’d see my professor has a crush on me, I don’t have one on him, I just like the attention.
No. 1904003
>>1903915>men being creeps is womans faultYou think the scrote would even listen if anon started to complain about it? He would just go full
victim "i-i was just trying to be nice" and make her seem like a bitch.
No. 1904016
>>1904007I literally explained my situation and why I would enjoy that kind of attention even to my detriment. What the fuck is wrong with you and why are you so
triggered? Seems like you’re overcompensating for something. Stop seething because you’re not cute, weirdo. This is for confessions and I don’t need you screaming down my throat because I confessed something on a confessions thread
No. 1904225
>>1904175Kek you’re gonna get banned.
i once got banned for complaining how when I go to a chain F500 retail store there’s no one working there who speaks English. We’re doomed.
No. 1904539
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I still masturbate to my ex and then I cry
No. 1904704
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i haven't seen all of this dude's art but i can't hate him too much, it seems to me he's just attracted to his wife
No. 1904843
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My partner has this judgemental friend who seems to have has everything go right in her life- supportive normal family who have bankrolled her wedding, buying a house, etc etc
She’s an annoying libfem but the type whose whole thing is domestic imbalance between male and female labour in the home etc despite being married to a woman. I mean fair I don’t like moids either but she’s been trying for a child with IVF and got pregnant straight away because of course she did. Super smug about her station in life but openly wanted and expected a girl. Said she would be going through a grieving process if she found out it was a boy. Anyway it is, with 6 months to go in the pregnancy. God is good kek I hate that bitch
No. 1904947
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My bf quit watching porn for me but I still play h-games and read a03 smut and never mentioned it to him.
No. 1905023
>>1905013I have a sneaking suspicion she’s been here before. Said something about being a
femcel in the last thread. Common loser experience among failure to launch Muslim chicks
No. 1905051
>>1904970I'm not even porn-addicted in the way scrotes are, it just became a hobby and I also enjoy the collecting/archiving aspect of it. I also dabbled in creating nsfw art/games, but ultimately gave that up as I did not have sufficient time to create quality works, which was probably for the best. I used to be obsessed with researching crimes and ran a true crime blog, but it was having a negative effect on my mental state so I quit years ago, and romance/ero media replaced that obsession. Female-oriented pornhwas and the like have dedicated fanbases and I don't have friends, so it replaced social interaction for me as well. Also I've been indulging in it for years at this point so I'm not sure what else to do with my free time. I have always had an interest in woodworking, but my situation is not conducive to setting up a workshop for that right now, so I won't indulge that interest for several more years. I know I should find more normie hobbies, but a lot of things either bore me, require irl social interaction, or are not practical for me to take up given my current circumstances. You are right though, it is largely a matter of self-control and I do intend to do something else with my time
after this Friday, a game I really like is putting out a new update. It's hard to find the right combination of mentally stimulating, relaxing, socializing, and well-intentioned.
No. 1905129
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Years ago when I was in middle school I made 10 accounts on Twitter so I can argue with some k-popers (I was also into k-pop) on the most retarded subjects ever, like nitpicking idols and malding over the fact that some idol was smoking kekk I kept spamming everywhere that he will die and everyone who disagrees is a faggot and he's also a faggot(the idol). I'd also have arguments in private messages where I was really malding over the stupidest k-pop opinions. In the end all the accounts got banned for hate speech. I was also larping as a korean(catfishing included) and telling everyone that I'm right because I'm korean and I see these idols everyday…. my sides.
No. 1905260
>>1905254don't feel bad nonna, we all do it at some point.
you gotta live with degeneracy in your brain, that's life.
No. 1905308
When my gf had morning sickness at a work event, she said she was gonna throw up before we could make it to the bathroom. We were alone in a fancy hotel hallway that had fancy flowers in beautiful silver vases, and in a moment of panic, I chucked the flowers out of the vase and have it to my gf to vomit in. I was too ashamed to walk to the bathroom with an expensive vase filled with puke…so I just put the flowers back in, sprayed the area with perfume, and we walked away. Nobody knew it was her, and the gossip the next day blamed some lady’s drunk idiot husband for the sick vase. To this day, nobody knows it was her. I feel bad for the wagie who had to clean it, but if she didn’t puke in that vase, she was gonna puke all over the floor and herself, so I tell myself that I actually helped them.
No. 1905324
>>1898053I have taken those real steps and I'm still struggling.
And most of all I'm pissed I'm watching my old friends with their neat houses and appartments and stable relationships while I missed the boat to get one before the housing market exploded. Praying for a massive crash by time I have some money on the bank.
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>>1905404You should look into Ashtar Sheran, my tinfoil aunt is obsessed with him
No. 1905640
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>>1904874Kek I don’t think she would abort it since she told everyone she was pregnant at like the 6 week mark. The way the IVF process works here is they apparently try intrauterine insemination with the donor sperm before anything else and that worked first shot hence no embryo choice. Apparently she “cried for a week” when she found out it was a boy.
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had to show my autistic bestie a diagram of how we have the same boob size but different body types and heights make them look bigger on me and but she will Not Agree and says im the friend with the tits. idk what else i can do to show her the truth nonnies is this shit not clear? bc its clear to me
No. 1905731
>>1905303Not quite the same thing but my grandma would always say “get your hair outta your face” because I had long bangs, “why don’t you get a Dorothy Hamill haircut” over and over, “Cousin Jimmy told me he thought you had greasy hair” (my parents told me later he definitely did not)
Also one time she followed me around in the bookstore looking at manga “when are you gonna grow out of this stuff” making me cry and doing nothing about it
They seem like such minor things but she definitely made my complexes I still have today.
No. 1905743
>>1905673Nta but I grew up in a deeply staunchly conservative household and had a
Trump phase in my teen years until I was away in college long enough to form some opinions of my own. When I was a conservative I had MRA beliefs like you and used to watch the commentary YouTubers like Blair [Robbie] White and Milo the gay moid.
Ig my related confession is that I will have to lie about who I voted for in 2016, even taking that shit to my grave and not telling my future husband and kids because I’m so embarrassed/ashamed to this day.
No. 1905752
>>1905743I’m only ashamed to say I voted for him because
of how retarded he was about guns and didn’t do anything about internet censorshipI always just say I hated the establishment and wanted to toss it up a little.
No. 1905755
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I wish i could live in the USA to legally own guns
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>>1905761how can you call this cutie cringe
No. 1905777
>>1905773Vintage rifles with delicate engravings like the OP are really cool, do you like modern ones at all or do you prefer the more whimsical designs of pre-19th century firearms? Personally I like the aesthetics and functionality of AMRs and assault rifles
>>1905774What does this mean
No. 1905799
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>>1905782Thanks for the video, I'm totally clueless about old guns it's interesting that repair was such a necessity because of the difficulty in sourcing parts. Guess it made them more reliable in practise than modern guns. Soviet era bolt rifles are probably the oldest design that appeals to me but guilty of liking tacticool trash too, sorry.
No. 1905806
>>1905797nonny shouldnt blame guns for scrotes actions, it's scrotes that kill people, not guns.
>>1905799I am glad you enjoyed it. It's fine to like tacticool stuff i admit i do like it from time to time, I am just a huge fan of wooden rifles.
No. 1905908
>>1905898>>1905899So is this not what you’d consider making fun?
>>1905900Why is it that women who decide to protect ourselves don’t deserve to be taken seriously all because of a slim few members of the younger adult bracket who decide to be attention seeking on social media?
No. 1905911
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>>1905908God you're such a baby. We are making fun of poser coquettes who want guns for the aesthetic because they deserve it. Trying to spin off into how you Totez Need Them after posting pics of rifles with heart shaped barrels is retarded.
No. 1905928
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I keep pleasuring myself thinking about an specific fictional character, I'm also engaged yet I get the best orgasms thinking about this character whether I'm masturbating/having sex…idk what to do
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I want to wear a full set of armor as day-to-day clothing.
No. 1907069
>>1907067he panicked about being tied and losing his chance at trying different women, then realized he aint shit and couldn't get dates and now is acting like a dumbass trying to make a dating life happen while keeping his ex fiancee on stand by. there is no mental illness or condition that explains breaking up with someone you were supposed to marry because you wanted to fuck other people then keeping this person around because you're not really sure what the fuck you want and hurting the person you supposedly love in the process. it's called being a leech scrote.
>>1907066I hope you heal soon, I promise you deserve a fulfilling relationship but your ex fiance aint shit and he already showed what kind of person he is when things get tough.
No. 1907188
Sex serves men infinitely more, having a woman in sexual service to you vs serving men sexually and sucking off dick is like heaven and hell, men are extremely privileged in sex and can experience love while women can't cause we can't have love without our own degradation, women are pretty and feminine while men are ugly so having a feminine pretty person who has the amount of empathy love and obedience women have to men is like being worshipped and pleasured in a way that a woman will never experience. I cried when I saw a moid post a picture with his pretty gf(ofc he still follows thots on IG) because I was so envious of what he gets to experience. And this is how I became a femcel, I can't be a pickme therefore that even more wins for men here… Even if I tried I wouldn't get picked by the way lol not even because of looks, something different but looks kinda too since I don't perfrom femininity and don't like looking sexy. I can't have anything while they have everything, they have women sucking their dicks while all a woman can do is be a handmaiden and feminine like? Women can't get their dicks sucked cause they are slaves. I had an inferiority complex because of this and I dont know how women who suck men dicks don't feel inferior to men and like a servants? I literally consider myself a femcel who can't get picked but also I don't even wanna be picked, I'm just jealous that men can be loved and have women kneeling at their feet, wearing make up for them, nurturing them and adoring them while all women have is cock in mouth. Even other women seem alien to me cause wtf why are you wearing all that make up, why are you behaving like a private pornstar, why are you doing these degrading sexual acts, why are you okay with being fucked on all fours and cooking for a moid? Yet, all this attitude in my manifests as a mask that says "oh I just can't get picked that's why I will never date", it's an excuse
No. 1907201
>>1907191Stupid question. I'm trying to not kill myself my whole life because of knowing that women kneel to men physically while I hate men and hate being a woman because I can't experience love. Sex is the main part of life, I just got
triggered by a creepy hetero picture because it looked like a master with his servant and she had a face full of make up. I need to stop perceiving men and pickmes especially together. Like I literally go on social media and see my male bully with some pickme slut in his pictures looking at him like he's a god while he probably watched like hundreds other women in porn kneeling to dick anyway. I can only detach from everything. Even misandry doesn't make me feel relieved anymore since it's literally fake. I'm slowly drifting away from everything but people cross my boundaries over and over again but I was detached from everything days ago idk what happened I think.. Other people crossed the line and got too close while doing it
No. 1907207
>>1907188Well I'm curious. Are you straight? It seems like you think you're competing with men and jealous they have girlfriends but saying you can't get picked leads me to believe you want a boyfriend? Sorry I'm just trying to understand better kek.
>women can't get their dicks sucked cause they are slavesWhat? Eating pussy is a thing. I know a lot of men who even brag about doing it to their girlfriend.
No. 1907309
>>1907299Kek nonna, also same.
I guess my confession is that a lot of the time I can't find my own clit. It's really hard to make myself come even with toys like the satisfyer cause I have trouble positioning them. I sometimes wonder if my clit is actually underdeveloped somehow and not just small.
On the bright side my nigel has no trouble finding it.
No. 1907549
>>1907517Forest is mostly a property of the state here. You can't take soil or cut trees. You can only take fallen branches, fruits and mushrooms but nothing more. If somebody ratted me out i'd have to pay.
>>1907530hehe thanks
No. 1907588
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I regret all of my shitty art I posted in /m/, I’m sure nobody cares because it was years ago but I would constantly get dunked on for it being bad kekk.
I stopped drawing a long time ago because it just no longer interested me but it makes me shiver how much I really thought I was good at it… I hope I can discover something I’m really good at and doesn’t make me want to rip my entire skin off by doing it.
No. 1907721
>>1907218It's not nsfw, it's just cringeworthy and revolves around interests I'd rather old boomer job interviewers didn't know I had, like
celebrity gossip or fandom and my typographic edits are cringe too. This is why I gave up on my aspirations of being in design
No. 1908145
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>>1907890>>1908049Me three. Let's all have a party together
No. 1908458
>>1908427Everyone complaining about normieposting and
this is what you fucking freaks want to share?
No. 1908492
>>1908390stop watching porn
get off the internet
Therapy
No. 1909491
>>1909415I got to
> when I leave my blouse undone a littleAnd got nostalgic. Its very wattpad virgin trying to write about what it'd be like to a grown up having all the sex and making all the heads turn.
No. 1909515
>>1897423I just wanna fug a pale chubby girl with dark hair and bangs
>>1900849>I wish Asians in my European country were Japanese.>Most of them are Vietnamese and Chinese.same tbh, if there were as much japanese as there were chinese/viets where I live, I bet we'd have alot more good ramen restaurants nearby, at least one kinokuniya bookstore and hell maybe even one of those old school arcades with candy cabs…one can dream….
No. 1909618
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I fell in love with a somewhat obscure writer that's been dead for over a century and I hate it.
I read what a book he wrote and deeply related to it and then read everything else he did because I never felt so understood and his insights were so helpful to everything really, including my worldview so then I looked up everything possible about his personal life.
I've been obsessed with the guy, I began writing multiple essays about his works since I felt other people truly didn't "get him" like I did, and now I'm getting to the point where I'm finishing reading the list of works people that he might have been inspired by.
I can't even fall in love with a anime guy or whatever anymore, this dead guy has been living rent free and having more impact in my life that my actual ex boyfriends and husbandos did. I'm even planning a trip just to visit his grave. I've read multiple translations of his book and plan to start learning his mother language.
No. 1909637
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i thought i was asexual for the longest time but then i read the femdom thread on here and realized that i’m not asexual, i just can’t have sex w a moid unless i make him submit to me.
No. 1909644
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I love to call out men who post retarded/sus shit with their full names and families attached. I love to watch them sperg and mass balete everything.
No. 1909776
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>>1909737This being said unironically on here is deeply upsetting and disturbing as well
No. 1909782
>>1909776boo hoo I
am deeply upset and disturbed
No. 1909801
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>>1909540Yeah, anytime a guy with a gf starts doing obvious double-triple takes at me or staring at me, I get the urge to beat the living shit out of him. It’s so beyond disrespectful that it disgusts me deep into my core. Like cmon girl let’s hand this moid’s ass to him then we can go on a date together.
No. 1909862
the more i learn about india the more it grosses me out
>>1909773we vibe tango
No. 1909874
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>>1909871
You’d be surprised, I’ve overcome scrotes twice my size due to my retard strength
No. 1909903
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>>1909871
>would (rightfully) get the shit beaten out of you
>(rightfully)
No. 1909904
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>>1909871
No. 1909916
>>1909680Because it feels so personal to me I don't wanna say his name, also in the off-chance he gets discussed I want people to discuss his work and their interpretation and not omg you think _-chan posted this?
Also I don't wanna be confused with the little amount of people that do know about him online, that don't even read the shit he wrote just assume what he says and then also attempt to use out of context quotes as trans rights or edgy teenager bs, I hate the modern internet.>>1909711kek, now I hope a nonna like that exists
No. 1910320
>>1910311Samefag.
If you don't mind me asking, how do you think life would be if most of the problems didn't exist anymore? Since I want it to be a better version of this reality, most things are the same. But I don't want shit like rape or misogyny or pornography to exist. I've even thought about going to a world where the internet was never invented. Sorry for rambling but I've always wanted to talk about what life in the other reality I want to go to could be like, but I think other nonas would call me schizo or ignore me.
No. 1910427
>>1909801Kek, same
nonnie. In an ideal world that would be the normal response.
No. 1910433
>>1910381No, shifting is just imagination and tricking yourself so you can also feel what you imagine, that's why these people visit worlds from books = not real worlds. The worlds they visit are in their head. (Lucid dreaming also happens in the head but not by imagination but by subconsciouss as that's where are dreams created)
Astral projection is when your soul/mind goes out of your body and out of your head and the world you enter isn't from your imagination or subconsciouss but it's more like an echo of our world. You don't control the world, you can't imagine Draco malfoy into being in that world, you can only work with your own evergy. What you see in astral world are visual representations of meanings. It's hard to explain. When you see your cabinet in your room, it's not a physical cabinet that exists in the moment you sleep and astral project, but it's a cabinet existing in all times together in that specific place. Places have memories and the memories are inprinted into the astral world matrix, thats why sometimes you can see things from the past in there. Some events and things are remember by the place more strongly. (Possible connection to ghosts)
I've been astral projecting for 12 years and took it as scientifically as i could to describe it properly. Some people think they are astral projecting but then they tell me they visited my little pony dimension or something and i know they are retarded and just imagining things. Astral world, though it can be very different to different people, still has some rules and fictional charactes and worlds are not part of it.
No. 1910496
>>1910433Agree to disagree. This is what I don't understand about astral projecters. I don't get how a projection or experience is only
valid if you go to a specific reality or undergo some spiritual journey. Really discredits every ones experiences in general, because if one can pick and choose which experiences are fake based on where they went, then whats to say that all experiences aren't fake?
No. 1910509
>>1910504Is this related to
>>1909944?
No. 1910643
>>1910509ayrt and no although that's a funny coincidence. I’m not a stalker though, I just said it’d probably sound stalker-ish if I told her I recognized her, but it’s not like im out here looking for her posts. We just frequent the same boards
>>1910542I don’t want to expose her or myself lol but it’s just vocabulary, formatting, etc… I’m sure someone who’s interacted with me a lot and is autistic enough to notice my mannerisms could say the same thing about me
No. 1910772
>>1910504Are you guys active in cringe Fandom spaces or something
>>1910509That anon claims it's a Ukrainian woman trying to recruit girls for human trafficking so… no, idts kek
No. 1911019
>>1908643Really late reply sorry, but I'd rather not tell, I don't want to risk doxxing myself. It was something small worth approx 20 dollars.
>>1908646The item I stole wasn't in inventory anyway, it was an opened package left in a random drawer. Also my place of work is a giant chain of stores all across the country so I don't feel super bad about it. I'm just paranoid about getting caught. I'd lose my job for sure and probably also get a criminal record for petty theft.
No. 1911025
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I'm an adult virgin for many reasons and one of them is the fact that I have visible labia minora, i.e "roast beef lips". I know it's silly to worry about but I also feel weird about my body and I now a future man would feel disgusted about it. I know it's genetic, a natural variation but I wish I had a smooth innie. Some results from labiaplasty don't look too bad. If I had more money I'd consider it
No. 1911048
>>1911025not trying to be mean but how are private parts preventing you from not being a virgin?
is it a self esteem self sabotage thing?
No. 1911080
File: 1709545859950.jpg (46.66 KB, 474x711, she was 16 in 2020 damn.....jp…)
>>1911073You were 16 in 2020…. Damn… Time moves like a gentle stream albeit quicker than it seems…
No. 1911792
>>1911745It's
allegedly a pic of him, there's no proof it's him.
No. 1913030
>>1913026I'm assuming you're at least an adult
now…right?
No. 1913076
File: 1709701603444.jpg (758.95 KB, 1079x1344, 1000016378.jpg)
my dream since forever has always been a muslim gf bc i genuinely do believe women look so cute in head coverings but i know it's a pipe dream for obvious reasons
No. 1913084
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>>1913076tbh I wish head coverings as a style would come back, for both men and women, no the niqab style(which is actually younger then blue jeans) but actual traditional clothing.
No. 1913178
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I'm in a mid-sized group chat with my colleagues and I post there daily with my most unfiltered autism, they sometimes react with emojis, sometimes there's no reaction at all. I don't care. I'll post about my historical husbando and sperg about opera. I don't give a shit of what they think of me. I'm in my mid twenties and work in a respected university.
No. 1913757
>>1913752if you're responding to trauma by trying to shapeshift then maybe you should either be euthanized or thrown in a cell for your own good.
>>1913743It may not make my opinion stronger but it certainly does prove that they have a minimal mental capacity compared to the billions of other traumatized women who don't think they're men.
No. 1914198
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I’m white and have no problem with it but i wish i was black with blue eyes. I sometimes have narc fantasies at night about being a dark black woman dazzling people with my blue eyes but they are contrasted with darker skin. Everyone is fascinated with me because i am so beautiful in a unique way and it makes me popular.
No. 1914256
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i hope this stalker-ish guy who's obsessed with me kills himself soon. he seems very mentally unstable so i pray it will happen one day. i genuinely think he should stay away from other women, the things he's said about me are fucking deranged, i don't even want to repeat them.
No. 1915173
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I think I broke my youtube because I haven't gotten an ad in over half a decade now. a few months ago it told me that using ad blockers is a no-no yet nothing changed.
>>1904947KEK, kind of hope this is true.
No. 1915375
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I'm going to hook up with two moids this weekend (separately). Never thought I'd be in a hoe phase afer a breakup but here I am. Fuck my ex.
No. 1915924
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My ex stole every aspect of my fucking personality. He still wears my clothes to this day. He started skinwalking me before we even started dating and admitted to it yet he got bored of me within 2 months. I teased my hair so he started teasing his hair. I wore Doc Martens so he wore Doc Martens. I wore eyeliner so he wore eyeliner. I painted my nails black so he painted his nails black. I wore rosaries so he wore rosaries. He’s still using my swag to get bitches because his real personality is so rancid he can’t get any just by being himself
No. 1915942
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>>1915924>I wore rosaries so he wore rosariesSo you're both mega posers got it
No. 1916395
>>1915941>>1916168>>1915942He admitted he changed his entire style to be more like me retard
>>1916035Yes he has told me that he was to transition
No. 1917208
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>>1916466if they hire remotely for communications majors please tell me where and send me blackmail material
No. 1917452
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Having an extremely attractive, desirable male partner is such an ego-boosting experience especially when women make no effort to hide their attraction to him.
Once, two American women who didn't know us in any capacity started a group call with him while I listened on in confounded disbelief as they tried to convince him to break up with me out of 'concern' for him.
No. 1918263
>>1917452I've experienced something like this, not me but a couple that i know (average girl, hot guy) and the women were always hostile towards her and would try to wait to be alone with the guy and then flirt with him.
It just blackpills me on how the majority of women in real life are unfortunately pickmes.
No. 1918427
>>1906236>>1916990KEK nonna I love you. Where are you actually living that this lady was so intrigued about your living in Michigan? I’m assuming you’re not a burger cause I don’t feel like any burger would give a shit unless they were also from
Michigan (and even then)
No. 1918883
>>1918877I mean maybe but we are never apart, ever. If i'm taking a shit he will knock at the door and enquire as to what I'm doing in there.
Why are you trying to sow seeds of doubt in my relationship, this is the exact sort of behaviour my OP was talking about, kek
No. 1918884
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I sometimes think about that one nonny that tried to claim that girls like pic rel were obese and how normalised ‘obese’ people are that we can’t recognise that they’re obese. I hope she’s doing okay
No. 1918950
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I used to think "as long as I love them and they're nice it's all good" about dating but then I grew up and developed such particular standards in appearance even though I'm not necessarily even attracted to those traits, or think people with the "undesirable" traits can be attractive. It's like I have this obsession with what traits will be carried onto MY kids, so I can't allow "bad" ones to "ruin" them.
It's not about perfection or anything, if a man is a bit out of shape that's ok because any person can get fit, however you cannot cure baldness so even if a man has a 10/10 fit body and face but is bald I ain't touching those baldy genes. If a man has no lips - nope, can't curse a future daughter with that. Bad nose or weak chin, hell nope. Even what would normally be considered a very hot guy would be "bad" to me because I imagine those manly traits like a big strong chin, super wide shoulders and deep set eyes on a future daughter and it would look too ugly so I can't do that to her. HEck a guy could be rich as fuck and secure my entire family for life with his money and I still wouldn't be able to do it if he had the "wrong" genes. Picrel is literally me.
I feel so superficial I can't even admit my standards to friends out of embarrassment and shame. I'm not normally a superficial person at all, I don't even wear makeup. In my mind even if I had kids and they were to be born retarded by some natural unfortunate mutation variation at least they'd be retarded with "good genes", and not retarded AND ugly. I don't know why I became like this. (surprisingly I do have a boyfriend who meets my standards lol)
No. 1918971
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>>1918884kek nona i'm doing great! You not being able to spot the literal medical definition of what obesity is doesn't make obesity less serious of a condition! Your pic looks a bit overweight for sure, but she doesn't look like she carries enough fat for her to have reached obesity. A lot of the time it's harder to see from the front when people carry a lot of extra weight on their stomach/midsection. A BMI over 30 (see picrel all at BMI 30) is obesity (obviously muscles and such will make the scale not entirely accurate but when it comes down to actual body fat percentage it's a good tool). All of those bodies come with ALL the risks of obesity, regardless of if you think it "looks good" or "too thin to be obese" to you.
(*bones rattling*) No. 1919043
>>1918884She
is overweight but pear shaped, she looks exactly like my cousin: technically overweight but everything goes to her legs and thighs so it's not as noticeable unless severe weight gain. Blessed proportions tbh, imagine eating all you want while your tummy stays flat like picrel
No. 1919063
>>1919019She's right this time tho. I don't consider
>>1918884 fat but she's damn near close tbf even when it looks good on her, the effects of excess weight could still fuck her health and that's not joking matter, wether you like to hear it or not
No. 1919318
>>1917452To be honest having an attractive, desirable boyfriend has been a confusing experience for my ego. When we first started seeing eachother I had very low self esteem and actively resisted the idea that he could be attracted to me because I couldn’t believe it. I didn’t even let myself fantasise about him because the idea was too inconceivable. Im from the UK where, in my opinion, attractive guys are few and far between and my bf is one of the few Americans at our university.
No one’s been as bold as to try and convince my boyfriend to leave me but he’s been invited on some suspiciously intimate coffee/dinner dates by female friends. I don’t like feeling suspicious but I can’t help but wonder what the intentions of certain girls are, especially when they ask him while I’m out of town. I get a bit offended when it’s a girl I’ve gone out of my way to be friends with because god knows I wouldn’t ask to have coffee (or godforbid dinner) with another girl’s boyfriend.
No. 1919381
>>1918971This post getting banned is the most 'muhrican fatpositive thing I've seen all day
>>1919318If a girl asks to have coffee with your bf when you're out of town she's trying to fuck him 100% of the time
No. 1919545
>>1919525I got like a childhood trauma from one beggar woman shoving her malformed baby-hand in my face at a McDonald's when I was like 6. Like I remember that shit shook my whole world.
Generally I don't really see any deformities that are explicitly scary.
No. 1919824
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This is probably nuts but I feel like I have the power of manifestation when it comes to relationships except it has the genie attribute of never letting me be happy.
So, I create characters and homemade waifus/husbandos for myself. The thing is, I swear to FUCK the traits I've given to the mains that I made have appeared in real life "love interests." I'm talking very specific things outside of these people just being my taste. Even life events, so much so that I became wary of posting about my characters because my real life partners went through the same shit.
Of course the catch is I can never have a happy ending with these people, and the traits are never mixed 100% into the right person for me. I know it's coincidence but it makes me feel insane.
Has this happened to anyone else?
No. 1919848
>>1919525I don’t give a fuck about disabled people, it’s overweight people that gross me out. At the very least disabled people can’t help it, they don’t usually make me feel disgusted but if they’re severely deformed and they do I immediately feel bad - because they’re probably more bothered by how they look every day than I am.
>>1919683It’s been more and more apparent there are teenagers on here lately.
No. 1919859
File: 1710119902133.jpg (86.67 KB, 695x837, 14.jpg)
>>1919824You've probably got a magnetic quality to you nona. You attract people.
No. 1919945
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i hate how much of a stereotypical immigrant eldest daughter i am and i sometimes wish my parents would die young so i can actually live my life and then i realize how horrible of a thing that is and i hate myself for even thinking about it but i can’t help it. i still have love for them in my heart but they make my life miserable.
No. 1920037
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>>1920009Don't just throw your life away because things are hard. They can get better later on. Hang in there. <3
(<3) No. 1920071
File: 1710129066099.jpg (62.75 KB, 410x237, url~2.jpg)
When I was like 11 I cybered with random strangers in the Dinorun multiplayer chat, but I didn't know how sex worked. I would role-play as a dude and seek out people role-playing as girls. I thought sex involved people peeing during it, but I'd always get blocked when I mentioned pee. In retrospect, pedophiles were probably trying to groom me, but were turned off by the piss talk and might have thought I was a troll. In retrospect I'm really lucky I didn't get groomed or develop a piss fetish.
No. 1920115
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>>1920071>>1920108When I was 9/10 I used to go on BarbieGirls and hang out in different lobbies to chat with other "young girls", sometimes you'd get creeps following your character around the lobby saying shit like "I love the way you jiggle when you walk baby". Picrel, this was one of the lounge areas where this would happen.
However my first formal introduction to ppl cybering was actually Gaia Online, a few years after. At the time I always wished someone would approach me and initiate but it never happened, thank god. Probably for the best because at the time I thought sex involved peeing too kek.
No. 1920529
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I've been a neet for five months now.
No. 1920653
>>1920642Some anons are infighting about sillypoo, who made a women's day video, so anons began investigating more about them and now we all know that they're friends with stonetoss of all retards and is unshockingly a misogynist.
Jillian is now getting hashtag canceled on Twitter because she talked about precure ships, so now everyone on precure Twitter is saying that she's a homophobe and are doing anything in their power to make her leave Twitter, but she's using her DID no jutsu to say that she shouldn't be held accountable for anything she says because she has amnesia and shit.
Shayna went to some shleak degenerate party in which anons caught Ellen degenerate and now they're posting her alt account on the thread which is pretty hilarious because of the retarded photoshop.
The queen is still delirious and is posting her daily "I'm dying" posts on Facebook.
No. 1920847
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>>1920601have you ever thought about learning some skill to pass the time? My cousin lost his leg 9 years ago, he's basically a NEET and can't work and relies on his family, but he learned another language and also learned to paint.
>>1920610so how do you afford to live?
No. 1920900
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When I was 10 or 11 I used to find the listings for a porn channel on my tv's tv guide (if that's what you call them, the screen like picrel) and read the descriptions for the various porn movies they were showing that night.
I was too scared to actually look up real porn on the internet, but I'd do this practically every time I had the tv to myself.
No. 1920928
>>1920906Probably didn't because everyone on the Internet at that time loved dunking on black women doing anything different.
>Nubian emo queenThis just sounds like you're mocking her further
No. 1920956
>>1916466What company nonna? woah
>sexual tastes of a teen hentai addictwas it Elon Musk
No. 1921352
>>1921282Only worth it if you’re underage
>>1921286Reminds me of the time the cute girl at the seafood counter at the grocery store was flirting with me and gave me like $6 worth of scallops for 36 cents kek
No. 1921416
>>1921389No wait why is it that these 20 something year old guys are trying to date women 30+ ?
I don't mind it, but it's wild.
I just assumed most moids believed the red pill bullshit that women are "useless" once she reaches 23 and in her prime at 18 kek.
No. 1921418
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>>1921227the call for the starbucks boycott was stupid in the first place, it was due to the company filing a lawsuit and not directly funding the genocide. of course it blew up to be the main company people were told to boycott.
No. 1921854
File: 1710254261507.jpeg (300.3 KB, 1440x960, 87D683FA-CEA3-4DED-A606-99CCAA…)
I’m not even gay so I don’t know why I have this fantasy but ever since I was a little weablet and learned about the concept of Japanese communal bathing/ hot springs, I’ve fantasized about going to one. Of course because it seems nice and warm, but also for perverted reasons. I always was similarly fascinated by the basic experience of changing in a locker room, but I never had the guts to look around in those and I’d just stare at the ground KEK. There’s something appealing to me about being naked together, I feel like it would feel freeing to not wear any clothes around other women, but then also women’s bodies are just objectively beautiful and I’m always a little curious what other women look like under their clothes and i don’t know I just want to see some naked women irl. Of course I know from experience if this ever happened I would probably just wind up staring at the ground again kek I wish I could wear sunglasses to the bath so I could look as much as I want. I know that I sound like a nasty pervert, but this is my confession.
No. 1921936
>>1921625>>1921629Sometimes I really hate it here
>>1921630Fuck the mods say it louder
No. 1922609
File: 1710294258832.jpg (15.44 KB, 640x480, 1000007400.jpg)
I know I'm retarded and thank god I have the smallest amount of self control and common sense to hold back from going all out. But the amount of times I wrote giant essays on my autistic obsessions is pathetic. I see any subtle reference and I have this impulsive desire to add information or correct the person. I typed big replies so many times. I'm glad I have some self awareness to delete them. I really don't want to be the umm ackshually, so I just take deep breaths and ignore them.
Before anyone asks, they're mostly irrelevant subjects, and if you don't care about it, it will only look like I'm a crazy person who takes something too serious. Which is true, I do take them too seriously, and I shouldn't. That's another problem altogether. My confession is that I'm an obsessed retard who does picrel over the most minor misinformation about something unimportant, I don't see myself changing anytime soon and all that's left is for me to look like a crazy person always on the verge of starting a sentence with "Did you know…" when certain subjects come up. I would punch myself if I could.
No. 1922867
File: 1710308016846.jpeg (98.53 KB, 1053x903, IMG_7271.jpeg)
As absolutely vile as my ex was, I miss being with a submissive man who actually took care of himself. Most submissive men are 600 pound greasy neckbeards with a mommy dom fetish but he was a scrawny little emo guy. It’s so hard to find submissive guys who aren’t ugly as shit
No. 1923416
File: 1710350676016.mp4 (10.57 MB, 936x720, WAKE UP-2b2wXnO7kyg.mp4)
Nobody takes me seriously, nobody reads my vents, nobody reads my confessions, nobody reads my fun posts, can't afford a therapist who will listen and even if I could they wouldn't get where I'm coming from, because they try to push certain views. I'm the designated crazy homeless nonny yelling into the thread. I want someone to fucking LISTEN. I post about 30 times a day, will add cute photos, contribute to the topic but you all flock to bait instead. I want to die. I feel like I'm going insane.
No. 1923430
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>>1923424Even my shorter posts result in this, but I'll try ty nona
No. 1923442
>>1923416i feel you
nonny, even my stupid questions never get answered
No. 1923475
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I'm a chronic liar and have been upholding the lie that my birthday is actually 1 month before my actual birthday for ~4 years now. Even my friends who I've known for more than 4 years completely buy into it and actually believe I was lying before about my birthday and my current fake birthday is my real one. I have no idea why I did this in the first place. It was probably a joke that got way out of hand, I even edited pictures of my birth certificate to show my friends who doubted me at first. I guess I thought it would be funny if suddenly one day I was like haha I'm actually born on ___!, but I suddenly feel really guilty about it when I received a long sappy paragraph from my friend of 15+ years wishing me happy birthday on my FAKE birthday. Don't know how I'm gonna get out of this, nonas. Man, the problems I make for myself.
No. 1923757
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>>1923736
>I'm a pretty (naturally, not in the gay nb way) androgynous man
Nice fanfic. You don't talk like a man but you talk like a woman pretending to be a man
No. 1923770
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It can go without saying that anyone who comes on here claiming they're an andro adonis pretty boy who attract Like Tons Of Cwazy Chicks in too many words that they have a crumpled Trans flag tacked on their wall and wear a binder. So it's ironic to throw around how you're only here for the "tranny hate threads" when you scream of someone with this tattood under their chest(not a confession)
No. 1923960
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I feel like such an autist, I just spent at least an hour scouring the Park Avenue Pinup threads because the name of a plant had slipped my mind and the only thing I could remember about it was that Kathy made exactly one brief mention of buying it at some point.
No. 1924390
>>1923419I have but the answer is just “take otc painkillers” cause I do have scoliosis that was never treated in any way as a kid.
>>1923372I hope you get a partner who loves giving you really great massages and is kind and loyal and hot and funny and generous, nonna
No. 1924432
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when I was in either middle school or 5th grade (I can't remember) I got pinworms but was far too embarrassed to tell my mom or anything so I kept it secret and would just obsessively eat these probiotic powder packets in picrel. like straight up eat the powder by itself without mixing it into the water because I thought it would make the affects stronger but lucky for me it did work because it went away and I never had to tell anyone
No. 1925572
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Still unhappy FaceApp got rid of the morph option. Moids and their perversions ruin everything. Guess there's still genderswap and smile…
No. 1925584
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>>1925579samefag here's a random morph i just did
No. 1925604
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>>1925579>>1925584How old is the version you're using? Is it cracked or something? devs took away that option in 2023 (not my screenshot), said it was "no longer in the app's vision" and when I redownloaded it a week ago after having it long deleted it was still gone
No. 1925751
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i occasionally post in the journaling thread but i don't keep a journal and have no interest in doing so. i just enjoy doing my writing by hand and it's a good place to discuss shit like stationery, notebooks and pens. sorry for being a tourist, journaling anons
No. 1926195
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Until I was like 14 or 15 I thought the FBI and CIA were some santa variation for American children to scare into behaving well. If some man in a black suit showed me his FBI badge, I'd still think he's just fucking with me.
No. 1926285
>>1926275I should've, I thought it was going to go away like the rest of them. I could start now and see if it helps
>>1926276I was really into them and even went to universal studios just for the minion ride a bit after it came out
>>1926279Erm no but some high schoolers definitely have done and still do attention seeking shit just because
No. 1926318
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John Cena is doing something very strange to my mind and body in this image. I don't like femnoys, they usually disgust me but I think it's because I KNOW he's not a troon that it allows be to enjoy this freely. He's so cute and buff and it makes me wanna fuck him. I think something is awakening inside me and I can't quite tell what it is.
No. 1926339
>>1926318>>1926331what did you thought of John Cena "funny" nakedness at the oscars?
im already into him so i really didn't mind it, it's not like he hasn't shown anymore of that on his wrestling days.
No. 1926731
>>1926331Ayrt and I agree I'm not into really buff men either I think it's the fact that he doesn't take himself too seriously and is willing to do things like dress up as Britney Spears whereas a lot of scrotes would kind it to "Emasculating"
>>1926329Kek
>>1926339I actually haven't seen it other than a picture and I'm not mad about it that's for sure.
No. 1927156
>>1927154Listen to
I Love my Boyfriend by Princess Chelsea and you'll understand more
No. 1927500
>>1927381Thanks
nonnie I had a nice time with him and a really good breakfast. The coconut-mocha-almond frozen coffee drink was great and so was my sandwich. It was early enough that the place wasn’t crowded which is always a plus.
>>1927400>bet he acts like a sniveling asslicker to everyone elseThank god he doesn’t cause I’d have to kick his ass. my dad does this shit and I think he deserves his ass routinely beat for it, it’s a behavior for which I have zero fucking tolerance.
>taking his rage out on you Nonna he’s just crabby by which I mean he’s irritable, he’s not raging at me. He honestly has a shitload of work to do and wants to be left alone and isn’t chatty and things are getting on his nerves faster than usual. It’s annoying cause we live together but he’s still making time to spend with me, we even left our phones at home (by accident actually but we didn’t realize until we were headed home and didn’t wanna listen to the radio) and just thoroughly enjoyed each others company. Honestly I don’t know any other person woman or man that would make quality time for me when they’ve got as much on their plate as he does.
>>1927387What
>>1927388 said
No. 1927507
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>>1927503I’ve been here for 10 years and all Nigels are still moids but not all moids are nigels
No. 1927600
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>>1927581Your post made me think of hamtaro for some reason. This is you now.
No. 1928166
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>>1928157my reaction to that info:
No. 1928312
>>1928173that’s actually a great idea tbh i love /g/ husbandofags, they’re one of my female inspos
>>1928183only 2-3 nonners
No. 1928590
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I want to fuck an 18 y/o chad. I was always the weird retard growing up and still am but luckily I’m fairly conventionally attractive. Anyway I feel like I missed the opportunity to fuck a moid in his prime and I’m horny 24/7. I can’t wait to be an older woman and exclusively fuck 18 year old chads!(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
No. 1928657
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My biggest turn on is men with glasses that make their eyes bigger
Tis peak
No. 1928678
>>1928677enjoy all the old cock you want
nonnie but why you gotta shit on women who want non post wall scrote dick?
No. 1928698
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>mean peak at 25-35 yo i swear you guyzz
>meanwhile the average 22yo scrote
No. 1928745
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When I was on holiday in glorious Nippon I accidentally wet the bed. I was extremely sick (the Japanese don't cover their mouth when they cough), like an insane flu. Idk how it happened but it was extremely embarrassing. This place was like a small traditional "family-run" type inn (picrel) so I just felt terrible. I'm so embarrassed and feel so bad, I wanna kms.
No. 1928760
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I’m so lonely I actually looked up one of those cuddle buddy services. I didn’t use it…yet.
No. 1930083
>>1930042It wasn't your fault, adults should have paid more attention to what you were doing online. Children are curious and I am sure you didn't "enjoy" it, you were just happy to find out how "babies are made". If your dad has a few brains cells and loves his kid(s), he probably feels bad about it like
>>1930062 said
No. 1930508
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I took a (hopefully) lethal overdose of codeine about 20 minutes ago. I never suicide baited on this site so please don't mistake me for one of them them. I know that you'd all say there are better choices but I really really tried to find a way to live and be okay and I couldn't.
I was a victim of CSA and that shit rewrote by entire nervous system, the PTSD has got me so fucked up I have nothing and I am nothing. I've never had a friend or a job or accomplished anything. I am 34 years old today so you can't say I didn't I try my best considering the abuse started almost 30 years ago. I never reported my abuser and I know he went on to harm other children because I was too much of a coward. I fought with the guilt, the trauma and the PTSD for almost 30 years and today I just said it was enough. I did my best and I should allow myself peace. Reading and posting here was one of the few pleasures I ever had in my life so I want the last communication I ever make to be to you guys. I loved each and every one of you so so much. I like to think I spent so much time online with you here that I recognise mnany of you as posters. Idk, I'm sentimental. Thank you to my fellow nonnies and to the admins and farmhands for giving me one of the few places I felt that I belonged and that I felt safe. I wish I had anything of value that I could leave in a trust to lolcow.farm in my will lmao. Love you all! Thank you! I hope that reincarnation is real because I want to be friends with some of you in my next life.