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No. 2525310
A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.
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Took a break from a drawing by starting another. It looked soo promising. The my dumb ass while closing reference images accidentally clicked x on the draw and then no, thinking it was asking me if I want to close.
It's gone.
No autosave.
Nothing.
No. 2525386
>>2525336Actually you need to speak up because it’s a safety concern for the kids. The parents are neglectful and need to be told to keep them off the court, if talking to them does nothing report this to someone who might know what to do like a coach.
If you see something, say something etc.
No. 2525404
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rip, guess that last downtime was the final nail on the coffin
No. 2525449
>>2525404What am I looking at?
>>2525393Nona. Drink some coffee. Go to the interview. Go home. Sleep.
Your not a screw up but you are very Sleep deprived and anxious which makes it 100x worse. Its gonna be ok just do your best at least you can rest knowing you tried despite your terrible condition. I believe in you.
No. 2525846
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my annoying moid flatmate is probably moving out soon, so after two years of retardation i'm free. he refuses to communicate with me or help with the house issues despite being 6 years older. eg the boiler broke, and instead of getting it fixed he ignores it and complains when i use the more expensive timer, try to get it fixed, even spending some of my own money to call a guy in when i'm on half his income and have little cash for this stuff.
he blames me for petty things, bottles everything up and when i try to discuss things politely he shuts down and ignores me. we can't even hang out because he has zero conversation skills and says disgusting things about women he's dated and wants to fuck. sadly when he leaves i'm going to have to pay increased rent and the boiler is still broken, which means higher electricity bills and council tax. currently unemployed and i have no clue when i'll find a new job, so i'm bricking it wondering if i'll end up homeless by the end of 2025. that said i'm still happy i might have the place to myself.
i could talk to him but i would have to force a conversation and he's likely to shift blame to me, take zero accountability and do nothing to help our situation. is it even worth it so i can wait until i have money before he fucks off??
No. 2525910
Went to the hospital for an appointment, came back out and some retard parked behind my car so I couldn't back out. They weren't even in a fucking parking space. It's free parking so there's no tow company signs posted anywhere, called the hospital and they passed me on to security. Waited an hour for security and no one came so I called back. This bitch picks up the phone and tells me "I just walked around that entire lot for 20 minutes" funny because I've been sitting here for an hour looking for someone and no one came. She finally comes out again, basically tells me it's my own fault for not being able to maneuver my way out, screaming at me while trying to guide me out while I'm making a million tiny 3 point turns moving an inch at a time, tells me "no wonder you keep getting stuck" like BITCH I'm in a fucking designated parking space unlike the person behind me, why are you getting mad at me as if this is my fault?
Finally after an hour and a half of sitting there, nearly scraping my front end against a cement wall and nearly coming in contact with both the car beside me and the car behind me multiple times, I'm able to twist and squeeze my way out. I still try to thank her because there is absolutely no chance I would have been able to do that without someone guiding me and she tells me "just so you know, it's free parking so people can do whatever the fuck they want." word for word. Good to fucking know thanks. I'll be sure to let everyone in town know that it's completely free reign at the hospital, park wherever the fuck you want because they won't tow you or do anything about it even if you're blocking other cars in. In fact it will be the other cars fault and not your own.
No. 2525934
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>>2525661I actually have been using a new 10% niacinamide serum, wtf. I also use a toner with niacinamide but It's been fine for my skin. My only other serum has niacinamide too, guess I'll have to stop using serum temporarily
No. 2525948
>>2525945I don't use a ton of products, i guess it would be better to say I replaced too many products at once. I changed my serum, cleanser and sunscreen
>>2525939Aaaahhh that fucking sucks. Both of my serums are 10% but my toner is only 3% so I'll stick with that. Thank you though anon, I'll cut out the serum and see if my skin reacts better
No. 2525951
>>2525736Nah you are absolutely right nonna. I’m an immigrant too and guess what? I get harassed by the same scrotes too. It’s an XY problem.
They see that we have the same color and they start calling me “sister” “pretty”, why the fuck should I talk to a 40 year old? They also harass you here because they want you to buy their bundles, glasses or whatever shit they sell, so they aggressively tell you that they are gifts only to ask money later. Some of them are at the supermarket waiting for you to give them money, others are in parking lots expecting you to give them money because they point out at free parking spots as if you don’t have fucking eyes kek, I was parking my car once and parked in an easier place, the retard followed me and waited outside and started shouting that I wasn’t grateful.
No. 2525954
>>2525646>>2525661NTA but niacinamide can cause a
lot of purging, yeah. but it’s temporary! it’s important to keep your face clean (but don’t overwash) and moisturized. i’ve used niacinamide since 2020 and when i first started it i had lots of zits pop up that went away by themselves without me trying to pop them, you just keep using the niacinamide as a spot treatment on zits.
No. 2525976
>>2525646did you introduce any actives like acids or vitamin c? those can fuck you up, especially exfoliating since it can dry your skin
I doubt it's the niacinamide, skincare is very fucking ymmv so it could be any ingredient, take it from a skincare obsessed nonna
No. 2525980
>>2525954 is incorrect because only actives ( retinol, tretinoin, vit C, AHA, BHA) can cause purging
>>2525978I know that, but there are other ingredients that can cause an even worse breakout
No. 2526495
>>2526492you're picking on this person for no reason? if the person's saying that it's to reaffirm that you should have felt comfortable to count on them, and that in the future you should know they have your back
your post really annoyed me lmfao people will really resent others for the dumbest fucking shit it's insane
No. 2526497
>>2526492Well, why didn't you tell them nona? They obviously think that your relationship was close enough that you should have been able to do that.
>You mustn't be that caring if people feel like they can't open up to you and be vunerableWell
you can't. This isn't about other people but about your relationship to this person.
No. 2526506
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> Had the worst fucking month of my life, stewing in rage
> Living with parents for my summer break, and my father orders pizza
> Delicious
> Ask father if he put it away after we eat since he gets easily distracted, he did
> 3 hours later
> Pizza is not in the fridge
> Spend 1-2 minutes deciding if the battle is worthy before asking where the pizza went
> He was pleasant, but ate it
> "What? I ate it, nonnie-insert."
> Having a bippie meltdown over not getting a pizza slice when he bought it with his own money
> The final straw with this month and all the police shit that came from it is not getting this stupid fucking pizza slice, I bottle everything up until one tiny setback makes me lose my shit
No. 2526562
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I could be at home, drawing. But I've been invited to a friend's place to hang. Last time I was there she complained about her dnd group and then sat in awkward silence when the rest came and I was the only one trying to make conversation.
Bf was drawing, not engaging she was on her phone, and the other girl was the only one chill enough.
I hate it, but I gotta show my support for her so she maybe becomes less socially retarded.
I feel bad for talking about her like that cause I was the same sort of shut in but damn, I made it my mission to not stay engaged.
No. 2526564
>>2526563I don't really know if this is helpful or useful for everyone but for me, developing some level of narcissism. Obviously not like
abusive tier but convincing myself they actually do love me, and that I'm right and important. It helps with general self-esteem for me
No. 2526566
>>2526563I either let it sit there in my head and not interact with it untill it gets tired and exhausts itself out. But you need some mental energy for that so that you're not completely depleted yourself, cause tiredness makes you overthink a lot.
Or I try to rationalise with it using myself as an example. Like, I'm equally a stranger to that person as they are to me and I don't see them with intense hate.
It's more likely people feel neutral twards you rather than hatred. That only happens if you did something, playing off of people's feelings for your benefit, destructive ha bits, violence, etc.
No. 2526599
>>2526577Was he like this before getting married? Not that it's relevant, just curious.
He sounds like he doesn't really do a lot searching but thats probably just the male mindset. Have you tried seriously talking to him about this and telling his how your relationship stands on your part?
No. 2526620
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>mom getting into making homemade ice cream
>it's good but i get tired of her pushing it on me. let her know she
>tells me ("""jokingly""") she wants me to eat ice cream every day so she can see if i gain weight (?)
>remember the first time i told her i was trying to seriously lose weight this year, she immediately bought a bunch of fried greasy shit i like (and i barely resisted)
>remember all the times she's been like "what are you eating? how much are you eating? okay i'll eat a little less than that haha"
>remember her habit of mocking me for even eating or snacking.
>remember that week she insisted on greasy, fattening food after i got sick, didn't eat for a few weeks, and lost a lot of weight + was visibly thinner
>explain to her that she's done all these things so the ice cream shit is weird
>very calmly: "all my life i'm pretty sure you've kept me fat because you felt bad about your own weight, or otherwise tried to compete with me when it came to losing weight.
>she blows up. gets furious, insists she had no idea i was trying to lose weight despite me having told her i was multiple times and her her saying shit like "let's count calories together haha!", just straight up attempts at gaslighting and lying
why are mothers so toxic? i know this isn't a unique story at all, i've read a few other women talking on their mothers sabotaging their attempts at weight loss. it's fucking nasty behavior
No. 2526674
>>2525158I don't even know if I can get over this, it's so fucking disturbing and pathetic. I have a happy relationship of almost 4 years and this cunt comes in and leaves the most disgusting taste in my mouth. I don't even want to continue this relationship, even if she is no longer welcome here. Stupid drunk cunt, YOU'RE the one ruining your sons life, by being a drunk slob, like how you ruined your own marriage, and relationship with your other kids. The fact that he's the only one who took pity on you and this is how you repay him? You were court ordered out of the house and he took you in.
YOU threaten me and want to call the police on ME for existing ? "Cross me" If you don't get your drunk ass away from my phone and my life, I will happily get a R.O on your ass and make your life a living hell, cunt.
No. 2526882
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I am
>>2525237I broke with him but idk how to cope for the next two days ain't his apparetmnt ?
Also I need to buy a train ticket to the airport and I am too depressed to rn
No. 2526885
>>2526696i’m so sorry
nonnie. can you keep some of his fur and put it in a locket? or maybe print his paw. i hope he will be at peace now.
No. 2526951
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Met up with an internet friend the other week. She’s a big stoner and I’m not, I only ever really smoke in social situations. When I came over she pulled out a bong and we started smoking. Then I realized she had a hamster in the room. I kind of started freaking out and insisted that she open the window and put a towel over the hamster’s cage at least. I spent the next hour going into a paranoid OCD spiral over the hamster and worrying that it was going to get lung cancer. I really care about animals, especially because I had pet rats I really loved as a kid, so it was making me emotional but at the same time I knew that if I spoke up about it it would “ruin the vibe” and I did anyways. I definitely weirded the fuck out of her, she hasn’t texted me in days. I’ve been here for almost a year and every attempt to make friends fails because I’m such a sperg
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>>2526981messaged my ex recently
No. 2526995
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I had a job interview last tuesday and it finally went well. They told me that they would call me at the end of the week and then I sat there yesterday and looked at my phone every 20 minutes but no call. Did they forget about me? Did they ghost me? Did they find a better person (like always somehow) in the span of a few days? Is the hr lady sick or on vacation? They only have one hr person. I just want a job and the people working there are all women except for two men. They seemed so nice….such a bummer. Should I just call them if they don't email or call me next monday?
No. 2527032
>>2526891I hear you, rn it is hard since I am still stuck at his place and I am still in love so it feels like I won't find anything better
>>2526899Thank you nona but how can you even tell a guy doesn't like you as much as you like him?
No. 2527170
>>2527075Right now? I don’t. Scrotes around me are so boring and the dick isn’t even worth it.
I wasn’t this much jaded two years ago and I went out with scrotes that approached me in real life , both strangers and people I knew, and some I matched on dating apps.
I can summarize all these guys in one
>they ask me out>date: they only talk about themselves >I don’t say much since they aren’t even asking me anything >nothing happens after , they tell me they aren’t ready, we talk for a couple of weeks or they ghost me. I felt like a psychiatrist most of the time. They all say the same shit too, about how they are driven and “different” kek. Most scrotes just want a pretty face to talk to and have sex with, they get intimated when you state your boundaries and stick by them or when you have your own goals and objectives that stray from “having kids” and “being married”.
No. 2527177
>>2527170And also the amount of retards who just dumped their own struggles first date is astounding kek
>one told me about his strained relationship with his father and how his father felt disappointed in him and he was scared about losing him since his father was old.>another retard talked to me about how his ex-girlfriend broke his heart and how he felt betrayed and afraid to open up again (mind you he is the one who asked me out kek)>another retard talked about how traumatic was the incident his father had and how afraid he was when he thought he lost himLike damn do I just have “therapist” written on my forehead? I deserve compensation.
No. 2527280
>>2527278i strongly advise you give up on moids, it'll make your life better
also no 4chan it'll rot your brain
No. 2527284
>>2527278From what I've seen, incels often say shit like 'If I had a gf I would never do x behavior'. But the whole point is they've never had a gf and so they can't even truthfully say whether they would or wouldn't. It's the same as when 4chan scrotes say stuff like 'All women only want abusechad, why wont they date nice guys who would cherish them and treat them nicely like me' when in fact most of them would be/are
abusive when they eventually do manage to reel some poor unsuspecting desperate femanon in.
I think there are men who are DISCREET enough to not openly check out other women in front of you, 100%. That's not too much to ask from a man and any decent man would agree to that anyway. But men who genuinely never look at any other women in a sexual light even when in a relationship? Doubtful, very doubtful. The best you can hope for in moids is a man who is considerate enough to lie to your face, and I don't recommend that either.
No. 2527291
>>2527278>my ex was a coomer piece of garbage who constantly looked at other women, watched porn, liked thirst traps, followed girls on social media, had a fansly and OF and even browsed it in front of me. Men will do shit like this and then wonder why they get cheated on by their gfs lol.
I'll never forget talking to this moid who was drunk and crying about how his ex cheated then suddenly left him for another man.
Then he started telling me about all his favorite cosplay thots and e-girls and 'mommy milker goddesses' and admitted to masturbating like 15 times a day and internally it clicked and I was like lmao yeah ok this is why she cheated, you fucking retard. Kek.
No. 2527296
>>2527291You know that feeling some people invoke in others, where even the nicest and most saintly individuals kinda get the urge to pick on them? I think coomer scrotes radiate the sexual equivalent of that. Their quality as a mate is just
so abysmal that it overrides all social shames and stigmas in women and it becomes a moral duty to reject/cheat on them kek
No. 2527363
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I've accepted I have rosacea. I hate makeup but I'm going to start wearing it again and actually start meeting women because I can't live this baka rosacea life in the shadows anymore.
>>2527342Nta but it's this, you can check other people's IPs with it
https://iknowwhatyoudownload.com/en/peer/ No. 2527364
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>>2527342i think i found it nonas…
i live in a dorm which makes it rather interesting.
so. much. MILF. porn.
and blacked. and also so much weeb torrents
No. 2527380
>>2527363NTA but thank you for the link nonna!
>>2527364Honestly, I'm shocked at how much porn I'm
not seeing for my area kek.
No. 2527396
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My bf was telling me about that Mexican girl that got shot on livestream. He said "apparently femicide is a huge problem there." We live in the country with the highest femicide rate in Europe, so I said "its really scary how dangerous the whole world is for women, femicide is a real danger here too" He immediately commented "well this isn't the same. Femicide is when a guy kills a random girl he doesn't know." I said its not, its quite literally a man killing a woman. (Most femicide here is death by partner, ex partner, or family member)
He started arguing with me that Mexico is different. I said both "types" of femicide comes from the exact same place, a feeling of a male feeling women are cunts that can be disposed of for upsetting them, and he told me its not. He said the issue here is guys not controlling their anger with someone they personally know upsetting them, but the femicide in Mexico is just men who completely hate women. I insisted again, both men just completely hate women. He argued back and I just told him to shut up.
I've been seething about this for days. Why the actual fuck is he even arguing over something like that??
No. 2527426
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How can I deal with brainfog and what I think is depression but I'm not sure is? Everything seems so boring and I barely have any motivation to do anything I want to do ever. Then I finally do 1 thing and lose energy to do anything else for days to come. I have random spurs of energy at some point and get so much done, then return to this lazy state. I'm so tried of living like this. I feel like I know the issue and reason but I'm not sure of it either. It's because I don't actually have anything important or big to do other than hobbies, personal hygiene, eating and surviving. Really bare minimum stuff, and it somehow became all too much for me to do. I can't remember if I was always like this or is it because of something bad happening a few months ago putting me in this state or at least exacerbating what was already there. Even when I have someone big to do like classes or work of any sort, I get distracted and bored quickly and slack around and wish I did have to do anything. Now my wish came true thanks to being a NEET at the moment, and it's somehow worse than actually working or studying. Maybe it's because my brain is used to the studying and working aspect idk. Iirc I felt similar during summer breaks back in the day, but even then, I got around to drawing and binge watching stuff and walking and exercising and cooking. While this whole time/past few months I go to sleep hungry because I don't have the energy to cook, and I prefer to eat leftovers in the fridge from whatever my family had. Sometimes it gets so bad I don't bother to warm the food up and eat it cold because I don't really want to eat mentally but I understand the need for it physically. I want to be done with. Same thing with brushes my teeth, which I skip sometimes and regret with all the visits to the dentist, but it feels like such a chore I don't wanna do it. All I wanna do is sleep all day long so I don't have to think or do anything. But I also hate being this way and wish I could change my brain and body and get some form of reset. Can anybody help? I do have vitamin deficiencies but I take my vitamins all the time and it wasn't this bad years ago and when I was still in college. This is probably one of the worst or straight up the worst "depressions" I've gone through if this is what it is. It's like the older I get the more I give up and get burned out. I'm not sure if I'm suicidal or not because the bad thing that happened a few months ago last year and may triggered all of this made me reconsider suicide, but there are times where I fantasize about getting lost in a desert or the woods and dying slowly from starvation, thirst, the elements or wild animals attacking me, disappearing away from everyone and everything. Or just dying in my sleep. Sometimes I wish I could walk up to an officer or gang member or something and ask them to shoot me, Johan Liebert style.
No. 2527434
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>>2527396Male Eurofags seem to be incapable of ever making any slight criticism against their own country no matter what(with the exception of the UK). But I think refusing to make any criticism against your own country is a common male trait internationally since Ive also seen men from the most unlivable third world countries praise their country as the best in the world
No. 2527455
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>>2527278If a moid is a sexual degen, it would not matter if you looked like a whole instathot or OF chick yourself. They tend to be insatiable, and will get bored pretty quick from having sex with you. Then will just try to move onto the next instathot or OF chick. This helps me be less bothered about not being a 10/10 for moids. Waiting (preferably a long time) before having sex, not wearing makeup, no plastic surgery, etc. can help filter many low-quality moids out. Get rid of as many of your conscious or unconscious pickmeisms as possible, emphasize your non-appearance-related values, and you may find a moid that is decent underneath.
No. 2527466
>>2527322And you know what the most horrible thing is? Some of the pedophile are fathers.
The XY needs to be eradicated.
No. 2527468
>>2527455This nona is correct.
Almost all the bfs and husbands of pornstars and OF whores are following other pornstars and OF whores on social media.
Even when these worthless moids have the real thing right beside them, they still go looking at other women.
You should never even attempt to please coomer moids because a) it wont work anyway, and b) you'll just have humiliated yourself in the process for nothing, too.
Men should be begging to eat you out and worshipping you, they are disposable dildos with a pulse.
No. 2527472
>>2527322I think the number of men who watch CP is way higher than official estimates say. I also think if the real figures were released then most normie women would immediately go into denial mode because their lives usually revolve around their husbands and sons and they need to lift scrotums like their life depends on it.
I remember reading on the news that during covid, searches for child porn skyrocketed.
Also, there are various 'famous' rape
victims from CP videos whose faces or social media updates get posted on imageboards like 4chan and every single moid in the replies seems to recognize these girls or comments about having watched their videos too, which is insanely gross.
No. 2527490
>>2527322I know how you feel, I'm
>>>/ot/2522970 and after finding what I did I've been having trouble sleeping and focusing. My mind just wanders about all the people I interact with in my day to day life, all the people I personally know who could be doing the same things.
>huge chunk of the male population are doing this and will likely never be caught for itI feel nauseous about that too. It's not the "few bad apples" that people love to say, there's obviously something very wrong with our society if men are easily accessing CP and not facing death for it. You will ask anyone on the street and they will tell you pedophilia is bad, so how is this still happening so much? It's like I peaked a second time but instead of anger and enlightenment, I feel sadness and defeat.
No. 2527645
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Why do all my friends cape for trannies… You can't be a true feminist and defend men who jerk off to wearing women's clothes and invade women's spaces.
No. 2527659
>>2527645Female socialization will do that to you. I think that most women don’t want to think of men as oppressors, so the thought of scrotes “admiring” women so much that they become one is noble and the ultimate feminism for them kek.
They’ll run in circles when you ask them how can a TIM possibly know what a woman feels like and how can you even describe what being a woman is like in the first place.
No. 2527669
>>2527659I’d just tell them to lurk in /MtF and /actuallesbians for a bit. At least that’s how I peaked. This movement doesn’t ask acceptance , it demands and demands that women cross their boundaries and self preservation to unite with their “sisters”, because feminism without transwomen is nothing!
>Lilith trooned out on his pregnant wife? forget that! He only felt comfortable and he had to struggle with his identity for so many years without telling his wife!
>Hera is taking pictures of you and copying you?She just admires you. Be kind to your trans sister!
>Artemis always talks about sex and asks invading questions and also acts condescendingly when talking about women?You trans sister is struggling with dysphoria! Help her!
>Venus was an abuser and a misogynist?Forget that sister? That was him struggling with internalized misogyny obviously. Teach your sisters who didn’t have the privilege of girlhood!
>what? Aphrodite raped a woman?Well we must have solid proof, you know how this can be bad for the reputation of poor transwomen?! Support your sister in these hard times! Maybe if lesbians were more open to girldick then transwomen wouldn’t feel the need to rape!
>what? You want to march for abortion rights?Sure! But make sure to include your sisters! You would be nothing without them, they paved the way! No don’t you dare say “no uterus, no opinion” that’s transphobic. You must also add trans rights are human rights every five signs
Scratch the fact that trans activists don’t even do Jack shit for women’s rights , hell they don’t even care about transmen kek.
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I am living at my parents' house for my third summer break, and despite my best efforts, my room smells like cigarettes since I've been chain-smoking (outside, but still a couple steps from our house). I'm probably going to get my ass whooped at twenty-one, like a fag. Wish me luck. My mom wakes up super early and I hear her rustling about, so consequences are impending.
No. 2527768
>>2527750Girl, are you retarded? One, either switch to vaping so there is no smell (and I don't want to hear about the health risks, you're smoking, you already don't care about your health), or two, make a sploof.
Have we all already forgotten how to not get caught by our parents when smoking weed at 16?
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anything that bothers me bothers me so deeply. not anything like someone offending me or something (doesn’t really happen) more like people’s character, moral things etc. i feel deeply uncomfortable. i think i am an overly sensitive person. i constantly feel pain, ocd-like thoughts and i spiral a lot. i just wish the world was rainbows and sunshine. i look at people, or go on twitter and think how can you live knowing you make the world a darker place? how do you live when you contribute to filth? there’s so much of it already… it’s already so dark… i can hardly handle it. it feels like some kind of sick joke. and these people cause all this? just why? i don’t understand. i wish i could love the world as much as i used to. i wish i still had the unsullied view of the world i had as a kid.
No. 2527869
>>2526599yes, we were younger so i thought it was "romantic" i think? im not the same woman i was even 2 years ago so all that has changed is my mentality really. i've talked to him soo many times over the years, i think thats in part why i'm so tired and ready to leave.
>>2526639it sure feels like it…he's 28.
No. 2527886
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Where the fuck do old scrotes get the audacity from?! I was walking to the train station and this retard slows his car and starts honking at me as if I’m a prostitute. I could care less that you have a Mercedes retard, leave me alone. If I ever have to resort to grovel at old men’s dick I will off myself before doing that.
There was another time where one was just gravitating towards me and then asking me questions regarding the train only to remain there and linger , saying that his wife left him, well duh hope that poor woman is living her best life!
No. 2527990
>>2527983Probably pourover from 4chan
I feel like during the shutdown a bunch of channyfaggots came and never left
No. 2527993
>>2527963just typical moid behavior here sadly. the "most likely to leave their sick spouses" gender
>>25279904chan accommodating trannies is still so surreal to me. even fucking 4chan, full of racists, actual offending pedophiles, and violent misogynists support trannies. but theyre actually the most oppressed class ever guiseee
No. 2527997
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>>2527993It's definitely leftovers who haven't gone back yet, we've always had a few /pol/ish anons who were able to keep it civil but ever since 4chan went down /ot/ and /g/ has been a mess. We can't even say we hate men without a troid getting angry There's also quite a few kiwifags who have been crossposting and complaining when their spergs get banned. It's all so aids
No. 2528009
>>2527993They'd welcome them before they'd welcome women
They'd even spawn them
No. 2528018
>>2526696OP here, he passed away in his little wooden house with his bunny gf next to him.
>>2526885Thank you Nona, I’m gonna keep his fur, he was really fluffy so it’ll be nice.
No. 2528072
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I developed tinnitus. Just what i needed, another health problem. And i dont have money to treat it either. I hate my life, not a good thing ever happens to me. Why tinnitus, fucking why? i am only 22. Thats going to lead to hearing loss eventually. It feels like life is pushing me to commit suicide and it doesnt matter how much i try that will always be my destiny.
No. 2528159
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I’m the anon who keeps growing taller even though I’m in my early 20s and I’m sick of it. Like it is really scary now. I thought it stopped already because I covered like 2 inches in 2 months which is how long the usual spurts last. It’s coming up to the third month now. I didn’t see my mother for a month and now I tower over her. I feel like a freak of nature, I look in the mirror and see a monster
No. 2528280
>>2527983It's true. Go read the Ethel Cain thread and see how many times a "
nonnie" defends that creep. Get a bingo card for the phrases
>hsts >he looks feminine>self insert>weird bottom not transbian>cisgender I reported it, took it to /meta/, and it's all still there with not even an "integrate" red text. One of the nonas responding got an infight red text though? I guess we're just accepting it with open arms? I feel a little unsafe now so I guess they won.
No. 2528284
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How the fuck do you tell people around you that you have turned apathetic to everything? Nothing is enjoyable, sure playing video games serves as something to pass the time but I'm not sure anymore if I'm actually having fun since it feels like a chore to start up the pc. Baking bread is ok, since I like the feeling of accomplishment I get when I make a really good loaf, but that doesn't last all that long. I don't particularly care to open up my chat messages because…well, I don't feel anything about it, so I just don't. I'm about to take my uni degree in a couple of days, and I don't feel anything particular about it nor about the fact that I'm about to go from student to unemployed during a still ongoing recession. I don't care. I'm already on mood stabilizers sine they are the only thing that keeps me from killing myself, but I've been on them for years without getting apathetic like this before.
No. 2528334
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My roommate gives off a narcissistic vibe and I just made her mad because I didn't seem interested enough in looking at the family photo collection she's been sorting through. I was in the kitchen hands deep making dinner and she brought a booklet over for me to look at and try to find her in…there seemed to be a split second of her realizing how ridiculous she was being and she said never mind, but when I was cleaning she starting saying "GEE I WISH I HAD SOMEONE TO TALK TO" and sarcastically called me a "life of the party" after I started heading towards my room.
No. 2528414
it's come back again and it hurts more. i thought i was really going somewhere. it was blooming i could even see the pink petals start to peek through the bud. everything makes me feel nothing only a fleeting moment of relief, if you can even call it that. i want to slip into nothing. to close my eyes and never wake up but never dying. i've thought about doing it so many times, even done several attempts but failed. why? because i don't want to make anyone i know sad. i hate it. i hate living. i wasn't supposed to be born. why do i care so much? why can't i be selfish like all those before me and just jump? why can't i be happy fuck it no why can't i be CONTENT with life? i've vented, confided, begged, wept, cried on a shoulder every time its the same "it'll pass". i've done it all, i went to therapy, yoga, pilates, meditation, diet change, going outside, drugs, gambling, relationships, going back to school. nothing works. why couldn't i have been born normal not even normal just not sad. i'm never listened to anyways. no one cares. well i care. that is why i won't do it to you guys. so why can't you care too. all i want is more than a hug, a pat on the shoulder. i want a hug to squeeze out all the bad things i want to be wrapped in a warm blanket to keep me safe for at least 6 months. thats all i ask for. it doesn't matter anymore. i give up. nothing will fix me and i'll be on my deathbed with nothing in my heart. anyways, loop hero is a great game and i recommend it to everyone for a bit of fun.
No. 2528467
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>>2528414>>2528435I care too anon. I hope you are able to see things from a new perspective soon
No. 2528719
>>2528715and not only are they physically hideous but theyre always terrible people too and usually have small dicks also kek.
like imagine being such a massive pickmeisha, getting all kinds of surgery to please your scrote, and he's still ugly and small dicked and faps to other women. meanwhile some basic becky who doesnt have to try even 1/100th as hard as you do still has a hot kind bf with a huge dick who mogs yours to hell and back.
No. 2528721
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I lost a lot of weight due to stress and health problems this past year and I look awful as a result. I want to gain back what I lost but it’s been difficult forcing myself to eat what I need to at the frequency I really should. I feel like this shouldn’t be that hard but it is…
No. 2528722
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>>2528721Eat oats and dry fruits, they are packed in calories and nutrients.
Good luck nonna.
No. 2528755
>>2528732The nonnas are exaggerating, it’s not as common as they are making it to be. Ii looked up some hockey players’s wives, most are still more attractive or as attractive as the men.
Even outside, how many uggos are you seeing with chads? Exactly. How many ogres are you seeing with angel looking women? Exactly.
No. 2528756
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>movies starring men vs movies starring women
dear diary, today my youtube homepage was blackpilling
No. 2528771
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Went to bed late cause of stress and not finding any other opportune time to draw for an event that I'm 6 days late on.
I feel like shit and I have a lot of places to run today.
Grandad came back home from a long stay at the hospital and is more or less immobile. I want to be there for my mom to take care of him cause she already has 2 jobs on her head. I want to do more and save her more money.
My thesis has to be done in a month and some change and I feel like I have no energy or creativity to push.
Bf is being annoying as usual. Bright side is, I'm starting to have a more positive connection with my husbando, its much easier for me to escape in my mind or in a convo. This sounds mentally ill but, I really need something to lean on and to feel like I can be reached.
I feel like a ghost these past months and my plans on finishing my work on time have been foiled bc I care too much about others.
What a waste.
At least I'm sticking to gym…with one of my main goals is to look better so I can imagine myself with my husband more naturally.
No. 2528873
>>2528732>some basic becky who doesnt have to try even 1/100th as hard as you do still has a hot kind bf with a huge dick who mogs yours to hell and back.>how do they do it thoThey don't settle for fat, deformed creeps and
toxic nerds in general? It's just a matter of not being an absolute bottom of the barrel loser fucking retard?
No. 2528878
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Sick of my mom throwing tantrums because I have hairy armpits and legs. God forbid I don't adhere to bullshit beauty standards by scrotes while she herself admitted she'd be fine with my underage sister dressing like a hooker. I can't fucking wait to move out. Why are pickmes like this?
No. 2528895
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After most of my life being generally not great for various reasons, I’m finally in a good spot with good things and now I live in constant fear that it’s all going to be taken away from me one day. I particularly have a fear of my boyfriend dying in a freak accident or something like that. I don’t know how to relax because it feels like the minute I let my guard down, something terrible is going to happen. As if worrying somehow keeps anything bad from happening.
No. 2528902
>>2527426This sounds like typical situational depression. A couple obvious causes based on what you’ve written:
1) neetdom is an inherently depressing existence, so get out of that as soon as you can. Even if it’s a low-commitment low-effort crap-wages job, or extended volunteer hours.
2) humans need a sense of purpose in life. If you don’t have this, it’ll be a huge roadblock in maintaining emotional stability and health. You need to do whatever you can to find a purpose to drive your existence, even if it’s a shorter term purpose and not a “life purpose.”
The nuances of this are probably very detailed and specific to you personally. This means not gonna find the exact answers by googling it or asking on a forum. I really recommend finding a good psychologist to be able to lay things out to and get some mentorship from. Antidepressants can help to stabilize you in a crisis but if you’re not in one I wouldn’t recommend going that route at this point. What they’d be doing is numbing the part of you that’s crying out for help, and while that can be a decent bandaid in certain circumstances, it doesn’t actually address the cause of the depression. Good luck.
No. 2529047
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ot is full of newfags tourists and 4troon retardfugees who dont understand lolcow culture and want to make lc another shitter and their stan fujocoomer twitter hangout (like the retard who wants to remove "cow" banners from the fucking lolcow gossip site and another who thinks we are too "harsh" on troons) ywnbaw/m seeth and dilate
No. 2529067
>>2526674Last following on this for a while, she came back today despite her son telling me that she is no longer welcome here. I went to stay at my mom's. Considering ending a 4 year relationship over this debacle and cunt. I might be schizo, but I can't help but feel like he lied about telling her that cause when she entered OUR home, he did not confront her.
I'm so fucking sick, physically and mentally sick. Is it the anxiety of wanting to tell him we're done? I'm not sure.
No. 2529107
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>>252909623 is nothing. You have so much time left to do all these things. You just need to figure out a way to start meeting new people irl, maybe through a job or club. There are tons of people in the same situation as you
No. 2529246
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3 hours into my Monday workday and I'm already so fucking overwhelmed. I still gotta go to the DMV. Still gotta go to social security office. Still gotta figure out how to sell or get rid of my broken down car. Still gotta hang these fucking poster frames I've had sitting on the floor because no arrangement looks right. Still gotta clean the fucking balcony somehow even though the neighbors' patio below extends beyond ours and any dirt and dust I sweep off will land right on theirs. Bought a small shop vac to help, the suction is too weak. The laundry pile has become a mountain despite doing 5 loads this weekend. My apartment looks like a hoarder's den, I have no fucking space for any organization solutions and by the time 5pm rolls around I will have no energy to tackle any of it besides maybe cleaning the sink and doing a single fucking load of laundry. I'm so fucking sick of this shit and I just want 2 weeks of uninterrupted time to clean and organize my life.
No. 2529276
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My nigel is a tennis coach and he just came home from work with homemade cupcakes that one of his students made for him because it was his birthday today…
No. 2529290
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How do you accept that you’ll always be a freak? I’m a sperg who’s always had weird interests and I can’t relate to 99% of normal people. I got sucked into the NLOG gender bullshit when I was a teenager but I detransitioned before I did anything too drastic. The dysphoria brainworms still plague me, though. If I doll myself up I look like a conventionally attractive thin woman but in every other way I’m a total freak.
Today I had to go to a doctor’s appointment right when teenagers were getting out of school. I got harassed by a horde of teenage moids who were laughing at me and singing “emo” songs. I don’t even look “emo”, if anything I dress more like a hippie, but it doesn’t matter. It’s all the same to them. I just yelled “ROCK ON FREAKY BRO” because I had no idea what the fuck to do and walked away.
It doesn’t really bother me anymore, I used to deal with this shit all the time in high school. Back then I was a wallflower who would just let people push me around, and every time I didn’t say something back I’d think about it for weeks afterwards. But sometimes I start thinking about how this is the only life I get and I go into an existential spiral. I just can’t believe that I could’ve been anyone else on earth and I’m me.
No. 2529291
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I hate people who are chronically late. It’s so disrespectful. Why the heck am I here waiting at 10:19 pm and you haven’t gotten your ass out yet when you are the one who said the time in the first place? You don’t even put makeup , but you are always so fucking late at everything it’s pissing me off. I take time to get ready too and you know what I do? I start preparing on time, it’s simple.
It’s not cute, it’s not quirky.
No. 2529391
>>2529276There is no reason I would ever put that amount of effort into a scrote that I didn't want to fuck. She's 100% hitting on him with an extra dose of "and look, I can
bake too!" You're completely justified for feeling that way
No. 2529403
>>2529276Like just for him and not for the whole team? That's fucked up
nonny I'm so sorry.
No. 2529425
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My friend’s moid gives me the creeps something crazy.
Over the few years I’ve known him he’s exhibited dozens of little red flags but each one is hidden behind a layer of plausible deniability. To make matters worse his friends are mine and they constantly defend him and make excuses for him, my friend included. Sadly they got married when she found out she’s pregnant and every bit of it is making me freak out for her because something is telling me he is a massive piece of shit.
>he whored around a bunch before they met
>is a software engineer career bro who is magically good at everything, super confident and everyone loves him
>used to go on frequent business trips, then moved to another country for muh career with his now wife where she knows nobody, doesn’t have a job and is now about to be a SAHM
>when I told her he should be worshipping her for giving up so much for him, she defended him and said it’s okay because he provides for them?? no shit bitch it’s his job you moved for, what else is he gonna do
>he “doesn’t believe in DEI” but totally not in a bigoted way
>is a frequent flyer, doesn’t care about the environment because “it isn’t his business”
>constantly plays devils advocate and loves being contrarian, pretending he knows more than everyone
>despite leaving his poor wife stranded in a foreign country where she went for him he is flying out for a buddy’s wedding a week before she gives birth
>bought his wife the cheapest pastry he could find instead of birthday cake on her birthday and bragged about it to our mutual friend
And of course his fellow moids-in-waiting had an excuse ready for every one of these things:
>nooo he’s a good guy I’m sure they had discussed this beforehand and she wants this too
>nooo he doesn’t mean it like that he just thinks the current DEI system is ineffective
>nooo ackshually he’s just well read on the environment
>nooo she just didn’t want a birthday cake cause she bought herself some that day
>nooo I’m sure they planned the birth schedule and it’ll all work out, he’s responsible
>but he’s such a good man, he helps her carry things even though he’s pregnant and he should be fucking doing it anyway!
I feel like a leashed doberman snarling and snapping at him while everyone is petting my head and telling me I’m just paranoid. Not to mention that this girl is WAY too good for his mediocre NPC ass, she’s funny, kind, smart, bubbly and all he does is mansplain and act smug about muh hobbies and muh career. He’s gonna be one of those fathers who trains for a marathon and goes on runs to avoid doing his share of the chores and childcare, I’m calling it now.
I can’t take it he’s just too smug and self-confident and still gets asspats for the bare minimum!!!! Grrrrrr BARK BARK BARK
No. 2529426
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my dad wants me to apply to work at a hobby store tomorrow and i really dont want to because i know the girls who work at those places get flirted with by fugly 30+ bearded nerd scrotes everyday. ughh
No. 2529470
>>2529391Oh, absolutely. Not the 1st time she's done it either, she brought him cookies and candy canes for christmas once kek knowing my nigel he's completely clueless, but it's pissed me off quite a bit.
And they don't even look that tasty, btw
>>2529403I imagine she brought enough for the rest of the class to eat too, there were just a couple left in the box he brought home.
No. 2529505
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>>2528902Thank you for your answer. I'm currently taking online courses in my career field to gain more skills but also to give my life more structure and it helped a bit. I even kept thinking "I missed this" during the online live class. It's not one of those prerecorded ones you watch on your own, but a Zoom call with an instructor and we work along with her and stuff at the same time every day for 2 weeks. This gives me a reason to sleep early and wake up early for the classes, to focus on something for a change, and learn new information which "awakens" my mind. Not sure about the purpose part though. There's not much to do at home and I can't really afford going out or anything. I'm working on my hobbies occasionally but the braindead-ness makes it impossible sometimes. I can't afford a pyschiatrist or therapist either and don't want to be put on any medications that can make my already bad hormonal health worse. I appreciate your advice though nonetheless.
No. 2529527
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>>2529425>software engineer career broThe truth is that software engineering is a career that is full of narcissistically smug intellectualists. They get slightly smart at one thing (not even usually that smart, either. otherwise you'd see more of them doing shit like building their own OS, starting their own company…or creating their own programming language, instead of bitching about the ones that exist. lol). Then, after getting high enough from their own programmer farts, start also thinking they're experts in other people's fields too. They get a fancy job at Google, then start thinking they have an IQ of 3297924923974 just because they get paid six figures to look things up, read documentation, and fix legacy code all day. I realized how insufferable they are as early as school. There aren't as many of these shitty moids in industry as there are in CS, but there still tend to be several left over. Just go on some place like r/cscareerquestions or Stack Overflow and see how the so-called "senior developers" reply to people. They are prime examples of people that have made it too far in life without having ever gotten their asses beat.
t. Software engineer
No. 2529591
>>2528873>don't settle for fat, deformed creeps and toxic nerds in generalntayrt but I don't get how often this happens either. Surely nonas sense of self-preservation can't possibly be that bad? Also there's a surprising large amount of nonas, especially on here, that claim alot of mental and social deficiencies, yet still mention their bfs (even a fucking husband!!!). I fail to understand how someone that claims to be that incapable has managed to get in ANY relationship in any capacity. I've only ever gone on one date with a moid and I was too scared to even so much as hold his hand. These are nonas claiming they are 10x worse but suddenly with a boyfriend of over 2 years. The amount of friends I've had claiming shit like "social anxiety" at me yet ending up with boyfriends is mind-boggling too.
How does the fuck does that happen? I feel like every single other person knows something secret about how to get in relationships and I'm the only retard that somehow missed it.
No. 2529726
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i tried watching the boys and i couldnt even finish the first episode. so fucking disgusting and mean-spirited for no reason. moid television
No. 2529730
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I am such a fucking clown and the people I care about most know it. I wish they liked me a tenth as much as I liked them. I wish they thought about me at all. I am way too old for this shit. Put me in the cubicle and make me do office work alone by myself forever.
No. 2529762
>>2529387you will do wonderful
nonnie!
No. 2529790
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If you haven't seen a really handsome young man ruined by alcoholism and looking 60 at barely 40 years old because of it then you haven't seen a true tragedy. I wish alcohol was illegal. I also always struggle to understand what has to happen in someone's mind, what kind of demons enter it, to be able to chronically inject this shit into their bodies to the point it ruins their organs, skin, face, mind…
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i cannot sleep peacefully, i peeked under my bed and there were at least 3 spiders resting on the bed frame. it's nightime so i can't use the vacuum to kill them, fuck
No. 2530010
>>2529527>>2529638Kek thank you for validating me nonnies.
>Then, after getting high enough from their own programmer farts, start also thinking they're experts in other people's fields too. Yep, many such cases including this guy.
I just remembered another time when this odious husk of a human being tried to talk my own scrote into taking a job with lots of travelling. I put my foot down and said absolutely not and he tried going “but it’s fuuuun”. Luckily my boyfriend listens to me because I’m not at all a cool girl so he knows I’d go postal. Meanwhile his wife told me she misses him a lot and goes shopping late at night to soothe her nerves when he’s away, poor girl.
Men like him are so self centered I’m surprised he hasn’t cheated on her yet. If he doesn’t I’ll eat my hat. I wish I could save her from her chill girl ways and find her a nice Jewish man to yell at.
No. 2530133
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>back fucking hurts
>asshole fucking hurts
>stomach fucking hurts
>I feel nauseous
>I hate everything
I hate my stupid period. Why do I have to have this shit every month? I took ibuprofen but it’s not working. I’ll be just stuck with the hot water bag. I feel like shit, I’m bent over my bed like a retard because lying down hurts so bad, it feels like someone stabbing me over and over again. And I have the flu on top of that too.
No. 2530141
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Since jannies don't read /meta/ I will air out my observations here. Remember when rancefag was driven off the site because she had a rapist husbando from a misogynist game series? And posted him everywhere? So how come 3dpd murderers are allowed to be posted in several threads all over /g/ including one that gets a new thread every 2 days? The murderscrote in question is also misogynist, he's a redpilled incel with yellow fever that up until recently was coined the husband of this website. Just goes to show how much the culture of the site has shifted. There's even a whole thread dedicated to 'hot criminals' now. Ironic we have cows we make fun of for being into this shit but when it's newfags it's suddenly fine. And you'd be naive to think those tourists aren't breaching containment and posting in other threads on the site
No. 2530153
How do you get over this anons?
>Be me
>On the verge of a mental breakdown
>Go on a tinder date
>Guy turns out to be a huge narc, racist, sexist etc.
>Lovebombs me at first, then devalues
>Constantly digs for my trauma
>Eventually we get in a huge fight because I didn't suck his dick after he ate me out and I kicked him out
>He comes back and apologizes
>Then, knowing I was sick (visibly underweight, scars etc) went full on with mindgames
>Kept telling me weird stories about psychosis, kept telling me things that weren't true to scare me
>It works, I have a huge psychotic break, try to kill myself, he blocks me everywhere
It took me almost 2 full years to recover from the psychosis. It was fucking awful, I lost pretty much everything. Apartment, all my things, friends. And now whenever I go outside I see his dumbass. I saw him with another girl the other day and it made me spiral. Like he's going to treat her like shit and she won't realize it until it's way too late. How the fuck do I deal with this intense urge for revenge?
I can't even tell him off for what he did as he blocked me everywhere, and the last time I spoke to him I was still psychotic and blaming myself and /I/ apologized to /HIM/. Fucking kill me anons
No. 2530163
>>2530150i'm not for the hybristofagging thread but tbh it's pretty dead, and nobody is drooling over woman-rapists and woman-killers afaik (i dont know every single serial killer so if theres exception my apologies but for most theyre not ted bundies).
the whole luigi hate is kind of annoying, just hide the thread.. if we start banning everyone who drools over a porn addict (which is basically every male), we might as well nuke /g/
the fact you dont get why its more disgusting to drool over a vidya exlusively about raping women than over a random killer makes you sound like a scrote. the problem isnt about the morality of killing or doing something illegal, its about misogyny. mangione might be a misogynist (idk his whole life story) but hes not famous for his misogynistic actions
(not to mention youre kind of cringe for moralfagging about killing a ceo but thats another conversation)
No. 2530178
>>2530170>g it's the irony of stanning a murderscrote and posting about wanting to get raped by him.literally nobody said that and i got shit on every time i made a post about dom luigi back when i browsed it, its a subby luigi thread
>yeah he's a misogynist like most scrotes, what do we do, nuke /g/ and ban every single straight woman?
also idc if luigi attracts newfags, the websites dead, if new women are coming into the website that's good? as long as they learn to integrate
youre just an annoying no-fun-allowed party pooper looking for shit to pick at and this sort of mentality is why deadcow.boring is so inactive
No. 2530189
>>2530181as long as youre posting in mostly female places i dont see the problem, am i going to be mad about the female/male ratio going back up?
>>2530182it's a moderation problem, new people with harsh moderation to force them to integrate is fine
No. 2530274
>>2530268Kekk
>>2530272They think hes the hottest thing ever and anyone who doesn’t want to get raped and strangled by him is a lesbian or a moid. Welcome to lolcow I guess.
No. 2530278
>>2530239You can look for government jobs with any degree. I’m a STEMfag too and I can work remotely and dick around all day several days a week, but with every job there are trade offs.
I get hella vacation days, good health insurance and my salary isn’t too bad either. The downside is I get assigned to random places in deepest darkest redneck country to measure water pollution for months at a time and I don’t get to decline or choose where to go. I’m my own family’s cryptid that they never see but always hear stories about. My brother is a SWE in a private company who makes crazy money but basically lives at work and has barely any PTO. If I were a starving teacher I’d probably envy people doing some other job.
No. 2530281
>>2530235>>2530275nta but i think anons mainly want it shut because of the type of tourists it attracts (like the same problem the kpop threads had) not solely because of the subject himself. even anons who used to be luigifags were asking for the thread to be locked last month.
also some anons who already hid the thread mention how pics of him keep flooding the front page, so that's probably another reason.
No. 2530323
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Lately I've been feeling really bad about how ugly I look. I've been fat literally all my life and have just an unfortunate looking face, which has always made me feel like an ogre. I at least wish that the self hatred would have manifested itself in me losing the weight, but it only made me spiral into a binge eating disorder.
I'm trying really hard to change things around for myself and to improve on my looks, but no matter what I do, I can't help but to feel like an pig with lipstick or like an ogre shoved in a pretty dress. I put in a good amount of effort just to end up still looking ugly.
No. 2530343
>>2530310>>2530321>>2530326Ntayrt but I feel like part of the reason why it's dead is precisely
because of tiktok/twitter/tumblr/redditors coming here, thus making the old posters want to leave, combined with shitty moderation rather than the lack of newcomers from those sites
>>2530336Plus with the drama from last year's eurovision and that they/them fag winning and returning once again to AGP out on stage I imagine less anons feel motivated to watch again. The past few years made it clear to everyone that it's rigged.
No. 2530350
>>2530343Exactly! I find myself coming to lolcow less and less because of how badly it's moderated, along with the influx very obvious tourists from reddit and tiktok. It's become insufferable. They aren't willing to integrate and bring their nigels along for the ride.
Eurovision is so rigged, but this year really proved they don't even want to try. Isreal bought every single vote. People outside of Europe should not have been allowed to vote. I'm a burger who watched, and I was really surprised they were able to, even if they had to pay. There are a lot of pro isreal people in burgerland, so I know that made a huge difference in votes.
No. 2530384
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I believed for my entire life that something was deeply wrong with me, and so did therapists. Now I’m realizing that I probably just have an extreme case of OCD that’s controlled my entire life for years. The “theme” has changed over time but it’s constant mental torture. I never even considered it before because I had this idea that everyone with OCD was a clean freak but after finding about moral OCD, relationship OCD, and even gender OCD (yes this is a real thing) everything makes sense.
When I was younger I became convinced I was trans and I eventually detransitioned but for years the idea that I’m still secretly trans and eventually I’ll just snap and troon out has continued to plague me. When I detransitioned I ended up developing an eating disorder and anorexia is a form of OCD. Obsessing over numbers, steps, calories. Then I developed this intense fear that I was a horrible person. I’d remember something I did 5 years ago and obsess over it every day for hours on end. I ended up nearly going broke because I was donating so much money to charity (I had this idea that if I donated enough money to charity it would make up for everything bad I’ve ever done). Then I became obsessed with my digital footprint. I’d create dozens of different email accounts and phone numbers so nothing I ever posted could ever be traced back to me.
At one point I ended up having a mental breakdown because my ex was a piece of shit (I found out that he had a history of abusing women and he had cheated on me). Around the same time I became fixated on the idea that one of my friends was wiretapping our conversations. I ended up getting locked up in a psych ward and they told me I had bipolar and BPD. They wanted to put me on Haldol. The thing is, I’ve never had another “manic episode” before or since. I’ve been in a stable long term relationship for a while now and I display no BPD symptoms whatsoever. I’ve never even had a real argument with my girlfriend. I’m still taking my meds just in case but I’m starting to think I’ve never had an actual psychotic episode at all. It was just OCD amplified by stress caused by outside issues.
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might had irreversibly damaged my relationship with my father's side of the family
>well off businesswoman aunt (dad's older sister) invites us to this countryside resort this is Latam, so its really nothing fancy.
>Idiot father had shared with his sister that i am having issues with finding a decent salary to finally move out, probably in hopes of making anyone from her circle hire me
>Aunt goes on a long rant about how I SHOULD had picked a better career and how I was stupid and naive for not noticing the red flags as a teen out of highschool. My father knows I've been so depressed to the point of wanting to take my life about this subject
>Goes on and on as the rest of the family agrees with her (without offering a solution)
Eventually I went outside to cool off, but i was fuming on the inside. Cried a bit, then I return to the table and this bitch is still going on about it.
>Me: well maybe if you had read the red flags on your first husband he wouldnt had raped your sons, auntie
So now i am sitting in my room after my mom slapped me. She's mad for having defended myself, because hey it wasnt a big deal!
No. 2530410
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Is a 18 year old mature enough to understand that her reckless behaviour affects her pregnant older sister who raised her since she was a baby (and worked her ass off as far as dropping out of school) or should I just be more comprehensive and hip and cool?
No. 2530412
>>2530395This.
>>2530390This. If that aspect of the culture, which is a small part of the whole all things considered, bothers you so much, and you find yourself wanting a "safe space" to discuss mundane hetty bettie celebricows type ish, you can go reclaim Crystal Cafe from the trannies, since those are the types you're wanting to import more of here. The people who are interested in discussing certain cows will find themselves here, you don't need to pollute this site with more low quality newfags like yourself who'll whine about "muh misogynistic lolcow culture" or whatever.
No. 2530418
>>2530380anti-tumblr/twitter/tiktok-newfags nonnies, WHERE are newfags supposed to come from then? you guys keep saying where theyre not supposed to come from (making sure to include 99% of the alive internet) but you never say where theyre supposed to be recruited
of course some oldfags are going to grow out of imageboards eventually so theres gotta be new blood so you can't just expect the website to live without any newcomers
No. 2530419
>>2530418Of course they're harvested directly from the
nonnie farm. How much of a newfag are you? Did you NOT come from the
nonnie farm?
No. 2530421
>>2530415Holy shit, you keep making shit up! You have no idea what threads I contribute to and what I post. Since you brought it up though
>>2530402, I assume you’re a bitter weegeefag that is resentful of the anons who want your pressious safe space deleted? Ahh… it all makes sense now. Kek.
No. 2530423
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>>2529988i dont care if its a fake accusation, i want this smug self-righteous fucker to get metoo'd
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>mfw bringing in new nonnies organically
No. 2530438
>>2530418Via the cow boards, which you clearly detest. Not because some underaged autist linked the luigifag to you on Tumblr. Obviously plenty of anons use other sites here, or else we wouldn’t have tumblr/reddit/twitter hate threads. But the point is, you have to
integrate into our culture here, not bring your faggotry from outside in with you.
No. 2530461
>>2530431Obviously we want users coming here from Tumblr posts advertising LC as a
femcel 4chan
No. 2530482
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>>2530471And she linked it so no it’s not bait
No. 2530487
>>2530482oh ok my bad this is bad
for my defense the luigi threads didnt use to be like this, it used to be pretty funny
i dont think the thread itself should be wiped but moderation needs to ban retards
No. 2530514
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There is a Japanese girl I follow on Twitter who posts art of herself and her moid, which honestly makes me feel a bit jealous sometimes despite my lack of interest in 3D males. The guy is kinda cute too though that's probably my yellow fever speaking. I'm aware Asian males can be horrible so I hope she's being treated nicely.
No. 2530535
>>2530522They're threads, not chatrooms, you got that right.
>>2530515Being a redditor tends to lead to internalized misogyny.
No. 2530566
>>2530490Kek your post
triggered a zoomer, just look at the way they responded
>"bruh" No. 2530581
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I'm at the doctor's and this lady has 5 screaming children with her. You'd think at least one wouldn't be screaming but they all are
>>2530576That was my first time replying to you, psycho. I don't have a Twitter but i exists in the western world so I'm exposed to that personality type. They're talk just like you
No. 2530591
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>>2530570Girl, can you go back to Instagram now?
Bruh? Like be for real. You sound like you never seen heard of lurking, no cap. You need to like, lurk more so you can integratemaxx your typing on the board, get that shit on lock, you feel me? And that's on
period.
(baiting) No. 2530626
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i’m tired of being so negative and having so much self hatred. being so anxious and neurotic. obviously it isnt an easy fix, but it just ruins my day, especially if i compare myself my whole day goes to shit and i cant do any hobbies because im not fit and independent with a career. why does it matter? why cant i drill it into my head, it wont ever matter. i will die. and will i be happy saying at least i was living alone and making 100 figures but working all of my days away! or can i say that maybe i was a bit lonely and broke, but i managed and got to do what i loved? it just isnt fair. i hurt the only person who truly wants the best for me, myself. and when you get so wrapped up in your own issues, you neglect those of the people around you. all i can do is keep trying, and be kind and positive. Gay as hell… but it works
No. 2530681
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I shouldn't be so upset because objectively speaking things are going well in my life but I still am and wish this would all end.
No. 2530758
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I've complained in the vent threads before about feeling tired all the time, but my both my blood works and thyroid levels look fine. A few days ago I was lying in bed and realized that what I'm feeling is apathy - sure, I am tired too, but I feel nothing about everything. I have to force myself to start up my hobbies and going to the gym is just a chore. Problem solving is hard because I don't feel motivated to do it, I just stare at them blankly. I don't check the chats with my friends, can't be bothered to - they pretty much have to tag or call me to ask me if I'm on board on any plans with they make (which I always am), but even if they didn't count me in for whatever reason I wouldn't really care as I am right now. Just being home doing nothing is just as fine.
I booked an appointment with a nurse in hopes of…something, anything, idk really but I figured I should get some help. I just hope the fact that I can't turn off my regular "happy"/professional tone of voice during the appointment so they take me seriously.
No. 2530802
Being an invisible woman fucking sucks. I do not talk in terms of aging, or wanting to be noticed by men. But I am fairly plain, tall with a fairly wide build for a woman, so nothing really looks…great on me. At least clothes that I personally like. I come from a family with charming extroverts that everyone wants to be around, but somehow I was the only kid that inherited my dad's introvert nature and zero presence. While everyone pays attention to my siblings when they enter a room, I can come and go without anyone noticing I was there at all no matter how much I try to stand tall and attempt establishing my presence. I always try to make myself noticeable by being "the funny girl", luckily I rarely fail at making people laugh but it is clear I don't have the staying power of someone with more charisma. Going out I'm the only one in a group that doesn't get free drinks, and have been several times I've just been straight up ignored in social settings when anyone wants to join me and friend(s) in a conversation.
I wish I had more charisma, I was was prettier and I wish I wasn't ignored by the world. I can read as many self-help articles and books I can find, but I don't have a very good base to even start on imo, because I lack that basic stage presence that is required. I was born to be a wall flower, and I fucking hate it.
No. 2531037
I wanna type this tumblr girl style, but I won't, I will be a good imageboard user, but why do my emotions have to change on a dime like this? I can accept it when it's before my period, I can accept having stupid emotions during it too, sure, but why is after also some kind of thing? So it's basically constant. I feel so stabable. I wanna get impaled by beams of light. I don't know.
>>2526122 got me like "where's Cliffe Vessey when you need him" like I can smile at something stupid like that so I'm fine I guess.
No. 2531039
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I hate this stupid Japanese genital censorship shit. Moids gets to see their big titty waifus with uncensored nipples, but it's bullshit that I can't get a clear image of my husbando's dick. Every time I find some actually good femgaze ecchi or hentai the dick's all covered in black bars or some glowing white lightsaber shit. Everything in Japan is so perverted, there's anime pornography posted on the walls everywhere, there's literally vending machines where you can buy used panties, so what even is the point of censoring? I swear, this is some sort of nonsense timeline, and in the real universe you can see all the quality dicks.
No. 2531057
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>>2529988I have no solid evidence for this at all but author John Green (Looking for Alaska, The Fault in our Stars, Paper Towns) always gave me the creeps with how he writes these "ethereal, damaged" teenage girl characters and tries to write from their point of view. He also used to engage with fans on Tumblr a lot. Every few years I wonder if anything has come out about him, and if it does I won't be surprised kek
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>>2531057He was so weird. People act like he's a
victim of sexual harassment because of the cock post but he was a Grade A Freak judging by how he talked to his teen girl fans on tumblr.
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>>2531090Yeah, he was especially weird on tumblr. I mean, what kind of middle aged man says stuff like this to teenage girls?
No. 2531260
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I wish money weren't an issue in this world, and that I didn't have such a hunger for it. I would've followed my dream of working with animals if so. Just a bit sad. The bright side is, soon I will be able to afford to take care of some awesome pets and spoil them.
No. 2531294
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Sometimes I get resentful about how I never got the chance to sleep around and now it’s too late. I’ve never had sex that I enjoyed, ever, and I’m starting to think I’ll die without knowing what that feels like. I’m far too autistic to get laid, especially considering I’m exclusively attracted to women and androgynous men.
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>>2530623Oh I'm painfully aware, nona. Males are the same anywhere in the world. Still, one can dream.
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Another one of those days where the only thing keeping me from killing myself is the possibility of surviving in an even more fucked up state. Chronic toothache from an incompetent orthodontist filing down my canines to look more "feminine", trying to recover from an eating disorder but it's hell because eating makes my teeth hurt more and gaining weight makes my body feel more similar to how it did when I was molested, and on top of it all I have no one who I feel I can truly confide to or even feel any sense of camaraderie with because every single one of my friendships is contingent upon me pretending that I believe men turn into women when they put on makeup and a dress.
No. 2531356
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Overslept and now I'll have to stay super late at the office. I didn't go to sleep early enough to wake up at the time I wanted to and that's because I only had 4 hours of free time after work yesterday and I wanted some more. I really don't understand how anyone handles a 9-5. It was okay for the first week or so but I'm already starting to get exhausted. Right now I'm wasting even more time because I know my hair is an unfixable mess and I don't even want to look at a mirror. I don't even know what work hours I could manage, I tried 9-4/8-3 for a few months before and it also made me suicidal. I sometimes feel like I genuinely can't do anything. It doesn't help that I'm stupid and suck at my job. I take way too long to finish tasks and I don't understand half the words being said. It's insane I got hired in the first place. I should be using my free time to study more but I really don't want to. And I don't want to fix my hair and then go out to wait for a completely packed train. How does anyone survive this