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No. 2548671
A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.
Previous vent thread:
>>>/ot/2537677Follow all the /ot/ board rules & do not reply to bait.
Please, do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all.
No. 2548709
>>2548704I’m hoping for you too! If nothing else seeing your post has motivated me. I’ve been a NEET for years too but want to finally get a job… and I haven’t lived normally my entire life due to shit mental health RNG. I just wanna finally be normal and do stuff and see friends. I still don’t know how I’m going to cope moving out on my own especially since I won’t be anywhere near family which is embarrassing and childish I know… I honestly think I’ll end up being paranoid. I don’t understand how people live on their own.
Also kek I just started my period yesterday too, can’t say I’ve been productive though.
No. 2548744
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>>2548721you shouldn't judge, moids gets their gender euphoria from taking the pregnant women seats, it's the little things…
No. 2548951
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>>2548950They all seem like cockroaches to me
No. 2548981
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>doesn't talk to people irl
>talks to myself in english
>uses socmed in english
>writes diary in english, even translating conversations from my native tongue
>forgets how to communicate in my native language
I need to start talking to people again I'm genuinely concerned about my loss of brain capacity since covid
No. 2549005
>>2548965>Where did all the people who used PULL and other gossip websites go to?For the most part people just aged out of it I think, once you have a job and a family spending that amount of time online just kind of stops being a thing. Most compulsive Internet users above a certain age are either full-time influencer media types or autismo neets. Internet users are far more passive and less participatory now, probably in part because the larger user counts make your participation feel like screaming into a void rather than interacting with a small clique of weirdos.
Other than that, the Internet going fully mainstream and moving far more in the direction of people posting and participating under their real names probably killed a lot of the old spontaneity and fun. When it was niche and seen as irrelevant by society at large it was a lot easier to relax and have fun, nothing you said on the Internet ever really felt like it could be used against you in real life.
I miss the old days too but times change and in the end it's probably best to move on.
No. 2549032
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Anyone else feel like they'll just mean to be an embarassing retard no matter what? Like I feel like I'm a professional bullying victim, I have pretty much all the traits that a bully would look for in a victim if that makes sense and no matter how hard I try they're always there. I feel like I'm also retarded in a lot of ways sp I feel alone in my thoughts and opinions and every time I try to publicly articulate my options I just get dunked on and I feel very stupid and lonely, like no matter what side I'm on I'll always embarass myself no matter what. I just wish I wasn't so embarrassing, my actions are embarrassing and the things I like are also embarrassing and would get me mocked on here and pretty much everywhere else. Even if I woke up the next day and started being cool and not embarrassing the fact that I've been embarrassing for so long is even more embarrassing.
No. 2549107
>>2548981If I want to read a book in my native language, I'd rather read an english translation of it. When learning a new language or studying, I use english resources.
I also studied in a French school my whole life and it's supposed to be my 2nd language, but my french is nowhere near as good as my english. I learned most of it from the internet, games, and tv.
No. 2549112
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I'm turning 30 in a month and it suck to realise that I've never genuinely never had a friend or was loved.
When I was in school I was bullied so no one wanted to be my friend so they don't become a target and my only ex liked me only for the vision me he had. I never found a person who would be genuinely interested in me as a person and wanted to be at least a friend, they either lost interest or wanted to use me for trauma dumping.
I know life isn't over, but I'm so tired of having to rely on anonymous places online to vent and having no one to talk to and having to drag my ass through everything alone.
No. 2549127
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ouch my period ouch ouch oooh ah ow ow ow ow ow ow owww owwwwwwwww ow ow ouch ow
No. 2549182
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I spent 2 hours trying to convert a PDF in my retarded language to a txt file and didn't succeed. I was going to buy a kindle for my mom's birthday and put books in our language on it but seems like it is impossible. I don't know if I'm more mad or disappointed. She saw me using my kindle and she really liked to have one too. I wish I could find a way, she would've been so happy.
No. 2549211
>>2549194I use calibere for converting English books easily but it can't convert books in my language because it only supports left-to-right texts (or at least doesn't support my language).
>>2549197Kindle supports PDF but that doesn't help because I can't change the font size on a PDF and my mom is old and has poor eyesight.
No. 2549226
>>2549225samefag
But I wanna lose weight
No. 2549260
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>start the gym
>happy, have fun
>fall, hurt my hand
>have to drop out a week later
Why am i so unlucky holy shit, i just wanted to lose weight.
No. 2549261
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>watch video of female athletes on the catwalk for sports illustrated
>they all look great, healthy and strong
>check the comments expecting like 90% of women to be very happy about seeing healthy natural bodies for once
>most of the comments from women are them insulting the athlete's appearance or the way they walk
Women will never be free.
No. 2549268
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>>2549262I am having this nonnas, they are so good
No. 2549300
>>2549278I just thought
nonnie was a joking. How can you be anti-nigel but have one who sends you nice letters in the mail kek?
No. 2549302
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>>2549278nta but im gatekeeping you harder right now
No. 2549305
>>2549304Yes. She would always start shit and didnt believe in me having privacy or the right to say no so it would always end in shouting and arguments. I moved out in 2020 and have only seen her once since. I hope you can find a way to move out and get some peace in your life
nonnie.
No. 2549311
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>>2549306>attacksShe sounds like a retard , that’s all. Shitting in the same plate you willingly eat is just funny.
No. 2549417
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I hate how people misinterpret this poem, just like they misinterpret the “I love the way men love poem”. This isn’t a mother telling her children that they can make the world a beautiful place, it’s a mother trying to sell the world to her children like a sneaky realtor would. She feels guilt about the horrible things she is hiding from them.
No. 2549421
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My parents would beat the shit out of me every time I refused to finish my food and now that there's food in front of me I have to finish it no matter what and It's killing me anons
No. 2549444
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was supposed to have a phone interview with a place i wouldve really liked to work. they never called. i called them and left a voicemail and nobody's responded. at what point do i just stop applying to jobs and walk into traffic
No. 2549527
My job is so fucking frustrating y'all. I made the absolutely unforgivably retarded mistake of taking on a "WOMEN CAN HANG IN BLUE COLLAR/MALE DOMINATED/LABOR INTENSIVE INDUSTRIES AND I WILL PROVE IT IF IT KILLS ME" mindset and now look, fucking pikachu face that it's killing me. The way they rely on my hard-ass work but REFUSE to legitimately acknowledge me for it, or acknowledge that the entire operation is fucked without that hard work seeps into every moment, every interaction. They LITERALLY cannot handle how they feel about me- they are biologically attracted to me (mid-looking but big tits and only female in the building so they can't control themselves) so they want to have a good rapport with me but the fact that I work circles around them and have better ideas for management of both labor and people just scrambles their simple little minds. I'm completely aware of this and went into this whole stupid fucking career with methods and plans and a mindset of how I need to treat them- don't overstep, don't make them uncomfortable, do not let them interact romantically, do not give them an opportunity to undercut my intelligence or quantify my actions as hormonal. Somehow, though, it ALWAYS comes back to bite me. Every situation, no matter how I approach it, somehow twists its way back to fucked up. And yknow what? Fuck it I'm gonna go on a schizo rant here hold up
No. 2549560
>>2549527So I'm speaking about the cannabis industry. Here's the thing about weed nonas. Only female plants flower, and those flowers are what we dry and smoke. You may have noticed since it's been legalized that THC percentages are getting higher and higher, weed's getting more and more purple and sparkly. You know how we're making that happen? Stressing the plant out. Meticulously editing all factors, environmental or otherwise, to get an end result of the most concentrated, potent version of the FLOWER, the PRODUCT, of feminine energy. For all intents and purposes, this is a pure concentration of female essence, female work- the entire structure of cannabis as we have manipulated it to be relies on the over-production of what ONLY A FEMALE CAN CREATE. The more she gives, the more we desperately try to squeeze out of her. She works tirelessly, we stress her out, she adapts to those stresses and in response her output IMPROVES. You stress her out and she gives you MORE. For what? What does this boiled-down essence of female stress and work and success bring to you? I know weed makes a lot of people anxious ( more women than men -_____- of course ) but the ideal experience is that of total relaxation and openness. Creativity. Breakdown of inhibition. Comfort in your own skin.
Unfortunately weed has become a reflection of how society treats women anyways. If you can't provide the perfectly balanced female essence and all the good that comes with it, you're discarded. If you can, it's harvested, then you're discarded. No one says thank you. They give themselves the credit for providing the "correct" stressors.
No. 2549611
>>2549527Hey ops nonna, was about to come post about my demoralizing,
toxic male director once again having another thankless shitfit at me tonight. I hate that this is such a commom experience for us. I am so overwhelmed and overworked that I am to the point that I hope some awful shit happens to me so that there's an excuse to not carry on at this shitty job anymore.
>pos director takes on a post-construction contract at one of my several accounts and hands it to me>he put in job reqs late, we have no staff and are being asked to begin work>meaning in addition to managerial duties for other accounts, I now have to be at this one for 8 hours on 2nd shift performing manual labor>12-14 hour day indefinitely–and of course I am salaried>oh and one of the other accounts just had a three person walkout because they did not want to do their basic job expectations under the new customer leadership that does not curry to paying them to sit out in their vehicles and steal time>I come prepared to work and the client commends me for it even though I would have to pass qualifications and training documents first>obviously customers are wanting the staff they are paying for>I need to urgently hire but have been ignored by recruitment HR in the past>try to be proactive and monitor application resumes, politely reach out to HR about which I am interested in interviewing>HR dispatches resumes on shoddy reasons >I call my director to talk about it>he accuses me of "not wanting to do the work," as I stood four hours into the manual labor job>says that I am only wanting to hire so I won't have to service sites myself (uh………….?)>he claimed I was "overstepping" and taking HR's job for suggesting people and not just letting them schedule whoever when they have proven to recommend shitty people in the past who did not work out>and when these employees don't work out I am blamed for "bad hiring">director says if I wanna hire someone then just tell HR I wanna hire them>but apparently, if I want to interview them first="overstepping"He makes zero sense, and I hate how he is grossly mischaracterizing my want to hire as implying I am lazy or something even though I work RIDICULOUS hours lately.
And furthermore, he is being retarded. NO SALARIED MANAGER WANTS TO WORK A FULL ON EMPLOYEE JOB WHILE ALSO BEING EXPECTED TO UPHOLD THE DUTIES AND HOURS OF THEIR OWN ROLES.
Convinced this is only happening because I am a woman and I dared to complain and do something about the situation.
He cosplayed as my "mentor" for the longest time but now I am actually seeing him as a dog who wants to throw me into these unprofessional, meat grinder situations and doesn't wanna hear any shit about what that does to me except for the good news.
I hate him. Looking for new work asap. Four years in this company down the drain.
No. 2549653
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I hate bf's toxic narc "friends" so god damn much.
>they're asking him to work on their dumb personal crafts for gaming bc bf is talented
>of course they are not paying him for any of the labor
>bf is up early for job that he just got promoted at
>adding additional night hours to work unpaid for narc friends is not helping
>most of them are un/underemployed so they don't know what it's like
>he comes home hyperventilated and upset, says they were weaponizing their incompetence when he was trying to show them how to make the stuff
>head honcho narc who orchestrated the whole grift no where to be found except with his handles and whores in a different room the whole time
>cannot blame bf for not wanting to deal with narc meltdown he'd face if he said no more
>I play bad guy
>call head honcho narc
>explain how bf came home very upset and stretched thin tonight
>and that he can maybe dedicate one more hour after work tomorrow to show them how to attach handles but that is it
>(and that is far more than fucking generous!)
>narc acts entitled to his time
>claims it's his job that pays his bills that he just got promoted to a leadership position that's the issue
>blames me for taking him out to do stuff over the weekend
>it's everyone else's fault and not narc friend's
>"Weh well after tomorrow I won't ever ask him to do anything again!"
Gee, how convenient for you to discard him after you got what you wanted out of him. Fucking piece of work smelly douche faggot.
No. 2549813
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i honestly hate my useless idiot moid boyfriend who i'm about to leave. i hate insecure and entitled moids so much.
I got into this relationship 5 years ago when i was super mentally unwell and a NEET. I was at a really low point in life, and then came COVID and a few profoundly traumatic events in my life. last year i decided to stop being useless and re-enrolled back into uni, got a job, through my job i ended up scoring some amazing opportunities and i'm now really well known in my town/community for my work.
I can tell that my boyfriend truely doesn't give a shit and barely outwardly tolerates me because of it.
i didn't think this had anything to do with me until we recently had a fight and he had a massive go at me for, god forbid, "always fucking chatting to someone." he's reacted negatively when i've mentioned out in public when i know someone, he refuses to tell his family about my achievements and then lies to my face that he did, even though his family are interested in my life, he will shut them out unless i say it to them myself.
I don't boast or brag about it, i'm not special nor is anything about this profound, it's just my job and my studies.
Any reaction to my success seems completely forced, or it's just barely scraping past apathy. He's upset that i have good things in my life, and he reacts pretty normally to anything else in my life, just not the good things. I've attempted to get him involved in what i do, he always has excuses and refuses to even look into it.
i don't get it. there's no point in being jealous and petulant and then making no effort to even try to do good for yourself. do you think you deserve the fruits of someone's labor for doing nothing? why do moids think we need to celebrate them and love them for being utterly mediocre? it's embarrassing and unattractive.
i worked extremely hard to be where i am and i didn't do it for admiration or some stupid entitlement towards being celebrated.
it reminds me of all of this stupid manosphere shit where men think women are worshipped for being women, and then turn around, do fuck all, act hateful and unlikeable, are entitled, can't hold good conversation, contribute nothing meaningful, and then scream and cry because "muh society doesn't value me!!!!!" DO SOMETHING VALUABLE.
No. 2549817
I hate my life. The only thing i wanted was to draw, but noo i had to be born in a shitty dysfunctional poor family. I have a hand injury and i cannot treat it because i have no money, i talked to my family to lend me money and they are all cheap assholes and refuse to lend me money for treatment. I am losing strenght in my hands i keep dropping forks, glasses, my phone. No one cares, no one gives a shit. I hate it, i hate it so much. I have so many health problems and no money, no insurance, no support. Everyone ''cares'' about you when it doesnt require money, once they have to sacrifice themselves for you then they dont give a shit. I am so tired, i want to kill myself. I just cannot think of any other escape from this shitty life, death is the only solution. Everything keeps getting worse. I tried everything to get out of this shithole, out of this family and nothing worked, i am completly useless. I just want to be free. I feel so lonely.
No. 2549836
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Why is having a big butt so embarrassing? I hate how it just has to stick no matter what I put.
I think that if people would be less weird about big butts then I wouldn’t feel like this, even women make comments about it, so many of my friends slap it unprompted too or cup it, it’s so humiliating.
I’m not even balanced because I just have ass and the fact that I’m not fat makes it even more pronounced, when I lose weight it’s still there too, I can’t do nothing about it. I wish I had a flatter ass. I know this vent seems retarded as hell so feel free to call me that kek.
No. 2549849
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A guy that I messaged and I wanted to be in a relationship with. I was at his house and he kept touching me. I told him that I'd like to move in together with him and am expecting commitment. He told me that "we don't know each other enough". Some chick with BPD that I had tangents with and we fought. Messaged him and they immediately moved in together and they're dating. They keep posting pictures together. I forgot some of my clothes at his house and she's wearing my clothes. I love being alive.
No. 2549899
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Tiktok is the worst app
No. 2550056
>>2549260You can't walk on the treadmill without your hand?
>>2549421if you can control the portions then make yourself a small portion (get yourself a plate or bowl that is a good size for that!)
Damn a lot of nonas struggle with losing weight atm
No. 2550061
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A really nice discord server I'm in died and I'm sad about it.
No. 2550079
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>disclose to acquaintances that I'm planning on getting a divorce
>noooo you guys are so cute together I like you guys together?
Like? Are you retarded? Oh my bad the emotional neglect and OF thots on his phone are negated by the fact we look "cute together". Thank you for your enlightening revelation when you have no idea all I've gone through for 10 years. I will immediately postpone the divorce since it ruins the fantasy we've built up due to the fact he has catastrophic meltdowns if I seek advice or tell anyone about our issues because it "makes him look bad" and "we should fix it on our own."
No please ask me if I've considered marriage counseling or "told him how I felt" like no fucking shit? Deadass? I'm almost 30 and I've never even entertained the thought of telling my supposed life partner how I feel, thank you so much for the life-changing advice I've never ever ever attempted or thought of before. You are so wise! Perhaps consider quitting your job to be a monk in the mountains, spending eons writing ancient scrolls of wisdom? Since you are so fucking smart?
Holy fuck I hate peoples reactions to my divorce. Fucking retards. I have begged, pleaded, and sobbed for 10 years of my life for a breath of care only to be denied and deluded every time. Literally walk into a pit of spikes for whining about how much you like us together because you have no idea what it's like. Fuck you and fuck off
No. 2550130
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>>2550122It's just ending, and I can't ask for more months because I already renewed it for 2 years
No. 2550131
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I'm going to sound unhinged but I do not care anymore.
I cannot take this pituca seriously. She's parading around like she's some kind of literary titan when there is NO real evidence that anyone outside her friend group and some 14 yo girls has actually read her books. No fandom. No discourse. No TikTok edits. No memes. No one quoting her. No fanart. No reviews. Not even hate. Zero, zilch, nada. and yet she’s out here booking interviews and getting invited to cons like she’s singlehandedly reviving fantasy fiction in Peru.
Her books are “bestsellers” in a country where 50% of the population is working informal jobs and no one has money to buy books unless they’re school-required. This isn’t the American publishing industry where hitting a list means clawing past 500+ other releases a month. This is a post-colonial, underfunded, culture-deprived market where the top rated show its a gaudy soft-core porno toutedas "entertainment for the whole family" where B-list young celebs do Squid games type of challenges in skimpy clothing. she has literally zero competition and still needs to buy her way to the top.
You can TASTE the money behind it. the grating pituco accent its basically just a mushmouthed Coastal Spanish if you ae curious, Beauty Queen mom and rich dddy, PR team, sponsored features in magazines no one reads, vanity metrics, the works. Everything is pre-paid. Everything is an illusion. And she’s just coasting on it like she’s earned something. Like she built it herself. Girl you wouldn’t last a week in an actual market.
>“uno de los best seller más populares de la literatura juvenil internacional”
Are you FUCKING KIDDING me?? WHERE? On what planet?? In what timeline?? This book has the same international impact as a wet napkin. There is literally ZERO trace of it in any English-speaking YA circles—no BookTube, no Goodreads chatter, no lists, no fanbase, no even mild curiosity. You dropped a Penguin English edition into the void and no one even blinked.
This Brand of White criollas are infamous here because they are racist as fuck and it takes them getting wasted in Miraflores to start dropping slurs at waiters or security like it’s second nature. The mask always slips eventually, i hope she does.
No. 2550137
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>>2550131i don't get it at all but i'm dialed in on the Peruvian fraud author milk
No. 2550144
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>>2550137I wonder if this is a Handbook for Mortals like situation minus the self-insert angle (replaced with a blatant fujo pandering though) where the author and her close circle buy books in bulk to make up for the illusion of organic sales
No. 2550160
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>>2550147did you not suffer enough nonna? Maybe it's time to realize that you're stuck.
No. 2550199
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aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH
No. 2550332
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im in between jobs at the moment and wont get paid for another month or so (with the exception of a paycheck for $35 KEK). i won't starve or anything but money is going to be tight for a bit. just sucks
No. 2550432
>>2550420I dreamed I pretended to have a whole week of night shifts and randomly showed up to your grandma's house and you were kind of upset that I had ignored you and suddenly popped up for a vacation but also kind of happy
first time I dreamed of you in a while
thoughts?
No. 2550461
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>>2550437your kid is going to be so fucked up
No. 2550484
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My dad was walking around the house naked, I'm killing myself.
No. 2550512
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Everyone is so hostile at the most innocent posts lately. Has the userbase changed this much or is it summerfags? I'm constantly seeing posts saying so and so isn't enough, like someone says they hate men then they get some angry reply about how they don't really hate men followed by some dumb argument. Why is everything suddenly a competition?
No. 2550534
>>2550437>opsi daisy my daughter saw me and her father having sex teheheheThe way you are downplaying it is so gross. Many parents are like you, which is why many kids are fucked up at the end of the day and become fucked up adults.
If I could make it possible only 1% of people should have kids.
No. 2550541
>>2550540it was an accident, she saw 20 seconds of it, she's laughing about it
it's not like they sat her in front of a hardcore porno
it's literally no big deal
No. 2550546
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Retards like you taint everything with sex, it’s fucking disgusting.
It’s just sex, sex, sex, sex in this goddamn world. From ads, Tv, college, work, it always has to be insterted. Makes me sick.
Even a child can’t retain their poor innocence without some retard tainting it with their dirty hands. It’s a grooming sickness imposed on us from the very first time we gain consciousness.
Makes me sick.
No. 2550571
>>2550558Sounds like insecurity and a chronic fear of rejection. She drops hints hoping you'll bite and interprets any time you don't as you not being interested.
I wouldn't take it personally or overanalyze it, in her mond she's probably being polite.
No. 2550575
>>2550541It’s the fact that she was so teehee whoopsy daisy about it for me. Bet the nigel thinks it’s funny too. I guess my post
>>2550496 was right, you guys are the same, god I hate the fact I share a site with anons like these, so nasty. You’re not even my nonas anymore, just my anons.
No. 2550579
>>2550572I am just fed up with it. Go out with your friends, look the world around you, open the tv you’ll see sex at least twice. I am fed up.
>watch a tv showBAM! Useless long scene of two actors banging , front row of the woman’s breast and her face or the hairy ass of the scrotes.
>TV adWeird innuendo
>out with friends The topic always fucking comes up
It’s boring, redundant. I have tried having sex and honestly it isn’t even all that, at least not so much that it has to control the world.
No. 2550580
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>>2550575>Bet the Nigel thinks it's funny tooI don't know if saying this makes me a bad/deranged person or whatever, but all men are pedos or at least pedo adjacent, so probably.
No. 2550588
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exactly one year ago my cognition started declining and i have way less thoughts and more ocd. ive done so many tests and appointments and all i gave gotten back is very minor sleep apnea and some bloodwork issues that have been corrected. my sleep is also much better so wtf? should i go to the ER for some brain scan?!
No. 2550589
>>2550583Exactly. I hope the daughter doesn’t go to kindergarten and starts imitating what she saw . CSA between children literally starts like that.
Adults should be weary of exposing children to these type of content. Once it’s a mistake, but don’t let it happen again.
It doesn’t take erculean force to lock the door and keep it in the bedroom since you have a wandering toddler.
No. 2550592
>>2550583I'm not even saying this to be a bitch, but I hope the OP keeps an eye on her kid from now on because that's…concerning behaviour. It's in the area of plausible deniability where it
could just be imitating this one thing she's seen, but statistics don't lie, there's always a chance. Inb4 this whole thing turns out to be some troon's fanfiction.
No. 2550600
>>2550597>ayrt yeah i questioning if it was bait from some tranny at first tooI feel like it's bait. I know Nigelfags are retarded but surely even
they would realise what kind of responses they'd get in response to this story kek
No. 2550601
>>2550597You’d be surprised at how many parents are brazen about showcasing their sexual life to children.
I once found out my dad’s affair through his phone, safe to say that I don’t speak to him anymore. I feel gross when I see him, I can’t take him seriously.
No. 2550635
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lol a moid got triggered by me
No. 2550718
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Down so bad i am unironically watching findom vids hoping i can grift degen moids. I cant find a job, i am too retarded and disabled to find one. I struggle talking to people, i have mental and physical disabilities. I live in a shithole so i dont even get tardbucks, i am just a waste of oxygen. I haved signed onto every scummy survey and ai trainer that pays pennies just to make something. I am currently trying to catfish on some cringe site where you can rent an e-girl. If someone asked me to spread my ass cheeks for 5$ i would do it asap. I hate my life, this isnt living. This is hell. I just want a family that loves and supports me and health, i dont ask for much. If this doesnt work out i am just going to hang myself, i have enough for rope at least. I love life but i hate my life, and i was born with all the odds against me so my life will never amount to anything, it will always be painful and lonely.
No. 2550773
>>2550765 samefagging I didnt scroll up but I'm glad someone noticed it too
>>2550512Even in this thread its bad looking at some of the posts. Ugh…
No. 2550786
>>2550778yeah during the vpn years, not even recently there were fights in these threads that lasted much longer (like nearly an entire day, and at times continuing in the next vent thread) and sometimes anons were weirdly hostile towards assault
victims. it's surprisingly less shitty now despite still being shit
No. 2550788
>>2550550This was intentional narcissistic voyeurism, she doesn’t care about her daughter. She immediately followed by feeling embarrassed about what her relatives would think if her freshly traumatized daughter started humping them like a child stripper
As always the wrong people are reproducing and flaunting it. Eugenics soon I hope
No. 2550789
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Took a break from my project today because I'm sick. Now I really wanna work on it even though I shouldn't be, because I'll find myself working on it for 5+ straight with no breaks like the manic retard that I am.
No. 2550808
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Saw the title of this, was intrigued, now feel like we just got hit with a third wave of anime video cringe along with the "I spent 9 years ranking every anime" watchmojo scrote and the "dark truth behind gothic anime angel" pedo apologist.
>scrote voice (he has "they/them" pronouns on his bluesky profile, and this is a video about yurishit, so he's probably a soon-to-be troon)
>melodramatic timewasting editing style
>can't pronounce "similarly" without whining bc he has tranny mushmouth
>UUUUU BUT THEY WERE GIRLS IN LOVE HOW COULD THEY RUIN IT LIKE THIS??
I could not get through the first five minutes of his whining bullshit before just looking up the manga myself to see if it's even worth all the hullabaloo, and wow. No it isn't lmao.
>manga author has never posted their face and might be using a pen name, very likely a man
>le generic first day of high school setting
>whole premise is around a love at first sight trope between the MC and her crush before pulling a bait and switch
>manga immediately opens to the MC being physically affectionate to a longtime friend that we, the viewer, have only seen for just seconds, feeling like it's pandering to touch-starved scrotes
>whole thing reeks of parasocial bullshit and their interactions don't feel organic in any way
Idk but the part where the MC just starts lovebombing her love crush and then darts off before we can even see the crush's reaction creeped me out a lot, especially when it's followed up by her friend abusing gossip to tell the MC personal info about her crush. Then the next scene is MC just shouting at her crush by her name, which the crush hasn't even told her yet. It's just so creepy and icky. And yet all is forgiven because the crush just inexplicably "fell in love at first sight" too, but the gimmick is the MC is an airhead and just means she's a fan but the crush somehow wants a romance with the obsessive fangirl. It's just so uncomfortable and feels like it's a fantasy made for repressed gooners. I don't like the groomer vibes of the MC and I think it's purely male fantasy, especially the part where the MC gushed about how the crush is taller and then pouting when her friend mentioned how short the MC was. That felt so male it was sickening. I can't get over how disingenuous and cringey that stupid bullshit is. Yurigooners truly do not value real women's feelings, only their own. And only the feelings of pickmes that validate their worldview. It makes me hope they suffer more, they deserve it.
No. 2551007
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There's an anime convention happening on Saturday and I have been waffling on buying a ticket. It has a lot of really fun things and events in its program page. It even has a maid cafe which I am actually tempted to spring out some extra cash to attend. I want to go and meet some women, maybe even score. However, I feel really insecure about my current state in life that I almost don't want to go. I am 21 yet I'm still in college, I don't have a job (I only managed to scrape up enough cash for the convention and maid cafe from commission work.), and I don't even have a car so I'm going to be dropped off and picked up. I didn't have enough money for a hotel room so I can't even attend the late night dance party event which looks really really fun. I guess I'm worried about the hangups and lacking tied to my independence and level of "adulthood" that I fear would put off any potential connections I could make. It's not like I'm stagnating, I am doing well in my studies, I am going to get my driver's license before fall and I have worked before and plan to work again once I get my driver's license but it's those things I'm lacking in now which makes me not want to go in the first place. I mean, what woman would want to connect much-less date another woman who as accomplished so little. What should I do? Anyone else relate?
No. 2551101
>>2551007Anon you are going to an anime convention. 50% of people there live in their mom's basement and only shower once a month. And all of this
>I am 21 yet I'm still in college, I don't have a job (I only managed to scrape up enough cash for the convention and maid cafe from commission work.), and I don't even have a car so I'm going to be dropped off and picked upis completely normal for your age, not to mention that doing commission work IS having a job.
No. 2551127
>>2551007Honestly nona you’re doing just fine, if you’re ‘failing’ I’d hate to know what I am kek. Being in college at 21 is normal, and most people consider being in college a
valid reason to be unemployed. If you think it’ll be fun then go. Unless you’re really hung up on not going to the after event, then maybe wait for another con with similar things. But I think you can enjoy it without that part
No. 2551274
>>2551264>>2551265Thank you, I will check that rule out and definitely let the apartment know that I'm not okay with it. I know they're allowed to come in in an emergency of course but really for a running toilet? I'm mad I feel like they have a vendetta against me because one time at like 3am one of them out of uniform knocked on the door and asked to see our bathroom because there was a leak somewhere. I said no sorry! because I was by myself and that freaked me the fuck out, and I went to my bathroom and kitchen sink real quick to look and nothing was amiss. A week later they came during the day to take a look, and they did and I asked "Everything look okay?" and they said yes. Then like two weeks later I get a claim submitted to my renter's insurance that my bidet (one of the cheap attachment ones) was the cause of the leak two floors down. I went to the office and asked them to look into this because how was that possible, they said everything was fine when they were there. Guess what after me coming there, the claim disappeared.
This scares me even more because if they do hate my unit then what did they do when they were in here? Like I'm super fucking upset and it's already happened and I'm trying to tell myself they don't give a fuck and just did their job but idk.
No. 2551290
>>2551007Girl you are doing well. Just have patience, enjoy your anime convention. You’ll get your car and you’ll get more money in the future.
21 is still super young and a normal age to be in college. Don’t stress darling.
No. 2551565
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I've had periods for almost 20 years now, WHY THE FUCK DO I STILL GET SURPRISED OVER THAT I GET INTO AN EXISTENSIAL CRISIS SPIRAL ONCE A MONTH
No. 2551582
>>2551565relatable
nonnie I start making suicide plans every month like my ass has amnesia every time I have my period
it doesn't even matter that I track it I fall for it every time
No. 2551607
>>2551582Honestly it makes me feel the dumb, emotional stereotype because I'm already unstable because of these dumbass hormones and then I turn into a crying mess as soon as something goes wrong. I've had times where I've even had to go home early from work because I need to crawl into fetal position and cry for a while because something didn't go as planned (usually pretty big things, so it's not like I have public breakdowns over cancelled dinnerplans).
Usually I don't really get this emotional and outwardly don't really seem affected by most things around me, but a few days before my period I turn into a blubbering mess because someone was mean to me or I saw a cute video of a baby penguin. So happy I've decided ever since I was a kid that I want to be child-free because I would be a nightmare pregnant.
No. 2551666
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>>2551653What a coincidence because I was just about to award you this year's cutest
nonnie award.
No. 2551854
I can never be at peace. Not even in my own house. My brother disgusts me he makes my skin crawl. Every time I think I'm alone or have a second of peace he appears like he fucking knows exactly when to show up and ruin it. He does it on purpose I fucking swear he does and then I'm the one who has to move, get out of the way, act polite like I'm the problem when he's always in my space always hovering always present I hate that it feels intentional because it probably is and no one ever says anything. And I can't say anything cause if I do I'm squeamish because we're not in talking terms. Oh and he lives here too. But he does it on purpose and I know it. The fucking prick. I am officially done. I don't want to deal with his mess anymore. I just had a fight with my mother. I feel sorry because she works so hard and she will end up being the one doing it. But I will not pick up his clothes because he doesn't do anything to deserve it. He can stay all day cooped up in his pig den and it's fine. When he is home he just washes his own cup over the pile of dirty dishes. Doesn't clean a thing, his room is a mess, he barely changes his sheets but always showers and cleans up just enough to go meet his girlfriend. Fucking disgusting. He doesn't deserve her she's so sweet, pretty and hardworking too. My mother acts like me and my sister and her dumb self are the resident maids. Fuck him. He's in his early 30s for fucks sake. I'm not a fucking maid and just because I'm not currently employed doesn't mean I have to do everything. He goes out for leisure and to shag his gf I only go out to pick up my niece. Can't he do something? He knows it's so hard getting home bathing her feeding her being with her until it's time to go to sleep. The clothes and dishes are in the sink did he do anything????? Naaah just washed his cup to drink more coffee and went back to his room. If he goes out for a weekend and comes back home with dirty clothes, his clothes are washed by my mother (she's picky with clothing separation so that's something that only she does) and if no one picks them up from the clothesline????? They might as well stay there forever. But they don't, because who does she bitch at if they're still there???? Me or my sister! And it's only his clothes there! Kek! Please kill me! I stopped cooking and going to the grocery already because they didn't even appreciate my food kek. Which is valid but what did my mother do? Bitch at me in the 1st few weeks. Bitch u and ur son said I can't cook, can't season food but always ate everything. Topkek. Why not bitch at ur fucking son? I can count on one hand the times that he cooked a meal for us. 3.
They were exactly 3, if I am not mistaken!Even my sister's food is never good enough, he survives on sandwiches and coffee but thinks he's ooooh soo healthy, little bitch can't eat a cream based sauce, but when it's pizza or burgers he will eat it just fine! And only soy milk and butter, even if it is more expensive, bro is on a health journey. But mother or sis have to buy it!!!! He can only afford his weeeeeed, ya see. Or who knows what he does with his money when he has some. Or how does he get weed. Whatever. Only cooks at his gfs house, she probably thinks he is such a catch. He lived with an ex gf before and did everything there, so it's not that he doesn't know. He just has no respect and takes advantage of my mother's misogyny. I wish I had my own bathroom so I would not have to scrub ours anymore maybe he'd start doing something and couldn't keep up with his clean appearance to the world kek. But he'd probably shower in the nastiness anyway. Fuck this baka house kek. Even if I get a job I can't move out alone. Oh and what is rest here. Don't know what's worse being employed or not. I'm so fucking tired of trying to fix my life while being stuck in this suffocating environment with no privacy no space no dignity. People wonder why I gave up on my dreams why I don't do anything anymore it's because I'm exhausted because no matter what I do I'm always brought back to this fucking hellhole.
No. 2551915
>>2551775Update: not sure if the same one but IT WAS IN MY FUCKING ROOM above, I failed to kill it and now it's crawling somewhere between my furniture,books and everything else I AM LOSING MY FUCKING MIND.
IF i had bought the spray today I could've gassed it out of existence.
I'm buying storage boxes tomorrow and putting every fucking thing inside sealed shut so there is nothing anywhere on the floor or sofas and placing those fucking gel traps everywhere.
The kitchen will be a warzone that shit always gets messy I fucking wish I had a maid jfc
>>2551863Do you really wanna see a pic of it because I took one after I stopped screaming and cursing
No. 2551964
I hate women's dormitories so fucking much. These walls are paper thin, you know they're paper thin and yet you still bring your pet scrote over at midnight and scream like you're being murdered. I just want to sleep.
You know exactly what you're doing and you're not fooling anyone, nobody is impressed that you can fuck a fat pipe fitter. Screaming like a tard in a skin flick so that your neighbors can hear you is a really pathetic flex.
If you can't keep your legs closed for a couple of weeks at least learn to keep your damn mouth shut while you're being gunted by a highschool dropout.
>>2551915NTA but… Show us the bug!
No. 2551983
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>>2551964>>2551919>>2551863Here's the bug. His friend was much bigger. Biggest bug I've ever seen.
Apparently it's a sewer/drain one that has low chances (?) of nesting in my home but i aint taking any risks, I'm going DEFCON 1 on this shit.
No. 2552007
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>mfw be in niche Chinese fandom
>so obscure there are only 11 fanfiction
>enjoy fanfiction written by Chinese writers
>suddenly see troonshit tags
>"must be a western faggot"
>she's a Chinese westabo (and from Beijing ofcourse)
>she's using terfs dni
I'm killing myself the troonshit has spread to my cozy niche asian fandoms.
No. 2552050
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why does everyone always doubt me? why can't i just share a goal of mine without someone talking down on it?
i'll show you i'm capable, i promise i'll prove you wrong
No. 2552063
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>therapist suggests me to do self checks on myself throughout the day to see what I'm feeling instead of just zoning out
>"okay lets how I'm feeling today"
>fear
>fear
>fear
No. 2552091
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My birthday is next week and I just feel really sad and lonely. My friends were supposed to come up but I don’t think they will, they’ve been ignoring me asking if they still intend on going. My heart hurts, I feel really lonely. Thankfully I have my boyfriend who is amazing and wonderful but I wish I had more friends. It’s not really possible if you’re a weird autistic freak like I am. I don’t even know why I bothered. I just want to cry, everything hurts and I wish I could be normal. Maybe I really am this unlikable and annoying no matter how much I try.
No. 2552106
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I think I'm going to have to give in to virtual dating to stop being single. I'm just way too much of a weird introvert to date in real life.
No. 2552159
i feel like a lot of women who tend to do unstable shit don't let themselves act crazy within. like, even just voice wise. i like to make silly voices all the time. i say dumb and retarded shit with my friends, but i just tend to have a stable life. i've had a lot my female friends tell me i'm one of the most stable women they have met, like it's rare for them (and me) to find another friend who doesn't have that One Ongoing Thing (ex. does poppers, BPD, does coke, alcoholic, severe eating disorder, casual sex) all these things are like issues that a lot of people would consider being a flaw in their value/character. I guess the only other way I can put it is these other female friends I have don't really give themselves a good outlet to express themselves. I don't know, maybe I just got handed a good card in life. I know there's a lot of other women who have a good sense of stability, I question how it's so hard to find that, especially online. Like, DUH it's online, but I'M online too, yknow?
No. 2552187
>>2552159I agree with what you're saying nona. I kinda hate those dickhead type people who always have to go to extreme lengths to blow off steam and make it everyone else's problem, when you can just release that stress in smaller and less harmful ways.
Like no, you actually don't have to do 15 lines of coke, cut your arms into shreds, purge for hours and bang your head off the wall. It's like those people who don't shit for a long time but then go into random bathroom stalls and suddenly projectile shit out 15 litres of diarrhea and just leave it there for someone else to clean up, instead of just shitting like a normal person. Some people are just overly dramatic assholes who need to make their problems into everyone else's problems too. Those people are prime lolcows.
No. 2552196
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i became asexual this year
No. 2552207
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returning to lc after fucking off to shitpost on altchans for several months, feeling like I returned to my beautiful wife after cheating on her with a cheap hooker
No. 2552210
>>2552207stupidest question ever but is shitposting fun?
>>2552199agreed, though I'm guessing that anon counts people that have prior failed relationships as "sluts" too.
No. 2552219
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>>2552210yeah, the strict rules here make it feel a little stale sometimes, but also make perfect sense for the purpose of the site
>>2552209>>2552215IM SORRY please take me back
No. 2552220
>>2552213I want to assume the woman in question has pure intentions, but tbh I think it would be pretty weird if a man was just about to get married and then suddenly started pining for his female childhood best friend and focusing more on her than his wife, and I would understand if the wife was pissed too
>bachelor partiesare trashy as hell but normie women also have that equivalent and hire male strippers, sometimes cheat if they feel like it etc
Normies are just weird and dysfunctional at relationships in general imo
No. 2552221
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>issue affects mostly men
Seen as a mens issue
>issue affects women and men about the same
Still seen a mens issue
>issue mostly affects women
Somehow still seen as a men's issue because "men who go through it get overlooked"
We truly live in a society
No. 2552269
>>2552225I often see PSA ads in public bathrooms about prostate cancer and getting checkups, because they know wives are responsible for managing their manchildren husband's doctors appointments.
I have a tangential vent I want to post actually. I was listening to a podcast with some fertility doctors who run IVF clinics, and they were talking about how the husbands are often super reluctant to give sperm samples for testing. So while their wives are going through frequent, invasive, even painful tests, taking supplements, cleaning up their diets, doing acupuncture in preparation for giving themselves injections, having surgery and going through pregnancy and childbirth, all the while shouldering the blame for whatever fertility issues they have, these fucking moids won't deign to JERK OFF INTO A CUP. They think they are above doing the bare minimum to just check if there's male factor infertility. God men are the worst.
No. 2552311
>>2552305if you ignore them, they will go away
stop replying to them, replying compels them to post more
No. 2552337
>>2552323
Money, power, influence, being the president of the world and controlling everyone evil laughter, talent, art, food, a dream job come true, popularity and fame without having to do anything in return, a massive fancy house, nature, music, fashion, exercise, stories to enjoy, friends to hang out with, health, physical strength, beauty, intelligence, a real family, sleep, really anything that can make a person happy. Romantic love is lame and for retards with no personality or aspirations in life who follow basic animal instincts and think they're being deep and smart for it, they never have anything else to do with their lives and their world view shatters if they can't get it. You're no different than the ~male loneliness epidemic~ fags. You should join them, maybe you'll find your love starved virgin prince charming there.
No. 2552364
>>2552355Yeah, that's not a big deal or the end of the world to me like it is to some mentally ill people out there.
>>2552359Only if you're hot, baby.
No. 2552383
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>>2552375If I could be American I would surely be a fattie kek
No. 2552403
>>2552383I mean, most American fast food chains opened in other countries so you could always eat at one. I personally love the super salty fried chicken and the cheese sauce. I love burgers and chicken sandwiches. I love citrus soda. But I want to also try real American food that's unique to each state, like a NY sub, spaghetti and meatballs, pizza, hot dogs, cheesecake etc. from small non-chain places in the state itself, Chicago pizza, Cajon food, and those diners in 80s movies with eggs, bacon, pancakes breakfast with a glass of orange juice and after that a cup of black coffee for the real American experience.
No. 2552411
>>2552403>italianfagWe have nothing apart from McDonald and burger kind. They have opened some though, there’s a five guys’s in Florence , Milan and in Rome now and even Starbucks. I want to try wingstop too, Panda express , Mexican food hasn’t reached the hype here yet, we are still stuck at sushi. I want to be a fattie in America just once.
When I’ll be older I’ll come and visit just to eat kek.
No. 2552415
>>2552411Well Italy has some awesome food. You can maybe make an Italian American fusion dish or something. Chicken sandwich but it's focaccia bread filled with a parmigiana chicken cutlet with tomato sauce and mozzarella.
>>2552412I want to try mashed potatoes and gravy, can't buy gravy anywhere here and the process of making it gives me a headache. Mashed potatoes are also frustrating to make so I'm not making either lol.
No. 2552417
>>2552415Italian food is really yummy I agree, there is also tons of choice. But sometimes I just want an extra greasy, super sized, red40, calorie dense food. You get me? Kek
I would also like to go to those American fairs and taste the ridiculous food kek, especially the candied turkey leg.
No. 2552616
>>2552403Late but I wish we could do snack/food exchanges here secret santa style. I have a long distance friend who sent me a bunch of candies from NZ and I sent her back a bunch of unique stuff from the US.
The candy she sent me melted in the southern heat tho lol, it was still delicious.
No. 2552668
>>2552589Horny scrotes would never want a tranny, they know what a woman is when it’s time to play with their dicks. God forbid you remove their wank material kek.
Even on reddit the only female exclusive spaces are porn subs.
No. 2552698
>>2552003KEK nonna
>>2552005I'd burn the whole place down at that point, respect for you
nonnie for going nuclear on that shit
>>2552095yeah I don't want any chances of that shit happening, my friend found one 3 days ago in her bedroom and she's a clean freak, so these things are popping up uninvited it seems since it's the season
the funny thing is she tried to grab it with a tissue to free it kek and was shocked when it went turbo speed and hid under her bed
just whack it with a fucking shoe
got my sprays and shit, if I find any of these creepy crawlers tonight it will be killed on sight for them
>sleep tightI feel asleep at 5 am, but thanks kek
No. 2552701
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I am applying for my first job this monday and it makes me suicidal. I am just going to be another depressed wagey working to live. I wish i had normalfag ambitions but i don't have any. The only thing i want is to stay home and draw, i dont ask for anything else. I just want a comfortable existence where i can draw all day and focus on my hobbies. But i cant because i was born into a shitty poor family. Honestly all poorfag families should abort, i am tired of my life being consumed by the idea that i need to earn money to survive. I envy american NEETs with rich families so much. Why couldnt that be me?. I really hate what my life has lead to, a shitty call center show in my thirdie shithole that earns me less than when i was drawing furry transformation fetish art for furfaggots. I dont know how normalfags do it, but i cant. I just dont have the motivation, i hate my life and i want out of it.
No. 2552708
>>2549849I'm sorry
nonny but you dodged a huge bullet. If he's stupid enough to fall for the BPD shit he's probably got some flavour of that himself.
No. 2552709
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Coworker is borderline a munchie and is always bringing up her multitude of health problems and I don’t even know what to say to it anymore.
>I got blood drawn but the doctor messed up and blew a vein
>they think I have asthma cuz I can’t stop coughing
>my chest hurts so much from coughing so much
>I’ve been vomiting everyday for the last month from coughing so much
>my iron levels keep dropping, they have to rule out some cancer
>anon your nails are nice, I can’t because my iron levels aren’t stable
Shut up shut up shut UP!
I try to be nice and listen because I’ve had bad days at work and my coworkers have been very supportive but I can’t handle this. She’s always having some sort of health problem, it’s always something!!!!
No. 2552732
>>2550588Have you been very stressed out? Stress fucks you up
nonnie, stress got me borderline retarded
No. 2552877
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I feel really bad for people who have their own or their loved ones deaths used for political arguments, and it's scary that this can happen to literally anyone.
I get that it's unavoidable in situations like terrorist attacks or war where politics is the driving factor, but it's so unfair that all you have to do is be in the wrong place at the wrong time and now you're just a talking point or edgy joke material for weirdos online rather than an innocent person who died.
No. 2552980
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I bumped into a lover I had months ago. Last time we were together his life wasn't going well. His life has gotten worse, he literally put down his cat yesterday. I went back to his and I held him and told him all the things I could but I felt so useless. I've been through the same grief before but I felt like nothing I said was helping. I stayed over, we had sex, it was great, but it was tough to get him up and out of bed today. Whilst I told him everything I wanted to: if I could I would devote myself to him, my only want is to comfort him, this is a "right person, wrong time" situation, I want to share his burden, I would never judge him - and then I called him by my boyfriend's name. It just slipped out. He laughed but I felt crushed. If I could, I would drop my current boyfriend and go for him in a heartbeat. But I'm going back to my home country soon and I can't throw my life away for one man, as much as I love him, who I'll never see again in a few months. He's everything I want in a man but it just can't be. It's all so sad.
No. 2553034
>>2553020lolcow is not relevant enough to attract summerfags this year kek
>>2553022the latest unpopular opinions thread was made by a scrote lmao they're getting so bold its sad
No. 2553051
>>2553019This kek
>has a Nigel >goes to depressed ex and fucks him because the retard had to put his cat down>right person wrong timegirl he just wanted the easy punani , he didn’t use the dead grandma excuse at least.
No. 2553052
>>2553051lmao you just said here
>>2553043 that we should stop arguing and here you are arguing
No. 2553054
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>>2553049I feel like you are teasing me nonna
No. 2553062
>>2553051It's weird bc I think these excuses would have the opposite effect on most anons
>you up?>me so sad. cat die soon>sounds like you could use time alone bye!Instead anon viewed this as an opportunity for closeness and bonding, like the wife or gf in a movie or marge from the simpsons
No. 2553070
>>2553056I have such a big problem with stink. People are just so calm when they smell like literal urine or two weeks old sweat and it’s always the smelly ones who have no qualms wailing their arms around and spreading their foul odour.
Everyone would be better if they used a tad bit of perspirex.
No. 2553103
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>>2553097KEK this is a pretty tactful way of saying anon gets her idea about bars from yt true crime and drama videos
>>2553091Check out fetlife nona! Home sweet home
No. 2553104
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>>2553091Smile and wave girls, smile and wave.
No. 2553118
>>2553108She gets tingly when listening to 3 hour video essays about popular male yt personalities or frontmen of awful bands who groom actual minors and thinks "why can't that be me?". Who else is consuming this content all the time, other than weirdos who get off to it. Groomer/
victim is basically part of zoomer sexuality at this point
No. 2553140
whoever here recommended liquid iron thank you this shit is great. ive only been sipping a teeny bit since i dont want to exceed 18mg daily
>>2553091>>2552980ill just pray this is fanfiction bait
No. 2553163
>>2553141>Turning 27 next monthYoung lady, you're practically a baby and really need to get over this silly aging is death mentality. The hag years are the best years of any woman's life and you're not even a third of the way there.
Like this nona said
>>2553149 most of your problems are solved by getting out of your own way and spending time with other people rather than just preemptively ejecting yourself anytime you act strangely. I used to think like you do and getting past it isn't necessarily easy but it's definitely worth learning to live with the awkwardness.
No. 2553171
>>2553168Nta but these sound like autistic hobbies to me. Also saying
>Bummer!but Idk why
No. 2553188
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>>2553184Serving billions and billions of anons, every day
No. 2553223
>>2553212You are asking for it if you are friends with a moid, don't you know they are incapable of empathy? They only care about their cocks.
Also he may have a hairy head but he has the energy of a balding man.
No. 2553234
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My countries culture is all about being extroverted, loud, objectifying women and being pro kink and sexuality. I'm glad at least i didn't get born on an islamic country but fuck, i still just wanna pull my hair out sometimes.
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>>2553062Aside from the cat dying (I liked the cat) his life is just shit rn. I wanted to cheer him up. I didn’t think he’d be in the mood but hey, got what I wanted so I’m happy. Just wish I could be with him but practically being with my Nigel is better. It’s the vent thread, let me be melodramatic.
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>>2553240>>2553234>>2553238The way I also immediately thought of Brazil. Fuck.
No. 2553383
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i slowly lost touch with everything i love and value due to a health issue that is being resolved slowly. because of this, the past months have been dominated by my worst habits: scrolling, ocd thinking, comparing myself to other women online. i sometimes am motivated to make a youtube or blog but never do because i am insecure or feel it to be vapid. i also remember that when i had friends, or people to share things with, i’d often engage in my hobbies and dress up. as i got older and more stable and content and found my nigel, i didn’t need any of that. but now i feel empty. i can’t tell if it is solely that, or the health issue, or both. i have my values and things i love but i just feel it all to be pointless. not so much of a depression, but the literal inability for me to have energy or create or be silly. my mind is ruled by worrying and neuroticism, despite good sleep, good diet, etc. even when struggling with true depression, i had more articulate thoughts, engaged in my interests, so on and so on.
i think i just miss engaging with things i love again but don’t know where to start. i feel uncreative and uninspired to be silly. i really want an internet place to share thoughts or archive things i like, but who is to say that i’m not just trying to find validation or love myself more through unhealthy means? i just feel really empty and all i do is compare myself to other women and what they show on social media. i feel low IQ lately.
i should probably begin to curate magazines and websites to get inspired but again, it all seems so overwhelming, knowing where to begin so i can feel normal again.
No. 2553391
>>2553383Depression is pretty much that, nonna. I understand, you need to construct your desire to live from the bottom, but it's not possible. Try going slowly, first try doing something you like, just one thing, for a week or some days, feel something good again, and go on from that. That's exactly what i am doing right now. Also, try learning something new, it helps A LOT. I know it's hard and you don't want to do anything all day, not even move, but i swear it is worth it at the end.
No. 2553412
>>2553383I think it's not too unusual to go through fallow periods like this in life, it can be rather tough when we stop enjoying or finding meanings in things that used to keep us motivated and thriving. Try to embrace some spontaneity and just act kind of crazy for a spell, say or do absurd things just for the sake of doing them and try to not build up silly activities into sacred penances and observances. Hell, after my divorce I sort of pulled myself out of the doldrums by making soyjak edits and lolcow art.
Alternatively you can tell me to shove it, I'm sure you'll pull through in the end.
No. 2553465
I’m going to spoiler the shit out of this vent because it’s all mentally ill bullshit.
Honest to god, I am getting worse. As the years have passed and as I’ve gotten older, my mental health has only gotten worse. I haven’t starved myself on purpose in like a year but I still might as well. Even if I don’t do it on purpose anymore, I still don’t think I eat enough and I’d be lying if I said I never think about relapsing. I’ve been clean about that for over a year and I don’t want to throw that away, and I remember how miserable and cold it was. But I still miss it. I miss it, and I want to do it “right” this time. I get this voice in the back of my mind that says that if I do it one more time, that if I try for real this time I’ll be okay, and I’ll hit 100 pounds and I’ll be okay. I feel like I wasn’t doing it “right” last time, I wasn’t doing it “properly”. I was never that bad but for the short while that I was doing it, it felt good. I miss the rush I felt when I had to hold onto the wall so that I didn’t fall. I miss the hunger pain. But I know that I shouldn’t relapse. Starving yourself makes you ugly because your hair falls out and no one wants a skelly, and if they do then they usually want one for the wrong reasons. Starving yourself makes you cold and miserable, and thinking about food nonstop is hell.
I don’t starve myself anymore, but the cutting has gotten worse. There is no way someone could look at my arm and not think that the scars are self inflicted. That’s why I go out of my way to hide them. I can’t stand the thought of people finding out and asking questions, but at the same time I kind of want them to know just so that they realize that I’ve gotten worse. It’s selfish and probably manipulative of me to think like that, so I’d rather just hide them whenever I can. As long as no one asks any questions, I’ll be okay. I don’t want to drag someone else down with me. I’d rather just keep this to myself.
When I was a teen, I used to think about killing myself by hanging but I’m too pussy to do that. I’m also scared of fucking up and becoming a vegetable, because if I did I’m 100% sure my parents would keep me alive against my wishes. Funny how some people think that suicide is selfish but keeping someone alive even though they’re literally braindead and can’t consent isn’t selfish because “they might get better” or something stupid like that. Both are selfish. Anyway, I’ve come around to the idea of just slitting my wrists open and bleeding out. But like I said, I’m selfish and manipulative and a part of me wants to be found. I have this fantasy where I’ll be found right as I’m bleeding, and they see my wrists slit open and it’ll sink in that I wasn’t kidding when I said that I needed professional help, and that all I ever wanted was someone to actually listen to me. To not tell me that it’s all in my head, or to just go outside, or to just stop thinking, that it was years ago, or that I just need to go to church and believe in god. I need help and I’m tired of having my feelings being explained to me, and I’m tired of being talked over whenever I try to open up. And with this violent fantasy I hope that someone will realize that it actually is that bad, and that I’ve been downplaying everything for years. No one knows how bad it really is because I never told anyone. And I never told anyone because no one ever listened. I can’t talk to my family, I have no friends, I isolate myself and when I get like this I want to get worse. I haven’t cried in front of someone else in years. I repress most of my emotions and only let them out when I know that I’m alone. I’ve squeezed my throat to avoid crying and to make the lump go away. Internally, I feel like a mess of emotions but I try my best not to show it. All my jokes are obvious cries for help. There will come a day when I will explode and really try something. I didn’t think I’d live this long, but now that I have, all I can think is what now?
No. 2553509
I love my friend. I really do. But their anxiety is complex about things I don't consider to be a big deal. They're eloquent, verbose, considerate… Almost poetic in a way. But comparatively speaking, I'm just a monke. For instance, they have a fear of their own mortality. They see the ever encroaching inevitability of death as something to fret over - how they'll feel, what it's like to not feel, etc. But I embrace the darkness (kek), and think
>lmao it comes when it comes idk maybe ill die on the toilet or some shit maybe ill die in my sleep
I told them about my mental meds, and they had a existential crisis about the implications behind how medication can curate someone's personality, overwriting who they are completely and replacing the base line with a new form of insanity or something, as if I lost who I once was (not that it's any real loss, considering why I got on my meds in the first place). They're super sweet and all, and I want to comfort them. But so far, everything I legitimately don't give two fucks about, worries them on this meta level that makes me feel like a monster for dismissing it originally.
And some twisted part of me likes being schooled in this way; I like listening about the way a normie thinks (?), about stuff I take for granted and whatnot. I can't just ditch them for being an energy vampire. It's like it balances out my primative brain that's focused on shit like husbandos and fictional men fanservice 24/7.
Normally, it'd be me being the worrysome person, since I have a lot of negligent moid friends. This is the only male friend I have that… gives a shit. Too much of a shit, even. I feel like a moid in this situation since I'm usually just so far gone in terms of being a jackass in comparison to his hyper emotionally-aware self LOL
No. 2553590
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my best friend is male and he's becoming a bit annoying to me, we still get along and i still think he's funny and a good person and all but hearing him talk about his "romantic interests" if i can even call them that kek pisses me off for some reason
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>>2553593im not
nonny i wouldnt care if he just said he likes some random guy and will try to meet him, i wouldnt even care, that would be fine!
but he talks about random ass men like they might be his next husband while also half mentioning his defects but doesnt even fucking talk to them, he sends me 1 billion texts about how much he tries to make conversation but they didnt say hi to him, and one day he finally meets them personally and suddenly he doesnt care because they did something wrong and now they're the ones being annoying
by saying hi, thats it btw and now i have to heard about how those guys are gross and stupid
hes such a retard about this, i cant wait for him to learn about making good choices or something
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just bitterly remembered that runawaysiren is dead. And from diabetes mismanagement too, and yet HRT and life worsening surgeries are given out like candy. i am so bitter that she's dead and so many foul moids that deserve to be drawn and quartered are not.