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No. 2610430
A thread for venting about difficult, weird, or stupid stuff going on in your life.
Previous vent thread:
>>>/ot/2601319Follow all the /ot/ board rules & do not reply to bait.
Please, do not come to this thread to make fun of anons' vents, to demean them, or to try and be funny with some shit snark reply. It's annoying. If you do not have anything nice to say, don't say it at all. No. 2610496
>>2610437nonna, youre taking the right path. I truly believe that if you ever are to meet your Nigel he will wait with sex till marriage for you..
men like that do exist but they also like hearing that from the start or not at all
Wanting to have sex is normal it’s a part of your cycle when you’re ovulating. It says nothing about you or your morals, it’s good because it means you have sex drive (desirable trait for men, ironically cause they hate to see it elsewhere)
working out always clean he’s my sexual thirst but your results may vary
sexual energy is creative energy so follow your own likes
No. 2610507
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i was going through my liked videos all the way up until 2019 and there was some tranny shit because i identified as a tif up until the end of 2019 and im just disappointed in my past self. i thank god i snapped out of it before i turned 18 and had the ability to fuck my body up permanently.
No. 2610510
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>>2610507Congratulations on not trooning out. Sincerely, embrace the cringe, is part of growing up. The true tragedy would be to fall for sunk cost fallacy or being too stubborn to admit to being bamboozled.
No. 2610512
>>2610509Its funny but I legit read a bunch of threads on trannyshit over on kf and I snapped out of it kek. The relief I felt when I realized I could just stop angsting over not being born a nasty shitty moid (why did i even want that, so retarded) and just love and appreciate my female form instead felt so amazing.
>>2610510Honestly there was a fuckton of cringe lmao I left most of it for my own posterity but i did remove the trannyshit. Id really like to just forget that period of my life ever happened. I will admit totally i was a retard
and a very traumatized tomboyish autistic teenage girl No. 2610602
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I fucking hate the things that retards say. What do you mean children should "be allowed" to look at rape hentai (said in the same cadence as "let people enjoy things" no less). No the fuck they should not.
No. 2610605
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I get so irrationally angry hearing Keemstar because I’m still upset that his daughter got drawn by that lolicon faggot. How do you fail this much as a parent? Why even show your daughter’s identity publicly?? You know you’re widely hated and you deal with exposing pedos/groomers galore on the internet. I don’t what happened to him as of recently but I hope he never comes back and is miserable.
No. 2610632
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I just learned that my mom has been talking to a romance scammer for almost a month. The scammer is posing as a british actor from one of her favorite tv shows. The whole scenario is so unbelievable but somehow she has fallen for it and believes him, despite my younger brother and me pointing out the facts and trying to explain to her that it is a common scam. I had to talk to her as if she was my teen daughter, and she did say that she would stop talking to him but I don't believe her and think she will just hide it now. Thankfully she hasn't sent any money yet but she's clearly addicted. I don't care that she was gullible and stupid but I'm angered at the fact that she would disrespect my dad like this and be unapologetic about it. She isn't even self aware enough to understand that this will impact my younger brother and that he's losing a ton of respect for her. She doesn't even realize that it is fucked up she would think about moving countries with my brother to join a random man met on Facebook that she has never spoken on the phone with and ditching my father. At this point I don't know what to do about the situation. I'm scared because she's even less capable of raising my brother than I think she was.
No. 2610649
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I was just on the bus sitting in a priority seat that's a tiny bit wider than the normal chairs, and some old, frail, doddery scrote came in and tried to squeeze into it to basically sit on my lap. I wordlessly pushed him away and let him have the seat to himself. He got out one station later, and of course he was suddenly moving and walking around like a normal person. What a fucking creep. Hopefully he's hit by a car on his way home.
No. 2610742
>>2610674Probably noose around her neck and by pussied out she meant that she didn’t let the chair fall or pulled the door shut.
Glad that you are here nonna.
No. 2610831
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I have Dasha’s asymmetry and Anna’s hairline. It’s truly over unless I can someday shell out enough money to pay for jaw surgery and a hair transplant
No. 2610833
>>2610831Ftr I have never listened to r
d scre I’ve just been forced to see their faces too often not to realise I have both of their worst features
No. 2610933
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I'm crushing so hard on this guy at work but he has a girlfriend. Nonnas I am so down bad it's unreal. I hate this feeling, hate having emotions, and hate being ugly. Shit sucks!
No. 2610953
>>2610941i’m not trying to sound like i’m defending derailing or anything but…that anon said multiple times that they weren’t laughing at domestic abuse or denise richard’s being an eternal
victim kek. it was just the sad little faces that retards make when taking black eye selfies make her laugh apparently
No. 2610961
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Nobody really has morals, nobody genuinely cares about anything. People will excuse anything others do as long as it's someone who's "on their side" like friends, family, celebrities, politicians etc. Most people are hypocrites and probably don't even realize or care at all. I just wish people cared about others.
No. 2610965
>>2610941>Wife beating asshole So I don't have a wife because I am married to a moid and I've never had the opportunity to give him a black eye
unfortunately KEK, I said
*black eye selfies make me giggle not domestic abuse is funny. And trolling is when you do stuff online to try to get a reaction from people, not when a
nonny says something you don't think is funny. Again if you truly believe someone to be baiting, I encourage you and other anons to please just report and ignore, allow mods to do their jobs and decide what course of action is most appropriate given that they're the ones who know the most about us kek
(restarting an old infight) No. 2610977
>>2610973I was trying so hard to remember the name so I could answer that nona, in my mind I was like
uhh is it dirtbag? kek
No. 2611018
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I'm so frustrated and disappointed in myself. I'm living in a different country for the month and I told myself I was going to devote time to learn the language and force myself to go out on my own and have cool amazing once-in-a-lifetime experiences and whatnot. Instead I just got horribly sick and I've been indoors browsing lolcow and drinking beer for days. When I do manage to drag my crybaby autistic ass outside, I'm too scared to practice the language and I get tired and go home easily. What a huge failure and wasted opportunity on my behalf. The worst part is I did the exact same thing last year when I lived in Berlin for a month. I'm so unimaginably lucky to be in a position where my job lets me do this, and I'm such a stupid waste of human life that it all goes to hell anyway. I guess you can take the girl out of NEEThood but you can't take the NEET out of the girl. Fuck my stupid life.
No. 2611026
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>>2611022I use my laptop too, phone is way easier and comfier though. Kiss my ass nonna.
No. 2611040
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>>2611025>actually using the "not my nigel" logicits hopeless.
No. 2611066
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I wish I had begged my paretns harder for piano lessons when I was 9/10. They simply didn't believe I would stick to it. Fighting the urge to spend all of my savings on lessons
No. 2611092
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>>2611070I was the other anon and I thought about it for a while and I kinda get it. if youre a hetero woman then its like… you can either be 4B voluntarily celibate forever or you can fuck with a moid. Yes every nigel has the capability to be a moid sadly, you could even say every nigel IS a moid. But the reality is that the vast majority of people on this planet would like to have a life partner. Its kinda insane to ask women to deprive themselves of that although we know moids are trouble and can commit moidery even when married to a kind loyal woman for years and years. Yeah the husband will do moid shit or he wont, but thats kinda just life in general. You can do nothing and be safe or do something and be at risk of being hurt, and that applies even more for women. I wish the reality was that we could just trust and love male romantic partners and that "moids" werent even a thing. but its not and that sucks. I dont really know what we should do.
No. 2611131
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manifesting self control as to not respond to infighting(ai outside of containment)
No. 2611136
>>2611126She probably tells her it’s her fault that she puts leggings and no bra in her home to be comfortable instead of finding it disgusting that her supposed grown boyfriends finds his daughter who is most likely half his age “sexy” and had the guts to even say it. That is grounds for a breakup in my book.
But some mothers will prioritize scrotes over the safety of their daughters. There are so many Precious in this world.
No. 2611138
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>>2611089I guess when I started to write that I was imagining more regular joes who don't partake in social media or pornography, don't have opinions on women, ideally were raised by a woman or have women in their life. I think the zoomer "soft boy" nails-painted types coopted certain aesthetics to try and signal "I'm different," but those are as you said, wolves in sheep's clothing. I've met a handful of normal men who aren't cruel degenerates or misogynists but I'm definitely worried that if I dedicated time to reading some feminist critical theory I would end up concluding that all men are inherently misogynistic and that I'm contributing or enabling it by engaging with them. I don't know! I'm open to anything so anons feel free to take the floor and school me.
>>2611092It's interesting that you mention 4B–I was actually really curious about that movement despite what I wrote above especially after having lived in SK. Even though I would call the carefully vetted men in my life "Nigel" types and I trust them fully, there's still something in me that would rather rebel entirely to push for a more radical solution. Even when I've dated women it felt like the concept of 'Men' somehow still lingered. Of course there's a lot of societal factors at play but in the end I do genuinely enjoy this person as my spouse and I don't feel like I have much of a choice but to unplug my brain and accept that I will be basic and happy but certainly not contributing to revolutionary change. Pic unrelated, I just hate posting a massive block of text on its own. Though I do feel like picrel.
>>2611021>>2611059>>2611112You should kill him
>>2611124You may be to something..
No. 2611141
>>2611138Samefag, I meant to reply to
>>2611125 in that last bit. Violence /could/ be the answer!
No. 2611159
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This year has been nothing but one stroke of bad luck after another. I had to drop out of college, i fell and injuried my hand and couldnt afford to get it checked until after months have passed(it still hasnt healed and i cant use my hand), i got scammed at a job, i had laryngitis at the same time i was trying to apply at a callcenter to afford medical bills, i got an ear infection and tinnitus(which might be permanent). My health deteriorated so badly in just a year i am not sure i will be able to pass the medical exam i need to get my dream job and i am only 24. I feel so depressed and hopeless, this year made me realize that i have no one to support me if things go wrong, no one to get me out of a clutch, my anxiety spiked through the roof because i realized how alone i am. I am too afraid of taking risks because i fear if i fuck up no one is going to help me back up again. I dont know what to do with my life, i feel old, i feel like i fucked it up and it's too late to straighten up. It genuinely feels so fucking over.
No. 2611165
>>2611159Damn nonna. I am really sorry you are going through all this. Aren’t there things like scholarships? Can’t you move back with your parents for a while? Get under their insurance or something nonna?
It’s really sad that if you weren’t in burgerland you could have probably had much more help for your health issues, it sounds so dystopian.
No. 2611173
>>2611165I am not from the usa i am from south american. We have ''free'' healthcare but it means you have to sit on a waitlist for literal months.
>Aren’t there things like scholarships? Can’t you move back with your parents for a while?The job i am trying to apply its through a scholarship, so you have to pass several exams to get in. I feel like it doesnt matter how much i study i wont be accepted because my health is so fucked.
>>2611172Thanks
nonny.
No. 2611176
>>2611150>undercringe
I have no respect for submissive women.
No. 2611192
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>>2611179Thanks
nonny, it just really sucks to know my family knew i was struggling and suffering and didnt try to lend me a hand, but what can i expect from people that crash at my birthday just so they can eat and don't even bother buying me a shitty gift. Makes me feel so anxious about my future, i really dont know what to do. I really, really want that job but i am not confident i am going to pass the medical exam and get the spot. I am so depressed an anxious about my future. Sorry for continuin to traumadump on your kind post kek.
No. 2611208
>>2611204Thanks
nonny! i will try to focus on trying my best. If i dont pass well, there is nothing i could have done and it's honestly better to be disqualified because of things out of my control like health than not passing the technical exams due to lack of studying. I will try to rewire my brain and focus on the future. Thanks
nonny.
No. 2611239
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>>2611228I love everybody
No. 2611320
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Exercising is only fun if you already weigh little, you don't even have to be overweight, just the difference between being BMI 19 and BMI 23 is already so obvious, can't believe one of the reasons I'm die(t)ing is because I wanna have fun dancing and running around again.
No. 2611324
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I wish more chain supermarkets would let you shop in store then pay extra for it all to be delivered to your house. Lately the dumbass (likely male) packers have been ignoring my "No Substitutions" request and just throwing random shit in my order so that I don't get the refund. I think they're also been pulling crap from return/trash piles considering they gave me a half empty bottle of Febreze and like 6 whole loaves of wheat bread instead of 1 Italian
No. 2611332
>>2611323Well, they either like dry food or wet food, you can figure that out pretty quick. Sometimes both. They hate it when you switch brands. Don't overthink it. Kitty is gonna love you if you feed, water, and play with him regularly. Just relax, be gentle and patient when cat arrives in new home, just play, pet, and eventually snuggle! They're hilarious and sweet and they're all kinda assholes. They hate loud noises. They'll revenge-puke on the floor if you do something they don't like, such as moving their bed, rearranging the furniture, or changing your sheets kek. Assholes. But they're independent and full of love, and all they need is to feel safe and loved. No need to be nervous, you're already proving that you care a lot, and you're gonna be a great mom
No. 2611338
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Sometimes I get sad out of the blue. more often than not it happens at night. I didn't go out today but I did study most of my time awake… had a nice dinner.
But then all of a sudden I get this strange wave of sadness… one moment I was fine the next a frown was on my face.
Nonnas I'm so tired. I wonder if external factors could affect me more than I realize. gut bacteria… nighttime… or something like that.
No. 2611396
>>2611136exactly this kek. she even mocked me for wearing cozy shorts the other day (because he wasn’t home) saying oooh! i’m so turned on! and stated she wasn’t threatened when he initially made those comments. now they are breaking up because she won’t go to swinger parties with him, and now suddenly she uses the sexual comments against me, against him. but when i came to her crying about it, she said he stated i was exaggerating and lying kek, despite knowing he has a porn addiction and constantly demanded sex from her. now i’m getting kicked out for not pretending she is out partying with friends? i feel ashamed because i am old enough to move out but can’t afford it right now, so just stuck saving and finishing my education until i find a solution. i’m tired of being in the middle, i feel insane. and to the
nonnie who asked if my dad can beat him up—he was a druggie who also sexually and physically abused me and now has cancer kek, so that won’t happen.
No. 2611509
>>2611495>And what does “the algorithm” have to do with anything?you do know that almost all marketing is online now, so you ever want to "reinvent" yourself with your own business, or as an independent artist or anything really you'll circle back to algorithms were everyone competes with everyone.
>>2611495you haven't been in the job market for any ammount of time or you'd know the meaning of it. But its okey, live the Friends and Sex and the City life like a boomer and then settle down and buckle up in your 40s, its gonna be a piece of cake.
No. 2611562
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I saw this post on Reddit and I feel like it's validating my fears about how fucked renting/buying a home is getting in the US. I'm unmarried and don't date so I've had a couple roommates to be able to afford renting, my job doesn't pay enough that I could live at my own place because the housing market is insane, and now there's also going to be moids like this seeking out a woman solely so they can afford to own property too
No. 2611566
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>>2611523If that was true then they wouldn't have sex with you either for the same reason of saving themselves but no, they will accept sex at the first milisecond its offered as a possibility. Volcels don't exist. Either they are involuntarily celibate or they are closeted gay.
No. 2611583
>>2611571I wish they were
>>2611577What makes you think there's no secular reason for waiting until marriage?
No. 2611595
>>2611587They don't want to get pumped and dumped?
Or they want a virgin wife, and it's only fair if they're one themselves.
No. 2611607
>>2611599>men don't get pumped and dumped They do, when there are women like
>>2611454 and
>>2611458 in this world
>>2611601>what was I supposed to do, say “no sorry you belong with a virgin woman?”Unironically, yes. Should have given him to me.
>>2611600Society hasn't been "obsessed" with virginity for eighty years. I hope you don't think this culture of one-night stands and pumping and dumping and STDs is better.
No. 2611613
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>born too late to have a qte nerdy shy husbando that didnt have access to hardcore pornography on the internet
>born too early to have sexy cat boy cyborg stay at home husband
No. 2611616
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>>2611493>>2611506Clingy nerds are eventually going to develop some sort of complex about sex and relationships. It’s better to have a fellow nonna break him in. You want him to fixate on some random woman who rejected him? At least getting some pussy will raise his self esteem a little and prevent him from having a scarcity mindset. It’s less likely he will become a bpdemon that way.
You should thank me for defiling your future husband.
>>2611517You have to have a keen eye and catch them before they start becoming bitter about it. They are rare but not impossible to find.
>>2611523If he has an opinion like this, he’s already mentally ran through. His dick might as well have been crushed by millions of pussies. The best virgins are just moids who want relationships/sex but haven’t had the opportunity to do so, and haven’t had the time or the mind to become bitter about it yet. Virtuous men afraid of sex don’t exist. Any moid who thinks his dick is too sacred for pussy is going to be a demon.
I’m not attracted to their innocence, I know moids aren’t innocent. I’m attracted to their vulnerability. They’re much more likely to let you take control, since neither of us expect him to have any skill (non virgin moids aren’t any more skilled, but they think they are, and that pisses me off).
>>2611607Your pure virgin maiden moids don’t exist. I’d be fucking awkward late bloomers. Rest assured, if I come across some godly virgin moid I would not corrupt him. I have no desire to fuck this kind of man, even if they were real.
No. 2611623
>>2611595Have you ever observed the type of men who say they want virgin wives? You don’t want to fuck them. Nobody does. They aren’t virginal because they are virtuous, they are virginal because they are mean and gross. They a
Start start coming up with copes about virtue after the fact.
No. 2611634
>>2611617This was such a polite vent kek
My vent is that I wish sites like livejournal and myspace and flickr would have a revival. I think the neocities stuff is fun but too much work and not as immediately social. I specifically want a casual blog-style social media that doesn’t feel like ad after ad. I want to read inane long blogposts and look at crappy mundane pictures but with the functionality to comment and message
No. 2611644
>>2611616>You want him to fixate on some random woman who rejected him? You don't think he'll fixate on the women who took his virginity?
>You should thank me for defiling your future husband.no
>The best virgins are just moids who want relationships/sex but haven’t had the opportunity to do soNo such things. It's so easy to hire a hooker or find a loose woman, there's no "no opportunity"
>if I come across some godly virgin moid I would not corrupt him.>I have no desire to fuck this kind of manMore for me, then
>>2611623see
>>2611565>>2611629Yeah. Every moid I interact with is non-virginal and shit.
No. 2611652
>>2611645nayrt and not a
terf but you’re kind of cooking here..
No. 2611665
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>>2611613You'll get that virgin bf someday. Don't give up!
No. 2611698
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>>2611665All I can see is perfect peter and horrid henry
No. 2611710
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>>2611653I've tried many different mediums, that's what bums me out the most kek. I consider writing something else entirely and creating something visual is what my itch is, but I do enjoy writing at least.
>>2611679Thank you, I think it'll take me a while to enjoy the process but it'll be more about working on my mindset or something. My burnout/0 enjoyment has lasted almost 7 years now so it's easy to feel like there's no hope anymore. I've had a similar idea to yours for a little bit recently but I'm afraid to start because I know I'll have to confront my resentment and it'll make me feel negative for a while afterwards, leaves me feeling like I'm not good at
anything which I know is pretty dumb. All in my head about it over essentially nothing, I remember seeing picrel in one of the art threads and I had to save it because it helps me remind myself that it really is just perspective
No. 2611736
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This is hideous and grotesque. Everything o have seen and heard about this movie has been against my will.
No. 2611804
>>2611793See above:
>>2611679Literally just do it. Just start making art even if it sucks. If it sucks you don’t have to show anyone.
No. 2611808
>>2611782Absolutely. Here's a list of my posting instructions:
>be as autistic as possible; take everything literally and have no sense of humor>bring up male virginity, race, marriage, politics, and religion up at any opportunity>take everything in bad faith>accuse random posters of being male, transgender, robot, Mexican, etcHere are my last five posts on lolcow.farm.
>>2611796>>2611779>>2611762>>2611610>>2611180 No. 2611812
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>>2611793The Artist's Way is like Loomis for women. Try it out.
No. 2611818
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Is…is "26" pushing/almost 30? I'm turning 26 this winter and my mom keeps telling me how old I am/that I am basically 30 years old. It's really fucking with my mental health, never had much of a chance to live or do anything yet so the thought that my youth is over and all my life really consisted of was studying and wanting to kill myself and trying to claw out of poverty makes me want to die all over again…
No. 2611820
>>2611815Men only draw because of autism. Women draw because they love to draw and there's a story inside them nobody else can tell. Nona has to unlock her love of drawing in order to thrive.
>>2611818Kek, my mom's only mention of me turning 30 was a generic text on my birthday and she didn't even acknowledge the milestone. Don't spiral, your mom is insane and you are so young it's crazy.
No. 2611825
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Now that i think about it, the reason why i've come to loathe men and at less of an extreme, sex might be because of the scrotes in my childhood. i think i'd still feel the same way about them if this hadn't happened at all, but it just fuels my thoughts even more. short story short, i was in elementary school and the teacher had left us to do some sort of activity as a group so i was paired with 2 boys. i don't remember what exactly lead up to it, but they ended up showing me their genitals and practically shoving them in my face even when I told them not to. they even tried to get me to show them mines but luckily i didn't do so. i'm not even sure how they got away with it since it was in broad daylight but we were in a nook-like part of the classroom so i guess the teacher just didn't notice? up until recently it didn't really register as something bad or anything but it's horrible looking back at it. like, how could boys that young even think to do something like that? it makes me think all scrotes have some sort of predator gene embedded in their DNA.
No. 2611832
>>2611822Going outside and doing stuff. Making mistakes and learning about yourself. I'd like to go to a concert, have interesting meetings with random people in random places (I always fantasize about obscure bars or parts of a city I could just run into someone at, or fun book clubs, theaters, cafes…), maybe get my heart broken or experience shit from a new perspective. I at least want to know the joy of settling in somewhere new without a roommate or my mom being like, ten minutes away. I wouldn't mind some clubbing either.
>>2611820Thanks.
No. 2611839
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>>2611827Edward Hopper didn’t sell a painting until his 30s, and didn’t reach widespread recognition until his 40s.
No. 2611847
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I feel like my entire experience of living is just trying to distract myself with meaningless things to avoid thinking about all of the things that have happened that are horribly painful and impossible to come to terms with or fix. All the things I’ve ever truly cared or been passionate about in my life have all turned into memories too painful to think about through tragic coincidences. It’s like the bright world above with all the things I loved throughout my life has been nuked and irradiated to the point of uninhabitability and I have to try to keep myself satisfied in a bunker full of artificial light and cheap plastic materials.
It’s unbelievable to me that life is this miserable for the average person.
No. 2611850
>>2611845Well yeah but I assume most will have done them already, and in general there won't be that fun sense of growing alongside other people. It's like I'll be playing catch up or interacting with twentysomethings. Plus I fear being too wise or cautious and not being able to take risks. Also,
>MoneyYeah. I think this is the only thing stopping me from living my life kek. Mostly over my mental illness, finally losing some weight, I'm getting better at social interaction – I'm just stuck in a terrible area full of bigots. I mean actual bigots, racists and homophobes and MAGA junkies.
No. 2611861
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>>2610974I suggest having more casual hangouts with your friends, like just them coming to your place and talking/eating or something instead of high-energy, night on the towns when you're feeling tired.
No. 2611865
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>>2611848Okay, let's see.
>The Blue Room - Suzanne Valadon, 58 (my favorite painting ever)>The Coronation of Napoleon - Jacques-Louis David, 57>Melencolia I - Albrecht Durer, 43>Fireflies on the Water - Yayoi Kusama, 73>Taxi Driver - Martin Scorsese, 34>Stalker - Andrei Tarkovsky, 47>Titane - Julia Ducournau, 38>Point Break - Kathryn Bigelow, 40I could keep going.
No. 2611870
>>2611850I took a course recently to get my motorcycle license, something I wanted to do as far back as high school but was always too scared. I thought I’d be one of the oldest ones there (30s), but there were people in their 40s, 50s, and even 60s there taking the course too.
You’re never too old to learn or experience new things. The most important thing is to just keep yourself healthy as best as you can, so that you can still do those things later on.
No. 2611871
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>>2611865Don't you just love the lobster scene in "point break" anon? And the homoeroticism
No. 2611898
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Waiting for your friend to get over a retarded obsession/trend feels like a fucking prison sentence. It makes me feel like a bad friend, but I can't be supportive of it. You're too old for this shit. I'm tired.
No. 2611899
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I just want some chill, confident, supportive, funny, weird female friends who aren't super boring, judgey, or filled with internalized misogyny. To me, quality female friends are just as important, if not more so in a way, than romantic relationships, but at least for me, way harder to find.
There's a certain kind of insight and inspiration only a woman can give another woman.
I look back at how close I used to be with some friends, where we'd have equal amounts of casual hangouts just hanging out at home or doing errands vs. actually going out and I miss that shit. I miss when it didn't take three business days to get a fucking response (although I do really like my new friend when she eventually responses).
I miss when I was equally as important to friends as they were to me. I'm worried that might never happen again and it fucking sucks. I've used Bumble BFF, but so many girls there either just ghost me or seem boring af (which to be fair, is also judgey on my end and I might benefit from giving more people a chance.. it's just hard also because it's so much more comfy short-term being alone, many of my fav hobbies are solitary, and nobody has unlimited time to experiment..at the same time, I know such excessive solitude isn't healthy and I should come up for air more..okay schizo rant done).
No. 2611908
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>>2611899Samefag but I also really hope that when I have kids in a couple years I won't be effectively forced to hangout with some horrible almond moms/ boy moms/ boring karens..but that may also be more judginess and even internalized misogyny on my own end overestimating their prevalence
No. 2611909
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>>2611900>>2611896It's a mesmerizing painting in real life. Her relaxed, unashamed pose speaks to me deeply. I really love the way Valadon portrayed regular women in their quiet moments. Sorry for art derail
No. 2611912
>>2611865>taxi driver>not the king of comedyshit taste
nonny, not even the best scorsese movie. Super overrated imo. His mom doesnt even appear on it. 0/10
No. 2611913
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>>2611909>Sorry for art derailNTA but I don't mind, cool paintings.
No. 2611916
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>>2611908This looks like a pedo pic posted from a troon account. Sorry you can't find friends tho
>>2611909Picrel
No. 2611926
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>>2611922What about my painting anon? My husband and I were antiquing and he pointed it out. I always remembered that and surprised him with it. He calls me the "runaway bride" kek
sorry about that, I forgot to attach the picrel No. 2611969
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>>2611961A woman painted them, are you okay schizo-chan, should we call someone for you?
No. 2611989
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in pain from a bunch of cavities from bulimia but i just threw up. the bulimia hell loop feels endless.
No. 2611997
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>>2611969If i wanted to see badly drawn fatasses i'd go to tumblr lol.
Putting that trash as an example of female art is a disservice to women. Let me guess. She was a lesbian and marxist too ?
No. 2612007
>>2611997Nona was just posting an example of artists who made works throughout mid to late life stages, it wasn't about female artists in the first place..? Does everything a female artist does have to be the utmost perfect piece to you? Why can't things just be the way they are?
>>2611989Been there nona, hugs ♥ now get yourself some ibuprofen and take a nap. I hope the pain passes soon
No. 2612012
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>>2612001You're smelling our dinner. She had man hands
not cannibal, but tired No. 2612024
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>>2612020Perhaps next year anon? kek
No. 2612026
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I was just about to fall asleep when I found a spider on my FUCKING PILLOW
No. 2612035
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>>2612032Well I was concerned about thought you should be aware. I'm a country anon and we check out pillows for these in the summer
No. 2612049
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>>2612047Two body segments
No. 2612095
>>2611652the gen z slang and the not a
terf part… please go back.
No. 2612101
>>2612095I kinda wish that and crash out were redtexted like
trigger and
nonny are
No. 2612131
>>2612095ayrt and idk about the trans customer story anon but I’ve been here for at least a decade via the Kota threads at first. I just have zoomer siblings and it rubs off on me but yeah it’s annoying I agree. And I’m pretty sure there’s no rule about having to be a
terf to be here, but it’s amusing to watch imageboard posters flip out when I refuse to use slurs and call for total death of groups that have no impact on my life one way or another. I’m not like arguing with terfism either so why do you care? This is thread-relevant because I’ve wanted to vent about this for a while but I don’t want to derail. It just reminds me of trying to use a hobby or game related chan board as a kid and getting exhausted because I didn’t want to have to call women and black people slurs all day to “integrate”
No. 2612157
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my fucking uterus and stomach hurts
>>2612135you gotta learn to use gallery-dl nona it saved my life. i have…
checks 78gb of art archived kek
No. 2612166
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>>2610507It seems alot of us have TIF'd out before. I also briefly TIF'd out along with my best friend back in high school. We had asked our friends to call us by a male version of our names and use he/him pronouns on me (I think I only went along with it because she and almost everyone else I knew was trooning out back then. It was really popular to be a TIF or enby, especially if you were chronically online). When a substitute teacher once mistook me for a guy by calling me "sir" I would feel heckin validated and euphoric. Absolute cringe, looking back on it now.
My friend had gotten two binders from one of the enbys in our class at one point and gave one of them to me. I only tried it once before quitting because it was way too small and I could barely breathe while wearing it. I'd also heard binding with the wrong size is really dangerous because you can fuck up your spinal cord and die. I'm glad I didn't go through with it because I love my breasts now and I couldn't imagine mutilating myself to be a board all because I was also a self-conscious, autist tomboy. lmao
No. 2612172
>>2612154I know that this didn’t happen overnight but the internet being
upgraded to something that everyone can have rather than being something that only weird people were on was the cause. People out there are stupid.
To be on the internet, you had to somehow manage how to operate computers, something that stupid people cannot really do (not even zoomers nowadays, despite being born in the digital era, can’t do it. They cannot operate actual computers, they have some sort of technical illiteracy) so you passed the first logical text, then a reading comprehension test by fixing errors on these machines and then getting slapped here and there on forums. Indirectly, us millennials became clever. Now everyone can access the internet, to the ipad kid that gets shut up with cocomelon and gain consciouness to the elders that get a new smartphone and their nephew set up facebook or twitter accounts so they believe that every post they see they have to comment it and everything is legit. For example, my dad who is in his 60s cannot comprehend why would someone write fake news and automatically believes anything on the internet because “at least is not on mainstream news”. He doesn’t understand WHY would someone lie on the internet, so these stupid people raise entitled kids, these kids gets on text heavy spaces, say that they’re kids and now expect special treatment. I’m not saying ok be mean to kids, but to them even saying stuff like “leave this space” makes them go ballistic so that’s why to them being basically told “no” or that they’re not being reasonable
triggers some kind of ape response, doubting oneself is not an option. I know that this discourse has been said countless of times and this got worse in covid times due to parents being exhausted from their kids, but that leaves no spaces for adults and actually weird, autistic kids, hell no even kids games despite from shitty slop apps exist anymore. I remember learning how to operate computers and coding by doing custom CSS on tumblr because I wanted a cool blog lol. Either we start bully them back or it will become like a wasteland
No. 2612205
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my period started today and the cramps are worse than normal and have been even before it started. im scared im gonna have a ovarian cyst explode today (again) and be laying on the bathroom floor in agony for approximately 3 hours (again^2). please pray for me
No. 2612224
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cluster B friends or no friends, call it
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>>2610507i feel that. for me it’s the realization of just how many artists, musicians, etc. i still like are pro trans, some even going so far as to bitch about le evil terves and such and it just upsets me. even if i hope it becomes less of a requirement for being politically correct, i fear that i still won’t be able to be as open about my views due to being into artsy/geek communities.
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>>2612163>>2612163Hey what's so bad about drawing cute furries i like drawing furries sometimes, i think i'm a pretty honest artist myself looking to share my work and connect
No. 2612268
>>2612263yeah it's creepy, but i don't blame him, it's not his fault he was raised in a religion where everything is blamed on women
what's surprising is he never told me anything like that before, i've been going to the gym and working on my lower body so maybe this is a sign of my gains kek
trying to see the glass half full No. 2612273
>>2612229>Visiting shortly in 2016>I've been visiting here for 10+ yearsLegitimately, can you read?
>Go back to your tranny holeI said,
>groups that have no impact on my life>I’m not arguing with terfismAgain, can you read? Where is my "tranny hole?" I don't think I have one of those, anon, I was born a woman. Not everyone has to be seething about gendershit on here all the time. I just don't give a shit and I'm not going to pretend I do to make people like you more comfortable. Give it a rest.
No. 2612345
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>>2612341Yeah it only looks fucked up when the hairlines is receding or plucked to look like a high forehead imo
No. 2612361
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>>2612353I feel bad for my post nona, the person who I was thinking of who looked bad with a receding hairline and high forehead is picrel, bc it looks so weird with those proportions. I'm glad your pcos worked in your favour this time
No. 2612428
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I went to the beach, there is a crazy heat wave in my northern european country and the place was packed. Mostly immigrants, and mostly muslim familes. All the boys and men were bathing or playing ball games wearing only shorts. Meanwhile, the women sat around fully covered in dark clothing. There were more hijabs than bikinis on the beach. One woman were dipping her toes in the water and looking at her male family members enjoying themselves. It was fucking bleak. In this country, women are free to swim. But they couldn't. Only the moids could.
It just makes me depressed, I wanted to ask a woman covered up in black oplyester if she was okay with her husband walking around in shorts with his beer gut out like a gross slut. Next time, I will choose a different beach, were bikinis is normal.
No. 2612443
>>2612428One time I saw a muslim woman at the beach wearing her long dark garment with a stroller and her baby in it, she had two babies though, but one was sitting on the sand and was a bit older, like a toddler. Her husband removed his clothes and was wearing his shorts and went for a swim. She sat there as the baby started crying, she moved the stroller back and forth in hopes it would quiet him down but it didn't. I could tell she was starting to get annoyed, she grabbed the baby after a couple minutes and in frustration yelled at him. the baby cried even louder. She stood there, her face red, I could tell she wanted to cry. Her husband came out of the water, his hairy belly all wet, drops of water slowly rolling down his skin as he asked her to give him a towel. She did.He sat and ignored the baby and grabbed a drink. She never swam the whole time. She was there to offer food, or feed the babies. It was the most depressing sight of my life. She seemed to be in her early 20s too. Why? Why do this to your own life? You only have one as far as we can tell, I wonder if deep down she regrets this or she's retarded and truly believes in this religious shit. If not, will she ever be able to back out of it without suffering the wrath of her husband?
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>>2612443Great I love thinking about the darkest miseries of the world that have nothing to do with me or my culture
which has existed for thousands of years. It is good my ancestors built a free society, so it could be ruined by these individuals. I'm glad all western countries are ignoring moderate or accommodating muslim populations for this instead
No. 2612460
>>2612431Modesty rules are only for women apparantly. Fucking hyopcritical patriarchal bastards. Imagine seeing your wife or daughter sit on the beach, unable to take a swim and cool down, melting under her dark tent-like clothing in the 40+ C weather - and thinking this is great, this is how it should be.
>>2612443Truly depressing isn't it? The scary thing was that this was to norm on this beach. There were barely any western women in bikinis around, so this was normalized, even though this is a western country and not the middle-east. The women who got here couldn't flee from that norm.
>>2612444More like they stare lewdly and unashamedly. This might be why there were so few natives on that beach. It certainly made me uncomfortable.
No. 2612572
>>2612553Why? Is the britbong thread monitored by anti-feminists or something?
Let women bathe and vent about misogyny FFS
No. 2612607
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>>2611870>>2611876Late but thank you anons, I needed this. I'll keep improving my body, saving money, and applying for better jobs. I hope I can get the life I want soon.
No. 2612663
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>>2612652You are talking about gorgeous women though. You don’t need a diamond shaped, oval shaped or heart shaped face to be beautiful. If your face is harmonious already you will be beautiful.
There are plenty women with angular jaws who are stunning, take Angelina Jolie for example.
Jaw surgery is a huge surgery and unless you have serious problems with your maxilla I would not recommend it, maybe try Botox if it bothers you that much or at least try to see the result with it before even considering shaving off your bone?
No. 2612680
>>2612657>>2612658>>2612663I really truly appreciate the encouragement but the issue is I don't have the facial balance that pretty celebs known for square jaws have. My nose is gigantic and I actually like it but it just doesn't mesh well with the jaw. But honestly yeah I definitely have BDD. I might try jaw botox since I clench anyway. I won't do the surgery! I promise.
>>2612670I don't watch those oh my gosh can't a woman want a slim jaw without being accused of weebery
No. 2612682
>>2612680>don't watch those oh my gosh can't a woman want a slim jaw without being accused of weeberyI mean, that's how ridiculous it sounds 99% of the time when people say their jaws
need to be shaved down kek
No. 2612684
>>2612677Imagine reading this
>>2612428 and still complaining when anons get angry at those scrotes kek
No. 2612688
>>2612652samefag but I'm reading back my own post and cracking up at
>I look like a pitbullyeah no I need help you guys are right sorry nonas I'm staying away from the mirror/camera for a while
No. 2612699
>>2612680If you get compared to Audrey Hepburn and the other one that means that you are considered in the same category. It’s not like you are a reliable judge, you’d rather listen to other people.
I think I look weird and crooked and there are many features I would change about myself , but I have been compared to gorgeous people and even complimented so I just take that as it is and accept that I’ll never truly know how I look like, but if other people like it then it must be good enough.
Anyway we will get old and wrinkly at 90. It’s not like it matter in the end, you’d rather have health.
No. 2612818
I'm petsitting a cat that's recovering from a surgery for the son of a relative's partner and as usual she can't stop micromanaging because she's co-dependent as fuck and needs to play hero and denigrate every little thing I do.
>"speak lower!!"
Bitch, i've barely raised my voice and the cat has been purring and unbothered before you showed up. If you want to take over, you could have just volunteered yourself but instead you're back here acting like i'm doing everything wrong and you're the only one who can do anything right. Thanks for volunteering to administer the medication but after that you should have gone back home and left us the fuck alone. But now you're insisting on hanging around and micromanaging because you want to play the hero and tell everyone around that
>"she was practically yelling!!"
my voice volume was low but in a gentle, higher pitch, which did not deter the cat from coming towards me for pets and hanging out.
>"she gave him a whole food packet, should have only been half!"
I was instructed to give the whole packet or at least 2/3 by the owner…
>"there's litter on the floor"
the cat kicked some bits of litter out the box, and I haven't yet vacuumed it (it's only been one day) because I don't want to disturb its sleep while it's resting, exhausted and recovering for the first few days. It has barely been able to sleep because of the pain.
I cannot stand this bitch. She does this with everything, always butting in when she isn't needed and then getting offended when someone rejects her help. Or finding ways to embarrass you and make herself look more proper, upstanding, and correct in comparison. I cannot stand how toxic my family is in general though. This is what happens when you let generational toxicity go unchecked because no one wants to say anything for the sake of harmony.
No. 2612819
>>2612809Pass me that love for studying because I have reached a stop nonna. I hope I can make a comeback.
>i suckI don’t think you do. As long as you have discipline and routine you are good. I am intelligent, have always been the smarter of my class , but I have just hit a stall where I am simply exhausted and not putting as much effort as I should.
No. 2612825
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How do you stop basing your value on men and gradually deprogram your brain to not see sex as success?
I think this might be a me thing with the second part but it's driving me nuts. I just broke up with my moid a month ago and I feel like there's still something fundamentally repulsive about me.
I've started to hate men more and more, and they repulse me after the breakup. This will probably be less rabid with time but I feel soo pressured to find a guy, to have sex. To know that I am capable of being desired by something normal. Like it's bizzare to take time for yourself and not be bombarded with sex.
I shouldn't feel like this, I actually like the quiet, the freedom, not prioritizing a grown baby over my friends and mental health. But it's hard when my best friend has 2 boyfriends and the other one after an shitty relationship, stars fucking guys left and right, keeping them on speed dial.
I'm surrounded by sex and I can't escape. I can't even read fanfiction of my comfort character without being grossed out at the idea of how pathetic it all is. Why do I feel like such a man? All my insecurities are seaping through and it's not good.
No. 2612830
>>2612581Not that old but I kiss you.
Thank you nona, I should play more retro games anyway.
No. 2612835
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>play video games with friend
>he insists that I play some Japanese fighting game
>not at all good at fighting games
>obviously I lose almost at every match cause the only fighting games I like are Tekken and Smash Bros.
>has to comment on every tiny little fighting game detail like if I pick a character's ability or don't do a double b butfucker roll dodge into a cornercircle fag press back slip every five seconds.
>forgets I'm a casual video game player and I don't have such intense autism to care about things like fighting game meta
>he's cool but goddamn I just play games for fun why are they like that when it comes to video games, especially fighting games?
No. 2612842
>>2612825Your friend is polyamorous? And your other one is a whore? Kek.
>how do I stop thinking of sex as success Men literally fuck anything as long as it has a hole where they can insert their appendage , look at that Chinese story where more than 500 scrotes where fucking a 40 year old man in an ugly wig in the dark.
The very fact that you are a woman already makes you successful sexuality wise. You can open an app and find two scrotes to have sex with like right now, even go at a bar, it’s not hard to. But having good quality sex and not being a mere masturbatory tool for the nth scrote is a whole other thing.
I only had sex once just to see what it felt like and it was the most bleak experience I ever had despite the fact that penetration did feel good and I orgasmed. I just felt like a piece of meat with this man panting on top of me, it didn’t feel like me and the experience after just made me feel void and not validated or beautiful.
I’d personally rather be mindful of who I let have access to such an intimate part of me. I’d rather give that privilege to someone who has care for me and sees it as a two way experience.
But take it as you want , if you want to sleep around it’s not like we will stop you.
No. 2612844
>>2612835He's just using you to stroke his ego.
>>2612840This. Small dick energy.
No. 2612847
>>2612842I also have a friend who is like your whore one. She recently broke up and has been hooking up with various men. She always speaks about her experiences unprompted and hearing about them just seems sad to me, I don’t see anything appealing about them, they just seem void and empty.
She comes off as extremely insecure.
I’d also say that hooking up just gives you a false sense of intimacy , you can’t not make sex something purely mechanical, because it’s probably one of the most intimate thing you can do with someone. You kiss, you look at each other in the eyes, you have literal pieces of them inside of you, it will never be “nothing”. And how does your brain come off from that fake sense of intimacy , that 30/40 minutes of pretend, in an healthy way? It won’t, you will be just chasing that false sense of intimacy over and over again.
No. 2612848
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I have a interview tomorrow early in the morning but I'm too overwhelmed to sleep and keep watching true crime,please nonas scold me into sleeping
No. 2612851
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>>2612825I keep picrel in mind. It's so true.
No. 2612855
>>2612840Ah, that makes sense. Weird, cause I don't get what he'd get from that when I don't know dick about this game.
>>2612844>He's just using you to stroke his ego.You know with his need to heavily breathe and exhale when he wins and breathily talk about his techniques and salivate over the character he mains I think you might be right in a more literal sense.
Now I feel gross. No. 2612856
>>2612825Sometimes I also go through periods of times where I crave intimacy and sex but then I go out and peruse and I don’t see any man worth having sex with just to scratch that itch.
Get a dildo and a vibrating wand.
No. 2612864
>>2612842Sleeping around is not something I'm into, I don't see a point in that cause starngers are cold and the idea of doing it with someone as a fling or friends with benefits disgusts me deeply. But I still feel the pressure. I don't want to give a part of myself to anyone, I want soehting normal and nice. But that takes time and patience and being surrounded by constant sex talk and how good and intimate it feels makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong.
Sex is either good or dreadfully boring from the 2 partners I had, they keep telling me that nah it's great when you're with someone who knows what they're doing and that size matters. Ok?
>Is she polyamorousGood question, bf 1 has been (still is) with her for 3 years and prob doesn't knwo about the re-established relationship with bf 2, bf 2 was an on thing a year ago till recently for 2 months. It's a cacofony of mental gymnastics combined with spirituality and whatever, life shouldn't be as complicated as she makes it. This subject is tirying tbh. I told her what I thought, I did my part, all I can do is witness.
I feel like girl talk shouldn't jsu tbe about sex and le hate men honestly, but when all 3 of us meet for the very short and tame girls night, it's just that.
Thank you nona for your input, sorry for rant.
No. 2612870
>>2612858The Sims 4 is /not/ gaming.
t. chad Sims 1-2 player
No. 2612911
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I can't stop thinking about an online friend that randomly deleted her account like 1-2 years ago. I've been going through people's following lists to see if she made a new account with no luck. I wasn't even super close with her but I just hate that I have no idea what happened and how she's doing now. She was kind of mentally ill so I'm worried that she offed herself or something.
No. 2612914
>>2612906I don’t think corporal punishments work. I think making a child face the consequences of their actions is more effective than beating them up.
>ie child of immigrant parent , my mom used to beat me, with her hands or a broom>she once beat me with a metal broom and I could not sit for two days , she never beat me again after that because it must have made her realize that she was just beating on a child for a dumb reason it just made me scared of her and resentful, I never learned any lesson, just that my ass hurt like hell and that it wasn’t fair.
She at least didn’t beat my siblings but I somehow feel that it’s unfair that I got the “bad side” of her while they didn’t.
No. 2612934
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>>2612835Reminds me of the time I hid my power level for Soul Calibur against a moid I briefly dated (for a place to live) who considered himself a fighting games expert cause he was an Alex player in Street Fighter. He creamed me at SF because I didn't memorize the combos or game mechanics and he acted super smug mansplaining it to me when it was just a matter of less experience. So when we played SC, he went in all confident but I whooped his ass in an 11 match streak. Sometimes he would get close but I made him crestfallen when I'd pummel his hopes last minute. He panicked and started picking any rando character that looked tough hoping to win, but I mogged him every time.
I took a picture of the streak and he BEGGED me not to post it anywhere because people would make fun of him online lmao. Truth is he was a super butthurt soyboy Alex player too and not even many in the SF community could stand him cause he was such a baby, just goes to show when the turn tables they fold like chairs!
No. 2612949
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>>2612934>Soul CaliburStacy.
>>2612940Out of the dozens of moids I played fighting games with, only one of them was decent and I dated him for a while. He was never
toxic, never got salty when I won, and he would compliment me on smart decisions I made. Even when he was losing for hours he'd never get angry, and when he was winning he never got a big head about it. I miss playing fighting games with him because we genuinely pushed each other to be better and he never once acted like a
toxic moid who was moments away from punching a hole in the wall for losing at vidya. Too bad I stopped dating him for other reasons
he was into wearing diapers and I could sense he was on the verge of trooning out No. 2613045
>>2613034Yeah I know , I am just scared of driving since I have just started now. I have my practical exam in a bit.
Thing is there are so many morons driving, I haven’t been on the road for that long but the amount of people who just overtake me with no visibility just because I’m going at the speed limit mind you or overtake me at the stop sign just because I have a P (that stands for beginner) is a lot.
No. 2613052
>>2612934KEK if picrel was the character you beat him with that would've
really rubbed salt into the wound
No. 2613074
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wtf is this kind of interconnection with the nonnies do i have going on today??? my fucking learner’s permit finally came in the mail and i look fucking terrible!!! too…
No. 2613159
>>2613061>"She wasn't even in the way. Why say excuse me? Just keep walking."I
haaaaaate people who complain about things like this. Like I'm sorry for whatever mental illness makes you so resentful towards people who are just trying to be polite, but fuck you.
No. 2613210
>>2612818Now it’s
>”Don’t you think you’re torturing him with the smell of something he can’t eat??”Because I cooked something with dashi stock, the cat smelled it, and it helped stimulate his appetite so he started yelling (as he always does when someone’s cooking something). Which I then explain, only for her to roll her eyes and dismiss me like “yeah okay Nona”. in other words, even though she fucking asked me, I’m supposed to shut up because what I say doesn’t matter and it’s not the first time she’s treated me like that. I really fucking hate her sometimes, she’s such a nasty, rude, dismissive, condescending bitch who acts nice selectively then will shittalk you loudly behind your back. All of her stupid vindictive nasty issues that she takes out on others because she can’t get herself to come correct are just too much. It makes it hard for me to love her sometimes even though we’re related. I don’t appreciate being talked down to and treated like shit almost constantly. I’ struggled with feelings of worthlessness and being treated like a burden for existing by a father who did the bare minimum for me and my siblings growing up and she took a lot of her cues from him, but you know what’ this is turning into a different vent so let me stop here.
No. 2613221
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Nonnies, I have shopping issue and I hate it so much. I jump from being obsessed with one thing to another and it’s just so tiring.
I found a fantastic pair of armchairs this weekend and I really want to buy them. They look amazing. The problem is, they cost almost 1/4 of my paycheck (and that’s how much I pay for rent and the services) and I don’t necessarily need them. I mean, yes, I don’t have anything in my bedroom besides my bed, and ugly chair and a rug but it doesn’t mean there is a huge necessity to buy two armchairs.
The problem is that I do understand that it’s not in my budget, that I’m planning to do a lot of dental work in August and that technically this is not a great idea. But I’m utterly bewitched by these armchairs. I feel like I might buy them this week.
God, why did I have to visit this antiques market. I hate my shopaholism.
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>>2613229It’s possible but the chances are slim. I need a specifically small chair because my bedroom door is super narrow.
They look like they are from Victorian era, like the one in the picrel. But the ones I found are prettier, with white fabric with a delicate pattern of red flower branches with yellow leaves. The wood is similar to the one on the picture, it’s dark and fancy looking.
No. 2613286
>>2613273Haha well I don’t have pets so if I buy one, it would be all for me.
>>2613280I think it’s because my family didn’t have much when I was a kid. I was never hungry or anything but we never went abroad during vacations and my mom never bought me the stuff I wanted. I had to start working really early to get what I wanted to have. But now I have a relatively good job, I make more money than my parents and I feel like I don’t really have anything holding me back from reckless shopaholism.
There’s also the paradox of wanting to feel rich. The idea is that if I’m rich, I can, naturally, buy whatever I want, including the armchairs. But after the card is run I often feel poor and hopeless because while I survive, I’m not necessarily rich. If the price of the armchairs is X, all my savings are 5X. It’s really not what I would call rich at all. But - when I try to control myself and try to convince myself that we do not need the chairs, I start to feel poor. Because, you know, only poor people have to save up. I dunno, I know it’d stupid.
No. 2613321
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The music from that shit from a butt movie k pop demon slayers is actually charting. Fuck this baka world.
No. 2613328
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>>2613295Thank you
nonnie! I will try to look into it some more. Maybe I should do one of the shopaholic sheet exercises where you have to evaluate the future purchase and see what it will bring you.
No. 2613353
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>>2613328That cat's expression perfectly encapsulates this exchange jfc anons
No. 2613536
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there's a pickme in my class that i guess is used to being the token girl in the major, and she doesn't like me. it's really funny though because i've never been in this situation before. i usually get along like normal with other women in my major. i also really like tutoring and helping my classmates so i talk to them a lot and do little checks, so as a result i socialize a ton with everyone. whenever i make a joke she responds very passive aggressively to the point where some classmates have asked me privately why she's so rude to me. she also tries to interrupt conversations i have with others to start talking about some random topic or make a sexual joke. others have become a bit cold towards her due to this.
i just brush it off because that is not worth any energy lol, and its really fascinating watching her shoot herself in the foot with how bizarre her behavior is.
i have her in some of my classes next semester, but in person. we're all interested in how it'll go. i really like school and talking to my professors too and she is very negative and calls all her classes boring and useless. this will be an interesting semester. i hope i don't sound conceited to any nonnies reading this. school is my happy place so it brings out the joy and whimsy in me.
No. 2613576
>>2613547sorry
nonnie that seems to be a different person. i hope that poster is okay though because that sounds like a concerning situation if people are telling her to talk to her professor.
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I really need to find another autistic girl who is child free and also likes video games to an autistic level and we can cosplay together. Where are other girls like this. Hard part is finding one who isn't pickme. I need a radfem autistic best friend just like me.
Only girl I ever felt like that was so similar to me I found online and I fell in love with her and she had a girlfriend but I just want a best friend. God please grant me this!
No. 2613610
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>>2613599>the professors im taking already know me though and will definitely intervene if it does get to that point if that quells any worries.It does
No. 2613623
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Another promising fun indie game ruined by inserting obligatory yuri made by moids and pedotrannies. This keeps happening and I've fucking had enough. At what point will this meme finally die.
No. 2613627
>>2613620I'm not like that I promise. Literally the only time I ever had an issue with another girl irl when she was my friend was when she chose a guy over her friends. That was like years ago. All autistic non pickme women get behind me.
>>2613617Nonna we gotta like move in with each other Nana style but without all the moid drama.
>>2613611And the worst part is these girls feel compelled to troon out because they really are different than "normie" women. If they met other women like them they probably would understand it's okay to be a woman who's weird and strange. I hope you find a based friend someday too
No. 2613635
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>>2613627>>2613625I sensed an imbalance between these anons. I suspect this one will cause the most issues and turmoil in your codependency
>>2613625 No. 2613651
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>>2613644I believe in you, nona. Drink deeply from the waters of wisdom.
No. 2613658
>>2613632Nta but same. Where are you
nonnie..
No. 2613735
>>2613726big problem is that the only people looking for roommates here are creepy older males. I've looked into that already. I live in an ultra conservative area filled with awful people. it's not heavily populated either. I'd rather stay with my rude moid than deal with my
abusive mom or move in with some potentially dangerous unfamiliar scrote.
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I have not known and do not deserve love. I would make the life of anyone I ever care about or like worse by wanting them. I am years into processing and accepting it. Usually it is okay but sometimes it really hurts and tonight is one of those nights. I am disgusting.
No. 2613752
>>2613741same
most of the internet is boring or actively sucks
No. 2613814
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I have health issues that more or less make me feel half-dead from extreme exhaustion all the time but I have to learn how to drive anyway because I have no choice in the matter. I hate life sometime.
No. 2613832
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The quotes "your morning skinny is someone else's evening bloat" and Shia LaBeouf's "just DO IT" are what keeps me going with my weight loss whenever I'm feeling like slacking off with going to the gym.
I know the first quote isn't exactly the right mindset, stumbled upon it on some workout motivational video and it kinda stuck with me because it made me feel like crap kek. I'm trying to go from 70kg to 60kg (I want to go from higher end of the BMI for my height to the lower end), which feels like such an impossible hurdle right now so that quote is what motivates me the most.
I'm always honest with others about my "just do it" mentality when it comes to my lifestyle change, but I never talk about the first quote because I know they would take it the wrong way. I've always been pretty open about what it's like being a daughter to a temperamental ex-model mom, that would give you hell for not being as skinny as she used to be at her height while bringing snacks and make unhealthy food the day after. Pretty sure that the only reason I never developed an eating disorder is because I've always been an undisciplined retard kek but because of this background and how I've practically been raised to hate my body I've had friends that have been concerned about me just snapping one day and start starving myself, so I'm careful with what I say and do at the moment and just make sure I keep myself within my calorie limit even when I go out with them.
No. 2613859
>>2613838ntayrt I kind of get it. Used to get called a boy all the time when I was growing up bc I liked keeping my hair short and had an athletic build with big shoulders. It really pissed me off, even though the perception of others shouldn't matter all that much. It really sucks getting called male in person. I'm not even ESL and I find it hard to put into words.
And good on you for not trying too hard, you're just being yourself. You have a right to be annoyed when people identify you as a scrote, I'd be mad too. (Though I think getting scrotefoiled on lc is pretty funny, it's only happened to me once but just wow)
No. 2613875
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>>2612848samefag, i shouldve slept more but i gave it and almost threw up during it
god i hope i got it No. 2613879
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>>2613876studio work
i did fuck up on the questions side as i was trying to stop the vomit which makes me think i might not get it No. 2613883
I'm pregnant so I'm reflecting a lot on how my parents raised me and how I want to raise my child, and I really struggle to tell whether my parents were bad or I'm delusional about parenting.
I've been thinking of "crises" I've had and how my parents handled punishing me, and what I think I'd do in their shoes. I really struggled (at-the-time undiagnosed autism, got punished a lot for normal autism shit) and ended up self-harming at 12-13, and when my parents found out I wrote a detailed list of all the reasons I was struggling and begged them for therapy. My parents reacted by reading the list back to me and mocking every reason, slapping me a lot, and convincing me not to want therapy because "they'd have to tell everyone we know and they'd mock me for being insane". Then they took away all my favourite activities and books for making me into an attention-seeker.
That's how they handled every bad thing I did (small things like eating snacks in secret, sneaking some books they didn't want me to read. I never commited crimes or anything, but they acted like I was an insane, out-of-control beast and the punishments always felt unrelated to what I did, and my mom later admitted cancelling my after-school activities was something she'd been looking for an excuse to do).
I feel like I'd never react to my child doing any of these with violence and mockery, I understand I'll make mistakes out of frustration and tiredness, but I don't think I'd ever want to treat my child like an enemy to beat and humiliate. But am I just completely underestimating how hard parenting is? Will all my years of learning emotional control and communication vanish once I have a kid? My parents' own parents were extremely abusive, is this a cycle I can never escape? I've wanted to be a mom for so long and now that I'm pregnant, I'm suddenly terrified I'll be a horrible mother.
No. 2613887
>>2613883Some parents just don't understand that a kid is a kid. My parents were similar to yours, in every way you described. I had to discover therapy on my own because they had the same views, "everyone will think we have a crazy daughter, so no help for you." And more.
Anyway, my best friend is working really hard to raise her awesome daughter better than she was raised. Yeah, it's hard for her and she vents to me all the time. But hey, your parents didn't understand the concept of generational abuse cycles, and you do. You would never use fucked up traumatizing tactics to show your kid how to behave, like your parents did. You and your kid are going to be alright because the abuse you went through, which was awful, ultimately led to a rare type of understanding that a lot of parents don't have.
No. 2613889
>>2613887Samefag to say that you might want to figure out (I know, it may be impossible with your life changes) a way to attend semi-regular therapy or at least find a support system online or irl to vent to. I don't even have a child and don't intend to, so there's that. But I raised my nephews because their dad could not. Kids will piss you off. But you're self aware and you're not your parents
>is this a cycle I can never escape?No
No. 2613933
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i had a crappy breakup with my ex a year ago after i couldn't get over his friend making fun of my sexual assault trauma and him "accidentally" following porn accounts and i still haven't gotten over it. i legit loved this man to bits and overlooked every single fault of his. Like. Even after i would tell him how much these things hurt me he would just give up and say things like "maybe its not meant to be" or "you deserve better" and it feels like a unique kind of betrayal because if you really loved me you would've been able to get rid of that shitty friend right?? Towards the end of the relationship he would describe his sexual encounters and literally what it felt like to put a penis inside a vagina yet he would tell me that he was "asexual". yeah right. i ended up inviting him to this server full of people who would bully me back when we were all about 15-16 (we are in our 20's now) and he became friends with them. i ended up getting cancelled and that server leaked screenshots of me saying offensive things and he ended up joining in. i checked his twitter today and lo and behold hes back to being a degenerate porn addicted faggot. this shit really eats away at me because that sexual trauma has left me miserable my entire life and now that guy is friends with people who relish in my pain???? god just kill me already
No. 2614030
>>2614019>i hate my body so muchBut it loves you more than anything, you are its whole world
So sad to see such pure love not only unrequited but shunned and despised
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>>2614030NTA but sometimes I remember that my cells are all working tirelessly to fight off pathogens and keep me going, and it unironically makes me feel more motivated to be healthy. Thank you for catching those germs lymphocytes I will now treat you to a banana
No. 2614137
>>2614014I will never understand you demons who come into the vent thread to shame and
victim-blame abuse
victims who already feel like shit about themselves.