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We don't forgive, but we do judge.
Previous sins: >>>/ot/838941
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I love arguing online, whenever a stranger gets really mad over a disagreement that leads to over 6 hours of arguing back in forth i feel great. Its like a never ending adrenaline rush. I don't even care if win or lose just the thought of taking up someone's time and energy over useless internet bullshit makes my day.
I see this on youtube all the time and scratch my head at it. I used to think it was neets or isolated people (similar to how I can really enjoy a kind comment from an anon stranger on here I guess) but then lately I've been seeing men who'll talk about having a wife and kids.. mid several hour long online argument. I don't know if they're just making up families though lol.
Are you kinda isolated irl?
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the breastfeeding troon who was biting their lip looks so goddamn much like my ex it creeps me out.
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I just had a threesome for the first time. I'm normally against having threesomes (as i'm sure it leads to one person having more attention than the other as well as jealousy) but me and my friends were tipsy and playing strip poker. It was even my first time kissing a woman. I feel somewhat confused about it all so I'm probably gonna ask for some advice in the girl talk advice thread.
Why would you play strip poker if you didn't want something like that to happen? That makes no sense
I hope you're a male larper because the alternative is that you're an idiot
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I was the one who posted this and 10 hours later after binge watching her recent vlogs now I can say I'm an emma chamberlain fan
Yeah it's disgusting and yeah I was very horny. I don't regret it though.>>857551
In the shower and once on the bed with old covers I was going to throw away.
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I peaked a woman by accident just absent mindedly asking her in the middle of our convo about women in medicine if she had ever seen or felt that trans women tried to make things better for cis women. I have planted the seed earlier but this truly peaked her and made her open up, I am shocked yet pleased.
Noo I definitely can't, his family is full of conservative misogynists and none of the married couples in that family sleep in the same bed. And anyway a big part of the appeal was how toxic
and obsessed with me he was, which is another thing I need therapy for on top of the yellow fever!
I’ve been in an abusive
relationship where I was sexually abused, raped and strangled, kicked, dragged by my hair and slapped in public, threatened with a knife and smothered by a pillow. I was also beaten up in school a few times by bullies and choked and punched by my dad, yet I still love horror movies and have a lot of morbid curiosity. Seems you have a narrow view of the world.
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I love the look of WW2 propaganda posters
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They're super cool. When I was in my tradthot-pickme-historyboo phase (yes, I've been extremely cringe in my lifetime, i was only 14) I had a couple of copies of these posters on my walls and i adored them, including picrel, which was my favorite. I still have them tucked away - maybe I should hang them up again.
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I am entranced by this pic of Halsey
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I always imagine myself as a famous music artist as a coping mechanism for how bleak my actual life is. I have absolutely no care behind the history of music, how important music is or how to even create it like the nerds at /mu/ I just like coming up with ideas in my head
I do this too but I imagine that I'm a popular youtuber or instagram influencer kek
The irony is that I hate ecelebs and would never actually want to be one
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can you give me some money to put in my pitiful savings account then anon
sincerely, from a jessiefag to a walterina white chad
I was thinking about making a twitter account and following some troons like>hey folx can my moots share my gofundme I could really use the help
because lord knows that people love throwing money at MTFs, but I feel bad taking advantage of people who are trying to do something good, even if I disagree with what they're supporting.
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I’m living with my sister rn and she used to have the sharpest sense of smell (and would always whine when she smelled anything), but since she got covid about 6 months ago she can’t smell well anymore. Tonight I have the most horrible farts for some reason and she hasn’t noticed, I feel like such a winner kek.
leave a box cutter somewhere where he'd find it so instead of thinking about hurting others he only hurts himself, most likely leading to a suicide instead of murder.
Or tell your parents he needs a therapist if they can afford it
I don’t really want him to die, though. He can be kind of insufferable and rude but he has some good qualities that could shine if he stopped being such an immature retard and made an effort to improve his mental health. He is already in therapy but idk what it’s doing for him because he only seems to get worse. Today my parents had a huge sit-down talk with him about getting a job/ general maturity issues but he doesn’t think he should have to work any job that is less than 100% fun for him bc capitalism or something. The only job he’s had was fast food and he quit in under a month and refuses to apply for anything except for record stores which obviously are already dying and won’t hire him.
He dropped out of college last year before completing one full semester and the deal was that if he did that he had to get a job, maintain hygiene, and be up by noon. A couple months into it he talked my parents out of making him get a job so he could focus on making music but he hasn’t done that or any of the other very basic rules and just stays up all night playing video games with his friends and never coming downstairs, not even to eat. So my parents finally told him again today to get a job but aren’t going to really enforce it.
He also wants to go back to college in the fall but last time he was there he flunked all of his classes and ghosted his professors and now he’s even worse mentally than he was then so I think my parents can see that it won’t work out and he’ll waste more of their money. They’re retired by the skin of their teeth and can’t afford to endlessly fund his schooling. But if they tell him “actually, we’re not gonna let you go back to college this fall, first you have to get a job to prove yourself” like I think they might, he’ll snap. That, or he’ll continue living at home refusing to get a job and becoming more and more entitled and lazy, which only makes the inevitable cut off far in the future more likely to make him go postal. There are sooooo many murder cases that go just like this. I think that if he gets depressed enough it might not be out of the realm of possibility. And even if he just kills himself, I don’t want my parents to have to suffer that loss because they don’t deserve it, they’re great parents. But as it is there’s nothing I can do.
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I’m going to end it, nobody loves me and I can’t maintain stable feelings in relationships
well we are planning for kids after the pandemic >>858668
but that is sorta my case, my husband does buy me almost everything I want
I was married to a guy around the same time I was getting and recovering from spine surgery. I was on temp disability and he was earning a low wage. He worked flexi hours so some weeks he'd be called in for 30 hours and other weeks it'd be more like 10. I felt judged by people but honestly he was able bodied and lacked motivation. We only scraped by together.
Then at one point he asked about possibly becoming my state paid carer… which I didn't need at all! We split soon after I'd turned that idea down, I recovered and I got back to work. He had an older sis who was a neet and after moving back in with his parents pos-split I could see him taking to the neet life too. I wasn't staying commited to that or being his free ticket. From the outside people judged me.
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Let me flex my normalcy then
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One of my biggest fears is somebody catching me reading lolcow and taking a photo, then uploading the photo as an example of how ugly and pathetic farmers are. After that, I imagine it'll become a bit of a meme and farmers will put two and two together and recognise my deranged hornyposting and it'll become an even bigger thing, to the point that admin puts a little text on all of my posts so anons can turn me into a cow and talk at length about how gross I am.
kek anon, this is extremely retarded but sometimes I imagine someone taking a picture of me at some undefined point in the future where I'm 10 lbs lighter
browsing lolcow and because I'm pretty when I'm thin
it becomes a meme that farmers are stacies and we use it to own troons and males who call us ugly. You should use ur fantasy/fear as motivation to take care of yourself!
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Okay, autist pls no ban
I really like your way of thinking and your self-confidence! I'm sure you're a hottie regardless of that 10lbs anon. I do try to look after myself, I mean I'm already tall and thin and I try hard to look nice and dress respectably, I'm clean, but I have weird/mentally ill vibes and I'm just not pretty. I also have a lot of scarring and bad teeth that I can't afford to correct.
Do you know how some of the cows on the proana thread can dress nicely but still give off feral vibes, like N2F? Kind of like that.
I think I look OK when I'm alone but then I see other women my age and realise that I'm creepy and ugly. My only consolation is that I think some anons would relate/take pity on me.
Realistically, I think I'd feign ignorance and ignore them, but mostly because I don't want to get judged by another farmer and end up reading about myself in /ot/ or personal lolcows kek
I'd approach an anon to chat about TERF
stuff but wouldn't mention lolcow. If I'm very honest, I'd take a photo and debate posting it… But probably wouldn't.
I wouldn't mind meeting some of the weirder anons out of morbid curiosity. I feel like DIY dildo-chan is probably a super-talented Stacey. Anus-kun is probably an off-putting autist even IRL. Ko-chan is probably a schizo NEET. Driverfags are probably young, pretty, but really basic and boring. Idk. Any other headcanons?
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I'm honestly glad the right wing parties are winning elections in my host country, all the left wingers here are Tranny caping and Muslim caping cunts who at times don't even want to appeal to the majority of the population, I'm glad people are waking up to Islam and If I had the freedom I'd gladly march besides them, burning that supposed holy book
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I love my boyfriend so much, I really would have killed myself if it weren't for him
he helped me get healthier and actually tried to understand me, he never took advantage me, he was patient with me and didn't leave me
I wanna be with him for the rest of my life but I have so many doubts and insecurities
I'm worried he's cheating on me behind my back, I'm worried that he'll die one day and I'd be lost without him, I'm worried that I'm not good enough for him and that he's only with me out of pity
Regardless of your pathetic sense of superiority anon, I'm wondering do people out there judge others when the scars are faded but still noticeable?
I used to cut myself throughout my teens and unfortunately am the type of person who gets hypertrophic/keloid scars (basically raised and a bit different colored from the rest of my skin so very noticeable). I can't afford to laser them. Some are on my wrists/arms but those are from when I was like 14-15.
Trust me, I hate the scars. I think they're so ugly and that they're a big red flag, even though I'm covered. I avoid people with them at all costs.
I live completely covered and try to stealth it, and I try not to inflict myself on other people too much. I've avoided romantic relationships for the last 8 years because of it.
The satisfaction you get is less about aesthetic, and is more about feeling like your problems and pain are "more real", I guess? Like you aren't making it all up, it's really as bad as you think it is. Idk if that makes any sense.>>859697
I had hypertrophic scarring too, it took years but they do eventually flatten out and fade. It's different if you have keloids - if the hard tissue/bulging starts extending beyond the border of the injury, that needs someone to look at it. There are some scar therapy sheets that can be bought (they're similar in texture and appearance to hydrocolloid plasters) which can do wonders to help, but don't invest unless you're clean.
Massage apparently helps to break down the knotted fibre of scars, which is how bio oil actually works - it's not the oil itself, but the act of rubbing it in that treats scars etc. I notice that scars in areas I regularly shave move through hypertrophy much more quickly than other areas, so I think it's legit. Good luck, anon.>>859672
Thank you very much, anon. I'm trying my best. You're right, it probably is all the self-hatred spilling out.>>859671
I hope not. I feel stable and high functioning, especially in comparison to the other people in group.
Thank you, that's a really kind and thoughtful reply, especially since my opinions are so ascerbic.
When I was in high school in the 00s, I would get harassed quite regularly when I was walking home. Boys would throw stones at me, tell me to kill myself, tell me they were going to slit my throat etc. The girls were just bitchy for the most part, but one made a hate forum (ironic) specifically to dunk on me and my scars. It was pretty bad.
I felt the way you feel at the time, I thought people should just get over it. At the time I was very angry at being treated that way. I reported the behaviour to school, but was told that my arms were provoking all the hate and that I should just cover them.
When I left school the harassment stopped, but I ended up in a relationship with someone who got very upset when I self-harmed because "people are going to start staring at your arms again, it's fucking embarrassing".
Last time I went to the swimming baths, I was asked to leave. I also wasn't allowed to pick up my little brother from school with bare arms.
I came to accept that the world wouldn't change for me, and that I would have to change for it. I had to readjust my thinking: why did I feel so entitled to good treatment? Why did I expect other people to stand with me? I'm not that important. Now ten years later, I just do my own disgusting thing in private and keep it under wraps.TL;DR
I got a lot of shit for wearing them out. Was a pariah in my local community for it. Hide my body for an easier life.
Maybe things are different now. I do see self-harmers just living their lives in t-shirts, with partners and friends and jobs. I would like to get over it, but it's ingrained. I'm glad you can live freely and accept yourself. Mental health awareness has changed so much in the last decade, so who knows.
I suggest a bigger brand grocery store. I feel their produce lasts longer than smaller/local grocery stores. Gotta love those GMO's, but I digress…
The longest lasting (up to 2ish months) veggies are celery, carrots, onions, garlic, and potatoes. I make soup or stew with them and meat that I freeze or beans. Add spices and canned tomatoes and it makes an absolutely heavenly dinner that you can also freeze. It's harder in the summer to store onions and potatoes because you can't refrigerate them, though.
Next (1-1.5 months) are broccoli, brussels sprouts, cauliflower, sweet potatoes, all of which you can which you can refrigerate. These are all also good for soups or stews.
Frozen fruit is also great in smoothies or oatmeal.
You can also freeze meats, bread, and some other vegetables if you really don't think you'll be able to use them. Some have to be blanched before you store them, however, so when you cook them they aren't mushy.
Depending on your grocery store you can get unripe avocados and mangos and leave them on your counter for a few days to ripen, then store them n your refrigerator for 5-7 days. I got a big bag of cherries and popped them in the freezer recently.
If you're feeling really adventurous, you can try making things from scratch so you can portion out how much you can eat. I am thinking of buying soybeans and nigari so I can make my own tofu, for example.
I agree with you, young anon, only because her terrible poetry is mocked so much more than any shitty scrotes creative outlet is and I think it's pretty unfair that society is bullying someone for doing something so harmless as bad poetry
There are so many awful phone photography pages and mumble rap SoundClouds, let the rich white girl write her words it's not hurting anybody, at least her books are biodegradable unlike so much celebrity merch
I’m sorry for your losses anon. Animals are such a gift and a blessing to our lives, they truly make the world so much brighter. It’s a shame that they bring so much joy and love into our loves at the cost of leaving us too soon.
My childhood dog is so old now, I worry what life will be like without her, but I see her old and failing body and that hurts me too. I will give her a big head kiss from you anon. I hope when she passes and goes up to heaven that she will meet your animals, and they can wait together for us. I don’t know if I would get another pet because I don’t think I could juggle the logistics of it to do right by them, but I know there will be a deep and vast hole in my life without one. Having animals in your life is a truly special experience, there is no love or bond that can top that between owner and pet.
I cry. Thank you nonnie
, when we get to heaven and see our pets let's go on a big walk.
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I’ve been watching the Qanon doc on HBO. I’m 4 episodes in, and I’m gonna be honest, I still don’t exactly think I understand Q or whatever or how white nationalism falls into it, etc. I cannot tell if I’m too retarded to understand or I’m not retarded enough. It’s just confusing, and I feel really dumb about even worrying about it.
"Boomers find 4chan"
That's literally it.
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If I was tall I would straight up look like a MTF troon. My hairline looks like the beginning of male pattern baldness but it's natural. My philtrum is much longer that the accepted "max" female length, and I have a fucking hapsburg chin, 5head, and caveman brow. My face is like 100% man but my body is 100% female and i look like such a freak. I hate being the person others see and internally go "wow, that's an unfortunate face". Never been complimented on anything but my figure (which isn't even that good) because i look like a polly pocket with an ogre head swapped on.
>>860250>despite being in a ltr
could it also be because
of it? you are horny and can't relieve in person with your s/o. maybe it affects your need to feel desired as well, since you can't entirely get it from them. the other reasons make perfect sense though and are why I'm the same way.
I'm 28 anon, and trust me qhen I say that the only way to make friends our age who aren't toxic
cringecases is by getting a hobby and going out to enjoy it, then meeting likeminded people our age via that hobby. You always have more in common than just that hobby, too. >>860568
All of this. Any popularity or trend based platform is geared for teens and socialites, and those types aren't ultimately interested in true friendship- they just want followers and to be popular for being liked.
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in like 7th grade we watched lilo and stitch in school and when this girl showed up i knew it was over for me. i looked exactly like her. i was called mertle for the rest of the year.
TikTok specifically has tons of actual children on it. Just think of the format and how it encourages stupid dances and cringe memes and how people originally downloaded it despite the privacy invasion. There's a reason underage and stupid people are attracted to it.
Also, the adults on it are just dumb as hell. That "This is not a coincidence" guy unironically had these middle aged women and moms believing his Law of Attraction nonsense he was peddling and calling him an angel. You should really be looking for people on Facebook if you're serious about meeting people your own age.
I know the word victim
blaming doesn't mean anything anymore but that's what hating porn actresses is. From everything I've read or watched it seems most girls in porn, not the girls who take cute OF boob photos in their rooms or the big name stars that make their own schedules but the girls who actually get fucked on camera, fall into it rather than setting out to be in porn. Either they get led astray by the cold system of manipulation that has existed for years or they are that desperate for money or drugs with nowhere else to turn that they really don't have a choice. Imo instead of hating girls who end up in porn you should instead hate a world where there isn't support for those women to turn to.
The cliche of girls who wanted to be singers or actresses but became pornstars hooked on drugs is a stereotype for a reason.
I lack the sight anon, he wore loose shorts yesterday and I still couldn't guess when the outline was
Unless it's a micropeen
This reply was hella predictable>>861396
That's cute anon ngl
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it was an awful tumblr compilation of gifs but it was this and then I think one of the sex scenes in like, valhalla rising. >yes i wanked to a man doing push-ups>yes i assumed this was something straight some could feel aroused by
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i am attractive to this absolute 2d asshole
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i want to fist all intp and intjs
Nta but my husbandos compliment me from time to time in my dreams of course, did you think I’m some schizo-chan?
and it’s because i think about them a lot, so that helps.
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Friend asked "Have you heard about Creepshow Art getting cancelled?" (she was a casual watcher) and I feigned ignorance, so now she's touching lightly on how a "gossip forum called" lolcow was involved and I'm basically a combo of the memes in picrel while I listen. I wonder if it's a bad idea to even admit this bc what if she stuck around on lc? In which case… girl hi
People who mock millennial nostalgiafags are just jelly they never got to experience any of the good stuff themselves growing up, and/or are edgy zoomers who feel the need to bully anyone to feel better about themselves. Most nostalgiafags mind their own business or make content for other nostalgiafags so I don't get why everyone is so butthurt.
Anyway I'll keep nostalgiafagging because it makes me happy, that it pisses people off too is just a bonus.
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I WANT HER BADLY I WANT HER GOOD EXPEDITIOUSLY
im the anon who said pussy juices im sorry juice is so offensive to some of you nonnies. I started reading fanfiction again and i thought it was a cute way to refer to it. and i'd rather say that then like secretion or fluid like damn. i didnt know a bunch of babies use this site.
Thank you guys for defending me. idk how juice is such a gross word. I associate it with fruits wtf. ill say wet next time i guess lol
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I shat in my friends shower cause I'm pissed at him. I had diarrhea and was washing my ass but the diarrhea came out for round two and I just let it happen because I didn't think I could make it to the toilet.
It was liberating.
I have IBS so running out of the shower with the shits is commonplace for me. It's a miserable experience
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I unironically think that Katherine Harlow's heart/crystal nips (picrel) are really pretty and cute. I also like that raspberry pink red lipstick she wears and I want to know what it is.
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I find those mogging pics hilarious. Yes I know this one's edited but it kills me.
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I looked up heart shaped areolas and I found this disgusting photo so you all have to see it too
They're tattoos, nonnie>>863033>lunch meat
Fucking gross, I kek'd
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Once I visited a pro-ana forum (out of pure curiosity) and one of the first post I come across was someone asking what the caloric content of a house gecko was. Never went back
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Do you yield?
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Until the Creepshowartgate, I didn't know that Harley was a FtM They/them. I remember a few collabs she made with some other people, but I just assumed that her voice sounded like that because she was a really young boy or/and an ESL with a strange accent.
I don't really follow her videos because she does too many on the same subject without adding anything Like, I believe she already made 6 videos on Shannon and 5 on Cosmodore just going on on circles, but now I feel kind of dumb for having trouble noticing the difference between male and T voices.
which one nonnie
? I hate when she plays the doors because I really like them
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I've come to terms that i never will find love and that life is too short to risk wasting time on a scrote who might betray me.
However, I still sometimes feel lonely so i did something extremely degen and its killing me inside. I bought a bodypillow of my favorite anime dude and use a heated blanket to pretend im holding someone at night.
That's cute nonny
! nothing degen about it.
Seriously, the audacity.>>863041
Appreciated the confessions, nonnie
. I think we've all got some stories like that, if it makes you feel better.>>863603
I sage everything I post because I don’t think anything I say has value >>863603
Do you say ay-nonymous? I say it like the first syllable of the word. Ah-non.
The same way you pronounce 'anonymous' but with the 'ymous'.
Unless you pronounce it with 'ay' as well, in which case, wtf nonny
Samefag, now that I think about it, I think I do
say ah-nonymous. Never pronounced it ah-non thoug
You sound hot anon.>>863751
Liam was OK for a bit, but basically, yes lol.
Disagree, there's hating men and letting that ethos colour discussions about other things but not making it the central topic (woke) and then there's making every post afixated spergfest about men (broke)
Lc is swaying towards the latter right now, the incel simulaties are there
I guess this counts as a confession since so many of you nonnies called it gross but I got really turned on by >>862800
this post. I'm a raging lesbian who loves pussy juice though so I might be biased. Congrats, masturbate-anon, for finding the power of your own hands again.
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when I was 7 me and my two cousins were watching the adams family and there's was the mamushka dance scene so my cousins started to dancing like in the movie, theres this one move where one of them kneel down and the other pass his leg over his head, so my cousin tried to do this with me, she forced me to kneel down and tries to pass my body but she couldn't and she fell over me and I fucking pee myself, my other cousin notices theres a stain in her bed so she asked us wtf was that and I pretend i didn't know even if I have my pants wet, my cousin asked my why my fucking pants were wet and I start crying, she end up calling my mom and my aunt.
Same. Like you I'm can overlook some stuff, but porn consumption is an instand and complete out for me. Even if
some guy seems nice enough, I just have to think of the fact that he probably watches (or watched at some point) his rape tapes, and all and any sympathy I have for him is gone instantly.
Most of us feel this way nonny
. All I've ever wanted is a simple, monogamous (porn use violates my idea of monogamy) family life in the countryside, where I already live. It's crazy to me that what was once the norm up til very recently is now impossible because of men. They have ruined so much and they don't give a shit.
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Me too, nonnie
, me too. I’m alone 80 percent of the time now, so I’ve taken to listening to romance fanfics all day because the house is too empty and quiet.
nta but they used the word 'valid
' clearly as a joke
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I watch Dr Dray's vlogs for the girlfriend experience. She's so cute and funny to me, I love her personality and admire her intelligence. Sure she's quirky but that's what I love about her. She'd make a great gf.
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she looks much better these days. I'm proud of her!
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Found Frank Ieros wife, Jamia Nestor's Twitter and she's kind of odd. She seems like she has cow potential but isn't very active
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>>864202>what was once the norm up til very recently
I'm so sad over this legitimately, even though it's pathetic of me. I like some older music and films and it makes me sad how we will never go back to a time without widespread porn consumption/addiction. I know romance in those times was still sucky and I know men have been bad to us from the start, but it's like any innocence that could have been left in them is ruined. I guess I'm kinda deranged but if men can be mad about women's lost virginity then I can be mad about this. I know men were never perfect but I hate that I was born right into the time they all became pornsick perverts who get off to rape. Genuinely mourning my respectful and loyal (with forgivable human flaws) ideal mate who will never be.
Anon… this is hilarious I'm sorry.
But my advice at the end of the day I lay down on the floor and put my legs 90° so they rest on the wall, for like 20 min to get blood flowing. Then roll foot muscles out by stepping on a tennis ball and rolling it back and forth. Make sure to get the inner arch of the foot.
idk I feel she gets dunked on a lot cause of her weight. (like forever)
And honestly Frank and the guys seem more like cows if anything.(love their music still though)
I'm sorry nonny
, but I'm stepping in with "not all men" since like I said, my own father is a good one so I guess that colors my perception. I've read that your relationship with your dad can influence a lot actually. Yes a lot of men are like you say but I do believe there are good ones even if it's just a few. I was expecting objections though.
I disagree with the anon who replied to you. Most people were poor and worked round the clock. In most places, sex was much more taboo too and many people lived in small rural communities, even if you had the opportunity you probably wouldn't dare. Brothels and the like were more urban phenomenon frequented by wealthier men. Now, compare that to 98% of men today watching hardcore porn a few times a week and some Euro and Asian countries reporting 50-80% of men not infrequently using prostitutes. I was thinking the other day how it's very likely most of my female ancestors had their first sexual experience with a man who was also having his first sexual experience, nothing comparable. No imagery, likely no books. A truly novel experience, can you imagine the excitement? A woman today is what #200,204? I remember vividly how jaded my teenage male friends were once, I'm talking glassy, bored eyes while our slim, attractive female friends stripped off within inches of their faces to go skinny dipping kek. They have ruined themselves.
Even if people historically had plenty of sex, it's still going to be with a reasonably moderate number of people since they're limited by demographics, geography, their own attractiveness (or finances in the case of prostitutes), etc. The women, no matter how numerous, would be normal, average people and the sex would also be normal and average.
Whereas with porn it's just a never ending, infinite parade of new women and new sex acts, instantly available for free at the click of a button. That sort of novelty was beyond what even kings and emperors and warlords would've had access to, your average 13 year old boy has seen more sex and nudity than fucking Genghis Khan. And that's not even getting into how extreme porn is and the supernormal stimuli it involves. It's unnatural and unmanageable, men are genuinely being ruined by porn in a way real sex could never do.
Yeah interactive streams sound good, at least you have some input, not just vegging out watching someone play. My #1 pet peeve is people going the wrong way and not exploring lol. I have to look EVERYWHERE in games and I hate when people just go towards their mission marker or w/e. You're missing out on a lot of stuff if you just follow objectives. I think because I play a lot of point 'n' click games I'm just very deep in a habit of checking everywhere and talking to every single person I see.>>864617
Definitely. Sometimes if I want to see gameplay before I buy something so I do watch those ones. I hate hearing streamers have over the top reactions and trying to be funny.
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I kin Momokun. No, this is not a joke. I feel really connected to Momokun for many reasons. One of them being that I am also a Lebese citizen born in the asshole of United States. On a nother note when I look at Momo I feel like I am looking into a mirror. I have always been made fun of bullied and picked at over my "King Kong" lips and "250lb boulder floaters" as the children on the playground called them. No doubt they were being coached by their pedophile relatives. There is no other explsnations for their sexcually advanced comments. The contact on the convention floor. Can't get over how my King Kong lips got this kind of representation… It's not. like MOmo will ever see this but that's actually a good thing. I don't interact with other people who are momokin
I didn’t even know this
But yeah I did FUCK ok well now I know it’s literally just my body reacting to it. Done, going back to sexless life
anon, confront your trauma with professional help. you don't have to say the name until you're ready.
find tiny things to focus on to get through each day or even each minute. you're worth it, and you can get past whatever happened to you.
You'll become desensitized soon enough nonny
, not to worry. I frequently get some random anon pop up out of nowhere accusing me of being a scrote, a fatty, a burger, a fat burger, an anachan or an anglo kek, sometimes they dogpile and say I must be a fatty anglo burger pretending to be an anachan. That always gets me rolling kek.
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I come to lolcow for the female interaction I so desperately crave as I have no female friends who regularly interact with me irl. I legitimately feel sad when anons don't respond to my posts. I just want a female friend I can talk about anything and everything with, I'm so tired of being the one to put effort into a relationship and getting shit in return.
I'm the same, anon. I know no one owes me anything much less answers to my posts but I genuinely feel sad when people don't comment anything on posts I made like 3 days ago. It's pathetic, wish I just had normal female friends
People go "lolcow is bad for my mental health" but to me is the only thing keeping me sane. I would miss it if it was gone one day
I had covid and didn't die, instead it triggered
dormant mono which i've been feeling the effects of for going on two weeks now after my negative covid test. would not recommend.
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I've came to the conclusion that I most likely have an amputee fetish and idk how to feel about it
Nta, but it's pronounced like child, but without the d. I hate to use a twitter meme as an example of how to pronounce a word especially when these words have been around for years
, but the Nicki Minaj meme is a good example, vidrel.
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ESL here, I thought doge was pronounced doug-eh.
>>866498>And even then I hate that a shit ton of lesbians and bi women married to women in my country pushed for medically assisted procreation to become legally recognized because I don't want gay men to start stupid shit like going abroad, exploiting women in developing countries and taking their babies.
These are two different things though. When it comes to lesbians, one of them gets pregnant. No problem.
But gay men, unlike women, need a female surrogate. Here is th eproblem and I agree. Putting a poor woman through the danger of pregnancy and childbirth just to take her child is yet another grim male entitlement issue.
I need some dentistry work done so my mom set me up with an appointment with the same dentist I went to as a kid, naturally because she has my records. I'm legit having some pavlovian anxiety over it. When I was ages 10-12 I'd go to her for routine cleaning and while she worked on me she'd scold me like "you're not brushing your teeth well enough, look at all this plaque" which was fair, kids should be pressured to take care of their teeth, but then the awful thing was she'd call in kids from the waiting room who I didn't know and let them look at my mouth, saying "look at how bad her teeth are, do you want to be like that?" while I lied there with my mouth held open, helpless, embarrassed and in tears. Legit my teeth weren't even that bad, I never got cavities, I think I was just plaque-prone.
I'm fairly sure now that I'm in my mid-20s she's not gonna pull that shit but I can't help but be scared to see her all the same kek.
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I like cute shota art
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Idk what that is but I assume it's sexual. I just like looking at them and feeling doting affection.
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I like seeing shota art of my husbandos because I can’t help but think wow this is probably how our children could look like
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Can't relate on those pervy feelings you get but if there is a gaze, I appreciate the distinct femininity in those arts.
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I love big boobs just not on me
I support your dreams nonny
. Get the biggest tiddies you deserve.
This post makes me nostalgic for all the sites and apps I'd use as a young teen to talk to strangers. I think about the ones like the boy you described from time to time.
Just wonder where they are now, if life has gotten better. If they're still alive
I also kinda wonder how many of those people think of me like that, or if they just remember me as that cringey lil emo spaz lol
I hope that kid is okay, too. I understand that desire to want to go back and make something right, even if it isn't your responsibility. You seem like a sweet person, anon