>>2048If you mean gay therapy as in conversion therapy, you basically answered your own question. If you mean it as in therapy whose goal is to make you more comfortable with your actual sexuality, then that is pretty stupid/unfair, but I'm pretty sure that is a thing?
Either way, you got a bad case of self hate, over something you don't really have control over, my girl. You need to fix that, but acting straight probably isn't the solution. I say probably, because who knows, maybe you'll be that one out of I don't even know how many people, that it actually works on!