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Heather Steele is a former retro toy collecting and Fairy Kei fashion Youtuber who, at the end of 2018, decided to have a major meltdown and turned all her social media into a public diary. She began cheating on her allegedly abusive
husband, and re-wrote herself as some sort of pop Victorian goth and witchy explorer. She got incredibly defensive of her sudden change. In her defensiveness– which she vaguely admitted was to win the affections of a man– she threw a lot of her supporters under the bus, has been unreasonably cocky and aggressive with a lot of people including former friends, and distorted the criticisms (which were towards her overall behavior) into a narrative claiming everyone is just attacking her for her fashion and hobby choices.
She has a history of incredibly self-focused and self-destructive behavior. Over the past year, she has wildly flipped between “I’m a strong woman and I don’t need to validate myself” to having public meltdowns on social media, only to delete them within an hour. Despite this, she denies she’s mentally ill and attacks the mere notion she needs help, once again using the “people hate me because I’m goth now” narrative.
Heather has alienated herself from all her old friends, but continues to act like everyone was just a bad person and she’s a victim
who fled from a terrible life. She used and manipulated several people in her life, and spent her 20s being a homebody mooch, then went on to claim she was “living in a hellhole with an abusive
husband” in order to garner pity for a Gofundme and claim she was going to be homeless. She is now living back at home with her parents and has a job and a car, but continues all her usual crazy and continues putting all her energy towards seeking approval from “boys” and her followers.
She has tried to start up her Youtube channel again, but doesn’t seem to have any consistent plans despite claiming otherwise. Keeps coming and leaving YouTube ad nauseam.
Other characters (because the “Ryans” can get confusing)>Adam: Heather’s ex husband. Not a stellar person himself, cheated and lied too, but Heather seems to exaggerate the “abuse”. Funded her and bought her gifts. Dating since 2012, engaged 2016, divorced 2019. >Adam’s new gf: “Hates Heather”, according to Heather. Heather used the new girlfriend’s visit to springboard into a breakdown about how she was in danger and going to be homeless.>Ryan 1: Motivational Youtuber. Heather latched onto him and he apparently tried to help the dysfunctional couple by suggesting Heather seek therapy. Eventually they both threw him to the dogs.>Ryan 2: Ryan Z. Urbex’er whom Heather latched onto and physically stalked several times by using other people for rides. Met up again Oct 2019, Heather posted some cutesy things, and in less than a day those posts were removed and she put him on blast.>Ryan 3: Short-lived gamer boy met through Tinder.>Damian: On-off Urbex boyfriend. Eventually put him on blast after their 500th breakup.>Ryan 4: Craig. Graveyard photographer Heather briefly dated, but they appear to still be friends.>Ryan 5: Clay. Ex-boyfriend who broke up with her because she was negative. Tried to lure him back by being negative on her instagram stories. >Ryan 6: Chase. Dated for like 2 weeks LDR and were supposed to meet IRL but he changed his mind after he realised she’s batshit. >Juliet/Dera: Former friend who put Heather on a pedestal. Heather took advantage of this and used Heather to stalk Ryan 2 Jan 2019. Car ended up in a ditch and they’re not longer friends. Juliet has come out to explain what happened and reflect on it.>Sisters: Younger and older. Moved out to Cali where she met Adam at the start of the last decade under claims her elder sister was trying to kill her.>Parents: Claimed her parents wouldn’t take her in because they voted Trump. Finally admitted to living with her mom. Says her family didn’t accept her dark aesthetic so she adopted the pastel aesthetic to be accepted by them.
Last thread: >Was in a short term LDR with Chase, who eventually ghosted her. Had a mental breakdown about it on her stories. Immediately afterwards she went on a date with a mystery guy and she was already acting like they were together. After that he was never seen again. >Was friends with a guy called Steve who apparently kept harassing her for sex but she stayed friends with him and only publicly called him out after he was done with her shit and fucked her friend>Heather has been having a hard time meeting spooky boys and she blames it on her being so different, not the fact that she’s mentally ill or that there’s currently a pandemic >Lack of spooky boys leads to her mental illness spiralling down and more instagram rants/breakdowns >Deleted dating apps because her spirit guides told her to, but immediately downloaded them again to not miss out on any male attention>Photography is her passion but she still fails to know basic photography >Still calling Ryan Z the love of her life and posted pictures he took of her when they were dating because she’s totally not crazy>She acts surprised that she has no friends when she alienates every friend she’s ever had>Said she was going to leave instagram but she never did because she thrives on attention and validation from her followers>Had a crying sessions and got comforted by evil mom>She continues to post hundreds of instagram stories daily >Keeps telling inconsistent stories to show everyone she’s such a victim >Keeps trying to dabble into modelling when she looks deranged in all of her modelling pictures >Continues to say how she doesn’t care about her haters while constantly validating everything she does to the haters
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Saged since it was already posted, but this gem deserves a spot here as well.
She's mentioned in the past how Adam would tell her what was being posted on the "hateboards." This seems plausible since Adam and his friends and/or current GF have posted here.
But that was more than a year ago. So any reading that she does is all on her.
I wonder if she understands just how many lolcow threads there are. And that it's not some weird vendetta aimed just at her.
Yeah. I found her channel after she changed her image. I actually like dark fashion and urbex, and am not really into vintage toys.
The problem is Heather. Her personality is what turns people away.
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- “I have officially given up….” on finding a spoopy boyfriend.
- Says she’s been on the dating apps for many months, took a “little hiatus” (less than a week) hoping he’d show up without her looking for him, but that didn’t work.
- Back on them again and spent hours after work just swiping without finding anyone.
- “Did I have my shot at love a few years ago and fuck it up? Is that the only relationship I’m ever going to be in? Is that who my soul mate was and now that it?” (It’s about Ryan Z. again, who she literally hung out with for three weeks before she got “dumped”).
- Wants someone who “has the same values” as her, who is “a hopeless romantic” and “actually wants her back.”
- Says that not finding anyone makes her feel like “there’s something wrong” with her; but “it’s not that there’s something wrong with me; I’m just a unique kind of person.”
- “I have so much love to give someone and want to give it to them…”
- “I’ve kind of accepted that I need to accept that I’m going to be alone…”
- All she wants is a cute boy sitting in her passenger seat! She’ll drive him and take care of him.
- “When’s it going to be my turn????What the fuck is the universe doing????”
- Lives Pittsburgh but there’s no spoopy dick here and she fears she’ll have to move far away to find it.
- “I’m just looking for someone who has the same values as me. Someone who’s not going to be smoking weed and playing video games al day. Someone who actually values adventure and experiences. Someone who can accept me as I am…”
- “Someone who doesn’t mind if it take a million pictures of them because i LOVE them so much.”
- “I’m calling it quits on trying to find love because it’s just not meant for me.”
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- still taking about Ryan Z. and how her guides have given her so many signs to show that she needs to move on.
- Says she’s going to move on but then moans about being alone.
- Says the haters dismissing her as someone with a personality disorder “don’t get it”; ie they don’t get what she’s all about, her traumas, trials, etc.
- Every year she becomes a better and better version of herself and it’s all preparing her for her bright future and the one she can really give her heart too.
- Says she “talked to the moon tonight” about her problems.
- Says that a user told her that her focusing on the lunar energies is what holds her back and that she needs to focus more on the solar energies and meditation.
- Heather says that she doesn’t feel alive in the sun and feels “bleh.”
- She’s clearly half asleep at this point and rambles and makes little sense.
- Says she’s not a sunny girl and would rather enjoy a sunset and moon to feel alive.
- “You can compare moonlight to me. I feel like moonlight is a softer kind of darkness, and I’m a gentle sort of darkness.”
- Says that when she talks to the moon and asks for things it always ends up in disaster.
- Heather to the moon: “hey look I’m ready for this (love). You’re testing me; but I want you to know that I’m ready. I’m healed enough and I think I’m ready for that new love in my life OR of you want to bring an old love back I’m ready for that too.”
- Plans to connect with the solar energies tomorrow to improve her chances of finding a spoopy boy.
- “I’m really sleepy cause that’s what working full time does to you…”
- rambles about the signs being there and to trust that process and hat if she’s alone it’s probably for a good reason. But she wants a cute boy still.
Some of this brings be back to my teenage years and I’m cringing.
She never mentally grew up. She was mentally stunted at 16 and is now 30.
There’s gonna be another 20 (or more) threads of all this same shit by the time she’s 40. I’m ready for a good decade of the same Heather drama!
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Saw this comic and thought about Heather and how "creative" she is
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Heather is filming a video in her "home studio" meaning her small bedroom in her mother's house.
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According to Heather this picture with the silhouette broken heart represents Ryan Z. breaking her heart and she still loving him regardless and waiting for him.
Says she’d consider getting this tattooed on her.
It'll be a nice red flag for any other potential Ryans.
You know, in case they miss all the other red flags.
>and this is my sleeve of exes.
Poor oblivious Ryan Z. Living in his Heather Free bubble not knowing how much she talks about him. Does anyone know if she went to his work on a tour before they started "dating"? or what that timeline was off the top of your heads.
Now that Heather is working "full time" she has added "rare day off" back into her vocabulary.
She is annoyed that she took a day off from working her side hustle today. Heather. It's okay to take a day off. No matter what Gary Vee says you don't need to be working every waking moment.
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Moaning about not doing anything productive on her “rare day off” on account of her period. Says it was a waste of a day, and that she feels like a failure. Contemplated filming a video on her gear but then said it was fine that she “accept defeat” this one time and focus on her.
Also moans about not being able to film anything else for the channel because she’ll be busy with her “full time job” and then thebinvesyigation she’ll be a part of on Gettysburg. Apparently she won’t be able to fillm the investigation because it’s going on anotber YouTube channel. Sounded disappointed about it. She was banking on getting interesting content out of Gettysburg but has tk find something else to film.
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I think by extreme lifestyle she means crying on Instagram every other day.
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Heather demonstrating proper masking techniques. She is also excited about a mediocre hotel room.
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Or walking around without one at all. She’s an idiot.
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Trying to entice the spoopy boys.
- also she rested about how there is so much noise (honking and yelling) there because of some trump demonstrations, and how they ruined her graveyard run and could blog because of it.
- regretsbstauong for the next two days because she says it’ll get worse for Labor Day with tourists coming in.
-Didn’t bring coins to park in the street and she’s not to confident about parking on the street anyway.
- convinced that her room is haunted because she can feel a chill in the shower and figured thatbsince it was noisy outside already she could investigate by pulling out her noisy spirit box.
-mentions how she’s an empath and that being in that historical cemetery was very emotional for her.
- showed image of goingbwith ber friends to a gas station to pick up food for their investigations later. She was actually wearing her mask correctly this time.
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Visited the Jenny Wade house. There’s an urban legend that says if you slip your ring finger into the bullet hole that killed Jenny you’ll be married in six months. So of course desperate Heather had to do it, despite saying she will never marry or be shackled by a man ever again.
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Still pinning for Ryan Z.
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haunted by Adam's ghost kek
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Do we know if she’s dated this Ryan yet? I don’t recognize him.
Someone brought up Jodie Arias… sorry I don’t know how to link back to posts. But you hit the nail on the head. I have been thinking this girl is getting more and more obsessive and unstable by the minute. I have always said she was an episode of Snapped waiting to happen. Someone else said they thought she was bipolar, but she has always leaned more BPD to me…Borderline Personality disorder. It would explain the black and white thinking and the roller coaster emotions that change at the drop of a hat. Also explains the paranoia, irrational thinking, abandonment/attachment issues, identity issues, disconnect from people while attaching to inanimate objects, zero self-accountability-everyone else is to blame, obsessive behavior, attention seeking, narcissism, the pathological lying and manipulation and so much more. She really really REALLY needs therapy because I think we are heading into the danger zone. She is reverting back further to childlike tendencies and her previous obsessions about a boy she only dated for less than two months. If she doesn’t get help…she will be a Jodie Arias. She will be on an episode of Snapped.
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- wallowing about being single and not being able to get a date off of he apps.
- Normal guys don’t understand her or her style. They see her and think she’s satanic.
- Says her lifestyle is very “extreme.”
- She doesn’t accept that she’ll always be alone and she’s sure as hell won’t change her style, hobbies for anyone.
- Everyone she sees a flannel shirt and boots she wishes there was a boy to put them on.
- Everyone on the apps “just wants to watch the fucking Office, smoke weed, and drink beer.”
- “I can’t explain ‘me’” but wants someone “that just gets ‘me’”
- Moans about bot meeting anyone at Gettysburg.
- She’s in all the dating apps and still hasn’t score a spoopy boy.
- “One of the cons of dating me is that we’re going to have to take a million selfies because I love you so much and I’m just going to want to take your picture all the time.”
- “What he fuck is wrong with me! I don’t want to have to change. I don’t!
- “Nice boys don’t like me. That’s the plain ducking truth.”
- Thinks she’ll have to move from Pittsburgh just to increase the likelihood of meeting a spoopy boy.
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Heather is now a spider whisper.
*Heather sees a daddy long legs in target and wants to save it from someone smashing it.
*coworker gets grossed out by heather picking up daddy long legs
* heather brings daddy long legs to a dumpster so it won't be smashed
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Even the ghosts are tired of her shit.
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insert here Ryan #356
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Post work out rant
- doesn’t understand why there’s no boyfriend in her life. Says she takes care of herself, has a lot to offer a boy. But no ones biting.
- At the same time it’s fine because she has a lot going for her right now.
- “The next person that comes into my life better accept the fact that I’m not their bitch. I have my own ideas, dreams and goals, and not all of them involve you.”
- “when I fall in love with someone I build my life (and identity)around them and give them my all, and what do i get? Nothing but heartache.”
- She’s not going to be someone’s housewife, or have their kids.
- She’s a driven and focused and has a lot she wants to do and prospective Ryans “better be ready to stand in MY shadow. Stand in MY light.”
- “I’m looking for a partner to chase sunsets with together…. ALWAYS together.”
- Yet again realizes “it’s probably not going to happen for me”
- Still clings to the hope that her Ryan is out there.
- Closes with a message to her future Ryan: “I’m still waiting for you. I’m going to find you someday.”
i think 90% of the reason she can't find her "spooky boy" is because she's SO DESPERATE. People can smell that from a mile away and it's incredibly offputting. I've encountered these kinds of people before when dating and they they're so clingy and put you on a pedestal immediately because they're just desperate for anyone
to date. Heather, i know you read here, you need to cut that shit out if you actually want to meet someone. Stop posting daily IG rants about how desperate you are for your twuu wuv and just let it fucking happen like a normal person.
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I'm sorry I Couldn't resist….She was asking for it
Image is NSFW
I don't know how she has the energy to focus on finding her spoopy boy right now. Kim, there are people that are dying
Also>>I just took some random antibiotics that we have because I'm so desparate
kek that's not how antibiotics work you dumb bitch. First of all you don't know if what you have is viral or bacterial. You also need to take them for their entire cycle and there's a bunch of stipulations you have to follow to guarantee they work. It's been days since she got home from Gettysburg and it seems like she hasn't been working almost at all, ffs why hasn't she seen a doctor yet on one of her rare days off? She's obviously not concerned about catching the virus with all her frivolous travel and shopping, she obviously has time and money to burn; she should just bite the cost and risk going to a walk-in clinic.
>>1037033>boys don't like it when you put effort in.
Yes Heather, that's the problem.
She's sounding increasingly unhinged. If honey "burns like lava" why don't you go see a doctor?
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My final say on this then I'll be on my way… Then explain the comment this Anon made for this post and why they didn't get chastised. You all are being picky as fuck.(stop)
Making the joke was funny if a little obvious, repeating the joke makes it a bit less funny each time, and spelling it out with a crude Photoshop in the vein of revenge porn really takes the humor out completely. It's too much. It's not funny and reminds me of something an angry bitter 16 year old would do or find funny before they understand how the world works. It's not clever and is just crude.
Anyway, to whoever posted them, the board obviously didn't enjoy your brand of humor, so take it somewhere else please.
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It’s what skankhunt42 was doing
It's just not funny. I'm sorry if us not liking your attempt at a joke hurt your feefees. But it's gross obnoxious teenage behaviour that makes you come off as a bitter incel.
It's very "yelling the word titties while on coms" to me.
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"If your a nice boy and want to take me out on a nice date, hit me up baby"
The cringe. Jesus heather, just replay that and listen to how much of an idiot you sound…
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Time for heather to chase moths..
She said this morning she wasn't going to rant about this anymore.>>1037781
is there anything she won't post?
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Drunk Heather Rants:
- “He was so godamn perfect, and so everything I wanted, and the real reason I’m single is because no ones him. No man will ever compare to him. He was pure fucking magic. And I have her to find someone that I feel that magic with.”
- “The fact is no one wants me. I don’t know what’s fucking wrong with me, what I can change….but I don’t want to change.”
- “The problem is my hobbies and the fact that I have standards. I was married before to a fucking sociopath…”
- Her new plan is to play it off like she’s not interested in guys so that they can be the one to chase her.
- Says she gets attached so easily and then as soon as she meet someone she likes she’ll text them incessantly and call them, and they lose interest.
- “I don’t understand why guys are not into me. I mean I take care of myself. I either my teeth, I try to look nice. I work full time, I’m independent…”
- “I fell like I’d be a good girlfriend for someone. I know he to please. I’m very loving and loyal.
- “ not gonna lie. This is the first time I’ve been drunk in a long time and I’m having anxiety because I can’t feel my face…”
- Will sober up during her live.
- says she just had to drink tonight (despite her ulcer issue) because she’s tired of the single life.
- Wishes she had someone to talk to because she’s scared and anxious.
- Moans about wanting a boy to talk to because she’s been alone for so long. Doesn’t want someone to give her money or take care of her, just someone in her life.
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from the first thread.
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Heather went live again last night for almost an hour around 2:40-3:40 EST. She kept circling around the same three statements.
>"I got drunk tonight because I'm sad that I'm still single."
>"OMG this is the first time I've been drunk in 6 months you guys!"
>"I can't tell which one of you guys are here for me or are haters from the gossip sites."
There were only like 25 people watching and at one point she read out loud everyone's username and then said "I need to know which one of you guys are here for me or if you're a hater from the gossip site." Someone asked her which gossip sites she was talking about and she mentioned lolcow. She also started talking about her job and said "I'm not allowed to tell you guys where I work, but the haters from that gossip site already know." She definitely spent most of the live talking about "haters", at one point she said "go ahead, screenshot this and upload it, idc!" There were also a couple guys in the comments hitting on Heather pretty aggressively but she juat ignored them lol.
>>1037950>a couple of guys aggressively hitting on her
They could personally fly to her mom's house, burst inside with a majestic horse, and propose to her on one knee and she'd still ignore them because they just don't get her
like a spooky boy who's name happened to be Ryan, would.
Goddamn Heather. This shit– sorting out what are problem areas which you admit exist and which you admit you don't understand or know what they are
– is exactly what a therapist is for. Get Help.
FFS. I can't believe she lives with her mother and literally collapsed sobbing at her mother's feet, and her mom doesn't get her to therapy or mental health services of some kind.
I watched the live too, and this literally sums it up. She's a broken record at this point, she literally just repeated those three sentiments over and over in varying order. Anytime she'd actually start to get more than two words into a thought or question, she'd trail off and start talking about how drunk she was and how she never ever gets drunk, or get distracted and start interrogating the chat about who's there from Lolcow.
It was thoroughly thoroughly boring. I don't think she had a single thought that wasn't about boys or Lolcow.
Someone asked at some point if she was bi and if she'd date women, and you could see the disgust on Heather's face for a moment before half-heartedly saying she was bi, and if the right woman came along, she'd go for it. "But, you know,"
and then continued to talk about how sad she was no boys will date her, while ignoring a bunch of people of both genders flirting with her. Heather… I don't think your bi, dude. Her sexuality is clear: Ryan-sexual.
Anyway sage for no photos or video, it was THAT BORING. I went to record a few times but kept waiting for her to say something not on repeat and it never happened.
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So, Because she can't hold her alcohol its ok that she went on a rant and possibly did a nude live? I seriously wish she'd watch her videos and listen to how dumb she sounds. So if your drunk its ok to if you did something dumb, because you know, im drunk, thats an excuse? You're 30 fuckin years old, not 18…
You got drunk at your mothers house, you should be embarrassed, not giggly. You knew damn well what you were doing going on live and messaging people. Stop the fuckin act. And she seriously wonders why she can't get a guy? She thinks she's a trophy. You're a fuckin psycho.
She makes white girls look so bad.
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"Wait a second! My hair was curly when this shit started!"
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- Opens her rant with a recap of her “abusive marriage” and how she was dominated by Adam and doesn’t want that to happen again in her never ending quest to find a spoopy boy.
- Says she will not be dominated my any man, “unless it’s in her bedroom and even then it’s me being dominant.”
- Says she is an independent woman now who pulled herself out of her former abusive relationship and knows what she wants now. Admits she’s not fully independent because she lives “with family members,” but that she’s progressing toward being fully independent.
- Adds that men and women should be on equal footing in a relationship. She contradicts this later when she says she’s a dominant personality and guys need to accept that.
- Now on to her rant: an old flame form months back reconnected with her.
- Apparently this Ryan is “fucking hot,” who looks like Ryan Z. Admits that it is because he looks so much like Ryan Z. that she found herself attracted to him because “I’m still clearly in love with my ex and always will.” In other words this did Ryan Z. was better than no Ryan at all.
- When they first connected months back this mysterious guy asked her out on a date but bailed out on her last minute. Heather went to the cemetery they were headed to for their date and found herself crying in front of a burial plot that had his first name on it. Says she took it as her spirit guys telling her to leave it as is because this relationship was good as dead.
- Heather gave him a second chance and once again he bailed out on her for a second date.
- Fast forward to now and he’s apparently been commentating on her stories (surprised those didn’t scare him off unless he’s into crazy emotional unstable girls). He and Heather have talked and they were set to go on a date this Friday.
- But apparently he messed up because he intimated that if they were to marry he’d love to see her make his sandwiches and play wifey.
- Heather was “triggered” because of Adam, and said she wouldn’t be doing that and blah blah blah. He said he “always gets what he wants” and responded with three eye roll emojis which incensed Heather.
- She went off on him and that was the end of that.
- Says that she’s a very dominant woman and wouldn’t let him dominate her.
- Pines that “he’s so fucking hot” but it’s not worth it because she could sense that that relationship would have gone into a similar direction as her marriage did. She blocked him.
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>>1039005>tfw a free ryan finally comes into your life after months of praying to muh moon>triggers you>final_impact.jpeg>tfw no spooky bf and still fucking mental
Ghost bros, where did it all go wrong?
Uhhuh. Nothing makes guys like you more than badgering them into loving you.
Is it me, or is Heather approaching her lovelife like those pickup artist incels? With the same level of success.
Just to add, Heather also mentioned when she was talking about how hot this new Ryan was that it was a shame it didn’t work or because she “had a thousand different ideas of how they’d take selfies together.”
Like???? She basically wanted him to be like Timmy was to her: a prop for pictures. She complains about these guys only
seeing her as a piece of ass, while at the same time she sees them for easthetic reasons; someone to fit into her “extreme lifestyle.”
Also he apparently would poke fun of her intelligence (or lack thereof), and yet she still gave him a third chance. Not the brightest tool in the shed.
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This is her “I’m a strong, confident and independent woman” face.
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This is her natural ‘come hither’ face which she morphs into only accidentally when not rehearsed.
Who this is intended to attract is beyond my comprehension.
even with the sobby face, she looks better than in her normal photos because those glasses are so terrible on her and her actual posed expressions are either smuggo or wanting to talk to a manager
her looks are absolutely not her problem, lots of somewhat plain women with good personalities have great luck with men
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She collects souls….and Ryans.
I always feel a bit sad when I see these sorts of mementos disconnected from their context. Like, those are someone's ancestor's kid and grandma, and Heather has them because someone who had them didn't value them.
Anyway, as far as Heather, these are p cool, and if she likes antiques/antiquities she should pursue that. I don;t know how she could turn that into some sort of career or something, but it's a fun hobby at least. I guess if she focused on that instead of devoting almost all her energy and efforts to finding a soulmate(tm) she might find a shred of happiness. (Which, btw, she should be old enough to know that person who is perfect in every way in a relationship does not exist, for anyone)
I completely agree. She has a tiktok video of her new collection of old photos and antiques and they're really cool. An irresponsible waste of money (those things are NOT cheap, even though she claims they were) but she could use them in videos like her old hoard. She could be making something of this new hobby easily. There isn't really anyone her age with her perspective making videos about antiques and the history behind them.
But of course Heather can't do anything but mimic her "guru" and idol Ryan with the urbex shit. She's not good at it because she's always been a homebody.
She was so scared of people not liking her last hoard I'm sure she's terrified to talk about her new one even though it could be lucrative and way more interesting. Talk about the fads and culture and uses of the items. Show examples. Don't just show the shit and say "I love this isn't it cool to look at" like the autograph book.
I fully agree with you, I just want to add that one reason she's worried about people not liking her hoards most likely has to do with the haters that she spends hours obsessing over. She seems to especially hate people calling her out for spending so much money, while not addressing the GoFundMe properly and still living in her mom's house. Still gonna pay that kindness forward to a women's shelter, Heather? It's only $500, you must have spent 3x that on antiques or gas going to cemetaries in the last few months.
She probably won't consider herself "on her feet" enough to donate (if ever) until she has a place of her own. However she seems perfectly content to keep pushing that date back and back and back, and spend her income as if it's all expendable. It's been a full year now.
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Gushing about how beautiful her smile is and how far she’s come from having horrible teeth to near perfect ones now. Says she doesnt take for granted the little things in her life and that she has reasons to always smile.
Adam’s dental insurance was definitely put to good use there, Heather. Maybe that’s the one good thing that came out do their union for her.
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She’s celebrating: “how far I’ve come” by showing off her newly-whitened teets… er, teeth.
Boobs for the spoopy boy draw? Never give up!
Any takers? Apply with cemetery photo and hack license.
Heather: My ex traumatized me so much that whenever I hear a couple fighting or loud noises I get ptsd.
Also heather: I love my fixed up teeth that I can separate from associating with my abusive
ex who paid for them.
This girl is really milking her pity card hard and yet loves to gloat.
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Has anyone bothered to calculate her rant to channel-topic clip ratio?
Make no mistake… she relishes being a cow.
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"Look what I got to play with today"
Was playing in a wheelchair high on your bucket list? What are you, 12?
Next up! wearing leg braces once owned by a polio victim! Yay!!
Only like one of her videos went "viral" there anyway. It's fairly easy to rack up the likes and views on there. She got a little lucky, but she was going on in her rant like she was ready to leave YT (what's left) for Tik Tok. Tik Tok can be just as toxic
as YT comments-wise too. I wouldn't get too excited about it Heather.
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Spent an hour ranting about having lost Ryan Z. and contemplating if she still would have him if she had been the Heather she is now (so called independent, confident, etc) when she first met him. Says she regrets the friendships she’s lost and says she takes responsibility for losing them for now handling things better or notnseeing their perspective on things.
Pines about missing the one part of her life that will make everything whole: her spoopy boy that is a clone of Ryan Z. because that’s all she wants and doesn’t want to settle of anyone less than that.
Says she feels like “a visitor” from a different era or dimension here, and that’s why she’s a loner. Debates on moving away from Pittsburgh but says she’s too connected to it; ie mommy’s security blanket is too enticing to leave.
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One final rant about how she’s so connected to hairoru and loves it but is inadequate in conveying it because research isn’t her thing. Hence why she enables and sounds like an idiot. Starts comparing herself to Amy who she went with to explore in Gettysburg and how she knew so much history.
You’re just lazy as fuck, Heather. If you’re really into something it shouldn’t be so hard to dive into the history and retain a least a few talking points about it.
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- ranting about tinder not producing the Ryan Z. clone she most desires to complete her life.
-“ I have Tinder Gold because I’m a high class whore.”
- says she attracts the creepy profiles and couples.
“I already know what you are going to say. “Heather you’ll always be single if youre in tinder…” Bitch, I met all my ex boyfriends on Tinder!”
-spends her lunch break at work scrolling through tinder and laughing at all the weirdos liking her profile.
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- Opened her rant by saying she’s going to try hard not to rant because she knows this is the reason why guys disappear on her; they show interest and the moment they see her lose her shit on her stories they run the hell away.
- Proceeds to ignore this and rant.
- Claims she’s “an eternal optimist” when it comes to dating and that she hasn’t given up on finding her spoopy boy….even though every rant she’s had about the topic she opens with “I’m just not meant to have anyone in my life.”
- Says she believes it’s possible to “have that bright flame” of real love again, and that “it can come back” I.e she’s still holding out for Ryan Z. to return for thirds.
- Says that since she’s coming up on the one year anniversary of Ryan Z. dumping her ass again she’s convinced that another Ryan will waltz into her life.
- Says she’s asked the universe to do this for her and even “bargained” with them; but relents that her guides just don’t give a shit about her.
- Counting on the Jenny Wade urban myth—that of putting your ring finger in the bullet hole that killed her will result in you getting engaged in six months—to nail a Ryan and make him stick by her.
- Says she doesn’t want to marry again but just wants the spoopy boy.
- “What’s it going to take your be the girl that doesn’t get forgotten about? I could do a million love spells, I could pray, I could ask all the experts…I don’t think there’s any hope for me.” (Such an optimist.)
- Convinced that Ryan Z was the love she was meant to be with, but he cane to her when she wasn’t ready and she fucked it all up.
- “I will never give up hope. I’m just tuned into being positive”
- Starts crying at this point and tells her prospective Ryan: “Wherever you are out there, I’m still here. Ok gonna love you till my last breath. I’m probably going to always be looking for you. And that’s another thing I have to accept; maybe I’m always going to be alone my entire life.”
- “Maybe I’m always going to be searching. Always with the pain of searching. And I’ll be a ghost always waiting for her love. In some lighthouse somewhere. That’d be kind of cool.” (And stalking Ryan Z.)
- “But I’ll never ducking give up.”
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Hitting up ber married Ryan again! Been awhile too.
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As if that’s ever stopped her before.
Looks like 12.99 to me Not too sure due to the glare.
Still waste of money if you ask me
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Realized I posted the wrong one and found the one with Venus flytraps. It's 50 bucks. Michaels Halloween shit is overpriced.
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She is at party city. They dont have that one on their site, but that tag says 99.99 and it's not unrealistic considering they offer this
That is not why you're single.
You're single because you're desperate, and clingy – BEFORE a relationship even happens. It only points to endless psychotic behavior to come. Any "boy" with a shred of awareness can sense the crazy radiating off you! This has nothing to do with hobbies, and everything to do with your palpable insanity all over instagram, and it's probably worse in person!
Those hobbies, they're actually really normal and OK things to like. You've gotta look deeper – at the controlling, obsessive tendencies within. This is what men can sense a mile away.
But, sure, unwillingness to change is a sign of "strength."
It says 99$ for US and 129.99$ for CAN, however like previous anon posted, it's half off.
This girl needs help/
Not at all. Because it’s all a show. Every aspect of her being is fiction. There’s nothing authentic about Heather but her desire to write a script she believes others should follow and for which she should be rewarded.
Her goals are to paint herself as extraordinary in every way; insist that she’s contending with malevolent forces whose only motive is to destroy her; walking on both sides of the fence including speaking to an alleged beloved audience daily all the while insisting no one listens, understands or respects her; and recycling every drama, every goal, every menial accomplishment with a mixture of self-aggrandizement, whining, phony laughter, obsessive behavior, self-rewards, despondent rants, and absurdly fabricated self-empowerment proclamations.
Her ultimate goal is simply to manipulate others into believing the same, no matter how disjointed, cringeworthy, and incoherent it all is.
Most people gain respect and admiration by doing whatever it is they do that others appreciate or otherwise interests them. She is incapable of doing this. She does not want to put in the work, she simply wants the admiration. Only she counts her life’s forgery as work.
Love me because I said so.
I’m misunderstood because I said so.
Everyone’s trying to bring me down because I said so.
I work hard because I said so.
Boys should want me because I said so.
I’ve been a victim
my whole life because I said so.
I’m independent because I said so.
I am sparkly, darkly, dopey, mopey, funny, crummy, sexy, homely, smarty, party, clingy, loosy, … because I said so. Whatever fits.
However, she can’t fathom how most see right through all of it.
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10 minutes of mundane life experience = one hour of video talking about it.
Oh, and her housemate (cough mom cough) has a thought about what's wrong with her finger. "You can laugh at me if you want guys, but…"
Heads up: Heather X Bores needs a new husband in order to get insurance. Who's up for it?
Also, look out for future video rant about how someone ("everybody") laughed at her finger situation even though she told everyone it was cool.
Just in case anyone not following her accounts thinks she has calmed down in the last week because the thread has been a bit slow, she hasn't. She's still doing the full blown Heather thing and puts up several rants a day (YouTube plans, boys, haters, I went shopping, repeat) but she's been so repetitive and boring I haven't found the willpower to post em or even watch most of it, and I'm finding others aren't postingost of it either, probably same reasons. She has been doing some photography and reorganizing the shelf for the millionth time, but it's drowned out by the mass amount of selfies and cryposting and shopping she does on her story. I'm casually keeping an eye out for the massive drama bound to come, or large amounts of money spent.
Mostly posting cus I had a bit of a popcorn thought the other day, I know we were tinfoiling about how Adam could possibly be someone behind the dick shops, but tbh I suspect he barely posts in this thread anymore, it's been years– BUT I went back in the threads and I forgot what a crazy bitch ClayRyan's ex was, the one that was shitting up thread 4/5. She was getting more and more possessive and hostile for a while, and kept fighting farmers who didn't like her tone- anyone thinking with me that she may have had the vitriol to Photoshop her ex's ex with a dick in mouth?
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Heather’s perfect day:
records video clips:
#1: "I just drank my coffee"
#2: "I bought this yesterday"
#3: "And THIS is why I’m weird" hyuck
#4: "I have to clean up later cuz I have so much stuff!"
#5: "Need to get ready for work"
#6: "Just got back from work"
#7: "I work so hard"
#8: "I live with family"
#9: "I’m independent"
#10: "Here’s some stuff I want to buy"
#11: "And THIS is why I’m weird" hyuck
#12: "Why can’t I find a boyfriend?" sigh
#13: "No one likes to do what I like"
#14: "I’m a cemetery tourist!"
#15: "The cemetery was filled with tourists! It’s crazy!"
#16: "I’m crazy"
#17: "And THIS is why I’m weird" hyuck
#18: "So why can’t I find a boyfriend?" sigh
#25-31: Sorrowful, wide-eyed complaining
#32-40: Angry, squinting complaining
#41: "It’s super late and I need sleep"
#42: "I just want to say"
#43-54: "Oh, and another thing"
I don't know why she thinks that no one else has the same hobbies as her. There are hundreds of people in her area that do the exact same thing. She just likes feeling oppressed. It's just an excuse for her reason for not having a boyfriend.
Also her giggling over eating breakfast while "reading about dead people! HAHA I AM SO UNIQUE" is distasteful.
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>>1043785>#42: "I just want to say">#43-54: "Oh, and another thing"
Classic Heather Explains.
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Heads up! New Ryan.
Who'll start the pool on how long it will be until she posts a gloomy, late-nite video rant on how it all fell apart?
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Whoever it is, she's going to be giving him at least one thing he doesn't want. If her runny nose is any indication.
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Full-on gigglemonster mode. Already planning a cemetery-themed wedding.
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She’s going to dress up like Jojo Siwa for Halloween because “normal people dress scary for halloween; scary people dress like normal people.”
Sounds more like an excuse to dip back into the kawaii aesthetic she shit on as being childish and stupid.
How dare you.
Covid can’t keep true love apart!
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New boy reveal
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Exactly what I thought. ClayRyan's ex always writes these long rambling armchairing rants.
I guess Clay is just a crazy magnet. If he dumped Heather for being too negative I'm pretty sure something similar happened here.
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Here's what it's like taking your mom out to the graveyard.
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comments under the post. Apparently she's already take…eyeroll…
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Safe for nothing new but I I’ve been waiting to use this.
>>1045591>been one (1) date>taken
This is exactly
why all the Ryans run for it, Heather. She probably messages them talking about babies and marriage after a week.
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1: Never met the guy til yesterday not has he ever heard his voice til yesterday
2: Says it's not a "date" then just calls it's a date in various posts.
3: According to some Anons here she already marked herself as taken?
I give this til next Sat tops or less.
Homie lives in WV and she's in PA? No one is going to commit to traveling weekly for all that. Maybe her but yeah. I give it less than a week til we see "I dont need love, I'm strong alone" posts…even tho it wasn't that long that she said she didn't need no one and that she was better off alone for a while. Lol
Calls them "boy" but never a man because she will scare them away. And she ends up with boys who will just inevitably leave. They will thanos snap their ways out.
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Oh, fuck!… my eyes!… the cringe!
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Just got home from wedding, is meeting up with her “boyfriend” (her words not mine) for late night coffee and “smooches”
Spots his car, gets excited and says “omg is that my baby?! Is that him?!”
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Attended coworkers wedding to photograph the event, dressed like the grandma of the bride or something. And once back home her “boyfriend” shows up to take her out to get “late night coffee, sit in my car and talk and smooch and stuff.”
One date later and he’s already her boyfriend.
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The Heathermonster is loose. Buckle in for this new ride. There may be blood.
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The 13 year old boy left is spooky mask in her car…
What a loser
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Complaining about her follower count going down ever since she got a boyfriend and how her “guy friends” have either blocked her or unfollowed her altogether. Questions why they can’t just be happy for her.
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Both of them are nuts.
First "date" and both wanted to be together. Maybe she finally did find someone mentally unstable.
SoyBoyTweenTwinkRyan might be here for a while….
Must be early 20s. Heather likes ‘em young so she can many manipulate them.
Here’s hoping he doesn’t get her pregnant, because that’s a whole other monster ready to come out.
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Less the 24 hrs of knowing the guy and she's plastering him on her instagram
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Why….why did you feel the need to share this….. It's not like she's gonna say anything different..says stupid shit daily.
lol I think she's shopping his face? Is it me or is his face significantly more smoothed than hers?
I was gonna comment and say that he's got peach fuzz facial hair, so it's either an ftm or a really young guy, but it's just the extreme blur on his skin. Almost looks like she tried to remove a neckbeard or something - his chin stubble is a lot more defined than the rest of it, and his nose doesn't have the same hyper-smooth skin.
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fuck dropped the pic
Looks like heather finally found someone as crazy as her.>>1046882
He does look younger than her but he look like he's in his early to mid twenties. I think part of why he looks so young is because he styles himself like he's a 13 year old boy going through his emo phase.
NTA (either of them), but holy shit; you're cringey as fuck. Close the thesaurus. No one thinks you sound smart– especially with that questionable comma usage in your first post. You sound like an insufferable, condescending retard.>>1047158
Well, at least they both have the same I-never-grew-out-of-my-emo-phase style. Fitting, I guess (?).
Not that Anon either, but I also thought you sounded pretty crazy.
And just because you own a thesaurus doesn't mean you know how to use it. Your grammar is atrocious, and it's making you sound far more ignorant than just using colloquial language would have.
And if your first assumption when people call out your nonsense is "I must be too smart for them" it probably means all your friends are idiots and you're "the smart one" only by default.
Don't know how old you are. But you should be old enough to know that really smart people tend to not constantly go out of their way to seem smarter.
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Heather checks in-
- starts off ranting about having PMS, popping zits, and feeling gross.
- Got a nasty message on snapchat from a would-be Ryan who wanted to take her out but she’d blow him off. It enraged him to see her with current Ryan and he started calling her a piece of shit, etc.
- This potential Ryan she met via Tinder, lived two hours away, and would ask her to hang out or go on a date but she wasn’t interested.
- Heather: “Bro, you don’t even fucking know me. We barely talked. You’re 21. I’m 30, like….meh”
- Current Ryan and her texted for a week prior to meeting.That’s heather’s idea of taking it slow and “getting to know each other.”
- Says she’s lost 40 followers since getting a bf.
- “I want to thank all of my actual guy friends who haven’t blocked me or unfollowed me or sent me nasty messages cause I didn’t end up dating them. The truth is my whole life I’ve always seen myself as one of the guys, and I value my MALE FRIENDSHIPS.”
- “Also want to thank everyone for the well wishes. We’re less than a week into this relationship, so who knows…but I’m feeling pretty good about it.”
- Goes on about hater-Ryan who sent her a nasty message and how guys like him have such big egos. He’s apparently some “singer in a metal band in Ohio…”
- She goes on about being rejected by guys who she connected with on a personal level and how this guy is nothing because they never got to know each other. He would ask her out constantly and she’d be like “I have work…” and besides he lived two hours away and wouldn’t have worked.
- Current Ryan lives only 50 minutes away.
- “So yeah, I’m happy. Fuck the haters; fuck the fuckboys.”
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Sage because not sure it's milky, but I noticed something weird about Adam's girlfriend's profile picture.
The anime filter over an old pic of Heather? The picture I used isn't the exact one, but the hat, tassles in the background, it's her.
Those 2 100% post here or lurk, at least.
We saw heather with the anime filter. Why would gf use a picture of heather? It seems more like an old pic of gf, which is also posted on one of her Instagram accounts.
Also, why do we care about adam’s gf…?
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heather’s first thread pic with that filter applied. I don’t think the hair looks the same at all.
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Heading out to meet up with new Ryan and “meet his roommates” (maybe he calls his mom and dad roommates like she does). Seems apprehensive because he lives in West Virginia and she’s never been there. Says that at least she “has a car now sonin case something goes wrong.”
She’s sleeping over (strictly PG because she’s on her rag) and he’s “making her breakfast tomorrow.” Also said she’s so happy to have a cute boy to spoil now and made a “gift bag” for him (no doubt including one of her self portraits that an ex photographed of her).
It gets harder and harder to believe that Heather is any older than 15. If it weren't for the fact that she looks like a 45 year old mom. Everything she says is so juvenile.
She is also a prime example of what women shouldn't do after only knowing a guy for less than a week.
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Seriously. She can't just date casually and do things genuinely, every single relationship is The Great Love Of Her Life and she puts so so so much pressure on. I would be terrified to have someone talking about me like this after I'd known them two weeks. I've had narcissist friends that I've dropped quickly for this reason.
It's awful to feel like someone has this Godlike can-do-no-wrong, most-special-person-in-the-universe image of you built up in their head, because humans aren't infallible and the image can crumble so quickly with one mistake, so you're constantly trying to live up to their Idea of you. And if they're a bully, you are always afraid of failing their expectations and dreading their reactions. People who do this tend to villify you once the pedestal they're imagining is gone, because they never saw you as a complex human with flaws, but as an idealized role in their life, and you have betrayed that role you're supposed to play.
Every Ryan becomes a fuck boy asshole when they don't care about her anymore. Maybe if she treated people like real humans and got to know people for the sake of getting to know them, realize others have feelings and don't just set out to hurt her every time they make decisions, she wouldn't flip her gourd every time someone is honest with her and cuts her off. And she'd probably have less people cutting her off too.
IDK it seems like she is becoming more and more unstable and incapable of any meaningful growth, with every repetitive rant she does she cements her bafflingly flawed worldview into her heard even more.
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“I’ve had the worst luck with boys…like ever. I’m not putting any expectations on it
Though. Like I said, whatever happens happens. If things go wrong I’m just going to drive out of there.”
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Hysterical. Worst day ever (again). Does something stupid (again). Needs to be rescued (again).
Oops, I’m crying out of a clear camera angle.
Let’s face it. She’s a genius. Perhaps her clearly phony hysterical nature and car “accident” are just part of a ploy to have someone drive her around like the good ol’ days.
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- having ptsd flashbacks to the abuse she suffered under Adam because she was forced to become too dependent on him.
- doesn’t want to have to depend on a man ever again.
-debating on whether or not going back home or giving the bf a go.
- looks like she did end up going to his place.
>>1048204>my 30 year old girlfriend had a mental breakdown on the way to visiting me because she forgot to fill up the gas before setting off
I do agree with anons above that is has
to be intentional, but she has to realize nobody will put up with this amount of daily tantrums and rants.
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Stay tuned. Same time next week.
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She's literally dying you guys
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>>1048276>adventure awaits>mysteries to solve
You work part time at target and roam around the same cemetery over and over. Besides that you split your time between hunting for Ryans on Tinder and uploading endlessly to your IG story. What mysteries are you solving, Heather?
She really seems to think her Twilight tier fantasy inside her head makes her less of a basic bitch and better than "normies", doesn't she? She's forever trapped cycling around as the broken, misunderstood outcast who just isn't like the other girls. It's really no wonder the new Ryan seems so young.
Guess she's not crazy about soyboy Ryan. Normally her stories are filled with pictures of her getting all excited she's hanging out with her new bf. Probably asked her to watch a movie together and she got triggered
>>1048276>watching TV, gaming, doing nothing
lol sounds like she's salty that their first date at his house didn't do as she planned. Instead of a super spoopy romantic dream date, she went to his house and was chilling with his friends. I bet she's seething because she wasn't the centre of attention the whole time.
She didn't even stay the night like she said she would >>1047967
- I guess that's why she was sperging about not being able to drive at night. New Ryan didn't believe it and sent her off anyway lmfao
Unfortunately, I don't think she's lying about it. She genuinely seem dumb enough to not realise she didn't have enough gas.>>1048421>>1048433
She's probably pissed because his roommates didn't talk about her interests only and weren't instantly in love with her. I wonder if he has a female roommate and she got jealous over it. Regardless, it's starting to seem like getting in a relationship after one non-date date isn't such a good idea.
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Anon, you're forgetting their whirlwind romance first week of messaging and getting to know each other heart and soul, entwining their eternal conscious beings over Tinder chat. Surely that is enough to rocket ya to the I Love You stage
here's the rant: https://streamable.com/dgj6n0
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Damn, only took her a few hours to upgrade to "so much". I remember the first time I said "I love you" to my current SO I added an "I think" in there, because I thought a few months might be too early for some, and I didn't want to scare him off or make him think I couldn't take a step back if he needed it.
I seriously don't know what goes through her brain. -I'm- feeling the pressure and I'm not dating her.
She legit had a gaming YouTube and says this stuff kills her lol. She was dependent on men from day one. Look at what she did to the guy before Adam. Legit forced him to take care of her while she abused him. She doesnt have PTSD she has a mental illness that makes her think the world revolves around her. Legit i hope this guy sees all this and runs for the hills. Shes abusive
, manipulative and self absorbed. Nothing is her fault everytbing goes back to how badly she was treated by a psycho sister trying to kill her, her parents kicking her out to cheating on countless men and then she married a guy, forced him to leave his family for half way across the country so she could abuse and cheat on him only to say it was his fault. Man this girl hasn't changed since she was 19 guys, thats scary.
This. That’s why I don’t believe that she’s an ‘abuse victim
’ for one second.
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I think he looks more like Tom Milsom from the very old youtube days
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Looks like SoyBoyTwinkRyan is out..or going to be out the picture
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SoyBoyTwinkRyan: looking at the headstone “looks like she actually got to live to the ripe old age of 40 or 50….”
Heather: “no silly! That’s…74?”
Simple math is not his forte, clearly. Guess Heather doesn’t have to worry about this one belittling her intelligence like the other Ryan’s did.
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looks at tombstone
"Wow! He was such a cool cat!"
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Looks at same tombstone
"His eyes are following me"
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New Ryan, new digs.
Heather in her instastories: “When I have a hot, young, alternative boyfriend with an amazing fashion sense I’m kinda excited about clothes again.“
Tired of the black shirt, jeans, and boots look. Wants to “dress up” and take pictures with new Ryan.
Can't she already do that with the millions of boots and dresses and tops and bags and pants she's already acquired over the last year? JFC Heather, isn't this what you did with the pastel fashion too? She collects piles and piles of dresses and fancy uncomfortable things and fills closets, just to wear jeans and a hoodie every day. Even when she does dress up it's the same shit-patterned leggings and terrible ouija tops and cheap Target boots.
Sage for blog, I might be a bit bitter because the last few weeks I've been panicking about my student loans taking forever to process, tuition coming up, lost my flexible job in the pandemic, finding another job even though I'm full time 4th year, terrified to work among the second wave because my mom is immunocompromised, trying to figure a way I can do that without putting her at risk, just to pay rent and food. This bitch. I just don't know how she can sleep at night.
She goes to work for minimum wage because it's comfortable (more hours, less $, more risk, but hey she can stare at and buy shitty Target stuff every day right?) and puts her mom and family and the public at risk, not to save up and get back on her feet or even just to pay bills and survive, but to fuck around in cemetaries and take the same photo over and over, and spend all her money playing Scary Barbie Dreamhouse in her mom's spare bedroom. She needs to move out before she puts another $500 of shitty Killstar boots on Afterpay. Newsflash: your spooky boyfriend isn't gonna move you in and start buying your avocados next week, numbnuts, don't start gleefully building that debt yet.
Sorry for the rant, this selfish mentality is so draining. Watching her slowly click that "add to cart" button on the $99 Heather boots after budgeting out my last $30 for the week really just popped a blood vessel in my brain. She knows how infuriating she is too.
Sometimes I think this has
to be parody.
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She speaks to him as though he were a child.
Well yeah. That’s what she does. She’s manipulative, abusive
, and controlling. She talks down to people and belittles them because she just HAS to be in charge at all times.
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Heather Rants in a bath towel:
- 10:00 pm and she’s complaining about not being able to see in the dark and afraid of getting lost while driving . She’s heading over to West Virginia to stay at NewRyan’s place, and even shaved her legs for the occasion.
- Says that he’s meeting her half way so she can then follow him to his place. So much for “I never want to depend on a man for anything ever again.”
- Says she’s going to explore his area tomorrow with him. Wants to convince him to take her to antique stores or any cemetery she hasn’t been to already.
- Complains about losing followers because she hasn’t been posting on her account. Says she doesn’t want to take anymore pictures since she has a ton of pictures to edit from the wedding and can’t have any distractions.
- Promises to start her YouTube comeback (again) after she’s done with the editing of the wedding photos. Surprised she even wants to that since she admitted she only wanted to come back in the hopes she’d find a spoopy boyfriend through it. Maybe she’s keeping her options open.
- Immediately follows this with “I’ve come to accept that my career is a YouTuber is over. Everyone fucking hates me over there. I lose hundreds of followers every time I upload because people want to punish me for the fact I’m not making the type of content that they want from me…because I left my ex and all that craziness.”
- Shameless plug of her TiKTok…says “it’s where I’m starting over.”
- “I’m so excited guys! I’m going to see my boyfriend. A fucking guy who actually wants a relationship. We’ve only been dating a week but….who knows maybe he’ll still fuck me over. But we will see when we get to the one month mark.”
- Says she has a good feeling about this Ryan, says it feels as if she’s known him forever. Mind you she said the same thing about Ryan Z and every other Ryan after him.
- Proceeds to show everyone that she’s bleeding because she doesn’t know how to use a razor.
- Goes on to rant about how the haters said she could never shoot a wedding and that she proved them wrong because the pictures are cute and the client likes them.
- Admits that this wedding showed her that she has things to work on.
- Claims that she gets soooo many messages from people telling her that they’re not intimidated by her and blah blah blah. Once again doesn’t show us the receipts which is odd coming from such an oversharer as herself.
- Says that the haters are threatened by her and her growing and that they can’t control her anymore
- Says she no longer listens to the haters and instead follows her own heart. Ends with “you lost, I won” followed by her sticking her covid- laced tongue to the camera.
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- Spent $130 in an antique store on an album filled with tintypes and other stuff.
- Claims the owners of antique store were “mean” and not talkative even after splurging so much.
- Boyfriend didn’t like the antique store and “it broke my heart because, like, this is what I do.” Trouble in paradise already…
- Went to a cemetery where she came across a grave restorationist. Got her thinking about doing that back home because “that’s all I want to do. I want to clean up these places because people don’t give a shit.” Restorationist volunteers for this and doesn’t get paid so I don’t think Heather has thought that one out fully kek.
- NewRyan was not into it at all and Heather is hurt by it.
- “I’m not the typical goth girl. I’m basically a basic white bitch and like I talk to dead people…..”
- Wants to get more into cemetery exploring but “hard core” because that’s where she’s happiest.
- Says that “she has to accept that she may never be happy with someone” just because they’re not into antiques or cemetery crawls.
- “I’ve pretty much accepted that I’ll never be a or tidy the Pittsburgh or West Virginia urbex paranormal community….two years ago I wanted to leave this area because I got dumped by the guy who I thought was my soulmate. And I still think that even though….I was never enough for him and he’ll never take me back, and now he has a new girlfriend like omg good luck honey, you’re gonna need it.”
- Clearly still keeping tabs on Ryan Z. Clearly not into new Ryan whatsoever and he’s only a placeholder until she can get Ryan Z Back.
- Loves her area and say Le she won’t let memories or boys who broke her heart ruin that.
Any idea what FemRyan's interests are? No? It's all about Heather as usual. It seems FemRyan actually likes her, so maybe she should put more effort into learning…anything? about him? relationships are a two way street.
Armchairfag above does seem right about the BPD, she goes from hot to cold with this guy within the same day/hour.
I just looked up Ryan Z's new girlfriend and they just announced they were dating on September 29. Heather is continuing to stalk him even though she has a new FemRyan.
Does anyone notice that she is happy until she spends time with FemRyan? She always leaves saying that he isn't into her lifestyle and she will die alone. She then takes a few days off and is madly in love with him again.
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One minute she’s moaninh about FemRyan not being into her interests and her not being happy with anyone who isn’t into them; next minute she’s holding hands with him and walking trough a cemetery.
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cringe at her still being hung up on Ryan Z. when she already has FemRyan. Get over it Heather. Ryan Z. had long since moved on.
I feel so bad for the new Ryan. He seems sweet and he's trying so hard but this is all just an attempt to make Ryan z jealous because she's jealous of his new girl.
The kid is just as cringy and clueless as her. He's perfect for her. She won't put in any effort to make this work. She's not as attractive or interesting as she thinks she is. Put some work in for once in your life Heather.
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can someone please tell this bitch how to wear a mask?
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Jesus Heather what the fuck is wrong with you?! Why tell the guy you love him and then talk all this shit about how boring he is and then dump him. You can just date
people without making such a huge deal out if it and going 0-100. If you just took it slow like he wanted to, you wouldn't be looking like an asshole right now.
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Heather’s “mental breakdown” (since deleted):
-“well guys looks like I’m probably single again…”
- “I have such an extreme lifestyle…it’s not fair dragging others into it.”
- “im a freak”
- “I’ve come to accept that im always going to be alone.”
- “I still deal with a lot of trauma, heartache over past relationships throwing me away like I was fucking trash.”
- “im never good enough”
- “I don’t trust the intentions of anyone that gets close to me and I’m just going to protect my heart…”
- “I’ll never get a chance to win long lost loves again”
- “I can’t change because changing means not existing..”
- “I will love alone, explore alone, love my things alone…”
- “it s not fair dragging someone into my extreme lifestyle…..I can’t be with someone who just wants to hangout, play video games and drink. When I do those things I feel like I’m DYING.”
- “It’s very isolating being me. No one understands and everyone just wants to destroy me or like change me. And I don’t want to change.”
- “fuck the fuckboys. Fuck love fuck being close to humans.”
- “I haven’t gone exploring because I don’t have a partner and I didn’t want to go alone because that’s dangerous but fuck it I’m going alone and taking my pictures.”
- in conclusion: “forever alone.”
Do we know she dumped him? Maybe he dumped her after he got tired of her forcing all her hobbies on him and public ally bitching about him on her stories. Heather seems to depend to actually do the dumping. I could see her complaining about him just so he would have to do the dumping and she would get to play the victim
Is she really claiming to be traumatized just because people dumped her???
I genuinely am starting to think her aversion to media or consuming anything that isn't a constant stream of Nikocado Avocado is starting to affect the drama center in her brain. Movies and TV can be really grounding, as you take in perspectives that are usually bigger than what's happening around you, and are exposed to many types of people and situations, especially stress and tension. It's not necessarily this vapid, Hollywood thing she seems to label it all as. Telling stories to each other is one of the oldest ways we process the heaviness of being a human and figuring out our role in our own world. It's an easy and packaged dose of perspective and empathy.
Someone as self absorbed as Heather obviously doesn't care about seeking out other perspectives, or travelling to take in culture, or realizing people live their own lives, or reading a darn book, or living for anything but her own selfish image of what she wants to be. She is content to live in a world of her own design where the only things she intakes are curated to match her existing beliefs and thoughts. Almost fascism-level of anti-growth. Youtube drama, and aesthetic without history or true knowledge, she takes in things without any critical thought or expansion at all. This doesn't work for any trying to create art. She doesn't even seem interested in learning about the people in the photographs she collects… the people are just hollow decorations to her.
Anyway, sorry to armchair. These new developments are fascinating. Never change, Heather.
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Anyone else notice that she left up this highlight? It’s like she’s just doing this sob story because she wants him to ‘beg’ for her to come back. She probably only archived the posts so if he begs for her attention the right way, she’ll put them back up and suddenly be super in love again.
Sage because it’s just a weird observation
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She'll probably cry about this today.
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Holy shit, THIS is the Ryan she's been moping over?? His hair is beyond tragic, unironically looks like a balding Dwight Shrute
Then I realized he has a more successful YouTube channel than Heather's, and it started making sense. She wants to be his paranormal YouTube gf and get attention together. Heather is obsessed with her mental image of being famous and wanted, and this guy was an accessory to that dream. Yikes.
His new gf is fine and so is her insta. There's hardly any info there to dislike, just exploration photos and nothing personal, not even selfies. Seems like she's just making her own art and not interested in an online presence. The exact opposite of Heather lol
GF is very pretty (why is she with uggo Ryan?) and that has to kill old Camelface
She's so full of shit, how many videos and photos did she post of him enthusiastically looking at graves and whatever shit she wanted?
She just runs through people too fast, like 5-7 dates a week.Then when the guy wants a day off she throws a fit. Based on what was posted ITT she's just straight up lying. Poor FemRyan.
She's projecting. "Muh iNtErEsTs" is probably the only way she can come to terms with the fact that so many guys have rejected her.
She's needy, obsessive, and completely self-absorbed. It's obvious to everyone else, but the way Heather describes it she just "has too much personally" and is "too extreme". Anon was right about her emotions being extreme; she jumps to conclusions and runs all the way home with them every time. She must be so difficult to hold a conversation with because she only wants to talk to a mirror/camera and not listen to anyone else.
If you were a Ryan trying to break up with her, what would you say?>I wish we could do things I like sometimes too>I'm not obsessed with your hobbies, there's a limit>I need some time to myself>I think we're too different
Etc. All things she would interpret as "my interests are driving him away!" Even if he's really thinking "you're an insane narcissist" he probably wouldn't say it out loud.
So Heather continues missing the obvious and has to rationalize it as "my interests are ExTrEmE"
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- has a new stalker that she’s calling out.
- Matched with him months ago on Hinged.’he’s a photographer and she talked to him for a day.
- She gave him her phone number immediately because she’s thirsty.
- “I can’t remember how our conversations went because he was probably boring as fuck.”
- “We only talked for a day because he was really pushing the whole ‘we gotta meet up. We gotta take pictures together’ from the first day and that’s always a red flag for me. If you don’t want to take the time to get to know me and are really, really, really, REALLY insistent upon meeting me that’s a red flag for me because that’s a sign that he’s a fuckboy.”
- He would spam her phone and she’d say she was busy with work. Pretty sure she’s talking about the guy in the band she previously mentioned who called her a bitch when she announced her relationship status with FemRyan.
- After a while he took the hint and left her alone.
- Until….”a few weeks ago whenever I was drunk I was very confused and thought I was talking to someone else and I responded to his texts by sending some photos of me. But other than that I have it said a fucking word to him.”
- Since then he’s tried to contact her on all her social media platforms asking her if she “wants to hook up. He straight out said that he wants to FUCK ME.”
- Only after this did she finally block him.
- “So I just want to say….Justin Fucking Jones….if you try to come here and do anything, like i said, you will regret it.”
- “And I just wanted my MALE FOLLOWERS to know that this guy is creeping on me because you guys are really protective and awesome. That being said I can handle him. If he comes here he will regret it.”
- “That’s the drama in my life. Don’t go on dating apps; it’s not worth it.”
- “The dudes I went to high school with are really insistent that I be their girlfriend…I don’t want to date you! If you didn’t want me in high school I am not going to give me to you now. Leave me alone you flicking nerds.”
- “After my dating experience with a certain blonde photographer boy in my area who turned out to be the biggest fuck boy I have ever met that says a lot. I don’t date in this town I am not going to be in this dating pool.”
- “I am actually back with my boyfriend. We broke up for a day. Well I broke up with him. It’s a long story. Mostly from OMS. But it’s fine now. But I only date outside of my area because of the disgusting dating pool here and I age that boy so much.”
- Says she’s going to be making a TELL ALL about all of her abusers; everything from Adam and the first Ryan, to her haters and the subsequent Ryans. She will expose it all.
Her narrative about extreme interests is amusing considering how safe and pedestrian they actually are. The extreme part is expecting friends or partners to dedicate 5 hours a day, every day to her interests
and then going online to complain about them when that is obviously impossible to achieve.
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She’s going expose all of her abusers. She’s rehashing the whole Adam abused me narrative, youtuber Ryan, the group of friends that turned on her, how she was blackmailed by them and how this led to her downfall from YouTube.
Says she gets called out so much for everything but her abusers got off free. So she’s not going to be silenced even though she suspects this will all go bad for her because she’s being blackmailed by them.
Sage because is the same shit all over.
She deleted the entire spiel within 30 minutes. So much for being “brave” and “not caring about the consequences.”
She needs watch what she says because these so called abusers of hers can easily turn the tables and go after her legally. Especially Adam.
just when you thought
FemRyan was in the clear he goes back to crazy Heather kek
Let the milk floweth.
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Heather is following Ryan Z. on her alternate Instagram; the one she made last October when he dumped her and she went crazy on him, his friends, and got shunned by the exploring community.
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FemRyan and Heather singing along to “Deepthroat” by CupcakKe.
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He doesn't follow back or like any of her pics. That's actually creepy.
She's probably doing it to subtly show off her new spooky girl image to Ryan, in hopes he will want her back.
Too bad his new girlfriend is cute, spooky and normal, Heather.
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and in conclusion…
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and one last thing…
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but wait, there's more!
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psyche! not done…
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and with her last waking breath…
here yall gohttps://streamable.com/t3mab5https://streamable.com/b24aeb
and the stories from before that, laying the pressure on thick demanding SoyboyRyan's reactions to her many many photographs and boots and stuff. He doesn't seem to know what to say with a lot of them, really trying to be nice and enthusiastic, but she really puts him on the spot and doesn't give him much to work with, just keeps pushing the camera more into his face each time. So condescending too. I honestly got so uncomfortable after a few minutes I couldn't really pay attention anymore, poor kid. He doesn't know what he's getting himself into. He reminds me of my super shy kid cousin, I feel almost bad posting him here but Heather's the one that put him up on blast. trying to turn him into her spooky influencer YT boyfriend personality I guess.
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FemRyan looks so uncomfortable feigning interest and coming up with a reaction to her hoard. She really was pushing every object down his throat and expecting a reaction from him.
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Also cringe at her gushing over her “favorite piece in her collection” in front of him, which she’s said in the past she bought because it reminded her of her “lost love”; aka Ryan Z.
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You sound a lot like Heather. This kind of behaviour is not "an ego boost." An ego boost is someone paying you a complement. What Heather is doing is legitimately unsettling and scary.
I really doubt he's still keeping an eye on her. But if he is it's probably to make sure she isn't about to show up at his work and force him to choose between doing his job and respecting his personal boundaries again.
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Wanna know what a crazy person looks like? Just look below…
Or incredibly hot. Or extremely talented. So either way she's not going to do well.
If you have a smorgesboard of porn to choose from you're not going to go for Heather's "bored housewife who wants to seduce the paperboy" vibe.
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stuck in a parking lot
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but she's got a plan
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made it home. oh, life's travails.
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It’s part of >the evolution of me>not gonna let these motherfuckers win
I have so missed my favourite narc
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Smells like a reason to dump femryan and find new "love interest" to mooch of from
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Yet another shelf organization video.
“So the astshetic I’m goinh for is abandoned 1800s mansion in the woods? I don’t know.”
More like Hoarders. just as with her toy collection she has no clue how to properly display her collection.
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I’d be lying if I said her sudden radio silence didn’t worry me a little, so thanks for the update anon. Anyways
>I broke up with my boyfriend too many times through this>he told me I was the one
I’m sorry. Is Heather actually the smart one in this relationship? This isn’t just thirst for a woman’s touch, this man is so stupid he’s a danger to himself. Or, just tinfoiling because what other explanation is there, he’s been a lurker or poster since the start and not ready to give up being a part of the story… but he’s probably just an imbecile.
Yeah a few weeks in. If he's saying that she's the one already, maybe they are perfect for each other. Hot dang. There really is someone for everyone.
Knowing Heather she'll find some way to sabatoge this as quick as possible though.
She calls herself a creative but has said in the past she prefers tiktok over YouTube because it’s basically less effort and work. You’d think that a creative would care more about creating something good than creating something quick and without any effort because it would make them more popular.
She’s only had like one TikTok go viral anyway so she should get too excited about it.>>1056827
The videos she’s posted of him make him seem like he’s kinda dumb, especially since he willingly told her he loved her on their second date. Maybe heather isn’t that interested in him because he’s as batshit as she is.
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Heather a mom…glad that didn't happen lol
It’s dysphoric, not dysmorphic.
PMDD makes everything feel bad and wrong and like it will never be okay again. It’s like a sudden internal turmoil that can’t be pinpointed.
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kek sure you will
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So much for "see you in a few days"
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Just like every other Ryan before him was “the one.”
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Says she’s into bugs but then freaks out when one tries to fly towards her.
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I think he really is the one. He is playing the guitar on tiktok with an MLP toy in the background. Heather's comment is so cringe.
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Found the FemRyans tick tack…
I guess he is a FTM or??? Going off the profile pic
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it looks like he is chest binding under the shirt
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U/arikinskywalker is also his Reddit and Twitter name. Here he says a month ago that he has a partner of 6 years that's like a roommate now.
Proof it's him in next post
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Pic from his Reddit to prove it's his account
I think it's just one of those filters that change your gender and I doubt he'd have a picture from before he trooned out as his profile picture if he was actually ftm. Maybe he's a crossdresser.
Anyway, he's still going to college so he's probably in his late teens/early twenties. Explains why he's so dumb and willing to deal with Heather's bullshit and why Heather hated being around him and his roommates. She probably couldn't relate to them because she's old af. Or maybe it's because of >>1058792
and she got jealous.
On his tumblr he has a few incel-ish posts, too.
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I think the pfp is just that filter everyone was doing a few months back. Dudes an epic memer.
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Could this be why Heather was so uncomfortable with this "roommate"?
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His name is Arik Sheets. He graduated from WVU in 2018 with a Psychology degree, so he's probably 22-23.https://lists.wvu.edu/graduation?page=12&term=fall&year=2018
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Has to be this fool
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Femryan is somehow simultaneously an inc and an SJW?
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judging by his Tumblr account pics from 2014 I'm not sure if he's actually ftm?
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samefag, here's one from 2010
So it sounds like he is in a mostly asexual relationship with someone he lives with, and after being called out for it being weird on reddit he rejoined the dating market, thus: heather
Adds a whole weird new level to things, but men trying to date while still living with their "ex" is unfortunately common.
It definitely explains why Heather did not enjoy herself at his house.
Psychology degree? Really? Either he earned it by blowing his teachers, or he wants to make Hagther a "project."
Or make his roommate/ex jealous? Super clingy girl to show all the PSA?>>1059162
Agreed. It was always obvious that he was a cis dude. Remember the look of utter disgust Heather got on her face when saying she was bi? Het cis cock is all she'll go for.
Just because he has a psychology degree doesn’t mean he won’t make retard decisions in his personal life. He looks kinda dumb so I think it goes beyond him wanting to make the ex jealous. After being dumber multiple times after dating someone for less than a month, a normal person would realize that their girlfriend is psycho but he chose to stay with her so obviously has a couple of screws lose, too.
I find it interesting that his reddit posts were talking about how sex isn’t important and he doesn’t enjoy sex and heather has said something similar, yet apparently they already had a pregnancy scare.
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samefag but looks like he has a lot in common with Heather.
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Date/fuck night with the bf:
- puts it into the universe that all of the forthcoming tiktok coupel videos will destroy her current relationship because that’s just her luck.
- says that she always put a lot of effort in her past relationships or dates with looking “sexy” and presentable only to get dumped.
Didn’t try as hard with this one because “whatever,” didn’t expect it to last.
- but she says she finally feels comfortable in the relationship to put on make up for him tk show that shes “fucking hot.”
- wonders what’s the point of make up if she’s only going to take it off along with her clothes later.
- says that because her boyfriend is younger (23)and she’s a hag, the competition for him is fierce. Feels she has to compete with younger, more atttactive (and sane) girls so she has to put in that much effort to her looks.
- proceeds to badly put on her face of make up with mostly Jefree Star products. She watches all these beauty gurus on YouTube you’d think she picked up a skill or two from them.
compete for men?
Of course they do anon! Women are all bitter bitches, fighting each other over boys, tooth and nail. God, what I wouldn’t do for a winner like
>skinny boy in Walmart band tees>quoted saying he’s “ugly as sin”>living with his ex>hobbies include games and anime
Like, SWOON. Heather better be grateful I’m not in her area or she’s have even more competition!
Now, to be fair to femryan's dumbass, he was probably like, 16-17 when that "relationship" started. Which would explain his own obliviousness to Heather's crazy ass or he's just an incel looking to fuck a goff gf
, since he probably doesn't have enough experience to know:>chicks don't say I love you after the 2nd date>chicks also don't bitch about your relationship publicly on social media>breaking up after a week of lovebombing isn't normal>your partner waiting to see if you last A MONTH is not in the least normal
I patiently await the femryan cheats on heather arc and the subsequent ree'ing she'll do afterwards.
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I admire your optimism anon. My tinfoil is that FemRyan's ex is just as bad as Heather, and that's why he's not noticed all the red flags.
Even if the relationship started at 16-17, they continued to date for SIX YEARS - assuming they were both the same age, they both should have matured an insane amount. The fact that he's fine with this middle-schooler romance is weird to me - all of the things you listed would be normal for a tween to do in their first "relationship", a little kooky for a 16-17 year old, and fucking insane for a 23 year old. >>1059281>It was always obvious that he was a cis dude. Remember the look of utter disgust Heather got on her face when saying she was bi? Het cis cock is all she'll go for
lol I dunno if Heather's outright homophobic or just misogynistic, but I wonder how she'd feel knowing her bf is cool with admitting he'll ho himself out for stuff, pic related.
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sage spamming some of the new Ryan's autism from reddit because holy shit they are NOT compatible - I left out all the anime/naruto sperging but oh my god this guy is a horny memelord who is obsessed with pop-culture, wants to date a "more experienced woman" because they're a better lay, and I'm like 90% sure the reason why he doesnt care about having sex regularly is because he didn't like "putting in the effort" with his ex. Nobody posts this much about sex on reddit if they don't care about it.
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I was gonna keep snooping but once I read that he shaves his balls every goddamn day I noped out. The guy a stoner who is obsessed with South Park and PS4 games, I have no fucking idea what Heather's seeing in him. He sounds like the antithesis of the spoopy boy she wanted.
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ok I went to check his tumblr and he clearly has a "type" and it's not Heather. Slim, dark haired, heavily tattood goth girls. Pic related, its a small selection of his tumblr reblogs - half of these are from porn tumblrs with names like "fappqueens".
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Cringe and you living your high school dream at 30 years old.
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FemRyan looking like a bootleg version of the Tokyo hotel singer lol
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Cringe fest videos and ILYs thrown around
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This looks like an awkward family photo of a mother and son.
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Samefag, if you search his username on Google, lolcow shows up.
>>1059815>>1059818>>1059822>>1059835>All guys wanna do is smoke weed and watch the office!>Guys are only looking to fuck!
It's basically confirmed they're both rebounds/easy lays, so how long we betting heather finds a REAL
spooky bf to dump femryan for? Or alternatively, how much we betting femryan still has his tindr and is still looking for a real goth gf to dump heather's hot topic looking ass.
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The moment realization sets in that the jacket doesn’t quite fit and buttoning after a long exhale may be the only option. Awkwardly tries to fake it out, gives up, goes in for the kiss.
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More like…..fuck how the fuck am I gonna take this tight shit off.
This is the moment his few neurons were trying to compile a decision on what to do next. And it was go in for a hug or whatever to make heather cut the camera off.
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Trouble in paradise again?
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Son loves his mom.
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When mom does your makeup and forces you to do a fashion show
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Uh, how does she know why his car ended up with eggs on it? It's near Halloween and that's a pretty common (though unfortunate) occurrence around this time of year.
She's probably making something about her that's definitely not about her.
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So is she single now or what? I'm fucking confused with this woman. Lol
Ah yes the stigma against antique collecting…sure leaves everyone with an interest in it totally isolated.
I can't think of a group of people more stigmatised and rejected by society (and romantic partners) than fucking antique collectors.
Seems like FemRyan feels a bit insecure about his masculinity.
Wonder if he'll still stick his dick in crazy after he's read the boards and realizes he's a lesser entry in the long list of Ryans.
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Feller here is broke as a joke.probably why heather buys him shit that don't even fit him. My guy was broke back at 16 when u sucked a older guys gave for a pack of cigarettes lol. Gotta feel sorry for Brian and Carrie.
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Wow…how sad and pathetic lol
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Blah blah blah
Did you have a stroke while typing this anon?>>1061423
FemRyan is confirmed an incel. He'll put up with her nonsense so long as she keeps putting out.
love to read 19th century Englishmen writing EXTREMEly verbose shit about Hinduism
just super EXTREME Heather stuff
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Saged because this isn’t new milk, but it’s hilarious to me that Heather’s ‘true self’ where she’s ‘going back to her roots’ isn’t even as goth as ‘old heather’.
a shirt with her zodiac sign on it? jeans with rhinestones? wow we got a real alt girl on our hands. a true misunderstood star child.
And why is she obsessing over her "true self" as the self she was in high school? That to me is so confusing. Who wants to be the person they were in high school?
I get that maybe she had more fun, and maybe had actual friends at that point in her life … maybe? But how can you see your HS self as "who you really are?" Literally nobody has a solidified identity in their teens; your brain hasn't even fully developed.
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Looks like she still won't let go.
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The ghost that haunts her room is her only friend and she doesn’t want to scare it away too.
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Uhhh not even close to any FF character… And her response to the dude is just weird.
So why are you here?>>1063063
I can’t find a way to interpret this that isn’t weird and awkward. Girl what.
Yup. She’s accused Adam of being one and insinuated that there was a reason why he wasn’t allowed to be around her younger sister.
Birds of a feather, I guess.
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Heather getsbinto more debt:
- contemplating on buying a pair of sweatpants with the ouija hoard design in either green font or pink. Wants to get the green because that way she can share with the bf; but she also wants to get thebpibk.
- admits that sweat pants make her look fatter.
- is going back to eating vegan only. Says she gained 15 pounds in one month and all she does is depression eating .
- says she wants to work out to get muscles. Says she sees herself having an armful of muscles. Maybe this will be the next group she tries to infiltrate only to burn the bridge within a year.
- goes on a short spiel about YouTube and that expose video she will do about how and why she got cancelled and everyone hates her. Says she has people she will have to face so she's weighing her options.
- the best revenge is that her life is hers now so maybe the video isn’t necessaey.
- purchases a bunch of killstar crap and yet another pair of black boots that will just sit on her shelf for display only.
- says she’s been wanting to dress up more masculine recently because it makes her feel powerful, so she purchased some long sleeve shirts from killstar. Probably wants to share them with the twink she’s dating.
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She must have already deleted those videos. Here is one of her boyfriend. He is either mentally slow or high as fuck.
It’s not wrong to want cows to do better. I’ve had my moments where Heather seems to have small breakthroughs and I feel genuinely happy for her and want her to succeed.
Hating cows is pointless, rooting for them but enjoying the ride anyways is fun. You should try it!
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He seriously looks like Chris Lilley from Summer Heights High, Angry Boys, Lunatics, etc.
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Spends money on a tour to not pay attention and take dumbass pictures.
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Here's where the comment is from
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Why does he look scared/resentful/like mom forced him to go ghost-hunting again and he's texting his friends about it
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Killstar order is in!
She got a heap of unoriginal spoopy shit, plus a hideous shirt that double up as his’n’her wear too. Lucky boy. Kek.
Pic related the “grave boy button” shirt that wouldn’t look out of place on Guy Fieri at a Smash Mouth concert.
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The hurried attempted unboxing is worth a watch, just to see and hear her witch claws scrabbling through the packages to get to yet another pair of boots that will sit alongside all her other boots that she never wears.
Also, anyone else catching this heading-towards-2008 hair style to match FemRyan?
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Mind boggling that she spent at least $600 on Killstar crap.
She bitches about so many of her purchases. She bought two of these tattered knit sweaters with oversized sleeves ($50.99 each) and then complains about those very features kek says she’s going to keep them for “photoshoots” and to dress up her “dream boyfriend.”
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“I know what I’m wearing for date night.”
Horizontal stripes accentuate just how wide she’s become.
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Heather is roleplaying as her bf on tiktok and I am living for it. Video attached
Those sweaters are going to last all of two months if she wears them a few times so at least she won't have to suffer long.
I'm guessing Heather's mom doesn't make her pay rent or any kind of living expense. She's only part time at best but she spends like a couchbound QVC senior.
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This is just cringe.
Atleast she knows she has low self esteem.
Video is the guys just saying "hey there's a pretty girl"
Honestly whenever I start to get bored of Heather's antics she finds a new level of crazy to draw me in with.https://streamable.com/gk6oaf>>she gives herself a motivational speech that makes the paint peel off the walls with its levels of toxicity>>pretends fuckboys are hitting on her (she misses the confidence rush the tinder messages gave her, most likely)
I'm looking forward to this tiktok stage, what a plentiful harvest of milk this cow guarantees
jesus if she walked by a construction site she would probably die from happiness
“those guys think my tits are hot! uwu!”
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Heather's stare is straight out of a horror movie kek
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9 photos coming! Heather posted these cringe photos and deleted them 10 minutes later kek
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I knew heather was reminding me of a different cow but I couldn't put my finger on it. These throwback pics are so similar to what herbsandalters constantly reposts
Both make a big deal about having a couple of hobbies that they think are so alternative. Both mentally live in the past, not really hitting various life stages at the same rate as most women their age. At least herbs has the aspie diagnosis to lean on to explain it but yeah, finally figured out who she was reminding me of!
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Not that Anon. And she looks pretty bad. But it's the same kind of bad that legions of teenagers pull off. Teenyboppers are messy.
Her current look however is something else.
>>1069589>how girls should walk
FemRyan troons out when? But, in al seriousness, I can't wait for heather to claim FemRyan was a controlling asshole that never tried to ~understand her~.>>1069976
God, this is shit an 18 year-old fresh out of highschool would do, not a 30 year-old woman and her male equivalent of a child bride.
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Heathers mental breakdown/ rant:
- it’s the one year anniversary of Heather “eating her life back” ie, getting her license.
- spends over an hour ranting and raving about how she doesn’t have to validate her lifestyle, interests, etc to the haters. She doesn’t need anyone’s approval.
- rehashes the whole Adam is an abuser script, arguing that he kept her away from working, driving, and would gaslight her.
- claims Adam charmed everyone sprung her including the fans into turning on Heather and making her out to be crazy once she started changing.
- “fuck you all for wanting me to stay in an abusive relationship.”
- “I fucking HATE that collection: I’m spending $200 dollars to store it and can never share it again because I’ll get death threats.”
- “it’s not fair that Adam gets to live out the rest of his life without any blame but the minute I show off one fucking pony I have all of you jumping for my throat.”
- “I didn’t realize that living my life for me, dressing how I was wanted, doing what I love meant that I was a villain.”
- “all the heartbreak has taught me that I don’t need anyone in my life….”
- “…but I do want somebody to share my life and interests with….”
- “I don’t let any of the hate get to me anymore ….but it still does a little’” hence
- insinuates that she wants to post her MLP on YouTube again (for money) but can’t because she can’t take the constant hate and death threats. Says the haters have ruined YouTube for her and she doesn’t feel compelled to post again.
- “well got my mental breakdown out of my system. I regret nothing and meant everything I said. but I’ll be deleting it now.”
“I fucking HATE that collection: I’m spending $200 dollars to store it and can never share it again because I’ll get death threats.”
fucking sell it then
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bless u anon
shes my favorite cow because you can see how hard she tries to hold the rage and crazy in before its unleashed in her crazy rants
her true self
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I have empathy….for the women’s shelter she supposedly was going to donate the equivalent of her GFM she manipulated some impressionable followers into giving her. They could have really put that money into some good use.
Where’s that money Heather? We’ve seen you shamelessly show off how you spend upwards of $800 on Killstar and other material things; and yet never once seen any proof that you donated anything.
I’ve never seen a comment threatening here or on any of her social media accounts. She loves to exaggerate anything. To her, people criticizing her is people sending her death threats. It’s the same with the Adam situation. People questioned why the sudden change in appearance and interests, and she turned it into people supporting Adam abusing her. She rationalizes criticism as hate just so that she can dismiss it without admitting to having any flaws and so that she won’t have to put any effort into changing herself.
Most people here (I’m assuming this is what she means by haters) were pretty sympathetic and realized that Adam was toxic
. No one wanted her to stay in an abusive
marriage and no one told her to that she wasn’t allowed to change her style. People simply wondered why she suddenly changed and started insulting the toy community. Then she started posting unhinged rants and that’s why people called her a psycho and made fun of her.
Saged and apologizing in advanced for my rambling, I’ve worked all night long and I’m sleep deprived—
I do not believe heather has ever been the victim
in an abusive
relationship. She seems to be emotionally manipulative and abusive
towards every person she gets involved with. Whether it be romantically or platonically.
Just to name a few examples:
Flashing way back to her old video of something about ikea(?) where she repeatedly waves the camera in adams face and says shit like ‘I was right you were wrong. Admit it. Tell me I’m right’ while he stood there looking extremely uncomfortable, and like a deer caught in headlights. Then she tries to dismiss it by saying ‘that’s just how we are’ despite him not looking like he agrees at all.
The photographer friend-guy who apparently didn’t react ‘the right way’ when they came out of some tunnel and she was once again shoving the camera in his face, sounding bitchy and rude because he ‘ruined her video’ by not reacting how she wanted him to.
How she called femryan stupid over and over when he got the age wrong on the gravestone.
How he repeatedly tells her to stop filming him and sounds very serious about it, but she ignores that request because she needs to use him as a prop.
She has zero respect for other people’s boundaries and she doesn’t know what consent is or how to take no for an answer. She will do anything to get what she wants, even if that means throwing someone under the bus for pity points.
Note also how she never accepts that she’s the problem or the reason her relationships end. It’s always the other party being ‘toxic
’ ‘a fuck boy’ or every other excuse she’s used.
But all of her exes seem to be in pretty healthy relationships while she’s still over here moaning and whining about being alone.
Im not saying any of her exes are wonderful people, since I don’t know them, but she’s definitely not innocent here. She’s got plenty of narc/abuser personality traits.
I agree that she wasn’t ever in an abusive
relationship, I just think that Adam displayed some toxic
traits and he played some role in the downfall of their relationship. Regardless of whether he was abusive
or not, I wasn’t trying to say that she isn’t abusive
herself. I agree that she isn’t some innocent victim
and is definitely toxic
to some degree (stalking Ryan z, blasting all her exes on social media, breaking up with current Ryan multiple times witching like a week of dating, etc). You can even see it in her friendships.
I wasn’t disagreeing with you anon, was just adding to your points.
I 100% agree the stalking her exes is extremely weird and definitely toxic
as all hell.
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The self proclaimed Halloween Queen didn't think ahead and book something to do on Halloween. She is now asking what she should do as all the overnight ghost tours are completely booked.
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Okay but hang on, the real good shit is her doing a 20 second intro, singing to cookies, to do a pun that is the worst fucking pun in the history of puns.
What’s happened to FemRyan?
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Looks like this time is for good. It was a nice run for FemRyan
Every time he says no to meeting up nearly every day, she breaks up with him. You need to have no life other than Heather.
The recent posts about being lonely on Halloween make it clear he declined meeting up on that day, probably having a party to go to or something.
Samefag but: >wants someone mature>wants to hangout in graveyards all day
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In his room 2 hours ago
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Looks like she’s staying the night
Because it’s all shallow. She wants to look like a dark, adventurous lost soul, but she has no genuine interest in this stuff beyond the aesthetic. The quotes are usually related to her life with barely any connection to the photo. Photography and urbex are just roundabout ways for her to talk about her actual favorite subject: herself.
Everything Heather posts is first and foremost about Heather, her ‘art’ doesn’t have much appeal unless you’re deeply invested in her life.
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incoming insta story dump
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Dumped would infer that she was in a relationship. Her and RyanZ weren’t even together. She wanted a relationship and he said he didn’t; at least not with her because he still had feelings for his ex.
Heather went ballistic last year over something that never existed between them. It was all in her head.
maybe figure out if you have stuff in common before saying ‘I love you’ on the first date and jumping into a relationship, dumbass.
The fact that someone married this stunted woman-child once is a source of wonder.
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- Well guys I’m single again!
- took me months and months and months to get a bf and it only lasted one month.
- There were “red flags” everywhere around this relationship, but more on that during the live stream tonight.
- FemRyan is “probably getting drunk at a party and fucking some girl.”
- broke up last night at his place and she stayed the night anyway.
- “the lesson is never to date anyone hat young again. He’s got different priorities than me, and I need someone that is as mature as me.”
- says she felt bad about dragging him everywhere knowing he wasn’t interested at all.
- says the only thing they had in common was the sex. And she’s not a piece of ass.
- wonders if she should go back on the dating apps again. She’s probably already downloaded them.
- this is the second most depressing Halloween of her life. Forever alone.
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Builds a house.
Lights it on fire.
Doesn’t understand why they keep burning down and has to build a new one.
Oh fuck I'd LOVE to hear from femryan.
I'll put on some killstar and petition the full moon tonight for this to happen. So mote it be!
Haha anon. Worth a try. The moon is probably tired of having to hear about heather's bs too.
FemRyan already knows about lolcow. Bring on the milk.
But in the meantime, the cycle restarts. Next will be Strong Independent Heather Who Is Just Too Unique. Then Sad Lonely Heather,and then she'll be back on the prowl.
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So I had money on this being her Halloween evening activity. Didn’t want to jinx it by claiming it earlier, in case she dipped in here.
Jfc this bitch.
Desperately trying to make herself cry in the car. Her attention seeking level is stratospheric.
Can’t believe she is already trying to pin some kind of coercive/possessive emotional abuse on FemRyan.
Move along now Karen.
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She says she's fine with the breakup but the crazy eyes say otherwise.
She really puts guys on a daily obstacle course and gets surprised when they don't come crawling back on her 250th shitfit over nothing.
I sometimes wish she’d tap into what we’re saying more, it might actually do her a favour. On second thoughts she’s a favourite cow of mine and I don’t want her to stop being cringe.
Love that she’s finally picked up on the word “taphophile” and is using it non stop. It took her, what, a year or more to realise her not-so-unique hobby actually has a name.
1) We knew FemRyan was doomed from the get-go because a)child b)total chode c)Heather.
She’s now back to the same old forever alone/I’m fine alone/wish I had someone to share my hobbies with snooze fest. Hoping she finds another willing victim
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So she dumped him to hang out with this guy. This guy has been taking pictures of cemeteries longer than her but is somehow worse.
Heather reminds me of those old ladies that sell junk at the flea market/ swap meet.
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“After all the shit I’ve dealt with”
Wonder if she’s lurking.
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classic Heather explains
"I don't need validation or to explain myself to anyone"
>continues to ramble
She’s willingly having sex with these people and then tries to act like sex isn’t a normal part of most adult relationships. She has to make herself the victim
in all of her relationships instead of just dealing with the fact that some of her relationships don’t work and it’s no ones fault or her because she’s a raging psycho.
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Sorry forgot cap. Pic related to last post.
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She gives up, guys.
JFC it's been less than 48 hours.
Surely THIS time she'll just focuss on herself and decide she needs to deal with her mental problems before flinging herself at a new relationship.
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Sage for non-milk but if this doesn’t apply to Heather I don’t know what does.
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'time to get this trauma in check' she says casually as if it's a one step thing. Several years of intense therapy? No?
She's only doing the same shit she has been doing. Every time she loses a new bf she has to either replace them quick or make a new friend to fill that void. God forbid she keep friendships and not just fall back on them after each relationship failure
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Is it a new Ryan or is it the Ryan she reconnected with here >>1073702
? My bets are on Damien
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Rant wasn’t really so much of a rant, which makes a change. Could this reconnection with whoever it is actually be a good thing for her? Not to WK but this is the first time she has come across as genuinely happy and at ease with herself.
It’s not. She states she yet to meet this Ryan in person.
Calling him NetRyan for now.
Haha I absolutely remember ClayRyan just got the names confused. He was indeed FrankenRyan, plus bonus guns and hideous neck tat.
Bring on the Chase.
I totally remember Chase now…and I remember why she fell out with him. She was manically love bombing him. They had some kind of loose arrangement to maybe meet up on their days off, but he ended up doing his own thing. Presumably there was an argument along the way that revealed how totally batshit she is when he said “actually I’m not gonna make it after all”.
Then they did a bit of blocking and unblocking. Then he ghosted her.
Now they are following each other again.
Reminded for anyone who needed it (perhaps only me).
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Wants everyone to know that the highlight of her life is that she’s 30 years old, works 9-5 every single damn day, finally has a day off, and gets really wild drinking lots of coffee.
note: Preceded by videos where she sounds like she’s already had tons of coffee and can’t work her mouth fast enough for her brain.
She made it seem like he just stood her up and told her to meet up but then never showed up. However, in her latest rant she acknowledges it was mostly her fault. Goes to show that she’s always twisting facts to make herself the victim
and everyone else the villain.>>1077008
She brags about doing things like having a job and owning a car like they’re these huge achievements when post people are doing these things when they’re in high school.
If it doesn't work out her ex automatically becomes a toxic
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IKR. I thought that was pretty low. >>1075885
For those of you calling it with ChaseRyan, you’re right…Pic related
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Heather is so mentally ill and sheltered she doesn't understand that normal people do overlap such things - quite happily
Thinks that she’s issuing a profound communique yet manages to offend people with bipolar disorder by boiling the illness down to simply not being able to choose between one colour and other, and also just rounding it up to plain old ‘crazy’ in one fell swoop.
If I could sum her up in two words, it would be clumsy oaf.
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Her dog sniffed out this raccoon skull which she is going to turn into an ‘art piece’.
>it breaks my heart (that it’s been shot)>they are such misunderstood creatures
She’s basically talking to the skull like she’s a maternal figure talking to herself. Creepy as fuck, I get the chills thinking about her weird collections, not because of what they are, but because of how she collects. Strong Kathy Bates vibes.
This is what always confused me. When she first started "changing" all she did was put on a black shirt and skinny jeans and she was acting like it was the biggest deal.
Even people who like fairy kei wear black sometimes it's really not that deep. She's always acting li