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Heather Steele is a former retro toy collecting and Fairy Kei fashion Youtuber who, at the end of 2018, decided to have a major meltdown and turned all her social media into a public diary. She began cheating on her allegedly abusive
husband, and re-wrote herself as some sort of pop Victorian goth and witchy explorer. She got incredibly defensive of her sudden change. In her defensiveness– which she vaguely admitted was to win the affections of a man– she threw a lot of her supporters under the bus, has been unreasonably cocky and aggressive with a lot of people including former friends, and distorted the criticisms (which were towards her overall behavior) into a narrative claiming everyone is just attacking her for her fashion and hobby choices.
She has a history of incredibly self-focused and self-destructive behavior. Over the past year, she has wildly flipped between “I’m a strong woman and I don’t need to validate myself” to having public meltdowns on social media, only to delete them within an hour. Despite this, she denies she’s mentally ill and attacks the mere notion she needs help, once again using the “people hate me because I’m goth now” narrative.
Heather has alienated herself from all her old friends, but continues to act like everyone was just a bad person and she’s a victim
who fled from a terrible life. She used and manipulated several people in her life, and spent her 20s being a homebody mooch, then went on to claim she was “living in a hellhole with an abusive
husband” in order to garner pity for a Gofundme and claim she was going to be homeless. She is now living back at home with her parents and has a job and a car, but continues all her usual crazy and continues putting all her energy towards seeking approval from “boys” and her followers.
She has tried to start up her Youtube channel again, but doesn’t seem to have any consistent plans despite claiming otherwise. Keeps coming and leaving YouTube ad nauseam.
Other characters (because the “Ryans” can get confusing)>Adam: Heather’s ex husband. Not a stellar person himself, cheated and lied too, but Heather seems to exaggerate the “abuse”. Funded her and bought her gifts. Dating since 2012, engaged 2016, divorced 2019. >Adam’s new gf: “Hates Heather”, according to Heather. Heather used the new girlfriend’s visit to springboard into a breakdown about how she was in danger and going to be homeless.>Ryan 1: Motivational Youtuber. Heather latched onto him and he apparently tried to help the dysfunctional couple by suggesting Heather seek therapy. Eventually they both threw him to the dogs.>Ryan 2: Ryan Z. Urbex’er whom Heather latched onto and physically stalked several times by using other people for rides. Met up again Oct 2019, Heather posted some cutesy things, and in less than a day those posts were removed and she put him on blast.>Ryan 3: Short-lived gamer boy met through Tinder.>Damian: On-off Urbex boyfriend. Eventually put him on blast after their 500th breakup.>Ryan 4: Craig. Graveyard photographer Heather briefly dated, but they appear to still be friends.>Ryan 5: Clay. Ex-boyfriend who broke up with her because she was negative. Tried to lure him back by being negative on her instagram stories. >Ryan 6: Chase. Dated for like 2 weeks LDR and were supposed to meet IRL but he changed his mind after he realised she’s batshit. >Ryan 7: Femryan. Stated dating the second time they met irl. After multiple breakups, Heather decided to end things for good because he wanted to go to a party on halloween instead of going to the cemetery like all of their other dates.>Juliet/Dera: Former friend who put Heather on a pedestal. Heather took advantage of this and used Heather to stalk Ryan 2 Jan 2019. Car ended up in a ditch and they’re not longer friends. Juliet has come out to explain what happened and reflect on it.>Sisters: Younger and older. Moved out to Cali where she met Adam at the start of the last decade under claims her elder sister was trying to kill her.>Parents: Claimed her parents wouldn’t take her in because they voted Trump. Finally admitted to living with her mom. Says her family didn’t accept her dark aesthetic so she adopted the pastel aesthetic to be accepted by them.
Last thread: >Filled with the usual “I am meant to be alone”, “my lifestyle is so extreme”, “everybody hates me for no reason” and so on>Met Femryan on a dating app. They talked for two weeks before finally meeting and Heather declaring she loves him. They inevitably broke up because she cannot handle people having different interests.>Reconnected with Chase. Everything was going well until Heather found out he had a female friend who he was nice too. Decided to blast him out, even though she admitted that she wasn’t sure about her accusations. >Chase and Nina (the friend) retaliate so Heather decides to post texts between her and Chase, which prove nothing>Making yet another comeback to YouTube/Tiktok>Onlyfans looming in the near future
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Absolutely nothing surprising about the fact that her favourite photographic subject is Heather Steele.
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she looks like a sausage in natural casing.
Every. Single. Time.
In fact, clever anon suggested we update the Hagther Cycle for the new OP/Image. Totally forgot. Next time!
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We may be in for a treat. She woke up after pm, is on her second cup of coffee and has warned us to get ready.
>might do Kill Star haul
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Context for related pic: Hagther obsessively lurking North Witch and ChaseRyan as they’re on a road trip and photo shoot.
She must be beyond furious, with the little understanding that she has, that everyone except her manages to find someone to love - be it friend or whatever. I can picture the flames of jealousy licking around her Killstar adorned fridge-bod as I type.
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What in gods name has happened here?
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I don't know why she thinks that mouth open with her bottom teeth showing post is sexy
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matte metallic lipstick on the worlds crustiest lips 👄
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She’s awake and in Farm Girl mode. Stomping around the yard, off to collect eggs, even the hens flinch from her.
I love Stomping Heather. The one that tries to pet stuff but accidentally crushes things to death.
>>1088446>I'd rather die delusional than being a mature cynic"
I love how black and white things are for her kek it makes no sense. In Heather's world, you can either be a delusional 'extremist' or a narrowminded cynic and that's it.
Heather we aren't saying you should go from optimistic delusional to pessimistic delusional. You can live in the real world and accept adult responsibilities and realities, but also have hope and optimism.
It's jarring how the older she gets, the further she emotionally and mentally regresses.
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The cycle has started.Not even a month from FemRyan and her thing with ChaseRyan again and now this rando guy to mooch off his YT lol
Get ready guys!
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Holy FUCK she is one scary and confused little person. She must keep a notebook on each new guy so she can slowly wear their skin, because this takes effort.
Good catch, anon. I noticed she was doing this with Type O and ChaseRyan. Despite her liking the band when she was growing up, her timing was uncanny with using their songs in recent stories, the same time ChaseRyan was.
So, what are we calling this one?
I notice he has nice tattoo free hands…anyone catch Hagther banging on about wanting a man with tattooed hands the other day? How long before he is covered. Kek.
His youtube channel seems to mostly be him and his friends wandering about in empty buildings and being absolutely freaked out by random noises that may SOUND like the wind or a raccoon or their friends walking around, but are totally ghosts. Angry ghosts specifically.
Which begs the question: if the ghosts-that-are-not-wind are angry, and this is terrifying to you, why do you keep going into these places?
But yeah, I suggest scaredyryan. At least till we get a good enough look at this winner to come up with something more specific.
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Yeah, you’re right anon. Just lurked his IG and he seems like a nice guy. I can’t imagine any properly nice person putting up with Hagther for very long without running a mile. Unless he has some WK complex.
So, it’s been 2 days since they first connected. Anyone want to bet on how long this is gonna run?
My name vote is for CharmRyan.
2nding charmryan and ghostryan, either work for me.>>1089525
It's insane how fast the Heather-cycle has become, I'm almost impressed. Wonder what the max spin cycle will be on the Heather laundry machine.
Heather's enthusiasm for driving out to meet random guys she only started talking to a few hours ago is going to be her literal demise. Her mom must have checked out of caring about her a long time ago. Everyone knows you meet someone for the first
time in a public location.
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"healthy pace" mhm sure…right. watch her say ILY in less than a week. Kek
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Yeah. I just caught him in her latest stories and he has that same kind of broken marionette weaklord body that FemRyan has.
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His Twitch says he is 25
So he has other interests other than urbex and photography? yeah, that’s not going to fly for Hagther.
So much for not pursuing younger guys because “they’re not mature enough for me and are just fuckboys.”
Maybe she'll create a twitch and stream her terrible gameplay again if she stays with this one kek
On her old youtube the DOOM gameplay was so terrible I had to stop watching, she died 10 times within a few minutes…
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Finally we get an update and it’s just the same old. But my tinfoil is she’s laying the groundwork for CharmRyan, so it’s basically all an Intro to Heather for him.
Here’s a look he should get used to: crazy eye.
Incidentally she’s just spilt a cup of coffee over her kitchen table and instead of cleaning it up is making a hysterical video about it. Thinks it’s the funniest thing the the world ever. And also manages to say she’s spilt it into her bra. Okay Hagther.
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Plenty more where that came from anon, including this alluring shower cap view.
Anons who have her on FB, she said a debate about her starting OF got heated real quick in the comments. Does anyone have caps of that?
She’s thinking of starting Patreon instead of OF.
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Guess CharmRyan was a fluke.
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FFS. Heather. If you are reading this, really, and I mean really, it is time to pull yourself together. Fuck.
>has been crying for half an hour in bath tub>it’s been a really hard day. She aches. No hot water at home. >but not just that, no! I have had all this alone time today. Just me with my lonely self. >I need some interaction, if you are my friend, call me>but I’m a really nice person
Seriously. She has too much fucking interaction. If it’s not with strangers online or just shouting into the void in stories, it’s hooking up with potential spoops or getting into drama with other narcs.
How - just how - has she no off switch? She says she’s aware of what she does and why it turns people off. Then continues to do it.
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Here we go with the make up and lingerie cycle. I mean, already?
girl needs to get off tinder and get on betterhelp or talkspace
the ryan madness cycles getting practically instantaneous
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Her "easy makeup" made her look so much like Kelly it's ridiculous
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Haha yes anon. I’ve been thinking this for a while now. A fine combo of Kelly and Leslie Hall. Especially Leslie when she was going on and on about her “cute new sweaters”.
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If she delivers, we have an epic tell all YT video to watch today. It’s her comeback special, and she promises it’s going to be emotional.
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Samefag, wanted to share this cap too. Further proof she reads this thread - her stories echo what we say in here. She’s dusted herself off and promises to come back better than ever. Kek.
Nah, it’ll be her distorted version of the truth where she’s the sole victim
and everyone hates her. Yawn.
I’d rather see a tell all/exposed video starring all of the Ryans telling their side of the story.
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Debating on whether or not to post her “super emotional video” aka rant on YouTube or not.
Admits that she needs to stop letting things get to her and go full unhinged ranting on her stories because that’s not attractive and it’s the reason why she’s still single.
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If there is anyone who needs to be bombarded with these reminders it’s Heather because of how reckless and stupid she is about meeting random strangers and potentially exposing herself and her family to covid.
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It’s early morning uk, so please, for the love of god, make sure one of you caps the upcoming horror of her latest and very imminent >sexy photo shoot
Picrel she has the same taste in eyelashes as Shatna. Amazing.
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Fishing for new spoopy bois to meet in deserted areas.
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She's on a rant right now that she claims she's going to delete but basically she drove over two hours to meet GhostRyan, they hung out in their tunnel and he kissed her, and then ghosted her. He also restricted her on instagram so she couldn't comment on his posts or message him anymore, so she blocked him. The rest of the rant is being #ForeverAlone because she refuses to "put up with someone who doesn't have passion" and is holding out for a boy who either likes ghost hunting, urban exploring or antique collecting. She also claims that all the nice guys in ghost hunting are "too old for her", whatever that means. They're probably 25.
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Well I’m sure that spilling coffee hysteria video didn’t help. I’m also sure she put that out there to show off to him, and be like “oh look at me I’m so sexy and cool with ghosts and lingerie but I’m also a really cute dork ahahaha” mania etc.
>as you know, I’m spending Thanksgiving alone
Okay Kelly, you’ve only mentioned it 25 mill times. Also, pandemic?
Wondering if she’s ever heard the phrase opposites attract, and maybe that’s where she’s going wrong. Hell, my bf sure as shit ain’t interested in every hobby I have, and likewise. It’s insane to think the best thing for you would be an ‘on paper’ spoop power couple. Dis bitch. Honestly.
>doesn’t like her editing software, editing is just agonising
That’s called being work shy you fuckwit. Get on with what you have. She really is the person who buys all the gear and has no idea.
I have so many feelings on this video. Aside from it being the usual rant she's posted over and over again. She complains that people only liked her for her collection, but a creator's personality is a big part of it. I followed her because I liked her videos, I thought she was cute, quirky, positive and a good representation of the toy community. If she had a shitty personality, people wouldn't have enjoyed her videos, regardless of how much we liked her collection. It might be annoying for her when people express their sadness/frustration with her leaving the hobby, but they're allowed to be sad about it. We know she deletes/moderates comments, but most of the comments I saw about her moving away from toy content were sad but understanding, none were really hateful. It wasn't until SHE insulted the toy community that people turned against her. She brought it on herself. Of course it's going to look disingenuous for her to talk about toys after she's repeadtly insulted the community. Just move on, make your new content and stop dredging up the past, it never works out for you.
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There is so much to take issue with here.
Not to undermine her feelings or say in any way that gaslighting and coercive tactics aren’t abuse, just, Heather…get real. Yes Adam acted like a pig and was definitely trying to manipulate the situation, but, you’re out of it and past it so please stfu because Sally Challen you ain’t. It’s over. It’s done with. Sure you feel bad but dare I suggest some of that bad feeling is actually your own shit behaviour and guilt dressed up as what’s been done to you. You acted badly, you hurt people, they hurt you, move on.
>I’m all these things and want to paint with a full palette
Girl, if you have multiple interests they are not all going to fit in the same box. That’s why people use different accounts for different things. If you’re gonna totally change your style and people don’t like it, well, maybe it isn’t such a bad idea to end the one channel and start another.
>all this hate on the daily, even now
Really? Cause I don’t see it. Like the other anon said, it’s just us. And people like your Ryan’s and their friends who think you are batshit. And that’s because of the way you treat others.
Lastly, the fact that we know you obviously chose heavy eye make-up that would streak well when you inevitably start booing…well, that’s just one of the reasons people might think you are a little…insincere.
She fails to realize that she’s the problem. The toy community isn’t obliged to continue to support her if she doesn’t upload content they and after she insulted their hobby by calling in immature. That doesn’t mean they hate her. The same thing would happene with the urges community. If your channel is based around a specific theme, then people will likely watch you because of that and will stop watching you once you post different content. It has nothing to do with whether they like your personality or not.
She’s been through so many communities and she always ends up making everyone dislike her, yet she can’t acknowledge that it’s because she treats these communities like shit. She’s rather keep jumping from one hobby to another and pretending she’s the victim
when people get tired of her antics.
Heather: complains about being alone all the time
Also Heather: enjoying my time alone FINALLY https://streamable.com/7rn39q
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Why are her under eyes so yellow?
She looks sick and mentally unwell sitting on camera crying about My Little Pony.
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No she didn’t just turn her hair purple by leaving toner in for too long. Oh, wait, yes she did. Kek.
We can't be sure but imagine being the person talked about in this >>1089449
and getting wind of it… That's just what we know about. There were probably a dozen red flags waving.
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I feel like he actually looked her up and realized that she was already planning their wedding day
I saw this but unfortunately it was received for the most part negatively by viewers, Heathers crazy supporters (so much for the haters) slated the girl claiming she was talking s*
and it was just a case of envy but we all know that for the most part she was indeed telling it exactly as it is as Heather is truly unhinged and quite frankly a nasty bitch especially towards women who've reached out to her offering friendship. You only have to look at her bizarre facial expressions to see that she's one screwy individual it's just that some people with a similar mentality don't (or refuse) see it.
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You’re fucking right anon! But hey, she’s not going to do it now because >wah my shelf is all dusty and I have farm animals to feed
But haven’t we already seen 5 other versions of the Filming My Antique Shelf video?
She just got done filming the first of her videos and realised magnetic eyelash was hanging off.
Kek Hagther will always be my favourite cow
Heads up, she’s going live in a little while.
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Precisely. Notice the pinned comment too…
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Queen Narc has picked herself up off the floor again.
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Okay crazy eyes.
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She must do. And she’s back on one now, telling the world how they need to be on dating apps for her to be interested. It’s fucking hilarious. It’s a Heather Explains special.
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Choice cuts so far on Heather Explains/Heather Rants
>FemRyan hated going ‘antiqueing’ with her and would wait out in the car
>she only showed us the ‘good stuff’ from their relationship
>refers to him as ‘that kid I dated’
>I am a very open minded person
>thought she could date an atheist but can’t because any time she “explained a phenomenon” to him he would say “well we have a term fir that in psychology” and said the spiritual realm is “bullshit”
>insists on putting on Adam Sandler style idiot accent when mocking anyone, obviously finds herself hilarious
Now munching on a bag of chips
>these polyamorous people need to leave me alone
>not gonna be a little fuck toy for you and your gf
>I have absolutely ruined my life because of these Instagram stories
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Jesus fuckin christ, all day shes been posting the same shit in her stories. Seriously heather, no one gives a fuck, just move the fuck on and stop posting online. You keep saying you are trying to find someone interesting but yet there is nothing interesting about you except with how pathetic you are.
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She seems to be echoing points from this post >>1092214
… Lurking, are we?
I can only hope she takes some of the criticism ITT to heart, but we all know she'll be back on her bullshit within the day.
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What a wonderful day to start the morning..heather talking about, yet AGAIN, how instagram ruined her life and she needs to create content again!
First of all, she hasn't created "content" in 3-4 years, let's be honest here. When she was reviewing toys her last 2 years was slacking, all she did was post the same video of her "toy room" over and over. It got old. Then when she went into this phase, she did 3 exploration videos with other people? 4 years and that's what you have to show.
I really wonder what its like to be so clouded with your own thoughts. To constantly talk to a screen because you like listening to your own self talk.
Heather, I know this might sound repetitive but, you're nuts. Psycho, crazy, lunatic, nuts.
By "content," does she mean heavily photoshopped self portraits? That seems to be the only thing she's capable of making anymore.
If Instagram is ruining your life then just delete the app and go.
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Honestly, what she needs to do is stop posting and being so obsessed with the phone. If you're so passionate about photography and ghost hunting she needs to not post it online and just go get a side job in photography. She keeps coming back for the same punishment like a retard.
Heather, for someone claiming to be so concerned with all these passions and soooo interested in spirituality, just break your cycles instead of justifying them and ranting in front of the camera hysterically. Go take pictures and videos, stop just talking about it and saying "it's finally time!" for the 50th time 2 years later. Instagram isn't destroying your life, you are by refusing to do any kind of introspective work on yourself whatsoever. Actual spiritual people grow over time and try to break their cycles, not defend them and use aesthetics to convey a presence of those values lol. >>1092492
Buying clothes for your "future boyfriend" is so tone deaf to connecting with a real individual that may not perfectly match your aesthetic tastes.
You are not finding "the one" because you desperately need to learn to have your need for love fulfilled by yourself, and you won't be able to do that as long as you are breaking your own promises publicly and rightfully being criticized by an audience you are willingly exposing yourself to. Please gain some self awareness, this has become pathetic and it's the reason people don't sympathize with you over time.
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That would imply she "fixed the glitch." It's an entirely new video, she's not even wearing the same clothes lol
All of the deleted vids and constant re-stating of her goals and "new life" and "new look" and "new aesthetic" and "new hobby" reminds me of when kids pretend to be interviewed on TV and pretend to be a famous actress or who just won the Super Bowl or w/e. If an adult did that, this is what it would look like. We know she's making them for herself, there is no audience anymore, but she still makes them and uploads them and talks like she's a famous influencer.
That is definitely from the braces dude. In fact, she was more sincere in her videos, she was at LEAST a bit more, real? The shit she does now is all a fuckin act it try and get spoopy boys. Her voice is the same, just with some videos/certain content it will be more high pitched then others. When you perform in front of a camera you tend to change your behavior just a bit.
She mentioned yesterday when she posted a killstar video she lost over 100 subscribers. I wonder how she still even HAS that many subscribed to her. She's produced zero content for over 4 years. Between the same toy collection video, to her walking around in leaves saying "omg" to the camera, it's all lame as fuck. The talent isn't there, anyone can review fuckin killstar, even a damn monkey. A monkey would be more entertaining to watch then her.
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Kek. I'd if it was the meme of "why I am single" but it's gone now.
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Stocking up for the next Ryan.
I love how she said in her killstar haul that "everybody has a hopechest." Do they? Because I think most women have stopped making a hope chest after the 1950s.
Her true goal is a nuclear family housewife. She just doesn’t know it yet.
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I’ve said it before, but even her shopping screams “hello I’m mentally ill”.
Put it the fuck down. No one needs that many.
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kek dem eyes
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this bitch really be thinking that dark tourism is dressing in black and visiting cemeteries kek.
Hagther is once again talking about how the universe is against her love life. Dating is impossible because she is such a fucking weirdo. Witches she has talked to have confirmed is some force working against her.
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Heather is amazed that she opened a book to the correct page without looking kek
I saw the multiple banana and avocado purchase and anticipated a bumper episode of Heather Explains. So, I got you, anons.
Up first is a little self-congratulatory speech. https://streamable.com/4jk46x
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Apologising for the rant. On cue.
Hagther, don’t worry about it, we love. Keep delivering.
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I missed this post about CharmRyan from 3 days ago. Like yeah first time meeting and already talking to him about potential relationship? What happened to that "healthy pace" she talked about in her screenshot in FB? Yeah you scared him the fuck away lmao. How is the woman child gonna cry about a guy who she met one day lmao she has high hopes 24/7
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CharmRyan dipped because he had a feeling. Well you're correct my guy. Your intuition saved you.
His intuition truly saved him here. +1 charmRyan, glad you caught the blatant red flags early and left asap.
Heather really needs to stop desperately clinging to men as her end all in direction, identity, stability, etc.
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This one right here…. This one. Too tier kek
Heather's behavior here is the embodiment of every boner-killer bad date on some 90s sitcom like Seinfeld. >>1094622
And this is the coup de grace in the last few minutes. "You're leaving me Jerry? After our one date and that kiss we shared? Well HAHA, I was talking to other men the whole time, sounds like the jokes on you funny boy!"
In fact her whole life needs the Seinfeld theme playing underneath it.
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To finalize the CharmRyan saga he explains how it went when they meet. Apologize for the bombardment of screenshots but this will be the last. Enjoy
Like I said, he looked kind of like an on the level person. And any on the level person would catch on to her crazy within half an hour.
Might wanna revise the “that’s why I let her go” statement, because scrote, other than that, well swerved Charm/GhostRyan.
Letting Heather's stories play is my new jam, it's the most amazing background noise ever.
The big crazy is so big and so crazy that you forget the little crazy. Like when she says "witches" told her that "some force is stopping me from being in a relationship."
sage for adviceblog
Heather, since you lurk here, have you tried, idk, dating yourself? No, seriously. You seem to want a man to support you, validate you, respect you, spend time with you, etc. Why can't you be that for yourself? That person you need so much in your own life to hitch yourself up on? You need to learn to take care of yourself for yourself, to spend time on your real interests for yourself, to work through your feelings for yourself, to move forward from them for yourself, to live your life for yourself, so on, without running to social media and men as your crutches. Stop roping in outsiders to do critical emotional labor you should be doing by yourself for yourself.
You don't respect or value yourself so you use desperate dating and social media shitshows to avoid and enable yourself. You self-sabotage your own personal growth because deep down you believe you deserve the way things are, that it's never going to change. Your own beliefs. Wake up and realize the only person who can break your own cycle of emotional turmoil is you. And yeah, of course all this shit is never going to change no matter how much you post about it, who you meet, what you say, so on. Because you aren't actually doing anything to address it. It won't change until you change, which would be by actually committing to and dealing with your issues, instead of broadcasting them and wallowing in them 24/7.
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24 hours ago:>Instagram stories are ruining my life. I’m going to stop.
Pic, quite obviously, related
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Cries into cheesecloth about spoopy boys
This guy seems cool, I like how he was critical of the odd behavior so early in. >>1094663
Good for the newest Ryan to run away before Heather fucked him up.
However does anyone else find it weird how he got triggered
by Heather talking with other guys on tinder? >>1094622
I haven't seen the conversations (since they were not posted here, I think?) but as I understand charmRyan and Heather have not become a couple by then, so what's his problem? We don't even know if she was actively flirting with tinder dudes or talking down dumbasses. As a single woman, Heather had all the right to talk to other guys.>I'm not going to be in someone's back pocket when they need emotional support or whatever gratification they get for keeping me around. I got a backbone and know better dude, I got out of there fast
Sounds like ChemRyan has issues as well and is projecting. I mean, from what we've seen Heather was pretty set on dating ChemRyan, but he cut her off. So what if she was talking with some other guys? Doesn't mean she was serious about them at all…
The situation is weird. Maybe it's for the better for Heather as well to not date a guy that thinks that you are not allowed to talk to other dudes just cause he is considering dating you. Maybe I'm not getting something about the situation, but it sounds like an unwarranted possessive behavior.
I think he was turned off by her flirting with other guys because Heather had been having incredibly intimate conversations with him. It takes a special kind of crazy to share your life story without first being totally committed to pursuing them. So even though they weren't dating, charmRyan probably suspected she was giving every guy
the same sob story and soulmate talk, blah blah. Knowing Heather, she probably was— or at least trying to.
This on top of everything else was enough for him to realise Heather is totally disingenuous, very likely insane, and absolutely obsessed with male attention.
Call me optimistic but, I like to think heather can seem like a functioning human being at least on date 1 at least before she fucks them then by date 2 they finally see the mask slip off and the crazy unleashed. I think her slap fight with that other chick over chaseryan's dick might've just made her even more
desperate for a replacement Ryan/emotional tissue which led to our current disaster.
This is the answer. If she only shared as much with him as she shares with US and the rest of the world, that's still TMI for someone you just met. And then you discuss "relationship goals" with him, and then you go home and start posting about him like he's The One. (They met through social media so it seems pretty obv to me that he was scoping out her socials - the "mutual friend" cluing him in possibly exists but probably doesn't.) And so he sees all this crazy, and seeing her really into him already, and THEN on top of it she's still chatting up guys on Tinder…
Lesson for CharmRyan was learned. Sometimes when you meet someone new and you both jump in a car and drive 2.5 hours to meet up, it can work. Sometimes you'll find a normal person who made a spontaneous decision like you did. Sometimes you'll find someone crazy, but you're also crazy in the same way. But most of the time the person you'll find is Heather Sparkles.
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I will never understand why she persists with larping as a kinderwhore/teengoth when she’s basically weekend-goth Karen.
And ofc, in today's episode of Heather Explains, she talks about why all her new Killstar purchases are suprisingly
non-functional cheaply made sweatshop clothes
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Kek at her squeaking boots. She’s got all dressed up head to toe in sweat shop rags and now is horrified at the thought of embarrassing herself by squeaking around the learned antique shilling community.
>feels so good to play dress up
Until you realise your horror wardrobe is for posing in only
Sure, blame the boots and not the unmitigated crazy. But everyone knows that pentagrams are just a cliche fashion statement now that don't actually
cause bad things to happen. They're literally just kitschy accessories for "alternative" wannabes like Heather. They're not actually magical, anon.
Wow I had no idea, I literally
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Hagther accidentally bought books with art in because she loves old books. That’s just the ‘aesthetic’ she loves. Not the actual content.
>not even gonna lie, this piece is really bad ass
Thank you, Jerry Saltz. Kek.
Anon, lets not pretend you're the arbiter of who is and isn't "spiritual" shall we?
Guess victorian society wasn't spiritual either.
Heather has enough issues for three dumster fire humans. But her wearing pentagrams on her boots is not one of them. I can see being upset about her basically appropriating religious symbols as a superficial fashion statement. But she is not attracting negative energy because she pretends to like graveyards.
She's causing negativity by being a crazy bitch, but that's another matter. Lets just focus on the shitshow at hand without getting the supposed dark side involved.
Kek I love you, anon.>>1095608
I mean, there's plenty of spiritual people who don't view death negatively. Ayahuasca, psilosybin mushrooms, mescaline, peyote, fasting, sleep deprivation, etc have been used for centuries by various cultures to achieve a spiritual journey or ego death.
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It's always funny when Heather is in the "I am not going to rant and be nothing but positive" stage. It needs to be added to her cycle with the sexy photoshoot. She is so fake happy that it's almost hilarious.
She cut her hair and is planning on making a hair locket out of it for her future Ryan kek
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Hagther went slidey-slidey on the snowy road to work.
>was so scary
>had to vent
>worried she needs new tyres
Not much else but interesting that she didn’t mention the infamous snow drift where she ended up in a ditch. It’s almost as if she’s completely wiped out the memory of stalking RyanZ at work and being the reason her friend pranged her car.
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It’s her drive home and she’s shitting it. I predict a breakdown in about half an hour.
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She’s trying to make this into a full blown freak weather action drama.
>I am stuck! I can’t get up the hill! If my car slides down…
The ‘hill’ she is referring to is her own drive, which has a gradient of approx 0.00001. She is trying to park her car on her own drive. Kek.
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Also wtf does she always refer to this momwagon as her “little sports car”?
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Heather Explains, episode 548223
>needs new tyres ASAP as hers are bald
>can’t get a credit card
>I know people are gonna talk a bunch of shit, but…
>gonna do a big sale tomorrow of Kill Star and BJDs
>people will talk shut cause I just bought a load of Kill Star and went antiquing
>I want you to know I only spent $20 and all the Kill Star is on After Pay, along with the eyeshadow palette, all on After Pay
>gotta pay for storage unit for all the shit I don’t wanna keep (costs $200 pcm)
Has basically worked out her tyres are completely fucking bald. Didn’t she say the other day that her car has passed 30,000 miles? No wonder her fucking tyres are bald.
Walmart sells everything.
That said, it's certainly not an automotive specialty store. For the sake of the drivers around her, I hope she gets some decent tires.
Afterpay? So she's getting into MORE killstar debt.
Heather, afterpay means you still have to pay… just, after…
Gee, wonder why she can't get a credit card.
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And there it is…
>yay guys I got approved for a Walmart cc and am going to get the Walmart tyres so that is much more doable
Lazy, lazy, lazy broke ass doesn’t wanna have to sell stuff dumbo
So she won't be selling anything.
Why won't she just sell her toys? Does she really think she'll be making videos with them again?
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Inching back into her “pastel prison.”
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Hagther’s gone to memetown tonight. I fixed it for her.
Looks so much better in normal clothes. There is
a tasteful way to wear pastel, you don't have to go full '80s evangelical horse girl with greasy bangs. Just like you can also dress in black without having everything you own covered in pentagrams. Looking presentable doesn't have to mean "killing your soul" or whatever.
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We are due a breakdown very soon.
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Why does she constantly post photos of herself wearing her mask incorrectly?
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Haha was about to post the same. Wtf is she thinking here? That she wants to show how responsible she is but also wants her schnozz out because it’s more flattering? It ain’t more flattering and you look like a chump.
Here’s a cringe Love Plight photo instead.
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She is starting to crack. She is now complaining about stalkers following her everywhere.
She's wearing a coat, so probably foggy glasses? It's a thing where it's cold.>>1098998> working overtime to provide for myself
Oh you pay your parents rent, Heather?
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POV you’re a famous novelist and you’re about to be hobbled by Kathy Bates https://streamable.com/k59nmk
she has a horse face under all that facial fat she lost
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OT but how does heather put up the karaoke lyrics on her stories? She doesn't do it manually right?
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Can’t imagine pushing 30 and posting shit like this.
lol anon it does.
Come on Hagther, hop on stories already, you know you want to.
I seriously don’t understand why she doesn’t just embrace the crazy at this point. She’s at her most watchable when she’s losing her shit and being cunty about other people. Let’s have it, girl.
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Latest story is another massive pity party.
>going on another lonely girl walk>wish I wasn’t into such weird things>no one likes me cause of this (referring to her ‘art’>wish I had someone to spend time with and I never have anyone to hang out with >all I do is go to work, come home and sleep, repeat>here come the tears
The issue I have with all of this is
1) Her interests aren’t the problem. The problem is her attitude.
2) Most people just work, come home, sleep, repeat.
3) If they get to do that with another human, they probably eventually can’t stand them anyway. Remember Adam?
4) Maybe give people a chance and don’t expect a carbon copy of yourself.
I clipped the very beginning of this, sorry. https://streamable.com/ijsxwb
Fuck yes, if she and Adam had been picked up and dropped into the Victorian era, the ‘coercive abuse’ to stay would have been a million times worse. Then the Shame of the Ryans would have pushed her into service. Kek.
Plus, she still would have had a shitty personality in the 1880s.
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>I’m a taphophile. I love history. I’m an artist.
I cannot with this bitch.
Lots of people are cemetery tourists, get over it. She cannot retain the minutest detail pertaining to any period of history. She is not by any stretch of the imagination “an artist”.
Nevermind limited access to medical care. And she'd still have her snaggleteeth.
Apart from how much it sucked to be a woman, think of the grinding poverty and the lack of hygiene and creature comforts the vast majority of victorians had to deal with.>>1100213
Heather… don't eat your hair. Stop it!
She still on.
Form what I saw before I got bored she said she wants to start getting into the “Polaroid art a sent” because she’s seen how you can sell them as art pieces. But the price point of buying Polaroid film is holding her back. She said for a pack of ten shots she has to pay $20, and she can’t fathom the limitation since “i take like 700 pictures before I leave the house!”.
Also wants to get into working with old film…as in movies because “I love old film even though there’s filters that you can get the same effect with.”
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Classic Hagther show-off rant, watch the point and see her miss it. Completely. I love it when she leaves herself wide open like this.
>about to go on HUGE adventure, mom holds me up and says
>what kind of demons are you bringing home?!
>your sister couldn’t sleep last night, she thought there was something banging under her floorboards
>sister was so scared she had to sleep on the couch
>is it something you’ve brought home from one of your cemeteries or antique places?
>well mom I was up live-streaming until like two in the morning WITH MY FRIENDS Kek
>explains how she was relating a story and was doing a ‘re-enactment’
So basically she was up after 1am banging on her walls or whatever
>dude, number one, I’m going to be pissed if my demons are fucking with someone else and not me
>you think a demon is going to be attached to a photo from an antique store?!
But isn’t this what Hag is always going on about, channeling her photos spirits?
>no mom, demons are a little more complex than that
>tonight I am going to get to the bottom of this
>there has to be a logical explanation
>usually when you ask a spirit to knock it takes a lot to hear one knock
Well guys. I wonder what that banging noise was at 1am when Heather was banging about in her room at 1am.
ThErE HaS To Be A ReaSOn
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why the fuck would she be banging at 1am when her family is sleeping?
Isn't Ryan Z from Wheeling? Stalking? I know femryan is from Wheeling too.
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This is like some '80s after school special about kids playing Dungeons & Dragons or listening to Motley Crue.
You're 30, Heather!
Lots of cows can trace their problems back to failure to launch, extended adolescence, whatever but rarely do you see one going through literal teenage rebellion in their 30s. She says she wanted to "move on" from making videos about toys but all that's happened is she emotionally progressed from age 11 to 13.
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She found someone to hang out with today. Spotted in the glass reflection
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Beat me to it kek
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Yeah, I think it must be ChrisRyan who isn’t a Ryan yet. @christopherpape1
She was commenting weeks ago on a photo of his, of the open caskets. She already goes to this cemetery but didn’t know where the casket area was.
I kind of hope it’s not him, and we have a new Ryan.
So, caps from her latest excursion that made me snort. She is on a mission to save the poor souls, without realising that 1) It costs time and money to fix stuff like this, and you can’t just barge in and start hammering away 2) the mere suggesting of getting in and gathering bones is basically grave robbing.
I adore her bull in a China shop ways, she is so inelegant. Kek.
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And on to much more profound things
>new Killstar haul is here yaaaay
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Oh my god this is top fucking kek. What is even wrong with this Strong Independent Woman that she would crumble under the weight of her bedroom being messy? Heather, honey, it really is nbd.https://streamable.com/f6jgl2
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Homegirl is pissed tonight.
>all my stuff in locker I can’t get into
>ex is to blame, stuffed it full
>trapped door handle so it won’t open
>I even cut my hand trying to get in. I can prove it!
>if I can do fashion YouTube I can bring the channel back up
>if I can make extra money I can maybe move out
>I know people will be pissed at me trying to make money, I know people are gonna come for me
>gets mad about people possibly coming for her
Like who? Kek.
She’s already deleted all the stories.
She’s now replaced her stories with the usual Yay go Heather ramble which is basically just negative Hag with a saccharine sheen. I would break it down but honestly, it’s the usual rinse repeat snoozefest.
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She’s currently fake crying about probably Nina and Christopher or Ryan or something.
She’s said goodnight 3 times and there’s a shit ton of stories left….
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I screen recorded a bit, before she dirty deletes. https://streamable.com/x5txi8
Oscar speech. Cry, cry, cry. About 5 mins long, she’s talking about RyanZ but I think there’s a bit of ChaseRyan in there too. https://streamable.com/0lselw
Here’s the final word. About 1 min.
In scenes reminiscent of thread #4, a long ass, contradictory ramble. For newfags, see here for what I’m referencing:>>892467>>892497>>892724
She is really pinballing all over the place. A wistful “well, it’s bedtime, I’d even settle for someone just to give me cuddles (instead of a bf)” to full on misery sobbing in like…a flash.
Incidentally, if you thought her rinse repeat was already bad, interesting to note that a year ago she was saying exactly the same shit…>>892720
This girl is a walking contradiction.
In another story last night she glibly mentions “muh ADHD”. Has she ever mentioned this before? I think she was just throwing the term around, but is there something in it?
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Predictably, the late night crying fiesta has vanished, and she’s flipped back to cutesy mwah here’s my new videooo etc etc
I don’t get why she doesn’t just hype up the video then put the fucker out instead of making a rambling apology about how she’s awkward in it and her Tim Tomks are better. Wtf didn’t she just combine the footage and make a joke out of it in the video?
Honestly, she drives me nuts. But I can’t look away.
Heather, this is why you don’t bring “potential” boyfriends to your favorite places when you first start dating. You ruin those places for yourself. It’s like proposing on a holiday, you just don’t do it for fear of ruining that holiday every year after you divorce.
For other people, normally, taking a date to your fav restaurant is different. They can usually handle revisiting it afterwards without crying like a baby. But for you, your special and you should just stick to cafe dates or something.
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Left without comment.
Oh, other than to say her new video is up. https://streamable.com/7iizoj
I know, she looks like a pudding in this unfortunate outfit.
The video in general isn’t so bad. It’s short and doesn’t delve too far into her subject, but she comes across okay. If she just got in with it and kept her bullshit off IG stories, she’d do fine.
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>I kept looking at this necklace all day. I fucking love it. I do have a second one that Kill Star sent me on accident…oopsies. I’ve decided I’m going to save that for if I find myself a good man, and things get real serious, we’re both going to have matching crystal necklaces.
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Okay. So this man is destined to wear the most fugly Shill Star shirt and crystal pendant, with a locket of your bleach fried hair in his pocket. And he’s not gonna be mentally compromised in some way?
Fuck outta here. Kek.
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Her stories this evening are beyond cringe. Sipping on her kombucha
>look at that lighting, that would be a good selfie
Her vanity is off the charts
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Tinfoil but here it is: Hagther has gone into her cutesy cycle, I don’t think it was her friend Christopher she was out with the other day, and now she’s putting these direct ‘be my boo’/‘please cuddle me’ stories out. Do we think Beard Hat Boy in Reflection at Cemetery >>1101941
could be potential Ryan 8?
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Tagging in Killstar again, lucrative modelling contract just round the corner.
she looks so bloated and stumpy in this picture
like she binged on one too many bars of expired Halloween chocolates
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It’s a hard yes from me.
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how she's gonna end up looking.
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Willing to bet she’s received zero messages telling her to give up.
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She's doing neither kek. She's buying more antiques even though like 4 days ago she said she wasn't going to because her bedroom was so dirty and full of shit.
I just saw this. Fuck sake, Hagther! Wtf are you even complaining about in your useless stories wah wah $200 a month in storage I can’t afford, need new wheels, gotta sell everything…do me a fucking favour.
I still hope she’s taken a VictimRyan shopping.
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She’s on the prowl
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If someone chooses to hang out with Heather after seeing her manic stories deserves to be taken advantage of by her crazy emotions.
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Someone is hanging out with her today, a ‘friend’, says she.
But what in the name of loving fuck is this photo in aid of? Kek.
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Me too, anon, me too. It’s staggering that an almost 30 year old thinks it necessarily to broadcast these day-to-day tasks in the back to front ‘humble brag’ way that she does.
Earlier she posted what I presume is a Tik Tok ‘funny’. She’d been watching golden era films, says…>all these people are dead
It’s not funny. It’s not a mind blowing thought. It’s just simpleton behaviour.
Stay gold, Hagther.
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Yup a friend, that chris dude
What a goober. >>1105594
Inb4 next weepy story sobbing about never spending time with anyone, 4eva alone etc.
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She’s in love again!
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Wait a minute…this caption. The quote is by ‘HMS’ plus her favourite butterfly emoji.
Heather. Michelle. Steele.
Is there hope for a PapeRyan?
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She’s replying to Paper saying ‘beautiful’ plus heart emojis. Then here are the replies…
They gotta have either money(isnt completely broke)/ appearance of her imaginary emo hs bf/ or a photography skills/ clout she can mooch of from.
Ryan Z somewhat checks all 3 and thats why shes so assblasted since nowadays her requisite is just one of those.
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She just referred to him as a 'cute boy', I think he's officially out of the friendzone.
dude with sheet awkwardly draped over him is the “most unsettling ghost of my dreams”
better get some EXTREME Depends for halloween, heather
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What’s set her off? Does she think we are all Kawaii community people?
Unless there’s a more convoluted reason for the outburst. Tinfoil is it’s just a prop to back up whatever story she’s weaving for PapeRyan? I’m sure the ‘community’ have long since forgotten about her and couldn’t give a shit about her Hot Topic goth style.
I’ve noticed he’s a bit of a self-pitying whinge bag from the captions to his IG photos. Maybe this is her way of fully winning him over.
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She seems so fuckin nuts. Imagine being 30+ and still airing your dirty laundry on Instagram
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There’s a lot to contradict here. For example, she wasn’t ‘locked up’ whilst trying to escape her abuser. She got carted off to hospital after allegedly assaulting Adam after he drove to watch her fuck another man. Quite a lot of detail missing. Kek.
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What sane man would see this and still be on board with a relationship? She probably looks like this while she furiously types away.
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Exactly my point. It’s just a show.
Slightly OT but there is an actual Ryan @coldhandsgreatsushi commenting at her, underneath a close to the knuckle comment about her psycho grin.
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Hagther has been to the mall. She has purchased rags from Hot Topic. She appears to have dragged PapeRyan along. In some stories she’s calling him friend, in others alluding to herself as a ‘spooky girlfriend’.
Long ass manic ramble, featuring the usual ‘gonna do’ and ‘wanna do’ but also, some highlights…
(She’s also adopted this haughty, ‘professional’ vlogger persona for this one. I dunno, bitch manages to stay off stories for like a day and has risen above us mere mortals)
>first of all, this shirt…
Flashes enormo cleavage
>oh my god, anyways!
>I finally have another taphophile friend in my life
>my lovely friend Christopher said he’s willing to model for me
>whenever I look at something
…she is referring to a human here, kek…
>I feel like I read what I see in their soul
>I’m thinking an elf theme
>A beautiful gothic elf boy
Then goes on to talk about her skin problems and how gross it is
>covered in eczema
>got a rash on my whole back and on my fucking butt
We are now onto her eating habits
>I have to go vegan again
>I’ve been trying but have developed some kind of stress related emotional eating disorder
>I cannot stop eating candy, I can’t control myself
>I eat till I’m physically sick and my mouth hurts
>apologises for really bizarre ramble, blames it on being tired, says goodbye…but then films another 10 or so stories, including some RyanZ whinging, the usual stuff. You know the drill.
>I’m tired of drama. I’m tired of stalkers. I have stalkers from dating apps.
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Samefag. Noticed this last night, ChaseRyan and Nina doing the exact same shoot as Hag and PapeRyan. Both this week. I really can’t see how this is a coincidence. But Hag wants to end the drama?
You were most likely blocked because this thread exists, and Heather is randomly blocking people hoping to catch the anonymous users here. She is aware that people talk about her here, but not willing to take any of the advice or criticism seriously enough to or do any introspection. Instead she'll just randomly block people, in case it happens to be someone hate-watching her.
Unfortunately for her, she's apparently driving people to this page instead.
I'm just a person who found her through bjds and vintage toys. I've never spoken to her, or of her, before! I am a quiet member of the community who doesn't join in with discussions very often.
I am also interested in history and antiques etc which is why I continued to watch her videos. I think I will be unsubbing if this is how she treats her viewers.
Ahh that makes sense then, yes. Thanks anon. >>1107433
If you have the time, read the threads from Number 1, it’s a wild ride. Here: >>738758
Also, anon, type ‘sage’ minus inverted commas in the email field when you post. It will stop bumping the thread when you’ve no milk. Better still, read the rules of the board.
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Here we go…showing off for pape boy
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That’s it. Clock his captions and you’ll see why the sudden deep plunge into darkness. I’d say they’re on a par with the cringe.
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Incoming pep talk 1 of 6. Sage because it's the same pep talk as always.
She literally posts this picture almost every 2-3 months as a reminder that she's not a "store bought witch " I've never seen someone repeat themself so much, not even rainman comes close.
She continues to bring up her past and her ex husband at any given moment. I think she's still in shock that Adam technically left her and found a gf that he was going to live with.
She goes hard on trying to prove to strangers on the internet that she's a real spoopy girl when she can't even prove to herself that she can sustain a real life relationship
>>1108193>not even rainman comes close
I can’t work the PapeRyan situation out. She’s clearly doing all this deep dive into alt girl dark (as opposed to granny goth with a mix of normie) to show off to him. But he’s still semi friendzone even though they are sending hearts and flowers over comments. Or is she, finally, keeping her spoopy boy doings private?
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Here is the test. If Pape can pass this, he shall become a Full Blown Ryan.
Oh man. One year since a_view_so_cruel noped the fuck out and then awkwardly gave her a birthday present as a "friend." How time flies.
Indeed! This is your moment Pape. Time to graduate to full ryan status. Buy her something unique, that speaks to her dark soul. But most importantly, make it expensive.
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Her face is so annoying looking, she tries too hard
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And boy, has she ever changed in a year! Kek.
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The tattered cloth and the intense single eye are back. Sexy kek!
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Who’s gonna break the news to her then?
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Every time she uses that plague doctor mask, all I see is this…
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24 hours? Give that girl a medal.
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Nitpick but if the word horse face needed a mascot
Same goes for cemetery photography. She’s been blessed with an A1 snow scene backdrop and is just a dumb fuck about it. >>1109110
I’ve come to the conclusion she’s prick teasing him and he’s not having it.
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I bet Heather has no clue that this quote is about lsd
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She sure showed you. She is a real urbex-er who only hates the snow because of her car kek. She makes it so obvious she reads here.
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The other day I noticed a Literal Ryan leaving her a comment. Today she’s name checking another Literal Ryan.
What is it with Hag and Ryan’s?
Is this why Pape is in hold? Is there going to be a RyanRyan?
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She’s back on her 4eva alone am so weird reee look at my interests while Paperoni is just getting bleaker and bleaker in his outlook, so I guess that ones no longer on the cards.
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She really does think it’s either no marriage or being married to someone she can’t stand, and they have power over her, assuming she means permission to do stuff, finances, what she wears, who she sees…
Hag, it really ain’t 1950 anymore. Wtf.
Ha, she hasn't got any proper friends. Notice she never has photographs with any platonic friends (she doesn't want any) in particular females, you don't even see her with her baby sister whom i'm sure she's jealous of. She's so stupid thinking that only the "kawaii" community is scathing of her. If these people are so bad why not ditch your channel on youtube completely, most of your subscribers are from that so called community. If everyone who subscribed to her channel that is interested in kawaii related stuff, vintage toys and BJD's she'd hardly have any followers remaining. These were the bulk of her fans and the nasty bitch has the cheek to turn on all of them stating they are all jealous f
. She's an absolute disgrace. As for her saying that the "spooky" community support her, understand her etc, that will soon change when gets bored and then she'll create more drama and lash out at them saying they are nasty, spiteful individuals >>1109630
As for this i'm sure there are many happily married couples that would strongly disagree and her sarcastic, obnoxious tone saying "sorry darling" should be enough of a warning sign to any future boyfriends that she's a arrogant, big-headed cow who thinks she's better that everyone else, her self-importance is through the roof.
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Big news guise, we’re getting another shelf tour video. I think that’s number 56728 in the series. Same old bullshit in this live, needs to do the Killstar videos, shelf tour, shelf needs dusting…but also…
>I am going to be making new dolly videos
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Paperoni doing his Hag related stories. Incidentally, she also has a post, in the same vein…
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Well this will be a shitshow. Getting TND vibes.
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>>1110585>I’m going to give up>I’m not giving up
Which is it, bitch?
>a heart like mine
You are not special. You are like every other fucker on this planet.
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lol she didn't write that, she copied it from "Avijeet Das," an Indian self-published author who creates and uploads little inspo jpgs from banal quotes he makes up to try to meme himself as a great philosopher.
>>1110585>two empty hair lockets sit waiting to be filled
I cracked up at that line, never change Heather.
The thing is Heather somehow manages to find a ton of guys who are just as deranged as her and share similar interests, she just is insanely
demanding on people's personal time to a degree even the most desperate person can't handle.
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She’s truly frightening. I’m talking about the way she purchases things, owns them. The way that her ‘things’ include people, animals and insects.
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Latest stories have her wandering round a pet store, then in car talking about her Spider baby to be
>looking at enclosures as if decorating nursery, squealing about how cute
>dreamt she had a baby and it was a spider
I think we’re ready for the next phase.
In other news she’s lamenting missing a deal on vegan mac and cheese, spaffing $600 on snow tyres, complaining about love.
But hold up, she does a 360 and has found a new online dating app. She also shared a Tik Tok which has had 7,000 views and 1,000 plus likes, so she’s quitting YT as she has found her new platform.
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Heather proves that "it's okay to like cemeteries" BITCH why do you think the word taphophile exists? So your ass could have something new to say?
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Juxtaposed with this (picrel). Bitch is manic as fuck.
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Fuck me dead, this is utter mental retardation in action.
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As Hag has had some success on her recent TikTok vid (90k plus views) I thought we could treat ourselves to a classic Hagther being Hagther in a haunted basement. https://streamable.com/dnsj6c
(From @fulldarkparanormal on Tik.
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It’s now in her bio too
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She has the mind of a boy crazy 14 year old girl.
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>today is one of my Rare Days Off>I have this rare thing that happens whenever it’s my day off: I can’t move
Kek>YT used to be my full time job>Then my life fell apart>I have a lot of anxiety posting and people seeing me looking this bad>I’m very much a raw, open person, I spill my soul, my life>I just bare all - that’s Heather!>I’m gonna get ready now to go out and Human Being>I really need to clean my poor shelf
Bitch, you’ve been saying that for weeks>looks like I can’t ‘adopt’ a jumping spider until spring
Tik Tok blow-up>people were leaving such profound comments, I was crying>I’ve been a YT partner for ten years now
Why does she make this a big thing, like YT sent her a personal invite?>it just takes so much time film a video and edit it
And…?>I have to get my make-up perfect, get what I say perfect
it’s called work, Hag>TikTok might be the platform for me now
Rambles about YT and The Hate, does her usual job interview speech>so inspired to get out and make content
Instead sits on her bed looking spotty and bedraggled, complaining >have no social life, I talk to dead people, people who do things like me don’t like me cause they think I’m a fake ass bitch>Okay I’m gonna get going!
Then comes back for another 20+ story ramble >2020 best year of my life so far >first year I got to live and get out there>finally had a chance to make my life my own >I’m being a leader not a follower>don’t trust boys anymore, they like me then don’t real quick
Kek>I love me, I’m worthy enough for myself >I’m just too over the top. Too much of an old soul
Etc etc etc etc
>even though it’s yet to be proven I know I am girlfriend material>I’m saving myself for that person
Correct me if I’m wrong, but I don’t think hooking up with every rando who shows a tiny bit of interest is saving yourself?
About PapeRyan?>I’m not the girl you just message when you’re horny>just because I’m your friend and your nice to me doesn’t mean you’re entitled to me >That’s a whole other rant I’m not getting into
Says she’s gonna go…again. More stories. Killstar stories. In the baby voice.
>in the car. I’ve done it. I’ve made it out of the house.
Put the phone away, Heather.
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Will he qualify for the next Ryan? Stay tuned…
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This guy has been sniffing around her for a while. I’ve snooped him before. The most tragic of her admirers is @tbaron06, who can often be seen grovelling at her feet in comments. He’s pretty (unintentionally) hilarious during her lives, too. Notable mention also for @atereska, who’s Baron’s love rival.
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I mean, not looking like a mouth-breathing goth granny might help…?
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I made a shitty collage of Heather's seductive lip
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I know anon, me too. So clumsy and ham-fisted. >>1113899
Kek anon, thank you for this festive collection. Why does she insist on doing this? It’s so unattractive. Rhetorical question btw, I know what she’s trying to do, but it’s so, so gross.
Too bad one of her goals wasn't psychotherapy. She has really deteriorated mentally over the last year.
I know, I know; she thinks she's just fine.
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She could model for Wish
It's another game of "let me ask myself questions from a burner account"
Heather is the most interesting person Heather has ever met.
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Merry Christmas from the Gym Bunny!
Giving the real Chringe into the New Year.
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Her braces must have cost like $2,000 total because she still ended up with a slight underbite and teeth that aren't very even. The underbite causes her to mouthbreathe and causes a slight lisp
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why does she feel like she needs the newest gadget to make content? You do you girl.
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- found a jumping spider in the wild and is now keeping the poor guy in captivity and forcing him/her to listen to her moans and groans about being lonely.
-is in one of those depressive moods and wishes she was in a relationship because being single sucks.
- surprise surprise her hours have been cut drastically seeing as the holiday season is over, so it’s going to be “very dark times” for the next few months.
- groans about the cut hours because she was “finally making enough that [she] could get an apartment and be on her own.” Sure, Jan….
- is looking into other avenues to supplement her income. Said she really wants to go back to YouTube because any little bit of money counts. What she should have done months ago is not splurge on Killstar crap and, gee i don’t know, put half of her paycheck in a savings account for this exact situation?
- says she can’t be spying $200 every months for a storage unit with her collection. Says mommy is going to help try to get that door to it to open and she’ll either be selling the toys (when haven’t we heard that before?) or just donating and keeping the sentimental ones.
- ends the stories with her saying she’s going to vent her feelings to her spider prisoner and try not to cry.
Yes they can be anon. They just won't be as colorful.
But with it cold Doubt it was in her home.
This is such a reach. It’s snowing where she lives, any spiders living outside are dead by now. There’s literally no reason to doubt she found a spider in her mother’s country house.
I know she hasn’t been incredibly milky recently but that doesn’t mean y’all have to come up with ridiculous and unnecessary conspiracy theories. It’s JUST a spider, if it’s alive in winter and being fed that’s all it cares about. It’s not being tortured. Jfc.
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Apparently people responded to this post with a laughing emoji and she got butthurt.
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“Ladies…tell me your secret. Tell me how I can get and keep a boy.”
“”How can I get a guy to like me and not just text me when they’re bored or horny?”
“I don’t want to change just to be more palpable to average guys. Then again non-average guys don’t want me either…
“I’m not a damsel in distress. I don’t need a boy to save me. I just want someone to go on adventures with.”
What does she mean, she can’t get into one? It’s not this crazy exclusive thing, you just find a meetup, make plans and go. Guess word has spread that exploring is just another vehicle for her to find a Ryan to hassle.
I don’t think it’s weird to want to go with a buddy. And she’s met up with so many people, she could have tons of friends to explore with by now if she hadn’t scared them all away. But we all know she only wants to explore with men so she can corner them and try to turn it into a date. People in her area have got to be aware by now.
Well, not opening with "can I have a lock of your hair to stick in a locket" might help?>>1116762
Exactly. She's very publicly acted crazy towards people in the Urbex community. She fucking stalked Ryan Z. And wasn't quiet about it. This is what burned bridges look like.
I wouldn't trust her to mow my lawn. Let alone go into a situation where tact and subterfuge are important, like exploring.
Nobody thinks she should go alone. They just don't want to go with her because she is at best annoying and at worst highly unstable.
The spider should be hibernating till spring tbh, but go off I guess. kek.>>1116606
Maybe not meet dudes off tinder, start planning your entire future with them before meeting, saying I love you after the first date, etc. etc. Oh and like >>1117015
said, don't ask for their hair?>>1116738
I think the issue is that she uses her "adventure companion" search as a means to vet new Ryans rather than legitimately find friends within the community. Notice how there's never really any girls?
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Steve Holt!>>1116596>people think bad about me not wanting to go alone
lol is that what you think they're laughing about Heather?
It's just so sad that she either ignores other women, or views them as competition. A female support network would be so good for her. But she can't have that, because friendship isn't a one way street. And if interactions don't somehow lead to a man she's not bothered.
You did dodge a bullet there Anon.
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She also did a bunch of stories further to this, which I was gonna accurately précis, but jfc I honestly lost the will to live. Basically…
>listed reasons why you should become her explore buddy, interview style>explained previous urbex drama>referenced Ryan Z and how they ended things with “love and light” and agreeing they both did wrong kek>referenced girl who was obsessed with Ryan Z, who was stalking Hagther, and she consequently turned down exploring with Ryan Z group as she would be there, and Hag was too scared to be in an abandoned building with a girl who was stalking her>says the group denied knowing the girl>called them all out by sharing receipts that they did know each other>goes on to call out “boys who weasel their way into my life just want to get in my pants”. Perhaps a continued veiled against Pape?>went on about being a “tiny woman with an expensive camera” I wish she’d give that shit up. She may only be 5 feet tall but she’s built like Wario, so…
Plus the usual bullshit rinse repeat cycle.
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Hah! Snap, anon. Did you take this long to write about it because she totally exhausted you with her bullshit, too?
Also, this guy has me howling. TBaron, the natural love troll. He seems to be rather taken with Hag, but his comments are getting more and more intense.
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Sage because same old shit but her latest love crie forever alone story is making me shout at her through my phone screen. I think, at this point, she has some kind of amnesia. She’s going for it right now, if anyone wants in b4 delete.
Samefag to say she’s just said one insightful thing >too weird for normal people, not enough for people who like the same stuff as me
Yes Hagther. You come across as a total LARPer. You don’t have to be The Most Weird, The Most Extreme. You use people, not only for lifts, and as a stepping stone, but also as an actual other human body so you don’t get mugged and your camera stolen (because you are such a “tiny woman”).
If there’s one piece of advice you really should listen to, it’s this: it’s not your hobbies that are a problem. It’s your attitude.
Ha, looks like a new tactic. Constantly begging strangers to date her is a little scary and comes off as super femcel-y, so she's changed her language to "explore buddy." Gross.
Also, when will she ever see that SHE is the one that uses people? She just wants a "boy" around who will do whatever she says and let her dress him up like Killstar Ken and shower her in constant praise … and if someone doesn't live up to these expectations she has a shit fit and discards them.
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god she’s unbearable.
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The real adulting will commence.
She's always saying how great how life is to show how unbothered she is by the haters but then goes on to throw a pity party for herself so someone feels bad enough that they’ll date her. She changes her tune depending on what she wants to achieve.>>1117668
Looks like her mum finally had enough of her 30 year old daughter mooching off her. She always acted like she was trying to move out of her mum’s house but she’s lived there for months and is only looking for a second job now. It’s the same as when Adam kicked her out. She was always talking about how she was looking for a job but only go one when she was kicked out.
Maybe she’ll finally sell her hoard or we’ll have another gofundme.
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She’s been talking to a new mystery ryan!
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He called her out on Facebook
you mean all you want is for someone to shower you with attention and pay all your bills so you don’t have to try anymore. And who never wants to have sex, I guess. Having a libido automatically puts you in the ‘fuckboy’ category, after all.
Dude dodged a bullet, whoever he is.
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Girl, you slept with FemRyan after a day of first meeting him, and had a questionable pregnancy scare within the first week of being together with him.
You kissed CharmRyan a month ago after hours of meeting him on Instagram. Get off your pedestal.
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She’s the poster child of the crazy you can find of those apps.
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Let’s have this right, starting with this bullshit here. What really happened is she was hitting up a New Ryan, then she shared Tinder caps like this one. New Ryan saw it, then cunted her off. Fair enough, they weren’t an item, but like we said with CharmRyan, if the roles were reversed she would have gone nutsoid. The specific reason CharmRyan pulled back was because she was still on Tinder, as shown here >>1094622
. It’s the same reason that potential New Ryan gives.
As for her family…she revealed yesterday that she let her MOT or similar run down to needing to get it a day before it expired. So clearly she ran to mommy again who is sick to the back teeth with this 31 yr old moocher living in her house, ordering $100+ worth of Shillstar and photos of dead people every other day yet neglecting to sort out snow tires and car inspections until the last minute. Yes, your family quite rightly are judging your behaviour as loserish. Get over it.
Pic dump incoming…
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Whilst trying to uncover the potential New Ryan, I saw RyanZ and his gf are all happy. She’s not too dissimilar to Hag. That’s gotta sting. Not that RyanZ is a looker. Unless you’re into balding newt faces.
She's so dramatic. He didn't even say anything mean but she still equated that to him kicking her while she's down and calling her a waste. She's so unnecessarily bothered by what someone who she talked to for a few days said.>>1117842
Why is she giving advice when she's always complaining about how she always chooses the wrong men? Anyway, it's well known that most people use dating apps for sex so I don't know why it took her so long to figure out.>>1117855
She also tells them she loves them after their first dates and post obvious thirst traps (one of her tinder photos was in lingerie) but then gets mad when men just want to hook up with her. She brings this all on herself but will always shift the blame on someone else.
>>1117256>Is a tiny woman>>1117852>I'm so tiny
Cows obsessions with exclaiming how TINY they are never gets old or unfunny to me. kek>>1118052
Ngl, they do kind of look vaguely similar. She seems like a lower maintenance and slightly more edgy looking heather.
Heather fits perfectly into typical cow requirements. Obsessed with men, inability to keep female friendships, constantly playing the victim
, wants to be tiny so bad, doesn't have an actual career, and thinks she's special but is ultimately mediocre at best.
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>I’ve left YouTube but it’s okay guys I’m now a daily TikToker!
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Full Karen vibes sitting being sad in a Walmart parking lot, wearing a Christmas sweater.
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>>1118300>this stuff is really cool, I wish it would fit me
She has to be trolling. This is Walmart mom gear. Wtf?
>>1118318>I wish it would fit me
far cry from her previous>I'm so tiny
These don't even look particularly small? Also, is this shit still in fashion? I swear I haven't seen anyone wear these textured jeans in years, this has to be walmart clothing. kek
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Holy shit, having seen her it didn't even cross my mind she'd try to play up things being "too big" for her. Heather, sweetie, you aren't a size 0.
Does she mean a second one to post her rants on since she already has an exploring one?
Honestly TikTok seems like a good platform for her, it's full of oversharing crazies who think they need to film a reaction video for their every passing thought and feeling. Heather going viral on TikTok 2021.
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Of course you couldn’t tell us the names of any of them; they’re all girls and therefore don’t exist in your eyes.
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If you were really researching you wouldn’t be asking, Heather. For this being “your passion” you don’t even put in the bare minimum into it. Just another example of you constantly taking from other people.
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Lest we forget…
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It is time.
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Amerifags, what is this low cost chain store that she’s buying her latest, inevitable, Sexy Phase of HagCycle gear from?
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My eyes. It burns.
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The baby voice. My ears. My eyes and my ears.
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That ass is as flat as a pancake.
Being a pickme who thinks other women are worthless only serves to validate that thought in a man's mind.
It's like a kitten telling you all kittens are worthless - not gonna have the intended effect of thinking oh she's not like the other girls, she's One Of Us
but enforce the idea women are so worthless even other women think so. Maybe work on not being a pickme for 2021, Heather.
(Not anyone in the photo, I'm in the UK, but that post emphasises her attitude about other women so deserves a comment)
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She has that stocky childhood-obesity look to her. Her believing that she could ever possibly model for anything besides her shitty tripod and cheesy Target lingerie is peak lonely chick behaviour, she's just 15 years too late to when it's slightly acceptable. Like those fat and ugly chicks that say they're "alt" models since there's no way anybody could believe a clothing catalog is hiring some gaudy ham.
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Thirst trap max, falling back on the thing she considers one of her go-to qualities. She’s so vain, and delusional. Is she asking for gifts now?
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Uploads provocative pix and then posts this like she is surprised she wouldn't get DMs lmao
Hahaha anon. This is her energy. Always. >>1120238
She is such a cunt. Honestly, she brings this all on herself. I bet it’s one of those poor saps that leave her comments saying how in love they are with her.
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>posts story asking for friends to come explore
>posts thirst trap
>gets angry with people trying to hit her up
>posts friend begging story giving locations where she’ll be today, exploring wearing this (picrel)
>I am also available tomorrow
Bitch, no one thinks you have a packed diary kek
Unless she’s forced them to drive her to go a-stalking in a dangerous blizzard.
She’s massively insecure and vain, can’t believe that her big tits and baby voice alone can’t get her a man (forgoing the fact that her attitude is abominable), therefore disposes of all women aka competition.
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That’s it. She’s a fucking shit “explorer”.
>I’ve wanted to visit this place for two years. But it’s down a really steep hill! Look! I have to get across those!
Honestly, it’s pathetic. Unbelievably pathetic. The “hill” has the smallest incline I have ever seen. Bitch straight up wussed out, got in her car and drove off.
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What. Is. She. Doing.
>reasons to date Heather
>well, if y’all saw some of my IG story, then y’all already know I’m a freak
>reason 2: I’m going to introduce you to some places you never knew existed, because this what I do…I’m out adventuring
>I hope you’d be the adventurous type otherwise it’s probably not gonna work, baby
>also, I have my own car, make my own money
>hey, so, call me…
>I have my own car, you don’t even have to come pick me up
>I always make time for someone I care about or am interested in
>I know guys don’t seem to want to have a girl around them, but if you do, I can snuggle you
>you can tell me every little thing you want to vent about and I will just pet your head
>reasons not to date me, well, fuck…
>I live a very extreme lifestyle
>I am a TAPHOPHILE
>I’m a paranormal explorer
>I’m gonna want to take pictures of you all the time
>I’m gonna want you to take pictures of me all the time
>I’m like the Instagram girlfriend so you’re gonna be like my little helper camera person
>I don’t go to the bar, I don’t do drugs, I don’t like sports
>I mean I love hockey cause I used to play it and I’ll KICK YOUR FUCKING ASS AT HOCKEY
>if you’re lurking and you like me
>If we talked in the past, you can call me back
>give me a chance
All in a baby voice. Jesus wept.
those glasses are such a disaster on her
she would look way less “angry room mom” with different glasses
suppose these are EXTREME though
is she wearing fucking heels or something? why couldn't she do this?
I've been to this place…it's not a "steep hill." It's in the middle of a public park, just barely off the main road.
There's also really nothing to "explore" here. It's a tiny little cave with a natural spring inside. That's literally it.
>>1120566>i know guys don’t seem to want to have a girl around them, but if you do, I can snuggle you
Heather, men dont want to be around you, not girls in general. This is not primary school, boys
dont think we have cookies anymore.
Also, have some self respect Heather.
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What do we have here then?
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This one got me lmao
She's bisexual only when it suits her. I'm yet to see her mention that she's actually attracted to a woman or trying to date one. >>1121408
I wonder how her mother feels about seeing her 31 year old daughter taking lingerie photos in her house just to get male validation.
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Kek the comment section on the mom topic.
If her situation with Adam is any indication, Heather will NEVER move out willingly. She’ll have to be forced out just like she was was when she was triggered
by Adam’s new girlfriend. Mom
Needs to grown some balls and give her an ultimatum already.
The girl doesn’t have a savings account; she doesn’t have a clue about how to manage her finances. She’s never leaving unless she finds herself a well off guy that is willing to support her and her hobby and she settles for that; even though she’s said time and time again she’ll never be subservient and dependent on another man again.
Her mom is pissed because she's doing this shit in her house without contributing at all to the household. It's obvious her mother is somewhat conservative so don't know why she thought it would be okay to take half naked photos under her roof. >>1121473
She's been in this position for at least a year now and she didn't even bother selling her toy collection and kept spending money on tacky killstar clothing that she doesn't even wear.
More like SilentBobRyan.
Will her mom ever kick her out? If she is as cruel as Heather has made her out to be, absolutely. But I'm not taking her word on it. Not after the gofundme scheme.
Gofundme round two.?
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Do we think she is already in love with this guy?
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>>1120566>I have a very extreme lifestyle
It always kills me when she says this. She's a 31yo who lives with her mom, works at Target, and likes to go on walks through cemeteries sometimes? The only thing extreme about her lifestyle is her mood swings. lmao>>1121349>>1121488
There's no way she isn't just using this new Ryan as a way to get "into modeling". How long before she loses her mind over him "being a fuckboy" for taking pics of other women?
I concur. BomberRyan for me. >>1121408
Sure Hag. I mean beach sandals and fuck-me boots are both footwear, right? Right?>>1121479
All of this, anon. She has hundreds, if not thousands, of dollars in that storage unit, not to mention the 200 bucks she spaffs on it each month. She’s a totally selfish, lazy, deluded little girl. She’d have been out of there by now, had she sold her shit and saved. Who knows, she might have even moved in with a cool room mate, made a circle of friends, but no. >>1121403
Bisexual? Fucking KEK. Everything she does is for the D, and she hates women. So…what? Too lulzy. >>1121488
Well, she’s gone dark on stories again, which means her man-snaring cogs are working overtime.
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“I’m not getting a stimulus check because my ex is withholding mine from me. So I guess tomorrow I’m going to have to go down to the IRS office and report him because I don’t know how else I’m going to get my money.”
“I don’t think he’s allowed to use my money or withhold it from me because that’s government money given to each citizen. So either way I’m getting my fucking money because I’m going to need it.”
“So all of my fucking haters feel free to earn him because I’m not going to be treated like this anymore. I’m much stronger than I was whenever I was with him and I’m going to stand up for myself to anyone.”
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To add…(even though you have a lot of it)
>you know you might be a taphophile when you come to a cemetery to edit cemetery photographs to unwind>my spirit friends are a lot nicer than people are >hope you’re all enjoying your stimulus money, my ex is withholding mine from me>guess tomorrow I will have to go to the IRS office and report him>it’s a pretty fucked up thing to do to somebody >so all of my fuckin haters, feel free to warn him that I’m not playin anymore >I’m not going to be treated like this…anymore
(Added the anymore as an afterthought to keep up muh historic abuse story)>I’m much stronger than I was and I will stand up to anyone
100% not WKing but-
Why is she assuming he even got the money yet? There’s soooo many people that haven’t gotten their stimulus checks yet (like myself) because the US government is so ducked up. She just needs another reason to be the victim
He could probably argue that she’s withholding his divorce finalization because she refuses to sign papers because she thinks she has some big legal case. Kek
Are you new? You should learn how to sage and reply. Only one anon said anything about his photography being unflattering, and they didn't say the models were actually fat? >>1122127
Yeah, I'm lost on why or how Adam would even have her stim check. Is it true what another anon said, that she doesn't have her own savings account? She shouldn't have her accounts tied to him still, it's been how long?
She has her own accounts but since she refuses to sign the divorce papers, the money would go to him because he was the only one earning any money in that marriage. If she was a responsible adult she would finalize the divorce but she needs every last ounce of victim
card so she has to bitch about her ex husband because she’s clearly still so obsessed with that asshole and the fact that he moved on and doesn’t give a fuck about her.
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Absolutely not to WK Heather, but, remembering Adam was a bit of a dick, and now appears broke as, could it be a little bit true?
Also, he has a 16 year old daughter? Did I completely miss a whole chunk of info from the previous 7 threads?
I wonder how Hag interacted as Step Mom.
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From his IG profile…
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woe is heather
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Is this just her feeling sorry for herself or has she been turned down again?
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But I thought you were girlfriend material?? I mean you have your own car, make your own money, and whiten your teeth! Kek
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She really thinks she did something with her newest shoot lmao
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Here we go again and again.
New girl is kind of cute ngl. Surprised Adam managed, but I suppose a lot of straight girls have low standards. kek>>1122374
The dollar store creepy cloth makes a comeback to hide her gut. Love it.
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Weird, just a couple hours before that she did one of her typical Sad Girl stories (which she was gonna leave in 2020, right?)
I was busy so couldn’t watch fully, just skipped through, but the gist was she’d had a fucked up day and people she thought were her friends were dumping her. She put it down to people being jealous of her. Kek.
Deleted the stories, presumably when she scored her date, then added this…
this round of stimmies is really fucked up
some people got their money sent to H&R Block by mistake
it’s completely possible they sent it to an old joint account with Adam
"Friends." Yeah. Sure.
She's on another one of her everything is groovy posting kicks, trying to look confident and cool, cuz she's manic from receiving some crumb of mediocre male attention. Gross.
It's a big internet for you to fuck off to. Give it a go.
We'll be here being bored losers. You sure showed us.
so is this her latest boy visiting the threads?
enjoy getting to know heather kek
Bro, do you even hear yourself? What kinda control freak incel fuck do you think you’re? You’re literally so obsessed with her life that you guys have to follow these anon posts to fuel your hate boners. Christ, take your own advice and get off the internet since you can’t leave well enough alone. Once again, if you don’t like her than what’s the point? You all are just as bad, if not worse. Pointing out her flaws while being VERY flawed yourselves. You all have nothing better to do than to mock, body shame, and talk disgustingly about her. Don’t like her? Don’t follow her and forget she exists, but you all can’t do that because you’re getting something out of all of this. It’s gross. All of you need to grow up, some advice from all us girls at work. Find a hobby, a significant other, and get out of your moms basement. 🙃
I love when wks wander in here and pull the "ur all just lonely dudes who live in ur mom's basement, get a girlfriend incel" like lolcow isn't a gossip forum full of women. KEK
Wait for it, she's gonna pull out the "ur just jealous" next.
The fact that a few of her coworkers felt the need to find this thread and wk her at like 10pm at night has me dead ngl.>>1123419
Susan here is definitely a white, middle aged part time cashier at Target with a couple kids of her own. These women should be careful or Heather might hit up their teen sons for late night graveyard walks with "cute boys".
Literally WHAT is there to be jealous of? This accusation always gets me… what does Heather have that we’d want? Her job? No. Love life, friends, connections? Noooo.
She has the most basic, common, failure-to-launch small town life. The thought of feeling jealous over her is kind of embarrassing… most people aim a little bit higher.
when people are clearly new to imageboard "culture" and throw the word incel around.>>1123383
Its been said time and time again, theres a lot of us here. we check this in our downtime (even near constant internet use being normal these days, so you cant shame us for that even if it were true). Now, we may not all be happy successful people but can sure as hell say none of us are making the display this cow does, and yeah its pretty fucking entertaining. Heather and you need not flatter yourselves that she is any any sort of danger. That is literally just schizo talk. This is not a male incel site, nobody is thinking of her in terms of belle delphine or any girl who may actually garner risky attention.
we are just women laughing at her. nothing deeper
Not that anon, but I can just imagine this coworker being a portly, middle aged mother who has seen Heather have public breakdowns about every minor little thing and thought "oh the poor dear". The funny part is that she took the time, late at night, to try to call us exactly what Heather is, a bitter femcel living at home with her mom. lmao>>1123554
Obviously her sex appeal anon. Also her ability to talk to ghosts. God, I wish I were Heather Steele.
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>>1123316>You literally STALK this woman’s life and post about her constantly.
I only casually read the thread but if you go a story viewer site and put heather's username in there's 60+ stories on any given day. People are just commenting on all the content she puts on the public internet.
Here's an example of something she posted today. Are you really surprised people comment on content she puts out there every day, especially when it's this melodramatic?
She told people where she works.
Also, you DO realize she routinely complains about how all the women in her life offering her support are basic and stupid, right? She's not like other girls.
As someone who has supported her in the past, all I can say is, good luck to you. As soon as you disagree with her on even the smallest little thing, she will throw you under the bus, like she always does. There's a reason there's a long trail of burned bridges behind this girl, independently of lolcow.
Why do you think people started posting about heather? Do you think theu just threw a bunch of names in a hat and picked her? It's because she has lied about everyone who doesn't give her what she wants. It's because if she can't use you for favors or money and clout, she can use you to make herself look like a victim
. As she has done many, many times.
So please enjoy looking out for Heather. And in a few months, when she'll start posting about her mean colleagues who betrayed her because she was too unique for them and they were jealous of her, you can feel good about taking the moral highground then. But when that happens and she starts smearing your names on the internet, like she has done so many times before with her friends, exes, and communities that rallied to support her, please think back to those horrible losers on lolcow, who told you so.
I can't really blame them. I supported heather at one point.
Sorry to blogpost. But I found her channel around the time she broke up with Adam. I'd been in an abusive
relationship myself, and had had to spend time at a shelter after bailing in the middle of the night. The people there did their best, but it was still an awful experience.
So when Heather started her gofundme, claiming to be on the verge of having to go to a shelter, I donated. I gave her the money I usually spend on one nice thing for my birthday. And then when it turned out she was never in danger of being homeless, it actually took me a while to believe she'd actually lied. I assumed there had been some misunderstanding. I didn't want to believe I had been duped. And I took comfort in the fact that she said she'd donate the money to a women's charity. So it would still go to good use.
So weeks went by with her posting Jeffrey Star and killstar hauls. And I finally reached out to ask her what charity she would be donating to. And she blocked me. It took that for me to finally figure it out. After that I found this board.
So I think her coworkers really think they are helping out a woman in need. And that's a good impulse. But I think they can find better avenues for this than yelling at people on the internet.
If you want to help Heather, encourage her to talk to a councellor of some kind. Help her get offline and build a healthy life for herself.
And if she ends up hurting you, don't let that discourage you from helping other women. Because for every Heather, there are ten women who want and need your support.
Or maybe it’s the girl who Heather played wedding photographer for a few
months back. Wonder if she knows that Heather spammed many of her private wedding photos on her stories to prove to the haters that she could manage such a big feat.
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Waiting patiently for BomberRyan to bite.
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let's place bet how long this one will last until she enters another
"i've accepted i'll be forever alone" stage
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I'm so ready for a new Ryan.
Latest story is another self-pitying ramble about how she needs supplementary income>I'm just not gonna make it>If any of you know any side hustles I can do>Any tips or tricks>Please let me know
Does anyone else get the vibe that she's hoping someone will suggest OnlyFans? She looks like a fat wine aunt in her Walmart undies, so she'd have to start slinging pussy at a $3 starting rate. I really don't think anyone would suggest it to her thankfully, but I'd love to see that empowered
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never considered her a looker but she really is looking like a hag here jfc
a shot worth losing friends over…
I'm sorry you work as a cashier at Target, anon. Didn't mean to hit so close to home.>>1123823>>1124077
And the cycle begins anew. Bets on bomberRyan, or has a new challenger appeared?
As milky as her "slinging puss" would be, if she thinks OF is going to be easy money, she's going to be surprised. Her best bet has and will always be what anons have been saying forever now. She needs to clear out her storage lockers. It would save her hundreds every month and she'd make money off the collectables too. At this rate those toys are going to sit in there and get destroyed, climate controlled storage or not.
Honestly if she's really hurting for cash and "can't get into the storage locker" she can resellf her shillstar junk on depop for minor markdowns. She just doesn't want to sell any of her shit at the end of the day.
Right? It makes me roll my eyeballs into orbit. >sell your storage crap>quit paying for storage>save any YT checks>find non-seasonal employment
And the most important thing:>stop buying shit.
It’s really not that hard.
In a total 360 for me, I’ve realised she’ll never do OF. She may like to dip her toes into goffic wine mom “boudoir shots” but she’s a prude in reality.
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Just like everything else in her life she isn't welcomed into the club.
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Heather once again asking herself questions from another account
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youtube woes again
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How’s that job search going, Heather?
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Heather just posted a short explanation on this question and how she thinks it came
From someone who wanted to vilify her for being into cemeteries and not knowing squat about their history.
Granted it’s a question that I would think someone so invested in cemeteries and their history should know about and address as content creators: at least to educate the general public. But we all know this is Heather and she’s not about to research anything:
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Actually she did make mention of spoopy ghoulgals, but only to say that they pump up her waxing and waning ego.
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Heather addresses the assumption that just because she’s interested in the Victoria era that doesn’t mean she glamorizes it while also overlooking the “not so great things and injustices” about it.
This is also the same Heather that has said many times that she was born in the wrong era. She tried to come off all woke while explaining how she’s a historian and a lover of history; but it came across like someone who quickly read through a Wikipedia article on the Victorian era.
Promptly deleted these because she comes off like a babbling idiot.
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I don't know why she didn't like this one. He seems funny. The rest of the tinder messages are losers.
The last one and the one before, iirc. Kek.
I think she’s trying to employ a tactic of showing dislike to chads to appear Not Like Other Girls to BomberRyan. She states she uninstalled the apps but kept these caps to have a laugh at. People who do this kind of thing are deeply mistrustful…in my experience, anyway.
Seriously tho, what's with her "I'm ackshully bi u guise" recently? We all know she sends herself these asks. if she's bi, why won't she list off what she's looking for in a woman like she does with her endless spoopy boy checklists? Why never a peep about spoopy ladies, like other anons have pointed out?
Sure u can be bi as in sexually attracted to other women but not consider them an option, but it would be real fucking refreshing if the women who'd never eat puss or consider dating another girl would stop going on about muh bisexuality muh kweer identity. You're functionally straight.
Well, if she's been reading the boards she might be trying to prove that she does not hate other women.
I mean, most people would form strong female connections. Or at least seek out the company of other women. Or accept their overtures of friendship. Or lift up female creators.
But Heather chooses to say that maybe one day she could sort of kind of think about fucking one. But probably not.
Or, you know, she's doing it to snag a guy. A lot of dudes think that bi means "eager to do threesome."
The thing is, bi erasure is a real problem. And many bi people are not taken seriously by those around them. And guess who's not helping the situation at all.
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I think BomberRyan is defo our new, proper Ryan.
Welcome to the club bomberryan! Let's see how long it will take you to go from spoopy boy to fuckboy.
Hope you don't have any female friends.
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Heather getting ready for her date
in her baby voice
“Guess what? I’m going on a date! So if you’ve been wasting my time, leading me on, not texting back, you’re cancelled!”
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It gets worse…
>an essential part of an influencers “get ready to go anywhere” routine, is you gotta spend an hour taking selfies
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Why is she wearing so many patterns? My head hurts looking at this
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Is back from her date. Cannot fathom why her GPS would keep making her get off the freeway when she states herself she was for sure going the wrong way, swerving all over, driving on places that aren’t even roads (WHAT!!??!?!!) she is a fucking retard. No wonder she’s usually an incel.
And like jude, a significant part of her personality is hoarding killstar.
Lets just hope she never finds out about DDLG.
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Hag goes on date, Hag explodes on stories.
So many choice cuts which I cba to précis in such detail as I usually would, cause we all know the kind of rambling mania she’s about. However, my favourites…
>my name is Heather Steele and I’m a paranormal explorer! MTV persona style
>lists all the things that she is, interview style
>fish impression, picrel
>I would also like to get into acting this year, to make a short ‘filmy’ thing
>baby voice ad infinitum
>thank you for the outrageous amount of support recently
>thank you to all those who weren’t little bitches about my boudoir shoot, cause guess what bitches, more of those will be happening - that’s gonna be a regular thing on this account
>endless “thank yous” that rival an oscars speech
My hot take on BomberRyan is that he’s gonna be around for a while and things are gonna get milky.
Loved that she admitted to “swerving around all over the place” on the freeway. Imagine being in a car with this overexcited airhead with the attention span of a flea. I imagine emergency stops and taking freeway exits at the last minute are a thing. >>1126681
She sometimes gives shout outs to females on her stories, but it’s clearly only ever to inveigle herself into something in some way.
My prediction? Not even long at all. She'll probably take it very personally if he takes longer than 5 mins to text her back … or wants to play video games/watch tv … or doesn't act or dress exactly
the way Heather wants him to. She'll boohoo about it and go right back to being forever alone.
And if it's not that, she'll say or do something extra creepy within hours or days and he'll peace out with great swiftness from the scary obsessive vibes.
Nta, I would agree with you any other time, but he posted this, which is very in tune with Hag’s madness >>1125913
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>I don’t make enough money. I’m just not gonna make it
>I know some of y’all are gonna roll your eyes, but I need to get a new iPhone!
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She’s so worthless. Drives “all the way out to periopolis” and can’t “figure out” where to park to see whatever bullshit she’s been waiting her whole life to see and is too chicken shit to just park and go. So edgy and wild.
This had me shouting, once again. In fairness she’s now found a parking space and the entrance.
On today’s episode of Heather Explores…>I parked the car! Yay!>I discovered an entrance! Go me!
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From her date last night. So frumpy
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Heather is the best. I love her fashion. Too spooky for us mundanes
>>1127286>the exorcists - witchy woman
Omg when will she stop doing this cringe? We all know she only chose this song because of the title implying that she is the witchy woman in question.
Also the outfit would be cute if not for the leggins/tights. There is too much moon on her. Why is she doing this to herself? just wear black tights like a normal person.
I noticed this too. She really showed her true self in the latest Brownsville stories. Bumbling along like a clumsy chimp, treading in shit and laughing at herself as a recovery reflex, like she’s not a total goober.
Love how candid vid captures her true small yet chonky self. Not tiny. At all.
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She is tiny. Not in the right way. Heather is a mini-fridge. Short and stout. She keeps pushing the "I'm tiny" agenda because the only thing she has going for her is that she doesn't need to duck when walking under things.
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Also called middle age crisis
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I’m sure all hardcore Haggers have seen her latest stories, for those who haven’t, you guessed it, it’s the same old shit.
>Tries to do a funny build up to the fact that her period has come, by revealing she’s been feasting on fried cheese and potato chips
>I was meant to be going vegan
No one ever thinks you will, don’t worry
>you know what my friend said? At least it came!
>but since I’m not getting any anyway, I don’t have to worry about that
Since declaring YT is totally over for her, and she’s a daily TikTokkers…
>If I could just figure out a way to come back to You Toob
>complains that YT prep takes a whole two hours cause make up
>complains that TikTok prep takes twenty mins cause nails
Best thing about video is that she’s smeared eczema cream all over her chin and the…
>brand new light cube she just HAD to buy
…is highlighting how skeevy her chin looks.
All in all another disaster story.
What happened to this little melodrama? >>1117668
Is her mom not kicking her out after all? Was it all lies for pity again?
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Hag’s feeling insecure about whether people really really know she’s 4-real kek
>feel really insecure about my hair
>like you’d never know, I’ve been into this whole alternative thing and I’ve literally dedicated my life to this shit since I was 11 years old
>but you would never know when you look at me because I just look…boring
>I really want to do something with it
So what do we reckon, farmers? What’s it gonna be?
>I’m really paranoid that when I curl my hair it makes me look my age
>like I look like a 30 something soccer mom
>I really wanna do the whole Instagram model thing and I think I have to fix my look if I wanna do that, you know
I don’t think it’s the hair, Heather
Then another ramble about YT and the “shit I dealt with”
>it was criminal
>no one actually likes me, they just watch for the drama
Do we take it that Hag is jealous of BomberRyan’s girl photos?
What’s going on?
Splitdye. I'm calling it now. It was fashionable with vaguely witchy types about a year ago, so it's about time for heather to get on that trend.
Or pink. Because it might just be "the real her."
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Heather threatens to delete all social media after going on another big rant about food issues, hating her photography, being lonely, and not feeling good enough.
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She is UNHINGED and deranged rn… pic rel is her saying “I don’t care, I really don’t” with easily 40 more stories left to vent through. Ffs
I know we're used to rapid cycling Heather by now but something serious must be going on at home that she's this unhinged.
Wish she'd just get to the fucking point for once instead of repeating the same old same old at increasing volumes.
I mean. She's definitely been reading here and it's true. Her fried blond hair with the overdone curls ages her considerably.>>1130898
A Heather e-girl phase would be delightful.>>1131040
Girl. Get help.
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She’ll never get it
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This woman is so mentally stunted it hurts. No Heather, taking "sexy" pics in cheap lingerie in your mom's basement at age 30 is not "adult." Neglecting to look for a second (or different) job so you can finally be the independent woman you claim to be so much is not "adult." Refusing to seek help for your very obvious mental health issues and instead endlessly venting online and shaming people who actually do something about their self-destructive and negative patterns is not "adult."
She really must not have had any truly ~strong independent women~ in her life growing up. She has no idea what actually taking accountability for yourself and and being an independent adult look like.
Yes, these equally tacky aesthetics are your only two options after all.>>1131077
Nah, she passes as normal enough to get a first date/hangout but never a second. She’s nuts.
Not like guys aren't nuts too, remember those you're my best friend in the whole world!!!
texts that one guy was sending. Her main point of crazy is the 60 Instagram stories every day. The woman has no chill, or sense of privacy.
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Claiming she’s disabled because she’s near sighted
How does she still
believe that people hate her because she started dressing in black? Is the truly that fucking dense?
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Crying because she’s blocking most people who watched her stories and doesn’t want to accidentally block people who “look up to her”…
Heather, people can watch on anon story viewers like https://insta-stories.ru/
or better yet, just don't post 60 stories a day if you don't want people watching. Bring it down to ten or something, new years resolution.
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New post from Hag, turning off all comments and presumably only ranting on private stories?
Full-blown on screen meltdown, serious anger issues and delusions. Just that.
She honestly did say that the start of all this is because>I lost a ton of weight and people didn’t like that
Also…>my ex is a psychopath. He mentally, physically and sexually abused me…every day. >people came to TikTok to leave abusive comments >my physical being is at risk from stalkers and abusers
Loads of the usual ranting>>1131084
In the main, yes. Especially if you read his captions on his own IG posts. Seems like she’s trying to fit the mold of what he’s been saying on there.
She’s currently still triggered
and posting some of the same shit as last night again. Get therapy heather.
Not only that, but we've yet to see actual evidence of anything
she's claimed aside from unrelated garbage she posted during her pissing contest with Nina - correct me if I'm wrong, someone.
Less toys and pink and glitter for her means more for everyone else. Why would the kawaii/retro toy community be upset about eliminated competition for increasingly expensive and finite resources?
Someone did, and posted them here. It was promptly deleted because they were called out for cowtipping >>1131129
Heather made a FB post claiming she was "under cyber attack," was being stalked and harassed, and that she was going to delete socials and friends can text her if they need to, yada yada… then someone with a burner Facebook account with no profile pic and a Japanese name commented on the post basically saying that'll never happen, Heather responded with something to the effect of "get a life," then cowtip-chan said "why don't you post 50 insta stories to prove it"
And now (if Heather actually goes through with it, press X to doubt) she's claiming she's gonna go dark on social media which would deprive us of milk. This is why you don't cowtip.
So there was proof of Heather being left hate comments. Not sure why we collectively doubt that so much. For every person who follows the rules and contains Heather talk to the Heather thread, there's a retard who has no idea how to act on the internet. We all saw how long it took for the posters in the Heather threads to learn how to integrate. Of course some of them are still going directly to the cow herself to spew shit.
>>1131372>mostly the toy people,
Nobody in the toy community has mentioned her for years, this is why her claims of this is what you want me to be
referring to her toy collector persona/version don't make any sense. I've literally never seen anyone talk about her.