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No. 1087783

First Thread >>738758
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Seventh Thread >>1031322

Heather Steele is a former retro toy collecting and Fairy Kei fashion Youtuber who, at the end of 2018, decided to have a major meltdown and turned all her social media into a public diary. She began cheating on her allegedly abusive husband, and re-wrote herself as some sort of pop Victorian goth and witchy explorer. She got incredibly defensive of her sudden change. In her defensiveness– which she vaguely admitted was to win the affections of a man– she threw a lot of her supporters under the bus, has been unreasonably cocky and aggressive with a lot of people including former friends, and distorted the criticisms (which were towards her overall behavior) into a narrative claiming everyone is just attacking her for her fashion and hobby choices.

She has a history of incredibly self-focused and self-destructive behavior. Over the past year, she has wildly flipped between “I’m a strong woman and I don’t need to validate myself” to having public meltdowns on social media, only to delete them within an hour. Despite this, she denies she’s mentally ill and attacks the mere notion she needs help, once again using the “people hate me because I’m goth now” narrative.

Heather has alienated herself from all her old friends, but continues to act like everyone was just a bad person and she’s a victim who fled from a terrible life. She used and manipulated several people in her life, and spent her 20s being a homebody mooch, then went on to claim she was “living in a hellhole with an abusive husband” in order to garner pity for a Gofundme and claim she was going to be homeless. She is now living back at home with her parents and has a job and a car, but continues all her usual crazy and continues putting all her energy towards seeking approval from “boys” and her followers.

She has tried to start up her Youtube channel again, but doesn’t seem to have any consistent plans despite claiming otherwise. Keeps coming and leaving YouTube ad nauseam.

Other characters (because the “Ryans” can get confusing)
>Adam: Heather’s ex husband. Not a stellar person himself, cheated and lied too, but Heather seems to exaggerate the “abuse”. Funded her and bought her gifts. Dating since 2012, engaged 2016, divorced 2019.
>Adam’s new gf: “Hates Heather”, according to Heather. Heather used the new girlfriend’s visit to springboard into a breakdown about how she was in danger and going to be homeless.
>Ryan 1: Motivational Youtuber. Heather latched onto him and he apparently tried to help the dysfunctional couple by suggesting Heather seek therapy. Eventually they both threw him to the dogs.
>Ryan 2: Ryan Z. Urbex’er whom Heather latched onto and physically stalked several times by using other people for rides. Met up again Oct 2019, Heather posted some cutesy things, and in less than a day those posts were removed and she put him on blast.
>Ryan 3: Short-lived gamer boy met through Tinder.
>Damian: On-off Urbex boyfriend. Eventually put him on blast after their 500th breakup.
>Ryan 4: Craig. Graveyard photographer Heather briefly dated, but they appear to still be friends.
>Ryan 5: Clay. Ex-boyfriend who broke up with her because she was negative. Tried to lure him back by being negative on her instagram stories.
>Ryan 6: Chase. Dated for like 2 weeks LDR and were supposed to meet IRL but he changed his mind after he realised she’s batshit.
>Ryan 7: Femryan. Stated dating the second time they met irl. After multiple breakups, Heather decided to end things for good because he wanted to go to a party on halloween instead of going to the cemetery like all of their other dates.
>Juliet/Dera: Former friend who put Heather on a pedestal. Heather took advantage of this and used Heather to stalk Ryan 2 Jan 2019. Car ended up in a ditch and they’re not longer friends. Juliet has come out to explain what happened and reflect on it.
>Sisters: Younger and older. Moved out to Cali where she met Adam at the start of the last decade under claims her elder sister was trying to kill her.
>Parents: Claimed her parents wouldn’t take her in because they voted Trump. Finally admitted to living with her mom. Says her family didn’t accept her dark aesthetic so she adopted the pastel aesthetic to be accepted by them.

Last thread:
>Filled with the usual “I am meant to be alone”, “my lifestyle is so extreme”, “everybody hates me for no reason” and so on
>Met Femryan on a dating app. They talked for two weeks before finally meeting and Heather declaring she loves him. They inevitably broke up because she cannot handle people having different interests.
>Reconnected with Chase. Everything was going well until Heather found out he had a female friend who he was nice too. Decided to blast him out, even though she admitted that she wasn’t sure about her accusations.
>Chase and Nina (the friend) retaliate so Heather decides to post texts between her and Chase, which prove nothing
>Making yet another comeback to YouTube/Tiktok
>Onlyfans looming in the near future

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/user/FreyaBunny19

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/heather_explores/

Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@heather_explores

No. 1087797

Great job on the summary, OP! Here's to a milky future for this insufferable cow.

No. 1087800

Ryan 8: ChaseRyan

I know you’ve made a summary, OP, but let’s give him his badge of honour by officially numbering him.

No. 1087802

He's number 6, anon. This is his second time on the Heather Steele merry-go-round.

No. 1087805

Oh dear, intelligence bypass. Of course he is. Sorry OP!

No. 1087806

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Absolutely nothing surprising about the fact that her favourite photographic subject is Heather Steele.

No. 1087839

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she looks like a sausage in natural casing.

No. 1087843

this woman is delusional

No. 1087845

crazy how accurately her cycles keep repeating - every time she tells herself she is over a guy, she unpacks the lingerie to show them what 'they are MiSsInG'

No. 1087867

Every. Single. Time.

In fact, clever anon suggested we update the Hagther Cycle for the new OP/Image. Totally forgot. Next time!

No. 1087975

>Doesn't want to be used for sex
>Appeals to men with lingerie pics

No. 1087976

“I don’t want a boy to see me as just a piece of ass; I want him to see my soul, my passion.”

No. 1088014

That’s how she thinks her perfect relationship will work. A spooky boy will lavish her with attention and take interest in her hobbies. And in return, she will have sex with them. She thinks she’s so alluring that surely that’s enough.

No. 1088017

idk if its just her horse face or the filters (or both) but she looks mtf in these thirst traps

No. 1088080

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We may be in for a treat. She woke up after pm, is on her second cup of coffee and has warned us to get ready.

>might do Kill Star haul

No. 1088105

Lmfao can't wait. She must have finally lost her mind if she thinks this middle parting looks better..

No. 1088130

She looks like she’s wearing a terrible wig. Drink some water if four fucking cups of coffee is making you tired. You’re prob dying from dehydration.

No. 1088295

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Context for related pic: Hagther obsessively lurking North Witch and ChaseRyan as they’re on a road trip and photo shoot.
She must be beyond furious, with the little understanding that she has, that everyone except her manages to find someone to love - be it friend or whatever. I can picture the flames of jealousy licking around her Killstar adorned fridge-bod as I type.

No. 1088446

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What in gods name has happened here?

No. 1088466

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I don't know why she thinks that mouth open with her bottom teeth showing post is sexy

No. 1088481

Yeah, that dead-eyed stare will definitely make Chase regret having other female friends.

No. 1088514

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matte metallic lipstick on the worlds crustiest lips 👄

No. 1088517

why does it look so gross inside though?

No. 1088636

She never stops doing it. It’s brain dead. Such model.

No. 1088673

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She’s awake and in Farm Girl mode. Stomping around the yard, off to collect eggs, even the hens flinch from her.
I love Stomping Heather. The one that tries to pet stuff but accidentally crushes things to death.

No. 1088699

Also shes not supposed to be petting them while they're laying on their eggs lol

No. 1088706

>I'd rather die delusional than being a mature cynic"

I love how black and white things are for her kek it makes no sense. In Heather's world, you can either be a delusional 'extremist' or a narrowminded cynic and that's it.
Heather we aren't saying you should go from optimistic delusional to pessimistic delusional. You can live in the real world and accept adult responsibilities and realities, but also have hope and optimism.
It's jarring how the older she gets, the further she emotionally and mentally regresses.

No. 1089190

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No. 1089311

LMAO I hope things keep escalating, this chick sounds like she has some cow potential too

No. 1089314

She keeps posting all this shit about sociopaths but none of the things she's describing are actually traits of a sociopath. (Could go into why but I don't want to blog post) She's so similar to Heather it's hilarious. She even does the same cringe explaining thing Heather does where she pretends to be an expert on something but just proves she knows nothing about it. There's something especially hilarious about watching two narcs go at eachother with the same tactics.

No. 1089326

Sorry not to be a total retard but why can I never watch these things? They don’t play for me.

No. 1089418

No. 1089449

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The cycle has started.Not even a month from FemRyan and her thing with ChaseRyan again and now this rando guy to mooch off his YT lol
Get ready guys!

No. 1089464

I suppose it was his voice in her stories, then. And here I was, feeling impressed that she had gone somewhere alone! What a fucking loser

No. 1089468

try clicking on the "1606100060484.webm" and open it in a new tab - if you're using an iOS device with Safari, it doesnt support .webm video formats and you should either switch browser or download it and play it thru a video app.

No. 1089472

I really get the feeling Heather lurks here sometimes… weren't anons repeatedly saying this last thread? How dumb it was that she was ignoring all her simps on her social media, and if she just looked through them all she'd find a suitably spooky boy?

No. 1089482

new guy is charmcityparanormal

No. 1089487

Bless you anon! I don’t have FB so am reliant on these juicy caps. I am strapping in for another wild ride. God I hope it escalates quickly. I thought she’d been a bit quiet, not posting on stories every other minute.

No. 1089488

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Holy FUCK she is one scary and confused little person. She must keep a notebook on each new guy so she can slowly wear their skin, because this takes effort.

No. 1089500

Thanks anon. I downloaded VLC and it works now.

No. 1089503

Good catch, anon. I noticed she was doing this with Type O and ChaseRyan. Despite her liking the band when she was growing up, her timing was uncanny with using their songs in recent stories, the same time ChaseRyan was.

So, what are we calling this one?

I notice he has nice tattoo free hands…anyone catch Hagther banging on about wanting a man with tattooed hands the other day? How long before he is covered. Kek.

No. 1089506

I think he will be out before he permanently changes his body. The only man that ever stayed in her life for a long period of time was her husband.

No. 1089510

His youtube channel seems to mostly be him and his friends wandering about in empty buildings and being absolutely freaked out by random noises that may SOUND like the wind or a raccoon or their friends walking around, but are totally ghosts. Angry ghosts specifically.

Which begs the question: if the ghosts-that-are-not-wind are angry, and this is terrifying to you, why do you keep going into these places?

But yeah, I suggest scaredyryan. At least till we get a good enough look at this winner to come up with something more specific.

Maybe li'lbitchryan?

No. 1089515

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Yeah, you’re right anon. Just lurked his IG and he seems like a nice guy. I can’t imagine any properly nice person putting up with Hagther for very long without running a mile. Unless he has some WK complex.

So, it’s been 2 days since they first connected. Anyone want to bet on how long this is gonna run?

My name vote is for CharmRyan.

No. 1089523

I put forth GhostRyan, because like you I too think he'll dip quickly once he realizes what he's up against, kek

No. 1089525

her cycle's seem to speed up.. she only did the 'revenge lingerie shoot' a couple days ago and she already has a new 'potential forever boyfriend' in mind. it's crazy how it goes from no one loves me, i'm too niche to be with someone and that's okay to OMG I found my soulmate

No. 1089527

Good call. He hunts ghosts and he will ghost. I like GhostRyan.

No. 1089528

I know. It’s intensified. FemRyan only feels like a couple of weeks ago. She hasn’t even done the Killstar haul video yet. You know, the haul in which she bought her new BF some cringe clothing and coat he couldn’t wriggle out of.

No. 1089530

>>1089515 >>1089523
2nding charmryan and ghostryan, either work for me.

It's insane how fast the Heather-cycle has become, I'm almost impressed. Wonder what the max spin cycle will be on the Heather laundry machine.

No. 1089545

Ghostryan is excellent.

Now, of course he'll be a "fuckboy" by this time next week. But lets enjoy it while it lasts.

No. 1089563

Heather's enthusiasm for driving out to meet random guys she only started talking to a few hours ago is going to be her literal demise. Her mom must have checked out of caring about her a long time ago. Everyone knows you meet someone for the first time in a public location.

No. 1089565

Her cycles remind me of the ridiculous stories you make up when you play barbie as a kid. Everything is maximum drama and happens really fast.

No. 1089648

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"healthy pace" mhm sure…right. watch her say ILY in less than a week. Kek

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No. 1089751

Kekkers thanks anon

No. 1089754

TF is with her tone? This is why she has no friends.

No. 1089780

Sage for no milk/nitpick but ghost/charmryan looks like super Mario’s weird cousin. He is not good looking. She has terrible taste in men. I mean ‘spoopy boys’.

No. 1089833

Yeah. You can go through /snow/ threads and find a hundred cows with this exact tone of response, and they wonder why they're so lonely.

No. 1089868

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Yeah. I just caught him in her latest stories and he has that same kind of broken marionette weaklord body that FemRyan has.

No. 1090197

Does anybody know how old ghostryan is? Is she robbing the cradle again like with femryan? Or is he just sickly looking?

No. 1090254

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His Twitch says he is 25

No. 1090260

Another man child. Excellent.

No. 1090383

Didn't realize Baltimore was so close to Philly. And OT, but the name Charm City for Baltimore is always funny to me because it's not really a charming city anymore. lol

No. 1090395

So he has other interests other than urbex and photography? yeah, that’s not going to fly for Hagther.

So much for not pursuing younger guys because “they’re not mature enough for me and are just fuckboys.”

No. 1090630

This is the part where she’s weaving her web. Here’s me patiently waiting for the publicly broadcast OTT fun and games to start.

No. 1090756

Maybe she'll create a twitch and stream her terrible gameplay again if she stays with this one kek

On her old youtube the DOOM gameplay was so terrible I had to stop watching, she died 10 times within a few minutes…

No. 1090843

Hello Heather gamergurl 2.0

No. 1090853

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Finally we get an update and it’s just the same old. But my tinfoil is she’s laying the groundwork for CharmRyan, so it’s basically all an Intro to Heather for him.
Here’s a look he should get used to: crazy eye.
Incidentally she’s just spilt a cup of coffee over her kitchen table and instead of cleaning it up is making a hysterical video about it. Thinks it’s the funniest thing the the world ever. And also manages to say she’s spilt it into her bra. Okay Hagther.

No. 1090854

I think she already deleted this. New record because I saw her spilled coffee story minutes ago.

No. 1090913

I have a theory that might be her next phase again. still wondering what happened to her gaming computer she had when she was with Adam?

No. 1090914

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Plenty more where that came from anon, including this alluring shower cap view.

Anons who have her on FB, she said a debate about her starting OF got heated real quick in the comments. Does anyone have caps of that?

She’s thinking of starting Patreon instead of OF.

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Guess CharmRyan was a fluke.

No. 1090926

This woman never sleeps, she spends every moment looking for spooky boys and then imploding every relationship at hyperspeed

No. 1090933

That’s some Chris Chan shit.

No. 1090955

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FFS. Heather. If you are reading this, really, and I mean really, it is time to pull yourself together. Fuck.

>has been crying for half an hour in bath tub

>it’s been a really hard day. She aches. No hot water at home.
>but not just that, no! I have had all this alone time today. Just me with my lonely self.
>I need some interaction, if you are my friend, call me
>but I’m a really nice person

Seriously. She has too much fucking interaction. If it’s not with strangers online or just shouting into the void in stories, it’s hooking up with potential spoops or getting into drama with other narcs.

How - just how - has she no off switch? She says she’s aware of what she does and why it turns people off. Then continues to do it.

No. 1091007

She mentions that she was crying in the bathtub because she has too much "alone" time with her thoughts and she needs others to share her time with. Heather, no well-adjusted adult cries because they have the amount of alone time that you have. You were hanging out with a potential spoopy bf literally yesterday. You are crying because you haven't hung out with someone for less than 24 hours. How do you not realize that that is insane? How dependent you are on others? Not even teenagers whine about not seeing people for less than a day.

No. 1091010

I am sure the real reason she is crying in the bathtub is that her latest boyfriend conquest failed.

No. 1091011

this whole string of stories literally feels like "pov you're Heather's therapist"

No. 1091018

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Here we go with the make up and lingerie cycle. I mean, already?

No. 1091025

kek! pretty soon she is going to go through the whole cycle in 20 minutes.

No. 1091043

I'm just…amazed at how fast this was kek

No. 1091049

girl needs to get off tinder and get on betterhelp or talkspace

the ryan madness cycles getting practically instantaneous

No. 1091051

So long CharmRyan, we hardly knew ye.

No. 1091105


as if she doesn't obsessively stalk all her simps scouting for a new man

No. 1091119

Fuck! I was trying to think of a clever Ryan name and before I could think of a good one (ubranexRyan 2.5hoursRyan…. it needed work) she’s already half way through her fucking cycle. Earlier today I felt bad for her in the bath but now it’s like Jesus Christ, eye roll

No. 1091150

Probably because they went out in a date and she immediately assumed they were going to be together forever. He probably just wanted to get to know her and then realized she’s crazy.

No. 1091221

She looks cute here. It's a shame that her personality ruins her.

No. 1091226

at this point, we go to sleep and wake up and heather has been through her 'i don't need men, lingerie shot, new boyfriend who might be the one' in 8 hours

No. 1091232

Safe for no new milk, but I got bored and went back to re-read her first two threads and wow has the mood shifted from being ‘team sparkles’ to ‘she’s delusional’ kek I love it

No. 1091239

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Her "easy makeup" made her look so much like Kelly it's ridiculous

No. 1091272

Same personality too and how she talks.

No. 1091324

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Haha yes anon. I’ve been thinking this for a while now. A fine combo of Kelly and Leslie Hall. Especially Leslie when she was going on and on about her “cute new sweaters”.

No. 1091328

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If she delivers, we have an epic tell all YT video to watch today. It’s her comeback special, and she promises it’s going to be emotional.

No. 1091331

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Samefag, wanted to share this cap too. Further proof she reads this thread - her stories echo what we say in here. She’s dusted herself off and promises to come back better than ever. Kek.

No. 1091468

Nah, it’ll be her distorted version of the truth where she’s the sole victim and everyone hates her. Yawn.

I’d rather see a tell all/exposed video starring all of the Ryans telling their side of the story.

No. 1091790

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Debating on whether or not to post her “super emotional video” aka rant on YouTube or not.

Admits that she needs to stop letting things get to her and go full unhinged ranting on her stories because that’s not attractive and it’s the reason why she’s still single.

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If there is anyone who needs to be bombarded with these reminders it’s Heather because of how reckless and stupid she is about meeting random strangers and potentially exposing herself and her family to covid.

No. 1091834

KEK! Our little narcissist has a picture of HERSELF as her lock screen.

No. 1091841

I expect nothing less from the woman who hangs portraits of herself over her bed.

No. 1091845

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Kek anon.

It’s early morning uk, so please, for the love of god, make sure one of you caps the upcoming horror of her latest and very imminent
>sexy photo shoot

Picrel she has the same taste in eyelashes as Shatna. Amazing.

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Fishing for new spoopy bois to meet in deserted areas.

No. 1092110

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She's on a rant right now that she claims she's going to delete but basically she drove over two hours to meet GhostRyan, they hung out in their tunnel and he kissed her, and then ghosted her. He also restricted her on instagram so she couldn't comment on his posts or message him anymore, so she blocked him. The rest of the rant is being #ForeverAlone because she refuses to "put up with someone who doesn't have passion" and is holding out for a boy who either likes ghost hunting, urban exploring or antique collecting. She also claims that all the nice guys in ghost hunting are "too old for her", whatever that means. They're probably 25.

No. 1092116

Makes me wonder what exactly she said to freak him out so quickly. Usually it takes Ryans a couple "dates" to figure out she's insane. I wonder what it's like being as a repelling person as Heather.

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Well I’m sure that spilling coffee hysteria video didn’t help. I’m also sure she put that out there to show off to him, and be like “oh look at me I’m so sexy and cool with ghosts and lingerie but I’m also a really cute dork ahahaha” mania etc.

>as you know, I’m spending Thanksgiving alone

Okay Kelly, you’ve only mentioned it 25 mill times. Also, pandemic?

Wondering if she’s ever heard the phrase opposites attract, and maybe that’s where she’s going wrong. Hell, my bf sure as shit ain’t interested in every hobby I have, and likewise. It’s insane to think the best thing for you would be an ‘on paper’ spoop power couple. Dis bitch. Honestly.

>doesn’t like her editing software, editing is just agonising

That’s called being work shy you fuckwit. Get on with what you have. She really is the person who buys all the gear and has no idea.

No. 1092142

He was commenting on her photos after their date so she must have freaked him out after that. She probably started being her clingy obsessed self and started acting like they were together when he just wanted to take things slow. Or maybe a friend told him she’s a crazy bitch. I’m sure that at this point she’s infamous among the urbex/cemetery photography community.

No. 1092145

Her new video is same ole same ole

No. 1092146

Making herself the victim when is she that insulted the community she created on her way out. She keeps explaining what's she gonna do. She's been doing this for what feels like years just fucking do it already and stfu

No. 1092152

>very briefly went homeless
Do you mean that 20-minute car ride between your husband's house and your mother's house? kek

No. 1092155

Omg I'm 6 minutes into this 35 minute rant and she's already sobbing on camera. Heather is my favorite cow rn.

No. 1092168

Shes truly acting like she's part of some oppressed group. Like girl no one hates on hot topic rejects.

No. 1092179

Literally the only “hate” she gets is on lolcow, which she can easily avoid, but somehow acts like she’s constantly getting bullied on all her social media platforms.

No. 1092203

I have so many feelings on this video. Aside from it being the usual rant she's posted over and over again. She complains that people only liked her for her collection, but a creator's personality is a big part of it. I followed her because I liked her videos, I thought she was cute, quirky, positive and a good representation of the toy community. If she had a shitty personality, people wouldn't have enjoyed her videos, regardless of how much we liked her collection. It might be annoying for her when people express their sadness/frustration with her leaving the hobby, but they're allowed to be sad about it. We know she deletes/moderates comments, but most of the comments I saw about her moving away from toy content were sad but understanding, none were really hateful. It wasn't until SHE insulted the toy community that people turned against her. She brought it on herself. Of course it's going to look disingenuous for her to talk about toys after she's repeadtly insulted the community. Just move on, make your new content and stop dredging up the past, it never works out for you.

No. 1092214

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There is so much to take issue with here.

>muh abuser

Not to undermine her feelings or say in any way that gaslighting and coercive tactics aren’t abuse, just, Heather…get real. Yes Adam acted like a pig and was definitely trying to manipulate the situation, but, you’re out of it and past it so please stfu because Sally Challen you ain’t. It’s over. It’s done with. Sure you feel bad but dare I suggest some of that bad feeling is actually your own shit behaviour and guilt dressed up as what’s been done to you. You acted badly, you hurt people, they hurt you, move on.

>I’m all these things and want to paint with a full palette

Girl, if you have multiple interests they are not all going to fit in the same box. That’s why people use different accounts for different things. If you’re gonna totally change your style and people don’t like it, well, maybe it isn’t such a bad idea to end the one channel and start another.

>all this hate on the daily, even now

Really? Cause I don’t see it. Like the other anon said, it’s just us. And people like your Ryan’s and their friends who think you are batshit. And that’s because of the way you treat others.

Lastly, the fact that we know you obviously chose heavy eye make-up that would streak well when you inevitably start booing…well, that’s just one of the reasons people might think you are a little…insincere.

No. 1092223

She fails to realize that she’s the problem. The toy community isn’t obliged to continue to support her if she doesn’t upload content they and after she insulted their hobby by calling in immature. That doesn’t mean they hate her. The same thing would happene with the urges community. If your channel is based around a specific theme, then people will likely watch you because of that and will stop watching you once you post different content. It has nothing to do with whether they like your personality or not.

She’s been through so many communities and she always ends up making everyone dislike her, yet she can’t acknowledge that it’s because she treats these communities like shit. She’s rather keep jumping from one hobby to another and pretending she’s the victim when people get tired of her antics.

No. 1092231

Heather: complains about being alone all the time
Also Heather: enjoying my time alone FINALLY https://streamable.com/7rn39q

No. 1092237

How the fuck is she spending Thanksgiving alone? Aren't her parents always like four feet away from her at any given moment? What a turd.

No. 1092241

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Why are her under eyes so yellow?

She looks sick and mentally unwell sitting on camera crying about My Little Pony.

No. 1092242

I suppose her parents might be with other family, but odds are she means “alone” as in “no Ryan”

No. 1092250

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No she didn’t just turn her hair purple by leaving toner in for too long. Oh, wait, yes she did. Kek.

No. 1092279

heather can you explain

When are you going to "pay it forward" like you said you would for that Go Fund Me? You can definitely pay for it now considering you work full time at target lul and can afford giant prints of yourself to frame on your mom's wall

You needed money since you were going to be homeless, but instead you used the money on driving lessons

Why didn't you wait until you could sell your toys? Your dolls?
You said you wanted to collect memories and not stuff, but look where we are lol

No. 1092298

We can't be sure but imagine being the person talked about in this >>1089449 and getting wind of it… That's just what we know about. There were probably a dozen red flags waving.

No. 1092301

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I feel like he actually looked her up and realized that she was already planning their wedding day

No. 1092302

I mean, the cock and balls are just gonna drop right off at that point.

No. 1092303

tf is this, she looks straight out of the egirl thread

No. 1092305

I can’t remember if this has been shared before, so, sage and inb4 necro, but just rewatched this call out video from a girl she pissed off about a year ago, and even then, it’s the same thing over and over. From there to now…same old story.

No. 1092313

Wow that's something else. She's certainly having an episode, the way the eyes keep darting and she's "gathering" herself to make emotional confessions that are completely banal or meaningless to everyone else. "I don't think people liked my channel for me," and she's sobbing.

No. 1092318

Let me guess one of the two videos she is filming today is a tour of her collection

No. 1092330

It sure is. It’s a reorganizing her collection video. Her…what? 600th one she’s done now?

No. 1092331

I saw this but unfortunately it was received for the most part negatively by viewers, Heathers crazy supporters (so much for the haters) slated the girl claiming she was talking s* and it was just a case of envy but we all know that for the most part she was indeed telling it exactly as it is as Heather is truly unhinged and quite frankly a nasty bitch especially towards women who've reached out to her offering friendship. You only have to look at her bizarre facial expressions to see that she's one screwy individual it's just that some people with a similar mentality don't (or refuse) see it.

No. 1092333

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You’re fucking right anon! But hey, she’s not going to do it now because
>wah my shelf is all dusty and I have farm animals to feed

But haven’t we already seen 5 other versions of the Filming My Antique Shelf video?

She just got done filming the first of her videos and realised magnetic eyelash was hanging off.

Kek Hagther will always be my favourite cow

Heads up, she’s going live in a little while.

No. 1092337

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Precisely. Notice the pinned comment too…

No. 1092449

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Queen Narc has picked herself up off the floor again.

No. 1092450

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Okay crazy eyes.

No. 1092457

Doesn't she get exhausted going through so many intense emotions over only a few days?

No. 1092466

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She must do. And she’s back on one now, telling the world how they need to be on dating apps for her to be interested. It’s fucking hilarious. It’s a Heather Explains special.

No. 1092479

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Choice cuts so far on Heather Explains/Heather Rants

>FemRyan hated going ‘antiqueing’ with her and would wait out in the car

>she only showed us the ‘good stuff’ from their relationship
>refers to him as ‘that kid I dated’
>I am a very open minded person
>thought she could date an atheist but can’t because any time she “explained a phenomenon” to him he would say “well we have a term fir that in psychology” and said the spiritual realm is “bullshit”
>insists on putting on Adam Sandler style idiot accent when mocking anyone, obviously finds herself hilarious

Now munching on a bag of chips

>these polyamorous people need to leave me alone

>not gonna be a little fuck toy for you and your gf
>I have absolutely ruined my life because of these Instagram stories

No. 1092481

Omg she's having a total meltdown kek
>I just don't GET IT hahah i'm total girlfriend material!
>almost crying

No. 1092482

The Adam Sandler style idiot accent is spot on https://streamable.com/nmxzqd

No. 1092488

Ok highly recommended, her mood violently swings every 30 seconds

No. 1092492

Her killstar haul review is up and she shows the men's shirt she bought when she was with femryan and says that she bought it for herself but wants to dress her future bf in it- pretty sure it was originally meant for femryan

No. 1092504

Since she is so spiritual, does she reflect on the fact she wears satanic symbols? Maybe demons are attached to those Chinese slave made rags

No. 1092525

She already removed the venting video she posted (predicted) and she will no longer be venting on her Instagram stories (I give it 12 hours)

No. 1092529

Not that she truly is spiritual but you do know spiritual doesn't mean christian? Kek

No. 1092559

Her only progress recently is realizing posting a crazy rant on Instagram every day is in fact, a bad thing and drives people away from you.

No. 1092569

Missed it because of family functions and the one anon posted isn’t playable for me. I was so looking forward to the entertainment

No. 1092586

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Jesus fuckin christ, all day shes been posting the same shit in her stories. Seriously heather, no one gives a fuck, just move the fuck on and stop posting online. You keep saying you are trying to find someone interesting but yet there is nothing interesting about you except with how pathetic you are.

No. 1092589

Ugh can’t believe I missed the re-introducing heather explores vid on YouTube. Was legit posted for about 40 mins, then pulled. I was halfway through and playback stopped… same old same old though. “Look at my antique shelf, I’m a whole new person than I was even a few months ago, yadda yadda

No. 1092592

Of course the horribly boring killstar haul stays up but the real reason anyone still watches this cow (her meltdowns) gets taken down almost instantly. I hope some anon saved it before she privated

No. 1092596

Happy Thanksgiving anons

Reposted her rant from earlier
Heather Explains: Reflecting on the end of Heather Sparkles

No. 1092599

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No. 1092602

I don’t understand how Heather can post a dozen stories per day. Wonder why she isn’t spending time with her family instead

No. 1092632

She seems to be echoing points from this post >>1092214 … Lurking, are we?
I can only hope she takes some of the criticism ITT to heart, but we all know she'll be back on her bullshit within the day.

No. 1092639

This is oddly scary.

No. 1092761

and now that the boy is out of the picture we’re back to heather’s other favorite subject: herself! all this woman fucking does is (dishonestly) discuss, analyze, and dissect her own personality and emotions and how everything relates to her. get a fucking journal or something.

No. 1092766


Agreed. Not sure I needed 20 Heathers staring at me over my morning coffee, but it sure shows off her crazy-eyed look.

No. 1092779

She actually has psychopath eyes

No. 1092805

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What a wonderful day to start the morning..heather talking about, yet AGAIN, how instagram ruined her life and she needs to create content again!

First of all, she hasn't created "content" in 3-4 years, let's be honest here. When she was reviewing toys her last 2 years was slacking, all she did was post the same video of her "toy room" over and over. It got old. Then when she went into this phase, she did 3 exploration videos with other people? 4 years and that's what you have to show.

I really wonder what its like to be so clouded with your own thoughts. To constantly talk to a screen because you like listening to your own self talk.

Heather, I know this might sound repetitive but, you're nuts. Psycho, crazy, lunatic, nuts.

No. 1092809

By "content," does she mean heavily photoshopped self portraits? That seems to be the only thing she's capable of making anymore.

If Instagram is ruining your life then just delete the app and go.

No. 1092814

yes lunatic all the way and for the love of god it's not because of your interests or style! It's your behavior and the way you treat others!

No. 1092815

Someone could drill this into her head and she will still think it's because of how she dresses.

No. 1092817

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Honestly, what she needs to do is stop posting and being so obsessed with the phone. If you're so passionate about photography and ghost hunting she needs to not post it online and just go get a side job in photography. She keeps coming back for the same punishment like a retard.

No. 1092818

her only content is 'modelling' aka photoshopping selfies. she even said she always wanted to model and is now using herself as 'subject' until she finds a dReAmsPooKyBoy she can take photos with

No. 1092842

In her killstar haul video she talks about "eventually getting a better filming setup in here." Guess she's not even pretending to plan to move out anymore

No. 1092846

She's so concerned with aesthetics that it's the first thing she has to mention. Her set up is fine.

No. 1092919

Heather, for someone claiming to be so concerned with all these passions and soooo interested in spirituality, just break your cycles instead of justifying them and ranting in front of the camera hysterically. Go take pictures and videos, stop just talking about it and saying "it's finally time!" for the 50th time 2 years later. Instagram isn't destroying your life, you are by refusing to do any kind of introspective work on yourself whatsoever. Actual spiritual people grow over time and try to break their cycles, not defend them and use aesthetics to convey a presence of those values lol.

Buying clothes for your "future boyfriend" is so tone deaf to connecting with a real individual that may not perfectly match your aesthetic tastes.
You are not finding "the one" because you desperately need to learn to have your need for love fulfilled by yourself, and you won't be able to do that as long as you are breaking your own promises publicly and rightfully being criticized by an audience you are willingly exposing yourself to. Please gain some self awareness, this has become pathetic and it's the reason people don't sympathize with you over time.

No. 1092920

Always saying the same old things

No. 1092931

For real, all her aesthetics are centered around negativity and darkness, and then she wonders why her entire life is a mess lol

No. 1092951

Holy MTF kek

No. 1092987

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No. 1092994

Thanks so much for saving this anon. She is such a shitshow, it's great.

No. 1092998

holy shit her voice kek! I know it's the braces but it sent me

No. 1093022

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No. 1093055

Holy fuck, not to WK, but that change in three years is something worth celebrating. Cheer up Hagther, you could still look like Peggy.

No. 1093086

> re-uploading
That would imply she "fixed the glitch." It's an entirely new video, she's not even wearing the same clothes lol

All of the deleted vids and constant re-stating of her goals and "new life" and "new look" and "new aesthetic" and "new hobby" reminds me of when kids pretend to be interviewed on TV and pretend to be a famous actress or who just won the Super Bowl or w/e. If an adult did that, this is what it would look like. We know she's making them for herself, there is no audience anymore, but she still makes them and uploads them and talks like she's a famous influencer.

No. 1093087

… Is this Heather attempting to look like she has her shit together? Because at this point, no matter how hard she tries to seem cool, she just looks like she's barely hanging on and on the edge of an emotional breakdown.

No. 1093111

holy shit I'm new to the heather threads but you're saying THAT'S ALSO her?

No. 1093218

Prepare yourself anon, it’s a wild ride. If you haven’t gone through from the first thread, you should. There’s gold in there.

No. 1093271

Her voice has changed so much

No. 1093417

Maybe it’s the braces but she sounds like she has trouble talking or a speech impediment because that later goes away. She doesn’t sound too different though from now. Except maybe more calm, nice, and humble?

No. 1093419

she genuinely sounds retarded here

No. 1093676


That is definitely from the braces dude. In fact, she was more sincere in her videos, she was at LEAST a bit more, real? The shit she does now is all a fuckin act it try and get spoopy boys. Her voice is the same, just with some videos/certain content it will be more high pitched then others. When you perform in front of a camera you tend to change your behavior just a bit.

She mentioned yesterday when she posted a killstar video she lost over 100 subscribers. I wonder how she still even HAS that many subscribed to her. She's produced zero content for over 4 years. Between the same toy collection video, to her walking around in leaves saying "omg" to the camera, it's all lame as fuck. The talent isn't there, anyone can review fuckin killstar, even a damn monkey. A monkey would be more entertaining to watch then her.

No. 1093683


It's people who simply don't care to unsubscribe from inactive channels. Then they get reminded they're subscribed to said channel when something is finally posted, and they don't care about the new content or the channel itself anymore so they unsubscribe.

No. 1093821

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Kek. I'd if it was the meme of "why I am single" but it's gone now.

No. 1093858

Does anyone know what meme she shared?

No. 1093865

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Stocking up for the next Ryan.

No. 1093869

That “hope box” is gonna be fit to burst by the time she ensnares one.

No. 1093898

She's got to be out of storage space for all her Killstar crap at Mom's house by now

No. 1093930

Hope crate?

I love how she said in her killstar haul that "everybody has a hopechest." Do they? Because I think most women have stopped making a hope chest after the 1950s.

No. 1093941

Yes, that.
Her true goal is a nuclear family housewife. She just doesn’t know it yet.

No. 1093951

Kek. Heather becomes a tradwaifu and does a crossover with gimpgirl, when?

No. 1093965

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I’ve said it before, but even her shopping screams “hello I’m mentally ill”.

Put it the fuck down. No one needs that many.

No. 1093974

yes I’m nitpicking her groceries, but literally how does she plan to consume THREE BUNCHES of ripe bananas before they go bad lmao

No. 1094019

Maybe she lost all of her weight by eating nothing but bananas and avocados. Health goddess kek

No. 1094089

But seriously this is sociopath or troll level banana buying. Does she think it makes her look healthy? Revamping as Spooklee the Banana Girl?

No. 1094104

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kek dem eyes

No. 1094109

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this bitch really be thinking that dark tourism is dressing in black and visiting cemeteries kek.

Hagther is once again talking about how the universe is against her love life. Dating is impossible because she is such a fucking weirdo. Witches she has talked to have confirmed is some force working against her.

No. 1094119

Like clockwork, she has a meltdown, lurks, and then tries to address "da haterz" in another episode of Heather Explains lol

No. 1094138

Maybe she'll freeze them and use them for a smoothie? Can Heather even use a blender.

No. 1094161

She can’t even use a microwave. Remember when she almost burned the kitchen because she didn’t know how to heat up some veggies in the microwave?

No. 1094208

>Can Heather even use a blender.

No. 1094240

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Heather is amazed that she opened a book to the correct page without looking kek

No. 1094344

I saw the multiple banana and avocado purchase and anticipated a bumper episode of Heather Explains. So, I got you, anons.

Up first is a little self-congratulatory speech.


No. 1094345

I srsly cant understand how a 30year old is proud of 'finally being independent', your exhusband didnt abuse you Heather, youre just a spoiled kid in a 30y/o body. Grow the fuck up.

No. 1094388

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Apologising for the rant. On cue.

Hagther, don’t worry about it, we love. Keep delivering.

No. 1094389

Shit sorry forgot to sage

No. 1094495

plus her independence includes living with her mom and having panic attacks when her gps takes her on a wrong turn. that isn't independence or being strong. but she will never move into her own place because then she wouldn't be able to spend all her money on useless spooky garbage.

No. 1094496

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I missed this post about CharmRyan from 3 days ago. Like yeah first time meeting and already talking to him about potential relationship? What happened to that "healthy pace" she talked about in her screenshot in FB? Yeah you scared him the fuck away lmao. How is the woman child gonna cry about a guy who she met one day lmao she has high hopes 24/7

No. 1094512

The gross sobbing at 24 mins in is hilarious

No. 1094529

This is insane. Didn’t she block him first on IG? After he restricted her account. Anyway, whatever, talking relationship potential is why he ran. That’s too funny.

No. 1094538

Monologue about her future “spooky boy”.


No. 1094542

Here’s the video for anyone who wanted to see

>the kind of crazy shit that happens in my life


No. 1094588

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CharmRyan dipped because he had a feeling. Well you're correct my guy. Your intuition saved you.

No. 1094618

One wonders if he googled her and found us. But, also, I feel like anyone who's reasonably socially aware would get definite no-no vibes from this absolute drain of a person. Good on ya, Charmy.

No. 1094619

Someone who is a mutual follower also told her about her rants the day of he ghosted her. More screenshots to come.

No. 1094622

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No. 1094632


His intuition truly saved him here. +1 charmRyan, glad you caught the blatant red flags early and left asap.

Heather really needs to stop desperately clinging to men as her end all in direction, identity, stability, etc.

No. 1094642

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This one right here…. This one. Too tier kek

No. 1094649

Her desperation is so hideous it honestly puts me off my appetite for a relationship. I feel like I’m watching someone ravenously down 50 tacos and thinking I never want to touch the things again

No. 1094652

Heather's behavior here is the embodiment of every boner-killer bad date on some 90s sitcom like Seinfeld.

And this is the coup de grace in the last few minutes. "You're leaving me Jerry? After our one date and that kiss we shared? Well HAHA, I was talking to other men the whole time, sounds like the jokes on you funny boy!"

In fact her whole life needs the Seinfeld theme playing underneath it.

No. 1094663

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To finalize the CharmRyan saga he explains how it went when they meet. Apologize for the bombardment of screenshots but this will be the last. Enjoy

No. 1094666

Bless you Charmryan. Good to know you dodged that particuarely crazy bullet.

No. 1094682

I wonder if he managed to get in a single word when they met? Imagine driving two hours to hang out with a potential friend and she just explains her life story, unasked, without reprieve.

No. 1094684

Like I said, he looked kind of like an on the level person. And any on the level person would catch on to her crazy within half an hour.

Might wanna revise the “that’s why I let her go” statement, because scrote, other than that, well swerved Charm/GhostRyan.

No. 1094685

That's what all these guys and up thinking too

No. 1094700

Letting Heather's stories play is my new jam, it's the most amazing background noise ever.

The big crazy is so big and so crazy that you forget the little crazy. Like when she says "witches" told her that "some force is stopping me from being in a relationship."

No. 1094751

sage for adviceblog

Heather, since you lurk here, have you tried, idk, dating yourself? No, seriously. You seem to want a man to support you, validate you, respect you, spend time with you, etc. Why can't you be that for yourself? That person you need so much in your own life to hitch yourself up on? You need to learn to take care of yourself for yourself, to spend time on your real interests for yourself, to work through your feelings for yourself, to move forward from them for yourself, to live your life for yourself, so on, without running to social media and men as your crutches. Stop roping in outsiders to do critical emotional labor you should be doing by yourself for yourself.

You don't respect or value yourself so you use desperate dating and social media shitshows to avoid and enable yourself. You self-sabotage your own personal growth because deep down you believe you deserve the way things are, that it's never going to change. Your own beliefs. Wake up and realize the only person who can break your own cycle of emotional turmoil is you. And yeah, of course all this shit is never going to change no matter how much you post about it, who you meet, what you say, so on. Because you aren't actually doing anything to address it. It won't change until you change, which would be by actually committing to and dealing with your issues, instead of broadcasting them and wallowing in them 24/7.

No. 1094767

> Why can't you be that for yourself?
> Wake up
I think the point is that she knows all these things, but rather than do them she just makes a vlog talking about doing them. That's why it's funny.

No. 1094773

Doing it for content on IG stories kek.

No. 1094831

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24 hours ago:
>Instagram stories are ruining my life. I’m going to stop.

Pic, quite obviously, related

No. 1094842

You know what? That’s reasonable. Seems like he was willing to ignore her crazy and pick up the relationship vibes she was putting down, but he pulled the plug because she was still on Tinder and broadcasting it. Isn’t that what ChaseRyan did that was so unforgivable: take a girl to a party, or something? She’s such a hypocrite.

No. 1094844

Kek. Thanks anon, I can't help but play the always sunny stock music or seinfeld theme whenever I'm skimming through her thread now. I also nominate this as thread theme and next thread title to be: "90's Sitcom Edition" or "Jokes on Ryan Edition."

No. 1094912

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Cries into cheesecloth about spoopy boys

No. 1094918

This guy seems cool, I like how he was critical of the odd behavior so early in.
Extremely valid concerns.

No. 1094921

She's turning into a wailing banshee haunting an old abandoned building.

No. 1094930

Finally the spoopy content she has always promised.

> Hi guys, for those of you new to my channel, I used to collect toys. Now I'm a ghost. Yep. Been on YouTube for 10 years and now I'm a ghost. I'm a little uncertain about what kind of ghost I want to be, so I think this channel will be about buying clothes and why boy ghosts I meet on Shivr never stay the night, I mean I scream at them but I'm a banshee, that's what we do and (sniff) I thought they liked ME for ME I just want a boy who wants to go out and haunt on the town and now every one I meet wants me to be their side-ghost I mean take GhostRyan, he seemed like–

No. 1094945

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No. 1094946

next thread pic

No. 1094966

Scrolled by a little too fast and I though that she was doing ahegao

No. 1094977

This reads like a badly translated fortune cookie

No. 1095045

Good for the newest Ryan to run away before Heather fucked him up.
However does anyone else find it weird how he got triggered by Heather talking with other guys on tinder? >>1094622
I haven't seen the conversations (since they were not posted here, I think?) but as I understand charmRyan and Heather have not become a couple by then, so what's his problem? We don't even know if she was actively flirting with tinder dudes or talking down dumbasses. As a single woman, Heather had all the right to talk to other guys.
>I'm not going to be in someone's back pocket when they need emotional support or whatever gratification they get for keeping me around. I got a backbone and know better dude, I got out of there fast
Sounds like ChemRyan has issues as well and is projecting. I mean, from what we've seen Heather was pretty set on dating ChemRyan, but he cut her off. So what if she was talking with some other guys? Doesn't mean she was serious about them at all…
The situation is weird. Maybe it's for the better for Heather as well to not date a guy that thinks that you are not allowed to talk to other dudes just cause he is considering dating you. Maybe I'm not getting something about the situation, but it sounds like an unwarranted possessive behavior.

No. 1095050

I think he was turned off by her flirting with other guys because Heather had been having incredibly intimate conversations with him. It takes a special kind of crazy to share your life story without first being totally committed to pursuing them. So even though they weren't dating, charmRyan probably suspected she was giving every guy the same sob story and soulmate talk, blah blah. Knowing Heather, she probably was— or at least trying to.

This on top of everything else was enough for him to realise Heather is totally disingenuous, very likely insane, and absolutely obsessed with male attention.

No. 1095085

Exactly. Heather herself said they were "talking about relationship goals" and kissed on the date they went on. If she was still chatting to other guys on tinder, an app specifically made for hooking up, that's not great.

No. 1095132

Stupid Tinfoil but, maybe anon tipped him off and he started lurking itt for a hot minute before deciding to humor anon for some asspats here.

No. 1095139

Nta. But that is an impressive reach on your part. I'm pretty sure nobody needs to be tipped off to figure out Heather is a psycho. I think meeting her will do it. If anything, he might have just googled her.

No. 1095151

Call me optimistic but, I like to think heather can seem like a functioning human being at least on date 1 at least before she fucks them then by date 2 they finally see the mask slip off and the crazy unleashed. I think her slap fight with that other chick over chaseryan's dick might've just made her even more desperate for a replacement Ryan/emotional tissue which led to our current disaster.

No. 1095165

Yeah I agree that part was weird, like he wanted them to be exclusive after one day. But he seemed otherwise quite sane and reasonable based on those messages.

No. 1095199

This is the answer. If she only shared as much with him as she shares with US and the rest of the world, that's still TMI for someone you just met. And then you discuss "relationship goals" with him, and then you go home and start posting about him like he's The One. (They met through social media so it seems pretty obv to me that he was scoping out her socials - the "mutual friend" cluing him in possibly exists but probably doesn't.) And so he sees all this crazy, and seeing her really into him already, and THEN on top of it she's still chatting up guys on Tinder…

Lesson for CharmRyan was learned. Sometimes when you meet someone new and you both jump in a car and drive 2.5 hours to meet up, it can work. Sometimes you'll find a normal person who made a spontaneous decision like you did. Sometimes you'll find someone crazy, but you're also crazy in the same way. But most of the time the person you'll find is Heather Sparkles.

No. 1095351

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I will never understand why she persists with larping as a kinderwhore/teengoth when she’s basically weekend-goth Karen.

No. 1095355

I was wondering why she took down her boot stories. She must be refreshing this thread all day. She always removes posts if we talk about it here.

No. 1095357

>>1095351 All the boots she bought and never wore because she is 'waiting for the right moment' aka fantasy dates with her future spookyboi of her dreams

No. 1095416

And ofc, in today's episode of Heather Explains, she talks about why all her new Killstar purchases are suprisingly non-functional cheaply made sweatshop clothes

No. 1095439

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Kek at her squeaking boots. She’s got all dressed up head to toe in sweat shop rags and now is horrified at the thought of embarrassing herself by squeaking around the learned antique shilling community.

>feels so good to play dress up

Until you realise your horror wardrobe is for posing in only

No. 1095455

>wears upside down pentagram boots
>"Why do I attract negative things? Why do I say and do negative things?"

No. 1095486

literally how she is trying to be a kinderwhore? I doubt she even is aware of the style. She's a basic mallgoth.

No. 1095487

Sure, blame the boots and not the unmitigated crazy. But everyone knows that pentagrams are just a cliche fashion statement now that don't actually cause bad things to happen. They're literally just kitschy accessories for "alternative" wannabes like Heather. They're not actually magical, anon.

No. 1095502

Wow I had no idea, I literally thought this!

No. 1095545

NTA, but plenty of people think they're magic and will go out of their way to avoid you when you wear those symbols. It's just fashion to her, but it's also an invitation for negativity when you wear symbols associated with the devil. People take Satan seriously here in the USA

No. 1095608

It’s also the attraction to ghosts, cemeteries, death, and darkness too. Healthy people don’t revolve their life around these symbols, and anyone that genuinely holds spiritual beliefs would see little value in these kek

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Hagther accidentally bought books with art in because she loves old books. That’s just the ‘aesthetic’ she loves. Not the actual content.

>not even gonna lie, this piece is really bad ass

Thank you, Jerry Saltz. Kek.

No. 1095697

Anon, lets not pretend you're the arbiter of who is and isn't "spiritual" shall we?

Guess victorian society wasn't spiritual either.

Heather has enough issues for three dumster fire humans. But her wearing pentagrams on her boots is not one of them. I can see being upset about her basically appropriating religious symbols as a superficial fashion statement. But she is not attracting negative energy because she pretends to like graveyards.

She's causing negativity by being a crazy bitch, but that's another matter. Lets just focus on the shitshow at hand without getting the supposed dark side involved.

No. 1095702

>Guess victorian society wasn't spiritual either.

Nailed it tbh

No. 1095736

omg is the “she’s not doing REAL magic” anon back? You are kind of a nut and shouldn’t try to speak for the whole US.

No. 1095822

> Shivr
Kek I love you, anon.
I mean, there's plenty of spiritual people who don't view death negatively. Ayahuasca, psilosybin mushrooms, mescaline, peyote, fasting, sleep deprivation, etc have been used for centuries by various cultures to achieve a spiritual journey or ego death.

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It's always funny when Heather is in the "I am not going to rant and be nothing but positive" stage. It needs to be added to her cycle with the sexy photoshoot. She is so fake happy that it's almost hilarious.

She cut her hair and is planning on making a hair locket out of it for her future Ryan kek

No. 1095910

If she ever manages to land a man he'd better be prepared for an onslaught of pre-bought gifts. Killstar clothes, matching lockets, and Heather's insane affections.

No. 1095914

If heather ever goes full on ~spoopy witch~, he's gonna get voodoo dolls, a shit load of stupid charms, and maybe a bag full of her hair tied to his doorknob, because they're *soulmates~*

No. 1096005

Ok this is officially the creepiest “present” she has prepared for her nonexistent hypothetical boyfriend (who will last 1 week if she’s lucky) what man would feel comfortable receiving this??

No. 1096052

You’re so right, anon. She does this ‘cleaning up my act’ charade every time. I wish she’d realise that people watch her for doing the one thing she does well - drama and rants. No one cares about this other stuff. Even to a collector of similar items, it’s boring as fuck. Just give us the car crash, Hag.

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Hagther went slidey-slidey on the snowy road to work.

>was so scary

>had to vent
>worried she needs new tyres

Not much else but interesting that she didn’t mention the infamous snow drift where she ended up in a ditch. It’s almost as if she’s completely wiped out the memory of stalking RyanZ at work and being the reason her friend pranged her car.

No. 1096136

She’s on the verge of tears in this and I can’t help but roll my eyes into oblivion. Grow some balls and learn how to drive in snow bc you fucking live somewhere it does! She’s such a baby.

No. 1096159

So basically, affectionate heather and vengeful heather will give the same gifts.

No. 1096524

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It’s her drive home and she’s shitting it. I predict a breakdown in about half an hour.

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She’s trying to make this into a full blown freak weather action drama.

>I am stuck! I can’t get up the hill! If my car slides down…

The ‘hill’ she is referring to is her own drive, which has a gradient of approx 0.00001. She is trying to park her car on her own drive. Kek.

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Also wtf does she always refer to this momwagon as her “little sports car”?

No. 1096651

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Heather Explains, episode 548223

>needs new tyres ASAP as hers are bald

>can’t get a credit card
>I know people are gonna talk a bunch of shit, but…
>gonna do a big sale tomorrow of Kill Star and BJDs
>people will talk shut cause I just bought a load of Kill Star and went antiquing
>I want you to know I only spent $20 and all the Kill Star is on After Pay, along with the eyeshadow palette, all on After Pay
>gotta pay for storage unit for all the shit I don’t wanna keep (costs $200 pcm)

Has basically worked out her tyres are completely fucking bald. Didn’t she say the other day that her car has passed 30,000 miles? No wonder her fucking tyres are bald.

No. 1096655

You can sort of tell that her tyres have barely any tread left from the video she took. How has she never noticed this before? Do they not have Mandatory vehicle inspections in the US? So negligent on her behalf to let he tyres go below the legal requirement especially since she lives in an area which gets snow. And she can’t afford new tyres from buying her Killstar Rags kek

No. 1096666

>After Pay

Wew, she's headed for a hard lesson. Hope her mom doesn't jump in to bail her out this time.

No. 1096672

Lol if it was a speed then yeah I'd consider it a sports car… I drive a base mazda3 and it shames me to see her treat it like that… I got mine with bald ass tires and I spent like 300 for a full set. Not the best tires but better than bald.(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)

No. 1096675

She’s talking needing to find $800 like stat. Having said that, she’s just updated now to say she’s found a deal on Walmart. I’m in the UK so probably no reason to laugh but I thought Walmart is for groceries and useless shit, not car tyres?

No. 1096680

Walmart sells everything. That said, it's certainly not an automotive specialty store. For the sake of the drivers around her, I hope she gets some decent tires.

No. 1096702

Afterpay? So she's getting into MORE killstar debt.

Heather, afterpay means you still have to pay… just, after…

Gee, wonder why she can't get a credit card.

No. 1096705

And presumably with high interest? Fuck, will she ever realise credit doesn’t come for free? Be it monetary or relationship credit, you can’t just take and expect it for free.

No. 1096709

She’s already sold on the Walmart ones as her big Killstar and BJD sale tomorrow has now changed to

>will still be selling some items probably

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And there it is…

>yay guys I got approved for a Walmart cc and am going to get the Walmart tyres so that is much more doable

Lazy, lazy, lazy broke ass doesn’t wanna have to sell stuff dumbo

No. 1096726

Blows my mind how excited this woman is to rack up debt

No. 1096730

>Hope her mom doesn't jump in to bail her out this time.
Agreed. Heather is pushing 30 yet she's been coddled her entire adult life. If she doesn't wanna grow up, then fine. She can learn the hard way.

No. 1096777

So she won't be selling anything.

Why won't she just sell her toys? Does she really think she'll be making videos with them again?

No. 1096786

Cause she’s a massive hoarder incapable of interaction with anything other than inanimate objects. She would also just as soon plastinate all her spoopy past Ryan’s and stick them in a storage unit too, given half the chance.

No. 1097041


That shit is barely even snow. It's almost slush already.

No. 1097174

Bald? Do police in America not stop and check these things. It’s very obvious when that shit is bald, doesn’t happen overnight either. What a dangerous clueless cow

No. 1097244

She's sold some stuff (but not the really collectible/valuable toy items that would sell relatively quickly), so it's not simply because she's a hoarder, she's certainly holding on to the toys thinking she'll possibly need them one day in the future when her current phase is over. You know when the cotton candy prison memories are forgotten about. Maybe she'll sell them in 10 years time when they might have aged badly and lost their value, who knows???

No. 1097271


nayrt but it depends on the state how often the car has to pass an inspection. bald tires definitely wouldn't pass. if car tags expire due to no current inspection and yearly fees paid, you can get pulled over and issued a ticket for that.

No. 1097295

Is this the longest she hasn’t posted a story for? New record.

No. 1097559

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Inching back into her “pastel prison.”

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Hagther’s gone to memetown tonight. I fixed it for her.

No. 1097726

Looks so much better in normal clothes. There is a tasteful way to wear pastel, you don't have to go full '80s evangelical horse girl with greasy bangs. Just like you can also dress in black without having everything you own covered in pentagrams. Looking presentable doesn't have to mean "killing your soul" or whatever.

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We are due a breakdown very soon.

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Why does she constantly post photos of herself wearing her mask incorrectly?

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Haha was about to post the same. Wtf is she thinking here? That she wants to show how responsible she is but also wants her schnozz out because it’s more flattering? It ain’t more flattering and you look like a chump.

Here’s a cringe Love Plight photo instead.

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She is starting to crack. She is now complaining about stalkers following her everywhere.

No. 1099055

So much for keeping it positive and drama free on her instagram.

No. 1099362

She's wearing a coat, so probably foggy glasses? It's a thing where it's cold.

> working overtime to provide for myself
Oh you pay your parents rent, Heather?

No. 1099437

Foggy glasses does not excuse her from not wearing her mask properly.

No. 1099633

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POV you’re a famous novelist and you’re about to be hobbled by Kathy Bates


No. 1099734

mtf vibes

she has a horse face under all that facial fat she lost

No. 1099771

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OT but how does heather put up the karaoke lyrics on her stories? She doesn't do it manually right?

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No. 1099775

Complete with the MtF Stare™

No. 1099780

Ig music function

No. 1099832

Watch out Ryan Z. She comin.

No. 1099937

>finally reunite with the other half of my soul

Bunny boiler vibes increasing.

No. 1099938

This sounds like she's saving herself for Jesus

No. 1099946

Narcissa what have you done

No. 1100098

Guess Ryan Z is getting another work visit.

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Can’t imagine pushing 30 and posting shit like this.

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Or this

No. 1100195

lol anon it does.
Come on Hagther, hop on stories already, you know you want to.
I seriously don’t understand why she doesn’t just embrace the crazy at this point. She’s at her most watchable when she’s losing her shit and being cunty about other people. Let’s have it, girl.

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Latest story is another massive pity party.

>going on another lonely girl walk

>wish I wasn’t into such weird things
>no one likes me cause of this (referring to her ‘art’
>wish I had someone to spend time with and I never have anyone to hang out with
>all I do is go to work, come home and sleep, repeat
>here come the tears

The issue I have with all of this is
1) Her interests aren’t the problem. The problem is her attitude.
2) Most people just work, come home, sleep, repeat.
3) If they get to do that with another human, they probably eventually can’t stand them anyway. Remember Adam?
4) Maybe give people a chance and don’t expect a carbon copy of yourself.

I clipped the very beginning of this, sorry.

No. 1100258

It’s funny when she says that she’s surrounding herself with relics from “a time I should have been born in, but instead I’m stuck here (in the present.”

Like has she never picked up a history book and read it? It wasn’t a great time for women, Heather! She’s stuck on this “romanticized” version of the past when the reality of it is vastly different. It she ever bothered to read up on the era she’d find that as a woman she would be confined to certain social norms and expectations afforded to her sex. She’d probably be married (which we know she’s not a fan off), be entirely dependent on a man, have a couple of kids and run a household. So she’s most likely not even have time to dedicate to her “art” much less anything of leisure.

Anyway apologies for blog post. Saged.

No. 1100282

Fuck yes, if she and Adam had been picked up and dropped into the Victorian era, the ‘coercive abuse’ to stay would have been a million times worse. Then the Shame of the Ryans would have pushed her into service. Kek.

Plus, she still would have had a shitty personality in the 1880s.

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>I’m a taphophile. I love history. I’m an artist.

I cannot with this bitch.

Lots of people are cemetery tourists, get over it. She cannot retain the minutest detail pertaining to any period of history. She is not by any stretch of the imagination “an artist”.

No. 1100505

She doesn't like history. She said it herself that she doesn't like to research places before she visits them. Anon above hit the nail on the head about Heather romanticizing the past. When are overly editing photos considered to be art?

No. 1100638

She's live now if anyone wants to catch it.

No. 1100640

Nevermind limited access to medical care. And she'd still have her snaggleteeth.

Apart from how much it sucked to be a woman, think of the grinding poverty and the lack of hygiene and creature comforts the vast majority of victorians had to deal with.


Heather… don't eat your hair. Stop it!

No. 1100657

She would have been institutionalized and “erased” as she likes to say, long ago had she been born in that era. Heather, count your blessings that you are here and now because you wouldn’t have survived the Victorian era whatsoever.

No. 1100659

Too bad I missed it

No. 1100661

She still on.

Form what I saw before I got bored she said she wants to start getting into the “Polaroid art a sent” because she’s seen how you can sell them as art pieces. But the price point of buying Polaroid film is holding her back. She said for a pack of ten shots she has to pay $20, and she can’t fathom the limitation since “i take like 700 pictures before I leave the house!”.

Also wants to get into working with old film…as in movies because “I love old film even though there’s filters that you can get the same effect with.”

No. 1100742

Still going strong now…

No. 1101351

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Classic Hagther show-off rant, watch the point and see her miss it. Completely. I love it when she leaves herself wide open like this.

>about to go on HUGE adventure, mom holds me up and says

>what kind of demons are you bringing home?!
>your sister couldn’t sleep last night, she thought there was something banging under her floorboards
>sister was so scared she had to sleep on the couch
>is it something you’ve brought home from one of your cemeteries or antique places?
>well mom I was up live-streaming until like two in the morning WITH MY FRIENDS Kek
>explains how she was relating a story and was doing a ‘re-enactment’
So basically she was up after 1am banging on her walls or whatever
>dude, number one, I’m going to be pissed if my demons are fucking with someone else and not me
>you think a demon is going to be attached to a photo from an antique store?!
But isn’t this what Hag is always going on about, channeling her photos spirits?
>no mom, demons are a little more complex than that
>tonight I am going to get to the bottom of this
>there has to be a logical explanation
>usually when you ask a spirit to knock it takes a lot to hear one knock

Well guys. I wonder what that banging noise was at 1am when Heather was banging about in her room at 1am.

ThErE HaS To Be A ReaSOn

Fucking kek.

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why the fuck would she be banging at 1am when her family is sleeping?

Isn't Ryan Z from Wheeling? Stalking? I know femryan is from Wheeling too.

No. 1101397

It would be so great to see her get into it with someone who takes demons seriously.

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>muh psychic empath abilities

>if my ghosts are cheating on me…


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This is like some '80s after school special about kids playing Dungeons & Dragons or listening to Motley Crue.

You're 30, Heather!

Lots of cows can trace their problems back to failure to launch, extended adolescence, whatever but rarely do you see one going through literal teenage rebellion in their 30s. She says she wanted to "move on" from making videos about toys but all that's happened is she emotionally progressed from age 11 to 13.

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She found someone to hang out with today. Spotted in the glass reflection

No. 1101952

Why am I not surprised? A strong independent woman constantly needs a man by her side when exploring cemeteries.

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Beat me to it kek

No. 1101964

Cool, keep meeting up with rando men from the internet and going to deserted places. That's safe.

No. 1101969

All of her stories are short or mute. She is trying to hide him but failed. A new Ryan

No. 1101999

If I remember right she was making plans to meet up with some guy named Chris in her boring ass live yesterday

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Yeah, I think it must be ChrisRyan who isn’t a Ryan yet. @christopherpape1

She was commenting weeks ago on a photo of his, of the open caskets. She already goes to this cemetery but didn’t know where the casket area was.

I kind of hope it’s not him, and we have a new Ryan.

So, caps from her latest excursion that made me snort. She is on a mission to save the poor souls, without realising that 1) It costs time and money to fix stuff like this, and you can’t just barge in and start hammering away 2) the mere suggesting of getting in and gathering bones is basically grave robbing.

I adore her bull in a China shop ways, she is so inelegant. Kek.

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And on to much more profound things

>new Killstar haul is here yaaaay

No. 1102140

As if she was not doing the same by going in there with camera? Meaning "disrupting their peace" or whatever.

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Oh my god this is top fucking kek. What is even wrong with this Strong Independent Woman that she would crumble under the weight of her bedroom being messy? Heather, honey, it really is nbd.


No. 1102587

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Homegirl is pissed tonight.

>all my stuff in locker I can’t get into

>ex is to blame, stuffed it full
>trapped door handle so it won’t open
>I even cut my hand trying to get in. I can prove it!
>if I can do fashion YouTube I can bring the channel back up
>if I can make extra money I can maybe move out
>I know people will be pissed at me trying to make money, I know people are gonna come for me
>gets mad about people possibly coming for her

Like who? Kek.

She’s already deleted all the stories.

No. 1102671

Leave it to hagther to NOT MOVE OUT her own shit from her exes place, still be ungrateful that is was done for her, and the. Still bitch about how it was done. Her garbage probably toppled over because she hoards so much shit. Maybe had she not been lazy and done it herself, it wouldn’t have evidently collapsed.

No. 1102674

Amen, anon.

She’s now replaced her stories with the usual Yay go Heather ramble which is basically just negative Hag with a saccharine sheen. I would break it down but honestly, it’s the usual rinse repeat snoozefest.

No. 1102755

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She’s currently fake crying about probably Nina and Christopher or Ryan or something.
She’s said goodnight 3 times and there’s a shit ton of stories left….

No. 1102763

She is crying about Ryan Z. She was at their cemetery in Wheeling the other day and now has a big sad.

No. 1102847

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I screen recorded a bit, before she dirty deletes.

Oscar speech. Cry, cry, cry. About 5 mins long, she’s talking about RyanZ but I think there’s a bit of ChaseRyan in there too.

Here’s the final word. About 1 min.

In scenes reminiscent of thread #4, a long ass, contradictory ramble. For newfags, see here for what I’m referencing:

She is really pinballing all over the place. A wistful “well, it’s bedtime, I’d even settle for someone just to give me cuddles (instead of a bf)” to full on misery sobbing in like…a flash.

Incidentally, if you thought her rinse repeat was already bad, interesting to note that a year ago she was saying exactly the same shit…

No. 1102848

Wait she wants to just settle for anyone to give her cuddles, but roasted FemRyan because he…wanted that?
>I'm not just a warm body

No. 1102851

This girl is a walking contradiction.

In another story last night she glibly mentions “muh ADHD”. Has she ever mentioned this before? I think she was just throwing the term around, but is there something in it?

No. 1102857

I mistyped her @ as "heather_explodes" and then I saw this thumbnail and I knew it was right.

No. 1102879

File: 1607431054936.png (2.91 MB, 750x1334, 1E5519DA-6651-4090-8CA4-409C07…)

Predictably, the late night crying fiesta has vanished, and she’s flipped back to cutesy mwah here’s my new videooo etc etc

I don’t get why she doesn’t just hype up the video then put the fucker out instead of making a rambling apology about how she’s awkward in it and her Tim Tomks are better. Wtf didn’t she just combine the footage and make a joke out of it in the video?

Honestly, she drives me nuts. But I can’t look away.

No. 1102957

Watching her is exhausting. If anyone who reads here was friends with her you have to explain how.

No. 1103031

Heather, this is why you don’t bring “potential” boyfriends to your favorite places when you first start dating. You ruin those places for yourself. It’s like proposing on a holiday, you just don’t do it for fear of ruining that holiday every year after you divorce.

For other people, normally, taking a date to your fav restaurant is different. They can usually handle revisiting it afterwards without crying like a baby. But for you, your special and you should just stick to cafe dates or something.

No. 1103237

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Left without comment.
Oh, other than to say her new video is up.


No. 1103274

Man those boots are not flattering whatsoever. they make her look stumpier than usual.

No. 1103284

I know, she looks like a pudding in this unfortunate outfit.

The video in general isn’t so bad. It’s short and doesn’t delve too far into her subject, but she comes across okay. If she just got in with it and kept her bullshit off IG stories, she’d do fine.

No. 1103478

No. 1103916

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>I kept looking at this necklace all day. I fucking love it. I do have a second one that Kill Star sent me on accident…oopsies. I’ve decided I’m going to save that for if I find myself a good man, and things get real serious, we’re both going to have matching crystal necklaces.


No. 1103919

File: 1607545683414.png (2.12 MB, 750x1334, B5AAB6BD-85EE-46A9-9EF8-038783…)

Okay. So this man is destined to wear the most fugly Shill Star shirt and crystal pendant, with a locket of your bleach fried hair in his pocket. And he’s not gonna be mentally compromised in some way?
Fuck outta here. Kek.


No. 1103982

File: 1607549370282.png (2.18 MB, 750x1334, DA495E29-E9A6-41A8-8746-61B83F…)

Her stories this evening are beyond cringe. Sipping on her kombucha
>look at that lighting, that would be a good selfie

Her vanity is off the charts

No. 1104020

Men love it when you buy them jewelry before you even meet them. Heather wants to love you forever and ever and ever and ever and….

No. 1104021

I hate this fake happy cutesy mood she has going on. Her moods change faster than her boyfriends.

No. 1104054

Me too. It’s vomit inducing.

No. 1104132

File: 1607560198145.png (1.49 MB, 750x1334, 748C2640-4EB6-4825-8B78-D48EDF…)

Tinfoil but here it is: Hagther has gone into her cutesy cycle, I don’t think it was her friend Christopher she was out with the other day, and now she’s putting these direct ‘be my boo’/‘please cuddle me’ stories out. Do we think Beard Hat Boy in Reflection at Cemetery >>1101941 could be potential Ryan 8?

No. 1104157

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Tagging in Killstar again, lucrative modelling contract just round the corner.

No. 1104183

she looks so bloated and stumpy in this picture
like she binged on one too many bars of expired Halloween chocolates

No. 1104211

Looking forward to BeardedHatRyan

No. 1104213

I hope it's a new Ryan but I really think it is her friend @christopherpape1

No. 1104362

All “guy friends” are potential Ryans for Heather.

No. 1104368

File: 1607599830146.png (2.61 MB, 750x1334, 5594948C-4624-437F-A0D9-8AC04E…)

It’s a hard yes from me.

No. 1104397

Bleached ends aside, her hair is finally growing in and has the chance to be healthy again. If she does this it's gonna get totally fried.

No. 1104426

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how she's gonna end up looking.

No. 1104433

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Willing to bet she’s received zero messages telling her to give up.

No. 1104442

oh jeez I'm crying, I thought those lyrics were to "Super Psycho Love" and I was thinking about how self-aware that was lmao

No. 1104569

Don't you know? Lurking your own lolcow thread is the exact same as directly receiving hate mail.

No. 1104625

She’s gone quiet. Which means she’s either truly working on new content, or she’s found a new VictimRyan. God, I hope it’s the latter.

No. 1104690

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She's doing neither kek. She's buying more antiques even though like 4 days ago she said she wasn't going to because her bedroom was so dirty and full of shit.

No. 1104701

I just saw this. Fuck sake, Hagther! Wtf are you even complaining about in your useless stories wah wah $200 a month in storage I can’t afford, need new wheels, gotta sell everything…do me a fucking favour.

I still hope she’s taken a VictimRyan shopping.

No. 1104704

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She’s on the prowl

No. 1104768

I noticed its always her flaunting the chest and fridge bod. She always hides her chunky limbs kek

No. 1104777

> don't worry about building a shrine to me, I've already built it for you!

No. 1104801

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If someone chooses to hang out with Heather after seeing her manic stories deserves to be taken advantage of by her crazy emotions.

No. 1105142

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Someone is hanging out with her today, a ‘friend’, says she.

But what in the name of loving fuck is this photo in aid of? Kek.

No. 1105146

This is just one reason why heather is my favorite cow. Only this 31 year old would think that something as simple and routine as pumping gas would be worthy of an Instagram story.

No. 1105163

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Me too, anon, me too. It’s staggering that an almost 30 year old thinks it necessarily to broadcast these day-to-day tasks in the back to front ‘humble brag’ way that she does.

Earlier she posted what I presume is a Tik Tok ‘funny’. She’d been watching golden era films, says…
>all these people are dead

It’s not funny. It’s not a mind blowing thought. It’s just simpleton behaviour.

Stay gold, Hagther.

No. 1105281

Sage because there’s nothing new here, but this Old hag-cow is already 30. She’ll be 31 in like…?January? That just makes her preteen shit all the more sad because she’s been ‘over 30’ for a year now.

No. 1105508

Does her car really need supreme gas????

No. 1105594

File: 1607747251718.jpg (688.08 KB, 1062x2122, 20201211_202751.jpg)

Yup a friend, that chris dude

No. 1105605

this guys laugh is sending me kek https://streamable.com/cv7c33

No. 1105715

What a goober.

Inb4 next weepy story sobbing about never spending time with anyone, 4eva alone etc.

No. 1105718

Obviously a sheet ghost isn't revolutionary, but this looks like knock-off Christopher McKenney photography.

No. 1105743

Yes! But don’t go giving her excuses anon, this is just a piss poor execution of a ghost shoot. It’s worse than I thought it would be.

No. 1105841

File: 1607798933638.png (2.77 MB, 828x1792, 9C0872D0-1B4C-4E6C-AB61-629B7F…)

She’s in love again!

No. 1105848

Why doesn't she blame her "spirit guides" when she scares men away? At this point, it's a more believable excuse than her supposedly extreme lifestyle.

No. 1105915

She friend zoned him from the off. As much as I want The Pape to become a Ryan, I’m not feeling it. Would be happy to eat my words though!

No. 1105981

I feel the same way. I wonder why she friend zones some guys. What is he missing that prevents him from becoming a Ryan? He loves photography and graveyards. Isn't that all she wants?

No. 1105997

Maybe he's broke?

No. 1106019

I could see that being a reason. He was free to go on an adventure with her on a Friday. FemRyan was broke too though.

No. 1106050

I can’t work it out. Her taste in men - physically - doesn’t really create a very high bar. I haven’t seen a pic of Le Pape though. I noticed two of her obsessive male followers telling her on the daily that they are in love with her. They are retch-inducing but she seems to have some kind of standard, and that is fugly Hot Topic early 2000s.

No. 1106154

File: 1607819539925.jpeg (643.04 KB, 750x1194, A279F12D-09CE-4635-8E82-4A45E8…)

Wait a minute…this caption. The quote is by ‘HMS’ plus her favourite butterfly emoji.

Heather. Michelle. Steele.

Is there hope for a PapeRyan?

No. 1106159

File: 1607820077250.jpeg (239.05 KB, 750x994, C4CA63B5-9CAA-48CD-9FD0-62DB9D…)

She’s replying to Paper saying ‘beautiful’ plus heart emojis. Then here are the replies…

No. 1106181

Noticing the extended silence on IG. Which says she’s either working on content (highly doubtful, and even then she films every fucking step of her editing process), or she’s on the hard sell texting with Pape.
Fingers crossed guys.

No. 1106432

They gotta have either money(isnt completely broke)/ appearance of her imaginary emo hs bf/ or a photography skills/ clout she can mooch of from.

Ryan Z somewhat checks all 3 and thats why shes so assblasted since nowadays her requisite is just one of those.

No. 1106493

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She just referred to him as a 'cute boy', I think he's officially out of the friendzone.

No. 1106497

Yesss you beat me to it, anon. I think we have ourselves a PapeRyan!

No. 1106508


> most unsettling ghost of my dreams

It’s just a white sheet, ffs Heather

No. 1106518

Congratulations to paperyan! Hope this one brings some more milk than Femryan did. It's been a while since we had a ryan that brought something new to the table.

No. 1106561

dude with sheet awkwardly draped over him is the “most unsettling ghost of my dreams”

better get some EXTREME Depends for halloween, heather

No. 1106578

I’ve got a feeling this guy is gonna be a long time thing. I’ve high hopes.

No. 1106828

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What’s set her off? Does she think we are all Kawaii community people?

No. 1106838

somehow I don't think so? this seems way more personal somehow

No. 1106842

What “real friends”? She’s constantly whining about how lonely she is and begging her ig followers to make plans lol

No. 1106851

Unless there’s a more convoluted reason for the outburst. Tinfoil is it’s just a prop to back up whatever story she’s weaving for PapeRyan? I’m sure the ‘community’ have long since forgotten about her and couldn’t give a shit about her Hot Topic goth style.
I’ve noticed he’s a bit of a self-pitying whinge bag from the captions to his IG photos. Maybe this is her way of fully winning him over.

No. 1106904

Congrats Paperoni and cheese! Just do exactly what she says, when she says, how she says… and you’ll be long lived! Good luck

No. 1106923

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She seems so fuckin nuts. Imagine being 30+ and still airing your dirty laundry on Instagram

No. 1106924

Sage for grammar sperg but I cackled at "I FUCKING PROUD"

No. 1106932

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There’s a lot to contradict here. For example, she wasn’t ‘locked up’ whilst trying to escape her abuser. She got carted off to hospital after allegedly assaulting Adam after he drove to watch her fuck another man. Quite a lot of detail missing. Kek.

No. 1106936

I love the evolution of Ryan names. Paperoni and cheese got me.

No. 1106941

Anytime a new boy enters her life, she goes on these rants. I feel like she's trying to prove a point to her new boy toy that she has over came so many "obstacles " she has to falsify everything to make the new boy feel pity for her.

No. 1106945

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What sane man would see this and still be on board with a relationship? She probably looks like this while she furiously types away.

No. 1106959

File: 1607912645433.jpeg (92.68 KB, 750x463, 66D9239E-A0BF-42A4-8474-657B2C…)

Exactly my point. It’s just a show.

Slightly OT but there is an actual Ryan @coldhandsgreatsushi commenting at her, underneath a close to the knuckle comment about her psycho grin.

No. 1107052

For someone who bawwws so much about gaslighting she sure does like to gaslight

No. 1107080

Some people crave conflict, but I've never met anyone that thought their insane life drama made them more attractive. You hide that shit, girl

No. 1107268

File: 1608035063035.png (2.8 MB, 750x1334, 7236D1BA-7DC6-4ACD-AEE5-93BB61…)

Hagther has been to the mall. She has purchased rags from Hot Topic. She appears to have dragged PapeRyan along. In some stories she’s calling him friend, in others alluding to herself as a ‘spooky girlfriend’.

Long ass manic ramble, featuring the usual ‘gonna do’ and ‘wanna do’ but also, some highlights…

(She’s also adopted this haughty, ‘professional’ vlogger persona for this one. I dunno, bitch manages to stay off stories for like a day and has risen above us mere mortals)

>first of all, this shirt…

Flashes enormo cleavage
>oh my god, anyways!
Giggle giggle

>I finally have another taphophile friend in my life

>my lovely friend Christopher said he’s willing to model for me
>whenever I look at something
…she is referring to a human here, kek…
>I feel like I read what I see in their soul
>I’m thinking an elf theme
Fucking kek
>A beautiful gothic elf boy

Then goes on to talk about her skin problems and how gross it is
>covered in eczema
>got a rash on my whole back and on my fucking butt

We are now onto her eating habits
>I have to go vegan again
>I’ve been trying but have developed some kind of stress related emotional eating disorder
>I cannot stop eating candy, I can’t control myself
>I eat till I’m physically sick and my mouth hurts

>apologises for really bizarre ramble, blames it on being tired, says goodbye…but then films another 10 or so stories, including some RyanZ whinging, the usual stuff. You know the drill.

>I’m tired of drama. I’m tired of stalkers. I have stalkers from dating apps.

No. 1107277

File: 1608036095082.png (1.01 MB, 750x1334, 63B99B97-7835-4D26-9BD1-26C141…)

Samefag. Noticed this last night, ChaseRyan and Nina doing the exact same shoot as Hag and PapeRyan. Both this week. I really can’t see how this is a coincidence. But Hag wants to end the drama?

No. 1107288


1:37am. All of these tards need to get real jobs.

No. 1107343

Bless you anon

No. 1107369

Not to white knight heather, but wouldn’t they be the one copying heather since she’s done it before? Anyway, this was a trend on TikTok a while back and it’s probably where both got their idea from.

No. 1107372

She looks like a man in these rants. That middle part of her hair looks so unflattering on her. Who is she fooling with quitting Tinder. Bitch is addicted to dating apps even if it's negative attention. She'll never be able to have a boyfriend or friendship since she's a huge crazy bitch. This new Ryan will probably be overwhelmed by her treating him like one of her BJ dolls and never meet up with her again.

No. 1107418

I've never posted here before and only found this page after googling Heather's name. I followed her on instagram and for some reason she has blocked me even though we have never spoken. I have no way of asking her why and I guess it doesn't really matter, I just feel a bit confused! Does she not want people to look at her work?

No. 1107424

You were most likely blocked because this thread exists, and Heather is randomly blocking people hoping to catch the anonymous users here. She is aware that people talk about her here, but not willing to take any of the advice or criticism seriously enough to or do any introspection. Instead she'll just randomly block people, in case it happens to be someone hate-watching her.

Unfortunately for her, she's apparently driving people to this page instead.

No. 1107433


I'm just a person who found her through bjds and vintage toys. I've never spoken to her, or of her, before! I am a quiet member of the community who doesn't join in with discussions very often.

I am also interested in history and antiques etc which is why I continued to watch her videos. I think I will be unsubbing if this is how she treats her viewers.

No. 1107439

Ahh that makes sense then, yes. Thanks anon.

If you have the time, read the threads from Number 1, it’s a wild ride. Here: >>738758
Also, anon, type ‘sage’ minus inverted commas in the email field when you post. It will stop bumping the thread when you’ve no milk. Better still, read the rules of the board.

No. 1107454

I hate the middle part too, it looks fine curled but straight looks so stringy and fine

No. 1107567

File: 1608060129127.jpg (331.49 KB, 1080x1768, Screenshot_20201215-142130_Ins…)

Here we go…showing off for pape boy

No. 1107602

File: 1608061982928.jpeg (252.65 KB, 2048x2048, 166DA4B8-6EE6-48BC-B59C-D567E2…)

That’s it. Clock his captions and you’ll see why the sudden deep plunge into darkness. I’d say they’re on a par with the cringe.

No. 1108133

File: 1608116095375.png (274.35 KB, 406x642, Screen Shot 2020-12-16 at 3.49…)

Incoming pep talk 1 of 6. Sage because it's the same pep talk as always.

No. 1108135

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No. 1108136

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No. 1108137

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No. 1108138

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No. 1108140

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No. 1108193


She literally posts this picture almost every 2-3 months as a reminder that she's not a "store bought witch " I've never seen someone repeat themself so much, not even rainman comes close.

She continues to bring up her past and her ex husband at any given moment. I think she's still in shock that Adam technically left her and found a gf that he was going to live with.

She goes hard on trying to prove to strangers on the internet that she's a real spoopy girl when she can't even prove to herself that she can sustain a real life relationship

No. 1108207

>not even rainman comes close
Kek anon

I can’t work the PapeRyan situation out. She’s clearly doing all this deep dive into alt girl dark (as opposed to granny goth with a mix of normie) to show off to him. But he’s still semi friendzone even though they are sending hearts and flowers over comments. Or is she, finally, keeping her spoopy boy doings private?

No. 1108303

He was friends with her during the height of the ChaseRyan drama so PapeRyan knows she is a psycho. Maybe he is missing something so that is why he isn't a full blown Ryan yet.

No. 1108344

IKR I was thinking this earlier - he would have seen all her meltdowns and still sticks around? There's definitely something going on though. They were both laughing about that repulsive Shillstar crystal pendant the other day, I think she's told him there's another and it's for her DrEaM sPoOpy BoY and he's just taking it all in as if she's just cute or something. Meanwhile she's considering whether to make him a Full Blown.

No. 1108370

File: 1608143852347.png (5.63 MB, 1242x2208, 0FD66B99-8102-4F8A-B440-20F887…)

Here is the test. If Pape can pass this, he shall become a Full Blown Ryan.

No. 1108476

Oh man. One year since a_view_so_cruel noped the fuck out and then awkwardly gave her a birthday present as a "friend." How time flies.

Indeed! This is your moment Pape. Time to graduate to full ryan status. Buy her something unique, that speaks to her dark soul. But most importantly, make it expensive.

No. 1108536

File: 1608155968571.jpg (736.94 KB, 1080x2280, Screenshot_20201216-165636_Ins…)

Her face is so annoying looking, she tries too hard

No. 1108543

When she does this expression I can hear her baby talk mode.

No. 1108556

File: 1608157405661.jpeg (520.79 KB, 750x1106, C603A7DD-3A4D-44B0-82B3-BFA3C3…)

And boy, has she ever changed in a year! Kek.

No. 1108622

File: 1608162377617.jpg (333.91 KB, 1242x2208, 131546241_732446030714410_6945…)

The tattered cloth and the intense single eye are back. Sexy kek!

No. 1108655

File: 1608165685037.png (2.24 MB, 750x1334, A2502228-EC0C-4967-AA0E-BE9AAC…)

Who’s gonna break the news to her then?

No. 1108689

She's enamored with herself while not realizing how spectacularly cringe and entirely unsexy she is.

No. 1108939

File: 1608200714784.jpeg (550.59 KB, 2048x1365, 028981B9-03DE-448D-8B91-6844F1…)

Every time she uses that plague doctor mask, all I see is this…

No. 1108945

File: 1608201321714.png (2.53 MB, 750x1334, 50C4E78E-EEAB-4351-8B48-4C65CA…)

24 hours? Give that girl a medal.

No. 1108955

Does she not know that many junk foods are vegan? Chips and beer for example, kek.

No. 1109110

I noticed that PapeRyan hasn't commented on any of her selfies from last night yet. She must be seething kek

No. 1109115

File: 1608227015445.jpg (190.41 KB, 1080x1920, 131595347_872097023600675_1804…)

Nitpick but if the word horse face needed a mascot

No. 1109128

Why does this cow think she can’t urbex in the snow? I’ve never met an urbex-er who is so scared of snow. There’s no law that says you can’t urbex in the snow? I thought she was “extreme”. Kek

No. 1109171

Same goes for cemetery photography. She’s been blessed with an A1 snow scene backdrop and is just a dumb fuck about it.

I’ve come to the conclusion she’s prick teasing him and he’s not having it.

No. 1109199

File: 1608233705820.png (789.55 KB, 1080x1944, Screenshot_20201217-142801~2.p…)

I bet Heather has no clue that this quote is about lsd

No. 1109253

Kek I was laughing at these earlier. Sharon Tate ffs.

No. 1109273

nu uh Huxley was REALLY talking about wearing black lipstick and frying your hair, hater

No. 1109337

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She sure showed you. She is a real urbex-er who only hates the snow because of her car kek. She makes it so obvious she reads here.

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The other day I noticed a Literal Ryan leaving her a comment. Today she’s name checking another Literal Ryan.

What is it with Hag and Ryan’s?

Is this why Pape is in hold? Is there going to be a RyanRyan?

No. 1109458

Idk about the one from the other day, but this one's married.

No. 1109477

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She’s back on her 4eva alone am so weird reee look at my interests while Paperoni is just getting bleaker and bleaker in his outlook, so I guess that ones no longer on the cards.

No. 1109486

Is Paper straight???

No. 1109494

Oh. I never thought of that.

No. 1109495

what about this post makes you question Papes preferences?

No. 1109504

That’s never stopped Heather from trying.

No. 1109518

Is she a brunette now? Kinda suits her more.

No. 1109588

I’ve always thought a short brunette bob would suit her more than what she’s got going on now, especially with her glasses in mind. Especially if she avoided bleach and went for a dark or chestnut brown.

No. 1109630

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No. 1109663

PapeRyan btfo

No. 1109687


She really does think it’s either no marriage or being married to someone she can’t stand, and they have power over her, assuming she means permission to do stuff, finances, what she wears, who she sees…

Hag, it really ain’t 1950 anymore. Wtf.

No. 1109689

She’s def after someone’s attention, I’m nit sure who. Her whole appearance and manner has taken a more somber, grown up tone. I think it’s safe to assume Pape is done, so, who is she being a pick me for?

No. 1109692

This is definitely some teenage reverse psychology plot for papeRyan. She thinks the long "I'm a sooper independent mature woman who doesn't need no man" will show him that she's interesting and cool.

No. 1109708

Ha, she hasn't got any proper friends. Notice she never has photographs with any platonic friends (she doesn't want any) in particular females, you don't even see her with her baby sister whom i'm sure she's jealous of. She's so stupid thinking that only the "kawaii" community is scathing of her. If these people are so bad why not ditch your channel on youtube completely, most of your subscribers are from that so called community. If everyone who subscribed to her channel that is interested in kawaii related stuff, vintage toys and BJD's she'd hardly have any followers remaining. These were the bulk of her fans and the nasty bitch has the cheek to turn on all of them stating they are all jealous f. She's an absolute disgrace. As for her saying that the "spooky" community support her, understand her etc, that will soon change when gets bored and then she'll create more drama and lash out at them saying they are nasty, spiteful individuals
>>1109630 As for this i'm sure there are many happily married couples that would strongly disagree and her sarcastic, obnoxious tone saying "sorry darling" should be enough of a warning sign to any future boyfriends that she's a arrogant, big-headed cow who thinks she's better that everyone else, her self-importance is through the roof.

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No. 1109801

… that the person was wondering why he’s on hold and there’s literally no reason for her not to jump off the deep end with him, just like every other dude she talks to, other than maybe he’s just into dudes..

No. 1109810

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Big news guise, we’re getting another shelf tour video. I think that’s number 56728 in the series. Same old bullshit in this live, needs to do the Killstar videos, shelf tour, shelf needs dusting…but also…

>I am going to be making new dolly videos

No. 1110171

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Paperoni doing his Hag related stories. Incidentally, she also has a post, in the same vein…

No. 1110172

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No. 1110452

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Well this will be a shitshow. Getting TND vibes.

No. 1110507

Is she even pretending to save up for her own apartment anymore?

No. 1110568

>inb4 it gets crushed to death by her killstar horde

No. 1110585

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No. 1110591

LMAO She asked Paperyan for his hair to put in the locket and he figured out she's crazy

No. 1110596

She's going to get sick of that thing and release it in the wild, I just know it.

No. 1110602

>I’m going to give up
>I’m not giving up

Which is it, bitch?

>a heart like mine

You are not special. You are like every other fucker on this planet.

No. 1110605

>Inb4 she snaps it shut in her new Jeffree Star palette.

Incidentally, whilst unwrapping her new trash slap, she actually did manage to break something. She’s such a ham-fisted piggo.

No. 1110926

Yeah, i mean she couldn't give two shits about her cat after she stopped seeing it and never brought him up again like he never existed. I mean if heather treats her pets the way she treats other people then that probably means she'll use it for attention and then get rid of it when she finds something spookier.

No. 1110992

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lol she didn't write that, she copied it from "Avijeet Das," an Indian self-published author who creates and uploads little inspo jpgs from banal quotes he makes up to try to meme himself as a great philosopher.

No. 1110993

>two empty hair lockets sit waiting to be filled

I cracked up at that line, never change Heather.

The thing is Heather somehow manages to find a ton of guys who are just as deranged as her and share similar interests, she just is insanely demanding on people's personal time to a degree even the most desperate person can't handle.

No. 1110998

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No. 1111055

Arachnid keeper here. 99% sure she'll get a regal jumping spider. They only live about 10 months, maybe a year. And they're only about $10 for a sling. 10 months is too long of a commitment for Heather though.

No. 1111059

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No. 1111087

Yeah maybe you should have gotten snow tires last month since you live in a state with lots of snowfall. Fucking moron.

No. 1111177

>gonna sell off a few things online
On the twelfth of never

No. 1111241

you live with your mum

No. 1111358

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She’s truly frightening. I’m talking about the way she purchases things, owns them. The way that her ‘things’ include people, animals and insects.

No. 1111862

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Latest stories have her wandering round a pet store, then in car talking about her Spider baby to be
>looking at enclosures as if decorating nursery, squealing about how cute
>dreamt she had a baby and it was a spider
I think we’re ready for the next phase.

In other news she’s lamenting missing a deal on vegan mac and cheese, spaffing $600 on snow tyres, complaining about love.

But hold up, she does a 360 and has found a new online dating app. She also shared a Tik Tok which has had 7,000 views and 1,000 plus likes, so she’s quitting YT as she has found her new platform.

No. 1111870

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Heather proves that "it's okay to like cemeteries" BITCH why do you think the word taphophile exists? So your ass could have something new to say?

No. 1111872

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Juxtaposed with this (picrel). Bitch is manic as fuck.

No. 1112172

Heather sperging like her pastel sparkly self about goth-as-fuck shit like cemeteries and spiders will never not be funny! It's like a failed MTV reality show from the '90s.

No. 1112324

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Fuck me dead, this is utter mental retardation in action.

No. 1112711

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As Hag has had some success on her recent TikTok vid (90k plus views) I thought we could treat ourselves to a classic Hagther being Hagther in a haunted basement.
(From @fulldarkparanormal on Tik.

No. 1112745

Her most recent tiktok is tagged with #taphopile kek

No. 1112746

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It’s now in her bio too

No. 1112769

Epic-length, multi-level rant.
Rare Day Off is back with a vengeance.
Filter party.
Nobody Likes Me, etc

No. 1112788

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She has the mind of a boy crazy 14 year old girl.

No. 1112798

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Anons, ICYMI

>today is one of my Rare Days Off

>I have this rare thing that happens whenever it’s my day off: I can’t move
>YT used to be my full time job
>Then my life fell apart
>I have a lot of anxiety posting and people seeing me looking this bad
>I’m very much a raw, open person, I spill my soul, my life
>I just bare all - that’s Heather!
>I’m gonna get ready now to go out and Human Being
>I really need to clean my poor shelf
Bitch, you’ve been saying that for weeks
>looks like I can’t ‘adopt’ a jumping spider until spring

Tik Tok blow-up
>people were leaving such profound comments, I was crying
>I’ve been a YT partner for ten years now
Why does she make this a big thing, like YT sent her a personal invite?
>it just takes so much time film a video and edit it
>I have to get my make-up perfect, get what I say perfect
it’s called work, Hag
>TikTok might be the platform for me now
Rambles about YT and The Hate, does her usual job interview speech
>so inspired to get out and make content
Instead sits on her bed looking spotty and bedraggled, complaining
>have no social life, I talk to dead people, people who do things like me don’t like me cause they think I’m a fake ass bitch
>Okay I’m gonna get going!

Then comes back for another 20+ story ramble
>2020 best year of my life so far
>first year I got to live and get out there
>finally had a chance to make my life my own
>I’m being a leader not a follower
>don’t trust boys anymore, they like me then don’t real quick
>I love me, I’m worthy enough for myself
>I’m just too over the top. Too much of an old soul

Etc etc etc etc

>even though it’s yet to be proven I know I am girlfriend material

>I’m saving myself for that person
Correct me if I’m wrong, but I don’t think hooking up with every rando who shows a tiny bit of interest is saving yourself?

About PapeRyan?
>I’m not the girl you just message when you’re horny
>just because I’m your friend and your nice to me doesn’t mean you’re entitled to me
>That’s a whole other rant I’m not getting into

Says she’s gonna go…again. More stories. Killstar stories. In the baby voice.

>in the car. I’ve done it. I’ve made it out of the house.

Put the phone away, Heather.

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No. 1112977

Anyone catching the live see what he said? I’m also curious what’s going on in general but I can’t tune in, if anyone is able to summarize.

No. 1113025

Hm. Her insta is coming up as "Sorry this page isn't available" for me now. Not private, but not found. She couldn't have deleted. Is it hidden?

No. 1113072

You probably got blocked it seems.

No. 1113108

That's amazing because I'm wasn't even following her and never interacted even once lol

No. 1113115

She will ban people who don't follow her but view her stories

No. 1113246

Someone called her a crackbitch and she stopped the live then called them out.

No. 1113614

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No. 1113620

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No. 1113628

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Will he qualify for the next Ryan? Stay tuned…

No. 1113644

I was going to say not a chance but he does have 300k subs on youtube so there is a chance!

No. 1113652

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This guy has been sniffing around her for a while. I’ve snooped him before. The most tragic of her admirers is @tbaron06, who can often be seen grovelling at her feet in comments. He’s pretty (unintentionally) hilarious during her lives, too. Notable mention also for @atereska, who’s Baron’s love rival.

No. 1113736

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I mean, not looking like a mouth-breathing goth granny might help…?

No. 1113871

I just … how can an adult person not see how autistic and cringey these posts seem to other adult people? It is not normal, and it does not look natural, to shill yourself out & beg strangers to date you like this. In fact, it makes people uncomfortable as hell to see!

No. 1113899

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I made a shitty collage of Heather's seductive lip

No. 1113901

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No. 1113954

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No. 1114040

>get my foot into some modeling.
Ngl, the way she worded this had me dead. kek

No. 1114049

Only fans for feet?

No. 1114073

Wording aside, how does she think she qualifies for a model? There a dozens of girls younger than her, less mental than her, and more attractive than her that could do that job and yet she is delusional enough to think she has a chance. Mania is a hell of a drug.

No. 1114096

I know anon, me too. So clumsy and ham-fisted.

Kek anon, thank you for this festive collection. Why does she insist on doing this? It’s so unattractive. Rhetorical question btw, I know what she’s trying to do, but it’s so, so gross.

No. 1114097

Samefag, sorry, just had to say…what a cunt.

No. 1114120

Too bad one of her goals wasn't psychotherapy. She has really deteriorated mentally over the last year.

I know, I know; she thinks she's just fine.

No. 1114133

Honestly, the two of them together would be a super likely couple. Like, you see so many of these people at any antique fair.

No. 1114271

I’ve commented on this before. It may be my favourite delusion this cow has. I think the fact she lost a bit of weight and fixed her teeth, it marginally improved her look but not the extent she believes

No. 1114442

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She could model for Wish

No. 1114444

It's another game of "let me ask myself questions from a burner account"

Heather is the most interesting person Heather has ever met.

No. 1114502

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Merry Christmas from the Gym Bunny!
Giving the real Chringe into the New Year.

No. 1114505

kek! I was about to post this! That smoulder while holding a 5 pound weight. How does she keep the boys at bay?

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Her braces must have cost like $2,000 total because she still ended up with a slight underbite and teeth that aren't very even. The underbite causes her to mouthbreathe and causes a slight lisp

No. 1114591

Heather begs for friendship and promises fame in return https://streamable.com/7egjdm

No. 1114595

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> I am dying to find an explorer partner.
> It would just make me so happy to have that in my life
> and to link up with someone who wants to create something
> or you just want to explore
> and you want someone to go with
> or fuck.

No. 1114772

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why does she feel like she needs the newest gadget to make content? You do you girl.

No. 1114867

Yeah she said some time ago in a YouTube video (back when she still lived with Adam)that her teeth were not completely perfect despite the braces and that they would require some surgery to correct the issue; but that she couldn’t do the procedure because Adam’s insurance didn’t cover it and they couldn’t afford to pay out of pocket.

No. 1115701

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- found a jumping spider in the wild and is now keeping the poor guy in captivity and forcing him/her to listen to her moans and groans about being lonely.

-is in one of those depressive moods and wishes she was in a relationship because being single sucks.

- surprise surprise her hours have been cut drastically seeing as the holiday season is over, so it’s going to be “very dark times” for the next few months.

- groans about the cut hours because she was “finally making enough that [she] could get an apartment and be on her own.” Sure, Jan….

- is looking into other avenues to supplement her income. Said she really wants to go back to YouTube because any little bit of money counts. What she should have done months ago is not splurge on Killstar crap and, gee i don’t know, put half of her paycheck in a savings account for this exact situation?

- says she can’t be spying $200 every months for a storage unit with her collection. Says mommy is going to help try to get that door to it to open and she’ll either be selling the toys (when haven’t we heard that before?) or just donating and keeping the sentimental ones.

- ends the stories with her saying she’s going to vent her feelings to her spider prisoner and try not to cry.

No. 1115711

Nitpick but it really frustrates me that she can’t use lip balm or something with her makeup to make her lips look less dried up. It looks fine-ish here with no makeup. She makes it worse with her lipsticks.

No. 1115782

RIP lil spider guy. God knows she's not responsible enough to get it food and regularly feed it.

No. 1115947

My personal nitpick is she does crocodile tears when she wants to seem extra sad. It’s pathetic

No. 1115949

The cunt cannot call herself vegan while plucking animals from the wild and forcing them into captivity. The word you want is plant-based, Heather. You would never have the empathy required to be vegan.

No. 1115954

She bought it some live food and made a mess all over her room when she spilled a bunch of the bugs. Also she was moaning about wanting to hold it and carry it around but being unable to because he’s wild and probably not a good idea. And she’s unsure how to clean its jar/prison because she’d have to disturb the web each time.

No. 1116425

Can those spiders really be easily found in nature or is she just bullshitting, perhaps to avoid some stigma of purchasing the spider in a pet store?

No. 1116436

Yes they can be anon. They just won't be as colorful.
But with it cold Doubt it was in her home.

No. 1116449

This is such a reach. It’s snowing where she lives, any spiders living outside are dead by now. There’s literally no reason to doubt she found a spider in her mother’s country house.

I know she hasn’t been incredibly milky recently but that doesn’t mean y’all have to come up with ridiculous and unnecessary conspiracy theories. It’s JUST a spider, if it’s alive in winter and being fed that’s all it cares about. It’s not being tortured. Jfc.

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Apparently people responded to this post with a laughing emoji and she got butthurt.

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No. 1116606

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“Ladies…tell me your secret. Tell me how I can get and keep a boy.”

“”How can I get a guy to like me and not just text me when they’re bored or horny?”

“I don’t want to change just to be more palpable to average guys. Then again non-average guys don’t want me either…

“I’m not a damsel in distress. I don’t need a boy to save me. I just want someone to go on adventures with.”

No. 1116738

What does she mean, she can’t get into one? It’s not this crazy exclusive thing, you just find a meetup, make plans and go. Guess word has spread that exploring is just another vehicle for her to find a Ryan to hassle.

I don’t think it’s weird to want to go with a buddy. And she’s met up with so many people, she could have tons of friends to explore with by now if she hadn’t scared them all away. But we all know she only wants to explore with men so she can corner them and try to turn it into a date. People in her area have got to be aware by now.

No. 1116762

She’s notoriously hated in the urbex community in the area and surrounding areas because we all know how she acts and how she’s used and exploits people, and just because of her downright rude, Karen-like attitude. It’s not because she’s ‘too weird.’ It’s because she’s extremely selfish and rude and has consistently used other urbex community members to get locations and free rides, (or boyfriends) then throws them away.

No. 1117015

Well, not opening with "can I have a lock of your hair to stick in a locket" might help?

Exactly. She's very publicly acted crazy towards people in the Urbex community. She fucking stalked Ryan Z. And wasn't quiet about it. This is what burned bridges look like.

I wouldn't trust her to mow my lawn. Let alone go into a situation where tact and subterfuge are important, like exploring.

Nobody thinks she should go alone. They just don't want to go with her because she is at best annoying and at worst highly unstable.

No. 1117116

The spider should be hibernating till spring tbh, but go off I guess. kek.

Maybe not meet dudes off tinder, start planning your entire future with them before meeting, saying I love you after the first date, etc. etc. Oh and like >>1117015 said, don't ask for their hair?

I think the issue is that she uses her "adventure companion" search as a means to vet new Ryans rather than legitimately find friends within the community. Notice how there's never really any girls?

No. 1117148

I don’t really know how to use these type of boards so sorry about that, I usually just lurk. but yes, she’s looking for Ryan’s not exploring friends. Before I knew anything about her I felt bad and offered like 3 times to let her come along on explores with my (all female) friends and I, or come to a shoot. she had an excuse the first couple times then the last one was left on read while she kept posting about having no friends anyways so I quit offering. At this point I figure I dodged a bullet and have no clue why I thought inviting her was a good idea or helpful in the first place. She wants to be the black sheep with no friends, but she doesn’t have to be.

No. 1117151

Interesting, so the lil lonely me act is self-imposed just like all Heather's problems? Funny because she desperately needs friends rather than looking for one man to be all and everything. Spreading the emotional load a bit.

No. 1117181

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Steve Holt!

>people think bad about me not wanting to go alone
lol is that what you think they're laughing about Heather?

No. 1117208

It's just so sad that she either ignores other women, or views them as competition. A female support network would be so good for her. But she can't have that, because friendship isn't a one way street. And if interactions don't somehow lead to a man she's not bothered.

You did dodge a bullet there Anon.

No. 1117221

she just hates women

No. 1117254

She had a since deleted story rant where she talked about the reasons why she would make a great exploring partner. She flaunted her “YouTube partnership” and the fact that she’s a “creator” and can get a lot of views for herself and an exploring partner. Also said she knows about cameras and photography and that she’s “nice person to be around with.” Heavily and desperately implies she wants male explorers because as a five foot woman she feels intimidated going alone; but then says “.but if you’re a girl I guess that’s ok too.”

Then she went into a while spiel about not wanting any fuckboys, the fact that her last potential Ryan drove two and a half hours and took her out on a date to an abandoned turnpike, kissed her, and then blocked her three days later for no reason. (Gee Heather, maybe don’t unload all the crazy onto them from the get go?)

Also she said that she and Ryan Z recently spoke and that they mutually forgave themselves and that shes athliece now. Revealed that the reason it all went down last year in Halloween was because there was a girl around him who would talk shit about Heather and when she confronted ryan and his group about it they turned on her.

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She also did a bunch of stories further to this, which I was gonna accurately précis, but jfc I honestly lost the will to live. Basically…

>listed reasons why you should become her explore buddy, interview style

>explained previous urbex drama
>referenced Ryan Z and how they ended things with “love and light” and agreeing they both did wrong kek
>referenced girl who was obsessed with Ryan Z, who was stalking Hagther, and she consequently turned down exploring with Ryan Z group as she would be there, and Hag was too scared to be in an abandoned building with a girl who was stalking her
>says the group denied knowing the girl
>called them all out by sharing receipts that they did know each other
>goes on to call out “boys who weasel their way into my life just want to get in my pants”. Perhaps a continued veiled against Pape?
>went on about being a “tiny woman with an expensive camera” I wish she’d give that shit up. She may only be 5 feet tall but she’s built like Wario, so…

Plus the usual bullshit rinse repeat cycle.

No. 1117258

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Hah! Snap, anon. Did you take this long to write about it because she totally exhausted you with her bullshit, too?

Also, this guy has me howling. TBaron, the natural love troll. He seems to be rather taken with Hag, but his comments are getting more and more intense.

No. 1117552

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Sage because same old shit but her latest love crie forever alone story is making me shout at her through my phone screen. I think, at this point, she has some kind of amnesia. She’s going for it right now, if anyone wants in b4 delete.

No. 1117560

Samefag to say she’s just said one insightful thing
>too weird for normal people, not enough for people who like the same stuff as me
Yes Hagther. You come across as a total LARPer. You don’t have to be The Most Weird, The Most Extreme. You use people, not only for lifts, and as a stepping stone, but also as an actual other human body so you don’t get mugged and your camera stolen (because you are such a “tiny woman”).
If there’s one piece of advice you really should listen to, it’s this: it’s not your hobbies that are a problem. It’s your attitude.

No. 1117580

Ha, looks like a new tactic. Constantly begging strangers to date her is a little scary and comes off as super femcel-y, so she's changed her language to "explore buddy." Gross.

Also, when will she ever see that SHE is the one that uses people? She just wants a "boy" around who will do whatever she says and let her dress him up like Killstar Ken and shower her in constant praise … and if someone doesn't live up to these expectations she has a shit fit and discards them.

No. 1117609

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god she’s unbearable.

No. 1117642

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sad art

No. 1117668

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The real adulting will commence.

No. 1117682

She's always saying how great how life is to show how unbothered she is by the haters but then goes on to throw a pity party for herself so someone feels bad enough that they’ll date her. She changes her tune depending on what she wants to achieve.

Looks like her mum finally had enough of her 30 year old daughter mooching off her. She always acted like she was trying to move out of her mum’s house but she’s lived there for months and is only looking for a second job now. It’s the same as when Adam kicked her out. She was always talking about how she was looking for a job but only go one when she was kicked out.

Maybe she’ll finally sell her hoard or we’ll have another gofundme.

No. 1117684

Oooooh mommy finally wising up and kicking her out? Maybe 2020 isn't all bad after all

No. 1117705

Bet she's sick of listening to her talk to herself in her room.

No. 1117784

and throw tantrums about not being able to find a boyfriend when she should really be worried about finding a stable 9 to 5.

No. 1117803

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She’s been talking to a new mystery ryan!

No. 1117804

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He called her out on Facebook

No. 1117805

am I crazy or does it seem like she tries to emulate J* mannerisms in her rants

No. 1117818

you mean all you want is for someone to shower you with attention and pay all your bills so you don’t have to try anymore. And who never wants to have sex, I guess. Having a libido automatically puts you in the ‘fuckboy’ category, after all.

Dude dodged a bullet, whoever he is.

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No. 1117855

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Girl, you slept with FemRyan after a day of first meeting him, and had a questionable pregnancy scare within the first week of being together with him.

You kissed CharmRyan a month ago after hours of meeting him on Instagram. Get off your pedestal.

No. 1117856

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She’s the poster child of the crazy you can find of those apps.

No. 1117861

she needs to just admit she’s a prudish borderline-tradthot and be done with it

No. 1117988

holy crap the narcissism

No. 1118051

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Let’s have this right, starting with this bullshit here. What really happened is she was hitting up a New Ryan, then she shared Tinder caps like this one. New Ryan saw it, then cunted her off. Fair enough, they weren’t an item, but like we said with CharmRyan, if the roles were reversed she would have gone nutsoid. The specific reason CharmRyan pulled back was because she was still on Tinder, as shown here >>1094622. It’s the same reason that potential New Ryan gives.

As for her family…she revealed yesterday that she let her MOT or similar run down to needing to get it a day before it expired. So clearly she ran to mommy again who is sick to the back teeth with this 31 yr old moocher living in her house, ordering $100+ worth of Shillstar and photos of dead people every other day yet neglecting to sort out snow tires and car inspections until the last minute. Yes, your family quite rightly are judging your behaviour as loserish. Get over it.

Pic dump incoming…

No. 1118052

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Whilst trying to uncover the potential New Ryan, I saw RyanZ and his gf are all happy. She’s not too dissimilar to Hag. That’s gotta sting. Not that RyanZ is a looker. Unless you’re into balding newt faces.

No. 1118085

She's so dramatic. He didn't even say anything mean but she still equated that to him kicking her while she's down and calling her a waste. She's so unnecessarily bothered by what someone who she talked to for a few days said.

Why is she giving advice when she's always complaining about how she always chooses the wrong men? Anyway, it's well known that most people use dating apps for sex so I don't know why it took her so long to figure out.

She also tells them she loves them after their first dates and post obvious thirst traps (one of her tinder photos was in lingerie) but then gets mad when men just want to hook up with her. She brings this all on herself but will always shift the blame on someone else.

No. 1118118

It’s so wild that she talks about standards but the things she listed are basic ass bottom line relationship traits or actually unimportant. (Being able to reach things??)

No. 1118249

>Is a tiny woman
>I'm so tiny

Cows obsessions with exclaiming how TINY they are never gets old or unfunny to me. kek

Ngl, they do kind of look vaguely similar. She seems like a lower maintenance and slightly more edgy looking heather.

No. 1118256

Heather fits perfectly into typical cow requirements. Obsessed with men, inability to keep female friendships, constantly playing the victim, wants to be tiny so bad, doesn't have an actual career, and thinks she's special but is ultimately mediocre at best.

No. 1118265

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>I’ve left YouTube but it’s okay guys I’m now a daily TikToker!

No. 1118266

Me neither, anon. Bitch isn’t tiny. She’s squat.

No. 1118300

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Full Karen vibes sitting being sad in a Walmart parking lot, wearing a Christmas sweater.

No. 1118304

I guess she just needed motivation from the haterz because she is now making one tonight.

No. 1118318

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>this stuff is really cool, I wish it would fit me
She has to be trolling. This is Walmart mom gear. Wtf?

No. 1118425

>I wish it would fit me
far cry from her previous
>I'm so tiny
These don't even look particularly small? Also, is this shit still in fashion? I swear I haven't seen anyone wear these textured jeans in years, this has to be walmart clothing. kek

No. 1118429

She’s implying they’re all too big for her. She was looking at an ugly gray top and considering buying it but put it back because it was “probably too big”. Girl really thinks she’s a waif and not the ideal size and shape for Walmart clothes…

No. 1118449

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Holy shit, having seen her it didn't even cross my mind she'd try to play up things being "too big" for her. Heather, sweetie, you aren't a size 0.

No. 1118547

Does she mean a second one to post her rants on since she already has an exploring one?
Honestly TikTok seems like a good platform for her, it's full of oversharing crazies who think they need to film a reaction video for their every passing thought and feeling. Heather going viral on TikTok 2021.

No. 1118763

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Of course you couldn’t tell us the names of any of them; they’re all girls and therefore don’t exist in your eyes.

No. 1118816

Kek my thoughts exactly. Out of curiosity, and also still trying to find the guy she put on blast a couple days ago, I was searching hashtags like paurbex and pittsburghurbex. There are so many people local to her that she could befriend and go urbex with. Not all friends with RyanZ, so she can’t use that as an excuse. It’s just that most of them are women. And she hates women.

No. 1119066

Built like a fridge even in 2004 kek

No. 1119120

such a goth queen in her granny glasses and basic black tee

No. 1119263

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If you were really researching you wouldn’t be asking, Heather. For this being “your passion” you don’t even put in the bare minimum into it. Just another example of you constantly taking from other people.

No. 1119302

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Lest we forget…

No. 1119796

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It is time.

No. 1119873

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Amerifags, what is this low cost chain store that she’s buying her latest, inevitable, Sexy Phase of HagCycle gear from?

No. 1119878

Target, where she works

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No. 1119942

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Oh lord

No. 1119944

Thanks anon. I wondered if that was the case. That’s gotta be low end, right? Like a Matalan - any fellow Britfags know?

No. 1119946

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No. 1119951

The corps husband song oh god this is so cringey. Hagther please put your clothes back on.

No. 1119958

Matalan is similar but smaller. If you can picture a US Walmart, Target is like that but slightly more expensive/cleaner.

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My eyes. It burns.

No. 1119968

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No. 1119969

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The baby voice. My ears. My eyes and my ears.

No. 1119983

I cringed into oblivion with these stories… yikes heather! it's so obvious she's not confident doing this so it comes off just super embarrassing.

like for real though, she's not just a warm body and doesn't want a fuck boy, but does this? and gets mad when the men she's talking to wants sex? the logic

No. 1119998

Daily reminder this is a 30 year old woman doing this shit.

No. 1120007

we all have eyes, and this looks like the sad divorcée 30-something low-end boudoir selfie it is

No. 1120012

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That ass is as flat as a pancake.

No. 1120019

Being a pickme who thinks other women are worthless only serves to validate that thought in a man's mind.
It's like a kitten telling you all kittens are worthless - not gonna have the intended effect of thinking oh she's not like the other girls, she's One Of Us but enforce the idea women are so worthless even other women think so. Maybe work on not being a pickme for 2021, Heather.

(Not anyone in the photo, I'm in the UK, but that post emphasises her attitude about other women so deserves a comment)

No. 1120020

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She has that stocky childhood-obesity look to her. Her believing that she could ever possibly model for anything besides her shitty tripod and cheesy Target lingerie is peak lonely chick behaviour, she's just 15 years too late to when it's slightly acceptable. Like those fat and ugly chicks that say they're "alt" models since there's no way anybody could believe a clothing catalog is hiring some gaudy ham.

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No. 1120088

Her face in that picture is absolutely haggish and the lame pigtails just make the whole thing even worse somehow.

No. 1120173

Imagining her doing all these ‘sexy’ photo shoots, while her mum is probably cooking her dinner a few rooms away, is the ultimate cringe.

No. 1120178

Is she bipolar? I'm genuinely asking, she really comes across as either manic or hypomanic to me in these stories. I don't think she's gonna feel good about this later.

No. 1120188


i dont get it, is she doing OF now? or just… taking thirst trapping to a whole other level

No. 1120217

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Thirst trap max, falling back on the thing she considers one of her go-to qualities. She’s so vain, and delusional. Is she asking for gifts now?

No. 1120238

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Uploads provocative pix and then posts this like she is surprised she wouldn't get DMs lmao

No. 1120244

ever heard of the 'block' button

No. 1120249

Nonsense. If she blocks him, how will potential Ryans know that she's coveted and desirable?

No. 1120266

Bets on all 11 comments being from heather herself

No. 1120276

Someone already said that to her on the comments. She doesn't listen lmao.

No. 1120278

>Tell me I'm pretty or I'll burn your fucking house down.

The cycle never dissapoints.

No. 1120289

Hahaha anon. This is her energy. Always.

She is such a cunt. Honestly, she brings this all on herself. I bet it’s one of those poor saps that leave her comments saying how in love they are with her.

No. 1120293

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>posts story asking for friends to come explore
>posts thirst trap
>gets angry with people trying to hit her up
>posts friend begging story giving locations where she’ll be today, exploring wearing this (picrel)
>I am also available tomorrow
Bitch, no one thinks you have a packed diary kek

No. 1120303

I just can't figure out why she doesn't have any female friends. It's such a mystery.

No. 1120314

She doesn't believe in other females. She believes in ghosts but any other female… Non existent.

No. 1120330


Unless she’s forced them to drive her to go a-stalking in a dangerous blizzard.

She’s massively insecure and vain, can’t believe that her big tits and baby voice alone can’t get her a man (forgoing the fact that her attitude is abominable), therefore disposes of all women aka competition.

No. 1120342

>I don't think she's gonna feel good about this later.
She definitely won't. These are all candidates for the dirty delete.

No. 1120444

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That’s it. She’s a fucking shit “explorer”.

>I’ve wanted to visit this place for two years. But it’s down a really steep hill! Look! I have to get across those!

Honestly, it’s pathetic. Unbelievably pathetic. The “hill” has the smallest incline I have ever seen. Bitch straight up wussed out, got in her car and drove off.

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What. Is. She. Doing.

>reasons to date Heather

>well, if y’all saw some of my IG story, then y’all already know I’m a freak
>reason 2: I’m going to introduce you to some places you never knew existed, because this what I do…I’m out adventuring
>I hope you’d be the adventurous type otherwise it’s probably not gonna work, baby
>also, I have my own car, make my own money
>hey, so, call me…
>I have my own car, you don’t even have to come pick me up
>I always make time for someone I care about or am interested in
>I know guys don’t seem to want to have a girl around them, but if you do, I can snuggle you
>you can tell me every little thing you want to vent about and I will just pet your head
>reasons not to date me, well, fuck…
>I live a very extreme lifestyle
>I’m a paranormal explorer
>I’m gonna want to take pictures of you all the time
>I’m gonna want you to take pictures of me all the time
>I’m like the Instagram girlfriend so you’re gonna be like my little helper camera person
>I don’t go to the bar, I don’t do drugs, I don’t like sports
>I mean I love hockey cause I used to play it and I’ll KICK YOUR FUCKING ASS AT HOCKEY

>if you’re lurking and you like me

>If we talked in the past, you can call me back
>give me a chance

All in a baby voice. Jesus wept.

No. 1120588

Smiling photos beside graves of strangers. How quaint.

Next up: bound cleavage shots beside graves. No smiling though, only dull-eyed, mouth-breather chic with protruding lower lip.

No. 1120598

The 31 year old woman has a car and makes her own money. What are you boys waiting for?

No. 1120725

those glasses are such a disaster on her
she would look way less “angry room mom” with different glasses
suppose these are EXTREME though

No. 1120735

is she wearing fucking heels or something? why couldn't she do this?

that's embarrassing.

No. 1120744

I've been to this place…it's not a "steep hill." It's in the middle of a public park, just barely off the main road.

There's also really nothing to "explore" here. It's a tiny little cave with a natural spring inside. That's literally it.

No. 1120773

It's because she is a tiny woman. Or so she says for the 15th time this month.

No. 1120824

>i know guys don’t seem to want to have a girl around them, but if you do, I can snuggle you
Heather, men dont want to be around you, not girls in general. This is not primary school, boys dont think we have cookies anymore.
Also, have some self respect Heather.

No. 1121349

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What do we have here then?

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No. 1121408

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This one got me lmao

No. 1121412

Of course she's "bisexual." She does everything on the checklist that desperate narc women do when they're looking for their next big energy/attention fix. Lol, Heather hates women. Bisexual. My ass.

No. 1121417

is she just talking to herself in the comments?

No. 1121451

She's bisexual only when it suits her. I'm yet to see her mention that she's actually attracted to a woman or trying to date one.

I wonder how her mother feels about seeing her 31 year old daughter taking lingerie photos in her house just to get male validation.

No. 1121467

I wonder how her mom feels knowing that her 31 year old daughter is splurging on cheap lingerie and playing model upstairs when she should be out there looking for a second job to supplement her income.

No. 1121468

Hey at least we got that question answered, there's no way her mom isn't fully aware of how hard Heather isn't trying to find a new job or move out

No. 1121470

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Kek the comment section on the mom topic.

No. 1121473

If her situation with Adam is any indication, Heather will NEVER move out willingly. She’ll have to be forced out just like she was was when she was triggered by Adam’s new girlfriend. Mom
Needs to grown some balls and give her an ultimatum already.

The girl doesn’t have a savings account; she doesn’t have a clue about how to manage her finances. She’s never leaving unless she finds herself a well off guy that is willing to support her and her hobby and she settles for that; even though she’s said time and time again she’ll never be subservient and dependent on another man again.

No. 1121476

Unabomberryan perhaps?

No. 1121479

Her mom is pissed because she's doing this shit in her house without contributing at all to the household. It's obvious her mother is somewhat conservative so don't know why she thought it would be okay to take half naked photos under her roof.

She's been in this position for at least a year now and she didn't even bother selling her toy collection and kept spending money on tacky killstar clothing that she doesn't even wear.

No. 1121480

More like SilentBobRyan.

Will her mom ever kick her out? If she is as cruel as Heather has made her out to be, absolutely. But I'm not taking her word on it. Not after the gofundme scheme.

Gofundme round two.?

No. 1121488

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Do we think she is already in love with this guy?

No. 1121524

Jesus Christ, nobody’s jealous of her anxious camel face, mom bod, and cheap lingerie

No. 1121533

She deleted this story so yeah shes in love already

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>I have a very extreme lifestyle
It always kills me when she says this. She's a 31yo who lives with her mom, works at Target, and likes to go on walks through cemeteries sometimes? The only thing extreme about her lifestyle is her mood swings. lmao

There's no way she isn't just using this new Ryan as a way to get "into modeling". How long before she loses her mind over him "being a fuckboy" for taking pics of other women?

No. 1121687

All mom had to do was turn the corner and she could see these photos being taken live

No. 1121688

These are not flattering pictures, he makes everyone look chunky and disgruntled. Looking forward to his photos of Heather!

No. 1121701

Anon, that new Ryan name is genius!

No. 1121911

I concur. BomberRyan for me.

Sure Hag. I mean beach sandals and fuck-me boots are both footwear, right? Right?

All of this, anon. She has hundreds, if not thousands, of dollars in that storage unit, not to mention the 200 bucks she spaffs on it each month. She’s a totally selfish, lazy, deluded little girl. She’d have been out of there by now, had she sold her shit and saved. Who knows, she might have even moved in with a cool room mate, made a circle of friends, but no.

Bisexual? Fucking KEK. Everything she does is for the D, and she hates women. So…what? Too lulzy.

Well, she’s gone dark on stories again, which means her man-snaring cogs are working overtime.

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“I’m not getting a stimulus check because my ex is withholding mine from me. So I guess tomorrow I’m going to have to go down to the IRS office and report him because I don’t know how else I’m going to get my money.”

“I don’t think he’s allowed to use my money or withhold it from me because that’s government money given to each citizen. So either way I’m getting my fucking money because I’m going to need it.”

“So all of my fucking haters feel free to earn him because I’m not going to be treated like this anymore. I’m much stronger than I was whenever I was with him and I’m going to stand up for myself to anyone.”

No. 1122056

Some of you people must just be really stunning models and photographers because you nitpick some really normal and boring stuff in these threads. New Ryan’s photos are fine and the girls in them don’t look big to me at all? On the other hand, I wonder if he will actually ever take pictures of Heather or if she just wants to continue to complain about how she’s been shunned from the modeling community.

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To add…(even though you have a lot of it)

>you know you might be a taphophile when you come to a cemetery to edit cemetery photographs to unwind

>my spirit friends are a lot nicer than people are
>hope you’re all enjoying your stimulus money, my ex is withholding mine from me
>guess tomorrow I will have to go to the IRS office and report him
>it’s a pretty fucked up thing to do to somebody
>so all of my fuckin haters, feel free to warn him that I’m not playin anymore
>I’m not going to be treated like this…anymore
(Added the anymore as an afterthought to keep up muh historic abuse story)
>I’m much stronger than I was and I will stand up to anyone

No. 1122089

Already did a dirty delete. Not to WK the goon, but just peeped that Adam got engaged last year. Why would he even care about “withholding” her stimulus checks. It’s probably just not top of his list.

No. 1122099

Why would they send her stimulus check to him anyway? She got the last one.

No. 1122116

Does that mean the divorce is still not final?

No. 1122127


100% not WKing but-
Why is she assuming he even got the money yet? There’s soooo many people that haven’t gotten their stimulus checks yet (like myself) because the US government is so ducked up. She just needs another reason to be the victim.

He could probably argue that she’s withholding his divorce finalization because she refuses to sign papers because she thinks she has some big legal case. Kek

No. 1122144

Are you new? You should learn how to sage and reply. Only one anon said anything about his photography being unflattering, and they didn't say the models were actually fat?

Yeah, I'm lost on why or how Adam would even have her stim check. Is it true what another anon said, that she doesn't have her own savings account? She shouldn't have her accounts tied to him still, it's been how long?

No. 1122152

She has her own accounts but since she refuses to sign the divorce papers, the money would go to him because he was the only one earning any money in that marriage. If she was a responsible adult she would finalize the divorce but she needs every last ounce of victim card so she has to bitch about her ex husband because she’s clearly still so obsessed with that asshole and the fact that he moved on and doesn’t give a fuck about her.

No. 1122153

Nothing is ever how she says it. She lies, twists and exaggerates everything. Imagine Hag living life the way that each and every one of us here do - by not documenting it online every time we so much as draw breath.

No. 1122154

So… Adam is engaged to the other chick yet no one thinks pure spite is the reason that Hag won’t sign?

No. 1122163

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Absolutely not to WK Heather, but, remembering Adam was a bit of a dick, and now appears broke as, could it be a little bit true?
Also, he has a 16 year old daughter? Did I completely miss a whole chunk of info from the previous 7 threads?
I wonder how Hag interacted as Step Mom.

No. 1122166

So Hag's stimulus money wouldn't go to him if they have officially divorced.

No. 1122171

Wait a minute, she won't sign the divorce papers? What logical reason could she have for not signing them?

No. 1122172

She thinks she has some big court case she could bring against him (???) even though she cheated….she thinks she’s owed something for being lazy and not contributing to that relationship (money/work wise.)

No. 1122174

I could see her being vindictive enough to not divorce him so he can't marry his fiance.

No. 1122176

I don’t think they’re engaged. I’m not really sure where that came from, but I wouldn’t doubt her being that petty either way.

No. 1122192

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From his IG profile…

No. 1122203

>my asshole ex is trying to control me!!
>refuses to unshackle herself to him legally

No. 1122207

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woe is heather

No. 1122208

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Is this just her feeling sorry for herself or has she been turned down again?

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But I thought you were girlfriend material?? I mean you have your own car, make your own money, and whiten your teeth! Kek

No. 1122222

she is worse than incels I swear

No. 1122229

If they filed taxes separately in 2019 or 2020 there would be no reason it would go to Adam. If she got the last check (which she did) they would send it to the same account where her last check was sent. She's just too stupid to go on the IRS website and find out where her check is. I'm not going to fucking walk her through it.

No. 1122245

I can’t even imagine Hag filing taxes.

No. 1122249

I'm sure her mom drove her and helped her speak to the person paid to do her taxes, kek. All she had to do was legally be the person she claimed she is

No. 1122250

I feel like there would’ve been something posted about it though…are we just basing it off the emojis? Either way I don’t care because it’s not Hag milk, but still.

No. 1122252

Ayrt. Yeah sorry, not Hag milk but indirectly related and wondered if that’s why she continues being a cunt. You’re right though, back to Hag…

No. 1122254


Not to be OT but I'm pretty sure this is the day they started dating unless they got engaged very soon after they got together.

No. 1122269

AYRT I completely agree that she's hopeless with any adult responsibility but I can't imagine she sent her W-2 from target to Adam to file jointly, either. So either Adam committed tax fraud or she just didn't get hers yet and she's blaming Adam because she's a mental case.

No. 1122344

More that those girls are obviously attractive and slim but his bad angles and manner makes them look uncomfortable and chunky, but go off.

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She really thinks she did something with her newest shoot lmao

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Here we go again and again.

No. 1122381

New girl is kind of cute ngl. Surprised Adam managed, but I suppose a lot of straight girls have low standards. kek

The dollar store creepy cloth makes a comeback to hide her gut. Love it.

No. 1122489

Sage because it’s not hag related but I don’t think new girl is straight. I saw a post where she said something about being pan. Maybe that’s why hag made up so many lies about being ‘threatened’. She didn’t get physical threats, but rather she felt threatened because hag is just a poser who uses the term bisexual like it’s just a personality trait.

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Weird, just a couple hours before that she did one of her typical Sad Girl stories (which she was gonna leave in 2020, right?)
I was busy so couldn’t watch fully, just skipped through, but the gist was she’d had a fucked up day and people she thought were her friends were dumping her. She put it down to people being jealous of her. Kek.
Deleted the stories, presumably when she scored her date, then added this…

No. 1122616

She looks terrifying here. Like an extra in a low-budget hellraiser ripoff. The eyes, the rictus grin…

No. 1122635

this round of stimmies is really fucked up
some people got their money sent to H&R Block by mistake
it’s completely possible they sent it to an old joint account with Adam

No. 1122687

"Friends." Yeah. Sure.
She's on another one of her everything is groovy posting kicks, trying to look confident and cool, cuz she's manic from receiving some crumb of mediocre male attention. Gross.

No. 1122825


How much weight is she putting on her knees to get her ass high enough to photograph?

No. 1123316

I never in a million years thought her online harassment was this bad, but I say here and forced myself to read all of this and I’m so disturbed. You are all sick twisted people. You literally STALK this woman’s life and post about her constantly. Are you all really that bored? So bored and miserable in your own lives that the only thing you all can do is post about her? You all have made it so that she’s nervous to get close to anyone that just wants friendship because of this, you all spy on her. You guys call her crazy, but this is insane and something crazy stalkers would do. You all make my physically ill. Get a new hobby instead of tearing down other people while hiding behind anonymous posts. Bunch of losers.

No. 1123326

It's not "stalking" to discuss public posts from a self proclaimed internet personality. She's a desperate attention whore and we're giving her what she wants. Are you her newest Ryan?

No. 1123329

It's a big internet for you to fuck off to. Give it a go.

We'll be here being bored losers. You sure showed us.

No. 1123346

Uhh there’s literally a half naked photo of her that SHE posted a few post above ya bud. Yeah she doesn’t mind it, we’re just haterz.

No. 1123383

Yeah, it’s a big fuckin internet and you guys have nothing better to do than to follow someone you don’t like. What’s it like to be that miserable? You guys have a serious hate boner. If you don’t like her then don’t follow her, forget about her, move on with your lives, but no y’all can’t do that. Just gonna sit and deflect that y’all are toxic and disgusting as all hell. You complain about her, but ALL of you posting about her have something wrong with you. I can’t imagine spending this much time of my life towards mocking and hating someone. Find. A. New. Hobby. All of us at work love her and she’s an amazing and hardworking person, the shit we’re seeing of you guys talking about her is just foul. Grow the hell up.

No. 1123384

so is this her latest boy visiting the threads?
enjoy getting to know heather kek

No. 1123385

Oh yikes. She sent people from her Target job to wk here? KEK

No. 1123389

I’m a woman and several of us decided to look up this and we’re all extremely disturbed. Jesus Christ you guys even know where she works. At this point I’m going to start walking her to her car because it’s VERY clear that you stalkers are the ones that are crazy. I feel horrible that I’m just finding out about this, seriously, you all are gross. I said my piece, you all should be ashamed. Period. Hope y’all find a new hobby.

No. 1123391

Peace* find that none toxic hobby or find Jesus or something. Good lord.

No. 1123395

she could get off the internet at any time that she wanted to. If you’re posting publicly about your constant breakups and train wreck of a life, and dirty laundry all over the internet, you’re opening yourself up to criticism. If she doesn’t want to be stalked/criticized then she needs to shut her big fat mouth and STOP posting about guys who don’t want to be posted about or crying on her instagram story or start drama and should focus on posting her hobbies like a normal human being

No. 1123396

She literally stalks her ex’s new girlfriends, and should probably focus on herself instead, so maybe she should look at that advice instead of us. We’re just here to laugh.

No. 1123397

How fucking pathetic. Bringing coworkers into your internet drama.

No. 1123398

This is a gossip forum, Susan. There's rules about cowtipping, none of us want to meet her irl.

No. 1123400

Bro, do you even hear yourself? What kinda control freak incel fuck do you think you’re? You’re literally so obsessed with her life that you guys have to follow these anon posts to fuel your hate boners. Christ, take your own advice and get off the internet since you can’t leave well enough alone. Once again, if you don’t like her than what’s the point? You all are just as bad, if not worse. Pointing out her flaws while being VERY flawed yourselves. You all have nothing better to do than to mock, body shame, and talk disgustingly about her. Don’t like her? Don’t follow her and forget she exists, but you all can’t do that because you’re getting something out of all of this. It’s gross. All of you need to grow up, some advice from all us girls at work. Find a hobby, a significant other, and get out of your moms basement. 🙃

No. 1123406

She’s the one living in her mom’s basement considering she found it more important to chase after men and stalk them over getting a college degree….yikes. She’s the only incel here considering her relationships last about a week before they leave her because she posts their face all over instagram publicly instead of yknow keeping it private and off the internet like a normal person. Not to mention the shit talking of them on her insta stories and posting about how desperate she is for a man

No. 1123408

I love when wks wander in here and pull the "ur all just lonely dudes who live in ur mom's basement, get a girlfriend incel" like lolcow isn't a gossip forum full of women. KEK

Wait for it, she's gonna pull out the "ur just jealous" next.

No. 1123411

She’s the only lonely one here with the extreme failure of her marriage and desperation to find a man to "fix all her problems" instead of just acting less psycho and toxic

No. 1123412

Well if any of y’all are female then yeah, that is some jealousy right there. Gross, do better. Have fun being miserable and I hope NONE of you reproduce because I would feel bad for y’all’s kids. Good lord. Can’t imagine being this hateful, have fun with your childish stalking and gossip. Yikes.(k)

No. 1123414

>several of us decided to look up this
Did she tell you about LC? Or did you google her name?

No. 1123417

Well hopefully heather doesn’t reproduce because then her children will be teased mercilessly at school because their mother can’t keep her personal life, tantrums, breakup drama, and slutty photo shoots off the internet. Those of us who have real careers and not retail jobs like her because we decided to choose college over stalking men are not jealous.

No. 1123419


> y'all

> yikes

No. 1123429

The fact that a few of her coworkers felt the need to find this thread and wk her at like 10pm at night has me dead ngl.

Susan here is definitely a white, middle aged part time cashier at Target with a couple kids of her own. These women should be careful or Heather might hit up their teen sons for late night graveyard walks with "cute boys".

No. 1123430

yep, super jealous of her EXTREME lifestyle, you’ve got us

No. 1123445

Imagine thinking anyone here would be jealous of someone who looks like a mouthbreather, has crazy eyes, doesn't have a place of their own and has crazy bitch mental breakdowns every other day on instagram, till the NextRyan comes along. Maybe it's the extreme lifestyle of hoarding dusty children's toys and strolling by cemetaries that we are jealous of!

No. 1123448

The part that boggles my mind about this the most is this didn’t have to be this way, lolcow isn’t doing shit it’s heather’s fault for making herself look bad on the internet on the first place. It’s like saying the news is being bullies for reporting a naked man running covered in feathers through a park, when the man was the one who chose to do that.

No. 1123465

Yeah, because males could resist the jealousy of becoming a public laughingstock but not us females. You sounds like a Karen who thinks the only accomplishment a woman can even be proud of is being a mom. Doesn't take any effort to pop out a kid mam but considering you're a coworker of heather's who willing to go as far as coming to a public forum about her to try and defend her you probably aren't that bright to begin with. It is amazing that Heather told her coworkers about this and they even came here to show how far they are willing to go to coddle Heather's feelings, makes me wonder what kind of fresh hell it must be working alongside her.

No. 1123473

>and get out of your moms basement
poor choice of words there susan

No. 1123483

They didn't choose to be Heather's coworkers, are you shaming them for that?

No. 1123554

Literally WHAT is there to be jealous of? This accusation always gets me… what does Heather have that we’d want? Her job? No. Love life, friends, connections? Noooo.

She has the most basic, common, failure-to-launch small town life. The thought of feeling jealous over her is kind of embarrassing… most people aim a little bit higher.

No. 1123575

Can’t wait to see you on her walk to her car!

No. 1123590


Omg yes! LOL! WK Anon, could you flip us all the bird when Heather records you walking her to her car so we know it's you? Pretty please?

No. 1123596

when people are clearly new to imageboard "culture" and throw the word incel around.
Its been said time and time again, theres a lot of us here. we check this in our downtime (even near constant internet use being normal these days, so you cant shame us for that even if it were true). Now, we may not all be happy successful people but can sure as hell say none of us are making the display this cow does, and yeah its pretty fucking entertaining. Heather and you need not flatter yourselves that she is any any sort of danger. That is literally just schizo talk. This is not a male incel site, nobody is thinking of her in terms of belle delphine or any girl who may actually garner risky attention.

we are just women laughing at her. nothing deeper

No. 1123626

Not that anon, but I can just imagine this coworker being a portly, middle aged mother who has seen Heather have public breakdowns about every minor little thing and thought "oh the poor dear". The funny part is that she took the time, late at night, to try to call us exactly what Heather is, a bitter femcel living at home with her mom. lmao

Obviously her sex appeal anon. Also her ability to talk to ghosts. God, I wish I were Heather Steele.

No. 1123643

>some advice from all us girls at work.

Is this Heather's Target (or wherever she works) crew posting on the thread?

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>You literally STALK this woman’s life and post about her constantly.

I only casually read the thread but if you go a story viewer site and put heather's username in there's 60+ stories on any given day. People are just commenting on all the content she puts on the public internet.

Here's an example of something she posted today. Are you really surprised people comment on content she puts out there every day, especially when it's this melodramatic?

No. 1123737

She told people where she works.

Also, you DO realize she routinely complains about how all the women in her life offering her support are basic and stupid, right? She's not like other girls.

As someone who has supported her in the past, all I can say is, good luck to you. As soon as you disagree with her on even the smallest little thing, she will throw you under the bus, like she always does. There's a reason there's a long trail of burned bridges behind this girl, independently of lolcow.

Why do you think people started posting about heather? Do you think theu just threw a bunch of names in a hat and picked her? It's because she has lied about everyone who doesn't give her what she wants. It's because if she can't use you for favors or money and clout, she can use you to make herself look like a victim. As she has done many, many times.

So please enjoy looking out for Heather. And in a few months, when she'll start posting about her mean colleagues who betrayed her because she was too unique for them and they were jealous of her, you can feel good about taking the moral highground then. But when that happens and she starts smearing your names on the internet, like she has done so many times before with her friends, exes, and communities that rallied to support her, please think back to those horrible losers on lolcow, who told you so.

No. 1123748

Yes. Yes it is. And I have been creasing about it for hours. It’s too, too funny.

No. 1123762

I can’t believe Heather told her coworkers about this website. That’s so fucking cringe. I can picture her looking all manic in the break room saying she has haters on the internet that are after her life. Meanwhile Heather pours every detail of her daily life for strangers to see. These coworkers should be restocking those shelves and working the register instead of worrying about Heathers stupid ramblings.

No. 1123775

I can't really blame them. I supported heather at one point.

Sorry to blogpost. But I found her channel around the time she broke up with Adam. I'd been in an abusive relationship myself, and had had to spend time at a shelter after bailing in the middle of the night. The people there did their best, but it was still an awful experience.

So when Heather started her gofundme, claiming to be on the verge of having to go to a shelter, I donated. I gave her the money I usually spend on one nice thing for my birthday. And then when it turned out she was never in danger of being homeless, it actually took me a while to believe she'd actually lied. I assumed there had been some misunderstanding. I didn't want to believe I had been duped. And I took comfort in the fact that she said she'd donate the money to a women's charity. So it would still go to good use.

So weeks went by with her posting Jeffrey Star and killstar hauls. And I finally reached out to ask her what charity she would be donating to. And she blocked me. It took that for me to finally figure it out. After that I found this board.

So I think her coworkers really think they are helping out a woman in need. And that's a good impulse. But I think they can find better avenues for this than yelling at people on the internet.

If you want to help Heather, encourage her to talk to a councellor of some kind. Help her get offline and build a healthy life for herself.

And if she ends up hurting you, don't let that discourage you from helping other women. Because for every Heather, there are ten women who want and need your support.

No. 1123776

Hag publicly declares she will stand up for herself to anyone, and all of a sudden these "friends" from work start showing up to WK her? She calls people "bro," "dude" and "y'all" constantly. If she really has this support system at work, where've they been every other day she's cranked up the croc tears and begged for friends? I think all that BS was the cow herself.

No. 1123786

Funny because I also pictured a middle-aged Target lifer mom. We're probably right. And I also feel sorry for her co workers. Working retail is already so stressful. But when you work alongside someone who has frequent mental breakdowns, you end up doing a lot of extra work for them and holding their hand all the time, making it even more stressful. I don't even think it's tinfoil to assume she has emotional outbursts on the job and everyone has to pick up her slack. She probably cried about her Internet Boolies enough at work that one or more of them came here. "Poor dear" indeed.

No. 1123798

No, that's not what I meant. I just think it's scummy to make fun of people's jobs.

No. 1123803

Exactly, its likely to be Heather, i'm doubtful she would risk telling co-workers (especially women) of this forum in case they should see all the crazy posts SHE'S been plastering on Instagram etc. She'd be far too worried that they'd realise she's mentally unbalanced. The rants seem to match her perfectly. After all this forum isn't solely targeted at her but controversial people on social media in general. She's a very self absorbed individual and the way that those posts were written made it seem she's the only one discussed about on lolcow.

No. 1123806

My hot take is it’s either Hag or that one girl she used to go exploring one time. We never heard a thing about that girl again.

No. 1123809

In fairness I don’t think anon was making fun of working at Target, rather employing a stereotype (that exists for a reason) based on the Old Mom language that the poster used. Secondly, it’s patronising to assume that all people working at a checkout or stacking shelves are uneducated pity subjects.

No. 1123812

Or maybe it’s the girl who Heather played wedding photographer for a few
months back. Wonder if she knows that Heather spammed many of her private wedding photos on her stories to prove to the haters that she could manage such a big feat.

No. 1123815

Little do these coworkers know that as women they don’t exist, much less matter to Heather. Unless she can get something out of them; case in point, them WK for her.

No. 1123823

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Waiting patiently for BomberRyan to bite.

No. 1123825

I'm patronizing? Anon was patronizing and this is what I got from her post.

No. 1123895

Neither did I. Don't know why Anon went off like that.

Also, I would encourage Heather's coworkers to never lend her money they can't afford to lose.

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Jesus smh

No. 1124119

let's place bet how long this one will last until she enters another
"i've accepted i'll be forever alone" stage

No. 1124132

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I'm so ready for a new Ryan.

Latest story is another self-pitying ramble about how she needs supplementary income
>I'm just not gonna make it
>If any of you know any side hustles I can do
>Any tips or tricks
>Please let me know

No. 1124141

Here's a thought. Get a job that isn't seasonal.

No. 1124178

Does anyone else get the vibe that she's hoping someone will suggest OnlyFans? She looks like a fat wine aunt in her Walmart undies, so she'd have to start slinging pussy at a $3 starting rate. I really don't think anyone would suggest it to her thankfully, but I'd love to see that empowered saga

No. 1124189

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never considered her a looker but she really is looking like a hag here jfc

a shot worth losing friends over…

No. 1124225

I wonder what became of her “pet” jumping spider?

No. 1124270

She posted a picture of him yesterday in his temporary enclosure in her stories. Nothing more. He isn't as exciting now.

No. 1124285

Must have missed that snoozefest. I for sure thought she would have knocked the jar over and crushed spidey under foot by now.

No. 1124297

He will probably die before she gets an actual enclosure for it

No. 1124445

I'm sorry you work as a cashier at Target, anon. Didn't mean to hit so close to home.

And the cycle begins anew. Bets on bomberRyan, or has a new challenger appeared?

No. 1124475


What irritates me so much about this is she knows how her job gets after the holidays. She should have saved the extra money she was getting, but she blew it all on overpriced crappy hauls. Now she's hurting for money. Retail always dies down after the holidays and with the pandemic still going, it will probably stay slow for a good while to come. She is so dumb for spending all her money when she knew she had responsibilities. She should just go sling puss on Only Fans like so many other people are doing to make ends meet. No shade towards sex workers, just saying if she wants something she can make "easy" money at, then she's got a side hustle waiting for her. I swear if she tries another GoFundMe or accepts handouts from people I will be so irritated at her. She thinks she is some kind of princess when all she is just some stupid old hag.

No. 1124505

As milky as her "slinging puss" would be, if she thinks OF is going to be easy money, she's going to be surprised. Her best bet has and will always be what anons have been saying forever now. She needs to clear out her storage lockers. It would save her hundreds every month and she'd make money off the collectables too. At this rate those toys are going to sit in there and get destroyed, climate controlled storage or not.

Honestly if she's really hurting for cash and "can't get into the storage locker" she can resellf her shillstar junk on depop for minor markdowns. She just doesn't want to sell any of her shit at the end of the day.

No. 1124531

This is true. Her best bet would be to sell her stuff, but she's just too lazy to do that. She wants it simple. I do look forward to what she ends up doing though.I wonder if she did any research herself on things she could do to make extra money. She always just seems to love to fall back on the damsel in distress persona.

No. 1124583

>sling puss

Right? It makes me roll my eyeballs into orbit.
>sell your storage crap
>quit paying for storage
>save any YT checks
>find non-seasonal employment
And the most important thing:
>stop buying shit.
It’s really not that hard.

In a total 360 for me, I’ve realised she’ll never do OF. She may like to dip her toes into goffic wine mom “boudoir shots” but she’s a prude in reality.

No. 1124645

She was in the same position last year but decided that she would live off her savings instead of supplementing the lost income. She kept spending money like she had a full time job. Considering she lives with her mother, she could easily sell some of her hoard and try to make money from social media. But I guess chasing Ryan’s and buying things she does not need is more important.

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Just like everything else in her life she isn't welcomed into the club.

No. 1124765

Hold up a minute. In the early 2000s every alt girl said they were bisexual, got off with each other in public to get a rise out of boomers, who just rolled their eyes. Why is this bitch acting like she’s Harvey Milk in 1978.

No. 1124778

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Heather once again asking herself questions from another account

No. 1124779

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youtube woes again

No. 1124792

You don't require a second account to send yourself questions on instagram. Even more reason to believe she's sending them to herself

No. 1124857


Golly heather maybe it's because you're so obsessed with bagging a spoopy BOY. Zero mention of spoopy girls, you bi for scrote attention pick me ass tinder slapper. "Gate keeping", bintch, you're the one opening your vintage gate to only men. The fuck, u think people are blind?

No. 1124886

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How’s that job search going, Heather?

No. 1124893

hey now, go easy on her she doesn't have a spoopy man. How can she get anything done now? kek

No. 1124917


She's so juvenile & ridiculous regarding the storage of her belongings. She's going to have to notify the storage facility owners at some point that the door won't open and therefore can't access her stuff due to bags of her property preventing it from opening. Does she really think she can just keep her stuff in there endlessly without informing the storage owners that there's a problem? They have a right to know that there is a problem gaining access to it. They may have to arrange to remove the whole door from it's frame to gain access (at her expense) but she's going to have to grow up and do something productive about it. She can't keep making childish excuses.

No. 1124923

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Heather just posted a short explanation on this question and how she thinks it came
From someone who wanted to vilify her for being into cemeteries and not knowing squat about their history.

Granted it’s a question that I would think someone so invested in cemeteries and their history should know about and address as content creators: at least to educate the general public. But we all know this is Heather and she’s not about to research anything:

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Actually she did make mention of spoopy ghoulgals, but only to say that they pump up her waxing and waning ego.

No. 1124967

Now she’s on to the capital building. She’s sounds retarded as usual.

No. 1124975

Are you trying to say that Heather is racist?

No. 1124996

Quite a good answer to a stupid question imo. It's obvious her graveyard obsession is just to be a spooky goff, nothing deeper than that. Seems like a reach by whoever submitted it.

No. 1125007

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Heather addresses the assumption that just because she’s interested in the Victoria era that doesn’t mean she glamorizes it while also overlooking the “not so great things and injustices” about it.

This is also the same Heather that has said many times that she was born in the wrong era. She tried to come off all woke while explaining how she’s a historian and a lover of history; but it came across like someone who quickly read through a Wikipedia article on the Victorian era.

Promptly deleted these because she comes off like a babbling idiot.

No. 1125030

It’s her big date tomorrow, she needs time to prepare.

No. 1125044

So if you're actually bisexual, maybe try going on a date with one of them?

No. 1125082

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I don't know why she didn't like this one. He seems funny. The rest of the tinder messages are losers.

No. 1125114

Some of the messages were pretty harmless so I don't get why she was being so pretentious. Even the ones that were obviously jokes/not serious, she had to act like she was above them.

No. 1125407

Wait, was she actually posting tinder screenshots when she has a date coming up, again? The same thing that lost her her last shot less than a month ago? L o l

No. 1125474

It's not just her exclusively dating men and only talking about wanting to date "boys." It's the utter disdain she shows for other women. She's so hostile towards them.

No. 1125501

The last one and the one before, iirc. Kek.
I think she’s trying to employ a tactic of showing dislike to chads to appear Not Like Other Girls to BomberRyan. She states she uninstalled the apps but kept these caps to have a laugh at. People who do this kind of thing are deeply mistrustful…in my experience, anyway.

No. 1125684

Seriously tho, what's with her "I'm ackshully bi u guise" recently? We all know she sends herself these asks. if she's bi, why won't she list off what she's looking for in a woman like she does with her endless spoopy boy checklists? Why never a peep about spoopy ladies, like other anons have pointed out?
Sure u can be bi as in sexually attracted to other women but not consider them an option, but it would be real fucking refreshing if the women who'd never eat puss or consider dating another girl would stop going on about muh bisexuality muh kweer identity. You're functionally straight.

No. 1125764

Well, if she's been reading the boards she might be trying to prove that she does not hate other women.

I mean, most people would form strong female connections. Or at least seek out the company of other women. Or accept their overtures of friendship. Or lift up female creators.

But Heather chooses to say that maybe one day she could sort of kind of think about fucking one. But probably not.

Or, you know, she's doing it to snag a guy. A lot of dudes think that bi means "eager to do threesome."

The thing is, bi erasure is a real problem. And many bi people are not taken seriously by those around them. And guess who's not helping the situation at all.

No. 1125913

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I think BomberRyan is defo our new, proper Ryan.

No. 1125975

Welcome to the club bomberryan! Let's see how long it will take you to go from spoopy boy to fuckboy.

Hope you don't have any female friends.

No. 1125991

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Heather getting ready for her date

in her baby voice
“Guess what? I’m going on a date! So if you’ve been wasting my time, leading me on, not texting back, you’re cancelled!”

No. 1125997

What kind of person needs to call out other men before going out on a date? It's not normal.

No. 1125999

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It gets worse…

>an essential part of an influencers “get ready to go anywhere” routine, is you gotta spend an hour taking selfies

No. 1126084

Why does she look like Sarah Palin here?

No. 1126113

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Why is she wearing so many patterns? My head hurts looking at this

No. 1126364

The more patterns, the more spoopy goff she is.

No. 1126446

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Is back from her date. Cannot fathom why her GPS would keep making her get off the freeway when she states herself she was for sure going the wrong way, swerving all over, driving on places that aren’t even roads (WHAT!!??!?!!) she is a fucking retard. No wonder she’s usually an incel.

No. 1126673

Oh that sexy payamas look.

No. 1126681

Has she ever even openly called another woman attractive before? It's just like Jude Bishop claiming she's bisexual, while saying she'd never date or fuck a woman. Thinking another girl is vaguely pretty isn't bisexuality Heather. You know she couldn't even pretend to be one of those "cool bisexual girlfriends" who check out women with her boyfriend either, Heather would lose her shit. kek

No. 1126717

And like jude, a significant part of her personality is hoarding killstar.

Lets just hope she never finds out about DDLG.

No. 1126772

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Hag goes on date, Hag explodes on stories.
So many choice cuts which I cba to précis in such detail as I usually would, cause we all know the kind of rambling mania she’s about. However, my favourites…

>my name is Heather Steele and I’m a paranormal explorer! MTV persona style

>lists all the things that she is, interview style
>fish impression, picrel
>I would also like to get into acting this year, to make a short ‘filmy’ thing
>baby voice ad infinitum
>thank you for the outrageous amount of support recently
>thank you to all those who weren’t little bitches about my boudoir shoot, cause guess what bitches, more of those will be happening - that’s gonna be a regular thing on this account
>endless “thank yous” that rival an oscars speech

My hot take on BomberRyan is that he’s gonna be around for a while and things are gonna get milky.

No. 1126773

Loved that she admitted to “swerving around all over the place” on the freeway. Imagine being in a car with this overexcited airhead with the attention span of a flea. I imagine emergency stops and taking freeway exits at the last minute are a thing.

She sometimes gives shout outs to females on her stories, but it’s clearly only ever to inveigle herself into something in some way.

No. 1126804

My prediction? Not even long at all. She'll probably take it very personally if he takes longer than 5 mins to text her back … or wants to play video games/watch tv … or doesn't act or dress exactly the way Heather wants him to. She'll boohoo about it and go right back to being forever alone.

And if it's not that, she'll say or do something extra creepy within hours or days and he'll peace out with great swiftness from the scary obsessive vibes.

No. 1126858

Nta, I would agree with you any other time, but he posted this, which is very in tune with Hag’s madness >>1125913.

No. 1126897

We'll see. If she brings up the hair locket thing and he doesn't run, he's a keeper.

No. 1126905

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>I don’t make enough money. I’m just not gonna make it

Also Heather
>I know some of y’all are gonna roll your eyes, but I need to get a new iPhone!

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She’s so worthless. Drives “all the way out to periopolis” and can’t “figure out” where to park to see whatever bullshit she’s been waiting her whole life to see and is too chicken shit to just park and go. So edgy and wild.

No. 1127062

This had me shouting, once again. In fairness she’s now found a parking space and the entrance.

On today’s episode of Heather Explores…
>I parked the car! Yay!
>I discovered an entrance! Go me!

No. 1127096

The quirky helpless screaming she does is absolutely grating. She did it last night when she got lost from Morgantown where she finds all of her men and this parking fiasco.

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From her date last night. So frumpy

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No. 1127721

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Heather is the best. I love her fashion. Too spooky for us mundanes

No. 1127786

>the exorcists - witchy woman
Omg when will she stop doing this cringe? We all know she only chose this song because of the title implying that she is the witchy woman in question.
Also the outfit would be cute if not for the leggins/tights. There is too much moon on her. Why is she doing this to herself? just wear black tights like a normal person.

No. 1127823

It's the only song she knows with the word witch in it.

No. 1127927

She is so desperately trying to pose like a "tiny woman" in this photo. But her fridge shape and the fact that she dresses like a couch are doing her no favours. Let alone the mom face.

No. 1128065

come on, she also knows the cover version of season of the witch!

No. 1128269


Is this bitch posing outside of a PF Chang's?

No. 1128273

I used to think she was tall at first, before I saw full body photos.

No. 1128314

I think it's telling that every ex of hers gets a very similar replacement girlfriend. Both Ryan and Ryan Z went for another jean jacket wearing urban x photographer. Her spoopiness is done in such a weird, basic bitch way that no goth guys take her seriously. Hagther really should have stuck with the sparkle schtick because at least then she was bringing something different to the table that could possibly offset her awful personality and whining.

No. 1128361

I noticed this too. She really showed her true self in the latest Brownsville stories. Bumbling along like a clumsy chimp, treading in shit and laughing at herself as a recovery reflex, like she’s not a total goober.
Love how candid vid captures her true small yet chonky self. Not tiny. At all.

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She is tiny. Not in the right way. Heather is a mini-fridge. Short and stout. She keeps pushing the "I'm tiny" agenda because the only thing she has going for her is that she doesn't need to duck when walking under things.

No. 1128522

Out of the all the pairs of shillstar boots she hoards, she wears the same shitty boots she goes exploring in…

No. 1128561

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Also called middle age crisis

No. 1129149

that was my thought too, is this what she thinks upscale dining is kek

No. 1130535

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I’m sure all hardcore Haggers have seen her latest stories, for those who haven’t, you guessed it, it’s the same old shit.

>Tries to do a funny build up to the fact that her period has come, by revealing she’s been feasting on fried cheese and potato chips

>I was meant to be going vegan
No one ever thinks you will, don’t worry
>you know what my friend said? At least it came!
>but since I’m not getting any anyway, I don’t have to worry about that

Since declaring YT is totally over for her, and she’s a daily TikTokkers…
>If I could just figure out a way to come back to You Toob
>complains that YT prep takes a whole two hours cause make up
>complains that TikTok prep takes twenty mins cause nails

Best thing about video is that she’s smeared eczema cream all over her chin and the…
>brand new light cube she just HAD to buy
…is highlighting how skeevy her chin looks.

All in all another disaster story.

No. 1130680

What happened to this little melodrama? >>1117668 Is her mom not kicking her out after all? Was it all lies for pity again?

No. 1130685

Nothing happened. She got distracted by shiny things and said no more about it. Perhaps she finally snapped and has her family locked up in a closet.

No. 1130755

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Hag’s feeling insecure about whether people really really know she’s 4-real kek

>feel really insecure about my hair

>like you’d never know, I’ve been into this whole alternative thing and I’ve literally dedicated my life to this shit since I was 11 years old
>but you would never know when you look at me because I just look…boring
>I really want to do something with it
So what do we reckon, farmers? What’s it gonna be?
>I’m really paranoid that when I curl my hair it makes me look my age
>like I look like a 30 something soccer mom
Lurking much?
>I really wanna do the whole Instagram model thing and I think I have to fix my look if I wanna do that, you know
I don’t think it’s the hair, Heather
Then another ramble about YT and the “shit I dealt with”
>it was criminal
>no one actually likes me, they just watch for the drama
Do we take it that Hag is jealous of BomberRyan’s girl photos?
What’s going on?

No. 1130859

lol already deleted

No. 1130898

Splitdye. I'm calling it now. It was fashionable with vaguely witchy types about a year ago, so it's about time for heather to get on that trend.

Or pink. Because it might just be "the real her."

No. 1130985

why does she think that everyone is mad at her when she makes changes? Everyone is mad at me because I wear black instead of my rainbow prison. Everyone is mad at me because I went vegan. Everyone is mad at me because I left a toxic relationship. Heather is always the victim.

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Heather threatens to delete all social media after going on another big rant about food issues, hating her photography, being lonely, and not feeling good enough.

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She is UNHINGED and deranged rn… pic rel is her saying “I don’t care, I really don’t” with easily 40 more stories left to vent through. Ffs

No. 1131041

and she wonders why no photographers want to work with her. aside from not being the model type, she’s batshit insane

No. 1131042

I know we're used to rapid cycling Heather by now but something serious must be going on at home that she's this unhinged.
Wish she'd just get to the fucking point for once instead of repeating the same old same old at increasing volumes.

No. 1131044

can anyone archive?

No. 1131055

I mean. She's definitely been reading here and it's true. Her fried blond hair with the overdone curls ages her considerably.

A Heather e-girl phase would be delightful.

Girl. Get help.

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She’ll never get it

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No. 1131062

Then go do it, dummy. Some strangers talking amongst themselves on the internet ain't stopping you from doing shit. kek

No. 1131066

This woman is so mentally stunted it hurts. No Heather, taking "sexy" pics in cheap lingerie in your mom's basement at age 30 is not "adult." Neglecting to look for a second (or different) job so you can finally be the independent woman you claim to be so much is not "adult." Refusing to seek help for your very obvious mental health issues and instead endlessly venting online and shaming people who actually do something about their self-destructive and negative patterns is not "adult."

She really must not have had any truly ~strong independent women~ in her life growing up. She has no idea what actually taking accountability for yourself and and being an independent adult look like.

No. 1131075

it's not like boudoir shoots are the peak of maturity. also, move out, heather.

No. 1131077

She's like extremely crazy but in a very innocent, harmless way. None of this is a logical reading of how people react to her behaviour. I think if she didn't broadcast her every thought online she could pass as a regular person.

No. 1131083

Yes, these equally tacky aesthetics are your only two options after all.

Nah, she passes as normal enough to get a first date/hangout but never a second. She’s nuts.

No. 1131084

Who else thinks that this insane rant tonight is because she didn't get a second date with UnibomberRyan?

No. 1131085

Not like guys aren't nuts too, remember those you're my best friend in the whole world!!! texts that one guy was sending. Her main point of crazy is the 60 Instagram stories every day. The woman has no chill, or sense of privacy.

No. 1131087

The rant is being deleted now. Watch it now if you haven't yet.

No. 1131092

She’s still going the fuckk off, about her “disability” aka she’s near sighted lololololol top kek. Her main disability is she’s retarded.

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Claiming she’s disabled because she’s near sighted

No. 1131094

My tinfoil is it’s actually just her sister ‘bullying’ her from ghost accounts

No. 1131096

I'm visibly fucking impaired bitch

No. 1131097

What weird eye picture is she referring to? her eyes look weird in all pictures.

No. 1131099

oh yeah, she’s managed to find several equally crazy guys. All I’m saying is, nobody who posts 100 stories on Instagram a day crying about her love life is going to be a chill person irl. I just can’t see her holding her shit together the second there’s conflict or pushback.

No. 1131101

Jesus. Never change Feather.

No. 1131103

I just want to slap her phone out of her hand and tell her to stop. Girlfriend needs to get some sleep, she is losing it tonight. She needs some therapy to help her talk through all this shit going on in her head. Its almost like she legit can't stop herself from ranting. Heather, take a chill pill and go to bed hon.

No. 1131107

The sad part is, she thinks people telling her to go to therapy = people wanting to “erase” her

No. 1131110

Yeah, that is the sad part. She's so afraid of what going to therapy could potentially mean and what might happen. But she would benefit so much to have a proper professional sounding board that could help guide her into a happier mind space. Until she does that I see her being alone and sad for a very long time. She needs help.

No. 1131117

How does she still believe that people hate her because she started dressing in black? Is the truly that fucking dense?

No. 1131118

And now she is going to block everyone. She's mental.

No. 1131119

yes she is kek

No. 1131126

CYBER ATTACK I’m fucking dead

No. 1131127

holy fuck post 50 insta stories to prove it FUCKING KEK!

No. 1131129

No cowtipping moron

No. 1131131

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Crying because she’s blocking most people who watched her stories and doesn’t want to accidentally block people who “look up to her”…

No. 1131141

Heather, people can watch on anon story viewers like https://insta-stories.ru/ or better yet, just don't post 60 stories a day if you don't want people watching. Bring it down to ten or something, new years resolution.

No. 1131147

Thanks Anon, I got the cut for simply existing it seems. It's nice to know I can still see the drama and not have it crowding my feed any more.

No. 1131209

Did anyone cap the TikTok comments that set her to spazz mode? Curious to see what was said there.

No. 1131223

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New post from Hag, turning off all comments and presumably only ranting on private stories?

No. 1131251

Aw what’d I miss?

No. 1131316

Full-blown on screen meltdown, serious anger issues and delusions. Just that.

She honestly did say that the start of all this is because
>I lost a ton of weight and people didn’t like that
>my ex is a psychopath. He mentally, physically and sexually abused me…every day.
>people came to TikTok to leave abusive comments
>my physical being is at risk from stalkers and abusers
Loads of the usual ranting

In the main, yes. Especially if you read his captions on his own IG posts. Seems like she’s trying to fit the mold of what he’s been saying on there.

No. 1131323

She’s currently still triggered and posting some of the same shit as last night again. Get therapy heather.

No. 1131369

I don’t have tiktok so I wouldn’t see it anyways but I’m also super curious. I’d guess it had to with crazy eyes, being in her 30s and maybe about having babies and paying taxes bc she’s stuck on repeat about the motherhood thing. Trust me heather, we’re all pleased you don’t have any spawn.

No. 1131372

What I can never work out is, is she just referring to us when she’s talking about the haters? The multiple communities she’s pissed off, mostly the toy people, seem to have given up trolling her eons ago. No one ever leaves her shitty comments, that I have seen. All the things she references in her rants are the things we laugh at her for. So, basically, she’s just talking about us, isn’t she? But conflating it all in her mind to drag on the drama and cover up what the real problem is…her very own self.

No. 1131383

I also have this question as well bc she keeps referring to people wanting her to go back to her old aesthetic and I don’t think that’s being said here at all.

No. 1131391

I actually think we’d prefer her current spoopy to pinky toy lady

No. 1131393

She has yet to show any “receipts” as to the “threats” she receives by “haters.” For someone who loves to broadcast her mess and drama online it sure is highly suspicious that when it comes to these supposed threats she restrains herself.

Hell, she saves and posts cringey messages from guys she connects with on dating apps; not to mention texts between her and her many Ryans. But on the threats from haters? Absolutely nothing.

No. 1131418

Someone posted a screenshot of her on Facebook saying she is under a cyber attack and she is going to deactivate all her social media.

No. 1131429


I think deactivation would be a great step for her mental health, but I have big doubts Heather would ever delete, nevermind staying away from social media for more than a day.

No. 1131436

As much as she moans about the “hate” we all know she loves the attention. Any attention is good attention for a narc like Heather. She thrives off of it.

No. 1131457

Please say you took caps of this hilarity?

No. 1131459

Exactly. If someone was truly fearing for their mental and physical health, they would deactivate the living fuck out if their social media - as they do - have seen it lots of times. The attention has her over a barrel, what she’s feeling is the frus