>>37864And only dysphoric women are truly masculine and non submissive and that's why they aren't okay with the female biology and are deeply humiliated by it, or have no sex drive because to have it as a woman you have to identify with sexual submission and shift psychologically to femininity in sex, surrender etc. That's why I lost my sex drive the more masculine I've became by rejecting all remains of pickmenss and identification with being sexually submissive. I don't relate to the female sexuality, but I am sexually stimulated by being feminine, submissive or brutalized like any other women, not because of my own preferences, but because of my biology. So I simply don't have sex because I don't wanna be that.
Dysphoric women don't fit into the feminine-masculine sexual polarity bc we aren't okay with our biological femininity, so we find no satisfaction in it, the thought of dating men makes us dysphoric, bc it is inherently gender conforming, same with sex, so all women who have sex are feminine. While we don't wanna live from the female pov in sex, In many positions the woman can't even see what's being done to her, while the male sees her from behind. The only time I was okay with sex, is when I identified with sexual submission as a woman.
Women's identity is their receptive(feminine) role in sex, I'm dysphoric about it, I don't wanna be the one who let's someone into my vagina in sex and surrenders to dick and male pleasure. Hetero women identity is also being cummed in, bc that's how pregnancy happens and sex exists bc of reproduction. So their identity is making the dick cum. Women are empaths in hetero sex. They empathetically get off on causing male pleasure. I don't wanna be in this role. I'm mentally too masculine leaning.
We hate our biology because we don't like being violated, we have a mental blockage against this submission. It's not like we have to realize that sex isn't violent, we just have to get over it and chill, but our brains CAN'T.
I relate to other women less and less and it's so confusing… I often forget that they are biologically programmed to be submissive due to the identification with their receptive sexual role and a pursuit of sexual stimulation through it creates their minds.. while I have natural resistance against it, but I am so different that identifying as a man atp would be a relief to me, no more compari
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