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Ashley thread #9.
public & anon-enabled
Tumblr (2) Confessional/Q&A: http://guts-spilling-over.tumblr.com/
Ashley made a new tumblr that will show us what the truth really is!
Erika is about to find out if she's accepted to treatment.
We take a look at some other potential ED lolcows.
Previous thread #8 >>89979
thread #7 >>81899
thread #6: >>76718
thread #5: >>66250
thread #4: >>40939
thread #3: >>34685
thread #2: >>32362
thread #1: >>21279
get your fat asses in here.
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the way her front 6-ish teeth stick out … do you think she got most of her molars removed or something? the teeth sticking out looks like thats all she's got
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She looks a total cock. I'd complain about the late delivery too. THAT HAND!!!!!
ty for postin'
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I admit, most of the other lolcows are hidden, but only 2nd time I've had to hide Ash. I thought I'd been desensitised to her.
Yeah, pretty sure she's missing all of her teeth beyond the front ones. My dad is in the process of having his teeth removed and that's what it looks like.
Though it's weird how hers are… curved? Like the outer ones being so long and the front so short.
One thing I don't get is how does she have her front teeth but not the sides? Purging usually affects the fronts the most.
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Her fellow #warriors are waiting for her.
(I imagine she smells of ammonia and bad breath).
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I just KNEW the how old am I bot was visually impaired. What's that - 37 if you're a crack ho maybe.
No connection with reality at all, Ashley. Liver failing, brain failing. The prognosis isn't good.
I have a tooth in the front of my mouth that's curved because it's chipped. I chipped it on a piece of hard food. Hers are probably chipped as well.
Also, didn't some anon say she smelled really bad? I believe it.
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Maybe her bone development was retarded because of her ED, so it left her with a jaw too small for her teeth.
Maybe she aged in her looks by 10 years in only a few days!!
It guessed 5 years old for one of the other lolcows in their thread. I like it though because it really is shit. It guessed me as considerably younger than I am. So, yeah, very inaccurate there.
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I love how she pretends she actually has hair that she colors. Sorry Ash, but we know you're lying about that too
ERIKA GOT INTO DENVER!
So happy for her!
next thread starter!
good ol' farmers always providing true OC!
Wait hold on what? 96 is min for admission?
I haven't been following these threads for a while, what is she applying for that has a weight requirement?
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Erika doesn't have BPD. She's our ~*perfect recovering angel*~
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why isn't she doing the salute?
This article on ACUTE's media page and this part is interesting:
"The Acute Center treats the nation's most desperately ill anorexics—men and women whose BMIs are in the single and low double digits and who weigh 70 percent or less of their ideal weight. Often patients arrive here on the verge of death. Sometimes they are brought by air ambulance. Sometimes, as if to make a statement about their self-sufficiency even amid the ravages of the disease, they gather bags that weigh more than they do and fly to Denver all alone."http://www.gq.com/news-politics/big-issues/201209/male-anorexia-gq-september-2012?currentPage=3
someone do this plz
I was released from acute when my phosphorous and potassium remained stable for a week! It's more about stabilising than improving mental health. Denver's ERC is an all day inpatient facility focused on mental health and healing, -it's very busy so I'm guessing you're not in bed all day like acute. The weight thing was specific to my height. They do however, treat even people who struggle with normal bmis as well as high bmis. It's like earning a gold foil star sticker in recovery to go there. I don't give a f about weight, I'm excited to feel even better, look even better, be an awesome mother-and healthy enough for Disney passes again, only this time, no hiding in bathrooms to be ashamed of. Just me as a person. A normal person. Oh and food- homemade hummus ($2 a pint to make) and thick, warm, fluffy real pitas. I'm a thrifty cook, fresh ingredients,(sorry but most aren't organic*
) lovingly prepared for myself likes delicious bandage for the soul. The lasagna was a garbage-oh shit what's going to go bad thing, I didn't bother writing a recipe. :( But I could. I'm making beet soup today with stewed beet leaves and butternut squash in place of potato, some sort of protein, meat is still a little gross sounding to me so it may be a yellow tail or something abundant here. Think borsch by a non Russian foodie. Already baked Edeltraud and I almond flour, peanut, Apple with cinnamon cookies with kerrygold butter. Oh man. Kerrygold is like major splurge from the heavens. Esp the herb one on garlic toast. This is why recovery has been easy for me so far. I love food and being able to eat it!? And look better in the process?! Goes to show anorexia/bulimia/disordered eating are horrible. How could I do that to my girls? :(
The only way I'm going to beat my bio dad is to win. Be the heathy and "pretty" girl you've always been petrified to be. Go outside and play. Let go of the feared "losing something you,bugh worked so hard for" work hard to be good at good things, dying isn't glamorous and tragic. Fuck metaphorical pity sex, own it.
Are you talking about swole people? Because you'd be right.
Are you talking about people with high fat percentage? Because you'd be fucking hilariously wrong.
I am so excited and happy for you I can't even put it into words.
Maybe if you feel the inclination you can write a cookbook or start posting recipes?
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I'm late to the party here, but when E mentioned the 96 lb minimum (so glad they accepted her anyway!), I immediately took to my calculator, and I couldn't remember her height, but I think
that 96 lbs would put her at a BMI of around 15.5 or 16, depending on whether she's 5'6" or 5'5"… maybe one of those numbers is the minimum number normally required for admission. I'm not going to get into the BMI discussion, we all know it's flawed.
I'm not anorexic, but I was 95 lbs at 5'5", got a full lab done as part of annual exam, and was completely healthy according to doc.
General guidelines like the BMI aren't meant to be 100% accurate on an individual level. The same way it'll tell you that a body builder is obese, it'll tell you that you've got an "anorexic BMI" regardless of eating patterns or actual health. There are definite correlations between malnutrition and excessively low BMI, but except in severe cases (EDs), they don't always go hand in hand. Which isn't meant to say that you can be anorexic and healthy, because food restriction means drastic limitations for your nutrient intake, regardless.
>>94511>excessively low BMI
Sorry I meant underweight BMI.
p.s. does sage work on here?
95/5'5 isnt healthy. maybe temporarily youll be okay but suffer in the long run>>94544
hmm i wonder what sparked it? anybody know? bullying? the stress of the move? when did her dad leave?
>>94174>reporting for duty
Fucking hell. What's she going to do? Ride downhill at top speed in her wheelchair.
That serious loo on her face though. Lol.
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Oh damn, we're both class of '08.
I look like a child compared to her.
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He's got nothing on Adam Richman.
Competitive eaters are fascinating
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How do they stop themselves from vomiting? I drink a lot (not alcohol), and can drink so much liquid and that's not pleasant either. I love my juicer and in a way I gorge on the juice. I can understand overeating that way. Seriously can't be good for anyone's stomach to fill it so much.>>94614
He does. I like when he only has finish half a slice of bread and can't do it and he fails.
The newly released Roswell alien picture reminds me of someone, but I can't think who.
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Have you ever seen Taxidermia? The guy in it is a competitive eater. The people have a vomitarium type thing where they can purge before eating more. I would've thought that'd be cheating.
This is the scene. I'll put a trigger warning
here. It's a gross film in a good way.
Agreed, there's nothing to be said about it.>>94636
Did you post it, or something? why bring it up?
It's not real. It's from the film Taxidermia. The lead character's a competitive eater and I mentioned a scene where they have a place for the contestants to purge before going back to eating.
Couldn't find one with English subtitles, but it's just the coach giving them encouragement while they vom.
No. The girl's got a flesh tunnel in her ear for a start.>>94655
Yeah, it's a good film! It's really fucked up but good. I rewatch it a lot.
He has another vid of the same exact meal.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kulB7RRjHPk
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I skimmed through the other one because it was less blurry. Who the hell is he?
That looks GROSS. Oatmeal is so filling. How can he eat all that?
Now I'm googling extreme eatinghttps://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL85F32EC2949278B7
So far, this makes me feel the most nauseous to think about.
ED related question:
Anyone have a link to Aimee Moore's episode with Dr Phil? Part one is here:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bO7LAG1K8O0
I watched it all in high school, but it seems to have been deleted.
Also, any other interesting ED-related videos? Specifically with thin people.
No idea - but here's some more intimate info on her:http://www.2medusa.com/2008/12/anorexia-bulimia-tragic-life-of-aimee.html
that medusa site is pretty good
He can't even speak after a few pints of drinking and puking it. Stupid dick.>>94717
That site was one of my favourite blogs. I wish it was updated instead of things posted on facebook, but I suppose the info's reaching more people if it's on fb.>>94703
Can't help with the Aimee thing.
Idk any other videos really apart from Caraline's Story. That and Thin.
That sounded like some weird pronoun gender thing.
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Ashley said she's going to impersonate Pokemon characters in a video.
Bitch looks better in black and white. Makes the wig look less tattered and the skin isn't sickly yellow.
Yes it is, Ashley.
(As if Ashley had the strength to pick up an iron and take it to her wrinkly clothes)
I believe the J everyone is talking about is Jen Batschelet (please correct me if I'm wrong). She's posting her emaciated self publicly all over the internet just like these lolcows, so I don't see why she shouldn't be named.
She's not really a lolcow, though, more just a trainwreck. I don't think there's much drama to be dug up on her. She used to post super thinspo-y photos and shit on another Tumblr account, but it was finally taken down a while ago. Now she just posts more personal stuff and is allegedly """in recovery""", despite the fact that she's losing weight and is well on her way to Ashley-tier anorexia. She seems to reeeally love being in treatment and being the speshul anorexic girl with the NG tube. That said, I don't know her personally. She might be very nice. Somewhere she used to pitybrag about having been to 40+ different treatment centers, though, and that really rubbed me the wrong way. Some people are desperate to get into just ONE.
Oh right, thanks.
Just scanned her ig. Doesn't look any worse than others we've casually mentioned. recovery, my ass. Again though, seen it all before.
This combined with her awkward "konnichiwa" and "sayonara" and "representing L", I just don't even. The first video was SO cringey I physically recoiled. It sounds like it's only going to get worse.
Like, i get it. I play pokemon when it comes out. I like anime and manga. And I'm a grown woman. Which is why I don't make shit like that such an integral part of my identity and how I present myself. I grew up in the 90s, and seeing some of the shit she reposts #90s is "oh yeah, that!", but fuck.
She wants herself to be seen as a child so she can be coddled and hand-fed presents and esteem, but she really is one. She's stuck in the mentality of a 14-year-old, but worse. When pretty much anyone was 14, they WANTED to grow up. She doesn't. She literally has nothing else to claim as her identity but anorexia, depression, and liking weaboo shit and 90s shit, and the only one she's remotely unique about is how fucked up she is in terms of anorexia.
Oh yeah, I didn't mention that she's apparently obsessed with horoscopes (along with Starbucks, smoking, and, well, you know, being the sickest anorexic in town). I fucking hate horoscopes.
She also developed some sort of weird crush/relationship(???)/obsession with one of her therapists at a treatment center she went to, and then the woman wound up being deported, apparently without having talked to Jen beforehand. I don't know the full details, but Jen freaked the fuck out forEVER about this therapist. Her posts were pretty vague, so I may be piecing the story together wrong, but basically it seemed like she was in love with her therapist. Yeah.
I went pretty far back in her blog, I'll admit. As far as I could see, she has been like this for a loooooong time, getting hospitalized and going to treatment centers only to get released, relapse, and then start the process over.
Anyway, I guess there are some lols to be had, but mostly I feel bad for her parents. They've been watching their daughter die for years and years and years. They're probably in shit tons of debt unless they're really rich and/or lucky. And they have to deal with a dependent adult who refuses to stop killing herself in front of them, despite the efforts of probably hundreds of people by now to help her.
Sorry, I'm not feeling especially nice right now. I hope this girl IS able to recover, for everyone's sake.
That said, anyone know of any other amusing Tumblr or Instagram anorexics? I'm oddly fascinated by them. Oh, and, by the way, does anyone know why Russians seem to be so obsessed with anorexics and pro-ana?
ermagerd i know who this "j" is and i agree with 110% of what u said about her. "j" is muh best friend for 10 years.
NAME HER FUCKERS
PS, the quest to recovery girl, and sorry if this is something everyone knows, but she eats an exact serving of every item she eats.
3 oreos, 24 teddy grams, 17 pretzels, 1/4 cup cheese, 2 corn taco shells, 6 triscuits, 1 tablespoon PB, and the 6 brussels sprouts she always eats is a serving size.
I could really fuck up her day by telling her that all of those things aren't accurate to their serving size if weighed on a food scale. But I won't do that.
Yeah, I've noticed that about her. She also has other weird rules like if she has any kind of nut butter other than plain PB, she HAS to have plain pb with it (and she only eats 1/2 TBS)
She also keeps mentioning that she's going to increase her calories the next day because her dietitian is making her, but she has never managed to do so. She's said that if her daily intake is even 20-30 calories more than usual she has a freak out (and usually a giant fight with her mom)
Also going to add that it's a maladaptive response to recovering. An unhealthy control habit since one form of control has been taken away
INB4 "yawn no 1 cares fgt"
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I think this one is my favorite. No one eats this way normally. A random slice of cheese, exactly half of a hoagie. They literally forget how to eat like a normal person.
It's a baked sweet
potato, even fewer calories. And who the hell hacks a potato in half like that? I mean, my husband and I will share a sweet potato if it's one of those huge ones, but we cut it lengthwise.
My favorite are her "feta wraps". Literally a low-calorie tortilla stuffed with dry lettuce and a little feta cheese. How does that not dry her mouth out?
I think the whole internet obsession with 'eating healthy' has people who need to gain weight severely misinformed. People are generally stupid when it comes to nutrition and thinks recommended daily intake is universal for everyone.
Like I see these 'cheap and HEALTHY!' meals that are, translated to normal English, basically 'dishes for losing weight and/or working out'. I am malnourished and anaemic due to an illness and have to eat those as well as very fattening foods, but occasionally I'll get a health nut classmate looking at my plate and going 'oh my god, DOUGH' or 'oh my god, RED MEAT = CANCER SUPER BAD 4 U'. I think that's why Ash herself is so misinformed, fatties have hijacked 'healthy' and made a bogeyman out of other foods they can't eat.
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>Oh, and, by the way, does anyone know why Russians seem to be so obsessed with anorexics and pro-ana?
i was wondering the same thing. looks like jen's trying to cater to russians online as well.
I snorted in bad humour. My husband and his
Mother came to the USA 5yrs ago…explains creep-I drunks obsession with me staying thin. I was doing so well when I first got to Boca Raton, but this shithole literally kept me from treatment. He wouldn't even allow me to see a psychiatrist(oh no! meds!?)….ugh sorry. Awful stereotype; Check.
>>94958>My husband and his Mother came to the USA 5yrs ago
that means he grew up there, which would explain that kind of mentality. i don't mean to be xenophobic at all, btw. i do know a lot of russian upstanding guys. they're not the norm though, unfortunately.
life in the US is a shitload easier than in russia for the average russian (not an oligarch maybe), state support, better infrastructure, more safety etc.
there is not nearly as much support for people with EDs as there is in the west. they are just now catching up in that regard.
and let me guess, he always puts his mother first in any matter.
the alcoholism thing doesn't surprise me either. it's really not just a stereotype in my opinion, but a statistic.
(i don't mean this all to be offensive towards any russians, it's just my own experience. especially in comparison with the west)
Does ash sleep all day? It seems she is most active during very late hours>>94987
Take your tits, place them on the table, and calm them down
if you talk shit about someone's country, especially if you spew blatant xenophobic lies, expect to get shit on back
america and russia have a long bitchy history and america has a lot of issues but russia..
>trans people cannot drive>gay violence accepted>an area is completely radioactively contaminated and no one gives a shit because the people living there are peasants>genocide>USSR's oppression of eastern european countries>labor camps>russia attacks countries like georgia and ukraine >extreme poverty, drugs like krokodil>attention getting projects in favor or actually having basic infrastructure
this is to their own citizens or former citizens btw! crime, sadness, poverty, violence - produces assholes with little regard for others. it's a fact. america has many problems also. we have many bad people in many different ways. but does russia not deserve to have shit talked about it? no.
russians love haku too
yes, we have a lot of problems like I said. they both deserve criticism. not that I would judge someone for being russian, it's an interesting place and huge, people are not all the same. but still.
also our problems with police do not start and end at 'innocent black people being shot'. police prejudice and violence has been a huge issue for a long time. the police have an insanely small amount of accountability. in fact, our whole judicial system is relatively fucked up. anywhere you get people in power who are only looking out for themselves and don't really give a shit about the ones they have power over it can really end up terribly.
kek, this >>94989
i know, what i'm saying looks like "talking shit", i don't mean to be rude at all though. i lived in russia before and am visiting from time to time and that's literally my impression (i'm living in germany right now, not america).
the heritage based on looks forums are crazyhttp://www.forumbiodiversity.com/forumdisplay.php/18-Europe
I can't find the one I'm thinking of but it's like armchair psychology except 'her eyes look kind of asian maybe she has asian ancestry'
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They're all myspace angles, but there are plenty.
I have nothing to say against it, in fact I actually agree, but there's a perfect quote by Pushkin that says it all: "Of course, I despise my motherland from top to toe but it is a pity if a foreigner shares this feeling with me." I'm not a pacifist or anything, but I seriously don't get it when people start such arguments. It's no discussion, they don't discuss anything, just throwing shit at each other.
Lol, sorry, felt light butthurt for a moment. Already regret it.
yeah I think there is also a lot of ideological differences, but I don't mean to be hateful of russia I juat meant the possibility to produce the kind of people they were talking about exist imo
I could say bad things about americans if it would make you feel better but honestly it's a pretty common view americans are terrible in a lot of ways. lots of self centered people here.
fyi it wasn't me starting the tangent
I agree that jen looks russian, but shnegeh? Not at all.
Btw, i find that ashley and jen are people who look totally shit at that weight. There are some who can still rock this whole emaciated look, but those two seriously can't (just speaking from a completely superficial point of view).
She was such a cutie. She looked even better in the early stages of losing weight.
But then… yeah. Now we have spoopy skeleton.
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anyone got a time stamp on this one? looks like she was losin quick at this point
I wonder to what extend it pisses michelle off to see her ~totally random key smash handle~ misspelled all the time. I mean gurl, we know you lurk>>95086
She mentioned norwegian ancestry once, I think it might be as close as her mother (as in michelle being second gen immigrant)
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It was uploaded at motherless in Feb 2010.
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Looks like the same wig she wears now, but less frazzled.
Americans are hilarious.
'Oh you look Irish. Are you Irish?'
I have red hair but I'm 100% Hungarian. You can't tell what people look like based on eye and hair colour or facial features, people even look worlds apart within a single country and there's too much variation. Plus everyone always guesses the popular countries, nobody that 'can tell really well' ever guesses something like Lithuanians or Macedonians.
The half Hungarian here. My dad's dark. Dark hair, dark eyes, swarthy complexion, epicanthal fold, broad facial bone structure. My mum's British. I get the watered down darkness, the eye fold and the bone structure. People guess I'm of Chinese origin.
You can't rely on sterotypes written online. There's too much mixing of blood in 2015 to say Oh you look Irish, or w/e. I don't even like those sites. It's too much like eugenics to me.
I'm 100% Irish with dark hair, dark eyes and olive skin. People I've met online have always assumed I'm hispanic but no, I'm not, and a lot of Irish people ARE really dark and yet have no ancestry from other countries. You really can't guess someone's ancestry by their appearance, if you happen to be right it's only pure luck.
Feckin this, thank you.
Not all Irish people look like Little Orphan Annie, red hair is mostly a Scottish trait anyway and even they have a considerable amount of people with dark hair and eyes (see: Princess Peachie).
Besides, a big Celtic tribe, the Picts, were known for their dark hair and eyes. Many people from Ireland and Wales are like that still. One ridiculous thing I heard is that those that are darker are such because of "Portuguese sailors coming to the Isles and breeding with fair maidens". Wut.
I used to drink at an Irish pub. I'd say most of the customers had the dark look, as do a lot of Welsh people. A couple of red heads. >>95144
This just popped up. Yeah, the Picts.
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Cheers for the idea, anon.
J is what the original anon referred to her as when they explained about having submitted her story to Dr Phil producers, iirc.
Anon implied that J was a (former) friend and didn't want to reveal her identity, but didn't do a decent job at making it hard to guess who it was, having hinted at J being a stoner, obsessed with NG tubes, Starbucks, and social media.
The following Anons probably thought it was cool to have ~figured it out~ without naming her under the pretense of showing respect for Original Anon.
That's absolutely perfect
Oh man, the sheriff guy pointing the gun at her while the woman and child look in disgust is a really nice touch
I'm the anon who, several Ash threads back, said that i can't spot "bulimia cheeks" and that I don't know exactly what they look like.
I know now.
I'm wondering if the blackness is the lighting.
Here I see what you mean: https://instagram.com/p/2J-eERPmRe/
But here they're just severely corroded: https://instagram.com/p/2PJUfkvmQI/
I think Ash said she had a granddad who was half-Peruvian, or something, which was why she said that it wasn't racist of her to make fun of Latin accents.
One time, and I think this was another case for her non-racism, she listed her full list of ancestral nationalities. In addition to the Peruvian or whatever, she said she had some "American Indian
" in her, but she didn't know which "tribe." Call me SJW-Chan, but that's pretty fucking racist to me.
'American Indian' is still a really common term. I'm 19, and it was used throughout the duration of my time in public education, so I imagine it was the same for Ashley. We also did all these really terrible projects where we'd get 'Indian names' and build totem poles and shit. That kind of indoctrination doesn't really fade fast unless you're super active in SJW type stuff.
So no, that's not racist, it's just the equivalent of your grandmother making a casual remark about how their 'Negro neighbor' is doing a lovely job with their horticulture.
Pls no more racist shit, I really don't think it's at all relevant to the pile of abomination that is Ashley Isaacs.
so because its common doesnt mean its racist?
the way she said it was racist imo
ashley is just a racist
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You fucks are comparing Russia and America when our entire fucking borders are being crushed by the Ana-Titan as we speak!
Wall Russian! Wall America! Who cares when these fucking THINGS are eating us alive then purging us. They don't eat us for nutritional reasons, they purge every single person they've consumed. Get back to your fucking posts before I charge you fucks and shoot anyone on sight for desertion you fucking derelicts!
I love tits of all colors and sizes. I asked ash once what did she think about tits and she blocked me. Triggered
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Maybe she's triggered
by vaginas too.
I just can't wrap my head around the fact that this is the same girl. Even if she's an insufferable miserable cunt I still feel sad for what she could have been.
These threads are depressing the fuck out of me.
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Why do bulimics teeth always go up in the front? Like this: __/\__
the thing i am most concerned about are her eyebrows
she looks healthyish here but she still doesn't have any??
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holy fuck, she actually looked pretty once. a bit like scarlett johansson in the first pic.
she'd look heaps better if she gained some weight. right now she looks like a sickly middle aged woman trying to be ~trendy~ and ~hip~.
Jesus fuck her teeth look wretched.
Also, those fucking smoke-blowing videos irritate me so much. It's like some annoying child breathing right in your face. Coupled with the image of her breath smelling of rotten food particles, I may just vomit.
Why does she take so many?
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Even just a year ago her face and teeth looked considerably better.
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Looks like her teeth have been nicotine- and acid-stained since High School age. But the wearing on the enamel has definitely gotten way worse in the past 1-2 years.
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It's more on the underside of the face
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I agree. This was Jen just 4 years ago. Such potential…
Not sure that's the reason because she's obviously not eating. Smoking normal cigs helps stops you eating.
How much is a coffee in Starbucks in the US? I'm wondering why a lot of the ~recovery~ girls are all Starbucks crazy. Over here it's too expensive (for a poorfag who doesn't work at least) to spend so much on what they drink there. If they're after sugary drinks, they could make their own coffees and put shit loads of sugar in them.
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All I'm seeing are photos of her with a tube up her nose bitching about the particular clinic she's admitted to at the time.
I'm a smoker (although switched to ecigs mostly now) and I didn't realise how disgusting smoking looked until now when I saw this. Cigarette and a nasal tube. God.
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Another whiny person with an eating disorder. Some anons were talking about her but wouldn't say they were talking about.
Talking about her now because Ashley's dull as fuck.
I think that's a feeding tube. I'm with>>95778
If they're loading you up with calories, might as well enjoy it. Ahh, but we wouldn't understand.
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Here she's saying the clinic's refusing to feed her real food. Her facial expressions kill me.
Apparently she's not a lolcow. Kind of agree in way because the only people she's hurting is herself and her parents.
This thread's changed to more off-Ashley so we talk about others as well, seeing how Ashley can't hold our attention for too long. That's why we go OT for long. I like it this way tbh.
I can't remember why she's being ~protected~ and I can't be fucked to look over the old thread to look.>>95807
YESSSS that's her. That was the big secret.
It was suggested in the old thread that a separate thread for eating disordered lolcows be created, but that would be a hassle, so this one was meant to combine that and Ashley bullshit.
From the thread's intro:>We take a look at some other potential ED lolcows.
Damn girl. She's made me crave coffee. I'm going to make some. It's good stuff and it cost less than the cost of 2 cups of a Starbucks for a big bag. Tastes better too.>>95821
On one of her igs there's one of those 20 things about me things. She mentions the 40 plus clinics she's been at and is all "ask me if you need info on any of these places". Jesus, you know?
I was j/k, anon.
Okay we could keep her here, but expect Ashley to crash the thread lots so she get more attention in "her" thread.
Looks like we're not the only ones annoyed by these fake recovery accounts:https://instagram.com/community_truth/
latest photo is bashing on aly_realrecover
J is clearly more ~successful~ at her ED than Ashley, because she goes from hospital to hospital yet still doesn't gain any weight whatsoever, and she doesn't have to sleep in a recliner chair.
Maybe she even sneaks free binge food from the lunchroom.
Ash is doin it wrong.
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Eh, it's hard to get decent photos of her where the top of her head isn't cropped out or she isn't holding her phone up in her face.
Anyone have that shot of her in the car park outside her apartment?
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Ask and ye shall receive
NO! The top one's me.>>95839
that's from Ash's tumblr (yawn)
Bless ya, Anon. It really is like Where's Waldo.
"I'm not fat!! I never was fat!!! YOU'RE OFFENDING MEEEEEE!!!!!"
Ash's should probably stay off lolcow.
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This is very interesting to me. She is offended that we are calling those photos "pre-ED" Is it because by doing so we are invalidating all of the "hard work" she did to lose weight before those photos were taken? The minds of these ED chicks… I just can't understand it.
Ashley, you looked WAY better in those post-refeed photos, and I'm sure you looked even better than THAT in photos where you are truly pre-ED. Right now, you look like death, and it's scary. And sad.
And her looks cause involuntary bulimia in other people.
She's a threat to society.
That, and she just has to let us know that we haven't seen any pre-ED pictures of her.
~YOU FOOLS DON'T KNOW ME~
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She needs more of this
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I don't believe she even eats the things she posts photos of anyways. Do this look like bite marks to you??
Well idk but maybe she really believes she's ~recovering~ ? like in denial about everything and stuff and those follower comments telling her how brave she is make her feel like its all true
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She takes pictures of the food, pictures of the food being spooned into her mouth, but you never actually see pictures of her where she looks like she's going to put the food into her mouth.
Here she's looking at the dessert like it's the fucking bubonic plague.
Yeah, there was a picture in an earlier thread of one of her sandwiches which showed clear fingernail marks on a slice of cheese.
She's pulling her food apart for the pictures then probably trashes it.
Oh my God her entire sternum is visible. Yeah, she eats 6k calories a day. Right.
What a liar. She talks about her dad and brother yelling at her about her ED. If she was really eating everything she says she eats, why do they have reason to yell, huh?
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That can happen if you don't perform an enema.
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You can imagine her just bashing her mouth with the ice cream to make it look like she's had some.
She wears lipstick. No trace of lipstick on these things she's cough
You're right, Anon, she probably shoves all her food into the wrong orifice.
That picture up there of the chocolate ice cream smeared lips does look like a prolapsed anus too.
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I'm not Ash, this chick just pisses me off. Here's a pre-ED photo of her. She used to have such a pretty face and her body looks fantastic. Now she's all skeletal and her face is all caved in and awful looking.
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and this was her 36 weeks ago.
If she was eating 6000 kcal a day, pizzas, chocolate and general fast food, she wouldn't look like she looks now.
Interesting, that picture is photoshopped.
You can see fuzzy outlines especially around her stomach, arms, and lower legs.
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She also cuts open her chocolate.
Look at that sad trial piece in the background.
At least she doesn't publicise it like these lolcows here do. Maybe she does, idk.
But yea, it is a form of slow suicide. Like reckless driving, smoking (oh hey, isnt that what jen glamourises?), or getting into physical fights. Be it in a conscious or subconscious way.
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It's just barely missing me lol
Mia isn't currently a possibly name for tropical storms and hurricanes, unfortunately. Maybe when another "m" name gets retired.
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fourassedcat posted this on one of Erika's latest pics.
you'd think she'd have the sense to stfu. erika needs to fill out her face ffs.
Most people with severe EDs probably dont know what they're missing out on. Especially when it has started in childhood/their teens.
Maybe i'm being way meta here, but it seems like they're destroying/minimising their own existence instead of creating/building. Which is a truly selfish thing.
I want to punch this bitch. She's being triggering
Just yesterday I came across a YouTube video of a girl who had recovered who said the instagram ED recovery community initially helped her, because she realized that the praise she got there made her feel similarly accomplished to how her anorexia had previously done so.
In the case of aly and other ED lolcows, they want both worlds: the weight loss "achievement" and tons of pro-ana followers, while also getting popular and being praised and patted on the back for supposedly "recovering".
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I believe that Erika's good at food. That last pic looks gorgeous. This is my kind of food.
I scribbled the salmon out because ick.>>96211
she goes on the list. gummibear woman, she goes on the list.
I actually have an extra stupid phobia of fish, even when it's dead and cooked, so I thank anon for scribbling it out. I might have been triggered
No, but really I can't even hold tins of canned tuna. It's ridiculous.
I looked at her blog.
First pic: Pop Tarts
Second pic: Starbucks
Difficult to pin an age on her.
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No kimchi was eaten that day
There's also this thread:>>86418
But I'm pretty sure she just faked having an ED altogether.
I was even older, but I found it a traumatic experience too. I hated that film and it's so long it had to have an interval groaaaan.
Btw, I've never travelled overseas because I'm phobic about water/boats and also flying. I can't even do the chunnel because I think it's going to leak water in it.
I'm fine looking at f**h though.
yeah. i'm sensitive to anon's phobia.
a f**h triggering
I like where the sidebar suggestions are taking me.
This person seems interesting: https://www.youtube.com/user/tayllor2900
I think a trans guy? Identifies as male anyway. I can't quite figure out what his illness is.
Wow, thanks anon, I've never seen this one before. I was the anon looking for more ED-related shows or YouTube videos earlier in the thread. I'll watch this one before finishing Sharing the Secret.
On a completely different note, Sharing the Secret actually has the same cinematographer as all of Christopher Nolan's films, who then went on to direct Transcendence. I imagine that's what makes the quality so markedly better than the other Lifetime ED films. The more you know!
I find it difficult to feel anything towards her, but it hurts me to see her parents and brother so fucked up by it.
All that cash they spend on her treatment and she can't even be bothered to take sodium tablets.
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>implying I am ~pro ana~ and that actual anorexia nervosa (not "Ana") is a ~lifestyle~ top kek
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I know that no1curr, but nope! You're confusing the parotids with the submandibulars, which are the salivary glands under the jawline.
The More You Know ミ★
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how is the cheese and bread "bitten" but not the meat? lol embarrassing
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Did we post this one here yet? I feel like with her pre-Ed is anything before she got so extreme. I am super curious to see actual before pictures tho~*
im not sure which time she was court ordered but she says her most recent inpatient stay was voluntary
I'm too lazy to go through all her shit though
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It's…not hooked up to anything?
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It looks like she just put it in for the photo. It doesn't always need to be hooked up, but hers is way long.
It shouldn't be that long in >>96492
is a diff chick with the tube in properly.
I think that's just her 2edgy4me style. It does make her look like a cancer patient though.
But I also think her wanting to recover is legit, sure she looks like she got worse once she got into treatment but her most recent pics show her slightly filled out.
She has such a fucking ugly face. I can't stand it.>>95957
Fat people don't really have good energy either, though.
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… And this one too!>>96616
Screencapped all in case she deletes any more of them.
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Again, LOL. Let's just compare the evidence.
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And her face. These pictures show obvious weight loss. As they say, sorry not sorry. She's bullshitting everyone, perhaps including herself.
I'm pretty sure f–h phobic anon doesn't expect the world to scribble f–h out of existence in reality.>>96615>Some people have sensitive teeth
Ashley has sensitive teeth!>>96573
Trying to what, because it's certainly not trying to gain weight.
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I've got problems coming out of my ass, but that doesn't give me an excuse for not dealing with them, or lying that I am when I'm not.
Stop pretending you're eating 6000 calories. You've obviously lost more weight. You look terrible. We strongly support recovery, but yours isn't recovery. It's not even a good attempt at pretend to recover.
Aly once said her mother blind-weighed her weekly, which I think is just bullshit. Firstly, how could she have missed that her daughter was not gaining weight for MONTHS? Secondly, why would her mother have tears in her eyes over seeing her daughter eat a meal and dessert if she thinks she's eating enough to gain? Something just doesn't add up.
Her life has literally been just dandy. She's just a perfectionist and that trait seeped into her diet.
'WTF??? I have never self harmed!'
hope she's just taking the piss.
I remember seeing that epi on YouTube. I think Oprah did and update show and it turned out that she died of her disease.
I kinda wish Oprah would do an update on the woman behind Montreux, Peggy Claude Pierre. She was on a few episodes of Oprah and 20/20 in the 90s. She ran a treatment center without any sort of license and had former, still ill patients (some who were suicidal) "take care" of newer patients. She got closed down. The old episodes with her are still on YouTube and there are some articles floating around.
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wanna see the worst bulimia cheeks I've ever come across?
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I mean, it's undeniable af but ok
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who did that tattoo
wouldnt the needle basically puncture her lol
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Holy fuck she looks like a dummy with her pink cheeks and face structure.
I know it's unlikely but I can fucking dream
You know nobody wears Hollister any more, right?
Holy shit, do you think you live in 2005 still?
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could this thread be anymore tumblr with this whole FISH PHOBIA shit? holy fuck this is stupid
no news from ashley? wonder if shes pissed her thread is filled with other ana lolcows.
I'm looking at the ED girls on that vk site more than on ig or tumblr. No idea what the fuck they're saying, but it makes me wonder which are the vk ED lolcows.>>97127
Nobody's even making an issue about the fish phobia, except a few anons keep bringing it up. Calm down, dear.
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Oh hahaha what a stupid thing to respond to. She must be desperate to keep us ~on topic~
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Yeah, but these are the swollen glands from that same girl.
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#fat #bones everywhere, man.
Yeah, she's 100% offering herself as ~thispo~
Oddly she tags some of the numerous photos of her legs either #skinny or #fat.
I hate veins. My fat distribution is so odd that my hands and arms are really veiny even though I'm not underweight. It's really ageing and makes me squeamish.
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Probably could. Her bones have got to be brittle as fuck…
…and she complains that she has arthritis. That's pro ED lifestyle for ya, Ash :)
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This one's probably a lolcow.
How do you function in the real world?
Do you cower in fear when you walk past a butchery?
Not fear - disgust.
Strop trolling, cupcake. I function just as well as everyone else ;]
He's the vk equivalent of onefixation. >>97431
Yeaaaaaah, how do you know Ashley fucked up another friendship. That's so unlike her.
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Gummybear looks like she's actually gaining weight! She's got some way to go, but to me she looks less skinny. Ash probably hates her being a "sellout"
Wow, she's looking so much better. I'm actually really impressed.
I wish more people would break away from this toxic fake recovery culture to follow her example.
It's no coincidence that eating disordered friends of Ashley only really manage to progress when they cut ties with her.
I can't even think of another anorexic on social networks who operates in the appalling way Ashley does.
I'd be SO wary of any other "ED buddy" my kid would have, even if they're genuinely supportive and trying to recover. I'd want to know all about them before I'd even allow them to communicate in any way.
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I'm going to hell for this, but
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omg, is that her >>96908
whenever someone asks what bulimia cheeks looks like,that should be used as a prime example.>>97151
it looks like a tattooed penis.
No one owes you shit, m8. Why would someone message them telling you what they don't like about you before unfollowing? That would give you time to spew more toxicity at them and make them feel bad for 'abandoning you,' when they really just wanted to ditch you for their mental health.
Man, the more you talk, the more I hate you.
But that is exactly your issue; you seem unable to step out of your point of view (which generally leans towards perceiving yourself as a victim), and at least try to objectively evaluate a situation.
As an adult older than you are I can also tell you that from my own experience with manipulative traits due to personality disorders, both in myself (managed, because I've taken responsibility) and others, that it's best to simply cut toxic people out of your life without engaging in "negotiations", or as you call them: explanations.
Do you genuinely believe that you enrich people's lives when you reject life?
she's got [i]that[/i] facial expression
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Not being "mean" or "hater" but when people delete you for no reason it says something is up with you that they don't like. Whether it be your selfies bore them to your feed has a negative impact on their thoughts… They don't owe you an explanation.
Please get help. You are dying! You WILL die an awful death pissing and shitting yourself on your bathroom floor I wish that on no human. This life is all you will ever have. don't throw away starving.
maybe sick dying animals trigger
her since she has a rabbit
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Ah, irrelevant to Ash but look at how well Erika is doing.
Seriously, it's like watching her reanimate back into life.
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They all b lurkin like mad.
We weren't even talking about cheeks, but swollen glands.
And this post was by vibrant-oxymoron, who was only mentioned here once very briefly for being affiliated with Trashley.
But apparently that was enough for her to make a passive-aggressive tumbaaaw post.
I'm so proud and happy for her. It's amazing how someone with legit severe trauma can rise up from the ashes like that and recover. I hope she lives a long, healthy fulfilling life with her daughters.
It makes me mad that ash's "reasons" for killing herself are so fucking petty. Instead of using erika as an example she chooses death and arthritis. Oh- but don't forget she wants to live forever like this. :^D
vibrant-moron needs to calm her bound tits.
no1curred about you when you were mentioned here, so obviously the tumblr post was to garner moar attention.
those 20 lbs must be water weight because you thirsty as hell.
grade a lolcow behavior.
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Ash, this is for you.
You're right. She's an adult and a mother and she's choosing life. One of her friends with an ED on Instagram died recently. She was also a mother (she's posted it about it on questtorecovery's account). That might have been a wake up call for her.
Asking for an explanation is the same thing that creeper did to Erika. Do you really want to descend to his
level? It's an extremely manipulative thing to do. Move on.
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No, but really, you can't blame the people for the choices the government makes.
Also, about the whole krokodile thing, it's gained momentum because the mob controls the heroin market (seriously, it's like $90USD for a single-dose bag, addicts need like 5 for a good buzz), and gets prostitutes addicted to it so if they want out, they have no way to supply their addiction. Krokodile is crazy cheap and crazy strong. Withdrawing from it takes months of bed-ridden convulsions, passing out from pain.
Don't judge Russion, you couldn't possibly understand the things they've had to do just to survive.
Not this again.
I thought a separate thread was made for those who still wanted to drag it out.
There is a thread on /b/ for this Russian bullshit. Heroin is not 90 for a single dose bag, wtf. Educate yourself and stay on topic.>>97745
Me too, Erika is fantastic. I've spoken to her in the past and she is just the sweetest person.>>97715
Bahaha, this is fantastic. What does overdosing have to do with swollen cheeks??
>>97865>Heroin is not 90 for a single dose bag, wtf.
Maybe in russia it is right now. Here in the US it's 20 ish
>Bahaha, this is fantastic. What does overdosing have to do with swollen cheeks??
Depending on what she overdosed ON, it could lead to bloating. Plus sometimes they'll pump your stomach. But let's be real, she probably didn't overdose
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>>94999>extreme poverty, drugs like krokodil
Dear stupid naive American friend, sorry for disappointing you, but krokodil is one of "designer drugs" (dat term, kek) which are generally sold only to you, Americans, so you could die in agony by your own wish. I've never even heard about this shit before I googled "designer drug" in English. But I read about "designer drugs" before. Anons on Russian internets always crack up discussing how you guys fall for this "omg russian designer drug" shit.
Thank you for your attention and goodbye~
20 sounds sorta steep. Round here, you can get it five buck a bag on the beat. It's starting to become a problem for ignant kids from the suburbs. Fucking CT>>97871
Really? I was under the impression it was some sort of unGodly meth-lab creation of codeine pills, paint thinner and gasoline. Why import the product when the only thing that is hard to get a hold of in the US is the codeine?
Strange that you haven't heard of it; it effects a lot of young people. Is the internet in Russia censored?
Well, she has to come up with a new plan, now that we have pretty much gathered that the guy behind the camera is not a therapist/DOCTOR.>>97853>>97871
Go troll in the /b/ thread.
>>97879>>Why import the product when the only thing that is hard to get a hold of in the US is the codeine?
I dunno, I'm not a dealer.
>>Strange that you haven't heard of it; it effects a lot of young people.
None of any people I know or ever knew, or those who I read about on the internetz, ever, kek. Stupid Russian bydlo currently fall for as called spice (not sure if you have this thing in your country), it's very popular lately.
>>Is the internet in Russia censored?
Not to this degree. Yet.>>97928
Hey, I wasn't the one who started this.
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Did someone say Russian Ana?
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And here's another (I'm not gonna post her Instagram bc major trigger warning
Can we make a thread about Russian anas? Because there seems to be quite a lot.
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Just remembered her and got too excited, so I forgot the pic.
Fucking fuck off with the trigger warnings
, post them, this isn't Tumblr. Russian anas don't get their own thread, an ana is an ana.
I'm not an asshole. I won't be responsible for fucking up someone's recovery because some of the people who read these threads are trying to recover.
Why are you so bitter lmfao. You sound hangry.
You don't need to bubblewrap lolcow. We're responsible for our own choices. Just post the link. Trigger warnings
are patronizing as hell, and yes I'm in recovery.
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God, she's beautiful now.
If you take the time to read all
of the threads and post, you're no better than anyone else here.
Also, WTF at TFC complimenting Erika on her bone structure
days before she is going into treatment for her severe eating disorder?
If Erika is triggered
by any of this crap I know she will be able to work on it in one of the best centres out there and develop strategies for handling things like that in the future when she's closer to recovered. Because, you know… she's actually trying, and making an effort, and did the work to get into Denver.
Is this the same as
totally natural hamster cheek girl?
Thanks anon, they're all starting to blur into one tbh.
I did check that profile, but it's only visible to members, and why would one register for VK, unless they wanted to look at ~Russian anas~?
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I feel really bad for her. https://missythings.wordpress.com/2014/11/04/my-brother-lived-today/
Her brother died a few years back. If my brother ever died I don't think I'd be able to survive the devastation. Explains the circumstances of the 'alleged' ED at least.
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She said sharing your love should be enough, so looks like Ashley isn't even bothering with the minimal effort.
She sat her mom down on the couch, sat next to her, and took her hand. Then Ashley looked at her mom with tear-filled eyes and said, "Mom, I'm sorry for hurting you. I'm sick of being sick and in pain. I want help, I need help. Will you help me?"
Hey, we can dream, right?
Does anyone know where I can get the full episode of this? This case seem really interesting, but I can't find a lot on it.
Anyone can help?
I actually had to turn the "fucking computer" on
in order to ~share the love~ with my mother, whom I exchanged emails and pictures with today.
And I sure as hell don't need a toxic person such as Assh to remind me of my ability to cherish having been cared for, but I suppose she would because it sure doesn't come naturally to her.
She does seem very young and naive, but it's probably more what >>98242
>shallow and labile affectivity,
>exaggerated expression of >emotions,
>lack of consideration for others,
>easily hurt feelings, and
>continuous seeking for appreciation, excitement and attention.
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I know a diagnosis is handy for the professionals, but I'd be surprised it they labelled her EITHER/OR one of these personality disorders. Her symptoms seem to me to overlap too much to say one or the other. I think that's why it's difficult for some of us to decide which pigeonhole she fits into.
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PS. Confession #4. LMAO.
For what it's worth, I'd say histrionic.
She's craving our/erika's attention with that last confession post. She WANTS it to be posted here so we talk about her because she knows Erika reads here.
Why the fuck would E go out of her way to defend such a shitty person even if A were innocent? E doesn't owe her shit. I've had this happen with my own abusive ex-friends and more-than-friends and it's classic fucking narc behavior. No matter how vile they are, their victim still owes them something. No, cunt.
A is so far up the decayed cavern that is her own ass that it never occcurs to her that oh shit, her victims may not want to directly engage with her. They know it goes absolutely nowhere and that the petulant pissbaby that is A will feed off anything like SHE'S the one suffering the most.
And that Mother's Day post…lol, bitch, no. That feral ghoul of all people telling anyone to get off the computer and/or appreciate their mother is laughable as fuck.
Personality disorders overlap very often (hence "Cluster B") but there's distinct traits that in the end define them. http://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/personality-disorders/basics/symptoms/con-20030111
This link is pretty basic but gives a good "starter outline" for personality disorders. In every damn psych class I took it was frequently expressed by my profs how difficult it is to get a Cluster B diagnosis down pat, and some practitioners in fact do say "fuck it" and just slap Borderline down on the chart. The reason BPD is so dreaded a diagnosis, well one of the reasons, is that it IS an indicator of a prior professional going "yeah fuck it."
Back to the overlapping, in terms of Antisocial, A definitely has the disregard for others feelings, scanning/conning/lying, lack of remorse, and aggressive behavior down. But then there's the unstable relationships, "splitting," abandonment issues from Borderline, the attention seeking and overblowing of the intensity of relationships from histrionic, and well, fucking everything from Narcissism. See what I'm saying? It's a fuckin' mess.
you clearly give more of a shit than your body's able to even produce in the toilet since you were uppity enough to make a "confessions" blog white knighting yourself, Ashley Anne.
maybe it's time to get a real medical professional instead of a "christian counselor" who you have to lie about being a "doctor" while he records your youtube videos
Well, BAHAHAHAHA. You ridiculous clown.
Baw baw, Gummibear dumped me SHE HAS TO TELL ME WHYYYYYYYY…Baw baw Erika didn't defend me WHYYYYYYYY????
You seriously can't think of a reason why these women who are taking serious steps to recovery have wisely removed a toxic dropping like yourself from their lives? Oh, and I thought you were smaaaaaaart.
Listen, don't go using this site to communicate with people who OBVIOUSLY don't want to communicate with you. Stay out of their lives. Gummibear is making some good progress since she dropped you.
The reason they don't want you in their lives is the reason you have these threads on lolcow. Sort yourfuckingself out.>>98858
Thanks for this, TW
. Going to read up on this. When I saw the numerous diagnoses my doc had on his screen for me, I caught BPD, but I'm the least needy person on the planet. Too independent I've been told. People have tried to explain the cluster thing but I only have a GCSE in psychology so meh.
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LOL GOD DAMN I FEEL SPESHUL NOW
oh wait self importance is a sign of a personality disorder. shit. but so is quickly shifting self image WHAT DO I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
we're all disordered somehow, TW
, embrace it.
I'm clutching my Cluster B with all my might.
…oh no, that came out wrong.
OP of the past couple of threads here.
Let's say it wasn't you. Let's say Erika made it up. Either way, maybe people wouldn't THINK it was you if you didn't act like the kind of person who would make a phone call of that nature. Stop this rivalry with Erika, she's moved on, you should too. You're not going to convince anyone, especially us, that she's some horrible person and that everyone has it all wrong.
Maybe, you should spill everything you know. What happened? Without leaving anything out what is YOUR side of the story? And I mean the entire thing, not just the phone call. I'm talking about your relationship with her, how it ended, what she allegedly did to wrong you in some manner. These tidbits of your confessions are things you've already said and things we already know. If you want our opinion to change of you, tell us what happened.
Until then, you're just being uncooperative and that leaves more room for us to speculate and get the 'truth' wrong. How about you fess up, Ash? What is the 'real' story? Unlike some anons here, I will hear you out and I'm not going to directly antagonize you.
My email is in my name field if you want to share it off this board. Take up the offer or don't, it's up to you.
email security, dammit farmers.
Erika would have recognized her voice.
Hell, the call could have been related to her pervy step-father who apparently wanted her to stay sick.
Erika said the caller was a female. I think it's a bit of a stretch to assume her father(-in-law? i thought) roped in a woman to do it. I mean, he may have a high voice? idk.
can you expand upon the phone call if you ever feel comfortable enough? Who do you think it was? I totally get it if you just want to leave it the past though.
Agreed. It will only make ericka focus on vapid pointless shit when she's doing such a majorly amazing thing right now.
And ashley why the fuck do you care if we know it was you? It's not like the internet police have come to your house and made you pay the consequences.
Hey, I love Erika too. I said if she ever feels comfortable. I know, I'm a huge fan of her too but this IS lolcow. It's a gossip site. I don't want Erika to ever communicate with Ashley again, I don't want them to speak about it to eachother here but I'm just saying if she ever /wants/ to talk about it, it's something I'd at least want to hear about.>>98972
The caller was from Florida… Orlando area code if I recall. I suppose you could fake that but it's just as likely it was Ashley imo.
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This is what E posted regarding A in the previous thread.
>Such negativity, much bad-mouthing, wow.
Seriously, Ash, you have the nerve to demand her ~defending~ your anal-fissured butt, when YOU were the one who (even before the break between you two) got hangry about her being liked by many farmers, contrary to yourself, and you kept hinting at how Erika was "good at pretending" and is ~fooling everyone~, and bad-mouthed her for the sole purpose of making your own unlikeable seem relative.
What would you want to hear about from ericka? I don't think there's much else to say on her end.
I know it's lolcow but I also know what it's like to be in recovery and I don't know what ericka's "triggers
" are so I guess I'm just thinking about her progressing and keeping on
After following her for awhile, I really think she's a lot stronger than we are giving her credit for. She reads the entire collection of threads we have and there are a lot of shit said that is worse than a simple question.
I just think she can handle deciding to answer or not. I've been in ~recovery~ too, she knows she might be triggered
here, she's not stupid.
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right, because an ED doesn't kill you. it makes you live(?).
great example of an actual negative aspect of an ED: it impairs your cognitive function.
It won't be turned into a manipulation tactic though if she only speaks to us. I would never encourage them to engage in conversation with each other. Erika is extremely gifted and I think by now she can see through Ash's ways.
Was onefixation the creepy guy? Anyone see if he's still posting on her Insta asking why she blocked him?>>99024
I NEED ATTENTION NOWWWWWWW.
He did and asked why she unfollowed him in her comments. I don't know if she ever responded or what came of it though.
Yeah! I love intervention, but i cant find this one.
I don't think that's her. TW
says she has an ED and is not white. Plus TFC was commenting on her stuff pretty recently.
Also, are we sure that TFC wasn't posting on MPA? How many people name Caleigh like death metal? Maybe she lied about her age to throw people off.
Their writing styles are completely different.
TFC has been so high and mighty all this time. I also don't think she's that close to Erika or Ashley. Erika is mostly polite to her and I don't think Ash has talked to her through SM (where it can be seen publicly, at least)?
Only practiced be the depraved.
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From Ash's latest IG post.
That is true, but many, if not most, people who go to treatment don't want it at first. After they get to a better state physically they start to recover mentally.
But yeah, this anon is pissing me off. I know plenty of people who would give their two front teeth for a spot at ACUTE/ERC (ostensibly that is what the step-down would be).
Okay, I just found this>>95940
And yeah, you're really annoying and humblebragging about your BMI. You're not the first person to get to a low weight, nor will you be the last. You wont be around long unless you get help. I'm not interested in reading your diary here.
See latest post with discount sandwich platter.
>I've never met anyone who could relate to me
Fucking hell, literally thousands of your followers can relate, but yeah, this'll make her feel real special. A+ manipulation.
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Erika looks like Anna from Frozen with that wig.
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Gottay say, reading that comment thread on the sandwich platter post surprised me. I don't think I've heard Ashley directly reference her b/p sessions outside of that Japanese food haul. She admitted to being at Wal-Mart buying binge food.
Say Ashley, you gonna fess up about puking up those donuts now?
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Lol, she writes a long, angsty post about the racist people in her family and Ash's response?
there is no way you have enough strength to rip up a tissue paper, much less chuck donuts at cars.
fucking die already
She used to mention it frequently, just not as much lately after people called her out on it. Now she goes around to ana/mia accounts and talks about it in comments. https://instagram.com/slimy__fork/
is another one Ashley's commented on a couple times. There's a photo of a huge pile trash from binge food containers and Ashley says it's just like her life.
Lol at Walmart though. I guess the shortage of Whole Foods gift cards means downgrading. At least Walmart has scooters.
"I'm not sure if im losing or not…One of my co-workers (a chef) kept asking if I was hungry last night (he flirts with me non-stop) but kept bringing it up wanting to cook for me/ me needing food bc I'm skinny and I'm not sure if he was being nice because look at me -___- but it made me feel so bad because I already planned to bp and I couldnt his kindness…my social bullshit."
Types like her.
stop you are harassing her
#bullying #internetbullies #negativity #fighting but #struggling
~ana made me throw the food at cars guise~
She's not even vegan. She binges and purges cheese pizza and ranch dressing. Maybe in her mind it doesn't count because she threw it up?
This girl is not in the right state of mind to be vegan. Gotta take care of your damn self first. This is even worse than just straight up eating animals because she's not eating them to at least nourish herself, she's just using animal products to satisfy an addiction and wasting it by puking.
Yeah, she used to post about "having a date with Mr. toilet" or that "Mr. toilet is going to hate [her]" on her old accounts a lot.
Ambivalence regarding ED behaviors is pretty normal, but going on public
social media accounts unabashedly discussing it, or giving their illnesses/tools pet names normalizes those behaviors for everyone reading it who is affected, and can practically be considered enabling, and cheering each other on.
She won't stop because she wants to keep playing this self-defeating & frustrating game:
We don't have much info on her life, so we make educated guesses & conjectures.
She starts yelling about how no one knows the REAL TROOF! NO ONE!
So, we ask for the truth. Giving her the opportunity to clear things up and let the truth be known.
And she responds with highly sarcastic evasion, telling us absolutely nothing about the truth and possibly even complicating the picture further.
We don't have much info on her life, so we make educated guesses & conjectures.
She starts yelling about how no one knows the REAL TROOF! NO ONE!
Etc, etc, ad nauseum.
you know, like you used to
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inpatient again! it's only the 45th time or whatever
idk what to think of her. if i was a cynic I'd think that because her family have the income to allow her to sample whichever treatment centre she opts for, she treats the stay like she works for tripadvisor.
her mind doesn't seem geared towards recovery. it's more like she's become institutionalised and her life IS being an inpatient and when she isn't she can't deal with it.
why do anons even want to "out" tw
? what would be the point??
As for me "disappearing," I have employment and shit to do. I can assure you I am not some 'spergy 15-year-old from Canada.
I mean if people want me to GTFO I'm more than happy to, no salt on my ass.
Why would they even want you to GTFO? I don't get some farmers. The info about your encounter with Ashley's the best first hand experience write up we've had. I don't doubt the things you said. Idk how anyone would hate you for your troof.
calm your tits.
i dont hate tw
….but honestly every time they come back its like shit posting galore over them being on here.
I'm calming my tits as I type.
I get you. Anons are weird innit. >>99538
I wonder how many other of Ashley's ex friends are going to post here in future? We need people like tw
Have you read any of the threads? Stupid question. If you had you'd understand.
just wanted someone to sum up everything about her
she has way too much threads
Nah, y'all are clearly good without my input.
This bitch isn't going to change anyway until she finally dies.
As for "herpes," please don't project the state of your genitals on me. I'm already trying to get a handle on my germaphobia.
Best wishes. I'm out.
she was a b/tard in her early teens.
became a camgirl for b/tard neckbeards.
comes back as spoopy skeleton.
lies about everything, including but not limited to: financial situation, family relations, binge and purging habits, being an all around cunt to people that show her care, etc.
cons dumb tumblrinas and instagram followers for free shit…see amazon wishlist.
harasses her "friends".
sabotages people trying to recover.
and like she's just a hangry dick basically.
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I like this thread on mpahttp://www.myproana.com/index.php/topic/135657-the-bulimic-facial-tw
Bulimic shows how purging destroys her face and teeth. I always thought spoopy's cracked lips were because of dehydration and never thought it'd be stomach acid. Ick.
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HAH right. She isn't "trying," her parents have guardianship over her (I'm like 99% sure she mentioned this at one point, can anyone back me up?) and they're probably like "RECOVER OR OR ELSE! WE AREN'T GIVING UP ON YOU!" So they send her to every single treatment center in existence to try to "fix" her, but they don't seem to be noticing the pattern. She says she wants to get better - she talks the talk, but she doesn't walk the walk.
Seriously, she fucking lives in hospitals and treatment centers and is a spoiled baby with no responsibilities…she just gains some weight and loses it again, gains some and loses it again, whines incessantly about how horrible everything is, etc. I think she probably likes the attention she gets from being ~sick~, given how much she's showed off and talked about her tubes.
Tell me that looks like the face of someone who is showing tons of motivation to recover.
(sorry, accidentally posted without picture the first time)
I've seen this over and over with psych patients. Here in the UK, they dump alcoholics and drug addicts on psych wards but many don't want to quit at all. I know all the ways they sneak in booze/drugs, ways to get around urine tests.
Then there're the ones who really do feel it's better to be institutionalised because you don't have to take responsibility for anything. When they leave, whatever their illness, when they're kicked out they'll pull all kinds of stunts to get readmitted.
It's different on a mixed psych ward because I've never seen a competitive thing going on about who's the sickest as I presume you'd get with EDs, but being an in patient can be detrimental to recovery sometimes. Tbh, I dreaded being discharged because then I'd have to deal with life. I wasn't fucked up enough to not want to get my life back, but this starchild person…I don't get the feeling she wants to leave the ~safe space~ that's a hospital bed.
I picked it because it was the first picture to get posted.
Whoever makes the next one should pick the zombie one, I fucking love that one too.
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>>140704>"Care Tip's">so careless they literally left a typo on their homepage for the link on how to care for things
Jfc. If that isn't one sign to keep your skin from being permanently marked by anyone from this establishment, I don't know what is