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AKA Heather Sparkles / Heather Michelle / Heather Explores / Kitty Ravage
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>>1732879IG: @haunted_butterfly
@graydayscurio (online shop, still to take off)
@heather_explores (old account)
TT: @heather_explores
YT: heatherexplores19
Heather Steele is a former retro toy collecting and Fairy Kei fashion Youtuber who, at the end of 2018, decided to have a major meltdown and turned all her social media into a public diary. She began cheating on her allegedly
abusive husband, and re-wrote herself as some sort of pop Victorian goth and witchy explorer. She got incredibly defensive of her sudden change. In her defensiveness – which she vaguely admitted was to win the affections of a man– she threw a lot of her supporters under the bus, has been unreasonably cocky and aggressive with a lot of people including former friends, and distorted the criticisms (which were towards her overall behavior) into a narrative claiming everyone is just attacking her for her fashion and hobby choices.
She has a history of incredibly self-focused and self-destructive behavior. Over the past few years, she has wildly flipped between “I’m a strong woman and I don’t need to validate myself” to having public meltdowns on social media, only to delete them within an hour. Despite this, she denies she’s mentally ill and attacks the mere notion she needs help, once again using the “people hate me because I’m goth now” narrative.
Heather has alienated herself from all her old friends, but continues to act like everyone was just a bad person and she’s a
victim who fled from an “
abusive husband” and terrible life. She used and manipulated several people in her life, and spent her 20s being a homebody mooch, then went on to claim she was “living in a hellhole with an
abusive husband” in order to garner pity for a Gofundme and claim she was going to be homeless. She was living back at home with her parents for a couple of years, in which she managed to acquire a job and a car (then another, with a lot of help from mommy, after she “totalled” the first).
She finally moved out from mommy’s house, to a new home in a new city, all for the love of Ryan 14 but, as the curse of Heather never runs smoothly, was unceremoniously dumped by her Ryan as soon as she got there. She found a new job, as a Target merchandising manager, and, after a lot of handwringing and lamenting, decided to stay in her new place.
Day-to-day, Our Gal Heather continues all her usual crazy and continues putting ALL her energy towards seeking approval from “boys” and her followers. Her persecution complex, constant negativity, obsession with trying to regain her "influencer" status on social media and frantic love-bombing behavior continues to alienate everyone around her.
Cast of Characters in the Hagther Saga:
>Adam: Heather’s ex husband. Not a stellar person himself, cheated and lied too, but Heather seems to exaggerate the “abuse”. Funded her and bought her gifts. Dating since 2012, engaged 2016, divorced 2019. >Adam’s new gf: “Hates Heather”, according to Heather. Heather used the new girlfriend’s visit to springboard into a breakdown about how she was in danger and going to be homeless.>Juliet/Dera: Former friend who put Heather on a pedestal. Heather took advantage of this and used Heather to stalk Ryan 2 Jan 2019. Car ended up in a ditch and they’re not longer friends. Juliet has come out to explain what happened and reflect on it.>Sisters: Younger and older. Moved out to Cali where she met Adam at the start of the last decade under claims her elder sister was trying to kill her.>Parents: Claimed her parents wouldn’t take her in because they voted Trump. Finally admitted to living with her mom. Says her family didn’t accept her dark aesthetic so she adopted the pastel aesthetic to be accepted by them.All the “Ryans” in order:
>Ryan 1: Motivational Youtuber. Heather latched onto him and he apparently tried to help the dysfunctional couple by suggesting Heather seek therapy. Eventually they both threw him to the dogs.>Ryan 2: Ryan Z. Urbex’er whom Heather latched onto and physically stalked several times by using other people for rides. Met up again Oct 2019, Heather posted some cutesy things, and in less than a day those posts were removed and she put him on blast.>Ryan 3: Short-lived gamer boy met through Tinder.>Damian: On-off Urbex boyfriend. Eventually put him on blast after their 500th breakup.>Ryan 4: Craig. Graveyard photographer Heather briefly dated, but they appear to still be friends.>Ryan 5: Clay. Ex-boyfriend who broke up with her because she was negative. Tried to lure him back by being negative on her instagram stories. >Ryan 6: ChaseRyan. Dated for like 2 weeks LDR and were supposed to meet IRL but he changed his mind after he realised she’s batshit. >Ryan 7: Femryan. Stated dating the second time they met irl. After multiple breakups, Heather decided to end things for good because he wanted to go to a party on Halloween instead of going to the cemetery like all of their other dates.>Ryan 8: ChaseRyan round 2. They finally met in person but he was also seeing someone else and ultimately chose her instead.>Ryan 9: CharmRyan/GhostRyan. He got the measure of Hag pretty quick, and confessed to ghosting her cause she was still using Tinder and living her life on social media.>Ryan 10: BomberRyan, which sparked and fizzled within a week. >>1186214>Ryan 11: OldRyan, ryanectomy performed in less than 48 hours of this one being on the scene. >Ryan 12: Revengeryan / Ryanhumrevenge -@Rumhamrevenge, older alt photographer who's been hanging out with Heather. Not a true ryan because he's not a spoopy boy she wants to fuck, but comes in and out of the picture like the other ryans. Their relationship is weird and they've shared hotel rooms, but Heather doesn’t think he's a keeper for some reason. >>1288115 >>1288582 >>1289256>Ryan 13: PapeRyan. An old friend who she lost touch with ‘because of muh stalkers’. 13, unlucky for some, certainly unlucky for him. It seemed like she had finally found a decent match but it lasted mere weeks, Hag blaming their break up on his religious beliefs.>Ryan 14: BloodRyan aka Lurch. Heather met her match with this one- just as impulsive, insane, childish and melodramatic as she is. He promised the world, but after she quit her job and moved cities to be with him, he booted her out of his home after only a week…is he to blame? Is she? Heather claims the split was due to her plant collecting hobby, which Lurch was jealous of. >Ryan 15: BrianRyan aka BRyan. After an initial pre-Christmas date, Hag was sneaking pics and declaring love for this new Ryan. Off-the-peg forest and sigil tattoos, painted nails, thinning hair and 2012 piercings. Heather refers to him as a "psycho" and claims she was too caught up in physical attraction to recognize his "toxic behavior.">Ryan 16: ClockRyan. A resident of Long Island who she met over an app when he was visiting her area. She fell immediately in "love" and followed him back home, visiting NY with him over a weekend. He broke it off after about a week, apparently due to getting back with his ex.In the last thread:
>Heather takes a bunch of cringy glamor shots of BRyan, unable to stop gushing about how hot he is >>1736542>Within days, cracks begin to show >>1739116>Crying over BRyan >>1742397>Breadcrumbing the reason behind the their problems >>1744299>The relationship limps on (crying in the bathtub) >>1746526>Heather spills the beans >>1750052>Crying on the kitchen floor >>1750798>But she doesn't even miss him >>1750969 >>1753737>Heather is a bisexual martyr >>1755969>A BIG ANNOUCEMENT! She's going to be herself and follow her passions >>1758150>Spooky Plant Mommy GF >>1760139>Update on the toy collection >>1760604>Heather has Opinions about the price of eggs >>1762092>Reminscing about Lurch >>1765085>Ghost BF >>1766253>Offering to pay someone to be her boyfriend >>1766810>Tearing up over someone putting a baby on a cannon >>1769678>Heather explains why she's too real to watch movies >>1770142>Admitting again that she doesn't read >>1770519>Exposing thirsty dudes in her DMs - "This is why I have major trust issues" >>1770732>Immediately posts lingerie pictures >>1770822>Reminiscing about Damian >>1771492>Shaming thirsty dudes pt 2 directly after posting lingerie pics >>1771748>Reminiscing about Ryan Z >>1772261>Went to the gym (spoiler, she didn't go a few times a week) >>1775810>Incel whining >>1777904>Reminiscing about Lurch pt 2 >>1777968>Falling asleep has cost her two relationships >>1779959>Reminiscing about living in CA >>1784327>Heather is a dom >>1788837>A moment of self-awareness >>1791256>Getting solicited >>1807606>Reminiscing about Lurch pt 3 >>1810495>A hint of a new Ryan??? >>1816249>Confirmed. Welcome, ClockRyan! >>1819782>Her plants are dying so she's continually buying more to replace them >>1819809>Travelling to visit ClockRyan >>1819855>It's over with ClockRyan (shoutout to Rumham) >>1825168>Reminiscing about Lurch pt 4 >>1825415>Crying over ClockRyan >>1826083>No wait actually she don't need no man >>1827406>Just kidding she's still crying over ClockRyan >>1827844>"I'm bi but all I want is a man" >>1830036>We're back in the lingerie part of the ryancycle >>1830059>Baby fever >>1830555>Offering feet pics >>1830626>She wrote ClockRyan a poem >>1830736 No. 1834391
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so she went to paracon and looks like made some new friends. how long til she complains about being lonely, lol
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He 100% did not say that.
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>>1834324Thank you very much nonette, you did a great job.
Let's the endless Heather cycle continues !
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from a short video in which she was squealing in a painful pitch about how her new babydoll squeaks / cries
No. 1834966
>>1834394>>1834394This is a nitpick but, it drives me crazy how she keeps pronouncing "corps" as
corpse rather than
core. She posts so often about watching Gettysburg documentaries, you'd think she'd have heard it said a few times. If she wants to be taken seriously as someone who makes civil war content, she should probably make an effort to learn how to say the relevant words.
Separately, I'm delighted to see her talking about this guy. This is the ghost boyfriend and I'm rooting for them lol.
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>good enough
Kek it's like saying eh, it's not the best but it'll do. Also bullshit she worked on herself for a year, she's never worked on herself in her life.
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>>1834966Appreciate your nitpick. Essentially she’s a moron who does very little study about anything she professes to have a major interest in. Making a pronunciation mistake is fine, whatever, but when you sell yourself on your big love of something but don’t acquaint yourself with the basics, it’s lame.
>ban number two Nonalitas, how do we think this latest Love Ban has come about? Picrel.
No. 1835049
>>1835040She’s non the brightest spark. I’m dying to know what she did to be banned from two dating sites. Wtf?
>LGBTQIA+ kweenDid anyone cap that story she did about setting up her new Target merchandising stand?
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>>1835049Here you go nona. I thought she was bi, why is she giving this allyship speech if she's supposedly part of the community?
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Pathetic.
No. 1835069
>>1835013>>1835011>For no reasonI wonder what she keeps doing to get banned? These apps are trying to stage an intervention and I'm here for it. Considering men use apps like bots (swipe and fave everyone, spam message everyone) it can't be her excessive usage so I wonder what it is.
Also it's not the finding or meeting people that's the problem, it's managing to keep a lid on her declarations of eternal love (literally) ten minutes after meeting and scaring them all away
No. 1835088
>>1835063She literally has the most basic ass visual
merchandising job it’s hilarious she acts like it’s so hard. They literally give you a complete plan-o-gram layout with pictures and everything telling you where every single item goes. There’s almost no creative freedom there.
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>>1835085Who the fuck thought it would be a good idea for Hag to ever be anywhere near another human being romantically, let alone marry someone? These fucking people. Honestly. Her family, Adam, her friends, Hag herself (okay she hasn’t a clue despite the ‘year of introspection’).
>truly lovedThe fuck? Didn’t she ‘really love’ every single Ryan she’s ever met, and a Damien too? How does she not see a great strategy would be to get in touch with the loser friends she made at Paranerdoidcom and see when she can meet up again soon, get to know them, and maybe their friends too. How can anyone be this useless in their strategies to find new prey, sorry, I mean a boyfriend.
No. 1835188
>>1835160Not a week after declaring she is OVER that
toxic boy, she's back to pining.
>Paranerdoidcom kek I don't think she made any friends there though, just popped into a couple pictures with people. She definitely seemed to be spending the whole time alone. Laughing and shrieking maniacally into her phone about YOU GUYTH, only I could be in a themetery with a perfect view of a nuclear power plant!!
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>>1834391This is such an uncomfortable photo lol. Hover handing 2 women while she self-consciously poses the same way she always does. The other people might as well be waxwork, it reminds me of the plant selfies but with human props.
Everyone else making goofy faces while Heather makes sure the guy taking the pic gets her Good Side, cocking her leg and eye fucking the camera is freaking me out.
No. 1835209
>>1835011She was banned from FB dating 2 weeks ago and she's been banned again today? She signed up to Bumble because FB banned her, and I think that means she can't use tinder either? Post from last thread
>>1825218I've never used Facebook dating but I assume the bans tend to be 7-14 days? What is she doing to get banned so quickly after her last ban?
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Holy shit this is unhinged
https://files.catbox.moe/1oy0nb.movhttps://files.catbox.moe/q1cwkc.mov
>imagine dumping this zooms in on tits because you’re a little boy who’s afraid of commitment and you’re in love with a girl who never loved you back >you lost the game >you have watched my story every fucking day but you won’t text me, you won’t reply, but you’ll watch my story everyday >and then the one time you did reply was to say “I want you to go to therapy”>you’re the one who needs fucking therapy! No. 1835375
>>1835361It’s so telling, how defensive she is about therapy and how she views it as a punishment.
Telling someone to seek therapy can be pretty condescending but the way she’s prattling on and on about refusing to seek it at all is just unhinged. No one who is this therapy averse is mentally stable.
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>>1835375The face of sanity
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Gee, if it's not your looks, I wonder what the problem could possibly be!
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The crazy eyes really sell it
No. 1835840
>>1835361lordy, it's a bit obvious he's watching her stories because she keeps posting about him and he wants to see what she says. I do believe he acted like all moids do and lied to her, probably a lot since she's really gone off the deep end compared to her usual reaction, and he has a cheek suggesting therapy when he was the one who basically intentionally took advantage of a crazy girl for sex and then dumped her.
But she needs some sort of sudden realisation/bolt of lightning/wisdom stat, unfortunately most people will not look kindly upon this situation and she could straight up get institutionalised if she messes with the wrong scrote. She should keep her elaborate romantic fantasies in her head and stop touching the poop (men) because she gets more insane with every new Ryan.
I feel like even a scrap of media literacy, like reading some books, watching movies, like engaging with anything other than her imagination would give her some much needed perspective.
No. 1835887
>>1835361She doesn't realize the way she interprets things isn't how most other people see things, and her warped thought processes (and why men want her to go to therapy) is what's standing in her own way of finding love, and why she only attracts crazy insecure men who tolerates her crazy long enough for sex. Even if she had a few friends they could help untangle her messed up views on love.
>men want women who don't want them, but I'm ready to loveActually men want women who have things going on in their lives. They see it as self confidence and value. Her mentally unstable codependency is seen as a burden on men and it's extremely unattractive unless the man is
abusive or insecure/unstable himself.
>this, this was real love Actually Heather, this was self absorbed love. You were obsessed about a man, at the cost of his own comfort and sanity. If you really loved a guy, you would understand and respect how he feels, instead of being clingy, demanding, CONTROLLING and obsessive. Which puts a huge burden on him to manage your emotions, which as an adult you need to find a way to deal with instead of lashing out and venting on social media.
>need a man to stop me from pity partiesIf you believe in love, it's self absorbed to want someone to rescue you, to sacrifice himself for you. Would YOU want to take out moldy leftover food from the clearance aisle because it demands that you feel bad for it? No! If you value and love yourself, you want the best for yourself. So what kind of message do you send a man if you say "have pity on me, I have nothing going for me, somethings wrong with me." If you love a man you want what's best for him. For him to feel comfortable and that he won a prize. /end pickme logic to fight pickme logic
No. 1836125
>>1836070Exactly. Plenty of people have very strong emotions, we just know how to handle them without acting psychotic and driving off all other humans in the vicinity.
Too bad Hags views therapy as a terrifying Victorian torture sanatorium. She's going to be stuck in this loop forever unless she gets help.
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>>1836140that's posted in one of the links a bit up, but what's interesting is that she's added "or maybe some cemetery dirt idk" clearly as an extra bit because people have told her that's just psycho behavior lol
not the first time she's brought up keeping a lock of hair and won't be the last
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Hard to believe. Incoming 1/7
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2/7
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3/7
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4/7
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5/7
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6/7
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7/7
No. 1836391
>>1836380just BLOCK HIM, jesus
did you think all these obsessive stories would bring him back?? they have him running for the hills faster than ever before
No. 1836411
>>1836379>holding onto>one dayThe phrasing suggests a long time has passed, it was one week relationship followed by one week of pining on Instagram.
maybe heather is living in some hellworld dimension where every day lasts months, something that lasts a week for everyone else feels like 7 months to her, it's the only explanation. She should be studied by science.
>>1836367Please Heather, this skinny white nerd doesn't deserve the ridiculous ego boost watching your stories will give him. Bet he's showing his ex all of them like
look how amazing I am!!! girls fall in love at first sight! even though Heather is simply mentally ill and would be a perfect candidate for a robot boyfriend, were they to exist
No. 1836413
>>1836411Not to wk a moid but he had met her through Bumble while he was traveling. It's really not that serious, and is obvious why he ran for the hills/ghosted.
The other day she was saying "you lost the game" and claimed he went back to someone who never loved him. Now she's pining and saying she was replaced by someone better. Heather can't cope without moid attention. It'd be sad, if it weren't so predictable.
No. 1836415
>>1836411But think of the mEmOrIeS
Nonnie!
It's just all so fucking cringe I can't.
No. 1836448
>>1836380Just when I think Heather's reached maximum pathetic, she amps it up like clockwork. Right down to the desperate captions shamelessly placed near her tits in failed hopes to reel in a moid. She's done all but livestream herself begging him to take her back while she's banging on his back door late at night. And I'm sure that's only because she doesn't know where he lives.
I like to believe any nonitas that can still manage to root for this shitshow are just optimistic by nature and not delusional. Because this is just hard to watch- let alone cheer on and give honestly helpful advice that'll go right to the void because you're not a spoopy Ryan that only lives to validate her.
No. 1836466
>>1836370Anyone care to weaponize their autism and find this dude's social media? I'm dying to see what kind of normie has
triggered Heather so badly. I was digging myself but had no luck.
No. 1836472
>>1836466Same, I was looking through her last dozen instagram follows, and recent likes on her posts since if they're watching each other's stories, he's likely to be in her likes pre breakup, or they may still follow each other. (Or is she manually checking his page?)
No leads though, maybe he's there and I just missed it though.
it's funny how her Instagram feed seems relatively normal and she keeps most of the unhinged ryanposting for her Stories.
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>>1836466He publicly tagged her in a post on Facebook, and the link to his instagram is on his page.
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>>1836582Great find nonna!! This dude is just like Heather kek.
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>>1836582Amazing work Nonna! That is him, he has the same shoes featured in Heather's pictures.
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As soon as she said he was train obsessed i knew he was likely very autistic. Confirmed via his tagged photos.
No. 1836714
>>1836582Thank you so much
nonny! Great work. I took a peek at Heather's followers/followed and he's still following her. Why doesn't she block him if she's so bothered to see him watching her stories??
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>>1836590Ikr. Here's another cringy caption
No. 1836774
>>1836666I can't help but feel bad for the guy, heather is A Lot
but at the same time he really should have blocked her after seeing how she's acting or at LEAST unfollowed, despite the sideshow she's putting on for him
calling him uglier than lurch though? that's a bit much nonnies kek
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Good lord Heather
No. 1837172
>>1837152oh my fucking god KEK heather you absolute loon
if you were to ask, you'd think she lost a husband of 40 years or some shit, not a 2 week bumble fling
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We are truly witnessing a trainwreck
No. 1837226
>>1837215aw
nonnie why did you take out "my friends"? I'll be your trainfriend <3
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This is the person who keeps teasing feet pics? Fucking BARF. Clip your nasty ass toenails, damn.
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No one can handle Heathers extreme alternative lifestyle which includes swiping on dating apps for 6 hours, go to historical locations and have her take your photo while she imagines your a civil war soilder, visit antique shops to continue to horde in her apartment and visit the gas station for french fries!
No. 1837592
>>1837588>extreme alternative lifestyleSURELY she is fucking with us now? Could she
actually be retarded enough to believe that she lives an extremely alternative lifestyle? She does what I'm sure thousands of people in her area do, works at Target, listens to Taylor Swift, absolutely NOTHING about her life is alternative. What a crock of shit.
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Yup, she's just too extreme on all the social media.
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She says… after another series of stories crying in her car over AutistRyan and before another video carrying on about her outfit and stroking her hair like an absolute loon…
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More unhinged car crying and ranting
https://files.catbox.moe/wtx910.movhttps://files.catbox.moe/1b7a53.mov
>I think the worst part about this breakup is that this was a person I actually saw a future with>it’s really rare that I’m interested in anyone and it’s really hard for me to fall in love >this was the person I could take care of and love and have babies with >he watches my Instagram story everyday but he won’t talk to me >if they don’t have feelings for me then quit watching because it makes me spiral knowing I wasn’t good enough for this person that I love so fucking much starts crying>and there’s nothing I can be do to be good enough because I’m not like this other girl No. 1838546
>>1838529kek, I wanted to write the same.
>>1838515>and have babies withplease, no, never. She needs to get her mental health in order before she even thinks about having children or the children will suffer and go no contact as soon as they can.
No. 1838560
>>1838546She's seriously been averaging something like four new "true loves" a year. kek
Really hope she never has kids. Isn't she 36 now? She's already considered AMA. Between possible birth complications and her raging personality disorder the kid would be doomed.
No. 1838568
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Heather follows Venus lol
No. 1838605
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This might be a nitpick but I fucking hate how she always uses the word blouse. The only other person I know who used that word was my 87 year old grandma.
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>>1838577Found this in the first thread (just discovered this one)
she is 33
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Jewels?
No. 1838831
>>1838806>but she's so focused on finding "love" she misses everything else that matters in lifeUsually in that situation I'd be like 'she needs a fucking hobby' but she has hobbies and they seem to be half the problem lmao. I'm not even sure female friends would help her, she'd just go crazy over them instead if they didn't give her enough attention or go to graveyards with her enough.
She's an unusual cow imo because her life is pretty normal and functional but she invents problems for herself by being overly invested in random ryans and relationships in general. It's literally all in her mind, it's not material problems or her living situation.
No. 1839060
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He's still got her up on his Facebook. His name is Jerry Carmine.
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And this is the girl he went back to.
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>>1839063Samefag but blouse skinwalking confirmed. I hope she dyes her hair darker and gets black glasses next.
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And out of nowhere, she's wearing eyeliner, just like ClockRyan's girl.
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This is exactly what she said before Paracon yet she still spent the last week crying over Ryan.
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>>1839187And this is what ClockRyan aka AutismRyan aka JerryRyan was saying
No. 1839442
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I guess this is where it ends kek
No. 1839443
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I guess this is where it ends kek
No. 1839466
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>>1839442they are still friends on Facebook. He is still seeing her insanity.
No. 1839494
>>1839490how long did they know each other? how long were they “dating” and to what extent? did he say anything else about her? … how did you find this thread?!
thanks in advance and make sure you read the rules so you don’t get banned
https://lolcow.farm/rules No. 1839502
>>1839500lord, i wonder if he found the thread before or after he called it off. and i wonder what he’s thinking now, watching her spiral publicly like this. he dodged a bullet for sure. imagine if he’d stuck it out any longer.
ClockRyan needn’t worry too much. she’ll cool off as soon as she meets a new Ryan, although she’ll probably write vague posts referencing trains and clocks for the next few years.
No. 1839518
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I know him about 6 years now. I pose as a traffic cone on Facebook for laughs(though it's been a while since I shared anything). What other proof you want? I can post photos of us working on railcars if you want.
Btw, I'm new here so I have no idea how to directly reply. Obviously don't really use this website that often
No. 1839555
>>1839518Is it true what Heather said that he confessed his love to her and promised a relationship?
oh, and how he felt when she was running around train tracks and stone cirlcle like a retarded child? lol
No. 1839825
>>1839645Please, it’s now Traffic Cone. That is his name. I hope he returns after the temp ban, this is the best insight into Behind the Hag Scenes in a long while.
>>1839507That figures. The sadboi posting was about a brown eyed girl. The other ex has blue eyes. My autism is showing. Thanks for the milk, Traffic Cone. Your ban will wear off in a bit and you’ll be able to post again. Just make sure you write sage in the email field.
No. 1839855
Traffic Cone, what does he think of her calling him "her ex" and all the love stuff? Did it scare him?
>>1839555I'm curious about both of things too kek
No. 1839865
>>1839663I noticed earlier that ClockRyan wasn’t following her anymore and scooted right over here to see the fallout. I can’t wait for inevitable story spill later tonight.
>>1839518Traffic Cone! The mods have removed your ban, I think? Please tell me, does ClockRyan actually like clocks and their inner workings, or did he just mention they were cool when they went antiquing, so she casually bought THREE of the fuckers then went full-on clock fan? Btw we totally understand exactly what the issue was, her insane love obsession.
No. 1839898
Ok, trying to answer everyone's questions here.
First, just to prove I am a friend of his, if you all go to the Oyster Bay Railroad Museums Facebook page tomorrow night, you'll see him working on train cars. Telling you this now because I plan on going with him(not gonna say which person I am because I'd rather keep it that way) and it will prove that we are infact friends.
He did not "Confess his love." Infact, he told her he wanted to take it slow because of what the other girl did to him. Also, he said he didn't pay much mind to it, you all know that the general population of train fans other than my group of friends is either missing chromosomes or has the intelligence of a Jelly fish, so you kinda become numb to that kind of stuff unless their behavior is blatantly unsafe.
For the "Love" stuff, his actual ex didn't stop bothering him for months and caused a lot of fallout, so he doesn't really care. I mean, it's not like she's going after him physically (yes, that has happened). To put it in his words "I've seen and been through some fucked up shit, a crazy chick with an obsession over me is not that scary."
He was following her still just to see what she was saying out of curiosity. No ego trip or anything like what was mentioned earlier. He does care about her still as a human being and wishes the best for her, but she clearly isn't ready for that yet.
Yea he is into clocks. Clocks, trains and vintage cameras. He likes tinkering with clocks and model trains, working on real trains and he actually shoots 8mm film cameras. He actually bought her two clocks and gave her a third as a nice gesture. He said he felt bad for her because her room was "So quiet you could hear a pin drop."(this is an imageboard)
No. 1839988
>>1839951damn.. thanks for all the info, Traffic Cone
i feel bad for your friend having to put up with heather, sounds like he was actually kind towards her
also you can reply to posts by pressing the post number, or adding >> in front of the post number inside of your reply
No. 1840012
>>1839898So did he learn of this page after? When he saw her freak out post-breakup? Understandable to look into her for that.
Do you know if she mentioned her past, social media experience, or lolcow fame to him?
No. 1840039
>>1839988Yea, he's not exactly the
abusive type. He's nuts, but has a kind heart. He really thought that it would work out at first
>>1840012 He learned of it only a few days ago, though I'm not sure how.
He didn't really say much about her past, just how she's been through
abusive relationships and stuff like that. As for her internet fame, he did say that she talked a bit about people being out there to ruin her, especially after she went from cosplay to what she's into now. Sounded like a sob story, but he felt bad for her until now. Especially seeing that she's got a bit of a history.
No. 1840083
>>1839920Did he have sex with her the weekend she came over, knowing he was going to end things with her?
Because if so, that's pretty shitty and I'm not surprised Heather chimped out afterwards.
No. 1840220
>>1839898>He does care about her still as a human being and wishes the best for her, He seems like he's quite kind, probably why Heather liked him, it's interesting how he apparently wanted to be friends but Heather was like
no, love only!! like, if you like this man so much what'a the harm of staying friends? She does have some male friends too so I don't see the problem, isn't it better to be part of someone's life in some way, even if not
tru luv uwu if you like them. Doesn't make sense to me why it has to be relationship dialed up to 1000 or nothing, especially if this guy has some relationship trauma and isn't ready for that
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and just like that, heather moves on. the fact that she instantly stopped pining after she was blocked plus the friend milk that contradicts her story has convinced me. she doesn't believe she shit she writes, its all for attention. ryan attention obviously, but when she loses that she immediately pivots to saddest sad girl bravely recovering from the greatest heartbreak in history so her simps will validate her. i cant believe anybody in this thread takes what she says at face value.
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The drummer from poison is still thirsting.
No. 1840259
>>1840252this ain’t it
when did this dude have time to “manipulate” her in two weeks?
No. 1840280
>>1840252heather has the same "ridiculous sob story" that paints her as the helpess
victim for each ryan. do you really think every guy she goes on a couple dates with is declaring his undying love for her just to get laid? even dumb guys aren't that dumb.
No. 1840285
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Gearing up to swoop.
No. 1840292
>>1840012I wonder if the thread is her fallback for her Ryans not working out. Like, she can always blame someone else instead of criticizing her role in the matter. I think its a part of why she doesn't cover her tracks dating wise, and also why shes so quick to post them on her social media. She gets to blame her obsessed haters instead of her own undoing.
I think if she
really wanted a match to work out, she would use an alias online or a separate account. But, no, shes quick to perform for the next round. I think she thinks shes in some wacky rom com, and forgets shes dealing with real people who are flawed and still becoming who they aspire to be.
No. 1840333
>>1840252Yeah I'm not on his side, if anything it seems like he and Heather have the same issues and were not able to empathize with each other regardless of having similar experiences, based on traffic cone's story.
>>1839920Like clockryan was pining after an ex
while on a date with Heather and she naturally (for her) flipped, obviously someone who has worked through their issues would have reacted better, but they are both making the same mistakes. I can see a future girlfriend of clockryan being put off by the pining the same way Heather's pining is offputting.
No. 1840347
>>1840333These two were clearly a disaster waiting to happen. He's not mentally stable, a sadnboi and weird romantic. Heather is off the deep end and I'm sure they played off each other a bit. However, I'm inclined to believe most of what the Cone says since ClockRyan was so quick to break it off.
>>1840334KEK I wish he had enough material to start his own thread. I'm insanely curious about this dude I will admit. Seems to be a bit milky.
No. 1840418
>>1840220Her male friends are only "friends" because she deems them undatable unlike this train-ryan who she was already fantasizing having babies with just a week or two into their "relationship". I stand by my earlier comment that her obsession took off due to his more nurturing and providing nature in comparison to the other Ryans of past. She's looking for a new provider and someone she deems "father" material which is deeply concerning considering how clearly unwell she is. She'd make a terrible and deeply emotionally manipulative mother.
>>1840248It's like her entire mood hinges on whether or not she has a date planned or a ryan in her pocket. Totally not unhinged behavior.
>>1840256You are too old for her Richard, you will never be Heather's perfect little spoopy boy. Hilarious this washed up old cock rock dude is still all over her comments and DMs though.
No. 1840688
>>1840099She stayed for a weekend sleepover at his house and you don't think they had sex simply because you (another male) find him nice?
All of you in here stop kissing the Anon's ass and also stop trying to defend TismRyan. He's a shitty man who knew he didn't want to date Heather and still had her over for a sex weekend and dumped her right after.
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>>1840743Speaking of which…
No. 1840777
>>1840769let me tell you how date two will go:
>"I love him">"He will be the father of my children">"I've never met anyone that fit more and he is the most amazing boy in the whole world"and after date three:
>"Look at my new stones (owls, plants, clocks, whatever hobby that guy has), they are the only one keeping me company">"He left me because of the stones, I'm too weird for him, I will always be alone, they just can't handle someone as weird as I am" No. 1840795
>>1840791Good call. The Halloween Tragedy.
>>1840783I think growth is practically impossible but she may have computed that to act too quickly is to lose a Ryan. A self fulfilling prophecy. Ryan go poof!
No. 1840825
>>1840256Pure, uncut tinfoil, but I've decided that this
>>1755718 ask was the Poison guy too lmao. I love the idea of our Heather shooting down this old weirdo over and over.
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I'm not sure how much it could have been dragged out at this point… but alas again
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>>1840938KEK! She should spend her time crying while sitting behind her 800 plants.
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I wonder what made him change his mind.
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No. 1841045
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>Heather on the first date
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No. 1841080
>>1840938charitable answer: she's doing errands on a day off and driving can really allow your mind and feelings to wander freely. it's the one place you can't easily divert yourself with screens or most other media. similar to how people often dig deeper and cry in the shower.
triple that if a love song comes on the radio which of course is almost every song on the radio. she could have had a crying fit while driving. pulled over (hopefully) and journaled it (good). but then posted what should have stayed a draft as another sad and insane looking public post on her story (not good).
i'm glad she's writing it down when flooded with intense emotions while in a crisis, irrational or not. but this is hurt the world does not need to know about girl
uncharitable answer: selfie lighting in the front seat of a car can be amazing. bizarrely one of the most flattering selfie locations in my experience
No. 1841119
>>1840039She was never into cosplay. She abused almost every guy she's been.She finds dudes who she thinks are slightly successful, latches onto them so they'll pay for her hobbies. She doesn't own her house, her jobs not that great but a jobs a job. Her family has money. She had to drop the goth back in the day because her uncle was going to kick her off the will. That's what her ex told me, but who knows she spews so much bull for attention it's hard to find what's true or not.
She also used to send every guy she knew before all this nudes and if called out on it would lie and say she photoshopped herself into someone else for jokes.
>>1838564She's 34-36 not younger or older
(Sage) No. 1841129
>>1841119Sage your autism.
She was into furries for a few years before the breakdown of her marriage. She attended a couple anthrocons with Adam. I remember she had someone help her design a fur suit head. Back in her lispy cringy Heather Sparkles days..
No. 1841179
>>1841160Yep, she posted her license or something at one point (with pertinent stuff blacked out) and she was def born in 1990.
>>1840946So she invited him to her house? On the second date? I guess he thought she was moving fast in a few different ways. The shorter Ryancycles are making me sad, though. She used to at least be able to get a guy to the mutual crush phase but now they're getting spooked early on.
No. 1841231
>>1841160sorry
nonnie, I apparently missed the drivers license that was posted and couldn't find confirmation on her age otherwise, just estimations so I googled her name. Weird that there seems to be another Heather Steele around her area just a couple years older though, I wouldn't have taken that as a common name.
No. 1841420
>>1840912So why did he bail??
…I wonder if he googled her and found this thread, kek.
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No. 1841650
>>1841623Jfc this is depressing but I can't feel sorry for you because this is all your own doing. You could have friends if you tried and made an effort. People don't have to be into every single thing you're into. Just one or two common interests is enough. What happened to the people in the group photo you posted at paracon? Why don't you focus some of your time putting in an effort with potential friends rather than spending so much time obsessing over finding the next Ryan. Oh that's right because you'd rather cry and complain endlessly about how you're just too extreme for anyone.
Heather, you haven't had a stable relationship for more than several months in years. Your family has had to set boundaries with you. And you have no friends. This kind of isolation is not healthy. Maybe it's time to put on your big girl panties and set yourself some priorities in finding some real friends before you end up in a very dark place.
No. 1841734
>>1835422>>1835406late but do save link as, or copy the link and paste without anony.link
bless heather for all this content
No. 1841767
>>1841650Literally if she dedicated even 10% of the time she dedicates for searching for, thinking and planning about, meeting, crying and posting about Ryans to one or two female friends she could have a couple of besties. Girls don't ask for much, Heather could throw a few messages a week and meet up once a month and it would eventually make a world of difference to her mental health.
d
Dedicating literally 100% of your emotional energy to stranger moids who owe you (and thus will give you) nothing is how you turn out like Heather, slowly going more insane by the day
No. 1841832
>>1841623it's all a pity party to her, it's extremely clear she doesn't want friends or anything at all except for a ryan who will dote on her and be obsessed with her. that's why she's alone.
maybe if she quit wishing for the impossible and put actual focus on the things she likes (minus a moid) and started going out more to meet people it would naturally come, but instead she cries over herself on social media when she's the one creating the problems
it's exactly like
>>1841673, trainryan asked to be friends and now she's crying she has no friends. she makes it hard to feel bad for her
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Then she shoots down someone who literally says he'll participate? What does this bitch WANT!
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No. 1842164
>>1842039no, she’ll buy stuff and take battlefield selfies
that is the only way she relates to the world
No. 1842278
>>1842142Kek nonita the classic Hag. Love you.
>>1841999I give it a week, tops.
No. 1842329
>>1842142Appreciate you
nonnie!
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Still desperate for Train/ClockRyan
No. 1842483
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>>1842478Liked by a Ryan lol
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No. 1842611
>>1842478>>1842479>>1842513This is definitely her pulling a "look what you're missing out on!" posting. Similar to when she spams us with her ugly lewds and weird cleavage shots directly after striking out with a ryan.
>>1842607Wow, she's wearing winged eyeliner AND her old killstar clothes? Trainryan really did do a number on her.