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Ashley Isaacs / ghostxperfume thread
Edgy Tumblr: http://guts-spilling-over.tumblr.com/
Went to the old thread and it was dead…
But those fucking kneecaps man! How do they even support her? And I didn't know bones could be that small…
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pls link old thread next time OP >>224122
Ashley would make a fantastic specimen in research on human body under duress or something. I mean wow, I wonder what science would learn if they used her in a scientific study.
Also where is her wheelchair in the photo? Does she purposely park it out of the way in the picture to give the impression she can walk?
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i had a dream the other night that ashley disappeared off the internet for a while, and when she returned she had gained weight and was on the track to recovery. everyone on /pt/ was very proud of her. but even though she gained weight her skin was still gross and wrinkled. she looked like this tbh
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Omfg wtf is that thing
Thats so sad
I hope she recovers, but I don't know how she can do it
>>246026> does she have a condition like Lizzie Velasquez where she can't gain any weight??
No, she just has an extreme eating disorder
> If she doesn't, has anyone ever told her that it's not healthy?
that's a dumb question
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I posted before about wanting to do her autopsy (it's my job, I'm not creepy). Finally did one on someone who was even thinner last week. Their spinal column stuck out through their stomach while lying on their back. This person had been like that for 7 years and all organs were black and green and the skull was yellow and extremely thin. The organs were tiny and rested on either side of the spine with nothing on the spinal column. Thyroid bone was 100% visible through the neck skin. The muscles that sit over the skull were basically non-existant. Asshole was a hole sitting over the tailbone. The brain was literal mush as were the lungs. Their liver was half the size of a normal liver. The intestines were mostly dead and just fell apart to the touch.
This is what Ash would look like inside.. Completely and utterly diseased and rotten. The smell was awful as this person had been slowly dying from starvation for 7 years. Stomach acid was found in places where stomach acid should never be.
The sad thing is eating would reverse a lot of the damage and would of prevented death. This is your future in 2-3 years Ashley.
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What's with all the newfags?
Fascinating and horrifying. Thank you for that, anon.
Pretty sure Ash's brain has been mush for a long time, though.
If Ash gets spoilered, ginger better get it too.>>246024>As a male
Stopped reading there. GTFO
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Loads. She was an underage camgirl when she first surfaced so be careful what you search for.
Can lazy newfags please lurk?
Jfc every thread someone needs to be spoon fed the story and provided pictures of ash before she was full spoop. Her name is in the OP post, google it you lazy pricks.
I wanna read ur blog. This is excellent and interesting.
How'd her stomach acid get out and where did it go?
Yea as if people would have time and patience to through full threads from past years especially when they have 20% of milk, 50% people spamming skeleton pictures and comparing her looks to them and 30% of trolling and her self-posting.
If you've been through them before you got here, well GG but you really don't have to force anyone else to do the same.
If this is true, it's incredibly fascinating. I'm echoing all the other anons' questions. Dying to know more info!
dying. heh. 'dying'. funny.
Oh my God, fuck right off.
Why are so many people on imageboards so fucking picky about little things like this …? chill. It's not like YOU have to put any effort in. Unless it bothers you that you have to scroll past newfag questions? In which case hypocritical AF, because you're essentially asking to be spoonfed perfection yourself.
Cause of death was liver failure with aetilogy for aspiration pneumonia. This person also had a small brain. The brain sits pretty packed into the skull with the dura tightly encasing it. This brain was not sitting flush with the dura and had clear gyri that kind of looked like gelatin. Fresh brains are typically pinkish and are very soft like a firm creme brulé… This brain just slopped out like what is typical in rather decomposed brains or people who were found days later in water.
Stomach acid was found all throughout the small intestine, lungs and ascending bowel. There was so much poop inside this person considering the starvation however it was bright yellow within the small bowel (literal bright yellow) which I have never seen before in my life. All of the organs were just sized weirdly such as the spleen being the same size as the kidneys (the spleen is pretty small) and the lungs just sat at the bottom of the chest cavity.. The lungs will sit flush with the rib plate, but when I removed the rib plate in this person the lungs were situated literally half way down so there was a space of about 12cm of nothingness.
Fat people are more disgusting inside (as in 200+ kgs.. They have litres and litres of liquid grease just in the cavities) however this person was just a shriveled sack with barely functioning organs. They were smaller than Ash which shocked me as I didn't think that was possible. They were about 172cm and 21kgs.
I could see the femoral artery without cutting them open. It was just there on the thigh against the bone. The skin around the crouch was like a pair of saggy skin underpants and it felt like it would tear every time I rubbed the leg (you push your fist up against the femoral vein on the thigh to get the blood to move upwards for sampling).
>>246194>t's not like YOU have to put any effort in. Unless it bothers you that you have to scroll past newfag questions?
Lurk moar is one of the oldest rules of imageboards. I wish you faggots would fuck off back to tumblr, GOMI. or whatever autistic hugbox you came from. >>246171
The last Ashley threads are complete garbage and I don't even read them but the earlier threads are actually worth completely reading.
I only stick to imageboards lol
It was the spinal column visible through the stomach that got me. I opened the bag and the stomach was concave on both sides with the spine sitting in the middle raised about 5cm from the rest of the stomach. I wish I had a picture similar to it. I'll try and find something because it was insane.
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Dropped my pic. Sorry farmers.
Stop being lazy. It takes twenty fucking minutes to scroll you dick.>>246194
Can you plz take your cancer elsewhere? Its fucking obnoxious to have 1000 rehashes of Ashley's boring story and 100000 faggots asking or before pics as if
Google was never invented. Are you really so slow that you can't scroll through a few threads or make a google search?
Just to add: Autopsies call for a specific cause of death. So anorexia isn't cause of death it's what the anorexia did to the body to cause death. This is why I want an autopsy on Ash to find out what killed her whether it will be perforated bowel, heart attack or whatever have you.
For example suicide by hanging is in layman's terms the cause of death but medically it is neck compression due to hanging, so this person I cut open died from liver failure. The reason anorexic deaths have so little info is apparently most countries only do autopsies on murder victims etc. Here everyone with an unknown cause (such as starvation that caused ____) gets put under the knife. However the primary cause of death ie liver failure is put down but not "liver failure due to severe anorexia nervosa" which is dumb IMO because anorexia is rarely put on a Death Cert.
This sorta medical stuff is my bread and butter.
I'm a little sad I can't find images of a body in a similar state. Obviously not going to request your work pics though.
I imagine her bones were horribly weakened. I know you said the skull was really thin and yellowed.
Did the blood vessels of the scalp stand out?
Yes and it was awful. Very patch hair too. When I reflected the scalp there was no fat just hair follicles barely holding onto the skin.
The external carotid artery was visible on the neck. If they fell down wrong it could be easily severed just like the visible femoral artery. In normal people you have inches of fat and muscle protecting that shit.
The temporal is muscle on the skull was just nothing… It was like a thin bit of paper which was annoying as the screws used to put the skull back in place when you reconstruct the body are hidden under the temporalis muscle which is usually pretty thick. Let's just say the screws were very visible afterwards and the funeral director would of had to put a wig on this person if the family wanted to view them.
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Thanks ms skeltal. Many doots.
Autopsy anon you are my favourite.
I'd happy read these reports all day about anyone.
Were they jaundiced then, due to liver failure? were they also young? this is really interesting and fascinating.
I know starvation eats up muscles and I guess getting little to no fats/carbs/protein also eats at the brain when the body is trying to survive. That's really sad.
Thank you autopsy anon,
I've learned some cool things!
Is there any reason why I shouldn't make an encyclopedia dramatica page for ash? It would be a good resource to redirect newfags to but the fact that there isn't one makes me wonder if that's intentional.
but vegan isn't something you go on and off from
she eats plant-based when not b/p then, since veganism isn't a diet
and how can she "qualify" for any diet if she stops eating that way whenever she pleases?
this is like saying I'm a fruitarian because I eat fruit sometimes, that's not how it works
it's disordered eating from a disordered mind. it doesn't have to make sense.
also, take the vegan semantics elsewhere, this most certainly isn't the thread for it.
I don't think this counts as a pedo because they're around the same age. One of my close friends talked to her during the hamtaro era and made plans to meet her but she ditched him at the last minute. Supposedly she did this to a lot of dudes. Even so, when he found out about her current state it really got him down. I'm fairly sure she was the first girl he really liked/loved.
In spite of all that I kind of remember him telling me some things she said that were fucking crazy, but I cannot remember for the life of me what. Some of the hamtaro-era fans/predators would probably know the same shit though? I'm fairly sure it included details about her home life and also fetish things. Could be wrong though.
this made me cry. sounds like a sad and scary way too go. everything having to disintegrate before the soul/spirit/consciousness finally just gives up and gtfo. amazing how long whatever animates us will persist despite an insistence of self destruction
really interesting read, thank you for sharing
Get the fuck out. You underage faggots who flock here and don't know jack shit about image board culture need to learn to assimilate or preferably die
Fucking hell this is exactly what went wrong with forchon
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Seriously this is her? Jesus…
So she cammed at this age, tried to kill herself, is that when eating disorder started? I need a timeline!
Jfc, these. Are. So. Old.>>246331
to answer your question though, no. Please note that the only
reason I'm answering your question is because most people seem to get it wrong. She was bulimic back in the camgirl days.
But no, you don't need a timeline. You need to go back to the first Ashley threads, here: >>21279
Since I'm feeling generous, here's a link to all the threads (special thanks to the anon who made #11 for starting the list):
thread #16: >>224122
thread #15: >>208348
thread #14: >>197629
thread #13: >>155743
thread #12: >>145748
thread #11: >>106778
thread #10: >>99602
thread #9: >>94146
thread #8: >>89979
thread #7 >>81899
thread #6: >>76718
thread #5: >>66250
thread #4: >>40939
thread #3: >>34685
thread #2: >>32362
thread #1: >>21279
No more stupid questions now, please.
Its fucked up.
She's about the weight of a four year old. My niece is five and is significantly more muscled than Ash. I think her thighs are probably a whole 7 inches around.
Different anon, but anorexia kills about one in ten of people who develop it. I guess most people in autopsy-anons line of work would get a few.
Probably more if they live near clinics or IP psychiatric facilities.
That's why her pants sit above her knees.
Kekeke I remember this photo.
You guys are digging up some ancient stuff.
Yeah, loads of them suicide but they still get autopsied and are anorexic on the slab.
It would probably be similar to autopsying an old lady.
Probably a little worse, but the bones and skin would be quite similar IIRC.
I think the biggest difference would be how severe anorexics reek of ammonia.
I think the only good deets would be from the pedos that talked to her privately.
I was on /b during the time she posted threads and all I can remember is the drama of her being underaged after but I didn't really care enough to pay much attention at all. I also might have said she had a fat weird face in one of her threads but I'm hoping I just thought it in retrospect kek.
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At least 9 years.
Its pretty obvious she'd have fuck all left of her real hair. Plus we've all seen the proof its a wig.
I think she just got one similar to her real hair and tries to pass it off. Maybe it was her own hair in the hamtaro pics but its been that nasty vomit-rag on her head for at least five years.
What pisses me off about this is that she's been emaciated like this for say, a solid three years if not more? It makes me mad because there have been much "healthier" looking (relatively speaking) anorexics who have died in a shorter span due to acute complications.
It's just not fair…https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_deaths_from_anorexia_nervosa
Karen Carpenter abused ipecac. The Ramos sisters were waaaaay underweight, they didn't just all of a sudden die after a month or two of starving.
Some of the other anorexics in the last also abused laxatives. I'm sure their deaths were sped up greatly with all the dehydration and screwed up electrolyte leves.
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How does she earn it, I wonder…?
One last one for now but yes, this person reeked of ammonia and urine. Old people have more delicate skin and are prone to the skin sloughing off during the autopsy.. This person had weirdly leather-like skin despite it being so thin and semitranslucent.
For details this person was not a bulimic and was older (30's). Strictly limited their food intake. The poop was bright yellow liquid with rock hard nuggets throughout. The anus was all torn up due to being shriveled and basically external to the body.. Also from passing this sharp poop shards I guess. They would of shit themselves constantly (well, had the fluid leaking out) as the anus just didn't really function anymore.
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I knew there'd be some Ash talk because of her latest ig post, but half a dozen posts into this new thread I'm thinking exactly this.
WHO ARE YOU PEOPLE?
There are a billion threads of juicy gossip about her here. Read them. We are not York Notes.
Dw autopsychan, so am I. I got really happy talking about it with ya, so thanks!
Its pretty fascinating and its pretty related to why most of us follow ash and her drama; morbid curiosity.
Plz be camming.
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Valeria levitina lived for years like pic related IIRC.
They can survive a surprisingly long time, even really fucked up.
what was the actual cause of death? Heart attack brought on by anorexia? Actually, what did the heart even look like? I've heard that changes qutie a bit in appearance with severe cases of eating disorders.
also on a side note, I wanted to be an autopsy doctor, but I got pretty badly ridiculed for that career dream when I was in middle school, so I gave it up. Congrats on having a cool job!
But she's not suicidal lol.
And she's obv doing something right, or else she'd be dead. In b4 'she's past ded, bonelord 5evr' etc etc
All I'm saying is that just leave her alone, and she'll milk herself. Like usual. People need to stop trying to play God's Little Helper to try to fill their own pathetic void or smth.
Everyone always is and its because nobody understands how social services actually work.
Unless someone is threatening or causing immediate harm to someone else or themseles (not just being skinny, I mean holding knives to people/slicing veins/on the rooftop/choking someone etc etc) nobody can do anything.
She refuses therapy and any other services available to her and emergency services can't do shit until she's bleeding out from a Mallory Weiss tear or having a heart attack.
yep and if she had filthy rich parents, they'd probably hide her away in some permanent inpatient where she could torment her keepers.
Ash isn't going anywhere.
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A distinction without much of a difference in this case, anon. At least, not to Ash.
Related, but she finally clarified what she means by "battling" her mental illnesses: waking up. That's it. That's the extent of her "battle."
News flash, Ash: that's not what battling is. That's not an opinion; that's a fact. What you're doing is surviving with your mental illnesses. Battling, by definition,
is fighting, and that means actually trying to recover.
In a broad sense. It's a sign of kidney and liver deterioration, but when someone's on death's door they do just start to get a "death smell" for lack of a better term.
It doesn't help that they're often incontinent and produce very concentrated urine, which smells really strong. I imagine Ash probably smells like a 90 year old's incontinence pad tbh.
>>246735>I wanted to be an autopsy doctor, but I got pretty badly ridiculed for that career dream when I was in middle school
This is something that grinds my gears. I was interested in working in the funeral industry but because death's this massive taboo for some people, they think you're being "weird" or "edgy", so I was made to feel like a twat and that was that.
Decades later, I still wish I could do it. Autopsy anon's contributions are fascinating because the human body's interesting. It's strange to me how watching autopsy videos because you want to learn something is seen as morbid or w/e.
Sage for vent and slightly OT.
IIRC, the human species is supposed to be incredibly resilient, it's a pretty important asset in our survival. The body adapts itself pretty well to adverse circumstances.
Of course, Ash's survival is still absurd.
It's funny because I normally hate guts and surgeries and stuff, but the show is well done and it doesn't bother me.
I also took an AP anatomy class in high school. It is amazing how much anatomy doctors have to memorize. We also had human skeletons we took home in trunks to study for exams.
I went to school in Victoria and western aus and we did anatomy in year 8 science and again in detail in human bio in year 11/12.
I think just knowing what's what is pretty beneficial.
Lol, ten years ago this might have meant something. She was a depressed kid.
She's let herself go for so long and deliberately refused to improve herself in any way. She's not battling she's sucking the cock of the opposition and loving herself for it.
I've never seen someone so emotionally underdeveloped but she's practically retarded in terms of social and emotional skills.
Ash, choosing to make yourself so weak its hard to get out of chairgrave doesn't make it a victory when you finally rattle your way up into the wheelgrave.
I just don't have it in me to feel sympathy or empathy towards her. I've known too many people who just wallow in their mental illness, complaining about how hard it is all the while.
It just seems pathetic imo. Its not an easy thing to do, but she's deliberately picked disease over anything else approximately 3650 days in a row, knowing all that time that she has the option to pick something better.
Any friends she might have had left her behind for a damn good reason. She's a deadweight.
In my AP anatomy class, we dissected cats and stuff. I could never stand it, even in middle school when we opened worms and starfish. IDK how vets and humans do it.
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I wonder if they're serious… Just why
They got our cow parts from the abbattoir. Nah, we didn't even have frogs or mice thank fuck. I didn't have to do the cow parts because I'm a vegetable. Cats. I'm going to have bad dreams.
On topic, I can imagine ash has a him of preparation h cream. Possible piles from constipation.
I'm gonna guess that he smells like bile, pee, and that cheap hello kitty body spray people buy for seven year old girls.
Idk how she would bathe. Hot water would probably knock her out. Her blood pressure must be appalling.
Nah, you're thinking of her opinion on lotions. She's said that lotions make you fat because they have oils in them that your skin absorbs. Not an uncommon fear in severe anorectics.
I am not sure about perfume,
but I remember her saying on her old ghostxperfume tumblr that she uses that body spray from Bath and Body Works.
That's got me thinking… starvation shrinks and ruins so many different parts of the body… does she even have a sense of smell? Would her olfactory bulb have shriveled up,and/or would her olfactory cilia have fallen out? Or would some survival instinct cause her sense of smell to be heightened? In any case, she's almost certainly nose blind to her own stink by now.
No, I didn't spend much time away from her when I lived with her due to being disabled and also not having a car. What I did do was spend most of my time away from her in the house, like in my bedroom or the basement. But every time we got in the car together or she would come up to be close, I could smell her.
I think it's made worse since she doesn't brush her teeth either and she smokes.
Probably a lot of pain from not having fat to cushion her bones, as well as fatigue and weakness.
I have a theory as to how she's alive.
For background/context: I was diagnosed anorexia nervosa binge/purge subtype, which is definitely what Ash has. This was years ago; I gained weight but kept up the bulimic behaviors so my diagnosis shifted to bulimia. I'm working on that now, I've gone from 50-60 binge/purge episodes per month (seriously, I have done the math) to maybe four or five per month. It's not easy, it has taken a lot of fighting that Ashley will probably never even try, and of course I still have a long way to go. Anyway, throughout my AN/BP period and at the lower weights the of my bulimic period (the only difference between AN/BP and bulimia w/ restrictive behaviors is weight TBH) there have been times where I never ate unless I was binging and purging.
When you binge/purge, you can never truly get EVERYTHING up. You could call me skilled at making myself sick, for lack of better phrasing. I throw up until I'm vomiting only clear water and stomach acid. But somehow I lived despite eating nothing but what I would throw up, and throwing up everything that could possibly be purged, sometimes for months.
How? Something must've stayed down, that's how. Some food must make it to the duodenum for digestion before it can be purged, or else I would have died. Granted, I never have been and never will be as thin as Ashley, thank goodness. But the important part is that I lived off what just couldn't be purged.
That must be Ashley's case. She's living on the remnants of her binges. That's why she's lasted so long. And I'm sure sometimes she's just too exhausted to purge it all and must keep down even more; that's happened to me, too. Then there are the inevitable ER visits. With a severe ED, going to the hospital for a fluids or glucose drip isn't rare. Sometimes a potassium drip or something, depending. IV Potassium sux tho, it BURNS like a bitch. But I digress. Those would keep her alive longer, is what I'm saying. She must monitor her blood pressure and heart rate pretty closely.
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What the fuck
That was like 500+ words and all it said was 'ME ME ME ME LOOK AT ME ME ME ME ME ME IM IMPORTANT ME ME'
Why would you post your life story here for Christs sake?
The last sentence was relevant and it still explained nothing.
Not shit she has to monitor her blood pressure, great story you knob.
"She must keep something down."
FTFY. Without all the unnecessary attention seeking bullshit. Or do you just love to talk about yourself? This thread's about Ash, nobody asked for your life story.
Nobody asked for your boring diary entries, and you aren't educating anyone on anything you dumbass.
Did you think someone here would be impressed by your story?
she doesn't want it. she'll sabotage it, and sabotage everyone, fuck with everyone, waste the money it costs, and take a place someone who wants to live
I do it because it is fascinating. Often you can get hired at a funeral home with no experience if the whole death thing doesn't squick you out.
I'm just a normal mid twenties woman. I do warn you that most people in the industry are a bit nutty.. In a good way. It's mostly women too.
It'd just turn into a bunch of >>247552
types sperging out about how *~*~sOoOoOoo ILL and SICK~*~*they are, you know what this site is like.
Fuck off back to MPA and go gabble about your life struggles there.
No one here gives a fuck.
Do you think Ashley hit the 100 pound mark when she was 16-17… At least she was cute back then, and I saw a few videos of her on her old YouTube channel. She actually seem to be nice… Now she is a spooky looking skeleton, who has one foot in the grave and ready to kick the bucket with the other.. She is rotten to the core. She is so mean and hateful, and wants to make everyone one miserable around her.. I don't blame her mom wanting to spend Christmas in Vegas.. She probably wantsed to enjoy Christmas, and not let her vomit breath daughter ruin it for her.. I am sure she makes her moms life a living hell, so of course she is going to want to take vacations and have boyfriends. We are now Ashley will never have one, and less he is brain is so fried from drugs, he doesn't know better. Would make an interesting couple thou, one who has a fried brain and the other a malnourished, but whatever Ashley is living her teenage dream of being the skinniest anorexic.. Basically that is all she has going for her.. She doesn't have a life other wise. I bet some 90 years olds have better qualities of life, but Ashley choose her calling.. People need to quit feeling bad for her bony ass and suck in face that makes her look like a freak of nature.. She should have been casted on American Horror Story season 4 The Freak show series, at least she would have made some money being a freak
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Is this how bulimics have sex?
HOW DID YOU FIN DTHTAT IM WORRIED
I didn't imply that at all, this is just one of the few cases that it can be considered an appropriate response.
Also I'd rather see a tumblrfag than someone with a vomit fetish around here. You're just salty that people don't celebrate your vomit fetish.
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It's a cachexic corpse. This is what an ana would look like on the slab.
I joined mpa after getting into skelecows and flakes. I've never posted and only go there to look for people who might fit in here.
Tbh, I'm one of those who wish they'd nuke that site. It's hideous.
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it's all falling into place
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Can't believe the anas over there find it incredulous that starvation for a long period of time does the things to the body mentioned by autopsy anon.
It's like expecting an 80 a day smoker who died of cancer to have fleshy pink lungs or something.
Oh, duh me! That's not a glamorous way to go though, is it.
this is the stupid shit that comes out of your mouth when your brain's been malnourished. wannabe skellies, take note>>248176
you forget that ED-chans are deluded maniacs. let them keep thinking that they're ~pale, feather-weight princesses with self-destructive tendencies because they're oh so dark, damaged and intellectual~ when their stomach ruptures and bile spills into the rest of their body. let 'em keep saying "fuck recovery" when they're sitting in a web of IVs and feeding tubes. instead of waiting for a heart attack brought on by your malnutrition, why not just speed up the process and just kill yourself now? no sympathy for those who refuse to see logic and recover.
Yeah, I'm at the part where one's saying NO THIS IS WHAT AN ANOREXIC'S AUTOPSY READS LIKE [inserts link to Karen Carpenter's], as if every case is the same.
It's making me lol how they presume anon is a "guy".
I'm praying this one is sarcastic, considering that's an overused phrase and not possible. But then… >>248180
seems serious. Christ.
one said that Ash photoshops hahaha
She also claims she has reached a BMI of 10 so her credibility is a bit shot
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noooo worlds are colliding
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Caption: ghost.in.my.pocket I have the worst relationships with Monday's ???? Don't mind the bats & ghosts; because every damn day I wish it were Halloween. HOW MUCH LONGER AGAIN??
You named the file 'horrifying'.
If it's so 'horrid', why go intentionally look her up? Why intentionally post here, looking at her? Hmm..
Do you know where you are
Are you lost
God I can see it now.
A child's pikachu casket, stuffed animals overflowing, ash laid out inside with a big shit eating grin on her spooped-to-dead face.
The music is some magical girl soundtrack, there are tables and tables of sushi, cake, candy, cereal, meatloaf, cheese, laxatives, and a chocolate fondue fountain. All the plates have "too much food" printed on them.
Only her mum and the funeral director are there. Because gets up, looks at the director and says 'yep. She was.' And then leaves for a boob job.
A cage full of rabbits is released after the eulogy, as per the bonelords request. They get into the buffet, make a mess. The funeral director is disgusted and confused, he leaves.
Ash haunts the funeral home, forever waitin for the funeral she thinks she deserves. She calls all the other ghosts fat.
Was on a site and was reminded of ashley. She needs to stop binging
>Death due to neurogenic shock following gastric rupture in an anorexia nervosa patient*
"Take notice of her position, the discoloring of her limbs and her stomach.
She was 19 and had anorexia and bulimia for 5 years.
Died at 5' 1" (155cm) and 94 lbs (43kg) after her stomach ripped after eating 5.6 liters (pic of stomach contents) of food.
She was in full rigor mortis - which is present from 12-72 hours. The bruises set the time frame at around 8+ hours.
Her eyes had clouded, which happens at progressively from about 2 -4 hours on.
If you look really closely at her stomach, you can see a greenish tint, which is a typical sign of her internal organs decaying - called livor mortis. I think this process may have been accelerated as her insides were digested since it normally takes a few days to set in.
The bruises called for the autopsy. Because of her position when her stomach exploded, it spilled all its contents into her body cavity. The blood and food settled around her anus and vagina and caused what looked like "fresh bruises." So to rule out sexual [assault, etc.], they had to autopsy.
When they did the autopsy, they found that her stomach had been extended from where your ribs meet each other all the way to her pubic bone, right behind that pad of fat above the genitals (mons pubis). And her stomach had a large rip in it…
She also had some other abnormalities going on. Her heart was small and displayed typical characteristics of a starving heart - destroyed muscles and dead immune cells (lipofuscin bodies).
Her brain had swelled, my guess due to the massive increase in blood flow after her stomach ruptured - it had started to squeeze out her skull before she died.
She also had evidence of focal pneumonia in her lungs - not really surprising as starvation hurts the immune response to viruses.
Like a typical binger, her stomach was dying before it ripped. What I mean is that every time we binge our stomachs expand, if they expand far enough, the vessels supplying them blood are crushed - cutting off the blood supply to that area, killing the tissue. That area is weakened and the next binge of that caliber becomes more dangerous. Purging just adds fuel to the fire by increasing stomach pressure above and beyond the natural level.
But basically, it seems like SIRT-1 activates under stress and increases the ability for cells to repair themselves and slows down the cell death rate and keeps the organism alive.
(that's what I got out of this article about it, but biochem was not my best subject, so take my summary with a grain of salt: http://www.theiflife.com/the-longevity-gene-sirt1-part-i-cr-fasting-and-aging-diseases/
was it by chance candyandrazorblades
that particular picture and description has haunted me for a long time
saying anything more would be embarrassing but i know what you are talking about and it's sad
That was waiting at the wake, but nobody went. Pity. It was served in a hello kitty hot tub at a cat cafe.
She probably shouldn't have demanded the wake take place in Japan.
Becca, not because.
Fuck I hate mobiles.
I don't think the twat she owns would fetch more than $20.
I'm never going to try binge n puke. The food in the vagina is too much.
Tat not twat* lol
My phone autocorrect has a filthy mouth.
the brain seeping out due to high pressure while you're alive is what did it for me
I'm sure that was just a really unlucky extreme case, but still.
Ashley, I hope you're reading this thread and that you stop. We don't want your stomach to burst.
Here's the link for anyone curious: http://www.2medusa.com/2008/09/bulimia-killswarning-graphic-pictures.html
(Please heed the "warning: graphic pictures" in the link though.)
the problem is, there are a lot of SRT-1 genes, most not in humans
the NIH database has ones found in Saccharomyces, Arabidopsis, C. elegans, but no human gene
okay, so I searched srt-1 starvation, and it's actually called SIRT1http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23257294http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3527007/
> SIRT1 controls both glucose and lipid metabolism in the liver, promotes fat mobilization and stimulates brown remodeling of the white fat in white adipose tissue, controls insulin secretion in the pancreas, senses nutrient availability in the hypothalamus, influences obesity-induced inflammation in macrophages, and modulates the activity of circadian clock in metabolic tissues.
so, technical explanation follows:
in eukaryotes, DNA is wound around proteins called histones so it's compact enough to fit inside the nucleus. in order for the DNA to be transcribed to make a protein, the histones have to be moved. there are certain chemical modifications that can happen to the histones that either encourage or discourage them from freeing up the DNA wrapped around them. if the histones don't move, the DNA can't be transcribed, and the protein that gene encodes won't be produced.
so, what SIRT1 does is remove acetyl groups from histones. when histones are acetylated, they are less positively charged, hence the negatively charged DNA doesn't bind as strongly. SIRT1 reverses that, making the DNA bind tighter to the histone, making it less likely that the DNA that is wrapped around the histone will be transcribed.
it's allostertically regulated, which means it's turned on or off by the concentration of a chemical called NAD+ which is involved in glucose metabolism, among other biochemical processes.
NAD+ gets turned into NADH as a result of the metabolism of glucose. if you have a lot of NAD+ floating around because you have no food energy, it binds to SIRT1, SIRT1 becomes active and removes acetyl groups from histones, down regulating transcription.
so it's actually very active all the time in healthy people, as a means of regulating metabolism. that said, it's probably very, very, very active in Ashley.
Tend to avoid these threads in case the skeleton sets me off, but the explanation of biology lures me in from the front page all the time, thank you.>>249043>Every time we binge our stomachs expand, if they expand far enough, the vessels supplying them blood are crushed
Holy shit this is what they should tell bulimics, not the weak ass 'binging ruins your teeth and gives you a bloaty face'. I had been using my birth control as a reason not to do it but chyme in the vagina is so much more of a problem.
Having recently gone through the death of a loved one, I can say all the stuff you own? No one's going to give a shit when you die. Even perfectly good stuff doesn't sell for squat. Much less a bunch of cheaply-produced plastic and plushie toys and stickers.
Everything Ash owns will probably bring in about $20 total and that's assuming her DVDs are in good condition.
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I just realized that you can literally the gap between her top and bottom gums. Holy fuck. And then she wonders why we call her horrifying. I bet if her clone was walking around, she'd be terrified too.
(Enlarged picture for detail.)
Also, there's that purple glare again. Not that I want to start up that argument again, but this just confirms that the purple wig was indeed a separate wig.
After doing a small bit of research, the purple glare is due to her anti-reflective coating. Case closed.
The file name made me lol.
Sage because I feel stupid for laughing at 'gum gap' at 6am
I think a lot of it also has to do with the luck of the draw. Some people just have stronger bodies, even when they put them through such horrible stress.
If she were a normal person leading a normal life, she would probably live to be quite old.
This part haunts me the most, anon, especially when I see proana wannarexics:>The anus was all torn up due to being shriveled and basically external to the body.. Also from passing this sharp poop shards I guess. They would of shit themselves constantly (well, had the fluid leaking out) as the anus just didn't really function anymore.
Such delicate ana butterfly, so glamorously tragic and tragically glamorous … with your abraded exposed asshole which alternately leaks shards of poop and watery diarrhoea.
>>250715>Some people just have stronger bodies
I agree. Theres a theory that attempts to explain why some anorexics continue to menstruate even at extremely low BMIs, like 14 or lower. Back when we were hunters and gatherers, there were times of famine. If everyone lost their period during those times, none of us would be here milking cows today. some
women had to be able to reproduce at low weights and with very little intake, but they were the minority. If every woman had been able to reproduce during times of famine, there wouldn't have been enough food to feed those babies and they would've died anyway. I feel like Ash would've been one of those in the small minority, I'm sure she's lost her period at this point, but i bet it didn't happen at a bmi of 16 like it does for many anorexics. Just a theory, theres an article I'm too tired/lazy to find, but i think it makes sense and also why i agreed with removing amenorrhea from the diagnostic criteria, bc some women "just have stronger bodies".
Amenorrhea is more to do with lipid availability than it is to do with body weight, which is why top athletes often lose their periods; their bf% is too low to sustain regular periods despite their overall health being excellent.
This is just speculation but I reckon bulimic people manage to hang onto more of their body fat/get more from food than anorexic people.
Thanks mrs. skeltal.
Tbh, I've wondered if pubic hair falls out too. Do trich people ever pull out their pubic hair? Bizarre question, but it's something never spoken about.
(Thanks Mrs Skeletal)
>>249159>Every time we binge our stomachs expand, if they expand far enough, the vessels supplying them blood are crushed
In be4 anachans but most normal people will binge on occasion and competitive eating is a thing (even penus ate 100 nuggets on camera which would painfully stretch my stomach).
I tried to find statistics for how often it happens among bulimics and can't find anything besides scare tactics and admitting it's rare.
This is only an actual risk to people that have pradar Willi syndrome and can't feel the pain in their stomach.
I did for about 6 months. It was actually what made me seek help for it. Tmi ahead but the discomfort and subsequent infections caused by it was the most horrifying I've been through and I say that as someone who pulled her head hair out at the root for 4.5 years.
I can't speak for all trich sufferers but I certainly wasn't the only one at my therapy sessions.
Sage for OT/personal entry.
I do, not sure why it started, I only pulled hair from my scalp before.
Sometimes I end up getting an ingrown hair. Shit fucking hurts.
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>>250930>when I look at your photos bp rises
I nearly snorted ice cream through my nose laughing at this.
(from Ash's latest Instagram post)
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fuckin' dropped my pic. Just scrolled past it on Tumblr and realised THIS is what Ashley's Twitter bio quote is from. can't believe I didn't know this sooner, haha
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I-is there a medical reason for that? Or was that just like, their natural thing?
>I don't know how Ashley is staying alive for as long as she is..
in her case. hatred and bitterness substitutes fat.
No, seriously, I'm curious about it too.
I'm thinking she has killer survivor genes. She's been able to stay in that state with minimal care (no IP that we know of).
Honestly, if it wasn't her own sick mind she was battling, I would really admire her physical resilience.
I am sure that regurgitation comes naturally and takes very little effort from her body.
As soon as food hits her stomach it's already coming back up I bet.
She also doesn't work, and spends all of her time in a wheelchair.
She can live for a long time the way that she is because of this.
If she actually had to be a active responsible adult she'd be fucking dead.
Also anon, I suggest you skim through old posts.
This question has been asked a lot and we all have theories.
It's really not that incredible that she's alive, in fact it's kind of disgusting.
God I'm sick of all the marvel over ash still breathing. She's not special for being so physically fucked up. Loads of people drag on whilst they're cachexic, and there's thousands of famine-stricken people in the world who have carried on just as thin as this bitch.
The only amazing thing is that she's sickeningly proud of it and so she documents it in great detail for the maximum possible audience.
Her whole thing is visibility. She's not particularly amazing even amongst other purging anoretics.
Sounds like Ash helped you discover a personal fetish?
Joking, but if you really think about it, seeing her eat must be disgusting. You can already see her rotting teeth through her cheeks, so you could probably see every detail of her food.
She doesn't hide her pride in still being alive when she comments on almost every thread on here that "clearly she is doing something right, or else she'd be dead."
Obviously she feeds off every dumb anon posting the same repetitive "how the fuck is she still alive" question.
All the 'how is she not kil?!' Is her bread and butter. Its why she stalks her threads so hard.
She needs those comments to feel important and special. God knows she can't be getting a sense of validation from a anything else she does.
1. She's not in the UK. Everything there is irrelevant to her.
2. The system in Florida is such that she's left alone. Its a overburdened system, full of voluntary clients as well as a bunch of sectioned people. Case managers barely have room for existing clients, let alone a petulant, combative, unresponsive, unwilling child-woman with a prognosis of 'nah dude.'
Some people slip through the cracks. Ash has burrowed in and set up camp there. She's been through hospitals and mental health professionals, but there's only so much that can be done with someone so determined to remain sick.
UK, like Aus, has free health care for those who need it. That's why they can lock these girls up indefinitely the way they do in the UK. The priority is the care, not the cost.
If you watch that US doco (Thin ? is that the name) you will see that insurance coverage is what determines these girls staying or going (some of them have to leave before they are ready). So the priority is different - it's not 'care at any cost'.
It's not worth the money to treat Ash, although I'm sure it's within the scope of their insurance to send her away for a few weeks a year and get her force fed. Her mum's a bit shit for not forcing that on Ash. But then Ash would derail the treatments of others, for sure.
Fair enough. Explained that way it seems reasonable for her mother to do nothing at all. I live in a land of free health care and lack perspective about what it's like in the US.
BTW I don't actually think Ash wants to, or will recover. I'm not that deluded.
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imagine fitting her for a bracelet. I wonder what the charms~*~ will be!
I came here to see if Ash had died because I expected an ig post of binge chocolate eggs.
I want to reply to this comment though. It's true the NHS do a good, free job of fixing up ED people if they're very ill, but funding's shit for mental health care in general and they get sent off to relapse (like Crying Emily) and after care is crap if you don't put the effort in to recover (see Emily).
I'm positive Ash would be sections. No doubt about it. She'd spend as long as possible for free in a clinic and she'd HAVE to stay there. It'd all be a waste because she'd get out and go back to whatever it is she does because that's what she wants.
People need to realise she's never going to look for help, so it's pointless talking about it. Shame because it'd be the biggest fuck you to us lot and her h8rz.
So…is she still breathing?
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ghost.in.my.pocket Oh hey look, a white girl & her Starbucks lol ☕️? (if you look closely, the cup says 'Pokemon Master' lmao ?) I was too afraid to drink it (it was the new Caramel Honey Frapp from @starbucks ?) but my neighbor said it was seriously the best frapp that she's had from there- SO GO TRY IT. Also! Wearing my new Tsum-Tsum shirt BECAUSE I AM SECRETLY FIVE YEARS OLD OK ?? [and I'll remind you to PLEASE NOT COMMENT NEGATIVITY ON MY POSTS- THIS IS A POSITIVE ACCOUNT & I AM BATTLING MENTAL ILLNESSES]
Ok…so honey = not vegan, therefore we can assume she purged it since Ash only bps on non-vegan stuff.
She said "I was too afraid to drink it but my neighbor said it was seriously the bess frapp she's had from there…."
Implying that Ash tried it because her neighbor said it was really good.
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I know. Pandora bracelets and charms aren't cheap.
Why are people telling her well done? She didn't drink the fucking thing.
>>253619> I was too afraid to drink it
The fuck is the point of this? Is she bragging? "Look at this super tasty thing I spent money on and then didn't consume because I'm the numbah 1 skellyqueen!" Is she fishing for pity? "Look at this super tasty thing I spent money on and then didn't consume because it's scary uwu!"
> my neighbor said it was seriously the best frapp that she's had from there
Can you imagine being that poor neighbor? You're minding your own business, when suddenly you notice the scent of bile and ammonia in the air, drifting in through the screen door. You'd left the actual door open, and now you're regretting it. You know what's coming.
You sprint toward the doorway, but it's too late. The corpse has seen you. It's in its wheelchair, being pushed toward you by its mother. With every bump, the corpse's bones rattle. You contort your face into closed-lipped smile, holding your breath.
The unholy pair have reached the thresh hold. The stench of the unwashed, feces-leaking, vomit-covered, rotten-toothed abomination in front of you is making your eyes water, yet you remain where you are.
The corpse rolls its dead eyes up at you. Air exhales from its lungs, forming something that almost sounds like words.
You want to run. You want to scream. Instead, you ask, "Say again?"
"Would… you like… this drink? I… can't… drink it… It… is… too scary. Woe is.. me."
As if in a trance, you open the screen door and snatch the drink out of the corpse's claws. You don't want it, but you want this encounter to end as soon as possible. You mumble a quick, "Thank you," slam the screen door, and nearly get the wooden door shut as well, when the corpse asks, "Is… it good?"
You wave the straw in the general direction of your mouth, nod exuberantly, and then slam the door. Holding the drink gingerly, you hurry across your house and throw it through a window. You gasp for air and thank the gods that you just bought a pallet of air freshener from Costco.
>Ash only bps on non-vegan stuff
Is she still pretending to be vegan?
/pt/ I know you are not my diary but I need to share this with you. I am currently in recovery for an eating disorder that has stolen seven years of my life from me and lately I've been in a rut with losing weight. then a few days ago I started having vivid nightmares about ashley
in my first dream I was hosting her for a week at my house and had to care for her in a hospice-y manner– I kept having to touch her spine and help her around, vomit was involved in one point, etc etc. super stressful, woke up extremely squicked out and actually ate breakfast
I thought it was over but I've had two more since then, both about interacting with ashley in public, leading her around the city. something about the sun shining through those spooky skeleton legs, teetering around and constantly on the brink of collapse. it's made me very curious about what it's like to see her in action– the way she walks, holds herself up, etc. it's horrifying that she's still alive and moving around
powerful stuff, my guy. ashley is truly a nightmare vision. even through the lens of a dream it was spooky as fuck, seeing her in person would fuck me up so bad. never in my life have I felt more inspired to become healthier
Sorry for personal, but anon, about 8 months ago this was me. I found lolcow and was instantly drawn to Ashley because she also had an ED. I had nightmares about her skullish, withered face and horrendous legs. Something in me snapped - why on earth did I want that for myself? I sincerely hope these nightmares are the catalyst for recovery for you anon, I really do.
If Ashley is horrible at everything else, at least I can be grateful she made me want to eat every morning.
yes!! this is the case for me as well! in the dreams I seem to be hosting her as a friend of some kind for some reason and she's staying in my apartment and I'm trying to come up with an excuse to get rid of her, but I can't. I have to let her stay even though she terrifies me. at one point I walked into the dark bedroom she was sleeping in and saw her skelly back cast dimly in the shadows with the faint smell of cold vomit and it spooked me for a few days>>253711>>253708
I'm pleased to hear that I'm not the only one who's had unpleasant dreams about her because my first instinct was to be grossed out with myself, but it really stuck with me for how strikingly disquieting it was. ash confirmed for actual living breathing nightmare fuel
Her upper lip here, wtf? She basically has no upper lip at all so why is her mustache area pink like that in this picture? Lip gloss? Illness?
Her nose also has a sore.
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I detect some wig slippage going on.
Oi, though. I'm well pissed off at all the followers who're thinking Ash is in recovery. Why doesn't she correct them and tell them she's so special she is unable to recover and is into ~pro ana lifestyle~
Need to link these poor bishes to lolcow.
No one would fucking like her if she recovered,She would be forgotten, she would not be apart of a community anymore.
There's no ass pats for healthy people, no toys in the mail. She has made nothing of herself, and her idiotic mother just let it happen.
Her followers should take heed.
Don't be Ashley, she should only inspire you to not be a lazy piece of shit and eat healthy.
Her physiology has to be in utter triage mode, trying to protect vital organs. Ain't got time to heal no scratches!
Her mouth looks weird in part because she's hiding her upper teeth.
Her mother allowed her to stay at the age of 18 and has continued to enable her to live the way that she does. Ash has not progressed into an actual adult, a functioning adult.
You're partially right anon, technically biologically she is a "grown adult", because she has never had to be responsible for herself she is mentally and eternally 14.
Really though, what else could becca do?
Imagine the histrionics if she even suggested ash moved out at 18. We'd still be getting passive aggressive blog posts about it.
I dont get how you can make the conclusion her mom is at fault. Ashley started doing this shit to herself. You cant make someone better and clearly her mom tries to make life as normal as possible. Do you really think that kicking out someone who barely can function is something a parent should do? Thats neglect, especially since by 18 ashley was already pretty fucked from purging.
Ash is mentally 14 because she chose to never do anything to get better. Her mother is pretty much a 24/7 nurse at this point.
I can see your point of view, really I can. Of course Ashley is responsible for her own actions and life, her mother should acknowledge this as well.
I suppose my upbringing plays a part in my reasoning, i just don't think it's that crazy of an idea to tell your kid to either actively recover or be somewhere else.
What would ash do at the age of 25 if she were to recover? Her ED should not have lasted this long, she should not be in her mothers apartment buying fucking toys and barfing up Krispy kreme.
They should both be ashamed of themselves.
In theory yes tough love would be good parenting.
Not in Ash's case though. If she is given an ultimatum like that she'll kill herself, passively or actively. There is nothing she can do. How the fuck can you blame her poor mom for this?
>>254536>she'll kill herself, passively or actively
She's already doing that though. I'd argue she's both passively and
actively killing herself too. (Passively obviously through the ED, but actively by continuing to b/p and drinking caffeine.)
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Dunno about everyone else but after your mom donates your remains and internet history to the Orlando Science Center, I'm going to Panera in your memory.
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Oh God you think I'm Ash
I felt that one in my bones
Is it the capitalized S in sage?
I remember that from another thread but it's just automatic from mobile
I…I crave sushi…
G-guys what's happening to me?
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Doesn't look like this had been posted… how much forward could she possibly have left in her?!
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Holy shit that Pandora bracelet. I looked up the charms and that's $250 plus whatever the bracelet itself cost (45-65?).
>criticizes mother for spending her share of inheritance on a boob job
>spends her own on a fucking bracelet
her elder cat? When did she own a cat?
And when did this mysterious grandmother come in the picture?
Unless she means her mother's cat (which she hates), maybe she used to have a cat way back?
And her grandfather passed away a few months ago and she posted about how she was devastated on her tumblr. I guess she got inheritance?
holy fuck anon google 'anorexia'.
and maybe lurk a bi t or read some past threads, get a sense of who Ash is and why we talk about her here.
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cowards don't commit suicide.
>self starvation to this extent is just her taking the passive way out, you don't have to worry about a career etc. when you're as far gone as her.>just kids who spent their edgy teen years tossing their bangs off their face and romanticizing selfharm and suicide, but when it came down to it didn't have the guts.
People like this they stay alive and make life unbearable for everyone else.
trust me, I'm one of them kek.
Tbh I think you're right to an extent. Even if it's about image issues at the core, she's also absolutely at rock bottom in her life so the anorexic lifestyle is easier to perpetuate.
Imagine even if she somehow recovered and got healthy she would have to get a job, try to get skills or an education, and eventually move out of mom's house. It's wayyyy easier to be a lazy bitch under the guise of a disorder than to work her way up from nothing.
Ok, but those girls are not Ash. Ash cannot do anything for herself, she does need someplace to live given her skelly state. I wouldn't call it enabling, you must not be a parent yourself.
Also it's been speculated that Rebecca needs Ash's SSI money to help make rent as Rebecca is a Chilli's waitress.
You're right, I guess if I were a parent I'd completely tolerate the womanchild who's mentally competent enough to post on social media and go shopping but can't stick a fork in her mouth and take online classes.
They're just fucked people who aren't deserving of sympathy. Also welfare and social security leeches are the worst kinds of people, and with that I do have firsthand experience with that kind of white trash.
Again, it's more likely Rebecca uses Ash's SSI money to help pay for rent. They live in a one bedroom apartment in Florida.
Even if that's not the case, Rebecca is still Ash's mom and probably would feel guilty kicking Ash out knowing that Ash cannot fend for herself whatsoever.
Total amount for her bracelet USD
Opal 1: $40
Opal 2: $40
Flower 1: $35
Flower 2: $35
Wonder why she didn't get any of their disney charms
oh well honestly I expected something better, looks like aliexpress silver plated garbage. Shit doesn't even shine.
>this piece of jewelry that's worth more than my life
explains a lot
Here's an idea: she could have kicked Ash out before she got to this point
Ash still had bulimia when she was 17, so she was probably still a healthy weight at 18. Ash's mother should have given her an ultimatum right then and there. Get a job and contribute or get out. The fact that she did not, and let her get to the point she has, is enabling
I think people arguing against enabling are just confused about what enabling is. Enabling doesn't mean that Ash's mom is responsible for Ash's actions; it means that she gave her the ability to follow through in them, which she did
. End of story.
I believe Ash started getting spoopy at 15-16 and her mom DID have her inpatient a bunch of times.
But who cares, whether you think the mom enabled Ash or not doesn't matter.
Aww, you haven't seen the camming pictures. Okay then.
Also, where are you getting this information that she was put in inpatient a bunch of times? The previous rumor was that she was there once, and that's not even confirmed. Suddenly it's a bunch of times?
Again, her mother allowed her the conditions that let Ash get to where she is. That's not me thinking that she's enabling; that's literally the definition of enabling.
>>258771>I believe Ash started getting spoopy at 15-16
She claims she had an ED even earlier than that, but it's clear from photos that she was still relatively healthy. Even after a few years when she actually started to look like she had an ED, she was a LOT stronger/healthier than she is now.
It's not like she reached age 14 and BAM, she was suddenly converted into the disabled skeleton we see today.
There were years and years where her mother should have seen something was wrong and put her foot down. Although I sympathize with her mother in many ways, make no mistake - she enabled this.
Sometimes it's too easy to let someone have a safety cushion when they need a boot.
>>258941>Force feeding her
What's wrong with that? It's not torture if it actually isn't torture and it saves her life.
Some parents send their obese children to fat camps where they live in dorms, aren't allowed certain foods, and must maintain exercise regimens. Is that torture to you, or are those parents putting their children in last resort programs because they give a shit?
The problem with parents these days is that they're too afraid to let their kids hate them for awhile. They want to be the kid's "friend."
I hated my mom's guts. At 18 she gave me an ultimatum: I was either going to continue to go to college and get a part time job or she was gonna kick me out. And like hell if she was gonna continue to pay for my cell phone bill and my car.
I didn't like her, but it taught me REAL WORLD RESPONSIBILITY! No strangers are going to give you unconditional free board and shit, why should a parent instill that in their kid?
Ashley is a shit because her mom is a leeching welfare shit. The apple doesn't fall far from the tree!
Careful now. You might as well advocate for "straight" camps too. Those sort of places, whether for fat teens or homosexual or just deemed "rebellious" teens are fucking rampant with violence, sexual abuse and etc.
At adolescence there is only so much you can do. Kicking them out isn't helpful, not for people like Ash. It's like kicking out your drug addicted teen, most likely theyll end up dead and what sort of person is willing to take that risk?!
>>259131>You might as well advocate for "straight" camps too
No I'm not.
Extreme obesity and extreme anorexia are life-threatening diseases. Fundamental religious freaks who think their child's sexual preferences are bad is an entirely different subject–not to mention flatly wrong.
Drug-addiction is also a life-threatening disease and also ILLEGAL. I'd sooner see my teen in a juvenile detention center than being the "cool mom" letting them shoot up in a motel room.
I don't disagree anon other than obesity being far less life threatening than anorexia.
Drug addiction doesn't necessarily mean illegal activity either, let alone jail time.
But no you can't necessarily control your teenaged kid. You can do your best and all. Or kick them out or send them to camp. Doing that will mostly instill deep resentment and more issues to deal with though so their addiction just gets worse.
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In my country being a junkie lands you in jail but whatever. I noticed something. Rebecca's Facebook pic changed to a Miitomo pic after many months of not posting anything… And lo and behold, Ashley is the only one commenting. Is it just me, or does her mom's Facebook page look suspicious? No comments from other people, barely any friends or pictures, just stuff related to ash and random shit. Could this be a sock-puppet ash created to pretend to be her own mom? I mean, if Ash's mom is as bad as she claims she is, why would she go out of her way to play some shitty mobile game ash is suddenly obsessed with? The account seems hella fake to me.
I've already said this. Ashley's mom is not
responsible for Ashley's actions, but she enabled
them, which is a whole different matter. You don't have to do Guantanamo bay shit to stop enabling someone. You just stop giving them an environment that allows them to continue.
Why do you keep bringing this up, are you autistic? As >>259437
said, doesn't matter now.
Sorry. I'm annoyed because Ash's and her mom's situation is the definition of enabling someone, and anon is just claiming "Nah that's just your opinion man."
I'll stop now.
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Ugh, I didn't see that, thanks. My profile isn't searchable on FB anyway and is private, but I edited the screeshot just in case.
She looks happier, and if not weight restored she does look better.
Or maybe this is and old pic and I'm just seeing what I want to see.
In regards to Ash, I have always wondered how come the people she fucked over didn't spill any serious beans on her and her supposed ~truth? Because they are better people perhaps, but one would think they'd want others to know, if only to prevent it from happening to someone else.
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Erika really had strong feelings for Ashley. I know Erika was starting to test recovering around the time I found out about her but it wasn't until she saw herself in Ashley that she could make recovery happen. Tbh I don't think Erika has hate in her I know she still has motherly care for Ash. I know her very well in a close relationship irl and she is doing amazing and still seeking treatment, right now she is in Denver where her parents moved with both of her daughters.
Sage for OT
hey thanks anon. I was wondering about her, and hoping she has been ok. As attention seeking as she was, she at least put forth effort in BATTLING her illness.
I hope she stays away from Ash forever.
Ash can't have healthy friends, misery loves company.
>>258972>>She claims her dad touched her inappropriately when she was little.
Oh my god, no she didn't - she claims it was her mother.
What is wrong with anons on this board as of recent? They're always spreading misinformation because they simply cant use the ctrl+f function to search for specific info from previous threads.
Fucking quit it with the assumptions, unless you have proof and a direct source that she said that - shut the fuck up.
Oh dude what? I saw that comment and thought, "nah, it was her stepdad but whatever"
Her mom? Now I'm all confused.
Well I'm afraid your almost positive assumption is wrong.
The photo she posted of her dad was a completely unrelated post on her blog, she mentioned he once beat the shit out her mom and shortly after he left.
The comment about being examined by a doctor when she was younger was made in another entirely different post on her blog. Apparently the doctor found some kind of trauma to her butthole and she suspected her mother did it.
I'm seriously not going to go through those previous threads to find it for you, it's really up to you since you're bringing that topic up. It possibly might be in the first or second made thread, you'll probably find it by ctrl+f'ing in there. It's also been bought up again in the last few threads, it's not like this is too much hard work.
K well this is the only thing I could find from the previous threads:
he dr. Told her mom that her butthole was unusually irritated or something. So she was alluding to sexual abuse, but who knows by whom.
Now, pediatricians are mandated reporters, he/she would have to report any suspected sexual abuse. And Ash lies about everything and even admitted she couldn't remember anything about the incident, but that she was 4 when it happened.
Not only that, but when anons reported Ashley to APS after the first thread, Ash deleted all references to being abused by the mom.
Ash just loves to play the victim and you can't take anything she says honestly because all she does is lie.
If her mother is such a horrible, terrible person, she wouldn't have made Ash go inpatient a handful of times, and Rebecca used to take Ash fairly regularly to Disney and so on.
It's the only way she get get random strangers to buy her shit.
Nothing interesting has ever happened to her in her life, so she has to put up a facade that she has a terrible homelife, has no friends, has no money, abused and mistreated by everyone she crosses paths with and of course '~^*MeNtAl IlLnESsEs*^~'
If it wasn't for the threads about her here, she would definitely have a much, much larger fanbase by now.
It's possible they're both dysfunctional, but as you said, we'll never really know the extent of their relationship.
However, Rebecca must care about her child somewhat because going inpatient isn't cheap, and Ash mentioned once having a 5 week stint in the hospital and that some of her pictures post-4chan where she looks a little bigger were taken after that hospital stay. She also said that's how she went from pure restriction to binging/purging.
Then there was the hospital stay after the mom found out about the camming and forced Ash inpatient due to suicide threats.
No you didn't because it never happened. As >>260329
said, they were two separate posts.
Meant to reply to you and the other person, whoops.
Are you that other person that kept on insisting Rebecca is an enabler? if so, you really need to stop with these stupid over the top corrections and speculations. It's quite annoying.
She's never said anything of the sorts about her father in that sense, the only thing she's ever bought up about him was that he hit her mother and he left when she was around 6 years old and hasn't heard from him since.
She's never bought up anything else about him otherwise.
I dislike Ashley as much as a lot of anons here; but making up shit just to justify hating her more is stupid.
The post about her butthole and her father were in no way related, they were posted months apart from each other.>>260319>>I saw that comment and thought, "nah, it was her stepdad but whatever"
See, this is exactly what I'm talking about, she doesn't even have a stepdad.
I'm the samefag as above, sorry! That post was meant to be directed at >>260347
>>260340>I remember her mentioning some kind of "competitive" behaviour regaring dieting and fatshaming
Because as we all know, Ash never
lies about anything.
> they both lost tons of weight
Ash's mom isn't underweight. She was fat before. It's entirely possible that she lost weight in a healthy fashion. There is no evidence that she has an ED.
>give eachother hate
More of Ash's unsubstantiated hearsay.
Frankly I'd be super bitchy to my daughter if she was as much of a cunt as Ash.
>sh mentioned that subtile and her mum would have kicked her out if there wouldn't be some kind of need (money wise or affection/obsession)
Also, if Becky kicks Ash out, Ash will die. Period. She has nowhere to go, can't support herself, and has shown no desire to recover. Ash got in trouble for the Hamtaro-chan stuff she did, tried to kill herself, and got put in in-patient. Clearly Becky wasn't burying her head in the sand. But Ash got worse. I'm sure Becky could have done more, but it's not easy intentionally hurting someone you love, even if it might make things better for them in the long run.
And now it's too late.
And we don't know whether or not Ash is getting any government $. That's all speculation.>>260435>The post about her butthole and her father were in no way related
Did she even mention her mom in that post? I remember her insinuating it might have been the result of abuse, but I don't remember her specifying who the abuser might have been. The whole thing was stupid anyway. She stated she had no memory whatsoever of being abused, and it's not like butthole trauma solely result from molestation. Large, hard turds can rip your anus open, and little kids are really likely to hold it in when it hurts, compounding the problem when they finally can't hold it in any longer.
Like I said, it was on her blog. She double posted that pic.>I dislike Ashley as much as a lot of anons here; but making up shit just to justify hating her more is stupid.
literally what? I'm not "making shit up" to justify hating her. How does one equate the other? I don't hate Ashley, never did. I feel cringe towards her pathetic life.
Then go find it if you're so sure about it, i've been here since the first thread and have only come across her talking about one instance of her dad being abusive and that was towards her mother.
Anons here watch her like a hawk, if you're saying that she "double posted" and mentioned there was even more abusive examples about him - then it will have been posted as a screenshot if it was truly relevant or gossip-worthy.
We're not gonna take your word or your vague memory of it as gospel without a source… so far, even other anons here are puzzled with what you're talking about.
The post started out as a general shitty rant about her mom, and she tacked on the "traumatized butthole" at the end of it, as if it was in relation to the snarking.
There was no mention of her father in the post though.
She's also implied many times since then that her current state wasn't caused by abuse, but she changes her story so fucking often that you don't know what to believe.
Huh? I'm just replying to >>260483
because they wondered who her "butthole trauma" post was directed at.
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That's very different types of hair.
Hairs on the head are very vulnerable due to weaker blood stream in the scalp.
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nevermind, I just caught the from and lives in section. Still German as a Hasselhoff.
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Oh god. Not to sound overly sensitive, but maybe these should have spoiler warnings. It's a pretty graphic picture. Her skin is clinging to her bones and veins so much
She's losing her terminal hair and growing lanugo/vellus hair in order for her body to retain heat since she can't homeostasis.
I'm surprised her veins aren't more collapsed.
either she has two facebook profiles, or someone is using her pic. I'm friends with her on Facebook, and I've never seen that profile before.
(so jackie, you strange wannarecix, you're probably following a fake profile)
I used to feel bad for Ash before I knew how crazy she really was. I followed her ghostxperfume account and thought that maybe people were mean to her because of her anorexia.
Then I saw a pattern of use and abuse. First it was Tiffany, the girl as Starbucks. Then it was Gia, Erika, Jackie, and most recently, secret_livez.
After Gia I kind of realized that Ash is a really big liar and that everything she's ever said about her family [esp her mom] was probably made up.
I was also kind of disgusted about her bragging about her binging and purging, like that Japanese food.
Not to mention, commenting on girls' photos shit like, "I'll take the tights but she can keep her chubby thighs." She could have just kept that shit to herself.
Sage for old milk.
She could just be in forced hospitalization, though. If something vital starts to shut down she'll be taken there straight away, and if she's unconscious she really won't have the capability to refuse life-saving treatment.
Question: does she refuse treatment so she can passively kill herself, or is she just stubborn and wants to maintain her spoopy stature? I know she's probably way too far gone to recover (not that she wants to anyway) but it sure would be interesting to see a full turnaround and have her gain weight in hospital.
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needs to be posted again
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So I reverse searched the image and found this. The review's since been deleted. It was in the cached version of the page.
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One of her friends (mutual with Jackie) is called Bill Bockman. I'm positive he's Henry Roth! https://vk.com/henryroth
Erika was always dramatic, but I can't see what the fuss was about. Sounds like a normal visit to a dentist except I never get offered painkillers.
She sure spends a lot on that medical insurance.
I wish her well, but I still think the whole scenario was OTT. Yes I've known the agony of dental pain, broken tooth w/nerve exposed, abscesses, but jeez. Let them deal with it and stfu whether you're ~fragile~ or not.
Sadly, I can't find the post, but Ash herself has said that if she hasn't posted anything for a week, we should assume she's dead.
She came close recently–4 days without anything on her Tumblr. I think a fortnight is a better suggestion though.
UGHHHHHH SUCH DRAMA, ERIKA.
The dentist is not your therapist.
She's slowing down.
She won't think anything. Already she's incapable of rational thought. As she gets worse, her thought process, such as it is, will deteriorate. When death finally comes, she will be unconscious.
There will not be a point where she lucidly realizes "this is it" because in all likelihood, that point has already passed. It's like the frog in a warm pot of water thing - gradual change that is dragging her brain down with it? She won't know.
I think she's either going to go into a coma and pass away or she's get sick and it'll finish her off.
I think she did mention being in a coma once. I could be wrong, though.
The coma was after the overdose, I think.
I often wonder what it would've been like when I was 25 and was like her. I can't imagine not having the motivation to want to do things a 20 something year old does, and even looking at at a 20 something year old body. It's a strange thing to see how your body ages over time, but hers skipped decades and went from teen to 80.
There's no way I'd not try to recover. If I was her, I would've killed myself rather than live the way she does. I can't see ANY quality at all.
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same anon but i can't stop thinking
She's never been to see bands and jump around and buzz off the music. She's never done stupid shit like drink until she pukes. She's never had relationships of substance. She's never taken classes to learn something new. She's never been able to make plans so one day she could travel. She's never had the excitement of following a career ambition. Fucking hell, it's making me want to die.
Y'know, like a lot of anons I've got the mentals. Day to day is how it comes, but we fight, yeah? Imagine waking up and knowing that you're not going to bother to try recovery and your life is sitting in a recliner.
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She's still reblogging stuff on her tumblr.
No, but feels like they're slowing - last one was on the 18th. Two day gaps with zero posts are common though.
No pattern to the timing, quantity, or type.
Yeah, earlier ITT I said she's slowing down and I think its holding true.
We've been betting on timing her death for ages but I genuinely think this is it.
Coma or just a heart attack?
Maybe a gastric rupture if she's purging enough to die interestingly.
If shes purging she could have a fatal episode of ventricular fibrillation that you can get if you're low on potassium.
There's a number of ways she could die given her state. Organ failure, heart attack, etc.
I say she has maybe two more years left. Maybe 3, but not more than 5.
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Which translates to "I have completely fucked up my ability to walk so I cannot do that".
What if she starts gaining weight now? Will she survive longer?
And does she realise how much she is flirting with death by eating so little?
Round and round we go…
She knows. On the one hand, I'm sure she thinks she has some super power because she's outlived everyone's expectations.
On the other hand, she doesn't care if she dies as long as she "wins" where winning is defined by her stubborn refusal to gain weight.
Deja vu so often. Shame we cant do a FAQ sticky.
When Ash dies, we'll know. Her WKs will be here telling us we killed her. She's in her twilight months. The only positive thing I can say about her is she didn't do a big crowd funding scam. She couldve hit hundreds of thousands. Still, shafting kind hearted naive followers out of their cash for wish list items is still massively shitty.
I think she mourned her child years ago.
Anything Ash was aside from the eating disorder and toddler-taste in entertainment/clothing died years ago. Rebecca's probably accepted it and dealt with a large part of the grief and is waiting as much as Ash is.
Who knows anon.
Has ash ever been the type to selfie while in the hospital? The classic IV and tube up the nose shot?
Long time lurker and Ash follower here. I don't recall ever seeing selfies of herself in a hospital with a tube down her nose. Of course smartphones with a front-facing camera weren't a thing back when she was
in IP (it's been that long..) and I doubt she'd post them on MySpace or such. Also Instagram was not around so anas didn't get special points for posting selfies in IP on Insta.
Watch her old YouTube videos. She has a few "catching up" videos where she mentions "lol anorexia has taken over me" or something along those lines.
Crap, I know it's witheredwings or witheredxwings or something along those lines (I'm sorry, someone posted it on a previous thread) but she doesn't really talk in the videos, it's mostly music and text. And they were made with windows movie maker. I know it's not much help, but you should still watch the videos. They're really sad because you can see that she used to be a lot more alive (I can't say fully alive since she was suffering from her EDs). Now she's just surviving.
I've never linked a video, I'm sorry guys :(
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Oh that's actually really interesting, I've been wondering what she looked like between when she looked like this pic and what she looks like now
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agree– it's seriously spooky to watch these somewhat intimate videos knowing how/what she is now. she used to be a troubled girl with a childish face and now she is the physical embodiment of anorexia. she can never go back. reminds me of a sequence from a Junji Ito comic, kind of. it's actually very haunting
this seems plausible to me. at this point Ash clearly must have some kind of intimate relationship with death, she knows it's coming for her at any time and therefore her life has no longterm stakes. she can be as toxic and skelly as she wants because she knows she's on her way out.
it's that or her brain is so starved for any kind of sustenance that she actually believes she isn't headed for an imminent grave, and even for Ash that seems unlikely. skeleton world is scary
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I found the in between Ashley. It's like watching her age under a headlamp. Notice the teeth?
it says this woman developed her eating disorder at the age of 12 and she died at 31. so just going off of this, she definitely can't have many more years left… but ash has outlived our expectations so far.
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In France we had Isabelle Caro, who too developed an eating disorder at age 12 and died at 30 yrs old.
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Turns out Jackie is still friends with Ashley. She hasn't said anything about Ash being dead, so I think she's just laying low. (Probably saw that we said if she didn't reblog for a fortnight, we'd assume she was dead, and is now faking dead to get us to leave her alone.)
She also posted this on Tumblr: http://flowergirlchick.tumblr.com/post/143127664684/a-very-special-friend-made-my-day-a-lot-brighter
And that $50 watch? Jackie probably bought it. http://flowergirlchick.tumblr.com/post/142912710044/shred-my-anxiety-new-spring-limited-edition-hello
It's fucked up how entitled she is to other people's money. You can tell she's never lifted a finger or worked in her life. She should be ashamed of herself.
As for Jackie, she's basically like a beaten wife going back to her abusive husband. Still clinging on to that false idea that ash cares a shred about her and that she rather have her than be completely alone. Jackie's slow and too naive to understand that people like ash are nothing but pure manipulative scumbags and will NEVER care about any other human being.
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Saw these on her wish list, what do you think she would use them for?
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Of course she is.
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>tagging a famous Fight Club scene with # ocean's eleven
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out of all the comments and questions she's getting ash replied to a comment under this pic yesterday only to say this shit. guess she's only alive enough to defend herself against people mentioning her mother. still think she's bout to bite the dust tho
I don't know why, but this makes me madder than almost any other bullshit from her.
Her brain is literally mush at this point. Mush with an expensive bracelet and a cheap watch.
All the shit that Ash reblogs on tumblr has always been telling of what a shitty person she is. Reminds me of someone I knew who has thrown away every single friendship she's ever had. Their lives are very similar now that I think about it.
Sage for rambling
Apparently she was recovering when she died.
>55 pounds in 2006>60 pounds when that picture was taken in 2007>93 pounds in March of 2010>died in December of 2010
Absolutely tragic.>>262385>And that $50 watch? Jackie probably bought it
Ash is such a wretched cunt. She couldn't even be bothered to say 'thank you' to Jackie.
I remember watching a short documentary sort of thing on her and why she made this campaign (which was on a billboard? If memory serves me correctly…) She definitely was trying to recover at the time.
Also, it's unlikely that her eating disorder was at its peak severity at 12. She might have switched between anorexia and bulimia, been in and out of recovery/hospitals…point is there's no was she survived in a state like Ashley's for that long.
God I remwmber watching that, poor woman. I don't see how people like her and Ashley could ever be considered "thinspo" though, they look ill rather than the waifish chic Kate Moss look etc.
If someone wishes to die, anorexia/bulimia is a horrible prolonged way to go then when the sufferer decides to get better and live it's too late the body just gives up.
Don't model agencies want skinny models so they're more or less coat hangers? It's kind of how you see the clothes in a store?>>262579
Catwalk models always look sexless. I can see how some women who want to remain childlike would aim for that look (esp if child abuse is the cause), but I can't see how women (or men) think skinny is "sexy".
she legit looks more like a skeleton than Ash does, at least in the face. I'm guessy it's just lousy bone structure.
I feel bad for her though, her mom was the whole cause of her anorexia. I can never understand why a parent would treat their child cruelly.
Ash always has to be the thinnest, the skinniest, etc. And she loves to sabotage other people's recovery and crap.
This is some weird shit tho because I'm ana-chan but have a pretty normal sense of what's normal weight, what's thin, and what's fat. The billboard photos (of Caro, I think?) aren't thinspo to me at all, they're scary as hell and I hope I never reach that point.
I think Ash has that same notion and just wants to be obnoxious, usually it's the wannarexics that say absurd shit and call thin people fat.
Just proves what an evil nasty bitch she is.
She doesn't give a damn about anyone but herself. All she wants is attention. All she wants is free food, money, toys. She thinks she is some perfect lovely princess, when she is nothing but an evil, selfish, self-absorbed witch.
Same poster, just looked it up and saw that Caro was at her low weight and subsequent coma in 2006 at 55 lbs and she died in 2010…earlier in the year she self-reported she was up to 90 lbs, but an examiner article says she weight 68 lbs when she died. And it seems like her death was a complication from a lung infection, which sounds like something that might not have happened if she'd kept up the weight gain. So there's a VERY long period of "recovery" and a relapse shortly before death.
Seems like being "the model with the ED" might have been holding her back. Shame she wasn't able to completely discard that industry and move on.
That's what Caro was trying to portray. There are rumors that she was unpleasant to be around but at least she knew
that anorexia is not a glamorous disease and she wanted the world to see that. And the fact that the billboard was launched during a fashion week is even better. Helps portray "behind the scenes" of the majority of the catwalk models (majority of them have EDs).
Also I hope you get the help you need, ana-chan.
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what is it about ash that makes her "goalssssss as fuck" for you personally, /pt/?
>>263229>all the severe anorexics who've died have been ill for years
Most anorexics never reach her level of emaciation in the first place; they recover, sustain a higher weight, or die. Those that do reach her skelly-status are extremely unlikely to successfully sustain it for as long as she has. Either it kills them, or they gain weight.
>isabelle caro was 30ish and had been ill for longer
Isabelle Caro weighed 55 pounds at her lowest, which is definitely more than Ash weighs currently. Isabelle not only died 4 years after hitting her lowest weight, she'd also gained
35 pounds by early 2010 (she died in December '10).
>your body can't run on nothing forever and sooner or later it will give up
Oh, she's definitely going to die from this. That doesn't change the fact that her body is unusually capable of surviving despite being starved. I really hope her corpse is donated to science.
>>263326>her body is unusually capable of surviving despite being starved
It's definitely amazing. She must have incredibly strong genetics to be able to hold up this long.
Shame it's wasted on someone like her, I guess.
Wasn't there some anon in this thread or the last one who was talking about this strange gene? Something about everyone having it, but that it only activates (or whatever) in very few, mostly in women? Something about women, from a historical standpoint needing to be able to survive & breed, despite long periods of starvation
I mean maybe that's the case with Ash
I'll google and see what I can find
At this point, even though Ash has survived this long being a reanimated corpse (suggesting something about her body i gighly resillient), even if she did recover, I can't imagine she'd survive for long. I don't even think she'd survive the weight gaining process on its own.
I almost wonder what her resting heart rate is. Imagine the heartbeat of someone with a bmi that low. As much as it gets repeated, I'm still amazed Ash hasn't died in her sleep.
It would be good goals to be able to buy tax free clothing seeing how kids clothing is tax free here.
Everything else…EVERYTHING…about her existence is so, so depressing. Even that carpet and the store layout in that Target has got me on a downer.
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John Merrick had to. Ash though, it's >>263452
although it's a recliner, so she probably is able to get horizontal.
Here's a link in case anyone wants to look for her
It's a long shot but hey
I doubt it. The shit hit the fan when Rebecca found she was camming and then Ash sperged out and attempted Sudoku.
I cant see Rebecca driving her to shoots even if she wasn't horrified het underage kid was a camwhore.
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I think this one other severely anorexic woman wears diapers. I'm not sure if it's because she's too weak to walk to the toilet or if her sphincter doesn't work anymore, but I imagine it must be similar with Ashley.
Yep, there's a reason most horror vidyas start their creature designs with … well, things that look like Ash.>>263536
Fucking hell. Still shocking every time. She got weight restored really quickly, didn't she?
Here's a fantastic article about Rachel Farrokh and the possible donation scamming, as well as a great summary of how shitty the media is:http://adisorderedworld.com/2015/05/the-medias-sensationalized-monster/
Also, it's a little funny how, after getting the 200k, Rachel essentially stopped posting on her FaceBook altogether.
>>263511>Altho i guess as she doesnt ingest anything, nothing is there to come out.
Everybody poops, even if they're starving. Poop doesn't even primarily consists of undigested food or food waste material. It's mostly water, bacteria (living and dead), dead white blood cells, intestinal cell debris, and mucous.
Anorexics don't stop pooping, they just give themselves leaky buttholes.
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Guess she's not dead. after 3 days of 0 activity I thought for sure this was it. However the gold card matches her jaundice quite well
That's a big mystery. Ashley has been reported to APS and they did squat. Florida also has a Baker Act.
I suppose the reason is there's nothing the hospital can really do. She'd just lose weight as soon as she got out, and a normal hospital might not be able to help her because her body may go into refeeding syndrome.
Her eyelids are now lumpy, and what's with the band aid on her face?
She's slipping away fast.
Yes, I remember thinking it was weird myself (being a naturally suspicious and cynical bastard), and I read a couple of things about it being a scam. As the article says, instinctively, things just don't click. While dropping to 40 fucking pounds seems like a ridiculous extreme to go to to scam what isn't really that much money when you consider the risks, I don't know … it all seems a bit fishy. Or a bit ammonia-y.>>263637
Yeah, what an odd place for a plaster. And can you even imagine what would require it? Like, if Ash even accidentally scratched herself, surely she'd literally tear a hole through her skin to the bone? shivers
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I see friendship trips on Jackie coming up lol
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I named one of my dark souls characters after ash.
Ash makes your character look a real beauty!
It's a stupid card that gives you rewards. The gold cars gives you a free drink for every 125 stars and once a month there's a day where drinks are double the stars.
You get two stars for every dollar spent, a free drink on your birthday and unlimited coffee refills.
that was a temp promo
You used to need 30 stars to get to gold, now I think its 300
I've seen "blendicanos" which is a blended americano/espresso with pumps of sugar free syrup lol
sounds disgusting but w/e
We all ask one at some point anon.
Binge/purge refers to eating a lot and self induced vomiting in a short space of time.
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>>263806>normal person's snack>$250 a day binges that last 15hrs+
I could almost laugh at this statement. Her binges are high class brunch buffet style.
I think she just goes wild and consumes then pukes anything and everything.
I can imagine her wheeling into dunkin donuts and wherever else, ordering a big meal and desserts and then taking it all back to her piss-reeking puke dungeon for her precious ritual.
It would be amazing to see, in the same way body farm would be.
If she's eating vegan food, she's not b/ping.
If she isn't, she b/p's. So it's easy to tell because of the kind of food she posts.
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Ash is thinspo for an "anorexic bulimic" pro ana who weighs >55kg top kek
Easy. Over time, bulimics and people who binge/purge develop a hernia as a result of the purging over time, so the stomach slips out of place upwards into the chest.
That causes food to come out easily without much effort, so that's probably what's happened in Ash's case. She may or may not also abuse laxatives, who knows.
I truly cannot understand how anyone could aspire to this; Ash is physically revolting. My grandmother had osteopororis and was so fragile, I was always afraid of accidentally hurting her when I hugged her. She was also 100 years old when she died and appeared to be in much better physical condition than Ash.
So congrats, Ash, on going straight from adolescence to old age and skipping all the in-between stuff. Who needs a real life anyway?
It's called a sliding hiatal hernia, as there are two types. This one is the most common.
Risk factors for a hiatal hernia:
To explain it further: in some people, muscle tissue may be weakened by injury or other damage. This makes it possible for your stomach to push through your diaphragm. Another cause is putting too much pressure on the muscles around your stomach.
That's exactly what purging does. Throwing up puts pressure on the stomach muscles which weaken over time, and voila.
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Here's another one
Huh, for once I actually like the stickers she's using.
Anyone know which app they're from?
Her legs are cute imo
Mine are too wobbly
She seems to just be using anorexia as an excuse to be a complete bitch about other women's bodies.
People with anorexia still understand social norms and it isn't normal to project your own toxic self loathing on others.
She must rage so hard about skinny pretty girls who can like, walk and be loved and wanted around.
I'd be mad about happy, wanted people if I was a skeletal bitch who only ever made other people miserable too I suppose.
This too. She must feel bitter that as a woman she's never been able to have a relationship with a man or woman. You know, the kind that doesn't involve obsessing over a woman and wanting them just to drive her for mutual binge party food.
Even if she didn't want a relationship, even friendships. She can never have a real friendship.
AND SHE'S DONE IT TO HERSELF. Pretty damn sure this isn't what she wanted.
The reason ppl who purge get chipmunk cheeks is thru swollen salivary glands: right now its probable that Ash has so little bodily functions left that work correctly, that even if she is purging, her body just isnt producing the copious amounts of saliva that it would in someone with a semi-healthily functioning body. Also from my former-bulimic years, the 'easier' the purge, the less saliva is released. In Ash's case, her stomach wuld probably automatically reject any significant amount of food or fluid ingested other than a few mouthfuls due to muscle wastage & shrinkage & generally not being used to food…therefore making it extremely effortless to vomit any intake, requiring minimal triggering
of salivary glands.
My aunt became severely underweight due to non-ED illness (60 lbs at one point) and had a feeding tube: even too much water being administered by the nurses was ejected back out almost instantly either through vomiting or urinating.
I can't imagine Ash, who looks worse than my aunt did in the hours before she passed away, being able to ingest any substance without it being forcefully ejected by her body soon after as the organs physically cannot cope with it anymore
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Holy shit that's her real fucking hair
Yes eating disorders in women liken the development of urinary and bowel incontinence greatly, as well as other digestive issues. I wouldn't be surprised if someone in as poor shape as Ash has no control over her toileting.
I read this thread and feel sad for her, as much as she tries to be rude to others it must just be a projection of how scared and miserable she must be within herself.
Imo it shows how mentally far gone Ash is.
If I looked like her, or some 300 pound beast, I'd be too embarrassed to leave my home until I was relatively normal again.
I have a feeling that anytime she says she "didn't eat" or was "too scared" to eat something, she really just purged it.
I'm pretty sure she's entirely sexless and just uses flirty bs as a way of squeezing more shit out of "friends" or to feel more
Grown up than the perpetual toddler she is.
There's no way her shriveled corpse could get aroused by anyone or anything.
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to think all of this started cuz she got dumped by her 3-year bf
the guy probably is sharing a tasty burger and a beer with his current gf while Ash is all bitter and alone rotting in a wheelchair kek
Holding grudges destroy lives, kids
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ghost.in.my.pocket ??I am NOT ASHAMED to say I need a wheelchair sometimes. I am human, I have flaws. Some people have it worse, some people are blessed with having it better. I take each day as it comes, and enjoy the most of it. You cannot keep living in darkness- life is not promised tomorrow.
People who have it better than Ash aren't "blessed" because even the laziest, least-motivated slug has a better life than her.
It's her fault she turned her plane into the ground.
Makes sense - It's not like she could propel herself with those arms.
Kinda shocked she can hold her head up.
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>there is no 'chart' for who is 'sickest'.
I imagine her writing that cackling to herself and thinking, "I beat you all, fuckers".
A shiver runs down your spine as the all-too-familiar rush of hot ammonia drifts your way.
You snap your head around, desperate to catch the eye of a coworker, another customer, a spill. Any excuse to slip away and have someone else face the oncoming horror, at least for today.
The gods have no power here in Dunkin Donuts, nothing can save you. Sighing, arranging your face into a brave smile, you turn to face the unholy task ahead.
The smell is stronger facing it, hot and ripe like an open grave in summer. The shriveled thing creeps forward, dragging itself towards the counter you cower behind.
A withered blue foot in a child's shoe scrabbled for purchase against the linoleum and sticky rubber wheels inch a graying, grinning corpse closer towards you in sickening slow motion.
It jerks its head back and focuses its sunken eyes on yours. Trembling and entranced by the creatures hungry gaze, you begin the ritual.
"Hi, how may I help you today?"
A trembling hand, lumpy with veins, reaches up and pushes a greasy wig upwards revealing papery yellow skin stretched taut across her skull. A few limp strands of hair clung to the spotted scalp beneath.
She parted her withered, blue lips and sucked desperately for air that rasped past four tawny yellow fangs jutting from a narrow jaw and whined
" I want two dozen hot glazed donuts…I bet they're as sweet as you"
The words rush out in a gust of dusty air that smells sickly sweet, the reek of decaying meat envelops you. Its thick, and hard to breathe.
The grinning skeleton draped in vomit-spotted toddler clothing begins to twitch and jerk, gasping desperately.
Its jaw unhinges and drops open, the odor of decay is choking you, and you feel your strength failing you. Blindly, you grope the trays in front of you, knocking pastries to the floor and getting powdered sugar fucking everywhere. Finally, you drop to your knees then sprawl writhing on the ground. Your hands tear wildly at your straining neck, leaving gouges you never feel.
A final whistling gasp erupts from the seizing corpse in the wheelchair. Its eyes roll slowly back into focus and slides its deadly maw back into a satisfied smirk.
Half an hour later it has turned its wheelchair around and Ashley drags herself back to the taxi rank.
So not only can she barely walk, she has to rely on her poor mother to wheel her corpse around as well.
I love you anon.
And of COURSE she had the kinda wheelchair that another human being has to operate FOR her. lmfao… She couldn't get an electric wheelchair or one of those 'rascal' things? Or even a regular wheelchair that you can wheel around yourself? (IT WOULD BURN MORE CALORIEEEES!!!)
noooo, of course not.