>>914895I think you're onto something with the make believe comment.
Laurs MO has always been throwing shit, see what sticks. She's always desired fame and attention (and free shit) but I think it's a little different for Lillee.
It's all basically maladaptive daydreaming for her.
We know she barely showed up for school in middle school and was completely isolated by highschool. No friends, no real family aside from her mom and dad. Not soon after was when she started roleplaying the life of a model and influencer. She went ham on the fan accounts and ham on her 'friends' like James Dee, Mario, Pheepy, and of course Shaniqua and all their messy interpersonal drama.
It was literally her playing dolls. It was how she learned to cope with her life. By imagining this 2003 era disney channel show version of a starlets life and roleplaying that fantasy out online.
While skills and results vary, lillee HAS put in a lot of effort into producing content. I don't mean the content was high effort but for a while she was making different look videos multiple days a week. Doing the makeup, filming, editing. Part of it was probably what Laur sought: throwing spaghetti and seeing what stuck or what free shit they could get. But I think the bigger part of her liked to truly imagine she was this successful influencer/ceo/model/youtuber. It gave her meaning and something to do, and if you have zero friends, zero plans for the future, zero prospects….
It makes sense she keeps making content, even if she's blocked everyone from her insta, from her site, even if all of her videos are hidden behind a paywall on a site that she's blocked anyone from visiting.
She doesn't have anything else to do but daydream.