/g/ - girl talk

>>513198
ntayrt but i've had the same experience. Had panic attacks most nights from an extreme fear of death that i've had from early childhood, where I just sometimes remember that death is inevitable and eternal and then immediately break down if I can't distract myself in the following few seconds. Sertraline made it so that I don't get those anymore, and if I go off it, they come back.

>>522223
I don't have much experience, but my Nigel is a fan of micorodosing shrooms for his anxiety. I've microdosed a few times before and I would say I have positive experiences with it, though I didn't really need medication in the first place. This is based on 0 studies and 90% on just winging it, so read up on actual scientific literature if you want to know that kind of stuff. Overall my experience is positive with Md'ing, but it's not permanent therapy. It's useful for getting insights on your life and being open-minded enough to welcome different changes into it. After my
First of all, it's not something you can take on a constant basis. You will eventually have to either take a tolerance break or up your dosage, since your tolerance increases. I don't remember exactly what the schedule is, but you either take a dose 1x every 3 days (take a dose mon and take a break tues-wed), or 5x every seven days (take a dose mon-fri, weekends off + nootropics), until you reach a months or six weeks, then you stop taking them to let the effects sort of stabilize. Just look up Paul Stamets protocol and James Fadiman protocol (which uses acid, not shrooms). Make sure to pay attention to how you're feeling, even on off days. My bf took 1x per 3 days and it worked out for him, he even started a hobby that he now enjoys a lot. But as i have said, it's not a permanent thing, though you can take several courses per year. I would take a break for about a month before i'd start taking them again.
As for the dosage, you might want to buy a jewellery scale (one is sensitive enough to measure 0.01 grams at least) to measure your dose, to know that you're taking the same amount every day. I would start with 0.2 grams, personally. But that still doesn't guarantee an exact dose of psilocybin, since it can e dispersed differently throughout the mushroom. Point is, you don't want to take too much, otherwise it's not even microdosing anymore. Though, again, I eyeballed my dose and i would take either 5-7 mm of a dried stem or half of a dried cap. The worst that happened was I got too nervous at work and had to take a 10 min break, because i overestimated.
Second, if you can drive to Colorado, it should be piss easy to source shrooms themselves. Spores are legal there, but i would not recommend growing them, it's pretty tricky and you don't want to get sick from Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>522223
I grew my own once, it was so easy. You can buy sterile sealed growth medium online and you can separately buy a syringe full of the spores "to look at in a microscope". Inject, put the bag in a box in a closet, wait.

>>522335
Maybe I should do it that way if it's that easy. I was reading the non-kit DIY guide on /r/microdose and it seems pretty involved and easy to screw up. I'd definitely be up for it if I was in a better mental state, but if I was in a better mental state I wouldn't need to be exploring this in the first place.
>>522264
Thanks for the info. I poked around those sites for a while and they seem more than happy to describe every aspect of the process in extreme detail, except they're complete crickets on the part where you actually get the stuff unless you make it yourself. Which is understandable, but still frustrating. I don't know any darknet sites and my social circle is super straight-laced. I could go to my one smoke shop in town but for some reason that risk makes me more nervous than the risk of ordering online from a stranger.
My state health department is doing a pilot program to explore legalizing shrooms for medical purposes, so I could probably find a legal avenue no problem 5 years from now, but I can't afford to be this debilitated for the next 5 years. My therapist wants me to do TMS, but I'm averse to the idea of giving myself selective brain damage and am disillusioned with the overall psychiatric industry after so many years. Also I went to the site of the company she recommended and right on the homepage it started spouting off about "depression is caused by chemical imbalances in the brain," which modern academics now acknowledge was a bunk, unfounded theory from the beginning.

>>522376
ayrt. I assume you live in the US. If so, I can say that having an irl plug for shrooms is safer than ordering drugs online by mail, plus, it's much less involved. If you're talking to a gal that works in a headshop, I can't stress how much more likely she is to have a shroom connect than turning you in for just asking. The worst that could happen is she would say she can't tell because of store policy or something. This is probably the best, simplest option if you want an irl plug. The other easier way to find a plug organically is asking random people at music festivals. But obviously that method is not the most accessible.
If you want to go the darknet route, it takes a fair amount of preparation and investment, besides it isn't hard to fuck up and get in legal trouble if you aren't careful enough. Read Dread, it's a forum basically similar to reddit, just on the dark net. Try r/onions for links to the site. The forum's a little dead but you can probably find a board on there that will help. Most people will probably advertise their stores, though. You can ask for shroom sources there. If you're not familiar with accessing the dark web, look up some tutorials. You will have to set up a bitcoin wallet as well if you're dead set on buying on there.
Just remember to be smart and be safe!

Why would you shave it

I used to trim, but nothing was more annoying to me than the trimmed hairs poking out through my underwear. Getting an infected ingrown that required antibiotics was my final straw, I go full bush for sake of my sanity. My Nigel shaves all of his body hair but he doesn't care what I do with mine, comfort and health is more important.

Full bush to anti-landing strip now

it's insane how some of you can keep coping by saying "i shave for myself". i stopped shaving down there because every time i did i got the worst UTI possible. now i only trim because i don't like having dried clots hanging out and i hate thatt when you try to dry yourself down there after bathing and it literally doesn't dry.

I don't shave because the ingrown hairs are insane but I am prone to ingrown hairs and they keep happening. I guess I am lucky that I have minimal body hair(? Patriarchy is that you?) but the body hair I do have just seems to want to attack my body. Pits and pubes, hell is real.

>>519137
You were born to live in Finland.

>>519185
kek nonny

i mean i am sure being tismos is hard everywhere but maybe i should lol

>>519185
Finns love tanning and being outside all the time tho. As soon as we get a bit of sun you see people sunbathing in parks or doing outdoor sports. People feel guilty for wasting nice sunny days by being inside so in summer everyone is out swimming, biking and sunbathing all the time

This is so minor, but I wish I knew other women who are into podcasts that aren't true crime. I've never understood the appeal of the genre.

>>521641
what podcasts are you into instead?

The physicians assistant kept insisting my breast mass wasn't palpable but I can literally feel the bump? There’s a tender, swollen knot in my breast. it’s probably inflammation like she says, but why would she say she can’t feel that I can feel it as clear as day.
>>519937
It happened to me during to stress.

I feel like I have brain damage from the amount of times I stopped breathing in my sleep and almost couldn't wake up. My head always feels weird afterwards but doctors didn't find anything

>>520139
Was this your annual obgyn checkup? If not, I'd try to get a second opinion if/when you go to that. in the meantime, I have read that cancerous lumps are often spherical as opposed to less uniform lumpiness, which is just breast tissue, so you could examine your lump for that trait
>>520168
as a complete non-expert, my understanding is that the sort of sleep study that they do to diagnose sleep apnea is pretty accurate, so if you could get one of those done, it would be really likely to identify whether or not you have a problem with stopping breathing in your sleep. is that what the doctors did? if not, I'd try to get one of those done if you could.

>>520201
just gonna recommend a sleep study too. but I do wanna give a head's up to that it can be a bit tricky. I tried getting one done a few years ago because I've just had a few restful rests in my life and failed to fall asleep at it because I was so uncomfortable. I ended up trying a somewhat cheap at-home one and was diagnosed with sleep apnea because I had an extreme amount of REM disturbances though only some apnea events. to this day I have no idea how accurate it was.

Anybody with astma here? I don't have money for an inhaler right now and I didn't have much sleep these couple of days. I have the one inhaler that opens your lungs for a short time but not the one that actually heals shit in my breathing tube. The one that opens my lungs doesn't do much.. SO any advice on what to use at night? Do you think if i take a strong sleeping pill can i possibly choke in my sleep or not?

>>511590
Here's a problem: if you work as a hairdresser in Romania you receive the equivalent of 200$ a month (in Leu, the local currency).
Germany has a thing called "mini-jobs" where people can work at something for 10-20 hours a week and get paid about 450€ a month.
There have to be jobs which pay a reasonable amount of cash per hour, otherwise things can't go better. I have a comfy job which takes me anywhere from 15 to 35 hours a week, but the average monthly pay is just close to 800€, that's really not enough

>>514873
I miss economies that revolve around towns. Like way back when there would be a coal mining town, a hospital town, a college town, factory town etc in which all the locals had good paying jobs in town and could easily afford said house in the town. Nowadays I've seen people have 1-2 hour commutes just because no place around them was hiring. Now imagine what it would be like for someone that doesn't have access to a safe car or who has a disability that doesn't allow them to drive. Place would also rather understaff and hire people who live hours away if they do hire

Japan's rise of brothels for women

>>521027
>I'm glad that I actually went there
>Because I felt like "Oh, I'm still a girl after all"
That's so sad. That's just a band-aid, it's not addressing the real problem.
It's so fucked up how most Japanese people don't seem to consider paying for sex while married "cheating"

i feel like i could make bank off retarded moids by being a dominatrix personal trainer… just belittling some guy while he works out kek. i’m anti sex work and so is my partner so i won’t but the thought occurred to me in the shower and i’m kinda mad i can’t take advantage of it tbh

>>521269
>a rapist
no

>>521270
Be real, if Luigi turned out to be a rapist he'd still have whiteknights in the thread

>>521267
>Where are they crying racism?
Plebbit

>>521271
you’re thinking plebbit and xitter

>>521269
Good thing he's a handsome big dick Italian man with a full head a hair, great teeth, and an amazing body

>>137369
Walking alone the night without fear would be crazy junkies and homeless men.
Unless you’re a big ufc fighter with a gun or something. But court is scary too because the law can somehow fault you

I would like to live without facing misogyny not by being a man, but by making men not exist. I don't want to lower myself to their level and I don't want to look as fugly as men do.

Yes and I would do my best to be everything women want me to be. I'd play quitar have nice hair and wear long black coat, get into fights for women's honor and get myass beat, buy my girlfriend chocolate every week.. I would do it right!

>>520826
Who and why are you bumping these old ass threads for
Not complaining

No because that'd mean I'd get raised as a man thus a worthless scrote.

Reposting here because I posted in the old thread, someone had necroed it and deleted their reply which made it look like I necroed it kek

>understands my stupid img board tier humor and has a good sense of humor herself
>is gc, but not super serious radblr user
>smokes weed and drinks, parties with me
>has friends and likes mine
>likes hanging out with each others friends
>not super morbidly obese or a steroid using body builder
>femme, masc, anything goes
>preferably bisexual or a lesbian who doesn’t care that I’m bi
>has somewhat similar libido to mine (which is usually pretty high when I’m with a woman)
>likes cats and other animals
>vegan or vegetarian
>some nerdy hobbies
>would possibly be open to non-monogamy
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My biggest crush ever had eyes that were such a beautiful color. They were very dark red-brown. When the light hit them in a certain way they almost looked like red jewels. It was like magic because under normal conditions they were so dark they were essentially black, but became so colorful in certain light. I’ve never seen such red-hued brown eyes again since. I miss looking at her eyes.

>>520847
Nonna this makes me feel so validated to read bc I have these exact kind of eyes and grew up hating them. I was always so jealous of people who had actual pupils you could see kek

>>520952
for real. i hope we find each other

>>293916
>>293918
>>293919
Sorry idk why this came up as the most recent relationship thread? The only reason I haven't dumped him immediately is because it doesn't seem real,it didn't even sound like him via text. I'm not denying he did it or anything but i think i need to hear him admit it.. or at least let the information sink in. His sister does seem to be emotionally fucked up from it from what I read, and there's no way i can just defend this.

The issue is I'm so codependent on this relationship and absolutely terrified of being alone, i feel frightened at the prospect of being single again. I have nobody… But i Also don't want a sister fucker.

>>293921
better alone than with a seriously deranged man. There is no saving him. If this is true, be reasonable, and realize this relationship is doomed. If you stay with him, you are guaranteeing your unhappiness. It's like learning he murdered someone, that shocking. Do the right thing if this isn't made up.

picture for attention
how do i know if i'm blocked or if my friend deleted her profile?
she dropped out because she suddenly had to move out and went through some shit
said she and her friend regularly disable their facebook. they are afraid to post or message people when they are drunk
we went out a few times and last time i think she relapsed into starving. she said she went to a rehab thing.
then i gave her my number and let her know she can text me to rant there or another app. i sent some memes.
she sent stuff sometimes but replied in a few words, said some nice things and that she's doing better.
i never want to assume someone is mad at me or playing games but i haven't met many girls who disable their profile so much

>>293907
Image if you had kids with him someday. Would you trust him to be left alone with your own kids?

>>260322
Looks like those Dagestan wrestlers(necro)

Hey, just a general idea, but it might be easier if everyone posts their sizes rather than general cup sizes.

Also be sure to look at the chart at the top, and see if you're the correct size.

I'm a 30D cup anon who thought she had 38A cups forever.

My boobs are so fucking massive and heavy right now it’s making me so annoyed. And the water and blood rushing around under the skin makes them feel so itchy but applying vaseline to them just makes them feel weird. I need to constantly have an ice pack on them to relax the itching

>>520238
Samefag but I don’t know what size my boobs are, cause no matter what size I wear nothing seems to fit me. DD is too small, F is too small, G is too small? Wtf

>>520243
you kinda just have to try random bras until one works and then buy multiple of that one. one of the best bras i ever had i got for 4 dollars at the clearance rack at target, its really random

There's a breasts general thread at >>341574 nonnas, idek how you found and necroed this one