No. 496192
>>496156I know exactly how you feel, I was bullied a lot as a child for having large breasts and it’s what
triggered my eating disorder the most. Even now I have quote “big boobs for an anorexic” it’s my main fear in recovery
No. 499009
i think i'm slowly relapsing into anorexia and since i'm far from being really skinny i don't even consider that as a problem, i just feel disgusted by food, nothing seems appealing anymore
since i don't weight myself, i have no idea how much i've lost recenlty , clothes looks a bit loose, people tell me i'm a bit more thin, but i don't know, i see myself as ugly fat piece of crap
today, i tried making an effort so i made pancakes, ate some, and i had a cheese and egg sandwich for dinner, and i feel so nauseous, it feel like i've had a binge eating episode and it's like i engulfed 4000 calories, i should have tracked what i ate, god i'm really a failure even in my disorders
guess i'm a crazy bitch making a big deal out of litterally nothing,