Oh god anon thank you, your words mean a lot to me! You mean the Tragedy of the Conqueror video? I remember posting it, it was a pretty good analysis, especially that there's a small amount of LoA-related conted on yt. I'm always happy whenever someone decides to watch this film, I'm glad my ramblings can sometimes encourage people to give it a try. Please share your thoughts/feelings in the movie thread when you watch it! I'm always interested what people have to say about it, even when they don't like it. In my case, it only grows on me with time. The more I learn about movie making, the more I appreciate it from a technical standpoint, and the feelings it evoked in me the first time are just as strong now. I remember reading some comment, don't remember where, where a person said that they watch this movie from time to time to remind themselves who they are, and I think it captures this feeling pretty accurately. Well I never really fit in, but this movie, and the book it was based on and T.E. Lawrence as a historical figure, inspire me to embrace it, to not forget about my own ideals and values even if that means I may have it harder than others in certain areas, to not be afraid to have dreams, even if they don't seem possible at the moment, to go my own way even if that means being alone, and to strive for something higher than just the material things, that's the kind of life I see worth living, even if the ending isn't always happy.