No. 391339
>>391310Oh that must've been awful, nobody should have to live with that.
>>391290>>391318Thank you all, I ought to get the skin treatments done. I have little retinol patches too I could use maybe
No. 391868
My friend used to coerce me into doing sexual acts with me at sleepovers when we were 11 or so. The first time was when she showed me porn at my house. I remember laughing but also physically trying to prevent her from pulling it up. It was weird japanese porn and I didn’t find it appealing at all. She then showed me soft core lesbian porn and I was intrigued I guess, because I ended up letting her get on top of me and pretend/mime sex acts. The next time I went to her house to sleepover, she kept trying to touch my “boobs” (were 11 and don’t even have boobs yet) and I told her I wanted her to stop. She said that she wouldn’t and that I couldn’t leave, because her mom wouldn’t drive me home and I couldn’t walk home alone in the dark. This kind of thing escalated and she would only let me do things, like play a game for example, if I let her do sexual acts…I absolutely refused to kiss though, because I wanted my first kiss to be with a boy. She told me she did this to other girls, one who whom cried until she stopped. She seemed shocked that I had never “experimented” with other girls. I know she was likely being sexually abused herself, because she knew a lot about sex that looking back she shouldn’t have, so I do feel bad for her but also acknowledge how painful it was for me to go home in the morning ashamed and feeling dirty. I eventually told her I wouldn’t be friends with her anymore through email (kek) and she forwarded it to all of our mutual friends who called me mean. I couldn’t tell them why I did it so I couldn’t defend myself. I ended up regularly watching pornography and exposing myself to more sexually degenerative stuff and chat rooms, which I may have done regardless but I really feel like that initial sleepover was the starting point and end of my “innocence” in a way. I saw her in a coffee shop with her boyfriend a few years ago and didn’t feel anything bad towards her, I hope she’s healed if she was a victim of anything that made her act that way.
I saw a woman claiming that preventing your kids from having sleepovers was stupid and wouldn’t prevent sexual abuse, but I don’t think I’d let my kids go to sleepovers if I had them. People don’t like to admit that kids can molest other kids, even girls.
No. 391946
My 8 years older female cousin showed me porn, repeatedly, when I was about 5, and for years after. I was desensitized by the time I was 10. I've had an awful relationship with sex my whole life… God I wish I'd never seen porn. She would also pretend to be "asleep" or in a weird trance like state, and try to get me to touch her. The most I ever did was maybe lift up her tanktop? I was confused. Later I found out her stepdad is a pedo, and I have reason to believe he may have molested me as a toddler.
I was also touched by many boys growing up.. Literally anywhere, my mom's karate class, school, my friends house, fucking homeschooling conferences… I remember hiding in the ladies room with one of my girlfriends, because this disgusting little Canadian boy kept groping our chests.. I was 11. Sometimes it feels like I had no chance of turning out normal.
No. 392039
>>391868She was almost certainly a
victim herself. This is a real telltale sign of child abuse.