>>2235893Why would I put that same garbage inside of my body? Most of my “depression” is caused by my circumstances and environment, it’s not a fault that exists within myself that has to be medicated out of me. I sound whiny as fuck but I’ve been there, done that, both therapy and psychiatry is predatory, highly gaslighting and almost feels like you’re being mind controlled whenever you go to the sessions or appointments. I even had my own bad experiences dismissed because the other person who caused my distress was excused because he has a disability and clearly people with disabilities can’t do anything wrong and they can do whatever they want hahahaha clearly!!!!!!
despite him knowing how to hurt others but yeah he doesn’t know what he’s doing sure. Thank you nonna for the suggestion and sorry for blogposting as well but it doesn’t work at all, I just need better circumstances in my life and I would finally be able to genuinely smile and even then all of the damage done to me can never be healed. It sucks knowing people go on about “healing” I personally think it’s impossible, your brain just learns to cope with it just like how DID is a form of the brain to cope with extreme trauma by compartmentalization. Mental illnesses are not defects, it’s our brains last resort to function properly when under constant stress and
triggers and tries its hardest and then mentally ill people decide to pass on this damage to their offsprings and people call it “generational trauma”… it’s all around fucked. I don’t even think I want to be happy either, I just want to be dead.
>>2235899Is it like a spiritual book or nonfiction fantasy?