/ot/ - off-topic

if someone came up to you with a wishlist of all the things they want to move into this ideal place, which US state would you point them to?

>bluish state with democratic normies, purple state is also fine
>lesbian friendly
>weather wise: tends to be happier under warmer, sunnier weather.
>filled with entertainment, maybe because the state is famous for the entertainment industry. lots of places to go for things like night clubs, broadway shows, open mikes, museums, bars, etc.
>loves places that has either a coastal vibe or a rustic mountain town vibe.
>artist friendly
>the state has a more extroverted vibe so that the person can make new friends easily
>doesn't want to be around a too old crowd, like 55+, that makes up the majority of said state.

>>2595246
Obviously California. There's a lot of different vibes depending on which part you live in, if you want to be able to do more things LA area is better or around San Jose or SF. If you want more chill vibes NorCal is extremely friendly and there's plenty of fun things to do if you like outdoors things.

>>2595246
Probably the planet Mars because that's the closest destination you'll find this in.

>>2595250
thank you. random question, but do you suppose maybe philadelphia could maybe be a more reasonable compromise? like let's say this person does feel attracted to cali, but is apprehensive of moving too far from the people they know and love here in the east coast.
>>2595251
we need a new planet at this point kek

>>2595259
I would think it would fit your criteria.

>>2595187
maybe she was extorting/blackmailing them for money?

>>2595175
These girls are always either OF thots trying to get horny men to feel bad for them and slide into the DMs, or else they're average/attractive women who know they're not ugly but are fishing for compliments from lonely men

>>2595175
i won't ever understand posting your face on reddit of all places for validation. reddit. a million ways you could seek out a compliment and you choose fucking reddit? i guess everyone just knows it's that easy to attract the attention of horny moids on there but at what cost lol. i'd go nuts at the thought of someone who knows me irl finding my picture on there

>>2595187
Kek, god forbid women have hobbies.

>>2595059
Moid neglects to mention women also uplift others who fall behind, thusly making his whole screed built on a faulty premise. So, wrong.
This is not hierarchical intrasexual competition the way men participate in. This is pro-social group behavior. Men are extremely paranoid yet only capable of projection. Imagine having this neurosis: you perceive enemies everywhere but do not know how to identify them or their patterns of behavior. It’s like dropping a sheep into a field full of invisible wolves. In this case, they’re not actually invisible, they just don’t exist. Then you watch it have a conniption. Whenever men blather on about women as if they have “figured out their evil ways” he is literally just fighting ghosts in his mind.

Is anyone else unable to feel loved by others, in every sense? It doesn't matter who, I just can't wrap my head around anybody wanting me, caring for me or loving me. It just doesn't click. The logical part of my brain knows it's not true because I do have people around me who would have just left if that were true but I still haven't been able to feel "loved" by them. I don't know how to describe it other then just nothingness. I feel shitty about it and it really gets in the way of my social life as it obviously sows the seeds of doubt and insecurity, I wish I could do something about it but I'm just not equipped to right now. I don't know how to fix something I've never felt before.

Hi fellow BPD nonas, how do you cope with having a developing FP?

>>2595070
kill it early because it will only cause pain

I've gotten attached to one of my coworkers. We're becoming friend-friends instead of work friends, which is exciting. I wanted to take this friendship slow as soon as I felt myself liking her. The only problem with this coworker is she is definitely clusterbee too, so we are mutually rushing the friendship. I can tell we're both obsessed with each other but trying to hide it. I love that we feel comfortable talking to each other about everything, we only met a few months ago but I don't think I've ever met someone where I can take the filter all the way off, and she feels the same way. We really respect each other. But I think we're accidentally over-bonding, like maybe we shouldn't be having such intimate conversations if we're just friends. Lately I've been fantasizing about stepping up as her platonic life partner and living with her and her kids, which is completely insane. I don't want to pull away from her but I know I need to keep my distance or I'm going to start feeling obsessive. I don't know. This sucks. I wish I could feel normal about people who show me kindness.

i have bpd/cptsd (its the same right? i was told by a psych once that i just have cptsd and its not bpd but i don't get the difference) and my boyfriend who is kinda my fp (i feel so stupid saying that) wants to take a break for a month or two. the reason being i self harmed (for the first time in 3 1/2 years) at his house after he left me alone for 12 hours while he hung out with a family he knows. i even told him i didn't want to go there in the morning cuz i wanted to shower but i told him i wanted to come in the evening and i guess he misunderstood me and he had dinner with them while i was starving at home with hardly any options for dinner and in my hungry state (my antipsychotics make me ravenous and hangry) i ended up burning myself. everyone i talked to believe he was in the wrong for what he did, but i can still see why he is upset with me for self harming. he owns guns (for hunting) and knives and i think it just freaks him out that i could be impulsive and do something really bad but like i don't even know how to load a gun i don't think i would ever mess with that shit but i can see why he wouldn't want me around that. he also says he doesn't want to be my only friend, and that i overwhelm him with messages sometimes, but i don't work or go to school so idk how to make friends. i just like texting him about what i do all day, and about political stuff i see, or troon shit that pisses me off. but i guess sometimes i spam him and i can understand why thats too much. i have two workbooks, the dbt workbook and another one i ordered off amazon called the cptsd workbook, but working on them can sometimes be upsetting for me because it brings back feelings of being abused and neglected as a child. but i know i should definitely work on those more while we're on this break, so i can be more stable and he will see me again. i just don't know how to not message him all the time. i try texting friends but they're all online and have jobs and school or are in different timezones so they can't always talk. when he doesn't message me back sometimes i'll be upset all day even though i know he's working or busy and i'll feel like he hates me. i wish i could have a different fp, but the last one i had was a guy i hooked up with while my bf and i were broken up in the past. he was a narc and super toxic and used me for sex basically. he ended up essentially "DENNIS systeming" over time with him "separating entPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>2554679
probably somali cats

I'm adopting a new kitten! He's white, with orange fur on top of his head, and then black fur on other place, he's everything. But he's not calm and I wanted that but it's okay I have to accept is crazy personality. But I can't find a name for him. I want something goofy because he seems to be goofy to me.
The only names I had in mind was Kiwi, or Timmy

>>2592457
Unneutered males aren't always awful. I remember having a really cute boy, similar to the one in your pic, who used to hang out in my yard. He liked to watch my female cat, but never tried to hurt her or do anything to her. Sometimes they would just hang out together, lol, and when she didn't feel like going outside, he would sit out there and wait for her anyway. I always called him "lover boy". I think sometimes they get tired of all the drama of fighting with other cats over territory and envy the indoor cats with a comfy life.

>>2592461
>>2593935
Thank you for this insight anons. I saw the tabby again this morning, he was very excitable and fed him ham from the fridge. I'm pretty sure the people who used to live here kept cat treats or something bc he seems to expect something but that's all we had. I'm going to buy treats for him and the other female tabby who visits today, she looks like picrel but female cats are usually pleasant so I wasn't curious about her
>I think sometimes they get tired of all the drama of fighting with other cats over territory and envy the indoor cats with a comfy life.
This is a very "warrior cats" take on the situation and I appreciate that

>>2591659
I had to let it run it's course. He only goes on one counter top now and I've designated it his. He got bored with the rest of the kitchen. I actually put his water on his favorite counter top because he drinks more when it's in the forbidden place.

>>2594986
No it didn’t it’s been used for years and you’re defending micromanaging hall monitor bs when they didn’t even ban the anon above them for doing the same fucking thing

>>2594989
Abbreviations like that were popularized to bypass censorship on sites that need ad revenue so it makes no sense to use vague language. Farmers refrain from using it because you’re documenting and discussing cows, if you can’t integrate or separate how you speak between sites then no wonder you got a ban

>>2595005
Kek so all because you dug up an old post from an obvious redditspacing newfag means all anons were like that?

>>2595008
You’re making shit up, “sh” is an initialism that has always been used here. You can search and find pages of it being used before TikTok. Shit like “grape” and “unalived” is a tiktokism not every initialization.
>>2595009
>redditspacing
Moron

>>2595009
I think the spacing is because OldAnon was posting a list. It's not redditspacing. Conventions were different on this IB back then as well.

i wish i could take mushrooms again but they made my psychosis worse and i'm back on antipsychotics again so i can't take them anyways. but they were really fun. "acid" was terrible though, but i don't think what i took was actually LSD, a scrote gave it to me and it was a gel tab. it was awful and he assaulted me on it so maybe that ruined the experience. but also before that happened i went into both eugenia cooney and amberlynn reids bodies (i was struggling with an ED badly at the time) which was HORRIFIC. also i felt like i was going to poop and pee myself the whole time so it just made it feel terrible. but i would eat mushrooms again if i could because it made me feel so connected with the earth and with all the people of the world. it made me love even people i hate. but its been so long i don't have any of those feelings anymore.

>>2594329
Ye that's where I am
>>2594402
A horrible experience who knows what that was. Can I ask how they make your psychosis worse, what is your psychosis about?

>>2594865
i'm very paranoid and believe people are stalking me all the time. sometimes i would feel like someone was physically in my room behind me. i also made it really bad by smoking weed and dabs for like 8 years and have only really been able to quit smoking half the year the last 3 years. the meds help but after i ate a 50 mg weed gummy with no tolerance last year i started having really bad auditory hallucinations (sirens, planes, trains etc.) even on the meds. weirdly they went away when i started smoking weed again but now i'm sober and haven't been having them. but around the time i ate all the mushrooms (tripped about 5 times from march to july 2021 and also ate the "acid" in that time) i was just really spacey and in another world and i often had thoughts that we were living in a simulation and nothing around me was real. tripped alone and had suicidal thoughts because i thought it was a simulation and i could "exit" it by killing myself. thought i could read minds and people could read mine (which idk if you have ever heard of the telepathy tape but that could be real but thats besides my point). my psychosis is definitely not as bad as others, i'm on a very low dosage of an antipsychotic, and people have told me they've never seen me act like a psychotic person before. but i think also for females we're much more likely to hide something like that, whereas with males its usually quite obvious they're psychotic idk.

>>2594997
Sorry to hear what you have been through anon. I have had psychosis too, it is the best to stay sober, even avoid caffeine, at least until the symptoms stop. For me personally weed was the worst to cause psychosis, worse than psychedelics and ketamine even though those have stronger effects. I dont smoke it at all anymore.

>>2595007
oh the caffeine and weed combo used to set me off into the worst episodes when i was off my meds. i'd be in a manic like state all day making crazy posts online. i can handle caffeine occasionally when i'm sober but it's definitely not an everyday thing for me anymore. thanks for the kind words anon ♥

I’m majoring in statistics but I’m also considering adding a math major. I would have to stay an extra year though but I don’t really mind. I don’t even know what I want to do though. I thought about teaching but I worry about how fucked up kids are gonna be from technology and shitty parenting. But also somebody has to do it? I guess I could also do research or work for some company but it might require going to grad school too. Yeah I really don’t know what I want to do with my life.

How do I deal with feeling too old for college? I'm 25 and I'm doing my first degree, I do have peers around my age, but most of them have other graduations and are more stablished in life. I started uni now because I spent my teenage years and early 20s being a depressed suicidal neet. I don't fit in with the young zoomers because despite not working and behaving like a teenager, I don't relate that much to them. But I also don't fit in with the older students who all work and live like functional adults while I seem to be having a late bloomer crisis. They all know how to get around and do extra curriculars and engage in academic stuff while I just go to class and go home and nothing else.

Nonnas I have no desire to revise but my exam is on Thursday. Help me concentrate please. I need to get back on my zoom.

>>2584305
I have classmates that are even 40 nonna. It’s never too late.

I wanted to go to med school, but I have no savings for it, just a small set of savings that would have only been good for the application fees (around $5000, yes, it costs that much)
Because they slashed Grad PLUS, I straight-up think I can't afford it, like a private loan would destroy me. I told people I was giving up and they said I was overreacting. Am I missing something? Because I don't see how med school is possible for me anymore.

How can I block evade through strawpage I need to push someone into revealing something

So I hate to be the retard asking this but how do we execute github codes….

>>2575542
Better off finding magnet links of database leak torrents and looking through them yourself tbh, it's just a glorified search engine

i want snoopy thread.

>>2579180
Just go through the instructions and download the required prerequisites. What
>>2575542
Haha I’m gatekeeping so hard right now. Github isn’t even that great because they probably keep the good shit to themselves. Until they find a way to access Instagram API again I don’t care. It’s been forever but recently I found 2 great leak search sites and one has extra info like IP and date the account was created, while the other has a wider database & keyword search. I wonder if 0trocks was still better though. Unfortunately one of them posts hashes and the other one you have to pay for uncensored shit (like £1 for 24 hours though) or deduce the plaintexts, but has a wider database. Still works great together, find it if you can, I don’t want it taken down though so you won’t get it from me.

>>2594902
Here
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=T68ilzX-B_0&pp=ygUSSW50ZXJpb3Igc2VtaW90aWNz
Leak about it jannies btw nobody cares

>>2594911
What's going on? wtf is this? what is it supposed to mean? is her vagina ok after this?

>>2594911
…the spagettios were inside us all along?

Thanks to the cringe thread, I dreamt that a Brazilian politician blackmailed a Japanese football player and forced him to stop being fit and become an anakun, grow his hair longer, and take pictures and videos of himself in maid outfits and similar femboy stuff. Which made the Japanese football team as a whole lose popularity because he was the fan favorite but isn't hot anymore.

I had a dream that I was giving myself a tongue piercing. I got through with getting the needle through my tongue, but then I didn't put the jewelry in cause I was like "I can't have a tongue piercing when my teeth are still fucked out". It's funny, because I've actually thought about getting my tongue pierced but didn't because my teeth are out of place.

I had a lucid dream today and astral projection a week ago. I don't have these experiences as often as i used to 10 years ago. I used to have them at least 3x a week before and was living my best life because of it. I'm now suspicious that the contraceptive pills, although i never had any other negative effects than low libido, are influencing my brain's abilities of lucid dreaming and asral projectin. I think my abilities started to lessen when i started taking the pills. Now I'm off of it for about 3 months and i suddenly had 2 experiences so soon from eachother?? This really sucks because i have really bad acne and nothing has worked for me but the pills (got new brand about a year ago and it worked amazingly) So now i have to choose if i want to look like a rotting zombie but fly and fuck my dream friend and do cool shit and night or look like normal person but sleep in a boring way.

>>2594888
you know the answer

I had a dream that I had ugg slippers. They were really comfy