>>2472051Nta. That's why I call it the eating disorder month. Starving themselves then binge eating. Even when I'm not one of them and have to keep it a secret, I had to follow their retarded rituals, and years ago one day I got insane constipation and stomach aches and had to go to the hospital. Turns out my body just can't take the whole staying hungry for too long then eating tons of heavy food in one session then doing round 2 and 3 shortly apart of each other (that being dinner and suhur), so I had an excuse to sleep in and to eat a proper healthy diet, and also eat less and alone away from them. That saved me for all the next Ramadans. This year my siblings already knew the truth and didn't care, and my dad would sleep until it's time for iftar, so I cooked for them and had some snacks. I got protein bars, dates, fruits, a few spoonfuls of sambosa filling and any sambosa I wrapped but broke apart so it doesn't go to waste. My brother was kind enough to help me with the cooking and preparing the table, and especially frying because I'm too sacred of it, lol. Not saying it was easy because it isn't, but getting to eat and sleep on my own accord did make it easier.