/ot/ - off-topic

I had a lucid dream today and astral projection a week ago. I don't have these experiences as often as i used to 10 years ago. I used to have them at least 3x a week before and was living my best life because of it. I'm now suspicious that the contraceptive pills, although i never had any other negative effects than low libido, are influencing my brain's abilities of lucid dreaming and asral projectin. I think my abilities started to lessen when i started taking the pills. Now I'm off of it for about 3 months and i suddenly had 2 experiences so soon from eachother?? This really sucks because i have really bad acne and nothing has worked for me but the pills (got new brand about a year ago and it worked amazingly) So now i have to choose if i want to look like a rotting zombie but fly and fuck my dream friend and do cool shit and night or look like normal person but sleep in a boring way.

>>2594888
you know the answer

I had a dream that I had ugg slippers. They were really comfy

Had a horrible dream Lady Gaga chased me with a chainsaw, and turned my body into bulgogi. I apparently screamed because i got woken up by my dad. I slept after again it was around 4 AM, guess what. Lady fucking Gaga again but this time she gives me silver jewellery (in a weird bag). I accept it and as i look through the bag she starts choking me with huge nails, kinda digging into my throat/skin. I choke (in the dream) and wake up suddenly choking on my own saliva. Skip to today, I went to a store and saw a Gaga vinyl and it traumatized me. I think I can't see her the same anymore and it saddens me. I liked her, she had bops. I don't understand my retarded brain

>>2597724
Exactly. That is the US gameplan, keep India underdeveloped and contain China. This is not at all a controversial understanding of the US loves Indians psy op. A psy op on India to get them to go along with a disadvantageous alliance.

>>2597789
i don-t understand how importing a trillion of them helps this plan

>>2597679
I don't hate radfems but I think a lot of original feminist thought has been somewhat adulterated by caring more about being leftist in the modern SJW sense than about being feminist, which leads to I Fucking Love Soyence! sentiment being prioritized above all else since it's a current leftist tagline. Ovarit censored all discussion critical or skeptical of COVID lockdowns/masks for instance, and banned users who talked about it critically, despite only existing as a website because what its users think is considered so wrong, antiscientific and evil that it isn't allowed on pretty much any other forum on the internet. But thinking one other non-mainstream thing in addition to that would be a bridge too far. Current radfeminism has these weird blinders on where they think they're super radical critical thinkers for noticing this one very obvious flaw with modern leftist politics and science/the medical establishment, but rarely take another step and think 'if the scientific consensus says that sex can be changed/is on a spectrum, a thing so obviously untrue even small children know it's stupid, what other stupid things could The Science and the modern left be supporting?' It's like thinking this one blasphemous thing makes them feel like the world's biggest rebels and they couldn't possibly have a single other rebellious thought beyond that. That then leads to taking things they read in Psyc 101 textbooks as gospel because The Science Said So which I think is further entrenched by the idea that men have been gatekeeping science from women so women need to engage with science by automatically getting educated about it and also believing whatever scientists and doctors in the mainstream say. Especially if a female scientist like Loftus got famous for 'debunking' some stupid thing men were allegedly doing, we have to automatically believe she was correct and saved the world from the scourge of false CSA reports.

I also think there's an element of self-soothing to this because radfems see gender ideology (rightly) as an insane social contagion that somehow has a huge foothold in society, so they want to feel around for other things that were 'crazy' but eventually debunked in the past. The narrative about false memory syndrome is that there was this huge worldwide buy-in into recovering memory through hypnosis but we eventually moved past that, so it'sPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>2597764
>Conservative
All cultures suck in their own right but what benefit does conservatism have on the working/non rich population?

>>2597800
It makes Indians feel they’re in a relationship w the US. It makes India think the US loves it and will marry it and so India will do everything the US wants when the US is just using it and abusing it and letting its best come here and allowing a few of its people to be ceos and not giving it much and keeping it from forming beneficial relationship with China. Study geopolitics? India is extremely important. The US wants to maintain global hegemony. It doesn’t want India to rise, be independent or close to China.

>>2597455
I don't think being nice is fake or anything, I just find my way of expressing things nice and friendly but others receive it as unfriendly and demanding… very simplified but it's basically me saying "hi, could you please send me file x when you have the time? thank you!" meanwhile chatgpt turns my emails into "pweeeeaaaase pwease pwease if you ever have the time to grace me with file x I would be endlessly grateful but no pressure, I'm so sorry for bothering you and I will flog myself if I did, just say the word! with the utmost love and respect, your loyal servant" like that's what seems so ingenuine to me…

>>2597544
I know exactly what you mean. Lately I’ve been trying to make my emails sound more professional and less simpering by copying the way my male coworkers write. Nobody has ever complained about them being rude and I’m even throwing in more pleases and thank yous than they use, yet apparently when I write like them I’m being rude, cold or demanding. I get the impression that people feel more comfortable tone policing me because they know I’m an autistic woman and therefore more open to ‘correction’ but like, is
>Hey can you please try to have [file] ready by Friday? Thanks in advance!
really rude? Do I absolutely have to throw in a bunch of apologies and heart emojis to avoid hurting people’s feelings? I wouldn’t be upset if I received that message, even if they omitted the please and thank you. I’ve gotten so many messages that were basically “I need this by Friday” and it never bothered me. Maybe I’m just insensitive but I can’t help but feel that my coworkers are being a bunch of weenies about this.

>>2597544
the chatgpt is basically praising the user for interacting with them, and people think you should thank them for interacting with them, because otherwise they wouldn't voluntarily interact with you. autistic people are seen as lesser than nts, and women are seen as less than men, so treating yourself as neutral or average you are acting above your level and demanding more than you are worth in their eyes.

>>2597568
people seem to hate the "please try.." because it makes them insecure. change that out but besides that i dont see anything wrong with your text (?)

>>2597347
It is common for autists to have a strict personal moral code and expect others to abide by it. One of the most common ones I see is about lying - they believe lying is inherently wrong in any context and get perturbed when others do it. It definitely isn't a cluster b thing - those people rarely have morals at all even for themselves.

>>2597544
Yeah I've had the same experience as you. Normies think they basic please/thank you phrase is curt and rude for some reason.

>>2597564
Normally I would agree. But the fact it’s Denmark threw me, I don’t know anything about the Danish and am willing to believe they are just like that because of that

>>2597309
I hate that he (allegedly) gets matches. Hopefully these women clue in quick that the only difference between a 'male feminist' and a regular male is the language they use to guilt you into having sex with them.
>SIGH… no it's fine, I'm fine… Well, maybe not. I mean… remember how we talked about how physical touch is my love language?

>>2597573
it says he has two kids. Grim

>>2595175
She has kitchen utensils shoved in her nose anon, she is probably in her BPD cooldown period of constantly looking for validation right after her bf blocked her to stop her screeching. Being prettyslop/cuteslop is just as depressing as being uglyslop

>>2597664
Are you the bf?

>>2596796
Not even just the iphone cameras but also old school cameras, professional cameras, whatever they use for IDs and passports, etc.

>>2595594
>>2595643
It was pretty good actually! It doesn't beat my favorite soda (cherry coke), but it got close.

My first leg day at the gym in almost a year… pray for me nonas

Got into both an art course and a C# course for this upcoming term, glad I got something to do while I'm looking for a job this coming fall and winter. It also feels nice to be able to do something kind of relaxing like art after a couple of intense years, while also getting more dev competence with C#. I also applied for a phone app dev course that I might take instead of the C# one if I get in (I don't think it's completely impossible, since I have higher grades than what's required, but I was late in applying since I didn't find it until now). I don't think I'm at a place right now where I would be able to handle two programming courses side by side, and I like the thought of widening my competence and being able to do a couple of personal projects I thought up if I can learn in depth how to make phone apps along with my already base knowledge of web dev.
Though, I'm mostly hoping I got into any of the trainee programs I've applied to.

Gonna repierce my ears tomorrow, I'm so excited! I got both of my ear piercings as a child but I hated wearing earrings so they closed. I bought some little cheap mini hoops so I won't feel too bad if it turns out that I still hate earrings kek.

The Amazing Atheist

>>2597690
He was recently exposed as a straight up actual pedo.

>>2597690
Damnm, can you give me a source?

Peoples obsession in the 2000s with the word "whore"

>>2597705
Extreme hatred of women was the norm back then

That's a pill and you've got to take it
That's a pill that you've got to take
I won't rest until you take it
That's a heart that you made
That's a heart and the both of you made it
And I won't rest until I break it
It's l'histoire de la famille
It's l'histoire de la femme
And I won't rest until I forget about it
I won't rest until I don't care
I won't rest until I forget about it
La La La La La La La
That's a razor and you will make a threat
That's a razor make million billion threats
And I won't rest cuz I heard it all before
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Before you came along
And said the words I hadn't heard in a long time
I thought I was wrong
I never expected this to happen to me

Before you came along
And said the words I hadn't heard in a long time
I thought I was wrong…

Dig through the ditches and burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my Dragula
Dig through the ditches and burn through the witches
I slam in the back of my Dragula

things aren’t the same anymore
some nights they get so bad
i almost pick up the phone

Don't be tardy for the party. Don't be tardy for the party.
Don't be tardy for the party. Don't be tardy for the party.
Hurry up baby don't be late. I'll meet you at the place.
I've been waiting for this day. This weekend let's celebrate.
Lookin' like a covergirl. Covered in diamonds and pearls.
Take the Benz out for a swirl. Drop that top yeah it's my world.
Forget about work and the stress of the week.
Party all night and we won't go to sleep.
We own the club oh yeah we own the life and I am not leaving 'till I see daylight.
Don't be tardy for the party. Oooo, ooooo. Don't be tardy for the party. Oooooo, Ooooo. Don't be tardy for the party. Oooo, oooo. Don't be tardy for the party.
I'll be feelin' good by nine. After my third glass of wine.
On the dance floor lookin' fine. All the boys tryin' to get in line.
Headed back to VIP. So tight that I can't breathe.
I look good in this heat. Sweat drippin' all over me.
Forget about work and the stress of the week.
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>>2593554
I gave her some chicken fried in butter!

cleaned my house today & worked out, proud of myself. my life is going well rn

I made a lot of tips today and really connected with all of my customers and I feel super proud of myself.

My bad acne is clearing up, my scars are slowly fading, and my hair can now survive almost a full day longer without looking awfully greasy! I'm not sure why this change is happening so much later than I expected, but maybe I'm just a late bloomer! I hope it keeps getting better.

i have actually been somewhat consistent with exercising recently and i woke up with a sore ass body from leg day and doing abs/stomach toning yesterday… and it’s the best feeling. i’m already thin, but just want to tighten up and i already believe im making progress kek. also, the mental relief after exercising is unmatched. if any anons want to develop a workout routine i promise it’s worth it for the mental relaxation alone

>>2596666
i dont believe in life for me.

-millionaire
-house in the woods
-become a land wanderer

>>2597262
based wishes

My wishes
>Teleportation
>Invisibility
>Mind Reading
I would love to blackmail politicians for secrets as an invisible entity they can never track

>>2597492
yes if you are tall with longer midriff, otherwise I think it wont look good on short people

>>2597510
>I’ve only seen religious women wear this
Kek yeah that is a concern though the slit helps a bit imo. I’m planning on wearing crop tops and other more close fitting tops with it to offset that association. I also have mid-length hair that I regularly get trimmed so the lack of horsegirl hair probably helps.
>>2597511
I’m 5’8 with a long torso so I think it’ll look good on me!

Thanks nonnies

>>2597492
skirts looking like pants weird me out

Should I let go of this game already and sell it on eBay? Mine is in better condition than this and this one sold for $650 last month. I'm kind of worried this PS2 game market is a bubble that will burst soon.

>>2597604
If you don't play it any longer, then yes.