/ot/ - off-topic

>>2320171
if a south asian said this shes fucking retarded did you forget all the other religions in south asia that does celebrate eid despite not being muslim because theyre not retarded like you?, we do celebrate Christmas here faggot hell even some arabs do. why is it always western so called "muslims" so fucking high on their larp to be muslim

>>2320178
samefag but this bitch is a huge pickme too kekk for the name "haya" she sure has none, dont you know lusting after moids is haram?

>>2320180
That's not a thirst tweet kek

>>2320178
They have an identity crisis like a lot of other diasporas and compensate for not living in a muslim majority country by try to look and act more muslim than the prophet himself, piss be upon him.

>>2321267
No you did not x2, you self posting faggot

>>2321076
Do men have comically huge tongues? This pose would look cringe on a woman too, but men always look like they’re choking on a piece of meat.

Imagine getting triggered by Harry Potter merch

>>2325745
Oh my god…this person walked into a store filled with Harry Potter merch and survived?! What a hero. They should write a book about this harrowing experience to usurp JKR once and for all.

>>2325745
Imagine if women acted this way towards misogynistic content.

Instant chicken flavored ramen with two fried eggs mmm

The local sub restaurant added some flavorful herby rich cream cheese to their shrimp and crab sub and now I'm craving it so bad

I really want a very nice pasta or maybe a burger, whenever I'm on my period I just want lots of protein like a huge steak and lots of fried chicken.

it's not reasonable but im really craving that spicy chicken burger from the rly good chicken place rn

craving sunomono but i'm out of wakame seaweed

Does anynonny play Duolingo? I want to do friend quests with my fellow anons. picrel for my username

Is this what old English used to sound like kek
>>2309837
Thanks for helping me! I was stressing out about this.

>>2310017
I started using it again for practicing German last week but I'm already getting bored. Never done friend quests, are they fun? Competition makes me nervous.

>>2311520
Friend quests are less about competition and more about collaboration. Basically, you work together to study for a certain amount of minutes or lessons or something. Like if the goal is 10 lessons, we each do 5, or any ratio of numbers to meet the goal. Then you get rewards and powerups! It's pretty motivating and fun

>>2310017
>>2311520
I am a bit busy at the moment but I would add you for later maybe? I learn Hindi and try to refresh Russian, but focus is Hindi.

>>1655888
Since nobody brought it here yet: two weeks ago there was a press release stating that Shelby Lynn was heavily drunk and high prior to the concert and actively hid clues from the police (https://www.presseportal.de/pm/62754/5779803). She has disappeared from social media completely since the investigation was made public.
As a sidenote, since no women came forward to the prosecutor's office, the fundraiser in order to help them (around 825000€) has been destined to "help trans and non-binary people", kek.

I'm gonna necro this thread cuz I want to talk about bob bryar and I don't want to shit up the regular celebricows thread plus it moves too fast. I know he was mentioned in that thread, but I don't think this tweet was mentioned and thought it should be documented. I know he was tweeting a bunch of MAGA stuff before he died too, but he also posted this.

for those unaware, lou taylor is an extremely notorious "business manager" in hollywood. she was britney spears' business manager for a long time and was the mastermind behind the 13 year conservatorship. she was also diddy's business manager. she is heavily affiliated with the kardashians/jenners, iirc she tried to help them get a conservatorship on kanye too. lou has been involved in tons of shady shit, also other people around diddy and co. have died mysterious deaths like his ex wife kim porter. as far as I know they haven't said how he died or who even found him. an anon in celebricows theorized that allegations about gerard way might come out. I think that's probably inaccurate but at this point I wouldn't even be surprised

video about it

>>2323489
Not gonna lie, I wish she HAD got the conservatorship on Kanye because he actually does deserve it.

>>2323498
Then the Kardashians would just be even richer

>>955088
sorry if something like this has been posted already but here is a compiled masterlist of tools i use to do my snooping … . think i picked it up in a discord serv like 2019, abused ever since

https://start.me/p/L1rEYQ/osint4all

this is also the best people search website i have, its free and like 100% of the time gives me accurate results. hope u nonas can use

https://www.searchpeoplefree.com/

>>2323451
Bless you my angel

Is it just me or is it really fucking hard to snoop on people who live in Canada? Her name is very uncommon and yet all I've found about are her work emails kek. The fact that most people search websites are exclusively for US citizens doesn't help

>>2324330
Links to snoop on Canadians have been posted ITT. It's very easy to find someone's phone number and address just from their name.

>>2324574
I tried canada411 but couldn't find the person I was looking for. Other websites I could find was either blocked from my location for some reason (tried using vpn, didn't work) or required payment. Thanks anyway nonnie

looking for my first job and this vacancy i found is oddly suspicious
>photographer's assistant
>photo studio specializes in outdoor photoshoots, specifically in the nature
>very basic nature-related name, nothing comes up when i google it
>no address, no work hours listed
>no social media/website links, nothing
>no degree or prior experience required
>pays twice as much as minimum wage (so quite a lot)
am i going to get raped in the woods

>>2322696
>photographer
>no social media/website links, nothing
only go if you want to be featured in the next news that fuck with you thread. which means dont take the job

>>2322696
Raped and murdered

>>2322696
yes

>>2322696
>>no social media/website links, nothing
>>pays twice as much as minimum wage (so quite a lot)
Don't even send your resume. It's so obviously wrong and too good to be true this is the same as when poisonous toads have bright colors on their skin.

>>2323182
the fact that he even shows up on the activity feed means his site isnt marked as NSFW. This makes it easy for children to find.
>pic rel. "krystal's" beard

>>2323146
>>>/snow/1970834

>>2323095
That's if you believe they're the same person, which I don't. The overall aesthetic sensibilities just seem so opposite. Based on the neocities site and the activity across fediverse, that person seems to have a major preoccupation with indigenous sovereignty that I've not seen from Lorena and there are a lot of references to Canada that don't make sense for her. Also I find it hard to believe that somebody who was apparently so interested in infosec and privacy would make any of the retarded decisions that Lorena did with her personal information, let alone all of them. I was never on lolcord though so idk, maybe hex talked about all that stuff there and it just wasn't capped or posted.

>>2323203
the nenetl site was archived on wb while it linked to an anilist profile that later on linked to her statuscafe/github, or something like that. either she was on like ten different levels of larp (and assumed adopting different "aesthetic sensibilities" and obscurity would keep her safe) or took the fall for the neocities site for some reason (which… I don't really understand why that would have happened, but who knows)

>>2323203
>>2323095
>>2323287
I still can't decide whether they're both the same person, >>>/snow/1972643 this post points to it being true and I remember testing it myself and confirming it. The presence.html is interestingly enough wiped from wayback machine which corroborates this. Either way what I still personally can't get over is her bragging about being an LC admin on yesterweb of all places kek

>>2323176
>>2323188
He's so disgusting. I wish freaks like this would be banned.

>>2322816
Maybe you could go to a library or a cafe to read a book or stuff. Malls with food courts could also work, and you could take long walks around while window shopping. A park is always good but it might be too cold depending where you are rn.

>>2322830
Are you a fucking child? Sheltered cunt. Kill yourself or grow the fuck up likee the rest of us.(infighting)

>>2322816
I like going to the park or anywhere with nature to look at plants/bugs. I live in a soulless suburb so I get how boring it can be. Listening to an audiobook helps

is it actually possible to find a job that doesn't make you want to kys? it seems universally agreed that work is the worst part of being alive and it takes up most of your time being awake. unless you're part of the chosen few who 1.) has a passion and 2.) can make a living on it, or has a simple mindless stable in-demand decently paid job, I don't understand how anyone can not feel dread 24/7 about the prospect of working for the rest of their life

>>2322970
People don't think about working for the rest of their lives, they think about what they look forward to in their week and how to accomplish their weekly goals. They plan trips and outings in advance, they plan hobby time when they can. Keeping sanity is all about scheduling and planning things out.

this is just an insecure place for people with diagnoses(bait)

>>2317882
I can relate to the need to disengage from and avoid uncomfortable things, I do that even with minuscule life stuff. Never mind something as big as assault! I'm really sorry that someone did that to you.
It's probably really difficult to forgive yourself or show understanding to your behavior since the end result did set you back and put you in a difficult situation, however you didn't do it on purpose. I mean, if you or me or anyone itt could choose with a snap of our fingers take away all the maladaptive/destructive coping mechanisms, we'd probably all do it immediately? We are trying to manage the best we can and sometimes our inner turmoil shuts down the working/functioning parts of ourselves. I empathize with the avoiding part so much, it's awful to not get yourself to do or say the things you need to. And then you make the situation worse.
You said it's been three months. What kind of support network do you have, do they know about your bpd? Are your fears of telling them based on how you think they'd actually react, or are you projecting your continued self loathing onto them? Also, are you doing okay money-wise or is that causing you extra stress as well?
You mentioned in your first post that you're currently having a lot of casual sex with semi-anonymous people? Are you doing it as kind of a self harming activity? It's high risk behavior, for sure and I'm worried about you nonita. I definitely don't mean that in a judgmental way (as in "slut-shaming" or that there's something morally wrong with your character), just that the risk of STDs or if it's men your engaging with, the risk of pregnancy. Nevermind dealing with someone who would hurt or degrade you further in bed. I'm sure you know all these things and I don't want to lecture.
Before these encounters happen, do you suddenly get the urge to have sex to numb some negative emotion or do you "go in" rationally? How do you feel afterwards? If it's making you feel worse about yourself, I'm wondering if there's any way to get yourself to pause and re-direct that urge some way that's less unhealthy.
Finally, I understand feeling defeated over your career stalling and thinking all your hard work was for nothing. It sucks that life and recovery can't be just linear and we face setbacks, sometimes really big ones like what happened to you. I still feel hopeful that you can get back on Post too long. Click here to view the full text.

I’d been in remission for four years until around October. I was 90% fine. The other 10% related to romantic relationships, and even that was hugely improved. But this has been a very unlucky year for health, grief, family, and… relationships (I wasn’t the crazy one, for once, but I definitely don’t know how to pick them). My emotions have become much harder to regulate and I’m defaulting to angry or upset after a few years of barely crying.
I’m getting back into therapy in the New Year, but in the meantime it’s surreal to ‘watch’ myself acting out. My old BPD-self is like a bad friend who has shown up again after I cut her off. I thought self-awareness regarding my moods was the most important thing to keep them under control, but evidently I’ve reached the end of my calm-and-collected tether this year and have defaulted to a self-protective state. It’s exhausting. I find it hard to believe I used to live like this.
This felt like a horrible setback for a while, but now I am encouraged to use this knowledge about myself for the better. Even making the conscious effort to be kind to myself has made a difference; eg., reflecting that I still navigated the unlucky events this year with courage and resilience. Wallowing in self-pity and bitterness was unproductive. 2024 can be an annus horribilis rather than the end of all good things.
This will pass.

>>2317851
I see "quiet BPD" just as the phase without manic episodes. I haven't had them for years and the main contributor to this is just I avoid from falling in love or getting into situations where I might catch romantic feelings towards someone or even get friends. No strong painful emotions but instead I just kind of feel like I'm in a void and can't feel anything at all except daily guilt and self-help. Filling it with overworking and videogames helps, both are activities where I get a quick response for doing something well. I wouldn't say I have "quiet BPD" now though, just that I'm much more self-aware than when I was younger and learned to turn all that shit inwards.

>>2318199
I'd a friend who was diagnosed with bpd. Real anxious, she'd shake from nerves, tended to get walked all over because she'd never give anyone shit back even if provoked. I lived with her for years thinking is that what quiet bpd is? Nobody could describe a typical 'bpd moment' that ever went down with her. Includng her ex.

Fast forward, a diff friend goes to inpatient after a series of shitty life events happen and she's not coping. Gets assigned the same psychiatrist as our bpd friend but never mentions our friend to anyone during her stay. Other patients who've been in and out of there for years start coming up to her and warning her to switch pyschiatrists unless she wants to be automatically slapped with a fast bpd diagnosis. She took their advice.