>>2563680Sometimes I feel like I was born with a void in my heart that's never going to go away. But when I fill it with socializing, volunteering, music, trying really hard at work, fun video games, books, film, birdwatching, hiking, and exercise, it helps me ignore the hole. Idk if you're an artfag but I really enjoy watching Andrei Tarkovsky films because the meditative silence really forces you to just sit and reflect on your life. I've seen a lot of therapists and never had any luck with it, so far my solution has been pushing my energy outwards into loving and helping other people. When I'm serving others, I don't think about myself, and when I'm not thinking about myself I avoid the navel gazing spirals that lead me to bad choices.