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TONIGHT

SONGS FROM ANIMATION TUNESDAY
> Come share music from an animated series or movie (anime included).

SHOWTIME
8PM CET / 7PM GMT / 2PM ET / 11AM PT

https://cytu.be/r/moovieroom

>>2592926
an ulrich nona here?! everyone is so talented

>>2592926
shoutout to whichever nona drew the ultrakill. i really wish that game's team wasn't full of retards lol

>>2592926
OMG IS THAT THE LITTLE CREEPY KID FROM DIABOLIK LOVERS???? He looks amazing great job to the nonna who drew him!!

I don’t feel well I think because of my new medication. The only way to get past this is to continue taking it, but everyone around me is upset that my sickness is inconveniencing them. I just want to feel better.

>>2607613
I'm happy you've never had the misfortune of knowing these scum, but they do exist
>>2607503
Same nona. My dad is a misogynistic fat pos loser and I wish he'd just die already. My mom is much better than him in every single way

I often consider taking my life because of my circumstances which are quite privileged. I have felt that way since 11 though for a myriad of reasons (mainly childhood physical abuse and sexual abuse from my father which has affected me even over a decade later). My mother, I feel so conflicted. I still live with her and she has helped me a lot financially which I will always be grateful for. She currently helps with most of our rent and my phone bill, but I am the house maid and animal caretaker and pay everything else. It is just hard to save up because we are constantly moving in and out of her boyfriend/ex-boyfriends home, and she pulls it on me last minute and I then need to scramble to find more work as well as being a student. Our cost of living is very expensive so it has been difficult. But it is her mental health that concerns me, up and down. I become her punching bag when no man is around. She insults me and talks down to me and has told me always I can’t live without her and I have internalized it. She has defended my father and gets very pickme about things to spite me? When I told her that her boyfriend make sexual comments to me, she defended him and told me I need to confront him because I am an adult, and she doesn’t feel “threatened” by me. She lies a lot too. Then, a random month will go by, and she is so kind to me, that I feel awful for ever being angry and hurt by her. The stress is piling up on me and I am trying to learn coping skills but even today I chose to ignore her comments and worries and she said I was being a moody bitch…she gets mad if things aren't up to her OCD clean standard and I have constant anxiety in our home. She constantly and has always used me as her therapist and if I tell her to please stop, she says I am an awful daughter and will be getting kicked out. I just feel like I can’t survive on my own but I don’t know if it is what her and my father did or just who I am—a failure. I am in my mid-20s and so ashamed of this, I am ready to work more and move to a differejt state, but she tells me I won’t make it alone and it petrifies me. I’d also have to find health insurance, which I pay her money to put me on, and I’d lose resources. I just needed to vent, I was holding on and doing well for long, but she is suddenly making us move again so everything is tense. Today I got in trouble for not telling her that her now ex-boyfriend went to dinner, and not doing his dishes (despite promising I’d do them once I slept aPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

>>2609984
Even my therapist noted how vibrant I was away from her when I visit my partner or am able to avoid her for long stretches of time. I just feel guilty, like I don’t know when the issue is myself or her. I try to be compassionate because she works hard, she is going through this breakup again, but I just wish she would get help one day and she never will. I get so tired of never being perfect for her like I wasn’t for my father. This has affected my work performance and overall self-esteem and I am just tired. Even being around her, she will watch the TV and spew out some judgmental comment. She will nag and argue just to argue. She will follow you around or talk to herself.

I'm hate that I'm embarrassingly emotionally invested in a gore fetish dark romance series that is corny as hell. I don't even like the bad daddy shit, and hate how women are fed abusive dominant male fantasies. But there's a character I saw my younger self in and projected onto an embarrassing amount. I have all this art of him and got back into writing because of him. I even worked through some of my past trauma through writing about him. At the same time the more I've explored his character the more I started to hate him because he reminds me of myself if I never got any help and became an abusive piece of shit, but that also makes me feel pulled closer to him. I hate it, I hate going into the fandom spaces and seeing mentally ill masochistic women talking about wanting to be abused or talking about how they can fix a characters whose literally a psychotic killer rapists or talking about how babygirl they are.

>>2609936
It’s conditioned as a form of deference and politeness. But it also comes naturally to people with cognitive empathy skills. A intelligent person can easily discern “universal truth” from “subjective interpretation”.
“I think X is superior to Y” - a logical statement, because it is describing your personal interpretation of X and Y.
“X is superior to Y” - illogical statement, there is no objective truth in subjective terms like ‘superiority’.
You can only say definitive statements like this in certain contexts. Rarely do men actually keep their proclamations within these constraints.

>>2607716
why is the only way to push boundaries have to be exposure to violence and misogyny? Wouldn't it be more boundary pushing to do the opposite? A game about peace and misandry?

>>2607632
>A woman losing their virginity to someone who isn't them is the same as a man raping her child.
I refuse to believe I am the same species as them. They aren't humans, they are parasites who block my ability to be the first mammal to reproduce asexually.
"human" males are blocking humanities potential and it sickens me

>>2609972
Nona you just opened my third eye with this comment. I literally can't wait to go use this argument on the males who cape for GOT and the Dune books and other rape and incest content that gets shilled everywhere

>>2607632
By "body count" he means the schizophrenic pornified situations he has convinced himself women do on a regular basis and the number he'll pull out of his ass regardless of what you tell him.

i've been so caught up by the pedo-files lately i more or less dreamt the climax of "halloween kills" but replace michael meyers with epstein. that turbo chomo broke into my home, i took him down with a whole canister of pepper spray while calling 911 but the operator thought i was a prank caller. so i ran out the back door with my childhood yorkie (RIP) to alert the neighbors and everyone came out to mob him with pitchforks and machetes and shit. but the power of pedophilia would just not let that fucking nonce die after being poked and sliced up multiple times. that's when i realized i was dreaming and woke myself up, so we'll probably be meeting again. i'm gonna get his ass next time though, maybe he'll pull up with the whole creep cabal

I was cursed to be a ferret by a witch, but a hot scholarly wizard found me and made me his familiar, not knowing i was actually a perverted woman taking great enjoyment in burying my ferrety face in his chest.

Last night's dream was like a full-on movie. Tl;dr my friend and I went on a quest to rescue a mythical creature. I started out in a pub on a dark, rainy street, feeling really depressed for some reason, but my friend appeared with two strangers and showed me a bunch of maps + travel equipment. They explained that something (I can't remember the exact creature) was in danger and we needed to bring it back home. I specifically remember asking "holy shit is this real?" and my friend winked at me and said "oh, yeah" kek. We teleported into a hot air balloon-slash-airship, high in the sky during a beautiful sunset. We were chatting and working on the ropes, but then, out of nowhere, she made a deeply hurtful comment about me while we were talking about the bees on our ship. There were bees EVERYWHERE btw, in the dream it just felt normal, as if they were supposed to be there. So I lectured her about the heinous insult and went off to sulk because I felt very upset. My friend didn't seem to think it was a big deal, which made things even worse.

We teleported back on the ground and gained two faceless party members who were like "we know three guys who have POWERS! They can help us!" And it turned out to be three middle-aged men who were in a band, but could also shapeshift into different creatures. Our party sat down at a table in this dingy bar full of grey fog and, once again, bees. The vibe was awkward because of what had happened between my friend and I. I could tell she wanted to apologise but felt embarrassed doing it in front of the new people, so I told her it was okay and we made up. Then the three bandmates finally came over to us, explaining that they were very busy and famous and couldn't stay for long. The dream briefly put me in one of the men's POV as it flashed back to the past, showing how they got our invitation as they greeted a line of adoring fans. Everyone knew they could shapeshift, it was like their gimmick. Once I went back to being me, the story changed: we didn't have maps anymore, we needed to unlock some random broken phone that we'd found, and then we could find the mythical creature. One of the men tried to crack the password, but I noticed he kept two fingers on the screen instead of just one. He was obviously fucking up the sensor.

FOR SOME REASON, my dream self decided that the best way to solve this problem was to reach over and seductively caress his hand. Specifically the hand with a wedding ring oPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

had a dream that i got fired. director called me before my shift and told me not to come in.

I had a dream that I made friends with another lolita in friend finder. The dream was so normal that it felt like a day of my life. We met up and went to a cute café in my city.

>>2609956
Moids seethe at yaoi and hilariously so. I mean, it's all online bullshit but it's really fucking funny to see turbo virgins sperg about how Free is the devil's anime or how a woman writing about da homos makes him feel uncomfortable. I honestly just imagine Classic Chris Chan every time I read a post from a moid about yaoi, and I kek every time.

>>2609960
I honestly miss when moids would just say yaoi was faggy and gross, now they all try to claim yaoi is triggering. I've read so many scrotes claiming yaoi is the same as their gross loli hentai just because they want women to be treated like them, even though women aren't treated like possible child diddlers because of objective statistics and not the porn they consume. Most moids nowadays could rival tumblr's strongest snowflake with how quick they are to jump to moralfagging.

>>2609960
Them trying to paint pic related as evil underage child porn was insane, especially since didn't it have het sex scenes beforehand?

>>2609971
They are starting to sound like the evil feminazis that they used to complain about topkek

>>2609883
>>2609888
I am a sleep deprived retard who assumed they were seething about this >>2609723 not being a Saya adaptation instead KEK

>>2609568
at least Burton and Schumacher understood that Batman is a very cartoony concept that takes places in a very cartoony world.

All the movies since has sucked and taken themselves too seriously. Gotham in the Nolan movies is absolute ass, its just a regular ass bland city.

>>2609568
I love Batman and Robin so much. They're comic books, not drama books.

>>2609954
Yes

my boss had me go home early today because i’m such a fucking retard who makes everyone’s day worse

>>2609974
Sleep it off nonna you'll feel better when you wake up later

>>2609244
100%. i can see him go down the mlm/selling courses on how to sell courses scam group chats route.

>>2604234
What is it with people who make autism their personality choosing to depict it in such a stereotypical way? It like loops back around to being offensive again. I can believe people film themselves flapping their hands or cocking their heads in weird ways with their jaw jutting forward and don't have the self awareness that it looks messed up. Might as well start talking like the main character from slingblade.

>>2609959
it's blackface towards the mentally ill just like trannies are towards women

>>2609961
i felt the same way when hot stacys started doing anime cosplays.

>>2609967
You can always tell who's actually into anime/games, who's doing it for the construction/costuming experience, and who's doing it for the coom bucks.

>>2607861
>>2607458
>>2607451
I feel sick even posting it but it's here
https://streamable.com/amp_player/nrlqj
To me it looks like the kids are from Eastern Europe or Russia. The way the child stares at the camera expectantly is so jarring and creepy. There's also other tiny girls milling around in the background. It's clearly an adult bathhouse room but it looks like a private residency to me. I think it could be Jeffrey's private house or Temple. The source is supposedly Isaac Kapy who was also suicided ans found dead fallen from a bridge on a highway after saying he wasn't suicidal and that random men in black cars had begun stalking him.

>>2609952
It looks like they're collecting oil more than water. Preparing for a massage possibly or some sexual thing.
I saw some glowies trying to dp damage control and claim that having child servants is a 'common practice in Turkey and Greece' but I have seen multiple Greek and Turkish people say the idea of having little girls in skimpy costumes as servants in a bathhouse is completely untrue and would absolutely be considered perverse and inappropriate.

>>2609497
Males were meant to die in war. They don't have enough problems

>>2609497
I'm willing to put cold hard American money down that none of the rape victims in the games removed are male.

>>2609603
>>2609497
"Men are victims of rape therefore I should be allowed to buy my little girl rape simulator, evil fascist feminazis!"

>>2609603
>Do women and girls not play these games?
No, the vast majority of 'people' who play anime rape games are men, including troons. They are primarily targeted at men and will always be primarily targeted at men. This is an objective fact.
>Are men not victims of real-life rape and incest?
Yes, they are. I fail to see the point.
>muh safer alternative/outlet
Studies have shown that access to simulated CSAM/abusive sexual material of any kind does not reduce rates of actual abuse and in fact is correlated with increased rates of abuse. Most people aren't born with a desire to rape their mothers or young children; they are exposed to it at a formative age through simulated content and then incorporate it into their sexual psyche. It's part of the cycle of abuse.
>women are involved in making these games
So? They can find other jobs or other outlets of creative expressions that don't involve rape, incest, or child abuse.

>>2609497
Imagine being upset over low effort, shitty degenerate ass games getting deleted off steam. Anything that takes away from cooming is a bad thing to the average scrote