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>Began her lolcow run as a "pansexual" lolita lifestyler who quit due to LACE drama and ~muh restrictive rules~>Is most well known as creator of the Party-Kei style, a style she no longer personally wears>Known lurker>History of ED, mental illness, and self-harm
>Frivolously spends her parents' money on once-worn clothes, makeup and junk shit for her trends; claims she makes enough from Youtube despite complaining about demonetization on her videos repeatedly; will often post/tell the cost of items to show off how much she had spent>Is an extreme narcissist; regularly claims herself to be the best/have superior skills in many aspects like fandom and fashion designing despite her skills, knowledge, and results of projects proving otherwise>Heavily pushes her "full-time Youtuber" title even though she fails to keep up a consistent upload schedule and keep solid engaging content beyond hauls and bullshit vlogs of her ramblings; opts for self-care rather than working on her videos and other projects; defines self-care as doing nothing but taking baths with Lush bathbombs and laying in bed all day>Claims to be ethically responsible about her purchases, yet still buys in ridiculous amounts from problematic sites and sellers>Extremely thin-skinned and defensive of herself, will either delete comments or posts under fire or act passive-aggressive in tweets and videos likely alluding to what she has seen in the threads; is highly dependent on her mother Louise Vessey in social events, often referring to her as her "bestie" and dragging her along to Japan and NYC, and has based her choice of college in a nearby city so as to not be far from her during university>has kept a total of five relationships in over 2 years, all ending in drama; examples include leaving one boyfriend of two years for his best-friend-turned-accessory whom she "loved all along" and stringing along a girl who came out for her for clickbait in a Christmas video and to boost her LGBT status before dumping her and keeping her Christmas gifts for "not being attracted to her"; now largely just refers to herself as queer rather than bi, lesbian, or pansexual>Claims to be family-friendly, but makes poor attempts to censor herself, has made sexual innuendo despite knowing she has a largely underage audience, and posts publicly about drinking while prescribed on medications; will often remove or put herself from/on said medications regardless of whether she needs them or not
In the last thread:
Jill takes Ativan during first class
Jill missed a day during the first week due to muh anxiety
Is a bigger mess than usual because school is just so hard. She cried over running a red light
Nina knocks water onto Jill’s Mac and it breaks
Jill cries over spilled soup
Has booked a new tattoo appointment
Buys new YRU shoes despite not breaking in her old ones
Goes on a brand trip to London for the Sims, despite not playing the game. Jill gets roasted on a live stream by the community. She uploads a shitty vlog about the trip, which barely promotes the game
Jill has gained a lot of weight very quickly. She looks like she has gained at least 10 pounds in a matter of weeks. Her face is bloated as hell and she looks pregnant >>>/pt/108478>>>/snow/93376>>>/snow/25169>>>/snow/154765>>>/snow/215023>>>/snow/258245>>>/snow/271275>>>/snow/285759>>>/snow/303929>>>/snow/318441>>>/snow/338259>>>/snow/358781>>>/snow/375960>>>/snow/393066>>>/snow/408269>>>/snow/428929>>>/snow/445432>>>/snow/455122>>>/snow/477079>>>/snow/490876>>>/snow/515612>>>/snow/531526>>>/snow/540457>>>/snow/582834>>>/snow/582890>>>/snow/616989>>>/snow/646275>>>/snow/679806
2nd insta: https://www.instagram.com/pixieespam/?hl=en
Cosplay Page https://m.facebook.com/cosplaypixie/
Old Da (very milky) https://www.deviantart.com/xhellodecemberx/journal/
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from the last thread
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The fact that she didn't know she needed adaptors to charge her shit in London is beyond me. How sheltered is she? She was also commenting on the 'weight' of the money too, which i found ironic.
(Sidenote; I hate her more everytime she says 'brekkie' instead of breakfast.)
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nice to know I wasn't tripping balls when I saw her name on this article on Origin. I didn't understand what it had to do with her…
so just like with Japan, she made zero effort to do anything that wasn't shopping. just blows my mind; she could have gone on her mandatory shopping spree, and also made some time for, I don't know, art galleries, museums, what the fuck ever.
what a shallow, sad existence.
Is she trying to sound like Matthew McConaughey at 1:27? I've never heard her speak in such a bizarro voice before.
Of course a shopping trip isn't complete without> autistic screeching noises> causing a scene and being loud/obnoxious as fuck> acting like a neurotic 12 year old in public
Videos of Jill with her friends remind me so much of vid related.
> i have all these amazing memories uwu
Really Jill? Shopping is an amazing memory?>>720523
I know, right? She was only there for a few days, but there was more she could've done aside from buying trashy expensive things to haul back to her den. She couldn't even be away from her laptop for 3 days… That pretty much says it all.
I'm pretty sure at this point after trips to NYC, JP, and now UK that she has exactly 0% interest in anything but materialistic shit and it's pretty tragic that someone can go to 3 major cities and do fuck all but look at chinese made products to buy, buy, buy instead of doing something actually meaningful.
Well she doesn't really look like she belongs there in the first place. There's those Sims players like >>720459
that have the alt-fashion look to them and then there's Jill who's dicking about in eye-blindingly bad clothes and whose YT-Sims experience is one video.>>720538
But anon, NY was a special case
where she got to be fawned over by dozens of her adoring fans who brought her gifts for her birthday, and shopping was the only way to cope with such an exhausting trip! /s
All these people in this photo look like they're having a good time and bonding over sims, and then there's Jill who vlogged alone and pitifully didn't talk to anyone aside from the forced makeup thing she did.
Did she meet anyone or make friends with anyone at all in the sims camp?
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“Sometimes I feel really bad about myself and want to rip off my skin and run away like a snake, but then I put on a outfit like this and start to feel invincible”
She’s been doing a lot of non body positive things lately like looking unnatural and stiff in all of her photos, bc she knows that she’s gained weight. A trick to look skinny is to wear high waisted bottoms to hide fupa, and emphasize the bust to distract from the pounds, which is why she’s wearing a push up bra now.
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The fact that she put more effort and thought into her personal video when she was PAID to go do the SPONSORED one really grinds my gears. She really gives no fucks about being a ~professional utuber~ at all.
Watching the sponsored one all she really talked about was ~im so proud of myself for taking this last minute opportunity!!~ she mentions next to nothing of the actual expansion, none of the new features, nothing.
This bitch had full on trouble with her expensive UK microwave bc of the plug but didn‘t know that she needed adaptors in the UK?
How does your brain work, Jill, how?!
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Why do even her pumpkins have to be pastel pink? Why not just buy the colorful decorative ones?
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I'm sorry but this genuinely feels like the 'big day out' of a special person.
God even just the beginning where she keeps scrunching up her face and touching her lips… Is she just incapable of talking to the camera normally now?
And then when she's out the constant noises/screeching/yelling random stuff and of course the baby talk & made up words.
I can't believe she's 20 years old, the older she gets the more disturbing this stuff is getting, especially since she seemed way more articulate when she first started YT.
>This is so aesthetic
the flying tiger past was so awkward. You see Kelsey and Beckii exploring the shop and having fun while Jill just stands there, filming all that while saying "this is so cute" and "oh my gosh" in the distance without any trace of enthusiasm. Also, the background music on the loop is just annoying af.
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God it was only, what, 3 months ago and this dress flattered her just fine with a bra. Honestly I’m almost believing she’ll pregnant with how much weight she’s put on in the last 3 months or so
Yeah, the flattering part of A-line dresses like that is they accentuate the waist and hide the rest, so people either imagine a better figure underneath or just don't think about the stomach/hips at all. But letting her bag stay pressing the dress in under her stomach ruins the illusion.
She definitely has gained a lot of weight for a short period of time though which is a little worrisome since it shows how bad her mental and physical health are getting.
Sage for sperg but it triggers
me that she wears extensions and doesn't bother to style them at all. Curl them? Do something? they look so scraggly and bad. It's so easy to style extensions because you can curl them once and they hold it forever. She's so lazy.
didn't she mention that she was prescribed seroquel?
if she's still taking it, that could be why she's ballooned so quickly, it's known to cause massive weight gain super quick.
eh. not to blog too hard but i take that along with other "weight-gain" causing meds and i'm not fat. any med that says it causes weight gain outside of something like prednisone just increases your appetite, which is easily dealt with once you work out the pattern of how/when it spikes and plan meals and intake accordingly.
tl;dr she eats too much(no one cares)
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aha! so unless she has two berets like this, it was a cream colour.
Everybody knows it's ultimately that but the meds likely aren't helping.
The strange thing is that her prescriber isn't doing anything about it. I dunno how it is in Canada, but in the US you cannot refill a schedule 2, and in most states you can only get 3 months of prescriptions at a time before you are required to visit your prescriber in person. There, they do a quick check on your dosage, how you're doing, and take vitals, including weight. Here, if your weight is going in either bad direction they cut you off and change your treatment quick, unless there's no way around it like Ativan for seizures. Is Canada not as strict on scheduled drugs, or does she just have a shitty, pillmill doc?
She started dating her boyfriend in June though, so its only been 4 months. From someone who's weight yo-yoed pretty badly around Jill's age, 4 months is the usual amount of time it takes for gained weight to really start showing its disfigurement of the body. Hormone fluctuations between ages 18-24 changes the female body. It's why underage or 18 year old brides were the ideal for a grown man up until recent decades. Girls lose their teen shape and develop their womanly bodies that they keep for the rest of their lives. Of course, skinny girls can end up being overweight women. Overweight teens can also end up being fit, active older women. It totally depends on lifestyle choices. You can't control hormonal changes (esp if you're on the pill which makes it x10 worst) or the reality of aging but you can obviously adjust your life habits for the long-term and decrease your risk of weight issues later in life.
tl;dr - i'm not too shocked by her weight gain given her age, hopefully she changes for the better.
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Honestly she looks so much like Egg in those earlier pics with blonde hair.
ngl, this made me a bit nostalgic. All those bad outfits, dark roots, greasy hair, sticker on her face, weird phases (already forgot about the crayola phase. Is she still obsessed with Peeps? It's been a while since the last time she mentioned something about it…) and outfits that had potential but were killed the moment they were created.
The Japan Trip era was my personal fave one, so I'm so excited about the upcoming one.
Well done, anon!
it's not really reaching, it's likely that her meds are responsible for an increase in appetite, if nothing else. it's not like a doctor can look at you and go "yep, the meds made you fat."
she has a history of ED so it is probably extremely hard for her to admit that she's gained a lot of weight. it sounds like she's still trying to come to terms with the weight gain from the comments she's been making and it's possible she'll address it in a future video or something.
… so you're team pregnancy then?
(also, you forgot to sage)
I don‘t wanna know how her body looks naked. Honestly, imagine the stretchmarks.
And somehow she only gains around her belly/legs/ass? How is she still so flat?
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Who’s excited to see Jill’s horrendous makeup skills again?
could be them gosh darn genetics, anon.
but also oftentimes if weight gain is EXTREMELY rapid you will balloon up in only a few places vs your entire body
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Is this her acknowledging her weight gain or ?
She has joined the 'insecure fat person desperately trying to convince themselves being fat is ok instead of changing their lifestyle' train, which isnt surprising given her lazy attitude and habit of using muh anorexia from like age 14 as a crutch/excuse to not eat better/exercise. I swear shes been making more and more body positivity references now that shes rapidly gaining and its pretty sad, just accept reality and DO something about it. Get your ass off twitter Jill and go to a gym or stop snacking so much.
Her lifestyle has been the exact same for how many years now? Calling it, she's not gonna change anytime soon. Gonna be a shopping addicted, starch and carb exclusive eater, dessert 3x a day, only watching precure because everything else is too spoopy, reliant on mom, muh anxiety over spilled soup bed dweller for at least the next 5 years. She needs an intervention but the habits have already sunk in too deep and being surrounded by yesmen doesnt help.
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Never would have guessed
Maybe the munchies are contributing to her recent weight gain?
this must've taken you a while, kek
and also: spoiler that next time please
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that fucking face
Seriously this woman spent 380 Canadian dollars on a pair of shoes she will NEVER wear and she's still trying to say that most of that haul was ~sensible~ cuz she's got some fast fashion socks and dish towels?
How delusional can you get?
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The way she describes those hideous fucking shoes…girl, just buy an actual snowglobe if you want to watch some damn glitter. Those shoes will match nothing and the snowglobe effect won't even be noticeable unless she's doing handstands and cartwheels.
If she loves creating so damn much, she could actually create something or diy some ugly shoes with cabochons and charms and glitter and make a damn video about the process.
Yes Jill, you giant polyester faux fur monstrosity is warm, it's literally plastic. It blows my mind how a person can be so financially privileged but completely stupid.
She's a wannabe aspiring fashion designer
not even aspiring. Can't believe this poser calls herself an artist when she creates virtually NOTHING.
i know, right? most of the "sensible" stuff she got, she could definitely find cheaper and possibly even cuter back at home.
we all know she's just trying to justify her shopping addiction. all those fucking socks i swear to god.
>>722778>IC has inspired me from the depth of my soul. they are such an amazing brand
Why is she so damn tacky? She speaks in such an irritating manner too. She calls everything piece of jacket/shoe item her child and 'my boys/my sons.'
Also why does she has 4 ads for a 14 minute video? Greedy bitch has to make her money back from the UK Haul?
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Sounds like it's gonna be Pizzazz after all, but god she's gonna look terrible if it really is.
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Uh well she's doing… great… on that costume so far, totally would've recognized that…
Seriously though this would be such an easy costume to DIY, how do you even mess up this badly?
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she liked this comment oh boy
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Based on this liked tweet she’s rolling with it, hopefully she’s been officially diagnosed, but the chance of that based on her fear of therapy is pretty low
This describes half of the college students I have met in general.
Also, isn't personality disorder testing pretty intensive? From what I've heard it takes a lot of testing and sometimes multiple sessions and is done by more specialized psychiatrists, I doubt she's committed to that.
knowing jill, she likely hates being put on the spot and being realistically called out for her problematic
and damaging behavior, so she makes half-assed excuses as to why she doesn't wanna go to therapy.
sage 4 blog but i had a BPDfriend in high school who, while undiagnosed, decided to quit her therapist cold turkey because she felt "slut shamed" by her (when the therapist called her out on her dangerous sex life) and didn't even have the guts to confront her about it herself, sending her mother to deliver the news instead. looking back on it now i realize she just hated being told what she didn't wanna hear, much like jill hates being told what SHE doesn't wanna hear: that she's a lazy bum who doesn't wanna put in the effort to get better, and it's 100% her own fault at this point. you're 20 goddamn years old jillian. the ball has been on your court long enough now.
Idk, she seems more like the type to get waaaaay too high and sleep and forget about responsibilities, and then smoke/take more edibles when the pressure is on or she has to face consequences for neglecting those responsibilities. And then binge eating junk food because munchies and to "treat herself."
If this sounds like projecting, it's how I spent my first year of college and I definitely didn't have the disposable income or terminal laziness that Jill seems to be suffering from. I don't know if it's possible to be a functional stoner without a good amount of real life experience or the basic ability to be a functional adult in general.
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that's….. not jill
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her bestie…is everyone just claiming bpd because it's so totes quirky?
What the fuck is wrong with these people?
Jill has never shown any signs of BPD-type thinking before (or any BPD behavior really)-
Do they not realize that this stuff is about a serious mental illness? If they actually suffered from it they would have noticed/felt it before and not needed some meme-Facebook post to 'completely change their perspective!! uwu'.
It's been mentioned and complained about in the early threads because she started using it like at least 2 years ago.
Still one of the stupidest things I've ever heard said by a youtuber and I don't understand how none of her family or close friends have told her how retarded it makes her sound.
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Her proportions look so awkward here
Also she got like 5% of that costume right, why did she even bother?
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Photo comparison for the lot of ya
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Jill is just a cutesy version of this, with Pre-Cure, Ativan, and microwave tendies
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She follows multiple weed shops on insta now and has said in streams that once it was legal she would try it. Some of her local friends smoke, so it would make sense if she does too
Let's be real, stephen and maggie (especially maggie) seem like the type to be casual stoners, and considering how often she drinks with other college/art kid types around town i'm sure she's had plenty of opportunities.
Besides, recreational weed is fully legal in Canada if you're over 18/19 and I've even seen old grandmas marveling in front of the weed stores in the last few weeks so, yeah, I'm sure she gets stoned like everyone else here.
she's bad enough sober, I can only imagine how obnoxious and faux deep she'd be.
Or getting 'inspired' and doing whatever she considers art.
It'd be worth seeing, I think.
A bit of a nitpick but it irks me that she openly admitted that she couldn’t be arsed even hemming the zebra print fabric because it’s not a cosplay and the “stakes are lower” (i.e. she’s not being judged on it)
Such passionate seamstress fashion designer, guys.
Thank you anon, this is exactly what I was imagining.>4:15 PM
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I had to do a double-take for the PreCure keychain one.
My sides, Anon. They're gone.
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with that down's syndrome expression she literally looks retarded here. pic related
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This whole video screams of I googled Jem and picked the antagonist to seem edgy but have no desire to watch an amazingly poorly written hilarious cartoon, probably because it would remind me that my lifestyle makes no sense and is unsustainable as I will age and impressionable teens and arrested adults will no longer aspire to live in my parents' basement/sham house and give me disposable income.
But also don't put in any effort and blame your lack of effort on the character being willing to mix patterns because you love supporting a heavily marked up sweatshop brand.
And while having a wig that only barely resembles the character's hair, but swear it's not sponsored and your "artistic" interpretation. Like how your own roots are an artistic interpretation of hair maintenance.
but we also see what shes eats and its mostly junk
said it just increases appetite and how u deal with that impacts ur weight gain (ie if u work out and eat healthy ur fine)
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From Moonmist Girls FB page
more like moonfaces. they look like they're the nieces of aunt Jill, the weird and different
aunt who does guerrilla knitting and brags about being able to drink vodka through her nose.
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They are based on MoonMist icecream which is blue purple and yellow
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Jill likely Googled BPD symptoms and saw this from the first website that appears in search results. Watch her try justifying her excessive spending and shit eating habits because of her fake BPD, her new scapegoat.
What an unfortunate looking group. Jill looks cuter just blonde than with rainby hair at least, but she's noticeably older looking (in a bad way) than the others. Nice to see she let someone else be in the centre though. >>724520
Or maybe it's just convenient for pictures!>>724625
Lel there's a reason real BPD diagnosis usually takes a long time and generally young people aren't diagnosed, and it's because so many symptoms that are just part of being immature, insecure, and dramatic (not to demonize people with BPD or start a whole in-fight because I know it's a serious issue that stems from trauma, just saying that a lot of the general overview stuff fits a large part of the population which is why you have to be officially diagnosed as having a disorder).
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She’s becoming more self aware
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jesus christ her emoji use reminds me of pic related
Technically the anons armchairing are those who claim her clinical diagnosis doesn't exist.
Yeah she's an over-dramatic, self-centered bitch who has no excuse for most of her behavior. That doesn't change the fact that she was diagnosed with depression/anxiety/bulimia/anorexia by professionals when she was institutionalized as a teenager. Sure, she's recovered from her eating disorder diagnosis, but she still has regular prescriptions for her depression/anxiety. I remember she mentioned visiting a doctor at some point earlier this year. If the doctor thought for some reason her mental health or medication needed to be updated or re-evaluated, they would have referred her to a psychiatrist or psychologist (often both).
I've had plenty of family members go through the Canadian system for mental health issues and i'm currently taking an Abnormal Psychology class that focuses on eating disorders and depressive disorders in teenagers within the Canadian context.
Everything Jill has stated about her teenage mental health issues (especially since it's backed up by her mother and other acquaintances) seems completely accurate. I find it weird anons still try to deny that, it's like a perverse kind of nitpick to pretend you have a better psychiatric evaluation.
I agree the attention seeking isn’t necessarily correlated to anxiety or depression. It’s just a poor personality trait.
But what many anons fail to understand is that over sharing is common in small “friendly” Canadian communities. Louise overshares on Facebook constantly as well, because her neighbors, colleagues and acquaintances probably do so. When I lived in the maritimes (area where jill lives) people I never met before were constantly telling me their life story and nitty gritty details. My Facebook feed was a constant stream of overly personal info and cries for attention from uneducated small town folk and dysfunctional teens/young adults trying to make sense of their life. When they make a status, they basically think they’re speaking to their community. And they kind of are, which is why Louise’s posts about her family have like 50+ people commenting from all over PEI. It’s like a mini town hall meeting all about the Vesseys.
Anyways, those anons were trying to claim that because of her attention seeking ways, her mental illness diagnosis is entirely fake or invalid. Which is not how that works.
Once again it's not that complex anon. Jill may have psychological issues that are diagnosed by a professional. But reality is that she's an attention seeker and she has a history of trying to label herself for quirk points. Leading to fake
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Why does she post shit like this?
Is it to flex in front of her fans about how she can buy majorly expensive things on a whim?
Why does she keep sharing her various purchases/issues in general and going into major details about it / publicly justifying her decisions?
It's like she's trying to give us more material to laugh at. Jill, how about stop being a materialistic dolt and go to a PC repair shop or try a few things off Google before just dropping thousands on a new computer? Dumbass is doomed for financial issues in the future with her spending and complete lack of common sense. >>726100
Not just any computer either, but the most expensive one on the market probably because Apple #aesthetic or something. I'm assuming she will just get another Mac since she already had 2 which are now broken (like ~2.5-3k in the trash).
eventually, her parents will
die. assuming they're healthy, not for some while yet, but if Jill stays as retarded and selfish as she is, she'll blow through any inheritance, and her lifestyle and spending habits will leave her screwed unless she finds some rich/well-off guy to marry who is also willing to fund her frivolity; kinda like her parents relationship.
Obviously all hypothetical future situations, but… no. Her mother will not
always be there to bail her out.
Unless she grows the hell up, she could easily be setting herself up for a grisly dose of reality down the line.
she would marry long before anything like that
she doesn't have anything to worry about
I don’t know about MacBooks specifically but generally laptops aren’t good for proper video editing.
I don’t know why Jill wants a Mac tho? For that money she could just build her own pc and have it be better than a Mac.
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Pixie just updated her twitter a few seconds agohttps://twitter.com/pixieeelocks/status/1059075238674292736
autistic anon shitting up the thread pixie confirmed?
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saging for ot, but this is what ariana looked like back in her nickelodeon days. she's everything but black or latina, her new look is 100% brownface
no pc points for jilly this time
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Disturbing how she just buys and buys nonstop and all this crap is gonna end up in a landfill someday when she moves onto the next new hyped decorative bs because it has no use or value whatsoever.
At least they sent her a toothbrush because god knows she needs to use that for once
SPEAKING OF LANDFILLS what the actual fuck happened to all of her peeps shit? jill was obsessed with peeps literally less than a year ago and now she never seems to mention them like, at all. no more peeps tea, no more peeps merch, no more peeps at all.
did she take all her plushies to her new home? maybe we'd know if jillybean actually did a fucking house tour of the new fucking house she sperged about for months and proceeded to show 0 footage of to her subs.
You can't really repair Apple products yourself (and even if you could, Jill def could not), and the repairs can run almost as high as buying a new computer depending on what's broken. I doubt she has the foresight to get Apple Care.
Still doesn't explain her breaking two computers within a month but well.
This must be her 2nd or 3rd pusheen unboxing already. Either she’s getting these boxes for free or her subscription is a small fee each month or worse she might actually be paid to promote them.
Regardless, showing off plastic that costs you literally nothing in order to fulfill your obligatory a-few-videos-a-month schedule with the end goal of raking in 2-3k of ad money per month is really gross.
I could forgive a college student for putting out cheap content if they were struggling to support themselves or to pay tuition. But she has no financial needs to justify this, her only excuse is ~muh confetti club eXpeCtAtiOnS~ when in reality most audiences would prefer to wait for quality content, even if they have to wait all semester it’s usually worth it if the creator can focus their creativity and work ethic during their months off.
She’s literally vapid by choice, no one/nothing forces her to be so shallow. It’s crazy.
i'm legit sad about jill. if you followed her old threads up until now you know, milky as she may be, at least she used to embark in projects.
she was a lolita throughout her teenage years and invested in a somewhat large wardrobe, she had 2 "serious" relationships that lasted over a year, she participated in a theatre group and performed; she used to be in a band, she's travelled to japan and nyc, she's dabbled in cosplay (albeit shittily), she used to make her own clothing (again, shittily, but at least she tried), she "invented" her own fashion, which she wore for a while; she used to do room tours, make-up videos, tutorials, that night before christmas parody video with tristan. stuff that isn't hauls. she fucking quit her part-time jobs to dedicate "full-time" to youtube. she won kawaii ambasaddor, met sebastian masuda, and she used to have hyperfixations that she was at least somewhat consistent about: peeps, crayola, mahou shoujo, etc.
most of the stuff listed above is stuff that was on her channel and social media less than a YEAR ago, and the rest is very recent too, from two or three years ago, which is still fairly recent when you're in your early 20's. but now most of it is M.I.A, never to be acknowledged or mentioned again in jill's social media. hell, she was "OBSESSED" with peeps back in april but right now there's no trace of them and she hasn't talked about them in months. we haven't seen any of her preshoosh collectible wands at the new crib and she hasn't done a house tour yet despite having moved in about a month or two ago, and we know she's had enough time to settle in. she doesn't even wear the "style" she claims to have invented, let alone altfash or jfash (so much for kawaii ambassador, i guess). she has completely abandoned the confetti club, which has been left to wallow in its own filth like the bundle of ugly looking autists they are.
and even now where she should be thriving -having FINALLY started fashion school and the prospect living out her "dream" of being a fashion designer and having moved out of her parent's house- all she wants to talk about is…shopping, and all she wants to do is…eat and sleep and shop some more. she's not putting in ANY effort for her "dream", she doesn't sew, she doesn't try to make or design her own clothes. she doesn't put in effort for her "full-time job", all her recent videos are mostly hauls or boring-ass vlogs; no house tour, no designer diaries, nothing about the moonmist girls (whom she claims to "love" but not enough to feature on her channel i guess). she's had SO many opportunities to thrive and make the most of her "career" and actually grow a solid platform she could make a living out of, but instead she's let herself become a developmentally stunted womanchild who has a panic attack at the first minor inconvenience. she should be enjoying the prime of her life right now, but she's just a boring, bland, obese excuse of a person. imagine having peaked at 16 years old and your life being downhill from there. that's jillian's life. and she brought it all onto herself, because she's had every opportunity, support network and encouragment under the sun to accomplish her dreams. she's a husk of her former self, and her former self didn't even have a personality to begin with.(calm down)
kinda long winded of you but i agree that it sucks to see someone who's still young/ had potential become so dependent on materialistic shit and get SO haggard at an exponential rate. don't get me wrong she's always been cringey but there are plenty of obnoxious people like jill who don't have dozens of lolcow threads, probably since no one's quite as blatantly gluttonous and attention-seeking.
maybe it's just me but i feel like i've been seeing it get way worse with a lot of the snowflakes i follow lately, like all these girls with TONS of wasted opportunities relying on dumb shallow bullshit and prioritizing "aesthetic" pandering over genuine content and progression???? even the ones i rooted for legit disgust me now
also did i miss someone spamming up this thread, did it all get deleted or something?
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she still has her plushies
(Sorry for long post)
I've been lurking on this thread for about a month and I just had some comments/questions.
Background on me: I starting watching a few vids of Pixie's about a year ago because I was interested in her aesthetic and content. I found this board from literally just searching 'pixielocks' and this board was at the top of the page.
To summarise how I feel about this board in one word: concerned. For the most part i'm pretty disturbed by the comments made her regarding Pixie's weight, mental health and personality (I'm not a stan, I just watch her vids occasionally AND I don't have any connection with her whatsoever, i live on another continent).
The reason i keep coming back to this board is that Pixie has some of the attributes that I associate with people that are super into tumblr/the internet (i.e. possible self-diagnosing, being a poser and over dramatising situations or withholding information about a situation, queer-baiting).
I think it is good to criticize people for the above reasons (in certains situations though, like I'm ok with self-diagnoses if a person can't access a doctor/psychologist to get help etc). I think in Pixie's situation though there doesn't seem to be much (from what I've seen) evidence to suggest she is really guilty of doing any of these things.
From what I've read on this board:
1. At one point she labelled herself a lesbian/said she would be a lesbian if she wasn't in a relationship with a guy/nonbinary person. I don't think this too bad in terms of queerbaiting, as in general I think the LGBT+ community is ok with people testing out different labels to see what makes an individual most comfortable etc. The fact she hasn't addressed this/apologised is pretty bad imo.
2. She 'brags' about certain aspects of her life. I think some people on this board think it's okay to constantly call Pixie fat or other terms because at one point she said she had a 26(?) inch waist and that she must've have been lying about it/bragging about it (btw I don't think fat is a bad word, it's just a descriptive word and many people, such as myself have embraced this word instead of taking it as an insult, however it is obvious people on this board use this to shame pixie.)
I also think the prevalence of people calling pixie fat on this board suggests that they believe that pixie doesn't know/realise she has gained weight etc. I am 100% sure someone that has previously suffered from an ED would know that they have gained weight. Pixie doesn't owe anyone an explanation to why she has gained weight, and judging by her mental health conditions and the fact that she just went back to school and also the fact that she just made a major move from a tiny island to a larger community it's no wonder why she may have gained weight. Also, just because pixie hasn't talked about seeing a psych/doctor about her problems doesn't mean she isn't addressing her mental health problems etc. I 100% agree with people saying that mental illness doesn't just go away with self-care etc, and it need to be something that it constantly worked on through continuing therapy, medication etc.
In terms of pixie 'bragging'/showing off how much money she has/being an irresponsible consumer- I do agree with some of this. In terms of how pixie spends her money I don't really care at all- it's her money and she can spend it however she likes - I respect her transparency with the amount of stuff she buys - as I guess people that donate to her patreon know how it will be spent (assuming she doesn't allocate that money to just video production etc). As someone that is poor (and grew up poor) I kind of like watching haul videos as I can like vicariously live through it and not feel the need to purchase things i don't really need. I do have an issue with the brands that pixie is a fan of- lazy oaf being the one in particular, I try to limit what i buy from stores like kmart/target etc and I buy like 90% of my clothes from thrift stores (mainly because i'm poor though lol). There are brands that have an aesthetic like lazy oaf that are sustainable, made in the US and even some that are cheaper than lazy oaf (big bud press is my fave example), and i don't know why pixie hasn't bought from them/talked about ethical clothing. I think pixie could make a real impact if she wanted to, by aspiring to make clothing that matches her/lazy oaf/j-fashion aesthetic that is ethical.
For the criticisms of her sexuality- nobody can read her mind and only pixie truly knows herself, so what's the point of speculation on whether she is LGBT+ or not?
3. Recently I've seen some people talking about pixie's drinking/partying/lifestyle and tbh I think not only is it weird to be judging someone's lifestyle in such a disconnected way, I think the claims that she's constanlty popping pills (anti-anxiety medication) and drinking to excess has little evidence to back it up. To people that are concerned about a younger audience being influenced by pixie's behaviour, I would just say that the internet and especially youtube is not the place for young, impressionable children and pixie has never intended her channel to be kid-friendly (despite the aesthetic).
4. Also - i don't really get all the comments about pixie looking old? Idk if it's just one anon who keeps spamming but I see it get said all the time, I'm one year older than pixie (and I have a babyface) and I don't really see what some anons are talking about.
5. Everyone has their own preferences for fashion and aesthetics, so i don't get why so many people talk about how ugly pixie's outfits look/how uncoordinated the outfits she puts together are. Some fashion is supposed to be subversive (comme de garcons for example) and I think that criticism of fashion can be done in a way that isn't overly nasty etc (check out hautelemode on youtube, he does it in a way that is critical but not over-the-top). Maybe pixie doesn't care about looking 10/10 outfit wise-everyday - it's not like she says "look how good my outfit is" every vid.
6. The comments about her "glorified arts & crafts college" are a bit much i think - as far as I know she's never said it's on par with FIT/RISD/etc - so why all the negative comments about it? I know there is an arguement that if Pixie fully wanted to reach her potential she should be applying for better/more accredited institutions, but coming from someone that also has anxiety and depression, maybe Pixie thought it would be more logical to go to a, in lack of a better word, crappier institution and do well that move even further away to a better college and potentially drop out/fail courses. I study science and the some of the PhD students that taught some of the labs that I was in went to 'worse' universities to do their undergrad and then went on to do their PhD in a 'better' uni because despite the fact they didn't do as well in high school, they were able to prove themselves in uni and get accepted to a better uni for their post-grad.
tl;dr : I think some of the criticism of pixie is valid, a lot isn't and for the most part people don't need to be making assumptions about her life.
Lol sorry for the long post, thanks if you were able to read the whole thing, and I'm totally open to replies/comments about stuff I missed out on/points that I got wrong etc (if you're wondering why i would ever spend so long writing a post about someone that I personally don't know - I am a master procrastinator)(USER HAS BEEN PUT OUT TO PASTURE)
Thank you for that post. I actually agree on most parts and I’m happy finally someone here has a healthy perspective on jill.
Although you might wanna switch to PULL since it’s more about actual discussions instead of just shitposting and fatshaming
yeah it's no use trying to change people's minds here. people come here because it's anonymous and they can be nasty. i'm guilty of that myself but i do agree with a lot of your pov, especially about her weight.
no matter how much you dislike pixie, she legitimately has an ED and nitpicking about her weight is the cheapest shot. i'm sure she noticed she put on some weight.
I’m sure most reasonable posters agree with you but this board will never be rid of insecure teenagers, anachans or generally mentally unstable young women who feel the need to release their vitriol thoughts as therapy for their own issues (just look at /g/ or /ot/ or the weird self posting by cows for proof of this).
Besides that, Jill definitely deserves criticism for her many public fuck ups and general lack of self-awareness in everything she does. Many of us have followed her since the beginning or even before YouTube, some of us have met her irl, and I think the common theme is the genuine disappointment and sadness we feel for her. People used to say her immature behaviour was due to her age, but she’s proven over time she doesn’t want to give a shit. She doesn’t want to mature. She can be a complete ass hole but would rather put her head in the sand and pretend she’s too stupid to notice her destructive and harmful behaviour even when it affects people close to her.
And if she were open to changing her ways, these threads wouldn’t exist. The one thing all cows have in common is their stubbornness and preference for censorship. If we could leave constructive and helpful comments to add insight into their problematic
behaviour and they would actually considered it… then there wouldn’t be any reason to discuss them anonymously. The reason people have flocked here and contributed to almost 30 threads about Jill is that she’s pro-blocking/deleting/censoring anything that isn’t praise from her hugbox. She also has a history of calling out or referencing these boards (the first thread about her was made in direct response to a video she uploaded about her “haters”, you know the same video where she bragged about her “non-fluctuating 20 inch waist” as a way to justify why she should be immune from criticism). She also said something to the effect of: “I know this will fire them up more, bring it on”. Inviting haters to rile against you, then cry and act innocent when the result of that is increased criticism is just so bratty. It’s a cycle that she repeated a few times with behind the bows and /cgl/.
I agree with a lot of this too, but I definitely understand why farmers are questioning her sexuality. From a lot of her actions including the dismissive way she treated her one gf as an adult, she shows a lot of flags of being an LGBT trender. I think a significant portion of farmers are either bi or lesbians, including myself, so there is definitely going to be some sensitivity to trending. Could be wrong, but a lot of us have been burned by girls experimenting and treating gay relationships as just a fling, which is what hers looked like, at least from the sidelines.
Her situation is sad though, but I'm seeing it more and more as social media influencing is becoming popular, it just fucks people up mentally the more they get sucked in.
She seems to be the type that would really benefit from more structure and regular therapy: living alone in that big townhouse was clearly a mistake.
to quote the tl;dr from the op> tl;dr : I think some of the criticism of pixie is valid, a lot isn't and for the most part people don't need to be making assumptions about her life.
i'm not this >>726993
op but i agree. even if i myself have thrown a lot shit at her, i think she's just a very mentally-ill person in dire need of structure and a good therapist. she has an array of opportunities she's wasting away because of her childish attitude.
weird how posts like >>721771
were talking about peeps and then this gets posted, really makes you think
For real tho, I nearly sperged about that whole shitfest on a post as long as >>726993
but there's literally no reason to take Jill for her word when it comes to her sexuality because she's been so insane about it. Right around when she was with Colin she used "hyper-feminine queer" as her label, but after bending to her kawaii genderqueer will, he broke up with her, and she went on the rebound claiming to be a lesbian only and sought out a girl on Tinder, where she found MG/Alyssa and started officially dating on/around Halloween.
But she kept Alyssa (a girl that loved her enough to literally come out to her family with this relationship) secret to her fans while using her as clickbait and got real defensive and tight-lipped when fans mentioned her, and then come December (literally one of the worst times for couples trouble), she dumped her claiming that she wasn't
interested in her and didn't want to lead her on when they took a break before the actual break-up. Then she figured she might actually be bi rather than lesbian, but went back to using the "queer" label again and is publicly dating Stephen now. And she's since deleted her coming-out vlog as well. You can't fucking trust what she says.
Literally the only reason she doesn’t show off Stephen is because of the backlash she’ll get from her fans for being straight. Her fans leave comments on every single post or video about how pixie is their gay hero/queer goddess!!
Remember, as far as her fans are concerned, she’s a lesbian who had a girlfriend up until recently. She never officially announced their breakup and I still see comments asking about whether she’s dating Alyssa or if she’s even dating her friend Wendy .
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Isnt it finals soon? Or at the very least midterms? Her semester started two months ago, so she must be done in a month or so.
She already missed 3 days for the sims trip and has posted about her “sick days” spent with her mom before. That means she’s missed at least over a week worth of classes. Like I know attendance isn’t always necessary but these are hands on introductory classes in her first semester of college and we all know how much she needs the in-class practice. I would love to see her grades and midterm reports from her teachers. I can’t even imagine what it would be like grading one of her papers since she only speaks baby babble and hasn’t been in school for years.
I think that's a stretch, probably just a cold or stomach issues considering her shitty diet and weight gain.
Based on her social media posts it doesn't seem like she's been to school since the first week. >>726743
got banned for this huge rant but I honestly agree, her life is just bland and sad now compared even compared to when she lived in her parents' basement and worked at Claire's, which is baffling.
She's been posting about weed since it was legalized but did she ever really talk about it before? Is she trying to fit in with the cool kids or what?>>726993
Also side note, you mention RISD and I laughed. Maybe it's because I'm not an art major, maybe it's because Brown is right next to it, but - I'm a local and RISD never seemed too grand? I've been mentally comparing her arts and crafts school to RISD since it's the only art school I know and it made me think her school was more like a real college since they seem similar enough. The only big flag her school has is it not needing a portfolio for entry, making it likely very easy for any dipshit to get in. But? Her school seems like a real college, just a very low tier one. Too bad it seems she's losing it already seeing this >>727726
, the first semester isn't even over.
ENGL 1000: Writing for Visual Artists
FVAD 1004: Colour Study
DRAW 1000: Drawing from Observation
DSGN 1000: 2D Design
HIST 1054: Global Material Culture: Prehistory to 1600
These are the courses she is in. None of them have actual midterms, just "midterm critique" listed as one of the things that will make up her grades. Her school is a joke.
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Do you think they went to this cafe and then decided that they just /had/ to have a designer breed instead because none of these cats were cute enough?
I’ve looked at the breeders in her area and the kittens cost anywhere from $1000-2000 which is typical for purebreds in Canada. Literally the same amount as a brand new Mac computer.
That means they’ve spent $4000-8000 on purebreds upfront (without including this newest kitten or the shelter adoption from the summer). And that doesn’t even include the cost of vet bills, food, toys, cat furniture etc over the years or their infamous catio which Louise said cost another $8000 in renovations.
I remember back in the day when people criticized Paris Hilton for having 5 or 6 expensive toy breed dogs and yet she’s a celebrity/millionaire who can afford full time care providers. What the fuck is wrong with the vesseys.
>>728961>"We have to get purebred cats because of my mom's allergies">Goes to cat café with rescue cats, no mention of allergies
I think people are allowed to buy cats if they want to, but at least don't blatantly lie about why.
Not too get too bloggy but I have two cats and they've moved with me internationally and their behavior changed a lot afterwards. Her cat is probably just stressed and still adjusting, a new kitten won't make her stop crying, it'll make things worse. Shouldn't have a cat if you aren't prepared for it to be noisy tbh.>>729421
I can't wait for the breakdown posts when the kitten starts pissing/shitting on things and tearing up her kawiwi furniture and walls because she cba to train it properly
They say you dont train cat but cat train you.
In all seriousness she doesnt have time for a new kitten and she probably won't properly introduce them so the original cat is still going to be hella stressed.
I think it's stupid as fuck that Jill wants to get a kitten but if she really needs to she should at least adopt one, not buy one…
How do you even justify this shit? I bet while they were at the cat cafe Jill & her mom went on about how they hope ~all these sweet angels get adopted soon!! uwu~ just to head straight home afterwards and call up a breeder. Gross.
Literally none. Her mothers even adopted a rescue now herself, granted a young and fairly desirable one. But still a rescue.
I'm not even against pedigree cats honestly, but this is way too much.
Wtf are you talking about? Where are you from? In Canada, adopting a rescue is as simple as walking into a shelter or in this case a cat adoption cafe (or even pet stores are legally required to sell only rescues in some provinces) and saying “I want that cat”.
Rescue cats are usually anywhere from $100-400 or even cheaper. The only reason they even cost that much is to reimburse their vaccines and neutering.
The contracts I’ve signed for my rescue cats literally had one sentence that said “you are responsible to provide food, water and quality of life for this pet, sign the dotted line”. The adoptions took 2 min and I never had to provide any personal or financial information. If jill wanted to, she could adopt a rescue in the amount of time it takes to use the Starbucks drive through.
On the other hand, you could wait months for a breeder to have an open reservation and then wait further for the kitten to be weaned from the mother, socialized by the breeder, old enough to have all their shots and neutering, and due to the wait lists it might take them forever to actually review your application, offer you a reservation, forward you the paperwork and then demand an upfront deposit. And then sometimes the breeders need to fly them over like when they adopted Quinn, he was on a 2-3 hour flight across the country to meet the vesseys. I know one other family who adopted from Serena’s breeder and yes ive stalked the pages of their rag doll/main coon/Siberian forest breeders and what I described is exactly how they operate.
Anyways, I’m sure they’ve lucked out because they have a good reputation with so many breeders at this point, I’m sure they were fast tracked on the wait list for that kitten but that’s really besides the point.
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(Only part of Jill’s comment that’s cut off is the breeders name)
She is seriously only choosing these pets for the belief that they are somehow superior then adopted pets. Really gross mindset
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That’s a nickname for her cat
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>>729658>pixie we want u to show off ur tiny island that produces the smallest contributions to our country’s GDP, where abortion was illegal up until last year, and where all settlers are Irish/Scottish/British who killed off/discriminated against the natives, the French settlers and African Americans who escaped via the underground railroad. Since youre a 2nd generation immigrant from Britain, you’d be perfect to advertise our proud heritage to potential tourists so they’re well aware that we are still incapable of attracting diverse types of immigrants and don’t want other skin colours around here, and it would save us tons of money from hiring actual directors, producers, editors and other creatives who are out of work in your area which suffers from massive unemployment, therefore we think you will find this offer to be mutually beneficial - love, the government of Canada
Usually I’m all for the gov funding the arts, but that’s not what’s happening here. Gross.
>>729063>same price as a mac
in that case, shouldn't she be getting one of her macs repaired since that's almost certainly vital to her course and ~yoochewb careeuh~ instead of pissing the money away on more purebred cats?
go and adopt one jill for fuck's sake, you have no excuses for not giving a poor lil shelter kitty a home
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Sage for ot but now I know why jillybean is like this, her mom is so ignorant
Rimini is in the center of Italy, instead the photos are from south Italy. If her mom did at least a real research online, she could have found out that THAT’S NOT THE CITY
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She can’t even recognize mozzarella
Sage for ot
>>729737>buys thousand dollar cats but thinks mozzarella is just the powdery shit in a bag
nu rich retards crack me up
I guess we know where she got her taste in food from
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It saddens me that people like Jill and her mom have all this money and the opportunities to regularly travel to different countries & continents and yet they don't seem to gain anything from it.
Whenever something is slightly different from how it is in their province their response is pretty much just "Wow this is so weird!! Culture shock lol!!", it's like they have absolutely no interest in learning about or experiencing any culture that isn't just 'rural Canada'.
I actually felt bad for Louise back when they were in Tokyo because all Jill wanted to eat was American fast food, but it's quite obvious now that they're two peas in a pot.
Anon, most people call their cats by something else than their "actual" name, that's a huge reach. >>729737
?? How does she not know what mozzarella looks like?
For a long time I assumed Jill was just some outlier and Louise herself was a fairly well-adjusted woman that's lived her life, but honestly Jill just seems to take after her.
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Jill please buy some vegetables
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Nice to see Jills back on BtB
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this comment kek
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Sage for dropping pic
Like the other anon, I don't think she actually bought them all (if any), especially since they're close to expiring. >>730164
She was thin and younger when she was a lolita, that alone is enough to fool people into thinking shit looks good.
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I’m surprised Jill isn’t all over this it seems right up her alley. I’d love to see whatever shitty look she’d make with that eyeshadow.
I could see Jill buying this >>730413
because it has ONE pink shade that would be totally worth buying to show it in a video and dump it where the rest of her once used eyeshadow palettes rot.
>but ngl this shit looks cute.
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Jill flexing again
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The accompanying pictures. She looks like Bubbles from the Trailer Park Boys in this one
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I hate this fucking pose.
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The ugly-ass overpriced tacky designer uwu glasses
417,62 CA$ >>730527
yeah, it's still tacky but less in the granny kind of way.
I don't know about how insurance works in Canada, or if people get additional eye insurance or not, but good eye insurance will cover a massive chunk of luxury frames. You can get $400 frames for only about $150 including the lens cost with the right insurance in the US, but I'm curious as to how that works up there. Cheapo online frames are a gamble, no one should get eyeglasses online that they haven't handled and tried on in person, and going DIY on anything on real frames is a horrible idea. I'd say if she's going to splurge on something glasses are the place to do it, not shoes that she'll only wear once if ever.>>730525
The frames are kind of ugly but at least the gold parts will actually compliment her skin and they aren't too wild. Those Gucci frames are huge though, her face is too small and round for the big round frames she keeps getting. That shape will magnify her under eyes and look Enda Mode-tier bizarre especially with the strong magnification. I have a feeling she just wanted the Gucci label though.
Her prescription must be STRONG. Cuz damn>>730555
cuz she's a bitch who wants to flex her mom's money. She is not practical at all with saving or budgeting. It's going to bite her in the ass once her parents die.
Most Canadian insurances include children - if not her school would have eye insurance included and since she's in school Canadian health care would also help if her eyesight is bad enough.
But I'm from ON so the last part may be different.
Lmao this is such a bullshit nitpick. So you're saying absolutely anyone who wants to buy a rag doll cat has to go through adoption? Well you can't, because those cats are rarely put up for adoption, and it's much more humane to go to a specialized breeder rather than a pet shop. Y'all realize that she's free to spend money on the breed she wants right? This argument is the equivalent of saying, how dare you buy new clothes when there are thrift stores. You may support the idea of thrift stores and even give them money to stay afloat, but you don't need to buy from them.there is no moral or ethical obligation, no matter how much you stomp your feet.
Too many poorfags itt or teenagers with no money from their parents who are butthurt that she can spend on cats and gucci glasses when these are both completely irrelevant points to argue about
Sorry, I just don't believe it's her sole responsibility to make up for all the morons who buy pets and throw them away. Otherwise next time anyone thinks about having kids of their own, they should instead adopt children because it's their ethical responsibility (hint: it's not).
She has the freedom of choice to purchase the breed she wants with her money. Far as I can see, all their cats are extremely well cared for.
Even if that comparison did work, the fact that Jill is well aware of how many cats out there are in need of good homes but gets an expensive designer cat anyway is more comparable to somebody preaching about how wasteful fast fashion is but then they turn around and drop a ton of money on fast fashion (which Jill also does).
Personally I don’t have an issue with people buying from responsible breeders but it’s the virtue signalling about working with cat shelters and the bullshit allergy excuse that bothers me. It’s cool that Louise adopted a shelter kitten but even then she only did it because she wanted a black cat and her friend told her that one happened to be up for adoption at that very same time.
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hating her for typing like that is a solid reason, I think.
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So who tried calling? I’m sure it’s changed a long time ago…
I noticed her old number on there months ago and was pretty tempted to try calling but honestly figured other farmers or confetti cunts must have previously tried if it were still in use..
So much of her teen stupidity is immortalized on that page
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she looks so much like louise in this photo holy shit
She already has. It's going to only get worse.
About those lenses, didn't she mention not removing her makeup every day?
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It's annoying it doesn't list the date, but she mentions Raven Symone coming out which was in mid-2013 so yeah, she would've been about 15 I think.>>730939
It's aggressively unfunny and lolsorandumXD but Jill being an obnoxious edgy teenager isn't really a big deal imo. 15 is a pretty late age to still be typing like a weeb on deviantart though.
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Steve's kawaii makeover begins
yuk i hate matchey matchey couples so much. its not even just the colours, even the goddam daisy.
also steven is actually kinda cute? kawiwi disguise notwhitstanding
God, this freaks me out lol
If I didn't know better, I would believe it's the same couple damn
>Couple At The Beginning Of Their Relationship Vs. Now
even though it's on them for willingly dating her, I feel bad for anyone who does. she genuinely seems to just view them as accessories. she can't just accept them as they are, no no, they have to be all matchy matchy with the hideous clothes she deems acceptable to be seen with them in.
how unbelievably shallow she is never fails to amaze. no wonder she's such a Kelly Eden fan.
save him>>730972>garnish her tendies>with marshmallows
I pray Jill's eating habits don't get that bad.>>731061
The living accessory?
kek nice self post. >>731060
jesus, jill. please eat a single vegetable. i'm begging you. this is getting depressing. at least her outfit semi-matches? is that really where we're at now? yikes… oh and the socks have flowers on them so…. C for effort, jill. you tried i guess
Holy shit she has gotten fat as hell. In the new pic she is working all the day girl angles and still looks huge.
Also is Colin really tall or the new guy really short?
Holy shit she has gotten fat as hell. In the new pic she is working all the day girl angles and still looks huge.
Also is Colin really tall or the new guy really short?
Just imagine if a guy ever tried to change her aesthetic/style, she'd immediately tweet passive-aggressive shit and probably make a video claiming abuse or something lol
Those shoes are the only part of the outfit which actually look like they belong to him, everything else really just makes him seem like Jill's dress up doll…
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Yeah I don't think most straight men would be buying sizes too small white skinny jeans and lavender women's jackets with daisies on them on their own, not to mention '''dating''' someone like Jill of all women while still being besties with his ex who looks exactly like Jill
She must be hard at work here trying to transform him into Collin 2.0
I completely forgot about the fact that Steve used to live with Maggie before he moved with Jill. Damn, this reminds me so much of the New Year's story where Jill tried to fuck somebody's dude.
When was the last time Maggie spend time with Jill? The last Insta post that mentions her was at the end of August. Wew, no matter how this thing will play out, it sure will be a wild ride.
Wait, didn't her new boytoy also come out as 'nonbinary' or something, or no?
I thought Jill would play that up and only ever use 'partner' to keep it ~queer~ but then in the next sentence she just uses 'he' so really not sure why she doesn't just say boyfriend.
She reveals their relationship less than a week after we were discussing exactly that, very transparent Jill>>727510>>727460
I was also wondering how things were coming along with Maggie and Stephen living together, guess we have our answer now. Hopefully he didn't leave on a whim leaving maggie with the responsibility of making rent/finding a new roommate. I just feel like she was roped into moving to NB as a third wheel while Jill was eyeing her ex all along and ultimately planned to have him move in with her, knowing how manipulative she is.
Why didn't she just say boyfriend? that's what he is. Usually only gay/same sex couples use the word partner. it's really gross she tries to hard to be gay when she is a very obvious boring as fuck straight white girl.
Also, shit, it's confirmed he's living with her??
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A girl named Georgina, Jill said she was closer friends with Maggie anyways which made the move/roommate switch easy apparently, pic of her and Maggie for reference
Does it mean that somebody had to witness the manic soup accident? lmao>>731601
Good question, why is she so weird about this? Was she ashamed to have a housemate?
Ew, even tho Jill wore a bulky jacket in the older picture, she looked way skinnier?
No one can deny that Jill has gotten fat.
God that first picture looked much better, but now it just makes them both look awful. Jill's socks dont look as bad but Stephen's shoes are godawful.>>731593
Ok I'm confused. If she wasn't by herself, was her classmate cool with Jill's kawaii-fication of the apartment?? It may not have been much that was painted in reality, but wasn't the living area and kitchen area done by Jill. How okay was this other girl with it?
did she photoshop his socks yellow??
(and possibly the shoes, if not that's a horrible color wtf)
It's going to be hilarious. Most people have a limit to how much they're willing to be treated like an object. She's literally trying to live out the playing house fantasy that she had built up in her head since she was with Collin with another dude, which sounds super healthy.
Most relationships I witnessed around that age with people moving in together usually failed spectacularly and dramatically. I'm ready with popcorn.
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wasn't she super bitter about the breakup with Collin? Posting very passive agressive shit for months and things that made it clear she wasn't over him? she posed the exact same way on purpose. thing is, collin won't give a single fuck if he sees that picture.
also her figure in the second piture was actually fine. looking back at that era, she was probably a nice bmi, she just dressed like shit and was short. nowadays she's clearly overweight bmi and her angles in't changing that. pic related whoever called bs 9 months ago when she started getting fatter, winner winner chicken dinner.
This is what eating 1,200 calories for 9 months gets you, girls!
lol she was better off not even responding to whatever this was, must be one of the biggest lies shes told in her life, and clearly all just to be a braggy know it all / sad flex attempt. if having a gym with a variety of equipment in the comfort of her own home couldnt get her off her ass, nothing will.
im curious how much distance she has to walk daily at school? like how far is her house from campus since she mentioned she drives and pays for parking or something every time?
probably starts panting just walking down the hall to get to her next class
this was during the time where she was all>FUCK ANOREXIA (altough i was mostly bulimic but let's never talk about it cuz its not as kawaii to me)! FUCK ANOREXIA I WANNA BE HEALTHY!
then she realized healthy meant effort and quickly became>FUCK THE RULES! I'M BODY POSITIVE! I LOVE MYSELF (that's why i pose and photoshop in ways to hide my fat)
Sage for blog but I eat 1200 calories to lose weight and I'm probably 20-30 pounds less than jill and 3 inches taller. If she was sticking to that as well as the amount of cardio she said she was doing she'd be losing, not gaining or maintaining, and she's clearly gaining.
I would put her average daily calorie intake at 2000-2500 easily. Because she has such a small frame and eats a high-carb, high-fat, salt-laden diet consisting mostly of processed foods that's enough to make her balloon up pretty fast.
Since jill loves going to the mall so much, she should take up mall walking as a form of exercise. walking around for an hour she could burn 100 or so calories, provided she doesn't give in to the temptation of the food court. And since mall walking is popular among old ladies, she already blends in.(no one cares)
where does she find these guys? is this what men on college campuses look like these days?>>731586
only the US has the weird hangup about calling your opposite-sex SO "partner." It's normal in a lot of countries, maybe Canada is the same way.
>>731894>>731886>inb4 they get married next year
Honestly wouldn't be surprised since Colin & her were already talking about marriage before, I'm sure Jill wants to continue right where she left off with her replacement boyfriend.
Steve's family being ~super religious~ plays right into that, plus she can obviously mold him into the perfect prop for her kawaii pastel anime mahou shoujo wedding!! uwu
I've never understood how you can be over the age of 20 and still let your parents control your social life like this, but it is common for really religious people. >>731907
It's definitely not the norm here and an obvious attempt to keep her kweer points by pointing out that they're technically a LGBT couple because they're both bi, not just boring boyfriend and girlfriend.
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She posted a before and after Photoshop of the image on patreon
i'll be constructive for once and say the contrast between pastel and industrial fits the picture better than photoshopping the walls and stairs into bright colors (that also make the outfits blend into the background, which…isn't good).
plus the contrast highlights the colors of their outfits and makes them pop, meaning jill didn't need to brighten/photoshop like she did on the left pic because it happened naturally. i think jill shoudl've stuck to the "before" picture, it's overall better. i find i odd that she doesn't see these details or has an eye for design when her own mother is a photographer and she's at an art school.
It's sad because, while of course it's important to have a consistent aesthetic as a designer, you have to be flexible and actually know what looks good. That she's taking basic ass art classes and doesn't understand this is mind boggling. >>731979
Lol this, something doesn't add up. I don't understand being openly bi and dressing like a homosexual, but being so controlled by conservative, religious parents as to have to convince them to let his adult self move in with his girlfriend. Girlfriend
, not partner, I'm not sure what kind of partnership anyone could have at that age when it doesn't seem like anyone has any financial responsibility and they lie around feeding each other microwaved tendies.
wait a damn minute now. his "super religious" family who "doesn't want jill and stephen to share a bedroom (bc they're religious) according to anon's summary of the stream >>731593
are SOMEHOW 100% okay with their son living with his ex girlfriend? stephen used to live with maggie. you could nitpick and be like okay, but maybe they didn't share a room (bc they were separated), but what's the damn difference to a traditionalist, conservative person? you're living "in sin". and even if it did come out that stephen is gay and maggie was just his beard, that'd only make it WORSE in context bc his sooper religious family would still chastiste him for a) being gay and b) living with a girl he isn't married to.
this "separate rooms" detail has holes all over it.
Honestly one of the things really holding Jill back in all of her style/life choices is that she wants Every. Single. Thing. to either be bright and obnoxious or pastel and kawiwi.
Her stupid microwave, her 'taking out the trash' shoes, the backgrounds in her pictures…
She doesn't get the concept of statement pieces or interesting visual contrasts or fucking neutrals, which will honestly make it very difficult for her to even become a 'decent' designer - unless she wants to base her entire future fashion business on selling to badly dressed color blind weebs lol.
agreed, i think the before photo looks really cool. it sort of exemplifies what she wants to be in a way, this kaweewee pastel magical girl in a world full of blandness i guess
but that wouldn't suit her aesthetic so whatever i guess
A lot of Christians/Catholics (at least in Canada) have started to accommodate the lgbt in their communities. Canada legalized gay marriage back in 2005 and even before that civil unions/commonlaw partnerships that gave same-sex couples the exact same rights previously existed. My very catholic grandmother had lots to say when the law passed back then, but society whittled her down and by now she's over it. It's not rare to hear someone say they're both gay and Christian nowadays.
Also, like many kids, he could just be pandering to his family while not actually identifying as religious himself. Maybe he hasn't even come out to his family. Maybe he isn't even sure of identifying as bi but Jill is pushing the title onto him. Who knows.
Religious people are generally contradictory anyways.
>>732092>The perks of living with him
She probably needs all hands on deck if she's trying to maintain a house. It's not realistic to expect that this is a functional household at all. He's probably agreed to awful chores and paying rent, #feminism, while learning to live away from home and moving from one creative
dyejob to the next. Why you would chose to date into this trainwreck is beyond me.
her pinterest is blackrockmuser btw if anyone's interested in finding out what ugly kawiwi thing she's making next.
She has a board dedicated to redecorating the basement for her pwecious partner as well.
And the three things are really ugly. I don't get why she does babytalk when she appears to be quite bossy and dominant in her friendships and relationships
Imn ur cute BOSSY DOMME
Jill has been like that for a while.
Remember when Colin broke up with her? Louise and Jill were acting smug about this whole "You're just too ambitious and driven and it scares these unmotivated boys away!!" narrative.
When Jill quit Claire's her reasoning was pretty much "I'm a strong independent entrepreneur woman and I don't need retail work~".
Yet whenever it comes to actually showing her work or anything related to it she immediately switches over to "I-I'm just a wittle amateur bean, p-pwease be gentle uwu".
It's probably a disconnect that Jill actually experiences. Louise raised her with this 'You're the most special superstar and everyone else is just jealous' attitude, yet Jill admitted before that she dresses up in bright/garish colors just to attract attention & she feels the need to overcompensate by buying tons of merchandise and getting tattoos in regards to her interests (which she isn't even all that passionate about), probably because she's somewhat aware that she's just a really average/boring person underneath it all.
I wouldn't be surprised if her relationships went the same way, she's trying to be this really feminine/cutesy girlfriend but then as soon as her boyfriend does something she doesn't fully approve of she lashes out at him and gets him to do whatever she wants.
is cutting again
feels like a bad example because relapsed
admits to gaining a lot of weight but is now having anorexic thoughts
says it's more dangerous this time around because lives alone
is getting help
(also was saying everyone cuts everyone is in the hospital when youre younger lmao)
also not mention of bpd despite her posts kek
- Addresses relapsing (cutting and eating disorder) and says she had to photoshop her new scars in the beach photoshoot (the one that was insanely shopped).
- Says everyone knows she's relapsed
- Is wondering if she is a hypocrite for promoting ~body positivity~ when she shoops and doesn't really practice what she preaches.
- Talks about how freshman 15 is a real thing
- Talks about a Christmas decoration video she might do (check out her pinterest board to know what she's talking about)
- Says she's doing exactly what she did when she was a teenager in terms of eating disorder and cutting
- Is going to see a professional soon
and basically everything we've been talking about here…she addresses in a way.
I can’t wait for Jill to go full Trisha Paytas.> moves out > literally breaks down
Jesus Christ Jill you’re a grown woman
Yeah I'm glad that she got over her 'mental health professionals can't help me' shit and is actually giving better advice to her followers now instead of just preaching about bath bomb selfcare.
She's always a lot more bearable in these videos where she's just talking normally and not doing weird sounds/voices, wish she was always like this.
I agree, she seems less fake and addresses real concerns about her character. I appreciated the honesty for once. >>732575
Louise's encouragement to photoshop her daughter's images is disturbing, especially that Jill has an eating disorder, you'd think she'd know better.
Considering she and her mom are attached at the hip in an unhealthy way and how Louise has been babying her her entire life, I'm not surprised she had a mental breakdown. >>732555
I'm kinda surprised/somewhat impressed she had the clarity not to post the video of her crying on the floor and decided to make a new video instead, albeit still on the floor. I wonder if she realizes how much more likable her "serious" videos make her seem compared to the vapid babytalk bs she puts out the rest of the time.
I honestly feel bad for her. I know she did crappy stuff to the girl she was "dating" which really weighs me down, but I feel bad that she's self harming again.
I agree with >>732568
, this video was so much better.
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Nice to see the peeps come back
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I actually really feel for her here. While I wasn't overly optimistic, I was harboring some hope that moving out and going to school would be a good thing and help her kick a lot of her bad habits, become more mature and independent, and take genuine steps towards her self-proclaimed designer career goals at least by practicing the basics of drawing and sewing more. It's too bad that rather than this move working as productive exposure therapy, it's completely overwhelmed her and brought out the worst in her mental health and bad coping skills when left to her own devices.
I also appreciate her being honest about herself and her life right now and still in a rather calm and straightforward manner, no kaweeweeness or "the world is ending" mid-panic dramatism, just the hard truth that her mental health took a nosedive and she's starting now to get the help she very clearly needs.
It actually bothers the fuck out of me she used numbers to describe her weight. She kept going on about how she was 98lbs, but… when? where? and then she went on about being anorexic, when she wasn't (medically.)
And then she posts about peep tea, so werk.. i guess.
I have never understood how Jill and so many people can be "body positive" or a "body positive role model". It seems awfully restricting, she can only love her body if it is exactly how it is and she must feel bad for wanting to change it? No wonder she's relapsed. There's nothing wrong with wanting to lose weight or changing your lifestyle so you can be happy with your body. I understand coming from recovery it's a hard thing to reconcile, however it seems like a god thing she should work towrads.
It's certainly a shame though that she's struggling with her mental health issues and i hope she can get through everything and come out healthier…>>732774
Uhh, why? I quite appreciate her forwardness and I don't think there's as much value to talking in vague terms honestly, but maybe that's just me.
I think her "brand" of mental illness is what you call "affluenza."
I'll show my cruel, jaded ass out.
Tbh anon I agree with you. Hard to feel sympathy for someone who does absolutely nothing to better their life and uses shopping and mental illness as a crutch.
The first link in the description on that video being her Patreon made me lol a bit. I can't not bring myself to think she's partially posting this to make her fans feel bad for her boohooing and self pitying enough to raise their donation amounts so she can go buy more stuff to 'feel better'
I feel like it’s only Ana-chans who would go out of their way to dispute the diagnosis of actual psychologists and psychiatrists who evaluated an in-patient.
What evidence do you have to prove these professionals wrong? Are you claiming she was hospitalized for absolutely no reason and these professionals were just wasting their precious time and taxpayer money? Wouldn’t that mean every regular family clinic doctor that ever evaluated her thereafter are also incompetent by association?
I think the conspiracy theories are a little wacky regardless of my personal feelings about her responsibilities towards her mental health. Yeah she could take better care of herself but that will only change her in the future, not the past, which for some reason anons are hung up on denying.
Agreeing. All of you going off about poor jiwwian and her mental health are too easily manipulated to be on this site tbh.
When has she ever shown genuine remorse or consistent growth? Mental health, self harm, and eating disorders can be serious, but she knows be this point all she has to do is sit in front of a camera looking sad and mentioning these three topics and suddenly she's absolved of all of her past shitty behavior. She did the same thing when she was getting rid of her gf and getting a tattoo to deflect from that situation.
Someone already mentioned it. >>732694
Read the thread next time.
This so much.
Also she straight up says she stops going to therapy because lul I don't need it anymore. It is fucking dangerous to stop seeing a therapist when you are unstable and on medication.
If she really wants to make a difference as she says and be a special snowflake role model, instead of making s the whole video about herself she should really be primarily advising her viewers to not drop therapy cold turkey just because things ~*seem*~ like they are better.
We also saw in the past that she just goes off her medication because SHE thinks it is ok. No wonder she is a mess.
She means not being around her family who would feed her. Roommates can’t tell you shit about your eating habits or what you do alone in your room. I do wonder what the new boy toy thinks about dating a girl in the middle of a mental breakdown though. >>732759
Tbh if she is missing classes and struggling this much she is fucked for this semester. She can drop until the last class day usually but she has only 2 weeks or so left to make that choice or try to pass at the exam/final. Best case is that she fails this semester (or barely passes) and gets her shit together next year. Worst case is that she drops out after her first semester.
but eating healthy is triggering
! and nothing to do with her being fussy and only wanting foods a child would choose if they were allowed to pick their own food, I'm sure all the scary foods in Japan that weren't burgers were triggering
and any non-beige food in the uk too! The pre-made thing is so irritating like she is well off enough to have one of those healthy meal delivery services, she doesn't even have to leave her house for that
You guys sound so ignorant about eds.
I don't know if she has one but it's not like it's an inconceivable idea. Probably not pure anorexia (even though tbh, her face looks less pudgy now than a few months ago) but she could be binging and purging or just binging one day and then starving for another.
Having a healthy meal delivery service ain't gonna make her stop binging or focusing too much on food.
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Those greasy bangs
Jill has steadily been gaining weight over the past few years though - which makes sense if you just look at what she's been eating.
She doesn't even need to be binging or anything, anyone would gain weight if they consumed the same amount of frozen/pre-made foods and sugary Starbucks drinks and peeps teas as her.
I think anons are just saying that if Jill started to learn cooking and eating some healthier foods she'd easily lose weight and probably start feeling better about her body. (Also there are enough studies about how food influences your mood and can make depression better or worse, so it would be a good thing for her to look into either way.)
seriously, she handled this whole sponsorship so badly & unprofessionally
not sure why she's been doing so little for it, I guess since she's not been doing good or whatever? she really squandered this though
I think Jill's face is decent looking, she's just really good at making it look as awful as possible via terrible makeup, disgusting hair and pulling really unflattering expressions.
Imo if she just wasn't done up at all (natural hair color/decent hair cut, no/natural makeup, sensible clothing in neutral colors) she would like a 100 times better than she does now with her extreme clown get up, but alas…
She has plenty of room to get a roommate or two, and by that I mean not
her boyfriend. They haven't been dating that long to begin with, moving in together so soon seems like a dumb move. >>733382
The way she described it sounds like she's just falling back into her ED thought patterns, not like she's actively starving herself. I know quite a few former ana-chans who went straight to binging after being recovered for a while, seems more likely for her. Her relationship with food is probably still fucked and she never did anything to really fix it because she wasn't fat.
Pretty much this, she seems to find any kind of regulation of her diet and exercise triggering
which is a huge red flag.
sage ur bullshit hypocrite-chan>>734178
i think what she was saying is that she felt imperfect for not practicing body positivity, but then was trying to say like we shouldnt hold ourselves to perfect standards. like, it happens to everyone you know. people are always all "oh i need to stop being so hard on myself because im trying" but their mindset is still stuck in being a perfectionist. shes probably a believer in the not pretending to be perfect beings sentiment, she just hasnt been able to properly squash her toxic mindset that shes gotta be some perfect pastel baybie
Jill 'invented' the train wreck that is party kei
lurk harder, newfag
>>734313>she shared her first youtube vids on there
That's impossible because she started posting lolita videos in summer 2014 and then started the party kei bullshit a year or two later.
It's always been the same channel, she just deleted all the early lolita videos at this point.
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I noticed this is the second or third time she’s used it
It’s really embarrassing how she’ll use any trendy term even when it’s cringy/doesn’t make sense
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Jill once again buying presents selfishly I'm sure Steve really wanted bright pink shoes
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Forcing him to be Kawaii
She can cry all she wants about her sad feefees and how she can't handle community college and basic adult functions, she's still a gross, materialistic jerk who uses the people she's dating as accessories. I don't see how you get around that fundamental character flaw.
It says so much about how self-absorbed and completely self-serving she is. It's so shitty around that around the same time of year, she's parading her newest relationship now that it's become inconvenient for her to pretend to care about privacy. Which was suddenly super important only after she used that poor girl.
Now she's trying to spin the whole narrative in her favor with a PR statement and photoshoot for "homework", which is pretty much her only project she's shown after most of a semester.
Ah yes I love the "i would be gay if not for (ex) colins dick" Pixie locks back at it again being so so so heter-i mean gay with her vibrator puppet as her knees slowly cease to exist and her rainbie bangs keep getting shorter, greasier and more unkempt as time goes by.
All pastel baddies have double chins and discoloured skin that looks like a health problem uwu
>>735768>been together for a while now
They've been dating for only 5 months?
Whatever but as a person in my early 20s I don't consider a few months of dating to be much at all. Certainly not enough to move in permanently and play house together and present him to her audience as some long-term partner. >>735779
When did she say this was a school project? I'm sure this is not worth a high grade lmao
I thought she might have edited his clothes but nope, she actually forced him to match her lmao…they look like an extremely mediocre indie pop duo taking a photo for their bandcamp.
I wonder if the reason she wanted to date a girl after Colin, besides out of spite, was because she thought it would be easier to make them match her "aesthetic".
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Yeah, I mean he dressed like this just a few months ago, I'm sure he's secretly been wanting to wear those pink shiny shoes all along.
Either he just plays along with Jill's dress up stuff and actually hates it or she managed to brainwash and convert him to her color-vomit style within like 4 months.
What a coincidence that all of her partners' styles changed so drastically shortly after they started dating Jill…
She bought him 110 dollar IC shoes.
Which is a generous gift. But I wonder why not buy him all pink vans instead since his style seems more casual?
Jill is a narc who wants to make her boyfriends her mini-me. She goes for super submissive guys who will let her dictate everything including their clothing.
I don't doubt the guy might've had some passing interest in that sort of fashion but Jill is the one burgeoning them with the pastel queer shit.
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my god this financially retarded woman actually spent nearly 200 dollars on some hideous shoes he will never wear again
She is the most self centered person because all her life she was spoiled by her mother. She has no idea how to be not selfish and buy a gift someone will genuinely like. >>736061
For someone who pretends to accept people for who they are, all she does is surround herself with asskissing clones.
I married a guy like her. Sort of. He placed a lot of emphasis on how he preferred people look. He'd make subtle insults and jabs at how I look, compliment girls who looked how he liked, and 'suggest' ways I could dress 'better'.
I imagine that's a very similar tactic to what she does, only she takes it a step further and literally dresses them how she wants, rather than convincing them they're ugly and un-presentable first.
In sum: she's manipulative and image obsessed, so of course no one's good enough for her until they fit her aesthetic and likes.
These would be a cool gift if her boyfriend was also a fashion blogger or wore any kind of alternative clothing, she just bought something for "male Jillian". >>736103
She did. Basically all the gifts in her gift giving videos are things she'd like or thinks are cute, I think the only decent gift was a toolkit for her dad.
>>736177>she just bought something for "male Jillian"
That's really spot on. I can't wait for her 'What I got people for Christmas' video, I'm sure all of the gifts for her bf would be exactly like this.
Also does anyone else feel a bit weird about how much money Jill is spending on him so early in the relationship? (Since those shoes most likely aren't the only thing either and they're already $150+…)
I just know I would feel really awkward if a guy I had only been dating for a few months bought me such an expensive pair of shoes, especially if they didn't fit my style at all. Hope Steve doesn't feel like he has to wear them now even though he doesn't like them, I'm sure Jill bragged about the price or left the tags on or something for him to see lol.
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Not really milky but I still lold
I think it's her calf. You can see her toes in this picture >>736312
and I think she has that leg put under the other one.
muh anorexia while eating 4 suckers and drinking soda
shes so gross and must feel like vomiting all the time from her diet>>736330
i dont think she'll last another full semester tbh
Why does she keep getting CCS tats? She only ever talks about Doremi and Precure, if you want to put magical girl shit on your body permanently at least pick something you actually like. >>736338
Look at how she's posed while taking the photo, I also think it's her calf. She looks fatter because she's short.
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Everybody looks like they go actually skating and wears appropriate clothes and then there is Jill.
Also oof at the thighs of Jill compared to the other two girls.
>ALL THE PINKS
Which will be indiscernible from each other as they fade.>>736337
Agreed, the outside of her right calf and her left toes are by her right knee.
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For those of you who guessed her leg, you’re correct
I read it that way too.
And her mouth is off-center.
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I think she got it based on this version, which isn't any better
The worst part of this are the colors by far, if Jill actually picked colors that worked together this would look 10 times better (though even then I think the placement is really unfortunate).
Also does Jill still pretend to have an upload schedule or does she just use "m-muh depwession uwu" as an excuse for being so inconsistent now?
The next video we will get will probably be a vlog of her getting the tattoo and maybe the ice skating stuff, right?
I don't know much about tattoos, but it looks like this design isn't good for thick lines? Or that the artist isn't a good choice to replicate CLAMP's style?
There's so much detail in >>736436
that gives it that airy, shoujo look (delicate eyelashes, thin lines around the collar of the dress, feminine hairline that gradually emerges from the forehead) while the tattoo Jill got looks very blocky and harsh.
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I actually thought that this >>736323
didn't looked actually that bad but the finished product is just harsh and the opposite of what it should go for.
Healing won't fix the design flaws.>>736446
All I can see now is the overwhelming thickness of the outline of the face.
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when you put them right next to each other….. oh, jill….. oh no
The artist has some really great work, she seems to be good with colour and shading as well. I think it's safe to say Jill is the one who fucked up the design with choosing colours that are too vibrant and flat, and the placement is quite bad too. Adding the flowers and the card frame gave the artist no room for detail like you have in this >>736449
tattoo which is why I think the face got a bit screwed up and she didn't add the face detail. It's a real shame she wasted the artist's talent.
now i just feel bad for jill. tattoos cost a LOT of money and this one is too big, bright and evident to easily cover-up or conceal. the colors are the worst part, they only outline how bad everything about it is.
that shit's permanent, too (i know abt laser removal, but she's gonna have to wait at least a few years for the colors to fade). yikes.
Fucking godawful tattoo aside, the placement is just the worst. Seriously. It's too big for her leg, it doesn't look right AT ALL, and it's going to look so shitty in her photoshoots.
Goddamnit, Jilly. Seriously. God fucking damnit.
Is this her "I dropped out of school" gift to herself?
You can't tell me that she doesn't have at least one classmate lurking.
Someone please fricken tell me what it's like being in class with this trainwreck. I can only imagine how her classmates handled her level of obnoxiousness.
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Apparently he likes the shoes
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If she hadn't chosen blonde for the hair we wouldn't see flaky pastry, but she just had to self insert.
No, I don't think Jill is to blame for how
bad this is. The artist was clearly way outside her comfort zone, but did it anyway.
So instead of waiting for xmas break to book this tattoo, Jill decided it was necessary to take thursday and friday off in the middle of finals after already missing probably half her classes throughout the last two months? Anons might be right about her dropping out or outright failing. I'm so sad for her. After years of wasting around her parents house, art school has done absolutely nothing for her. She's one of those people who are so willingly dense and self-centered that even education can't help mold them into better people.
And does Stephen even have a job? or does he also rely on his parents to fund his living expenses?
She buys so many shoes and then just wears the one pair. The fug pink glitter boots are just replacements for those disgusting dirt caked pink YRU platforms (RIP)
I bet in a few months she'll be walking around in mangy, dirty, worn-out glittery pink boots though, and that's a hilarious image.
I actually know exactly how she feels here, so I predict
-dropping out or scraping by
-disappearing offline for months
-dumping the men and going single for a while
-fixing her diet
There comes a point when you need a detox from yourself
You're right anon but >-disappearing offline for months
Not gonna happen since her only income is online>-dumping the men and going single for a while
Definitely not gonna happen since Jill is clearly co-dependent and the closest she's gotten to staying single was "dating" girls instead after Colin.
Yes and no. It's cold, and wearing a skirt would definitely be uncomfortable, but its not "too cold" yet. Yesterday was a pretty cold day in Halifax though, my nose was frozen from the wind, so provided she actually did get her tattoo yesterday she must've been freezing her ass off.>>736806
Isn't his family really religious? I doubt he'd be able to get any tattoos so long as he's still in good contact with them.
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Pixie, epitome of ~queer kulture~
i'm this anon >>736850
my bad for poor redaction. i don't mind new fans coming in and enjoying content that's been out for a while, esp something as wholesome as My Brother's Husband.
i mean it pisses me off that, knowing jill, she'd likely sperg about this not because she genuinely likes/enjoys it (we know she climbs onto bandwagons for clout. she just got a ccs tattoo and she doesn't even like ccs), but because it's a queer work of fiction and she wants to show off her faux "queerness" for internet brownie points. THAT'S what pisses me off, her pretending that liking a queer work of fiction automatically gives her cred. you can like a manga or a fictional work about gay people while being straighter than a stick.
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spoilered for slight ot
The tattoo place is Coup de Foudre, the artist is Lunie Chan, she does very colorful stuff. Can't believe the difference kek
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sage for my shit abilities at photoshop
To be fair it’s not like she ever walks anywhere outside. She drove to Halifax, parked in front of the tattoo shop, then at most probably drove to the malls for Sephora/lush/F21 with indoor parking. I can tell by the screencap from Stephen’s Insta story that she was at the Starbucks inside Scotia square mall which connects directly to a few hotels and more indoor parking. So it’s clear she didn’t spend more then a few minutes outside. Besides the last time she stayed downtown during the summer she claimed she “got lost” in a “ghetto” area lmao, so she must have learned her lesson about going outdoors in big spooky cities.
(Besides even I take public transport during the winter and that doesn’t stop me from wearing dresses or casual outerwear. Some maplefags really make a big deal about weather to be special as if it was a fucking cultural trait of ours to be cold, like calm down who cares if she doesn’t wear a Canada Goose jacket with long johns and construction worker boots).
who put the stick up your ass? i'm a canadafag, too. and all I'm getting from the comments pointing out that she never wears pants or tights is that she never
dresses for winter weather. it's not that she wears skirts, a lot of us do, it's that she wears mini skirts, with little thin cotton socks, and shoes that would not only be fucking terrible on icy side walks, but are wearable in summer without being too hot.
there's ways for wearing short dresses and skirts without looking like a complete twat like she does.
it's like she's never heard of woolen tights, which you can now get in colours that aren't black, white or brown.
calm yer tits. no one's bashing how you dress. they're pointing out Jillian's so obsessed with her aesthetic that she'll go out in a major cold snap dressed for a picnic.
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From Helena’s photography IG 1/3
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3/3 For someone who has done multiple photoshoots over her lifetime and even has a mother who is a photographer, she sure doesn’t know how to pose
It's so weird… she buys so much clothing and yet she wears the same 4 things over and over again.
If she doesn't have the courage to wear her ugly Lazy Oaf garbage outside she should stop buying it.
Definitely could be her hair snapping off from constant bleaching and wearing extensions. You can see the thin baby hairs trying to hold on.>>737101>I wish more YouTubers were like pixielocks
I actually don't disagree with him though, this is one of the few videos she's made that is actually productive or has some sort of positive message.
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I can't wait to see how badly this pink monstrosity ages
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She brought another fucking cat
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Here are all the *~soft and cutesy~* names she has for the cat
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This kitten is in the $1000 range. These are the same ragdoll breeders they got Neko from.
people use the hiragana and not the kanji.
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…no you’re thinking of Mobi.
Neko is a rag doll (top), Mobi is the maine coon (bottom).
How many cats do they have now? Like 5 or 6? Animal hoarding much? Their mcmansion 'house smell' must be dirty cat litter.
This family is a growing disgrace with every passing day. >>737624
She won't get to milk her tragic past
and how she overcame it with trashy ugly tats if her scars are faded
Some of these are cute and all but>Senshi>>737472
If this is true, then getting a cover-up after she just
relapsed less than a month ago seems like a really stupid thing to do. The one on her thigh was fine, it's a nice enough tattoo and they were quite a few years old, but this is a mess.
Yeah, her getting the cover up tattoo so soon makes the whole relapse thing feel a bit disingenuous… Like she made the super emotional video but now she's just gonna get her ~magical tattoo~ and a new ~little cat companion uwu~ and then she's suddenly gonna be fine again.
I really hope she doesn't use these things to avoid actual therapy again.
Jill named the first cat Neko, I think she mentioned before that her family started pronouncing it as "Nico" though because they all thought Neko was too weeby lol.
And yeah she named Serena after Sailor Moon so all the ones that Jill named have always been weeb names.
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Something that’s starting to feel suspicious to me is that she had this tattoo planned at least a month before she relapsed again. Which kinda adds to this whole “disingenuous” narrative. However she did claim she was cutting in the summer so maybe by the time she booked it again, she thought she was all fine and dandy and could make a video about how all her problems are fixed. Similar to how she went off her meds because she thought she was fine